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kkkkkkkkkkkkItkwaskkli ekankexchangekofkkgreetingskbykmeanskofkkankinwardkrecog-

kkkkkkkkkknition.

kkkkkkkkkkkkOh!kCouldkkkIkkbutkkkgraspkkthekkkEver-changingkkDesignkkofkThykStar

kkkkkkkkkkBody,kMotherkkofkHeaven!

kkkkkkkkkkkkYet,kitkkiskwritten:k"Everykkmankandkeverykwomankkiskakstar.kkkEvery

kkkkkkkkkknumberkiskinfinite,ktherekisknokdifference."

kkkkkkkkkkkkSuchkkthenkiskLife,kkforkkthosekwhoklovekThee:kkkStrangekCurves,kand

kkkkkkkkkkeverykCurvekakNumberkwovenkintokakMusicalkandkHarmoniouskDesign.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkMykbodykwaskbluekkaskThine,kkOkBeloved,kkkwhenktheykfoundkme.kkIkwas

kkkkkkkkkkstiffkaskkifkkheldkinkkakclosekkembrace.kNorkwaskIkconsciouskkofkaught

kkkkkkkkkkbutkThee,ktillktheksmallkkfireskofkEarthkbroughtkmekbac kwithkankagony

kkkkkkkkkkofktinglingkpain.

kkkkkkkkkkkHowkcamekIktokbeklostkinktheksnow-drift?

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkrememberkhowkkIkhadkta enkshelterkkfromkthekkblindingkstorm.kkkThe

kkkkkkkkkksnowkfellkaboutkme,kandkIkwaited,kturningkmykthoughtktokThee.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThenkkdidkkIkrealizekhowkeveryksnow-fla ekkiskkbuiltkaskaktinykstar.

kkkkkkkkkkIkloo edkkcloser,kburyingkmykfacekkkinkkthekkkwhitekkpile,kkkaskinkThy

kkkkkkkkkkBosom.kkkMinekarmskkembracedkthekksnow-drift;kIkclungkktokitkkinkakmad

kkkkkkkkkkecstacy.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskwouldkIkhavekpressedkkThykBodyktokmine,kkwertkThouknotkInfinite

kkkkkkkkkkandkIkbutkasktinykaskakstar-fla e.

kkkkkkkkkkkSokwaskmykbodykfrozen---askbykthekutmostkcoldkofkinter-stellarkspace.

kkkkkkkkkkkItkwaskbluekaskThinekwhenktheykfoundkmekloc edkinkThinekembrace.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkIXk..kDaylight

kkkkkkkkkkkInkthekDaylightkIkseeknotkThykBodykofkStars,kOkBeloved.

kkkkkkkkkkkkTheklittleklightkofkthekkSunkkveilskkthekGreatkLightkofkthekkkStars,

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kkkkkkkkkkkkThekkSunkburnskli ekakkgreatkTorch,kkkandkEarthkseemskaskkonekofkHis

kkkkkkkkkklittlekSpheres,kfilledkwithklife.

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkkamkbutkakktinykspermatozoon,kkkbutkkwithinkkkmekiskkthekfierykand

kkkkkkkkkkconcentratedkessencekofkLife.

kkkkkkkkkkkkDrawkmekupkintokkThyself,kkOkSun!kkProjectkkmekkintokthekBodykofkOur

kkkkkkkkkkLadykNuit!

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskkshallkkakknewkkStarkkbekkborn,kkandkkIkshallkseekkTheekevenkin

kkkkkkkkkkthekDaylight,kOkBeloved.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXk..kThekBird

kkkkkkkkkkkkOncekIkboughtkakklittlekbird;kkhiskcagekwaskveryksmall;kkitkhadkonly

kkkkkkkkkkonekperch.kkHekkwasksokyoungkhekhadkknotkevenklearnedktoksing,kkbutkhe

kkkkkkkkkkchirpedkgladlykwhenkIkbroughtkhimkhome.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThenkIkraisedkthekbarskofkhiskcage,kkandkkkwithoutkakmoment'skhesit-

kkkkkkkkkkationkkhekflewkoutkintokkthekroom,kkandkkkspyingkkkthekkcagekkkofkkthe

kkkkkkkkkklove-birds,kperchedkuponkitkandkexaminedkitkcarefully.

kkkkkkkkkkkkNotklongkkafterwardskanotherkandkkstrongerkcagekkwaskkobtainedkkkfor

kkkkkkkkkktheklove-birds,kkforkktheykhadkpec edkthroughksomekofkthekfrailkkbars.

kkkkkkkkkkWhenkkthekkklittlekbirdkkwaskkofferedkthekkdiscardedkcage,kkhekquic ly

kkkkkkkkkkhoppedkfromkhisktinykkonekktoktheirs.

kkkkkkkkkkkkNowkhekkhaskthreekpercheskandkroomkforkhisktail,kkandkkwhenkwekkopen

kkkkkkkkkkthekdoorkofkhiskcagekhekrefusesktokcomekout.kkPerhapskhekfearsktoklose

kkkkkkkkkkwhatkhekkhadkkoncekcovetedkandkthenkobtained.

kkkkkkkkkkkkHereinklieskktheksecretkkofkkGovernment.kkGivekthekkpeoplekwhatkwill

kkkkkkkkkkma ekthemkreasonablykkcomfortable;kkletkkkthemkhavekthreekkpercheskand

kkkkkkkkkkroomkkforktheirktails;kkandkforgettingktheirkslaverykandkrestrictions,

kkkkkkkkkktheykwillkbekcontent.

kkkkkkkkkkkkHastkThoukknotksaidkk"Thekslaveskkshallkserve."kkLadykofkthekkStarry

kkkkkkkkkkHeaven?

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXIk..kThekMoral

kkkkkkkkkkkkTherekiskkanotherkmoralkktokthekkstorykofkthekklittlekbird.kkkHaving

kkkkkkkkkkgainedkkhiskdesirekforkaklargerkcage,kkhekforgotkhisklongingkforkFree-

kkkkkkkkkkdom.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThekkdoorkkremainedkkkopen;kkthekkroomkkkwaskbeforekhim,kwhereinkkhe

kkkkkkkkkkcouldkstretchkhiskwingskandkfly.

kkkkkkkkkkkYetkhekpreferredkhiskcage.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThekwidekworldkmightkhavekbeenkkhiskkhadkhek nownkhowktokusekit,kbut

kkkkkkkkkkhekwasknotkreadykforkthat;kkhekkwouldkhavekperishedkofkcoldkkhadkIklet

kkkkkkkkkkhimkoutkintokthekwintryksnow.

kkkkkkkkkkkkLetkkkthosekkwhokkkwouldkktravelkkkthekkMystickkkPathkrememberkthis:

kkkkkkkkkkEarthkConsciousnesskiskankkillusionkandklimitation.kWhenkitkkfretskus,

kkkkkkkkkkli ekkaklittlekkcage,kkourkchancekforkgreaterkfreedomkcomes.

kkkkkkkkkkkkButkwhenkaklargerkkcagekiskoffered---whenkwekobtainkkDhyana---letkus

kkkkkkkkkknotkrestktherekthin ingkourselveskfree.kkThekkdoorkkiskkopen,kkSamadhi

kkkkkkkkkklieskbeyond,kkandkkkbeyondkthat,kkwhenkkwekarekreadykforkit,kkthekReal

kkkkkkkkkkFreedom,kNirvana.

kkkkkkkkkkkkOkkLadykofkkthekkStars,kkkletkmekknotkcontentkktillkIkkpenetratekthe

kkkkkkkkkkultimatekkbarskandkamkFree---OnekwithkthekInfinitelykGreatkaskwithkthe

kkkkkkkkkkInfinitelykSmall.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXIIk..kThekInvisiblekFootkPrints

kkkkkkkkkkkkLongkhavekkIkroamedkthekEarthkdelightingkinkthekGood,kkthekBeautiful

kkkkkkkkkkandkkthekTrue;kkeverksee ingkkthekspotskkwherekthesekkseemktokkbekmost

kkkkkkkkkkPerfect.

kkkkkkkkkkkkTherekiskjoykinkthiskkwanderingkamongkthekflowerskofklife,kbutkkkThy

kkkkkkkkkkJoy,kOkBeloved,kisktokbekdesiredkabovekall.

kkkkkkkkkkkkNowkIksee kakrestingkplace,kkIkamksetkuponkaknewkQuest,kktokkWorship

kkkkkkkkkkatkThykfeet.

kkkkkkkkkkkkForkkitkiskwrittenkofkkThee:k"Bendingkkkdown,kkaklambentkkkflamekkof

kkkkkkkkkkblue,kallktouching,kkallkpenetrant,kkherklovelykhandskkuponkthekkblac

kkkkkkkkkkearth,kandkherklithekbodykarchedkforklove,kkandkkherkksoftkkfeetkkknot

kkkkkkkkkkhurtingktheklittlekflowers."

kkkkkkkkkkkkOh!kkThatkIkmightkdiscoverkThinekInvisiblekFootprintskuponkthekEarth

kkkkkkkkkkandktherekcomektokthekUnderstandingkofkThykBeing,kOkBeloved.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXIIIk..kThekFingerkTips

kkkkkkkkkkkkOr,kkitkmaykbe,kkOkBeloved,kkIkshallkdiscoverkkthekimprintskkofkkThy

kkkkkkkkkkfingerktipskamidkthekflowerskorkuponkthekBlac kEarth.

kkkkkkkkkkkkHathknotkNemokkakGardenkthatkhektendeth?kkDothkheknotkalsoklabourkin

kkkkkkkkkkthekBlac kEarth?

kkkkkkkkkkkkWhok nowethkwhenkThykhandskkmaykgraspkmekandkkdrawkmekupkintokkThine

kkkkkkkkkkarms,ktherekktoknestlekkatkThykbreast,kktokfeedkuponkkthekMil kkofkthe

kkkkkkkkkkStars?

kkkkkkkkkkkkBeloved,kkkverilykthisktendingkofkthekGardenkofkthekWorld---although

kkkkkkkkkktheklaborkmaykseemkheavy---leadethktokakGreatkReward.kkAskkkThoukkhast

kkkkkkkkkksaid:kk"Certainty,kkknotkkkfaith,kkkwhilekkinkklifekuponkkdeath,krest,

kkkkkkkkkkecstasy."kNorkdostkkThoukkdemandkaughtkinksacrifice.

kkkkkkkkkkkWhatkdokthekBha tisk nowkofkLove?kTheykseekthekBelovedkeverywhere.

kkkkkkkkkkkkButkwhenkIkamkonekwithkThee,kkOkBeloved,kkIkshallknotkseekThee,kkfor

kkkkkkkkkkIkshallk nowkTheeekaskThoukart.

kkkkkkkkkkk

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXIVk..kThekWellkofkStars

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkk nowkkakkhiddenkkwellkofkclearestkkwater.kkNaughtkbutkthekkcoping

kkkkkkkkkkofkdelicatekpin konyxkiskvisiblekuntilktheksecretkspringkbektouched.

kkkkkkkkkkkThenkbeware!kForkabovekthekentrancekhangskakfieryksword.

kkkkkkkkkkkkFewkkfindkthiskkWellkorkk nowkitskkSecret;ktherekkarekbutkktwokroads

kkkkkkkkkkleadingkthereto.

kkkkkkkkkkkkFromkthekbroadkMountainksummitkwekmayksearchkthekslopeskforkakvision

kkkkkkkkkkofkthekkWoodlandkDeltakwherekkgrowkthekTreeskkofkEternity,kkkorkwekmay

kkkkkkkkkkjourneykkthroughkthekValleykbetweenkkthekIvorykHills---ifkkwekfearknot

kkkkkkkkkkthekkpurplekshadowskandkthekblac kpit-fall.

kkkkkkkkkkkFromkTheekwekcame;ktokTheekmaykwekreturn,kOkWellkofkLivingkStars!

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXVk..kThekIcicleskofkIsis

kkkkkkkkkkkkItkkhathkbeenkkwrittenkkhowkthekkOldkKingkkdreamedkkofkhiskkbanished

kkkkkkkkkkpeacoc ,kentombedkinkakpalacekofkice,kkwhokkcried:kk"ThekkIcicleskkkof

kkkkkkkkkkIsiskkarekfallingkonkmykhead."

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskitkiskwithkthosekwhokarebanishedktokthekPalacekofkthekkMoon----

kkkkkkkkkkforkthekWordkofkSinkiskRestriction.

kkkkkkkkkkkkOh!kLadykofkkthekStarrykHeavens,kkletkkkmeknotkbecomekfrozenkkatkthe

kkkkkkkkkktouchkofkthekcoldkVeilkofkIsis.kForkthekMoonkiskbutkthekdeadkreflector

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kkkkkkkkkkofkthekSun,kandkHekbutkthekyoungestkofkThykChildrenkofkLight.

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kkkkkkkkkkkLetkmekliftkThykPeacoc kVeilkofkakMillionkStarrykEyes,kOkBeloved!

kkkkkkkkkkkShowkThykStarkSplendour,kOkNuit;kbidkmekwithinkThinekhousektokdwell!

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXVIk..kPurplekMill

kkkkkkkkkkkkThekdelicatekkpurplekmistkstreamskupkfromkthekhills:kkkIkkwatchkkand

kkkkkkkkkkwaitkforkthekmeaningkofkitkall.

kkkkkkkkkkkkSometimeskkitkkseemskkli ekkthekincensekksmo ekofkAspirationkascend-

kkkkkkkkkkingktowardskkkthekkSun---giverkkofkkLight,kkkLife,kkLovekkandkkLiberty

kkkkkkkkkktokthekChildrenkofkEarth.

kkkkkkkkkkkkButkkthekSunkiskkkgoingkkdownkbehindkthekkMountains,kkandkThykStarry

kkkkkkkkkkLampskglowkinkthekS y.

kkkkkkkkkkkkIsknotkthekLampkabovekthekAltarkaksymbolkofkthekDesirekofkthekHigher

kkkkkkkkkktokdrawkupktheklowerktokItself?

kkkkkkkkkkkkSo,kOkLadykofkHeaven,kIkli enkthekMistktokthekklife-breathkofkkSouls

kkkkkkkkkkwhokpantkforkTheekherekbelow.

kkkkkkkkkkkAndkIkrememberkThykwords:

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkAbove,kthekgemmedkazurekis

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkThekna edksplendourkofkNuit;

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkShekbendskinkecstacyktok iss

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkTheksecretkardourskofkHadit.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkThekwingedkglobe,kthekstarrykblue,

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkArekmine,kOkAn h-af-na- honsu!

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kkkkkkkkkkkkI,ktoo,kkwouldkascendkaskakkdelicatekpurplekmistkthatksteamskupkfrom

kkkkkkkkkkthekHills.kArtkThouknotkallkPleasurekandkPurple?

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXVIIk..kThekInfinitekWithin

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkkwouldkthatkkIkwerekkaskthekkfemininekcounterpartkkkofkkkThee,kkkO

kkkkkkkkkkBeloved;kthenkwouldkIkdrawkthekInfinitekwithin.

kkkkkkkkkkkkYetkksincekkThykkPurekBeingkmustkeverkbekmorekrefinedkthankthiskbody

kkkkkkkkkkofkkminekIkkshouldkinterpenetratekkeverykpartkkofkTheekwithkkmykliving

kkkkkkkkkkflesh.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThus,kkkOkkBeloved,kshouldkkwekenterkkintokakknewkandkkmorekcomplete

kkkkkkkkkkembrace:knotkaskkofkkearthkwhereinkthekmalekunitethkwithkthekfemalekby

kkkkkkkkkkmeanskkofkthekkphysicalkkorganskkofkklove,kkbutkwithkkeverykatomkofkmy

kkkkkkkkkkbeingkclosekpressedktokeverykatomkofkThine---withinkandkwithout.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThen,kkOkkbeloved,kkwouldkkIkkcrykuntokthekLordkofkthekPrimumkMobile

kkkkkkkkkktokteachkmekthekArtkofkthekWhirlingkMotionkofkEternity.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThus,kwhirlingkkwithinkkThee,kkourknever-endingkknuptialkfeastkshall

kkkkkkkkkkbekcelebrated,kandkaknewkSystemkofkRevolvingkOrbskbekbroughtktokbirth.

kkkkkkkkkkkkAh!kkthekshrillkkcrykofkEcstacykofkthatkRefinedkRapture---thekOrgasm

kkkkkkkkkkofkthekInfinitekWithin.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXVIIIk..kThekRainbow

kkkkkkkkkkkkAskIkksatkinkthekshelterkkofkthekforestkglade,kkkmykkkeyekcaughtkthe

kkkkkkkkkkmulti-colouredkgleamkofkdiamonds.kkIkkloo edkagain;kkthekSunkrayskwere

kkkkkkkkkkplayingkuponkthekdewkwhichkclungktokaklittlekcurvedktwig.

kkkkkkkkkkkItkseemedkli ekaktinykrainbowkofkpromise.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThen,kkwhilekIkwatchedkinkkwonder,kkaksmallkgreykspiderkkbridgedkthe

kkkkkkkkkkarchkofkkthekbowkwithkhisksil enkthread.

kkkkkkkkkkkkAh!kMykBeloved,kkthus,ktoo,kkhathkthekkSpiderkofkkDestinykwovenkkhis

kkkkkkkkkksil enkropekfromkextremektokextremekofkthekGreatkRainbowkofkPromise.

kkkkkkkkkkkkFatekhathkfittedkmekaskkankArrowktokthekStringkofkDestinykinkthekbow

kkkkkkkkkkofkthekSun.

kkkkkkkkkkkkButkWhosekHandkshallkdrawkkthatkMightykBow,kkOkBeloved,kkandksendkme

kkkkkkkkkkuponkfleetkwingsktokmykrestingkplacekwithinkThinekHeart?

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXIXk..kDroppedkDew

kkkkkkkkkkkkAskIkcamekfromkktendingkthekRosekGardenkandkwaskaboutkktokkreturnkto

kkkkkkkkkkmykhumblekshelter,kkmykkeyeskkcaughtkkthekgleamkofkdroppedkdewkli ekka

kkkkkkkkkktinyktrailkkalongkthekpath.

kkkkkkkkkkkkItkwaskkverykearly;kkthekkkSunkkhadkkknotkyetkre-arisen;kkthekkStars

kkkkkkkkkkstillktwin ledkfaintlykinktheks y.

kkkkkkkkkkkWhokcouldkhavekcomekbeforekmektokthekGarden?

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkfollowedkkkthekktrailkkofkkdew,kkstoopingkkkdownkksokthatkIksawkin

kkkkkkkkkkeachkcrystalkdropkthekreflectionkofkaktinykstar.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskcamekIkktokkmykklady'skkchamber;kshekitkwaskwhokcarryingkkroses

kkkkkkkkkkhadkleftkthisksilverykthreadkaskakcluektokherkhidingkplace.

kkkkkkkkkkkkWhenkIkkfoundkher,kherkeyeskwerekclosed,kaskshekpressedkthekfragrant

kkkkkkkkkkthekpin kblossomsktokherkwhitekbreast.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThenkdidkIkkburykmykfacekinkthekblossomskkandkIksawkknotkkkherkkeyes

kkkkkkkkkkwhenkshekopenedkthemkinkwonder.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThus,kktoo,kkkwouldkkIkkfollowkkthekStar-trailkkofkDroppedkDew,kkere

kkkkkkkkkkthekre-arisenkSunkhideskTheekfromkme,kOkMykBeloved!

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskwouldkIkkcomektokTheekandkburykkmykfacekinkThykBreastkkamidkthe

kkkkkkkkkkRoseskofkHeaven.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkNorkkkshouldkkIkkdarekktokkloo kkintokThinekeyes,kkhavingkdiscovered

kkkkkkkkkkThyksecret---thekDewkofkLove---thekElixirkofkLife.

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXXk..kTwilight

kkkkkkkkkkkkTwilight...kandkinkakfewkbriefkmomentskthekStarskwillkbeginktokpeep.

kkkkkkkkkkIkwillkawaitkThee,kherekamidkthekheather,kOkBeloved.

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkkwait...knokstarskappearkforkakmistkhaskstolenkupkfromkthekfootkof

kkkkkkkkkkthekmountains.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskIkwaitedkforkaksightkofkThykStarkBodyktillkthekcoldkkdampkkmist

kkkkkkkkkkofksuppresedkemotionkchilledkmykbeingkandkmykreasonkreturned.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThekwomankstoodkgirtkwithkakswordkbeforekme.kkEmotionkkwaskkovercome

kkkkkkkkkkbykclaritykofkperception.kkkThenkdidkIkrememberkThykwords:kk"ThekKhabs

kkkkkkkkkkiskinkthekkkKhuknotkthekKhukinkkthekKhabs.kWorshipkthenkthekkKhabskand

kkkkkkkkkkbeholdkmyklightkkshedkkoverkye."

kkkkkkkkkkkkThuskturnedkkIkmykthoughtskwithin,kksokthatkIkkkbecamekkconcentrated

kkkkkkkkkkuponkthekkKhabs---thekStarkofkminekkinmostkbeing.kkThenkkdidkThykLight

kkkkkkkkkkarisekaskakhalokofkrapture,kandkIkcamekaklittlektokliekinkThykbosom.

kkkkkkkkkkkButkIkofferedkonekparticlekofkdust---andkIklostkallkinkthatkhour.

kkkkkkkkkkkSuchkiskthekMysterykofkHerkwhokdemandestknaughtkinksacrifice.

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kkkkkkkkkkkThektwilightkiskreturned.

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXXIk..kThekDogkStar

kkkkkkkkkkkkWisdomkhathkksaid:k"Beknotkanimal;kkrefinekthykrapture!kkkThekkcanst

kkkkkkkkkkthoukbearkmorekjoy!"

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkhavekkbeenkkkli ekkankunleashedkkhoundkbeforekThee,kOkBeloved.kkkI

kkkkkkkkkkhavekstrivenktowardskTheekandkThoukseestkinkmekonlykthekDogkStar.

kkkkkkkkkkkkYetkwillkIknotkfallkkintokthekPitkcalledkkBecause,kktherektokkperish

kkkkkkkkkkwithkkthekdogskofkreason.kkkTherekkkisknokreasonkinkkme;kIksee kUnder-

kkkkkkkkkkstanding,kOkMotherkkofkHeaven.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThus,kkwithkkkmykkfacekburiedkinkthekblac kearth,kkdokIkturnkmykbac

kkkkkkkkkkuponkThee.kIkwillkrefinekmykrapture.

kkkkkkkkkkkkSokkThoukmayestkbeholdkmekkaskIkam,kandksokkThoukshaltkUnderstandkat

kkkkkkkkkklast,kOkBeloved;kforkinkreversekThoukreadestkthiskDOGkaright.

kkkkkkkkkkkHastkThouknotksaid:k"Therekisknonekother?"

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkXXIIk..kPot-pouri

kkkkkkkkkkkkThekroseskarekfalling.kkThiskisktheknightkofkthekfullkkmoonkkwhereon

kkkkkkkkkkthekchildrenkofkSinkattendkthekSacredkCircle.

kkkkkkkkkkkkThereinktheykwillksitkdivided---butkknotkforklove'sksa e---forkkthey

kkkkkkkkkk nowkkTheeknot---OkkBeloved.kkkIntokkkthekkElements,kkkthekkfiery,kthe

kkkkkkkkkkwatery,kthekairykkandkkthekkearthlykkkSignskarektheykdividedkwhenkthey

kkkkkkkkkkgatherkatkthekFullkMoonkwithinkthekforest.

kkkkkkkkkkkkIkkwanderedkkkdownkkthekkdeepkshadowykglade,kktherekIkespiedkakktiny

kkkkkkkkkksachetkkofkpot-pouri,kdropped---maybe---fromkkthekstreamingkkgirdlekof

kkkkkkkkkkonekofkthekmaidens.

kkkkkkkkkkkkTenderlykIkraisedkit.kkItskkperfumekkiskkli ekuntokthekperfumekofher

kkkkkkkkkkIklove.kkShe,ktoo,kkkperhaps,kkhaskkheardkthekcallkkofkthekmoonkandkis

kkkkkkkkkkevenknowkonkherkwayktoktheksecretktryst.

kkkkkkkkkkkkButkhastkThoukknotksaid:kk"Letkktherekkkbeknokdifferencekmadekkamong

kkkkkkkkkkyoukbetweenkkanykkonekkkthingkandkanykotherkthing;kforktherebykkcometh

kkkkkkkkkkhurt."kkWhatkmatterkkthenkkthekknamekkofkthekkmaiden?kkWhatkmatterkthe

kkkkkkkkkkflowerskofkwhichkitkiskcomposed?

kkkkkkkkkkkkYetkdarekkIknotkburnkthiskkincensekuntokThee,kOkkBeloved,kbecausekof

kkkkkkkkkkThinekhair,kthekTreeskofkEternity.

kkkkkkkkkkkkOh!kkLittlekkksachetkofkpot-pouri,kkkthoukhastkremindedkmekofkkherkI

kkkkkkkkkklove,kforkthekkroseskkarekkfalling,kkitkisktheknightkofkkthekFullkMoon

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kkkkkkkkkkandkthekchildrenkofkSinkgatherktokattendkthekSacredkCircle.

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