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Fann “Keep Moving Forward” University Honors Senior Project Andrew Fann When I first came to college, I was registered as a Political Science major with a minor in criminal justice. I aspired to be a lawyer and envisioned that belief for most of my life, even before college. After moving in and getting acquainted with my roommates, classes, and the college life as a whole, I began to get the sense that I no longer wanted to be a lawyer. However, I had an innate sense to help people. I have always been strong willed towards helping people, not for my benefit, but to truly bring joy and peace to others lives when they may have no one else to care for or provide for them. Most of the students that lived in my dorm (Witherspoon Hall) freshman year consisted of students belonging to the University Honors Program, Teaching Fellows Program, or were Levine Scholars. I was fortunate enough to be placed in Witherspoon Hall because I was accepted into the University Honors program. I noticed from the very beginning, that I had found my home at UNC-Charlotte. 1

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Keep Moving Forward

University Honors Senior Project

Andrew Fann

When I first came to college, I was registered as a Political Science major with a minor in criminal justice. I aspired to be a lawyer and envisioned that belief for most of my life, even before college. After moving in and getting acquainted with my roommates, classes, and the college life as a whole, I began to get the sense that I no longer wanted to be a lawyer. However, I had an innate sense to help people. I have always been strong willed towards helping people, not for my benefit, but to truly bring joy and peace to others lives when they may have no one else to care for or provide for them. Most of the students that lived in my dorm (Witherspoon Hall) freshman year consisted of students belonging to the University Honors Program, Teaching Fellows Program, or were Levine Scholars. I was fortunate enough to be placed in Witherspoon Hall because I was accepted into the University Honors program. I noticed from the very beginning, that I had found my home at UNC-Charlotte.Living with two Teaching Fellows and making other friends my freshman year, I began to hear about other majors and extracurricular activities available at UNCC. I cant say that I knew at that time in my life that I wanted to shift majors and become a teacher, but I could tell that something inside of me had begun to grow that would later help my desire to pursue a career in teaching. That experience was certainly not the first time I had been exposed to the teaching profession, in fact, my mother has been an elementary school teacher for most of my life. Throughout the semester, I continued to contemplate whether or not staying a political science major would be the best fit for me. I also was uncertain about whether or not I should transfer from Charlotte after my freshman year to UNC-Chapel Hill. Growing up I had always dreamed of attending UNC-Chapel Hill and have been an adamant fan of the Tar Heels since I can remember. Though I was devastated that I did not get in to Chapel Hill, coming to UNC-Charlotte has truly been a blessing in disguise. When I began second-guessing whether or not I wanted to continue pursing a career in law, my parents were very helpful and influential throughout the entire process, as well as conversations with my friends, and much prayer. It was at that point early in the spring of 2012 that I made the decision to change my major and become a history teacher. I have always had a passion for history; it was my favorite subject in all throughout grade school. I am fascinated with history and learning the progression and transformation of the world and why things are the way they are today. Needless to say, changing my major and pursing a history degree with teaching licensure in 9-12 Social Studies, was one of the best decisions of my life. Until now I have yet to look back and reflect on how I have grown to this point in my academic career and my aspirations to make a change as a teacher moving forward.Since becoming a secondary education minor, I feel as if I am already a teacher, or at least a teacher in training. Everything that I do now revolves around training to become a teacher and developing the necessary skills for the job. I have gained so much experience already through my clinical observations and teaching, which has spanned across three counties and five schools. Along with my clinical experiences, I have taken eight classes (33 credit hours overall) concentrated on secondary education and teaching adolescents. I have had the opportunity to craft and build my teaching skills and philosophy for over three years now and can say with certainty that I have come a long way. Coupled with my education classes, comes my experience in my history courses. The history classes I have enrolled in have been focal point for attention, while at UNC-Charlotte because of the knowledge I am gaining on the proper way to teach history to students and what key events to focus on in the classroom. My involvement and experience with history has been just as influential as my education courses. While one works to teach you how to teach, the other gives you the content needed to successfully teach a wide variety of courses. Of course, my courses may have overlapped here and there, but I have gained distinct insight from them all that has shaped me not only as a person with a passion for history, but also as someone with a future in education. This entire process and pursuit of becoming a teacher has led to the development of my teaching philosophy. A teaching philosophy is defined as a self-reflective statement of your beliefs about teaching and learning. In addition to general comments, how you put your beliefs into practice by including concrete examples of what you do or anticipate doing in the classroom (University of Minnesota). My overall philosophy as a teacher is to inspire and mold the minds of the students I teach, but more importantly, help them become better citizens and find their own passions in life, just like I have during my four years here at UNC-Charlotte. I believe that this can be measured beyond a grade a student makes or how well they perform on a test. To me, if I can make a difference in a students life and help guide them through high school and help them to find their own passion(s) in life I will be successful. Seeing my students succeed inside the classroom will be great to see, but at the end of the day I want my students to go on to accomplish greater things than just learning history in my class. I strive to have students that want to do more for the people around them and to do everything they can to follow their dreams and pursue their passions. I want to be a teacher that students can come to when they need anything, and a teacher that at the end of the day, is more concerned about the student as a person, rather than the student as a learner. Many personal factors go into this philosophy such as upbringing, religious beliefs, college experiences, influential people, and leisure activities to name a few. I believe that a teaching philosophy is what you make of it and defining your own can help provide you with the goals and objectives to work toward to becoming a successful teacher. I hope to have a positive influence on my students and create a fun and creative learning environment that engages all students and helps them to develop the necessary historical skills, as well as important life skills that can be translated into the real-world. Another big contribution to my teaching philosophy, has been my experience with the club basketball team here at UNC-Charlotte. It has been my dream to be a basketball coach for as long as I can remember. I love playing basketball, but now that my opportunity to take that skill to the next level has come to pass, I will be looking to coaching moving forward. I look forward to the transition from player to coach, as well as mentoring young men to be better basketball players, but more importantly better men. Throughout college I have been preparing to be a teacher, but what I didnt notice was my love for coaching and teaching basketball and at times it was right in front of me the whole.My focus for this project will be to outline and emphasize what key events; through the use of artifacts, have shaped my current teaching philosophy and the skills I have gained along the way that have helped me to become a better teacher and person overall. Artifacts, in the context of this reflective essay, will serve as tangible representations of my experiences and involvement at UNC-Charlotte, which molded me into the person I am today, and the teacher I aspire to become, once I graduate.MDSK 2100 was my first education class at UNC-Charlotte. Going into this class I had just recently changed my major to History from Political Science, and decided to purse certification in education as well. To be honest, I was somewhat hesitant and unsure of what my future may hold going into this class. In this season of transition, I was not completely confident if a career in teaching was going to work out or not. I have always been hesitant of change, especially when it came to choosing a major because I believe in planning ahead and sticking to your decisions. Luckily, MDSK 2100 was an introduction course to education, designed to help you determine whether or not teaching was right for you. I come from a household where my dad graduated with teaching certification in biology, and a mother who is currently a fourth grade English teacher back home. Though my father would ultimately choose not to use his degree for teaching, he stayed involved with science, working for a company that specializes in medicine and first aid. Because of my parents experience with teaching they were supportive and understanding of this challenging decision.Looking back, the main reason I didnt feel comfortable pursing a degree in law anymore came down to the commitments you must make in that career. Yes, the pay for lawyers is very good and it has many benefits, but that doesnt come without consequences. As a lawyer you are asked to devote an unprecedented amount of time towards your work. However, the biggest aspect of the job that made me begin to question if I was making the right decision, was that it could bring my own morals into question, and I just didnt feel comfortable knowing that was waiting for me in the future. Personally, my morals and ethics are important in my career, and at the end of the day, after much prayer, deliberation and council. I decided to give History and Education a shot. After completing MDSK 2100 my decision to change my major from law to history was confirmed and I felt confident moving forward and pursing what I loved. I have always had a passion and appreciation for history, and the influence my freshman roommates had on me regarding teaching pushed me in the direction of pursing teaching licensure. History was by far my favorite subject throughout my schooling, and I have always been a sucker for a good historical site, or landmark trip with my family. I love all aspects of history and it amazes me how much history impacts our lives and helps explains not only the problems we have in the world today, but possible solutions, or examples of what not to do to help fix those problems. I remember being intrigued while growing up about the presidents. In high school, my favorite subjects were U.S. government and Civics & Economics. The reason those subjects, as well as the other history classes that I took, meant so much was because of the amazing teachers I was fortunate to have. They truly brought history to life, and began to fuel my passion for history at a young age. Becoming a history major went hand in hand with becoming an education minor; because I knew when I switched I couldnt do one without the other. When you begin to pursue a career in education, you are typically required to choose a subject area in which you will apply for certification. For me I wanted to pursue certification in history. At the end of the day, becoming a teacher for a college student goes beyond just having a major and a minor, you eventually find yourself in a vocational training program that is supplemental to your actual college courses. My roommates freshman year had a major influence on my decision to change majors, as well as the conversations I had with my parents throughout much of my upbringing regarding teaching, I just didnt know it until later. I was interested to hear about what my roommates were learning about in their classes, and found much of their work fascinating. I began to notice that teaching would be a better career for me, I would still be working to help others, and in particular adolescents. Looking back, it would have been beneficial in some ways for me to be a history major, political science minor from the start. I could have applied for education scholarships in high school and possible have been a Teaching Fellow, but that is not how everything worked out. Even though I may have been in a better financial state, if I had received a scholarship for teaching before I came to UNC-Charlotte I am grateful for the experiences that I had and the journey it took for me to change my major during my first year at UNC-Charlotte. The transition from Political Science to History worked out quite nicely, once I changed, because I was able to keep political science as a minor, since I still and an interest in those classes. In fact, once I become a teacher, those classes will pay off just as much as my other ones. I will have an advantage over other educators in teaching Civics and Economics thanks to these extra courses.MDSK 2100, taught by Mrs. Tara Ellis taught the course, and was very influential early on in the development of my teaching philosophy. Though the course was introductory, we were required to do many teaching activities in and out of the classroom. I received the opportunity to go home to my former high school and not only observe some of my favorite teachers, but also reminisce on previous class. During my observations, I began to notice some of the positive attributes about the teachers I previously had. In high school, my favorite educators were my history teachers, Mr. Perry and Mr. Ingram. They did an amazing job of bringing history to life and relating the content to students all in a simple and effective manner. When I think back to a time that Mr. Perry brought history to life for me was in AP U.S. History my junior year of high school. We were discussing loyalists or colonists that were still loyal to England during the American Revolution, and patriots, who were colonists who argued for independence from England during the Revolution. Mr. Perry cam dressed in a typical outfit of that time, wearing a wig with a hat, waistcoat, and tights. We were suppose to present position papers as a loyalist or patriot during a class debate or Colonial Town Hall Debate that day in class. Mr. Perry spoke in an English outfit and made the experience that day in class one that I will never forget and can remember as clear as day now. Everything assigned in those two classes had a purpose, and they were never afraid to try something new and innovative. In Mr. Ingrams class I remember having to do a project on the development of the Blue Ridge Parkway for AP Government and Politics. We were discussing the U.S. Department of the Interior in class and Mr. Ingram made us read a book that detailed the development and creation of the Blue Ridge Parkway, and specifically how political the entire process was and the parties involved. At the time I thought the assignment was pointless and it seemed rather tedious, but come to find out after we finished the book Mr. Ingram had prepared a field trip to go and explore the Blue Ridge Parkway. We had spent all that time in class talking, reading, and discussing about the Blue Ridge Parkway and the entire political process that it took to make it a reality, and in the end, we got to actually experience and see first hand everything that we had learned about. For me this was just one example of how history came to life and Mr. Ingram knew that it was important to see where something with historical value like the parkway came from before we actually got to experience it.Sitting there in their classrooms again as a college student and someone that now wanted to be on the other side of school in teaching, I felt that I could see myself teaching just like them someday. Mr. Perry and Mr. Ingram never wasted time in class and made sure to keep students productive throughout the ninety-minute period. I also noticed that my former teachers were very organized and had great classroom behavior management. I foresaw behavior management as my biggest potential struggle once I become a teacher. Behavior management, in short, is correcting socially unacceptable behavior to produce more productive and suitable behavior. For a teacher, this is how you handle your classroom and provide discipline for students. Beginning teachers tend to struggle with classroom/behavior management more than any other aspect of the profession during the first few years. I am usually someone that is willing to help and refrains from confrontation or intense situations, so I can see management within the classroom being difficult at first. If I aim to eliminate that weakness, I must be organized, stay consistent, and always try to turn a negative into a positive, no matter a students behavior. The focus should be more on explaining why the behavior is unacceptable and ways to correct it in the future, rather than just suspending a student for acting up in class, there needs to be more depth and discussion. From the experiences I have had this far, I can honestly say that at times it is going to be very difficult to turn a negative into a positive, or to stay consistent. A teacher should always be able to adapt to their environment and flexible, because during a school day there is no telling what could happen, whether it be a fight, the school goes on lockdown, or you have students off task the entire day. I can think of one circumstance that I have recently had that used to be something I just talked about in my course with Dr. Ellis, and that was disruptive behavior. When I think back to this I remember an argument that happened right in the middle of class between two students over a small detail in their assignment. Their arguing got so disruptive I had to ask them to go out in the hall so that I could talk to them. Even though I had to make a referral for them to meet with an administrator, I explained to them why it was important that they pay attention in class and handle any disagreements outside of class or in a calmly manner. Talking with students and making a positive out of a negative can work for some, but others there just may not be anything you could say or do to help them realize what they are doing or did was wrong or unacceptable and that can just be depressing to think about. Our major assignment for the semester dealt with taking our observations from our clinical school and generating a clinical report that discussed the diversity, gifted education, and teaching styles we experienced during our stay at our schools. This report encompassed everything we learned during that semester and helped figure out whether or not teaching was the right professional decision, because teaching is not for everyone. The following in an excerpt from my report and helps to show my state of thinking at that time regarding my recent change to education: What I took away from these observations overall, was that I definitely want to keep my major and continue my degree and career in teaching. It felt so strange to be going back to high school and brought back memories of the times I had there. I really enjoyed seeing some people that I havent had the chance to see recently and catch up with them. It also made me think of the future and helped me to begin shaping my teaching philosophy and ideas on how to handle things. I think this experience was very influential and allowed me to get a small glimpse at the day that I get to be standing in front of the class teaching the students. MDSK 2100 Final Clinical Report (summary)This class relates to my theme because of the foundations it helped to establish pertaining to my teaching philosophy and pursuit of teaching certification. This was my first education class and helped me get my toes wet, as well as preparing my mind to the idea of possibly becoming a teacher. After it was all said and done, I was ready to jump all in. I found very quickly that I was in the right place. My professor, Mrs. Ellis was very helpful throughout the semester and the activities we were introduced to get us very excited about the possibility of teaching. I could tell early on in the course that I had made the right decision to change majors, and looking back, it truly changed my life for the better. This class will be represented by my final clinical report, because it encompassed the time and experiences I spent at my former high school, and the educational material I was introduced to in the course and my first realizations that I chose the right career path.One requirement for all history majors is to complete a 2600 level course, which is writing intensive, and focuses on developing historical skills. This was my first challenging course as a History major, but one of the most beneficial courses to my undergraduate career as well. The course was designed to be writing intensive, because of the required research paper. Coming into the class I was worried about how I could ever write a research paper that was to be 15-20 pages. I had completed AP US History in high school was accustomed to writing ten page papers at the maximum. Though I had written a research paper my senior year of high school for my senior project, I only had a basic understanding of how to fully research and write a historical paper. I have always been fascinated with World War II; especially the Holocaust, so when a course focused on that subject was formed, I jumped on the opportunity. I thought to myself, if I am going to be writing my first historical research paper in college, it might as well be on something I find interesting. This course was the third history course I had taken at the university, and by this time I was fully confident that I was going in the right direction, pertaining to switching my majors to become a history teacher. The course was taught by Dr. Oscar Lansen and gave a comprehensive history of the Holocaust and all the major characters and events involved. Going to class was always worth it, when we werent learning the skills to properly research and write history, Dr. Lansen narrating interesting stories and creating vivid imagery of portrayed Nazi Germany, in the way he portrayed history. For my research paper, I settled upon researching Jewish resistance during the Holocaust. I have always pondered why there was little to no mention of Jewish resistance to the Nazi oppression during World War II, but during this course I became informed that there was indeed resistance, just rather small in scale due to the master plan the Nazis had implemented in Europe. Dr. Lansen did an excellent job of dividing up the paper into smaller portions, so that we could see the meaning and importance of each piece that goes into an historical paper, as well making sure we complete it in the correct manner. Typically a historical research paper is divided into five sections: 1) the introduction, where the thesis is found, 2) the historical background of the topic that is being covered, 3) the historiography; the history of history, which in general terms refers to research which has already been done on that topic or theme, 4) a series of two to three arguments that will help support the thesis, and finally 5) the conclusion, which determines if more research is needed, or if your thesis/hypothesis was in fact correct and can be substantiated. Though the overall learning process was challenging at times, the entire course was well designed and the results helped me not only to become a better and more informed historian, but also helped me to develop foundation, on how to make history come to life. History became more than just names and dates, and put context and meaning to why things happen the way they do. I have included three different stages of my research papers writing process to represent this course, my proposal, rough draft, and final draft entitled The Relentless Fight: Jewish Partisans in Eastern Europe (1941-1945) (Fann, "The Relentless Fight: Jewish Partisans in Eastern Europe (1941-1945).Learning how to properly conduct and write historical research will help me moving forward when I become a teacher, so that I will be teaching my students the correct way in to learn and write history. This idea of learning to teach so that I may teach others to learn reminds me of the quote Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime. If I only give my students the information they need, without actually teaching them the skills that go in to learning and writing, I am merely a facilitator that has no purpose. But, on the contrary, I will help my students to become self-efficient and give them skills to take with them long after they experience my class. The next influential teaching experience that helped shape my teaching philosophy came in the spring of 2014 in READ 3255. READ 3255 is an education course designed for provided students pursing teaching licensure with ways to integrate reading and writing into the content. Dr. Jean Vintinner taught this course and throughout the semester, we were given various strategies and methods to help integrate reading and writing into our own content area. Along with in-class work and assignments, we were also required to complete thirty clinical hours in a school that would be selected for us. We were to set aside one day to teach a lesson, which was I was very nervous about, because this was going to be the first time that I would be fully teaching in front of a group of students. This course was very rewarding, but nerve-racking at times, due to the high expectations placed upon us. However, Dr. Vintinner made the course fun and laid-back, so we all felt confident and comfortable and knew that we were gaining a valuable experience from experiencing a class first-hand the strategies we were learning. Some strategies that we learned about were Reading Circles, KWL charts, Jigsaw groups, Group investigations, and Discussion webs. For example, a group investigation could be used in history to answer one overarching theme/questions pertaining to the causes of the Civil War. In a group investigation, students are divided up into groups of four and can be assigned roles to take on when researching the topic, if needed. If student roles are not needed, each student will be reading the same sources and filling out a corresponding chart to each source, and that the group will come together to discuss. They will then develop one well thought-out answer and historical evidence for support. I was assigned to Cox Mill High School in Concord to complete my clinical hours and satisfy my lesson requirement for READ 3255. This was an excellent school to observe and the staff was more than willing to help me as a young teacher and provide me with feedback on my performance in the classroom. I chose the lesson I taught to represent this course (Fann, READ 3255 Final Lesson Plan). At Cox Mill, I had the opportunity to teach Civics and Economics to two classes, accompanied with a PowerPoint and activity. This was technically my first time teaching students, and needless to say it was an eye-opening experience. The topic that I discussed in my lesson focused on the Impact of Media on the U.S. Presidency. I thoroughly enjoyed teaching this lesson and had a great response from the students in the class about my performance. It was exciting to hear from the teacher that I performed well and it was even more encouraging when the students acknowledged it, because I was beyond anxious going in to that day. However, while getting into the lesson I felt more relaxed and at ease. During the lesson I gave a brief lecture accompanied with a PowerPoint outlining the impacts and effects of the media on the presidency, followed by a group investigation activity, to determine whether media coverage was good or bad for the president in office during the time of four major events. The major events included Watergate, September 11th, the 2008 presidential election, and the Clinton/Lewinsky scandal. This assignment and experience helped prepare me to improve my teaching and was more beneficial else I had been exposed to at that point. It was my first real look and chance to teach inside the classroom. This correlates with my theme in two aspects. It helped me to develop my teaching philosophy in regards to what group of students I feel most comfortable teaching and where I want to teach. Cox Mill was an amazing school and I had one of the best experiences of my college career at that school. But it also began to raise questions I what type school I would fit in best at, and the type of students I would like to teach. I will be going more in-depth with another artifact on this topic, but the overall course did provide me with great strategies to use in the classroom to differentiate learning, and early teaching experience.This past semester I was required to do clinical observations at Cox Mill High School. This was my assigned school for my READ 3255 class and the same class in which I taught my first lesson. This school was one of the most well kept high schools I have ever encountered. I was blessed to have the chance to work with an amazing staff at this school and had a wonderful time meeting the students there. Not only was I allowed an extended stay observing at Cox Mill, but also got to discover a school that was very successful, and that I liked very much. I would love to work at a school like Cox Mill someday, because of how willing students were to learn and how hard the excellent staff works. Selecting a picture of the Cox Mill High School itself felt to be the necessary way to represent this experience (Cabarrus County Schools, Cox Mill High School). Though I did have an amazing time at Cox Mill, this past semester I began to sense that I may have more to offer to struggling schools in the Charlotte area and feel that I could benefit even more in that type of environment. South Caldwell, the high school I graduated from was not diverse at all and though everyone was from a lower socio-economic level than those at Cox Mill High School, no one seemed to struggle. After student teaching at Rocky River High School, and seeing the schools, I have noticed the abundance of schools in need of help and the struggle of lack of resources, passionate teachers, and motivated students. When I look at my teaching philosophy and comprehend that I want to help make my students into better people and help them develop life skills that they can take with them forever, it would be rather ignorant of me not to admit that the schools in need of driven teachers are the ones that are struggling the most. I am still torn between what specific school I want to teach at and what schools I need to teach at, but I know moving forward I will not dismiss an opportunity to work at a less fortunate school like the one I am currently at, when in the past I wouldnt even give it a second thought. This can also build upon my effort to stop pursing perfection. I know that Cox Mill is going to be just fine without me, but knowing that a school that is not nearly as successful or fortunate, gives me the impression that I could make a difference in more students lives because that is what I love to do. I want to help people, and the people that need it the most are the ones in difficult times and less fortunate breaks.In the fall of 2014 I began my Yearlong Internship (YLI) with the university. This yearlong program consists of weekly observations the first semester and full-time student teaching the second. Practice became reality once this semester started. Coupled with my YLI was a research methods course that was taught by Dr. Paul Fitchett. This course was entertaining and informative, because not only were we learning more strategies and methods of how to teach history, but also we were involved with a unique program at Central Cabarrus High School in Harrisburg every week. This program was built into the class schedule and gave us all a chance to tutor struggling students for one hour each Wednesday. This experience in itself was rewarding enough, because not only was I learning more about teaching history, I began to develop relationships for the first time with students learning history, as well as helping them improve their skills. I greatly enjoyed the tutoring sessions, and typically was assigned two to three students per week to tutor. I had some reoccurring students show up each week, while others improved enough, they no longer needed remediation. If I was not helping students with the content, I was simply helping them to organize their notes and binders, which at first may seem elementary, but one thing college has taught me is that organization skills are vital. Some students at the school were proactive about seeking help for tutoring while others were not. It was difficult getting used to, however, since we no longer had a class teacher or assistant there to help us, we were becoming better teachers and learning how to work with students, not just learning about how to work with them by taking notes from a PowerPoint in class. The strategic tutoring was not the only piece of work that was useful during the semester, but the strategies and theories we learned as well. Dr. Fitchett stressed the importance of developing historical empathy when learning about history; which is a term used to describe having an open mind and taking on the same role or thought process of the date and time you are studying, not just our 21st century thinking. We also learned how to use Socratic Seminars to encourage historical discussion, as well as Structured Academic Controversy. Structured Academic Controversy is used in history to take two contrary opinions and pin them against each other in an investigation to develop a conclusion to determine which one is true. For example, in class we analyzed primary sources to determine if Abraham Lincoln was a racist. This activity was fun and interesting to see first-hand, because you hold a preconceived notion that there is no way Lincoln couldnt have been racist. But when you begin to dig deeper and you find that though he did help to free the slaves, he had his own prejudice and bias just like many others at the time, but still wanted to do the thing he felt was right at the end of the day.In relation to my theme, strategic tutoring was one of the most influential experiences I had, due to the success I saw from the students I tutored and how it helped in shape how I will teach a year from now. Just seeing the students that I tutored improve each week and tell other teachers how much better they were doing because of my work with them meant so much. In regards to my teaching philosophy, I began to understand the importance of developing relationships with students and how those bonds that can go further than just teaching. My course syllabus will represent the experiences and knowledge I gained during my semester at Central Cabarrus, because the syllabus encompasses the entirety of the semester and the resources we were shown while in class. (Fitchett, MDSK 4253 Syllabus)The first C I ever received throughout my entire education was in my Global Connections class sophomore year. The unacceptable grade really hit me hard, but also served as a wake up call to work harder in class and improve my organization skills. I have always had quality organization skills, but that semester I got sloppy and slacked off, not to mention I am someone who is always pursing perfection. I greatly regret not reading as much and giving my best effort in that class that should have, but looking back I am almost glad that it happened. Not only did it help to improve my organizational skills, but it also put my idea of perfection into perspective. Until that point, I had been obsessed with making sure I have everything organized and that it was done a certain way, which included making good grades. Yes, I may have somewhat of OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), but after that class, particularly, I realized that I cant always be perfect, no one can. Since the wake up call, when I find myself searching for perfection, I think back to this class and remind myself that I may have made a C and felt horrible at the time, but in the grand scheme of things it didnt matter. The sun was still going to come up and I was still going to have that grade no matter what I did, so why bother? I try not to sweat the small stuff now, and I can honesty say that it has impacted my personal and professional life greatly.To be a good teacher, one must have good preparation, be efficient, as well as willing to accept what is needed instead of what is perfect. Since taking that class two short years ago, I have seen my organizational skills improve as well as my overall preparation for classes, both in history and education. Not only have my skills improved, but also my understanding of perfection has changed, which will become very important once I become a teacher. Now I can relate more to my students and know that I am not perfect, in the same way they are not perfect. Mistakes will be made along the way in our lives, but it is how you respond to them that determine whether you are going to move forward or fall back. This class served as a personal example of what you need to do in school to succeed, and how to deal with the times that you dont. This class will help me to relate to students who struggle organizing their things as well as helping those to cope with failures to realize nothing is bad enough that cant be overcome. Nothing represent this course better than my mid-term and final essays, because they were far from perfection and even though I could have tried harder, making a bad grade put into perspective things in the long run.I have been fortunate enough to take professor Jonathan Perry for two of my honors courses during my career at UNC-Charlotte. My first class with Mr. Perry was a University Honors topic class that focused on Capitalism and free markets, and the second was a Honors topic class related to American Exceptionalism. Both of these courses dealt primarily with civics and economics, and helped open my eyes to the possibility of on these subjects in high school. Before taking these courses I was set on teaching only U.S. History, once hired as a teacher, but after my experiences in Mr. Perrys classes, as well as my political science minor, I am now hoping for an opportunity to teach Civics and Economics. I loved C & E in high school and even took AP Government to further my knowledge of how our government works. But somewhere along the way I made up in my mind that I only wanted to teach U.S. History. Having Professor Perry for two semesters, however, help me to re-gain appreciation for Civics and Economics. The class, as part of my honors experience, helped in the development of my teaching style and the importance of reflection. Professor Perry was very animated during his lectures and made the topics we discussed apply to today, or give funny examples of government at work. Being involved in law also opened the door to entertaining and interesting stories that helped capture the point that he was trying to convey. I enjoyed this class, and though it was a Monday night class, I had no problem attending class, sitting for three hours, and learning about our government and economics. The courses not only helped to bring in knowledge I had from my history courses, but political science as well. The fun thing about teaching Civics and Economics in high school is that it deals with both career paths I had to choose between throughout college, history and law. This course also challenged my views of society and provided me with resources and materials that I can take to my classroom once I become a full-time teacher. I loved the overall laid-back approach to teaching that Professor Perry implored, he made class into more of a discussion and conversation rather than just posting PowerPoint slides, to read off of. It was practical and it fit my style. I want to have that same approach to teaching in the future, because when you make connections to today and establish an atmosphere where students feel free to talk and discuss a topic, positive and academic improvement will follow.To represent my experience in these courses, I have chosen to use two PowerPoint presentations (Fann, HONR 3700 Find A Founder PowerPoint) (Bledsoe, Wes, Fann, Andrew, Hoyle, Katie, and Savage, Luke. HONR 3700 Irrational Exuberance PowerPoint). The first deals with economics and an assignment in which we worked as a group to read the book Irrational Exuberance and discussed many economic principles that effect everyday life in America. My other presentation was referred to as the find a founder assignment. This assignment came in my second course with Professor Perry discussing the idea of American Exceptionalism. American Exceptionalism is the idea that America is unique and exceptional based on the way, in which it was founded, and the many rights and liberties given to its citizens. This idea of exceptionalism has become a hot topic as of recent, because while some feel America is exceptional and view it as the greatest nation on other, others feel that it shows arrogance and isnt much different than other democratic societies today. Our assignment consisted of analyzing and developing a presentation on one of Americas founding fathers and outlines their contributions to the overall development of the U.S. Constitution. My founder was John Jay. John Jay was one of the youngest members of the constitutional convention during the drafting of the U.S. Constitution; also he is responsible for five of the Federalist Papers. These two assignments addressed many aspects of the overall themes of the courses and contributed greatly to re-discovering a passion for economics and civics.Much like teaching, coaching utilizes many of the same aspects and skills. Throughout college, I have not only been preparing for a future teaching career, but coaching as well. Though I had not imagined my life shifting from law to education as a freshman, I have always had a love for the game of basketball and a strong desire to coach the game. My sophomore year, I made the Club Basketball team at UNC-Charlotte out of over 40 candidates. This was one of the greatest experiences I have had at Charlotte. Ever since I could pick up a basketball, the sport has been one of my biggest passions and favorite hobbies. While I plan on teaching high school students History, I hope to coach high school basketball as well. During my time spent on the club team I gained a lot of valuable experiences and developed skills and fundamentals for coaching along the way, not to mention my teammates were great as well and we had a lot of fun around each other. While playing, I got to see much of the East coast from Wilmington, to James Madison, even Princeton in NJ. This experience helped to fuel my passion even more for basketball and served as a great learning experience for coaching moving forward. This activity relates to my theme because being a teacher and being a coach is very similar, that is why most teachers are involved with sports. Teaching should be approached the same way as coaching, you assess what skills your students or players have, you help those who do not have the same skill set to catch up with the others, and once everyone is on the same page, you create a game plan or guidelines for how you are going to play or learn and list the main goals for the class or team. Another connection between the two is that you develop lasting relationships and roles in adolescents lives that cannot be replaced. You have the opportunity to model a responsible in their lives that is there when needed and can help give you advice and teach life lessons along with academic content. When looking at the link between teaching and coaching, it is important to understand the learning process and application of skills that both share. I want to be a history teacher and coach basketball and I approach the classroom in the same way I would my players. First, you determine what is the end goal; whether it is to win the game, or master an understanding of history, for example World War II both basketball and teaching plan with the end in mind before getting to work. After you have established the purpose for what you are going to do, you need to assess what student or players already know. Do they have the fundamental skills to play basketball? Dribbling? Shooting ability? Passing? Or from the teaching perspective, can the students write? Read? Analyze sources? Or come to well-founded conclusions? Both basketball and teaching history have basic skills that are necessary before you can begin to improve upon and set yourself up for success. Once you have assessed what skills your students/players have, you have two directions in which you may go. The first, is that you go back to develop those basic skills that they may not have, or you have them to apply their skills to a task. Addressing basic skills in both basketball and learning history are key foundations to developing a road to success that your players or students can work towards. When you have helped to develop your players/students basic skills, then you are able to build upon the strengths and address weaknesses along the way through practice and repetition. Both positions have skills that you must understand and have first developed them to be effective. For example, if you have a player that refuses to look up the court and see his teammates during a game, because he cant dribble without looking at the ball, he is never going to be as successful as those players who have accomplished that ability, the same goes for an historian or student that is stuck doing the wrong thing time and time again and expecting different results. Unless you address your weaknesses, you will only be able to live off of your strengths for a certain amount of time. As a coach or a teacher my job is to be the facilitator of learning and to help those when they have tried there best but cant improve their performance or skill, and it is also my job to serve as a role-model that can be there to support them in their academics or athletics, and help them to all achieve their goals.First and foremost I look forward to becoming a teacher to help my students and mold them, but I also strive to do the same for those I coach, whenever I may get the opportunity to do so. My club jersey, is the best representation of all the time and effort I put in to making the cut for the team and the amazing, beneficial experiences I had playing and learning the game, which makes it my artifact (Fann, Andrew Fann UNC-Charlotte Club Basketball Jersey). Due to the fact that teaching and coaching are so interconnected in my mind, the two together, work to create a philosophy that is applicable to both, and that is just what it has done for me.If there is a quote to describe my philosophy on life it is by far going to be Keep Moving Forward. You may recognize this from the Disney movie, Meet The Robinsons, I believe it applies to anything that we as humans could go through in life. In the context of the movie, it is a quote said quite often within the main familys lives anytime they fail or are struggling. This quote is there to always encourage them and help them stay positive. No matter the situation, good or bad, we keep moving forward, growing our knowledge and understanding and developing into a new person overtime that continues to improve. I think this is very important to my theme as a whole and encompasses all of my other artifacts that I have. It is important to me not to waste away the day, whether that be in the classroom, on a basketball court, or on the weekend with your friends and family. It is important to always be productive and to keep improving what you do. I have to remind myself to keep moving forward when I get complacent and comfortable in my surroundings. I feel that if you want to continue shaping a teaching philosophy you have to keep moving forward through new experiences, which also comes with practice. Throughout college, we all as students, myself included, have been through difficult encounters and pushed to the limit at times, but that is why college is such a wonderful place. Whether it be struggling to adjust to the independent lifestyle of college, the balance between school and work, or developing new strategies to be successful, college can be difficult to deal with at times. But, if you keep pushing and moving forward, the experiences and relationships you develop over a short four-year period pays off more than you ever could imagine. In college we grow our knowledge far beyond, what we ever could imagine and discover who we want to be the rest of our lives and what we want to do. College has shown me that if you keep moving forward, work hard, stay focused, and enjoy life you will reach your goals and possibly even exceed them! In the classroom I am going to encounter upwards of one hundred teenaged students daily that are all unique and all deserve to receive the best education available to them. When I think about the difficulty that brings. I remind myself to keep moving forward, and not be discouraged, but use failure and struggle as an opportunity to become motivated and work harder towards achieving the main goal. Studying history is a prime example of why it is important to keep moving forward, and why we as people really shouldnt have any other option to. Time is always moving forward, and history is being made everyday; what we choose to do in the future and today is our opportunity to learn from past mistakes and work towards creating/improving new means of knowledge that can make the world a better place. Throughout history we are given many examples of how things should or shouldnt be done. It is our responsibility to repeat those successful habits that have brought progress and throw away those that brought failure.My overall teaching philosophy focuses on building lasting relationships with my students and helping them to become responsible and model citizens in society. Of course I want my students to develop an understanding and appreciation for history, but my job will be much greater than that and I believe that instilling aspects of my own philosophy onto my students will be beneficial. I will be using a movie poster of Meet The Robinsons to symbolize this quote (Wikia, Meet The Robinsons). Along with the quote from the movie, I value the meaning of the quote below as well:If you stop moving forward, you start moving backwards.Honors peer, Josh Haynes, gave this quote to me during a small group meeting for HONR 3790 last semester. This saying truly encompasses the main reason behind why I like the quote keep moving forward so much. I love it because it is simple, yet carries such a large magnitude of significance to the point I am trying to get across in this paper and to everyone I encounter as well. The quote embodies the idea that if you are not working and willing to improve your life, relationship, job, or whatever it may be in life, you are destined to start moving backwards into a world of complacency and dullness.Though I do believe it is important to always push forward and keep moving, it is also important to take into account the failures that may present themselves in life that you should stop to address. We are all going to fail at something in our life and when we do, it is important to understand why we did, what we did, and how we are going to improve upon our failures to succeed. I do feel that we should all as people keep moving forward, but we must do it in the proper way, and that involves reflecting on our failures, assessing what we can do to improve them, and project forward to what we want to accomplish. If you wanted to become an NBA player someday and continued to move forward even when you failed, you arent going to be satisfied with the outcome. You are most likely not going to become an NBA player, because you decided to skip over your failures and keep doing what you knew. This is not the most effective way in life to move towards our goals and dreams. If you want to be a NBA player you first need to develop the basic skills needed to play basketball, then assess and reflect upon what you struggle with on the court before you move forward, because if you dont you will never get better. The same can be said about life, if you forget to address failure it will always stay with you and you will continue to make mistakes, but if you aim to address those problems and develop techniques or methods to help you improve then you are setting yourself up for success in the future.Over the course of my four amazing years at UNC-Charlotte I have seen myself grow in more ways than I ever could have imagined. I have discovered new things not only about myself but the world in general. When I think of a word to describe my stay at UNC-Charlotte I think of the words well-rounded. When I say this I am meaning that I believe throughout my college experiences and through my development and transition to choosing a career and major, I have achieved a well-rounded education that not only has inspired me to continue my thirst for knowledge, but also helped to prepare me for the real-world that awaits me once I graduate in May. Whether it was changing my major, learning about history, developing rigor in education, or taking Honors courses, I was always learning and broadening my mind when I was inside the classroom at Charlotte, and in many cases such as my experiences with Club Basketball, outside the classroom as well. The biggest contribution that my experiences at UNC-Charlotte have given me, is the development and solidification of my overall teaching philosophy. A teaching philosophy is different for every teacher and each teacher develops a philosophy in a different way. It is through our own personal experiences that lead to the discover and development of an ideological set of beliefs or goals that we as teachers refer back to or call upon to really understand and justify why we are teachers and if what we are doing in the classroom is for the right purpose. Two artifacts that stick out to me the most would be the quote Keep Moving Forward, and my experiences in my first education course, MDSK 2100. In MDSK 2100, I discovered a passion for teaching and desire to become a high school history teacher, and the quote Keep Moving Forward, for now and forever will always remind me to stay positive and stop at nothing to achieve your goals and dreams in life. Without each of the artifacts I have discussed above, I would not be the person I am today, and all of my other experiences at Charlotte that are not included have contributed just as much. I would like to thank all my professors, friends, and family for helping me through this amazing journey at college, because I could not have done it without them, and I will never forget the major influence that each group had on me. As the time come to graduate and transition into my career as a high school teacher, I remain positive and confident that I am well-prepared for whatever challenge may come my way in the near future and I am beyond excited to get started. As I begin a new chapter in my life and turn the page in my journey to becoming a teacher I will always remember to keep moving forward, on to bigger and better things, just as I have done in the span of four unforgettable and timeless years at UNC-Charlotte.

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Documents

Fann, Andrew. HIST 2600 Research Proposal. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2013. Print.

Fann, Andrew. HIST 2600 Research Paper Rough Draft. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2013. Print.

Fann, Andrew. MDSK 2100 Clinical Report. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2013. Print.

Fitchett, Paul. MDSK 4253 Syllabus. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2014. Print.

Fann, Andrew. READ 3255 Final Lesson Plan. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2014. Print.

Fann, Andrew. "The Relentless Fight: Jewish Partisans in Eastern Europe (1941-1945)." Diss. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2013. Print.

Other

Fann, Andrew. HONR 3700 Find A Founder PowerPoint. University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2014.

Bledsoe, Wes, Fann, Andrew, Hoyle, Katie, and Savage, Luke. HONR 3700 Irrational Exuberance PowerPoint . University of North Carolina at Charlotte, 2014.