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"BUT THY LOVE ANDTHY GRACE"

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Father Finn

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ii

BUT THY LOVE ANDTHY GRACE"

BY

FRANCIS J. FINN, S.J.

AUTHOR OF "HIS FIRST AND LAST APPEARANCE*"PERCY WYNN," "TOM PLAYFAIR," ETC.

Wi^/i Tllustrations by

CHARLES C. SVENDSEN

THIRD EDITION,

NEW YORK, CINCINNATI, CHICAGO

BENZIGER BROTHERSFRINTEKS TO THE HOLY APOSTOLIC SEE

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Copyright, 1901,

By BENZIGER BROTHERS.

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CONTENTS

PAGE

Chapter I . . . . . . . . n

Chapter II 38

Chapter III 47

Chapter IV 65

Chapter V ........ 77

Chapter VI 103

Chapter VII . . . . . . .110

Chapter VIII 127

Chapter IX '^32

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LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

" Regina looked at the diamond, long, intently,

hungrily*'

" He sat up all night to compose it

"

" So Regina read the first stanza a second time "

" At the mention of her name Regina arose "

"' Peace, be still!'

"

" * Don't cry, please,' said Regina gently "

" Regina O'Connell entered"..." She started up for the last landing " . •

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^'But Thy Love and

Thy Grace.^'

I.

"What should you take a chance

on? Why, the diamond ring, of

course. It's only ten cents a chance,

and there's nothing near as nice in

the whole bazaar."

The speaker was a young lady pre-

siding over one of the prettiest and

gayest booths in the St. Joseph's Or-

phan Asylum Bazaar. She was ad-

dressing her remarks to a girl who,

as any woman could tell by her dress,

was of the working class. The girl

had a pleasing face. The features

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were refined, the eyes, soft and of the

tenderest blue, looking out mildly and

kindly from dark silken arched lashes

upon a world which wondered why

face and habit should correspond so

ill.

" I might as well," she answered.

" I have twenty cents left, and I'm

going in a minute ; and I don't care

about leaving with any money."

Regina O'Connell had come into

that bazaar with three dollars and

twenty cents. It was not much to

the bazaar, but to the gentle girl it

represented the savings of six months

— it represented all that she could

spare for the orphans.

Regina wrote her name for two

chances in the little book offered her,

tlien paid her money.

ri3l

•m

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE.»

"There, now," she added, with a

little laugh, " I am light of pocket,

and, as far as the bazaar is concerned,

I am through with it."

The chance taken, Miss Margaret

Dalton, who was Prefect of the

Young Ladies' Sodality, looked at

Regina kindly. She was touched by

the fragile beauty of the working-

girl.

" Wouldn't you like to look at the

ring ? " she said. " They all say it is

a very pretty one."

" Thank you," answered Regina,

gratefully. " But I know you're busy,

and I don't want to take up your val'-

able time."

Regina said " varable " for " valu-

able." Out of deference to the kindly

young lady she was using her best

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«BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

words, and pronouncing them accord-

ing to her lights,

" Oh, it will be a pleasure to me to

show it to you!

" said Miss Dalton,

taking the girl's hand as she spoke,

and leading her toward that thing of

beauty, the Young Ladies' Sodality

Booth.

To make one's way through the

crowd was no easy task. Wheels of

fortune to right of them, wheels of

fortune to left of them, a surging

crowd all around and about them;

many holding " bats " in their hands,

many struggling to buy them; little

boys who would get in the way ; little

girls who could not get out of it ; a

gentleman, whispered to be running

for office, surrounded by a knot of

laughing girls, each waiting for her

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«BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE.*

turn to hand him her chance-book

;

some five or six young men smilingly

trying to escape from a zealous old

lady, who was endeavoring to impress

them with the idea that a silk dress

which she was raffling would fill a

void in their lives— all these things

made progress onward a thing which

required vigilance and determination.

It was, indeed, a pretty sight re-

vealed by the hundreds of sputtering

electric lights. They shone upon

faces which were on a parade of joy.

When people come to a bazaar, it i^

only the first step that costs. Once

they have determined on going, once

that they have set aside the money

they intend spending (and strong of

will and armed in triple brass is he

who goes not beyond the limit he has

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set himself), the rest is a merry revel.

If you wish to see for yourself that it

is better to give than to receive, by

all means go to a charity bazaar. Men

and women pay high prices for things

they do not want, and then chuckle

over their extravagance. They are

particularly happy when they pay

something for nothing, and they

become idiotically ecstatic when

they have to borrow carfare to get

home.

An hour in a bazaar is a crowded

hour of joyous life— an hour where

every second registers joyous greet-

ings and unexpected meetings, happy

laughter and delightful little jokes,

which fizzle away like the foam in a

newly opened bottle of champagne,

and won't, in consequence, stand repe-

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tition : all this in a glory of flowers,

and a wonder of colors, and a blaze of

light, and a gleaming of eyes, and a

shuffling of feet, and a hum of voices.

Grief, for a season, bids the place fare-

well. She stands at the door without

— stands so long that sometimes she

falls asleep, and so lets her patrons

depart unconcerned and merry.

Through such a crowd and in such

an hour did Regina and Miss Dalton

not unsuccessfully struggle. Within

five minutes they had made over fif-

teen feet.

" I couldn't do better than you,

Miss Dalton, in ground-gaining, the

best day I ever played on the grid-

iron," said Fred Morris, the great

half-back of the St. Francis College

Team, whom the young men of the

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city worshiped, and of whom the

older citizens had never heard.

" Indeed ! " said Miss Dalton, sweetly,

but not at all appreciating the compli-

ment. Had he made a speech in

Syro-Chaldaic, she would have under-

stood him equally well.

At this juncture, an unexpected

diversion attracted the surging crowd

to another part of the building, leav-

ing the immediate neighborhood of

the Young Ladies' Sodality Booth

comparatively deserted, and Regina

and Miss Dalton free to continue

their progress without let or hin-

drance. They were standing presently

before the large show-case of the won-

drous booth. High on a throne of

state, in the very center of the case,

out from its blue, fluffy, satin-lined

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box, gleamed the diamond upon a

dainty gold ring.

Regina's face lighted up ; her eyes

grew very bright and opened very

large.

'' Oh, isn't it lovely!

"

No woman could have said less—or more.

" Perhaps you would like to have it

in your hand," continued the sympa-

thetic Miss Dalton. Her heart had

warmed to the poor girl.

"Oh, don't put yourself to any

trouble on my account, miss!'* an-

swered Regina, still keeping her

sparkling eyes on the diamond.

" How I should like to win

it!"

Miss Dalton quietly slipped behind

the counter, opened the case, and,

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«BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

taking the ring from its box, handed

it to the girl.

Regina looked at it long, intently,

hungrily. The diamond glittered in

the light. When she raised her eyes,

there were three diamonds glittering

;

at least, so thought a genial old Irish-

man, who had just lightened his purse

and his heart by taking a chance on

a picture rich in reds and destitute

of the least vestige of green— so far

can charity carry a patriot.

" Shure, miss," he said to Regina, as

she raised her eyes— " shure, miss,

that diamond would be lost on your

little hand; for the byes would be

lookin* at your shinin' eyes all the

time, and wouldn't be lookin' at the

ring at all, at all."

The old man was then captured by

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

a woman with a book, and so missed

the chance of commenting on the rich

blush which purpled Regina's cheeks.

" This diamond must be worth

hundreds and hundreds of dollars,"

she said.

" I wish it were," answered Miss

Dalton, suppressing a smile. " It is

valued at sixty-five dollars."

'' Is that all ? If I had it, I'd not

sell it for that. No, indeed."

" I should be delighted if you were

to win it."

" Thank you, miss. You are very

kind. I don't know you ; but your

face is very familler " (poor Regina

got that word very badly) " to me

;

and I don't feel as if you was a

stranger.'*

" And I know your face very* well,

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too," answered Miss Dalton, of set

purpose avoiding the word "familiar."

" If I'm not mistaken, you go to Father

McNichols to confession."

" Oh, that's where I've seen you

!

I couldn't place you, at first. But

now I remember I seen you at church

last Saturday evening. You're one of

his penitents, aren't you ?"

" Yes. I've gone to him for a year.'*

" He has done a lot of good to me.

He makes me come every week."

Miss Dalton gazed at Regina more

sympathetically than ever as the girl

again fell to contemplating the glitter-

ing diamond ring. Miss Dalton be-

longed to one of the leading Catholic

families of the city. She was refined

;

of such a refinement, indeed, that she

could go out of her own walk of life

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into the slums without rubbing off

or tarnishing the bloom thereof.

" Here's another case," she reflected,

"of the loveliness born of frequent

confession and Communion. This

poor child belongs to the tenements.

She has lived, perhaps, amid scenes of

squalor and drunkenness. Every-

thing about her should have made her

coarse and vulgar. Doubtless, she

left school at the age of thirteen,

and doubtless for a time she promised

to go wrong, and become coarse.

Then a confessor got a hold on her,

and persuaded her to frequent the Sac-

raments. And now she is pure

and modest and gentle, and just as

refined as any girl can be who has

hardly more than a bowing acquaint-

ance with words of three syllables. I

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think I'll cultivate her. She's worth

a hundred educated girls who think

only of themselves."

" My name is Margaret Dalton,"

she said aloud. " Would you mind

telling me yours ?"

" Oh, no. I'm Regina O'Connell."

" I'm glad to make your acquaint-

ance, Regina. It's fair we should

know each other, since we sit beside

each other in the church so often.

Do you like going to confession every

week .?

"

" I didn't at first," answered Regina,

returning the ring to Margaret. " It

took Father McNichols a long time

to get^ me to do it. You see, I used

to go out so much on Saturday night.

I'm ashamed to think of it now.

Those balls are horrible."

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"You didn't think so when you

went to them, I dare say."

** No ; but I had no sense— not

that I've much now, for that matter."

" How long have you been work-

ing?"

"Since I was eleven. My father

wasn't doing nothing, and my sister

got taken down with some spinal

trouble, and so I went and said I was

thirteen— don't be shocked, miss, but

I didn't mind a lie more or less then

— and got a position in a shoe-fac-

tory; and I've been working there

ever since— seven years."

" Do you like it ?"

" I have to. We're left alone now,

me and my sister, and she's bedridden,

poor thing ; and the doctor says she

won't last long. Oh, she's so lovely

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and so patient. She never complains,

and never asks for anything; and

she's praying nearly all the time.

She's worth working for, and you can

stick a pin in that."

Regina colored, on realizing that

her last statement was couched in

terms not quite suited to the occasion

and to her companion.

" Is your sister alone all day ?

"

*' Most of the time she is, miss.

But she says she is never lonely.

She says her beads, and then the

Office of the Immaculate Conception,

and then she has a book called * Visits

to Jesus in the Tabernacle.'

"

" Father Lasance's book ?"

"I think that's the one. A lady

was in the house about a year ago,

and happened to see her, and sent

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her the book. She reads out of

it for an hour or two every morning.

Then in the afternoon she reads

story-books part of the time, and, I

think, she does a lot of praying. OnSundays, though, there are lots of the

factory girls who come to see her

;

and they are just lovely to her. They

bring her flowers and fruit and cake,

and they talk so nice in her room.

Some of them talks pretty coarse at

work, and some of them use pretty

bad language. But they are good at

heart, every one of them."

" I'm sure they are," said Miss Dal-

ton ;" much better than people who

would sneer at them."

*' They are so unselfish. Once

when Rose— that's my sister's name

— was very sick, they took turns in

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staying up with her, two of them

every night, and then went to work

next day as though they had done

nothing out of the usual. It's won-

derful how kind every one is to

us!

"

" Won't you please take her these

flowers ? " said Miss Dalton, bringing

up from beneath the table a bunch of

violets.

" Oh," cried the girl, her eyes again

outrivaling the diamond, " how good

you are ! She just loves violets, and

hasn't seen any since last year.

These are very early, and they do

smell lovely. Thank you. Miss Dal-

ton. And now I think I had better

go."

" By the way, would you mind mycalling to see your sister some day }

"

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

" Mind ?' I was tempted to ast

you, but I didn't like to."

*' Very well. Please write the ad-

dress on this card."

" It's in a tenement on Main Street,

third floor back," murmured Regina,

apologetically, as she wrote her ad-

dress. " Oh, by the way, miss, if you

were to let me have one of those

books with chances on the diamond

ring, I think I could try to have it

filled out among my lady friends."

In saying " lady friends " poor Re-

gina thought she was particularly

happy. Miss Dalton could forgive

more than that.

" If you fill out this book," she said,

" you will be a benefactor of our

booth ; and we shall be very grateful

to you."

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" I think I can do it," said Regina.

" Some of the girls won't come to the

bazaar ; but it's not because they do

not feel kindly toward the poor little

orphans. Some are ashamed on ac-

count of their clothes, and others

because they haven't enough to spend.

But there are plenty of them who

will only be too glad to take a few

chances, no matter on what. I'm

going to talk up the diamond ring,

and I'm sure it will get them inter-

ested."

Miss Dalton had not quite suc-

ceeded in dismissing from her imagi-

nation this poor, bright-eyed, eager

girl, when Father Mc Nichols greeted

her.

*' Ah, Miss Dalton, this is no time

for contemplation. ' Action ' is the

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order of the hour. I am surprised to

see the Prefect of the Sodality bowed

in thought, when she should, of all

women, be up and doing."

" I will act on your advice at once.

Father. Here's my book of chances

on the diamond ring. Perhaps you

would like to put your name down ?"

" No, I should not. What should

I do with a diamond ring ? How-

ever, I will take a few chances."

Father McNichols took the book

and glanced at the numbers.

" Whose name shall I put down ?"

he said, half to himself.

" Regina O'Connell's," answered

Miss Dalton, promptly.

" Regina O'Connell ? Never heard

of her in my life."

" But you have heard her many a

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time, Father. She's a Httle working-

girl, and one of your penitents."

" Then she must be a very good

girl indeed," commented the Father,

affably.

" Yes ?

"

"Why, of course. All working-

girls are good. Never met any other

sort since I was ordained."

"Well, Regina certainly is very

good. She supports a sick sister,

and works hard, and gets no pleasure

in life, and is perfectly resigned and

cheerful. She's a frail little creature,

too, and reminds me of a prema-

ture white-and-pink blossom in early

April."

" Please don't say she gets no pleas-

ure in life, Miss Dalton. If, as you

say, she is a weekly communicant, I

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am confident that God's love and

grace make up for the things that

are wanting in her narrow Hfe. It

is wonderful how generous God often

is in filling with His heavenly con-

solations those whom He does not

fill with bread. It is the rich that

He sends away hungry."

" I'm afraid," sighed Miss Dalton,

"that some of us have already re-

ceived our reward."

" There !

" continued Father Mc-

Nichols, after a pause, during which

he was busily writing. " I have put

Miss Regina O'Connell's name down

for ten chances."

" I'm going to tell her what you've

done, next time I see her."

" You will do nothing of the sort,"

cried Father McNichols.

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" Oh, if you object— "

" Stay!

" interrupted the priest.

" On second thought, I believe you

are right. The girl is my penitent,

you say. Perhaps, knowing of this,

she will be better affected toward

me, and be more willing to take ad-

vice. Who knows but I may be

called on to say hard things to her.'*

Yes, you may tell her."

" I certainly will. And, Father,

the poor girl was so delighted with

the diamond, so anxious to win it!

I intend to put her down for five

chances every day until the end of

the bazaar. And I'm going to get

my sisters and brothers interested,

too."

*' And then, when some man comes

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simply 'out of charity, you might sug-

gest Regina's name. Some men are

grateful for little hints. Good-by,

and good luck to you and all your

undertakings!"

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II.

Three days later, or, to put it more

definitely, on the following Saturday,

at nine o'clock of the evening, Father

McNichols, seated in his confessional,

was making heroic efforts to keep

awake. The person on the other

side of the screen had finished her

little tale of sins, and was saying,

" For these and all the sins which I

do not remember, I humbly ask par-

don of God, and of you, my ghostly

Father, penance and absolution."

Father McNichols suddenly no-

ticed, with a start and a jerk, that he

had fallen into a trance, of how

lengthy a duration he knew not

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**BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE,"

" For 'your penance, my child," he

said, " say three Hail Marys. By the

way, do you work ?"

" Yes, Father.'*

" When do you stop ?"

" At half-past five."

" Well, how is it you come so late ?

I'm such a sleepyhead at this hour,

you know. Can't you come earlier ?"

" I always do. Father. But to-day

I was going about among the girls

who work in the factory with me to

get them to take a chance on the

diamond ring."

Sleep very suddenly took unto it-

self the wings of the morning.

" The diamond ring !" he repeated.

It was no longer nine of the night,

but five of the afternoon.

" Yes, Father ; and I'm so thankful

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to you for putting my name down for

ten chances. Miss Dalton told meabout it I'll feel happy over that,

even if I don't win the val'able

rmg.

The word " varable " quickened the

confessor's memory. He knew few

of his penitents in the confessional,

perhaps six. One little boy made the

*'* Confiteor " more gloomy and mys-

terious by confessing to *' Blessed

Michael, the * dark ' angel." A little

girl, on the other hand, lightened the

gloom of the same prayer by changing

the "ark" angel into an "arch"

angel. There was also a young lady

who, for reasons known only to her

Creator, always giggled in saying,

" That's all. Father." A working-boy

invariably accused himself of commit-

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ting the' sin of " detraction " whenever

he tried to pray. An old woman

had the habit of cursing the devil,

and Father McNichols, wondering

whether heaven's chancery set it to

or against her account, was often

tempted to ask whether she did it

before or after meals. All these, and

a few others who had certain pecu-

liarities of voice or pronunciation,

Father McNichols knew. Regina's

ear-mark was the mispronunciation

of several words, prominent among

which was the word "valuable." In

Father Mc Nichols's mind, ^egina was

catalogued as his ^^val'able penitent."

" Oh, now I remember you," said

the confessor. " You're the girl that

I thought God was calling to a high

degree of perfection."

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" You said that to me many times,

Father."

" Yes ; and I meant it. Do you

make your spiritual reading every

day .?

"

" Yes, Father, for at least ten

minutes."

" And don't you find that it helps

you to pray better ?''-

" Yes, Father. Whenever I read a

chapter of Thomas a Kempis with

attention, I can say my prayers ever

so much more easy."

" And what about that little prayer

of St. Ignatius I gave you a few

weeks ago ? Do you say it ?"

** Sometimes, Father, when I am

brave."

" I hope you will grow braver every

day, my child. And I do^'t wonder

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at your fearing to say that prayer. I

kruow very holy men who say it with

timidity. It is an act of perfect love

of God. Also, it is an act of perfect

renunciation. The very first words,

' Take, O Lord, and receive all myliberty, my memory, my understand-

ing, and my whole will, whatever I

have and possess,' are perfect gener-

osity. Then the words, ' Thou hast

given me these things: to Thee, OLord, do I return them,' are true grat-

itude and true love. ' Receive them,

dispose of them according to the ex-

tent of Thy will,' are resignation to

God's will in all things. And then,

my child, the concluding words, if

really meant by their utterer, are

enough to stir the courts of heaven

:

^ Give me du^ Thy love and Thy grace^

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for these are sufficient for me.' That

is one of the sublimest prayers of

human composition to be found out-

side of the ' Gloria ' and the * Preface,*

if, indeed, either of these may be con-

sidered of human origin. When you

really can say and mean that prayer,

you are on the road to sanctity."

" Ah, but. Father, there's the trouble.

There are lots of other things I want,

and I'm afraid to think of praying not

to get them."

" For instance }"

" O Father, I do so want that dia-

mond ring."

"And I do not think that you

should want it with overmuch eager-

ness. Try to get rid of that desire,

my child. It is only a vain imagi-

nation."

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"And then, Father, you know himr" Oh, him !

" echoed the confessor,

mentally adding, " I had forgotten all

about him. Well, what about him ?"

" He's been drinking again. Father,

and I feel so bad. He promised me

two months ago that he wouldn't

touch a drop for a year. And now I

don't know what to do. I've given

him my promise ; and I do love him.

But it sickens me to think that I'm

going to marry a drunkard. But

what am I to do }'*

For several seconds Father Mc-

Nichois hesitated before answering.

" If he can't keep sober for love,

now that he's trying to get you, he

most probably will not, once you are

bound to him forever."

"Shall I give him up, then, Father?**

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" I leave that to your own judg-

ment and the workings of grace.

Meantime, try to say that prayer once

every day, and especially just after

receiving Holy Communion. God

bless you ! Go in peace !

"

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The room of Regina O'Connell

and her sister was small and very

sparingly furnished. Two common

chairs, a plain wooden table, a heavy

bed of the same material, and a small

stove made up the furniture. Upon

the wall was a coarse print represent-

ing the Saviour showing His Sacred

Heart. It was so placed that the

invalid upon the bed could see it

without turning. Despite the pov-

erty of its appointments, the room,

was as clean as the traditional Dutch

kitchen.

Rose O'Connell was lying on her

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back, her fragile hands clasped to-

gether over the coverlet. Her face

was pale and thin ; her eyes were

large, lustrous, and shaded by exquis-

itely penciled brows. Occasionally

a moan of pain escaped from her

lips.

Suddenly, she dashed her hands

across her eyes, the look of pain dis-

appeared as in a flash, and a smile,

joyous, expectant, glorified her pa-

thetic little face. She heard the step,

so loved, so familiar, without. The

door opened, and Regina hastened

into the room.

" How is my dearest little sister,

this evening ? " she cried, bending

down and kissing the upturned

face. ir

" Fine, Regina. I've had several

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visitors during the day, and they all

talked and laughed so that I forgot

my poor old back."

" And how is the pain to-day ?

Ah, youVe been crying, dearest.

Now, tell the truth, haven't you ?'*

" A little, Regina ; but it wasn't the

pain altogether."

"What else, dear.?"

" You were coughing so, last night,

Regina ; and then you looked so tired

about the eyes. And then your step

isn't like what it used to be. It's

heavier. And you don't smile so

easily; and last night and the night

before you was moaning in your

sleep. O my own dear sister, if you

were to get sick and suffer, I couldn't

rtand it ! Why doesn't God lay it all

on my back? Let Him put it on

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me. I'm used to it Oh, I'm mur-

muring now. God forgive me."

Rose began to weep afresh. There

were tears struggling in Regina's

eyes, too, but she kept them back

bravely.

"Now, Rose," she said, "don't you

go praying to get my troubles. I

won't have it. You've had your

share, and more. And then. Rose,

I'm not going to groan any more in

my sleep. I did have a little trouble

;

but it's all over, thank God. You

know, he got to drinking again ?"

" Yes, I know."

" And I didn't know what to do.

But to-day he went and took the

pledge, and he won't touch liquor any

more. He met me on my way home

from work ; and he was so nice and

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afferble. He says he's going to be

a man from this out. Oh, he was

so nice! And he wrote me just the

most lovely poem with his own

hand."

"He did.?"

" Yes ; he told me he sat up all

night composing it. I've got it with

me, and I intend to keep it all mylife. Would you like to hear it, mydear.?"

" Oh, yes. Just to think that he

could write poetry ! Let's hear it,

Regina."

From her bosom, Regina blush-

ingly took out a sheet of ordinary

foolscap paper.

" It's just lovely !" she commented.

^' And the words are so fine. Here's

the way it goes

:

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*' * Believe me, if all these endearing young

charms,

Which I gaze on so fondly to-day,

Were to change by to-morrow, and fleet in

my arms.

Like fairy-gifts fading away,

Thou wouldst sti]l be adored, as this moment

thou art

!

Let thy lovehness fade as it will,

And around the deer ruin each wish of myheart

Would entwine itself verdantly still.***

" It's simply grand !" cried Rose,

ecstatically.*

" But that's not all, dear. There's

more just as good."

" Read that part over, do. Oh, it

is so beautiful and sweet ! And it's

true. You could never grow ugly

to me, dearest; and your charms

couldn't -— what's that word ?— oh,

yes— your charms couldn't fleet.

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No; never, never, never! Read it

again, Regina: I'm going to get it

by heart."

So Regina read the first stanza a

second and then a third time; after

which Rose recited it from memory,

clapping her poor Httle hands for

joy at her success.

" Oh, I just love poetry !" she cried

;

" and I didn't know it. Regina, I'm

going to give up story-books and

read poetry. It is heavenly. I'm

just crazy to hear the rest, now; and

I'm going to learn it by heart, too.

Go on, dear, read the rest. I wonder

what he means by ' entwine itself ver-

dantly still ' .? What is ' verdantly ' .? I

guess it means like an ivy, or maybe

a honeysuckle. O Regina, I never

thought so much of him before!

"

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With Regina and Rose, Mr.

Thomas Betterly, age twenty-three,

occupation a mechanic, was always

" him."

Her cheeks flushing prettily, Re-

gina continued

:

"' It is not while beauty and youth are thy own,

And thy cheeks unprofaned by a tear,

That the fervor and faith of a soul may be

known,

To which time will but make thee more

dear

!

Oh, the heart that has truly loved never

forgets,

But as truly loves on to the clothes,

As the sunflower turns to her god when he sets

The same look which she turned when he

rose.'

"

" My, isn't it like angels talking !

"

cried the invalid, her cheeks blazing

with fervor. " And it's so true. You

do get dearer to me every day, Re-

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gina. Time does make thee clearer.

And then it's so sad, because there

will be a close. I— I— think, dear,

that I'm getting worse; and— and—

" here Regina gave a little sob—"and the close is coming. But you

will be my sunflower to the last, and

I'll turn to you— "

She stopped suddenly. Regina

had thrown her arms around the

child's neck, and in a long embrace

they sobbed together.

It was an hour of exaltation ; the

cross and the crown, the sweet and

the bitter, the loveliness and pathos

of two sweet and simple lives, were

wondrously intermingled. But the

bitterness, the cross, and the pathos

were all sweetened and made light by

the faith and the love and the grace

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of Him whose picture looked down

on them both from the bare wall.

" Now, dear," continued Rose, after

a long silence, " let us say that prayer

together. It is a poem, too. AndI'm so tired : I want to say it while I

can."

Regina slipped to her knees, still

holding the dear head with her arms.

Together they recited

:

*.

"' Take, O Lord, and receive all

my liberty, my memory, my under-

standing, and my whole will, whatever

I have and possess. Thou hast given

me these things, O Lord: to Thee,

O Lord, do I return them. Receive

them, dispose of them according to

the extent of Thy will. Give me but

Thy love and Thy grace, for these

are sufficient for me.'"

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

"To-morrow," Rose added, pres-

ently, " Fm going to read nothing but

poetry. It— it— makes me love

God more— and—^and— you too,

dearest. Kiss me good-night: I am

so tired, so tired."

Regina kissed the wan face tenderly,

and then turned away. A shiver ran

through her frame, and there was a

coldness at her heart. How wan, how

pinched, yet how unutterably lovely

was the poor little fading Rose !

" O my God, my God !

" she mut-

tered, "anything but that. Anything

— " She corrected her thought, and

added, "' Give me but Thy love and

Thy grace.'

"

She was startled presently by the

sound of Rose's voice, clear, but so

weak.

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" Regina, the pain is all gone

!

Oh, I feel so nice ! There is a

change. No pain ! Oh, thank God

for His goodness ! It has gone at

last. And now I shall sleep well.

It is all gone 1 It has been with

me since the new year. Thank God

!

I shall read poetry to-morrow —nothing but poetry. And— then—good-night

!

"

Regina said nothing: her sister

had sunk into slumber. How peace-

ful, how sweet, how lovely the face

on the pillow had grown ! Yes, the

look of pain was gone.

"Thank God, thank God!" echoed

Regina. " Thank God for all His

mercies."

A moment later, there came a low

knock at the door. Regina advanced

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on tiptoe. She found Miss Dalton

standing without.

*' Oh, how do you do, Miss Dal-

ton ? " she whispered. " You are

most welcome. I didn't think you'd

come so soon. My sister is fallen

asleep. Do come and look at her.

Just before she dozed off, she told

me that all the pain had left her.

And, oh, her face is so beautiful

!

She is sleeping so soundly, and

doesn't moan as she used to. Thank

God, thank God ! Come and see

her ; and step lightly, miss, for Rose

has not slept sound these many

months. To-morrow," she added,

absently, "she is going to read

ipoetry."

Miss Dalton followed Regina to

the bedside. As she looked, she

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started. Then, bending down, she

put her face close to the sleeper's.

" Does a priest come to see her

occasionally ? " she asked presently.

" Oh, yes. Father Dillon, our par-

ish priest, has been just lovely. Heanointed her one week ago, and this

morning he brought her Holy Com-

munion. But, Miss Dalton, why do

you look so ? What is the matter ?"

*' My dear girl," said Miss Dalton,

vainly striving to keep back the tears,

"your poor sister will never suffer

again."

" Is— is— O Miss Dalton !

"

" God pity you, Regina. Let us

kneel down and pray."

The poetry of all the ages and of

eternity itself had been thrown open

to Rose O'Connell.

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The bazaar had come to an end

;

but all was not finished. Amongother things, the raffle of the diamond

ring was postponed. Some of the

books containing chances had not

been returned in time ; and, moreover,

there was a demand on the part of a

great many for more chances. So,

for three weeks after the closing of the

bazaar, the books went round merrily.

After the burial of Rose, poor Re-

gina was utterly disconsolate. Many

and many a time did her heart grow

rebellious against the will of God.

She found it almost impossible to

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pray. She muttered the words with

her lips, but her heart was turned to

Rose, and crying out for her to come

back.

Oftentimes despondency so seized

her soul that she was frightened at

herself. Then, in bitterness of heart,

she would repeat over and over, " Give

me but Thy love and Thy grace—but Thy love and Thy grace."

Poor child, she was alone in the

world. The girls with whom she

worked were very gentle and attentive.

" He," too, rose somewhat to the occa-

sion ; and her love went out to him

with its former freshness. She could

not forget that his poem had bright-

ened the last moments of gentle Rose.

The verses had ptit him in a new and

wondrous light. Surely, the man[66]

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who could write such sentiment in

meter must be noble of mind and of

heart. Tom was of great service to

her in those first days of sorrow : not

the real Tom, but the Tom whom she

saw under the light that was not his.

Sometimes, and in God's sweet provi-

dence, it is good to live in a fool's

paradise.

As a matter of fact, Tom was below

Regina in every way. He was coarse,

selfish, and weak. His love for Re-

gina was the most elevating thing in

his poor, sordid life. Whenever he

left her presence, he departed vowing

to do better. The spirit, indeed, was

willing.

One week before the holding of

the raffle, Miss Margaret Dalton

called to see Regina.

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" Well, Regina," she continued,

after the first words of greeting, " what

are you doing with yourself?"

" I go to my work, Miss Dalton ,*

but that doesn't take me from mythoughts. And then at night, when

I'm alone, I sit here, and think and

remember."

" I'm afraid, my dear, that you are

unhappy."

" Yes, miss— "

*' Call me Margaret, please."

" Thank you. Yes, Margaret, I do

feel so wretched. All the pleasure has

gone out of my life." She paused,

then added, " almost," for she was

thinking of her ingratitude to her

glorified Tom.'' But you must try to go on cheer-

fully, Regina. It is not the will of

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God, I think, that we should give

ourselves up to the melancholy luxury

of grief. We are on earth to serve

Him, and to work. If you were to

throw yourself into some interest or

other, and give your time to it, I amsure that your sister Rose would be

pleased, and you would not feel the

pain of her loss so sensibly."

*' Yes, Miss Dalton— yes, Mar-

garet; but I can't do anything. At

night I feel worn out, and, worst of all,

I can't sleep. And then, while I lay

awake, I see her face coming and go-

ing, coming and going, shining out

from the blackness of the room. And,

oh, I wish— I wish over and over

that I was dead, and with Rose again."

" It's all a matter of a few years, ^my dear," said Margaret, softly, as she

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clasped the wretched girl's hands in

her own. " Be patient, and wait.

God is counting every moment, and

each seed of sorrow, sown each mo-

ment, will blossom elsewhere into a

flower of joy."

" Ah, yes, ma'am— 3^es, Margaret.

But then, my heart gets so rebellious

at times, and I feel impatient with

God. It scares me. Oh, He'll not

reward me for the way I've been

acting."

" I think He will, my dear. For

one moment of impatience in the hour

there are a thousand moments of res-

ignation to God's will. And God will

forget those moments of impatience,

oh, so easily; but He will never,

never forget all the other moments

of resignation."

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" Do you think so, miss ?"

" I certainly do. God's ways are

not our ways. In my own case, I find

that sometimes I forget a thousand

and one acts of kindness and courtesy

shown me by a friend on account of

one rude word or some sHght over-

sight. It makes me ashamed to

think of it, when I remember how

easily God forgives and forgets."

" Thank you so much for what

you've said, Miss Dalton. It's just

lovely. And I think I will be braver

after this. O Miss Dalton, tell mewhat to do."

The words in which this question

was couched recalled to the mind of

the Prefect a touching hymn to Our

Lady of Good Counsel, sung, on occa-

sions, by the Sodality choir.

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*' Suppose, Regina, you join our

Sodality. Our Blessed Mother, who

is the Consoler of the afflicted, will

surely assist you in a special way, if

you put yourself under her standard

in a special way."

" Oh, I should so like to ; but I was

afraid to ask. Do you think I'm good

enough ?"

" Indeed I do."

" But then, Fm poor— and -—

there are so many fine ladies in

your Sodality. Do you think they

would care about me being with

them ?"

" I don't know what you mean by

fine ladies," answered Miss Dalton,

with some vivacity. " If you mean

women whose standard of ladyship is

the world's point of view, there are

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none with us. But I have yet to find

out that worldly culture and wealth

can give us as perfect a lady as do the

frequentation of the Sacraments and

the living of a good Catholic life.

There are domestics in the Sodality

who have much better manners than

their mistresses. In fact, the most

vulgar people in the world, I believe,

are the rich people who have not got

quite used to their riches."

" Sometimes I have thought so

myself. I've often wondered that the

women who scold the conductors and

make fusses on the street-cars are

always finely dressed."

" I haven't, Regina. Money has

broadened and developed their vul-

garity. And they are sufficiently

educated to give it expression in the

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Queen's English. But to get back to

the Sodality."

" Oh, yes ; I'll be delighted to join.

I wanted to long ago, but we were

so poor, and poor Rose needed all

we could earn. But now I think I

can.

" Oh, don't bother about the money,

Regina. We prefer good sodalists to

good money, though, of course, we

need that too. Father Mc Nichols

doesn't want any deserving girl to

stay without because she is poor. By

the way, how are you getting on with

the book on the ring ? We want

all the returns in by Monday. 'The

raffle takes place on the following

night."

" That's a fact. How careless and

selfish I've been 1 I filled my book

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long ago ; but mj^ poor sister's death

drove it out of my mind. Here," she

added, pulling out the drawer of the

table, and bringing therefrom a pack-

age neatly done up in white paper,

" here's the book and the money. By

the way, couldn't you give me another

book.f^ I want to work now. From

now till Monday I'll give all my spare

time to getting chances. Oh," she

broke out, her eyes kindling, " it is

such a lovely ring ! I'm almost

ashamed to say it, but I still want to

wm it.

"You shall have another book

to-morrow, Regina. And don't forget

to come to the next meeting of the

Sodality. You shall be most wel-

come. Keep busy, Regina. Your

Mster is happy, and wants you to be

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content. I had Father McNichols

say a Mass for her yesterday."

Regina had no words to thank

Miss Dalton for this great kindness.

The tears came to her eyes, as she

pressed the hands of her new friend. *

Miss Dalton left her weeping, but

happier than she had been since the

death of her sister.

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^ It was the night of the raffle. On

that occasion, the Library Hall of the

Young Ladies' Sodality was almost un-

comfortably crowded. The " workers"

in the bazaar— and their number was

legion— were all present ; and so

were their friends and their friends'

friends to about the fourth decree.

The Librarian,' smiling and affable,

was showing, not without pride, the

treasures of the Library to several

portly gentlemen, one of whom, as

his features indicated, was of Jewish

blood. A whisper went round among

the workers that he was as rich as

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Croesus. That's the way it started,

but, by the time it had passed from

one mouth to fifty, it was corrupted

into " He's as rich as crazy "; where-

upon the uninitiated gazed on him

fixedly, many wondering whether he ^

was as harmless as he appeared to be.

" Did the Librarian know he was

crazy ?" they asked themselves. Ap-

parently she did not, for her easy air

of smiling unconcern, and her light

laugh, rich in cheerfulness, evinced

that she was utterly without fear.

" He doesn't look crazy," Regina

was saying to the Secretary of the

Sodality.

" Crazy ! I should think not," re-

turned that official. " He's a very

good, sensible man, and has been one

of the best friends of our bazaar, even

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if he is a Jew. By the way, do you

know that you and he have done

more to bring in money on the dia-

mond ring than any two people in the

city }"

" Him and me !" cried Regina, the

color rushing to her pale cheeks.

" Why, I didn't do anythink to speak

of. I just got three books filled."

"Yes; but all the same your name

is down for more chances than his

;

and he paid down cash for fifty in mypresence, besides other chances Fve

heard he's taken."

At this moment, the Prefect of the

Sodality, accompanied by the two

Assistants, came over to where Re-

gina was seated.

" Miss O'Connell," said the Prefect,

*' in the name of our Sodality and the

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orphans, we wish to thank you for the

work you have done in the interests

of our raffle. If there were a dozen

more Hke you in our SodaHty, I think

we should practically own the town."

" Thank you, Miss Dalton," said

Regin^, rising in some confusion.

Her face, which had grown pale and

wan since we last saw her, flushed

violently.

" And I do hope," added the First

Assistant, kindly, " that,you may win

it."

" And so do I," said the Second

Assistant, her eyes beaming genially

through her glasses.

" I'm sorry I can't agree with you,"

«aid the Librarian, as she pushed her

way up to the group along with

the man who was *' rich as crazy."

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" Here's my candidate for the ring.

He wants it; and, if he wins it, he

intends to present us with fifty dollars

for our Library."

" O dear !" cried Regina. " If that's

the case, I— I— almost hope he'll

wm.*' Let me suggest an amendment,"

said the Prefect. " Mr. Fairweather,

I propose that, in case you win or

Miss Regina O'Connell, you give the

fifty dollars. You see, Mr. Fair-

weather, Regina has worked harder

for that ring than any one, and in the

number of chances taken she is your

rival."

Mr. Fairweather looked at Regina

kindly and benevolently. He took

in much of her story at a glance.

Had she been the finest lady in the

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land, he could not have been more

courteous.

" It is indeed a pleasure," he said,

bowing, "to meet a rival in such a

cause. They are not the kind I usu-

ally meet, I am sorry to say. Miss

Dalton," he went on, " I'm obHged

to you for your suggestion. I shall

be delighted to give your Library

fifty dollars if I win ; sixty dollars

if Miss O'Connell »be the lucky

one."

*'0 my goodness!" cried the Libra-

rian, " I do hope things will go as

they ought to. Mr. Fairweather, you

are so good and kind that I will add

another suggestion: In case neither

of you win, we may count upon

twenty-five dollars anyhow. May we

not?"

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" What do you say to that, Miss

Dalton ? " said Mr. Fairweather, smil-

ing benevolently.

" It's a brilliant suggestion." The

Librarian laughed lightly and glided

away. She knew that the matter was

settled.

Somewhat to Regina's dismay, the

old gentleman seated himself beside

her.

" Is he crazy ?" she asked herself.

But even if he were not it would be

an ordeal to make talk with a man

whose daily income exceeded her

entire earnings of a year. Presently,

nevertheless, she found herself talking

easily, frankly, about her sister and

all the circumstances of her lovely

death. Next, she was listening in-

tently to Mr. Fairweather, who, de-

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spite a slight German accent, spoke

with a noble impressiveness. Hewas conversing about death, and say-

ing how much he wondered at the

quiet, calm way in which good Catho-

lics awaited the final summons. Had

he been a priest, his sentiments would

have been perfectly appropriate.

Just then a hale old gentleman

clapped his hands for silence. Hewas standing on a raised platform.

" Ah, that's Mr. Dalton," whispered

Mr. Fairweather to Regina.

"What! The father of Miss Dal-

ton }"

"Yes; and one of the finest men

in town. If all your rich Catholics

were like him, you wouldn't need

bazaars."

" Ladies and gentlemen," Mr. Dal-

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ton was saying, *' I have the honor to

announce to you that we are now

going to find out to whom the dia-

mond ring belongs. We are going

to go about it in this way : In this

bag "— here Mr. Dalton gravely held

up a white sack, upon whose chaste

surface there shone out in blue

characters

:

XXX.

FINEST BRAND.

— "in this bag are all the numbers

taken by the various chance-takers.

Out of this bag the lucky number

will be taken. The first, second, and

third numbers will not count. No;

the thirteenth number taken but will

be the lucky one! Now, we want a

little boy— the littler the better— to

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take out the numbers, and one man

to read them out, and another man to

verify his reading. Mr. Fairweather,

couldn't you— "

" Excuse me, if you please, Mr.

Dalton," interrupted Mr. Fairweather,

"but I hope to win that ring myself.

Get some one who isn't quite so

interested."

A small boy and two men were

presently secured. Mr. Dalton shook

the sack energetically, then, opening

its mouth slightly, bade the urchin

thrust in his hand and bring forth

one slip of paper.

The boy obeyed, and gave the slip

to the announcer. " 1728," he called.

" 1728," cried the verifier.

Again the bag was shaken.

"191 1.'*

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" 2384."

"4823."

" 9089."

" 402."

"3112."

"21."

"I 118."

" 2124.''

" 3560."

" 832."

" Now, ladies and gentlemen," cried

Mr. Dalton, in a loud voice, though

he might have spoken in a whisper

and been heard, so tense was the

silence, " the next number is ^he win-

ning number. May the one who

gets it deserve it!

"

Whereupon he began to shake

the bag with comical violence. The

laughing that followed suddenly

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changed to a groan, as the mouth

of the sack slipped in his hand, and

a number of tickets flew through

the air and fell scattering, upon the

floor.

The crowd moved back, and the

workers were upon their knees at

once recovering the precious slips.

" Say," whispered the Librarian

into the ear of the kneeling Prefect,

" while you're down say a little prayer

that Regina O'Connell may win.

Isn't she a dear little thing?"

" We've all been praying for her,"

answered the Prefect.

Quickly the slips were recovered,

quickly were they returned into the

sack, and violently but with much

more care did Mr. Dalton shake it

for the last time.

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The boy took out a slip, and handed

it to the announcer.

" Number three hundred and six !

"

" Ah !" came involuntarily from

the mouth of Miss Dalton.

" Number three hundred and six,"

announced Mr. Dalton, finding

the corresponding stump in a

book handed him. " Miss Regina

O'Connell!

"

At this there was tremendous

applause.

" It is one of the ten chances

that Father McNichols took for

her," whispered the Prefect to the

Librarian.

At the mention of her name,

Regina arose, and stood in some

embarrassment, whereupon Mr. Fair-

weather, with knightly courtesy, es-

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corted her to the foot of the platform,

and, taking the ring from Mr. Dalton,

handed it to the girl.

" Miss O'Connell," he said, " Fve

been beaten before ; but this is one

of the few times in my life that I

was glad to be worsted."

Amid another burst of applause,

he conducted Regina back to her

place, where she was forced to shake

hands with and receive the congrat-

ulations of nearly all in attendance.

Regina was very happy then.

Why ? Who can tell ? She had set

her heart on the ring. It had fasci-

nated her. Desire of it had grown

with each day. And now it was her

very own. And then, too, the kind

words, the smiles, the sympathetic

looks, of all these people fell like

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balm upon her innocent heart. For

a time the girl was in heaven. She

slipped the ring upon her finger, and

turned it this way and that, w^atching

its changing splendors with all the

delight of a child. The poor girl

was enjoying her first toy.

She was aroused by the voice of

Mr. Fairweather.

" Miss O'Connell," he was saying,

" in case you should ever wish to

part with that ring— "

*' O dear, no !" interrupted Regina.

" Never!

"

Mr. Fairweather smiled.

" Very good. Miss O'Connell. But

in case you should, call on me at

any time. I am willing— or; rather,

I should be glad-— to pay you its

market value, which is, I believe,

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sixt3^-five dollars. Here is my card

with my residence address."

" Thank you, sir;you are very

good. But I don't think that I

should care to sell my beautiful ring

for even a hundred dollars."

" I am very, very glad you like it

so much, my dear young lady," said

the old gentleman. And, indeed, his

kindly face gave earnest that his

feelings were at one with his words.

Regina was about to acknowledge

his gracious speech, when Mr. Dal-

ton again clapped his hands and

called the assembly to order.

*' Ladies and gentlemen," he said,

" I take great pleasure in announcing

to you that, in honor of this pleasant

occasion— an occasion for once when

the right prize goes to the right

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person -—-Miss Rosamund Otis, the

gifted soprano, whom all Cincinnati

delights to honor, has kindly con-

sented to sing a solo."

Mr. Dalton held up his hand for

silence, nevertheless the applause

continued for nearly a minute.

Miss Otis, a tall, handsome young

lady, stationed herself beside the

piano, and, accompanied by the

pianist of the occasion, sang '• May

Morning."

The audience was so delighted

that an encore was imperative.

After a short delay, Miss Otis

sang, " Oh, Believe Me if All These

Endearing Young Charms,"

" Oh !" cried Regina, involuntarily,

and putting her hand to her heart.

Then she addressed herself to listen.

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Regina had Irish blood in her

veins, and no person of Irish blood

ever yet listened unmoved to this

sweet melody. But to Regina it

appealed as, perhaps, it never yet

appealed to any listener. Again she

was standing beside her dying sister;

again she saw the dear face flush and

the gentle eyes kindle under the in-

spiration of the poet's thought.

Despite her endeavors, she could

not restrain a sob, and the tears

rushed to her eyes and stained her

wan cheeks. She hid her face in

her handkerchief, and listened with

all her soul. Miss Otis was at her

best on that memorable night. She

sang with a pathos which went to

every heart.

Presently the weeping girl began

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to wonder where Miss Otis could

have got the verses. Regina wore

them next her heart ; she had shown

them to no one save Rose. Here

was a mystery to be cleared. With

an effort, she composed herself.

" Sir," she said to Mr. Fairweather,

" aren't they beautiful words ?"

" Very," answered the old gentle-

man, emphatically.

^" I know who wrote them, sir."

" No doubt, no doubt," assented

Mr. Fairweather, affably. "Every-

body with Irish blood knows and

loves Tom Moore's ' Irish Melodies,'

and a great many with no Irish blood

at all— myself, for instance."

" Moore !" repeated Regina, look*

ing puzzled.

"Yes. Why, what's the matter,

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my dear young lady? Of course,

you know that Tom Moore wrote

them, as you said."

Regina gave a gasp of pain. All

the color had left her face. She

rose nervously.

" But what's the matter, Miss

O'Connell? Are you ill? Can't I

do anything for you ?

"

" No, no ; I— I must leave at

once. Excuse me, sir; I wish to be

alone."

Regina slipped from the hall, and,

once she was on the staircase land-

ing outside, she gasped and grew

faint, and was obliged to lean against

the wall for support. No tears came

to her eyes ; her grief was beyond

that. The moment of disillusion-

ment had come; and a terrible, al-

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most heart-breaking moment it was.

Her love was gone forever. She had

loved, not Tom, but her own false,

though noble, conception of that very

ordinary young man. But now the

ideal had crumbled away, and she

stood face to face, in her mind's eye,

with the real— a coarse, selfish, un-

truthful, weak-willed lover.

Grief changed to rage. For the

first time in many a long year Regina

was really angry. The great wave

of indignant feeling which flooded

her soul submerged her reason. She

was beside herself. The weakness

and the dizziness were forgotten.

She went down the steps quickly,

her eyes flashing, her bosom heaving,

her bloodless lips set together firmly.

As she reached the sidewalk, a

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figure separated from a group of

young men, who were, apparently,

loafers, and came beside her. Mr.

Tom Betterly had been awaiting her.

She could say nothing just then

;

but she turned upon him a look of

contempt that should have warned

him. But it would have taken some-

thing far more powerful than any

look to have warned Mr. Tom Bet-

terly on that occasion.

" Regina," he said, speaking with

that difficulty in pronouncing clearly

which we sometimes notice in those

who have just come from the chair

of a dentist— "Regina," he con-

tinued, and there was a beastly light

in his eye, " I congradulade you. I

heard you won diamond ring. Zat

zo ?"

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He saw it on her finger.

" Ah ! zat'z right." Then opening

his mouth he roared " Caw ! Caw

!

Caw !

"

It was a fearsome sound. Mr.

Thomas was rejoicing after the

manner of his kind when in his

loose-toothed condition. He had

never before been quite so tipsy in

Regina's presence.

As with the mighty force of brazen

rnouth and iron lungs he croaked

forth the third caw, he attempted to

put his arm around her waist.

Then his arm, as it touched the

girl and she drew back^ remained

fixed as though paralyzed. The

blazing eyes of Regina had caught

and almost sobered him.

" Go !" she hissed. " Go ! I never

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want to see you again, you— you

wretch!

"

He stood there, while she went

on, and he knew that, so far as she

was concerned, it was all over with

him forever.

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VI.

The force of habit is something

wonderful. , BHnded with rage, car-

ried away by her feehngs so that she

was no longer a reasonable being,

Regina, nevertheless, turned when

she came to the parish church, and

entered it. She had no intention

whatever of stopping, no intention of

entering. All the same, she did both.

For years it had been her pious cus-

tom never to pass the church without

paying a short visit to the Prisoner

of Love, living His hidden life in the

tabernacle out of love for ungrateful

men.

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When Regina came to realize

where she was, she found herself

kneeling in a pew far up the navc:

before the statue of the meek and

lowly Saviour, exposing to her and

to all who visited Him His most

sacred and adorable Heart.

" Oh, why am I here ? Why am I

here ?" she moaned. " I cannot

pray. I cannot look at Him now.

God help me !

"

Her feelings were in an angry

whirl. She was indeed beside her-

self. She could not collect her

thoughts ; she could not even kneel,

and sank back upon the bench, bury-

ing her face in her hands.

Oh, if she could but drive the

black hatred and the black bitterness

out of her heart! If she could but

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turn her thoughts from that awful

disillusionment

!

" No, no ; it is impossible. I shall

not be able to pray again for a long,

long time. O God, I am a sinner—to think that I went to Holy Com-

munion only yesterday ! O God, OSaviour, have mercy upon me a

sinnero"

" It belongs to God our Lord

alone," says St. Ignatius in his

" Spiritual Exercises," *' to grant con-

solation to the soul without any

preceding cause for it, because it be-

longs to the Creator alone to go in

and out of the soul, to excite motions

in it, attracting it entirely to the love

of His Divine Majesty. I say with-

out cause, that is, without any pre-

vious perception or knowledge of any

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object from which such consolation

might t:ome to the soul, by means of

its own acts of the understanding or

will."

This principle had never been ex-

pounded to poor Regina ; but then

and there she learned its truth experi-

mentally. She fell upon her knees.

" Peace, be still!

" said Christ to

the storm. " And forthwith there

was a great calm."

Tears sprang to the girl's eyes—great tears of love and of peace. In

her soul she saw our Lord ; and, see-

ing Him, her heart grew glad and

brave and strong with the burning

love Himself had enkindled.

After the storm had come the

calm ; after the darkness, a great

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and peace ; after hatred, love and for-

giveness; after man, Christ Himself.

When Regina left the church half

an hour later, her face was sweet and

radiant. She had gone one step fur-

ther in renunciation, and had, with a

fervor to her altogether new and

wonderful, said that sacred prayer:

"' Take, O Lord, and receive all

my liberty, my memory, my under-

standing, and my whole will, what-

ever I have and possess. Thou hast

given me these things, O Lord : to

Thee, O Lord, do I return them.

Receive them, dispose of them ac-

cording to the extent of Thy will.

Give me but Thy love and Thy

grace, for these are sufficient for

me.'

"

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VII.•

When Regina reached her room,

she lighted the candle, and composed

herself to make her spiritual reading.

For some weeks past she had been

reading " The Life of St. Jane Frances

de Chantal," by the Abbe Bougaud.

Only the night before she had come

upon a pretty story of how Christ had

almost literally forced a young girl to

love Him. She had been led onward

by the path of renunciation. WhenRegina read it, the narrative had ap-

pealed to her as being pretty and

touching. But now, looking back,

it haunted her. She felt in her soul

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that she had not got out of it all the

meaning; that there was, perhaps, in

it some me3sage for herself. She

turned back a few pages, and again

and with other eyes read this

account of the hard-won spouse of

Christ:

" But of all whom the grace of God

snatched from the world in spite of

themselves, none so obstinately re-

sisted at first, or so generously sub-

mitted when vanquished, as Marie-

Marguerite Michel. She belonged to

a wealthy family of Franche-Comte,

and, like many other young girls, her

danger lay in her beauty. One night

it seemed to her in sleep that a child

clothed in white approached, and

scratched her face, saying, ' You will

now be much more beautiful in the

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eyes of your Spouse.' Marie-Mar-

guerite awoke, screaming, and insist-

ing that the skin had been torn from

her face. Her mother, finding nothing

the matter with her face, treated her

as a silly dreamer, and bade her go to

sleep again. Two days after. Mar-

guerite w^as attacked by the smallpox,

and her face did, indeed, become

disfigured. But she still possessed so

many means of pleasing the world,

and she was still so witty, lively,

graceful, so accomplished in every

way, that she thought not of abandon-

ing her life of pleasure and dissipation.

One day, while resting after a grand

ball, there suddenly appeared before

, her the same child that had scratched

her face. He seemed irritated. ^ You

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how to put a stop to the mad extrava-

gance of your youth.' And, taking

hold of her feet, he crushed them so

severely that she screamed aloud.

Shortly after, she fell and hurt her

foot so seriously that, despite all

remedies, she was lame for the rest of

her life. On the fourth day after this

accident, as she was crying and griev-

ing, the child again appeared, but this

time radiant with light. Marguerite

was frightened, and hid her head

under the bed-covering.

'"I told you,' said the child, smiling,

' that I would succeed in putting a

stop to the follies of your youth.

Give your heart to God now, since

your body is disfigured.' Marguerite

tried to obey. It was, in fact, upon

the bed of pain, where she lay for six

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weeks, that she learned to pray, and.

that her soul began to relish heavenly

things.

" Nature, however, was far from

being conquered. One day, in the

early part of her convalescence, she

chanced to see herself in a mirror.

Her disfigured face and crippled

figure brought tears to her eyes. At

the same instant the child again ap-

peared, holding a veil upon which the

figure of Jesus dying was depicted.

* Ah, what is that ?' exclaimed Mar-

guerite. *It is the Lover of your

soul,' answered the child. * See to

what love has reduced Him.' Mar-

guerite's heart was touched by these

words, and from that time she loved

her deformity, and would not exchange

it for all the advantages the world

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could offer. She went to St. Francis

de Sales, resolved to become a

religious, but a litttle embarrassed

because her family, opposed to her

design, would not give her a

dowry.

" ' Ah, well,' said the saint, ' if you

have nothing, we want nothing.

Offer these two things to God, and go

tell Mother de Chantal that she may

receive you for nothing.'

" The holy Foundress received her

with joy, and the saintly Bishop him-

self deigned to give her the habit.

Her novitiate was noted for her sac-

rifices, and her life for the numerous

and admirable foundations she con-

ducted. St. Francis de Sales used to

say, ' Ah, how well this cripple walks !'

This cripple, indeed, governed the

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convents of Belley, Dijon, Verceil, and

Arone ; founded those of Besan9on,

Dole, Gray, Salins, and Soleure;

arranged the foundations of Fribourg,

Plaisance, Milan, and Munich, Ba-

varia ; and if ' this cripple ' had lived

one year longer, she would have

carried the Visitation to Canada."

The simple girl, as she read these

words, failed to make any comparison

between, herself and the high-born

lady. And still, when she laid the

book down, there came to her of a

sudden the thought that perhaps the

diamond ring, which she still strangely

loved, was not for her.

" It is all I have left," she murmured

to herself. And she gazed upon the

twinkling splendor, the only toy that

had ever brightened her life.

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" Yet why should I give it up ?"

The door opened slightly, and a

voice without was heard saying

:

" May I come in, Regina ?"

The girl started, then recovering

herself, arose and answered

:

" Why, certainly, Mrs. Stevens.

Just look at what I've won."

Mrs. Stevens entered. Her pleas-

ant smile brightened the poor

room.

" Oh, isn't it beautiful!

" she ex-

claimed, catching Regina's finger.

" And so you won it, after all !

"

" Yes ; I was very lucky, wasn't I ?'*

"Yes, my dear; and I'm so glad

you won it. I hope that it will bring

a little more joy and pleasure into

your life."

" I often envy you, Mrs. Stevens.

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*^BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

You are always so cheerful and light-

hearted. And when Rose died you

did so much for me without knowing

it by your pleasant ways. You was

always like sunshine when you came

into my room, and— "

Regina broke off in the middle of

her sentence. Mrs. Stevens had sud-

denly sunk into a chair, and all the

sunshine and brightness were gone.

" Why— why— what's the mat-

ter?"

For answer, Mrs. Stevens began to

sob.

" Dear, dear ! I didn't say anything

to hurt your feelings, did I ?"

But the sobbing woman was unable

to make any reply.

Regina waited in distress till the

first violent emotion had subsided.

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

"Surely, Mrs. Stevens, I have said

nothing to hurt you, have I ?"

The woman wiped her eyes and,

for a few seconds, held her handker-

chief over her face. When she

looked up again, she wore her calm,

smiling expression as before.

" Excuse me," she said ;" I'm a bit

nervous to-night. Please, don't mind

what's just happened, Regina. I— I

lost control of myself."

Regina meanwhile had been closely

scanning the other's features. For

the first time, she perceived that

Mrs. Stevens's smile was a mask.

There were lines of care and suffer-

ing upon the cheeks:, and an expres-

sion almost of agony lurking in the

eyes.

" Mrs. Stevens," she said, putting

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her arm around the woman's neck,

"please tell me the truth. You have

some great trouble."

Mrs. Stevens melted under the

kindness. Again her features twitched

convulsively ; again she broke into

sobs.

*' Don't cry, please," said Regina,

gently.

" I'm half starved," said the woman,

abruptly.

" What !

"

" And my sick son is going into

typhoid, I believe ; and the older boy

is out of work ; and the children have

eaten the last bite we have."

" Dear, dear !" cried Regina.

" I spent my last cent to-day. I'm

afraid to call for a doctor: there's

nothing coming. Oh, why didn't God[122]

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take me when He took my husband ?

Regina, I shall go mad."

" No, no ; don't speak that way,

please."

" When the shops open again in a

few weeks, my boy will be working.

But it will be too late, unless I go

begging. I've pawned everything

that will sell."

"Please take this," said Regina:

" you can't refuse it ; and get your

little ones and yourself something to

eat."

Regina held out a dollar to the

woman, who first shrank from it, then

clutched it, oh, so greedily ! The

truth of her story was evidenced in

the act.

" God bless you ! But it's hard to

take it. Good-by, my dear."

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

When Mrs. Stevens had gone, Re-

gina put on her wraps and hastened

dcv^n the stairs. She took off the

diaixiond ring in her descent, sighing

as she did so.

It was hers no longer.

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VIII.

Mr. Fairweather, seated at his desk

in the library of his house, was not

a Httle astonished when the maid in-

formed him that a young lady wished

to see him.

" One moment," he said, and fin-

ished the letter he was writing. " Now,

please show her in," he resumed.

Suppressing his surprise when Re-

gina O'Connell entered, he arose and

greeted her cordially.

" You are welcome !" he said, with

his engaging smile.

" You must excuse me, sir, for com-

ing at such an hour of the night;

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but I thought I ought to come.

Sir, I want to sell that diamond

ring at once: I have need for the

money."

Regina had no intention of telling

him for what purpose the money was

needed ; but, yielding gradually to

the kind manner of the old gentle-

man, she told the whole story.

" Miss O'Connell," he said, " I will

buy the ring, and pay for it too, on

two conditions."

" Yes, sir ? " said Regina, inter-

rogatively.

" The first is that you keep three-

fourths of the money for yourself."

Regina was about to object.

" Now, listen : The second is that

you allow me to help you in this

work of real charity."

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"BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."*'

*' Oh, thank you, sir. I shall never

forget your kindness."

Mr. Fairweather pressed an electric

button.

" Get the carriage at once," he said

to the answering maid.

'* I will see to the doctor," he went

on; "and that other boy shall have

work within a week, if I have to

create a job for him. And now," he

added, taking out a pocketbook, " I

think I can pay you in cash. Ah,

yes," he went on, as he passed a num-

ber of bills through his fingers, " here

we are— five twenties. That's all

right, isn't it .^

"

It did not occur to Regina in her

excitement that five twenties were

equal to one hundred dollars.

" Yes, sir ; I'm sure it is all right."

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" Very good. Give one of those

twenties to Mrs. Stevens, my dear

young lady; and keep the rest for

yourself against a rainy day."

" Thank you, sir;you are so good.

I hope I have not disturbed you ?"

" Not at all— not at all. And now

be seated for a moment, and excuse

me while I go to the telephone. I

shall come back presently."

He was gone for several minutes.

When he returned, he said

:

" My doctor will visit the sick

boy at once. And now, my dear

young lady, you look very pale and

tired. Is there anything I could

offer you ?— a cup of coffee— or—or— "

" No, thank you, sir. I am not

used to taking anything at night."

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" The carriage is ready, sir," an-

nounced the maid.

"Very good. Miss O'Connell, it

is late for you to be out alone. You

must go home in my carriage."

Regina could say nothing.

" Good-by," he said a moment later,

as he helped her into the carriage.

" I am very glad to have met you,

indeed. Please to pray for an old

sinner."

It was Regina's first carriage ride.

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IX.

Regina started blithely up the pair

of stairs that led to her rooms ; but

her pace became perceptibly slower as

she neared the first landing. Onreaching it, she paused to get her

breath.

As she stood there, all the events

of the last few hours came back in a

panorama,— the crowd, the lights, the

winning of the ring, the loss of her

lover, the visit to the church, the spir-

itual reading, Mrs. Stevens's story, the

interview with Mr. Fairweather, her

first carriage ride. And now the

ring was gone— her first and last

toy.

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^•BUT THY LOVE AND THY GRACE."

"Dear, dear!" she gasped. "It

seems years since I won that ring—years and years since I left the hall.

I must have lived half my life to-

night."

And indeed she had.

Then she toiled painfully, labori-

ously up to the next landing, where

she paused again.

Regina was utterly worn out. It

was in very truth a long, long time

since she won the diamond ring,

and she needed rest sorely, sorely.

She started up for the last landing,

when, having made but a few steps,

she was seized with a violent fit of

coughing. When she took her

handkerchief from her lips, it was

stained with blood. She looked at

it in the dim light, and suddenly

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grew very faint and dizzy. She

swayed and tottered.

" Hello !

" cried a voice at her ear,

though to her it sounded far away.

"What's the matter, my girl .5^ Let

me help you."

''^' The man, apparently a doctor, who

thus addressed her, was on his way

down-stairs, and reached the faint-

ing girl in time to prevent her from

falling.

With little difficulty—she was very,

very light— he helped her up to her

room. Mrs. Stevens, who had heard

them without, showed him the way.

" Here, here !

" said Regina, faintly,

reaching out her hand to Mrs.

Stevens.

It was a twenty-dollar bill.

The doctor, meanwhile, had taken

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Regina*s handkerchief and brought

it over to the Hght.

" Arterial," he murmured to himself.

He approached the bed upon which

Mrs. Stevens had laid Regina, and

made a hurried but careful examina-

tion of the new patient.

" Is she* very ill ? " asked Mrs.

Stevens.

" I should say that in all probabil-

ity she has been very ill for many

months. And so this is the girl who

won the diamond ?"

" How did you know that, sir ?

"

cried Mrs. Stevens.

" Mr. Fairweather telephoned methe whole thing."

" The ring is gone," Mrs. Stevens

observed.

The doctor glanced at Regina.

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Her eyes were closed: she seemed to

be asleep.

"Yes ; it is gone," he assented. " But

she will never need it, poor child!

"

But Regina was not asleep. She

heard every word, and she understood.

Yes, she would never need it.

Then her heart rose to her Best

Beloved, to Him who had brought

her safely along the thorny path

:

"' Give me but Thy love and Thy

grace,' " she whispered, "' for these

are sufficient for me.' ' But Thy love

and Thy grace '— ' But Thy love and

Thy grace.'

"

And she received His love and

His grace, and in the receiving her

heart throbbed with a bliss seldom

known upon earth ; for His love and

His grace were indeed sufficient.

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