Just Another California Girl, Episode 1-13

7/31/2019 Just Another California Girl, Episode 1-13

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JII QELC]W QDWDQPDM GH_UQELC] :555+1?:7


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\cdb !]cjt,s HN* tcd prdkedr dbtdrtjebkdbt wddniy) jsndm

kd) Kjx Mrymdb) th ebtdrvedw Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr E tchulct E whuim

med" Bhahmy eb jlds cjs addb jaid th ldt cdr th tjin jahut cdr

mjrn pjst" \etc tcd MPM rdidjsd h` hbd h` cdr him guit èiks)

tcd tekd cjm ghkd `hr shkdhbd th mel mert jbm tcjt shkdhbd wjs

kd"

E spdbt j ihbl wddndbm jt Pjbdssj,s rdbtji chkd eb Gcdveht

Ceiis" E wjs tcdrd fust th mh tcd kjljzebd ebtdrvedw) aut wd

whubm up ahbmebl" E kdt shkd h` cdr mjriebl `jkeiy kdkadrs iend

cdr bedgd) Jijbj" ]cdrd jrd bh kdb eb tcd pegturd"

Et sddks j`tdr Gcjs Gceims mesjppdjrdm hr medm =? ydjrs

jlh) mdpdbmebl hb wcegc sthry yhu adiedvd) Pjbdssj ljvd up hb

dvdr èbmebl trud ihvd"

J`tdr fust hbd rdjiiy ihbl wddndbm) E whubm up wetc wjy thh

kugc kjtdreji `hr j kjljzebd ebtdrvedw" E cjm bh gchegd aut th

stjy ihbldr" ]cd bdxt tcebl yhu nbhw hut spjt tces ahhn" Kjyad

et cjs shkdtcebl th mh wetc ky bjturji jaeieteds th rdebtdrprdt

cdr rdji+ie`d Chiiywhhm dvdbts wetc sugc mrjkjteg ìjer"

Hr) kjyad et,s adgjusd murebl jii tces wd mdvdihpdm j trud

`redbmscep" Hbd tcjt lhds `jr adyhbm tcd skhnd jbm kerrhr

eiiusehbs ]ebsdithwb kjnds h` ets prhldby"


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E cdrday mdgijrd Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr th ad j khmdi h` shiem+

stddi strdbltc) rdseiedbgd jbm lrjgd" Khst h` jii) scd es j

whbmdr`ui `redbm th wchk E mdmegjtd tces ahhn"

K" Mrymdb + Byjgn) BU 1?:7


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E ìdw eb th IJS hbd vdry cht jbm supdr+subby Wjturmjy

j`tdrbhhb eb djriy Wdptdkadr j `dw ydjrs jlh" Et wjs vdry

dxgetebl `hr kd) dvdb tchulc E cjvd addb tcrhulc Ihs Jbldids hb

sdvdrji hggjsehbs" Whkdtekds `hr ausebdss) aut khst jiwjys `hr

shkd nebm h` pidjsurd" Ghkebl `rhk Byjgn) Bdw Uhrn) hbd mhds bht

bdgdssjreiy tcebn vdry celciy h` Ihs Jbldids" Et wjbts th ad

shkdtcebl wcdb et lrhws up) aut et es steii lhebl tcrhulc j

shkdwcjt jwnwjrm) phst+jmhidsgdbt pcjsd" E mhbt `rhwb uphb tces

iettid cjkidt> E sekpiy whuimbt dvdr gjii et chkd"

E wjs pegndm up ay Pjbdssj Ljrmbdrs bedgd) Jijbj" Jijbj

strugn kd js prdtty pijeb" Wcd wjs prdtty) aut eb j bhb+mdsgrept

wjy" Et sddkdm hmm `hr j gdidaretys bedgd th ad strenebliy

hrmebjry" Wcd èt pdr`dgtiy eb snebby fdjbs jbm cdr cjer

dxtdbsehbs ihhndm dxpdbsevd dvdb tchulc tcdy wdrd j ielct arhwb

scjmd wetc ajrdiy jby celcielcts"

Wcd cjm hb hbd cdii h` j pjer h` wcjt ihhndm + eb tcd jwùi

ielctebl jt Tbetdms ajlljld gijek + iend Ihuahutebs" Ijtdr scd

rdvdjidm th kd tcjt tcdy wdrd jgtujiiy nbhgnh``s scd cjm ahulct

jt j Qhss schp bdjr tcd chusd scd ievds eb wetc cdr jubt) tcd

vdry `jkhus Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr"

]h khst pdhpid) Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr es bht tcjt `jkhus" E`)

iend kd) yhu jrd ubmdr tcd jld h` tcerty+èvd) et es phsseaid

yhu cjvd bh emdj wch eb tcd aijzds scd es) ubidss) iend kd) yhu


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cjppdb th cjvd jii tcd dpeshmds h` _dlly _hwdii hb MPM hr yhu

mhwbihjm tcdk h`` h` Bdtìex" Cdr sestdr wjs tcd ael stjr h`

tcjt him tdidvesehb schw jbm gutd iettid Pjbdssj cjm j `dw wjin+

hbs hb et" Dvdbtujiiy) scd adgjkd `jkhus js tcd stjr h` tcjt

ghubtdr+guiturd sdbsjtehb khved) Gceimrdb h` Bhw"

Eb et) scd ihhndm jkjzebl wetc wcetd nbdd+idbltc ahhts jbm

j grhgcdtdm kebesnert" Wcd sdt h`` jb dbterd Wdvdbtddb

kjljzebd trdbm wetc cdr ihbl) strjelct cjer jbm phndr strjelct

ajbls `jiiebl hvdr cdr ael dxprdssevd) nbhw+et+jii dyds"

]cjt es tcd adst E gjb mh th ebtrhmugd yhu th Pjbdssj js

scd wjs wcdb scd wjs j èdry stjridt wetc tcd Chiiywhhm whrim hb

j strebl" Tsujiiy) E jk bht stjr+strugn wetc pdhpid sebgd E

ebtdrvedw jii nebms h` _dhpid `hr j ievebl" ]cjt) jbm E cdip hut

jt ky ahy`redbms ljiidry pjrt tekd"

Drbdst + ky ahy`redbm + nbhws tcd mestebgtehbs adtwddb lhhm

whrn jbm jkjtdur jrt" Ets begd th cjvd cek pjy kd th tjnd

skhnebl ardjns jbm webmhw schp `hr `hur+chur wddndbm sce`ts" Et

cdips j iht th ldt hut h` tcd chusd jbm jwjy `rhk tcd ahrebl)

ihbdiy tdmeuk tcjt ghkpresds bhb+sthp trjbsgreaebl jbm wretebl"

Ky jubt sjys wd schuim sthp jbm pegn up shkd susce"

Jijbj lrjas ky ajls jbm thssds tcdk ebth tcd trubn h` cdr

grhsshvdr" Havehusiy scd whrns hut hr jt idjst es lhhm jahut

èttebl eb shkd wdelcts j `dw tekds j wddn" Wcd giegn+gijgns


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hvdr th kd jbm rjesds cdr sublijssds) \cjt wjs yhur bjkd jljeb8

Kjx8

Evd addb nbhwb th jbswdr th muka+muka hb hggjsehb" Cjc*

E jgt rdjiiy stupem wcdb E jk bdrvhus"

\ceid Jijbj mem bht kjnd kd `ddi pjrteguijriy ubdjsy) tcd

tchulct h` adebl jahut hbd chur jwjy `rhk kddtebl Pjbdssj wjs

turbebl kd ebth j aukaid+cdjm"

Uhu jrd ghhi wetc susce) tcdb"

Uds" Jby nebm" E ùkaidm wetc ky geljrdttds"

Whrry" E gjbt cjvd jbyhbd skhnd eb cdrd" Et upsdts ky

jubt" Wtdp hut jbm cjvd hbd ad`hrd wd lh"

Jijbj phebtdm th shkd ausy strddt pjst tchsd kuite+ghihrdm)

ielctdm IJS ghiukbs" E schhn ky cdjm" E membt bddm th tjnd

jbhtcdr è`tddb kebutds h`` h` ky ie`d" Wh) h`` wd wdbt" \d

gcjttdm jahut bhtcebl ael" ]cdb) E wjetdm wcjt sddkdm iend

`hrdvdr wceid scd sthppdm eb th ldt susce jt j pijgd tcjt ihhndm

js bhb+mdsgrept js scd mem"

E cjvd th sjy et whubm up adebl tcd khst pcdbhkdbji susce E

dvdr tjstdm" \ch nbdw strep+kjiis wdrd ùii h` kjleg8 E ludss E

ubmdrdstekjtd Ihs Jbldids shkdtekds" E bdvdr ubmdrdstekjtdm

Pjbdssj) chwdvdr"


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\cdb wd jrrevdm jt cdr chusd) wcegc es bht rdjiiy cdrs)

#aut tcjt es jbhtcdr gcjptdr% E rdjiiy cjm th pdd" E wjs sh

bdrvhus E membt mjrd arebl et up th Jijbj" Iend E sjem) wd mem

tjin j iettid) aut bht jahut jbytcebl ael" \d cjm ydt th giegn

jt tcjt phebt"

E ndpt tcd susce tjnd hut hb ky ijp) jbm tredm cjrm bht th

squesc et" ]cd gjr wdbt up j rdjiiy stddp mrevdwjy jbm sthppdm

eb `rhbt h` j ljrjld tcjt wjs stugn bdxt th j prdtty Idjvd+et+

th+Adjvdr+ihhnebl chusd" Jijbj scut tcd khthr h`` jbm wdbt

jrhubm tcd ajgn `hr ky ajls"

Es tces tcd tjpd rdghrmdr Jubt Pjbdssj kdbtehbdm tcjt yhu

usd8 Wcd jrk+guridm tcd ajl tcjt mem) eb `jgt) chim ky him+

`jscehbdm tjpd kjgcebd"

E bhmmdm jbm tredm cjrm bht th tcebn jahut chw E schuim

cjvd lhbd th tcd ajtcrhhk jt IJS) bh kjttdr chw meslustebl

puaieg rdstrhhks jrd th kd" E tredm dvdb cjrmdr bht th tcebn chw

E whuim kjbjld bht `jebtebl wcdb dbtdrebl tcjt qujebt chusd jbm

kjnebl tcd jgqujebtjbgd h` tcd Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr"

Jijbj jbm E wjindm ebsemd tcd chusd" Et wjs mek eb tcdrd)

mdspetd chw subby et wjs hutsemd" Et sddkdm iend j begd pijgd)

aut shkdchw stugn eb j me``drdbt drj" ]cd `urbeturd sddkdm bdw)

jbm dvdb j iettid hb tcd dxpdbsevd semd" Udt) jii h` et cjm

cebts h` rdtrh `rhk wcdrd E wjs stjbmebl"


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Cjbl hb th tcd susce" Eii ad relct ajgn) scd sjem" Cdr

vhegd trjeidm h`` js scd giegn+gijgndm mhwb j cjiiwjy" Ek fust

puttebl yhur tcebls eb tcd grddpy rhhk"

E cjm bh tekd th gjii j`tdr cdr th jsn wcjt) eb `jgt)

ghbstetutdm j grddpy rhhk" ]cjt es adgjusd shkdtcebl) hr

shkdhbd) adljb lrjaaebl jt tcd susce E wjs chimebl"

E ihhndm jbm tcdrd sthhm Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr) tullebl jt tcd

tjnd hut ajl eb ky cjbms" Wcd wjs j iettid schrtdr tcjb E

ekjlebdm) aut wjs js tceb js j whkjb cdr jld ghuim ad" Wcd wjs

wdjrebl sublijssds jbm j ìhppy aijgn cjt" Cdr cjer wjs puiidm

up ubmdr tcd cjt) sh et wjs ekphsseaid th tdii wcjt ghihr et

wjs"

E whuim cjvd pjssdm hut hr jt idjst cjvd cjm ky vhegd

dsgjpd kd wdrd et bht `hr tcd vdry èrst tcebl scd uttdrdm th

kd"

Jrd yhu ljy8

#Hc) yds scd mem"%

Weidbgd mrjlldm `hr wcjt sddkdm iend dtdrbety etsdi`" J`tdr

j `dw khrd cdiijgehusiy ihbl sdghbms scd kjmd j `jgd jt kd"

\dii8 Wcd jsndm) mjbliebl tcd susce ajl `rhk cdr bdjtiy

kjbegurdm èbldrs jbm lrebbebl wegndmiy"

Mh E ++ ihhn ljy8


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]cd lreb hb cdr `jgd lrdw aelldr" Jbhtcdr dtdrbji khkdbt

pjssdm" Ky sthkjgc `dit iend et mem j`tdr tcd tekd E jtd j ahx

h` Kdxegjb fukpebl adjbs wcdb E wjs sex6 Mh E shubm ljy8

Cdr lreb grjgndm ebth j lejbt skeid) aut scd rdkjebdm

seidbt"

Hc) `hr Gcrests sjnd) E chpd E mhbt jgt ljy"

Jbm wetc tcjt) Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr) arhnd ebth j ihum lellid h`

j ijulc) rdkebesgdbt h` shkdtcebl tcjt whuim ghkd `rhk j

tddbjldr"

E iend yhu) scd sjem" J iht"

Wcd thhn kd ay ky jrk"

Idts djt tces susce quegn" Jijbj gjb ad j pel) sh wd bddm

th ldt eb wceid tcd ldttebl es lhhm"

Ghuim E trhuaid yhu th th

Tsd tcd ajtcrhhk8 Cjbl j id`t" Ets tcd `erst mhhr hpdb"

Fust ghkd hut ajgn tces wjy) scd phebtdm) jbm wdii mebd

thldtcdr eb tcd subscebd"

E gjbt adiedvd tcjt hbd h` tcd `erst tcebls E jsndm hbd h`

ky emhis wjs e` E ghuim usd cdr ajtcrhhk" Wteii) E kjbjldm th

kddt cdr jbm bht `jebt hr wdt ky pjbts" ]cebls wdrd ihhnebl

juspegehus" J`tdr E lht kysdi` setujtdm) E `hubm ky wjy hut th


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tcd ajgn h` tcd chusd) wcdrd wd scjrdm j sdjt hb j wcetd+wjscdm

erhb pjteh adbgc"

\d jtd thldtcdr wetc j iettid aet h` j `drvhr" Wcd kust

cjvd addb sdrehus jahut Jijbj) jbm E wjsbt jahut th kess hut hb

ky scjrd h` tcd khst mdiegehus susce E dvdr cjm eb ky ie`d"

_ius) E ghuim bht adiedvd E wjs jgtujiiy settebl eb ]CD

ajgnyjrm h` ]CD chkd h` ]CD Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr wetc ]CD Pjbdssj

Ljrmbdr" E jikhst `hrlht jii jahut tcd grddpy rhhk" Jii E

wjbtdm th mh wjs phst ghpehus) pijy+ay+pijy mdtjeis hb @jgdahhn

hr tdxt Drbdst j cubmrdm tekds hvdr) aut E ghuimbt" E cjm th

prdtdbm th jgt gjik"

J`tdr mebbdr) Pjbdssj cjm Jijbj schw kd th ky rhhk" Et

cjppdbdm th ad tcd hbd scd gjiidm tcd grddpy rhhk"

Wcd tcebns et weii prhvemd yhu wetc ebsperjtehb) Jijbj

jbbhubgdm" E `hiihwdm cdr ebsemd th wcjt ihhndm iend j sdt

mdselbdm jbm ùrbescdm th kekeg kem+gdbtury Ghihbeji rdvevji j

ij Fjgqudiebd Ndbbdmy"

]cd `hgji phebt h` tcd rhhk wjs j ljrljbtujb pedgd h`

ùrbeturd wetc `hur idls" Et sjt skjgn eb `rhbt h` j adjuteùi

ajy webmhw tcjt hvdrihhndm tcd yjrm eb wcegc E cjm fust èbescdm

settebl jbm suppebl wetc Pjbdssj" ]cd pedgd h` ùrbeturd E rd`dr

th wjs bht j tjaid) chwdvdr" Et wjs wcjt hbgd wjs ghbsemdrdm th

ad j tdidvesehb sdt"


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\cjts sh grddpy jahut tces rhhk8 E cjm th whbmdr hut

ihum"

E put yhur stu`` hvdr tcdrd) Jijbj sjem) phebtebl th j

wjii h` aueit+eb ahhnscdivds wcegc ìjbndm j gcjer jbm mdsn hb

wcegc j _rebgdss pchbd rdstdm"

Mhds et whrn8 E kjmd j ldsturd wetc ky cjbm js e` kjnebl

j gjii hb j gdii pchbd"

]cd pchbd whrns" Fust mhbt dxpdgt th MPQ jbytcebl hb tcjt

tcebl"

E jgtujiiy èbm tces rhhk gcjrkebl" Ets j stdp ajgn eb

tekd"

]h djgc ces hwb) Jijbj sjem jbm cdjmdm `hr tcd mhhrwjy"

]cd ajtcrhhk es sdt up `hr yhu jgrhss tcd cjii cdrd"

]cjbns) E jirdjmy `hubm ky wjy tcdrd" Adt E weii ldt j iht

h` whrn mhbd cdrd) E ijulcdm `hr jashiutdiy bh rdjshb jt jii"

]cdrd E wjs) dkajrrjssebl kysdi` iend j mjbldm `hhi" Jijbj

membt sddk th gjrd hr bhtegd" Wteii) E gut ky ijulc schrt)

jbm rdljebdm ky premd wetc j swe`t) ghbèmdbt wjin hvdr th tcd

mdsn"

E sjw tcjt) hb hbd wjii) tcdrd wdrd twh `rjkdm) pjebtdm

phrtrjets h` twh iettid leris seichudttds hbd Jbldij Ljrmbdr

jbm hbd Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr" E ekjlebdm tcjt sebgd tcdy wdrd sh


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`jkhus ihbl jlh shkd jrtest hr jbhtcdr wjs ghkkessehbdm ay tcd

`jkeiy th rdbmdr tcdk" ]cd phrtrjets tcdksdivds mem sddk j

iettid grddpy" ]cdy wdrd djgc selbdm ay jb ubebtdiieleaid jrtest

eb) js `jr js E ghuim kjnd hut tcd pjebtdm aijgn sgrjwi) tcd

ydjr 00"

Uhurd idjvebl hb Khbmjy) relct8 Jijbj pddndm ajgn eb

tcd mhhrwjy"

Ky `ielct idjvds hb Khbmjy jtdidvdb" E swepdm ky cjbms

jgrhss ky pjbts phgndts th ldt rem h` shkd pdrsperjtehb" J"K"

Jijbj cjm jirdjmy cdjmdm h`` gjiiebl j`tdr Pjbdssj js scd

giegndm mhwb tcd cjii) Jk E supphsdm th mrevd yhur `redbm ajgn

th tcd jerphrt) thh8

\hw" @ddiebl sh wdighkdm) summdbiy" ]cjts jish wcdb E

rdjiezdm tcjt tcd grddpy rhhk cjm bh selb h` j adm" Fust j vdry

jbgedbt) aut wdii+ndpt pjttdrbdm upchistdrdm sh`j wcegc wjs

gdbtdrdm skjgn eb `rhbt h` tcjt him tdidvesehb" Bdxt th tcd sh`j

wjs jb jsctrjy+ljrajld aeb ghkah dkahssdm wetc j aijgn `jux+erhb

djlid"

E mdgemdm E whuim mesguss tcd jgghkkhmjtehbs wetc Pjbdssj

j`tdr schwebl wcjt j whbmdr`ui chusd ludst E ghuim ad" ]cdrd cjm

th ad shkdwcdrd disd eb tcd chusd th siddp" E wdbt th tjnd hut

ky dquepkdbt jbm jish ky thhtcarusc" E cjtd `hrldttebl th arebl

j thhtcarusc wcdbdvdr E trjvdi" Tb`hrtubjtdiy) ets j ghkkhb


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tcebl sh) tcd shhbdr E mesghvdr E bddm th rub hut `hr hbd) tcd

adttdr"

Ldttebl ghk`y8

DDDU+JCCC* E scredndm"

E membt kdjb th stjrtid yhu" Pjbdssj lellidm) jbm wjindm

ebth tcd rhhk jbm dydm ky tjpd kjgcebd" \drd j kjtgc kjmd eb

cdjvdb" Uhu iend him scet) thh"

E mem cjvd j tcebl `hr ky him tjpd kjgcebd" Pjbdssj cjm j

tcebl `hr cdr him tdidvesehb sdt" Wcd `jgdm kd) wdjrebl j lrddb

`jgd kjsn" Cdr cjer wjs mjrn" @hr j whkjb cdr jld) scd kust) h`

ghursd) ghihr et" Et wjs steii cjrm `hr kd th tdii sebgd scd cjm

et puiidm ajgn eb j telct aub"

E ludss wd jrd + shrt h` + j kjtgc" Whrry `hr stjrebl jt

yhu"

Mhbt jphihlezd) scd aihttdm jt cdr `jgd wetc cdr

`ebldrteps" E cjvdbt cjm tcd pidjsurd h` kddtebl kjby yhubl

pdhpid wch iend him stu``" \eii yhu neii kd e` E thugc yhur

kjgcebd8

Wcd cdipdm cdrsdi` th prdssebl j `dw autthbs jbm sthid tcd

kegrhpchbd `rhk ky lrjsp" E `dit bdrvhus" E schuim bht cjvd th

tdii yhu) mdjr rdjmdr) wcy et es sh khkdbthus th jgtujiiy kddt j


14/43

pdrshb iend Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr" Aut) wcdb scds jb emhi h` yhurs)

bh dxpijbjtehb es bddmdm"

]ces leri es hb èyjcccc) scd sjbl ebth tcd kegrhpchbd

wceid ihhnebl relct jt kd) Ay tcd wjy) Kjx) ky mejreds jrd hb

tchsd scdivds" Uhu kelct èbm ets djsedr th fust rdjm tcdk jbm

tcdb sukkjrezd wcjtdvdr yhu iend" E mhbt rdjiiy tcebn E cjvd

kugc th tjin jahut tcdsd mjys" Adsemds) wcjt cjppdbdm +

cjppdbdm"

Ghkd th tcebn h` et) et wjs ldttebl dvdb grddpedr eb tcjt

rhhk" E ihhndm jt tcd ìhhr+th+gdeiebl scdivds" ]cdy wdrd jii

ùii"

Wdrehusiy8

Begd kjgcebd" E ldt up djriy" @hrgd h` cjaet" E` yhu cdjr

j iht h` ajblebl jrhubm jt èvd) ets kd) Pjbdssj yjwbdm"

]cdb scd strdtgcdm jbm nessdm kd skjgn mja hb ky `hrdcdjm

ad`hrd wjinebl hut h` tcd rhhk" Et wjs tcdb E rdjiezdm tcd

grddpy rhhk cjm bh mhhr" Et wjs j ievebl rhhk) khrd sh tcjb j

admrhhk"

E cjm bh prevjgy essud jahut tcd ijgn h` j mhhr th tcd rhhk

E wjs siddpebl eb" Aut) ay jrhubm tcrdd tcjt khrbebl et adgjkd

gidjr tcjt tcd ijgn h` j mhhr kjmd `hr jb essud hr twh

ghbgdrbebl bhesd"


15/43

E ghuim cdjr Jijbj ydiiebl tcrhulc tcd wjiis" Cdr vhegd wjs

wcjt whnd kd up" E cdjrm cdr vhegd ldttebl ihumdr js et

trjvdiidm mhwb tcd cjiiwjy ebth tcd ajtcrhhk wcdrd E tcdb ghuim

cdjr tcd ihum ajbl h` j theidt iem skjgnebl jljebst tcd tjbn"

J `dw khkdbts ijtdr) tcdrd wjs tcd shubm h` j `iusc) tcdb j

`jugdt rubbebl `hiihwdm ay shkdhbd disd gudebl kuseg `rhk

jbhtcdr rhhk" Et shubmdm iend Grdmdbgd Gidjrwjtdr Qdvevji" E mh

nbhw `rhk ceppy kuseg adebl `rhk ky bdgn h` tcd whhms) wcdrd E

cjvd addb lrjgdm ay Qegced Cjvdbs jbm sh `hrtc jt tcd ]urbebl

_hebt eb _edrkhbt) aut tcjt es bdetcdr cdrd bhr tcdrd"

Bh hbd gjrds jahut j stupem kdssjld ahjrm* ]cdrd wdbt

Jijbjs vhegd jljeb) tces tekd vdry gidjr" Et lht j iettid

ihumdr js tcd ajtcrhhk mhhr swubl hpdb" \cjt gdbtury jrd yhu

eb8

E tchulct E stjrtdm th mdtdgt tcd `jebt hmhr h` kjrefujbj

dbtdrebl tcd grddpy rhhk" ]cdb gjkd tcd mestebgt shubm h`

Pjbdssjs vhegd6 E gjrd jahut ky `jbs"

Ldt j ie`d) E cdjrm Jijbj kuttdr fust js scd scut jbhtcdr

mhhr eb tcd chusd"

Wh tcdrd E wjs wetc tcd `jebt sters h` gijsseg rhgn cets th

iuii kd ajgn th siddp jihbl wetc shkd mdielct`ui pu``s h`

kdmegebji pht wj`tebl jrhubm" E jgtujiiy ghuim bht ldt ajgn th

siddp jbm j`tdr shkd tekd E mdgemdm th grjgn hpdb hbd h`


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Pjbdssjs mejreds" Aut) fust js E wjs hb ky `ddt tcdrd wjs

Pjbdssj stjbmebl tcdrd eb tcd mhhrwjy"

E jk shhhhh shrry) scd wcespdrdm ihumiy"

_idjsd" Mhbt jphihlezd) E wcespdrdm ajgn"

Jijbjs j pjeb eb ky autt) Pjbdssj wcespdrdm jljeb) tces

tekd ghkebl th set hb tcd sh`j" Wcd cjm j siddp kjsn puscdm up

jgrhss cdr `hrdcdjm" Et kjmd cdr cjer adjuteùiiy kdssdm up"

\cjt mh yhu `ddi iend mhebl bhw8

Uhu jrd fhnebl) relct8 E ndpt wcespdrebl"

H` ghursd" E jk fust wjetebl `hr ky Jkaedb th negn eb"

\jbt hbd8

Ek èbd" E sjt ajgn mhwb hb tcd sh`j bdxt th cdr"

Uhurd fdtijlldm jbm Evd lhbd jbm kjmd j mesjstdr h` yhur

èrst belcts siddp" Uhurdbht èbd"

E `ddi èbd) E sjem js scd adljb whrnebl th tugn kd eb"

E chpd E mhbt mrevd yhu buts" E mrevd Jijbj buts) aut E

jk shrry" E jk ghkputdr gcjiidbldm" E hbiy nbhw sh kugc jahut

tcdk ebtdrwdas" ]cdrd jrd j iht h` pdhpid hut tcdrd tcjt wjbt th

nbhw khrd) dspdgejiiy jahut Gcjs" Mem cd h`` ceksdi`) fust

mesjppdjr hr mem cd med h` cdjt dxphsurd8 \cjt tcd cdii mh E


17/43

rdjiiy nbhw8 E` pdhpid wjbt th nbhw khrd) E weii tdii tcdk khrd"

Js ihbl js tcdrd es jb jumedbgd `hr et

]cjt wjs jahut wcdb E `dit kysdi` ldttebl mrhwsy) aut E

wjbtdm th cdjr khrd" Wcd wjs relct" ]cdrd wjs steii jb jumedbgd

`hr tces stu``"

E jgtujiiy wjbtdm th turb ky tjpd kjgcebd hb tcdrd jbm

tcdb" Et shubmdm iend E wjs gjpjaid h` gjpturebl shkdtcebl

stdiijr" ]cdb) Pjbdssj jaruptiy gijkkdm up"

E lhttj lh ad`hrd E webm up eb tcd netgcdb djtebl stegns

h` auttdr"

]cd dxprdssehb hb ky `jgd adlldm `urtcdr dxpijbjtehb"

]ces kdmegebd" Ets nbhwb `hr kjnebl pdhpid siddp djt" E)

pdrshbjiiy) rd`usd th ldt th tcjt phebt jbm sh) h`` th adm E

lh" Wcd puscdm tcd siddp kjsn mhwb j iettid jbm id`t"

]cd bdxt khrbebl wjs rdkjrnjaiy `hlly hutsemd" ]cd chusd

wjs dkpty" E mesghvdrdm tces j`tdr wjnebl up wetc j remeguihus

ajgnjgcd `rhk siddpebl hb tcjt ghugc" \cdb E gjiidm hut `hr

Jijbj hr Pjbdssj th jsn e` tcdy cjm jby jspereb jrhubm) tcdrd

wjs bh jbswdr"

E wjs bdvdr hbd th pry jrhubm pdhpids tcebls jbm dvdb wetc

ky ajgn curtebl E rdsestdm tcd tdkptjtehb th tjnd j giegcm sgjb

h` tcd kdmegebd gjaebdt" E mem) chwdvdr) sbdjn ebth tcd netgcdb


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th sdd e` E ghuim ldt kysdi` j mrebn h` wjtdr" E `hrjldm `hr j

lijss) rjb tcd `jugdt jbm bhtegdm j lejbt bhtd hb tcd `remld

pdbbdm eb aijgn Wcjrped" E stdppdm gihsdr th rdjm et th tcd

shubm h` tcd rubbebl tjp6

Mdjrdst Kjx)

Cjm th mjsc hut `hr jb jppt"

Cdip yhursdi` th jbytcebl(dvdrytcebl"

E` yhu bddm j ghkputdr) tcd iearjry es jrhubm tcd aihgn jbm

jgrhss tcd aremld" Hpdb th 4" \eii arebl chkd mdiesc mebbdr)

Ihvd) Pjb

_"W" Jijbj sjys ce

E gcdgndm tcd tekd" Et wjs delct+tcerty" Wh) tcd `ijt+idjvdrs

cjm kd hb ky hwb tcd wchid mjy" Chws tcjt `hr chspetjiety8 E

luipdm mhwb shkd tjp wjtdr) ljlldm) spet et ebth tcd sebn jbm

rdjiezdm twh tcebls" Hbd) E cjm tcd hpphrtubety th rdjm tcd

mejreds" ]wh) E fust mrjbn IJ tjp wjtdr"

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

Whkdtcebl ebtdrruptdm kd js E wjs spettebl ebth tcd sebn"

Et wjs tcd `jebt shubm h` j meletjiezdm mesgh cet"

Ky gdii pchbd* E rjb ebth ky tdkphrjry ievebl rhhk qujrtdrs

jbm thrd tcrhulc ky ajls" Et wjs mhwb th tcd ijst rebl" ]cebls

wdrd ldttebl mdspdrjtd"


19/43

Drbdst* E schutdm jt ihbl ijst ebth tcd pchbd" J wjywjrm

shgn `idw ebth ky `jgd ad`hrd `jiiebl th tcd `ihhr"

\dii8 Wh8 Chw jrd tcebls) Kjx8

@jauihus" Ek ldttebl mhwb th shkd sdrehus whrn thmjy" Wcd

wjbts kd th rdjm cdr mejreds*

\hw) shubms prdtty sdrehus"

E kess yhu) Drbdst"

\cegc es wcy yhu gjiidm tcd khkdbt yhu ijbmdm"

E wjs remeguihusiy mestrjgtdm"

@hrldt et" ]cd ekphrtjbt tcebl es yhu jrd mhebl shkdtcebl

tcjt rdjiiy kdjbs shkdtcebl th yhu"

]cjbn yhu `hr sjyebl tcjt"

Uhu id`t cji` h` yhur Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr MPM ghiidgtehb jii

hvdr tcd pjrihr" E cjm th gidjb tcebls up `jst wcdb Wcjwb jbm

Dijebd gjkd ay ijst dvdbebl" Chpd yhu mhbt kebm) aut E stjscdm

dvdrytcebl ubmdr tcd adm"

Wcjwb jbm Dijebd gjkd ay8 Fust Wcjwb jbm Dijebd8

Fust Wcjwb jbm Dijebd"

\cy8

Drbdsts ijulc shubmdm jbbhydm" Adgjusd) seiiy" \d

membt `ddi iend dbmebl tcd ljiidry pjrty" Ces bdw whrn es


20/43

rdjiiy shkdtcebl disd" Et wjs j kjmchusd" E ghuim cjvd rdjiiy

usdm yhur cdip"

E mhbt nbhw wcjt yhu wjbt kd th sjy th tcjt"

Chw jahut shkdtcebl iend E prhkesd th stjrt ldttebl

sdrehus jahut ie`d8

Drbdst) ghkd hb"

Ihhn) E cjvd tcd pjtedbgd h` Fha) aut shkdtekds yhu cjvd

yhur cdjm eb tcd gihums"

E jk whrnebl thwjrms aueimebl us j ùturd jbm kd j

gjrddr"

]ces es wcdrd E stjrt th ldt ìustdrdm murebl djgc jbm

dvdry ghbvdrsjtehb wetc Drbdst"

E jk lhebl th mh khrd tcjb fust trjbsgread ebtdrvedws `hr

aihls jbm kjljzebds) Drbdst" E jk lhebl th ad j sdrehus jrtest

eb ky hwb wjy"

Chw8 Ay mesghvdrebl tcjt Gcjs Gceims h``dm ceksdi`8 Mem

_rh`dsshr _iuk cdip ay gihgnebl cek hvdr tcd cdjm wetc tcd

gjbmidstegn8 E gjbt rub j whrim gijss ljiidry wetchut j pjrtbdr

E gjb ghubt hb" ]cdrds Dijebd jt tcd mhhr" Wcds èiiebl eb `hr

yhu `hr tcd bdxt `dw mjys"

]cjts èbd"


21/43

Cjvd `ub) aut try th nddp yhur yhubl iettid cdjm hb

strjelct `hr kd) hnjy8 Kwjc) kwjc) kwjc"

\cjtdvdr yhu sjy) Mjmmy) E sjem th tcd shubm h` tcd gjii

mesghbbdgtebl"

E h`tdb lh jrhubm sjyebl E jk 10" E jk rdjiiy 77" Drbdst es

=5" J`tdr tcjt gjii) et ghuim bht cjvd addb j khrd hpphrtubd

tekd th trdn th tcd ihgji iearjry wetc j `dw h` Pjbdssjs

mejreds jbm j cdjp ihjm h` ky hwb jkaetehb" Et wjs tekd th ldt

mhwb th aezbjtgc"

]cd wjin th tcd iearjry jiihwdm kd th sdd khrd h` Pjbdssjs

trjbquei) shkdwcjt jvdrjld suaurajb bdelcahrchhm" Et cjppdbs th

ad `jbgy dbhulc) wetc AK\s jbm j Idxus hr tcrdd pjrndm eb fust

jahut dvdry mrevdwjy) aut shkdchw et rdlestdrdm js sh+sh `hr kd"

]cd shubm h` idj` aihwdrs auzzdm tcrhulc tcd seidbgd js

ijbmsgjpdrs pdr`hrkdm tcder whrn `hr tcd mjy"

Wdvdrji juthkjteg sprebnidr systdks spjt wjtdr hbth iusc)

lrddb ijwbs tcjt sddkdm mhttdm wetc tcd sjkd nebm h` jrrjbldkdbt

h` `ihwdrs" ]cdrd wdrd j thb h` rhsds aihhkebl eb fust jahut

dvdry ghihr ekjlebjaid" Qdm8 Uds" _ebn8 Wurd" Ijvdbmdr8 _djgc8 E

ghuim lh hb"

]cdrd wjs j quedt ghrbdr jt tcd dbm h` tcd strddt wcegc

ihhpdm jrhubm th j `hht aremld" Et rdjiiy wjs prdtty mjrbdm


22/43

quedt) dxgdpt bhw E ghuim cdjr trj`èg `rhk tcd idldbmjry =?4

`rddwjy wchhscebl th jbm `rh eb tcd mestjbgd"

E whbmdrdm wcdrd Pjbdssj wdbt h`` th) aut) ubiend tcd rdst

h` cdr ie`d) tcjt wjs rdjiiy bhbd h` ky ausebdss" E fdst)

adgjusd h` ghursd) et es pjrtiy ky ausebdss" \cdb E grhssdm tcd

`hht aremld) E wjs dxgetdm th sdd tcd iearjry jcdjm" E ghuim bht

wjet th ldt eb tcdrd) set mhwb jbm stjrt rdjmebl tcd mejreds

tcjt E cjm tjndb `hr ky èrst h`ègeji mjy hb tcd fha"

.....................................................

E thhn j sdjt jt j tjaid wcdrd j pijgjrm eb`hrkdm kd tcjt E

whuim bddm th sghht shkdwcdrd disd jt 7pk mud th tuthrebl

sdssehbs" E pijgdm tcd mejreds hbth tcd tjaid jbm thhn j mddp

ardjtc"

Gcrestkjs :500 th Fjbujry :503 rdjm tcd ghvdr h` j

stjbmjrm+essud ghkphsetehb ahhn" Et ihhndm iend tcd djriedst

mjtdm spdgekdb) sh E hpdbdm tcd ghvdr jbm

\ch hrmdrdm tcd pdppdrhbe pezzj8 J iearjrejb gjiidm hut"

Htcdr pjtrhbs ihhndm jahut js schgndm js kd) jbm turbdm th

ihhn jt hbd jbhtcdr chpebl th èbm tcd guipret" E ihhndm mhwb jt

tcd èrst pjld jbm adljb rdjmebl Pjbdssjs auaaiy) ihhpy sgchhi+

leri cjbmwrettdb whrms"


23/43

E ihvd cek" E mhbt gjrd e` Mjmmy sjys cds kjrredm" Cd sddks

th ihvd kd relct ajgn" DDDDDDDDDD* ]ces es adttdr tcjb tcd mjy

wd lht Ldhrld Cjrreshbs juthlrjpc*

Fjshb8 Es tces yhur iubgc8 tcd iearjrejb chiidrdm"

E ie`tdm ky dyds `rhk tcd pjld E wjs rdjmebl" ]cd iearjrejb

uscdrdm tcd pezzj luy hvdr th tcd gcdgn hut mdsn"

Eii ad ajgn eb cji` jb chur) tces Fjshb jbbhubgdm"

Cdip yhursdi` th j siegd) Adtty"

Gjb j iearjry+lhdr ldt shkd quedt8

Jppjrdbtiy bht) `hr j ljllid h` prd+sgchhi nems wch wdrd

schwebl up `hr :: jk sthry chur quegniy trjkpidm eb) mrhwbebl

hut tcd pezzj mdievdry kdihmrjkj" Udd lhms* Wthry CHTQ"

Fust tcdb ky phgndt stjrtdm auzzebl" Ets bht wcjt yhu

tcebn) mdjr rdjmdr" Et wjs j gjii ghkebl eb `rhk Drbdst jljeb"

E idt et lh jbm quegniy tjppdm hut j tdxt eb`hrkebl cek tcjt E

ghuim bht ad ebtdrruptdm js E wjs eb tcd tcegn h` whrnebl"

Aiebl* J gcjt kdssjld auaaid ebtdrruptdm kd"

JQ]CTQ A"6 Bddm ghmd `hr grdmet gjrm swepdr"

KD6 Ausy) cdrd"

JQ]CTQ A"6 Cjvd auydr stjbmebl cdrd `hr tcd Ketgcdii Khjb+Dc

pedgd" \cdrd es et8


24/43

KD6 Eb ky cdjm"

JQ]CTQ A"6 88*

KD6 ==44??::::111117

E turbdm tcd pchbd h`` jbm tredm elbhrebl tcd gryebl jbm

wcekpdrebl `rhk tcd nems wch wdrd tdrre`edm) jppjrdbtiy) h`

jbytcebl ay Kjuregd Wdbmjn" Ajgn th rdjmebl E wdbt"

Pjbdssj wjs mjtebl Gcjs wcdb cd wjs kjrredm" Ay tcd mjtd hb

tcd bhtdahhn) scd whuim cjvd addb :=+ydjrs him" E turbdm th tcd

bdxt pjld"

Jbldij ldts jii tcd lhhm pjrts jbm jii tcd jttdbtehb" \cjt j

mrjl" ]jnebltcd aus thkhrrhw th Bh" Chiiywhhm" Eii kjnd et

tcdrd" _dhpid mhbt gjrd jahut chw yhu ihhn" ]cdy hbiy gjrd

jahut chw yhu jgt" Eii schw tcdk"

Ek rdjiiy nebm h` bdw jt jii tces Chiiywhhm ausebdss

stu``) aut e` E jk bht kestjndb) E adiedvd Pjbdssj whuim cjvd

addb ebmegjtebl j trep th wcdrd tcdy kjnd phrb"

E bddmdm th `ebm hut khrd) sh E selbdm up `hr ghkputdr

tekd" Et kjmd kd `ddi iend j `hurtc lrjmdr) selbebl ky bjkd hb j

scddt wetc j lhi`+sghrd pdbgei" ]cjts j puaieg iearjry `hr yhu"

Hbgd ihlldm eb) E lht mestrjgtdm ay tcd usuji tdkptjtehbs6

gcdgnebl @jgdahhn) gcdgnebl ky chrhsghpd) dtgdtdrj) dtgdtdrj)

dtgdtdrj" E h`tdb usdm th aemd ky hbiebd tekd ay ihhnebl up jii


25/43

tcd mdtjeis E ghuim hb dvdry seblid tcebl Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr dvdr

mem eb cdr prh`dssehbji jgtebl gjrddr" Adsemds ky `jvhretd guit

khved) scd mem j iht h` skjii pjrts eb shkd vdry phpuijr

pegturds h` tcd mjy js wdii js tdidvesehb" Ad`hrd scd quet

jgtebl jithldtcdr jt tcd repd him jld h` sdvdbtddb) scd wjs j

vdretjaid Qetj ]usceblcjk" Wcd wjs uaequethus"

]cd `jsgebjtehb E cjm wetc cdr adljb j ihbl tekd jlh" E wjs

j `hurtc lrjmdr) eb `jgt" E lht kjmd ùb h` j iht" E wjs j

ghbùsdm nem) fust idjvd et jt tcjt" \cdb E mesghvdrdm Pjbdssj

Ljrmbdr) E wjs chkd wetc j kjmd+up ìu wjtgcebl gjaid" ]ces wjs

ajgn eb tcd mjys wcdb tcdrd wdrd autthbs j pdrshb jgtujiiy cjm

th prdss hb j iettid ahx tcebly tcjt wjs jttjgcdm th tcd

tdidvesehb ay j ghrm eb hrmdr th wjtgc jbytcebl"

]cdrd scd wjs eb j khved gjiidm Gceimrdb h` Bhw) j lrjeby

0?s pegturd wetc j khbh shubmtrjgn jbm j A+khved ihhn" Wcd wjs

mrdssdm up eb j suet wetc j Iettid Ahy Aiud gjp jbm nbdd celc

wcetd negn ahhts" Wcd wjs supphsdm th ad j rdadi h` tcd yhutc

ljbls h` tcd mjy) mrdssdm th ad bdetcdr rdjiiy j leri hr j ahy)

aut shkdtcebl eb adtwddb" Eb tcd sthry) et wjs adgjusd tces

supphsdm yhutc ljbl mem bht adiedvd eb pjssebl jby fumlkdbt"

E` yhu wdrd kjid hr `dkjid) yhu wdrd dquji" Aijgn hr wcetd

sjkd tcebl" E wjs ekkdmejtdiy chhndm" Wcd wjs sh ghbèmdbt jbm


26/43

sugc j cdrhebd th kd" \cjt luts `hr j leri iend tcjt th idt

cdrsdi` ad sugc j phwdrùi gcjrjgtdr"

E whuim cjvd ihvdm th ad jaid th lh th sgchhi mrdssdm js

detcdr j ahy hr j leri jbm bht levd j grjp) th ad chbdst" Aut)

sugc tcebls jrd kjmd `hr khveds iend tcd hbd E èrst wjtgcdm

Pjbdssj stjr eb" H` ghursd) tcd vdrsehb E wjs ihhnebl jt mem bht

schw tcd sgdbd wcdrd scd lhds thpidss"

]cjt khved es hbd rdjshb wcy E stjrtdm ldttebl ebth Pjbdssj

eb tcd èrst pijgd" Eb tcd sdghbm pijgd) tcd thpidss sgdbd wjs

h` pjrteguijr ebtdrdst th kd j`tdr rdjmebl tcjt pjssjld eb cdr

mejry jahut cdjmebl up th Bhrtc Chiiywhhm" _drcjps scd wjs

rdidljtdm th shkd mdlrdd h` phrb adgjusd schrtiy j`tdr tcjt

pegturd wjs rdidjsdm) cdr gjrddr wdbt semdwjys" E jk surd et cjm

shkdtcebl th mh wetc ldttebl gjulct up wetc Gcjs Gceims"

Gcjs Gceims jppdjrdm eb dvdry cht rhm khved tcdrd wjs eb

tcd djriy :50?s" Cd wjs ghhi eb tcd khveds) aut eb rdji ie`d)

cd wjs j ajm jss" Jii tcd leris wdbt Ddddddddd* hvdr Gcjs

Gceims" _drshbjiiy) E tcebn Pjbdssj whuim cjvd addb adttdr h``

cjvebl bdvdr grhssdm pjtcs wetc cek"

Aiebl*

Ebtdrgdptdm ay j gcjt auaaid) hbgd jljeb"

JQ]CTQ A6 Wteii jihbd jt Iearjry8


27/43

KD6 Uds"

JQ]CTQ A6 \]@8

KD6 \cjt8

JQ]CTQ A6 \cdrd es yhur khved stjr `redbm8

KD6 |"

E cjvd bh emdj wcy Drbdst whuim jsn tcjt bhr wcy cd whuim

gjrd) dxgdpt th aurst ky Pjbdssj auaaid"

JQ]CTQ A6 Mem scd fust mdsdrt yhu8 ]jnd cebt*

_hp" Bh khrd auaaid"

KD6 Qdsdjrgcebl" ]jin ijtdr*

E mdgemdm th fust idt tcd gcjt cjbl wcdtcdr Drbdst rdpiedm

hr bht" Ghkd th tcebn h` et) et wjs ldttebl ijtd eb tcd mjy" E

mdgemdm th ldbdrhusiy levd ky rdkjebebl tdb kebutds h` ghkputdr

tekd th shkdhbd disd jbm rdjm shkd khrd mejreds ebstdjm"

Et wjs bdjrebl tcrdd hgihgn wcdb E `ebescdm wetc cji` h`

tcd `erst mejry" Wcd mem j iht h` mrjwebl) E kust tdii yhu"

Cdjrts) auaaids) ajiihhbs) rjebahws jbm skeidy `jgds" Wcd wjs eb

ihvd wetc ie`d jbm dvdryhbd eb et"

Chim up"

]cjt es j shkdwcjt h` j ied" @rhk wcjt E ghuim rdjm eb

mejry bukadr hbd) scd mem bht ihvd dvdryhbd" Wcd cjtdm cdr tweb


28/43

sestdr) Jbldij) wch) ay jii jgghubts) wjs j kugc khrd suggdssùi

nem jgtrdss tcjb Pjbdssj dvdr ghuim ad" Wcd wjs hb bdtwhrn

tdidvesehb `hr ydjrs hb j celciy rjtdm schw"

E pjgndm up ky tcebls jbm cdjmdm ajgn th tcd chusd" E cjm

th whbmdr wcjt tcd selbeègjbgd wjs h` Jijbj ievebl wetc Pjbdssj

ebstdjm h` cdr hwb khtcdr) wch whuim ad Jbldij"

Chw eb tcd whrim ghuim Drbdst bht ubmdrstjbm chw

dxgrugejtebliy ekphrtjbt tces prhfdgt wjs th kd8

E gjulct ajgn up wetc Pjbdssj jbm Jijbj ijtdr hb wcdb wd

jii cdjmdm h`` th tces bdjt+h rdstjurjbt `hr mebbdr gjiidm Chkd"

Pjbdssj kjmd Jijbj mrevd jbm kjmd kd set eb tcd ajgn sdjt wetc

cdr" Bh hbd sjem jbytcebl th kd jahut tcder wcdrdjahuts `hr tcd

mjy" E èlurdm et wjs bhbd h` ky ausebdss) sh E membt ahtcdr

jsnebl" E` hbiy E nbdw tcdb wcdrd Pjbdssj wdbt h`` th `hr churs

jbm churs jt j tekd shkd mjys) aut E weii tdii yhu khrd jahut

tcjt ijtdr hb" E` E thim yhu bhw) E whuim cjvd th dbm tcd sthry

relct +++

Cdrd"

Chw wjs whrn thmjy) Kjx8

@ebd"

Mdtjeis) mdtjeis* Pjbdssj ekpihrdm"


29/43

Whkd stupem) bhesy jbm thtjiiy rumd iearjrejbs hrmdrdm j

pezzj ad`hrd bhhb jbm wdbt hb jbm hb jahut et" E lht mestrjgtdm

ay j aubgc h` nems jttdbmebl sthry chur jbm) wdii) ets j skjii

kerjgid tcjt E wjs jaid th rdjm yhur dbterd èrst mejry"

Jijbj cet tcd arjnds fust tcdb" ]cdy squdjidm" Pjbdssj jbm

E wdrd tcrust `hrwjrm" Bh hbd sjem jbytcebl `hr j khkdbt" ]cjt

wjs wcdb E bhtegdm chw pebn jbm hrjbld tcd sny wjs ldttebl"

E bdvdr tchulct h` Ihs Jbldids js adebl sgdbeg) jbm khst

jrdjs mem bhtcebl th gcjbld ky hpebehb" Jt tcjt khkdbt) tchulc

ghkebl h`` wcegcdvdr `rddwjy et wjs ebth j gdkdbt aueimebl+

aihgndm bdelcahrchhm) E ghuim kjnd hut tcd lrjss hb j ceii hr

twh" \cdb j ceii whuim kdrld wetc tcd sdttebl sub) et kjmd tcd

seichudttds h` jii tcd pjik trdds khrd bhtegdjaid" Et kjmd kd

`ddi kdiihw"

Es tces yhur èrst Gjie`hrbej subsdt) Kjx8

Cuc8 Uds" Et nebm h` es"

Cdjr tcjt Jijbj8 \d ldt th ad wetc cek murebl ces èrst

tekd"

Cjrmy cjr cjr) sjem Jijbj js scd cet tcd ljs" Ihhn jt

tcjt stupem emeht tryebl th pjss kd" Uhu ù+++

Bdvdr addb hut tces wjy bht dvdr) Kjx8

J ijy hvdr db rhutd th Wjb @rjbgesgh) aut"""


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Jijbj jbm Pjbdssj scjrdm j ihhn eb tcd rdjrvedw kerrhr)

tcdb ie`tdm tcder jrks up jbm sjbl6 Lh th Wjb+`rj+jcb+ges+

ghc+hc*

E lht Jijbj ebth Vjppj ydjrs jlh" Nbhw wcjt) Kjx8 Uhu jrd

jahut th cjvd yhur kebm dxpjbmdm cdrd) Pjbdssj wjrbdm kd wetc j

scjnd h` cdr ebmdx `ebldr"

E` dvdr j Bdw Uhrndr bddmdm j kebm dxpjbsehb) IJ es tcd

pijgd th cjvd et mhbd" Gjb E ldt j autt ekpijbt jt tcd sjkd

tekd8

Hutwjrmiy) E kjmd et jppdjr js e` E wdrd cukhrebl tcebls"

Ebsemd) E rdjiiy ghuimbt adiedvd chw Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr wjs sh

kugc iend tcd Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr E sjw eb ky `jvhretd khveds"

Esbt cd j chht) Jijbj8 Wh) wcjt mem yhu tcebn h` ky `erst

mejry8

Bhw cdrd es wcdrd E summdbiy kjmd jbhtcdr mesghvdry murebl

ky fjubt th Ihs Jbldids" J pdrshb iend Pjbdssj prhajaiy wjbtdm

kd th sjy Hhhc hr Jjjc hvdr jii tcd mdtjeis h` cdr prevjtd

ie`d" Js e` shkdhbd iend cdr) wetc shkd dxphsurd jbm bhthredty

cjs j idl up eb ie`d dxpdredbgds sekpiy adgjusd scd es j Whkdhbd

h` shrts"

Et wjs ++ E mrjlldm et hut `hr mrjkjteg d``dgt"


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J rdji kebm dxpjbmdr* ]cd adst yhu dvdr rdjm* Lh hb) ets

bht iend E mhbt nbhw chw lrdjt E jk) scd lrebbdm"

Et wjs +++prdtty lhhm"

_rdttylhhm8

Jijbj pjrndm us jihbl tcd strddt" \d lht hut th ghbtebud

hur mesgussehb hb tcd wjy th Chkd) wcdrd Jijbj mdgemdm wd whuim

jsn th ad sdjtdm hutsemd sebgd et wjs sugc j begd dvdbebl"

\d sjt mhwb jbm Pjbdssj thhn h`` cdr sublijssds jbm cjt"

]cdb scd ihhndm jt kd wetc j sdrehus dxprdssehb"

Uhu jrd lhebl th stjrt usebl tcjt him tjpd kjgcebd hb kd

relct8

Uds) E bddm th dvdbtujiiy" E bddm shkdtcebl th trjbsgread"

E mhbt wjbt th kdss up jby mdtjeis"

E whuimbt kebm e` yhu kdssdm up jby mdtjeis" Js ihbl js

tcd sthry `ihws) wcjt tcd cdgn mh E gjrd jahut jggurjgy8 ]cdrd

scd wdbt jbm lrebbdm jljeb"

Uhu mhbt kebm) tcdb) e` E kjnd stu`` up8

Ek sjyebl e` shkdtcebl bddms dkadiiescebl hr sprugebl up)

dkadiiesc et jbm sprugd et up"

]cd sub cjm ghkpidtdiy mesjppdjrdm ay tcd tekd hur mrebn

hrmdr jrrevdm jt tcd tjaid" Wtrebls h` ielcts wdrd turbdm hb)


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mhttebl tcd phttdm scruas surrhubmebl hur tjaid wetc tcd kjleg

h` chiemjy liettdr dvdb tchulc et wjs tcd kemmid h` tcd ydjr"

Ihhn" Uhu h``drdm th tdii us yhur sthry) sh wcjtdvdr yhu

wjbt th mh E gjb jlrdd th mhebl" J`tdr jii) E fust trjbsgread

stu``"

Bh" Uhu mhbt fust mh jbytcebl"

\cdb ebtdrvedwebl es mhbd) E usujiiy spdbm khrd tekd

trjbsgreaebl" ]cdb) jbm hbiy tcdb) ghkds tcd wretebl pjrt"

Whubms iend j sugny fha) Jijbj kurkurdm"

Jijbj) kebm yhur kjgjrhbe jbm gcddsd" Kjx) mhbt put

yhursdi` mhwb iend tcjt"

E wesc yhu ghuim cjvd j tjin wetc ky ahy`redbm) Drbdst" Cd

tcebns E wjstd ky tekd" E mhbt kjnd j iht h` khbdy) tcjts `hr

surd" Cdm rjtcdr E quet tces chaay js cd gjiis et jbm whrn `hr

cek `uii tekd"

Pjbdssj seppdm jt cdr egdm tdj jbm tcdb skeidm jt kd"

Et ihhndm sebgdrd" ]cdb scd jsndm) \cjt mem yhu rdjiiy tcebn h`

ky `erst mejry8

Uhur whrn cjs ebsperdm kd jbm gcjbldm ky ie`d" Chw ghuim E

bht ihvd yhur mejry8 E selcdm jt ky egdm tdj"


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\cjts tcd prhaidk) tcdb8 Pjbdssj ihhndm relct ebth kd"

Ebstdjm h` kjnebl kd j bdrvhus wrdgn) cdr ebtdbsd ljzd dlldm kd

hb"

E jk surd tcjt kddtebl Gcjs Gceims `hr tcd vdry èrst tekd

kjmd yhu `ddi fust iend tcd mjy yhu `dit wcdb yhu kdt Ldhrld

Cjrreshb" Chwdvdr) E whuim ihvd th ldt khrd `rhk yhu" E cjvd tcd

ùbby `ddiebl js jggurjtd js yhur mejreds sddk) tcdyrd kessebl

shkd mdtjeis"

Ek kessebl shkd mdtjeis" Ek hvdr sexty) Kjx" Ets lhebl

th ad vdry me`èguit th tdii yhu tcebls eb mdtjei" Chwdvdr

Pjbdssj trjeidm h`` jbm turbdm th Jijbj"

]dii Fhcbby th levd us tcd ajgn rhhk `hr tcd rdst h` tcd

belct"

Jijbj schvdidm jbhtcdr `hrnùi h` kjgjrhbe jbm gcddsd ebth

cdr khutc) mhusdm et wetc j luip h` egdm tdj jbm tcdb ihhndm up

th sbjp cdr èbldrs jt shkd luy eb tcd mestjbgd"

Lh ldt yhur tjpd kjgcebd `rhk tcd gjr) Kjx"

Jbm wetc tcjt) mdjr rdjmdr) E adljb tcd hmyssdy h` idjrbebl

tcd trutc jahut Pjbdssj) Gcjs jbm wcjt cjppdbdm wjy ajgn eb

tekd" E wjs le`tdm j pdb jbm shkd pjpdr `rhk j nebm shui jt tcd

ajr wcdb cd sjw kd wjin eb wetc ky kjgcebd" Cd cjm jish sddb kd

wjin eb wetc Pjbdssj Ljrmbdr khkdbts ad`hrd" Et `dit bdjt th ldt


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rdghlbezdm" Nebm h` rdghlbezdm) aut steii* \d whrndm ubtei tcd

wdd churs h` tcd khrbebl) mrebnebl pjid jids jbm ldttebl auzzdm

jbm terdm"

Et wjs j lhhm terdm" Jijbj ndpt cdrsdi` up wetc dbmidss

gups h` suljr+`rdd swddtdbdm aijgn gh``dd" @hr shkdhbd wch wjs

ay jii hutwjrm jgghubts sielctiy scjiihw) Jijbj wjs jish prdtty

ihyji jbm supphrtevd th cdr jubt"

E rdjiiy schuim bht dbm tcebls iend tces wetc yhu) aut E jk

j`rjem tcjt E bddm th idt Pjbdssjs sthry tjnd hvdr `rhk cdrd"

Uhu whbt kess kd tcjt kugc"

Fdts ghbstjbtiy rhjr jbm wcebd hvdr j strdtgc h` vjgjbt

ijbm `dbgdm eb jihbl tcd ghjstiebd" ]cdy cdjm th tcder

mdstebjtehbs) pddiebl hut hvdr sjbm mubds jbm liestdbebl hgdjb

wjvds" Ihbl jlh) tcdrd wdrd ebcjaetjbts hb tces bhw mdsdrtdm)

hvdrlrhwb spjgd" ]cdy aueit trjgt chkds cdrd ghkpidtd wetc

pegndt `dbgds) mrevdwjys jbm yjrms"

]ces es wcdrd tcd Ljrmbdr `jkeiy sdt up j pijgd tcdy gjiidm

chkd" ]cjt wjs ad`hrd tcder chusd) jbm kjby htcdrs) wdrd

mdieadrjtdiy tjndb hvdr jbm mdstrhydm) idjvebl adcebm rdkbjbts

jbm trjgds h` tces `hrkdr ebcjaetjtehb + j cjbm`ui h` stjergjsds


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tcjt idjm th bhwcdrd) jb hggjsehbji strddt ijkp) j ihbd kjeiahx

phnebl tcrhulc j pjtgc h` lchstiy wddms"

Eb ets cdymjy) tces jrdj wjs j tcrevebl) emdji suaurajb

bdelcahrchhm" ]cd Ljrmbdrs chkd wjs j iht iend tcd hbds jrhubm

et wetc tcd dxgdptehb h` Krs" Ljrmbdrs rhsd ljrmdb" Wcd iendm

th tcebn cdr rhsds wdrd tcd adst hb tcd aihgn) khstiy adgjusd

scd premdm cdrsdi` hb cdr lhhm Dbliesc ldbds"

\cy j ihvdiy whkjb `rhk Ievdrphhi whuim èbm cdrsdi`

adtrhtcdm th j lru`` jbm cusny) aut wdii+kdjbebl Arhbx bjtevd

iend Ldhrld Ljrmbdr cjm kjby pdhpid whbmdrebl tcrhulchut tcd

ydjrs" ]cdy cjm j muteùi ahbm adtwddb tcdk js wdii js j sdbsd

h` cukhr jbm tcder twh adjuteùi mjulctdrs) `rjtdrbji twebs)

Jbldij jbm Pjbdssj"

Ldhrld bdvdr wjbtdm ces nems th su``dr tcd sjkd

me`èguiteds eb ie`d lrhwebl up js cd mem sh wcdb cd prhvdm th

ceksdi` tcjt suggdss wjs phsseaid) cd sthppdm jt bhtcebl th

dbsurd tcd sjkd `jtd whuim ad`jii ces twh leris" Cd cjm stjrtdm

j gjrddr js j pchthlrjpcdr `hr tcd Bdw Uhrn ]ekds"

J `dw hmm fhas turbdm ebth ael jmvdrtesebl mdjis wcegc pjem

wdii dbhulc `hr Ldhrld th cdjm hut wdst wetc ces we`d jbm eb`jbt

mjulctdrs" ]cdrd wjs lhim hut tcdrd eb tchsd ceiis) js `jr js

Ldhrld wjs ghbgdrbdm" Et wjs eb tcd `hrk h` j bdw`jblidm tcebl

gjiidm bdtwhrn tdidvesehb"


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j Ghbldspdreb ghkkdrgeji jumetehb djriedr tcjt wddn jbm wjs

`ddiebl pjrteguijriy kesdrjaid" Et wjs hbiy tcd tcerm jumetehb

cdr Mjms jldbgy cjm addb jaid th bja cdr eb sex khbtcs) jbm et

wjs tcd tcerm hbd scd cjm ahtgcdm up" \cy ahtcdr tryebl wcdb

tcdrds j sestdr wch es jirdjmy mhebl spdgtjguijriy8

Wteii) tcdrd wjs shkdtcebl ghkpdiiebl jahut adebl jaid th

ad hb tcjt kjleg ahx tcjt pdhpid sjt eb `rhbt h` ay tcd

keiiehbs" Et sddkdm iend et whuim ad mdiegehus th ldt tcd sjkd

nebm h` jttdbtehb js cdr sestdr mem) dspdgejiiy sebgd Pjbdssj

nbdw eb cdr cdjrt scd ghuim ad sh kugc adttdr" E` hbiy scd ghuim

pjss jb jumetehb `hr shkdtcebl khrd melbeèdm tcjb j bjusdjtebl

ghim kdmegebd ghkkdrgeji"

Hb tcjt `jtdùi belct eb Mdgdkadr :500) Ldhrld mrhvd tcd

`jkeiy Ekpjij th jldbt Lrjgd Jmjks Gcrestkjs pjrty iend cd wjs

gjptjeb h` tcd Wjbtj Kjrej" ]cd skhnd `rhk ces Mutgc ]rdjt kjmd

Kjrfhred ghulc quedtiy th cdrsdi` sh js bht th mesrupt ces nddb

`hgus hb bht fust tcd rhjm) aut tcd ausebdss cd wjs jahut th

ubmdrtjnd"

Lrjgd rdgdbtiy pjrtbdrdm wetc Ldhrld th `hrk tcd Jmjks+

Ljrmbdr ]jidbt Jldbgy" Jt 4?) scd ihhndm 74 jbm wjs rdjmy th

pjss cdr bjturji+aihbm) jrteègejiiy lijkhrhus sdi` h`` js j

Chiiywhhm kjvdb" Wcd ghuim pegn hut tcd pdr`dgt pdrshb `hr jby

pjrt gceim) kemmid+jldm jmuit hr gjbebd" Wcd wjs ljebebl


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prdsteld eb tcd gjstebl whrim jbm Ldhrld wjs suggddmebl ay

prhxy"

]cd leris aegndrdm eb tcd ajgn sdjt js tcd gjr sjeidm

pjst yjrms jbm pjik trdds mdghrjtdm `hr tcd chiemjy sdjshb"

\ch gjbt pjss j ghkkdrgeji jumetehb8 Jbldij tjubtdm

Pjbdssj" Uhur gjrddr es mhhkdm"

Leris) Kjrfhred sghimdm) Gjbt wd fust sthp tcd `elctebl

jbm jmkerd tcd ihvdiy mdghrjtehbs8 Krs" Jmjks cjs `jauihus gjbmy

gjbd ielcts hutsemd" Jrdbt tcdy lhrldhus) Ldhrld8

]cd gjr sihwdm" Ldhrld put et eb rdvdrsd"

LhmmjkkkkkbChw tcd cdii es jbyhbd supphsdm th pjrn

cdrd8

Ihhn jt tcjt SND hvdr tcdrd* Jbldij selcdm" Mjmmy yhu

wdrd relct) Gcjs Gceims escdrd"

]cjts relct) pukpneb mukpiebl" Cds ahubm th gjst eb j

aeiiehb treiiehb mhiijr pegturd wetc kd jbm Lrjgd jrhubm"

Ldhrld wcestidm eb jkjzdkdbt jt ces phtdbteji wceid ajgnebl

tcd gjr ebth j telct spht"

Uhurd mrevebl ebth tcd gura) Pjbdssj bhtdm" Wcd hpdbdm

cdr kerrhrdm ghkpjgt th ebspdgt cdrsdi` jbm `rhwbdm" Gcjs

Gceims es rdjiiy lhrldhus"


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Cds lhebl th ad whrtc ajzeiiehbs adgjusd h` kd)

ghbgiumdm Ldhrld" Idts schw tcdsd pdhpid chw th ldt shkd whrn

mhbd"

Lrjgd lrddtdm ]cd Ljrmbdr `jkeiy jt tcd mhhr" Wcd

ekkdmejtdiy uscdrdm Jbldij ebsemd" ]cd ievebl rhhk wjs auzzebl

wetc pjrtylhdrs) gjtdrdrs) rdghlbezjaid jgthrs) ielctdm

Gcrestkjs mdghrjtehbs jbm j trdd tcjt adbt hvdr j `dw ebgcds js

et cet tcd gdeiebl"

J sielct cusc gjkd hvdr tcd rhhk js Jbldij wjs ebtrhmugdm"

Dvdryhbd8 ]ces es Jmjks+Ljrmbdrs khst `jkhus bdw giedbt

Jbldij" Wtjr h` tcd bukadr+hbd rjtdm _dlly _hwdii schw"

Lrjgd ljvd Ldhrld j nbhwebl webn js tcd pjrtylhdrs

jppijumdm jbm Jbldij gurtsedm" Wcd tcdb phietdiy thhn Jbldijs

swdjtdr jbm ebmegjtdm `hr Kjrfhred jbm Pjbdssj th `hiihw cdr"

Ldd) Lrjgd yhu jrd ijyebl et hb) tcegn" Aut) E iend et" E

iend et) Ldhrld lrebbdm wetc ces aurbt+hut geljr wdmldm adtwddb

ces tddtc"

J wjetdr wetc j trjy h` mrebns bdjriy aukps ebth Pjbdssj"

Lht jby ahurahb8

]cd wjetdr schhn ces cdjm"

Mrjts) sjem Pjbdssj jbm ghbtebudm `hiihwebl Krs" Jmjks

ebth j rhhk wcdrd ghjts jbm swdjtdrs peidm up hb j spjrd adm"


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Uhu cjvd j ihvdiy trdd up) Lrjgd"

]cjbn yhu `hr sjyebl sh) Kjrfhred"

Ldhrld ausedm ceksdi` ay `ebmebl tcd bdjrdst rdghlbezjaid

shui jbm j `rdsc trjy h` mrebns" Cd cjm whrn th mh"

Jbldij wjs jirdjmy ausy whrnebl tcd pjrty" Wcd cjm whrn th

mh) thh) schwebl h`` th tcd whrim tcjt scd wjs dvdry aet js gutd

js scd jppdjrdm th ad hb tdidvesehb"

Pjbdssj8 \cjt cjppdbdm jt tcd jumetehb8 gjkd Lrjgds

vhegd" Wcd ldbtiy puiidm Pjbdssj ajgn thwjrms tcd spjrd admrhhk"

]cjt8 E cjm ky kebm hb htcdr tcebls tcjt mjy"

E mhbt tcebn yhu wdrd `hgusebl" Lrjgd rdjm Pjbdssjs

lueity dxprdssehb jbm quegniy kjmd tcd d``hrt th sjvd tcebls"

\ch tcd cdii wjbts jbytcebl th mh wetc j sdghbm rjtd pjeb

rdiedvdr) jbywjy8 \dii stjrt `rdsc wcdb tcd bdw ydjr jrrevds"

Qdkdkadr) iugn ghkds `rhk pdrsestdbgd"

Uds) hnjy) kukaidm Pjbdssj"

Chw jahut yhu lh mhwbstjers wetc tcd yhubl pdhpid jbm lrja

shkd gjnd8 E cjm et gjtdrdm `rhk tcd khst `jkhus gjnd pijgd hb

tcd pijbdt"

Qdjiiy8 Pjbdssj whbmdrdm jihum wetc j lhhm mhsd h`

`delbdm dbtcusejsk"


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Uhu nbhw et* Lrjgd `delbdm ajgn th cdr"

Fust wcdrd es tcd khst `jkhus gjnd pijgd hb tcd pijbdt)

Ks" Jmjks8

Ek bht tdiiebl) Lrjgd fhndm js scd idm Pjbdssj th cdr

mhwbstjers mdb" Wcd cdipdm Pjbdssj ldt j siegd h` lrddb+egebl

sijtcdrdm wrdjtc gjnd" Et wjs spdgnidm wetc seivdr ghb`dgtehbdr

ajiis wcegc Pjbdssj mdgemdm wdrd thh lrhss th djt"

\ceid Pjbdssj pegndm jt cdr gjnd) Lrjgd trjeidm h`` ajgn th

wcdrd tcd ausebdss wjs adebl ghbmugtdm wetc Ldhrld jbm Jbldij"

Pjbdssj wjs ihhnebl `hr j pijgd th put cdr ubwjbtdm seivdr ajiis

wcdb cdr wchid dbterd ie`d gcjbldm"

]cjts j begd ihhnebl pedgd h` gjnd"

]cdrd ad`hrd cdr sthhm Gcjs Gceims"

Pjbdssj ihhndm jrhubm shkd khrd) ubsurd wcdtcdr hr bht cd

wjs jmmrdssebl cdr"

E jk tjinebl th yhu"

Ces vhegd wjs mddp) aut sh`t" Cd seppdm jt j Ghhrs jbm

lrebbdm" Cd mrdssdm ekpdggjaiy eb j v+bdgn swdjtdr jbm ncjnes"

Ces twebnidm stjrd prjgtegjiiy ahrd j chid ebth Pjbdssjs cdjrt"

Wcd swhhbdm j iettid" ]cdb cd jsndm6

Uhurd Jbldij Ljrmbdrs sestdr8


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wjs rjeidm h`` `rhk j phstjld+stjkp sezdm yjrm" Js shhb js scd

lht ebth ces SND) cdr wchid ie`d wdbt eb j ghkpidtdiy me``drdbt

merdgtehb jbm mem sh jt bdjriy 5? keids pdr chur tcd belct scd

kdt Gcjs Gceims" Js prhkesdm) cd cjm cdr ajgn jt tcd pjrty iend

bhtcebl cjm cjppdbdm" Murebl tcd tekd scd wjs hut wetc cek) cd

cjm schwdm cdr h`` jt j cjkaurldr fhebt th shkd `redbms jbm

`jbs) ebtrhmugebl cdr js ces bdw leri`redbm"

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