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Sada Santa Meghdal a collection of Bengali poems by Abu

Sayeed Obaidullah. Published in February 2011 by NISARGA, 441/1B, Flat-A, Senpara Parbata, Mirpur-10, Dhaka.

Cover Designed by Roni. Price : Tk. 80.00

ISBN :978-984-33-2706-2

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-Pablo Neruda

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