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The Thorn in the
sandAuthor: jeevan
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Voice within
Dark
Sorrow
Dilemma
For that 15 minutes of fame
Eclipse
Y
Yesterday
Unwritten
A tribute to cb2
.5 And alone
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Voice within
Most unheard
Unseen
Un-recognizable butUnmistakable
Unheard to
The worldThat hears only things
Heard
Unseento the eye
that sees physical things notunseen
unrecognized
by the complex mindthat understands logic
not magic
unmistakeable
to the ear within
to the inner eyerecogniszed in a nother matrix
the voice withoh yes, the voice within.
The voice within
Your voice
-jeevan
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Dark
My heart is filled with sorrow
I see darkness in it
The reason well known
Because I myself am the cause
Dark
It pains to be living such a day
My heart pains
Uncontrollable misery
Dark
I can’t see no future
Can’t imagine what I’ve in store
Tomorrow
Dark
But I can’t cry
As I have to this world that
Nothing had happened
Why god?
Are you killing me like this
If you want me there so bad
Kill me in an instant
Don’t torture me
Like this,
But save me from this,
This miserable life.
-jeevan(jkl)
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Sorrow
Sorrow
Means a millions things
That make you sad
& make you die
Sorrow
Controls your mind
Your eyes &
Tears flow out
Uncontrollable
It makes you remember
Again and again
Those sad things – miseries
Sorrow
Can’t imagine
How it came, but still can’t find a
Remedy to get it out
Sorrow
Kills
Pains
& does everything bad
- jeevan m.n
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Dilema
I’m in a
Sort of aSome kind of a
Dilemma
I can’t understand
Where to go
Where not to &
To, from, where
Permutations,Combinations,
Arrive at the same conclusion
Equaling both sides
The dilemma
Worsens
Please help me choose
Where to go
Both have miseries& disasters
Along with which
Lies some happiness
My mind
Can’t decide
It cant decide because
It’s in a dilema
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For that 15 mins of fame
“ I am someone
A cool guy
Check out my profile
Who are you?”
What has become of you guys
You say that you are cool
Clear and loud, do something
For that 15 minutes of fame
What happened to the ol’ days
When you had an idientity
Not a user I.D
Those days, good ol’ days
You try to rise above
From what you think a ditch
But remember that you were born
In the same nameless ditch
Strained your eyes
Tweeted,faced,kuted,tubed
Strained till the sinews cracked
But did not understand the meaning of life
Who are you?!
Nuts- are you undead zombies
Killing eachother in any other way
FOR THAT 15 MINUTESOF FAME
-jeevan m.n
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Eclipse
Uneasive calm
Trees swivel in the wind
Sounds heardOf only the dogs’ bark
It seems of something heavenly
That’s the shadow going to fall
On the green earth
Hiding it .
The spheres are coming to align
In a wayThat their forces
Influence destiny
We mere creautures
Through some eyes
Look in wonder
At a wondrous miracle
They align
A halo ring that seemsTo be message
From the gods
Uneasive calm
Thinking , what hell May befall
On thee earth
after the eclipse
-jeevan m.n
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Y
Y why should this
Happen to me
Y tell me whyOnly to me.
I’m drained in
The rain’s sorrow
can’t make out
tomorrow
he rises he sets
but never answersto the question that I ask him
always
I’m drowning
In this river
So filled with darkness
Forever
Like the
Broken mirror on the floor many shards make
my life sour
y
am I like this
shattered
y am I like this Y
-jeevan m.n
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Yesterday
The clock ticked away
Looking back
At the road takenThe gravity is still there
So many mistakes
For his sake
The lord can’t pardon
This sinner
Going after paradise
When I was in oneCame to know
That the object was, was hell.
My life appears to end
But it has started,
After the judgment
The lord has given
I look at yesterday
How the clock ticked awayLeaving behind footsteps
gone with the wind
-jeevan m.n
Unwritten
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Written a thousand unwritten
Their souls unleashed
To be not finished is their destiny
I can’t do anything
Like half cast diamonds
Shining on one side
The other side holds something dark
I have not seen
A million feelings
That are unexplained
How can I tell it to you
That I’ve never felt
Like a bad ending
But if it has no ending
The story is incomplete
Like the ghosts of this world
Wandering here and there
Nor the doors of hell or heaven
Neither back to life
Like the time struck on nine
& the date of ‘69
If time can’t move forward
Nor can the unwritten be
Like the clay half baked
Neither moist nor dry
Not know if to go back
Or just finish thee
An can be continued
Until the eons end
But there has to be an ending
But only if it’s NOT unwritten
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-jeevan (jkl)
A tribute to cb2
I know that
You have not gone somewhere
I know that you will be
In our hearts
You were a real friend
Devoid of human complexities
How you would rub your head
Against my hand
How you would lick
The cream
With your nimble tongue
That could not spell a bad word
Life has it’s ups and downs
When you were it was the up
When now you have left us
Now I’m falling off a cliff
You have nine lives
I know you will return
In any other way
To this empty heart
When I was sick of this world
I came to you
You gave advice
That I should not cry
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Now what should I do
That I’ve lost you
O god … I do not want anything
Except for cb2
My real love
Wherever you are
Please return in my arms
Cb2
.5
On the open road
.5
Stands
Mysteriously still
Witness
To many a ages
Besides the half tarred road
.5
Dogs pee on it
.5 written on the front
Shows the way
To disturbed paradise
Hadya
The village, theHalf burnt heaven
On the front face
The ages passed
When it was ramrajya
To ravanrajya
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2010
.5
Saw it all
With dirty eyes and
Occasional tears
On the open road
.5
Sits
Mysteriously still
- jeevan
Alone
Maybe I’m the only one
That is alive, alone
In this world
Where to go?
The road leads me nowhere
Sitting still, and seeing
The horizon,
Un-calling
The mother
Got rid of her children
Why but not me?Am I blessed?
My co-hearts none
None are my enemies
What should I do
Alone, alive?
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Questions many but,
Whom should I ask
Bless on me another boon mother.
At least recreate those I hate
Alone, alive,
Blessed if were under her curse
But she saved me, but what’s the use
If I’m alone
-jeevan
The end
