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Uc Fkokr kl Htakspjcrc tcoos kgc ekftkr‐s stkry hge tjc rkutc kljcr ace`fho fhrccr w`tj whratj, juakr, hge hmkvc hoo, jkgcsty. Hs wc lkookw Ahdd`c Ikzco lrka jcr ècho`st`f ehys hs h ecvktceykugd pce`htr`f`hg, tjrkudj jcr Ghvy cxpcr`cgfc w`tj ug`vcrshojchotj fkvcrhdc, hge kg `gtk tjc wkroe kl pr`vhtc prhft`fc, wc sccgkt kgoy jcr rcvcrcgfc lkr ace`fho sf`cgfc, hge jcr fkaphss`kglkr jcr pht`cgts, mut hosk tjc wècg`gd dhp mctwccg wjht sjc whstrh`gce tk ek hge wjht `s cvcgtuhooy cxpcftce kl jcr.

Jcr pcrskgho stkry pohys kut hdh`gst tjc mhfierkp kl kur fjhgd-`gd jchotj-fhrc systca, hge ecakgstrhtcs tjc why kur actjke klphy`gd lkr jchotj fhrc jhs rchfjce `ts why `gtk tjc cxha rkka,

putt`gd h strhgdocjkoe kg jkw ekftkrs prhft`fc, hge prklkugeoy`gucgf`gd tjc ekftkr-pht`cgt rcoht`kgsj`p. Uc stkr`cs sjc sjhrcsòoustrhtc tjc ace`fho, cfkgka`f, hge akrho fkapocx`t`cs kl SVjchotj fhrc. k ugecrsthge Er. Ikzco‐s uotàhtc ecf`s`kg tk ochvcace`f`gc `s tk mcttcr fkaprcjcge tjc e`sfkggcft mctwccg kurfkgsècrhmoc ace`fho rcskurfcs hge jkw kur jchotj-fhrc systcalhoos sjkrt kl eco`vcr`gd tjca.

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Fjcosch Drccg sccs pumo`sj`gd hs h tkko lkr fuoturho fjhgdc hge cfkokd`fho stcwhresj`p. Tc str`vc tk ho`dg kur mkki ahgulhftur`gd prhft`fcs w`tj kur ce`tkr`ho a`ss`kg hge tkrceufc tjc àphft kl kur mus`gcss cgtcrpr`sc `g tjc cgv`rkgacgt. Tc pr`gt kur mkkishge fhthokds kg fjokr`gc-lrcc rcfyfoce phpcr, us`gd vcdcthmoc-mhsce `gis wjcgcvcr pkss`-moc. Uj`s mkki ahy fkst so`djtoy akrc mcfhusc wc usc rcfyfoce phpcr, hge wc jkpc yku‐oohdrcc tjht `t‐s wkrtj `t. Fjcosch Drccg `s h acamcr kl tjc Drccg ^rcss @g`t`ht`vc (www.drccgprcss`g`t`ht`vc.krd), h gkgprkt fkho`t`kg kl pumo`sjcrs, ahgulhfturcrs, hge hutjkrs

wkri`gd tk prktcft tjc wkroe‐s cgehgdcrce lkrcsts hge fkgscrvc ghturho rcskurfcs. Ujc

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Lkrcwkre, >>

Hutjkr‐s Gktc, >>

@gtrkeuft`kg, >>

8. M`d Erchas `g h Vahoo ôhfc, >>

=. Vhlc Ohge`gd, >>

6. Ujc Fkokr kl Htakspjcrc, >>

5. Ujc Jchrt kl tjc Ahttcr, >>

3. Ujc Lhfts kl O`lc, >>

<. Fhspcr hge Lr`cges, >>

4. Ghturc hge Ktjcr Aktjcrs, >>

:. Ujc Lrkgt O`gc, >>

0. Sg`vcrsho Hppcho, >>

8>. Frheoc T`seka, >>

88. ]cho`ty, F`vò`hg-Vtyoc, >>8=. Uk Jhvc hge tk Jhvc Gkt, >>

86. Mr`hg hge Mòoy, >>

85. Lhaòy U`cs, >>

83. Ahc, >>

8<. Guts hge Mkots, >>

84. Mctwccg tjc O`gcs, >>

8:. Ujc Mcst Eclcgsc, >>80. Ochg`gd `gtk ^h`g, >>

=>. Lkookw tjc Akgcy, >>

=8. Uòt`gd ht Kmcs`ty, >>

==. Sgfkaakg Vcgsc, >>

=6. Lhst Uhoi, >>

=5. Bkjggy, Bhacs, hge Bkjg, >>

=3. Fkecs tk O`vc My, >>

=<. Lrhfturc, >>

=4. Gktj`gd ^crskgho, >>

=:. Ujc Tkrr`ce Tcoo, >>

=0. Fhoo`gd Er. ^cz, >>





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6>. Vpkkgluos kl Vudhr, >>

68. G`djt \`s`kg, >>

6=. H ]èc Ujrkudj tjc Ecscrt, >>66. Hg Kpcg Ekkr, >>

65. Bust Tjht tjc Ekftkr Krecrce, >>

63. ]`ppocs kl Dr`cl, >>

6< Ujc Okgd Dkke-Myc, >>

Cpòkduc, >>

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hutjkr‐s gktc

Hoo tjc cvcgts hge pht`cgt cgfkugtcrs @ prcscgt `g tj`s mkki hrc

rcho, hge @ hffurhtcoy ecsfr`mc tjca tk tjc mcst kl ay acakry.

Ujc ghacs kl hoo pht`cgts hge tjc`r lhaò`cs jhvc mccg fjhgdce tk

rcspcft pht`cgt fkgecgt`ho`ty, hge @ jhvc hotcrce h lcw stuecgts‐

ghacs hs wcoo. @g h lcw `gsthgfcs wjcg @ ecsfr`mc h typ`fho cgfkug-

tcr `g dcgcrho tcras, sufj hs tjc wcoo-mhmy v`s`t w`tj ‟Ahttjcw,‑ @

usc fkapòht`kg fjhrhftcrs lkr purpkscs kl òoustrht`kg. Kg tjc lcw

kffhs`kgs wjcg @ pkrtrhyce h jchotj prklcss`kgho `g h pktcgt`hooy

fkaprka`s`gd o`djt, @ jhvc fjhgdce tjht prklcss`kgho‐s ghac, kut kl

rcspcft tk jcr kwg ekftkr‖pht`cgt rcoht`kgsj`ps. Akst kl tjc jchotj

fhrc prklcss`kghos @ jhvc fkac tk igkw kvcr tjc phst twk ecfhecs

jhvc ay eccp rcspcft hge hea`rht`kg, hge @ jhvc usce tjc`r hftuho

ghacs w`tj prèc hge hllcft`kg.





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`gtrkeuft`kg

Mhfi `g 80:>, hs h lkurtj-ychr ace`fho stuecgt ht Dckrdctkwg

Sg`vcrs`ty, @ httcgece h phgco e`sfuss`kg fjh`rce my Vcghtkr

Cewhre Icggcey kg tjc fkst kl jchotj fhrc. Ujc prca`sc kl tjc

e`sfuss`kg whs tjht skkg kur ght`kg wkuoe gkt mc hmoc tk susth`g

trhe`t`kgho lcc-lkr-scrv`fc jchotj fhrc, `g wj`fj tjc ekftkr scts tjc

lcc, hge tjc pht`cgt kr jchotj ̀ gsurhgfc fkaphgy phys ̀ t. Ujcrc whs

o`ttoc qucst`kg tjht tjc Sg`tce Vthtcs whs jkac tk skac kl tjc akst

hevhgfce hge rcahrihmoc ace`fho rcskurfcs kg tjc pohgct. Ujc

prkmoca, hs Vcghtkr Icggcey shw `t, whs tjht wc wcrc gkt dk`gd tk

mc hmoc tk hllkre tk eco`vcr tjcsc ace`fho a`rhfocs tk kur f`t`zcgs

aufj okgdcr `l wc eèg‐t fjhgdc tjc why wc phè lkr jchotj fhrc.

^hyacgts lkr ekftkrs‐ lccs hge ktjcr ace`fho scrv`fcs wcrc dk`gd

tk jhvc tk mc rcduohtce hge, `g skac `gsthgfcs, oà`tce. Akst kl us

s`tt`gd `g tjht hue`tkrùa, ace`fho stuecgts hge ekftkrs-`g-trh`g-`gd, o`stcgce w`tj sicpt`f`sa. Tc wcrc hwhrc kl skac kl tjc trcges

`g ace`fho cfkgka`fs, mut wc wcrc hosk prkeufts kl kur skf`cty.

Hge kur skf`cty, mhfi `g tjc 804>s hge ‐:>s, whs `g ecg`ho.

@t sccace ugmco`cvhmoc tk ac mhfi tjcg, s`tt`gd `g tjht sch kl

wj`tc ohm fkhts, tjht tjc tàc-jkgkrce, trhe`t`kgho ekftkr‖pht`cgt

rcoht`kgsj`p fkuoe mc thapcrce w`tj. @ whs gkt hokgc `g tj`gi`gd

tjht capokycrs, `gsurhgfc fkaphg`cs, hge ocd`sohtkrs jhe gk mus`-gcss `gtcrlcr`gd w`tj jkw h ekftkr prhft`fce ace`f`gc. Gkur`sjce

my h mocge kl ghëvctà, ècho`sa, hge scol-àpkrthgfc, akst kl us `g

tjc jksp`tho hue`tkrùa tjht akrg`gd lcot scfurc tjht kur trhe`-

t`kgho rkoc `g ectcra`g`gd tjc hookfht`kg kl ace`fho rcskurfcs lkr

kur pht`cgts whs `gv`kohmoc. Ujc èch tjht tjcsc rcskurfcs wkuoe gkt

mc oà`tocss, hge tjht tjc fo`g`fho fjk`fcs kllcrce tk kur pht`cgts

wkuoe kltcg mc kut kl tjc pjys`f`hg‐s fkgtrko, whs tkk ugsctto`gd

tk mc camrhfce. Ujc gkt`kg tjht tjcsc fo`g`fho ecf`s`kgs wkuoe mc

ahec my gkgpjys`f`hgs sccace hmsure.

Hs tjc jchotj fhrc erhah uglkoece kvcr tjc gcxt lcw ecfhecs, @

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sht w`tj `g tjc hue`tkrùa tjht ehy. @ wcgt tjrkudj ace`fho sfjkko

kg h ghvy sfjkohrsj`p, hge spcgt ay rst, lkraht`vc ecfhec hs h

pce`htr`f`hg `g tjc SV aò`thry, w`tj `ts ug`vcrsho, s`gdoc-phycrjchotj fkvcrhdc. Cvcry lhaòy @ trchtce, gk ahttcr tjc`r ghgf`ho

f`rfuasthgfcs, jhe tjc shac rchey hffcss tk sthtc-kl-tjc-hrt jchotj

fhrc, hge gk akgcy cvcr fjhgdce jhges. Ay kgoy bkm whs tk prhf-

t`fc dkke ace`f`gc. Achgwjòc, `g tjc f`vò`hg wkroe, siyrkfict`gd

jchotj fksts hge skf`ctho trcges wcrc turg`gd pht`cgts ̀ gtk fkgsua-

crs, fjhgd`gd tjc ekftkr‖pht`cgt rcoht`kgsj`p `g prklkuge whys.

Jchotj fhrc `gsurcrs, ktjcrw`sc igkwg hs tj`re-phrty phycrs, wcrc

putt`gd h strhgdocjkoe kg tjc why ekftkrs prhft`fce. Ahoprhft`fc

ohwycrs fhrvce kut h oufrht`vc g`fjc lrka tjc `gjcrcgtoy r`siy mus`-

gcss kl ace`f`gc, er`v`gd up tjc fkst kl ahoprhft`fc `gsurhgfc,

ht tjc shac tàc tjht jchotj `gsurcrs wcrc s`pjkg`gd kll h judc

pkrt`kg kl kur prcf`kus jchotj fhrc ekoohrs tk suppkrt mokhtce

hea`g`strht`vc fksts. ̂ ràhry fhrc ekftkrs―`gtcrg`sts, lhaòy prhf-

t`t`kgcrs, pce`htr`f`hgs―wcrc spcge`gd akrc hge akrc kl tjc`r

tàc hs dhtciccpcrs, phpcr pusjcrs, hge fustkacr scrv`fc rcprc-scgtht`vcs, whtfj`gd tjc`r kwg `gfkacs crkec, squccz`gd akrc hge

akrc pht`cgts `gtk jhrr`ce sfjceuocs, hge rhrcoy spchi`gd h wkre

kr ahi`gd h fjhrt cgtry tjht whs gkt, ht `ts fkrc, eclcgs`vc. Ujc`r

pht`cgts, achgwjòc, struddoce tk hllkre tjc fhrc kllcrce. Jchotj

fhrc whs okki`gd akrc hge akrc oìc hg `geustry, hge ocss oìc h

juahg scrv`fc.

Ujcsc fjhgdcs ahy jhvc sccace drheuho, `l ugrcocgt`gd, tk akstkl ay fkoochducs, mut tjcy wcrc sueecg hge sc`sa`f lkr ac tjc

akacgt @ oclt tjc ghvy. @ rcs`dgce lrka hft`vc euty `g 80::, hge

sk whs horchey h schskgce pce`htr`f`hg my tjc tàc @ whs erkppce

`gtk tj`s fjurg`gd sch kl f`vò`hg jchotj fhrc tjht whs prhft`fce lkr

prkt. @g tjc ychrs tjht lkookwce, @ wkuoe ge tk ay e`sahy tjht

tjcsc sw`ro`gd furrcgts kl fjhgdc fhrr`ce ac lhrtjcr hge lhrtjcr

hwhy lrka tjc ekftkr @ jhe mccg.

Ay bkurgcy tjrkudj ace`f`gc `s `g ahgy whys h vcry pcrskgho

stkry. Oìc hgy ktjcr ekftkr kg tjc pohgct, ay htt`tuecs hge pcrspcf-

t`vcs wcrc sjhpce tk h s`dg`fhgt ecdrcc my wjcrc @ fhac lrka, hge

wjk `gucgfce ac. Mut ay pcrskgho bkurgcy pohys kut hdh`gst tjc F j c

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mhfierkp kl kur fjhgd`gd jchotj fhrc systca, hge `s `gtcrtw`gce

w`tj ̀ t. Hs tjc stkry kl ay fhrccr akvcs lrka tjc mummoc kl hfheca`h,

tjrkudj tjc aò`thry systca, hge kg `gtk ahghdce fhrc hge pr`vhtcprhft`fc, tj`s mkki mcfkacs gkt bust hmkut ac, mut hosk hmkut jkw

kur actjke kl phy`gd lkr jchotj fhrc, w`tj `ts fkapo`fhtce hrrhy kl

`gfcgt`vcs hge e`s`gfcgt`vcs, prklkugeoy `gucgfcs tjc why ace`-

f`gc `s prhft`fce hge tjc quho`ty kl fhrc tjht `s eco`vcrce.

Tc hoo gcce tk ugecrsthge tjc why tjht kur rcàmurscacgt

actjkes jhvc sjhpce tjc why ace`f`gc `s prhft`fce. Ktjcrw`sc,

kur httcapts tk àprkvc tjc quho`ty hge hffcss`mò`ty kl jchotj

fhrc, hs wcoo hs `ts fkst-cllcft`vcgcss, hrc oìcoy tk a`ss tjc ahri.

@g kur ‟jchotj-`geustr`ho fkapocx,‑ sthgehres kl ace`fho prhft`fc

hge pumo`f jchotj pko`fy hrc sct `g tjc mkhrerkkas kl `gsurhgfc

fkaphg`cs hs aufj hs tjcy hrc `g tjc jhoos kl hfheca`h. Gkw, akrc

tjhg cvcr, fo`g`fho ecf`s`kgs hrc mhsce kg wjk dcts phè lkr wjht.

^ce`htr`f`hgs hrc ahghd`gd scr`kus psyfj`htr`f fkge`t`kgs, e`hd-

gks`gd ochrg`gd e`skrecrs, hge vho`hgtoy djt`gd hdh`gst fjòejkke

kmcs`ty gkt mcfhusc wc hrc tjc akst cxpcrt kr fkst-cllcft`vc prklcs-s`kghos tk ek tj`s, mut mcfhusc tkk kltcg wc hrc tjc prklcss`kghos

wjka ̀ gsurcrs hrc akrc oìcoy tk phy. Tc thic kg tj`gds wc prkmhmoy

sjkuoeg‐t mcfhusc, `l wc ekg‐t, wjk wòo; Ht tjc shac tàc, pjhrah-

fcut`fho fkaphg`cs fhst h wèc gct kl `gucgfc w`tj ahss`vc ahrict-

`gd, prkt-er`vcg rcschrfj, hge pkwcrluo okmmy`sts sjhp`gd tjc

tjcrhp`cs wc fjkksc. Hs h rcsuot, jchotj-lkr-prkt, hs `t gkw cx`sts, `s

kltcg ht kees w`tj tjc mcst tjht akecrg ace`fho sf`cgfc jhs tk kllcr.Ujcsc trcges, hge tjc tctjcr`gd kl jchotj `gsurhgfc tk capoky-

acgt, hs wcoo hs tjc drkw`gd kut-kl-pkfict cxpcgscs pht`cgts `gfur,

jhvc lucoce h scgsc kl fkgsuacr`sa hakgd pht`cgts, hge tkk kltcg

tj`s trhgsohtcs `gtk h ‟akrc `s mcttcr‑ cxpcftht`kg, wjcrc cvcry fkoe

ecscrvcs hg cxpcgs`vc hgt`m`kt`f, cvcry skrc mhfi whrrhgts hg A]@,

hge cocft`vc surdcry sjkuoe mc sfjceuoce hs prkaptoy hs h jh`rfut.

Hs pht`cgt‐s htt`tuecs fjhgdc, pjys`f`hg mcjhv`kr fjhgdcs hs wcoo.

Oìc akst pce`htr`f`hgs, @ eè ay phrt tk put h sf`cgt`f sp`g kg kur

hpprkhfj tk ochrg`gd e`skrecrs, try`gd tk fkgv`gfc ayscol hs wcoo hs

ay pht`cgts tjht ay klfc whs tjc akst hpprkpr`htc pohfc lkr tj`s

tk jhppcg. @ pht`cgtoy pohyce hokgd w`tj kmscss`vc e`sfuss`kgs kg





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x v ` t j c f k o k r k l h t a k s p j c r c

tkòct trh`g`gd, try`gd tk rht`kgho`zc tjc tkoo sufj `geuodcgfc tkki

kg prcf`kus jchotj fhrc ekoohrs. @ tr`ce tk acct phrcgts‐ cxpcfth-

t`kgs―tk dct tjc fjòe tk soccp tjrkudj tjc g`djt, kr dct mhfi tkehy fhrc, kr gkt mc s`fi kg Ujhgisd`v`gd―hs `l tjcsc tj`gds, hge

gkt tjc ehgdcrs kl kvcr-`gtcrvcgt`kg, wcrc tjc akrc scr`kus jchotj

fkgfcrgs. @g sjkrt, @, oìc ay fkoochducs, jcopce put tjc eys `g wjht

jhe mcfkac h eyslugft`kgho rcoht`kgsj`p. @g tjc prkfcss, @ akvce

lhrtjcr hge lhrtjcr hwhy lrka wjht @ whs trh`gce tk ek, tk tjc pk`gt

tjht @ hoakst fkuoeg‐t rcfkdg`zc tjc ekftkr @ jhe mcfkac.

Uj`s drkw`gd scgsc kl ho`cght`kg hge e`sòous`kgacgt `s wèc-

sprche hakgd ekftkrs. H survcy kl pjys`f`hgs my tjc Ahsshfjusctts

Ace`fho Vkf`cty mhfi `g =>>68 rcvchoce tjht ocss tjhg 3> pcrfcgt

kl pjys`f`hgs ugecr tjc hdc kl s`xty, `l d`vcg tjc fjhgfc tk ek `t hoo

hdh`g, wkuoe fjkksc h fhrccr `g ace`f`gc. Lkookw-up survcys s`gfc

tjcg jhvc sjkwg gk fjhgdc ̀ g tjht ocvco kl pjys`f`hg e`ssht`slhft`kg.=

Tkripohfc sht`slhft`kg `s gkt tjc kgoy `ssuc, gkt cvcg tjc m`ddcst

kgc. H ght`kgho survcy fkgeuftce `g =>8> my Vcrak,6 h ohrdc kgo`gc

pjys`f`hg gctwkri, ekfuacgtce pjys`f`hgs‐ hgdcr hge lrustrht`kg`g drchtcr ecptj. Kgc sthrto`gd rcsuot sthrt whs tjht kgoy kgc-ltj

kl ekftkrs lcot tjcy fkuoe ahic fo`g`fho ecf`s`kgs mhsce kg wjht whs

mcst lkr tjc pht`cgt, rhtjcr tjhg wjht `gsurhgfc phè lkr. Uj`s lcce-

mhfi ahttcrs tk hoo kl us, mcfhusc tjc rchskg tjht sk ahgy ekftkrs,

cspcf`hooy pràhry fhrcd`vcrs, hrc ugjhppy `s fokscoy rcohtce tk tjc

fkapo`fhtce òos kl kur furrcgt jchotj fhrc systca. Uk ugecrsthge

kgc `s tk dk h okgd why tkwhre ugecrsthge`gd tjc ktjcr.Uj`s mkki shys h okt hmkut ace`fho ceufht`kg hge tjc ehòy rkut`gc

kl pce`htr`f prhft`fc, pk`gt`gd kut tjc cvcr-wècg`gd dhp mctwccg

jkw pce`htr`f`hgs hrc trh`gce hge wjht tjcy hrc cxpcftce hge phè

tk ek. @t `s hosk hmkut tjc cxpcftht`kgs kl tjc pumo`f, hge tjc pkwcr-

luo prcssurcs tjksc cxpcftht`kgs cxcrt kg ekftkrs. @t `s hmkut tjc

cfkgka`fs kl jchotj fhrc, hge tjc ecdrcc tk wj`fj ace`fho prhf-

t`fc `s sjhpce my jchotj `gsurhgfc rcàmurscacgts hge pjhrahfcu-

t`fho ahrict`gd rhtjcr tjhg my sf`cgfc. @g tjc cge, ay hdkg`z`gd

ecf`s`kg tk ochvc ace`fho prhft`fc phrhoocos tjc e`sfkggcft mctwccg

tjc `gfrce`moc pkss`mò`t`cs kl akecrg ace`f`gc, hge tjc whys kur

jchotj fhrc systca lhoos sjkrt kl eco`vcr`gd tjca. F j c

o s c h

D r c c

g C - D h

o o c y .

G k

t l k r f k p

y ` g d k r

e ` s t r ` m u

t ` k g .

X u k

t h t ` k g w

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` s s ` k

g k g

o y .

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` g t r k e u f t ` k g x v ` `

Jkw fhg wc mcst utò`zc kur fkgsècrhmoc ace`fho rcskurfcs `g h

why tjht wc fhg hllkre; Tjk sjkuoe ecfèc jkw jchotj fhrc ekoohrs

hrc spcgt; Bust jkw wcoo ekcs kur systca kl pr`vhtc jchotj `gsurhgfcscrvc us; Tjht hrc tjc akrho hge cfkgka`f àpcrht`vcs kl ug`vcr-

sho jchotj fkvcrhdc; Fhg wc cvcg hdrcc kg wjht `t achgs tk mc

jchotjy; Ujcsc hrc fkapocx qucst`kgs, mut wc jhvc tk lhfc tjca, lkr

tjc shic kl kur kwg jchotj hge tjht kl kur cfkgkay. @t `s ay jkpc

tjht ugecrsthge`gd kgc ekftkr‐s cxpcr`cgfc `g h vhr`cty kl jchotj

fhrc sctt`gds kvcr h sphg kl twk ecfhecs hge jcr uotàhtc ecf`s`kg

tk ochvc tjc prklcss`kg sjc okvce ahy kllcr skac `gs`djt `gtk tjc

whys kur furrcgt jchotj fhrc systca ecgcs ace`fho prhft`fc―lkr

ekftkrs hge pht`cgts―hge wjht àpo`fht`kgs tjht jhs lkr rclkra.





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F j c

o s c h

D r c c

g C - D h

o o c y .

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t l k r f k p

y ` g d k r

e ` s t r ` m u

t ` k g .

X u k

t h t ` k g w

` t j p c r a

` s s ` k

g k g

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kg c

M`d Erchas `g h Vahoo ôhfc

@rcacamcr tjc cxhft akacgt @ igcw @ whgtce tk mc h ekftkr. @

whs h skpjkakrc `g j`dj sfjkko, sthr`gd kut mcykge tjc rhtto`gd

w`gekwphgc kl h frhapce, kvcrjchtce sfjkko mus, wjcg ay luturc

sueecgoy rchfjce `g tjrkudj tjc w`gekw hge drhmmce ac.

Ujcrc whs gktj`gd cxfcpt`kgho hmkut tjc akrg`gd ugtò tjht

akacgt. Hs usuho, @ jhe hwhicgce tk i`tfjcg gk`scs, rèeoce w`tj

tcgs`kg, ahi`gd tjc`r why tjrkudj ay mcerkka whoo.

‟Kj, lkr Fjr`st‐s shic, Jcocg. Ujc fkllcc‐s wchi.‑

Ujc skuge kl tjc actho fkllccpkt strì`gd tjc stkvctkp whs hs

cllcft`vc hs hg hohra fokfi. Ochv`gd ay jueeoc kl mohgicts hge

ekd, @ ercssce lkr sfjkko oìc @ eè cvcry wcciehy, jì`gd up tjcmouc ug`lkra si`rt kl Ahr`h ]cd`gh J`dj Vfjkko, p`fi`gd kut skfis

lrka tjc ktsha hge bctsha kl ohugery tjht sccace tk fkvcr cvcry

jkr`zkgtho surlhfc `g tjc jkusc. Tjcg tjc cgeocss hrdu`gd tjht

lugft`kgce hs htakspjcrc `g kur jkac whsg‐t tkk foksc kr v`f`kus

tk `dgkrc, @ drhmmce h mkwo kl fcrcho. Ht tjc ohst a`gutc, @ howhys

eufice `gtk tjc drày mhtjrkka tk sgchi kg skac ahicup mclkrc

mkot`gd kut tjc mhfi ekkr.Ujcrc whs usuhooy tàc lkr h f`dhrcttc ht tjc fkrgcr mclkrc tjc mus

fhac. Kgfc tjc mus j`t tjc j`djwhy kg `ts jkur-okgd, ghuscht`gd

er`vc tkwhre tjc Mocssce \`rd`g Ahry, @ frhgce hge sj`ltce `g ay

scht lkr h m`t kl fkgvcrsht`kg. Ujcg @ sthrtce ay jkacwkri. Hge lkr

okgd akacgts @ sthrce kut tjc w`gekw, ercha`gd up h luturc.

Ht kgc tàc @ jhe fkgsècrce mc`gd h gursc, mut tjht acakry

ekcsg‐t rchooy e`st`gdu`sj ̀ tscol lrka ay ktjcr erchas tk mc hg hftrcss

kr h tchfjcr. Ujc fokscst tj`gd @ jhe tk h ace`fho rkoc akeco whs h

U\ jchrttjrkm, ykugd Er. Iòehrc, hge `g trutj @ rchooy bust whgtce

tk ahrry jà. Ujc kgoy ekftkr @ igcw drkw`gd up whs Er. Aho`gsi`,

tjc tkwg‐s sfhry dcgcrho prhft`t`kgcr. J`s t`gy wh`t`gd rkka jcoe





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o`ttoc mut h lcw pohst`f fjh`rs, skac kutehtce `ssucs kl O`lc ahdhz`gc,

hge tjc whrg`gd sacoo kl hgt`scpt`f. H okuvcrce ekkr scphrhtce tjc

wh`t`gd hrch lrka tjc cxha rkka9 fkgecgt`ho`ty so`ppce tjrkudjtjksc wkkecg sohts hs chsòy hs tjc ekftkr‐s tj`fi ^ko`sj hffcgt.

Tjcg @ whs c`djt ychrs koe, @ whs mrkudjt mclkrc Er. Aho`gsi` lkr

hg `glcftce fut kg ay hra. Jc sjkutce ht ay aktjcr lkr gkt mr`gd-

`gd ac `g skkgcr. ‟Pku‐rc oufiy sjc ekcsg‐t gcce hg haputht`kg!‑ @

oclt j`s klfc hsjhace lkr tjc jugercetj tàc kl kur lhaòy‐s ecrc-

o`ft`kg, hge `g h phg`f kvcr tjc kllcge`gd oàm. Lkr ehys @ kmscss`vcoy

fjcfice ugecr tjc mhgehdc, surc tjht ay hra whs dk`gd tk rkt kll

ht tjc comkw. @t eèg‐t, hge ay rco`cl ht rcth`g`gd hoo ay mkey phrts

whs lkookwce fokscoy my tjc rco`cl kl gkt jhv`gd tk lhfc tjc wrhtj kl

ace`f`gc hdh`g lkr h wjòc.

Ay chroy ceufht`kg jhreoy lkstcrce h fhrccr ̀ g sf`cgfc. @g Fhtjko`f

cocacgthry sfjkko `g tjc 80<>s, @ whs us`gd ay cacrd`gd fkdg`t`vc

siòos tk acakr`zc tjc Mhotàkrc Fhtcfj`sa.

@s Dke hoo-w`sc, hoo-jkoy, hoo-acrf`luo, hge hoo-bust; Pcs, Dke `s hoo-w`sc, hoo-jkoy, hoo-acrf`luo, hge hoo-bust.

Vf`cgfc whs e`sfussce kg h sahoocr sfhoc. Ars. Jhllcy, tjc cocacg-

thry sfjkko‐s skoc sf`cgfc tchfjcr, pusjce jcr rkoo`gd fhrt kl kmscrv-

hmoc lhfts `gtk chfj fohssrkka lkr kgc pcr`ke h wcci. @ vhducoy

rcacamcr kgc e`sfuss`kg kl jkw whtcr turgs tk `fc, mut @ cgtcrce

j`dj sfjkko stòo ohrdcoy sj`coece lrka tjc e`strhft`kgs kl sf`cgt`ftjkudjt.

Ujcg @ lkuge ayscol `g Ar. AfFkra`fi‐s skpjkakrc m`kokdy

fohss. @t whs okvc ht rst s`djt―gkt lkr Ar. AfFkra`fi, tjkudj jc

hftuhooy whs i`ge kl futc, mut lkr tjc rcvcoht`kgs tjht cacrdce lrka

ugecr tjc a`frksfkpc hge `g tjc e`sscft`gd phgs. M`kokdy fohss

`g Ahr`h ]cd`gh J`dj Vfjkko whs wjcrc @ e`sfkvcrce tjc e`v`gc,

whtfj`gd ay tchfjcr turg fjhoi hge sohtc `gtk tjc `gtr`fhtc wkgecr

kl h e`vè`gd fcoo. @g m`kokdy ohm, acsacr`zce my pohghr`hgs swà-

a`gd hrkuge kg h dohss soèc, @ mcfhac lcrvcgtoy `gtcrcstce `g bust

wjht mcdht wjht. @ trhfce tjc cxqu`s`tc gcrvkus systca kl hg chrtj-

wkra w`tj rcvcrcgfc, hge hs @ prkmce tjc cvkout`kghry a`rhfoc kl F j c

o s c h

D r c c

g C - D h

o o c y .

G k

t l k r f k p

y ` g d k r

e ` s t r ` m u

t ` k g .

X u k

t h t ` k g w

` t j p c r a

` s s ` k

g k g

o y .

S G F K ] ] C F U

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m ` d e r c h a s ` g h s a h o o p o h f c 6

h lrkd‐s tjrcc-fjhamcrce jchrt, @ lcot fkggcftce w`tj hg cx`stcgfc

aufj ohrdcr tjhg ayscol. Ujc akrc @ ochrgce, tjc jugdr`cr @ whs

tk igkw akrc. @ jhe lkuge ay phss`kg. Ht ltccg, tjc wkrr`ce fjòe kl hg hofkjko`f lhaòy, @ whs jhreoy

kg tjc lhst trhfi lkr h mròo`hgt fhrccr. My tjc tàc @ jhe ay sfjkko

mus cp`pjhgy, @ jhe mccg saki`gd kg hge kll lkr vc ychrs, ̀ gfouece

hofkjko `g akst skf`ho cvcgts, hge jhe ekgc akrc tjhg ay lh`r sjhrc

kl cxpcràcgt`gd w`tj eruds hge mkys. Mut tjcrc @ sht kg tjc mus

tjht akrg`gd, sthr`gd kut tjht w`gekw, jkp`gd lkr h luturc. @g

echgfc kl ay o`lcstyoc, ay dcgecr, cvcg ay sjhiy j`stkry w`tj tjc

jcho`gd prklcss`kg, @ fkggcftce tjc ekts. @ fkuoe mc h ekftkr. Ht h

lkfho pk`gt skacwjcrc bust mcykge tjht phgc kl dohss, cvcry rhy kl

fkgecgfc hge jkpc @ fkuoe dcgcrhtc fkgvcrdce tk lkra h ahrvco-

kus àhdc―hg httrhft`vc, drkwg-up ac `g h wj`tc fkht, jhgeòy

e`hdgks`gd òogcsscs, krecr`gd tcsts, wr`t`gd prcsfr`pt`kgs. Jhppy.

Vuffcssluo. ]cspcftce. @g tjc sphg kl h lcw cocftr`ly`gd akacgts, h

ehyercha jhe turgce `gtk h o`lc pohg. @ eèg‐t wkrry `l @ whs sahrt

cgkudj. @ gcvcr fkgsècrce tjht @ a`djt gkt dct `gtk ace`fho sfjkkokr mktjcrce tk fkugt tjc ychrs `t wkuoe thic mclkrc @ fkuoe stcp

kut `gtk prhft`fc. @ igcw wjcrc @ whs dk`gd, hge tjht whs hoo tjht

ahttcrce. @ jhe h o`lc skacwjcrc cosc wh`t`gd lkr ac.

@ bust jhe tk surv`vc tjc gcxt lcw ychrs.

Ujc icy tk surv`vho `g ay fjòejkke jkac whs y`gd mcokw tjc

rhehr. Ay tjrcc koecr s`mo`gds gcvcr fjksc tj`s strhtcdy, prclcrr`gd

tk cgdhdc tjc cgcay jche-kg `g gcvcr-cge`gd mhttocs `g h jkpc-ocss whr. Jcocg Ahr`c, tjc koecst, hge ghace lkr ay aktjcr, whs h

mr`djt hge mchut`luo thrdct wjk jhe horchey cgeurce tcg ychrs kl

phrcgtho v`f`kusgcss my tjc tàc @ hrr`vce kg tjc sfcgc.

‟Pku‐rc gkt jhppy ugocss yku‐rc ecstrky`gd tj`gds lkr cvcrymkey!‑

ay aktjcr wkuoe sjr`ci wjcg Jcocg Ahr`c rcvchoce jcr cvò ghturc

my ochv`gd tjc aòi kut kg tjc fkugtcr kr o`gdcr`gd `g lrkgt kl tjc

mhtjrkka a`rrkr tkk okgd. ‟Tjht tjc jcoo eè @ cvcr ek tk ecscrvc

tj`s;‑

Jcocg Ahr`c whs gkt kgc tk turg tjc ktjcr fjcci. ‟Ahymc yku‐rc

ugjhppy mcfhusc yku er`gi hoo ehy,‑ sjc spht kut echgtoy.

‟@ jhvc tk er`gi bust tk iccp ay shg`ty `g tj`s dkeehag jkusc!‑





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5 t j c f k o k r k l h t a k s p j c r c

Ay aktjcr‐s vk`fc drcw sjròocr w`tj chfj fjhoocgdc, jcr lhfc akrc

krè.

‟Pku bust jhvc tk dct jcr sthrtce, ekg‐t yku, Jcocg;‑ ay lhtjcr wkuoe j`ss ht jcr. Ujcrc whs gk fkglus`kg hmkut wj`fj Jcocg jc whs

htthfi`gd. Jc gcvcr fjhoocgdce ay aktjcr oìc tjht.

‟@ w`sj tjc wjkoc dkeehag okt kl yku jhe gcvcr mccg mkrg!‑ ay

aktjcr wcpt hs sjc rctrchtce upsth`rs, h fhg kl mccr `g kgc jhge,

jcr trhgs`stkr rhe`k `g tjc ktjcr. Vjc gcvcr a`ssce Mòoy Drhjha‐s

`gsp`rht`kgho acsshdc.

@ jhe gk jchrt lkr tjc djt. @t mcfhac lhaòy ocdcge tjht hs h

mhmy, okgd mclkrc @ sjkuoe jhvc mccg cxpcftce tk thoi, @ wkuoe

sthge up `g ay fr`m ht tjc rst s`dgs kl hg hrduacgt hge àpokrc,

‟Cvcrymkey okvc cvcrymkey!‑ Ay phrcgts tkoe hge rctkoe tj`s stkry hs

`l tjc csscgt`ho trutj `g `t whs jkw prcfkf`kus hge swcct @ whs. Ujcy

gcvcr lcot tjc sjhac `g `t. My ltccg, @ igcw tjcy wkuoe gcvcr durc

kut tjc pk`gt kl tjht stkry. @ w`sjce @ fkuoe durc kut jkw tk ahic

tjca jhppy. Mut akstoy, @ bust whgtce tk dct hwhy.

Ujc Gcw Pkri tkwg wjcrc @ drcw up, ^k`gt Okkikut, `s tjc chst-crgakst t`p kl h so`vcr kl mchfjlrkgt tjht jhgds kll tjc Vkutj Vjkrc

kl Okgd @sohge. @ts mchfj fktthdcs jhe mccg w`gtcr`zce `g tjc 805>s

hge ‐3>s my ay phrcgts‐ dcgcrht`kg, ahgy kl wjka, oìc ay phrcgts,

wcrc @r`sj Hacr`fhgs lrka tjc mkrkudjs kl Gcw Pkri F`ty. Ujc

`skohtce tkwg, kgoy cocvcg mokfis okgd hge tjrcc mokfis wèc, whs

jkac tk kgoy h lcw jugerce ychr-rkuge lhaò`cs ht tjht tàc, mut

suppkrtce lkur mhrs, h o`qukr stkrc, twk rcsthurhgts w`tj mhrs, hgeh drkfcry stkrc hge eco` tjht chfj skoe mccr―cxfcpt kg Vugehy

akrg`gds.

My tjc ohtc 80<>s hge chroy 804>s, tccghdcrs wcrc spòo`gd kut kl

tjc frhapce jkuscs, ahgy er`vcg tk tjc strccts gkt kgoy my ohfi kl

sphfc mut hosk my tjc a`scry tjht ooce tjc`r jkacs. Tc fkgdrcdhtce

kg tjc strcct fkrgcr kutsèc tjc ougfjckgcttc―ac hge Bhgc Lhy

hge Ucr`sc @hglkoh, Ahrdhrct ôhtt hge Ghgfy Aurpjy, w`tj hoo tjc

okgdjh`rce, mcoo-mkttkace mkys―tudd`gd kg f`dhrcttcs hge cxjho-

`gd ohudjtcr ht hg cgeocss strcha kl `gsèc bkics. Tc ph`rce kll,

pohyce pko`t`fs, sjhrce scfrcts, akfice cvcrytj`gd―hge pohggce

phrt`cs. Hofkjko, tjc vcry tj`gd tjht whs sufi`gd tjc o`lc kut kl sk F j c

o s c h

D r c c

g C - D h

o o c y .

G k

t l k r f k p

y ` g d k r

e ` s t r ` m u

t ` k g .

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t h t ` k g w

` t j p c r a

` s s ` k

g k g

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ahgy kl kur lhaò`cs, whs phrt kl tjc douc tjht jcoe kur ykugd drkup

tkdctjcr. @t whs wjht wc jhe mccg thudjt.

Kgc hltcrgkkg, gkt okgd hltcr @ jhe sct ay kptà`st`f s`djts kg hace`fho fhrccr, @ whs jueeoce w`tj ay lr`cges kutsèc tjc ougfjckg-

cttc wjcg @ shw ay aktjcr sthddcr`gd kut kl Acrkoh‐s drkfcry stkrc,

jcr oàp jh`r tjc shac udoy thg hs jcr trcgfj fkht, h s`x-phfi kl mccr

ugecr jcr hra. Vjc whs s`gdoc-jhgeceoy fhrry`gd kg skac hrdu-

acgt tjht aust jhvc sthrtce `gsèc tjc stkrc.

‟Pku‐rc hoo luoo kl frhp,‑ sjc jkoocrce `g e`sdust ht tjc stkrclrkgt.

‟Hoo yku fhrc hmkut `s ykur okusy akgcy. Dk tk jcoo, hoo kl yku!‑

Hfutc camhrrhssacgt ht tj`s pumo`f e`spohy oce ac tk hmhgekg

ay `gst`gfts hge ochvc tjc shlcty kl tjc jcre tk dk tk jcr, jkp`gd tk

qu`ct jcr skacjkw, jkp`gd tk fkgtrko tjc ehahdc. @ shw ay a`sthic

tkk ohtc. Ujksc mouc cycs, ay mouc cycs, act ac w`tj jhtc hge lury.

Ujcrc, `g tjc aèeoc kl tjc mkuocvhre, sjc turgce kg ac w`tj tjc

shac vcgka sjc usuhooy rcscrvce lkr ay s`mo`gds hge lhtjcr.

‟Tjht tjc jcoo hrc yku okki`gd ht, w`tj tjht stupè okki kg ykur

lhfc;‑ Vjc pugftuhtce tj`s my sohpp`gd ay stupè lhfc, jhre. ‟@‐oo tcoo yku wjht yku okki oìc,‑ sjc wcgt kg jystcr`fhooy, ‟oìc skac i`ge kl

trkookp, jhgd`gd kut kg h fkrgcr w`tj ykur uscocss lr`cges. @ tjkudjt

@ rh`sce yku mcttcr tjhg tj`s, Ahdd`c. Pku‐rc gk mcttcr tjhg tjc rcst

kl tjca.‑ Fhrs sokwce ekwg tk dhwi hge ay lr`cges tr`ce tk okki

hwhy. Murg`gd w`tj sjhac, @ turgce mhfi tk tjc fkrgcr, wjcrc tjc

jcre swhookwce ac mhfi up hge kllcrce tjc`r suppkrt tjc kgoy why

tjcy igcw jkw, my try`gd tk hft hs `l gktj`gd jhe jhppcgce.@ hpprkhfjce ay lhtjcr hltcr e`ggcr tk ecahge tjht jc ek skac-

tj`gd, shy skactj`gd, tk Aka. Horchey acookwce my jhol h mkttoc kl

w`gc, j`s musjy cycmrkws rh`sce `g rcs`dght`kg kvcr h mohgi sthrc,

Ehe lcoo mhfi kg j`s tr`ce-hge-truc hev`fc2 ‟Tc fhg‐t lcco skrry lkr

kurscovcs, Ahdd`c. Iccp ykur fj`g up.‑ Lkrtughtcoy lkr ac, @ jhe h

akrc sumsthgt`ho pohg.

Tj`fj `s gkt tk shy tjht @ fochgce up ay hft―ht ochst gkt

fkapoctcoy. Mut @ tkki fjhrdc. @ s`dgce up lkr cvcry sf`cgfc hge

ahtj fkursc @ fkuoe sfjceuoc hge whs hmoc tk prcf`scoy fhofuohtc tjc

a`gàua hakugt kl wkri gccece `g chfj fkursc tk dct strh`djt H‐s.

Cvcg tjc sgccr`gd fjca`stry tchfjcr, Ar. Fjhoacrs, e`seh`gluo kl





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ay cyc sjhekw hge frkwe kl lr`cges, eèg‐t ectcr ac. @l ay aktjcr

whs phssce kut kg tjc sklh wjcg @ dkt jkac lrka sfjkko, @ jchece

lkr ay rkka, pkppce `g hg c`djt-trhfi, hge eè hs aufj tr`dkgka-ctry kr Lrcgfj hs @ fkuoe mclkrc tjc t`fi`gd mkam kutsèc ay ekkr

cxpokece, hs `t howhys wkuoe.

‟Kj Dke, @ w`sj @ wcrc eche,‑ sjc‐e akhg―jcr usuho tcg-scfkge

whrg`gd. Ujcg―Ihmkka!

‟@ jhtc yku, @ jhtc cvcry ehag kgc kl yku.‑

Hs sjc rhgtce ht ay mrktjcr Mr`hg, kr ac, kr tjc U\, kr Dke,

@ wkuoe drhm h mkki hge rug, sohaa`gd tjc mrkicg sfrccg ekkr

mcj`ge ac `g rcfrà`ght`kg.

‟Kj gk, Ahdd`c, gkt yku. Fkac mhfi!‑ sjc‐e whò tjrkudj tjc

kpcg w`gekw. ‟Pku‐rc tjc kgoy ecfcgt tj`gd `g tj`s jkusc!‑ Ujrcc

sfhpcdkhts jhe hpphrcgtoy mccg cgkudj lkr ay aktjcr. T`tj ay

chdcrgcss tk pochsc, tk iccp tjc pchfc, tk jkoe kur sjhttcrce lhaòy

tkdctjcr, @ whs tjc trkpjy fjòe tjht wkuoe v`ge`fhtc jcr. Vjc

fkuoeg‐t jhvc ac rugg`gd kll.

Uurghmkut whs she pohy. Jhol h ekzcg ychrs chro`cr, wjcg @ whs ho`ttoc d`ro wjk mco`cvce tjht Jcocg Ahr`c rchooy whs tjc rchskg tjht

Aka erhgi, hge Bkjggy rchooy whs h e`shppk`gtacgt, hge Mr`hg

rchooy fkuoeg‐t jcop mc`gd h ‟ph`g `g tjc hss,‑ @ wkuoe rug skmm`gd

ekwg tjc mokfi hltcr jcr, poche`gd w`tj jcr gkt tk ochvc us hdh`g.

‟Aka,‑ @ mcddce, ‟fkac mhfi. Ujcy eèg‐t achg `t. Tc‐oo mc

mcttcr.‑ Mut sjc howhys icpt stkra`gd kg. Ay poche`gd kgoy scrvce

tk jc`djtcg jcr erhaht`f akacgt. Vjc wkuoe sthy hwhy bust okgdcgkudj tk pug`sj us lkr jcr a`scry.

Gkw, `g ay tccghdc ychrs, @ whs kg tjc rug, hge tjc skuge kl jcr

sjr`cice skoòkquy acrf`luooy rcfcece hs @ jurr`ce ekwg tjc strcct,

phst tjc gc`djmkrs foks`gd tjc`r lrkgt w`gekws, phst tjc iès okki`gd

up ugchsòy ht ac lrka tjc`r dhac kl st`fimhoo. Cvcg hs @ csfhpce kut

kl chrsjkt @ igcw wjht sjc wkuoe mc shy`gd9 Aka howhys stufi tk tjc

sfr`pt. Vjc wkuoe mc up tk tjc phrt hmkut ay lhtjcr2

‟@l jc wcrc hgy i`ge kl rcho ahg‑―akst kl tjc gc`djmkrs, h

schskgce hue`cgfc ht tjc tkwg‐s kwg ]kfiy Jkrrkr ^`fturc Vjkw, fkuoe

jhvc ooce `g tjc mohgis my gkw―‟jc wkuoeg‐t hookw ac tk o`vc `g

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Hs h ykugdcr d`ro, @ wkuoe jhvc eufice ̀ gtk tjc shgftuhry kl Hugt

Ekrktjy‐s jkusc ht tj`s pk`gt. Vjc o`vce ekwg tjc strcct lrka us `g

h swcct, ekoo-oìc jkac wjcrc tjc kkrs wcrc howhys swcpt fochg. @igcw @ fkuoe ge rcludc tjcrc hge gkt jhvc tk hgswcr hgy qucs-

t`kgs, thi`gd ugspkicg fkalkrt `g tjc Ghm`sfk fkki`cs sjc scrvce

ac kg kwcrce hgt`quc fj`gh. Gk ahttcr jkw mheoy ay phrcgts

trchtce jcr, gktj`gd wkuoe wchicg jcr okyhoty tk ay s`mo`gds hge

ac. @t whs Hugt Ekrktjy, ay lhtjcr‐s s`stcr, wjk icpt kllcr`gd ac

o`lcshv`gd cxhapocs kl wjht h okv`gd rcoht`kgsj`p fkuoe mc.

Mut gkw, tjc wkugece tccghdcr, scci`gd csfhpc akrc tjhg

fkalkrt, @ prcssce kg, ay ugruoy autt Fj`p trktt`gd foksc mcj`ge.

My tjc tàc Fj`p hge @ wcrc sthap`gd kur lkktpr`gts kgtk tjc capty

mchfj, Aka wkuoe jhvc pkppce kpcg hgktjcr Mhoohgt`gc, jcr hgdcr

e`llusce tk h okw ruamoc. Hs lkr ac, s`gi`gd `gtk tjc whratj kl tjc

occwhre sèc kl h shge eugc, @ wkuoe dct mhfi tk wkri. @ fkuoe stuey

hoakst hgywjcrc, cvcg prkppce up hdh`gst h iccp kll tjc eugcs

s`dg, w`tj Fj`p ehrt`gd hrkuge ac, i`fi`gd shge hoo kvcr ay phpcrs

hge sjhi`gd tjc Htohgt`f Kfchg ht ac lrka j`s fkht.My ay scg`kr ychr kl j`dj sfjkko, @ put ay lh`tj `g tjc Bcsu`ts tk

dct ac `gtk ace`fho sfjkko2 @ hppo`ce tk tjc prcace prkdrha ht

Lh`rcoe Sg`vcrs`ty `g Fkggcft`fut. @ icpt pusj`gd. @ wkrice hltcr

sfjkko ht tjc o`mrhry hge hoo suaacr ht tjc mchfj tk chrg akgcy. @

mhmysht cvcry fjhgfc @ dkt lkr tjc lhaòy kl h prka`gcgt Ahgjhtthg

pjys`f`hg. Er. Fhjòo, h prkeuft kl @vy Ochduc hfheca`h, thoice tk

ac hmkut ay luturc `g ace`f`gc hs `l @ wcrc tjc akst oìcoy fhge`-ehtc `g tjc wkroe. ‟Pku‐rc e`llcrcgt, Ahdd`c,‑ jc shè tk ac kgc

tàc, j`s `gtcoocftuho erhwo rca`ge`gd ac kl Ar. Jkwcoo kg Dòo`dhg‐s

@sohge. ‟Tjcg @ okki ht yku @ scc ykur strcgdtj.‑ @ fkuoeg‐t howhys tcoo

wjht jc whs dctt`gd ht, hge `l jc tjkudjt @ whs strkgdoy fkgstruftce,

tjcg tjht whs bust lurtjcr prkkl kl wjht fkuoe so`p my tjc gkt`fc kl

heuots. Mut @ whs rco`cvce tjht @ fkuoe lkko jà, hge pochsce tjht jc

hpprkvce kl ac hge ay pohgs.

Kgc g`djt wjcg Er. Fhjòo whs whoi`gd ac jkac, jc mcdhg tk

tcoo ac hmkut j`s upmr`gd`gd `g h ohrdc @r`sj Fhtjko`f lhaòy9 jc

ugecrstkke jkw e`lfuot `t whs tk drkw up w`tj hg hofkjko`f phrcgt.

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camhrrhssce tk rcspkge. Gcvcr `g hoo ay s`xtccg ychrs jhe hgy heuot

wjk jhe w`tgcssce ay phrcgts‐ achg mrhge kl erugicggcss―gkt

hugts, ugfocs, drhgephrcgts, tjc pr`csts wjk o`vce hfrkss tjc strcct,tchfjcrs, kr gc`djmkrs―gcvcr mclkrc jhe hgy kl tjca ahec cvcg

tjc akst kmo`quc hfigkwocedacgt tk ac kl tjc ehòy jkrrkr sjkw @

fhooce ay jkac.

Er. Fhjòo aust jhvc wkgecrce, hs wc whoice kg `g sòcgfc, `l

j`s surpr`s`gd stkry jhe lhoocg kg echl chrs. @t jheg‐t, mut `t tkki h

wjòc tk hpprcf`htc luooy wjht jhe jhppcgce kg tjht suaacr strkoo.

T`tjkut mcgct kl ohm fkht kr mccpcr, Er. Fhjòo jhe sjkwg ac wjht

h rcho ekftkr fkuoe ek. Jc whsg‐t sk chsòy lkkoce hltcr hoo. Jc fkuoe

okki strh`djt ht ph`g w`tjkut hvcrt`gd j`s cycs. Jc shw wjht gccece

jcho`gd w`tjkut mc`gd tkoe, hge jc shè wjht gccece tk mc shè. Ujc

Ace`fho Mhrm`c kl ay sfjkko mus v`s`kg, gk okgdcr up tk tjc thsi,

stcppce hsèc. @ whs mcd`gg`gd tk csj kut ay kwg àhdc. @ whgtce

tk mc hmoc tk ek wjht Er. Fhjòo fkuoe ek.

Lh`rcoe hffcptce ac. @ whs dctt`gd fokscr. @ icpt up ay drhecs,

wkrice twk kr tjrcc bkms ht h tàc, hge wcgt jkac kgoy tk soccp. @scfrctoy wj`tc-igufioce ay why tjrkudj jkrr`ly`gd phg`f htthfis,

gkt ugecrsthge`gd wjht tjcy wcrc. @ eèg‐t dct prcdghgt. @ shvce ay

akgcy. @ phfice. Hge kg h jkt Vcptcamcr ehy `g ay scvcgtccgtj

ychr, w`tj o`ttoc mut ay lrhyce bchgs hge h frhtc luoo kl rcfkre homuas

lkr fkalkrt, @ stcppce kll tjc cedc kl h prcfhr`kus wkroe, `gtk ay

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