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Glenn Harrison was born in the world famous steel and high quality cutlery producingcity of Sheffield, England, UK, in 1954. He was brought up in some of the roughest partsof Sh effield an d qu ickly learn t th e m ea n ing of s u rvival of th e fittes t . His fa m ilyu pb rin ging was a h ar d less on , with litt le or n o fam ily loving int era ction . He qu icklybe cam e a h a rd u n loving m an , wh o was afraid of giving love in ca se h e was ta kenad van ta ge of . Althou gh ba pt ised as a Chu rch of En glan d Chr istian , h is fam ily n ever

followed the faith and Glenn quickly became an atheist.He went through an extraordinary amount of pain in his life; both physical and

emotional; to the extent that it would have buried most people. A series of significantemotional events in 1993 transformed Glenn into a more caring, emotionallyintelligent person. In 1996 he established a training company, which developed intoteaching people emotional intelligence and better communica tion skills.

In 2005 he was contacted by angels; which for an atheist, freaked him out. Laughing itoff at first, Glenn had to sit up and take notice, as over months, the angels persisted incon tacting him.

Glenn was given a m ission : Ea se th eir pa in.

This book is the first of many; dedicated toAll the people who want to know the truth behind religion.

All the people who want to connect to God; light; the creative energy.All the lost children's souls who didn't get the love and affection a child so dearly

wants and needs.

All the people who were abused as children.

All those parents today that simply don't understand that they have children whoa re cra vin g th eir love an d at ten tion ; bu t fail to s ee it, leaving th eir ch ildr enwith the belief that they don't deserve love, and opening them to the emotionaltrauma of not feeling loved.

All the people who are in emotional pain and feel they have no-one to turn to orbelieve in.

All the people who have no religion; yet are still searching for a new belief.All the people that have forgone, or doubt their spiritual beliefs or their religion.

All the people who feel there is no hope and have no spiritual beliefs, one way orthe other, regarding spiritual matters.

Acknowledgements

These people either knowingly or unknowingly have helped contribute to thewriting of this book:

My father and mother: Bill and Rita Harrison. My brother Mark Harrison. My

ch ildren : J odi, Bian ca, Brett, Max an d Cooper Har rison. J an ine. Jean and DerekCar twright . J oh n an d Tra cey Em sley. Ch ris Woodru ffe. Dave Th om son . An n e Reeves .Robert Mar sh all. Floren ce an d Mar ilyn, J imm y, J ohn a n d Rosem ar y Dent , DellaWatt s, Lynd se y Cooper, Glyn Booth , Karen J one s, Fred Davies, Keith Davies,Malcolm Roper, Terry Layton, Ian Hall, Roger Stone, Dougie Upton,Brett Steele, MarkFeltham, Ross Feltham, Roy Payne, Pep, Caroline Roper, Doctor Sharrard, DoctorGeorge Kingh orn , Mart in Benn ett, Lind a Gill, An dy Cooke, J oh n Fen ton , Brian Tra cy,Napoleon Hill, W. Clemen t St on e, Don Hu ts on , Metat ron , Azrael, Ch a m u el, J ohnMettam , J ohn Arm itage, Steve Sm ith, Patr ick O Brien, Su sa n Blanch flower, StevenMaskrey, Jack Glossop, Ken Bagshaw, Anne Lord.

Above all, m y u n con ditiona l love an d great a pp reciat ion to m y wife J ill Har rison ,who was the inspiration for starting and finishingthis book.

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Elwood: It s 86 m iles to Ch ica go. W e've got a fu ll ta nk of ga s ; h alf a pack of

cigarettes ; it s d ark; an d w e're w earing su nglass es .

Jake: Hit it!

Elwood: The Lord w ork s in m y s terious w ay s .

Blues Brothers

1984

Book Glenn Harrison for your next

conference / event speaker.

Glenn is available to speak for associations, ministries, churches and

societies.Glenn is an international motivational speaker, who will travel anywhere in

the world.He speaks on spiritual subjects such as:

How to connect to God.

To change your life; you have to change yourself.

From atheist to believer.

The leader within.

Just who do you think you are anyway?

Moving from 'being' to 'doing'.

Living from the heart, not the head.

Bridgingthe gap from here to there.

Contact: [email protected]

2006 byGlenn HarrisonAll rights reserved.

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BOOK #2 (Pre-published bound edition)

If you enjoy reading this first book; this is thesecond book in this series

The Archangels bring inspirational messagesand informative conversations, to help youexpand your consciousness.

Discover the changes the angelic realm arealready making, to help us with our lives.

These trance-channelled Archangel andAscended Master teachings bring help, advice,comfort and healing for those in search ofspiritual enlightenment.

You can order at www.anewbelief.com or [email protected] for details.

BOOK #3 (Pre-published bound edition)

In this third book, the Archangels andAscended Masters show us how to embrace

transformational healing for the planetarychanges ahead. They explain what the keyrequirement is when working on ascension.They show us how to help our children live withbelief, strength, courage and truth.

Discover what skills are needed to embrace thenew spiritual age of ascension. Let thearchangels show you how anyone, can accessthe many gateways to other realms anddimensions.Let the Archangels show you how to discoverthe potential that lies within yourself. Havingthese books will help you open yourself to thelight, that shines within you. Begin a newspiritual journey and enhance your ability tocommunicate with the Archangels.

You can order at www.anewbelief.com or email [email protected] for details.You can also order at our ebay shop:-

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Or call... Jill or Glenn 01777 710999 Jill: 07968 694866A New Belief, Montagu House, London Road,Retford, Nottinghamshire, DN22 7JJ, UK.
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CONTENTSPage Chapter

1 Preface

3 Introduction5 1 Cashing in on God9 2 ArchangelAzrael; the Angel of Death13 3 The Indigo Child15 4 The religious conspiracy17 5 Ease his pain20 6 Spirit are coming, thick and fast24 7 5000 V. 6,500,000,00026 8 Soul training28 9 Man of hugs29 10 Trust and truth

31 11 Life-force grids34 12 What is God?38 13 Metatron makes his presence39 14 Jesus and the Bible43 15 The making of a psychic believer45 16 Metatron explains our destiny and who he is55 17 Jill's input from her spirit guide57 18 Bible or babble?65 19 Archangel Chamuel; our third angel

encounter

68 20 Joseph of Aramathea, Metatron and Azrael72 21 How s your mem ory?74 22 Who, what and where we are76 23 Our perception of reality78 24 Light; darkness; positive; negative:- Your

choice80 25 A multitude of angels; with a twist85 26 Metatron on delays of spiritual contracts88 27 Metatron challenges people to test the Bible90 28 Metatron: The laws of life92 29 Truth about Jesus

95 30 A Christmas holiday message97 31 The meaning of life100 32 Truth about Mohammad102 33 Worship yourself first; to find God104 34 The Holy Spirit: Connecting with God106 35 First meditation108 36 Jill visits the Healing Chamber109 37 Bible myths; and our relation to the

universes113 38 The Council of Elders118 39 TheCouncil of Elders: The composition in

the design of the elements of Mankind121 40 The Council of Elders: Science is our

undoing; the need for spiritual development

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CONTENTSPage Chapter

124 41 Darwin s Th eory; th e missing link will neverbe found

126 42 A word about Tithing147 43 Good news about the Bible149 44 Th e test er u n wittingly valida tes J esu s dea th151 45 We are not alone152 46 Metatron: Black holes in theuniverses153 47 Metatron: In the beginning, there was...

NO word.156 48 What next?

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Preface

9th October 2005

Jill: Metatron wants to speak to you.Glenn: That's OK. Let him come through.

J ill: It's not a cas e of 'let him '. Th is an gel h as s u ch a p owerfu l pr es en ce. I've nochoice. I've put him off enough times recently and he's not happy with me for that.

J ill wen t qu iet. I cou ld see her d rifting off int o th e s ta rs . It took a ges for her tochannel. Much longer than before. I rushed to get the Dictaphone to attempt to record

her.This is what we got:

Metatron: At last we have the ability to speak. You have many questions and wewill do our best to answer them, but only if it is in the realm of God's will. I feel it isimportant at this time, that we look towards what fears you so.

You have pre-ordained the path that you must take. So why do you fear it so now?Why mistrust us, when the feeling within you is so strong?

Glenn: Who am I talking to?Metatron: My name is Metatron. I have guided you since birth. I have watched over

you . I h a ve pr es ided over you . You h a ve ch os en a ha rd ta s k in th is lifetim e. You h a vechosen many, many hardships; and through those hardships you have becomestrong, which is what 'we' agreed.

It is important now that you follow your destiny.

Glenn: 'What' is my destiny?Metatron: To be a teacher of the world. As you well know, but yet you deny. Do not

look to the past, but look to the future. Look to what you can become. Look to whereyou have achieved. Your standing in this life. It has been through your own pre-determined world that you have become a reckoning; and yet, you do not believe so.

Glenn: What is it you want me to teach?Metatron: The truth! The truth of pain, and of the ability to change one's pain into

triumph. For when one believes in one's self, one has the power to predestine theirfuture. For so long now we have advised and tried to cajole human kind, into theforwardness of the future.Glenn: Cajoled?

Metatron: Cajoled... We have tried to guide; to advise. Unfortunately, not in adetrimental way that free will is 'bad' for human kind, but we would say it hasoutlasted what we thought would be envisaged. It has outgrown and manifested itselfinto something far greater than we envisaged; and we need, for the sake of the

universes that exist, forit to continue; but not develop at too fast a pace.Glenn: Is it true that you; in a life you were Enoch?

Metatron: I was many names; including Yehwah.Glenn: Yehwah?Metatron: Yehwah!Glenn: And we understand Yehwah in Hebrew to be God?Metatron: Godcomes in many forms: The Creator, Allah, Buddha. They are all one.Glenn: I understand that, but why would you be given the name Yehwah?Metatron: It was ordained with the one thought, the one creation you cannot

comprehend.Glenn: I understand (laughing). There's an oxymoron: "I understand, I cannot

compr ehen d. I u n ders ta n d, I can n ot comp reh end . So wha t is you r relation sh ip toThe Creator; to God?

Metatron: I am the true connection. Without me there is no connection.Glenn: Meaning?Metatron: I am the vein; the capillary that connects you to The Creator.Glenn: But that would be said of Michael, Azrael, Gabriel... (Metatron in terrupts)
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Metatron: No! They are intermediaries, and will remain as so, as they were createdas such. The word of God has been misconstrued throughout time. For political andpower usage. More so than you can imagine.

Glenn: Probably not!

Metatron: It has become a depth which has created your downfall. So muchimplication has been put on this word; instead of feeling the God and The Creator,th a t we de s igned with in. You a re of' God ; in ter n a lly. You r ent ire bein g is of God ; a n dtogether collectively creates the one God thought; The Creator, the universe; theentire intelligence connection.

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Introduction

Wh at you re abou t to read would ha ve got my wife an d I bu rn t at the sta ke 200years a go. My wife J ill wou ld h a ve been b ra n ded a witch ; an d I d ha ve been b ra n ded aheretic. Talking to God, angels and spirits was tantamount to signing your own deathwarrant.

I m Glenn Ha rr ison . I was b orn a n d raise d in Sh effield in th e Cou n ty of Yorks h irein England, UK. My family were far removed from the spiritual and religious faiths, soI grew up to become a confirmed atheist. In fact, my logical, cynical mind grew todetes t religion an d detest h earin g th e words J esu s an d God, us ed ou t of otherpeople s closed doors .

I grew to detest singing hymns at school; and cringed as I got married at the age of22 in a Chu rch of En glan d Chr istian chu rch , list enin g to th e Vicar s speech . I wasonly doing it to appease my wife to be.

I had no belief in God, angels or spirits. As far as I was concerned, you were born;sh it h ap pen ed; an d th en you died. Circle of life. Can dle s out . Worm fodd er.

Iron ically, th e record s will sh ow th at I m a Ch rist ian , ba pt ised in Th e Ch u rch of

En glan d. Back in th e 19 50 s; an d I gues s even toda y to a certa in exten t; it wastra ditiona l to bap tise a child if you were British ; even if you weren t a pra ctisin gChristian. It was programmed into the masses: Have a child and throw a partyso thateveryone in the family can see the child. Might as well make it happen in a church;it s free. Don t really h ave to be religious . Bu t it s th e done thing; isn t it? Plu s we canall get dr es sed u p in ou r Su n da y bes t an d it s a good excu se for th e blokes to get tothe pub. You get your photo taken too. Yet no-one seemed to care whether or not thechild would want to be baptised. Too late when they grow up and can make decisionsfor themselves; th ey re already bap tised.

I d scoff at spiritu alist s, chu rch serm ons , pra yer, Born again Ch ristian s , grace atm eal times ; an d an yon e who was th an kfu l to Th e Lord .

I was bitter in my youth and walked around with a big chip on my shoulder, feelingthat life owed me something.

In 1995 the God Channel appeared on satellite T.V. Talk about laugh when I sawit. I d wa tch it from tim e-to-time because there were some good motivational speakerson the chan nel. I was lau n ching my speaking career; an d al though I wasn t hap py

with the content of their speeches, watching some of the speakers gave me somesp eak ing tips. I d no idea h ow th is program m e would come back to h au n t me later,with a different agenda. Not for what the speakers were preaching; but for howpassionate they could be about a subject which was misleading so many people.

You see; I was the typecast non-believer. I didn t believe in God, J es u s , the Bible or

spiritualism in any way. We western male non-believers seem to have a collectiveword for it all: Bollocks! Th e n u m ber of tim es I ve h ear d th a t res pon se from men

when you talk (in particular) about spiritualism. And that was me; for years.Tha t is ; u n til I wa s with J ill in 19 97 a t th e a ge of 43 . We m et in 19 94 . I was ju s t

ab ou t to h it 40 an d J ill was 29 . Sh e waited th ree yea rs before sh e dr opp ed thebom bs h ell on me th at sh e was ps ychic. Sh e told me sh e didn t wan t me to kn ow atfirst in case it frightened me away from her.

Something freaky happened in 1997. We were driving on a motorway, from theSouth, back North to our home, when she drew breath sharply and sat up in the car,bracing herself with her hands on the sides of her seat; pushing her head backagainst the head restraint; as though we were about to hit something with the car,and have a serious accident.

I swerved at high speed with the shock, th ink ing th at I d not seen someth ing ah ead

of us that we were about to crash into, or run over. We were doing about 85 mph atth e time. Bu t th ere was noth ing th ere. I h ad a ma jor ad ren alin ru sh . Wh y did youdo th at ? I sh ou ted , Wha t did you see? Nothin g! sh e sa id, with a dism iss ive, yet

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fearful voice. I asked her a number of times, but she repeatedly told me it wasnothing.

On e of m y st ren gth s an d often a weak n es s, is th at I don t let go. I per sis ted with

h er un til sh e finally, sh eepish ly, blu rted it out th at sh e d seen a s pirit. A m onk , st oodin the middle of the motorway; and we ran straight through him. She admitted to mefor th e first time tha t sh e was p sych ic. Sh e see s dea d people! An d tha t s when it a llstarted. My life took on a paradigm shift of massive proportion over the next fewyear s; an d at th a t tim e, I d no idea of m y des tin y. An d if som eon e h ad told m e; I dhave just laughed at them.

A sm irk ap pea red on m y fac e, bu t I was cu riou s. J ill told me of h er gift from b irth ;which sh e d su ppr ess ed for m an y years, becau se of th e ridicu le an d troub le th at itbrought. But then went on to tell me that at times she had no control over it. Shedescribed the monk, with no visible face. Then it happened on two more occasionsover the next few miles.

The following morning, we looked at a road map. And guess what? The section ofth e m otorway we were on at th e time J ill sa w th e m onk s, ha d an an cient Mon as teryru in at the side of th e m otorwa y. Now I wou ldn t say tha t this frea ked m e ou t; bu t itwas an eerie coincidence.

At the time, we were living in a house that had been built, only about 6 yearsea rlier, on la n d pu rch as ed from a chu rch . It was th e fa r en d of th e ch u rch graveyard .The church was 15 th century, standing 100 yards from our house. The nearest graveswere only about 30 yards away.

As time went by, m an y s pirits would app ea r in ou r hom e. J ill wou ld des cribe th emin the finest detail. The vast majority were friendly; but some were evil. Having a great

th irs t for kn owledge, a n d ha vin g kn own J ill for 3 yea rs , it wa s difficu lt to ignor e th isintelligent, rational, focussed woman, when she told me about the after-life. I guess atfirst I just played along with it, so as not to offend her; but she never rammed it down

my throat, and as time went by, there was less and less that I could find fault with.Th ere was one part icular spirit th at we called Sm okey J oe . You kn ew h e d been

ar oun d becau se of th e sm ell of cigarette sm oke; which I cou ld sm ell too. J illexplain ed th at s h e was a litt le like a teleph one . Sh e cou ldn t ring ou t (YET), bu t th eycould ring in. And the more people she allowed to ring in, the more that spirits wouldqu eu e up to talk to h er; u n til finally sh e d ha ve to blan k th em ou t an d tell th em to goaway. As time went by, she started to earn some extra income by doing psychicreadings. Little did I know where this was going to lead. My world, that I thought Iknew, was about to be shattered.

As time went by, she grew stronger with her gift. To the extent that I sensed therewas more to wha t sh e d adm it to .

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salvation. Yet there was a difference between these audiences and the mainly whiteaudiences.

The mainly white audiences had a different kind of oppression. As I waited for the

cameras to pan the audience and give some close-ups; I started to see the difference.There were far more people in the audience who were passive, reserved andintroverted. There were very few outgoing, extroverted people.

So wh at s th e significan ce, you ma y be th ink ing? Well ou tgoing peop le ten d to h avea higher self-worth, or self-esteem than passive, reserved people. Outgoing people can

a lso h a ve h igh ego. They don t neces s ar ily n eed othe r people to h elp th em findsalvation or self-esteem. They find it from within. They have inner confidence andassertiveness. The people in the audience lacked that confidence. They weresearching. Searching for strength from others. They needed leadership. Outgoingpeop le don t ha ve s u ch a grea t n eed for leader sh ip. They h ave th e self-est eem to goand do things on their own.

Here were two different types of audience, with very similar needs. They were bothlookin g for sa lvat ion ; an d they hoped th ey d find it in the lea der s h ip of God; J es u s;the Lord; and through the motivational (and some not) speakers.

Then it dawned on me. God is big business. These media people have latched on to

a high ly religiou s na tion wh o will pa y big tim e for s a lva tion . Accor din g to var iou sgath ered st at istics, ar ou n d 67 % of th e Am erican pop u lation are act ively religious .Tha t s 23 4 million religiou s people in the USA in 200 5.

According to www.adherents.com there are around 225 million Christians in theUSA, of wh ich over 160 million a re ad u lts. Th at s 160 m illion poten tial Ch rist ian s toprey on in the USA alone.

Around the world there are around 2 billion Christians. What a market place!Recent statistics show that there are around 300 Bibles a day being sold. God is bigbusiness. Can 2 Billion people all be wrong?

Ministries are preying (not praying) on the oppressed and passive, reserved,religious people; through their interpretation of the Bible; to feed hope for salvation.

In December 2005 I tuned in to a religious channel. They were selling atonements.

So wha t s aton emen t? I h ad to do som e resea rch on th is. Most descr iptions seem edto follow a similar definition, in that atonement is a way of making amends to repair awrong-doing, or to seek forgivenes s for a wrong-doin g. To rem ove sin. J es u s Ch ristsupposedly died as a final atonement for the sins of the whole world. Some say thatman is a sinner, so cannot atone himself; and that atonement can only come fromGod; which of course is useful for the media, in that they can now sell you anaton emen t; presu ma bly from God, since m an can t aton e.

Th e ch an n el was selling 7 at onem ent s at 5 0.00 apiece. Th at s arou n d $85 .00 US.If you bought all 7 you got an additional bonus. The programme was about howeveryon e sin s an d was pr eyin g on th e pa s sive, res erved, com plian t peop le. O.K., we reback into behaviour again here: Compliant people (14% of the US and UK nation.) are

afraid to brea k ru les. Let s tak e th e 160 m illion adu lt Chr istian s in th e USA. Th at s22,400,000 Christian adults who are compelled to follow rules. An d if th ey don t, they

feel a n eed to rep en t. So n ow we ve got at leas t 22.4 m illion peop le to sell at onem en tsto. God is big business.

300 Bibles a day at an average of only $15 a Bible is $1.6 million a year. God andJ esu s is big bu sin ess . Have you s een th e qu ality of th e su its tha t most of th espeakers wear on the religious channels? God is big business. More and more peopleare cashing in on God and Jesus.

Go to www.godnetwork.com and look at the size of their shop. This is the websitefor God T.V. Look at th e se ction for pa rt n erin g, wh ere th ey re as kin g for don at ion s.God is big business.

It was 5.45 pm; 28 th December 2005 and I was flicking through the religiouschannels, when I came across a programme on Daystar Channel. It was about theSu bject Bible . It was yet an oth er new Bible bein g sold. As if th ere weren t enou ghalread y. Th ere s a con st an t moving pa n el on th e bottom of th e screen , ad vertising th e
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pr ice, Sor ry! For give m e! Not a pr ice! They re as kin g for a gift of $1 50 .0 0 plu s $5 .95sh ippin g. Tha t kin da infla tes m y $1 5 a Bible foreca st a little, does n t it? Oh; an dwou ld you look at th at : you can b u y it in two eas y pa ymen ts of $7 5.0 0. Th ey re really

selling it hard. Two people sat on a sofa, bring in a well-known, lo ng-time Biblesalesman; who star ted door-to-door as a teen a ger. He s giving tes tim ony th at th is isth e bes t Bible h e s ever seen ; an d he sh ou ld kn ow; h e s been sellin g Bibles all h is life,an d claims he s proba bly sold m ore Bibles th an a n ybody else. I ll st ab a gu ess th ath e s arou n d 60 years old. Th e selling pitch is tha t you don t h ave to ru n an y

referen ces; savin g h ou rs of resea rch tim e. Th ere s a bon u s video of h ow to us e it an da CD of the book. The CD probably costs them all of $1.00. Wow!

What I find so irritating is the way these people soften the $150.00 blow, by callingit a gift; as though the money was going to a needy cause. Got to hand it to themthough. Great selling;and a great way of cashing in on God.

Can 2 b illion peop le h ave been so mis led? Th ink a bou t it! No-one we re awa re ofh a s an y pr oof of wh om or wha t God is. We ve got s tor ies in a Bible; a n d we ve gotreligious sects and organisations that have used the fear of the unknown to controlthe masses and develop powerful organisations.

Th ere are so ma n y people n ow cas h ing in on God and J esu s, kn owin g th at th ere

ar e billions of peop le ou t th ere lookin g for h ope a n d sa lvat ion a n d it s wron g.Sa lvat ion com es from with in. We re bein g m isled an d God s h a d en ou gh. God gave u sfree will; an d we ve a bu se d it; an d with ou t som e ch an ges, th e world will be h ell forour children.

Now I sen s e s ome of you thin kin g, Well h an g on a m inu te. Aren t you ju s t doin gth e sa m e th ing, only u n der a differen t gu ise? Aren t you jus t cas h ing in on God too?

Well Lordy, Lordy! Hallelujah! Send round the collection box. Yes I am! And I maken o claim th at I m not . Bu t th ere is a sign ifican t differen ce. You see, I ve b een as ked totell you th e tr u th . Yes I wa n t to con tin u e with a good life-s tyle. I m n ot one for sellinga Ferr ar i to becom e a m onk . I don t wan t th e life of solitu de, qu iet, sim plicity, povertya n d ma le-on ly com pa n y. Life s ab ou t choice. We h a ve free will. We a ll h a ve differe n topinion s of wh at h ap pin ess is. Wh a t I will do thou gh, is I ll u se som e of th e income topa y it forwa rd ; to teach t h e world th e tru th a bou t God; light ; th e crea tive en ergy. Tobring God s u pda te on th e Bible to th e m as ses . To tea ch people h ow to conn ect withGod; light; the one creative energy. To teach people the meaning of life. Why we wereput on this planet. How to make the most of it. What happens when we die? How theuniversal life force grid operates; and our place in it.

Do you kn ow wh at a prop h et is? A per son wh o sp ea ks by divin e ins pira tion. Onewh o th rou gh a divin ity, expres s es h is or h er will. A pr oph ecy is a me ss age of divin etru th , revealing God s will. Divine; m ean s Godlike; a n oth er na m e for God. Religiou s

groups would have you believe that prophets only existed in the past.Well I beg to differ, 'cos I m m ar ried to a pr oph et. Proph ets a re cha n n elled by

angels with the word of God; yet according to the angels, there is only one angel

which can speak directly for, and through God; and that is Archangel Metatron. Theoth er an gels ar e in a h ierar ch y below. Th ey sp ea k for God, bu t don t h ave a direct

phone line from God, through them, to mankind. Only Metatron has this ability.Anyone in the Bible who thought they were talking to God; was talking to ArchangelMetatron; the Angel of Presence; the Supreme Angel of Death;The One.

He s th e on ly Arch an gel th at , on beh alf of Th e Crea tor, can u se th e na m e of God,Th e Fath er, Godh ea d, Th e Hea venly Fa th er, J es u s , Ch rist , Allah , YHWH, YHVH,Yah veh , Bu dd h a, J eh ovah , Yeh wah , Yah weh, Elijah , Yah u sh u ah , Yehos h u a, Yesh u a,Lord, Elohim, Adonay, Adonai, Brahman, Vishnu, Shiva, Shalom, Shekinah, Divine,Zeu s, J u piter, Ra, Odin, Wak an Tan ka an d th ous an ds of oth er n am es th at peoplegive to The One Creator.

J ill , m y wife an d par tn er in ou r trainin g bu sines s, channels angels: ArchangelMetatron, The Council of Elders and many other entities which comprise thestructure that God has created to evolve the universal life force energy.

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J ill was t o find ou t lat er, from The Coun cil of Elders a con firm a tion sh e s beenmade aware of by the spirit world, for a long time. That in a past life, she was aDau ghter of Isis .

Many of us have past lives. Some of us have hundreds of past lives. Have you everh a d a d j vu exp erien ce? You feel th a t you kn ow th a t you ve be en th ere be fore? Youfeel that you ca n even tell wh at s arou n d th e corn er; an d you end up bein g right ? Youjust may have experienced a past-life regression.

Daughters of Isis were spiritual guides and prophets for Isis.

J ill is in cred ibly gifted . We re told tha t sh e is on e of th e very few people th a t ha switnessed the first human life on our planet; and will reincarnate to be one of the lastpeople to leave.

You don t ha ve to se e the w ind to k now it exists .

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2: Archangel Azrael; the Angel of Death

4th June 2005.

I was laid in bed reading. It was around 10.30 in the evening. Jill, my wife, was laid

at the side of me. She'd not long stopped reading herself. She'd fallen asleep reading. I

took the book gently from her hands. She resisted slightly and then realised it was metucking her in. She smiled as I kissed her on the cheek and she snuggled down intoth e covers as sh e qu ietly sa id, Night ba bes .

That day I'd arrived home after two weeks working in Dubai in the United ArabEmirates in the Middle East. I 'd been teaching Emotional Intelligence and LeadershipSkills to Muslim senior managers from companies such as Saudi Aramco. I only wentou t for a week; bu t I was a s ked to sta y for a n oth er week. Prior to tha t, th e lon gest J illan d I h ad ever been ap ar t was for a week, on two oth er occas ion s . J ill an d I ar e veryclose. We detest being away from each other.

The two weeks apart had been a strain on Jill. Apart from missing me, she had our

house, officeand our two young boys of 7 and 5 (Max and Cooper) to look after on herown; along with running our training business:-

www.motivationaltraining.com and Jill's own business: www.psychicwoman.comJ ill was worn ou t. We were so pleas ed to se e ea ch oth er. Sh e'd ad m itted to n ot

sleeping too well while I was away; and now she admitted to feeling secure and settled

I was home. She had a big beam on her face as she started to drift to sleep. How do Iknow when she's drifting into a deep sleep? Because she snores terribly when she'sdrifting off. It usually stops after a few minutes, so I leave her be. It's that loud, you'dswear the walls were shaking.

This time though it was different. She started to take deep breaths and blowth rou gh her m ou th . A little like a h ors e blows thr ou gh its lips m a kin g a fa inttrumpeting noise. Her breaths got deeper and the blowing became stronger. She waslaid on he r ba ck , with h er he a d on a pillow, fa ce fa cin g u p to th e ceilin g. I wa s

concerned; to the extent of being frightened. I turned to her and asked her if she wasOK. She opened her eyes and just gazed at the ceiling. Her eyes were bloodshot red;so bad she looked like she'd got a serious eye infection.

She started to breathe deeper and faster as I watched her face start to contort. Atfirst I thought she was just pulling a disgruntled face, as though she was repulsed by

something. Then I could see she was straining the muscles in her face and neck. Shepulled her chin into her neck so that it appeared that she'd no chin. She flared hernostrils, breathing heavily out of them. Her nose seemed to elongate, get thinner,more pointed and hook over on the end, like a hawk's beak.

Her cheek bones seemed to raise and become more prolifically edged. It wasdisturbing.

When I asked her again if she was OK, she spoke to me, but not with her normal

voice. I'd h ea rd th is voice be fore, an d I kn ew it wa s n 't J ill. Wha t I m ea n by th a t, isth at J ill, wh en sh e's tired an d relaxed , is su sc ept ible to bein g ta ken over by sp irit,and she goes into trance.

Being a logical male and previous non-believer in the spirit world; it took me a long

tim e to a ccep t J ill's gifts . When you 've expe rien ced wha t I've expe rien ced over th e las t9 years; you can't deny the spirit world. When she's in trance, she speaks with clarity.

Gone is the Northern English accent. Gone are the verbal fillers like, you kn ow , yea hbu t , er rr , t o be h ones t . Sh e sp eak s with a clear, precise, accu ra te, st ead y, fairlymonotone English accent.

Here's my recollection of how the conversation went. I can't remember it all; wetalked for over half an hour, so I'll give you what I remember:

Jill: Although we've asked of you many times now, to write; still you don't write.Glenn: Jill, what are you talking about?

Jill: We keep asking you to write, yet still you concern yourself with lesser things.

Glenn: Jill, wake up; you're babbling and I want to get back to my book.
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Glenn. What do you mean?

Jill: Her destiny was to find you and support you. She's your soul mate. Once she'ssupported you, she's destined for greater things and will pass on.

Glenn. What did you mean when you said she's not long of this world? How longwill she bewith me?

Jill: 10 years.

Glenn: 10 years? (And I start to cry because I know the reality of this.) Please don'ttake her away from me so soon. I love her. She's so very special to me too. It's not fair

to cut her life so short and take her away from her fam ily.J ill: Sh e's very sp ecial an d des tin ed for grea ter th ings in our world. It was n ever

meant to be for her to be in your world for a great deal of time. She knows this andshe is unafraid. She will be waiting for you on the other side, with open arms. It's notJ ill's des tin y to h eal like you an d Ma x. Her des tin y is on th e oth er side. Sh e ch oseyou, to introduce you to spirituality, so you can heal.

You have immense power to heal the world. You will live a very long time. Yourdestiny is to heal millions of people. We're extremely frustrated; you haven't written aword yet. Jill's destiny in this world was to get you to start writing.

Glen n : OK; wh a t if I do writ e? Wha t will you d o for m e? Will you a llow J ill to st a y

with us longer?(Long Silence)

J ill: Th e longer you write, the lon ger sh e ca n s ta y with you. Write abou t you r pa in.Write ab ou t meet ing J ill. You 're a grea t hea ler. Max is a grea t hea ler an d will becom especial: famous. He needs your attention and guidance to become a great healer.Speakabout your pain and suffering for the people who are searching for an answer.Write about self-esteem, your spirituality and love. I am always with you by your side.

Glenn. What do I do when I've written? Who will read it?

Jill: Don't worry about that. People will read it.

Glenn: But how will they read it. We don't have the resources to spend the time onthis to publish a book.

Jill: I understand your values for material gain. I won't let you fail.

Glenn: But I don't understand. If we don't market thebook, who's going to read it?J ill: Whe n you write , I will s en d th e pe ople. J ill is fa din g fa s t now an d I m u s t lea ve

her. Remember, I will always be by your side.

At th at m om en t, J ill's fac e qu ickly ch an ged sh ap e ba ck to n orm al. Her eyes closed.She put a big grin on her face and snuggled up to the side of me. She sighed heavily.She was fast asleep.

I leaned over to the left to the vanity unit on my side of the bed to grab a notebookand pen. I quickly wrote down as many things as I could remember and then driftedoff to sleep.

In the morning I asked Jill what she could remember.

J ill: Noth ing! Wha t are you ta lking ab ou t? Do you kn ow, m y face rea lly h u rt s th is

morning? It feels like I've got a bad case of sinusitis. My cheek bones really hurtunder myeyes.

Glenn: I'm not surprised the way your face changed last night. I 'd have had face-ache too.

Jill: What do you mean?

Glenn: Who's Athrielle?

Jill: Who?

Glenn: Athrielle! Have you heard of the name before?

Jill: Doesn't sound familiar.Glenn: Is it one of the characters in the spiritual world that you've read about in

the past?Jill: Not that I can remember.

Glenn: What's an Indigo Child?

Jill: A what?

Glenn: An Indigo Child.

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4. Prefers to learn through exploration, and tends to resist auditory learning.Rebels against the way standard education is taught.

5. If interested in a subject, becomes totally absorbed.6. Thinks outside the box, tending to have abstract thoughts and ideas that

challenge normal conformist ways.

7. Has a lot of compassion for others.8. Tends to get easily frustrated because they feel misunderstood.9. Tends not to fit in with their peer's unless those peers are IndigoChildren.10.Will show great reasoning ability when challenged.

If you'd like to discover more about Indigo Children I'd recommend 'The IndigoChildren' by Lee Carroll & Jan Tober - published by Hay House, ISBN 1-56170-608-6.

Prior to the trance, Jill had told me many times that spirit had been push ing her totell me to write. It was draining her and she had to shut them out.

Today is 29th July 2005 as I write this. So you can see, I didn't get my finger out tos ta rt writin g. Sp irit (Accor din g to J ill.) has been getting anxious with me not writing.Ea ch tim e th a t J ill relaxes , th ey beck on her to tell m e to write. It dra ins h er, so sh ekeeps blocking them out.

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4: The religious conspiracy

Until this year, I 'd be described as a strongly viewed atheist. Perhaps I still am, inthe traditional sense of thoughts on religion.

When Archangel Azrael started contacting me, it was refreshing to have my faithpa ra lleled with a tra ditiona l faith ; bu t at th e sa m e tim e h ave valida tion on my

thoughts on religion; which to me is a conspiracy for power and control of people.Many people put their faith in outdated, traditional organisations; probably

becau se th ey h ave no-one else to tu rn to. Th ous an ds of years of program m ingthrough schooling, and often violence and abuse.

But hey; the world is changing rapidly. The media is so strong that the youth oftoday are being programmed in a different way. In the past we were programmed tofear the wrath of God. Now kids are programmed to fear not having a mobile phone.Religion isn't onmainstreamT.V. unless you really look for it.

Children are also programmed by the media about the homo-sexualism in theclergy and the paedophiles. Comedy sketches in the media ridicule the church. Andlet's face it;the vast majority of churches are boring placesto be for kids.

Kids lose their belief in Santa at a very early age, and many don't believe in God;

with more non-believers on the way.Young kids are programmed with excitement by the media. What are they going to

prefer to do? Go to church and listen to a sermon, sing some hymns, have a shortBible lesson and learn to pray; or play a 64 bit virtual computer game; or watch avisually stunning DVD with the latest FX?

I'm on e of th es e ch ildr en t oo; in th a t I n ever got on with religion ; bu t I 'do' h a ve afaith. That faith is in 'me'! Self-reliance; self-esteem; self-awareness and the universalener gy of th e on e con scious m ind, th e one thou ght; an d th e jou rn ey of th e sou lbeyond the third dimension.

Most peop le ar e pr ogram m ed to th ink of God a s a bein g , in a par ticu lar plan e, inman's image. That's what I could never get my head around. What I can get my head

around though, is a creator. A creator that we are linked to, with the one thought; theone super-conscious mind; linked together through energy fields.

We still can't get our head around just what The Creator is; and I guess we're notready for that in human form; just as we can't get our head around 'how it allstarted'.

Tha t's m y be lief! Peop le n eed to h a ve a be lief. At som e point in everyone's life, therecom es a poin t when we all s it in a da ze, with a gla zed look over ou r eyes, or st a re u pat the stars in the night sky, and ask the same typical questions: "What am I doinghere? How did it all start? What's my purpose in life?What happens when I die?"

Having an gels cha n n el th rou gh J ill to ta lk to m e h as a dd ed to th at belief, in tha t I

can not now dismiss the after-life; and the purpose of that after-life is unfolding andwill continue to unfold on our website: www.anewbelief.com

I gues s you 've got to be ther e som etim es . J ill an d I ar e (In our op inion.) int elligen t,focussed people. We're also materialistic achievers.

We're not tree-huggers, bohemians, new-age-travellers, hippies, or spaced out ondrugs. We're also not particularly socially conscious. Apart from a beer and a G&T orthree in the evening, we're sober the vast majority of the time; but we 'do' like to partynow and again.

In Chr istian religions , th e Bible gener ally looks down on people ra ising th e dea d ,sp eak ing to sp irit and even people who su ppos edly sp eak to an gels. Bu t is tha t theway th at people h ave int erp ret ed it? Th e Bible d oes ad vocat e ta lking to sp irit; toangels; and there are many references. But what you get from Christian leaders, isth at if th e a n gel isn t specifically m en tioned in th e Bible, th en it m u st be a dem on ; a

fallen angel; Satan. And that Satan comes in many guises to trick you into a falsesen se of secu rity. An d of cour se, we m u st be ta lkin g to Sa ta n , m u st n t we?In teres ting th at Arch an gel Metatron is men tion ed ma n y times in the J ewishscriptures , yet isn t accepted by the Christian Bible.
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So, come on, let's get real. If I can be contacted by, and speak to angels, and

there's thousands of clergy, priests and 'Holy People' out there, that have never had a'sign' in their life; do they even 'want' to believe 'me'?

Maybe it's just easier to preach that it's wrong to contact spirit, just in case peoplestart asking why religiousministersmostly can't.

Don t get the wrong end of th e stick h ere. I can ju st s ens e som e of you r thou ghts ,Who s th is guy th ink he is, an oth er J esu s Ch rist ? Well OK, I did h ave a m ediu m

once say to me that she sensed I had great healing power, and that I could walk on

wat er if I so chos e to; bu t I didn t let th at go to my h ead . An d th is is an oth er exam pleof wh ere com m u n ication brea ks down . Can t you jus t s ee it n ow? Som eon e is goin g torea d th is book; s pea k to s om eon e in the med ia ab ou t it, an d before you kn ow it; I mqu oted in th e pr es s as sa yin g I ca n walk on water like J es u s. Th en I ll be qu oted assa ying I m bigger than J esu s; bu t then again they ll ha ve to re-phra se that , becau seJohn Lennon got the patent on that.

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5: Ease his pain

I br oke my leg on 19 th J u ly 20 05 . At 51 I decided I n eeded s om e in cen tive to keepin shape. I struggle to get motivated to get to a gym.

My crippled left foot prevents me from road running and swimming seems a chore;so I bought an Enduro bike (Like a motocross bike.) so I could ride to green lanes and

motocross tracks and keep fit. I love to ride motorbikes, so this was a great way forme to keep fit.

It was working too. This was around my tenth ride out. I 'd met up with some otherlads; about seven of us took off to trail-ride and 'chase' each other around.

Riding a motocross bike on rough terrain at speed is like riding a bucking bronco,with the added excitement of acceleration to 60mph in 2.5 seconds and breaking hard

to st op ju st a s qu ickly. If you re ou t of cond ition; ten minu tes h ar d ridin g on bu m pyterrain will leave you flat on your back, on the floor, gasping for breath. The followingmorning, nearly every muscle in your body will give you pain.

I overshot a corner and crashed the bike. Crashing is pretty normal in this sport,without injury; but on this occasion I tumbled down a bumpy grassy bank with thebike on top of me. The bike broke my leg over one of the bumps. I was so winded, that

when I tried to sit up, I nearly fainted. It took a few seconds before I could take a deepbreath. As I lay there winded, my friend came and helped me up.

As I s tood , I got excru ciat ing pa in in my righ t foot as I felt th e ligam en ts a n d bon esrealigning themselves. I could feel them all knitting back together into position. Icould move my foot in all directions, but at certain points as I stood, I got searingpain at the base of my leg. My friend tried to kick-start the bike for me withoutsuccess.

The bike is a 400cc single cylinder four stroke competition machine. They are ofthe most difficult bikes to kick start because of their high compression. You have tobe pretty st rong an d pretty fit to get one sta rted; an d there s a kna ckto each different

brand, to get them started.

I knew I had to get home to get checked out and we were in the middle of no-where.I seemed to be able to walk in a fashion, so I got on the bike and got my friend tosupport the bike as I tried to kick-start it. Little did I know that I was trying to kickstart the bike with a broken leg.

Th at n igh t, in cas u alty, m y worst s u sp icion was confirm ed: A br oken tibia of th e

right leg at the joint above the ankle. Six weeks minimum in plaster. It was thebeginn ing of th e su m mer six-weekholidays for our two young boys. We'd got all sortsof day-trips planned, and I'd let my family down. I felt a right Pratt.

J ill was fu riou s. She d m ad e several comm ent s abou t m e ta king it st ead y an d n othurting myself, so that we could go walking and make trips to theme parks on day-

trips with th e boys. I d sh at tered th e cha n ce of our recrea tion time togeth er.I managed to get the bike back home; took the bike to the garage door, left it on the

stand and hobbled round to the front of the house, to get in the front door. By thistime, my body temperature was dropping. My body was transferring heat to thedamaged area of my foot, and leaving the res t of m e cold. I p layed it down with J ill a tfirst . J ill an d th e boys were in th e kitch en s erving din n er. I h obbled in to be greetedwith, Wha t h ave you don e? J ill was livid. I sa t down an d s ta rted tak ing m ymotocross boot off. My foot looked OK. I took my sock off and started moving my footaround to check for damage. The boot is a tight fit, which must have been containingth e s wellin g. Before ou r eyes, we wa tch ed m y foot sta rt s wellin g, u n til it got to twiceits normal size. So off we went to the hospital where I got it plastered.

Jill tells me that spirit have a way of making things happen, if you don't collaboratewith them with something they're insistent upon. What better way to get me to write

about my pain, than to give me some; immobilise me and get me thinking aboutwriting.

My biggest problem was where do I begin? I couldn't get my head around whyanyone would want to listen to, or read about the ranting of a 'nobody'. I 'm not a

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celebrity. I'm not a famous or upcoming novelist. I'm not a missionary or Saint. Hell; I

don't even believe in God, or have belief in a recognised religion. I'm just an averagebloke who's had his fair share of ups and downs; or so I thought.

I've n ever s een m yself a s too m u ch differe n t to J oe Avera ge, oth er th a n I'm a s elf-starter, with more determination than most people; don't readily take 'No' for ananswer and keep persevering to find happiness.

That is of course; until Azrael contacted me. What really gave me the paradigms h ift was wh en J ill told me sh e didn 't kn ow wh o Azrae l is, or was ; or wha t an Ind igoChild is.

ARCHANGEL AZRAEL

According to Sarah at www.sarahsarchangels.com In Muslim and Islam theology,Azrael is the Angel of Death who is forever writing in a large book and forever erasingwh a t h e writes : Wha t h e writes is th e birth of m a n an d woma n . Wha t h e era ses is th ename of the man or woman at death.

Oth er faith s na m e th e An gel of Dea th a s a differen t an gel: In J u deo-Ch rist ian lore,Michael, Gabriel, Sammael, and Sariel are all named as the Angel of Death. InZoroas tr ian ism , th e An gel of Dea th is Mairya. In Ba bylon it s Mot. In Rab bin ical lore

there are 14 Angels of Death: Yetzerhara, Adriel, Yehudiam, Abaddon, Sammael,Azrael, Metatron, Gabriel, Mashhit, Hemah, Malach ha-Mavet, Kafziel, Kesef, andLeviathan. In Falasha lore it is Suriel. The Arabic angel is Azrael.

J ewish lore sa ys this an gel is Rah ab , wh o, lore goes on to sa y, was d est royed byGod for refusing to part the waters of the red sea. The new Angel of Death thenbecame Yama (Malach ha-Mavet).

Th e Talm u d says the An gel of Death wa s equa ted with Sa ta n , an d thu s becam e th elegend that the Angel of Death was evil, rather than the good angel he is.

Azrael, also known as Izra'il, one of the four Archangels of Islam (Mikhail, Djibril,and Israfil), is pictured as having gigantic proportions: one foot rests in either theforth or the seventh heaven, while the other is on the bridge between hell andparadise.

Supposedly Azrael brought God a handful of earth from which to create Adam andtherefore earned his title as the Angel of Death. Izra'il keeps a roll of humanity, onwhich the names of the damned are circled in black and the names of the blessed, inlight.

When a person's day of death approaches, a leaf with the person's name on it fallsfrom the tree beneath God's throne. After forty days have passed, Izra'il must severthe individual's soul from his or her body.

Azrael will be the last to die, but will do so at the second trump of the Archangel.He is the angel who accompanies your soul to Heaven.

The phrase 'the Wings of Azrael' refers to the approach of death; the signs of deathcoming on the dying.

Call on this angel at those times of grief to comfort those loved ones left behind.If you want to know a lot more about Azrael go to www.songofazrael.org

According to www.angelicartistry.com the Archangel Azrael is forever writing on alarge scroll and forever erasing what he's written. He writes the birth of a person anderases the name of a person when they die. It's the sacred duty of Azrael to summonthe departed spirit into the arc, so the journey to the other side can begin.

It's Azrael's responsibility to separate the human body from the soul at the moment

of death. He does this with compassion granting the newly released spirit completefreedom.

He transmits a feeling of great love and he makes new arrivals aware of thepresence of a friend, who knows what's about to happen, and can explain to the newarrival. Anyone who's had an encounter with Azrael describes him as dark, very quietand not at all menacing as portrayed by others.
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He's not the foreboding apparition portrayed across centuries, probably because ofwhat his name: 'The Angel of Death' invokes. Apparently Azrael is the most sensitive,gentle angel of God's creation.

According to Hebrew and Islamic translation, Azrael means 'Whom God helps'.

Apparently he was given the number of eyes and tongues to equal the population of

the world.

He is commonly known as the Grim Reaper, The Angel of Death, The Dark Angel,Azril and Izrail. When you consider that Azrael is a writer, it seems ironic that he

wishes to use the same medium to contact the world of people in pain, which is partly

what has made me a believer.I can 't h elp th inking abou t the film , Field of Dream s , th e ba seb all film , st ar ring

Kevin Costn er an d J am es Ear l J on es. Kevin keeps h ea rin g a spiritu al voice ta lking tohim saying, "If you build it, they will come!" It turns out that the message was forKevin to build a baseball pitch on his new crop farm, at the risk of losing everything.He'd find out later that the baseball pitch, referred to as the Field of Dreams, wouldbring back all the American baseball heroes, who'd passed away, to play baseballtogether.

I've watched the film around 10 times since it was first made and I've cried rivers

associating it with my parenthood."Ease his pain!"

The next message Kevin kept hearing was, "Ease his pain!" It's referring to hisfather, an average professional baseball player who pushed Kevin into baseball. Butas a youngster, Kevin tired of the constant baseball practice. They fell out when Kevin

was a teenager and they didn't speak for years; but then his father died before theyever made up; just about that time when Kevin realised that baseball was a majorpart of his life.

The pain ironically turned out to be Kevin's: never being able to make up with hisfa th er, to pla y s om e 'ba ll' be fore he died. Kevin's pa in was m iss ing th e love of h isfa t h e r .

Unknown to Kevin, his father would appear on the Field of Dreams asa young manat the height of his baseball career. Kevin and he played ball together for one lasttim e. J am es Ea rl J on es's pa in in th e film was th at h e n ever got to play Major Lea gu eBaseball; and he finally got to play with the greats on the field of dreams.

I'd highly recommend this film to anyone who can associate with wishing theycould turn the clock back, to get that love from a parent.

Although this is a film, the resemblance to my quest is uncanny. I've been asked to

Ea s e th eir pa in ! An d ju s t like Kevin Cos tn er in th e film , I don 't rea lly kn ow or fu llyunderstand what I'm doing. And just like the message that Kevin got: "If you build it,they will come," my message was, "I will send them!" Can you believe it? I'm even sathere (With a broken leg.) shedding tears as I write this? I'll see if I can persuade Jill towat ch Field of Drea m s with m e ton igh t aga in!!

Here s a th ou ght : If you 're es tra n ged from your pa ren ts , don 't wait u n til it 's too lateto make amends. It doesn't matter if you still think it's their fault. Let it go! Go and

see them. If they were loving people before, chances are they still will be. Life's not adress rehearsal. Time waits for no-one. Next week may be too late.

If th ey n ever ha d th e love to give in th e firs t place ; th en welcom e to th e clu b. Lea rnto give your love to others and you'll find it comes back to you.

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6: Spirit are coming, thick and fast

4th August 2005.

It was a rou n d 8.30 in th e evenin g. J ill was cu dd lin g with me wat ch ing T.V. On cea gain, sh e was in a relaxed st at e as a you n g sp irit girl ap pr oach ed her. J ill wan ted to

tell me about her. Her name was Luciana (Loo chee anna). She was seven years oldwith long, flowing, thick, black hair; down her back to her waist.

J ill: Oh Glenn ; sh e s ever so th in, an d her cloth es ar e like rags . Slow down . Slowdown. Sh e keeps going into Spa n ish Cordoba! Wh at s Bodegas?

Glen n : It s Spa n ish for a win ery in Spa in or Spa n ish spea king coun tries.J ill: Sh e s arou n d you all th e time. She tugs at your cloth ing; an d you th ink you ve

ca u ght it on som eth ing. Sh e pu lls on your left foot at 3 o clock in the morn ing. Th at swh y you wak e u p som etim es. She s dra wn to you beca u se you ha d n o love as a child;bu t you ve fou n d love a n d given love to you r ch ildren . The kin d of love th a t s h ewanted.

Her father died in 1552 and soon after her mother died. She went to live with herau n t. Th ere was a great fam ine. Her un cle couldn t afford to su pport her . Oh h h Glen n

(Sh e sa id with a quivering voice.), s h e s sh owin g m e h er un cle lead ing h er in to a barn.He took a scyth e an d cut h er thr oat. (Tear s sta rt to roll down J ill s cheeks .) Sh e s alls kin an d bon e, yet s h e s so bea u tifu l. Sh e wan ted so m u ch to be loved. Sh e feels s oclose to you becau se you re givin g th e love th at you m iss ed, to your children.

Sh e s with you all th e tim e. (J ill ch u ckles.) Sh e tou ch es you r face beca u se you ha vesuch soft skin.

(J ill sh u dders in despair . ) Ohh hh h Glenn behind her is a growing queu e of you ngch ildren . It s abou t 100yar ds / 90 m long. Th ey re all waiting to ta lk to you . Th ey re alls o youn g. Th ey re dres se d so poorly; in rags; skin n y with ma lnu tr ition . Th ey all feelu n loved. Th ey re s ear ch ing for th e love th ey n ever h ad from th eir pa ren ts . They wan tyou to write; for all th e ch ildr en th at were n ever loved. Ea s e th eir pa in! th ey keep

sa yin g. Glen n , I can t do th is. I m so tired. It s dra ining m e so mu ch . I ve got to letth em go. There are sp irits queu ing all ar ou n d to get to ta lk to you. It s overwh elmin g.I ve got to sh u t off.

Glenn : Let the m go J ill. Bye Lu cian a, an d th an k you so mu ch . If I cou ld kiss a n dhug you, I would.

A little while later Jill startled me.

Jill: Good God!

Glenn : Wha t s up?J ill: Th ere s a h u ge n egro jus t ap pea red.Glenn: Where is he?

Jill: Right there, in front of us.Glenn: What s he want?

Jill: His name is George. "Not Chicken-George before you say it", he's just said. (Jilllau ghed .) He kn ows you ve got a sen se of h u m ou r. He was a blac k slave in 151 6. Hewan ts you to write ab ou t th e opp res sion , from th e black slave s poin t of view. Ea setheir pain. Write about their hopelessness, he s say ing .

At this point it was difficult to u n der st an d wh ere George was com ing from . Was heju s t ta ppin g in to th e fact th a t I wa s wr it in g a n d wa n ted to ge t in to th e a ct for s om efree publicity about slavery? Or maybe, his angle was similar, in that he wanted me to

ease the pain of all the people who were slaves, that never had the love and affectionas children; due to the oppression and splitting of families, both from Africa, and inthe countries they became slaves; such as the USA and the Caribbean islands.

I got u p an d hob bled on m y cru tch es to th e toilet for a pe e. I ve s till got a ba dly

br oken foot a n d an kle from th e bike cra sh . I d jus t finish ed fas ten ing m y belt as J illappeared at the door. It was dark, and she startled me.

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Glenn : Bloody hell J ill! I n ea rly sh it myself! Don t creep u p on m e like th at . (Sh ewas smiling with a bemused smile.)

Jill: You need to see this!

Glenn : See wh at n ow?J ill: Th is h u ge Red In dian in cerem onia l h ead gear . He looks so imp orta n t. He s

tru ss ed u p like a peacock, an d he s hu ge.Glenn : Wha t s he wan t?Jill: To talk to you!

Glenn: What about?

J ill: He sa ys you re relat ed. Hold on! 18 23 ! 18 23 ! Red River! He s a Siou x Ind ianCh ief. Th ey m ad e a trea ty with th e Am erican s; bu t th ey were bet ra yed. You re hisrelative. He wants you to write about the lost love in children. You were a General inthe Army. You made a truce with the Sioux Indians; but the Government betrayedyou an d th e Indian s. He s giving m e the date 1812.

Glenn: Jill you just said 1823 earlier. Make your mind up.J ill: Yes ! He s givin g m e two da tes . 18 12 a n d 18 23 . Slow down . Yan Wan h e s

giving m e In dian words an d it s too qu ick for m e to u n ders ta n d them . 181 2! 182 3!We didn't get much after that, so we went back into the lounge to finish watching a

movie. We went to bed around 10.20pm.As u s u a l, we rea d for a while. J ill s ett led down to sleep . As sh e wa s dr iftin g off s h e

st ar ted to blow a little an d I th ou ght , Here we go! Bu t ra th er than last time, her facedidn t dist ort too m u ch . Sh e opened h er m out h an d spoke in a soft voice:

Jill: We meet again my friend. She is weak!

(I quickly reached for pen and paper from the side of the bed, so that I could

rem em ber m ost of wh at w as a bout to be sa id . The pales t ink rem ains longer than the

faintest mem ory.)

Glenn: Hello Azrael. Please speak clearly.

Azrael: It pleases me so to speak to you, because you are a son of my own blood.Oh I do love you my son . How sa d it is th at as h u m an s we don t kn ow wh at we h a vewithin. In the Spirit World we have already sounded out our trumpets to rejoice yourpresence. You must write about the pain of this world. I want you to be strong. Givesome respect to the people who help you. You ask for contact from spirit; but it is notin th e wa y th a t you expect . You h a ve th e a bility. You m u s t feel you r wa y a n d th enyou will fin d th e wa y. The wom a n bes ide you weak en s ; bu t in tu rn , you will grow

strong together.Glenn : Pleas e don t call h er woma n . Sh e s my wife. Please call her Jill.Azrael: Write about your pain. Your pain is what connects you to the rest of the

world. Many children are feeling oppressed and not heard. What can be achievedthrough love of self and the love that you give out; will eventually be returned. Youm ay feel like a piece of s an d right now, bu t n ot a piece of sa n d; you ar e a du n e.You will write a children s book abou t th e a dvent u res of Max in a m agical lan d.

Th ere s mu ch mor e to th is world th an ju st th e ph ysical. As you ; a s a ch ild. Betterthan Harry Potter. Better than The Wind in the Willows. To a land where anything is

possible. Your heart was the first thing that was conceived, and the last thing thatwill survive. The heart will always be pure.

Glenn: Azrael; where are you from?Azrael: Germany!

Glenn: But I understood your name to be Hebrew or Islamic?

Azrael: Yes, I spent much of my time there and then much in Germany. It iswritten in the Holy books.

Glenn: Where can I read this in the books?

Azrael: You cannot read them.They are not available for people to see.Glenn: Why not?

Azrael: The Catholic faith hides many truths. They do not like to give away theirpower. Their imperfections harbour many secrets. The Indigo Child: Max, along withothers, is here to pierce the illusion of what is. To sidestep ways of what mankind has

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set up. Many people accompany him. Mankind will want to drag him down. Hes a

leader. His knowledge is vast. He thinks so much quicker than the human mind. He

thinks from the heart; not from logic.

Your father is sick. But he decided long ago to be a victim. He is not long for thisworld. He gave up on his ambitions and his dreams long ago.

You wa n t to s ing ? You ca n s till s ing. You ca n st ill fu lfil you r am bition . Ther e youcan bask in your true love.

(An explanation is needed here about the singing. From a young child of 6 years old,

I w as a good s inge r. At th e age of 10 , I w as le ad s inge r in th e s ch ool choir. I s ang a s olo

in front of 40 0 paren ts in a Chris tm as sh ow . I s an g Mary s Boy Child . This w as 19 64 .

The birth of pop mus ic. The first Bea tles h its. At th is tim e, to be com e a pop s inger, it

w as really a cas e of w ho you k ne w . The city w he re I lived ; S heff ield; w as , at the tim e,

far rem ov ed from th e Lon d on an d Liverpool b irth of pop m us ic. I w as w ith a w ork ing

class fa m ily living in a Coun cil Es tate . I ve lived m y life w ith the sh ould a, coulda ,

w ould as of w an ting to s ing. In 20 04 , S im on Cow ell introd uced The X Factor to the UK.

Lik e Pop Idol or Am erica n Idol, on ly w ith th e ad d ition of band s and ov er 25-year-old

s ingers. In 200 5, Jill en tered me as a conte s tan t. S he w as s o proud of m e and m y voice,

and had great aspirations for me.

Ev ery on e w ho d oe s n t m ak e it, has th eir s tory , and I m no exce ption . S trange th ingha ppe ned w he n I au d itioned . The firs t que s tion I w as as k ed , w as how old I w as .

Bearin g in m ind I w as in th e ov er 25 s group, and I w as 51 , it s eem ed a s trange

ques tion to as k . I w as n t exp ecting the ques tion, so I told them m y age . In hinds ight I

would have just said over 25.

When I s tarted to s ing, tw o jud ges tu rned to ea ch othe r, rais ed th eir ey eb row s an d

s m iled. I k now e nough abou t body langu age to k now tha t tha t w as an un cons cious

ges ture of pleas an t s urprise . Wh en I finis hed s inging, I w as told I w ouldn t be inv ited

back . I w as de vas tated . I d had s ome singing les s ons before the compe tition an d the

coach had coached a number of people for the same competition this year and the year

bef ore. He told m e I d sa il through the first tw o au d itions . As I w ond ered w he re I d gone

wrong,I k ept gravitating back to th e age qu es tion . As I ve w atched th e s how progres s

I ve not ice d th at no-on e ov er th e age of 40 m ov es th rou gh . I gues s w e re not cons id ered

s alea ble en ough . I w as conv ince d tha t the jud ges w ere elim inating people over the age

of 40 . We ll; that s m y s tory . It m ak es m e feel better, s o I m s tick ing to it.)

Glenn: Azrael. This is all well and good, but we need resources. We have this largehouse to run and pay for. We need income. We have to keep earning until we sell thehouse, sowe can move to the S ta t es .

Azra el: J ill is you r an gel. Sh e is her e to gu ide an d help you . Sh e ch os e you to fu lfilyour prophecy and dreams. She forgave her dreams of dancing.

(Wh en Jill w as 5 y ea rs old s he s tarted B allet. Until the age of 17 , s he d an ced 6 daysa w ee k . S he w en t to the Roy al S chool of Ba llet, w h ich at the tim e w as th e British Ba llet

Organ is ation. Sh e dan ced w ith Nuriy ev, Barys hn ik ov, Margot Fontay ne ; an d w as

tipped for Prim a Donn a un til he r d ad w as m ad e red un d an t in the de cline of the s teelindustry in Sheffield and Rotherham in the late 19 70 s. She got the highes t m arks on

all her certificates: Highly Commended.)

Sh e ch ose you. Sh e tr ies so h a rd to pleas e you. Sh e tr ies so h a rd to fu lfil wh at isexpected. She operates through true love, for you and your children. We must havefaith. You have a new contract to come to you as proof of my word. It will earn thepassing of your time until you find a person to take your home.

Glenn: How long is this going to be?

Azra el: Up to two year s . Th e time is not righ t for you t o go to Am erica yet . It s n otsafe for you. There will be further bombings in America.

Glenn: Where?

Azrael: New York, Washington and Los Angeles will be hit tragically. But there willalso be much tragedy from hurricanes and earthquakes. Within 2 years you will beoverseas and find your true happiness. I must go now; she is very weak.

Glenn: Let me help you find the books.

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Azra el: The books will n ot res u rface for ma n y yea rs . For in th em it is writt en of th efemale strength and the rising of the female. Mother Mary was the first fear. Manresented this and rebelled. To rebel they created Catholicism and Christianity to

control this fear. The feminine form is to have love and compassion for all. I must go.Keep writing. Ease their pain. We will talk again.

Glenn: Thank you Azrael.

At that point Jill stirred and her eyes opened.Glenn: Were you awake for that?

J ill: For wha t; I m s o tired, I feel so dra ined .Glenn : Azra el s been to s ee m e aga in. Listen t o wh at I m an aged to write.And I shared the information with her.

The following day I was coaching Stephen Rolphe here at our home and offices. Hewas being coached on emotional intelligence and behavioural skills to enhance hisleadership skills, managing a team of tensales people in a company called Bistronics.It was tiring for me, working whilst nursing my broken foot and leg; but needs mustwhen there are hungry wolves at the door.

I was drained. Outside, in the back garden, the sky was a beautiful deep blue,hosting a few cotton b a ll clou ds wh ich wer e glidin g s lowly a cros s th e sk y. A bit of a

rarity in the UK. The sun was warm on my skin, as I hobbled out of the house on mycru tch es. J ill cam e to greet m e an d we sa t ou ts ide together on su n lou n ge ch airs,watching the two boys bouncing up and down on the trampoline. Cooper wasteaching himself cartwheels and handstands.

J ill wa lked b a ck int o th e office, a few feet a wa y from wh ere we were sa t. I rec lin edthe sun lounge to feel the warmth of the sun on my face and to get my foot in the air,to drain some of the swelling. I lay there trying to remember the name of the Spanishspeaking girl from the previous night. I say Spanish speaking, because as I surfed the

net today, looking for clues for Bodegas, 1552 and famine. It seems there was a greatfam ine in New Sp ain in 15 52 . So s h e m ay h ave been on e of th e ear ly set tlers inSouth America, Mexico or North America.

The sun was beaming warmly on my face.

Phoof!

It was like someone had blown in my ear. There was no blowing sound that youh ear from s om eon e s mou th ; n o wind; not even a gen tle br eeze. It was ju st like airrushing into my ear, but without the blowing sound. I just got the feeling and not thesound.

Lu cian a! I exclaimed s oftly. Th an k you Lu cian a .I lay th ere for a while be fore I wen t in to th e office. J ill h a d alre a dy given m e a sh eet

of pa per with s om eth ing pr int ed on it as St eve was leavin g. It didn t s eem ap pr opria teto look at it in front of Steve. It might have spooked him. It was about the Red Indianchief. I sat down at my desk to read it:

Red Thunder. A chief of the Pabaska or Cuthead band of Yanktonai Sioux in the

early pa rt of th e 19t h Centu ry; also kn own as Th e Beaver .Lieu t. Z. M. Pike sa w h im at th e grea t cou n cil a t Pra irie du Ch ien (Fr en ch for

Prairie of the dogs.), Wisconsin, in April 1806; and pronounced him as the mostgorgeously dressed of any chief he had ever met.

With his famous son Waneta, he enlisted with the British in the war of 1812, andfought at Fort Meigs, and at Sandusky, Ohio. He was killed under tragiccircumstances by the Chippewa on Red River of the North in 1823.

Colonel Robert Dickenson, the British agent in the West during 1812 1815,

married a sister of Red Thunder.www.accessgenealogy.com/native/tribes/siouan/siouxchiefs.htmWOW!! Th ere com es a time in a dou bt ing Th om as s life, wh en you ju st ca n t ignore

the truth. It seems that Red Thunder wanted me to know that in a past life, I wasColonel Robert Dickson and I was related to Red Thunder.
http://www.accessgenealogy.com/native/tribes/http://www.anewbelief.com/

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7: 5000 verses the 6,500,000,000

15th August 2005 7.20pm

J ill an d I ar e sitt ing in th e fron t room relaxing. J ill's con ten t; cud dling u p to m e onthe sofa.

Jill: He's back again.Glenn: Who?

Jill: Azrael; who'd you think?

Glenn: What's he want?Jill: He's very pleased with what you're doing. The Council of Elders are very happy

with you.

Jill took hold of my left hand with her left hand, and placed her right hand over my

left hand, patting as though she was patting a child in endearment. I laughed outlou d. Th is was Azra el's s ign th a t I rec ognis ed for th e firs t time. Azra el wa s plea s edwith me, and this was his way of getting physical contact with me.

Jill slowly went from channelling into trance:

Azrael: It's a pleasure to be with you again my son.

Glenn: Nice to be with you too.Azrael: We're very pleased with your progress, but we want you to include more of

what people can do to ease their pain.Glenn: In what way?

Azrael: Write about belief. Belief in themselves and belief in the after life. There areso many that don't believe.

Glenn: Why am I doing this?

Azrael: You are the chosen one my son.

Glenn : Bu t why n ot J ill? Why m e? J ill is the one who's gifted with ch an n elling an dtrance to the spirit world. She's also a good speaker and she's had her pain too. Whym e, wh en I can 't com m u n icate with you direct an d J ill h as s o m u ch kn owledge of th e

spirit world?Azra el: All in good tim e m y s on . J ill is th ere to tea ch you . Sh e's a good woma n .

She's there to help you. You have the ability to reach the people and as you know, Jill

is not long for the earth plane. You are destined to be there much longer; to heal andspread the world; to ease their pain. You must learn what you can from her. She's

very special.

Glenn: But why can't I talk to you direct?

Azrael: You can my son.Glenn: How?

Azra el: Lea rn t o. J ill will s h ow you h ow. You h a ve too mu ch n ega tive en ergy a t th e

moment for us to get through. First you must learn to meditate and clear your mind.

Glenn: What's the real purpose of all this?

Azrael: When the time comes and we lose two thirds of the people on this earthplane, many of them will not cross over because they don't believe. There are morepeople now than ever that don't believe in the afterlife. They have nothing to believein; and first they must learn to believe in themselves.

Glenn: Just how many others 'are' there like me?

Azrael: 5000.

Glenn: Great! That makes me feel 'really' special. I thought I was your 'chosen' one.

(I'm sta rtin g to feel lik e Ed d y Murph y he re in the film The Gold en Child'.)

Jill stirs and briefly comes back into channelling to tell me he's angry.

Glenn: Well that's OK; but first I 'm the chosen one, and then he tells me there are5000 others.

Azrael: Yes my son, there are 5000 others, but the vast majority don't possess theknowledge and the skills you have, to reach out to the people and make a change.

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Few of them are good at writing. This is your destiny. The Elders of the Council arelooking to you to start the movement.

Glenn: This is going to take a great deal of my time. What about the contract youpromised us? You promised us a contract to keep us stable.

Jill comes out of channelling again.

J ill: Glenn , h e's gettin g rea lly an gry. He s ays you won't like h im when h e's an gry.You 're jus t like h im . You s ay that to people too.

Glenn: Well that's OK, but we can't survive in this house without bringing in somemoney to pay the bills.

Jill: He's angry now that you're bartering with him....and she drifts off again.

Azra el: I pr om ise d you I'd not let you down . Ha ve we let you down b efore? Do youthink it's a coincidence that work suddenly comes in when you're at a low ebb withyour business? Have you ever gone without?

Glenn: No; but we've lost a lot and we don't want to lose all we've worked for andinvestedinto this house.

Azrael: The house is a material thing. You can survive without material things. Ipromised you there would be affluence to come with this venture.

Glenn: That's not what we agreed earlier. You accepted that I needed the materialthingsand that you would provide for us if I worked at this.

J ill: (Ch an n elling again a n d very alarm ed.) Glenn ! He's rea lly an gry. I m ean rea lly,rea lly an gry! He's sa yin g you sh ou ldn 't ba rgain with him . He's not us ed to peop lebargaining with him.

Glen n : No J ill! I'm n ot h a vin g th is. Azra el; wh a t's good for you is good for me .You 've a lrea dy ba rga ine d with m e with J ill's life h ere on Ea rt h . You ba rga ine d withher extension of time here, for the continuation of my writing and my help. I won'thave this! You're changing the rules. If I 'm to trust you, when we agree things wefollow them through.

Azrael: I won't let you down my son. I won't fail you. I want you to start speaking in

churches and ministries.Glenn: Why?

Azrael: Because there are many people that go to them that don't believe. They'relost ! Th ey wan t to believe in God an d th e after-life, bu t th ey re distr act ed by oth ersand they're confused.

Glenn: You're going to have to help me here. There's very little budget in churchesand ministries to give us an income and this is going to be very time consuming. Youalready know that we won't give up our material needs and we want to livecomfortably. I don't agree that worship of your God, and belief in the after-life shouldgo hand-in-hand with poor income, humbleness and poverty; or even givingeverything away.

Azra el: We won 't let you d own m y s on . We won 't fa il you . We won 't let you go

without.Glenn: OK, I'm happy to put the time in, if you're prepared to look after us.

Azrael: It's time for me to leave my son. We're very happy with you. We'll speakagain.

Glenn: Look forward to it Azrael.

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8: Soul training

17th August 2005 12.00pm

J ill an d I ar e sitt ing in th e su n s h ine in ou r ba ck gar den , ta kin g a brea k from work,discussing the channelling and trance she'dexperiencedtwo days earlier with Azrael.

I asked her how she knew that Azrael was angry. She described the surge of heatthat started in her toes and surged through her body, up to her neck; like anincreasing electric current being forced through her body. She said it was reallyfrightening.

I cou ldn 't get my hea d rou n d Th e Cou n cil of Elder s a n d as ked J ill to explain. Asshe started to explain, and I started writing, I suggested it might be easier for her toput it straight into the web site; and I'd fit it into the appropriate chapter later.

So into the office she went; which was only a few feet away.

When I went in a few minutes later she was rattling away at my computerkeyboa rd . Max ca m e in to ta lk to h er an d J ill qu ickly as ked m e to ta ke him awa y asshe told me she was channelling. So we gave her the space.

17th August 2005 12.40pm.

First, Jill asked for help:

J ill: Bays a ra yla; I n eed you r help to help me explain th e pr ocess of wh at we do assouls before we get here on this earth plane.

(This is the un ab rid ged ve rsion of w h at Jill ty pe d as Ba y s aray la s pok e to he r.):

Baysarayla: I 'm glad that you are a seeker of truth. To explain how life and thes ou l's evolut ion works , we m u st first con sider wh at a 'sou l' is. A sou l is your u n iquecharacter:- your feelings, your drives, values, wisdom and experiences; and even

when you leave your physical body behind to return from whence you came, you arestill the core personality that you were in your lifetime on the earth plane. Now withthat behind us, let us now turn our attention to how a soul, (you), charts a humanexperience.

It takes many earth years to arrange an incarnation (That is to become of the

flesh.). You will look at the experiences that you have yet to discover and plan whatyou can achieve in your lifetime on the earth plane, with the help of an AscendedMaster. (Ascended Master is a soul who has experienced all there is to be experiencedon the earth plane.)

It is similar perhaps to creating a perfect recipe: too much here, or too little

application there, can mean the difference to a dish not worth eating, or a dish thattantalises and teases the taste buds in a wonderful array of flavours.

From time-to-time, some souls can seek to 'fast-track' their evolution, i.e. perhapsexperience murder or a life-debilitating disease. It is essential that during these 'fast-track' experiences that a soul does not try to take on too much. So, once a roughdraft of your chart has been put into place, your Ascended Master and you willappear before The Council of Elders (These are a panel of Ascended Masters.) who will

hear your plan and decide whether or not it is possible for the soul to accomplishwhat has been mapped for the life's journey. It is not unusual for a soul to have torethink their chart or make amendments for a further Council hearing; before finallybeing given the blessings of The Council to fulfil their soul's purpose.

You must understand this takes many earth years to plan; for as well as chartingwhat is to be experienced, the soul must also work alongside other like-minded souls

who together will ensure that all souls achieve their purposes in their charts. Thisincludes choosing parents, teachers, friends, partners and also how you will interpretthe lessons that are to be learnt.

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Once you have charted all this, you will then have a final meeting with The Council

of Elders, whereby you appoint your guides for this lifetime. It is the purpose of aguide to ensure that you follow the chart.

Now I hear you say, whatof free will?The sou l doe s h a ve free will. You a re given a ch oice. To you , th is would be wh eth er

you take the long hard route or the easy route. Either way, you will accomplish whatyou s et ou t to do. Th is is wh ere you r free will kick s in. Th ere ar e n o coin ciden ces . Allthings happen for a reason. If a soul, whilst on the earth plane tries to deviate from

the chart, certain occurrences will be put in place by The Council of Elders to giveyou a helping hand back to what you should be doing. As is the case with yourhusband here.

We had tried in our usual manner to get him to take up his calling, but due to thenegative effects of the earth plane, he was sitting on the fence. We had to put him inthe position whereby he had nothing else he could do but follow his destiny. Hencethe broken leg.

For some the lessons may seem hard in this lifetime, but rest assured, they werechosen by each and every one of you. It is not our way to force a soul to do something

they have not already agreed to do in the first place. Integrity and love are the firm

foundations of our creation and reason for existence. Therefore, if we commit tosomething, we must uphold our agreement. For without integrity we have no firmfoundations on which to continue our existence.

Whilst this may be hard for some of you to comprehend at this moment in time, tryto take things a step at a time. Search out the knowledge for yourself.

If you ar e rea din g th is, you a re he re as a rem ind er for you to find you r own ca llingand seek enlightenment.

This message I hope will clarify the confusion of spirit and the soul's journey. Wewill talk again, but in the meantime, many blessings to you all.

Bayserayla.

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9: Man of hugs

19th August 2005

J ill a n d I wen t to th e cinem a in the Meadowh a ll sh opp ing m a ll in Sh effield. I dpr omis ed to go with h er to see a ch ick-flick ; Bewitch ed . J ill wan ted a br ea k from th e

kids. We were 4 weeks into the summer break. After the film we went into an Italianrestaurant called Amalfi.

8.05pm.

Th e waiter ha d ju st pou red u s both a glas s of red win e, from th e bott le we d ju storder ed. J ill looked acros s at m e an d sa id, We re n ot alon e! I a sk ed h er if Azrae l washere. She said Luciana was by my side, holding my little finger on my left hand.

Glenn: Is she pretty?

J ill: Yes; in a way. Sh e s alm ost pixie-like . Very cu te. Big black eyes. She s so th in.Sh e s wearing a tu n ic. No sleeves; up to her neck, an d down to h er knees .

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