God Taught Me

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Prologue

Dreams are integral part of mans sleep. Everyone

loves to visualize it. I often see it in fact everyone does.

Many of the dreams put a vital impact on the life.

Though, most of the dreams visualized by us washes

down from our memory. They are sometimes a source

of pleasant entertainment which is gradually been

enjoyed.

Analysis of dream was never my passion andneither will it be any time. I certainly think it wont. But

a matter of fact I believe that dream does come true.

The only thing you need to have is the determination. I

dont know what made me to believe this but I believe

for sure.

I believe that there are some dreams that put a

vital impact on the mans life and also on his attitude. It

is because I have once encountered with such dream

which has changed my life entirely. And an obvious

good thing is I am still improving.

One of such dreams which I visualized gave

destination to my life. Those days I was in tour of

Kolkata, my maternal place. The tour to the city has

always proved a source of learning. And this was no

any exception.Summer of Kolkata has always been sticky and

humid. Humidity ranges almost to 90% that makes

tough for any living being to survive, especially for

them who are not habitual to it. Again I was no

exception.

The temperature comes down as the sun sets. The

cold breeze starts blowing around the city providing a

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good pleasant environment. Thank god for endow us

with a beautiful gift of sea breeze.

All night seem to be common. We, I mean I and mycousin who were tend to sleep at the terrace every

night of my tour. The temperature comes down and

with the blowing of cold breeze from the sea gives a

very nice sleep with natural air condition.

I wonder how it happens but I have experienced

that if you take four or five hours of sleep in such an

inexpensive condition that is equivalent to eight to nine

hours of sleep under normal condition.

Your day starts basking the first rays of the sun and

as it happens every day starts with some new learning.

That is why I have learnt a lot from it.

I and my cousin Kunal were tend to sleep on the

terrace every night. The weather smelt great as always.

The cold breeze as usual was active.

It was one of such nights we were on the terrace.The time doesnt know was running like anything as we

both were actively indulged in talking about our life,

our friends, our girl friends. It was all as usual. It

displayed around 1:30 am on my wrist watch.

It was only hostel I used to be awake for such a

long or even more. Soon the decision was been taken

as it was too late for Kunal. He works for a broker and is

expected to join the office before the market opens.

It was hardly 10 minutes we were flat and

unconscious laid on the hard floor upon a bed sheet.

We were never allowed to take bed along. The reasons

were numerous. The terrace was on the sixth floor and

our apartment was at the fourth. It turns to be very

tough and hectic job to take bed every night and bring

it down at the dawn.

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Yet another reason was the floor of terrace smelt

mangos. Actually the terrace of the building is being

given to Aam Papad vendors for their production and it

actually smelled weird. So there were many a chances

of getting bed dirty.

We were really very tired that day and it didnt took

more than 10 minutes to let ourselves lost into deep

sleep. There were a half dozen more people on the

terrace enjoying their dreams peacefully.

The cold breeze was on and was proving as air

conditional running for us. At Kolkata the weather hasalways been pleasant but only when the sun sets.

The temperature gradually decreases by 3 oclock

to the hell. And by five and a couple of quarters past to

it with welcome of first sunlight to the earth the

mercury again takes its elevation.

The summer there is always a sticky one. It has

always proved better to remain under the roof at theday time. But the habitual have no complaints.

Mercury as usual was at the minimum showing no

intention of rising till the first sun rays would touch the

earth. One blanket was proven insufficient to survive.

That night there was an extra ordinary cold in the city.

Cold breeze was playing a lead role for the action. The

sky was covered by thick and heavy herd clouds surely

exhibiting the omens of unseasonal rain.

The declining temperature made many of us

restless. But it seemed I was the only one to be

encountered.

The temperature resulted to make me awake. I was

still laid with the support of my back. I pulled up the

blanket as much as I was able to. But it forced me bend

my knees because of my 5 10 altitude.

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Certainly I enjoy such type of adventure but I hated

enforced uncertain adventure. I was praying to god for

that night to be ended soon. But he was the only one

who knew that he heard me or not?

The break in nap resulted in no more sleep in my

eyes I was staring at that cloudy sky. My sleep had said

good bye to me, perhaps for that night. There were no

stars so that I could pass my time or might that would

make sleep. I was really good with searching

constellations. What I could do was only staring at the

movement of clouds that was towards east.Suddenly there was something that I saw and left

me completely perplexed. A video that perhaps I could

see was perceptible to my eyes. What was that? I had

left me perplexed. It was a sort of certain inevitable

situation for me.

It was a dream with the open eyes. I had never saw

dreams with open eye before. One thing about the

dream was very clear; it gave destination to my life. I

was sure that it was the ultimate thing that I could aim

to achieve.

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Chapter 1

Dream I

It was the day time. Looking at the suns angle one

could have guessed it was around 11 on the clock. I

saw a stadium that was fully crowed that had filled with

the roaring enthusiastic sound. I can challenge there

was no place for even a single person to stand. It was acricket stadium as it was round in shape. There was a

stage on one side and a speech desk there at the

middle. I saw people were eagerly waiting for someone

to deliver a statement that was going to decide their

future.

I saw people in front of television sets which were

telecasting the live telecast from the stadium. I also

saw a group of people tuned the AM radio waiting forthe avowal to be delivered.

Then someone appeared from the back stage

giving spectacular appearance which was followed by

the statement which gave the audience a main reason

to celebrate. He was fully confident facing towards

audience. I was only able to visualize his back. Who

was he? This was the very first question that came into

my mind.

It was all clear that it was having a great

importance to the peoples life, indeed to citizens of

India. The orator after delivering the proclamation

turned back and his face that I saw left me stunned. It

was mind busting. How it could have been the

possibility. I saw myself delivering the avowal.

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The dream was a positive message that if it

happens would be inferred that I had to do something

for the welfare of the nation. Doesnt matter whatever

and however it would be but they are going to be my

family. My nation was going to be my family. I would be

one to lead my family and I would be expected to rock

the party.

That dream putted a huge impact on my life. My

journey to achieve the desiring goal was been

commenced. Setting goals and objective is assumed to

be the first step to achieve the destination. It was alsoa great way to give answers to many of my critics. The

only thing was a chance. I was seeking a chance.

Personality development was a process on the way

ahead.

That night was almost impossible survive through

with. But thank god I got some matter to think on it.

The night on one hand was going to a bit busy with

thinking a lot about the future and on another therewas a big and viable option to overcome with the chilly

unseasoned cold of the Kolkata.

I slept restless for rest of the time that night. That

dream with open eye resisted me to sleep any further.

It was around 5 am early dawn the vendors of Aam

Papad commenced their days business. I started

roaming hither and thither and was still busy thinkingabout my future.

My cousin woke up after some time and then we

had returned to our apartment. With the first ray of the

sunlight the time of my life started.

I was sure it was god who gave me direction to

move on the path of progress and I was expected to

work hard for it. I was just getting ready for it. I got a

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way for my life there at Kolkata and I had started my

journey to achieve it.

Chapter 2

Dream 2

It was the whole thing that starts with a party. I anda very good friend of mine Chirag were in the giant hallof Gujarati samaj of Dhamtari. Most probably to attendsomeones marriage, I didnt know of who it was. It wasone of the rarest cases. I was attending marriage ofsomeone didnt even knew of whom it was.

I always believe every event in this earth has gotsome motive, some significance and some reason as itoccurs and it was for sure that I was in marriage of

someone and there were some reasons and motivebehind it.

One of the common reasons behind was myparents they always insisted me to attend suchceremonies so that I could make some good contactswith the people who are holding some prominent placein the society.

We were in the hall of the venue which wasrelatively crowed. At the extreme centre there was atable where the bride was sitting at an ultimate corner.

The table was covered with a milky white silk tablecloth. It was not a dining table but was the table whichis used for food which is being severed to the guests. Itmay smell a bit weird but that was the fact thathappened. There was ample of spaces available tohither and thither around.

The bride was surrounded by a countless but finite

women as usual it always happens. It happens inalmost all the marriages. The bride is being giving an

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extra importance just before her marriage. It wasalmost impossible to envision the face of the bride.

The women were all indulged in the womanishtalks. Generally you dont go for a count when you seea group of women are involved in some filthy womanishtalks and giggles. Precisely it was a weird thing for me.I always wonder how women manage to talk non-stop.Do they really have plenty of things to share? And alsofrom where do they bring all this stuffs to share. I havealways wondered.

Come on lets greet the bride. Chirag insisted.

I agreed.

We initiated some approaching steps towards her.She was also busy with the girly talks with hersurrounding females.

Bride always gets some extra attention when theyare getting married. I wondered.

We approached from the back. Chirag was the firstto wish her. He approached her from her left and I was

still at her back. Now it was my turn to wish her.Generally I dont go up to someone to greet him/her.But this time it was a different issue and I agreed tocongratulate the bride to whom I dont even know. Itwas a strange thing to be happened.

I made a couple of knocks on her head.

Oh! Shit I knocked on her head, the brides head.Some time you never get chance to rectify your

mistakes and this was one of them. Hence you need totake steps meticulously.

She was completely dressed red. Red bridegroomsari with red bangles on her hands some of them wereof gold, a half dozen of golden ornaments on her neckand her hair were kept open that had a good intensity.All together it was giving her a gorgeous and a perfectbride look. She was looking immensely beautiful. Onewho was bachelor was definitely going to get envious

with her groom. And I was supposed to be a leader ofthem.

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On my knock she turned her head and looking atme she stood up and it was a matter of guess what whoshe was.

My body was completely paralysed. I was shockedas a thousand Walt current passed through my body. Icould not believe my own eyes she was Ragini. Sheused to be my girlfriend at some time. She was the girlto whom I loved the most.

But that was another thing that we had beenbroken. Indeed she was the one how broke. We havebroken since my second year exams. The reason has

always been undefined. I tried to communicate with hera lot with the sack of knowing the reason but shesnubbed me.

Since then thinking about her was often. At NagpurI became ransack at every public places that I thoughtshe could come. But all ended in vain. I tried somedifferent sources that were continuously in contact withher but they gave up too.

Once after a long time I tried to call her at Nagpur,she was next to the wireless device called Mobile andsomehow I succeeded to convince her for a meeting.We were going to meet now and I was sure that thethings are going to mend up again. She agreed for aspecific date that was 15th of April, the day when mysecond year university exams were going commenced.

I was asked to contact a day before for theconfirmation of date and time. And I did the same but

by that time she had terminated that number. Sincethen I have tried every means to meet her. But wedidnt even encounter each other for a while.

Now she was getting married. She hadnt even toldme at once. Perhaps she had got her true love. Butwhat about me didnt she love me?

What about my feelings and what about the timewe spend with each other.

I tried every source to contact her. From somesources I came to know that it was some pressure from

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her family but I was upset regarding thecommunication that was really very demanding.

Why hasnt she thought of mine, of my future andof all my efforts that I was taking just for the sack ofconvincing her parents and her egotistic brother?

I have always loved her and will love her till my lastbreath. But now it was the situation of dilemma for me.I was attending marriage of a girl to whom I love themost. I approached my hand towards her for a handshake. That time I was pursuing bachelors of businessmanagement from Nagpur. And we are trained to get

enter into the professional and corporate world. We aretaught how to shake hands with the diversifiedpersonnel that we could deal with.

Generally the concept of shaking hands has alwaysbeen straight as it seems to be. Its degrees can bedivided into a few diversified categories.

The way of shaking hands in personal or impersonallife is relatively contrary to how it is in our official life.

In a non official life shaking hand with a man is afirm deal while shaking hand with a woman is a softdeal.

Where as in an official life if you are working undersomeone and you get opportunities to shack hand withyour boss then the grip from your side should be lessfirm in compare to that of your boss.

This wasnt my official life and one who got marriedwas not my boss but the girl I loved the most. Even itwas not that I was shaking hand with her for the firsttime. The hand shack with her contrary to I always useto do with her. I found my hands were not working,they were paralysed. It was certainly unfortunate toencounter this event. I was shaking hand with a bridewho was once used to be my girlfriend.

Oh! Damn! God help me please. This is not fair. Ithought.

My memory of shaking hands with her for the firsttime is as fresh as an apple cut a couple of minutes

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ago. It was our first meeting after I passed out myschool and three days hence my 12th board examsresults declared. My friend Madhav who is his cousin

and I were the one who went to receive her at the busstand. Yes she was coming to Dhamtari. Madhav andmy father worked for the same organization i.e. StateBank of India. So he didnt have any problem to let mego to pick up Ragini to the bus stand.

That was the first time I touched her, I shook handswith her. The time proved to be the most memorablefor me. Five days hence I proposed her for friendshipand she asked me for some time and I was not havingany other option else to wait for the acknowledgment.And the days went, we used to talk to each other veryoften and the relationship was defined. We were friendsthen. And in no time we were in love. But the formaldeclaration never happened.

We didnt spend many memorable times with eachother. The place distance was sucking us off.

What happen, Jatin you were never like this? she

said.

Like what? I said little bit aggressively. I hadnthad any other answer for her question. The only thing Icould do was to tighten the grip which was as per thenorms.

I am sorry. I said. Indeed felicitations.

Thank you. She said, That was not your fault,dear.

That wasnt my fault then what was the reason ofour break up. Why hadnt she told me about hermarriage? Any ways this was not the time discuss suchthings. So the better option was to let that go. She wasno longer in my life. She was going to marry someoneelse, who was indeed more successful than I was andhe also might be earning a healthy salary. I hadntstarted to earn yet.

So, whats up? she asked.Well I am going to file for bankruptcy. I said.

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You didnt deserve that situation.

You think so?

Yes I do.Then you might be wrong. I definitely deserve

that. I have failed to get my deserving best. I said, Ifailed to raise myself to my get my determined positionin time too. I definitely deserved it.

You look a bit upset, arent you?

She said that I was looking a bit upset. The girlwhom I love the most is getting married and I was

looking upset. How ridiculous it was. I thought.But I was not having any other option else to keep

quiet.

Hey, dont be upset. I am with you. She said andholds my hand from right arm firmly as like a girlalways holds to show her friends to make themenvious.

She said she was with me. How? I mean under what

assumptions?The truth that was inevitable was just for the sack

of that hold I was really ready to die even for a milliontimes. I could easily feel her soft hands. That was themost awesome feeling that I had ever experienced. It is

just impossible for me to describe what was going on.

How was my heart behaving! My heart pounded upto around 120 beats per minutes (I didnt really

calculated but I can guess it was as like). It was a sortof machine gun being fired.

But you are moving miles away from me.

But I am always in your heart. She answered.

You knew that I love you. Didnt you? I asked.

Well Jatin, Vaibhav is really a very good boy. Heloves me a lot. I know he is going to keep me happy.

I was also a qualified guy of that. Wasnt I? I

thought. But for her I didnt fitted in her criteria.

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Hey! What about that letter. You were going togive me. She continued.

Which letter?I mean the same letter that you spoke to about

earlier this January. You were speaking there wassomething special for me. She continued.

As the words she spoke out collided with my earveils I closed my eyes and a thick edge of tears camefrom my eyes. I was crying. I was an unusual thing forme. I never used to cry at least in last couple of years Ididnt cried. The last time I remember was 15th of

August, 6 days hence I left my home for Nagpur for myfurther studies. I was missing my home very much.

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Chapter 3

A state of depression

Bunty wakeup, the guest would be coming anymoment. There was a sound that interrupted all theconversation. What the hell was going on?

Damn! It was a dream. Thank god. Ragini was notgoing to marry anyone. It was merely an absurdnightmare. But the omens were not so good. It was thebeginning of New Year and a horrible dream hadscrewed my mind off.

It was my mother who awaked me from a horribledream. Thank god all was over and the mostimportantly it was not true just merely a dream.

Thank You Mom! I wanted to say. But due to astrike of the nightmare I said nothing.

But wait a minute, it was an early morning dreamand I have heard that the dream that you see at dawncomes true. If it would really come true then it was

really going to turn to be a huge shit.It was early morning at seven and a couple of

quarter past to it and it was beginning of a New Yearalso. I have always heard from the elder generationthat if the dawn is well then all is well.

Well, I saw a dream in which the girl whom I lovethe most was going to marry to someone else and mymind had gone completely out of state. How I wasexpected to stay calm.

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If you want to sleep more then go upstairs in myroom. Mom said.

I stood up from the bed. From my childhood I andmy brother used to sleep in the hall.

I was just about to leave the room and then againmom said, If you are going upstairs then take laptopalong. I dont want this stuff here for next two days.

The dream targeted my mood directly. I was veryupset and now what was going to happen. I replied herfirmly, I am not going upstairs. (Opus! That was myfault). Certainly I dont speak to my mother in that way.

I went out of the room without staying any further.The horrible scene of the dream was proved reiterateto my eyes. It had generated me a headache.

It was begin of a year and my mood was spoiledentirely. That was the worst thing that could havehappened that time. I thought.

The tension was building and it was unbearable tocarry on with it any further.

I took more time than usual at the rest room. Tillthe time I came out my parents had left for temple.

My mood was completely spoiled and mind wentout of state. I climbed upstairs and took a position onthe boundary of the terrace facing the roadside. It wasindeed a dangerous thing and I would have fallen downif would have lost my balance. It was nearly around 12metres above the ground.

Why all this always happens with me? I have gotsick of it. I said to no one.

Dont you think you need to help me instead ofsmothering me like this? Now this one was for god.

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Chapter 4

God taught me

As you sow, so shall you reap.

I heard something. I didnt know who said that.I was sure that the words were from some holybook but didnt know which one. Perhaps it wasGita.

At once I ignored.

Please god this time you need to help me.

I have always guided you at every point oftime. The voice said again.

What was happening? I was hearing somesound but the point to be considered was therewas no one exactly near me.

Who is this? I asked.I am God. The voice said.

Ridiculous.

It is all up to you. If you believe me than I amgod.

And what if I proved to be an atheist?

I know you are not an atheist. You trust me.

Are you really god? my voice was gettingmore polite as every word being spoken.

Yes I am. The voice reverberated.

I believed in god and had complete trust onhim.

I have got a lot of complaints for you. I said.

Speak son I am here to resolve all of them.

Why you have been so unfair to me. I filedmy first complaint.

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I have never been unfair to you. These are allthe fruits of which you have sowed the seeds of.

I didnt understand.Let us start with your very first confusion.

What it has to be?

I have always lived this unfortunate life.

Your life was never been unfortunate one.God said.

But it has been and I dont deserve it. I said.

Ok let me check out the base of the

statement? God said.

I have never desired anything wrong foranyone.

Dont you think you are missing someevent?

You mean that hostel case?

Exactly the same

Once in the second year I was accused of araging case and I got a good punishment for it aswell. That had proved to be the most terrific eventfor me.

I apologised for that.

But why didnt you stop me that time? I said,And what about prior to that.

I have always been with you to guide you. But

when the person becomes over egoistic then he isunable to hear my voice. That is what exactlyhappened with you.

This is a problem with the youngergeneration, they dont think before what they do.

By the way I am really wanted to apologiesfor what I did.

There you came. Your first problem has been

resolved. God said. The god must have beenhappy that time.

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Why dont I have any real sister?

Well, you have better then a real one.

You mean Isha Isha is my maternal sister.Certainly

Can I speak to you more private?

There is nothing that private for me. You canfor sure go for it son. God said.

You know I love Ragini more than my life.Then why she isnt with me. I said, I know youare aware of that dream.

First, can you need to tell me what is lovemeant to you?

Love for me is someone who really cares forme, to whom I can touch, can feel, and can shareall the secrets of my life.

Is that only love is meant to you?

Yes I answered but was perplexed.

Dont you think you love her because youneed her? Isnt it a selfish cause? God said.

You have always thought about yourself andnot about her. He continued.

I kept quite. I hadnt had any option. I was stillperplexed.

Ok I can give you a chance to clarify that whydo you love her? God said, I know you are

seeking that chance.

You know that, my life from the infancy till 14yrs was miserable and I was in a way to suicide.My grades were falling down as a hell and therewere not many friends of mine.

Then one day I met with Ragini and then Iassessed myself and found a lot lower then herlevel. I just decided to improve myself for her sack

and I tried a lot to prove myself.

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By 12th I somehow managed to upgrademyself and hence I proposed her for the friendshipwhen she came to Dhamtari.

And then what did you did? God interrupted.

She wanted me to write a brief account onmyself and I wrote a few pages on her demand.

Was there everything true that you wrote?

Not precisely. I wrote some fake things whichreally dont exist.

That is where you made a mistake. God said,

I always said that the life truth and sacrifice canlead the way to prosperity and I know you didnthear me.

Well I did. But I didnt understand that timethat it was you. And I was on the way to impressher so I showed off more than what I was.

Does that worked?

Not really, the entire fake items were almost

impossible to be digested by her. She came toknow that I was lying.

But even soon we were in to the relationshipof friendship. I continued.

Do you realize what you did? You havecommenced the event with truth and a few corelies, which later became the roots for yourdisaster.

But sir, I was a below average looking boyand she was immensely beautiful girl. I was on theway to impress her and I thought that those thingswould work. I said.

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Chapter 5

What is Love?

My dear son, you have misunderstood the conceptof love. God said, Let me tell you what actually loveis.

Love is merging of two souls into one. The one youlove, you want to take care of and agree to fulfil every

need and desire. You want to give all the happiness ofthe world and even can sacrifice your life also.

Love was what shakuntala did, just to wait for theprosperity.

Love was that what savitri did.

Love is not all about which you can buysomewhere from the market. Love is the feeling whichis being generated from your heart and you just wait

for whom you love till death.

Love teaches you patience. Love teaches you toendure in different situation in your life.

Love is a success, no one can defeat it. If is notsuccessful then it will not be love. Each and everyperson in this world passes through the way of love.

The way of love is begins with me and it ends to me.

I have always said that man should love each and

every creature. And the man to whom he loves themost is his soul mate.

Love can never be against the nature. Everycreature in this earth has right to be in love. This rightis impossible to defeat not even by me.

If you love you pray to me, you can hear my voicemore clearly than ever. The person in love is away fromall his ignorance. His life will be full of knowledge. Man

can never fail in his task if he is in love. I have alwayssaid love is to give not to take. God said.

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I have really misinterpreted love. I thought if I willbe in love with her then I could gain lady luck and Icould be more successful than ever. I have always been

selfish. I was taking someones life on the edge Iconfessed.

If you said lady luck then didnt you realized youalready had one. God said.

I later realized that.

My sister has always blessed me, especially duringthe examination and later that turned into the lady luckfor me. I used to speak to her a day before my exams

and she use to pray for me to the god.

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Chapter 6

I learned

So now whats next?

I want to meet her and clarify all the materialfacts.

Thats really a wonderful idea. God suggested.

But how can I meet her?I will tell you in your language. You are a

management student right?

I agreed.

In your stream communication is really important.Isnt it?

I nodded.

What is important for a good communication?

Good language, good gestures, eye contacts, fullstate of mind, feedback, etc.

Exactly, but one thing you are missing is personyou need to communicate. There is a serious need ofmaking contacts. More the contacts more would be theprobability of your meetings.

How will contacts help me to meet her? I asked.

Each and every person you meet is directly orindirectly connected to her. And being modest withthem will help you to build better relations with themand ultimately you will be succeeding to gain somereferences which will help you to organize a meetingwith her.

Yes and this will help me a lot to improve myimage in front of her parents and may be this will helpme to build a good future. I said.

But it will take a lot of time. I realised.

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Yes but it is all you sowed for yourself. God said,And everything has a got a schedule time to happenand nothing will happen before that.

What are remedies of what I did in the past?

We live in a world where each one is unique. Someare born fabulously rich and some are born wretchedlypoor. Some are born handsome and some are bornugly. Some are born healthy and strong and some areborn weak and handicapped. Some are born to richparents and some are born impoverished. You can seea lot of sufferings around. This is all because of their

Karma. I have been always equalled to all.Under the supervision of the supreme lord and

according to result of his work, the living entity, thesoul, is given a particular type of body. God said.

Yes even Newtons law said, every action hasequal and opposite reaction. I said, But who iswitnessing our activities?

The lord is seated in our heart as the parmatma as

a witness of our activities. God replied.In human form of life they have developed

intelligence to discriminate and to lead responsiblelives. If you are engaged in the sinful activities of illicitsex, meat eating, intoxication, and gambling which areknown as the four pillars of sinful life they suffer as perthat.

If you live responsible lives following religiousprinciples and practicing austerity, sacrifice andcultivation of knowledge, you will gradually to mykingdom.

I always said follow the path of truth and sacrificeand you will never want to remember what you said.Learn from the past, live in present and plan for thefuture considering both past and present.

Always make a practice to forgive everyone. I amalways with you the only thing is you need to listen me

willingly.

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I got the solutions for my all the doubts. Now it wascrystal clear. But there was one thing that was still leftand was to be answered.

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Chapter 7

Help From God

God can I seek you whenever I will need you?

I am always with you. You dont need to worryabout it. Just think of me and I will be there.

There was one more thing I was thinking of. Isaid.

Go on son. God would have smiled.

I was willing to put this conversation on the paperand to make people know what I have learnt from you.But the thing is some of them will not believe.

Who will not believe what?

Some of the people my find all these fake. Someof them will treat it as a friction. They wont believe

that I really talked to you. I want to convince the peoplethat really did.

That is not a problem. You can write a sort ofessay or a story or a short story. Options are infinite.

Your only dilemma is that you want to communicateyour message to people and try conceding them thatyou were upset and then some thoughts came up toyour mind and you learnt a lot from it and that helpedyou a lot in solving your dilemma.

But why people will believe me.

Well the answer of the question has to be sortedby you. You are turning to be a good manager if yousolve this with your own. I know that.

Is that a challenge? I smiled.

Consider it. I heard you love taking challenges.

The smiled grew broader.

Get your deserving best son. God said.

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It was all over then. The conversation came to endand it helped me a lot in solving my problems. Thewhole thing was how I could implement that all. I know

it is going to be turn to be the greatest challenge of life.The only thing by which I could win was the hard workand a good determination.

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Chapter 8

Is there any God

Hence I came down, took bath and then I was readyto celebrate mu Happy New Year. The conversationgave me a confidence that helped me to improve myattitude and to work more enthusiastically.

The dream had upset my mood but I was feeling

better after talking to god. God taught me to interpretmy dreams positively. And the dream itself was achallenge to fight with. Some things was there that hadalways belonged to me and no one in this earth hasright to take those away from me.

But for many of us the question is still on. DoesGod Exist or Not.

To answer this question there has been many

conflicts and wars the world has faced but theconclusion has still to be drawn even after loss of life ofinfinity.

Who is going to answer the world an infinitequestions drawn on the name of god?

What I think is if you believe, if you trust, if youhave faith then there is god.

For those who exactly dont trust the existence of

the god, the conversation was from the voice within.And for those who trust him and are believer, it wasgods voice.

The human race is dealing with the question whichthe world has got the answers but there is scarcity ofproofs. Only thing still can be said have a trust on him.

The answer lies neither within the evidence thatproves scientifically nor at any geographically centresand nor even within the holy books that we mug andalter it on the papers. The only thing that proves the

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existence of the god is our belief, our trust, our faith onhim.

If we believe then he is with us and if we wont thenit might be just a myth and the question remainsunanswered.

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Epilogue

Whatever would be the conclusion of the questionwould be. Some things are very clear. God will alwayswith me to answer my questions and to solve mydoubts and that is all because I trust him a lot.

Firstly if you believe than the god does exist. Ibelieve in god and so I trust him more than any one in

my life.Secondly there is an answer of every question the

thing is you need to think after it. To begin with youneed to surrender your negative attitude. Interpret thethings and events occurring positively and startthinking about what went wrong. The surety is theanswers are definitely going to come.

Thirdly I know I could mend up with Ragini. Forsome period of time I almost gave up but now as I

came to know my mistakes and know I am sure thatRiddhi is going to be my soul mate.

God had taught me the true definition of love. Icame to know my mistakes and working very hard torectify all of them.

Then next is if you love someone and have left youapart, if he/she is yours then he/she will definitely comeback. That is all because of circle of life. Every negative

point comes to zero and definitely moves to givepriority to the positive. The only thing is patience. Loveteaches you patience.

God often try to communicate those things whichwe should do. But it is an unfortunate thing for humanrace that he gradually ignores those messages which isbeing communicated to us with the help of omens.

God is always there to show your destination. Thedream with open eye at Kolkata had showed me theway to my destination. I never had that intense feeling

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about my career. But now I am on my way to provemyself. Now my extreme target is to become thefinance minister of the independent India. I am now all

set to work hard and have got a good determination.

The challenge that god gave me is going to turn outto be the biggest challenge of my life. I know god isgoing to put as many as barriers on my way. But thosebarriers are going to teach me something andultimately I know I am going to win. God always wantsme to learn something all the time.

Whenever I remember that dream only one thing

comes to my mind, i.e. pledge. I used to speak dailyduring my school assembly. And that is going to betrue. I have promised myself that I am not going tobreak any law of this loving nation. India is my countryand I will be responsible for its prosperity. Not only forthe sack of the dream but for the sack of our nation.We need to understand that the nation will only whenperk up only when we will understand ourresponsibilities.

Every event which occurs before us or others hasgot some significance. We call it omens. These omensoften circulate some clues that give us intuitionsregarding whats going to happen forth. The only thingis its interpretation. Not the all people in the world caninterpret the omens. But that doesnt means that noone can and most importantly you cant.

Yes thats true that you can also interpret theomens. The only thing is you need to sacrifice yourshow off, improve your contacts, listen to your heartand trust god and have a faith on him. God always triesto communicate with the help of omens. Omens arealso a mode of communication.

We often ignore what our heart says. The voice ofour heart is the voice of the god. God is always with usand he ensures us that he is going to help us under allcircumstances of our life.

What is been taught from the god is to live a simplelife that refers to no show off, help others especially

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who is in need, stay away from the sinful deeds i.e.gambling, illicit sex, intoxication and meat eating. Staysimple with truth and sacrifice that is the happiness is

all about.

If you are habitual to live simple life then you canhear gods voice more clearly than ever. I have decidedto adopt the principle.

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