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November 2010

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BapJw ..................................................................................................... 5

]©X{´w IYmcw-̀ w ........................................................................... 8

{]YaX{´w an{Xt`Zw .......................................................................... 12

1. kRvPohIsâ bm{X ...................................................................... 12

2. ]nwKesâ i¦ .................................................................................. 14

3. hm\cm]mbw ...................................................................................... 16

4. Pw_pIòmcpsS Ba{´Ww ........................................................ 20

5. Za\Isâ \oXnkqàw .................................................................. 25

6. knwlhpw hrj`hpw kvt\l_²cmbXv ............................... 31

7. X§Ä¡p Xm\pïm¡pó XrtZmj§Ä ............................... 33

8. ImfkÀ¸s¯ h[n¸n¨ hmbk§Ä ...................................... 39

9. apbð knwls¯ kn²n]qIn¨Xv. ............................................ 43

10. Za\Isâ lnXw. ............................................................................ 46

11. {]Wb_²cmb aq«bpw t]\pw ................................................ 53

12. Za\I³ kRvPohIsâ ap¼nð .............................................. 54

13. H«Iw B]¯n ........................................................................... 60

14. Ipft¡mgnbpw kap{Zhpw X½nepÅ Ielw ...................... 65

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15. ]nwKfkRvPohI·mcpsS bp²w ............................................. 70

16. kqNnapJnbpsS A]mbw ............................................................ 74

17. [À½_p²nbpw Zpã_p²nbpw .................................................. 75

18. Ip«nbpw Ccp¼pI«nbpw ............................................................... 80

19. ]nwKeIsâ ]Ým¯m]w ........................................................... 82

ZznXobX{´w an{Xem`w ...................................................................... 85

1. Im¡, Ba apXembhcpsS _ÔpXzw .................................... 85

2. `n£paT¯n Fen¡p kw`hn¨Xv ......................................... 93

3. A\yambns«mcp ImcWw (kv{Xo FÅpsImSp v̄

FÅptaSn¨Xv) ...................................................................................... 94

4. tLmc]mi¯n ]Xn¸m³ F´p ImcWw? ........................ 100

5. _Ôp F¶ c­£cw ................................................................ 103

XrXobX{´w kÔnhn{Klw .......................................................... 107

1. XZzn[·mscs¨äpw hnizkn¡cpXv. ............................................ 107

2. \mhS¡phm³ Ignbm¯Xp sIm­pÅ tZmjw ................. 114

3. Z´ncmP\s¡m­pIq«s¯ ]ncn¸n¨Xv ................................... 116

4. ]£nbpw iiI\pw A´ntI sN¶t\cw ............................. 118

5. sN­sIm«n¨p \s½¡ãw A§mSn¡mc³ ........................ 122

6. D¯cw \ap¡nt¸mfm{inX{XmWw Xs¶ .............................. 124

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7. aqjnIkv{Xobpw alÀjnbpw ..................................................... 126

8. cn]p¡sf kvIÔ¯n hln¨oSmw ....................................... 130

NXpÀ°X{´w e_v[\mi\w ........................................................ 134

1. h\hnS]nbpsSapIfn aalrZbw ........................................... 134

2. inhinh! InanXn hZXn N]elrZb³ `hm³? ................... 138

]©aX{´w Akwt{]£yImcnXzw ............................................. 142

1. A´Wt{ijvT\p Iocnaqew bYm ........................................... 142

2. at\mcmPyw Gsd XpS§cpXv ..................................................... 143

3. {ZhyanÃmªp ZpxJn¡th­m `hm³ .................................... 146

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BapJw

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hocyhm\pw C{µkZri\pamb kpZÀi\³ Fóp

{]kn²\mb Hcp cmPmhpïmbncpóp. kð¡À½

\ncX\mb At±l¯n\v Xsâ kpIrX^e§sf

tómWw Ft«m ]t¯m ]p{Xòmcpïmbncpóp. Fómð

B almcmPmhnsâ ]p{Xòmscñmw kpJtemep]cpw,

hnZymhnapJcpw ZpÀamÀKkômcnIfpambn PohnXw

Ign¨phóp. `mKyimenbmsW¦nepw B almcmPmhns\

]p{XòmcpsS hnZymhnapJX, aµ`mKy\pw, ZpxJnX\p

am¡n¯oÀ¯p. hnZybpw, hnthIhpw, \oXnbpw,

hn\oXnbpw, kÔnhn{KlmZnIfpw a\Ênem¡m¯

cmPIpamcòmscs¡mïv F´p ^eamWpÅXv,

KÀ`apïmIm¯ ]iphns\ hfÀ¯pt¼mse \njv^e

amWtñm, ZpÀKpWapÅ ]p{Xòmsc hfÀ¯nsbSp¡p

óXv, Xsâ ]p{XòmÀ¡v, \oXnimkv{Xap]tZin v̈

]p\ÀPòw sImSp¡phm³ Icp¯\mb HcmNmcys\

FhnsS¡n«pw, Fsóñmw hne]n¨v IgnªpIqSpt¼mÄ,

Hcp \mÄ tkmaiÀ½mshóv t]cpÅh\pw, \oXn

imkv{X¯nsâ adpIcIïh\pamb hninã{_mÒW³,

cmPmhns\ kao]n¨v hn\oX\mbn ]dªp.

"almcmPmth, A§v hnjant¡ï, Rm³ Bdp

amk¯nóIw A§bpsS ]p{Xòmsc, \oXnimkv{Xw

apgph³ ]Tn¸nt¨¡mw. A§bpsS ]p{XòmÀ

DóXòmcpw D¯aòmcpambn¯ocpw. ]p{XòmÀ¡v

A{]ImcapÅ ]cnhÀ¯\w Bdpamk¯n\Iw hcm¯

]£w A§v Fsó \mSpIS¯nbmepw".

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tkmaiÀ½mhnsâ hm¡ptI« cmPmhv, AXy[nIw

kt´mjn¨p. At±lw AópXsó ]p{Xòmsc

AbmfpsS ]¡ð hnZym`ymk¯n\mbn Gev]n¨p

sImSp¯p. cmPyX{´¯nð AXn{][m\LSI§fmb

an{Xt`Zw, kplrñm`w, kÔnhn{Klw, eÏ\mi\w,

Akwt{]£yImcnXzw Fóo Aôp X{´§fpw

Ipamcòmsc At±lw AXnthKw a\Ênem¡n.

kckamb IYIÄ hgn cmPIpamcòmcpsS a\Ênð

Bªp]Xn¡¯¡h®w {]Xn]mZn¡pó t_m[\

coXnbmWv tkmaiÀ½hv kzoIcn¨Xv. Xòqew

cmPIpamcòmÀ¡v \oXnimkv{X¯nð A`ncpNnbpw

AhKmlhpw kn²n¨p. tkmaiÀ½mhv hmKvZ¯w

sNbvXt]mse cmPIpamcòmÀ Bdpamk¯n\Iw

DóXòmcpw D¯aòmcpambn¯oÀóp. kck§fpw,

cmPyX{´{][m\§fpw, temI{]kn²§fpamb B

IYIfmWv "]ôX{´IYIÄ" Fóv {]JymX

ambn«pÅXv.-----------

CXnse IYm]m{X§Ä ]£narKmZnIfmsWópÅXm\v

CXnsâ asämcp {]tXyIX. kwkvIrX¯nð hncNn¨

Cu Aaqey{KÙs¯ XpÅð ]m«pIfmbn

AhXcn¸n¨v ssIcfnbpsS CuSpshbv]nte¡v

kw`mh\ sNbvXn«pÅXv almIhn Ipô³ \¼ymct{X.

A[nIhpw ]£narKmZnIfpsS IYbmb

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]Tn¡phm\pïv. AXmWv Cu IYIsf

temI{]kn²§fm¡o«pÅXpw. a\pjycpsS hn`nó

kz`mh§Ä, PohnXhnPb¯n\mhiyamb \b§Ä,

cmPyw `cnt¡ïhÀ A\pkcnt¡ï X{´§Ä

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Fón§s\ Ahiyw Adnªncnt¡ï Imcy§Ä

A\mbmkambpw kckambpw Cu IYIfnð

{]Xn]mZn¨ncn¡póp. cmPyw `cn¡póhÀ {]tXyIw

CXnð ]dªncn¡pó Imcy§Ä Adnªncnt¡ïXv

A\pt]£WobamWv.

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\ ]cm`ham]vt\mXn i{ImZ]n IZmN\"

(Cu \oXnimkv{Xw ]mcmbWw sN¿pIbpw

tIÄ¡pIbpw sN¿póh\v Hcn¡epw, tZth{µ\nð

\nópIqSn, ]cmPbw Gð¡pIbnñ) Fóv {KÙ¯nsâ

aqeIÀ¯mhp Xsó CXnsâ {]tbmP\s¯¸än

]dªncn¡póp. hninjy kòmÀtKm]tZi]camb

KpW]mT§fpsS hnf\neamWv Cu sIm¨p{KÙw.

AXpsImïpXsó asäñm IYmkamlmc§sf¡mÄ

kamcm²yambncn¡pó Cu `mcXobIrXn temI

sam«p¡pw am\n¡s¸SpópshópÅXv \ap¡`n

am\IcamWv. F¦nepw X¡hn[w CXnsâ amlßyw

a\Ênem¡n \½psS bphXeapd CXp ]mcmbWw

sN¿póptïm Fóv kwibamWv. AhnShnsS NneXv

Duón¸dbpI am{Xw t]mcm. \½psS hnZymÀ°nIÄ

temIamIam\w CXns\ lrZnØam¡póXv Gähpw

{]tbmP\Icambncn¡psaóXv kwibclnXamWv.

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]©X{´w IYmcw-`w

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]ôhÀ®n\n¡nfns¸¬aWnamWn¡ta!

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]ôsaóntb Xcpópïp Rms\tSm _mte

]ôX{´amw alm\oXnimkv{Xs¯ÊpJw

]ô[m hn`mKn¨p ]m«p ]mSpIthWw

FóXptI«p Infns¸¬ InSmhpc sNbvXmÄ

FópsS Kpcp¡òmÀ A´W{]hcòmÀ

aónSw XónehcoizcòcmbXpw

kóXòmÀ¡p hcw \ðIphm\mfmbXpw

A§s\bpÅ alm{_mÒW{]kmZ¯mð

F§pta `wKw IqSmXnóp Rm\pcsN¿mw,

{ioa\p, _rlkv]Xn, ip{I\pw thZhymk³

[oaXmw hc³ hnjvWpKp]vX\mw NmWIy\pw

amap\n ]cmic³ aäpÅ _p[òmcpw

kmaZm\mZn\oXnimkv{XIÀ¯m¡ftñm.

AÖ\§sfsbñmw ARvPen Iq¸ns¡mïp

kÖ\{]kmZ¯mð imkv{XsamópcsN¿mw.

{KÙhnkvXmtc `bapÅ _meIòmÀ¡pw

A´cwK¯nð t_m[anñm¯ P\§Ä¡pw

N´tamSdnhm\mbv ]ôX{´mJyw \oXn

{KÙXmev]cyw Inônð `mjbmbv sNmñoSptó³.

]mSem[cnamÀ¡p tIfnkmt¦XØm\w

]mSeo]p{Xsaóp \maamw alm]pcw

hmSIÄ InS§pIÄ hmSnIf§mSnIÄ

\mSImKmc§fpw \KcØm\§fpw-----

lmSImeb§fpw lkvXnaµnc§fpw

amShpw almaWntaSIÄ aT§fpw

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amSpIqSpIÄ aWntXmcWt{iWnIfpw

tXmSpIÄ \ZnIfpw Iq]§Ä Ipf§fpw

tISpIÄ IqSmXpÅ tIfnku[mZnIfpw

tIm«IÄ \ndªpÅ tIchpw {IapIhpw

hoSpIÄ tXmdpapÅ [m\ykw`mc§fpw

ssihaµncw hnjvWpt£{Xhpw ZpÀ¤mebw

tZhXmtKlw _lp{_mÒWmKmc§fpw

GhapsÅmcp almcmPaµncwXónð

tZh\mbtIm]a³ `q]XnkpZÀi\³

(hocyhm³ hnZymimen hn¯hm³ hnthIhm³)

ImcykmcÚ³ {]mÚ³ Imakón`mImc³

Xmakn¡msXtbmtcm kð¡À½w Znt\Znt\

`qantZhòmscs¡mïmZcmð sN¿n¸n¨p.

FóXn³ aqew alm`mKyhm³ alo]me³

\µ\òmsc e`n¨oSn\ms\t«m ]t¯m

\µ\òmÀ¡p sNäpw hnZybnñmbvI aqew

aµ`mKy³ Rms\óp ZpxJn¨p kpZÀi\³

Nn´n¨p a\¡m¼nð hnZybpw hnthIhpw

kÔnhn{KlmZnbpw \oXnbpw hn\oXnbpw

k´Xw {Kln¡msX ]p{Xscs¡mïp Imcy-þ

sa´pÅp icocnIÄs¡{Xbpw ]mcw Iãw!

KÀ`apïmImXpÅ tKmhns\ hfÀ¯pó

ZpÀ`KòmÀ¡p ^esa´tlm hnNmcn¨mð?

tLmcamw tcmKw t]mse {Iqcamw hnjw t]mse

ZmcpW³ alm]m]n X³ Ipew apSn¨oSpw

buh\w Imaw {Zhy{]m`hw aqVXzhpw

ZpÀhn[w NXpÀhn[w \miImcWw \rWmw

FóXne\À°¯ns\mópam{Xta t]mcq;

]nsósb´n\p \meptaI\nð kzcq]n¨mð.

\½psS a¡Ä¡nt¸mÄ [À½_p²nbpanñ

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\nÀ½ehnthIhpw \oXnimkv{Xhpanñ

ZpÀamÀ¤§fnð a\Êp®nIÄs¡ñmhÀ¡pw

sh¬abnepïp Xm\psa´p Rm³ sNt¿ïpóp?

Bcphms\mcp imkv{Xn {_mÒW\{X hóp

Nmcphmw \oXnimkv{Xanhsctºm[n¸n¨p

kmcamw ]p\ÀÖòanhÀ¡p k¼mZn¸m³

[oc\mbv hcm\nón¸cnSw Xónent¸mÄ.

`qan]³ kpZÀi\³ C§s\ hnNmcn¨p

`man\namtcmsSmón¨mZcmð tahpw Imew

tkmaiÀ½mshsómcp `qantZhmt{Kkc³

(kuayhm³ thZ{]nb³ \oXnimkv{Xmwt`m\n[n

hn{ipX³ _rlkv]Xnkón`³) X{X hóp.

hn{ian¨cNt\mSn§s\ sNmñoSn\m³:þ

aóh! tIÄ¡ `h\mdpamk¯n³ apt¼

\nópsS kpXòmÀ¡p \oXnimkv{X§sfñmw

HsómgnbmsXIïp kmZcw {Kln¸n¡m-

apóXòmcmbhcp¯aòmcmbpw hcpw.

FóXp hónsñ¦nsesó \o \nsâ cmPyw-

Xónð \nóm«n¸pd¯m¡ptI thïq \r]!

FóXptI«p \r]³ \nÀ`cw {]kmZn¨p

XópsS X\qPhrµ§sf hnfn¨pS³

tkmaiÀ½mJyZznPt{ijvTsâ kao]¯p

Xmakw hn\m]dªm¡n\m³ hnZym`ymtk.

tkmaiÀ½mhpw apZm cmP\µ\òmsc-

ÊmaZm\mZn{ioaóoXnimkv{X§sfñmw

kmZcw {Kln¸n¸m\mip Xm\mcw`n¨p

kev¡YmIY\saópsÅmcp amÀ¤¯qtS.

]ôX{´§sfñmw ]mcv°nhòmÀ¡p [À½w

Aônepw {][m\ambpsÅmóp an{Xt`Zw,

]ôX{´w

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\sñmcp kplrñm`saóXp cïmw X{´w

sNmñph³ ]nsó kÔnhn{Klw aqómw X{´w,

eÏ\misaótñm sNmñpóp \memw X{´w,

kn²amakt{¼£yImcnIXzaômw X{´w.

]ôX{´w

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{]YaX{´w an{Xt`Zw

1. kRvPohIsâ bm{X

F¦ntem ]ïp almknwlhpw hrj`hpw

X§fnðt¨Àóp almkvt\lambv hmgpw Imew

GjWn¡mct\I³ Pw_pI³ sNópIqSn

ZqjWw ]dªhÀ X§fnð t`Zn¸n¨p

[rã\mw t{Imãmhns\ Pw_pIs\ópw sNmñpw

kv]ãamt¡Wsa¦nembh³ Idp\cn.

C¡Ymhntijs¯ hnkvXcn¨pcsNbvXp

tIÄt¡Wsaóp \r]\µ\òmcpw sNmómÀ.

Dïpt]mð aloXte alnfmtcm]ysaóp

]ïp]ïpÅ]pcw Z£nWcmPyw Xónð

hÀ²am\s\sómcp hym]mcn sN«nt{ijvT³

hÀ²nX{Zhy³ `hy³ X{X ]ïpïmbnt]mð.

hn¯k¼¯psImïp hn¯\mYs\t¸mepw

Nn¯¯nsemcp _lpam\hpah\nñ

X²\§Ä¡p sNäp kwJybnsñómInepw

hÀ²\w hym]mc§Äs¡m«pta Ipdhnñ.

A§s\ thWw Xm\pw AÀ°apïmbmeXpw

X§tf bXv\w sNbvXp hÀ²nXam¡otSWw.

apóta e`n¡mXpÅÀ°§Ä e`nt¡Ww

]nsóbpw e`n¨Xp kmZcw c£nt¡Ww

c£nX[\w ]nsóÊ´Xw hÀ²n¸n¨p.

XXv£Ww kev]m{X§Ä¡À¸Ww sNbvXotSWw

c£Ww sNbvXnsñómð Xð£Ww \in¨oSpw

e£WaXnóp IÀ¸qcsaódnªmepw.

IÀ¸qcw apfIpan«n§s\ kq£n¡mªm-þ

]ôX{´w

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set¸msgódnbmsX \mkvXnbmsató thïq

s]«nbnð [\w ]q«ns¡«nbn§ncn¡bpw

]«nWnbn«psImïpXm\§p InS¡bpw

bãnIÄ¡ñmXXp tXmóptam Iãw Iãw!

sN«nIÄ¡XpNnXasñtSm _meòmtc!

AÀ°apïmbmeXpsImï\p`hn¡mªmð

AÀ°aptÅm\panc¸mfnbpsamcpt]mse.

_p²nam\mbpsÅmcp [\hm³ [\§fnð

]¯nsemóÀ°nIÄ¡p Zm\hpw sNbvXotSWw.

kð¡mchybw Xsó c£Ww {Zh¯ns\-

ópÄ¡m¼nseñmhÀ¡pw t_m[apïmbntSWw.

h«aptÅmcp Ipfsa¦nepw Pew hóp

sI«n \nð¡pt¼mÄ Xocw s]m«n hmÀsóms¡ t]mIpw.

Hmhph¨Xnð¡qSn hmÀ¯phmÀ¯ncpómInð

t]mIbnñXnepÅ shÅsaódntbWw.

FóXpt]mse alm_p²nam³ hÀ²am\³

]nsóbpw [\amÀÖnt¡Wsaópd¨h³

NmSpapïm¡n {ZhyambXnteäns¡mïp

\mSpIÄ tXmdpw sNóp hym]mcw sNbvXoSphm³

\µn]qïpX³ ]pds¸«nXp sN«nt{iã³

\µ\òmsc tZlc£W¯n\pam¡n

\µnI³ kRvPohI\n§s\ \mat¯msS

\µnIÄ X\n¡p cïpïnl apt¼ Xsó.

\µnIsfópsNmómð ImfIsfóp \r]-þ

\µ\òmsc! \n§Ä¡À°apïmbotSWw.

aµsaóntb cïp\µnhocòmscbp-

samón¨p iIS¯nð _Ôn¨p Xm\ptadn

tLmcamw Im´mc¯nð¸p¡pS³ Kan¡pt¼mÄ

`mcs¯hen¨psImtïmSpó Iqäòmcnð

kmcamw kRvPohI³ XópsS ]mZw Xónð

]ôX{´w

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{Iqcamw ]mjmWw hóSn¨pImeps]m«n

s]s«óp aloXte hoWt¸mÄ hÀ²am\³

sI«gn¨§phn«pIm«nes§mcpZn¡nð

shÅhpw ]pñpw \evIn c£n¸m³ `rXyòmsc-þ

bpÅXnð \mept]sc¸mÀ¸n¨p ]Xp¡th

Häbmbv NasªmcpIqäs\s¡mïpw Xsâ

aäpÅ `rXyòmscs¡mïpaÈISs¯

sXsäóp hen¸n¨p X³]pc´ónðs¨óp-þ

]änsbótXthïq ]mcam[nbpw ]qïp

Imfsb c£n¸m\mbv]mÀ¡pó `Sòmcpw

Im\\w Iïpt]Sns¨m¡th amdnt¸móp

Imfbpw N¯pt]msbópsÅmcp t`mjvIpïm¡n

\ofth \SópsImïmbhÀ ho«nð¸p¡p.

Ac£nXw XnjvTXn ssZhc£nXw

kpc£nXw ssZhlXw hn\iyXn

PohXy\mtYm]n ht\ hnkÀÖnXx

IrX{]bXvt\m]n Krtl \ PohXn

2. ]nwKesâ i¦

Pohtij¯nð {]`mhw sImïp kRvPohI³

Pohn¨p ]Xp¡th ]mZhpw t\cmbv hóp

shÅhpw \ñ]pñpw XWp¸papÅ Im«nð

shsÅcpXmbpÅh³ shÅnamaet]mse

apjvIc³ \Só§p ap¡pdbnSptócw

Zn¡pIÄ apg§póp P´p¡Ä t]Sn¡póp.

A¡mesamcp knwlw ]nwKeImJy³ alm-þ

hn{Ia\nltLmc³ hnizhn{ipX³ hoc³

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A¡m«nó[n]Xn h¡mW¡mc³ X{X

s]m¡tadpó KncnKlztc tahoSpóp.

kv\m\hpanñ X¯zÚm\hpanñ hnjvWp-þ

[ym\hpanñ hnZym`ymkhpansñómepw

hn{Iaw sImïp hnizw Pbn¨p hn]n\¯nð

N{IhÀ¯nbmbv hóp tIkcn{]hc´m³

lkvX§Ä sImïp almlkvXnhocòmcpsS

akvXIw Ip¯n¸nfÀókvXi¦amw h®w

càhpw ]m\w sNbvXp ap¯pcXv\§Ä \tJ

tImÀ¯psImtïmSn¨mSn [qÀ¯psImïqä¡mc³.

]mÀ¯ew Xónð knwlw knwlsaóXp tI«mð

]mÀ°nhòmcpw IqsS t]Sn¨phndbv¡póp

]mÀ°nhmßPòmtc! \n§Ä¡p t_m[nt¡Ww

IoÀ¯nbpïmhm³ `pPhn{Iaw Xsó aqew.

A§s\ KncnKplmKÀ`¯nð hkn¡pó

]nwKemJy\mw almtIkcnhoc´m\pw

GIZm Pew IpSn¨oSphm³ ]pds¸«p

temIhn{ipXamb bap\mXotc sNóp

shÅhpw IpSn¨psImïpÅhpw XWp¸n¨p

]Åbpw hoÀ¯psasñt¸mhm\mbv ]pds¸«p

]ïptI«dnhnñmXpsÅmcp iÐw tI«p

cïp tNmSn§phm§n¡nô\ `bs¸«p

apjvIc\mIptómcp Iqäsâ IWvT²zm\w

ap¡pdiÐsaóp aÀ¯yòmÀ sNmñoSpóp.

tIkcnt{ijvT\Xp tI«n«panñ apów

tIheanSnt]mse tI«t¸mÄ `bs¸«p

X{X hónXp alma{´nbmw t{Imãmhnsâ

]p{Xòmcncphcpsï{Xbpw kaÀ°òmÀ

A{KP³ IcSI³ tkmZc³ aZ\I³

hy{KsaóntbbhÀ X§fnepcsNbvXp

]ôX{´w

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tkmZc³ Za\I³ tNmZn¨p ]Xp¡th

kmZcw kq£n¨epa{KP! almßmth!

\½psS kzman¡nt¸msfs´mcp `bapÅnð

ZpÀ½Zw hn«p]mcw Zo\\mbv tahoSpóp.

sNmñn\m\Xpt\ca{KP³ IcSI³

hñXpamIs«¦nð ImcyanñXpsImïp

"ImcyanñmXhkvXp Nn´n¨p {]hÀ¯n¨mð

ImcWw IqSmXpsÅmc\À°w `hn¨oSpw"

]sïmcp Ipc§¨³ ]mgnepÅmcw`s¯-

s¡mïpS³ Xcw sI«p N¯XptI«n«ntñ?

Rm\Xp tPyjvTm! tI«n«nsñóp ktlmZc³;

hm\cm]mbw tI«psImÄsIóp IcSI³

3. hm\cm]mbw

h³]\msamcp \r]³ XópsS \m«nð \tñm-

c¼ew tISphóp IqShpw IqsS hoWp,

BbXp]WnsNbvhm\mimcn¸cnjIÄ

BbX½lmacw Imacw h¨pIm«nð

CuÀ¨bpw XpSÀópsImïmWnIÄ t]mSnt¸mSn-þ

¯mgvN IqSmsX ]mXn]nfÀóp\nÀ¯ns¡mïp

`£W¯n\pImeamIbmð ]WnsN¿pw-

X£I¸cnjIÄ {Kma¯nð t]mbt\cw

aÀ¡S¡q«w ]eZn¡oópw NmSn¨mSn-þ

¯¡¯nð X{X hóp\ndªp tZhmetb.

BbXnsemcp acômSn Xm³ NmSns¨óp

AÀ²XoÀóncn¡póZmcphn³ apItfdn

cïp`mK¯pw ImepIp¯n hmð s]m¡n¡cw-

sImïpS³ IpänIpep¡oSphm\mcw`n¨p,

Atócw ac¯nsâ hnÅenð Ipc§nsâ

]ôX{´w

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AÞhpaIs¸«p s]m®\pw t_m[n¨oe

X«nbt§ev]ns¨mcp Ipäntað _esams¡

Im«nb Ipc§¨³ Ipänsb hnSp¯t¸mÄ

Zmcp`mK§Ä X½nð tNÀón«p I]nbpsS

kmcamaÞw s]m«n¨Xªp Xm\pw N¯p.

"X§Ä¡p ^eanñmXpÅXp {]hÀ¯n¨mð

`wKta hcpsaóp kÀÆcpw t_m[nt¡Ww"

F´n\p hrYm X\n¡mhiyanñm¯Xp

Nn´n¨p a\xt¢iw sN¿póp ktlmZc!

Ht«Sw `pPn¨p \mant«¨p t]móoetbm

]pãamsbmcp amwkambXp Xnòm³ t]mIp-

sóóXp tI«p ]dªoSn\m³ ZI\I³

\ónXp almatX! Xm\n§s\ h\m´tc

cmPa{´nsbsómcp t]tcmsS \S¡póp?

XópsS _Ôp¡sf k´Xw c£n¸m\pw

XópsS i{Xp¡sfsbm¡th in£n¸m\pw

DóXn htcWsaóm{Kln¨tñm temIþ

aóhòmscs¨óp am\pjÀ tkhn¡póp.

XópsS PTcs¯¸qcnt¡ thïpsh¦nð

A\yhkvXp¡Ä ]eXpïtñmsbfp¸¯nð.

bmsXmcp ]pam\nl Pohn¨p hkn¡pt¼mÄ

BXpcòmcmw _lpP´p¡Ä Pohn¡póp

A¸pam\t{X `qau tIhew Pohn¡póp

kev]pam\h³ Xsó km[pXm\h³ Xsó.

X¡¯nð Xsâ `pàn am{Xta thïpsh¦nð

]¡¯nð tNmdpw Xnóp tImbn¡ð ]mÀt¡Wtam?

s]m¡¯nð ]d¡pó ]cp´pw InfnIfpw

H¡thXsó¯só t]mänc£n¡póntñ?

A¡W¡pÅP\w N¯mepw Pohn¨mepw

an¡Xpat\zjWamÀ¡\paptïm tPyjvT!

]ôX{´w

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H¡th \ncqss]¨mð `q]XntkhsImïp

Xð¡pe{XmW´sókm²ysaódnªmepw

XópsS _e¯n\pw ]ucpj¯n\pw XmgvN

hóp t]mImsX Xsó hñXpw km[n¡Ww

`pànam{Xtabñ am\nIÄ¡`n{]mbw

iànImt«WsatótbhÀ¡pw Xr]vXnbpÅq.

tKm¡tS ihw Xnóm\m{Kln¨Sp¡pó

izm¡fpw X½nðX½nð Ipc¨pw Ieln¨pw

Xcn¼pw amwkanñ Rc¼panñ \tñm----þ

cncp¼pIïw t]mepÅØntað ]nSns]«p

Icn¼n³ Nïnt]mse ISn¨pw sImópw X½nð

Dc¼ntLmjns¡t\y Ip£n]qcWw \mkvXn

X\n¨p knwl§Ä¡p XópsS ap¼nð hcpw

XSn¨ t{Imãm¡sf h[n¸m³ tamlanñ

aZn¨ sImebm\s¡m¼t\mSaÀ sNbvXp

h[n¨p ISpcàw IpSnt¨ Xr]vXnbpÅq,

FóXpsImïp sNmtó³ XópsS _ew Im«m-þ

X\yamIptómców `£n¸m³ NnXw t]mcm.

]«n¡§pcpfbpw sImïpsNñpt¼mfh³

Im«pó tKmjvTnIïmse{Xbpw NncnbmIpw

h«¯ntemSpw ]nsó hme§phnd¸n¡pw

ap«pIÄ Ip¯n¡p\nªqgnbnð ]sä¯mgpw

s]s«óp ZmXmhnsâ h{àhpapZchp-þ

sams«m«p t\m¡n¨neiÐ§Ä ]pds¸So-þ

¨n§ns\ hnIrXnIÄ Im«msX `£n¸m³ X³-

N§mXns¡mcp\mfpw kwKXn hc¯nñ.

Ipw`ncmPóp Xnòm³ hñXpw sImSps¯ómð

kw{`aw IqSmsXh³ taSn¨p `£n¨oSpw

Kw`ochntemI\`mhhpw `b¦cw

h¼\mw ]pcpjsâ `mhan§s\ thïq.

]ôX{´w

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"XópsS hnZy sImïpw XópsS iucyw sImïpw

XópZcs¯¸qcn¸n¡póhòlm[\y³.

izmhns\t¸mse Ingnªm{ibn¨p®póh³

tIhew Iran{]mbs\ótX sNmðhm\pÅq."

hn{Iaw sImïpw hnÚmZnIÄ sImïpw ]¯p-þ

Zn¡pIÄ shfp¸n¡pw IoÀ¯n[mhfyt¯msS

bmsXmcp ]pam³ almam\nbmbv Pohn¡póp

\oXnam\h³ PohPohs\ópcsN¿mw

aäpÅ almaqV³ sImän\p am{Xw sImÅmw

aäpao KpWsamópw ]ämsX Pohn¡ptóm³

s]ä amXmhn\pÅ buh\amIpw hr£w

]sä JÞn¸ms\mcp tImSmenXtóbh³

Bcm\pw _enbn«p ssIsIm«ptIÄ¡ptócw

]mcmsX ]dópS³ sNó§p ]nÞw sIm¯n-þ

¯nópsImïncn¡pó ImI\pw Pohn¡póp;

FóXpt]mse almaµ\pw Pohn¡póp.

kzev]_p²nbmbpÅ am\pj³ almZo\³

kzev]`mhs¯s¡mïp Xð£Ww {]kmZn¡pw

Aev]amw Pem[mcw ]qcn¸m³ ag¯pÅn

kzev]apïmbmð t]mcpambXp \ndªoSpw.

aqjnI³ Xsâ sIm¨pssI cïpw Pew sImïp

cqjnXam¡oSphms\{X ]m\obw thWw

"IrXyhpaIrXyhpw [À½hpa[À½hpw

\nXyhpa\nXyhpw kXyhpakXyhpw

C°apÅXnsemópw sNäpta {Kln¡mX-þ

aÀ¯y\pw ]ip¡fptaXpta t`Zw \mkvXn."

Ft¸mgpamlmchpas¸mtg \nÀlmchpw

Xev]capd¡hpw ssaYp\hym]mchpw

C¸dªXp \mepsam¡sh ]ip¡Ä¡pw

kzev]_p²nbmw ]pcpjm[aòmÀ¡pw Xpeyw.

]ôX{´w

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FóXneñ IqSpw \½psS kzman knwlw

F{Xbpw almhoc³ _p²nam³ hnthIhm³.

A§s\bpÅ knwl¯¼pcm´m\pant¸mÄ

C§s\ hnj®\mboSphms\´p aqew?

4. Pw_pIòmcpsS Ba{´Ww

sNmñn\m³ IcSI³ Imcnbw t¢in¡ptóm-þ

cñtñm \obpw Rm\psaóXpsImïpsNóp

A{][m\òmcmIpw \ap¡o hnNmcw sIm-þ

ïev]hpsamcp ImcyansñtSm ktlmZc!

C¯capc sNbvXp tkmZc³ Za\I³

kp{][m\Xzw ]nsó \ap¡p hcmatñm

A{][m\\mbpÅ ]pcpj³ {Ia¯mse

kp{][m\\mbn«pw adn¨pw ImWpóntñ?

asämcp¯sâ iàn sImïñ a\pjyòmÀ

Duä¡mcmIpóXpw aqVòmcmIpóXpw

F´n\p aäptÅmÀ¡p Ipäapïm¡oSpóp

Nn´n¨mð Xsâ KpWtZmjhpw Xm\pïm¡pw.

DóXnhcp¯phms\{Xbpw ]cm[o\w

]nsób§t[mKXns¡{Xbpsafp¸amw.

F{Xbpw I\s¯mcp IñpIfpcp«ns¡m-þ

ï{ZnX³ apIĸm«nteäphm³ ]mcw ZÞw

BbXp Iogvt]mt«bv¡p NmSn¸ms\fp¸am-þ

ambmkw sNäpw thïm Xmg¯p htó \nev]q

XópsS KpW¯n\pw XópsS tZmj¯n\pw

XópsS PohmßmshópÅXp Xtó aqew.

FóXp tI«p XZm tNmZn¨p IcSI³

\nópsS hm¡nó`n{]mbsas´tSm ktJ!

FópsS hm¡nó`n{]mban¯¼pcmsâ

]ôX{´w

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JnóXmaqVXzhpw `oXnbpw ImWvI Xsó.

C§s\ Za\I³ sNmñn\m\nZant¸mÄ

F§s\bdnªp \osbó{KP\pc sNbvXm³

C§p tXmónbsXñmaSnb\pWÀ¯n¡mw

sNmñpó hm¡p tI«p tKm¡fpw {]hÀ¯n¡pw

Xñp t]Sn¨p acw hen¡pw KP§fpw

hñXpw sI«n¸pdt¯änbmð IgpXbpw

Iñnepw t]dns¡mïp aïpsaótX thïq.

sNmñp IqSmsX Xsó aÀ¯ysâ at\mKXw

sXñpta tXdoSmsX t_m[n¡pw almP\w

A\yNn¯m`n{]mbw e`n¸m\tñm aÀ¯y³

XópsSbpÅnð _p²nkmcs¯ hln¡póp.

Pw_pI³ Xsó \msaómInepw \ap¡pÅnð

_nw_nXw {]`phnsâ Nn¯kwt£m`w ZrVw

\½psS _p²n sImïp \½psS X¼pcms\

\½psS ]m«nem¡n¯oÀt¡Waóp Xsó

Fs´tSm! \ap¡ptïm cmPtkhm`nÚXzw

FópS³ IcSI\tócw Za\I³

Ftómfw cmPtkhm[À½s¯ {Kln¨h³

]nsó aämcpansñó{KP³ {Klnt¡Ww.

a{´nbmbv hknt¡ïp½mÀ¤hpw kwkmchpw

a{´n¨p aäptÅmsc¨Xn¸m\p]mbhpw

ssI¡mWw taSn¸m\pw IïhtcmSpw tNÀóp

h¡mWw Iq«n {Zhyw ssI¡em¡oSphm\pw

Imcy§Ä Xocptócw kzman¡p sNtñïpó

ImW§Ä ]mXoteäw ]äphm\p]mbhpw

asämcphn[w \m«nð Xocpó hÀ¯am\w

asämcphn[w sNóp kzmansb t_m[n¸n¡

]äneptÅmÀ¡pw Imcysam¡th km[n¸n¡

aäpÅ P\¯nsâ sImä§p apS¡pI

]ôX{´w

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sImän\p hIbpÅ km[p¡Äs¡mcphn[w

Ipäapïm¡n {Zhysam¡th lcn¡bpw

C¯cw ZpÀ½{´nIÄ¡psÅmcp sXmgnepIÄ-þ

s¡ms¯mcphn[sa¦nembXpw \ap¡pïp

]mcnSw Xónð \ñ kmaÀ°yaptÅmÀt¡Xpw

`mcamIpó Imcysam¡th km[n¸m\pw

ksszcamw h®w aïn\S¡pw \còmÀ¡p

ZqcamsbmcpZn¡pansñóp t_m[nt¡Ww.

[\ycmw hnZzmòmÀ¡p XópsS tZisaópw

A\ysâ tZisaópw t`ZansñmtcS¯pw

F{Xbpw ]dªÀ¨n¨oSpó ]pamòmÀ¡pw

i{Xphnsñóp tI«n«nñtbm almßmth!

DuNnhm³ IcSI\nónXp Za\I-þ

tcmNnXanZw \nsd kómlsaómInepw

tkhbv¡pÅhkcw ImWmsX Xncpap¼n-þ

emhemXn¡p sNóme_²ambn¯ocpw.

sNmñn\m³ Za\I\mbXp kXyw Xsó

hñmt¯mchktc sNñpIne_²amw.

B\bv¡p aZ¸mS§ptÅmcp t\cw sNómð

B\¡mcs\t¸mepambh³ Ip¯ns¡mñpw.

Ghs\ómepw ]nsó kón[u kZmImew

tkhn¨p\nð¡ptómcnð kzman¡p Ir]bpïmw

hwiip²nbpanñ _p²nbpanñ Iïmð

hÀ¡¯p sXñpanñ hnZybpsamópanñ

C¡W¡pÅ ]pams\¦nepw Xncpap³]nð

X¡hpw t\m¡n aq¡nð hncepw XÅn \nómð

aóhòmÀ¡p ]mcw ]£ambv hcpw {Iamð

A\ytkhIòmcne{KKWy\mah³

]mÀ°nhòmcpw ]ckv{XoIfpw eXIfpw

]mÀiztkhnsb¸mcw ]m«nem¡oSpw ZrVw.

]ôX{´w

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C{µt\msSm¡pw kzman N{µt\msSm¡pw `hm-þ

s\sóñmw kvXpXn¨psImsït¸mgpw ]ncnbmsX

kón[u ]mÀ¡póh³ ]mÀ°nhó`naX³

]nsósb´tlm _lp ZpÀ`Ks\ómInepw

XópsS lnXw t\m¡n¸mÀ¡pó ]pcpjs\

X\zwKnamcpw apZm ssIs¡mÅpw {Ia¯mse.

apÅpÅ hr£s¯bpa´nIØnXambmð

hÅnbpw Npän¸änt¡dpsaódnªmepw.

CóXp {]tbmKn¨mð tIm]n¡pw alo]Xn

CóXp {]tbmKn¨mð aóh³ {]kmZn¡pw

FópÅ hntij§Ä IïpsImïp]m´ntI

\nóp tkhn¨otSWsat¸mgpanfImsX.

Fóntb \nckn¨psh¦nepw Iq«m¡msX

]nsóbpw Npän¡qSn¸nómse \St¡Ww.

C§s\ ]eZn\w sN¿pt¼mÄ {]`p¡fpw

XópsS hi¯mbn¯ocpsaótX thïq.

tNmZn¨p IcSIs\´p \obpWÀ¯n¸m³

`mhn¨p knwlm´nIw {]m]n¸ms\mcps¼«p?

Dàhm³ Za\I³ hñXpapWÀ¯n¨mð

D¯cw tIÄ¡maXn\p¯cat¸mÄ tXmópw

D¯cw Xónð \nó§p¯capïmIpóp

hn¯nð \nótñm ]nsó hn¯pIfpïmIpóp.

Iï¯nð hnXbv¡pó s\ñpIÄ apf¨p s\-þ

ñpïmIpaXp Xsó hn¯mbn¯ocpatñm

cïp hm¡hntSbv¡p sNóp Rm\pWÀ¯n¨mð

IïpsImtÅWw tatòep¯cw _lphn[w.

GsXmcp hkvXp sNbvXmet¸mtg sISpw Imcyw

GsXmcp hkvXp sNbvXmð Imcy§Äkm[n¨oSpw

BbXp cïpw apt¼ \oXnbpÅhÀ ImWpw

BbXns\m¯t]mse Imcy¯nð {]thin¡pw.

]ôX{´w

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D¯a\[a\pw a²yas\óoh®w

aÀ¯yòmÀ aqóphn[apsïóp t_m[nt¡Ww.

FóXne[a´m³ hnLv\¯nð `bw sImïp

Hópta XpS§msX kzØ\mbncpóoSpw

a²ya³ ]nsó¡mcyw XpS§pw apS§pt¼mÄ

_p²nbpw sI«p]mcw aS§nbS§oSpw

D¯a³ at²yat²y apS¡w hsó¦nepw

kn²amthmfw Imcyw ssIhnSpIbnñ.

Cóp Rm\hkcsas´óp {Kln¡msX

sNópNmSpIbpansñóp t_m[n¡ `hm³.

tZhIÄ¡mNmcy\mw Kojv]Xn Xms\¦nepw

tIheahkcw t_m[n¡mXpcsNbvXmð

ewL\w `hn¨oSpw Imcyhpw hcm Xsâ

ÇmLnX¯n\pw lm\n hópt]makwibw

\sñmcp Imte sNóp sNmñpInekmc\pw

hñ Imcysaómepw km[n¨pt]mcmw Xm\pw.

tZihpw Imehpw kwNn´nbmsXmcp Imcyw

teihpw XpS§cpXmßt_m[apÅh³.

Bitb ]cn]mIanñmX ]pamt\mSp

kzmibm`n{]mbs¯s¨mñmsXmcp\mfpw.

\njvIr]òmsc¡mcyw tIĸn¨mð kaolnXw

\njv̂ eambn¯ocpsaóXpw Xsóbñ

Nn´nbmXptÅmc\À°§fpaIs¸Spw

F´n\p aqVòmscs¨ótlm tkhn¡póp?

bmsXmcp KpWw sImïp hr¯nkuJy§Ä hcq?

bmsXmóp sImïp kÖ\hpw {]iwkn¸q?

A§s\bpÅ KpWapïmhm³ t¢in¡Ww.

F§pta tem`w IqSmX¤pWw c£nt¡Ww.

A{KP³ sNmóm\t¸mÄ `qan]meòmtcmSpw

kp{KlòmcñhÀs¡§s\ ]£saópw

]ôX{´w

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B{Klsas´óXpamcw`sas´óXpw

hy{Ksaóntb ]mÀ¯p t_m[n¸ms\fpXñ.

tkmZc³ sNmónXt¸mf§póp ]dªXp-þ

amZcnt¡ïpw ]camÀ°saóncn¡nepw

h¦Sð¡scs¨óp \nev¡pt¼mÄ inhinh!

k¦SanXnend§oSphms\óp tXmópw

H«p\mfnd§nbpw ap§nbpw Xnchóp

X«nbn«eªpans§mt«Sw sNópw t]mópw

s]s«óp ]cnNbn¨oSn\msemcphgn

In«pa§Xnð \o´n{IoUn¨ptahoSphm³

FóXpt]mse sNóp hµ\w sNbvXp \nóp

sNmóXptI«pw Iïpw kq£n¨pw ]co£n¨pw

aóh³ Xsâ ioe`mhhpw ]Xp¡th

XópÅnem¡ns¡mïmð ]nsó sshjayanñ.

A§s\ hi¯m¡msasómcp ]£ant¸mÄ

C§s\ a\¡m¼nð \n³ Ir]bpsïómInð

FóXp tI«p apZm sNmñn\m³ IcSI³

\ónXp ktlmZc! \ñXp hóoSWw

\nópsS amÀ¤w ip`ambv hcpw \ncq]n¨-þ

sXmópta `wKw IqSmXkvXp tX ip`atX!

5. Za\Isâ \oXnkqàw

tPyjvTs\s¯mgpXpsImït¸mtg Za\I³

t{ijvT\mw knwl{]`p kzmansb {]m]n¨pS³

Zqcth Xsó \nóp ]mWnIÄ Iq¸n¡q¸n-þ

¨mcth ]Xp¡th sNsómcp Zim´tc

]nwKeI\papc sNbvXnXp Za\I!

C§phómepw ]e\mÄ IqSn¡mWpónt¸mÄ.

Fs´tSm \obpw \nsâ tPyjvT\psasó hóp

]ôX{´w

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k´Xw tkhn¡m¯ kwKXn IYn¡ \o.

h¼\mw Za\I³ hµ\w sNbvXp sNmóm³:-þ

X¼pcm\Snbs\s¡msï´p {]tbmP\w?

sIm¼\m\sbs¡móp Xet¨mÀ]gbcn-

k¼mZn¸Xn\n§p kmaÀ°yw t]mcmbtñm.

F¦nepaamXysâ a¡fmbSnb§Ä

\n¦genW ]WnªoSmsX s]mdp¡ptam?

HmÀ¡pt¼msfmcp¯scs¡mïp]Imcansñ -þ

ómÀ¡pta hcnIbnsñóXpapWÀ¯n¡mw.

]pñpIÄ sImïpap]ImcapïmIpw Xsâ

]ñpIÄ tX¸m³ sImÅmw ]bv¡sf¯oäm³ sImÅmw

sañth IÀ®§fnen«pS³ sNdp¡nbmð

sXñp kuJyapïmInem hn[¯n\pw sImÅmw.

Imð Icw I®pw aq¡papsÅmcp P´p¡fmð

GIs\¦nepw ImcyanñmsX `hn¡ptam?

kmc\mw ]pcpjs\¸mcan«nSn¨mepw

kmciànsb XyPn¨oSpamdnñ \q\w.

Xosbcnbpó sImÅn Iogm¡n¸nSn¨mepw

XobpsS Pzme taevt]m«ñmsX Pzen¡ptam?

PohP´p¡sfñmsamópt]mseópsÅmcp

`mhhpw `hmòmÀ¡p tNÀ¨bnñdnªmepw.

X§Ä¡p aäptÅmcnð t`ZapsïópÅXpw

kwKXn hcpw Zn¡nð ImWn¡pw kaÀ°òmÀ

hn¯pIsfñmw IqSn¡eÀóp hnX¨mep-þ

ap¯a³ Infn¡pt¼mÄ XòlXzs¯¡m«pw

D¯aØe§fnð {ioImcyw hnNmcn¸m³

D¯aòmcmw Imcy¡mdsc¡ev]nt¡Ww

ip²`qkpct£{XØm\§Ä¡[nImcw

_u²\psImSp¡pó aóh³ almaqV³

I¦Ww Ic§fnð IpÞew IÀ®§fnð

]ôX{´w

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ImônIÄ ISoXtS lmc§Ä h£Øte

C§s\ X§Ä¡pÅ `qjWØe§fnð

`wKnbnð tNÀs¯¦nte `qjWw tim`n¨oSq.

IWvT¯necªmWw I¦Ww IÀ®§fnð

sImïpt]mbvs¡«nXq¡ns¡mï§p ]pds¸«mð

IïhÀ Icw sIm«ns¡mïpS³ Nncn¨oSpw.

XïpX¸nsbsómcp \mahpw e`n¨oSpw.

F{Xbpw \oNòmcmw _u²PmXnPòmÀ¡p

O{Xhpw ]ñ¡Xpw Zo]bãnbpw \ðIn

£{Xnb{_ÒmØmt\ a{´nbm¡oSpsómcp

[m{Xo]mesc¸mcw \nµn¡pw almP\w

Xsó¯m\dnbmsX Zpjv{]`p¡sfs¨óp

hµn¨ptkhn¡pó am\pj¸ip¡Ä¡p

Cónt¸mfnltemIkuJyanñhÀ N¯mð

sNsómcp \cI¯nð NmSpsaónñmXnñ

sa¨ta kphÀ®¯nðt¨Àt¡ïpw almcXv\w

]n¨f¸X¡¯nðt¨À¡pó ]pcpjs\

kÖ\w Xsóbñ ZpÀÖ\§fpw IqsS

XÀÖn¡pw XÕ¼À¡w hÀÖn¡psañmhcpw.

_p²nbpw hnthIhpw hocyhpw {]`p¡fnð

`ànbpapÅ `rXy³ kzmansb \nI¯oSpw.

iànbnñmXptÅmsâ `àn \njv̂ ew ZrVw,

iànbpsïmcp¯\p `ànbnñmªmð \tóm?

iànbpw \ñ kzman`ànbpw XnIsªmcp

`rXy\psïómInte hÀ²n¸q alo]Xn

iànbpanñ kzman`ànbpanñmtXmÀ¡p

`pàn \evIoSpw \r]s\{XbpahnthIn.

Bbh³ `pPn¡ptómtcmZ\sañmsamcp

\mbn\p sImSps¯¦nembXp ]mgmbvt]mIm.

\mbn\p tNmdp \evIpw \mbIòmsc¡pdnþ-

]ôX{´w

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¨mbXkvt\l¯n\p ambansñmcp\mfpw.

Bbh´\n¡pÅ Imbs¯s¡mïp X\n-þ

¡mIth aa kzmans¡t¸mgpw klmbn¡pw.

ikv{Xhpw IpXncbpw imkv{Xhpw hoW]mWn

£m{Xhpw \còmcpw hmWnbpanhsb«pw

kÖ\t¯mSp tNÀómse{Xbpw {]Imin¡pw;

ZpÀÖ\t¯mSp tNÀómse{Xbpanfs¸Spw.

A`ymkapÅ hoc³ hmsfSp¯nf¡pt¼mÄ

k`yòmcXpIïp sImïmSn kvXpXn¨oSpw

A`ymK³ almt`mj³ hmsfSp¡póXp Iïmð

As¸mtgsbñmhcpw hmsfSp¡tbbpÅq.

Aizt¸mÀ {Kln¨hciz¯ntedn¡ïmð

hnizhmknIsfñmw hnkvabn¨oSpw ZrVw.

Añm¯ aqV³ sNó§iz¯ntedptócw

hñmsX ]ng¨pt]msañmcpw lkn¨oSpw.

C§s\Xsó ]nsós¨móXpw \mepw cïpw

`wKn¡pa`wKn¡pw ]m{Xt`Zta aqew.

Rms\mcpIdp\cn¡p«s\óXpsImïp

am\tk \nµm`mhw kzman¡p thïmXm\pw

]ß\m`\pw ]ïp ]ónbmbv]ndóntñ!

]mh\s\ó ap\n am\mbn tahpóote?

j¬apJ`Khm\pamSnsâ thjw apZm

sh×bnð [cn¨Xp X¼pcm³ tI«n«ntñ?

`rXysâ KpWKWsams¡bpaSnb\p-þ

ïXy´w `àn iàn bpànbpsa\n¡pïp.

`ànbnñmXptÅmsâ iàn sImsï´p ^ew?

iànbnñmXptÅmsâ `àn sImsï´p ^ew?

tkhIòmcnð \nµmioe\mw \tc{µs\-þ

tÊhn¸m\mcpansñómbv hcpw {Ia¯mse

_Ôp`rXycpanñmXmbv hcptócw \r]-þ

]ôX{´w

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só´p ]ucpjw ]nsó £oWamw {]`pXzhpw.

{]m`hw Ipdbpt¼mÄ {]mbtim hnZzmòmÀ¡pw

tem`anñmXmahcmKan¡bpanñ.

\nXyhpw kao]¯p hnZzmòmcnñmXmbmð

IrXyhpaIrXyhpw t_m[anñmXmbv hcpw.

]mÀ°nhòmÀ¡p \oXnÚm\ansñóp hómð

]mÀ¯te hkn¡ptómscm¡th \in¨oSpw.

FóXpsImïp ]dªoSptó³ aa kzman-

¡póXn hcm³ \ñ `rXyòmÀ Xsó thWw.

FóXp tI«p almknwlhpapc sNbvXp:-þ

\sótSm! Za\I! \nópsS \oXnhmIyw

\½psS kNnhsâ \µ\\tñm `hm³

\ò taðhcm\pÅ bXv\w \o sNbvXnSWw

tNmZn¨p Za\I³ \n´ncphSnbnt¸mÄ

tamZn¨ Pe]m\w sNbzXnsógpóÅn

Aw`Ênóp]m´ntI hmWcpfpt¼mÄ _p²n

kvXw`n¨IW¡p ImWpónXp Inw ImcWw?

D¯capcsNbvXp tIkcnt{ijvT´m\pw

kzØasñsâ a\Ên§s\ XoÀóp Iãw!

\½psS h\w Xónensómcp P´p hóp

ZpÀ½Zw ]qïp iÐn¡póXp tIÄ¡póote?

F{XbpaXn{Iqcw Zpãsâ IWvT[zm\w

t{im{Xc{Ô¯nð¸p¡p k¦Ss¸Sp¯póp.

aäpao almcWyhmkhpw shSnªp Xm³

asämcp h\m´cw {]m]n¸m³ `mhn¡póp.

IWvTiÐs¯t¡«meqln¡maht\Xpw

IWvT\ñtlm! almhn{Ian almhoc³

cïp]£ansñ\n¡mbh´sót¡«pw

Iïpw sImïnhnS¯nð ]mÀ¡ sshjay´só

FóXptI«p apZm sNmñn\m³ Za\I³:-þ

]ôX{´w

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FópsS kzman hrYm Nmôeyw XpS§ï

iÐam{Xs¯t¡«p i¦n¡ms\´p aqew?

iànam\tñm `mhs\´n\p t]Sn¡póp?

BdpIÄ Pew s]m§n tkXp`RvP\w sN¿pw

BdpIÀ®§Ä ]p¡mð a{´hpw t`Zn¨oSpw

GjWn {]tbmKn¨mð kvt\lhpw \in¨oSpw

`ojWnhm¡p sImïp `ocp¡Ä `bs¸Spw

Iït¸mfXnð _lpamwkapsïóp tXmón

sNïbnepĸp¡t¸mÄ NÀ½hpsamcpac-þ

¡ïhpw am{XwXsó IïXpÅp Rms\óp

]sïmcp P´p ]dªn§s\ tI«n«pïv.

sNmsñtSm! ]pcmhr¯saóp tIkcnt{ijvT³;

sNmñph³ {ihn¨mepsaópS³ Za\I³.

]sïmcp Ipdp\cn `£Ww In«mbvIbmð

IpWvTnXw ]qïp hnió§s\ \S¡pt¼mÄ

Ip{XNnð {]tZi¯p bp²`qXew Iïp

X{X ssk\y§Ä N¯pInS¡póXpw Iïp.

A{Xbsñmcp s]m®s¨ïbpw Iïm\h³

X{X \nsómcp iÐw {ihn¨p `bs¸«m³

hbp hóSn¡pt¼mfmbXp Xmt\ Xsó

tXmbZ[z\nt]mse iÐn¡póXpw tI«p.

F´phm\nXs§mcp P´phmbv hcpsaómð

_Ôphmsc\n¡t¿m! \s½bpw sImñpanh³

A´nsI sNóp t\m¡ns¡mïpt]mcnsIópÅnð

Nn´n¨p ss[cyt¯msS sasñ sañth sNóm³.

`£W¯nóp thïpw tNmcbpw amwk§fpw

Xð£WaXn\I¯psïóp tXmóoSpóp

e£Ww ip`w \apt¡j Rm\pÅnð¸p¡p

`£Ww hgnt]mse sNbvIsbópd¨h³

]ôX{´w

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NÀ½s¯¡Sns¨mcp Zzmcapïm¡ns¡mï-

±pÀt½mln krKme\§I¯p {]thin¨m³.

Bbh\t¸mfpc sNbvsXmcp tÇmImÀ°w Rm³

ambsaóntb sNmtó³ Iïnt¸mfXnsemópw.

6. knwlhpw hrj`hpw kvt\l_²cmbXv

BbXp a\Ênðh¨n§s\ ]dªp Rm³

BbX[zm\wtI«p `oXnsb´n{X hrYm?

tIhew almiÐw tIÄ¡póp h\w Xónð

kmh[m\\malw sNónl hóoSptó³

Fs´mcp iÐsaópsas´mcp P´pshópþ-

sas´mcp `mhsaópsam¡sh t_m[n¡ptó³.

C¯capcsNbvXp [rã\mw t{Imãy{]uV³

kXzcw kRvPohI¡mfX³ apónðsNóp

BsctSm! Xms\óh³tNmZn¨t\cw hrjw

t\cphm¡pcsNbvXp Rmt\mcp Imf¡qä³

hÀ²am\s\sómcp hmWn`¡mc³ \s½

hÀ²n¸n¨Xpant¸mfn§ns\ shSnªXpw

AÀ²amÀ¤¯nðhoWp ImsemSnªShnbnð

AÀ²amk¯nð¸pdw ZpxJn¨pInSóp Rm³

ssZhImcpWywsImïp ZÞhpw ian¨p Rm³

Ghan{]tZi¯p kuJyambv \S¡ptó³.

sNmñn\m³ Za\I³ \½psS kzmanhoc³

sNmtñdqw almknwlw ]nwKeImJy³[oc³

sNmñnhn«nXp \s½ÊXzcw Iq«ns¡mïp-þ

sNñphm³ `hms\bs§{Xbpw IuXqlemð

k½XanZsa¦nð kzmantbmSpWÀ¯n¨p

kXzcw hcmsaóp tI«t¸mÄ kRvPohI³

]ôX{´w

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knwl\mbI³ almhocyhm\h³ \s½-þ

Êwlcn¡nsñómInð kwibw hn\m hcmw.

hnizkn¨hÀIsf hô\ sNbvXoSptam

hnizhn{ipX³hoc³ hn{Ian arKm[n]³?

F¦nð Rm³hcmsaóp Imf sNmóXp tI«p

In¦c³Za\I³ hónXp knwlm´ntI

hµ\w sNbvXpsNmóm³: NÞ\mw kaocW³

aµsaóntb hnizanf¡psaómInepw

F{XbpakmcambpsÅmcp XrW§sf

[m{Xnbnð\nóp ]dn¨oSptam? almatX!

DóX§fmbpÅ hr£§sfñmw ]mtS

`nóam¡phm³ Ipdshm«ptabnñ Xm\pw.

hocyapÅh³ aäphocyapÅht\mSp

hn{Iaw {]tbmKn¸q ZpÀ_eòmcneñ.

FóXp aqew `hm³ Imfsb h[n¡bn-þ

sñsómcp hnizmkwsImï{X Rm³hcp¯ptó³.

FóXptI«p {]mkmZn¨pcsNbvXp knwlw:þ-

\nópsS kJntb Rm³ sImñptam Za\I!

Fs´tSm! kRvPohIs\óp t]scóptI«p

l´! ta almkpJambh³ _Ôphmbmð,

Xmakw IqSmXn§psImïpt]mómepw `hm³

Imakw{]m]vXn{]nb³ Rms\ópt_m[nt¡Ww.

A{]Imc§Ä sNóp]dªp Za\I³

Xð{]I¼s¯t¸m¡n¡mfsbsImïpt]móp

\µncmPs\ kzman kón[n Xónem¡n

\µn]qïcnI¯p tkhn¨p\nóoSn\m³.

AópsXm«t\ym\ykvt\lmIpeòmcmbv¯oÀóp

\µnbmw kRvPohI³ ]nwKeartK{µ\pw.

A\ycmw `rXyòmcnemØbnñmXmbv hóp

[\y\mw artK{µ\p \µnk¼À¡waqew.

]ôX{´w

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Imfbpw IWvTocht{ijvT\pw Kplm´tc

]mfbw ]p¡p X½nð {]mWhnizmkt¯msS

tIfnkñm]w sImïp tIhew Znt\Znt\

tafn¨p atlmÕh{IoUbm tahpw Imew

`rXyòmcamXyòmÀ tNÀ¨¡mÀ _Ôp¡fpw

\nXytkhIòmcpw ]nÅcpw Imhð¡mcpw

\nXyhr¯n¡p e`n¡mbvIsImïtlm Iãw

{]Xylw ]cm[o\s¸«pgepó Imew

GIZm Za\I³ ]qÀhP³IcS\pw

hyIpew]qïp X½nð kwkmcw XpS§n\mÀ.

sNmñn\m³ Za\I³ \½psS kzbwIrXw

Añtbm almtZmjan§s\ kw`hn¸m³?

X§ÄXm\pïm¡pó tZmj§Ä aqópIq«w

kwKXnhcpsaóp kÖ\w sNmñnt¡Ä¸q.

tajbp²wsImsïmcp Pw_pI³ acn¨pt]mb

BjmV`qXnaqew \ap¡pw\miwhóp

X´phmsbsâaqew ZqXn¡p\miwhóp;

Xm´sótZmj{Xban§s\ P\n¸n¨p

FsómcpbXnt{ijvT³ ]ïcpÄsNbvXpt]mepw

FóXp `hm³ tI«n«nñtbm almßmth!

BbXptIÄt¡Wsaó{KP\pcsNbvXm³;

{]mbtim \nthZ\wsNbvXnXp ktlmZc³.

7. X§Ä¡p Xm\pïm¡pó XrtZmj§Ä

tZhiÀ½mshsómcp k\ymkn]ïpïmbn

tIhew {_Ò[ym\w sNbvXp tahpóImew

F{Xbpw _lp{Zhyapïmbn \ap¡nXp

]ôX{´w

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I{X kw{Klnt¡WsaópS³ hnNmcn¨p

XópsS Ip¸mb¯nðsh¨pS³ Xpóns¡«n

Xpóepïm¡n¯sâ tZl¯nen«psImïp

ksszcambv \S¡pt¼mfmjmV`qXnsbóp

t]cpamsbmcphn{]³ tkhn¨pIqSoSn\m³:

kmcamw _lp{Zhyant±lw Ip¸mb¯nð

tNcpamdn«p Xpóns¡mïtñm \S¡póp

C²\w IcØam¡oSpóXpïp Rm\pw

epÏt\mSÀ°w ssI¡em¡nbmð tZmjanñm.

C¯cw hnNmcn¨p ]mZip{iqj sNbvXp

hr²\mw k\ymknsb hnizkn¸n¨p [qÀ¯³.

ip²\mjmV`qXn \ónh\nh³ I¿nð

a²\w kq£n¸m\mbv sImSp¯mð tZmjanñ

C°a§pds¨mcp hmktc `n£pt{ijvT³

kv\nKv²\mah³ I¿nð Ip¸mbw kaÀ¸n¨p

Im\\\ZnXónð kv\m\¯nsógpóÅn

kv\m\hpwsNbvXp P]n¨§s\ \nð¡tócw,

D²Xòmcmw cïp taj§Ä ]ckv]cw

bp²a§mcw`n¨p hmln\oXoc´ónð.

BSpIÄcïpw _lpZqcth hm§ns¡mïn-

t§mSnhópS³ ap«n¸nsóbpw amdnt¸mIpw

]nsóbpw hópap«pw X½neoh®apÅ

kómlw {Ia¯mes§{Xbpw apgp¯t¸mÄ

`nóamw apJ§fnð \nópS³ tNmc¡«

Nnónbpw NnXdnbpw `qXte ]Xn¡póp.

Atócsamcp t`mj³ Pw_pI³ sNópIïp

\ónXp tNmc¯pÅn \ap¡p ]m\wsNbv]m³,

Fóh³hnNmcn¨p taj§Ä hm§ptócw

sNópS³ tNmc \¡n¡pSn¨p XpS§n\m³.

s]t«óp taj§fpw hópap«pt¼mÄ at²y

]ôX{´w

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s]s«mcp Ipdp\cn NXªp N¯phoWm³.

A½p\nbt¸msfmcp tÇmI]mZs¯s¨mñn:þ

"Pw_ptIm tajbpt²t\Xn" Xm\\´cw

Imjmbw[cn¨h\ns§gpóÅptócw

BjmU`qXntbbpw IïnsñótXthïp.

tijas§mcp]mZw ]qcn¨p XZm hbw

"BjmV`qXnt\Xn" {]Øm\wsNbvXp]nsó

Ip¸mbw\nd¨pÅ s]mópdp¸nIsbñmw

Ft¸cpw sImïpt]mbm\mjmV`qXnZznP³

A´nbpaSp¯t¸mÄ k\ymkn sNós§mcp

X´phmbs\ ho«nð ]p¡phmWcpfn\m³.

\qep\qev¡póIq«w Nmenbòmcnsemcp-

Nmenb³ IÅpwIpSn¨§s\ NmômSpóp

Bbh³sI«ns¡mïphsómcp Nmenb¯n

Bbncw[qfo N¯p ]ndtómsfóptXmópw

amcamðsImïp ZmkoZ¯amw amÀ¤¯qsS

Pmcs\ʵÀin¸m³ KqVambv t]mIptócw

aZy]\hfpsS hñ`³ X´phmb³

a²yamÀ¤¯nð h¨p Isï¯n¸nSnIqSn

F§pt]msóSo [qfnsbóh³ tNmZn¨t¸mÄ

\n§sf¯ncªp Rm³ htós\óhÄ sNmómÄ.

DÅnse¡]Sw Rm³ t_m[n¨p sImÅmw sXmgnð

Iůo! \nsó¯qWnð_Ônt¨ aXnbmhq.

C§s\ IbÀs¯mcp Nmenb³ IbÀsImïp

s]®ns\¯qWnð hcnsª§pt]mbpd§n\m³.

a¯\mah\§p N¯t]mepd§pt¼mÄ

A¯ðIqSmsX Zmkn X{X hónXp apZm

X´phmbkv{XobpsS _Ô\agn¨hÄ

_ÔphmbXn\psS amlmßyw Im«oSphm³

Xsó¯m³ ]miwsImïp _Ôn¨p\nóp atä

]ôX{´w

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Ióð¯mÀangnbmsf Pmc¦ð \ntbmKn¨mÄ.

IWvT\mw X´phmb\tócapWÀópS³

iWvTIÄXpS§n\m³ XópsS If{Xs¯.

ipWvTnbpw ISn¨h³ tLmjn¡ptócsamópw

anïmsXXsó\nóp ZqXnbmahÄXm\pw.

IïIs\gptóäp ZmknXópsS aq¡p

Iïn¨p I¯nsImïp Iivae³ almPf³

]ntóbpw sNóp InSópd¡w XpS§n\m³.

AtócahnsSbv¡p Nmenb¯nbpwhóp

Fs´sSm ZqXo! \nsâ hÀ¯am\saóhÄ

Fs´mtSm ]dbpóp \½psS hr¯m´§Ä

Fsó \o ]mit¢iw thÀs]Sp¯b¨mepw

FóXptI«p ]miagn¨phn«mfhÄ.

]nsóbpw aptót¸mseXsó¯m³_Ôn¨psIm-þ

ïpóXkvX\n XqWptNÀóp\nð¡pót\cw

Nmenb\pWÀóXp t_m[n¨psNmómfhÄ:-þ

Imensbt¸msesbsós¡«nbns«mcp Zpã!

\½psS \mkmtOZwsNbvXXp ]mcw Iãw

ZpÀ½tX! \osb³]mXnhrXytamÀ¡póoetbm?

FópsSIuamcamw hbÊnð¯pS§n Rm³

A\y]qcpjkv]ÀiwsNbvXn«nsñópsÅmcp

kXyapsï\n¡XpImcWw sshcq]ywXoÀ-

óZy Rm³ aptót¸mse aq¡ns\e`n¨oSpw.

{]tXyIanXptemI]meòmÀ tI«ntSWw.

{]tXyIw ]nXr¡fpsams¡th {ihn¡Ww.

t\ms¡tSm! hóp aa N{µt\msSm¡pwapJw

aq¡pIïmepw \sñmscÄ¡pkpas¯t¸mse

aqÀJ\mah\XptI«t¸mÄ thKw hóp

aq¡pa½pJs¯bpw Iït¸mÄ hnkvabn¨p

Imð¡ð hoWh³ Iq¸ns¨mñn\ms\sâ Zpjn-þ

]ôX{´w

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hm¡paohym]mchpsams¡ \o s]mdp¡Ww

Xo¡\ðt]mse\nsâ Nmcn{Xyw Nmens¸t®!

\o¡ansñtSm _mte! \ntó Rm³ hW§ptó³

C°a§pcsNbvXp sI«gn¨p]m´ntI

\nÀ¯n¡®p\oÀ hmÀ¯p ]pWÀóptahoSn\m³.

X{X kw`hns¨mcp hmÀ¯am\§sfñmw

]mÀ¯psImï\§msX `n£phpw hkn¡póp.

ZmknIXm\pat¸mÄ JÞnXambpsÅmcp

\mknImJÞs¯bpw I¿nðh¨ncn¡póp.

AtócahfpsShñ`³ £uc¡mc³

hópS³ £uc¡¯nÊônsImïphm s]t®!

FóXp tI«s§mcpI¯nam{Xs¯sbSp-þ

¯t§m«psImSp¯nXp \m]nXkv{XobmahÄ.

\m]nXòmlmaqÀJ³ kônIn«mªp ]mcw

tIm]n¨p I¯nsbSps¯dnªm\It¯bv¡p

A¿t¿m! amtemItc! \½psS `À¯mhnsâ

I¿mse³aq¡pt]mbn, aqV\mw alm]m]n,

aqÀ¨bpsÅmcpI¯nsImsïdnªhs\sâ

aq¡pIïn¨m\nXpIïmepw tijJÞw.

C§s\]escbpw hnfn¨pIm«oSn\mÄ

AwK\mP\t¯mfw ZpÀ_p²n aämÀ¡pÅq?

A¡YtI«p \r]³Iev]n¨p `Sòmcpw

Nns¡óphóp ]nSns]«nXp £pcIs\;

t\mt¡Sm aqVm,\obns¸Wv]ndóhfpsS

aq¡pJÞn¸ms\´pImcWw Zpcmßmth!

BÀ¡pta tXmómXpÅ ZpjvIÀ½w sNbvX \nsâ

\m¡pIïn¨p Xobnsecnt¨ aXnbmhq.

s]®ns\t{Zmln¨h³ iqemt{K \£{X§-

sf®nt¡mït\Iw \mfn§s\ InS¡Ww.

]ôX{´w

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FóXptI«p k\ymkoizc\cpÄsNbvXp:þ

sImópt]mtIï hrYm `oX\mw £pcIs\.

ZmknbmahfpsS \mknItÑZant¸mÄ

\m]nX\ñ sNbvXp \msañmw t_m[n¡póp

X´phmbnbmw \mcn ImcWw almaqV³

X´phmb´m\nXp sNbvXXp `hmòmtc.

tÇmIÀ°samópsNmñnt_m[hpw hcp¯oSmw;

temIm]hmZ´ocpóm]nXónXptI«mð.

tajbp²wsImsïmcp Pw_pIw \in¨pt]m-þ

bmjmV`qXnaqew \ap¡pw \miwhóp

X´phmbsâaqew ZqXn¡pw \miw hóp

Xm´sóÖ\n¸nt¨mc\À°{XbanZw

C¯cacpÄsNbvXp k\ymkn Kan¨nXp;

XXzambv `SòmÀ¡pw t_m[n¨p hgnt]mte.

inã\mw £pcIs\ c£n¨p k½m\n¨p;

Zpãbmw £pcInsb Zqcsh hnkÀÖn¨p;

X´phmbn¡samcpsshcq]yw \ðInhn«p;

X´phmbs\s¡mïp ]ngbpw sN¿n¸n¨p.

Pw_ptIm tajbpt²\;

hbw NmjmV`qXn\m;

ZqXnIm ]cImtcyW;

{Xtbm tZmjmÊzbwIrXmx

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8. ImfkÀ¸s¯ h[n¸n¨ hmbk§Ä

GóXptI«p apZm sNmñn\m³ IcSI³:-þ

\ónXp ktlmZc! \oXnt`Z§sfñmw.

\½psS Imcyw sImïp Nn´n¡p Za\I!

\òtað {]PIÄ¡p hÀ²n¸ms\´pthïq?

\ñXphcm³ hgnsNmñn\m³ Za\I³

hñXpap]mbsamópïmIpw hnNmcn¨mð

\ãamwImcyw ]p\x kXzcw km[n¸m\pw

]pãamw Imcyw ]cn]qÀ®ambv hcp¯m\pw

{]m]vXa\À°s¯ £n{]as§mgn¸m\pw

]m{Xamw a{´w ]cw b{´saódnbpóp.

]nwKeI\pw almXpwK\mw hr£`\pw

X§fnð Ieln¸nt¡Wsasósâ ]£w.

A§ns\km[n¡ptamsbónXp IcSI³;

kwKXn hcp¯pópsïónl Za\I³

Xð¡mcyap]mbw sImïRvPkm km[n¡póp;

Xð¡mcyw ]cm{Iaw sImïp km[n¡bnñ.

ImIs¸s®mcp ISokq{Xs¯s¡mïp apów

ImfkÀ¸s¯ h[n¸n¨Xp tI«n«ntñ?

sNmsñtSm Za\I, IoZrianZsaóp;

sNmñn\m³ Za\I³Xm\pa{KPt\mSp:-þ

s]m¡apsÅmcp ac´ópsS inJc¯nð

Im¡bpw Im¡s¸®pw IqSnb§ncn¡pt¼mÄ,

ImIn s]äpïmIpó ap«IÄ Im×m\nñ;

timIambXpsImïp ImI\pw ImIkv{Xo¡pw.

KqVambv̄ ncªt¸mÄ X§sS ac¯nsâ

tImSc´ónsemcp IrjvWkÀ¸¯m\pïv ;

Bbh³ hópXnóp kÀÆhpw apSn¡póp;

BbXp hnNmcn¸m\mscbpw ImWpóoe;

]ôX{´w

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hmbkn¡XpImew KÀ`hpw XnIªnXp;

hmbkw ]pds¸«p XópsS kJnbmIpw-

tKmambp{]hct\mSn¡Y t_m[n¸n¨p;

tKmambp{]hc\pw ImIt\mXpcsNbvXm³

sIms¡ópsÅmcp]£n \oänseaÕy§sf-þ

sbmt¡th X¡wt\m¡n¸mÀ¯h³ sIm¯n¯nópw.

ZpÀLSanh sN¿pw sIm½ns\sbmcpZn\w

IÀ¡SwIpSn¨mip sImóXp tI«n«ntñ?

ImIm\pw ]dªnXp Rm\Xp tI«n«nñm;

\o IYns¡óp XZm, sNmñn\m³ tKmambphpw.

sIms¡ópt]cmbpÅ hr²\msamcp]£n;

s]m¡¯nð¸d¸m\pw iànbnñhs\m«pw

Nns¡ós§mcpZn\w Im\\kcÊnsâ

h¡¯psNóp ]mcw ZpxJn¨phkn¡pt¼mÄ,

IÀ¡SmJy\mbpÅ kaÀ°³ PeP´p

sIm¡nt\mSpcsbbvXms\s´tSm! Xm\n§s\

ZpxJnXs\ót]mse `£WwshSnsªmcp-þ

Zn¡nðhó\§msX ]mÀ¡póp ]dªmepw,

Poh\w \aps¡tSm! aÕyamwktabpÅq;

tIheaXpsImïp Pohn¨phkn¡póp.

sIm¡pPmXnIÄs¡ñmw \oänseaÕysat\y

asämcphIbnñ sImäns\ódnªmepw.

Cónt¸msfmcp IY tI«pRm³ ssIhÀ¯òmÀ

hónl hehoim³ `mhn¨p]pds¸«p;

ap¡phÀhónhnsS aÕys¯¸nSns¨¦nð

t]mIpanÖ\¯nsâ `£WsatSm Rtï!

C¯cw _I¯nsâ hm¡pIÄ tI«t\cw

X{X tahpó almaÕy§Ä `bs¸«p.

h¼\mwsIm¼³{imhpw I®\pw Icnao\pw

]ôX{´w

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sN¼\pw]cðao\psaónhÀ almtbmKw

kw{`at¯msStNÀóp sIm¡ns\s¯mgpXpsImþ-

ïpw`Ênð\ncóp\nón°samópcsNbvXp:-þ

CÖ\§sf_v̀ hm³ ]me\w sNbvXoSWw

ZpÀP\òmcbpÅ Zmiòmc{Xhóp;

Důnð I\nhnñmXpÅhÀ hebn«p,

shůnð¡nS¡pó R§sf¸nSn¡msX

IůnsemcpsXmgne§póp hnNmcn¨p

IÅòmcpsS ZpÀ½cymZs¯ \nÀ¯ntSWw.

bmsXmtcS¯p\nóp k¦Sw km[p¡Ä¡p

PmXambhtcmSp ssIXhw {]tbmKn¡mw.

hma\³ hymPw]qïp am_entbmSp ]ïp

`qan, ]mXmfw, kzÀ¤w am[h³ hoïnñtbm?

aÕyi{Xp¡fmIpw ZmiòmtcmSp sNóp

aÕcn¸Xn\tlm sIm¡pIÄ aXnbmtam?

apäpanóp]Imca{Xam{Xw Rm³ sN¿mw.

asämcpPemitb \n§sfs¡mïpsNóp

Ipäsaóntb X{X ]mÀ¸n¡mahnS¯nð

sNäpan±miòmsct¸Sn¡thïXm\pw.

C§s\ _I¯nsâ sNmÄtI«p aÕy§fpw

A§s\ sImÅmsaóp ]dªp ]ncnªnXp.

Aóp sXmt«mtcm Zn\tamtcmtcm aÕy§sf-þ

s¨ópS³sIm¯ns¡mïp asämcpKqVØte

sImïpsNó½Õys¯_v̀ £n¨p almaqV³

cïp aqópamk§fn§s\ IgnªnXp.

DïnXnsómcphymPaópi¦n¨p XZm

RmïpsNópcsNbvXp sIm¡nt\msSmcpZn\w,

Cóp \o \s½s¡mïpt]mtItSm! _Im[oim!

\ópt]me{]tZiw \ap¡p hmWoSphm³,

FóXptI«p _Iw Nn´n¨m³ Ipfocs -̄þ

]ôX{´w

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s¡mópXnóXnepÅ kzmZpanódnªoSmw,

C°a§pd¨h\§s\ sIm¯ns¡mïp

X{X \nómip h[yØm\s¯ {]thin¨p.

Xð{]tZi¯p _lpaÕymØn¡q«wIïp

£n{]amitb Nn´n¨oSn\m³ Ipfotc{µ³.

Xð£Ww almZpã³ aÕys¯s¡mïónl

`£WwIgn¡tbm sN¿póp hne£Ww?

F¦nð Rm\nh\psS kwlmcw sNbvXoSptó³;

i¦bnsñ\n¡Xp km[n¡pw ssZhm{ibmð.

km[yasñ¦nð¯sâ {]mWs\bpt]£n¡mw;

km[pc£mÀ°ambn acn¨mð tam£w ^ew.

bp²w sNbvXnsñ¦nepw arXyp \nÝbant¸mÄ;

bp²¯nð cïpwhcpw kwibØm\w bp²w.

A§s\ hcpwZn¡nð¯§sS iàns¡m¡pw-

kwKcw sN¿msaóp km[p¡Ä sNmñnt¡Ä¸q.

IÀ¡SIm[oizc\n§s\ hnNmcn¨p

sIm¡nsâ sIm¡nð\nóp IpXn¨pNmSoSn\m³.

h¡mWw XpS§n\m\pð¡S tIm]t¯msS;

[n¡mcw Iïp sIm¡pw tIm]n¨p bp²wsNbvXp.

IWvTXzw shSnªpS³ Rïp Xð_I¯nsâ

IWvT¯nð¡Sn¨h\RvPkm sImesNbvXp.

sNmñnsbóXpsImïp i{Xp\n{Klw sNbvhm³

hñXpap]mbapïmbvhcpw km[p¡Ä¡pw.

F´p Rm³ sNbvh\nt¸msfóp tNmZn¨p ImI³;

_Ôphmw t{ImãmhpcsNbvXp \ñp]tZiw.

A´ntI \r]metb `q]sâ alnjnbmw.-

Z´nKman\nbpïp hm]nbnð Ipfn¡póp.

DóXkvX\nXsâ s]mómcªmWagn-þ

¨\y`mK¯ph¨p ap§phm³ `mhn¡pt¼mÄ

]ôX{´w

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kXzcw ]dóp sNóp¯cwISnkq{Xw

sIm¯n \n³ sIm¡nem¡ns¡mïp t]mómepw ktJ!

BbXp ac¯nsâ Xpô¯p Xq¡ns¡mïp

hmbk! `hm\\§sXb§ncpómepw,

B hgn hcpsómcp ]mÙòmcXp Iïmð

BbXp IcØam¡oSphm³ bXv\w sN¿pw

DóX{Zpaw Xóntedphm³ XpS§pt¼mÄ

]óKaXnð\nóp ]¯nbpapbÀ¯oSpw.

Zwin¸m³ hcpsómcp kÀ¸s¯¸YnIòmÀ

kwibw IqSmXhÀ Xñn \n{Kln¨oSpw,

A§s\ hómð \nsâ k¦Ssañmw Xocpw;

X§Ä¡p ]m¼n³ ]I kw`hn¡bpanñ.

ImI\pah³ {]t_m[n¸ns¨mcp]mbs¯

hymIpew IqSmX\pjvTn¨Xp IpXqlemð.

A§s\Xsó IrjvWt`mKnX³ hn\mihpw

kwKXnhón,XXpsImïp Rm\pcsNbvtX³.

bð¡mcyap]mbw sImïRvPkm km[n¡póp.

Xð¡mcyw ]cm{Iaw sImïp km[yasñóp.

9. apbð knwls¯ kn²n]qIn¨Xv.

_p²nbpsï¦neh\mbXp _e´só;

_p²nbnsñ¦nehs\m«pta _eanñ.

_p²nams\mcp apbð ]sïmcp knwl¯ns\-þ

Ên²n]qIn¨m\Xp a{KP³ tI«n«ntñ?

BbXpam{Xw tI«n«nsñóp IcSI³;

`qbkm hZman Rms\ópS³ Za\I³.

]ï§p atZmð¡Ss\sómcp almknwlw

Isï¯pw arK§sfsbm¡th `£n¡póp.

IpWvTX]qïp arK¡p«§Ä kzcq]n¨p-

]ôX{´w

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sImïhÀ artK{µs\ {]m]n¨p sNmñoSn\mÀ.

X¼pcms\mcp Ignhpsï¦neSnb§Ä

X§Ä X§sS cmPy¯ncpóp s]mdp¯oSmw.

iànbnsñóp hómen§s\ ZpcmNmcw

iànam³ XpS§nbmð Zn¡pIÄ \in¨pt]mw.

c£Ww sNt¿ïpó cmPm¡Ä {]PIsfþ

_v`£Ww sNbvXmð¸cw IãsaótX thïq

C£Ww \nÀ½mcymZw Im«pó {]PIsf-þ

Èn£Ww sNbv]m³ Imes\óntb aämcpÅp?

Hmtcmtcm Zn\t´mdptamtcmtcm arK§sf-

bmtcmað `pPn¨cptfWta kzman³ `hm³.

Dugan«Snb§Ä X¼pcm³ Xncpap¼n-þ

eq\saóntb hcmambXp `pPn¨mepw.

]£ncmP\p ]ïp ]m¼pIÄ Zn\wtXmdpw

`£n¸m³ {Ia¯mte hyhØh¨t]mse

A§s\ sN¿msaóp knwlhpapcsNbvXp;

awKew IeÀón§p t]mónXp arK§fpw.

AópsXmt«mtcm arKtamtcm hmkc§fnð-

sNó§p knwl¯n\p `£WtaIoSpóp.

C°as§mcp amkw sNót¸mÄ hnZvK²\mbv

hr²\msamcp ii¯nópa§qgw hóp.

\½psS arXypZn\w hónXp almIãw!

Pòapsï¦nð arXyp{]m]vXnbpw ZrVatñm.

ZpÀ½cWsaóXp k¦SaXpsasâ

hñXpap]mbsaópïm¡nÊnwtl{µs\-þ

s¡mñpI Xsó \ñq InñXn\nñsXñpw;

_p²nam³ hnNmcn¨mð hñ Imcysaómepw

kn²n¸m³ XShnsñóqä¡mÀ ]dbpóp

sXsäóp hnNmcn¨p X{X sNñphm³ Imew

sXän¨p aµwaµw \SópsNóp apbð.

]ôX{´w

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\nXyhpw ioens¨mcp Ime¯p ImWbvIbmð

£p¯psImïhi\mw knwlhpw tIm]n¨nXp.

Fs´tSm! t\cw sshIm³ kwKXn iim[am!

a¯! Rm³ hni¸psImsï{Xbpw ZpxJn¡póp.

ssIIfpw Iq¸ns¡mïp ]dªp iiw; Imew

sshIphm³ aqew kzmant\j Rm\pWÀ¯n¡mw.

asämcp knwlw amÀt¤ hópS³ \s½¯nòm-

t\ähpw apXnÀóSp¯oSn\m³ almtLmc³.

apäpa¯Snbs\t¸Sn¨p Im«nð¡qsS

asämcphgn hf¨n§nl hnSsImtï³.

IpäanñSnbs\tómÀ¯p c£o¨oSWw;

IqäpImcsâ ]ng kzmanIÄ kln¨oSpw.

aäp knwl§Ä hóp h¼pIÄ Im«póXp-

amäphm³ kzmanbñmXcpÅp aloXte?

Fs§tSm almaqV³ \½psSht\ hcm³

kwKXnsb´p thKmð kwlcn¡pópïp Rm³.

Xð£WaÊnwls¯s¡mñmsX \ap¡n\n-

_v`£Ww `mhanñ Ip{X tahpóp t`mj³?

C§t\ knwl¯nsâ lpwIrXn tI«p ii-

ant§mt«s¡gpóÅmsaóh³ hgnIm«n.

F{Xbpw IpïpsÅmcp Iq]¯n³ Xosc sNóp

X{X \nópcsNbvXp Xr¡¬ ]mÀ¯cptfWw,

Iq]¯nòotX sNóp t\m¡nbmð knwl¯nsâ

cq]s¯¡otg ImWmw kzmansbt¸mse Xsó.

FóXptI«p knwlw tIm]n¨p Iq]¯nsâ

kón[u \nóp Iobvt]m«p t\m¡oSn\m³

XópsS {]Xncq]wt]mse Iq]¯nð¡ïp

XópsS {]XntbmKn knwlsatómÀ¯p aqV³

Duä¯nð knwl\mZw sNbvXt¸mÄ InWäoópw

asämens¡mïp almknwl\mZs¯t¡«p.

]ôX{´w

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FópsS iÐw t]mse \o IqsS¯pS§nbmð

\nópsS icocs¯_v̀ Kv\am¡pópïp Rm³

Fóh³ ]dªt¸mf§s\ Xsó Iq]-

´ónð \nópS³ {]XniÐhpapïmbvhóp.

sImñpópïp Rm³ \nsósbóh³ ]dªt¸mÄ

sImñpópïp Rm³ \nsósbón§pw tIĸmdmbn.

{Ip²\mInb knwlw IpïpIq]¯nópÅnð-

ÊzXzcw IpXn¨p NmSnSn\m³ almPf³.

Důnð aZtadpw aqV\mah³ Iqt]

shůnð ap§ns¸m§nss¡Imepw Ipgªtlm!.

shÅhpw IpSn¨mip ]Åbpw hoÀ¯p s]m«n-þ

s¯mÅbpw ]nfÀóh³ N¯pt]mbtó thïq.

10. Za\Isâ lnXw.

hr²\mInbiiw _p²n IuiewsImïp

i{Xpkwlmcw sNbvX _p²namlmßyanZw;

`{ZakvXp tX ktJ! Imcykn²tb `hm-þ

\{ZnIµtc sNðsaópàhm³ IcSI³,

\µn]nwKeIòmÀ tafn¨phkn¡pó

Iµcw Xónðs¨óp hµn¨p Za\I³.

cïphm¡Snb\p KqVambpWÀ¯n¸m-þ

\pïXn\hkcapïmtam? almatX!

FóXptI«p knwlw asämcp KplXónð -

s¨óp\nópc sNbvXp hómepw Za\mIm!

\nópsS lnXsañmsatómSp IYn¡ \o-þ

sbóXp tI«p sNmóm³ KqVambv Za\I³.

X¼pcm\Snb\nepsÅmcp kvt\lw sImïp

I¼apïmbneñosbsómcp i¦aqew

km{¼Xa]cm[w t]Sn¨§pWÀ¯n¸m³

]ôX{´w

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kwibn¡póp XYm hnZzmòmÀ IYn¡póp.

Imcy§Ä hnNmcn¸m³ Imcnb¡mc\m¡n-þ

¡ev]n¡m¯h³ hóp Imcy§fdnbn¨mð

aóhòmÀ¡p X¦ð apótabpÅ kvt\lw

`nóambv hcpw Xsâ ZpÊmaÀ°ys¯s¡mïp

kmZcapc sNbvXp ]nwKeI\pw XZm:-þ

tkmZckvt\lw \n¦epsï\ns¡tSm ktJ!

F´p \obpc sNbvhm³ `mhn¨p Za\Iþ

\´cwIqSXXp sNmðI \o aSnbmtX.

Dàhm³ Za\I³ \½psS kRvPohI³

iàs\¦nepw almepÏs\ódntbWw.

iànIÄ aqóphn[apÕmlw {]`pXzhpw

bpànbpàamIpó a{´hpanh aqópw

kw]qÀ®w aa kzman¡mbXp kRvPohI³

k{¼Xn \nµn¡póp R§fpw tIÄs¡¯só

F´n\p ]ehkvXp sNñpóp kRvPohI³

\n´ncphSnbpsS cmPys¯¡mw£n¡póp.

BbXp tI«p Inônð `oXnbpamÝcyhp-þ

amitb P\n¡bmð anïmsX \nóp knwlw.

]nsóbpw Za\I³ sNmñn\mòa kzman-

XóptS {][m\a{´oizc³ kRvPohI³

FóXnð hcpsómcp tLmjhpapWÀ¯n¡mþ-

saópsS krãnbñ hnZzm³òmÀ ]dbpóp.

DóXambpsÅmcp a{´n X³ Igp¯nepw

aóh³ Igp¯nepw ]mZ§Ä cïpwh¨p

\nð¡pó cmPy{ioXm\mbhsfmcp¯s\-þ

¯¡¯nept]£n¡pw kv{Xokz`mh¯n³ aqew.

cïp t]À ]pcpjòmcpïmbmð thiymkv{Xobpw

cïpt]cnepw Xpeykvt\lambv hcnInñ.

temIk½Xw almNm]eyapïmIbm-þ

]ôX{´w

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teIs\¸cnXyPn¨\ys\ kzoIcn¡pw

cmPye£vanbpw XYm a{´nsb XyPn¨p Xþ-

{ZmPs\¸cn{Kln¨oSn\msfóp hcpw

`q]s\ XyPn¨p Xò{´nsb_v̀ Pns¨ópw

`qbkm hcptahw ImWpóp ]teShpw.

FóXpsImïp sNmtót\Ia{´nsb¯só

aóh³ {][m\nbmbv Iev]n¨mð NnXw hcmw.

temI§Ä hnNmcn¸ms\m¡th {]amWam-þ

tbIs\¯só \r]³ a{´nbmbpd¸n¨mð

Bbh\pÅnelw`mhhpw hÀ²n¸oSpw

Imcy§Ä¡pt]£bpapïmIpw {Ia¯mte.

XópsS Xmt´món¯w apgp¯p ]Xp¡th,

Xsó hÀ²n¸ns¨mcp kzmantb tZzjn¨oSpw,

X¡hmdn\pw X\n¡pð¡Àjw hÀ²n¡pt¼mÄ

s]m¡ama[oi\pw a¡fpw _Ôp¡fpw

\nXyhpw X\n¡p]Imcs¯sN¿ptómcnð

{]Xyp]Imcw sN¿pw aÀ¯ys\s¡×m\nñ.

XópsS Øm\w hómembXp km[n¸n¨

aós\ adópt]mas¸mtg alm]m]n.

A¡W¡pÅ Zpã³ aq¯pt]mhXn³ apt¼

Nn¡s\¸cnXyPn¨oSpó \r]³ \r]³.

Aó¯nð hnjw IïmemIth XyPnt¡Ww;

]nsó¯m\Xnsem«pam{Kln¡bpw thï.

]ñpIfnfInbmet¸mtg ]dn¡Ww;

sXñpt]£n¨mð tijapÅXpanfInt¸mw

Zpã\maamXysâ Iq«pImsc¡qsS-þ

s¸s«óp aqetÑZw sN¿msX kpJw hcm

sXm«XnóhcpsS a¡Ä¡pw s]®p§Ä¡pw

X«pant±mjahÀ¡ns§§panñmXmIpw

\½psS kRvPohI³ kzmX{´yw XpS§póp;

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k½Xañn{]PIÄ¡nh³ Imcy¡mc³.

\mtf¡p KpWw hcp¯oSphm³ hnNmcan-þ

¡mfbv¡p `hn¡ptam! Imcysamódnbmtam?

IWvT¯nð \pIwh¨p Iï¯nepghnóp

sImïpt]mtIïpsamcp ]ïañtbmbnh³?

F´n\p Imcy¡mc\n§s\sbmcp¯s\-þ

ÊÔn¸n¡póp \r]³ Xm´só t]mcmªnt«m,

kvt\lhpw ImcymImcyÚm\hpw XnIsªmcp

tZlsaómInenh³ a{´nbmsbómðs¡mÅmw

e£WanñmXpÅ a{´nIÄ cïpt\cw

`£Ww Ign¨pd§oSphm³ am{XwsImÅmw

A§s\bpÅ ]pams\§m\pw Im×m\ptïm?

Xn§n\[\w Iïmem{Klw IqSmsXbpw

AwK\amsc¡ïmemibnñmsX Iïpw,

X§sS {Zhy¯n¦ð Xmð]cyanñmsXbpw,

X§sS Krl§fnð ʼ¯pÅhÀ cmP-þ

]pwKh´só tÊhn¨oSphm³ ]pds¸Sm.

iànbpanñ Krtl `pàn¡panñm¯h³

`ànbpw `hn¨psImsïs¸mgpw {]`p¡sS

`rXycmbn«pw NneÀ ImcyØòmcmbn«pw

\nXycmbn«pw NneÀ Imcy¡mccmbn«pw

]ïmcapXseñmw `£n¨p hIbm¡m-þ

\pïmIpw a\pjysct¡msï´p ^ew hnt`m

IñpIfnñmXpÅ Im\t\ InfnÀ¡pó

]pñpIfnh³ Xnóp Im\\w shfnhm¡m-þ

\ñmXs§mcp Imcyw Nn´n¸m\nh³ t]mcm;

hñm¯ hrj`s¯ kvt\ln¸ms\´p aqew?

]nwKeI\pw sNmóm\n§s\sbómInepw

]pwKh³ Xónð kvt\lw ]mcapsï\ns¡tSm!

bmsXmcp P\¯nóp bmsXmcp P\w {]nbw

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PmXnlo\\mInepw Zpãioes\¦nepw;

Bbhóh³ {]nb³ Zpãs\ómepw Xsâ

Imbs¯bpt]£n¸m\mÀ¡m\pw tXmóoSptam?

sNmñn\m³ Za\I\mcpsS tZmjansX-þ

ópÅXp hnNmcn¨mð kzmanXm\pt]£n¡pw.

aäpÅ `rXyòmscsbm¡thbpt]£n¨p

apäpao hrj`s¯t¸mäpó kzman Xsâ

IpäaäpÅ cmPyw lcn¸m³ tamln¡pan-þ

¡qä\nð¡pdpïmhms\´pt]mehImiw?

]p{Xs\ómepapäan{Xsaómepw kzman-þ

s¡{Xbpw {]nb\hs\ónl hcptócw

[m{XnbnepÅ k¼s¯m¡th X\n¡mIpw

Km{Xw am{Xta ]nsó kzman¡p tijn¨oSq.

kÖ\mNmc§tf XyPn¨p kZmImew

ZpÀÖ\mNmc§sf kzoIcn¡pó ]pam³

kzØm\{`wiw hcptóc¯p i{Xp¡sS

kzØm\wXónðt¨Àóp kzmansb t{Zmln¨oSpw,

tIÄ¡pt¼mÄ t{im{X{]nbasñóphcnInepw

HmÀ¡pt¼mÄtaenð KqWambpÅ hm¡pIsf

sNmñpó P\apÅ bmsXmcp \r]metb

\tñmcpk¼¯pIsfs¸mtg hÀ²n¨oSpw.

]m«nepÅamXysc XyPn¨p hrYm adp-þ

\m«nepÅhÀ¡[nImcs¯s¡mSp¡pó

Zpjv{]`phnsâ cmPyw On{Zn¸ms\mcp hym[n

Xð]cw asämónsñtómÀ¯psImtÅWw `hm³

Dàhm³ arKm[n]³ \obnhó`bs¯

Z¯h\mbn¡q«nsImïphónhS¯nð

hÀ¯\w sN¿n¸n¨p R§fnð hnizmkhpw

hÀ²\w sN¿n¸n¨p \nbXp adóntXm?

A§s\bpÅ `hm\n§s\ hntcm[n¨mð

]ôX{´w

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F§s\ \ap¡Xp k½XambntSïq?

sNmñn\m³ Za\I\n{XZpÊls\óp

sXñpta apów {Kln¨oe Rm³ almatX!

ZpÀÖ\§Ä¡p _lpkð¡mcw sNbvXmInepw

kÖ\kz`mhapïmIbnñdnªmepw.

F®mtX¸n¨p ]nSn¨pgnªp ZÞn¨mepw

s]m®\mw izmhnsâ hmð hftª \nð¸q ZrVw

Zpãcmw _meòmsc kvXpXn¨p \óm¡phm-þ

s\m«ptasbfpXñ \sñmcp hnZzmòmÀ¡pw

Ft¸mgpaarXp sImïmIth \\¨mepw

kð^ew ]pds¸So¨oSptam hnj{Zpaw?

]ôkmcbpw tX\pw tNÀ¯§p Ipg¨n«p

Inô\Imew ]cn]men¨p IpfnÀ¸n¨p

Fs¸mgpw £ocw sImïp \\¨p hfÀ¯mepw

th¸nsâ Ibv]p ian¨oSptam? Nn´n¨mepw,

X§fpsS bPam\óm]¯phcmsX I-þ

ï§s\ c£nt¡WsaópÅ IqäpImc³

Ct§m«p tNmZn¨oseómInepw ip`mip`w

At§m«p ]dªdnbn¡Ww IqsS¡qsS.

XymPy\mahs\¦nembh³ tNmZn¨mepw

tbmPyambXp ]dªoScpsXóp imkv{Xw.

k¦sS c£n¡póa\pjyctñm _Ôp;

k¦Sw IqSmX\pjvTn¡póXtñm IÀ½w;

`À¯rip{ipj sNbvXp tahptómftñm \mcn;

k¯p¡Ä _lpam\n¡póh\tñm hnZzm³:

ZpÀ½Zw P\n¸n¨nsñ¦nte {iobmbpÅp;

ZpÀt½mlanñm¯hs\¦nte kpJnbmhq;

F§pta XShnsñómInse a{´w \ñq;

Xn§n\ hnjb{`m´nsñtó ]pam³\ñq.

C§s\ lnXw ]dªmepsa³ kzman¡nt¸mÄ

]ôX{´w

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]pwKhkvt\l¯n\p `wKapïmIpónñ.

AXybanXpsImïp taðhcptócw ]nsó

`rXytZmjsaótX, kw`hn¡bpapÅp

kv{XoIfnð ImawsImïpw aZy]m\mZnsImïpw

temI\nµnX\mbn kzѵw {]hÀ¯n¨pw

a¯Z´nsbt¸mse aZn¡pw alo]Xn-þ

¡¯ðhóIs¸Spw _p²nap«pót\cw

`rXytZmjsaótX t_m[n¸q \r]´sâ

IrXytZmjsaóXp Nn´n¡pt]mepanñ.

]nwKe\pcsNbvXms\s´mcp IpäwsNmñn-þ

¸pwKh{]hcs\ thÀs]Sp¯bbvt¡ïq?

sNmñn\m³ Za\I³ thÀs]Sp¯b¨mepw

hñ´nhcpw \ap¡mbXp Nn´nt¡Ww.

aäpan¡qä³ almZpÀ½Z³ IbÀ¯pt]mbv

asämcp {]_es\s¨óp tkhn¨p ]S-þ

sImïphón±ns¡ñmw \ãam¡oSpw iT³

IïXpIW¡ñ Iivae³ IbÀ¡pt¼mÄ

CïepïmIpw \aps¡ót{X tXmóoSpóp.

iWvT IqSpt¼mÄ ]nsó kvt\lhpw shSnªoSpw

knwlhpapcsNbvXms\´nh³ sN¿pw \s½-þ

Êwlcn¸Xn\nh³t]mcptam Za\I!

Dàhm³ Za\I³ ZpÊz`mhnIfpsS

Nn¯amÀ¡dnbmhq ioesamódnbmsX.

hn«nt]msbómð XcwsI«pt]manl hen-þ

¨n«XpXsó \aps¡m«pta \ómbnñ.

ioes¯ t_m[n¡msX sImïóp ]mÀ¸n¡bn-þ

¡me¯p NnXwhcm hmÈhs\ómInepw.

UnÞnI³aqew ]ïp aµhn kcn¸nWn-þ

s¸®n\p \miw hópshóp Rm³ tI«n«pïv.

]ôX{´w

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A¡Y kzman¡nt¸mÄ tIÄ¡Wsa¦nðsNmñmw

a¡pWw t]\pw X½nepïmb t\cwt]m¡v.

\ bky tNãnXw hnZymð

\ Ipew \ ]cm{Iaw

\ bky hnizx kð{]mtÚm

bXn tNð {iobamß\x

11. {]Wb_²cmb aq«bpw t]\pw

]sïmcp ]mÀ°nhsâ ]Ånsa¯tað¡pSn

sImsïmcp t]\pïmbn aµhn kÀ¸WymJy.

]«psa¯taehÄhmgpt¼mÄ hóms\mcp

aq«sbópÅ P´p ssZhtbmK¯met¸mÄ

a¡pWsaóp ]dbpónXp aq«bv¡pÅ

kwkv!IrXw bqIsaóp t]\n\pw t]cmIpóp

a¡pWw hót\cw bqIs¸¬hgnt]mse

kðIrXn sNbvXp sasñ kzmKXw tNmZn¨pS³

kð¡Y ]dªpsImïncpóp `hm\n\n-þ

s¸mbvs¡mÄsIóhfpcsNbvXnXp ]Xp¡th.

UnÞnI³ aq«bv¡t¸mfm{Klw ]mcw bqI-

s¸®nt\msSmcpan¨p \mep\mÄ ]mÀ¯oSphm³.

a¡pWw hnkÀ¸nWn bqIntbmSpcsNbvXp:-þ

XzðIr]bpsïómInenós¯ cm{Xn Xónð

\ntómSpIqSn hkn¨oSphm\n§ptamlw.

]nsóbpsamcptamlapsïtSm hnkÀ¸nWo!

X¼pcm³Xncpta\n Xónset¨mcIpSn-þ

¨n¼tamSnhnsS \osbóbpw ]mÀ¸n¡Ww

{IqcZ´§ÄsImïp kzmansb¡Sn¨pS³

t]cpam{Xhpw In«m t]mI \o sshInSmsX.

]ôX{´w

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C¯cw]dsªmcp bqIIman\nbpsS

Imð¯fnÀIq¸ns¡mïp a¡pWw \nÀ_Ôn¨m³;

JÞn¨p]dªp IqSmbvIbmð bqIkv{Xobpw

UnÞnI³Xsâ aXw k½Xn¨pcsNbvXp.

kzmanXms\gpóÅn Iman\oktaX\mbv

Imaeoem\´cw kp]vX\mIpó t\cw

sIevt]mSp ISn¨p \o tNmcbpw IpSn¨Y

As¸mtg aïn¤an¨oSpI almßmth;

FóXptI«p apZm a¡pWw alo]Xn

hó§pibn¨t¸mÄ sNó§p ISnIqSn

aóh³ Imhð¡msc hnfn¨§cpÄsNbvXp;

FsóhsómcpP´p ISn¨p t\m¡n¡mWn³.

FóXp tI«p Imhð¡mÀ sNóp hnf¡pambv

Atócw sNï¡mc³ aq«pbt§mSnt¸mbm³.

]Ånsa¯taehÀ kq£n¨p t\m¡pt\cw

IÅt¸\nXmIqhm ]nSn¨psImóoSphn³

C§s\¸dªhÀ \J¯nem¡nsR¡n-þ

t¸\ns\Êwlcn¨p hµ\wsNbvXpt]mbmÀ.

12. Za\I³ kRvPohIsâ ap¼nð

FóXpsImïp sNmtót\hs\ómepwioe-þ

sas´óp t_m[n¡msX kð¡mcw almtZmjw.

t{Zmln¡pw hrj`sasó§t\ t_m²ysaóp

tNmZn¨p artK{µ\pw sNmñn\m³ Za\I³:þ

am{Xsamóp]{Zhn¨oSpInð`bw`mhn-þ

¨{X ]mZmt´ acphptócw t_m[whcpw.

C°a§pcsNbvXp hµn¨p Za\I³

X{X t]mbv kRvPohI³XópsS ap¼nðs¨óp;

tNmZn¨p kRvPohI³ kuJytam Za\Im!

]ôX{´w

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sNmñn\m³ Za\I³ `rXyòmÀs¡´p kuJyw?

B{ibn¨ncn¡ptómÀ¡mßPoh\nðt]mepw

hnizmkanñm X\ns¡m¯Xp sNbvXpIqSm;

{ZhyapïmIptócw KÀhn¡mXmcm\ptïm?

`hys\ómepw Iman¡m]¯p IqSmXptïm?

X\zwKnamÀ¡p hiañmX ]pam\ptïm?

aóhòmÀ¡p lnX\mbpÅ ]pam\ptïm?

A´Imebw Xónð {]m]n¡mXmcm\ptïm?

k´Xanc¸mfn¡pð¡Àjsa§m\ptïm?

aqÀJòmcpsS Iq«w Xónðs¨óIs¸«mð

kuJyans§ópÅXpamcn§p _Ôpshóp-þ

tasXmcp tZisaópsas¸mgpw Nn´n¡Ww.

XópsS hcsh{X? XópsS sNesh{X?

XópsS iànsb{X? Xm´sóbmscóXpw;

C{]Imc§sfñmt\chpw hnNmcn¡pw.

kð]pamòmÀ¡ptZmjsamópta hcm\nñ.

C¡mew \aps¡´ptbmKysaóXp I\n-þ

ª¡mf tNmZn¨Xn\p¯cah³ sNmóm³.

cmPhnizmkwsImïp hónl hkn¡póp;

]qP\ob\mw `hms\óXp kXyw Xtó.

F¦nepw \r]òmsc hnizkn¡cpsXtSm!

i¦n¨p hknt¡Ww tkhIs\ómInepw.

ZpÀÖ\§fnðt¨cpw kv{XoIfpw \r]òmcpw;

kÖ\§fnð \nóp {ZhyapïmIoetñm

\oNPmXnt¡ [\w hÀ²n¸q agsNbvXmð

\oNZn¡nte \nð¸q shÅsaóXpw ZrVw.

ZpãòmcmbpÅhÀ aóòmÀ¡p ]mc-þ

anjvSòmcmbn¡mWpónñtbm Imft{ijvT!

inãòmÀ KpWw ]dsª¦nepw X{X\nóp

{`ãòmcmIpóXpw kv]ãta ImWpóntñ?

]ôX{´w

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FóXptI«p sNmóm³ i¦bm kRvPohI-þ

s\tómSp almknwlw tIm]n¨oSptam ktJ!

sNmñn\m³Za\I³ ImcWwsImïp tIm]w

hñPmXnbpapïmambXp Xocp´m\pw,

ImcWw IqSmsXXm³ tIm]n¡pw \r]òmsc

hmcWw sNbv]m\mcm\pïmtam almatX!

cm{Xnbnsemcp knwlw Xsó hsómcp i_vZ-

tamÀ¡msX XShn\m\Xn\mð \miwhóp.

cm{Xnbnsemcp iiw s]¬IpXncX³ap³]nð-

t¸À¯psNóXnðaqeambh\dpXnbmbv.

cm{Xnbnsemcp lwkw sh¬IpapZsatómÀ¯p

X{X tahpóshÅns¸£nsbs¨óp sXm«p

AtócahÄ sIm¯nss¡hncð {hWs¸«p.

Jnó\maów hóp s]mbvIX³Ict¡dn.

AópsXm«h³ ]nsó shÅm¼ð¸q¡ÄIïmð

shÅ{]mshóp Nn´n¨±n¡nðsNñpóoem-

aÀ¯yòmckXy¯nð\nópS³ `bs¸«mð

kXy¯nð\nópw `oXòmscóphcpatñm.

sshZyòmÀ hnZzmòmcpw a{´nIfnhscñmw

km[yamw {Zhyw tamln¨ois\ kvXpXn¨pXm³

]°ys¯ {Kln¸n¨membhó]°yamw;

an°yamanhcpsS Imcyhpw {]bXv\hpw

tNmZn¨p kRvPohI³ XópsS kzman¡p Rmþ-

\m[n¡psaópanóp a{]nbsa´psNbvXp?

A{]nbw sN¿msXmcp \t½mSp arKm[n]³

hn{]nbw sNbvXoSptam kwKXnbnñ ZrVw.

C¯capcsNbvXp kmZcw Za\I³:-þ

ip²cmw \n§Ä¡dnbmhtXm cmPaXw?

GXpta tlXpthïm aóhòmÀ¡p [qa-

tIXpshóXpt]mte temIsc¸oUn¸n¸m³.

]ôX{´w

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kÖ\w sNbvsXmcp]Imchpa]Imcw;

ZpÀÖ\w sNbvtXmc]Imchpap]Imcw;

cmPtkhsbópÅsX{Xbpw ]cm[o\w.

]qP\obcmw tbmKo{µòmÀ¡psafpXñ;

aqÀ¨bpsÅmcpI¯n tel\wsNbvXoSptam

aqÀJ¸m¼nsâ apJw Npw_\w sNbvXoSptam?

kn²amansX¦nepw kn²nbm \r]mÀ¨\w.

\ñhkvXp¡sfñmw \ñhtcmSptNÀtó

\ñh®ambvhcq hñmXmasñómInð;

\nÀ½ew \ZoPew kmKcw XónðtNÀómð

\nÝbw ]pfn¨pt]msaóXp ImWpóntñ?

kzev]sa¦nepw KpWw kð]pcpj¦ðtNÀómð

inev]amwh®w {]Imin¡psaódnªmepw.

N{µsâcivan shÅn¡pónðtað t¨cptócw

km{µambv]XnòSt§ähpw {]Imin¡pw

kÖ\§Ä¡p KpWtaäapsïómInepw

ZpÀÖ\§fnðtNÀómsem¡th \in¨pt]mw.

ARvP\mNte iincivanIÄ X«ptócw

ARvPkm Idp¯pt]msaóXp t_m[nt¡Ww.

\ãamap]Imcw ZpãcnðsNbvsXómInð;

\ãamw kp`mjnXw Zpjv]m{X§fnðt¨Àómð;

Hm«p]m{X¯nð Z[n ]IÀóph¨meXp

Iq«phm³\tóm? almIqäòmÀ¡[oizcm!

F{Xbpw almht\ sNóp tcmZn¡pt¼mse,

NoÀs¯mcp ih¯ns\t¡m¸nSphn¡pt¼mse;

kmckw ]dn¨§p ]d¼nð \Spt¼mse-

tbmcpÅ \ne§fnð amcns]¿pót]mse,

izmhnsâ ]pÑw sNt½ t\cm¡póXpt]mse,

tIhew _[ncs\¸m«p tIĸn¡pt¼mse,

I®pImWmXpÅh³ I®mSn t\m¡pwt]mse,

]ôX{´w

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ssIIpdpXmbpÅh³ I¦WanSpt¼mse,

_p²nbpauZmcyhpw hnZybpanñmsXmcp

ep_v[s\tÊhn¡pó t`mjsâ hntNãnXw.

Nµ\{Zpa§fnð kÀ¸§Ä sNópIqSpw;

Nmcphmóocmgnbnð \{I§Ä hópIqSpw;

\ñ cmPm¡òmcnð ZpÀ½{´n tNÀópIqSpw;

\ñthiykv{XoIfnð aqÀJòmÀ sNópIqSpw

C§s\ KpWapÅ hkvXpsImï\p`h-þ

sa§pta hc¯nñ Zpãk¼À¡waqew,

\½psS kzmanknwlw ImWpó P\t¯mSp

k³apJw kuP\yhpw kvt\lhpw `mhn¡póp

A§s\sbñmw a\sÊ{Xbpw alm{Iqcw;

X§Ä¡p ]camÀ°sas§tSm kÖohIm!

[qÀ¯\mbpÅ ]pam³ ]mÙòmÀ hcptócw

]mÀ¯ncnbmXs§mcp ]Sn¡ðs¨óp\nð¡pw;

sNópS³ ssIbv¡p]nSn¨mtÇjwsNbvXp I®nð-

\nó§p alm{iq¡Ä s]mgn¡pw almIų.

kmZcw Ipie{]iv\§fpw tNmZn¡p´m-

tamZ\samcphsäómInepw sImSp¡msX;

hñXpsamcpIÅw ]dªp I_fn¨p

sañthbqÀ²zam¡nbbbv¡pw ZpÀ½m\pj³

shůoòotXt]mhm³ I¸epw]äwtXmWn

hÅhpw hôo ]Sshsóñmw Xm\pïm¡n;

s]«ó§ncp«¯p cm{Xnbnð kôcn¸m³

Nqs«ópw hnfs¡ópambXp k¼mZn¨p;

ImänñmXpÅt\cw hoiphm\meh«w

t]mänbpw hnidnbpan¯c§fpw XoÀ¯p,

Im«nepÅm\¯ehòmsc hi¯m¡m³

tXm«nbpw tImepw Ip´saónhbpfhm¡n.

IïpIq]¯nepÅ shÅs¯¡ct¡än-þ

]ôX{´w

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s¡mïpt]mhm\pw Xpemb{´hpa§pïm¡n,

C§s\bp]Imcsas´ñmw sNbvXp \ap-

¡p§t\bpÅ alm[À½njvThnZzmòmÀ¡pw

sNtóSw \in¸n¡pw ZpÀÖ\§tS Nn¯w

\óm¡nhbv]ms\mcp Iuiew tXmóoetñm.

C§s\ Za\I³ ZpÀÖ\§sfs¡mïp

Xn§n\ sshct¯msS Zpjn¡póXptI«p

ip²\mw kRvPohI³ Nn´n¨p a\¡m¼nð

epÏcmw P´p¡sS Iq«¯nembtñm Rm³.

ijv]hpw `£n¨psImïncn¡pw \ap¡nt¸mÄ

\njv̂ eanlhóp knwltkh\w ZpxJw.

t{Imãm¡fnhÀXsó knwls¯ t`Zn¸n¨p

tamãm¡mtfmSpIqSn hkn¨mentXhcq.

bpànIÄ NnehkvXp Rm³IqsS¸dbpt¼mÄ

bpànIsfm«p ian¨oSpant{Imãmhn\pw.

ZpÀ½m¤wXpS§nbmð Zqcthbpt]£n¨p

kòmÀ¤ØnXòmtctÊhn¡pam]¯n¦ð.

C§s\ hnNmcn¨p ]pwKh³ kRvPohI³

`wKnhm¡pIÄXm\ptamtcmó§pcsNbvXp.

A´nhóSp¡pt¼mf_pPw Iq¼psaóp

Nn´n¸m³ _p²nbnñmXpsÅmcp hïn³Iq«w

AÔXsImïp cm{Xu ]¦tPmZcwXónð

_Ô\w{]m]n¡pósXs´mcpIãw ktJ!

F´n\n hcpsaóp taevt]m«phnNmcn¸m³

P´p¡Ä¡dnhnñm sXñpsaótXthïq.

A´n¡p hnScpó ]n¨I¸qhpw ]nsó-þ

¨´¯nð Ipdpsamgn apñbpw ssIX¸qhpw

]¦P§fpan°w kò[p]pj]§sf-

Ȧ IqSmsX shSnªoSn\ `rwK§fpw

a¯hmcW¯nsâ KÞ¯nð aZPe-

]ôX{´w

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taäapsïóp tamlns¨m¡th IqsSs¨óp;

X{X tahpt¼mÄ IÀ®ZzµXmU\wsImïp

N¯pt]mIñmsXmcp em`anñhbvs¡tSm!

FóXpt]mse JeòmcpsS ap¼nðsNóm-

seópsS {]mW§Ä¡pw lm\nbpïmIpw ZrVw

ZpãtKmambphym{L[zm£òmscms¡¡qSnþ-

sbm«I¯ns\s¡mesNbvXXp tI«n«ntñ?

A¡Yam{Xw tI«n«nsñóp Za\I³;

tIÄ¡ \osbóp hrjt`m¯a³ kRvPohI³.

13. H«Iw B]¯nÂ

Im\t\ atZm¡Ss\¶ t]tcmSp IqsS

am\imenbmsamcp knwlw Xm\p­mbnt]mÂ

ImI\pw tKmambphpw hym{LhpanhÀaq¶p-þ

Imcy¡mdcpah\p­mbn kaÀ°·mÀ

[rãcmahÀ ht\ k©cn¡pt¼mÄ \sÃm-

scm«Iw hcp¶Xp I­hÀ tNmZn¨nXp:þ

G§p¶p hcp¶p Xmt\Xp PmXnbnepÅq?

C§s\ \S¸m\pw ImcWsa´p ktJ!

H«Iw ]dªnXp hmWn`¡mc·mÀ¡p

sI«pIÄ Npa¡pt¶mscm«Iw Rm\mIp¶p.

sI«pIÄ t]dnt¸dnbeª Iq«¡msc

hn«p Rms\mfn¨p h¦m«n k©cn¡p¶p.

a{´nhoc·mcXp tI«t¸mÄ lnXmlnXw.

a{´n¨p hi¯m¡n kzansb¡mWn¸n¨p.

kzmanbpw IY\Is\s¶mcp t]cp\ÂIn,

kzm[o\am¡ns¡m­p tafn¨ptahpwImew,

X¶psS `rXy·mÀ¡pw X\n¡pw Nnehn\p

sN¶pS³ arK§sfs¡m¶psIm­¶oSphm³

]ôX{´w

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AwKsshIeywsIm­p \ap¡p ]cm[o\w;

\n§fn¶amXy·mÀ sIm­¶p ]qcnt¡Ww.

]­p \mw P\n¨t¶ ImÂs¡mcpapShp sX-þ

Ãp­Xpaqew ht\ k©mcsafpXÃ;

`rXyhÀ¤§sfÃmw `£WanÃmbvIbmÂ

N¯t]m hiwsI«p Im\t\ InS¡p¶p.

hym{Lhpw tKmambphpw ImI\panhÀaq¶pw

io{LKmanIftÃm a{´n]pwKh·msc!

\n§Ä¡p hgnt]mse `pànbpw sNbvXpsImÅmw.

C§s\ atZm¡S³ Iev]nt¨mc\´cw

X£Ww kNnh·mÀ Im\\§fn \osf-þ

`£WmÀ°§Ä Xncsª§pta e`nbmªp

C§p s]m¶ncp¶p sIms­m«Iw {KlnbmsX

X§fn hnNmcn¨p hmbkapcsNbvXp:þ

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bp²¯n acn¨pS³ kXzcw kzÀ¤{]m]vXn.

`qcnIÀ½§Ä sIm­p ZnhycmIp¶p NneÀ;

sshcn\n{Klw sIm­p `hycmIp¶p NneÀ;

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bmsXmcp Zn¡n bp²w sNbvXose¶mInepw arXyp

sNbvXpsh¶mIn¸ns¶Êwibsamt¶bpÅp.

A±n¡n hcpt¶cw kwKcw tbmKysa¶p

hnZzm·mÀ ]dbp¶X±n¡p h¶p aa.

14. Ipft¡mgnbpw kap{Zhpw X½nepÅ

Ielw

Dàhm³ Za\I³ i{Xphmw P\¯nsâ

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Sn«n`w X¶n \n¶p hmcn[ns¡¶t]mse

In«oSpw ]cm`hsa¶Xp t_m[nt¡Ww.

A¡Y {ihnt¡Wsa¶pS³ kRvPohI³

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Sn«n`sa¶m Ipft¡mgnsb¶dntbWw;

Sn«n`kv{Xo¡p KÀ`w ]qÀ®ambXpImew,

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ià\sÃtSm _mte! i¦sb´n\p ]mgnÂ?

Sn«n`n sN¶mfw_pcminbpw \obpw X½n-þ

sem«pta XSp¡bnsÃs´mcp tamlw \mYm!

Xs¶¯m\dnIsb¶pÅXp sshjayambv

h¶pt]mbXpaqeam]¯p `hn¨oSpw;

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h¶p t]mIbpanà sshjaysa§panÃ.

sNmÃn\m\Xp t\cw Sn«n`³ alm[oc³:-þ

hÃt`! hcnI \o hm¡pIÄ tIÄt¡th­q;

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sN­sIm«pta ktJ! IÑ] Iw_p{Koh!

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a§mSn¡mscÃmcpw Xmg¯ph¶pIqSn;

t\ms¡tSm taÂ`mK¯s§s´mcpIq«w ]dþ-

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Xn§n\ tImemleap­mbn aloXte;

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\ns¶ Rm\n\n\nsbm¶p ]dªp t_m[n¸n¡mw.

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c­ma³ {]Xypev]¶aXnsbs¶mcp aÕyw,

bÛhnjys\s¶mcp aq¶ma³ almaÕy-þ

aÛpXanhcpsS hr¯m´w tI«oSWw.

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timIsam¶Is¸Spa{X \mw ]mÀ¯oSpInÂ

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B]¯ph¶mepS³ Nn´n¡msat¶ th­q;

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apÛhn¨nà sXÃpw tahn\m\\§msX.

apäpan§\mKX³ t]Sn¨p ]pds¸«p

asämcp Pemibw {]m]n¨p acphn\m³.

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sXsä¶p hebn«p ao³]nSn XpSÀ¶t¸mÄ

Dev]¶aXn aÕyw N¯t]me\§msX-þ

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Dev]¶aXn aÕya§s\ Pohn¨nXp.

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Sn«n`n kap{Z¯n³ Xoc¯p {]khn¨p;

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s]s«¶p kap{Zhpw thce¨Xn¡qsSþ

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Sn«n`n IcªpsIm­§p sN¶dnbn¨p

Sn«n`³ ]dªnXp hÃt` tJZnt¡­;

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C§s\ ZI\I³ sNm¶XptI«p alm-

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sa§s\sb¶pat¸mÄ kwKXnsb¶pw sNmevI.

sNmÃn\m³ Za\I³ tNmSpIfpd¸n¨p

]ÃpIÄ ]pd¯m¡n h{àhpw ]nfÀ¶nh³

I®pIÄ Nph¸n¨p IÀ®§Ä IqÀ¸ns¨mcp-

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_p²nam·mÀ¡p sXÃpw sshjayanÃbtÃm.

kmc\mw Za\I³ knwlk¶n[u sN¶p

kmcamap]tZiw sNbvXnXp ]cntNmsS

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`mhhpw `mhn¨ncp¶oSpI aa kzman³!

kmh[m\X thWw kwKcap­mbv hcpw

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sshcamaÔImcw ian¡bnà ZrVw.

kmcamw kmaw sImt­ ian¸q Za\Im!

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a{´n¨p aa kzman¡m]¯p hen¨n«mÂ

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kÔnsb¶pÅ \oXn kÀhZm at\mlcw

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_v`n¶cpw k¶n¡mcpaps­t¶ ^ew hcq

aäpÅ aqV·mcptaXpta t`Zw \mkvXn;

\oNamÀ¤§fn sN¶p NmSp¶ {]`p¡fpw

\ocmgapÅ Iqt] ]Xn¡pw ]ip¡fpw

taevt]m«p Itcdphms\{Xbpw ]cm[o\w;

Iogvt¸m«p¸Xn¸Xns\{Xbpsafp¸amw.

sNmsÃtSm! Za\I! \o Xs¶ ap¶w {ian-þ

¨nÃtbm kRvPohI¡mfsbs¡m­ph¶q.

k¤pW³ aa kzman Imfh¶Xn¸ns¶

\ncv¤pW³ \ncoizc\mbv h¶p almIãw!

a¶h³ KpWhms\¶mInepw ZpÀa{´nIÄ

h¶ptNcpt¼mfmÀ¡pw th­mXmbv hcpw \r]³;

\ev¡pf§fnÂÖew \nÀ½esa¶mInepw

\{Iaps­¶p tI«memcm\pand§ptam?

]ôX{´w

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tKm]nXamIpw Zn¡nset¸mgpa[nhmkw

`q]Xn{]hc·mÀs¡m«pta KpWaÃ.

kÖ\§sS at²y kÀhcpw hknt¡Ww;

ZpÀÖ\§tfmSpÅ k¼À¡w XyPn¡Ww.

kÀhk½XKpWapsÅmcp kNnh·mÀ

kÀhZm kpJØnX·mcmbm almkpJw

am[pcyw `mhn¡bpw am\tk I]Shpw

PmXamaamXy·mÀ tIhew hnjw Xs¶.

_p²nbn ]ct{Zmlw Nn´n¨ptahpw `hm³

_p²nams\öXp h¶oSpw Za\Im.

imTys¯ hnSmsXsIm­psÅmcp kulmÀ±hpw

auVyw thÀs]SmsX I­psÅmcp [À½§fpw

temIsc tZzjn¨psIm­p­m¡pw [\§fpw

euInIw IqSmXpÅ km[pk¡mc§fpw

\nXyhpw kpJn¨ncp¶pÅ hnZym`ymkhpw

Nn¯]mcpjyt¯mtS Iman\okwkÀ¤hpw

CÑn¡pw ]pcpj·msc{Xbpa[a·mÀ;

XpÑ_p²nIfhsc¶p t_m[n¡ `hm³.

_meI! Za\I \n¶psS ]nXmhnsâ

ioean¶p]an¡mw \ns¶sS ioew I­mÂ.

XmXsâ kz`mhhpw ]p{Xsâ kz`mhhpw

t`Zansöp ]dbp¶Xp ]camÀ°w.

ssIXtaep­mIp¶ Imbv¡Ä¡pw apÅp­tÃm!

ssIXh{]tbmK§Ä XmX¦Â \n¶p­mbn.

F´n\p lntXm]tZis¯ Rm³ sNbvXoSp¶p?

Nn´n¡n \n\s¡mcp t\Àhgn ImWp¶nÃ;

\sÃmcp ISp¸apÅmbp[w IÃn sh¨p

XÃnbm hfbptam? s]m«ptIbpÅp ZrVw.

\ÃXp ]dªn«p X\n¡p \miw h¶p.

F§s\bsX¶pS³ tNmZn¨p Za\Iþ

]ôX{´w

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s\¦n \o tIÄs¡¶pc sNbvXnXp IcSI³.

16. kqNnapJnbpsS A]mbw

aÀ¡S¡q«w almioXs¯Êlnbmªp

H¡th hnds¨mcp Zn¡n h¶ncn¡pt¼mÄ

Xo¡\ Xncsªmcp hm\c³ ]pds¸«m³.

\o¡ansÃtSm \Ã XobnXm ]d¡p¶p;

F¶p \nÝbn¨h³ sN¶pS³ an¶man\pþ-

s§¶pÅ {]mWnIfnsem¶ns\¸nSns]«m³;

]rjvT¯n {]Imiap­Ö´p ]d¡pt¼mÄ

s]m«´m\XpI­p ]mhIs\¶pd¨p.

Iq«¡cncn¡p¶ tbmK¯n sIm­ph¶p

sN­¡mc\paqXn¡¯n¸m³ XpS§p¶p.

At¶cw kqNnapJs\s¶mcp ]£n sasÃ-þ

s¨¶§p Ipc§nsâ IÀ®¯n a{´n¨nXp

hÓnbÃnXp ktJ hm\c! an¶man\p-

s§s¶mcp {]mWnbnX§qXnbmsecnbptam?

F¶Xp tI«§pWÀ¯oSn\m³ Ipc§¨m-þ

scs´tSm! \nt¶mSpt­m tNmZn¨psh¶§h³

]£nsb¸nSn¨mip ]mdtaeSn¨pS³

X£Ww sImesNbvXp `£Ww Ign¨nXp

F¶XpsIm­p Rm\pw \m\maytÇmIw sNmt¶³

\m\mtaym\maytX Zmcpx

\miva\n kym £pc{Inbm

kqNnapJow hnPm\oln

\ninjymtbm]ZniytX.

F¶psS Za\I! Zpjv{]bXv\§Ä hrYm,

]ôX{´w

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X¶psS _p²nsIm­pw X¶psS iànsIm­pw

X¶psS {Zhyw sIm­pw X¶psS [À½w sIm­pw

tKm{Xs¯ c£n¡p¶tXsXmcp ]pam\h³

]p{X\mbv hcpw amXmhÃtbm amXmshtSm!

C§s\ IcSI³ sNmÃnb hm¡ptI«p

a§ns\ apJt¯msS `qXew t\m¡ns¡m­p

IpWvTnXw hgnt]mse tXm¶n¨p Za\I³

an­msX \n¶§pcsNbvXnXp IcSI³:-þ

Zpã_p²nbpw [À½_p²nbpancphcnÂ

Zpã_p²nbmah³ X¶psS ]nXmhns\

hÃmsX Øe¯n¦ÂsIm­pt]mbv̧ mÀ¸n¡bmÂ

hÃmsX acn¸n¨ms\¶Xp tI«n«ntÃ?

A{KP! \ap¡Xp tIÄ¡Wsa¶p X¼n-

¡m{Klw km[n¸n¸m\pàhm³ IcSI³.

17. [À½_p²nbpw Zpã_p²nbpw

sN«nIÄ hkn¡p¶ ]«Ww X¶nsemcp

sN«n¡p c­pa¡fp­mbn hfÀ¶nXp;

A{KP³ Zpã_p²n; tkmZc³ [À½_p²n;

hy{Ksa¶ntb kpJn¨§s\ tahp¦mew,

AÀ°amÀÖn¡m\hc\ytZi§Ä tXmdpw

kzØcmbv \S¡pt¼mtfIZm h\m´tc

tPyjvT\mw Zpã_p²n ap³`mtK \S¡p¶p;

]rjvT`mK¯p \S¶oSn\m³ [À½_p²n,

Im«nes§mcpacw ]pg§nhogpt¶cw

ap«n \ns¶mcp\n[nIpw`hpw {]Imin¨p,

[À½_p²n¡pIn«n X¡pw`w alm[\w

\nÀ½ekzÀ®wsIm­p ]qÀ®sa{Xbpw kmcw

Ip«Iw X«ns¡m­n«n§s\ sN¶p apZm

]ôX{´w

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Zpã_p²ntbmSpcsNbvXnXp ktlmZc³.

A{KP! \aps¡mcp \nt£]w e`n¨nXp;

ZpÀ{KlanXp `hm³IqSth ]nSnt¡Ww

hÅnIÄ sIm­psI«n¯­pans«Sp¯hÀ

saÃth \S¶p XÂ]«WaSp¯t¸mÄ

Zpã_p²nbpw sNm¶m³ tkmZc! \ap¡nXp

]«Ww {]thin¸n¨oSn\m tZmjw hcpw

A{X \sÃmcp Zn¡n Ipgn¨pØm]n¨p sIm-

s­{Xam{Xhpw ssI¡seSp¯p t]mI \Ãq.

A§s\sb¶p [À½_p²nbpa\phZn-þ

¨s§mcp s]cpacw X¶psS aqe¯n¦Â

Ip«Iw Ipgn¨n«p a®psIm­mÑmZn¨p

]«Ww ]p¡p Krtl tahn\mcncphcpw.

H«p\mÄ Ignªt¸msfmfn¨s§mcp Zn\w

Zpã_p²nXm³ sN¶p Ip«Iw I¿nem¡n,

A¶pcm{Xnbn¯s¶ sIm­¶p ]Wns¸«p

X¶psS ]pcapdnX¶nte Ipgn¨n«m³,

s]s«¶s§mcpZn\w [À½_p²nsb hnfn-

¨nã`mhw ]q­pcsNbvXnXp Zpã_p²n,

]­p \mw Øm]ns¨mcp Ip«Ian§p Xs¶

sIm­pt]mcWan\ns¡m­¶m tZmjanÃ.

F¶XptI«p [À½_p²nXm³ almip²³

sN¶pt\m¡p¶t\cw Ip«Iw I­nÃtÃm.

]«tW sN¶p Zpã_p²ntbmSpcsNbvXp:-þ

Ip«Iw `hm´s¶ tamãn¨psIm­pt]m¶p;

I«Xp \o Xms\¶p Zpã_p²nbpanXp

I«Xp `hms\¶p [À½_p²nbpw X½nÂ

iWvTbn«ncphcpw cmP[m\nbnse¯n-þ

¡pWvTXIqSmXdnbn¨nXp \r]t\mSp.

[À½c£W¯n\p iàcmw Imcy¡msc-þ

]ôX{´w

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²mÀ½nI³ \c]Xn Iev]n¨p \ntbmKn¨p

[À½_p²nbmanh³ Ip«Iw I«ms\¶p

ZpÀ½Zt¯msSbpcsNbvXnXp Zpã_p²n.

km£n¡mc§p sNÂhns\¶p a{´nIÄ sNm¶mÀ

km£nbmbXp hr£sa¶hcpcsNbvXp.

hmÈXpaSp¯ \mÄ hr£¯n³ aqte sN¶n-þ

«oizc]co£bpw sNt¿Wancphcpw;

A±n¡nÂs¨¶p hnc apt¡Wancphcpw;

BZyw s]mbvs¡mÄhn³ \msf R§fpw hcp¶p­v.

A§s\ ]dªmip ]ncnªmcamXy·mÀ

X§fpancphcpw t]m¶n§p Krlw ]p¡mÀ.

A´n¡p Zpã_p²n AÑ\mw t{ijvTo{µsâ-þ

b´nIw X¶nÂs¨¶p\n¶psIm­pc sNbvXp: -þ

XmX\s§mcphm¡p ]dsª¦neo {Zhyw

Xmakw IqSmXn§p e`n¡psams¡¯s¶.

F´p Rm³ ]dtb­p¶mtcmSp ]dtb­q?

Fs´mcpImcysa¶p tNmZn¨p P\I\pw;

AÑ\ns¶mcp XcptImScwX¶n ]p¡p

{]Ѷw hkn¡Ww bman\n Ignthmfw;

kqcy\§pZnt¼mÄ Imcy¡mchntSbv¡p

Imcy§Ä tIĸm³ hcpw R§fpw IqsS hcpw;

`hycmaamXy·mÀ tNmZn¡pt¶cw `hm³

ZnhyhmIys¯¸dªoSWw \nKqVambv;

{Zhys¯ tamãn¨Xp [À½_p²nXms\¶p

kÀhcpw tIÄs¡¸dªoSWsa¶m aXn.

Zpã_p²ntbmSpc sNbvXnXp P\I\pw:þ

\ãamw \obpw Rm\pan§s\sNbvXoSn\mÂ

Gh\pap]mbs¯¨n´n¡pt¶cw Xs¶

tIhea]mbs¯¨n´nt¨ KpWw hcq.

ksszcambv _I¯nsâ ap«IÄ Xn¶pw kÀ¸w

]ôX{´w

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Iocnbm Xm\pw Xsâ a¡fqw \in¨tÃm.

F§s\bsX¶pS³ tNmZn¨p Zpã_p²n

kwKXn{]Imcs¯s¨mÃn\m³ I\I\pw:-

s]m¡apsÅmcp hrt£ sIm¡nsâ If{Xhpw

sIm¡pambv hnt\mZn¨p X{X tahoSpw Imew;

sIm¡nsâ KrlnWn s]äp­mIpw inip¡sf-þ

sbm¡thsbmcp kÀ¸w h¶pS³ `£n¡p¶p

ZpxJnX\mb _Iw sNs¶mcp hm]oXotc

\nev¡p¶ t\cw Xsâ _Ôphmw IpfocI³

tNmZn¨p Xms\s´tSm! tJZn¨p hkn¡p¶p?

tJZ¯n³ aqew _Iw R­ns\ {Kln¸n¨p;

R­pa§p]tZiw sNmÃn\m³ aÕy§sf-þ

s¡m­pt]mbv¡ocn \nXyw hkn¡pw s]m¯nÂ\n¶p

]¶Kw ]mÀ¡ps¶mcp kpjnct¯mfsams¡-

¨n¶nbnt«¨p `hm³ kzØ\mbncp¶mepw.

At¶cw \Ipehpw aÕyhrµs¯sbÃmw

Xn¶pXn¶lnc{Ô¯n¦epw sN¶ptIdpw

]¶Ks¯bpw ]p{X·mscbpsaÃmw Iocn

sIm¶pSp¡oSpsa¶m X¶psS Xm]w Xocpw.

F¶Xp tI«p _Iw _Ôphmw Ipfntc{µ³

sNm¶Xpt]msesNbvXp ]¶Kw \in¨nXp.

]ns¶ h·c¯nt·Â IqSns\¡­p Iocn

sN¶psIm¡pIfpsS hwis¯sbmSp¡n\m³.

F¶XpsIm­p sNmt¶\n§s\ {]tbmKn¨mÂ

F¶p®o! \obpw Rm\pw Pohn¡bnÃm ZrVw.

C¯cw ]dbp¶ XmXs\¸nSn¨h³

kXzcw ac¯nsâ tImScZzmcw X¶nÂ

sIm­pt]msbmfn¸n¨p Xncn¨p t]m¶oSn\m³.

I­p `mkvIc\pZn¡p¶XpaXpt\cw

Zpã_p²nbpw [À½_p²nbpw _Ôp¡fpw

]ôX{´w

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inãcmw P\§fpw cmPtkhI·mcpw

]£hmZnIfamXy·mcpsams¡s¨¶p

hr£aqe¯n almtbmKan§s\ IqSn

ssIhnc ap¡m\pÅ ssh¼pap­m¡ns¡m­p

ssIXhw t\cpw Xncn¨oSphm³ s\¿pw Xobpw

h«§ÄIq«ns¡m­p tNmZn¨p kNnh·mÀ:-þ

Ip«Iw tamãn¨hcmsc¶p ]dªmepw

Znhy`mcXn hr£tImStc \n¶p­mbn

{Zhys¯ tamãn¨Xp [À½_p²n Xms\¶v.

BbXptI«t\csaÃmcpw hnkvabn¨q.

ambsa¶tX hcqsb¶pS³ [À½_p²n.

\nÝbadnhm\mbv hr£¯n³ apItfdn-

¡¨nbpw XrW§fpw tImScZzmtc h¨p,

Xobn«p]pI¨t¸mfÑ\pw Xes]m¡n-þ

s¨s¿mÃm aa h[w hoÀ¸pap«p¶p ]mcw.

s]m¿Ã aa kpX³ Zpã_p²n Xm\nXp

sN¿n¸n¨Xpw {Zhyw I«Xpah³ Xt¶

C¯capcsNbvXp Ime¶qÀ]p¡p almþ-

hr²\mw hWnKoi³ ]p{Xsâ sNmÂtIÄ¡bmÂ

[mÀ½nI³ alo]Xnb²\atijta

[À½_p²n¡p \ÂInʽm\n¨b¨nXp

Zpã_p²nsbÈqemtcmlWw sN¿n¸n¨p;

]pãtim`ambv h¶p ]«Ww at\mlcw.

F¶XpsIm­p sNmt¶³ Zpã_p²nsbt¸mse

h¶pt]msImem `hms\¶psS ktlmZcm!

]ns¶bpw IcSI³ sNmÃn\m³ Za\Im;

\n¶psS ZpÊmaÀ°ywsIm­tlm Ipe£bw.

hmcncminbntemfamäntesbmgp¡pÅp,

\mcohnizmkt¯mfw _Ôpkvt\lhpapÅp,

kvarNI{ipXntbmfw a{´tKm]\apÅp;

]ôX{´w

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\oN\µ\t\mfw \nÀ½eIpeapÅp.

imTyapÅhtcmSp imTyhpw thW´m\pw.

]mTyamsamcp ]Zyw tI«n«nÃtbm `hm³?

Bbncw Xpemancps¼m¡th Iq«n¯sâ

hmbnem¡n\ms\mcp aqjnI³ bkvan³ tZti,

At±ti tiy\\mIpw ]£nbpw hWn¡nsâ

]p{Xs\s¡m­pt]msb¶pÅXp hcm¯tXm?

F§s\bsX¶pS³ tNmZn¨p Za\I-

s\¦ntem tIÄs¡¶pcsNbvXnXp IcSI³

18. Ip«nbpw Ccp¼pI«nbpw ]s­mcp \Kc¯n hmWn`w sNbvXpIq«n-

s¡ms­mcp hWn¡pXm´¶psS kplr¯mIpw

hmWn`¡mc³ I¿ne¼Xp `mcw temlw

{]mWhnizmkw aqew kq£n¸m³ sImSp¯h³

hn¯hn{Ibw sNbvhm³ Kan¨p sXt¡Zn¡nÂ-þ

¸¯pamk§Ä X{X Xmakn¨n§ph¶p.

X¶psS]¡Â¯¶ temls¯¯cnsItSm!

F¶psS ho«nºlpaqjnI·mcp­hÀ

Xn¶pXn¶nXps¼ÃmanÃmXmbvh¶p Iãw!

F´p Rm³ sNbvhs\¶p sN«nbpapcsNbvXp;

_Ôpsh¦nepahs\{Xbpw alm[qÀ¯³.

BbXptI«p atäs¨«nbpw hnNmcn¨p:þ

amban¸dªXp ad¨psh¨m\h³;

t]mbXpsIm­p ]dªmen\n ^esas -́

¶mbh³ ]dª§p bm{Xbpw sNmÃnt¸m¶p.

]ns¶bs§mcpZn\w X¶psS kplr¯nsâ

\µ\³ Ifn¸m\mbvt]mIp¶Zim´tc,

sN¶pS³ ]nSns]«p hen¨psIm­pt]m¶p

]ôX{´w

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X¶psS ho«nsemcp KqVØm\¯§m¡n,

hmXnepaS¨mip apS¡\n«p]q«n

hmWn`¡mc\\§mX§p hmWoSn\m³.

_²\mbv¡nS¡p¶ _me\m hWn¡nsâ

hr²\mbpÅ XmX³ ]p{Xs\¡mWmbvIbmÂ

_²s¸t«mSnh¶p tNmZn¨p kplrt¯mSp:þ

]p{Xs\¡­nsÃtSm! Xm\pt­m I­p ktJ?

At¶capcsNbvXm³ aäh³, almatX!

Cs¶mcp ]cp´phs¶Sp¯p sIm­pt]mbm³

]p{X\p ]Xns\«p hbÊpah\mbn-þ

¸{Xnbmw ]cp´pt­m sIm­pt]mIp¶p ktJ!

Xms\sâ X\bs\s¡m¶ntXm IfªntXm?

Rm\n\ns¨¶p \mSphmgntbmSdnbn¸³.

C°a§pcsNbvXp tImbn¡Âs¨¶p hWn-þ

s¡{Xbpw hnjmZn¨p Icªp\n¶oSn\m³.

t{ijvTcmaamXy·mÀ tNmZn¨mchØIÄ;

sN«nbpapc sNbvXms\¶psS X\bs\

asämcp sN«nsbmfn¸n¡tbm h[n¡tbm

aäpan¸camÀ°at\zjn¡Ww \n§Ä,

]dªm\hs\mcp ]cp´psIm¯ns¡m­p

]d¶pt]msb¶Xpa§s\ hcp¶tXm?

F¶XptI«p alma{´nIÄ hWn¡ns\-þ

s¨¶n§p Iq«ns¡m­phcphm³ \ntbmKn¨p.

`rXy·mÀ hWn¡ns\¡q«n¨pws¡m­ph¶p;

kXyw \o ]dsI¶p Iev]n¨p Imcy¡mc³.

]p{Xs\¸cp´phs¶Sp¯psIm­pt]msb-þ

\{X \n¶pcsNbvXm\s¨«n Xm\pat¸mÄ.

euInIaÃmXpÅ hm¡pIÄ ]dªmeo-þ

temIÀ k½Xn¡ptam sNmsÃtSm! ]camÀ°w?

C¯cw IbÀs¯mcp a{´nIÄ sNm¶hm¡n-þ

]ôX{´w

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\p¯capcsNbvXp t]SnIqSmsX sN«n:-þ

Bbncw Xpemw Ccps¼m¡th IqsS¯sâ

hmbnem¡n\ms\mcp aqjnI³ bkvan³ tZti

At±ti ]cp´mip hs¶mcp hWn¡nsâ

]p{Xs\s¡m­pt]msb¶pÅXp hcmªtXm?

sNm¶Xp tI«p Nncn¨oSn\mcamXy·mÀ

ap¶ao hWnt¡hw hymPs¯¸dªntXm?

\s¶tSm! \nsâ Xe t]mhXn\Sp¯n\n-þ

sN¶pS\ncps¼Ãmw sIm­¶psImSp¯mepw

At¶cw ImWmw \nsâ \µ\-³ hcp¶Xpw;

A\ymbw ]dªXn\psÅmcp ^eant¸mÄ

A¼pcm³ Iev]n¡p¶ {Zhy§sfms¡¯ncpþ-

ap¼n hbvt¡­nhcpsa¶hcpcsNbvXp.

BbXptI«phWn¡mbncw Xpemancp-þ

¼mbh³ I¿n sImSpt¯ev]nt¨mc\´cþ-

ambh³ kpXt\bpw sIm­¶p Zm\w sNbvXm³.

19. ]nwKeIsâ ]Ým¯m]w

BbXpsIm­p iT·mtcmSp imTyw thW -þm

taIZm ]dªXp a\Ên IS¡mtX

temIcn¤pWw ]dbp¶Xp ]mgn¯s¶

IÃp t]m \nsâ Nn¯sa¶psS Za\Im!

\ÃXpamIm¯Xpsam¶pw \obdnbptam?

ip²_p²nIÄ ]ns¶t±mj§Ä KpW§fpw

_p²nbnem¡ns¡m­p k©cn¨oSpw kZm

amcpX³ aloXte ZpÀ¤Ôw kpKÔhpw

Nmcp X³hi¯m¡ns¡m­tÃm Ncn¡p¶p?

\man\n sshIoSmsX t]msItSm Za\Im!

kzmanbpw hrj`hpw X§fn kac¯nÂ.

]ôX{´w

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kzmant¡m ]cm`hw Imfbvt¡m ]cm`hw?

\mant¸mfXpsN¶p t_m[nt¨ aXnbmhq.

C§s\ ]dªhc§p sNÃp¶t\cw

Xn§n\hnjmZhpw ]q­pS³ almknwlw

an{XkRvPohI¡mfsb h[n¡sIm-þ

s­{Xbpw ]Ým¯m]w am\tk `hn¡bmÂ

h{àhpw Xmgv̄ n¯sâ ImÂhnc \JwsIm­p

[m{Xnbn hc¨psIm­v Pohn¡p¶p.

X§fm hÀ²n¡s¸s«mcp P\§sf-þ

¯§tf £bn¸n¸ms\m«pta tbmKw t]mcm.

Xm´s¶ hnjhr£sa¦nepw \«p­m¡n-þ

¯m´s¶ ]ns¶tÑZn¡p¶sX{Xbpw Iãw!

Fs¶Ãmw hnNmcn¨phkn¡pw knwl¯ns\þ-

s¨¶phµn¨p a{´n]p{X·mcncphcpw

Dàhm³ Za\I³ IpWvTnXw th­ kzman³!

bpàaohn[sa¶p R§Ä¡p tXm¶oSp¶p.

XmXs\¶mepw Xsâ {`mXm¡sf¶mInepw

amXpes\¶mInepw _Ôp¡sf¶mInepw

hn{Klw sNbvhm³ h¶p ]nW§p¶hÀIsf

\n{Klw sNbvIXs¶ a¶h·mÀ¡p [À½w.

BNmc`rwiw h¶ Kpcpsh XyPn¨oSmw

\oN·mtcmSptNcpw \mcnsbbpt]£n¡mw

[À½s¯[zwkn¡p¶ ]p{Xs\¡fªoSmw

ZpÀ½mÀ¤w XpS§p¶ a{´nsb shSnªoSmw;

NmcpXzw hn\m ]IÂ ImWp¶ iim¦\pw

XmcpWyw t]mbn hfÀ¶oSp¶ IrimwKnbpw

Xmac¸qhnÃm¯ s]mbvIbpw I­m \Ã

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