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Jesus help us to understand one another.

Where there is hate, let us show love. Where there is anger, let us show kindness. Where there is

sin and pain, let us forgive and comfort. Jesus, keep us in Your love, now and especially at the

time of our departure from this vain world.

My blessed daughter Christina,

Tomorrow (August 15/28) we celebrate the Holy Day when the Mother of God (Panagia) left

this earthly life to be with Christ forever and to pray for all of us struggling to be saved through

Her prayers. Saint Tarso loved Panagia so much. The day before she left this world Saint Tarso

said: "I am going to Panagia 's home." One night the nun Marina went secretly outside Saint

Tarso 's hut and she heard the saint praying and saying with tears: "Panagia, my Panagia, help

me." YOUR MOM , KEEPS HOME YOUR HOLY THINGS FROM ST TARSO, AS YOU

TOLD HER.

Christina, let us ask Panagia 's help.

(I HAVE ATTACHED SOME PICTURES)

Christina, please read carefully, in peace, with an open heart and several times all this email so

that you understand everything and to feel that it is written with true love and concern for you.

Hope you and Anthony are both well. Mom and I always love you and miss you, both. Mom

came to visit me on Sunday. I must apologize for not coming to the computer sooner, but I am

not well at all and trying my best with rest and prayer. I understand that it is not easy for others

to comprehend what someone who is sick actually goes through. I was the same. But the time

came for me to appreciate and sympathize with the pain of others.

First of all thank you for keeping me informed about the new course. You write that you started

the PD course. What is its duration and how is it going? When will the school include the

Anatomy and Physiology Science in its program? It sounds exceptional. Will it be taught at the

same school you are teaching?

I can imagine Luis Anthony is quite busy. Will he be living on campus or commuting? We are

very excited about his starting university with the beginning of a new experience. We would be

so happy to receive a high school graduation picture of our grandson, whom we love and helped

so much. He is a precious and unique person.

I feel somewhat overwhelmed by the correspondence between you and Mom. I feel responsible

for all this, requesting that both you and mom forgive me. I am optimistic that one day soon there

will be reciprocal understanding; however, it requires the humility of Christ; patient endurance,

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and most of all sacrificial love. These are virtues which are considered weaknesses by the

standards of today’s “civilized” society.

Despite my optimism, it is difficult to anticipate a true change in the situation until we believe

the words of Christ: “You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.” Christina with

all my love that I have for you as my daughter and for the talents and gifts you possess, I am sure

that you realize that many things you refer to in your emails are not true. It hurts me that I have

to ‘dig up’ the past which I hoped we could bury.

There is so much to write about that I fear I don’t have the strength to accomplish it; not only

physical strength, but also mental and spiritual endurance. In this email I will try to address the

most important, yet tragic misconception and presentation of the facts.

1. CONCERNING THE STUDENT LOAN:

This is concerning the notorious Federal Student Loan which was to assist in payment for your

studies at Manhattan School of Music. You claim that mom forged your signature on five

applications (five semesters). At other times you have stated that she took the money to spend it

on herself. This is not you speaking my blessed Christina. I am forced, with much sadness to

remind you of the truth as I remember it.

As far as the student loan goes, I remember filling out applications for a Federal Student Loan

sending it to you by courier so that you could send it from NYC. I clearly recall that both you

and mom were incapable of filling out the forms, not only the difficulty, but because you did not

have the information they requested. I must admit I had difficulty in completing the applications

which was quite frustrating. I and mom always helped you with papers and everything else you

needed and asked us. Likewise she stayed with you in NYC for only the two years (if I

remember well) during your studies at Julliard. After you enrolled at Manhattan School of Music

(MSM) mom had to return to Greece to help me. Soon, after you started your studies there, you

met Luis Andrei and as you told us, you helped him considerably. You both studied there for six

years.

Most importantly, as you well know that with Federal Student Loans (and for that matter all

student loans) money is never given to the students but to the school of higher education where

the student is enrolled. You, nor mom, nor I ever took out a personal loan for you. If you have

knowledge or information to the contrary, that I am not aware, please inform me.

Also, I want to remind you, that you had promised me that after you finished Hunter College (for

which I paid all the tuition until you got your BS degree) you would start paying your student

loan on a monthly basis. I believe that you started to teach in 2006.

In August 2007 (after approximately 2 years work) you came for a visit to Greece and expressed

your fear concerning the loan and begged us to put your home and land in Mom's and Anthony’s

name, since you feared the possibility of losing both. It was apparent that you had not arranged

any schedule for repayment once you started working.

So after YOUR REQUEST for the change we tried to find a notary where we could do this. In

August all the Notaries and the Courts in order to make up a new contract were closed for

holidays. One Notary who mom spoke with on the phone said FOR YOU to write up a WILL

leaving everything to ANTHONY, bearing your signature and that during the Christmas holidays

you promised to come and fix it or to do it through the Greek Consulate in NY. We have kept

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your Will for you and Anthony. If you had come to Greece during the Christmas holidays we

could have made the changes.

Later our Notary sent all the papers for your home and land to the Greek Consulate in NYC.

They told us there that it was necessary for you to go with Luis Andrei, who had to sign for

Anthony. Mom sent you 600EU for the expenses. You went alone to the Consulate in 2008, but

you NEVER signed and suddenly YOU CUT COMMUNICATION with us.

We still do not comprehend why you did not sign, something you had begged us for, when you

came to Greece in August, 2007 in order to secure your home and land for you and your son

Anthony, and why you suddenly cut all communication with us.

This abrupt change in your behavior was not normal, but rather irresponsible, and detrimental to

your security. All this came when you started to cohabit with Milorad Mirkovic.

Your heart and joy, was the knowledge that you had your home here and your piece of land

which would be exclusively yours and Anthony’s.

You were the first to refer to your anxiety concerning the loan, but suddenly you said nothing.

On March 31, 2008 I sent you an email expressing my unease and concern about the payment of

the student loan. Mom spoke with lawyers from the American Embassy and they said that the

confiscation of property in your name was a possibility carried out by a loan collection agency.

You wrote back on the same day March 31, saying and I quote: “I understand and checked my

status I am in deferment, meaning in good standing [it actually means postponement]. There is

no danger and I do not need to do anything…MY LOANS ARE NO REASON TO WORRY AT

ALL or change anything or sign anything more. I MIGHT NEED TUITION HELP FOR THE

FALL OR SPRING SO IT’S BEST TO SAVE ANY POSSIBLE MONEY YOU COULD HELP FOR

THAT...”

Never before had you maintained that mom was responsible and used your loans for her

PERSONAL expenses. But, you choose to do so now with Milorad.

Furthermore, consistent with what you prepared me for as you write in the email quoted above,

you asked for tuition help in 2008 (while cohabiting with Milorad) and I asked Mom to go to

NY and to pay your tuition fee for your Masters. When mom went to the Chief Accountant at

Hunter with the Invoice you and Milorad had given to her, the accountant was surprised and told

mom that your scholarship was still active so that is was not necessary to pay any tuition fee.

Seems, you did not finish your Master’s studies for which you had only ONE PAPER to

complete. I will never forget the email Milorad sent to your mom (WHEN MOM BEGGED

HIM FOR HER TO COME THERE TO HELP YOU FINISH YOUR MASTERS) on July 23,

2010 and wrote: “She [Christina] is very close to finishing masters ON HER OWN, without

yours or my help”. What happened? You worked so hard; you deserved that degree; you wanted

so much to receive it.

As parents, we care; we are deeply concerned and worry for you. Wouldn’t you worry as a

parent? Please answer me. Parenthood has NO age limit. You are our daughter and I fear that

you are being used and controlled.

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Remember what you wrote in March 2008: “I have cleaned up my status through my work and

my credit is in good standing and I plan to keep it that way so, there is no possibility of any

danger with the properties,” “……my loans are no reason to worry at all.”

What am I to conclude about your constant threats of courts and false accusations about the loans

towards your Mom? You have been controlled.

Christina, I repeat that NOT ONCE did you mention or ACCUSE YOUR MOM about her taking

the loans out for herself until you cohabited with Milorad.

Not only did your Mom not spend any loan money on herself, but just the opposite. As one

simple example I remind you of your graduation from Manhattan Conservatory of Music.

Mom sent you a large sum of money to have a Graduation party with the best catered GREEK

FOOD (I was furious when she told me that she sent so much money just for food and drink and

for a party, but she always did so as to make you happy). Also she would often send you

expensive clothing which continued for Anthony and Luis Andrei. She NEVER thought of

herself.

I was hoping to forget all this, especially concerning material things. However, I am human. I

have feelings. It hurts when I think about the struggle, the effort, the time, the suffering your

mom and I went through all the years to help you, Luis Andrei and Anthony to get settled, to be

happy. Now, from the time you started cohabiting with Milorad you threaten your Mom with

student loans and courts. We sent you over $350,000 to assist you, Luis Andrei and Anthony

(Hunter College, the car, insurance, hospital bills, dentists, several movings, rent, furniture, an

illegal nursery, court case about breach of contract you lost, for tuition to St Demetrius School

for our grandson, private lessons, etc.)

We provided this help with much love and joy to you, our beloved daughter and grandson and

we consider it our commitment with joy to help you both, always, as much as we can.

But suddenly you cut Anthony and yourself off from us, completely, because we would

not accept your cohabitation relationship, which is forbidden by the Christian Orthodox Church

and started accusing Mom about the loans and threatening courts.

Christina this behavior is not yours; you are a victim; a victim of Gurdjieff’s occult theories that

Milorad teaches you as you told ME when you brought two of Gurdjieff’s books to give me in

Greece in August 2007.

We ALL make mistakes, serious mistakes but we must try to recognize our responsibility, the

consequences of these errors, to feel regret, to correct ourselves, to make the resolution not to

make them again.

We had contact with Klaus Kenneth, a teacher and author of several books, his most popular

being an autobiography, "Born to Hate, Reborn to Love". In it he describes his bad experiences

with Buddhism, Hinduism, Islam and the occult, his addiction to alcohol and drugs and how he

was converted to Christ, was baptized Orthodox by the saintly Elder Father Sophrony (who was

abbot of a monastery in Essex, England), and NOW gives lectures on his experiences.

Klaus Kenneth wrote me that he had some contact with you and wrote to you about the

DANGERS of the Gurdjieff’s occult Movement of which Milorad is an ardent follower and

teacher of this theory.

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You also had contact with Klaus Kenneth until Milorad took command of your correspondence

with him giving him an ultimatum that either he stop trying to reconcile “Christina with her

mom” or he will cut any communication (this is the freedom you have). After Klaus wrote how

the Mother of God intervened several times in his life saving him from sure disaster, Milorad nor

you ever wrote him again.

Klaus was deeply concerned, but well aware of the methods used by occult members and wrote

to me that “It was so pleasing to have an exchange with Christina, but once Milorad took over

everything changed. It is clear that CHRISTINA IS TRAPPED; I will pray that the Mother of

God free her.” It is so sad. He could have given you much official documentation concerning the

OCCULT METHODS, especially the use of ALCOHOL, DRUGS, HYPNOTISM, BRAIN

CONTROL, greed, worship and devil possession through Yoga. Klaus lived and even taught all

this until he was converted by seeing where he was being led; to total destruction. Hopefully, if

you find the courage, read his book “Born to Hate, Reborn to Love”.

Just as Milorad put an end with your contact with Klaus Kenneth, it seems that he was

instrumental in your CUTTING OFF contact with two of your professors at Hunter who had

great respect for you and believed that you would have a bright future. They both tried many

times to communicate with you especially Mrs. Theodosia who was concerned for you to finish

your MASTERS for which you worked so hard. Please start to understand what is happening to

you Christina.

Truly my daughter, my blessed daughter, from what you write and the way you express yourself

you are not yourself. Only Milorad gives ultimatums. But now you write your Mom: “I have the

patience and hope that you and I do not have to take that road (to take mom to court) to find

peace. It's up to you though because I will not tolerate your ideas for MY living.”

You are not yourself my blessed Christina. Your mind is being controlled. We worry with the

way others are destroying your life.

Ten months ago, in October, YOU WERE BEGGING YOUR MOM and telling her that you

were DYING FROM POISONS and pleading her TO COME TO GREECE and after a few

hours Father Nektarios saw you very sick ON THE FLOOR from too much ALCOHOL.

As scientists agree: ALCOHOL IS A TRUTH SERUM. We do care. How can we stop worrying

about you and Anthony? Is this interference?

MILORAD told Father Nektarios: "TOMORROW CHRISTINA WILL NOT REMEMBER

ANYTHING" . Does Milorad use hypnotism on you? Ask him.

I QUOTE ONE OF YOUR CARDS TO YOUR MOM, WHEN YOU STUDY

IN MANHATTAN SCHOOL OF MUSIC.

"To my great Mom! Thanks for always being there to pick up all the pieces I fall through.

I love you always and thank you "

YOUR MOM LOVES YOU AND IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU AND YOUR SON.

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2. THE VERY SERIOUS INCIDENT.

To me it was a MIRACLE that mom called you and you answered the phone at the moment

when YOU NEEDED MOM THE MOST as I just described above. It was a MIRACLE that Fr.

Nektarios, after mom’s call to him at St. Markella read prayers for you, and was a witness to all

this. He saw you so sick he even asked you if you wanted him to take you to hospital.

Imagine, it was hours from the time mom spoke with you until the priest was taken to where you

live by a friend. Milorad answered the door and told Fr. Nektarios that you had consumed A lot

of alcohol FROM THE DAY BEFORE. As I stated before, but want to emphasize Father saw

you very sick on the floor (even though a whole day and hours had passed). Milorad likewise

told fr. Nektarios that “TOMORROW CHRISTINA WILL NOT REMEMBER ANYTHING”. So

that would mean a TWO day hangover. Please ask Milorad about all this, HE KNOWS. Inform

him that people DIE from too much alcohol.

You can find information about it. Here are just two lines of what was written from a recent

study on alcohol consumption: Alcohol is both one of the oldest and most dangerous drugs,

responsible for about 2.5 million deaths worldwide, which is more than malaria or Aids. The

reasons for this are well known: alcohol is toxic to all body systems, and particularly the liver,

heart and brain.

I am not only shocked but astonished that Milorad showed NO concern AT ALL over the

condition that fr. Nektarios saw you in. And Milorad was so mad when he took YOUR phone

and answered it, when Mom called you back to see how your health was; he was MAD

BECAUSE YOUR MOM SENT SOMEONE TO HELP YOU, abruptly closing your phone on

her and not giving you the phone to speak with your mom.

Just five years ago July 23, 2010 Milorad sent an email to your mom, when she ‘asked

permission’ to go there and help you with the problem you have with alcohol. She was

particularly worried because your neighbors in 2007, had told her that you are in great DANGER

with the use of alcohol. I quote Milorad ’s IRONIC answer: “And I am not sure if you are going

to be happy about it or not, but she is not an alcoholic. So in that respect, she does not need any

help”.

Here it is, five years later, and your condition is WORSE. Milorad says: “…she does not need

any help”. In other words he finds it natural that a person lying on the floor in their vomit for a

day and a half or two days does not need help. I repeat that people die from over consumption of

alcohol and I don’t know what else you may have been given.

I do know for a fact that the Gurdjieff Occult in practice allows the use of drugs. If he was

concerned he should have taken you to hospital as Fr Nektarios requested. But to him it seemed

something natural, a usual event in the life of Christina. He told Father, “Tomorrow she won’t

remember anything.” Just like after being hypnotized, one remembers nothing.

That’s one of the basic reasons why Mom came there on May 2015 to see you, to ask about your

health and to see her grandson and give you some gifts from me also. You NEVER answered to

your mom's thousand calls and messages of concern. What kind of behavior is this; what attitude

is this; It hurts greatly to see you being desensitized in this way. This is not your true self, it is

another person.

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Why can’t your mom see you, her daughter and grandson, alone? Is that the behavior of educated

people? Couldn't you with Anthony spare a little time to have a coffee with your mom, grandma?

She came from Greece to see you, to see how your health is, how Anthony is doing. You even

promised your mom, when she saw you near the train station in Astoria on the day of the

celebration of Panagia that you would call her in order to arrange an hour to talk with you and

Anthony, in peace.

Is it so difficult to have communication even ONCE A WEEK by phone with the BOTH of you

for a few minutes; to see you ONCE A YEAR even for a little?

3. CONCERNING YOUR ‘MARRIAGE’.

Christina, I truly pray to understand you and not to insult or offend you. I wish to ask you what

was the logic or reason why you wrote us that you have been married with Milorad for two

years? You wrote that you married in Serbia, in the Serbian Orthodox Church.

First of all, let me be clear and point out that in order to remarry in the Orthodox Church you

must have an official divorce from the Archdiocese you were married in. The priest, who

married you, came to your apartment this summer 2015 and Milorad spoke with him. Milorad

told the Father that you are NOT married, but cohabiting. PLEASE ASK MILORAD. Why

should Milorad lie?

With all honesty, as an observation and trying to logically analyze the facts, I truly see that

Milorad and Windi are using you, controlling you and benefiting their own (3) children .

Milorad even threatened Mom with his email of August 12, 2010: “Until you face reality and

accept it for what it is (he means cohabitation) you will struggle endlessly. Christina will not live

a life like she used to in the past [he means with Christ in the Orthodox Church] that is finished,

over. She is very far away from you and if you not see that, than you will not do anything

different to get her back. And your struggle will continue.” What he writes here is more of an

occult position as emphasized by Gurdjieff’s occult theories.

BEFORE you started cohabiting with Milorad, you and Anthony communicated frequently with

us. Everything was fine. We called you every weekend. Milorad knew that. He had knowledge of

the fact that you came to visit us in August 2007. He wrote to us emails, also, and I will quote

some of them to you in this email.

Five years ago (in 2010) you took out a restraining order against mom with such vulgar slander,

accusations, and lies that I feel embarrassed to write what you wrote and took her to court, but

you failed to appear. This happened as a means of revenge for not accepting your cohabitation.

Revenge because she loves, cares, worries for you and your son, your health and hope to have

communication as before.

My blessed Christina, these actions do not in anyway represent you. It is not the real Christina.

Cohabitation is not the real Christina.You left Christ and you are being used by those who follow

dangerous occult practices. It is not for you Christina. Please return to Christ, again.

The real Christina wants to be free from alcohol and cohabitation and that is why TEN

MONTHS AGO, ON OCTOBER, YOU WERE BEGGING YOUR MOM FOR HELP FROM

THE POISONS AND BEGGING YOUR MOM TO COME TO GREECE.

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Carleton Kendrick EdM, LCSW, a family therapist in Boston writes: "They say, the truth comes

out when you're drunk. As it turns out, published research proves that statement is surprisingly

accurate. When drinking alcohol, the tongue is freed up to say exactly what is in a person's

heart." Scientists agree that alcohol is a TRUTH SERUM. These are facts Christina from

research. Alcohol is a poison as you said to mom. This is true. It kills slowly. A mother's

instinct, especially when it is founded upon Christ, is based on true love. This is what your

mom has.

4.THE TRUTH YOU HAVE TO KNOW FOR YOUR MOM AND ANTHONY FOR HIS

GRANDMA

Your mom left her teaching profession in order to give you all the necessary help to nurture your

acknowledged unique talent in piano (and violin) by well-known and famous musicians who told

us enthusiastically that you were born with a great musical talent. Because of this we did as

much as possible to assure your career in music. Mom tried very hard to have you taught by and

the best private tutors, private schools, Peabody, Motsarteum Salzburg , Julliard, Manhattan

School of Music, a professional piano, which she keeps for you because she knows you love

music.

I quote from one of the many beautiful cards which you have sent us during your studies at

Manhattan School of Music and after:

To Mom and Dad

No love song ever written

Is more beautiful or rare

Than the very special caring love

That others see you share.

I admire your love, devotion and patience throughout all these years.

Enjoy in peace, love (Christina signature)

The truth is Christina when your Mom's father died of cancer she was ONLY 16 years old and

had to work hard in her father’s customs office for two years. It was hard work especially for a

girl of her age. At that time she was alone in Kalamata staying those two years in the home of

Katina Mavriki, having to pay for her food. With the money earned from her father's office, her

mother (your grandmother) built the first floor home in Amfithea, Athens. It was the

apartment that we lived in for two or three years, when we moved from the USA. The time that

mom was working in Kalamata, Sophia and Dimitris were living in Chicago while her Mom,

Aikaterina (nun Elesa) and Niki were living in Athens.

As an orphan, at the age of 18, mom came to the States. She entered Saint Basil’s Academy,

N.Y. a teacher’s college, overlooking West Point Academy. No one could help her financially.

She had to work very hard in a factory and restaurant in order to pay for her tuition and all her

expenses.

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After her graduation she taught in parochial schools, kindergarten and elementary in

Massachusetts and later in Maryland. When we came to Greece she taught in a private

elementary school for two years. She was an excellent teacher. The children loved her and

parents, pupils and the administration expressed their grief when she decided to resign.

Why did she resign? Firstly, she stopped in order to devote herself to your unique and

acknowledged musical talent which required the best professors with many private lessons and

the best music schools, as I have described above. All this required great effort, much time and

courage. It must be remembered that we did not have a car until 1997. Bus transportation was not

that reliable. Your music lessons were at different times of the week and day.

Secondly, she had to take me to different medical specialists both for my physical and mental

problems. She had to spend an unbelievable amount of time teaching me “how to teach”,

helping me with the books, the students, calling parents and so many other tasks. Most

importantly, she took the initiative to find a home and land for you and Anthony to have (we

would have had nothing if it was not for mom).

Before meeting Milorad you never told us lies asking for financial help. In 2006 you told us that

you would move so you could be near Hunter, Andrei near his work, and Anthony a better

school. We sent you 25,000EU for expenses, but in truth you moved in alone. Anthony stayed

with his father the whole week and would be with you only at weekends. Anthony’s grandfather

had to come from Brooklyn every day to take him home from school. You know yourself that

before you met Milorad you never left Anthony alone even for one hour. I can understand now

why Anthony had left under his pillow, the day before leaving Greece, a drawing which showed

an EVIL person with two knives killing you, his mom and his dad.

After you visited us in Greece August, 2007 you wanted to move with Anthony to Astoria, where

it was cheaper and for Anthony to go to Saint Demetrios High School. We sent you 12,000EU

for the expenses (moving, school tuition for Anthony). You moved, but Milorad 'conveniently

(for him)' MOVED IN with you. Anthony never went to the good private school that you had

wished.

Also, why didn’t you buy the piano for yourself that you told us you needed to start private

lessons? Or for the student LOAN payment? Where did all the money ($37,000) we sent you in

2006 and 2007 years go? Where did all your hard earned money go; Anthony’s money from

child support?

Was the money spent on Windy and Milorad ’s three children? Perhaps that explains why

Milorad wrote us that: “Christina is so generous! He wrote this and more. He continues in the

same email: “Christina is so generous but she has only one fault. She spends too much time on

her studies and teaching.” He certainly took care of that, didn’t he? ‘She is free’, free to destroy

her future. Then you started missing classes because you told us, you were VERY BUSY taking

care of Windi and Milorad 's three children; taking ALL three of them to THEIR MANY

private lessons, swimming, chess, art classes, birthday parties, etc.

Sadly, considering all this, there can be no doubt that Windi and Milorad are USING you, they

are taking advantage of you, they are brain-washing you through the use of occult methods. I greatly fear that they want to eventually take possession of yours and Anthony’s home and land

in Greece for their children. Is that why you suddenly refused to sign the papers and suddenly

stopping ALL communication? without ANY explanation?

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With your cohabitation you stopped your own son’s private (Greek-Music) lessons and failed to

send him to the good private school. We remember how much you always protected, loved and

cared about your son for private Greek and music lessons (you took him to the Orthodox

CHURCH also) and you cared about your health, your MASTERS. When we kept insisting that

you complete your Masters, Milorad calmly wrote your Mom not to worry about her Masters,

that: ‘Christina will complete her Masters without my help or your help.’ That was five years

ago. What happened? You never said anything about WHAT happened to your Master’s studies.

What does Milorad have to say about it?

Did Milorad tell you that he pressed the door against mom (in front of a witness) on her chest,

causing her great pain in order that she could not enter to see her daughter who just a few months

ago, was begging her for HELP, that she was poisoned and dying, pleading to come to Greece?.

Milorad knew it. He should feel shame. On top of his showing his manhood by causing pain to

an old lady he called the police. He was not moved by seeing you on the floor for two days

because of an over consumption of alcohol?

Mom controlled herself and gave Milorad the flowers she had bought for you and told him:

“Please give them to my daughter (and rightly asked him). Would you like to see your daughter

very sick, on floor? Poisoned?”

Mom told me that the neighbors felt sorrow and sympathy for her having come all the way from

Greece to see her daughter and grandson; and that her daughter who just a few months ago

, begged her mom for help.

The most important thing to us, our blessed Christina is the health of your soul and body. You,

your soul is above all. Please return to Christ. Christ has given you a blessed and unique son,

Anthony. Christ cures our souls and bodies. He cured me.

All the good and humble fathers pray for you. Mom has met good, sincere people who love you

and want to help.

I would like to quote again from your card to Mom before you met Milorad: “To my great

Mom! Thanks for always being there to pick up all the pieces I fall through. I love you always

and thank you.”

Your mom and I are at fault for not having done something earlier. We fed all these actions with

money and assistance which were opposed to Christ’s teachings. I am really so sorry

Christina. Please try to have the courage to accept what I have written with love as a means of

recovery, as a way to help yourself, as a return to your true self. Most importantly, return to

Christ with your son , to the Orthodox Church. I don’t want you to suffer as I have.

As I have written I have many sins, severe sins, which had separated me from Christ. I was

diagnosed with Major (Clinical) Depression. What I write to you may seem as condemnation, but

it is the opposite. I am speaking from my own experiences, my own faults, my own sins. I am

thankful that I had and have spiritual fathers and the sacrament of Holy Confession.

I supplicate and pray to Christ that soon, you will return to Him with all your heart and always

you will pray to Panagia and Saint Tarso (your spiritual mother) for your beloved, blessed son,

Anthony, Andrea, your mom and dad.

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In closing please remember that YOUR MOM , ASKS FOR SOMETHING SIMPLE,

SOMETHING HUMAN WITH LOVE, UNDERSTANDING AND FORGIVENESS: SHE

ASKS TO ALWAYS HAVE REGULAR COMMUNICATION WITH YOU, HER BELOVED

DAUGHTER CHRISTINA AND HER BELOVED GRANDSON ANTHONY.

May Christ forgive and show His mercy upon all of us. We have all sinned. The Orthodox

Church teaches that Christ will not condemn us because in our weakness we have sinned but

because we do not repent. Christ commands us to pray for those who have hurt us; for those who

have placed us in this temptation which you are going through Christina. They are victims of the

Evil One (as Saint Tarso would call the devil-KAKOS).

I only write what Christ teaches through His Orthodox Church and I pray for Luis Andrei that he

may RETURN to Christ and be reconciled with you (you are still married in the Orthodox

Church) and his son.

AND I pray for Milorad that his conscious will be awakened and for him to realize the evil he is

doing, the destruction of soul and body he imposes on you; that he may REJECT the occult

theories which are destructive to the soul and against Christ teachings; that he may return to

Windy and that they, with their children, find Christ. They are still considered to be married in

the Orthodox Church, as he said.

Life is too short and we do not know the moment when our souls will be separated from the

body. We must not leave the matter of our salvation for later. There may not be a later. Eternal

life is a fact. It will be a condition that will never change.

Please Christina, let all of us sincerely repent and start a new life in Christ before it is too late. I

personally have sinned greatly. With my serious sins I have no right to teach, but I tell you this

because I have lived the joy of being cleansed through Holy Confession and many tears.

In closing my final thoughts, we are thankful that you are using all the degrees you earned in

music, especially from MSM. We know that you are a talented and dedicated teacher and I

sincerely hope that you are teaching children to appreciate classical music and to encourage their

talent, just as several of your teachers did for you.

I am sad, however, and I cannot explain or understand why all that I have written is happening.

What occurred so suddenly that changed your life and left you open to become a victim to life

threatening conditions? What happened that you seem to have lost control of yourself, of your

priorities? Who is responsible for this happening to you?

My child Christina, I don’t want you to die from the consequences of alcohol. I am scared;

I am frightened for you. I am alarmed and don’t want you to die in sin, a sin which leads to

the death of the soul. I don’t want you to die without the love for Christ in your heart.

Christina, know that Mom and I always love you and Anthony and you both always have your

home, your land and car here. Σας περιμενουμε.

With prayers to Panagia, forgive me,

Your Dad

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Christ says to all of us: "Come to me, all you are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest".

(Matthew 11:28)

St. Tarso pray for Christina

(I HAVE ATTACHED SOME PICTURES)

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