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Å ªI prmwœmny nm:Å ªI prmwœmny nm:Å ªI prmwœmny nm:Å ªI prmwœmny nm:

svyé Bvñqu suiKn: svyé sñqu inrwmXw: [svyé Bvñqu suiKn: svyé sñqu inrwmXw: [svyé Bvñqu suiKn: svyé sñqu inrwmXw: [svyé Bvñqu suiKn: svyé sñqu inrwmXw: [ svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:KBwg` Bvyq` ]svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:KBwg` Bvyq` ]svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:KBwg` Bvyq` ]svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:KBwg` Bvyq` ]

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©XwrhvW AÎXwX©XwrhvW AÎXwX©XwrhvW AÎXwX©XwrhvW AÎXwX (iv¤v{pdSén Xog)(iv¤v{pdSén Xog)(iv¤v{pdSén Xog)(iv¤v{pdSén Xog)

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©XwrhvW AÎXwX©XwrhvW AÎXwX©XwrhvW AÎXwX©XwrhvW AÎXwX ((((iv¤v{pdSéniv¤v{pdSéniv¤v{pdSéniv¤v{pdSén Xog Xog Xog Xog))))

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mdnugRhwX prmM guhŸmÎXwœmsi«zqm` [mdnugRhwX prmM guhŸmÎXwœmsi«zqm` [mdnugRhwX prmM guhŸmÎXwœmsi«zqm` [mdnugRhwX prmM guhŸmÎXwœmsi«zqm` [ XÈvXoËM vcÆqyn mohoXÈvXoËM vcÆqyn mohoXÈvXoËM vcÆqyn mohoXÈvXoËM vcÆqyn mohoSXN ivgqo mm ] 1 ]XN ivgqo mm ] 1 ]XN ivgqo mm ] 1 ]XN ivgqo mm ] 1 ] Ajuén boly-muJ pr AnugRh krny ky ilE Awpny jo prm gopnIX AÎXwœm ivÀXk vcn AQwéq` apdyS khw, assy myrw Xh Azwn nê ho gXw hY] 1 ] Bvw‚XXO Bvw‚XXO Bvw‚XXO Bvw‚XXO ih BUqwnwM ªuqO ivÆqrSo mXw [ ih BUqwnwM ªuqO ivÆqrSo mXw [ ih BUqwnwM ªuqO ivÆqrSo mXw [ ih BUqwnwM ªuqO ivÆqrSo mXw [ œvÄ: kmlpZwœvÄ: kmlpZwœvÄ: kmlpZwœvÄ: kmlpZw–––– mwhwœµXmip cw±XXm` ] 2 ] mwhwœµXmip cw±XXm` ] 2 ] mwhwœµXmip cw±XXm` ] 2 ] mwhwœµXmip cw±XXm` ] 2 ] #XoNik hy kmlnyZ! mYNny Awpsy BUqoN kI aœpiÄ AOr pRlX ivÆqwrpUvék suny hYN qQw AwpkI AivnwSI mihmw BI sunI hY ] 2 ] qwœpXé:-ipCly AÎXwX myN pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny ApnI id±X ivBUiqXoN AOr Xog Si#q kw ivÆqƒq vxén ikXw[ AÎXwX ky Añq myN ApnI Xog Si#q kw pRBwv bqlwqy huE khw ik mYN smÆq bRããããw&VoN ko Apny Ek ANS myN Dwrx ikE huE

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hUÂ[ Bgvwn sy sunkr ankI ivBUiqXoN kw icñqn krqy huE Ajuén ky ââââdX myN Ek ijzwsw aœpñn hoqI hY; #XoN n as AdBuq v mhwn Æv{p ko pRœX– dyKw jwE ijsky ANSmwZ myN smÆq bRããããw&V iÆQq hYN[ Ab Ajuén Apny mn kI eçCw ko pUxé krny ky ilE es pRkwr pRwQénw krqy hYN[ Ajuén khqy hYN-mdnugRhwXmdnugRhwXmdnugRhwXmdnugRhwX-muJ pr AnugRh krny ky ilE[ ikqny hI pRym v Bi#qrs sy Bry huE S‹doN sy ApnI pRwQénw Su{ krqy hYN Ajuén[ mdnugRhwXmdnugRhwXmdnugRhwXmdnugRhwX-muJpr AnugRh krny ky ilE, muJ –udR pr ApnI Apwr Ïpw krny ky ilE Awpny muJy prm gopnIX AÎXwœm-ivÀXk apdyS idXw, ijssy myrw Azwn nê ho gXw[ Eysw nhIN khw ik myry pRXwsoN ùwrw Xw myrI bui)))) kI smJ ùwrw myrw Azwn nê huAw hY[ Agr Eysw khw hoqw qo smJyN ik ABI BI isPé kh hI rhy hYN vwÆqv myN Ab BI Azwn {pI AñDkwr anky ââââdX sy imtw nhIN[ isPé khny ky ilE hI khqy[ vwÆqv myN Ajuén ky hoNT Kulqy hI, askI vwxI kw phlw S‹d mdnugRhwXmdnugRhwXmdnugRhwXmdnugRhwX hI askI Azwnqw ky nê hony kI sUcnw dyqw hY[ bVI hI swP bwq hY; ik jb qk koeé BI swDk, B#q Apny ùwrw ikE gE AçCy kmoéN kw, jp, qp v œXwg kw, ApnI Xo©Xqw kw Æmrx rKqw hY v iksI BI pRwi‚q myN asy hI kwrx mwnqw rhqw hY qb qk vh Bgvwn kI pUxé Ïpw kw pwZ nhIN bn skqw[ bhuq

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swry swDk Gr-sNswr ko CoVkr swDuAoN kw Bys bnwkr sñXwsI ho jwqy hYN[ prñqu bhuq swry Eysy swDkoN ky ââââdX myN Xh Æmrx hmySw bnw rhqw hY ik hm qo œXwgI hYN[ A#sr khqy rhqy hYN ik hmny Gr-bwr CoVw[ Dn-sµpiÄ CoVI qBI qo swDu bny hYN[ swDnw krqy-krqy Bi#q krqy-krqy jb es bwq kw Ahsws ââââdX sy hony lgqw hY-“kqwé ho qum kñhYXw, myrw nwm ho rhw hY, Awp kI Ïpw sy sb kwm ho rhw hY[” hy pRBo! jo kuC BI myry inimÄ jp-qp, kmé, Bi#q ho rhI hY sb Awp kI Ïpw hI qo hY[ AñqéXwmI {p myN, myry ââââdX myN invws krky Awp hI ApnI Anñq Ïpw krky muJsy Eysw krvw rhy hYN[ qb smJyN ik swDk Bgvwn kI Ïpw kw pwZ ho gXw[ qb vh B#q Ajuén kI qrh khqw hY-jYsy Ab Ajuén pRBu ªI ÏÃx sy kh rhy hYN-hy pRBo! mYN qo mhwmwXw ky swgr myN fUbw jw rhw Qw[ prñqu Awpny muJ pr AnugRh krky muJy as mhwmwXw ky swgr sy bwhr inkwl ilXw[ mYN qo dyhwiBmwn myN KoXw huAw ÆvXN ko smÆq kmoéM kw kqwé v sbkw inxwéXk mwnqw rhw[ ÆvXM ko hI sb kw Bw©X ivDwqw mwnny lgw Qw pRBu! mYN qo XhI mwnny lgw Qw jYsy myry Xu)))) krny sy hI sb log mr jwEyNgy AOr Xu)))) n krny sy sb ky pRwx bc jwEyNgy[ Awj Awpny muJ pr Ïpw krky

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muJy mhwnrkoN myN jwny sy bcw ilXw[ lw–wgƒh sy bcwkr qo Awpny hmwrw SrIr hI bcwXw Qw prñqu Awj qo Awpny AœXñq Ïpw krky prm gopnIX AÎXwœm ivÀXk zwn dykr myrI Añqs cyqnw ko hI bcw ilXw[ AOr Eysw zwn pwkr myrw moh nê ho gXw[ pRBu kI AsIm Ïpw sy Ab Ajuén moh {pI dldl sy åpr aT cuky hYN[ mnuÃX Apny kÄé±X sy, jIvn kI smÆXwAoN sy Bwgqw hI qb hY, jb qk vh Azwn v moh ky pRBwv myN hoqw hY[ Ab pRBu ªI ÏÃx ky apdyS ùwrw, ankI Ïpw sy Ajuén kw moh BNg ho cukw hY[ Ajuén Ab jwgƒq ho cuky hYN[ drAsl sdgu{ Apny pwZ iSÃX ky ilE XhI ikXw krqy hYN[ moh v Azwn {pI AñDyry myN Btky huE iSÃX ky ââââdX myN zwn {pI dIpk jlw dyqy hYN ijssy vh Azwn {pI AñDkwr myN TokryN KwnI bñd kr dyqw hY[ iSÃX ko asky Æv{p kw boD krvw dyqy hYN[ gu{ {p myN jgdgu{ pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny Apny prm ipRX iSÃX ky ilE BI XhI ikXw hY[ Ab Ajuén Apny Æv{p ko jwn cuky hYN[ vh Bgvwn ky gux, pRBwv, Ey¤vXé AOr rhÆX ko qÈv sy jwn cuky hYN[ jwn cuky hYN Ajuén ik swrw jgq Bgvwn sy hI aœpñn hoqw hY AOr añhIN myN lIn ho jwqw hY[

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Bgvwn hI sbko aœpñn krny vwly, pwln krny vwly v sNhwr krny vwly hYN[ AOr iPr hy pRBu! AwpkI AivnwSI mihmw BI mYM Awpky muK sy sun cukw hU AQwéq` Awp sbkI aœpiÄ, pwln v sNhwr krny vwly hokr BI Akqwé hI hYN[ své±XwpI hoqy huE BI gux-doÀoN sy rihq hYN[ Awp svéSi#qmwn, svéz, svwéDwr hYN[ AwpkI Ïpw sy Ab mYN jwn cukw hU pRBu! ik smÆq jgq Awp hI sy ±Xw‚q ho rhw hY[ Awp ApnI XogSi#q ky ùwrw hI inrwkwr sy swkwr ho jwqy hYN[ AOr iPr AñqéXwmI prmwœmw ky {p myN sbky ââââdX myN invws krqy hYN[ sbkI Awœmw BI Awp hI hYN[ EvmyqÖQwœQEvmyqÖQwœQEvmyqÖQwœQEvmyqÖQwœQ œvmwœmwnM prmy¤vr [ œvmwœmwnM prmy¤vr [ œvmwœmwnM prmy¤vr [ œvmwœmwnM prmy¤vr [ dRêuimçCwim qy {pmYDZrM pu{ÀoÄm ] 3 ]dRêuimçCwim qy {pmYDZrM pu{ÀoÄm ] 3 ]dRêuimçCwim qy {pmYDZrM pu{ÀoÄm ] 3 ]dRêuimçCwim qy {pmYDZrM pu{ÀoÄm ] 3 ] hy prmy¤vr! Awp Apny ko jYsw khqy hYN, Xh TIk Eysw hI hY; prñqu hy pu{ÀoÄm! Awpky zwn, Ey¤vXé, Si#q, bl, vIXé AOr qyj sy Xu#q Ey¤vXé-{p ko mYN pRœX– dyKnw cwhqw hUÂ] 3 ] qwœpXé:-Ab Ajuén ivrwt ko sU—m myN dyKnw cwhqy hYN[ Apny ââââdX kI AiBlwÀw ko pUxé krny ky ilE ikqny pRym Bry Ævr myN pRBu ªI ÏÃx sy pRwQénw kr rhy hYN[ hy prmy¤vr! Awpny Apny ivÀX myN jo BI myry ilE khw Xwin muJy

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bqlwXw, AwpkI Anñq Ïpw sy mYNny vh sunw BI AOr jwnw BI[ AwpkI mihmw, Awpky Æv{p AOr Si#q ko sunny v jwnny ky bwd Ab myry ââââdX myN Awpkw ivrwt Æv{p jYsw ik mYNny Awp hI sy sunw hY vYsw dyKny kI aœk&T eçCw hY[ vYsw dyKny kI ‚Xws bFæqI hI jw rhI hY[ scmuc mnuÃX jIvn kI sbsy bVI AOr EkmwZ AiBlwÀw hY-pRBu dSén[ XhI ijzwsw hY Ajuén ky ââââdX myN[ esIilE pUrI ihµmq sy, Apny gu{ pRBu ªI ÏÃx ky sñmuK ankI Srx myN bYTkr, ankI bwqoN pr pUxé Brosw rKqy huE, Xh ijzwsw pRgt krqy hYN[ pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny mnuÃX {p myN Avqirq hokr bhuq hI km AvsroN pr Apny pRBuœv ko pRgt ikXw[ jYsy DƒqrwÃt‰ ky drbwr myN jb iSSupwl ùwrw sO gwlI pUxé ho geé qb[ Ak®Ur jI ko AOr iPr mwqw XSodw jI ko BI iv¤v{p dSén idE, jb ªI ÏÃx ny imúI Kweé AOr mwqw XSodw ny muÂh Kolny ky ilE khw[ pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny muÂh Kolw AOr mwqw XSodw ko iv¤v{p dSén krwE[ AOr XhW ku{–yZ ky mYdwn myN Ajuén ko qo Apny ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén krvwkr, iPr cquéBuj Æv{p myMN dSén idE[ DñX hYN Ak®Ur jI AOr mwqw XSodw jI[ DñX hY ku{–yZ kI BUmI, DñX hYN Ajuén[ eñhyN koit-koit pRxwm[

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mñXsy Xid mñXsy Xid mñXsy Xid mñXsy Xid qçC#XM mXw dRêuimiq pRBo [qçC#XM mXw dRêuimiq pRBo [qçC#XM mXw dRêuimiq pRBo [qçC#XM mXw dRêuimiq pRBo [ XogyDZr qqo my œvM dSéXwœmwnm±XXm` ] 4 ]XogyDZr qqo my œvM dSéXwœmwnm±XXm` ] 4 ]XogyDZr qqo my œvM dSéXwœmwnm±XXm` ] 4 ]XogyDZr qqo my œvM dSéXwœmwnm±XXm` ] 4 ] hy pRBo! Xid myry ùwrw Awpkw vh {p dyKw jwnw S#X hY-Eysw Awp mwnqy hYN, qo hy Xogy¤vr! as AivnwSI Æv{p kw muJy dSén krweE] 4 ] qwœpXé:-Ab Ajuén iPr sy khny lgy-hy pRBu! Agr Awp Xh mwnqy hYN ik Awpky dSén krny kI muJ myN pwZqw hY qo hy Xogy¤vr, hy XoigXoN ky eé¤vr! qo iPr Ïpw krky Awp muJy Apny as ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén krweE[ Ajuén ùwrw pRBu ªI ÏÃx ko Xogy¤vr khny sy AiBpRw:X Xh hY ik Xh sb Xog-Si#q ùwrw hI sµBv hY[ AOr iPr Awp qo XoigXoN ky BI eé¤vr hYN[ Awp ApnI XogSi#q ùwrw hI Ek sy Anyk hoqy hYN AOr Anyk ±X#q idKweé dyqy huE BI Ek bny rhqy hYN[ esilE hy Xogy¤vr! Awpny phly hI muJ pr Anñq Ïpw kI hY, Ab Ek Ïpw AOr kr dyN[ Ajuén kI es ijzwsw ko QoVw ghry sy jwnny kw pRXws kryN[ pUC rhy hYM Ajuén-hy pRBu! Xh jo Awp ªI ÏÃx myry swmny KVy hYN, ªI hir ivÃxu jI ky

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Avqwr hYN Xh mYN jwn gXw mgr Awpkw prm-Bwv #Xw AOr kYsw hY Xwin ivÃxu {p/ ÏÃx {p khW sy, iks sy AOr kYsy pRgt hY? ÏpXw muJy vh sb ivSyÀ {p sy bqlwXyN[ prm-Bwv AQwéq` ijs inégux, inrwkwr ^Xoiq-Æv{p sy Awp swkwr hoqy hYN muJy as Æv{p ky ivÀX myN ivSyÀ {p sy bqlwXyN[ mwnw ik myrI smQéqw, myrI pwZqw kI JolI bhuq CotI hY prñqu hy pRBo! hy dInwnwQ! hy B#qvœsl! hy k{xwswgr! AwpkI dyny kI smQéqw, AwpkI k{xw qo Anñq hY[ ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc p¤X my pwQé {pwix SqSo p¤X my pwQé {pwix SqSo p¤X my pwQé {pwix SqSo p¤X my pwQé {pwix SqSoSSSSQ shÆZS: [Q shÆZS: [Q shÆZS: [Q shÆZS: [ nwnwivDwn id±Xwin nwnwvxwéÏqIin c ] 5 ] nwnwivDwn id±Xwin nwnwvxwéÏqIin c ] 5 ] nwnwivDwn id±Xwin nwnwvxwéÏqIin c ] 5 ] nwnwivDwn id±Xwin nwnwvxwéÏqIin c ] 5 ] ªI Bgvwn boly-hy pwQé! Ab qU myry sYNkVoN-hjwroN nwnw pRkwr ky AOr nwnw vxé qQw nwnw AwÏiq vwly AlOikk {poN ko dyK] 5 ] p¤XwidœXwñvsUñ{dRwniDZnO m{qÆqQw [ p¤XwidœXwñvsUñ{dRwniDZnO m{qÆqQw [ p¤XwidœXwñvsUñ{dRwniDZnO m{qÆqQw [ p¤XwidœXwñvsUñ{dRwniDZnO m{qÆqQw [ bhUñXdƒêpUvwéix p¤Xw>Xwéix Bwrq ] 6 ]bhUñXdƒêpUvwéix p¤Xw>Xwéix Bwrq ] 6 ]bhUñXdƒêpUvwéix p¤Xw>Xwéix Bwrq ] 6 ]bhUñXdƒêpUvwéix p¤Xw>Xwéix Bwrq ] 6 ] hy BrqvNSI Ajuén! muJmyN AwidœXoN ko AQwéq` Aidiq ky ùwdS puZoN ko, AwT vsuAoN ko, EkwdS {dRoN ko, donoN

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Ai¤vnI kumwroN ko AOr ancws m{dgxoN ko dyK[ qQw AOr BI bhuq-sy phly n dyKy huE Aw>XémX {poN ko dyK] 6 ] ehYkÆQM jgœÏœÆZM p¤XwÖ scrwcrm` [ ehYkÆQM jgœÏœÆZM p¤XwÖ scrwcrm` [ ehYkÆQM jgœÏœÆZM p¤XwÖ scrwcrm` [ ehYkÆQM jgœÏœÆZM p¤XwÖ scrwcrm` [ mm dyhy gufwkyS XçcwñXd`dRêuimçCis ] 7 ] mm dyhy gufwkyS XçcwñXd`dRêuimçCis ] 7 ] mm dyhy gufwkyS XçcwñXd`dRêuimçCis ] 7 ] mm dyhy gufwkyS XçcwñXd`dRêuimçCis ] 7 ] hy Ajuén! Ab es myry SrIr myN Ek jgh iÆQq crwcr sihq sµpUxé jgq ko dyK qQw AOr BI jo kuC dyKnw cwhqw ho so dyK] 7 ] qwœpXé:-Ajuén kI pRym BrI pRwQénw ko pRBu ny ÆvIkwr ikXw AOr khny lgy-Ao myry ipRX Bweé Ajuén! Ab qU myry as ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén kr[ skl bRããããw&V muJmyN hI iÆQq hY, muJ sy hI aœpñn hoqy hYN AOr sb kuC muJ myN hI lIn ho jwqw hY[ Eysw jo mYNny quJ sy phly khw AOr ApnI pRDwn-pRDwn ivBUiqXoN ky ivÀX myN bqlwXw Qw prñqu Ab qU sb kuC AQwéq` skl bRããããw&V ko myry myN dyK[ myry Anignq {poN ko dyK[ myry es iv¤v{p myN Ek hI jgh AsN$X {poN ko dyK[ dyv, mnuÃX AOr isqwroN ko dyK[ Alg-Alg hjwroN rNgoN AOr hjwroN bnwvtoN myN AQwéq` AwÏiqXoN myN dyK AQwéq` myry {p hjwroN rNgoN v hjwroN ikÆm kI AwÏiqXoN vwly hYN[ id±X v AwlOikk AOr

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Aw¤cXéjnk hYN, Xh sb qU dyK[ myry es {p myN hy Ajuén! qU sb dyvqwAoN ko dyK[ AwidœXoN, vsuAoN, EkwdS {dRoN, Ai¤vnI kumwroN AOr m{dgxoN ko dyK[ AOr iPr Eysy {p v dƒ¤XoN ko dyK jo qUny phly kBI n dyKy hoN[ swry jgq ko muJ myN dyK AOr iPr BI jo kuC qU dyKnw cwhqw hY, vh sb muJ myN dyK[ mYN jo qyry swmny qyry rQ kw swrQI bnkr KVw hUÂ, es SrIr ky Ek ANS myN qU swry jgq ko iÆQq dyK[ jo cr jIv hYN jYsy pSu, p–I, kIt-pqNg, mnuÃX eœXwid anko dyK AOr jo iÆQr idKny vwly hYN jYsy pyV, phwV Awid sBI ko myry SrIr myN dyK[ BUqkwl, vqémwn AOr BivÃX, jo kuC BI dyKny kI quµhwrI eçCw ho, sb kuC dyK[ n qu mwM S#Xsy dRêumnynYv n qu mwM S#Xsy dRêumnynYv n qu mwM S#Xsy dRêumnynYv n qu mwM S#Xsy dRêumnynYv ÆvcÆvcÆvcÆvc––––uÀw [uÀw [uÀw [uÀw [ id±XM ddwim qy cid±XM ddwim qy cid±XM ddwim qy cid±XM ddwim qy c––––u: p¤X my XogmYDZrm` ] 8 ]u: p¤X my XogmYDZrm` ] 8 ]u: p¤X my XogmYDZrm` ] 8 ]u: p¤X my XogmYDZrm` ] 8 ] prñqu muJko qU en Apny pRwÏq nyZoN ùwrw dyKny myN in:sñdyh smQé nhIN hY; esI sy mYN quJy id±X AQwéq` AlOikk c–u dyqw hUÂ; assy qU myrI eé¤vrIX XogSi#q ko dyK ] 8 ]

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qwœpXé:-prmwœmw Agocr hY[ Agocr sy AiBpRw:X hY jo hmwrI en ÆQUl AWKoN ùwrw n dyKw jw sky[ prmwœmw AiqiñdRX hY AQwéq` jo hmwrI eiñdRXoN kI pkV ky bwhr ho[ jhW hmwrw mn nhIN jw skqw, bui)))) nhIN jw skqI[ esIilE pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny khw-jo qum myry id±X, XogSi#q sy Xu#q, id±X Æv{p ky dSén krnw cwhqy ho AOr mYN quµhyN as id±X Æv{p ky dSén krvwnw BI cwhqw hUÂ, prñqu hy Ajuén! as id±X Æv{p ko qum Apny en swDwrx nyZoN ùwrw nhIN dyK skqy[ as Æv{p ko dyKny ky ilE ijs Si#q kI j{rq hY vh quµhwry pws nhIN hY[ Ab mYN quJy Apny Xogbl sy vh XogSi#q ijsy id±X-dƒiê BI khw jwqw hY; pRdwn krqw hU ijssy qum myry es id±X Æv{p ko dyKny myN smQé ho jwAogy[ Xh XogSi#q AQwéq `id±X-dƒiê jo pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny Ajuén ko pRdwn kI, Eysy hI vyd±Xws jI ny BI sNjX ko id±X-dƒiê pRdwn kI QI[ Ajuén ny pRBu ªI ÏÃx sy id±X-dƒiê pRw‚q krky pRBu ky ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén ikE[ asmyN #Xw-#Xw dyKw Ab sNjX as Æv{p kw vxén krqy hYN[ sNjX avwc sNjX avwc sNjX avwc sNjX avwc Evmu#œvw qqo rwjñmhwXogyDZro hir: [ Evmu#œvw qqo rwjñmhwXogyDZro hir: [ Evmu#œvw qqo rwjñmhwXogyDZro hir: [ Evmu#œvw qqo rwjñmhwXogyDZro hir: [

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dSéXwmws pwQwéX prmM {pmYDZrm` ] 9 ]dSéXwmws pwQwéX prmM {pmYDZrm` ] 9 ]dSéXwmws pwQwéX prmM {pmYDZrm` ] 9 ]dSéXwmws pwQwéX prmM {pmYDZrm` ] 9 ] sNjX boly-hy rwjn! mhwXogy¤vr AOr sb pwpoN kw nwS krny vwly Bgvwn ny es pRkwr khkr asky p¤cwq Ajuén ko prm Ey¤vXéXu#q id±X Æv{p idKlwXw] 9 ] Anykv#ZnXnmnykwdBuqdSénm` [ Anykv#ZnXnmnykwdBuqdSénm` [ Anykv#ZnXnmnykwdBuqdSénm` [ Anykv#ZnXnmnykwdBuqdSénm` [ Anykid±XwBrxM id±XwnykoÖqwXuDm` ] 10 ]Anykid±XwBrxM id±XwnykoÖqwXuDm` ] 10 ]Anykid±XwBrxM id±XwnykoÖqwXuDm` ] 10 ]Anykid±XwBrxM id±XwnykoÖqwXuDm` ] 10 ] id±Xmw¬XwµbrDrM id±XgñDwnulypnm` [ id±Xmw¬XwµbrDrM id±XgñDwnulypnm` [ id±Xmw¬XwµbrDrM id±XgñDwnulypnm` [ id±Xmw¬XwµbrDrM id±XgñDwnulypnm` [ sv sv sv svwé>XémXM dyvmnñqM ivDZqomuKm` ] 11 ]wé>XémXM dyvmnñqM ivDZqomuKm` ] 11 ]wé>XémXM dyvmnñqM ivDZqomuKm` ] 11 ]wé>XémXM dyvmnñqM ivDZqomuKm` ] 11 ] Anyk muK AOr nyZoN sy Xu#q, Anyk AdBuq dSénoN vwly, bhuq sy id±X BUÀxoN sy Xu#q AOr bhuq sy id±X SÆZoN ko hwQoN myN aTwE huE, id±X mwlw AOr vÆZoN ko Dwrx ikE huE AOr id±X gñD kw swry SrIr myN lyp ikE huE, sb pRkwr ky Aw¤cXoéN sy Xu#q, sImwrihq AOr sb Aor muK ikE huE ivrwt Æv{p prmdyv prmy¤vr ko Ajuén ny dyKw ] 10-11 ] idiv sUXéshÆZÆX BvyÖugpduiœQqw [ idiv sUXéshÆZÆX BvyÖugpduiœQqw [ idiv sUXéshÆZÆX BvyÖugpduiœQqw [ idiv sUXéshÆZÆX BvyÖugpduiœQqw [ Xid Bw: sdƒSI sw ÆXwÛwsÆqÆX mhwœmn: ] 12 ] Xid Bw: sdƒSI sw ÆXwÛwsÆqÆX mhwœmn: ] 12 ] Xid Bw: sdƒSI sw ÆXwÛwsÆqÆX mhwœmn: ] 12 ] Xid Bw: sdƒSI sw ÆXwÛwsÆqÆX mhwœmn: ] 12 ]

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AwkwS myN hjwr sUXoéN ky Ek swQ adX hony sy aœpñn jo pRkwS ho, vh BI as iv¤v{p prmwœmw ky pRkwS ky sdƒS kdwicq` hI ho] 12 ] qZYkÆQM jgœÏœÆnM pRivBËmnykDw [ qZYkÆQM jgœÏœÆnM pRivBËmnykDw [ qZYkÆQM jgœÏœÆnM pRivBËmnykDw [ qZYkÆQM jgœÏœÆnM pRivBËmnykDw [ Ap¤XÌyvdyvÆX SrIry pw&fvÆqdw ] 13 ] Ap¤XÌyvdyvÆX SrIry pw&fvÆqdw ] 13 ] Ap¤XÌyvdyvÆX SrIry pw&fvÆqdw ] 13 ] Ap¤XÌyvdyvÆX SrIry pw&fvÆqdw ] 13 ] pw&fupuZ Ajuén ny as smX Anyk pRkwr sy ivBË AQwéq` pƒQk-pƒQk sµpUxé jgq ko dyvoN ky dyv ªI ÏÃx Bgvwn ky as SrIr myN Ek jgh iÆQq dyKw] 13 ] qwœpXé:-Ab DƒqrwÃt‰ qo hiÆqnwpur myN Apny mhl myN ivrwjmwn hYN[ ankw swrQI sNjX, ijsny vyd±Xws jI mhwrwj sy id±X-dƒiê pRw‚q kI hueé hY, bVy hI Aw¤cXécikq hokr rwjw DƒqrwÃt‰ ko irpoéitNg kr rhy hYN[ hy rwjn! Xy jo ªI ÏÃx hYN, Xy XoigXoN ky eé¤vr mhwXogy¤vr sw–wq Bgvwn ªI hir ivÃxu hI hYN[ añhIN kw Avqwr hYN[ mYN qo AœXwiDk hYrwn hUÂ[ Bgvwn kI lIlw

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kYsI hY? Eysw sOBw©X qo Awj qk iksI ko pRw‚q nhIN huAw[ #XoNik jYsy-jYsy Ajuén khy cly jw rhy hYN pRBu ªI ÏÃx askI hr bwq ÆvIkwrqy cly jw rhy hYN[ quµhwrI smJ myM #XoN nhIN Aw rhw rwjn! ªI ÏÃx ny Apny SrIr myN Apny id±X ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén krwE hYN[ hy kOrvkul ªyà rwjn! pw&fupuZ Ajuén ny dyvoN ky dyv Bgvwn ªI ÏÃx ky SrIr myN AnykoN pRkwr ky muK v nyZoN vwly, jo phly kBI dyKy nhIN gE AOr n hI bui)))) ùwrw socy gE, Eysy dƒ¤XoN ko dyKw[ Eysy logoN ko dyKw jo id±X AwBUÀxoN v id±X SÆZoN sy Xu#q hYN AOr ijñhoNny id±X vÆZ v AdBuq mwlwEyN Dwrx kI hueé hYN[ id±X sugñD AOr bhuq sy AdBuq dƒ¤X dyKy[ Qofw Apny mÆqk ky ùwr Kolkr myrI bwq AçCI qrh sy smJ lo rwjn! Ajuén ny ªI ÏÃx ky SrIr myN as sImwrihq, svéSi#qmwn, svwéDwr prbRãããã prmy¤vr ky ivrwt-Æv{p ky dSén ikE hYN[ AOr iPr jYsy hjwroN sUXé AwkwS myN Ek swQ pRkwiSq ho jwEN assy BI ^Xwdw pRkwSvwn ªI ÏÃx ko dyKw[ ijqny BI gRh, n–Z, pƒŒvI, gñDvé, Ævgé Awid lok hYN vh sb Ek hI jgh ªI ÏÃx ky SrIr myN iÆQq dyKy[ sc pUCo qo rwjn! as iv¤v {p ky ANgoN kI kwiñq kw AdBuq dƒ¤X khny myN nhIN Aw skqw[ #XoNik Eysw

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kuC mnuÃX Apny $XwloN v $vwboN myN BI nhIN dyK skqw AOr n hI k¬pnw kr skqw hY[ qq: s ivÆmXwivêo qq: s ivÆmXwivêo qq: s ivÆmXwivêo qq: s ivÆmXwivêo ââââêromw DnNjX: [êromw DnNjX: [êromw DnNjX: [êromw DnNjX: [ pRxµX iSrsw dyvM Ïqw pRxµX iSrsw dyvM Ïqw pRxµX iSrsw dyvM Ïqw pRxµX iSrsw dyvM Ïqw\\\\^ilrBwÀq ] 14 ]^ilrBwÀq ] 14 ]^ilrBwÀq ] 14 ]^ilrBwÀq ] 14 ] asky Anñqr vh Aw¤cXé sy cikq AOr pulikq SrIr Ajuén pRkwSmX iv¤v{p prmwœmw ko ª))))w-Bi#q sihq isr sy pRxwm krky hwQ joVkr bolw] 14 ] qwœpXé:-Ab Bgvwn kw ivrwt-Æv{p dyKkr Ajuén kw SrIr pulikq ho gXw, Aw¤cXé sy cikq ho gXw[ Bgvwn ky ivrwt-Æv{p ky dSén krny ky ilE AœXwiDk mnobl v bui)))) kI iÆQrqw kI j{rq hY[ ÆvwmI rwmÏÃx prmhNs klkÄw sy CÄIs iklomItr dUr di–xy¤vr myN mhwkwlI ky miñdr myN pujwrI Qy[ mW BgvqI mhwkwlI kI apwsnw krqy-krqy, anky dSénoN ky ilE ±Xwkul ho gE[ Ek idn AœXwiDk ±Xwkul hokr mhwkwlI kI mUiqé ky hwQ myN jo K‚pr Qw asI ko aTw ilXw AOr clwny lgy ApnI gdén pr, Kud ko hI imtwny ky ilE[ mgr mW BgvqI mhwkwlI ny K‚pr pkV ilXw[ prñqu vh byhoS hokr igr pVy[ ÆvwmI rwmÏÃx prmhNs khqy hYN ik muJy Eysw lgw jYsy

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hjwroN sUXoéN kw pRkwS puNj Ek jgh ekûw ho gXw ho[ mYM as ^Xoiq Æv{p ky dSén krky ±Xwkul hokr, byhoS hokr nIcy igr pVw[ Eysw hogw hI[ QoVI sI swNswirk apli‹D ho jwny pr AwdmI AœXwiDk hiÀéq ho jwqw hY, Xh qo---[ AwdmI jb ÎXwn swDnw myN bYTnw Su{ krqw hY qo dyKny myN AwXw hY ik bhuq swry log ivcilq sy ho jwqy hYN[ åjwé jo nIcy ko, sNswr kI qrP bh rhI QI, jb phlI bwr åpr kI Aor aTny lgqI hY qo bhuq swry log Gbrw jwqy hYN[ kuC log qo ic¬lwny BI lgqy hYN[ es pRkwr Ajuén ko Aw¤cXé honw, SrIr kw pulikq ho jwnw ÆvBwivk hI hY[ AweE[ hm BI Bgvwn ky as Æv{p kw ÎXwn kryN AOr Ahsws kryN ik kYsy Ajuén kw rom-rom iKl aTw hogw? askw SrIr iks qrh sy pulikq huAw hogw? hm BI QoVw AnuBv krky dyKyN[ jX ªI ÏÃx[ Awgy sNjX khqy hYN ik hy rwjn! Ajuén mn hI mn p¤cwqwp krny lgw[ mYN qo ªI ÏÃx ko swDwrx mnuÃX smJkr añhyN Apnw imZ hI smJqw rhw[ vh swrQI bnkr myrw rQ clwqy rhy vh qo ÆvXN prbRãããã prmy¤vr hYN[ mYN qo añhyN Apnw imZ smJkr vwd-ivvwd

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krqw rhw[ es pRkwr ª))))w v Bi#q sy Xu#q Ajuén isr Jukwkr, pRBu ªI ÏÃx ky crxoN myN bYTkr hwQ joVkr pRxwm krny lgy[ jo-jo kuC Ajuén ny Bgvwn ky ivrwt Æv{p myN dyKw, Ab Awgy as kw vxén krqy hYN[ Ajuén avwc Ajuén avwc Ajuén avwc Ajuén avwc p¤Xwim dyvwMÆqv dyv p¤Xwim dyvwMÆqv dyv p¤Xwim dyvwMÆqv dyv p¤Xwim dyvwMÆqv dyv dyhy svwNéÆqQw BUqivSyÀs|Gwn` [dyhy svwNéÆqQw BUqivSyÀs|Gwn` [dyhy svwNéÆqQw BUqivSyÀs|Gwn` [dyhy svwNéÆqQw BUqivSyÀs|Gwn` [ bbbb RRRRããããwxmISM kmlwsnÆQmƒÀIM> svwénurgwM> id±Xwn` ] 15]wxmISM kmlwsnÆQmƒÀIM> svwénurgwM> id±Xwn` ] 15]wxmISM kmlwsnÆQmƒÀIM> svwénurgwM> id±Xwn` ] 15]wxmISM kmlwsnÆQmƒÀIM> svwénurgwM> id±Xwn` ] 15] Ajuén boly-hy dyv! mYN Awpky SrIr myN sµpUxé dyvoN ko qQw Anyk BUqoN ky smudwXoN ko, kml ky Awsn pr ivrwijq bRããããw ko, mhwdyv ko AOr sµpUxé §iÀXoN ko qQw id±X spoéN ko dyKqw hUÂ] 15 ] AnykbwhUdrv#ZnyZM p¤Xwim œvwM svéqoAnykbwhUdrv#ZnyZM p¤Xwim œvwM svéqoAnykbwhUdrv#ZnyZM p¤Xwim œvwM svéqoAnykbwhUdrv#ZnyZM p¤Xwim œvwM svéqoSSSSnñq{pm` [nñq{pm` [nñq{pm` [nñq{pm` [ nwñqN n mÎXM n punÆqvwidN p¤Xwim ivDZyDZr ivDZ{p ] 16 ]nwñqN n mÎXM n punÆqvwidN p¤Xwim ivDZyDZr ivDZ{p ] 16 ]nwñqN n mÎXM n punÆqvwidN p¤Xwim ivDZyDZr ivDZ{p ] 16 ]nwñqN n mÎXM n punÆqvwidN p¤Xwim ivDZyDZr ivDZ{p ] 16 ] hy sµpUxé iv¤v ky Ævwimn`! Awpko Anyk Bujw, pyt, muK AOr nyZoN sy Xu#q qQw sb Aor sy Anñq {poN vwlw dyKqw hUÂ[ hy iv¤v{p! mYN Awpky n Añq ko dyKqw hUÂ, n mÎX ko AOr n Awid ko hI] 16 ] qwœpXé:-Ajuén ny khw-hy dyv! mYM Awpky SrIr myN smÆq dyvqwAoN ko, §iÀXoN ko v id±X spoéN ko dyK rhw hUÂ[

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hY? AOr iPr sw–wq prmwœmw ko hI pw lynw hY qo asky ilE swDnw krnI pVI qo kOn sI bVI bwq hY[ vwÆqv myN mnuÃX jIvn kw EkmwZ aÌy¤X XhI hY[ Ajuén kI BWiq hm BI Bgvwn kw ÎXwn, Bi#q, ismrn krky v prihÄ kwXoéN myN sNl©n rhkr Apny Añq:krx ko Su)))) kr skqy hYN[ ApnI soeé hueé Si#qXoN ko jwgƒq kr skqy hYN AQwéq` prmwœmw kI Ïpw ky pwZ bn skqy hYN[ bhuq swry mhwpu{À sNswr myN AwE AOr AÎXwœm kI açcqm åÂcweéXoN ko CU kr gE[ jbik bhuq swry log bi¬k ^Xwdwqr log jñm lyqy hYN sNswr myN AOr sNswr kI BIV myN Kokr, ±XQé jIvn ±XqIq krky sNswr sy ivdw ly lyqy hYN[ asmyN Pké isPé eqnw hI hoqw hY ik mhwpu{ÀoN ny, mhwœmwAoN ny Apny Awp ko jwnw AOr ApnI Si#qXoN ko jwgƒq ikXw[ jo ±Xi#q Apny pu{ÀwQé sy Apny ko jwnny v ApnI Si#qXoN ko jwgƒq krny kI koiSS krqy hYN, Bgvwn BI an pr ApnI ivSyÀ Ïpw ikXw krqy hYN[ ankw AwkÀéx ApnI qrP AOr BI bFæw dyqy hYN AQwéq` swDk Bgvwn kI Ïpw kw pwZ bn jwqw hY[ kuC log hoqy hYN jo ApnI åjwé Si#q ko sµBwlny myN, jwgƒq krny myN QoVw bhuq kwmXwb qo

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hoqy hYN prñqu åjwé ko lVweé-JgVoN myN ±XQé kr dyqy hYN[ kuC mhwpu{À ApnI Si#qXoN ko jwgƒq krky dyS kI syvw myN lgw idXw krqy hYN[ jYsy-mhwœmw gWDI, suBwÀ cñdR bos, Bgq isNh Awid[ mdr tyrysw kI qrh bhuq swry mhwpu{À Apny ko jwnkr, ApnI Si#qXoN ko jwgƒq krky smwj syvw myN lgw idXw krqy hYN[ jmSyd jI twtw jYsy mhwpu{ÀoN ny ApnI swrI åjwé dyS myN aÖog ko ÆQwipq krny v aœpwdn bFæwny myN lgweé[ duinXw ky sm– EysI mYnyjmYNt pRdwn kI ik aÖogoN myN kwm kr rhw pRœXyk ±Xi#q sdYv pRsñn rh sky, kBI BI qnwvgRÆq n ho AOr n hI kBI khIN pr koeé hVqwl hI ho[ sñq, PkIr, §iÀ, mhiÀé v XogI huE[ mwnv SrIr pRw‚q krky ijñhoNny Apny BIqr kI Si#qXoN ko, Awœm-qÈv ko jwnw hY vo log scmuc AÎXwœm kI açcqm åÂcweéXoN ko CU krky gE hYN[ dyvqw BI anky Awgy nqmÆqk hoqy hYN[ jIvn kw pUxé v vwÆqivk apXog krky prmwœmw myN lIn ho jwqy hYN AOr smwj ky ilE AwdSé bn kr cly jwqy hYN[ jb ÆvwmI ivvykwnñd (nryñdR) kI mwqw jI ko QoVw sw Ahsws hony lgw ik myry byty kI pRvƒiq qo swDu bnny myN hY qo bhuq iciñqq ho gE AOr añhoNny nryñdR ky ipqw jo ik vkIl Qy, ansy bwq kI[ qo nryñdR ky ipqw

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jI ny nryñdR ko bulwkr Ek hI bwq khI ik mYN nhIN jwnqw ik qum #Xw bnnw cwhqy ho? Xw iPr jo BI bnnw cwhqy ho; jo BI rwÆqw Apnwnw cwhqy ho ApnwAo[ mgr eqnI bwq j{r khqw hU ik duinXw myN AwE ho; pRBu Ïpw sy mwnv jIvn pRw‚q huAw hY, esy Eysy hI ±XQé mq krnw[ duinXw kI BIV myN Kokr Eysy hI mq cly jwnw[ ApnI Si#qXoN ko jwno[ qum bhuq kuC kr skqy ho[ myrw AwSIévwd hmySw quµhwry swQ rhygw[ as idn ky bwd nryñdR ky ââââdX myN prmwœmw sy imlny kI, mwnvqw pr ho rhy dmn v ju¬m ko rokny kI AOr mnuÃX jwiq ko C: hI #lySoN sy mui#q idlvwny kI jo icNgwrI ââââdX myN lgI QI as idn sy as ny mSwl kw {p Dwrx kr ilXw AOr nryñdR-nryñdR sy ÆvwmI ivvykwnñd hokr hI rhy[ es pRkwr mnuÃX ApnI Si#qXoN ko jwgƒq krky, Awœm-qÈv ko jwnkr, AÎXwœm ky mwgé pr açcqm åÂcweéXoN ko CU skqw hY[ pRBu kI pUxé Ïpw kw pwZ bn skqw hY[ œvmœvmœvmœvm––––rM prmM vyidq±XM œvmÆX ivDZÆX prM inDwnm` [rM prmM vyidq±XM œvmÆX ivDZÆX prM inDwnm` [rM prmM vyidq±XM œvmÆX ivDZÆX prM inDwnm` [rM prmM vyidq±XM œvmÆX ivDZÆX prM inDwnm` [ œvm±XX: SwDZqDmégo‚qw snwqnÆœvM pu{Ào mqo my ] 18 ]œvm±XX: SwDZqDmégo‚qw snwqnÆœvM pu{Ào mqo my ] 18 ]œvm±XX: SwDZqDmégo‚qw snwqnÆœvM pu{Ào mqo my ] 18 ]œvm±XX: SwDZqDmégo‚qw snwqnÆœvM pu{Ào mqo my ] 18 ] Awp hI jwnny Xo©X prm A–r AQwéq` prbRãããã prmwœmw hYN, Awp hI es jgq ky prm AwªX hYN, Awp hI Anwid Dmé

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ky r–k hYN AOr Awp hI AivnwSI snwqn pu{À hYN[ Eysw myrw mq hY] 18 ] qwœpXé:-Ajuén ny khw-jo jwnny Xo©X hY[ prm Aprm Aprm Aprm A––––rM rM rM rM AQwéq ijskw kBI nwS nhIN ho skqw; AivnwSI[ vh prbRãããã prmy¤vr Awp hI hYN[ Ajuén ny Bgvwn ky ivrwt-Æv{p ky dSén ikE hYN AOr Apny mqwnuswr pRBu ªI ÏÃx ko kh rhy hYN ik Awp hI sb ky AwDwr hYN; swrw bRããããw&V Awp hI sy ±Xw‚q hY[ ijqny isqwry, gRh, n–Z AwkwS myN giqSIl hYN an sbkI giq Awp hI hYN[ sUXé AwkwS myN iÆQq sb Aor pRkwS PYlw rhw hY prñqu asy pRkwS kOn dy rhw hY? vh iksky pRkwS sy pRkwiSq hY? vh sb mYN jwn cukw hUÂ[ hy ^XoiqÆv{p! vh Awp hI hYN[ AwpkI mihmw jo phly Awp sy sun rKI QI vh prb Rãããã prmy¤vr koeé AOr nhIN vh Awp hI hYN pRBu! Ab muJy Xh dƒFæ in¤cX ho gXw ik ijs jwnny Xo©X prm qÈv ko jwnny ky ilE sñq, PkIr, §iÀ, muin, XogI, mumu–u v B#qjn AnykoN pRkwr kw jp, qp, apwsnw ÎXwn v swDnw eœXwid krqy hYN vh prm qÈv siçcdwnñdGn Æv{p, inguéx-inrwkwr prbRãããã prmy¤vr Awp hI hYN[ Awp hI swry jgq ky prm-AwªX, inXñqw v AwDwr hYN[ swrw jgq Awp hI sy ±Xw‚q hY[

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œvMA±XXM Sw¤vqN Dmé go‚qw:œvMA±XXM Sw¤vqN Dmé go‚qw:œvMA±XXM Sw¤vqN Dmé go‚qw:œvMA±XXM Sw¤vqN Dmé go‚qw:-±XXM sy AiBpRw:X hY Kcé honw[ A±XXMA±XXMA±XXMA±XXM-jo kBI Kcé n ho, smw‚q n ho AQwéq` ijskw kBI nwS n ho[ Sw¤vq DméSw¤vq DméSw¤vq DméSw¤vq Dmé-jo sdw sy ho AOr sdw Ekrs rhny vwlw ho[ AQwéq` Awœmw kw Dmé Xwin snwqn Dmé[ Xh iksI Kws dyS, smwj v jwiq kw Dmé nhIN hoqw bi¬k Xh qo smÆq mwnv jwiq kw Dmé hY[ go‚qwgo‚qwgo‚qwgo‚qw-AQwéq` sNr–k-r–w krny vwlw[ pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny khw-mYN snwqn Dmé Xwin vh Dmé jo hmwrI Awœmw kw Dmé hY, mUl ÆvBwv hY askw r–k hUÂ[ Dmé ky BI do phlU hoqy hYN[ pRBu kI vwxI ko smJny ky ilE en phluAoN ko smJ lynw j{rI hogw[ Ek qo Dmé hY-Sw¤vq Dmé Xwin snwqn Dmé[ AOr dUsry Xug Dmé[ Xug Dmé hoqw hY iksI Kws kwl ky ilE[ iksI Kws dyS v jn smudwX ky ilE[ Xug-Dmé myN smX ky bdlwv ky swQ-swQ as Xug v kwl ky Dmé myN BI bdlwv Awqy hYN[ mgr esky mwXny Xh BI nhIN ik hmwrw jo Sw¤vq Dmé hY, asmyN Xug Dmé ko imlw dyN AOr Ek Dmé kw nXw nwm dykr asmyN Xug ky muqwibk pRiqbñD lgw dyN ik Eysw krnw hogw, Eysw nhIN krnw hogw[ jo Dmé kw sNivDwn bn gXw asI lkIr ky PkIr rho[ Xh Sw¤vq

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Dmé qo ihñdu, muiÆlm, eésweé sBI DmoéN myN hY[ vwÆqv myN Dmé isPé Sw¤vq Dmé hI hY AOr Xug-Dmé Ek swmwijk ±XvÆQw hY, joik Xug ky muqwibk hmySw bdlqI rhqI hY[ Xug-Dmé myN jb BI bdlwv kI j{rq pfI bdlwv hoqy rhy AOr hoqy rhyNgy, prñqu Sw¤vq Dmé vhI rhqw hY[ Awj sy kuC vÀé phly jwiq Byd-Bwv bhuq ^Xwdw Qw[ kuC jwiqXoN ky logoN ko miñdr myN BI jwny nhIN idXw jwqw Qw[ XhW qk ik pwnI pIny ky kuEÂ v GVy BI Alg-Alg Qy[ Xh Sw¤vq Dmé nhIN Qw bi¬k Xh Ek swmwijk ±XvÆQw QI[ smwj myN ivÖw v zwn kI bFæOqrI hueé[ mnuÃX ky AiDkwroN ko jwnw jwny lgw[ aœQwn huAw AOr Awj sBI log smwn {p sy miñdroN myN jwqy hYN, ekûy bYTqy hYN; Kwqy-pIqy ekûy hYN[ vh as smX kw swmwijk FWcw Qw, AOr Xh Awj kw Xug Dmé hY[ Xug Dmé iksI BI dyS, pRwñq v smwj ky vwqwvrx ky muqwibk bn jwqw hY prñqu Sw¤vq Dmé hr jgh, hr kwl myN pRœXyk piriÆQiqXoN myN vhI rhqw hY[ mhwœmw bu)))) ny BI khw hY-Eào GµXo snN qnoEào GµXo snN qnoEào GµXo snN qnoEào GµXo snN qno-AQwéq` Dmé kyvl Ek hY AOr snwqn ijskw Æv{p hY[ phly piq ky dyhwñq ky bwd nwrI sqI ho jwqI QI, bwl ivvwh kI kurIiqXW QI[ mgr Awj Xh

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sb kuC nhIN hY[ AOrqoN kw sqI honw Xw iPr bwl ivvwh Awid koeé Sw¤vq Dmé nhIN Qw bi¬k smXwnuswr smwj kI bnweé hueé ±XvÆQwXyN QI, Xug Dmé Qw[ Awj ky Xug myN, es smX ky Xug Dmé pRcilq hYN[ AiBpRw:X Xh hY ik smwj kI ±XvÆQw Xwin Xug Dmé smX-smX pr bdlqw rhqw hY prñqu Sw¤vq Dmé vhI hY[ Ajuén kh rhy hYN ik hy pRBu! Awp Sw¤vq Dmé ky r–k hYN[ “AihNsw prmo Dmé:“AihNsw prmo Dmé:“AihNsw prmo Dmé:“AihNsw prmo Dmé:”””” iksI BI pRwxI ko SwrIirk v mwnisk pIVw n phuÂcwnw AQwéq` ihNsw n krnw[ AihNsw Sw¤vq Dmé hY[ inÃkwm Bwv sy prihq ky ilE kwXé krnw, Xh Sw¤vq Dmé hY[ AOr Eysw kmé krny vwloN kI r–w krnw, an logoM kw hr smX ÎXwn rKnw, añhyN hmySw aœswihq krqy rhnw AOr ankw sµmwn v shXog krnw; Sw¤vq Dmé kI r–w krnw hY[ sœXmyv jXqysœXmyv jXqysœXmyv jXqysœXmyv jXqy-jhW sœX hogw vhIN ivjX hogI[ sœX hI Sw¤vq Dmé hY[ es pRkwr sœX kI r–w krnw hI Sw¤vq Dmé hY[ kr Blw ho Blwkr Blw ho Blwkr Blw ho Blwkr Blw ho Blw-dUsroN kw Blw kryNgy, dUsroN ky ihq kI socyNgy qo Apnw BI Blw hI hogw[ #XoNik vhI qo své Awœmw hY[ dUsroN ko suK-Swiñq phuÂcwXyNgy qo hmyN BI suK-Swiñq pRw‚q hogI[ XhI Sw¤vq Dmé/ snwqn Dmé hY

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AOr esI Dmé kI sdYv r–w krqy hYN pRBu ªI ÏÃx[ Xh Dmé iksI ivSyÀ jwiq, smudwX, sµpRdwX, dyS, kwl, ilNg Awid ky ilE nhIN hY bi¬k Xh Dmé qo smÆq mwnv jwiq kw Dmé hY AOr XugoN-XugoN sy hY, Anwid hY AOr rhygw BI[ cOQy AÎXwX myN Bgvwn ny ÆvXN khw hY-swDuAoN kI r–w, Dmé kI ÆQwpnw v duêoN kw nwS krny ky ilE mYN Xug-Xug myN Xwin hr kwl myN Avqirq hoqw hUÂ[ XhW pr es Sw¤vq Dmé kI r–w v ÆQwpnw ky ilE hI kh rhy hYN pRBu ªI ÏÃx[ ªI rwm cirq mwns myN Brq jI ky AwgRh pr ªI rwm {p myM pRBu Sw¤vq Dmé kI ±Xw$Xw krqy huE khqy hYN- ““““prihÄ sirs prihÄ sirs prihÄ sirs prihÄ sirs Dmé nhIN Bweé[ prpIVw sm nhIM ADmweé]”Dmé nhIN Bweé[ prpIVw sm nhIM ADmweé]”Dmé nhIN Bweé[ prpIVw sm nhIM ADmweé]”Dmé nhIN Bweé[ prpIVw sm nhIM ADmweé]” Ab Awgy Ajuén khqy hYN-Awp hI snwqn pu{À hYN AQwéq` Sw¤vq hYN[ Awp hI Dmé Æv{p hYN[ prm qÈv hYN[ prbRãããã prmy¤vr hYN[ AnwidmÎXwñqmnñqvIXémnñqbwhuM SiSsUXényZm` [AnwidmÎXwñqmnñqvIXémnñqbwhuM SiSsUXényZm` [AnwidmÎXwñqmnñqvIXémnñqbwhuM SiSsUXényZm` [AnwidmÎXwñqmnñqvIXémnñqbwhuM SiSsUXényZm` [ p¤Xwim œvwM dI‚qhuqw¤v#ZM Ævp¤Xwim œvwM dI‚qhuqw¤v#ZM Ævp¤Xwim œvwM dI‚qhuqw¤v#ZM Ævp¤Xwim œvwM dI‚qhuqw¤v#ZM Ævqyjsw ivDZimdM qpñqm` ] 19 ]qyjsw ivDZimdM qpñqm` ] 19 ]qyjsw ivDZimdM qpñqm` ] 19 ]qyjsw ivDZimdM qpñqm` ] 19 ] Awpko Awid, Añq AOr mÎX sy rihq, Anñq swmŒXé sy Xu#q, Anñq Bujw vwly, cñdR-sUXé {p nyZoN vwly, pR^vilq

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Ai©n{p muK vwly AOr Apny qyj sy es jgq ko sNq‚q krqy huE dyKqw hUÂ] 19 ] qwœpXé:-jb BI koeé mhwpu{À Awœm-sw–wœkwr ko pRw‚q ho jwqw hY, Bgvwn ky dSén krqw hY qo asky bwd “prmwœmw kw Æv{p kYsw hY?” vh Apny mnoBwv ko ±X#q krny lgqw hY[ prñqu vh kYsw hY? TIk vYsy kw vYsw pRgt nhIN kr skqw[ Ab Ajuén BI Bgvwn ky ivrwt-Æv{p ky dSén kr rhy hYN[ Bgvwn kYsy hYN? Ajuén ny as iv¤v-{p myN #Xw-#Xw dyKw AOr kYsw AnuBv ikXw? Xh sb Ajuén ky khny myN BI nhIN Awqw[ vh BI isPé adwhrx dykr smJwnw cwhqy hYN[ Ajuén khqy hYN-hy prmwœmn`! mYN Awpko Awid, mÎX AOr Añq sy rihq, Anñq swmŒXé sy Xu#q dyK rhw hUÂ[ Ab Awgy Bgvwn ky nyZoN kI apmw sUXé AOr cWd sy kr rhy hYN[ Xh isPé adwhrx mwZ hY[ jbik es bRããããw&V myN hmwry es sUXé sy Anñq guxw bVy v AœXwiDk pRkwS dyny vwly AOr BI bhuq swry sUXé hYN[ Ajuén ny khw-cñdR AOr sUXé {pI nyZoN vwly[ AiBpRw:X Xh hY ik hy Bgvn! Awp sUXé kI qrh pRkwS dyny vwly AOr cñdRmw kI qrh SIqlqw pRdwn krny vwly hYN[ XhW pr Bgvwn ky en donoN guxoN ko hI dSwéXw gXw

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hY jbik sUXé AOr cWd qo pRqIk mwZ hYN[ Awgy khw-Awp pR^vilq Ai©n {p muK vwly AOr Awpko Apny qyj sy es jgq ko qpwqy huE dyKqw hUÂ[ ÖwvwpƒiQ±XoirdmñqrM ih ±Xw‚qM œvXYkyn idS> svÖwvwpƒiQ±XoirdmñqrM ih ±Xw‚qM œvXYkyn idS> svÖwvwpƒiQ±XoirdmñqrM ih ±Xw‚qM œvXYkyn idS> svÖwvwpƒiQ±XoirdmñqrM ih ±Xw‚qM œvXYkyn idS> svwé: [wé: [wé: [wé: [ dƒêvwdBuqM {pmugRM qvydM lokZXM pR±XiQqM mhwœmn` ] 20 ]dƒêvwdBuqM {pmugRM qvydM lokZXM pR±XiQqM mhwœmn` ] 20 ]dƒêvwdBuqM {pmugRM qvydM lokZXM pR±XiQqM mhwœmn` ] 20 ]dƒêvwdBuqM {pmugRM qvydM lokZXM pR±XiQqM mhwœmn` ] 20 ] hy mhwœmn`! Xh Ævgé AOr pƒŒvI ky bIc kw sµpUxé AwkwS qQw sb idSwE Ek Awpsy hI pirpUxé hYN; qQw Awpky es AlOikk AOr BXNkr {p ko dyKkr qInoN lok Aiq ±XQw ko pRw‚q ho rhy hYN] 20 ] AmI ih œAmI ih œAmI ih œAmI ih œvwM surs|Gw ivSiñq kyicÛIqw: pRwvwM surs|Gw ivSiñq kyicÛIqw: pRwvwM surs|Gw ivSiñq kyicÛIqw: pRwvwM surs|Gw ivSiñq kyicÛIqw: pRw\\\\^lXo gƒxiñq [^lXo gƒxiñq [^lXo gƒxiñq [^lXo gƒxiñq [ ÆvÆqIœXu#œvw ÆvÆqIœXu#œvw ÆvÆqIœXu#œvw ÆvÆqIœXu#œvw mhiÀéismhiÀéismhiÀéismhiÀéis))))s|Gw: s|Gw: s|Gw: s|Gw: Æquviñq œvwM ÆquiqiB:Æquviñq œvwM ÆquiqiB:Æquviñq œvwM ÆquiqiB:Æquviñq œvwM ÆquiqiB: puÃklwiB:puÃklwiB:puÃklwiB:puÃklwiB: ]]]] 21212121 ]]]] bhuq swry dYyvI sµpdw sy Xu#q mhwpu{ÀoM ky smUh Awp myN pRvyS krqy hYN AOr kuC BXBIq hokr hwQ joVy Awpky nwm AOr guxoN kw açcwrx krqy hYN qQw mhiÀé AOr is))))oN ky smudwX ‘k¬Xwx ho’ Eysw khkr aÄm-aÄm ÆqoZoN ùwrw AwpkI Æquiq krqy hYN ] 21 ]

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qwœpXé:-Ajuén Apny ghn AnuBv ko pRgt Xwin ApnI vwxI ùwrw ±X#q krqy huE khqy hYN-hy Bgvn! bhuq swry mhwpu{À Apny kmé {pI bIj kw nwS krky Awpky Æv{p myN lIn ho rhy hYN jbik bhuq swry dyvqw BI BXBIq ho rhy hYN[ Ævgwéid ky suKoN myN Aws#q hony ky kwrx BXBIq hokr AwpkI pRwQénw kr rhy hYN[ hy pRBo! hm qo mwXw-swgr myN fUby jw rhy hYN; hm pr Ïpw kryN[ es mhwn sNkt sy hmyN bcwEN[ prñqu AwpkI mwXw ko BI dyK rhw hUÂ pRBu[ Ek qrP qo BXBIq hokr AwpkI AwrwDnw, pUjw, Acénw krqy hYN AOr dUsrI qrP ivÀX-BogoN myN Aws#q huE pVy hYN[ Ek qrP qo BXBIq hokr kh rhy hYN-qn, mn, Dn qn, mn, Dn qn, mn, Dn qn, mn, Dn sb kuC hY qyrw[ qyrw quJ ko Apéx, #Xw lwgy myrw[sb kuC hY qyrw[ qyrw quJ ko Apéx, #Xw lwgy myrw[sb kuC hY qyrw[ qyrw quJ ko Apéx, #Xw lwgy myrw[sb kuC hY qyrw[ qyrw quJ ko Apéx, #Xw lwgy myrw[ AOr dUsrI qrP Ek –x ky bwd hI kh rhy hYN-suKsuKsuKsuK----sµpiÄ sµpiÄ sµpiÄ sµpiÄ Gr AwvGr AwvGr AwvGr Awvy, kÃt imty qn kwy, kÃt imty qn kwy, kÃt imty qn kwy, kÃt imty qn kw[ hy smÆq iv¤v kI Awœmw! mYNN Xh sb pRœX– dyK rhw hUÂ[ mgr hW pRBu! mYN an XoigXoN, mhiÀéXoN, mhwpu{ÀoN, is))))oN v sNqoN ko BI Awp ky es Æv{p myN dyK rhw hUÂ jo bVy hI pRsñnicÄ hokr aÄm-aÄm ÆqoNZoN ùwrw AwpkI apwsnw kr rhy hYN[ inÃkwm Bwv sy prihÄ ky kwXoNé myN sNl©n hYN[ svyé Bvñqusvyé Bvñqusvyé Bvñqusvyé Bvñqu suiKn: svyé suiKn: svyé suiKn: svyé suiKn: svyé

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sñqu inrwmXw, svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:K sñqu inrwmXw, svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:K sñqu inrwmXw, svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:K sñqu inrwmXw, svyé BdRwix p¤Xñqu mw ki¤cd` du:K BwgBvyqBwgBvyqBwgBvyqBwgBvyq[ kw Bwv rKqy huE, prm Swñq huE Awpky gux, nwm AOr lIlwAoN kw guxgwn krqy hYN[ {dRwidœXw vsvo Xy c swÎXw ivDZy{dRwidœXw vsvo Xy c swÎXw ivDZy{dRwidœXw vsvo Xy c swÎXw ivDZy{dRwidœXw vsvo Xy c swÎXw ivDZySSSSiDZnO m{q>oÃmiDZnO m{q>oÃmiDZnO m{q>oÃmiDZnO m{q>oÃmpw> [pw> [pw> [pw> [ gñDvéXgñDvéXgñDvéXgñDvéX––––wsuriswsuriswsuriswsuris))))s|Gw vIs|Gw vIs|Gw vIs|Gw vI––––ñqy œvwM iviÆmqw>Yv svyé ] 22 ]ñqy œvwM iviÆmqw>Yv svyé ] 22 ]ñqy œvwM iviÆmqw>Yv svyé ] 22 ]ñqy œvwM iviÆmqw>Yv svyé ] 22 ] jo ©Xwrh {dR AOr bwrh AwidœX qQw AwT vsu, swÎXgx, iv¤vydyv, Ai¤vnIkumwr qQw m{Üx AOr ipqroM kw smudwX qQw gñDvé, X–, rw–s AOr is))))oN ky smudwX hYN-vy sb hI iviÆmq hokr Awpko dyKqy hYN] 22 ] {pM m{pM m{pM m{pM mhÄy bhuv#ZnyZM mhwbwho bhubwhU{pwdm` [hÄy bhuv#ZnyZM mhwbwho bhubwhU{pwdm` [hÄy bhuv#ZnyZM mhwbwho bhubwhU{pwdm` [hÄy bhuv#ZnyZM mhwbwho bhubwhU{pwdm` [ bhUdrM bhudNê‰wkrwlM dƒêvw lokw: pR±XiQqwÆqQwhm` ] 23 ]bhUdrM bhudNê‰wkrwlM dƒêvw lokw: pR±XiQqwÆqQwhm` ] 23 ]bhUdrM bhudNê‰wkrwlM dƒêvw lokw: pR±XiQqwÆqQwhm` ] 23 ]bhUdrM bhudNê‰wkrwlM dƒêvw lokw: pR±XiQqwÆqQwhm` ] 23 ] hy mhwbwho! Awpky bhuq muK AOr nyZoN vwly, bhuq hwQ, jÂGw AOr pYroM vwly, bhuq adroN vwly AOr bhuq sI dwFæoN ky kwrx AœXñq ivkrwl mhwn {p ko dyKkr sb log ±Xwkul ho rhy hYN qQw mYN BI ±Xwkul ho rhw hUÂ] 23 ] nB:ÆpƒSM nB:ÆpƒSM nB:ÆpƒSM nB:ÆpƒSM dI‚qmnykvxéM dI‚qmnykvxéM dI‚qmnykvxéM dI‚qmnykvxéM ±XwÄwnnM dI‚qivSwlnyZm` [ ±XwÄwnnM dI‚qivSwlnyZm` [ ±XwÄwnnM dI‚qivSwlnyZm` [ ±XwÄwnnM dI‚qivSwlnyZm` [ dƒêvw ih œvwM pR±XiQqwñqrwœmw DƒiqM n ivñdwim SmM c ivÃxo ] 24]dƒêvw ih œvwM pR±XiQqwñqrwœmw DƒiqM n ivñdwim SmM c ivÃxo ] 24]dƒêvw ih œvwM pR±XiQqwñqrwœmw DƒiqM n ivñdwim SmM c ivÃxo ] 24]dƒêvw ih œvwM pR±XiQqwñqrwœmw DƒiqM n ivñdwim SmM c ivÃxo ] 24] #XoNik hy ivÃxo! AwkwS ko ÆpSé krny vwly, dydI‚Xmwn, Anyk vxoéN sy Xu#q qQw PYlwE huE muK AOr pRkwSmwn

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ivSwl nyZoN sy Xu#q Awpko dyKkr BXBIq Añq:krx vwlw mYN DIrj AOr Swiñq nhIN pwqw hUÂ] 24 ] dMê‰wkrwlwin c qy muKwin dƒêvYv kwlwnlsiñnBwin [dMê‰wkrwlwin c qy muKwin dƒêvYv kwlwnlsiñnBwin [dMê‰wkrwlwin c qy muKwin dƒêvYv kwlwnlsiñnBwin [dMê‰wkrwlwin c qy muKwin dƒêvYv kwlwnlsiñnBwin [ idSo n jwny n lBy c Smé pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ] 25]idSo n jwny n lBy c Smé pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ] 25]idSo n jwny n lBy c Smé pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ] 25]idSo n jwny n lBy c Smé pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ] 25] dwFæoN ky kwrx ivkrwl AOr pRlXkwl kI Ai©n ky smwn pR^vilq Awpky muKoN ko dyKkr mYN idSwAoN ko nhIN jwnqw hU AOr suK BI nhIN pwqw hUÂ[ esilE hy dyvyS! hy jgiñnvws! Awp pRsñn hoN] 25 ] qwœpXé:-Ab Ajuén Bgvwn ky es ivkrwl Æv{p ko dyKkr ApnI iÆQiq ko pRkt krqy huE khqy hYN ik mYN Awpky es Æv{p ko dyKkr BXBIq hI nhIN ho rhw bi¬k Awpky es Æv{p ko dyKkr mYN qo Apnw DYXé AOr Swiñq BI Ko bYTw[ Bgvwn ko ivÃxu nwm sy sµboiDq krny sy AiBpRw:X hY ik hy Bgvn! Awp sw–wq ivÃxu hI hYN AOr Awp hI ªI ÏÃx ky {p myN pRkt huE hYN[ Ab Ïpw krky Awp as cquéBuj Æv{p myN pRkt hokr myrI ±Xwkulqw ko dUr kryN[ hy dyvoN ky dyv! hy jgñinvws! Awp pRsñn hoN[ AmI c œvwN Dƒqrwê‰ÆX puZw: svyé shYvwvinpwls|GY: [AmI c œvwN Dƒqrwê‰ÆX puZw: svyé shYvwvinpwls|GY: [AmI c œvwN Dƒqrwê‰ÆX puZw: svyé shYvwvinpwls|GY: [AmI c œvwN Dƒqrwê‰ÆX puZw: svyé shYvwvinpwls|GY: [

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BIÃmo dRox: sUqpuZÆqQwso shwÆmdIXYrip XoDmu$XY: ]26 ]BIÃmo dRox: sUqpuZÆqQwso shwÆmdIXYrip XoDmu$XY: ]26 ]BIÃmo dRox: sUqpuZÆqQwso shwÆmdIXYrip XoDmu$XY: ]26 ]BIÃmo dRox: sUqpuZÆqQwso shwÆmdIXYrip XoDmu$XY: ]26 ] v#Zwix qy œvrmwxw ivSiñq dNê‰wkrwlwin BXwnkwin [v#Zwix qy œvrmwxw ivSiñq dNê‰wkrwlwin BXwnkwin [v#Zwix qy œvrmwxw ivSiñq dNê‰wkrwlwin BXwnkwin [v#Zwix qy œvrmwxw ivSiñq dNê‰wkrwlwin BXwnkwin [ kyiciùlgnw dSnwñqryÀu skyiciùlgnw dSnwñqryÀu skyiciùlgnw dSnwñqryÀu skyiciùlgnw dSnwñqryÀu sñdƒ¤Xñqy cUixéqY{Ämw|gY ] 27 ]ñdƒ¤Xñqy cUixéqY{Ämw|gY ] 27 ]ñdƒ¤Xñqy cUixéqY{Ämw|gY ] 27 ]ñdƒ¤Xñqy cUixéqY{Ämw|gY ] 27 ] vy sBI DƒqrwÃt‰ ky puZ rwjwAoN ky smudwX sihq AwpmyN pRvyS kr rhy hYN AOr BIÃmipqwmh, dRoxwcwXé qQw vh kxé AOr hmwry p– ky BI pRDwn Xo))))wAoN ky sihq sb ky sb Awpky dwFæoN ky kwrx ivkrwl BXwnk muKoN myN bVy vyg sy dOVqy huE pRvyS kr rhy hYN AOr keé Ek cUxé huE isroN sihq Awpky dWqoN ky bIc myN lgy huE dIK rhy hYN ] 26-27 ] qwœpXé:-as ivrwt pu{À ky BIqr sy hI swrI sƒiê ho rhI hY, asI myN iÆQq hY AQwéq` vhI sb ko Dwrx ikE huE hY AOr Añq myN vhI sb kw sNhwr krny vwly hYN[ Eysw hoqy huE BI prmwœmw inlyép hY[ isvwX prmwœmw ky iv¤v myN AOr kuC BI nhIN [ Ajuén es Bwv ko bVy hI suñdr FÂæg sy pRgt krqy hYN[ hy ÏÃx! mYNMYN pRœX– dyK rhw hU ik pRœXyk pRwxI Awpky mhwkwl-Æv{p kI qrP bVy hI vyg ky swQ bFæ rhy hYN[ smÆq rwjwAoN ky smudwXoN sihq Dƒqrwê‰ ky puZ[ AOroN kw qo khnw hI #Xw hY pRBu! Xy gNgw puZ BIÃm, dRoxwcwXé v sUq puZ kxé jYsy mhwrQI BI Awpky mhwkwl-Æv{p kI qrP bVI giq sy bFæ rhy hYN[ hmwry

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p– ky BI mhwn Xo))))w Awpky ivkrwl BXwnk muKoN myN pRvyS kr rhy hYN[ XQw ndInwN bhvoXQw ndInwN bhvoXQw ndInwN bhvoXQw ndInwN bhvoSSSSµbuvygµbuvygµbuvygµbuvygw: smudRmyvwiBmuKw dRviñq [w: smudRmyvwiBmuKw dRviñq [w: smudRmyvwiBmuKw dRviñq [w: smudRmyvwiBmuKw dRviñq [ qQw qvwmI nrlokvIrw iv¤wiñq v#Zw&XiBiv^vliñq ] 28 ]qQw qvwmI nrlokvIrw iv¤wiñq v#Zw&XiBiv^vliñq ] 28 ]qQw qvwmI nrlokvIrw iv¤wiñq v#Zw&XiBiv^vliñq ] 28 ]qQw qvwmI nrlokvIrw iv¤wiñq v#Zw&XiBiv^vliñq ] 28 ] jYsy nidXoN ky bhuq sy jl ky pRvwh ÆvwBwivk hI smudR ky hI sµmuK dOVqy hYN AQwéq` smudR myN pRvyS krqy hYN, vYsy hI vy nrlok ky vIr BI Awpky pR̂ vilq muKoN myN pRvyS kr rhy hYN ] 28 ] XQw pRdI‚qN ^vlnM pq|gw ivSiñq nwSwX smƒXQw pRdI‚qN ^vlnM pq|gw ivSiñq nwSwX smƒXQw pRdI‚qN ^vlnM pq|gw ivSiñq nwSwX smƒXQw pRdI‚qN ^vlnM pq|gw ivSiñq nwSwX smƒ))))vygw [vygw [vygw [vygw [ qQYv nwSwX ivSiñq lokwÆqvwip v#Zwix smƒqQYv nwSwX ivSiñq lokwÆqvwip v#Zwix smƒqQYv nwSwX ivSiñq lokwÆqvwip v#Zwix smƒqQYv nwSwX ivSiñq lokwÆqvwip v#Zwix smƒ))))vygw ]29 ]vygw ]29 ]vygw ]29 ]vygw ]29 ] jYsy pqNg mohvS nê hony ky ilE pR^vilq Ai©n myN Aiqvyg sy dOVqy huE pRvyS krqy hYN, vYsy hI Xy sb log BI Apny nwS ky ilE Awpky muKoN myN Aiq vyg sy dOVqy huE pRvyS kr rhy hYN] 29 ] qwœpXé:-Ab Ajuén, Bgvwn ky ivrwt-Æv{p ky dSén krky anky ùwrw kI geé smÆq jgq kI ±XvÆQw ko bVy hI suñdr dƒêWq dykr kh rhy hYN[ smÆq jgq myN Bgvwn ky inXm kYsy kwm kr rhy hYN[ Ek qrP sUKy pÄy JVy jw rhy hYN qo dUsrI qrP neé koNplyN PUt rhI hYN[ nE pÄy, nE PUl jñm ly rhy hYN[ Ajuén khqy hYN-ijs pRkwr nidXoN kw

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jl inXmwnuswr nIcy kI qrP hI bhqw hY Xwin smudR myN jwkr pRvyS kr jwqw hY asI pRkwr pRwxI smudwX BI pRiq–x Apny jIvn ko nê krqy huE mƒœXu kI qrP bFæ rhw hY[ ijs pRkwr smÆq nidXoN kw jl smudR myN jwkr iml jwqw hY AOr inXmwnuswr iPr sy vwÃpIkrx hokr, iPr sy vÀwé ky {p myM swrI pƒŒvI pr brsqw hY[ phwVoN pr jwkr bPé ky {p myN ekûw ho jwqw hY AOr iPr sy ndI ky {p myN bhnw Su{ kr dyqw hY[ Xh {pwñqrx lgwqwr cl rhw hY[ mgr smÆq pRwixXoN myN Ek mnuÃX kI Xoin Bgvwn ny EysI bnweé hY ijsmyN vh Apny kmé {pI bIj ko BUn kr Xwin Apny kmoéN ky Kwqy ko bñd krky mo– ko (prmpd v prmgiq) ko pRw‚q ho skqw hY[ prñqu mYN dyK rhw hU Bgvn ik vh BI AzwnvS, mohvS huAw Apny es AmU¬X jIvn ko nê krqw huAw, mƒœXu kI qrP bFæqw jwqw hY[ jYsy pqNgw mohvS huE Ai©n myN pRvyS krky Apny ko Kœm kr lyqw hY TIk vYsI hI dSw mnuÃX smudwX kI BI hY[ mnuÃX Apny jIvn kwl kI AviD BI smw‚q kr lyqw hY, XhW qk ik Aiñqm kwl qk BI smJ nhIN pwqw AOr swNswirk ivÀX-BogoN myN Aws#q

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huE, moh {pI kill myN PÂsy huE Apny AmU¬X jIvn ko nê ikE jw rhw hY[ lyilhŸsy gRsmwn: smñqw¬lokwñsmgRwñvdnY^véliÛ: [lyilhŸsy gRsmwn: smñqw¬lokwñsmgRwñvdnY^véliÛ: [lyilhŸsy gRsmwn: smñqw¬lokwñsmgRwñvdnY^véliÛ: [lyilhŸsy gRsmwn: smñqw¬lokwñsmgRwñvdnY^véliÛ: [ qyjoiBrwpUXé jgœsmgRM BwsÆqvogRw: pRqpiñq ivÃxo ] 30 ]qyjoiBrwpUXé jgœsmgRM BwsÆqvogRw: pRqpiñq ivÃxo ] 30 ]qyjoiBrwpUXé jgœsmgRM BwsÆqvogRw: pRqpiñq ivÃxo ] 30 ]qyjoiBrwpUXé jgœsmgRM BwsÆqvogRw: pRqpiñq ivÃxo ] 30 ] Awp an sµpUxé lokoN ko pR̂ vilq muKoN ùwrw gRws krqy huE sb Aor sy bwr-bwr cwt rhy hYN, hy ivÃxo! Awpkw agR pRkwS sµpUxé jgq ko qyj ky ùwrw pirpUxé krky qpw rhw hY ] 30 ] Aw$Xwih my ko BvwnugR{po nmoAw$Xwih my ko BvwnugR{po nmoAw$Xwih my ko BvwnugR{po nmoAw$Xwih my ko BvwnugR{po nmoSSSSÆqu qy dyvvr pRsId [Æqu qy dyvvr pRsId [Æqu qy dyvvr pRsId [Æqu qy dyvvr pRsId [ ivzwquimçCwim BvñqmwÖN n ih pRjwnwim qv pRvƒiÄm` ] 31 ]ivzwquimçCwim BvñqmwÖN n ih pRjwnwim qv pRvƒiÄm` ] 31 ]ivzwquimçCwim BvñqmwÖN n ih pRjwnwim qv pRvƒiÄm` ] 31 ]ivzwquimçCwim BvñqmwÖN n ih pRjwnwim qv pRvƒiÄm` ] 31 ] muJy bqlweE ik Awp agR {p vwly kOn hYN? Awpko nmÆkwr ho[ Awp pRsñn hoeE[ Awidpu{À Awpko mYN ivSyÀ {p sy jwnnw cwhqw hUÂ, #XoNik mYN AwpkI pRvƒiq ko nhIN jwnqw ] 31 ] qwœpXé:-Ajuén bVy hI Aw¤cXé ky swQ AOr BXBIq huE pRBu ªI ÏÃx sy pUCny lg jwqy hYN ik Awpny jo Apny ivÀX myN muJy bqlwXw Qw AOr jo kuC mYNny Awpky ivÀX myN Awp hI sy sunw Qw, hy pRBo! assy muJy Awpky es Æv{p kw Añdwjw nhIN huAw Qw[ mYNny qo Awpsy Awpky

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Ey¤vXémX {p ky dSén krvwny ky ilE hI pRwQénw kI QI[ prñqu myrI qo smJ myN nhIN Aw rhw ik Xh BXwnk agR {p vwly Awp kOn hYN? Awp Swñqwkwrm` Awnñdkñd Bgvwn ivÃxu ky hI Avqwr hYN qo iPr Xh agR pRkwS sµpUxé jgq ko Apny qyj ky ùwrw pirpUxé krky kYsy qpw rhw hY? vwÆqv myN Bgvwn qo Ek hI hY, ^Xoiq-Æv{p[ vh ^Xoiq-Æv{p inguéx-inrwkwr siçcdwnñdGn prmwœmw Apny swkwr-Æv{p ko rcqw hY[ vhI bRããããw ky {p myN sƒiê krqw hY AOr sb jIvoN kI rcnw krqw hY[ vhI qo hY jo ivÃxu {p myN sb kw pwln-poÀx krqw hY AOr mhyS bnkr sb kw lX krqw hY[ Si#q {p myN BI vhI ^Xoiq Æv{p hI hY[ prñqu Ajuén ABI qk ªI ÏÃx ko ivÃxu jI kw hI Avqwr mwnqy huE, anky prm-Bwv ko nhIN jwn pwqy[ esIilE kh rhy hYN, hy dyvoN myN ªyà! hy ivÃxu! mYN AwpkI pRvƒiÄ ko nhIN jwnqw[ hy Awid pu{À! Awp pRsñn hoeE, Awpko mYN ivSyÀ {p sy jwnnw cwhqw hUÂ[ Ïpw Awp Æpê {p sy bqweE[ ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc kwlokwlokwlokwloSSSSiÆm lokiÆm lokiÆm lokiÆm lok––––XÏœpRvƒXÏœpRvƒXÏœpRvƒXÏœpRvƒ))))o lokwn` smwhquéimh pRvƒÄ: [o lokwn` smwhquéimh pRvƒÄ: [o lokwn` smwhquéimh pRvƒÄ: [o lokwn` smwhquéimh pRvƒÄ: [ §qy§qy§qy§qySSSSip œvwM n BivÃXiñq svyé Xyip œvwM n BivÃXiñq svyé Xyip œvwM n BivÃXiñq svyé Xyip œvwM n BivÃXiñq svyé XySSSSviÆQqw: pRœXnIkyÀu XoDw: ]32]viÆQqw: pRœXnIkyÀu XoDw: ]32]viÆQqw: pRœXnIkyÀu XoDw: ]32]viÆQqw: pRœXnIkyÀu XoDw: ]32]

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jgiñnvws! jo sq`, Asq` AOr ansy pry A–r AQwéq` siçcdwnñdGn bRãããã hY, vh Awp hI hYN] 37 ] qwœpXé:-hy svwéœm Æv{p! bRããããw jI ùwrw swrI sƒiê kI geé prñqu bRããããw jI ko rcny vwly BI qo Awp hI hYN[ es pRkwr Awp bRããããw jI ky BI Awid pu{À hYN; Awp Anñq hYN AQwéq` Awp kI koeé sImw nhIN; Awp sBI dyvqwAoN ky ÆvwmI hYN[ Awp hI swry jgq ky prmwDwr hYN[ hy ªI ÏÃx! Xh swrw jgq Awp hI myN iÆQq hY AOr Awp swry jgq myN ±Xw‚k hYN[ sq`-Asq` sy pry jo A–r hY vh Awp hI hYN[ hy pRBu! Awp siçcdwnñdGn prbRãããã prmy¤vr hYN[ Aq: Awpko nmÆkwr krnw hr pRkwr sy aicq hY[ œvmwiddyv: pu{À: purwxÆœvmÆX iv¤vÆX prM inDwnm` [œvmwiddyv: pu{À: purwxÆœvmÆX iv¤vÆX prM inDwnm` [œvmwiddyv: pu{À: purwxÆœvmÆX iv¤vÆX prM inDwnm` [œvmwiddyv: pu{À: purwxÆœvmÆX iv¤vÆX prM inDwnm` [ vyÄwis vyÖN c prM cvyÄwis vyÖN c prM cvyÄwis vyÖN c prM cvyÄwis vyÖN c prM c Dwm œvXw Dwm œvXw Dwm œvXw Dwm œvXw qqM iv¤vmnñq{p ]38 qqM iv¤vmnñq{p ]38 qqM iv¤vmnñq{p ]38 qqM iv¤vmnñq{p ]38]]]] Awp Awiddyv AOr snwqn pu{À hYN, Awp es jgq ky prm AwªX AOr jwnny vwly qQw jwnny Xo©X AOr prmDwm hYN[ hy Anñq{p! Awpsy Xh sb jgq ±Xw‚q AQwéq` pirpUxé hY ]38] qwœpXé:-Ab Ajuén AùYq ko AnuBv sy jwn cuky hYN[ Bgvwn kI Æquiq krqy huE Bgvwn ko Awiddyv AOr snwqn pu{À kh rhy hYN AOr es swry jgq EvM pRwxImwZ kw AwªX Awp hI hYN[ Ab Apny ùwrw Bgvwn kI Æquiq

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krqy huE swr-qÈv bwq khqy hYN-vyÄwis vyÖN cvyÄwis vyÖN cvyÄwis vyÖN cvyÄwis vyÖN c-Awp hI vyÄwvyÄwvyÄwvyÄw Xwin zwqw hYN AOr Awp hI vyÖNvyÖNvyÖNvyÖN Xwin jo jwnny Xo©X hY vh Awp hI hYN[ bVy hI AdBuq vcn kh rhy hYN Ajuén ik vyÄwvyÄwvyÄwvyÄw-AQwéq` jo jwnny myN lgw huAw hY Xwin Awœmw, vh BI Awp hI hYN AOr vyÖNvyÖNvyÖNvyÖN-ijsy jwn rhw hY AQwéq` prbRãããã prmy¤vr vh BI Awp hI hYN[ AiBpRw:X Xh hY ik Xh jo pRBu ªI ÏÃx myry swmny KVy hYN vhI Awp prmwœmw hI qo hYN AOr jo mYN Ajuén Awpky ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén kr rhw hUÂ, Xh BI Awp hI hYN[ AQwéq` Awp Ek hoqy huE BI ApnI XogSi#q ky ùwrw Anyk ho jwqy hY AOr AnykoN {poN ko aœpñn krky, iPr BI Awp vYsy ky vYsy Ek hI hYN[ hy Bgvn! Awp Anñq-Æv{p hYN AOr Xh jo Awpkw prmDwm hY vh Awp hI kw Æv{p hY AQwéq` Awp hI hYN[ vwXuXémovwXuXémovwXuXémovwXuXémoSSSSi©nvé{x: SSw|k: pRjwpiqÆœvM pRipqwmh> [i©nvé{x: SSw|k: pRjwpiqÆœvM pRipqwmh> [i©nvé{x: SSw|k: pRjwpiqÆœvM pRipqwmh> [i©nvé{x: SSw|k: pRjwpiqÆœvM pRipqwmh> [ nmo nmÆqynmo nmÆqynmo nmÆqynmo nmÆqySSSSÆqu shÆZÏœv: pun> BUXoÆqu shÆZÏœv: pun> BUXoÆqu shÆZÏœv: pun> BUXoÆqu shÆZÏœv: pun> BUXoSSSSip nmo nmÆqy ]39ip nmo nmÆqy ]39ip nmo nmÆqy ]39ip nmo nmÆqy ]39]]]] Awp vwXu, Xmrwj, Ai©n, v{x, cñdRmw, pRjw ky ÆvwmI bRããããw AOr bRããããw ky BI ipqw hYN[ Awpky ilE hjwroN bwr

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nmÆkwr! nmÆkwr ho!! Awpky ilE iPr BI bwr-bwr nmÆkwr! nmÆkwr!!] 39 ] qwœpXé:-pRBu ky ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén krky Ajuén kI mnodSw v askI iÆQiq kYsI hogI? QoVw mnn krky dyKyN[ prmwœmw ko jwn lyny ky bwd, ijsy jwn lyny ky bwd kuC BI jwnnw bwkI nhIN rh jwqw, ijsy pw lyny ky bwd kuC BI qo pRw‚q krny Xo©X nhIN rh jwqw[ ijs iksI ny BI esy pwXw hY, jwnw hY as smX askI iÆQiq kYsI ho skqI hY? QoVw Añqs cyqnw sy mnn kr ky dyKyN[ mnuÃX QoVI bhuq swNswirk apli‹DXoN ko pRw‚q krky ikqnw hiÀéq ho jwqw hY, PUly nhIN smwqw[ qo iPr prmwœmw ko pw lyny ky bwd kYsy nhIN hiÀéq hogw, Awnñd sy #XoN nhIN Brygw? bVy hI Aw¤cXécikq hokr, Añqs cyqnw myN Awnñd smwqw hI nhIN; vwxI gdgd ho rhI hY AOr Æquiq krqy huE Ajuén iPr sy pRBu ªI ÏÃx ko khny lgy-hy pRBu! AwpkI Ïpw sy Awpky AnykoN Æv{poN ko, AwpkI mihmw ko mYN smJ gXw hUÂ[ AwpkI své±Xwpkqw kw Ahsws muJy ho cukw hY[ Awp Anñq-Æv{p, svéSi#qmwn, svwéDwr, své±Xwpk, prmy¤vr ko myrw hjwroN bwr nmÆkwr[

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es pRkwr pRBu kI ivBUiqXoN kw, pRBu ky Æv{poM kI mihmw kw jb Ahsws hony lg jwqw hY qb B#q jhW BI jwqw hY, aTqw hY, bYTqw hY, hr pRwxI v ÆQwn, vÆqu Awid myN pRBu ky hI dSén krqw hY, añhIN kw icñqn krny lgqw hY[ Ajuén ny khw-Xh vwXu BI Awp hI kw Æv{p hY[ Awp hI qo ho jo vwXu bnkr swry sNswr ko jIvn pRdwn kr rhy ho[ Xh Ai©n, pwnI, Xmrwj, cñdRmw AOr bRããããw Awid Xh sb Awp hI hYN[ Awpko hjwroN bwr nmÆkwr[ bwr-bwr nmÆkwr[ nm: purÆqwdQ pƒàqÆqy nmonm: purÆqwdQ pƒàqÆqy nmonm: purÆqwdQ pƒàqÆqy nmonm: purÆqwdQ pƒàqÆqy nmoSSSSÆqu qy svéq Ev své [Æqu qy svéq Ev své [Æqu qy svéq Ev své [Æqu qy svéq Ev své [ AnñqvIXwéimqivk®mÆœvM svéN smw‚noiÀ qqoAnñqvIXwéimqivk®mÆœvM svéN smw‚noiÀ qqoAnñqvIXwéimqivk®mÆœvM svéN smw‚noiÀ qqoAnñqvIXwéimqivk®mÆœvM svéN smw‚noiÀ qqoSSSSis své: ]40is své: ]40is své: ]40is své: ]40]]]] hy Anñq swmŒXévwly! Awpky ilE Awgy sy AOr pICy sy BI nmÆkwr! hy svwéœmn`! Awpky ilE sb Aor sy hI nmÆkwr ho[ #XoNik Anñq prwk®mSwlI Awp sb sNswr ko ±Xw‚q ikE huE hYN, essy Awp hI své{p hYN] 40 ] qwœpXé:-Bgvwn kI Æquiq krqy huE Awgy khqy hYN-hy pRBu! Awpkw qyj, bl, prwk®m AOr swmŒXé kw koeé Añq nhIN[ es jgq myN sBI mnuÃXoN AOr dyvqwAoN Awid sBI ky swmŒXé kI Ek sImw hY prñqu hy Bgvn! Awpkw swmŒXé Anñq hY, eskw koeé pwr nhIN pw skqw[ Xh bVI hI

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AwlOikk, Aw¤cXéjnk bwq hY ik swrw bRããããw&f, swrI sƒiêXW Awp ky ANSmwZ myN iÆQq hYN AOr Awp jgq ky kx-kx myN ivrwjmwn hYN[ hy své±Xw‚k! své{p! Awpko Awgy sy BI nmÆkwr, pICy sy BI nmÆkwr, sb Aor sy nmÆkwr hY[ AiBpRw:X Xh hY ik Eysw koeé ÆQwn nhIN jhW Awp n hoN[ Aq: hy kx-kx myN ivrwjmwn prmy¤vr! Awpko mYN sb Aor sy nmÆkwr krqw hUÂ[ jb mnuÃX pRBu-pRym myN AœXñq fUb jwqw h,Y Bi#q kI açcqm åÂcweéXoN ko CUny lgqw hY qo askI iÆQiq EysI hI ho jwqI hY[ vh bwr-bwr pRBu ko nmÆkwr krqw hY, sjdy krqw hY, bwr-bwr pRBu ko DñXvwd dyqw hY AOr Awniñdq hoqw rhqw hY[ vh ijDr BI dyKqw hY aDr hI pRBu kI AnuBUiq hoqI hY[ Ajuén khqy hYN-pRBu! Ab mYN Awpky Æv{p ko smJ gXw hUÂ; AwpkI mihmw jwn gXw hUÂ[ iks pRkwr Awp vwXu bnkr myry mwQy ko ÆpSé krky muJy AwSIévwd dy rhy ho[ cWd bnkr SIqlqw pRdwn kr rhy ho[ sUXé {p myN swry jgq ko pRkwS dy rhy ho AOr pyt myN jTrwi©n bnkr sBI pRwixXoN ky Bojn ko pcwkr åjwé pRdwn krqy ho[ sb jgh Awp hI ko mOjUd dyKqw hUÂ[ esilE quJy bwr-bwr, hjwroN bwr pRxwm[

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sKyiq mœvw pRsBM XduËN hy ÏÃx hy Xwdv hy sKyiq [sKyiq mœvw pRsBM XduËN hy ÏÃx hy Xwdv hy sKyiq [sKyiq mœvw pRsBM XduËN hy ÏÃx hy Xwdv hy sKyiq [sKyiq mœvw pRsBM XduËN hy ÏÃx hy Xwdv hy sKyiq [ Ajwnqw mihmwnM qvydMAjwnqw mihmwnM qvydMAjwnqw mihmwnM qvydMAjwnqw mihmwnM qvydM mXw pRmwdwœpRxXyn vwip ]41 mXw pRmwdwœpRxXyn vwip ]41 mXw pRmwdwœpRxXyn vwip ]41 mXw pRmwdwœpRxXyn vwip ]41]]]] XçcwvhwswQémsœÏqoXçcwvhwswQémsœÏqoXçcwvhwswQémsœÏqoXçcwvhwswQémsœÏqoSSSSis is is is ivhwrS›XwsnBojnyÀu [ ivhwrS›XwsnBojnyÀu [ ivhwrS›XwsnBojnyÀu [ ivhwrS›XwsnBojnyÀu [ EkoEkoEkoEkoSSSSQvw‚XçXuq Qvw‚XçXuq Qvw‚XçXuq Qvw‚XçXuq qœsmqœsmqœsmqœsm––––M qœM qœM qœM qœ––––wmXy œvwmXy œvwmXy œvwmXy œvwmhmpRmyXwmhmpRmyXwmhmpRmyXwmhmpRmyXm` ]42m` ]42m` ]42m` ]42]]]] Awpky es pRBwv ko n jwnqy huE, Awp myry sKw hYN Eysw mwnkr pRym sy AQvw pRmwd sy BI mYNny ‘hy ÏÃx!’, ‘hy Xwdv!’, hy sKy!’ es pRkwr jo kuC ibnw socy-smJy hTwq` khw hY; AOr hy AçXuq! Awp jo myry ùwrw ivnod ky ilE ivhwr, S›Xw, Awsn AOr Bojnwid myN Akyly AQvw an sKwAoN ky swmny BI Apmwinq ikE gE hYN-vh sb AprwD ApRmyX-Æv{p AQwéq` AicñœX pRBwv vwly Awpsy mYN –mw krvwqw hU ] 41-42 ] qwœpXé:-hy pRBu! Awpky jo AqulnIX Ey¤vXé, pRBwv v mhwœmX ko mYNny ABI-ABI pRœX– dyKw v jwnw asy phly mYN XQwQé nhIN jwnqw Qw[ mYN mUFæ bui)))) vwlw Ajuén Awp prm pUjnIX prbRãããã prmy¤vr ko Apnw imZ hI mwnqw rhw[ ApnI brwbrI kw imZ hI mwn rKw Qw[ esilE Awpko pukwrqy smX iksI BI Awdr sUck ivSyÀx kw pRXog nhIN ikXw AOr ‘ÏÃx’ ‘Xwdv’ AOr ‘sKy’ Awid khkr pukwrqw rhw[ myrI es nwsmJI ko v myry AprwDoN

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ko Awp –mw kIijE[ Awp qo k{xwswgr hYN, Akwrx hI sb pr k{xw krny vwly hYN esilE hy k{xwinDwn! muJy Awp –mw kIijE[ bVy sy bVy §iÀgx, dyvqwid BI ijn Awp ky crxoN kI vñdnw krnw, apwsnw krnw Apnw sOBw©X mwnqy hYN, mYNny an Awpko ApnI brwbrI kw smJkr jo ±Xvhwr ikXw, asy Ïpw Awp –mw kryN[ dyKo pRBu! pRym myN inXm khW rhqw hY? AOr pRmwd myN BUl ho hI jwqI hY AOr hÂsI-mjwk krqy smX vwxI kI XQwQéqw BI khW suri–q rhqI hY? es pRkwr bhuq swry AvsroN pr jYsy Ek swQ clqy-iPrqy, bYTqy-aTqy, Kwqy-pIqy, Ekwñq myN Xw iPr bhuq logoN ky bIc myN mYNny Awpkw Anwdr ikXw hY[ Ab mYN as sbko bVw hI AprwD mwnqw hUÂ[ Ïpw Ab muJy Awp –mw kryN[ hy pRBo! Awp ky AicñqX Æv{p ko pUxé {p sy qo koeé BI nhIN jwn skqw[ prñqu Awpky prm AnugRh sy jo mYN phly Awpky pRBwv, mhœv v mihmw ko nhIN jwnqw Qw prñqu Ab jo QoVw bhuq jwn skw hUÂ, smJ skw hUÂ, asI sy muJy Xh mwlUm pVw hY ik Awp hI svéSi#qmwn, své±Xw‚k sw–wq prbRãããã prmy¤vr hYN[ mYNny jo phly Awpko ApnI brwbrI kw

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v imZ mwnkr Awpsy jYsw vqwév ikXw hY, asy mYN AprwD mwnqw hUÂ AOr Eysy smÆq AprwDoN ko Awp –mw kryN[ ipqwis lokÆX crwcrÆX œvmÆX pU^X> gu{gérIXwn` [ipqwis lokÆX crwcrÆX œvmÆX pU^X> gu{gérIXwn` [ipqwis lokÆX crwcrÆX œvmÆX pU^X> gu{gérIXwn` [ipqwis lokÆX crwcrÆX œvmÆX pU^X> gu{gérIXwn` [ n n n n œvœsmoœvœsmoœvœsmoœvœsmoSSSSÆœX™XiDk: ÆœX™XiDk: ÆœX™XiDk: ÆœX™XiDk: kuqokuqokuqokuqoSSSSñXo ñXo ñXo ñXo lokZXylokZXylokZXylokZXySSSS‚XpRiqmpRBwv ]43]‚XpRiqmpRBwv ]43]‚XpRiqmpRBwv ]43]‚XpRiqmpRBwv ]43] Awp es crwcr jgq ky ipqw AOr sbsy bVy gu{ EvM Aiq pUjnIX hYN, hy Anupm pRBwv vwly! qInoN lokoM myN Awpky smwn BI dUsrw koeé nhIN hY, iPr AiDk qo kYsy ho skqw hY] 43 ] qwœpXé:-hy dInwnwQ! hy Anupm pRBwv vwly! Awp Anñq swmŒXé vwly hYN[ Agr Awp myry AprwDoN ko –mw n kryNgy qo AOr kOn krygw? Xh swrw jgq Awp hI sy aœpñn hoqw hY AqEv Awp hI es jgq ky ipqw hYN[ #XoNik es jgq ko aœpñn krny vwly bRããããw jI BI Awp hI sy aœpñn hoqy hYN[ bRããããw jI jo sBI ko XQwXo©X zwn dyqy hYN vh BI Awp hI sy pRw‚q krqy hYN[ esilE Awp sbsy bVy gu{ hYN[ “vsudyv suqN dyvM kNs cwxUr mdénm` [“vsudyv suqN dyvM kNs cwxUr mdénm` [“vsudyv suqN dyvM kNs cwxUr mdénm` [“vsudyv suqN dyvM kNs cwxUr mdénm` [ dyvkI prmwnñdM ÏÃxM vñdy jgdgu{M ]” dyvkI prmwnñdM ÏÃxM vñdy jgdgu{M ]” dyvkI prmwnñdM ÏÃxM vñdy jgdgu{M ]” dyvkI prmwnñdM ÏÃxM vñdy jgdgu{M ]” smÆq jgq ijn dyvqwAoN kI AOr mhiÀéXoN kI pUjw krqw hY AOr dyvqwAoN AOr mhiÀéXoN ky

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BI prm pU^X qQw inœX vñdnIX bRããããw jI Awid dyvqw AOr mhiÀé BI Xid –x Br ky ilE Awpky pRœX– pUjn krny v dSén krny kw suAvsr pRw‚q kr lyqy hYN qo Apny ko mhwn sOBw©XSwlI smJqy hYN[ AqEv sb pUjnIXoN ky BI prm pUjnIX Awp hI hYN; esilE muJ –udR ky AprwDoN ko –mw krnw Awpky ilE sBI pRkwr sy aicq hI hY[ ApRiqm pRBwvApRiqm pRBwvApRiqm pRBwvApRiqm pRBwv-Xwin ijsky pRBwv kI koeé qulnw n ho sky[ hy pRBo! smÆq jgq myN Eysw koeé BI qo nhIN ijskI Awpsy qulnw ho sky[ Awpky smwn qo bs Awp hI hYN[ es pRkwr jb Awpky smwn BI koeé dUsrw nhIN qo iPr Awpsy bFækr kYsy koeé ho skqw hY? es pRkwr Xid Awp myry AprwDoN ko –mw nhIN kryNgy qo AOr kOn krygw? qÆmwœpRxµX pRixDwX kwXM pRswdXy œvwmhmISmIfXm` [qÆmwœpRxµX pRixDwX kwXM pRswdXy œvwmhmISmIfXm` [qÆmwœpRxµX pRixDwX kwXM pRswdXy œvwmhmISmIfXm` [qÆmwœpRxµX pRixDwX kwXM pRswdXy œvwmhmISmIfXm` [ ipqyv puZÆX sKyv s$Xu: ipRX: ipRXwXwhéis dipqyv puZÆX sKyv s$Xu: ipRX: ipRXwXwhéis dipqyv puZÆX sKyv s$Xu: ipRX: ipRXwXwhéis dipqyv puZÆX sKyv s$Xu: ipRX: ipRXwXwhéis dyv soFum` ]44yv soFum` ]44yv soFum` ]44yv soFum` ]44]]]] AqEv hy pRBo! mYN SrIr ko BlIBWiq crxoM myN invyidq kr, pRxwm krky, Æquiq krny Xo©X Awp eé¤vr ko pRsñn hony ky ilE pRwQénw krqw hUÂ[ hy dyv! ipqw jYsy puZ ky, sKw jYsy sKw ky AOr piq jYsy ipRXqmw pœnI ky AprwD shn krqy hYN-vYsy hI Awp BI myry AprwD ko shn krny Xo©X hYN] 44 ]

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qwœpXé:-Apny AprwD –mw krvwny ky ilE, Ab Ajuén bVy hI suñdr Bwv ùwrw Bgvwn ko pRsñn krny ky ilE pun: pRwQénw krqy hYN-donoN hwQ joVkr, pRBu ky crxoN myN swÃtWg pRxwm krky khqy hYN ik hy Srxwgq vœsl! Ab qo Awp muJ pr pRsñn hokr myry AprwDoN ko –mw kryNgy hI #XoNik Ab qo mYN pUxé qOr pr AwpkI Srx myN Aw gXw hU AOr Awp Srxwgqvœsl hYN esilE Ab Awp pRsñn hoeE[ ikqnw suñdr Bwv pRgt kr rhy hYN Ajuén[ hy pRBo! muJ pr pRsñn hoeE AOr myry AprwD –mw kryN[ mgr kYsy? Ajuén khqy hMY jYsy ipqw Apny puZ ky AprwDoN ko sb kuC sh kr BI –mw kr dyqw hY[ imZ ky AprwDoN ko imZ sh jwqw hY AOr pRymvS ikE huE ipRXqmw pœnI ky AprwDoN ko piq shn krky –mw kr dyqw hY[ vYsy hI Awp myry AprwDoN ko shn krny Xo©X hYN[ Ab Awgy Bgvwn sy Apny ùwrw mwny jw rhy AprwDoN ky ilE –mw Xwcnw krky Ajuén Bgvwn sy cquBuéj Æv{p kw dSén krwny ky ilE pRwQénw krqy hYN[ AdƒêpUvéN AdƒêpUvéN AdƒêpUvéN AdƒêpUvéN ââââiÀqoiÀqoiÀqoiÀqoSSSSiÆm dƒêvw BXyn c pR±XiQqN mno my [iÆm dƒêvw BXyn c pR±XiQqN mno my [iÆm dƒêvw BXyn c pR±XiQqN mno my [iÆm dƒêvw BXyn c pR±XiQqN mno my [ qdyv my dSéX dyv{pMqdyv my dSéX dyv{pMqdyv my dSéX dyv{pMqdyv my dSéX dyv{pM pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ]45 pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ]45 pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ]45 pRsId dyvyS jgiñnvws ]45]]]]

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jwqw hUÂ[ esilE hy jgiñnvws! (jo jgq ky AwDwr AOr své±XwpI hYN) hy dyvyS! jo dyvqwAoN ky BI ÆvwmI AQwéq` eé¤vr hYN[ Awp Apny es ivrwt Æv{p ko smyt kr, Apnw jo dyv Æv{p hY, jo vYku&TDwm myN invws krny vwlw dyv{p AQwéq` ivÃxu{p hY, muJy asI cquBuéj {p ky dSén krweE[ Å SwñqwkwrM Bujg SXnM pdmnwBM surySm`[ Å SwñqwkwrM Bujg SXnM pdmnwBM surySm`[ Å SwñqwkwrM Bujg SXnM pdmnwBM surySm`[ Å SwñqwkwrM Bujg SXnM pdmnwBM surySm`[ iv¤vwDwrm` ggn sdƒSMiv¤vwDwrm` ggn sdƒSMiv¤vwDwrm` ggn sdƒSMiv¤vwDwrm` ggn sdƒSM myGvxéM myGvxéM myGvxéM myGvxéM SuBw|`gm`]SuBw|`gm`]SuBw|`gm`]SuBw|`gm`] llll————mIkwñqM kml nXnM XoigiBÎXwéngµXm`[mIkwñqM kml nXnM XoigiBÎXwéngµXm`[mIkwñqM kml nXnM XoigiBÎXwéngµXm`[mIkwñqM kml nXnM XoigiBÎXwéngµXm`[ vñdy ivÃxu Bv BX vñdy ivÃxu Bv BX vñdy ivÃxu Bv BX vñdy ivÃxu Bv BX hrm` svélokYk nwQm`]hrm` svélokYk nwQm`]hrm` svélokYk nwQm`]hrm` svélokYk nwQm`] hy shÆZbwho! hy iv¤v{p! Ïpw Awp pRsñn hoeE AOr muJy Apny ‘SNK, ck®, gdw, pdm hÆqy’ Æv{p ky dSén krwXyN[ ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc ªI Bgvwnuvwc mXw pRsñnyn qvwjuénydM {pM prM diSéqmwœmXogwq` [mXw pRsñnyn qvwjuénydM {pM prM diSéqmwœmXogwq` [mXw pRsñnyn qvwjuénydM {pM prM diSéqmwœmXogwq` [mXw pRsñnyn qvwjuénydM {pM prM diSéqmwœmXogwq` [ qyjomXM iv¤vmnñqmwÖMqyjomXM iv¤vmnñqmwÖMqyjomXM iv¤vmnñqmwÖMqyjomXM iv¤vmnñqmwÖM Xñmy œvdñXyn n dƒêpUvém` ]47 Xñmy œvdñXyn n dƒêpUvém` ]47 Xñmy œvdñXyn n dƒêpUvém` ]47 Xñmy œvdñXyn n dƒêpUvém` ]47]]]] ªI Bgvwn boly-hy Ajuén! AnugRhpUvék mYNny ApnI XogSi#q ky pRBwv sy Xh myrw prm qyjomX, sbkw Awid AOr sImwrihq ivrwt{p quJko idKlwXw hY, ijsy qyry Aiqir#q dUsry iksI ny phly nhIN dyKw Qw] 47 ]

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n vydXzwÎXXnYné dwnYné c ikn vydXzwÎXXnYné dwnYné c ikn vydXzwÎXXnYné dwnYné c ikn vydXzwÎXXnYné dwnYné c ik®XwiBné qpoiB{gRY: [®XwiBné qpoiB{gRY: [®XwiBné qpoiB{gRY: [®XwiBné qpoiB{gRY: [ EvM{p: S#X AhM nƒlokyEvM{p: S#X AhM nƒlokyEvM{p: S#X AhM nƒlokyEvM{p: S#X AhM nƒloky dƒêuN œvdñXyn ku{pRvIq ]48 dƒêuN œvdñXyn ku{pRvIq ]48 dƒêuN œvdñXyn ku{pRvIq ]48 dƒêuN œvdñXyn ku{pRvIq ]48]]]] hy Ajuén! mnuÃX lok myN es pRkwr iv¤v{p vwlw mYN n vyd AOr XzoN ky AÎXXn sy, n dwn sy, n ik®XwAoN sy AOr n agR qpoN sy hI qyry Aiqir#q dUsry ky ùwrw dyKw jw skqw hU ] 48 ] mw qymw qymw qymw qy ±XQw mw c ivmUFBwvo dƒêvw {pM GormIdƒ|mmydm` [ ±XQw mw c ivmUFBwvo dƒêvw {pM GormIdƒ|mmydm` [ ±XQw mw c ivmUFBwvo dƒêvw {pM GormIdƒ|mmydm` [ ±XQw mw c ivmUFBwvo dƒêvw {pM GormIdƒ|mmydm` [ ±XpyqBI: pRIqmnw: punÆœv±XpyqBI: pRIqmnw: punÆœv±XpyqBI: pRIqmnw: punÆœv±XpyqBI: pRIqmnw: punÆœvM qdyv my {pimdM pRp¤X ]49M qdyv my {pimdM pRp¤X ]49M qdyv my {pimdM pRp¤X ]49M qdyv my {pimdM pRp¤X ]49]]]] myry es pRkwr ky es ivkrwl {p ko dyKkr quJko ±Xwkulqw nhIN honI cwihE AOr mUFæBwv BI nhIN honw cwihE[ qU BXrihq AOr pRIqIXu#q mn vwlw hokr asI myry es SNK-ck®-gdw-pdm Xu#q cquBuéj {p ko iPr dyK ] 49 ] qwœpXé:-hy Ajuén! quµhwry sµpUxé smipéq Bwv ko dyKkr, quµhwrI Bi#q AOr pRwQénw sy pRsñn hokr, quJ pr AnugRh krky mYNny ApnI XogSi#q ky pRBwv sy quJy Apnw id±X v AwlOikk ivrwt Æv{p idKlwXw jo ik id±X pRkwS puÂj hY, sbko aœpñn krny vwlw, sb kw Awid AOr AsIm hY[ qwik qU myry gux, pRBwv, Ey¤vXé AOr qÈv ko jwn sky[

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esilE quJy iksI BI kwrx sy BX nhIN honw cwihE[ myry es Æv{p ko qyry Aiqir#q iksI ny nhIN dyKw Qw[ pRBu ªI ÏÃx XhW pr bVy hI ÆpÃt S‹doN myN bVy hI AdBuq rhÆX kw pRiqpwdn krqy hYN[ pRBu khqy hYN ik myry es qyjomX Æv{p ky dSén isPé vydoN ko pFækr AOr añhyN AçCI pRkwr sy smJ lyny mwZ sy nhIN ho skqy AOr n hI dwn dyny sy ho skqy hYN[ myry es id±X EvN AwlOikk ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén kmékw&f AOr agR qpoN ùwrw hony BI nwmumikn hYN[ vydoN myN bqlwE gE iviD-ivDwn ùwrw Xz Awid pu&X krky mnuÃX iksI BI vÆqu kI pRwi‚q qo kr skqw hY[ Ævgwéid lokoN kI pRwi‚q BI kr skqw hY XhW qk ik Ævgé kw rw^X BI pRw‚q kr skqw hY prñqu myry ivrwt Æv{p ky dSén nhIN kr skqw AOr n hI Awj qk iksI ny ikE hYN[ Xh qo mYNny ApnI eçCw sy, myry pRiq quµhwrw Brosw AOr smipéq Bwv ko dyKqy huE qum pr AnugRh krky dSén idE hYN[ esilE Ab quJy BXrihq ho jwnw cwihE[ myry es {p ky dSén krky quJy ±Xwkulqw nhIN honI cwihE AOr mUFæBwv BI nhIN honw cwihE[ Ab qU BXrihq ho jw AOr pRIqIXu#q mn vwlw hokr myry asI dyv{p AQwéq` cquBuéj Æv{p (SNK, ck®, gdw, pdm hÆqy) ko dyK[ Ab quµhwry swmny sy vh iv¤v

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{p ht gXw hY AOr cquBuéj {p pRgt ho cukw hY[ Ab qU inBéX hokr, pRsñn mn sy myry es cquBuéj {p ky dSén kr[ sNjX avwc sNjX avwc sNjX avwc sNjX avwc eœXjuénM vwsudyvÆqQo#œvw eœXjuénM vwsudyvÆqQo#œvw eœXjuénM vwsudyvÆqQo#œvw eœXjuénM vwsudyvÆqQo#œvw ÆvkM {pM dSéXwmws BUX: [ÆvkM {pM dSéXwmws BUX: [ÆvkM {pM dSéXwmws BUX: [ÆvkM {pM dSéXwmws BUX: [ AwÇvwsXwmws c BIqmynMAwÇvwsXwmws c BIqmynMAwÇvwsXwmws c BIqmynMAwÇvwsXwmws c BIqmynM BUœvw pun: sOµXvpuméhwœmw ]50 BUœvw pun: sOµXvpuméhwœmw ]50 BUœvw pun: sOµXvpuméhwœmw ]50 BUœvw pun: sOµXvpuméhwœmw ]50]]]] sNjX boly-vwsudyv Bgvwn ny Ajuén ky pRiq es pRkwr khkr iPr vYsy hI Apny cquBuéj {p ko idKlwXw AOr iPr mhwœmw ªI ÏÃx ny sOµX mUiqé hokr es BXBIq Ajuén ko DIrj idXw] 50 ] qwœpXé:-sNjX mhwrwj Dƒqrwê‰ ko kh rhy hYN ik vwsudyv Bgvwn ªI ÏÃx ny Apny ivrwt Æv{p ko smyt ilXw hY AOr Apny cquBuéj {p AQwéq` ivÃxu {p myN pRgt ho gE[ pRBu ªI ÏÃx ko sNjX kw vwsudyv Bgvwn ªI ÏÃx khkr sµboiDq krny sy AiBpRw:X hY ik hy Dƒqrwê‰! qum Ab BI smJ jwAo[ ªI ÏÃx hI sw–wq prbRãããã prmy¤vr hYN[ esmyN Ab kOn sw sNSX rh gXw[ Agr k¬Xwx cwhqy ho qo Ab BI qum Apny smÆq puZoM v shXoigXoN AOr smQékoN sihq Bgvwn kI Srx myN cly jwAo[ –mw mWg lo[ vh Srxwgqvœsl Srx myM jwny sy sbko mwP kr dyqy hYM[ esI myN quµhwrw k¬Xwx hY[ asky

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p¤cwq pRBu ªI ÏÃx Apny asI vwÆqivk Æv{p myN Aw gE jo añhoNny mwnv Avqwr myN Dwrx ikXw huAw hY[ AOr as SwñqmX sOµXmUqé Æv{p ªI ÏÃx ny Ajuén ko DIrj rKny ky ilE khw[ “ªI ÏÃx goibñd hry murwrI[ hy nwQ nwrwXx vwsudyvwX]”“ªI ÏÃx goibñd hry murwrI[ hy nwQ nwrwXx vwsudyvwX]”“ªI ÏÃx goibñd hry murwrI[ hy nwQ nwrwXx vwsudyvwX]”“ªI ÏÃx goibñd hry murwrI[ hy nwQ nwrwXx vwsudyvwX]” Ajuén avwcAjuén avwcAjuén avwcAjuén avwc dƒêvydM mwnuÀN {pM qv sOµXM jnwdén [dƒêvydM mwnuÀN {pM qv sOµXM jnwdén [dƒêvydM mwnuÀN {pM qv sOµXM jnwdén [dƒêvydM mwnuÀN {pM qv sOµXM jnwdén [ edwnImiÆm sNvƒÄ: scyqw: pRÏiqM gq: ] 51 ]edwnImiÆm sNvƒÄ: scyqw: pRÏiqM gq: ] 51 ]edwnImiÆm sNvƒÄ: scyqw: pRÏiqM gq: ] 51 ]edwnImiÆm sNvƒÄ: scyqw: pRÏiqM gq: ] 51 ] Ajuén boly-hy jnwdén! Awpky es Aiq Swñq mnuÃX {p ko dyKkr Ab mYN iÆQricÄ ho gXw hU AOr ApnI ÆvwBwivk iÆQiq ko pRw‚q ho gXw hUÂ] 51 ] ªI BgvwnuvwcªI BgvwnuvwcªI BgvwnuvwcªI Bgvwnuvwc sududéSéimdM {pM dƒêvwnis Xñmm [sududéSéimdM {pM dƒêvwnis Xñmm [sududéSéimdM {pM dƒêvwnis Xñmm [sududéSéimdM {pM dƒêvwnis Xñmm [ dyvw A‚XÆX {pÆX inœXM dSénkwi| dyvw A‚XÆX {pÆX inœXM dSénkwi| dyvw A‚XÆX {pÆX inœXM dSénkwi| dyvw A‚XÆX {pÆX inœXM dSénkwi|––––x: ] 52 ]x: ] 52 ]x: ] 52 ]x: ] 52 ] ªI Bgvwn boly-myrw jo cquBuéj {p qumny dyKw hY, Xh sududéSé hY AQwéq` esky dSén bVy hI duléB hYN[ dyvqw BI sdw es {p ky dSén kI AwkwN–w krqy rhqy hYN] 52 ]

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nwhN vydYné qpsw n dwnyn n cy^XXw [nwhN vydYné qpsw n dwnyn n cy^XXw [nwhN vydYné qpsw n dwnyn n cy^XXw [nwhN vydYné qpsw n dwnyn n cy^XXw [ S#X EvMivDo dRêuM dƒêvwnis mwM XQw ] 53 ]S#X EvMivDo dRêuM dƒêvwnis mwM XQw ] 53 ]S#X EvMivDo dRêuM dƒêvwnis mwM XQw ] 53 ]S#X EvMivDo dRêuM dƒêvwnis mwM XQw ] 53 ] ijs pRkwr qumny muJko dyKw hY-es pRkwr cquBuéj {p vwlw mY n vydoN sy, n qp sy, n dwn sy AOr n Xz sy hI dyKw jw skqw hUÂ] 53 ] B#œXw œvnñXXw S#X AhmyvMivDoB#œXw œvnñXXw S#X AhmyvMivDoB#œXw œvnñXXw S#X AhmyvMivDoB#œXw œvnñXXw S#X AhmyvMivDoSSSSjuén [juén [juén [juén [ zwquN dRêuM c qÈvyn pRvyêuN c prñqp ] 54 ]zwquN dRêuM c qÈvyn pRvyêuN c prñqp ] 54 ]zwquN dRêuM c qÈvyn pRvyêuN c prñqp ] 54 ]zwquN dRêuM c qÈvyn pRvyêuN c prñqp ] 54 ] prñqu hy prñqp Ajuén! AnñX Bi#q ky ùwrw es pRkwr cquBuéj {p vwlw mYN pRœX– dyKny ky ilE, qÈv sy jwnny ky ilE qQw pRvyS krny ky ilE AQwéq` EkIBwv sy pRw‚q hony ky ilE BI S#X hU ] 54 ] qwœpXé:-pRBu ªI ÏÃx ny phly Apny ivrwt Æv{p ky pRiq BI XhI khw Qw ik myry es Æv{p ky dSén vydoN ky AÎXXn sy, XzoN sy, dwn sy, kmékw&f v agR qpoN ùwrw sµBv nhIN hYN[ Xh qo mYNny quµhwry smipéq Bwv ko dyKqy huE, ApnI eçCw sy, quJ pr AnugRh krky Xh dSén idE hYN[ prñqu Ab iPr Apny cquBuéj Æv{p ky dSénoN ky pRiq BI XhI khqy hYN ik myry as cquBuéj Æv{p ky dSén BI bVy hI duléB hYN[ myry es Æv{p ky dSén vydoN ky AÎXXn

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mwZ sy, dwn sy, qp sy, XzoN ky Anuàwn Awid sy nhIN ho skqy[ prñqu XhW pr Ek bwq AOr khqy hYN ik myry es Awnñd-kñd Æv{p ky dSén AnñX Bi#q ùwrw sµBv hYN[ AiBpRw:X Xh hY ik Bgvwn ky pRœX– dSénoN ky ilE, qÈv sy jwnny ky ilE AQvw EkIBwv sy pRw‚q hony ky ilE Bgvwn kI AnñX-Bi#q honw Awv¤Xk hY[ mœkméÏñmœprmo md`BË: s|gvijéq: [mœkméÏñmœprmo md`BË: s|gvijéq: [mœkméÏñmœprmo md`BË: s|gvijéq: [mœkméÏñmœprmo md`BË: s|gvijéq: [ invYér: svéBUqyÀu X: s mwmyiq pw&fv ] 55 ]invYér: svéBUqyÀu X: s mwmyiq pw&fv ] 55 ]invYér: svéBUqyÀu X: s mwmyiq pw&fv ] 55 ]invYér: svéBUqyÀu X: s mwmyiq pw&fv ] 55 ] hy Ajuén! jo pu{À kyvl myry hI ilE sµpUxé kÄé±XkmoéN ko krny vwlw hY, myry prwXx hY, myrw B#q hY, Awsi#qrihq hY AOr sµpUxé BUqpRwixXoN myN vYrBwv sy rihq hY-vh AnñX Bi#qXu#q pu{À muJko hI pRw‚q hoqw hY] 55 ] qwœpXé:-pRBu ªI ÏÃx khqy hYN-Ao myry ipRX Ajuén! kOn muJy pRw‚q kr skqw hY? myrw ipRX, myrw Apnw kOn hY? Ab qU Xh sun[ pRBu ny khw-myrw Apnw, myrw ipRX vhI hY jo mœkméÏmœkméÏmœkméÏmœkméÏqqqq-jo Apny swry kmé myry ilE krqw ho[ muJy AwDwr mwnkr Apny kÄé±X-kmé kry[ mYN qo vhI kmé k{Âgw ijsmyN myrw prmwœmw, myrw ÏÃx pRsñn ho[ asI kI pRsñnqw ky ilE kmé k{Âgw[ pRBu ªI ÏÃx khqy hYN-jo Apny jIvn kI lgwm muJ pr CoV dyqw hY, myry hI AwªX,

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