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    TheWayofanEagle

    EthelM.Dell

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    Therebethreethingswhicharetoowonderfulforme,yea,fourwhichIknownot:

    Thewayofaneagleintheair;thewayofaserpentuponarock;thewayofashipinthemidstofthesea;andthewayofamanwithamaid.

    Proverbsxxx,

    18

    19.

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    CONTENTS

    PARTI

    CHAPTER

    I.TheTrustII.ASoldiersDaughterIII.TheVictimofTreacheryIV.DesolationV.TheDevilintheWildernessVI.WhenStrongMenFail

    VII.TheComing

    of

    an

    Army

    PARTII

    VIII.ComradesIX.TheSchoolofSorrowX.TheEagleSwoopsXI.TheFirstFlightXII.TheMessage

    XIII.TheVoice

    of

    aFriend

    XIV.ThePoisonofAddersXV.TheSummonsXVI.TheOrdeal

    PARTIII

    XVII.AnOldFriendXVIII.TheExplanation

    XIX.AHero

    Worshipper

    XX.NewsfromtheEastXXI.AHarbourofRefugeXXII.AnOldStoryXXIII.TheSleepCalledDeathXXIV.TheCreedofaFighterXXV.AScentedLetterXXVI.TheEternalFlameXXVII.TheEagleCaged

    XXVIII.TheLions

    Skin

    XXIX.OldFriendsMeetXXX.AnOfferofFriendshipXXXI.TheEagleHovers

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    PARTIV

    XXXII.TheFaceintheStorm

    XXXIII.TheLifting

    of

    the

    Mask

    XXXIV.AttheGateofDeathXXXV.TheArmisticeXXXVI.TheEagleStrikesXXXVII.ThePenaltyforSentimentXXXVIII.TheWatcheroftheCliffXXXIX.BySingleCombatXL.TheWomansChoiceXLI.TheEaglesPrey

    XLII.TheHardest

    Fight

    of

    All

    XLIII.RequiescatXLIV.LovesPrisoner

    PARTV

    XLV.TheVisionXLVI.TheHeartofaManXLVII.IntheNameofFriendship

    XLVIII.TheHealing

    of

    the

    Breach

    XLIX.TheLoweringoftheFlagL.ErebusLI.TheBirdofParadiseLII.AWomansOfferingLIII.TheLastSkirmishLIV.SurrenderLV.OmniaVincitAmorLVI.TheEagleSoars

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    PARTI

    CHAPTERI

    THETRUST

    Thelongclatterofanirregularvolleyofmusketryrattledwarninglyfromthenakedmountainridges;overagreatgreyshoulderofrockthesunsankinasplendidopalglow;fromverynearathandcametheclatteroftincupsandthesoundofasubduedBritishlaugh.AndintheroomoftheBrigadierGeneralamanliftedhisheadfromhishandsandstaredupwardswithunseeing,fixedeyes.

    Therewasanimpotent,crushedlookabouthimasofonenearingtheendofhisstrength.Thelipsundertheheavygreymoustachemovedalittleasthoughtheyformedsoundlesswords.Hedrewhisbreathonce or twice sharply through his teeth. Finally, with a curiousgropingmovementhereachedoutandstruckasmallhandgongonthetableinfrontofhim.

    The door slid open instantly and an Indian soldier stood in the

    opening.The

    Brigadier

    stared

    full

    at

    him

    for

    several

    seconds

    as

    if

    he

    sawnothing,his lipsstillmovingsecretly, silently.Thensuddenly,withastiffgesture,hespoke.

    Ask themajor sahib and the two captain sahibs to come tomehere.

    TheIndiansalutedandvanishedlikeaswiftmovingshadow.

    TheBrigadier

    sank

    back

    into

    his

    chair,

    his

    head

    drooped

    forward,

    his

    handsclenched.Therewastragedy,hopelessandabsolute,ineverylineofhim.

    There came the careless clatter of spurred heels and looselyslungswordsinthepassageoutsideofthehalfcloseddoor,thesoundofastumble,ashortejaculation,andagainasmotheredlaugh.

    ConfoundyouGrange!Whycantyoukeepyour feet toyourself,

    youungainly

    Triton,

    and

    give

    us

    poor

    minnows

    achance?

    TheBrigadiersatuprightwithajerk.Itwasgrowingrapidlydark.

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    Comein,allofyou,hesaid.Ihavesomethingtosay.Aswelltoshutthedoor,Ratcliffe,thoughitisnotacouncilofwar.

    Therebeing

    nothing

    left

    to

    discuss,

    sir,

    returned

    the

    voice

    that

    had

    laughed. It isjust a simple case of sitting tight now till Bassettcomesroundthecorner.

    TheBrigadierglancedupatthespeakerandcaughtthelastglowofthefadingsunsetreflectedonhisface.Itwasacleanshavenfacethatshould have possessed a fair skin,butby reason of unfavourablecircumstances itwasburnt to a deep yellowbrown. The featureswere pinched andwrinkledtheymight havebelonged to a very

    oldman;

    but

    the

    eyes

    that

    smiled

    down

    into

    the

    Brigadiers

    were

    shrewd, bright,monkeylike. They expressed a cheeriness almostgrotesque.Thetwomenwhomhehadfollowedintotheroomstoodsilentamongtheshadows.Thegloomwassuchascouldbefelt.

    Suddenly,inshort,painfultonestheBrigadierbegantospeak.

    Sitdown,hesaid.Ihavesent foryou toaskoneamongyou toundertakeformeacertainservicewhichmustbeaccomplished,but

    whichI

    he

    paused

    and

    again

    audibly

    caught

    his

    breath

    between

    histeethwhichIamunabletoexecuteformyself.

    An instants silence followed the halting speech. Then the youngofficerwhostoodagainstthedoorsteppedbrisklyforward.

    Whatsthejob,sir?IllwagermyeveningskillyIcarryitthrough.

    Oneof themen in the shadowsmoved,and spoke ina repressive

    tone.Shut

    up,

    Nick!

    This

    is

    no

    mess

    room

    joke.

    Nickmadeasharp,halfcontemptuousgesture.Ajokeonlyceasestobe ajokewhen there isnoone left to laugh, sir,he said. Wehaventcometothatatpresent.

    He stood in front of theBrigadier for amomentan insignificantfigurebut for the perpetual suggestion of simmering activity thatpervadedhim;thensteppedbehindthecommandingofficerschair,

    andthere

    took

    up

    his

    stand

    without

    further

    words.

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    TheBrigadierpaidnoattentiontohim.Hismindwasfixedupononesubjectonly.Moreover,nooneevertookNickRatcliffeseriously.Itseemedamoralimpossibility.

    Itisquiteplaintome,hesaidheavilyatlength,thatthetimehascometofacethesituation.Idonotspeakforthediscouragementofyoubravefellows.IknowthatIcanrelyuponeachoneofyoutodoyourdutytotheutmost.Butweareboundtolookatthingsastheyare,andsopreparefortheinevitable.IforoneamfirmlyconvincedthatGeneralBassettcannotpossiblyreachusintime.

    He paused,but no one spoke. Themanbehind himwas leaning

    forward,listening

    intently.

    He went on with an effort. We are a mere handful. We havedwindledtofourwhitemenamongahostofdark.Reliefisnotevenwithinaremotedistanceofus,andwearealreadyborderinguponstarvation.Wemayholdout for threedaysmore.And thenhisbreath came suddenly short,buthe forcedhimself to continueIhavetothinkofmychild.Shewillbeinyourhands.Iknowyouwillalldefendhertothelastounceofyourstrength;butwhichofyou

    aterrible

    gasping

    checked

    his

    utterance

    for

    many

    labouring

    seconds;

    heputhishandoverhiseyeswhichofyou,hewhisperedatlast,his words barely audible, will have the strength toshoot herbeforeyourownlastmomentcomes?

    Thequestionquiveredthroughthequietroomasifwrungfromthetwitching lipsby sheer torture. Itwent out in silenceadreadful,lastingsilence inwhich thesoulsofmen,strippednakedofhumanconvention,stoodconfronting thefirstprimaeval instinctofhuman

    chivalry.

    It continued through many terrible secondsthat silence, andthrough itnoonemoved,noone seemed tobreathe. Itwasas ifaspellhadbeencastuponthehandfulofEnglishmengathered thereinthedeepeningdarkness.

    TheBrigadiersatbowedandmotionlessat the table,hisheadsunkinhishands.

    Suddenlytherewasaquietmovementbehindhim,andthespellwasbroken.Ratcliffesteppeddeliberatelyforwardandspoke.

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    General,hesaidquietly,ifyouwillputyourdaughterinmycare,Isweartoyou,sohelpmeGod,thatnoharmofanysortshalltouchher.

    Therewas no hint of emotion in his voice, albeit thewordswerestrong;but it had a curious effect upon thosewho heard it. TheBrigadierraisedhisheadsharply,andpeeredathim;andtheothertwo officers started asmen suddenly stumbling at an unexpectedobstacleinafamiliarroad.

    One of them,MajorMarshall, spoke,briefly and irritably,with atouchofcontempt.Hisnerveswereonedge in thatatmosphereof

    despair.

    You,Nick!he said. Youareabout the least reliableman in thegarrison. You cant be trusted to take even reasonable care ofyourself.Heavenonlyknowshowitisyouwerentkilledlongago.Itwas thanks to no discretion on your part. You dont know themeaningoftheword.

    Nick did not answer, did not somuch as seem to hear.Hewas

    standingbefore

    the

    Brigadier.

    His

    eyes

    gleamed

    in

    his

    alert

    face

    twoweirdpinpointsoflight.

    Shewillbe safewithme, he said, in a tone that held not thesmallestshadeofuncertainty.

    But theBrigadierdidnotspeak.HestillsearchedyoungRatcliffesfaceasamanwhoviewsthroughfieldglassesaregiondistantandunexplored.

    After amoment the officer who had remained silent throughoutcameforwardastepandspoke.HewasamagnificentmanwiththephysiqueofaHercules.Hehadremainedonhisfeet,impassivebutobservant,fromthemomentofhisentrance.Hisvoicehadthatsoftqualitypeculiartosomebigmen.

    IamreadytosellmylifeforMissRoscoessafety,sir,hesaid.

    NickRatcliffe

    jerked

    his

    shoulders

    expressively,

    but

    said

    nothing.

    He

    waswaitingfortheGeneraltospeak.Asthelatterroseslowly,withevident effort, from his chair, he thrust out a hand, as if almostinstinctivelyofferinghelptooneinsoreneed.

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    GeneralRoscoe grasped it and spoke at last.He had regained hisselfcommand. Letme understand you, Ratcliffe, he said. YousuggestthatIshouldplacemydaughterinyourcharge.ButImust

    knowfirst

    how

    far

    you

    are

    prepared

    to

    go

    to

    ensure

    her

    safety.

    Hewasansweredinstantly,withanunflinchingpromptitudehehadscarcelyexpected.

    I am prepared to go to the uttermost limit, sir, said NicholasRatcliffe,hisfingersclosinglikespringsuponthehandthatgrippedhis,ifthereisalimit.Thatistosay,Iamreadytogothroughhellforher.Iamastraightshot,acoolshot,adeadshot.Willyoutrust

    me?

    His voice throbbed with sudden feeling. General Roscoe waswatchinghimclosely.CanItrustyou,Nick?hesaid.

    Therewasan instantssilence,and the twomen in thebackgroundwereawarethatsomethingpassedbetweenthemalookorarapidsignwhichtheydidnotwitness.ThenrecklessanddebonaircameNicksvoice.

    Idontknow,sir.ButifIamuntrustworthy,mayIdietonight!

    GeneralRoscoelaidhisfreehandupontheyoungmansshoulder.

    Is it so,Nick?hesaid,andutteredaheavysigh.Wellsobe itthen.Itrustyou.

    Thatsettlesit,sir,saidNickcheerily.Thejobismine.

    Heturnedroundwithacertainarroganceofbearing,andwalkedtothedoor.Buttherehestopped,lookingbackthroughthedarknessatthedimfigureshehadleft.

    Perhaps you will tellMiss Roscoe that you have appointedmedeputygovernor,he said. And tellhernot tobe frightened, sir.SayImnotsuchabogeyasIlook,andthatshewillbeperfectlysafewithme.Histonewashalfserious,halfjocular.Hewrenchedopen

    thedoor

    not

    waiting

    for

    areply.

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    Imust goback to the guns, he said, and the nextmomentwasgone,stridingcarelesslydown thepassage,andwhistlingamusichallballadashewent.

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    CHAPTERII

    ASOLDIERSDAUGHTER

    In the centreof the little frontier fort therewasa roomwhichoneandallof itsdefenders regardedas sacred. Itwasan insignificantchamber,narrowasaprisoncellandalmostasbare;but itwasthesafest place in the fort. In itGeneralRoscoes daughterthe onlywhitewomaninthegarrisonhaddweltsafelysincethebeginningofthatdreadfulsiege.

    Strictly forbiddenbyher father to stir fromher refugewithouthis

    expresspermission,

    she

    had

    dragged

    out

    the

    long

    days

    in

    close

    captivity, living in themidstofnerveshattering tumultbut takingnoparttherein.Shewaslittlemorethanachild,andaccustomedtorender implicit obedience to the father she idolised, or she hadscarcely been persuaded to submit to this rigorous seclusion. Itwould perhaps have been better for her physically and evenmentally tohavegoneoutand seen thehorrorswhichwerebeingdailyenactedallaroundher.Shehadat firstpleaded forat leastalimitedfreedom,urgingthatshemighttakeherpartincaringforthe

    wounded.But

    her

    father

    had

    refused

    this

    request

    with

    such

    decision

    thatshehadneverrepeated it.Andsoshehadseennothingwhilehearing much, lying through many sleepless nights with nervesstrung to a pitch of torture far more terrible than any bodilyexhaustion,andvividimaginationeveratworkuponpicturesmoreghastly thaneven theghastlyrealitywhichshewasnotallowed tosee.

    The strainwas such as no human frame could have endured for

    long.Her

    strength

    was

    beginning

    to

    break

    down

    under

    it.

    The

    long

    sleeplessnightsweremore than she couldbear.And there cameatimewhenMuriel Roscoe, driven to extremity, sought relief in aremedyfromwhichinhernormalsensesshewouldhaveturnedindisgust.

    Ithelpedher,butitleftitsmarkuponheramarkwhichherfathermusthavenoted,hadhenotbeenalmostwhollyoccupiedwiththeburden thatweighed him down.Morning and evening he visited

    her,yet

    failed

    to

    read

    that

    in

    her

    haunted

    eyes

    which

    could

    not

    have

    escapedaclearervision.

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    Entering her room two hours after his interviewwith his officersregarding her, he looked at her searchingly indeed, but withoutunderstanding.She layamongcushionsonacharpoyofbamboo in

    thelight

    of

    ashaded

    lamp.

    Young

    and

    slight

    and

    angular,

    with

    a

    pale little face ofutterweariness,withgreatdark eyes thatgazedheavilyoutoftheblackshadowsthatringedthemround,suchwasMurielRoscoe.Herblackhairwassimplyplaitedandgatheredupattheneck.Itlayincloudymassesabouthertempleswonderfulhair,quitelustreless,soabundantthatitseemedalmosttoomuchforthelittlehead thatbore it.Shedidnotriseatherfathersentrance.Shescarcelyraisedhereyes.

    Soglad

    youve

    come,

    Daddy,

    she

    said,

    in

    asoft,

    low

    voice.

    Ive

    beenwantingyou.Itsnearlybedtime,isntit?

    Hewenttoher,treadinglightly.Histhoughtshadbeenallofherforthe past few hours and in consequence he looked at her morecritically thanusual.For the first timehewasstruckbyherpallor,her lookofdeathlyweariness.On the tablenearher layaplateofboiled ricepiledhigh ina snowypyramid.He saw that ithadnotbeentouched.

    Why,child,hesaid,asuddennewanxietyathisheartyouhavehadnothingtoeat.Yourenotill?

    She roused herself a little, and a very faint colour crept into herwhite cheeks. No, dear, only tiredtoo tired tobe hungry, shetoldhim.Thatriceisforyou.

    Hesatdownbesideherwithasoundthatwasalmostagroan.You

    musteat

    something,

    child,

    he

    said.

    Being

    penned

    up

    here

    takes

    awayyourappetite.Butallthesameyoumusteat.

    She sat up slowly, and pushed back the heavy hair from herforeheadwithasigh.

    Very well, Daddy, she said submissively. But youmust havesometoo,dear.Icouldntpossibleeatitall.

    Somethingin

    his

    attitude

    or

    expression

    seemed

    to

    strike

    her

    at

    this

    point,andshemadeadeterminedefforttoshakeoffherlethargy.Aspoonandforklaybytheplate.Shehandedhimtheformerandkeptthelatterforherself.

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    Wellhaveapicnic,Daddy.shesaid,withawistfullittlesmile.Itoldayahalwaystobringtwoplates,butshehasforgotten.Wedontmind,though,dowe?

    Itwas childishly spoken,but thepathos of itwent straight to themans heart. He tasted the rice under her watching eyes andpronounceditverygood;thenwaitedforhertofollowhisexamplewhichshedidwithaslightshudder.

    Delicious,Daddy, isnt it? she said.And even hedid not guesswhatcourageunderlaythewords.

    Theykept

    up

    the

    farce

    till

    the

    pyramid

    was

    somewhat

    reduced;

    then

    bymutual consent they suffered their ardour to flag.Therewas afaintcolourinthegirlsthinfaceassheleanedbackagain.Hereyeswerebrighter,thelidsdroopedless.

    Ihadadreamlastnight,Daddy,shesaid,suchacuriousdream,andsovivid.IthoughtIwasoutonthemountainswithsomeone.Idontknowwhoitwas,butitwassomeoneverynice.Itseemedtobeverynearthesunrise,foritwasquitebrightupabove,thoughit

    wasalmost

    dark

    where

    we

    stood.

    And,

    do

    you

    knowdont

    laugh,

    Daddy,Iknow itwasonlyasillydreamwhenI lookedup,Isawthat everywhere themountainswere fullofhorsesand chariotsoffire. I feltsosafe,Daddy,andsohappy. Icouldhavecriedwhen Iwokeup.

    Shepaused. Itwasratherdifficult forher tomakeconversationforthesilentmanwhosatbesidehersogloomyandpreoccupied.Savethatshelovedherfatherasshelovednooneelseonearth,shemight

    havefelt

    awed

    in

    his

    presence.

    As itwas, receivingno response, she turned to look,and thenextinstantwasonherkneesbesidehim,herthinyoungarmsclingingtohisneck.

    Daddy,darling,darling!shewhispered,andhidher faceagainsthiminsudden,namelessterror.

    Heclasped

    her

    to

    him,

    holding

    her

    close,

    that

    she

    might

    not

    again

    seehisfaceandthelookitwore.Shebegantotremble,andhetriedtosootheherwithhishand,butformanysecondshecouldfindnowords.

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    What is it,Daddy? shewhispered at last, unable to endure thesilencelonger.Wontyoutellme?Icanbeverybrave.Yousaidsoyourself.

    Yes,hesaid.Youwillbeabravegirl,Iknow.Hisvoicequiveredandhepausedtosteadyit.Muriel,hesaidthen,Idontknowifyouhaveever thoughtof theendofall this.Therewillbeanend,youknow.Ihavehadtofaceittonight.

    She looked up at him quickly,but hewas ready for her.He hadbanishedfromhisfacetheawfuldespairthathecarriedinhissoul.

    WhenSir

    Reginald

    Bassett

    comes

    she

    began

    uncertainly.

    Heputhishandonhershoulder.Youwilltrynottobeafraid,hesaid. I amgoing to treatyou, as Ihave treatedmy officers,withabsolutecandour.Weshallnotholdoutmorethanthreedaysmore.SirReginaldBassettwillnotbehereintime.

    Hestopped.Murielutterednotaword.Herfacewasstillupturned,andhereyeshad suddenlygrown intenselybright,buthereadno

    shrinkingin

    them.

    With an effort he forced himself to go on. Imay notbe able toprotectyouwhentheendcomes.Imaynotevenbewithyou.Butthereisonemanuponwhomyoucansafelyrelywhateverhappens,who will give himself up to securing your safety alone. He hassworn tome thatyou shallnotbe taken, and Iknow thathewillkeephisword.Youwillbesafewithhim,Muriel.Youmaytrusthimas longasyou live.Hewillnotfailyou.Perhapsyoucanguesshis

    name?

    Heasked thequestionwitha touchofcuriosity in themidstofhistragedy.Thatupturned,listeningfacehadinitsolittleofawomansunderstanding,somuchofthedeepwonderofachild.

    Heranswerwaspromptandconfident,andalbeitherverylipswerewhite,therewasafainthintofsatisfactioninhervoiceasshemadeit.

    CaptainGrange,ofcourse,Daddy.

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    He started and looked at her narrowly. No, no! he said. NotGrange!Whatshouldmakeyouthinkofhim?

    Hesaw

    alook

    of

    swift

    disappointment,

    almost

    of

    consternation,

    darkenhereyes.Forthefirsttimeherlipsquivereduncertainly.

    Whothen,Daddy?NotnotMr.Ratcliffe?

    Hebent his head. Yes,Nick Ratcliffe. I have placed you in hischarge.Hewilltakecareofyou.

    YoungNickRatcliffe!shesaidslowly.Why,Daddy,hecanteven

    takecare

    of

    himself

    yet.

    Every

    one

    says

    so.

    Besides,a

    curiously

    womanly touch crept intoher speechIdont likehim.Only theother day I heard him laugh at something that was terriblesomethingitmakesmesicktothinkof.Indeed,Daddy,IwouldfarratherhaveCaptainGrange to takecareofme.Dontyou thinkhewouldifyouaskedhim?Heissomuchbiggerandstronger,andandkinder.

    Ah! Iknow,her fathersaid.Heseemsso toyou.But it isnerve

    thatyour

    protector

    will

    need,

    child;

    and

    Ratcliffe

    possesses

    more

    nerve thanall the restof thegarrisonput together.No, itmustbeRatcliffe,Muriel.Andremembertogivehimallyourtrust,allyourconfidence.Forwhateverhedoeswillbewithmyauthoritywithmyfullapproval.

    Hisvoice failed suddenlyandhe rose, turning sharplyaway fromthe light.She clung tohisarm silently, inapassionof tenderness,though she was far from understanding the suffering those last

    wordsrevealed.

    She

    had

    never

    seen

    him

    thus

    moved

    before.

    Aftera fewsecondshe turnedback toher,andbendingkissedherpiteous face.Sheclungclosely tohimwithanagonised longing tokeephimwithher;butheputhergentlyfromhimatlast.

    Liedownagain,dear,hesaid,andgetwhatrestyoucan.Trynottobefrightenedat thenoise.There issure tobeanassault,butthe

    fortwill

    hold

    to

    night.

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    He stood amoment, lookingdown ather.Then again he stoopedand kissed her. Goodbye,my darling, he said huskily, tillwemeetagain!

    Andsohurriedly,asifnottrustinghimselftoremainlonger,helefther.

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    CHAPTERIII

    THEVICTIMOFTREACHERY

    There came again the running rattle of riflefiring from the valleybelowthefort,andMurielRoscoe,lyingonhercouch,pressedbothhands tohereyesand shivered. It seemed impossible that theendcouldbesonear.Shefeltasifshehadexistedforyearsinthislivingnightmareofmanyhorrors,had laindownandhadsleptwith thatdreadful sound inher ears from theverybeginningof things.Thelife she had ledbefore these ghastly happenings hadbecome sovague a memory that it almost seemed to belong to a previous

    existence,to

    an

    earlier

    and

    ahappier

    era.

    As

    in

    adream

    she

    now

    recalledthevisionofherEnglishschoollife.Itlaynotayearbehindher,but she felt herself to have changed so fundamentally sincethosesunny,peacefuldaysthatsheseemedtobeadifferentpersonaltogether.TheMurielRoscoeofthosedayshadbeenamerry,lighthearted personality. She had revelled in games and all outdooramusements.Moreover,shehadbeenquicktolearn,andherlessonshadnevercausedheranytrouble.Adaringspriteshehadbeen,withamost fertile imagination and a longing for adventure that had

    neverbeen

    fully

    satisfied,

    possessing

    withal

    so

    tender

    and

    loving

    a

    heartthattheverybeesinthegardenhadbeenamonghercherishedfriends.Sherememberedallthesunnyidealsofthatgoldentimeandmarvelled at herself, forgetting utterly the eager, even passionate,craving that had then been hers for the wider life, the broaderknowledge, that lay beyond her reach, forgetting the feverishimpatience with which she had longed for the day of heremancipation when she might join her father in the wonderfulglowing Eastwhich she so often pictured in her dreams. Of her

    mothershe

    had

    no

    memory.

    She

    had

    died

    at

    her

    birth.

    Her

    father

    wasalltheworldtoher;andwhenatlasthehadtravelledhomeonabrief leaveand takenher fromherquietEnglish life to thestrange,swiftexistenceofthelandofhisexile,hersoulhadoverflowedwithhappiness.

    Nevertheless,shehadnotbeencarriedawayby thegaietiesof thisnewworld.Thefascinationsofdanceandgymkhanahadnotcaughther.Thejoyofbeingwithherfatherwastoosacredandtooprecious

    tobe

    foregone

    for

    these

    lesser

    pleasures,

    and

    she

    very

    speedily

    decided tosacrificeallsocialentertainments towhichhecouldnotaccompanyher.Sherodewithhim,campedwithhim,andbecamehis inseparablecompanion.Undeveloped inmanyways,shy in the

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    presenceofstrangers,shesoonforgotherearlierambitiontoseetheworldandall that itcontained.Her fathers societywas toherallsufficing,anditwasnosacrificetohertowithdrawherselffromthe

    gaycrowd

    and

    dwell

    apart

    with

    him.

    Hehadnowishtomonopoliseher,butitwasarelieftohimthattheconstantwhirlofpleasureaboutherattractedherso little.Helikedtohaveherwithhim,anditsoonbecameamatterofcoursethatsheshould accompany him on all his expeditions. She revelled in histours of inspection. They were so many picnics to her, and sheenjoyedthemwiththezestofachild.

    Andso

    it

    came

    to

    pass

    that

    she

    was

    with

    him

    among

    the

    hills

    of

    the

    frontierwhen, like a pent flood suddenly escaping, the storm ofrebellionbrokeandseethedaboutthem,threateningthemwithtotalannihilation.

    No serious troublehadbeenanticipated.Acertain tractofcountryhadbeenreportedunquiet,andGeneralRoscoehadbeenorderedtoproceed thither on a tour of inspection and also, to a verymilddegree,of intimidation.Marching through thedistrict from fort to

    fort,he

    had

    encountered

    no

    shadow

    of

    opposition.

    All

    had

    gone

    well.Andthen,hisworkover,andallhesetouttodosatisfactorilyaccomplished,hisfacetowardsIndiaandhisbacktothemountains,theunexpectedhadcomeuponhimlikeathunderbolt.

    Hordesof tribesmen,gatheredHeavenknewhow orwhence,hadsuddenlyburstuponhimfromthesouth,hadcutoffhisadvancebysheerimmensityofnumbers,and,hemminghimin,hadforcedhimgraduallyback into themountain fastnesses throughwhichhehad

    justpassed

    unmolested.

    Itwasastrokesowhollynew,sosubtlyexecuted, that ithadwonsuccess almostbefore the General had realised theweight of thedisasterthathadcomeuponhim.Hehadbelievedhimselfatfirsttobe involved in a mere fray with border thieves. But before hereachedthefortuponwhichhefoundhimselfobligedtofallback,heknewthathehadtocopewithageneralrisingofthetribes,andthatthemeansathisdisposalwereasinadequatetostemtherisingflood

    ofrebellion

    as

    apebble

    thrown

    into

    amountain

    stream

    to

    check

    its

    flow.

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    Themenunderhiscommand,with theexceptionofa fewofficers,were all native soldiers, and he soon began to have a strongsuspicion thatamong thesehenumbered traitors.Nevertheless,he

    establishedhimself

    at

    the

    fort,

    determined

    there

    to

    make

    his

    stand

    tillreliefshouldarrive.

    The telegraph wires were cut, and for a time it seemed that allcommunicationwiththeoutsideworldwasanimpossibility.Severalrunnerswere sent out,but failed tobreak through thebesiegingforces.Butat lastaftermanydesperatedays therecameamessagefromwithoutascrapofpaperattached toastoneand flungoverthe wall of the fort at night. News of the disaster had reached

    Peshawur,and

    Sir

    Reginald

    Bassett,

    with

    ahastily

    collected

    force,

    wasmovingtotheirassistance.

    Thenewsputheart into thegarrison,andfora time itseemed thatthe worst would be averted. But it became gradually evident toGeneralRoscoethattherelievingforcecouldnotreachthemintime.The water supply had run very low, and themen were alreadysubsisting upon rations that were scarcely sufficient for themaintenanceoflife.Therewassicknessamongthem,andtherewere

    alsomany

    wounded.

    The

    white

    men

    were

    reduced

    to

    four,

    including

    himself, thenative soldiers hadbegun todesert, andhehadbeenforcedatlasttofacethefactthattheendwasverynear.

    All this had Muriel Roscoe come through, physically scathless,mentallytornandbattered,andshecouldnotbringherselftorealisethatthelongdrawnoutmiseryofthesiegecouldeverbeover.

    Lyingthere,tenseandmotionless,shelistenedtotheshotsandyells

    inthe

    distance

    with

    ashuddering

    sense

    that

    it

    was

    all

    apart

    of

    her

    life,ofherverybeing,even.Thetortureandthemiseryhadsoeatenintohersoul.Nowand thensheheard thequick thunderofoneofthe small guns that armed the fort, and at the sound her pulsesleaped andquivered.Sheknew that the ammunitionwas runningverylow.Thesegunsdidnotoftenspeaknow.

    Then, during a lull, there came to her the careless humming of aBritishvoice,thefree,confidenttreadofBritishfeet,approachingher

    door.

    Shecaughtherbreathasahandrappedsmartlyuponthepanel.Sheknewwhothevisitorwas,butshecouldnotbringherselftobidhim

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    enter.Asuddenawful fearwasuponher.Shecouldneither speaknormove. She lay, listening intently, hoping against hope that hewouldbelievehertobesleepingandgoaway.

    Theknockwasnotrepeated.Deadsilencereigned.Andthenquicklyanddecidedly thedooropened,andNickRatcliffe stoodupon thethreshold.Thelightstruckfulluponhisfaceashehaltedaclever,whimsicalfacethatmightmaskalmostanyqualitygoodorbad.

    MayIcomein,MissRoscoe?heasked.

    Forshehadnotmovedathisappearance.Shelayasonedead.Butas

    hespoke

    she

    uncovered

    her

    face,

    and

    terror

    incarnate

    stared

    wildly

    athimfromherstartingeyes.Heenteredwithoutfurtherceremony,andclosedthedoorbehindhim.Intheshadedlamplighthisfeaturesseemedtotwitchasifhewantedtosmile.Soatleastitseemedtoherwroughtupfancy.

    He gazed greedily at the plate of rice on the table as he cameforward.GreatJupiter!hesaid.Whatasumptuousrepast!

    Thetotal

    freedom

    from

    all

    anxiety

    or

    restraint

    with

    which

    he

    made

    this simple observation served to restore to somedegree thegirlstotteringselfcontrol.Shesatup,sufficientlyrecoveredtorememberthatshedidnotlikethisman.

    Prayhavesomeifyouwantit,shesaidcoldly.

    He turnedhisbackon itabruptly.No,dont temptme,he said.Its a fast day forme. Im acquiring virtue,being conspicuously

    destituteof

    all

    other

    forms

    of

    comfort.

    Why

    dont

    you

    eat

    it

    yourself?

    Areyouacquiringvirtuetoo?

    Hestood lookingdownatherquizzically,underrapidly flickeringeyelids.Shesat silent,wishingwithallherheart thathewouldgoaway.

    Nothing,however,wasapparentlyfurtherfromhisthoughts.Afteramomenthe satdown in the chair thather fatherhadoccupiedan

    hourbefore.

    It

    was

    very

    close

    to

    her,

    and

    she

    drew

    herself

    slightly

    awaywith a small, instinctivemovement of repugnance.ButNickwassublimelyimpervioustohints.

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    I say, you know, he said abruptly, you shouldnt take opium.Yourdonkeyofanayahoughttoknowbetterthantoletyouhaveit.

    Murielgave

    agreat

    start.

    I

    dontshe

    faltered.

    II

    Heshookhisheadather,asthoughreprovingachild.Pussysout,heobserved.Itisnogoodgivingchase.Butreally,youknow,youmustntdoit.Youusedtobeabravegirlonce,andnowyournervesarealltopieces.

    Therewasaspeciesofpaternalreproachinhistone.Lookingathim,shemarvelled thatshehadever thoughthimyoungandheadlong.

    Almostin

    spite

    of

    herself

    she

    began

    to

    murmur

    excuses.

    Icanthelpit.Imusthavesomething.Idontsleep.Ilieforhours,listening to the fighting. Ititsmore than I canbear.Her voicequivered,andsheturnedherfaceaside,unabletohideheremotion,butfuriouswithherselffordisplayingit.

    Nicksaidnothingatalltocomforther,andshebitterlyresentedhissilence. After a pause he spoke again, as if he hadbanished the

    matterentirely

    from

    his

    mind.

    Lookhere,hesaid.Iwantyoutotellmesomething.IdontknowwhatsortofafellowyouthinkIam,thoughIfancyyoudont likememuch.Butyourenotafraidofme,areyou?YouknowImtobetrusted?

    Itwas her single chance of revenge, and she took it. I havemyfatherswordforit,shesaid.

    He nodded thoughtfully as if unaware of the thrust. Yes, yourfather knowsme.And sohe smiled at her suddenlyyou areready to trustmeonhisrecommendation?Youareready tofollowmeblindfoldthroughdangerifIgiveyoumyhandtohold?

    Shefeltasharpchillstrikeherheart.Whatwas ithewasaskingofher?Whatdidthosewordsofhisportend?

    Idont

    know,

    she

    said.

    I

    dont

    see

    that

    it

    makes

    much

    difference

    howIfeel.

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    Well, it does, he assured her. And that is exactlywhat I havecometotalkabout.MissRoscoe,willyouleavethefortwithme,andescape in disguise? I have thought it all out, and it canbe done

    withoutmuch

    difficulty.

    Ido

    not

    need

    to

    tell

    you

    that

    the

    idea

    has

    yourfathersfullapproval.

    Theywereherfathersownwords,butatsoundofthemsheshrankandshivered, insheerhorrorat thecoolnesswithwhich theywereuttered.HemighthavebeenaskinghertostrollwithhimintheleafyquietofsomeEnglishlane.

    Could itbe, she asked herself incredulously, could itbe that her

    fatherhad

    ever

    sanctioned

    and

    approved

    so

    ghastly

    arisk

    for

    her?

    Sheputherhandtohertemples.Herbrainwasreeling.Howcouldshe do this thing? How could she have permitted it to be evensuggestedtoher?Andthen,swiftthroughhertorturedmindflashedhiswords:Therewillbeanend.Ihavehadtofaceittonight.Wasitthisthathehadmeant?Wasitforthisthathehadbeenpreparingher?

    With amuffled exclamation she rose, trembling in every limb. I

    cant!she

    cried

    piteously,

    oh,

    Icant!

    Please

    go

    away!

    Itmighthavebeen the frightenedprayerofa child, sobeseechingwasit,sofullofweakness.ButNickRatcliffehearditunmoved.Hewaitedafewsecondstillshecametoastandbythetable,herbacktowards him. Then with a sudden quiet movement he rose andfollowedher.

    Ibegyourpardon,hesaid.Butyoucantaffordtoshirkthingsat

    thisstage.

    Iam

    offering

    you

    deliverance,

    though

    you

    dont

    realise

    it.

    Hespokewithforce,andifhisaimhadbeentorousehertoamorepracticalactivity,hegainedhisend.She turneduponhim in swiftanddesperateindignation.Hervoicerangalmostharsh.

    Howcanyoucallitdeliverance?Itisatbestachoiceoftwohorribleevils.Youknowperfectlywellthatwecouldnevergetthrough.You

    mustbe

    mad

    to

    suggest

    such

    athing.

    We

    should

    be

    made

    prisoners

    andmassacredundertheverygunsofthefort.

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    Ibegyourpardon,hesaidagain,andhiseyelidsquiveredalittleasifunderthepressureofsomecontrolledemotion.Weshallnotbemadeprisoners.IknowwhatIamsaying.ItisdeliverancethatIam

    offeringyou.

    Of

    course

    you

    can

    refuse,

    and

    Ishall

    still

    do

    my

    utmost

    to save you. But the chances are not equal. I hope you will notrefuse.

    Themoderation of this speech calmed her somewhat. In her firstwildpanicshehadalmost imagined thathecould takeheragainstherwill.Shesaw thatshehadbeenunreasonable,butshewas tooshaken to tell him so.Moreover, there was still that about him,notwithstanding hiswords, thatmade her afraid to yield a single

    inchof

    ground

    lest

    by

    some

    hidden

    means

    he

    should

    sweep

    her

    altogetherfromherprecariousfoothold.Eveninthesilence,shefeltthathewasdoingbattlewithher,andshedidnotdaretofacehim.

    With a childishgestureofabandonment, shedropped into a chairandlaidherheaduponherarms.

    Oh,pleasegoaway!shebesoughthimweakly.Iamsotiredsotired.

    ButRatcliffe did notmove.He stood looking down at her, at theblackhair that clustered aboutherneck, at thebowed,despairingfigure,thepiteous,clenchedhands.

    A little clock in the roombegan to strike in silvery tones, and heglancedup.Thenextinstanthebentandlaidabonyhanduponhertwoclaspedones.

    Cantyou

    decide?

    he

    said.

    Will

    you

    let

    me

    decide

    for

    you?

    Dont

    letyourselfgetscared.Youhavekeptsostrongtillnow.Firmlyashe spoke, therewas somehowanoteof soothing inhisvoice,andalmostinsensiblythegirlwasmovedbyit.Sheremainedsilentandmotionless,but the stronggripofhis fingers comfortedher subtlynotwithstanding.

    Come,he said,listenamomentand letme tellyoumyplanofcampaign.Itisverysimple,andforthatreasonitisgoingtosucceed.

    Youare

    listening

    now?

    His tone was vigorous and insistent. Muriel sat slowly up inresponsetoit.Shelookeddownatthethinhandthatgraspedhers,

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    and wondered at its strength; but she lacked the spirit at thatmomenttoresentitstouch.

    Heleaned

    down

    upon

    the

    table,

    his

    face

    close

    to

    hers,

    and

    began

    to

    unfoldhisplan.

    Weshallleavethefortdirectlythemoonisdown.Ihaveadisguiseforyou thatwill concealyour faceandhair.And I shall fakeasatribesman, so that my dearest friend would never recogniseme.Theywillbecollectingthewoundedinthedark,andIwillcarryyouthroughonmyshoulderas if Ihadgotadeadrelation.Youwontobjecttoplayingadeadrelationofmine?

    Hebroke intoa sudden laugh,but sobered instantlywhenhe sawhershrinkatthesound.

    Thats about all the plan, he resumed. There is nothing veryalarming about it, for theywill never spot us in the dark. Im asyellowasaChinamanalready.Weshallbemilesawaybymorning.AndIknowhowtofindmywayafterwards.

    Hepaused,

    but

    Muriel

    made

    no

    comment.

    She

    was

    staring

    straight

    beforeher.

    Canyousuggestanyamendments?heasked.

    Sheturnedherheadandlookedathimwithnewlyrousedaversionin her eyes. She had summoned all her strength to the combat,realising that nowwas themoment for resistance if shemeant toresist.

    No,Mr.Ratcliffe, she said,with a species ofdesperate firmnessverydifferentfromhisown.Ihavenothingtosuggest.Ifyouwishtoescape,youmustgoalone.Itisquiteuselesstotrytopersuademeanyfurther.Nothingnothingwillinducemetoleavemyfather.

    WhetherornothehadexpectedthisoppositionwasnotapparentonNicksface.Itbetrayedneitherimpatiencenordisappointment.

    Therewould

    be

    some

    reason

    in

    that,

    he

    gravely

    rejoined,

    if

    you

    coulddoanygoodtoyourfatherbyremaining.OfcourseIseeyourpoint,butitseemstomethatitwouldbeharderforhimtoseeyoustarve with the rest of the garrison than to know that you had

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    escaped with me. A woman in your position is bound to be acontinualburdenandanxiety to thosewhoprotecther.Thedearersheistothem,somuchtheheavieristheburden.MissRoscoe,you

    mustsee

    this.

    You

    are

    not

    an

    utter

    child.

    You

    must

    realise

    that

    to

    leaveyourfatherisaboutthegreatestsacrificeyoucanmakeforhimatthepresentmoment.Heiswornoutwithanxietyonyourbehalf,literallyboweddownby it.Forhis sake,you aregoing todo thisthing,itbeingtheonlythingleftthatyoucandoforhim.

    Therewasmorethanpersuasion inhisvoice.Itheldauthority.ButMurielhearditwithoutawe.Shehadpassedthatstage.Thematterwastoomomentoustoallowofweakness.Shehadstrungherselfto

    thehighest

    pitch

    of

    resistance

    as

    ahunted

    creature

    at

    bay.

    She

    threw

    backherhead,a lookofobstinacyabouther lips,her slight figurestraightenedtotherigidityofdefiance.

    I will not be forced, she said, in sharp, uneven tones. Mr.Ratcliffe,youmaygoonpersuading and arguing tilldoomsday. Iwillnotleavemyfather.

    Ratcliffestoodupabruptly.Acuriousglittershone inhiseyes,and

    thelight

    eyebrows

    twitched

    alittle.

    She

    felt

    that

    he

    had

    suddenly

    ceased todobattlewithher,yet thatthevictorywasnothers.Andforasecondshewashorriblyfrightened,asthoughanirontraphadcloseduponherandheldherathismercy.

    Hewalkedtothedoorwithoutspeakingandopenedit.Sheexpectedhimtogo,satwaitingbreathlesslyforhisdeparture,but insteadhestoodmotionless,lookingintothedarkpassage.

    Shewondered

    with

    nerves

    on

    edge

    what

    he

    was

    waiting

    for.

    Suddenly she heard a stepwithout, a fewmurmuredwords, andNick stood on one side. Her fathers Sikh orderly passed him,carryingatrayonwhichwasaglassfullofsomedarkliquid.Hesetitdownonthetablebeforeherwithadeepsalaam.

    TheGeneralSahibwishesMissySahib tohaveagoodnight,hesaid.Hecannotcome toherhimself,buthe sendsher thisbyhisservant,andhebidsherdrinkitandsleep.

    Muriellookedupatthemaninsurprise.Herfatherhadneverdonesuch a thingbefore, and themessage astonished her not a little.Then,remembering thathehadshownsomeanxietyregardingher

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    appearancethatevening,shefanciedshebegantounderstand.Yetitwasstrange,itwasutterlyunlikehim,todesirehertotakeanopiate.Shelookedattheglasswithhesitation.

    Givehimmy love,Purdu,shesaidfinallytothewaitingorderly.TellhimIwilltakeitifIcannotsleepwithout.

    The man bowed himself again and withdrew. To her disgust,however,Nickremained.Hewaslookingatheroddly.

    MissRoscoe,hesaidabruptly,Ibegyou,dontdrink thatstuff.Your father must be mad to offer it to you. Let me take the

    beastlinessaway.

    She facedhim indignantly.My fatherknowswhat isgood formebetterthanyoudo,shesaid.

    Heshruggedhisshoulders.Idontprofesstobeasage.Butanyonewilltellyouthatitismadnesstotakeopiuminthisrecklessfashion.ForHeavenssake,bereasonable.Donttakeit.

    Hecame

    back

    to

    the

    table,

    but

    at

    his

    approach

    she

    laid

    her

    hand

    upontheglass.Shewasquiveringwithangryexcitement.

    I will not endure your interference any longer, she declared,goaded toheadlong,nervous furybyhispersistence.My fatherswishesareenoughforme.Hedesiresmetotakeit,andsoIwill.

    She took up the glass in a sudden frenzy of defiance. He hadfrightenedheryes,hehadfrightenedherbutheshouldseehow

    littlehe

    had

    gained

    by

    that.

    She

    took

    ataste

    of

    the

    liquid,

    then

    paused,againassailedbyacurioushesitancy.Hadherfatherreallymeanthertotakeitall?

    Nickhadstoppedshortather firstmovement,butasshebegan tolower theglass in response to thatdisquietingdoubt,he swoopedsuddenlyforwardlikeamanpossessed.

    Forafleetinginstantshethoughthewasgoingtowrestitfromher,

    butin

    the

    next

    she

    understoodunderstood

    the

    mans

    deep

    treachery, andwithwhatdevilish ingenuity he hadworkeduponher.Holdingherwithanarmthatfelt like iron,heforcedtheglassbackbetweenherteeth,andtiltedthecontentsdownherthroat.She

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    strove to resist him, strovewildly, frantically, not to swallow thedraught.Butheheldherpitilessly.Hecompelledher,grippingherrighthandwiththeglass,andpinningtheothertoherside.

    When itwas over,when he hadworked hiswill and the hatefuldraughtwasswallowed,hesetherfreeandturnedhimselfsharplyfromher.

    Shespranguptremblingandhysterical.Shecouldhaveslainhiminthat instant had she possessed the means to her hand. But herstrength was more nearly exhausted than she knew. Her limbsdoubled up under her weight, and as she tottered, seeking for

    support,she

    realised

    that

    she

    was

    vanquished

    utterly

    at

    last.

    Shesawhimwheelquicklyandstarttosupporther,soughttoevadehim, failedand as she felt his arms lift her, she cried aloud inanguishedhelplessness.

    Whatfolloweddwelteverafterinhermemoryasahideousdream,vividyetnotwhollytangible.Helaidherdownuponthecouchandbentoverher,hishandsuponher,holdingherstill;foreverymuscle,

    everynerve

    twitched

    spasmodically,

    convulsively,

    in

    the

    instinctive

    effort of the powerless body to be free. She had a confusedimpressionalsothathespoketoher,butwhathesaidshewasneverable to recall. In the end, her horror faded, and she saw him asthrough a mist bending above her, grim and tense and silent,controllingherasitwerefromanimmensedistance.Andevenwhilesheyetdimlywondered,hepassed like a shadow fromher sight,andwonderitselfceased.

    Halfan

    hour

    later

    Nicholas

    Ratcliffe,

    the

    wit

    and

    clown

    of

    his

    regiment, regardedbymany as harebrained orwantonly reckless,carriedawayfromthebeleagueredfortamongthehostilemountainstheslight,impassivefigureofanEnglishgirl.

    Thenightwasdark,populatedby terrorsaliveandghastly.Buthewent through itasoneunawareof itsmanydangers.Lightfootedandfearless,hepassedthroughthemidstofhisenemies,marchingwiththesublimeaudacityofthedominantrace,despisingcaution

    yea,grinning

    triumphant

    in

    the

    very

    face

    of

    Death.

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    CHAPTERIV

    DESOLATION

    Out of a deep abyss of darkness in which she seemed to havewandered ceaselessly and comfortlessly for many days, MurielRoscoe camehaltinglyback to the surfaceof things.Shewasveryweak,soweakthattoopenhereyeswasanexertionrequiringallherresolution, and to keep them open during those first hours ofreturning life aphysical impossibility. She knew that shewas notalone, for gentle handsministered to her, and shewas constantlyaware of some onewhowatched her tirelessly,with neverfailing

    attention.But

    she

    felt

    not

    the

    smallest

    interest

    regarding

    this

    faithful

    companion,being tooweary tocarewhethershe livedorfellawayfor ever down those unending steeps up which some unseeninfluenceseemedmagneticallytodrawher.

    Itwas a stageof returning consciousness that seemed to last evenlongerthantheperiodofherwandering,butthisalsobegantopassat length. The light grew stronger all about her, themists rolledslowly away from her clogged brain, leaving only a drowsing

    languorthat

    was

    infinitely

    restful

    to

    her

    tired

    senses.

    And then while she lay halfdreaming and wholly content, aremorseless handbegan tobathe her face and headwith icecoldwater.Sheawokereluctantly,evenresentfully.

    Dont!sheentreatedlikeachild.Iamsotired.Letmesleep.

    Mypoordear,Iknowallaboutit,amotherlyvoicemadeanswer.

    Butits

    time

    for

    you

    to

    wake.

    She did not grasp thewordsonly, very vaguely, theirmeaning;andthisshemadeadetermined,butquitefruitless,efforttodefy.Inthe end,being roused in spiteofherself, sheopenedhereyesandgazedupwards.

    And all his life longNickRatcliffe remembered the reproach thatthoseeyesheldforhim.Itwasasifhehadlaidviolenthandsupona

    spiritthat

    yearned

    towards

    freedom,

    and

    had

    dragged

    it

    back

    into

    thesordidcaptivityfromwhichithadsonearlyescaped.

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    Butitwasonlyforamomentthatshelookedathimso.Thereproachfadedswiftlyfromthedarkeyesandhesawastartledhorrordawnbehindit.

    Suddenly she raised herselfwith a faint cry. Where am I? shegasped.Whatwhathaveyoudonewithme?

    She staredaroundherwildly,withunreasoning,nightmare terror.Shewas lyingonabedof fern inanarrow,darkravine.Theplacewasfullofshadow,thoughfaroverheadshesawthelightofday.Atone end,onlya fewyards fromher,a stream rushedandgurgledamonggreatboulders,anditsinsistentmurmurfilledtheair.Behind

    herrose

    agreat

    wall

    of

    grey

    rock,

    clothed

    here

    and

    there

    with

    some

    darkgrowth. Its rugged facewasdentedwithhollows that lookedlikethehomesofwildanimals.Therewasaconstanttrickleofwateron all sides, an eeriewhispering, remotebut incessant.As she satthere in growing panic, a great batlike creature, immense andshadowy,swoopedsoundlesslybyher.

    She shrankbackwith another cry, and foundNickRatcliffes armthrustprotectinglyabouther.

    Its all right, he said, in a matteroffact tone. Youre notfrightenedatflyingfoxes,areyou?

    Recalledtothefactofhispresence,sheturnedsharply,andflunghisarm away as though it hadbeen a snake. Dont touchme! shegasped,passionateloathinginvoiceandgesture.

    Sorry,saidNickimperturbably.Imeantwell.

    Hebegan tobusy himselfwith a smallbundle that lay upon theground,whistling softlybetween his teeth, and for a few secondsMuriel sat andwatched him.Hewas dressed in a flowing nativegarment, that covered him from head to foot. Out of the heavyenveloping foldshis smooth,yellow face looked forth, sinisterandterrible to her fevered vision.He looked like some evilbird, shethoughttoherself.

    Glancingdown,

    she

    saw

    that

    she

    was

    likewise

    attired,

    save

    that

    her

    headwasbare.Thehairhungwetonher forehead,and thewaterdrippeddownher face.Sheputupherhandhalfmechanically towipethedropsaway.Herfearwasmountingrapidlyhigher.

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    Sheknewnowwhathadhappened.Hehaddruggedherforciblysheshiveredat theremembranceandhadborneheraway to thisdreadful place during her unconsciousness. Her father was left

    behindin

    the

    fort.

    He

    had

    sanctioned

    her

    removal.

    He

    had

    given

    her,

    ahelplesscaptive,intothismanskeeping.

    Butno!Herwholesoulroseup insudden fiercedenialof this.Hehadneverdonethisthing.Hehadnevergivenhisconsenttoanactso cowardly and sobrutal.Hewas incapable of partingwith herthus.He could never have permitted sobase a trick, so cruel, sooutrageous,adeedoftreachery.

    Strengthcame

    suddenly

    to

    herthe

    strength

    of

    frenzy.

    She

    leaped

    to

    herfeet.Shewouldescape.Shewouldgobacktohimthroughallthehordes of the enemy. She would face anythinganything in theworldratherthanremainatthemercyofthisman.

    Buthehadnotbeenlookingather,andhedidnotlookather,hisarm shotoutas shemoved,andhishand fastened clawlikeuponherdress.

    Sorry,he

    said

    again,

    in

    the

    same

    practical

    tone.

    But

    youll

    have

    somethingtoeatbeforeyougo.

    Shestoopedandstrovewildly,frantically,toshakeoffthedetaininghand.Butitheldherlikeavice,withawfulskeletonfingersthatshecouldnot,darednot,touch.

    Letmego!shecriedimpotently.Howdareyou?Howdareyou?

    Stillhe

    did

    not

    raise

    his

    head.

    He

    was

    on

    his

    knees,

    and

    he

    would

    noteventroublehimselftorise.

    I cant help myself, he told her coolly. Its not my fault. Itsyours.

    Shemadea final,violent effort towrestherself free.And thenitwas as if all powerwere suddenly taken from herher strainednerves gave way completely, and she dropped down upon the

    groundagain

    in

    aquivering

    agony

    of

    helplessness.

    Nickshandfellawayfromher.Youshouldnt,hesaidgently.Itsnogood,youknow.

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    He returned to his former occupationwhile she satwith her facehidden,inastuporoffear,afraid tomove lestheshould touchheragain.

    Now,saidNick,afterabriefpause,letmehave thepleasureofseeingyoubreakyourfast.Thereissomeofthatexcellentboiledriceofyourshere.Youwillfeelbetterwhenyouhavehadsome.

    She trembledat thesoundofhisvoice.Couldhemakehereatalsoagainstherwill,shewondered?

    Come!saidNickagain, ina toneofsoftwheedlingthathemight

    haveemployed

    to

    afractious

    child.

    Itll

    do

    you

    good,

    you

    know,

    Muriel.Wontyoutry?Justamouthfultopleaseme!

    Reluctantly she uncovered her face, and looked at him. He waskneeling in front of her, the chuddah pushedback from his face,humbly offering her an oatmealbiscuitwith a small heap of ricepileduponit.

    Shedrewbackshuddering.Icouldnteatanythingpossibly,she

    said,and

    even

    her

    voice

    seemed

    to

    shrink.

    You

    can.

    You

    take

    it.

    I

    wouldratherdie.

    Nickdidnotwithdrawhishand.Take it,Muriel,hesaidquietly.Itisgoingtodoyougood.

    Sheflashedhimadesperateglanceinwhichanger,fear,abhorrence,werestronglymingled.Headvancedthebiscuitalittlenearer.Therewasaqueerlookonhisyellowface,almostabullyinglook.

    Takeit,hesaidagain.

    And against her will, almost without conscious movement, sheobeyedhim.Theuntemptingmorselpassed fromhishand tohers,andunderthecompulsionofhisinsistenceshebegantoeat.

    She feltas ifeverymouthfulwouldchokeher,butshepersevered,urgedbythedreadcertaintythathewouldsomehowhavehisway.

    Notuntilthelastfragmentwasgonedidshefeelhisvigilancerelax,but he ate nothinghimself though there remained severalbiscuitsandaverylittleoftherice.

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    Youarefeelingbetter?heaskedherthen.

    Acurioussuspicionthathewaswaitingtotellhersomethingmade

    heranswer

    almost

    feverishly

    in

    the

    affirmative.

    It

    amounted

    to

    a

    premonition of evil tidings, and instinctively her thoughts flew toherfather.

    What is it? she questioned nervously. You have something tosay.

    Nicksfacewasturnedfromher.Heseemedtobegazingacrosstheravine.

    Yes,hesaid,afteramoment.

    Oh,what?shebrokein.Tellmequicklyquickly!Itismyfather,Iknow,Iknow.Hehasbeenhurtwounded

    Shestopped.Nickhadliftedonehandasiftosilenceher.Mydear,hesaid,hisvoiceverylow,yourfatherdiedlastnightbeforeweleftthefort.

    Ather cryofagonyhe startedup,and ina secondhewasonhiskneesbyher sideandhadgatheredher tohimas though shehadbeenalittlechildinneedofcomfort.Shedidnotshrinkfromhiminherextremity.Theblowhadbeentoosudden,toooverwhelming.Itblottedoutalllessersensibilities.Inthosefirstterriblemomentsshedidnot thinkofNickatall,wasscarcelyconsciousofhispresence,thoughshevaguelyfeltthecomfortofhisarms.

    Andhe,

    holding

    her

    fast

    against

    his

    breast,

    found

    no

    consolation,

    no

    word of any sort wherewith to soothe her. He only rocked hergently,pressingherheadtohisshoulder,whilehisface,bentaboveher,quiveredalloverasthefaceofamanintorture.

    Muriel spokeat last,breakingher stricken silencewitha strangelyeffortlesscomposure.Tellmemore,shesaid.

    Shestirredinhisarmsasiftofreeherselffromsomeoppression,and

    finallydrew

    herself

    away

    from

    him,

    though

    not

    as

    if

    she

    wished

    to

    escapehistouch.Shestillseemedtobehardlyawareofhim.Hewasthemediumofherinformation,thatwasall.Nickdroppedbackintohis former attitude, his hands clasped firmly round his knees, his

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    eyes,keenasabirdsandextremelybright,gazingacrosstheravine.His lipsstillquivereda little,buthisvoicewasperfectlyevenandquiet.

    It happened very soon after the firingbegan. Itmust havebeendirectlyafterheleftyou.Hewashitinthebreast,justovertheheart.We couldnt do anything for him. He knew himself that it wasmortal.Infact,I thinkhehadalmostexpected it.We tookhimintothe guardroom and made him as easy as possible. He lostconsciousness before he died. He was lying unconscious when Icametoyou.

    Murielmade

    asharp

    movement.

    And

    you

    never

    told

    me,

    she

    said,

    inadrywhisper.

    I thought itbest,heansweredwithgreatgentleness.Youcouldnothavegonetohim.Hedidntwishit.

    Why not? she demanded, and suddenly her voice rang harshagain.WhycouldInothavegonetohim?Whydidnthewishit?

    Nickhesitated

    for

    asingle

    instant.

    Then,

    It

    was

    for

    your

    own

    sake,

    hesaid,notlookingather.

    Youmeanhesuffered?

    While he remained consciousyes. Nick spoke reluctantly. Itdidntlastlong,hesaid.

    Shescarcelyseemedtohearhim.Andsoyoutrickedme,shesaid;

    youtricked

    me

    while

    my

    father

    was

    lying

    dying.

    Iwas

    not

    to

    see

    himeither thenorafterformyownsake!Anddoyou thinkhervoicerisingdoyouthinkthatyouwereinanywayjustifiedintreatingmeso?DoyouthinkitwasmercifultoblindmeandtotakefrommeallIshouldeverhaveofcomforttolookbackupon?DoyouthinkIcouldnthaveborneitalltenthousandtimeseasierifIcouldhaveseenandknown theveryworst? Itwasmyrightitwasmyright!Howdaredyou take it fromme? Iwillnever forgiveyounever!

    Shewasonherfeetasthepassionateprotestburstfromher,butsheswayedasshestoodandflungoutherarmswithagropinggesture.

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    I couldhaveborne it, she criedagainwildly,piteously.I couldhaveborneanythinganythingifIhadonlyknown!

    Shebroke

    into

    asudden,

    terrible

    sobbing,

    and

    threw

    herself

    down

    headlong upon the earth, clutching at the moss with shaking,convulsive fingers, and crying between her sobs for Daddy!Daddy!asthoughheragonycouldpiercethedividingbarrierandbringhimbacktoher.Nickmadenofurtherattempttohelpher.Hesatgazingstonilyoutbeforehiminasphinxlikestillnessthatnevervariedwhilethestormofheranguishspentitselfathisside.

    Evenafterher sobshadceased from sheerexhaustionhemadeno

    movement,no

    sign

    that

    he

    was

    so

    much

    as

    thinking

    of

    her.

    Onlywhen at last she raised herselfwith difficulty, and put theheavyhairback fromherdisfigured face,didhe turn slightlyandholdouttoherasmalltincup.

    Itsonlywater,hesaidgently.Havesome.

    Shetookitalmostmechanicallyanddrank,thenlaybackwithclosed

    eyesand

    burning

    head,

    sick

    and

    blinded

    by

    her

    paroxysm

    of

    weeping.

    Alittlelatershefelthishandsmovingaboutheragain,butshewastoospent toopenhereyes.Hebathedherfacewithacareequaltoanywomans,smoothedbackherhair,andimprovisedapillowforherhead.

    Andafterwardssheknewthathesatdownbyher,outofsightbut

    closeat

    hand,

    asilent

    presence

    watching

    over

    her,

    till

    at

    last,

    worn

    outwithgriefand thebitterstrainof thepastweeks,shesank intonatural,dreamlessslumber,andsleptforhours.

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    CHAPTERV

    THEDEVILINTHEWILDERNESS

    ItwasdarkwhenMuriel awokesodark that she lay forawhiledreamily fancying herself in bed. But this illusion passed veryquicklyasherbrain,refreshedandactive,resumeditswork.Thecryofajackalatnogreatdistancerousedhertofullconsciousness,andshestartedupinthechilldarkness,tremblingandafraid.

    Instantlyawarmhandgraspedhers,andalowvoicespoke.Itsallright,saidNick.Imhere.

    Oh,isntitdark?shesaid.Isntitdark?

    Dontbefrightened,heansweredgently.Comeclosetome.Youarecold.

    Shecrepttohimshivering,thankfulfortheshieldingarmhethrewaroundher.

    Thesunrise

    cant

    be

    far

    off,

    he

    said.

    I

    expect

    you

    are

    hungry,

    arentyou?

    Shewasveryhungry,andheputabiscuit intoherhand.Theveryfactofeating there in thedarkness insomemeasurereassuredher.Sheateseveralbiscuits,andbegantofeelmuchbetter.

    Gettingwarmer?questionedNick.Letmefeelyourhands.Theywerestillcold,andhetookthemandthrustthemdownagainsthis

    breast.She

    shrank

    alittle

    at

    the

    touch

    of

    his

    warm

    flesh.

    Itwillmakeyousocold,shemurmured.

    Butheonlylaughedathersoftly,andpressedthemcloser.Iamnoteasilychilled,hesaid.Besides, itssleeping thatmakesyoucold.AndIhaventslept.

    Murielheardthenewswithastonishment.Shewasnolongerangry

    withNick,

    and

    her

    fears

    of

    him

    were

    dormant.

    Though

    she

    would

    neverforgetandmightneverforgivehistreachery,hewashersoleprotector in that wilderness ofmany terrors, and she lacked theresolution to keep him at arms length. There was, moreover,

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    something comforting in his presence, something that vastlyreassuredher,makingherleanuponhimalmostinspiteofherself.

    Haventyou

    slept

    at

    all?

    she

    asked

    him

    in

    wonder.

    How

    in

    the

    worlddidyoukeepawake?

    Hedidnotanswerher,onlylaughedagainasthoughatsomesecretjoke.He seemed tobe in rathergood spirits, shenoticed, and shemarvelled at himwith a heavy pain at her heart thatwas utterlybeyondexpressionorrelief.

    Shesatsilentforalittle,thenatlengthwithdrewherhands,assuring

    himthat

    they

    were

    quite

    warm.

    AndIwanttotalktoyou,sheadded,inamorepracticaltonethanshehadpreviouslymanagedtoassume.Mr.Ratcliffe,youmaybeincommandofthisexpedition,butIthinkyououghttotellmeyourplans.

    CallmeNick,wontyou?hesaid.Itllmakethingseasier.Youarequite welcome to know my plans, such as they are. I havent

    managedto

    develop

    anything

    very

    ingenious

    during

    all

    these

    hours.

    You seeweare, toa certain extent,at themercyof circumstances.Thisplaceisntmorethanadozenmilesfromthefort,andthehillsallroundareinfestedwithtribesmen.Ihopedatfirstthatweshouldget clear in the night,but youwere asleep, and on thewhole itseemedbesttolieupforanotherday.Wemightmakeaboltforittomorrow night if all goeswell. I have a sort of instinct for thesemountains.Thereisalwaysplentyofcoverforthosewhoknowhowto find it. It will be slow progress, of course, but we will keep

    movingsouth,

    and,

    given

    luck,

    we

    may

    fall

    in

    with

    Bassetts

    relief

    columnbeforemanydays.

    Sowithmuchserenityhedisclosedhisplans,andMurielmarvelledafresh at the confidence that buoyed him up. Was he really assublimely free from anxiety as he wished her to believe, shewondered? Itwasdifficult to thinkotherwise,even thoughhehadadmitted that theywere governedby circumstance. Shebegan tothinkthattherewasmagic inhim,somehiddenreserveforceupon

    whichhe

    could

    always

    draw

    when

    all

    other

    resources

    failed.

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    Anothermatterhadalsocaughtherattention,andthisshepresentlydecidedtoinvestigate.ShehadneverthoughtofNickRatcliffeasinanysensearemarkablepersonbefore.

    Didyouactuallycarrymetenmiles?sheasked.

    Somethingverynearit,saidNick.

    How in theworld did you do it?Her interestwas quickened.Undoubtedlytherewassomethinguncannyinthismansstrength.

    Yourenotveryheavy,youknow,hesaid.

    Hisarmwas stillaroundher,and she suffered it; for thedarknessstillfrightenedherwhensheallowedherselftothink.

    Haveyouhadanythingtoeat?sheaskedhimnext.

    Not quite lately, saidNick. Ivebeen smoking. Iwonder youdidntnoticeit.

    Histone

    was

    somehow

    repressive,

    but

    she

    ignored

    it

    with

    agrowing

    temerity.Afterall,hedidnot seem such an alarmingpersonon aneareracquaintance.

    Doessmokingdoaswellaseating?sheasked.

    Muchbetter,saidNickpromptly.Caretotry?

    Sheshookherheadinthedarkness.Idontthinkyouaretellingthe

    truth,she

    said.

    What?saidNick.

    Hespokecarelessly,butshedidnotrepeatherassertion.Asuddenshynessdescendeduponher,andshebecamesilent.Nickwasquiettoo, and shewonderedwhatwaspassing inhismind.But for thetensenessofthearmthatencircledher,shecouldhavebelievedhimtobedozing.The silencewasbecomingoppressivewhenabruptly

    hebroke

    it.

    See!hesaid.Herecomesthedawn!

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    Shestartedandstaredinfrontofher,seeingnothing.

    Overtoyourleft,saidNick.Andturningshebeheldalightening

    ofthe

    darkness

    high

    above

    them.

    Shebreathedasighofthankfulness,andwatcheditgrow.Itspreadrapidly.Thewalls of the ravine showedghostlygrey, then faintlypink.Through thedimness thebouldersscatteredabout thestreamstood up like mediaeval monsters, and for a few panicstrickensecondsMuriel took the twining roots of a rhododendron close athandfor thecoilsofagiganticsnake.Thenas theordinary lightofdayfiltereddownintothegloomyplaceshesighedagainwithrelief,

    andlooked

    at

    her

    companion.

    Hewassittingwithhischinonhishand,gazingacross theravine.He did not stir or glance in her direction. His yellow face wasseamedinathousandwrinkles.

    A vaguemisgiving assailed her as she looked at him. Therewassomethingunnaturalinhisstillness.

    Nick!she

    said

    at

    length

    with

    hesitation.

    Heturnedsharply,andinaninstantthereadygrinleapedoutuponhisface.Goodmorning,hesaid lightly.Iwasjustthinkinghownice itwouldbe togodown thereandhaveawash.Wevegot topassthetimesomehow,youknow.Willyougofirst?

    Hisgaietybaffledher,butshedidnotfeelwhollyreassured.Shegotupslowly,andasshedidso,herattentionwascaughtbysomething

    thatsent

    athrill

    of

    dismay

    through

    her.

    Dont look at my feet, please, said Nick. They wont bearinspectionatpresent.

    Sheturnedhorrifiedeyestohisface,ashethrustthemdownintoabunchoffern.Howdreadful!sheexclaimed.Theyareallcutandgashed.Ididntknowyouwerebarefooted.

    Iwasnt,

    said

    Nick.

    Ive

    got

    some

    sandals

    here.

    Dont

    look

    like

    that!Youmakemewant to cry. Iassureyou itdoesnthurt in theleast.

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    Hegrinnedagainasheutteredthischeerfullie,butMurielwasnotdeceived.

    Youmust

    let

    me

    bind

    them

    up,

    she

    said.

    Notfortheworld,laughedNick.Icouldntwalkwithmyfeetinpoulticebags,andweshallhavesomemoreroughmarching todotonight.Nowdontyouworry.Runalonglikeagoodgirl.Imgoingtosaymyprayers.

    Itwasflippantlyspoken,butMurielrealisedthatitwouldbebettertoobey.Sheturnedaboutslowly,andbegantomakeherwaydown

    tothe

    stream.

    The sunlightwasbeginning to slant through the ravine, and hereand there the racing water gleamed silvery. It was intenselyrefreshingtokneelandbathefaceandhandsinitsicycoldness.Shelingered longover it. Itssparklingpurityseemed toreachandstillthe throbbingmisery at her heart. In some fashion itbrought herpeace.

    Shewould

    have

    prayed,

    but

    she

    felt

    she

    had

    no

    prayer

    to

    offer.

    She

    had no favour to ask for herself, and herworldwas quite emptynow.Shehadnooneinherheartforwhomtopray.

    Yet for awhile she knelt dumb among the lifeless stones, her facehidden, her thoughtswith the fatherwhose loss she had scarcelybegun to realise. Itmightbe thatGodwouldunderstandandpityhersilence,shethoughtdrearilytoherself.

    Therush

    of

    the

    water

    drowned

    all

    sound

    but

    its

    own,

    and

    the

    memoryofNick,waitingabove,fadedfromherconsciousnesslikeadream.Herbrain felt numb and heavy still. She did notwant tothink. She leaned her head against a rock, closing her eyes. Thecontinuousbabbleofthestreamwaslikealullaby.

    Under its soothing influence she might have slept, a blesseddrowsiness was stealing over her, when suddenly there flashedthroughherbeingaswiftwarningofapproachingdanger.Whenceit

    cameshe

    knew

    not,

    but

    its

    urgency

    was

    such

    that

    instinctively

    she

    startedupandlookedabouther.

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    Thenext instant,with a soundhalfgasp,halfcry, shewasonherfeet, and shrinking back against her sheltering boulder in theparalysis of a great horror. There,within a few yards of her and

    drawingnearer,

    ever

    nearer,

    with

    abeast

    like

    stealth,

    was

    atall,

    blackbeardedtribesman.Transfixedbyterror,shestoodandgazedathim,waitingdumbly, cold fromhead to foot, feelingas thoughherveryhearthadturnedtostone.

    Nearer he came, and yet nearer, soundlessly over the stones.Hiseyes, gleaming, devilish,were to her as the eyes of a devouringmonster. Inheragony she tried to shriekaloud,buthervoicewasgone,herthroatseemedlocked.Shewaspowerless.

    Close toher, fora single instanthepaused; then,as ina lightningflash, she saw the narrow, sinewy hand and snakelike arm dartforwardtoseizeher,felteverymuscleinherbodystiffentorigidityin anticipation of its touch, and shrankshrank in every nervethoughshemadenooutwardsignofshrinking.

    Butontheinstant,withapantherlikespring,sure,noiseless,deadly,another figure leapt suddenly across her vision. There followed a

    violentstruggle

    in

    front

    of

    her,

    aconfused

    swaying

    to

    and

    fro,

    acry

    chokedinstantlyandterribly,thetinklingsoundofsteelfallinguponstone.Andthenbothfigureswereonthegroundalmostatherfeet,lockedtogetherinmortalcombat,fighting,fightinglikedemonsinasilencethatthrobbedwiththetumultofunrestrainedsavagery.

    LatershenevercouldrememberhowlongittookhertorealisethatthesecondapparitionwasNick,orifshehadknownitfromthefirst.Shefeltherselfhoveringuponthebrinkofagreatemptiness,avoid

    immense,and

    yet

    all

    her

    senses

    were

    alive

    and

    tingling

    with

    horror.

    Withagonisedperceptionofwhatwaspassing,sheyetfeltnumbed:as thoughherbodyweredead,but still containedavital, torturedsoul.

    And itwas thus that shepresently sawNicks facebentabove theblackbearded face of his enemy; and remembered suddenly andhorriblyapictureshehadonceseenofthedevilinthewilderness.

    Withhis

    knees

    he

    was

    gripping

    the

    writhing

    body

    of

    his

    fallen

    foe.

    Withhishandsitcameuponheras shewatchedwitha shockofanguished comprehensionhe was deliberately and with deadlyintentionchokingoutthemanslife.

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    Curseyou!Die!sheheardhimsayandhisvoicesoundedlikethesnarlofawildbeast.Hisupper lipwasdrawnback,the loweronewasbetweenhis teeth,and from it theblooddrippedcontinuously

    uponhis

    hands

    and

    upon

    the

    dark

    throat

    he

    gripped.

    Givemethatknife!hesuddenlysaid,withanupwardjerkofthehead.

    Adaggerwas lyingalmostwithinhis reach, close toher foot.Shecouldhavekickedittowardshimhadnotherbodybeenfastboundin thatdeathly inertia.Butherwholesoulroseup inwildrevoltattheorder.Shetriedtocryout,toimplorehimtohavemercy,butshe

    couldnot

    make

    asound.

    She

    could

    only

    stand

    in

    frozen

    horror,

    and

    witnessthisawfulthing.

    ShesawNickshifthisgriptoonehandandreachoutwiththeotherfor the weapon. He grasped it and recovered himself. A greatdarknesswasdescendinguponher,but itdidnotcomeatonce. Ithoveredbeforehereyes,andseemedtopass,andagainshesawthehorroratherfeet;sawNick,benttodestroylikeaneagleabovehisprey,merciless,fullofstrength, terrible;saw themanbeneathhim,

    writhing,convulsed,

    tortured;

    saw

    his

    upturned

    face,

    and

    starting

    eyes; saw the sudden downward swoop ofNicks right hand, theflashofthedescendingsteel.

    Inheragonysheburstthespellthatboundher,andshriekingturnedtofleefromthatawfulsight.

    Butevenasshemoved,thedarknesscamesuddenlybackuponher,enveloping her, overwhelming hera darkness that couldbe felt.

    Foralittle

    she

    fought

    against

    it

    frantically,

    impotently.

    Then

    her

    feet

    seemed to totterover the edgeofadreadful, formless silence.Sheknewthatshefell.

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    CHAPTERVI

    WHENSTRONGMENFAIL

    Wakeup!saidNicksoftly.Wakeup!Dontbeafraid.

    ButMuriel turned her face from the lightwith amoan.Memorywingedwithhorrorwassweepingbackuponher,andshewantednevertowakeagain.

    Wakeup!Nicksaidagain,andthistimetherewasinsistenceinhisvoice.Openyoureyes,Muriel.Thereisnothingtofrightenyou.

    Shuddering, she obeyed him. Shewas lying oncemore upon hercouchof ferns,andhewas stoopingoverher, looking closely intoher face.His eyeswere extraordinarilybright, like the eyes of aneagle,butthelidsflickeredsorapidlythatheseemedtobelookingthroughherrather thanather.Therewasawounduponhis lowerlip, and at the sight she shuddered again, closing her eyes. Sherememberedthatthelasttimeshehadlookeduponthatface,ithadbeenthefaceofadevil.

    Oh,goaway!Goaway!shewailed.Letmedie!

    Iwillgoaway,heansweredswiftly,ifyouwillpromisetodrinkwhatisinthiscup.

    Hepresseditagainstherhand,andshetookitalmostmechanically.Itisonlybrandyandwater,hesaid.Youwilldrinkit?

    IfImust,

    she

    answered

    weakly.

    Youmust,he rejoined,and sheheardhim riseandmoveaway.Shestrainedherearstolisten,butsheverysoonceasedtohearhim;and thenraisingherselfcautiously,shedrank.Awarm thrillof liferan through her veinswith thedraught, steadying her, refreshingher.Butitwaslongbeforeshecouldbringherselftolookround.

    Theminiature roarof the streamwas theonly sound tobeheard,

    andwhen

    at

    length

    she

    glanced

    downwards

    there

    was

    no

    sign

    anywhereof theghastly spectacle shehadjustwitnessed.She sawthe rock behind which she had knelt, and again a violent fit ofshudderingassailedher.Whatdidthatrockconceal?

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    Nevertheless shepresently took courage to rise, lookingaboutherfurtively, half afraid that Nickmight pop up at anymoment todetainher.Forshefelt thatshecouldnotstay longer in thatplace,

    whateverhe

    might

    say

    or

    do.

    The

    one

    idea

    that

    possessed

    her

    was

    to

    getawayfromhim,toescapefromhishorriblepresence,whithersheneitherknewnorcared.Ifheappearedtostopherthen,shethoughtthatshewouldgoravingmad.

    Butshesawnothingofhimasshestoodthere,andwithdeepreliefshebegantocreepaway.Halfadozenyardsshecovered,andthenstoodsuddenlystillwithherheartinherthroat.There,immediatelyin frontofher, flungproneupon the groundwithhis face onhis

    arms,was

    Nick.

    He

    did

    not

    move

    at

    her

    coming,

    did

    not

    seem

    to

    hear.Andthethoughtcametohertoavoidhimbyacircuit,andyetescape.But somethingaqueer, indefinable somethingmadeherpause.Whywas he lying there?Had hebeen hurt in that awfulstruggle?Washewasheunconscious?Washedead?

    She foughtback the impulse to fly, not for its unworthiness,butbecauseshefeltthatshemustknow.

    Trembling,she

    moved

    alittle

    nearer

    to

    the

    prostrate,

    motionless

    figure.

    Nick!shewhisperedunderherbreath.

    Hemadenosign.

    Her doubt turned to sudden, overmastering fear that pricked herforwardinspiteofherself.

    Nick!shesaidagain,andfindingherselfclosetohimshebentandveryslightlytouchedhisshoulder.

    Hemoved then, and shealmostgaspedwith relief.He turnedhisheadsharplywithoutraisinghimself,andshesawthegrimlinesofhisleancheekandjaw.

    Thatyou,Muriel?hesaid,speakinghaltingly,spasmodically.Im

    awfullysorry.

    Fact

    isIm

    not

    well.

    Ishall

    bebetterdirectly.

    Go

    back,wontyou?

    Hebrokeoff,andlaysilent,hishandsclenchedasifhewereinpain.

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    Muriel stood looking down at him in consternation. It was herchance to escapea chance thatmightneveroccuragainbut shehadnofurtherthoughtoftakingit.

    Whatisit?sheaskedhimtimidly,CanIdoanything?

    And then she suddenly sawwhatwas thematter. Itburst uponherastartlingrevelation.Possibly thesightof thoseskeleton fistshelpedher to enlightenment. She turned swiftly and spedback totheircampingground.

    Inthirtysecondsorless,shewasbackagainandstoopingoverhim

    withapiece

    of

    brown

    bread

    in

    her

    hand.

    Eatthis,sheordered,inatoneofauthority.

    Nicksfacewashiddenagain.Heseemedtobefightingwithhimself.Hisvoicecameatlength,muffledandindistinct.

    No,no!Takeitaway!Illhaveadrainofbrandy.AndIvegotsometobaccoleft.

    Muriel stooped lower. She caught the words though they werescarcely audible. She laid her handupon his arm, stronger in themomentsemergencythanshehadbeensinceleavingthefort.

    Youaretoeatit,shesaidverydecidedly.Youshalleatit.Doyouhear,Nick?Iknowwhatisthematterwithyou.Youarestarving.Ioughttohaveseenitbefore.

    Nickuttered

    ashaky

    laugh,

    and

    dragged

    himself

    up

    on

    to

    his

    elbows.Imnot starving,hedeclared.Take itaway,Muriel.Doyou think Imgoing toeatyour luncheon, tea,anddinner,and tomorrowsbreakfastaswell?

    Youaregoingtoeatthis,sheanswered.

    Heflashedheraglanceofkeencuriosity.AmI?hesaid.

    Youmust,

    she

    said,

    speaking

    with

    an

    odd

    vehemence

    which

    later

    surprisedherself.Whyshouldyougooutofyourwaytotellmealie?DoyouthinkIcantsee?

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    Nick raised himself slowly. Something in the situation seemed tohavedeprivedhimofhisusualreadiness.Buthewouldnottakethebread,wouldnotevenlookatit.

    Imbetternow,hesaid.Wellgoback.

    Muriel stood forasecond irresolute, then sharply turnedherback.Nicksatandwatchedherinsilence.Suddenlyshewheeled.There!shesaid.Ivedividedit.Youwilleatthisatleast.Itsabsurdofyouto starveyourself.Youmightaswellhave stayed in the fort todothat.

    Thiswas

    unanswerable.

    Nick

    took

    the

    bread

    without

    further

    protest.

    Hebegan to eat,marvelling at his owndocility; and suddenlyheknewthathewasravenous.

    Therewasverylittleleftwhenatlengthhelookedup.

    Showmewhatyouhavesavedforyourself,hesaid.

    ButMurielbackedawaywithashort,hystericallaugh.

    Hestartedtohisfeetandtookherrudelybytheshoulder.Doyoumean to sayhebegan, almostwithviolence;and then checkedhimself,peeringatherwithfierce,uncertaineyes.

    Shedrewawayfromhim,allherfearsreturninguponherinaflood;butathermovementhesetherfreeandturnedhisback.

    Heavenknowswhatyoudiditfor,hesaid,seemingtocontrolhis

    voicewith

    some

    difficulty.

    It

    wasnt

    for

    your

    own

    sake,

    and

    Iwont

    presume to think itwas formine. Butwhen the time comes forhanding round rewards,may itbe remembered thatyour offeringwassomethingmoresubstantialthanacupofcoldwater.

    Hebrokeoffwithaqueersound in the throat,andbegan tomoveaway.

    ButMuriel followedhim, anunaccountable senseof responsibility

    overcomingher

    reluctance.

    Nick!shesaid.

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    Hestoodstillwithoutturning.Shehadafeelingthathewasputtingstrong restraint upon himself.With an effort she forced herself tocontinue.

    You want sleep, I know. Will youwill you lie down while Iwatch?

    Heshookhisheadwithoutlookingather.

    But I wish it, she persisted. I can wake you ifanythinghappens.

    Youwouldnt

    dare,

    said

    Nick.

    Isupposethatmeansyouareafraidtotrustme,shesaid.

    Heturnedatthat.Itmeansnothingofthesort.Butyouvehadonescare,andyoumayhaveanother.IthinkmyselfthatthatfellowwasascoutonthelookoutforBassettsadvanceguard.ButHeavenonlyknowswhatbrought him to this place, and theremaybe others.ThatswhyIdidntdaretoshoot.

    Hepaused,his lighteyebrows raised,surveyingherquestioningly;forMurielhad suddenly coveredher facewithbothhands.But inanothermomentshelookedupagain,andspokewithaneffort.

    Yourbeingawakecouldntlessenthedanger.Wontyoupleasebereasonableaboutit?Iamdoingmybest.

    Therewas adeep note of appeal in her voice, and abruptlyNick

    gavein.

    Hemovedback to their restingplacewithout anotherword, andflunghimself facedownwardsbeside the nest of fern that hehadmadeforher,lyingstretchedatfulllengthlikealog.

    Shehadnotexpected so suddenandcompleteasurrender. It tookherunawares,andshestoodlookingdownathim,uncertainhowtoproceed.

    Butafterafewsecondsheturnedhisheadtowardsherandspoke.

    Youllstaybyme,Muriel?

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    Of course, she answered, that unwonted sense of responsibilitystillstronglyurgingher.

    Hemurmured

    something

    unintelligible,

    and

    stirred

    uneasily.

    She

    knewinaflashwhathewanted,butasicksenseofdreadheldherback. She felt during the silence that followed as though hewerepleading with her, urging her, even entreating her. Yet still sheresisted,standingnearhim indeed,butwithadesperatereluctanceatherheart,a shrinkingunutterable from thebare thoughtofanycloserproximity tohim thatwas as the instinctive recoilofpurityfromathingunclean.

    Thehorror

    of

    his

    deed

    had

    returned

    upon

    her

    over

    whelmingly

    with

    hisbriefreferencetoit.Hislackofemotionseemedtoherashideouscallousness, more horrible than the deed itself. His physicalexhaustionhadcalledheroutofherself,butthereactionwasdoublyterrible.

    Nick said no more. He lay quite motionless, hardly seeming tobreathe,andsherealisedthattherewasnoreposeinhisattitude.Hewasnoteventryingtorest.

    Shewrungherhandstogether.Itcouldnotgoon,thistension.Eithershemustyieldtohisunspokendesire,orhewouldsitupandcryoffthe bargain. And she knew that sleep was a necessity to him.Commonsensetoldherthathewastotallyunfitforfurtherhardshipwithoutit.

    Sheclosedhereyesamoment,summoningallherstrength for thegreatest sacrifice she had evermade.And then in silence she sat

    downbeside

    him,

    within

    reach

    of

    his

    hand.

    Heutteredagreat sighandsufferedhiswholebody to relax.Andsheknewby theaction, thoughhedidnot speakaword, that shehadsethismindatrest.

    Scarcelyaminutelater,hisquietbreathingtoldherthatheslept,butshesatonbyhissidewithoutmovingduringthelongemptyhoursof her vigil.He had trusted her without a question, and, as her

    fathersdaughter,

    she

    would

    at

    whatever

    cost

    prove

    herself

    worthy

    ofhistrust.

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    CHAPTERVII

    THECOMINGOFANARMY

    Through a great part of the night that followed they trampedsteadily southward. The starswereNicks guide, though as timepassedhebegan tomakehiswaywith theconfidenceofonewellacquaintedwithhissurroundings.Theinstinctoflocalitywasasixthsensewith him.Hand in hand, over rocky ground, through deepravines,bysteepanddifficulttracks,theymadetheirdesperateway.Sometimesinthedistancedimfiguresmovedmysteriously,revealedby starlight,but none questioned ormolested them. They passed

    fromrock

    to

    rock

    through

    the

    heart

    of

    the

    enemys

    country,

    unrecognised,unobserved.ThereweretimeswhenNickgraspedhisrevolverunderhisdisguise, ready, ready at amomentsnotice, tokeephiswordtothegirlsfather,shoulddetectionbetheirportion;buteach timeas thedangerpassed thembyhe tightenedhisholduponher,drawingherforwardwithgreaterassurance.

    They scarcely spoke throughout the long, longmarch.Murielhadmovedatfirstwithacertainelasticity,thankfultoescapeatlastfrom

    thehorrors

    of

    their

    resting

    place.

    But

    very

    soon

    agreat

    weariness

    cameuponher.Shewasphysicallyunfitforanyprolongedexertion.Thelongstrainofthesiegehadweakenedhermorethansheknew.

    Nevertheless, shekeptonbravely,utteringno complaint,urged toutmosteffortbytheinstinctivedesiretoescape.Itwasthisoneideathatoccupiedallher thoughtsduring thatnight.Sheshrankwithavividhorrorfromlookingback.Andshecouldnotseeintothedimblankfuture.Itwasmercifullyscreenedfromhersight.

    At her thirdheavy stumble,Nick stopped andmade her swallowsomerawbrandyfromhisflask.Thisbuoyedherupforawhile,butitwasevident to themboth thatherstrengthwas fast failing.Andpresently he stopped again, andwithout aword lifted her in hisarms.Shegaspedaprotesttowhichhemadenoresponse.Hisarmscompassedher like steel,makingher feelhelplessasan infant.Hewas limpinghimself,shenoticed;yetheboreherstrongly,withoutfaltering,surefootedasamountaingoatoverthebrokenground,till

    hefound

    at

    length

    what

    he

    deemed

    asafe

    halting

    place

    in

    aclump

    of

    stuntedtrees.

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    Thesunriserevealedanativevillagestandingamongriceandcottonfieldsinthevalleybelowthem.

    Ishall

    have

    to

    go

    foraging,

    Nick

    said.

    ButMurielsnervesthathadbeentotteringonthevergeofcollapsefor some time here broke down completely. She clung to himhystericallyandentreatedhimnottoleaveher.

    Icantbearit!Icantbearit!shekeptreiterating.Ifyougo,Imustgotoo.IcantIcantstayherealone.

    Hegave

    way

    instantly,

    seeing

    that

    she

    was

    in

    astate

    of

    mind

    that

    borderedupondistraction,andthathecouldnotsafelyleaveher.Hesat downbeside her, therefore,making her as comfortable as hecould;and shepresently sleptwithherheaduponhis shoulder. Itwasbutabrokenslumber,however,andsheawoke from itcryingwildly that amanwasbeingmurderedmurderedmurderedandimploringhimwithagonisedtearstointervene.

    Hequietedherwithasteady insistencethatgained itsend,though

    shecrouched

    against

    him

    sobbing

    for

    some

    time

    after.

    As

    the

    sun

    rose higher her fever increased,but she remained conscious andsuffering intensely, all through the heat of the day. Then, as theeveningdrewon,sheslippedintoaheavystupor.

    ItwastheopportunityNickhadawaitedforhours,andheseizedit.Layingherback in thedeep shadowofaboulder,hewent swiftlydownintothevalley.Thelastlightwaspassingashestrodethroughthevillage,agaunt,silentfigureinahillmansdress,anativedagger

    inhis

    girdle.

    Save

    that

    he

    had

    pulled

    the

    chuddah

    well

    over

    his

    face,

    heattemptednoconcealment.

    Heglidedbya ringofoldmen seatedabouta fire,moving likeashadow through the glare. They turned to view him,but he hadalreadypassedwiththetreadofawolf,andthemudwallofoneofthecottageshidhimfromsight.

    Intothishuthedivedasthoughsomeinstinctguidedhim.Hepaid

    noheed

    to

    awoman

    on

    astring

    bedstead

    with

    ababy

    at

    her

    breast,

    whochatteredshrillyathisentrance.Preparationsforamealwereinprogress, and he scarcely pausedbefore he lighted uponwhat hesought.Asmallearthenpitcherstoodonthemudfloor.Heswooped

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