7/31/2019 My Desires

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My desires about t from my life an d related to my lifes person is scatching here.

In my life what I want , I know this is the biggest question of persons life if person get that answer the life became 50 % because he or

she knows that what they want in their life int the remaining 50% they has to identify the what are the alternatives or what are the pathfor achieving that. if I talk about the desires of mine that now on the most priority that I want to marry a guy who are understanding me,

we can move around the boyfriend, girl friend, and we can live together as friends understanding. I am thinking of my life partner who is

much more understanding from me. he love me, excite me.

I desire from myself that I has to be enough mature and flexible that I am able to maintain my job, my hubby and the other family

members with together.

I expect a lot from myself, I feel that i always want that I has to be that much updated atleast that my colleagues and friends and in front

of others I has to that much updated that they dont understand me fool. My husbund not feel shy for me. I be that much understandingenough so our life goes smooeth not in sense or like makkhan but ya not with earth quakes with higher scales.

I have biggest fear that if what will I do and what my life become if there is understanding gap what will I do? The second fear that I

have that I dont want that like all other my life become monotones life, at present also I get bored from if nothing new happen then what

I should do to get it out from.

Thats true that what ever we want in life that we didnt get everything.

Bs chandni raat ho sardi aur barish se bhari.. hum do bs 1 dusre ki ankho mai dekh rahe ho.. lights chali jaye. Candles jalrahi ho. Romantic songs chal rahe ho like chandni rate music is like that and in the light of candles makes the face of

us both so beautiful. It seems like just a dream that we both at some hill station where there is so

I am very afferd of being bored or get monotonous when I am seeing the couples around me at that time I am so much worried what

happen if my life get ion that way. I am so much worried about that, because I dont like that if my life become monotonous and at some

point of time if my hubby touch me I dont feel that sensation I want that sensation remain through the time that I feel him always, I

always ready to give the new tadka in my life and I hope that she is also like that we both complementary to each other and both are

always to be ready to do new things. Like

I want that my sensation always be a fresh when ever I touch my someone special he should feel like when I touch him first time that sensation always

remain present. That butterflies should be touch and the sensation should be feel so that type of feeling always be remain present. When I go to drop

maulik first time at amitnagar I am just moving my finger around the shoulders of him. And suddenly the our eyes got met and I stop that my action and

he suddenly said that why are stop that I am enjoying your touch. I am feeling that yes this should be feel at every stage of life. otherwise in the normal

case after a few t ime the husbund n wife not feeling sensation or not that recognizing that he or she touching expect their intimate moments. I am thinking

that I feel happy this thing remain present for the life time. I hope so..

I desire that I am able to make the smooth relationships with my in laws. I am feeling that I have to understand them try to make happy from my side not

allowing him to fill hurting from my side. And on another side I am also expecting that they give me my side freedom.