Lyrics Book 2011

8/4/2019 Lyrics Book 2011

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Trip Mechanism

You see God setting bullets in his gun

You see the Shaman beats his drum

Like an animal, you enjoy; its funWhat you suppose to do they have already done

Well get around it somehow

I have got to go inside that dream

Someone is there looking for you

I have to be a snake; I have to be a king

A black bird has coming from the sky

It masked the sun. It covers the light

Riot Action has been called the flight

It had hit the ground n born with new wings

Its a rebel draft acting against the Process

Its shamans belief loading its weapon

The system has treated us like pigs, like cows

We cant let to fight against it later on

Boy, the drug dealer is not Jesus Christ

Theres no police at the back alleys of paradise

Your mind is a trip mechanism

Your heart belongs to your tribe.


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Anthem of our Life

Political plasticity has been

Brought up like an interesting

Subject but you know the governmentTreat us like a heap of insects

I creep around the presidents grave

I look at his eyes and I spit

I would like to throw up in his face

Id like to make him eat my shit

Sing now the anthem of our life

Were not spending our time

Just follow me and raise your hands

We represent the fight

You choose but you dont escape

I sing the sword then I hate

Every kind of fools and lies

Bullshits and crimes

Police comes to inspect my knapsack

They found a dimebag; they call me pothead

How are you getting along with your life?

Dont let the drugs run away with your mind

First I had to bear off my jointSo I broke up with the police to stand for

The rights that my freedom looks for

While my body walks through the night.


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No Tears

When you were born,

all my tears you did dry

When you were born,my wings were reborn to flyWhen you were born,

your little arms made me cry

When you were born, I felt happy to alive

Float around me while we can

Wrapping our souls in time like handsTo see a world in a Grain of Sand

And a heaven in a wild flower

Hold Infinity in the palm of your handAnd the Eternity in an hour

When you were born, I changed the way to shineWhen you were born, I finally begun my life

You made me reborn,

I love you with my heart on fire

You made me reborn, and like you I am a child

I see you grow up

Wrapping in time our souls

When you were born, my body to sky slided

When you were born, it was to a new sunshine

When you were born, no tears I looked at sunrise

You made me reborn, and moved I shield my eyes


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Not even right sure

Distant eyes seeking her face on space

Theres an echo from her voice to hearHer lips bleeding like my fate

Im distant cause I cant make she happy

Come back my little one

Sweet daze from a veilYou faded with my sanity

Slipped my hands without destiny

Is better see whats inside of me

I may lose my memoryMy guns you picked up

And my arms you hung up

The rain stood in my head

Heavy immaculate dropsLike the bullets that you shot

But now Im dry and dead

Not even right sure

It was getting late when you found me

You shouldnt be bothered by my wayIm dead again and Im wrappedYou shouldnt have gone away

Come back my little one, Sweet daze from a veil

You faded with my sanity, slipped my hands without destiny

Cut it all, my love

You had put down my heartAnd it was then that I perceived

I have never lived


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Perhaps You May Die

Even if an illusion becomes real

Crossing million spaces in blank

Painting in black wasted contactsShe needs to take me out of my corrosion

Looking back I saw the mirror amusing myself

I still want to have an ideology

Even if my dreams instead seems like dead

A quarter G was not enough

If you prefer drugs, Ill show the congress

If you prefer guns, strike up our president

Maybe she just wants to bleed

Or listen to the voice of God

But she never had a body to dig

Just a lot of bullets she shot

You came here to claim your rights

But perhaps you may die

Like a cold snap sneezing at on my face

You came here to claim your rights

But perhaps ye may die

But perhaps you may die.


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Guerrilha Warfare

Welcome to my funeral, child

I invited a lot of worms to turn up

Sit down motherfucker and shut upIm getting out of my mind

Did you come across my soul?

Did you spell out those drugs?

Shall I shew my destiny

Restoring my head from the guillotine?

Unfolding you utterly in clear light

Hearing all your bones moving inside

Passing my love from my mouth to yours

Like a parasite grasping for support

You know everything has its sorts

Of faith, of love, of death, of pain

Strike back in this fuckin warfare

Do you really care by my welfare?

Im dropping out of life help me

I had better get ashore

As affairs stand my soul is lost

I depend on you

I cant count on you.


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Pluck

My love, I wanna scream my pain

My love, dont try to forget my name

My love, are you too busy to look at meYou provoke, a hooked feeling into my being

My love, what the hell are you trying to say

My love, what the hell are you trying to do

I trust, that all this hate arent in you

My life, declines like a knife aimed in my...

It looks like, gashes in my wrists

My love, you deserved this drowning attempt

You provoke, a smothering in my intents


My love, Ill not pump you up again

It looks like, gashes in my wrists


My love, what the hell are you trying to do

I trust, that all this hate arent in you

My life, declines like a knife aimed in my

Heart

It looks like gashes in my wrists.


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Envoy

She lights up the first candle

An umbilical cord instantly becomes bright

You might to clear out my entire mindIm just upon your mind

Play down the sadnessWe call for freedom

We call for lifeShe floats glad

While her blue eyes

Dilate how farMy soul flies

She blew out the last candle

My body, I left behind at the bedAs soon as I can

We will come back

Play down the sadnessWe call for freedom

We call for life

She floats gladWhile her blue eyes

Dilate how far

My souls fly

We will not try to modifyThe way hence forward

You know I am the envoy

And from my blood you can employ.


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You didnt like me. Neither did I.

The angst you lay against line out

Go close until my eyes and cut down me

Call to mind when you burst out cryingBring to mind when the day glow dark

Float and dont come back

Im tired to be lie aside

You leave me in the thrash

And such shit is out of my life

Im here to bring forward what bother you

You didnt like me. Neither did I

Dissecting flowers in frail glare

Im trying to forget this reign of fools

Float and dont come back

In the bottom of line

Thats not my affairYou put out my fire

Die wild love

Take your carcass

Bury you soul

Do the same with me.


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Survive

I touch you, with my cold skin

I belong you, but its so unknown

Im crestfallen. Im downcastGet near; were in a watershed

Do you want to survive?

Come here, and bring a smile

Transfix all my desires

Have you ever been in my mind?Have I ever been your eye?


I touch you, I dream you

I kiss you; I hug you

Before long, Ill hold you down

Once for all, youll love too


Do you want to fight?

One more time, well try



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Hoax and Bloody Drops

I dont wanna a chemical solution

Standing picture breeds memories

We saw that boy with a bomb straight aheadDamaging the world with a swastika in his head

Im not a poet; Im not a hero

Beware or just dont care

Maybe she will find

My corpse downstairsWho makes me sick

Who makes me wrecked

Theres no time to regret


Did you bumped your head?

This gruesome stuff looks like hair

Im the only one you could ever wish for

Im the only you should ever wish for


Where did you squander all your life?

They see many souls leaking and dyingI wanna find a good place to me

I could either say I had felt happy


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Newspapers

Newspapers spread all around

While you drug me in your house

From your false life Im living outThey put a downer in the ground

Everyone said nobody is sad

She holds me and I feel good

I feel good; she wont let me to be free

I wanna show you own shine

Were looking back on our daysIm knowing terror and holding

Like a fool I start to run away

My home now is called cage

She holds me and I feel good

I feel good; she wont let me to be free

I have seen this future

I have seen a hopeI see a wall. I see a jail

I see love and suicidal hope

We wanna live

More than you believe

As a bird would fly

As a soul could shine

We will fly on at allWe will shine on at all.


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Moist Fields

Am I a different?

I am a different

Over a valley of stones, falls the rain, falls

Over our body, misfortuned vision

Grey vision, farewell moist fields

Notes turning the pages, new lines and a sense

Over a valley of stones, falls and falls and falls

Grey rose tuning pages, inside the brain

Farewell drunken friend, farewell suicidal friend

Am I a different?

I am a different

Why to blame me... if were so ever...

Why to blame me... if were so near of nothing...

Why to blame me... if were between it all...

If you always are so far and far and far

Its torment me

But I dont know how to shift this shit

Farewell, faraway, farewell, faraway

Blame me to be into a petrified dream

Grey roses dont want to join this guilt

Farewell moist fields, farewell moist fields.


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Glimpse

If Im going down,

before let me try to take your handsIf Im going down, I insist in your subtileness

If Im going down,

smitten by your notable likeness

If Im going down,

show me a new happy world now

The bad religion kills me

The priest helps me to pray

Anywhere I had to get my grave

Fell off my world, my end

I see your water colored eyes

Deep down I knew all along

I have loved your green eyes

I have loved your soul

If Im going down, carry up this man hes spotless

If I let you down, have been unheard our emptinessIf I utter it loud, utmost verse from our happiness

If Im still above ground, I will love you eternally

The bad religion kills me

The priest helps me to pray

Anywhere I had to get a grave

Fell off my world, my end

I see your water colored eyes

Deep down I knew all along

I have loved your green eyes

I have loved your soul


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Lip

Dont worry; I gonna take out all your clothes

Dont worry; were getting into your home

Dont worry; silence will speak for us

Dont worry; well enter madly in a vast world

Dont worry; we shall not fell pain there

Dont worry; the curtains will be closed down

A light will, touch us like a soft sigh of sun

You touch in my sweat; I feel your fingers by my neck

Your lips, sucking the marrow out below my breast

Dive in the sweet swamp

A smooth sward dances

Lighting high a bright lamp

Measure my droughtiness

Go beyond my mistakeLife is craziest than we are

Dont worry, I gonna take out all your clothesDont worry; it might be crazy as you are

Dont worry, a stain of faith dwells your heart

You turd, slow down,

Try to modify your trip

Gratify our madness,

Satisfy my destiny

You turd, glorify, glorify my worship

Dont worry, a stain of faith dwells your heart.


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Plymouth Fury

She smiles like a parasite

Open me in the end

Open the arms of a naked ChristOpen me in the air

Son, do your life betterSon, cut the draws of the road

From the dead feelings of your car

Plymouth Fury

The road is so cloudyLearning to die everyway

Plastered poet in poky placeCollecting cocaine flakes

Son, flow the blood of your girlfriendSon, cut the draws of the road

From the dead feelings of your car

Ill lie in your commotionAnd drive you by your tears

Ill Control you by your fears

And scout on you every mile

Son, not even put over hereFace my trip everyday

Face the way of your heartI am your road; I am your car


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Blue Turmalin

Please, drop your weapon

As I got near

We got to plotAs I got near

Neither flutter nor fluster

Who gives shit if you chickened out?

Who, Who makes you feel who you are

Who makes you know who you areWho makes you sure who you are

I, who step on a trip wire

This is kind of sweet

Like you and me

This is kind of bitter

As you and me

Are you coming my way?

Wolf me down that Im alive

She had gone and kissed herself

I had gone and killed myself

I call you Blue Turmalin


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Sperm

They approach like feathers

I arise like a sperm

Father, why did you leave us?Why dont you talk to me?

Mother, why are you crying?

Mother, what do you have done?As you can see were here

I wish you had come

They approach like feathersI arise like a sperm

Exactly like a tearCrossing out the face

Brother, why are you crying?

Brother, what do you have done?

As you can see were here

I wish you had come

They float like feathers

I arose like flesh

As a smooth wind that blows

Getting cold all that souls

Father, why are you crying?Father, what do you have loved?

As you can see were here

I wish you hadnt gone.


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Cold Comfort

Tastelessness, senselessness,

You make part of me

She went so far as to say,I just fasten upon your absence

Just tell me your last wishes,

I wish I were dead, she said

I wish I were dead

But how do you feel ?

How do you love?

How do you care?

How do you share?

How do you dare?

Lets drop it?

Timeless, shortless, endless,

for how long is this to keep on

She gave him the glad eyes,and laid hands on his madness

Just tell me your last wishes,

I wish you were dead, she said

I wish you were dead

Timeless, shortless, endless

Boundless, nameless,Endless, senseless

Tasteless.


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Worse than Ever

More than ever I feel my heart to swell

Not even I could talking about what happened

Even so Ill try to told you what Im feelingEven Im alive I cannot support the guilt

Even if I stay waked Im inside of a nightmare

Even since my brain looks like a cold bed

I did everyone suffer I know that its my fault

My golden feathers cast off my wings

My diamond nails despise my finger

I cant overcome it. I cant support the guilt

Take out this knife from my heart

Shatters of agony and pain that pair

Worse than ever I begin to bleed

I heard a lone scream from the empty room

All in black, in deep lifeless sense

The light perish before my eyesStarkly still you overtake my mind

Im worse and worse, maybe worse than ever

Hardly ever I was fine in all my life

Even so its worst, worse than ever

Never even Im trying to raise my head

I cannot lie for you I became sadI became sad. I became sad.


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Chroma-Key

You can raise and spread out your hood

But nobody here is attempt to move

They cannot reduce my realty

Nothing will grow so unnecessary

My symbol is tendency

A passionate sincerity

Just royal excess

An image of truthAn image of sex

You dont need to destroy my meaning of lifeCould you recognize your last remember

My green sorrow tells you what you wish

Nothing will become so indifferent

Where would you go with my caress

All blood feeding us to hunt and crawlIts too late now; its turning off

Death sentence set to sunny dawn


Passionate sincerity

Just royal excess


An image of you

An image of sex

While I was closing my eyes

I saw my blood in your lips

Deaths sentence I didnt see.


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Ballonemant

Like a balloon I want the sky

Im a bird that couldnt fly

I dont believe in miracles

You know God has comeFull of air is this love

You said this pain is mine

Ill touch a thorn and die

Im sad, getting higher

Higher than you

Youre sad, getting down

Getting down, down

Ill explode in your arms

Youll see the moving air

But Ill produce lights

Green, red, blue and white

Im sad, getting higher

Higher than youYoure sad, getting down

Flying down, down

Youll just follow me

Getting higher

High, high, high

You will see

The moving airWell explode

On each side

God has a pinFor you and me


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Rotten Rotes

Come to celebrate a new winning

Old victory fashioned in black clouds

Dig up, blow out, and watch the matchMy ship is your now. I got out

I'm passing like the river

Oversleeping like the oldest stone

Transform my failed conformity

Use a rope use a hope use the phone

I used to use myself

You used to use yourself

They used to use themselves

We used to ill-use ourselves

Come to celebrate a new fancy

Go, those footsteps could be heard

Fly, no wing no wind, elevate

This dark cloud is your whole fate

Its not me; its not me, please

In my head, in my head, its not

For me, for, me for me

Rotten rotes for its spirit, for its soul

My being has been destroyed

My gas has been ran outThe water here is so cold

Rotten rotes for my spirit and soul


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Shamanistic Waves

Enter in my self-constructed heaven

Staring at the waves of fire

Where an infant spirit lives and burnsLooking inside the Sun as one

Either forests or hill he goes

Lying down on the open air

Gathering order in all disarray

Stepping by up over the waters

Shine is cold as a serpent and flows

Building of sand and glass they see

Bees of honey and blood they did

Whereas I had gone inspirited and free

The sun possesses me as I possess my eye

From whom belongs that eye on the window?

Once again above a gray and hurt soul for saleNo scratch no care it made smile and tickle

From been mild it became wild

From been light it became night

As a wave gathering power


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Orange-Peel

I see you wake up this morning

I see a shine in your eyes

Would you like to feel the day out there?

Would you go on this trip inside?

Sometimes I don't know where it is

Somewhere we may find

A lost kingdom for our love

Somewhere should we spy?

RemorselessGod cries on your knees,

you pray, we play, they bleed

you know how all this thing

has been comfortable now

no reasons for despair, meaning for a whileits going along, in a matter of fact,

theres no reason, they bet

shared lives landing over self-flattered-dream

theres something we all need call, Ringring for the king right now, hes bleedingRustling silver shattered polished crowns

No one else gets its meaning for a while

No one else lost its reason for his mind

Reaching polished crowns, just gone

Standing in front of their prime shine

Golden statues were seeing together

pearled eyes facing each other

a glass falling, anything reach it

a peach, I guess, bring it to account


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My Dying Heart Bleeds

Someone here could represent peace

Somebody there should stand for attackMy palace is ice. My enemies are fire

Frozen land in hot burning sun

Envisage me now!

Switch off! Buzz! Shut up!

Envisage me now!

I trample; I crumble you, bug!

Madness locked in golden sun-flowers

A thousand of knives falling over my umbrellaA dark shadow moving in twilight

A battle in a bottle, its day and night

A sound beyond their motion

Its fury, its rage, and its peace

My dying heart bleeds for you now

Its a sourish taste from your mouth

Stooping and nodding I despise you

I see ye creaking ye teeth on

Im plunging the dagger intoAll my enemies bosom

A sound beyond their motionIts fury, its trance, and its peace

My dying heart bleeds for you nowIts a sourish taste from your tits.


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She Loves to Kill You

She lets me hold you

She lets me kiss you

She loves to kill youYou dont understand

Now that sadness had gone away

You must to believe in me

From my heart to yours

Words like down feeling

No darkness, no painWe can trust on one another

But I cant trust in myself

Theres no love therefore Im dead

Now that sadness had come back again

I wasnt comfortable in my coffin-bed

You gave me life, gave me life

But I wouldnt look at this

To recognize all your goodness

Would be an evil to bring about

You gave me likewise life death

Stupid sadness from my heart


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X-Chromosome

Just when I touch you

Is when I realizeYou're all my dream

You're my entire lifeI gonna waive

forever

until my tired arms

Drop away from me

When I thought you

Is when I realizeYou're all my dream

You're my entire mind

Tell me what's my name

Come to face the face

Nothing to be forsaken

Im your boy, your baby

only keep your eyes

searching for

what I've never

seen before

Suitable,

as it concerns

it's playable,it's easy to learn

Keep your mind

Searching forWhat I've never

Touch before

Come to play this game

Give some flesh to tasteEven if you love or hate

Passion comes to hange

Tell me what's my nameCome to face the face

Nothing to be forsaken

Im your boy, your baby

Come to play this game

Give some flesh to taste

Even if you love or hate

Passion comes to change

Im far from what

I was

I not even waive

My tired armsIts on time,

We die

Nobody feltUs alive

Call it death or painBe sure make sun make rain

Secure youre innocent

Together through that gateLife points at your face

Light collides with light

Tangled shadows dance

Such woman in paradise.


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Balls of Sapphire

As a fog covers the way to pry out your secretsDrenched in tears you must to rise above it

Even brisk, the fruit tastes kinda sourish

Walking insisting on but its hard and sluggish

Maybe astonished lay it out for yall

Oh! Why should I have to put up with it nowSeeds peer to give in and dying out

Life couldnt just hang on a minute standing back

Hold hands with yourself while you enter in a flood of light

Smells fear in the air, youre afraid and appealingWhen you see in your writs all this gashes

When you grab the rope to pass around your neck


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Cotard Syndrome

Why this room smells like rotten flesh?

Why anything stands on my hands?Creepy worms sliding over my bed

Short fingers and nails turning black

See this being life had reject

Dying roses exhale on the air

I didnt see somebody but dead

Report my agony, were lost

At all I dismay

Oh no, oh no youve been waited for me

Like a ghost I passed, you didnt see

Rising in silence, oh no, oh no, its me

Hanging on my head under this tree

Am I dead?

You cannot stop my immateriality

Darling youve come to chew my fleshYou cannot stop my immortality

Our pain will consent to theres no reality

At I dismay

Am I dead

My soul is bouncing in the air

Singing, dancing, beating, trickingInto a swoon I sank

Nothing will remain buried in this world

Until the last one of us be dead


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Primrose

You gonna split us all in two

I emerge deep down in youLets toddle to death

We march in despair

Since I emerge

Im unaware

Today the day is showy and showeryImmeasurably gloomy, frowzy and flowery

They unaware of all this umbrage

Rage and Injusticethats all they had rejected

Nobody gotcha torn down my spellbound spirit

Adverse incompatibility incoercible

Catch me as little peaces and splintsExpand for a long time

This bound so incommensurable

Today the day is showy and showery

Immeasurably gloomy, frowzy and flowery

They unaware of all this umbrageRage and Injusticethats all they had rejected


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Mist a Midst of Light

Changing upon the foam

Mist a midst of nightThrough the gate of rain

Colors of fulfillment

More than you can be

You can be

You can be

So lone

Lions blending

We can not see them

Just clouds on the mist

Fog of white flames and wheels

More than you can be

You can be

You can be

So lone

No color for eternity

Unless youd used to whiteThe white light of night


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Fair Skin

Why dont you believe in me?

When I touch your fair skin?Like a beautiful dream

You know Im not insane

Do you got a fag?

I need a cigarettePlease, spare some change

Im not a tramp

Dont stay me upIll pay back your love

Ill not forget you in a drunkyard

When I was kicked out of the barI was looking forward meeting you

In a drink or in a dream


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Fou Love Stifling Air

Was so good to be with you

Your love gesture

I know that I miss

Is clear the sad road

sunflower, my flower

my love, alive, still alive

in a sacrifice to you

I want your kissyour caress

much more than your

presence

I want your attention

your heart, the lovethat is love

that invades

that disfigures

my love

your love

- of your love

Ennoble the shineof our feeling

without resentment

slowlyLove, kiss me

don't let to

regret me

Living at your side

would be so good

more I approach

of you to live becomes

love, love!, to live

You become that:that vague feeling

that is inside of me

corroding me in

melancholy

and hope

In the longing, crazyto meet, love

Was so good to be with you

Is so good to be with you

simply existing

as "a star falling,

very slowly"...


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Falling into Small Pieces

Disturbing my peace

Im encurraleted, Im not freeLocked in a cage

How can it be?

Drag me out from there

I spread out my body and hands

I extend my arms to grab (my life)

I m alive, and feeling my warm breath

Forgive me God if I still pray

As animal that hunts

But still is a prey

Drag me out from there

I spread out my body and hands

I extend my arms to grab (my life)

I m alive, and feeling my warm breath

Look at the bright side

The darkness dont fight

Look at the bright side

While my body revolves in light

Along the darkness I suddenlyaint the only which appears


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Suns of SeashoreI Die

The flaming candle crossed out the darkness

And silence becomes a hole in the whole

Part of uswere apart

You love me as I loved you while

Love made us warmSqueeze me

Come around to see meTheres

Only you and my muddy heart

I reborn to conceive you on

I write you in soft colored wingsIve been dreaming all your dreams

When your blue-eyed-tear drops of missing

My tongue glances the last diving whispering

Flattering your heart while I utmost lay downMy bodyto Die

Dying I write you A poem Where our Whole love Has been

Conceived onDying I wrote you A poem Where our Whole love Has been

Dreamed on

When I feel youre not here to make me

Warm, me and my foggy heartI Die

When I felt youre getting out of mine

The storm came to black meI Die

Im in a black and frightening wretch rainbow

My love, my love chest treasures gone and

II Died.


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Staple Article

Who are you looking for in the mirror?

We need you back here - we're your family

- you came to tear us apart- you came to break our hearts

Who do you think you are right now?Not even a shadow - you're cast out

Who are you looking for in the mirror?

Who do you think you are?Not even a shadow - a cast out

You are your own fear

who are you looking for in the mirror?

yes, I know you're very fucking ashamed

- Should you go hell away from here?

- And you had thought that's here your hell

- you came to tear us apart

- you went to break our hearts

- Separating - my body from my soul

- Dividing - my mind with yours

And you told me how long would it last

But all this love was just like a gaspMy heart blows your name everyday

And my child and I - had cried today

And my child and I have felt your lack

But all this love was just like a gaspAnd you told me how long would it lastBut that's all were just illusion and fear.


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Be Not Afraid

I cant forget about you

Do ya feel your heart?

Never cared for what they do

We must go, we must go

Where I lay my body is my home

Our hearts are on fire

Theres a part of me in you

Now weve got the fight of our life

Say goodbye, say goodbye

They have come to take your life

You can do what you want to

Ill always be a target for attackBut Ill pray for you

Pray for me, pray for me

Face the things how it should be

Never a happy ending on this lifeI cant really forget about you

Theres no sun shining like fire

Be not afraid, be not afraid.


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Ruby Shallac

Would I care about me?

Do you really thing you're freeI'm the real true ya must believe

Only ruby shallac is what I see

I dont care if you could blame me

I wait so excited in my filth

I dont see others like me

Waiting so dilated in my guilt

Would I care about me?

Do you really thing you're free

I'm the real true you must live

Only ruby shallac is what I see

As if it were true

She does everything I want toBetter than you would be

Master and slave in the same thing


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Misplaced

I need you today cause the day is empty and gray

Im hopeless cause the hope is far away and ill

We can draw this finger of our eyes

Wash our dreams in dirty waters

Maybe we could have some desires

Or drown our throat in fingers

Under the brain there are pyramids

And everything seems like liquid

I need you today that the day is so blank and great

I guess you make me to forget a doubt

I need you to misplace what we like to find

Is lost my resort to go on alive

Misplaced papers, misplaced words

Blank naked, beyond the world

Are we secrets? Are we secret illusions?

Were we pictures? Were we pictures of guns?

You let me beyond doubt

When you misplaced my mind

Maybe a smile from your mouth

Make me to glisten a glint of light


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42

Dregs of Life

If I could write a pretty song

Where our desires are real

If I could write a pretty verseWhere illusions were good things

If I could write a pretty poem

Where were not afraid to fear

If I could write a new world

Where our future is just an exit

If we should share the shame of shine

If we should share the shade of shame

If we could take the dregs of life

We should put down our mind on fire

To forget this shit called love

I know I couldnt write over your wings

A poem without words

Revealing my pain, my love, my sins

If I could spit in this fucking world

First I should spit in my face to be here

If I could write a pretty song

Where I overcome the pain, the fear

If you could love me as if eternallyId swear Id like to die

Its the lie from my heart

Revealing a thru never apart


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43

Last Gasp

And when the wave crashes in her unprotected body

And their feet sink in the sand, more and more

Her nude body cools, and her reflex is not in the water

It is green and gilded up there, you sink

Everything is becoming black

It is so difficult to breathe

But there is just a thought

You know that you don't want to live

But you dove because was already dead

And your dive was a pulse of the loneness

Nobody will find you there in the bottom

In the bottom of your despair, because you no more exist

Everything is becoming black

And no light comes to shine

But there is well here somebody waiting for you

And only he does you feel fine

But you dove because no longer more loved

And your dive was a pulse of madness

There isn't now any beat in your heart

And you don't feel; don't feel that your blood stopped

Everything is becoming black and cold

Pale now is your skin, before so golden

Closed are your eyes, before so green

Fragile, as your world that has been falling

Her body floats now just as a dead creature

Her tormented soul is always beside him

You never rest with all your tasks

But you remind when it was above, gilding and green

Everything is black now

And you cannot breathe

There are no thoughts

And you cannot live


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44

Instrumental Songs

Velis NolisChronic

Paragon

Silk Scarf


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45

Phantoms of my Being

Every night when I see you sleeping in my side

It reminds me everything becomes a chance for your escape

You are forgetting me and I cant complaintYour flight is a question of time

The wind calls and the rain over the window

And the broken telephone and the tree so shiny

Hanging up itself in darkness, playing to me

In chords of tears of death and love

Phantoms of my being in convulsionSmoke from my contagious cigarette

Hear my pet fucking lullaby

Always censoring the sky

The wind calls and the rain over the window

And the broken telephone and the tree so shiny

Hanging up itself in darkness, playing to me

In chords of tears of death and love

Thats all right! Fuck it all! Go fucking awayJust dont forget to close this sodding door

Ive got the Injectable happiness in a shot

Oh! I swear Ill clear it up before you come back again.


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Phenomena Happy

Look, this shit was your man

This worm was your manBut now hes dead

No, Im not your slave

Im not your slave

Not even look at me

Girl, youre the most beautiful oneYoure the most incredible one

Why did you sell me?

God! Its for you have I to pray

Its for you have I get insane

But I am not a slave

Oh! Im going to kill myself

Im going to hurt myself

Thats all because of you.


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47

Boredom Disposition

Listen to why, my head is bleeding love

Try to let up it, go close until my lips

Ill not try; Ill not try to kiss youJust come to me, to kill the sadness

In yourself too

But dont believe, dont believe in my words

I could be lying, and leaving me sadness to you

My head is bleeding love; love, my heart is dying

Say to me, why are you so hollow?

I wanna know, go close until my mouth

A thru is not enough for you, not enough to you

But I dont need, die to try to live with you

But dont believe, dont believe in my words

I could be lying, and leaving me sadness to youMy head is bleeding love; love, my heart is dying

My head is bleeding, love

Love, my heart is dying

Correctly thoughtless thoughts

Just a day of darkness.


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48

Less Sad Into the Void

My footsteps are carrying me

Where my fate wont me

Im always meetingMountains on plains

By my wrongs

My body is hurtI dont wanna stay

Only complainting

I know that I couldBe less sad

Stay lay down in any corner

Listening the noises carrying me

Falling back in the void of my thinks

The image of side move for inside

The world keeps me in the palm of its hand

And I feel empty, among its fingers

I cannot fasten my heart

I need to let him to leaveWho knows he find you in the way

And together stay happy

But when you come to break my heart

Over and over Ill seize the death

Ill run and run so farUntil I cannot more breathe.


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49

Were not Dead

Allege insanity

We arent in agreement

Were not happyLiving this moment

A breakdown tomorrow

Unfasten of this world

Come to learn prayers

With dirty words

Were not dead

Here is not our home

They want to burst my head

While I take time to rest

You scream for me that Im dead

Were not dead

While I chew and swallow bombs

You say I not came from a womb

While I take time to rest

You scream for me that Im dead.


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50

Share our Sadness

The gun shot accidentally

And we hadnt time

To carry her to the hospitalSo she remains there

Bleeding on my bed

The gun is mineThe bullet was to me

Not that I felt me blamed

But the bullet was to me

We walk together and we shared our sadnessWe counted the steps and the signs

Oh! My child! You dont know how is to feel

Like the only who doesnt succeed to talk

Our way is so moist

Also we dont have a dog

I saw the chaos but

Now Im living on this

I meet the essence andI discovered that Im living on this

You can feel you so beauty

Running naked like a dogYou can feel you so loved

And sick and diseased like me

Why say goodbye, if we can sing like butterflies?

Maybe one day, like hugged angels we can remainBut until there, slow down Im going to die.


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51

Intimates*

Dont you care for my love? She said bitterly

I handed her the mirror and said:

Please address these questions to the proper person!

Please make all requests to head-quarters!

In all matters of emotional importance

Please approach the supreme authority direct!

So I handed her the mirror

And she would have broken it over my head

But she caught sight of her own reflection

And that held her spellbound for two seconds

While I fled.

*D.H Lawrence poem


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52

Song of a Man Who Has Come Through*

Not I, Not I, but the wind that blows through me!

A fine wind is blowing the new Direction of time

If only, I let it bear me, carry me, if only it carry me

If only I am sensitive, subtle oh delicate, a winged gift!

If only, most lovely of all, I yeld myself and am borrowed

By the fine, fine wind that takes its course

Through the chaos of the worldLike a fine, an exquisite chisel, a wedge-blade inserted

If only I am keen and hard like the sheer tip of a wedge

Driven by invisible blows

The rock will split

we shall come at the wonder

We shall find the Hesperides

Oh For the wonder that bubbles into my soul

I would be a good fontain, a good well-head

Would blur, blur no whisperSpoil no, spoil no expression

What is the knocking?What is the Knocking at the door in the night?

It's somebody wants to do us harm

No,no, it's three strange angels

Admit them, admit them

*D.H Lawrence poem


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53

BLUE ORCHID

So sweet, How would I wish?

"Good Night, Just rest in peace"

Angel, lay me down to sleep

Comfort me, hug me with your spirit

Let us fly, let us let us free

Set on fire, my heart my sins

Please stand by for a while

Crying all day long tires me out

So sweet how would I sleep?

we're not afraid to inflict the fate

I refuge myself in your lap

and there's no fear in my head

Curled up as a rope I'm a snakeMy innocence has been failed

Surround me with your friendship

Beware, if I try to steal you a kiss

I swear, we always gonna be friends

Even if, love comes to tears us apart


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54

Hurt me as if I were Alive

the reasons we live for

are not the same we die forwhat kind of life should I realize?

oh baby! hurt me! as if I were alive

we're constantly in time lostwhos going to protect me or not?

I'm a prey for your appetite


are we in a dire need for cash?I don't really care about pure air

it's clean right here in white and black



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55

Digitalis

as if my whole life belongs to you

as if my heart know beats through youit's a point of view what comes from me

be life or death what I must see

I live in you, I know you - love

I want you, I wait you - love

in sacrifice I give my blood to you

my entire life has been given to you

in a golden-heart-shaped-sky hiden in clouds

my living despair stops to pound

deep-black-ocean, burning-forests and hills

white-soft-moments, the flame doesn' stand still

it's a point of view what goes from me

be love or death what I must to live

I born in bloom, and transform me in your love

I live in you, I know you, I want you, I wait you

I born in bloom and transform me in your love


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56

Falling Leaves

after the goodbye, everything seems so hollow

the bouncing white light is about to turn off

my life looks like a pet ready to followyour shadow everywhere you could go

and I'm so confused and lost

crying alone in the streets at night

and this once warm-heart will never defrost

as if you were my own sun and fire

a leaf falls in my handis the life that goes away

we're not even friends

what kind of wind do I wait?

I wait you right here as a blow

a river of complete love that flows

always in your direction as if you were the sea

but I'm sure, if you pass through menothing is what you're going to see

'couse I don't exist anymore

I'm a little child, my love

please, take care of megive me some kind of hope

don't give up of me.


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57

Diary Pills

my bleeding mouth touches you like an animal

I'm not secure of myself, It's your fault

you're killing me inside, I can't just get out

I love you as a wild, wild boy, it's all

but I'm delicate and fragile and I'm scared

I'm afraid of you, as a tamed creature

my eye blinks a drop of pain when you come on in

please stop to beat me, to spank me, to hurt me in

a yellow light comes with the smokeand a frozen air fulfills this place

I'm not ready when you start to choke me

but I accept this, 'couse I guess it's love

there's no one here who I must to believe

from whom belongs this fake relief?

you must to insert that new batteries

when my body and my soul begin to disappear

but your happiness works as my diary pills

doesn't matter if is pain that I feel

you know I'll never go to escape

'couse out there, there's no safe place.


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Anthem of our Hearts

you who takes me to sleep

scared by my best dreamsthis gleam glance of your heart

make me lost and mad

who takes care of me, in my carelessness?

and now you got it, I ain't really senseless

as if I forecast your illusions

I droop dreadfully in emotionsembody my soul while it exists

capture this feeling, oh love, please

who takes care of me, in my carelessness?

and now you got it, I ain't really senseless

Love made us one in our coexistence.


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Red December

they're always looking at you

but they never had seen you

their fingers appoint at youbut you're not even really there

show me if you're truly real

and not just the darkest sight

you touch that flowers and ghosts

terrified he falls on the pool

everything is slow and blueand his bones now are dust

closer than when it's gone

show me if it's truly real

they're always judging you

as if were all your fault

an unfinished feeling surrounds you

and when you feel it there's no bound

an image of terror comes at nightdoesn't matter if were the darkest sight

you touch that flowers and ghosts

while he falls on the cold pool

everything is white and blood

everything is slow and blueterrified slowly and cruel

you touch that ghosts from you.


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The Garden of Love*

I went to the Garden of Love,

And saw what I never had seen;

A Chapel was built in the midst,

Where I used to play on the green.

And the gates of this Chapel were shut

And "Thou shalt not," writ over the door;

So I turned to the Garden of LoveThat so many sweet flowers bore.

And I saw it was filled with graves,

And tombstones where flowers should be;

And priests in black gowns

were walking their rounds,And binding with briars my joys and desires.

*William Blake Poem


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SPRIGS OF PARSLEY

A parchament with red parings spry petition spreading out and

ramifying its wordshoney!

Suds and spumes sprinkle over the ground, succinct miracleon the skyhoney

A substantial light grapples the darkness, graining the night until asilent soft entombed blue irradiation

Intumescence of ourselves. A fickle farvancy bedazzle, blood sparks

and ballerinas dandlebestow God the glory

You see the heir loon moon as head light of unended sunThe sea wheedles with its waves over the stones the scribbles

Astonished inside acid bubbles. I recognize death everywhere where

supposed to have lifehoney

Gather for instance your plastic soldiers. Ransonless drossy drizzle,you lurk; you hide yourself through this

drooping drizzy harshway

Replete of exhaustless blood taste

An atmosphere of mad sadness

Revolving and bouncing the fate


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01Trip Mechanism

02Anthem of our Life

03No Tears

04Not Even Right Sure

05Perhaps you may die06Guerrilha Warfare07Pluck

08Envoy

09 You didnt like me.Neither did I.

10Survive

11Hoax n Bloody Drops

12Newspaper13Moist Fields

14Glimpse15Lip

16Plymouth Fury

17Blue Turmalin18Sperm

19Cold Comfort

20Worse than Ever21Chroma-Key

22Ballonemant

23Rotten Rotes

24Shamanistic Waves

25Orange-Peel

26My Dying Heart Bleeds

27She Loves to Kill You

28X-Chromosome

29Balls of Sapphire30Cotard Syndrome

34Fou LoveStifling Air35Falling into Small Pieces

36Suns of Seashore37Staple Article

38Be Not Afraid39Ruby Shallac40Misplaced

41Dregs of Life

42Last Gasp

43Instrumentals Songs

44Phantoms of my Being

45Phenomena Happy

46Boredom Disposition47Less sad Into the Void

48Were not dead

49Share our Sadness

50Intimates51 Song of a Man Who Has

Come Through

52 - Blue Orchid53 - Hurt me as if I were Alive

54 - Digitalis

55 - Falling Leaves56 - Diary Pills

57 - Anthem of our Hearts

58 - Red December59The Garden of Love

60Sprigs of Parsley

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