Annalynne Thorne - Book of the Hidden

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ologue

t Of The Norm

was a small town, the kind where all the houses look alike except for t

ray of colors. Everyone knows their neighbors, and old ladies

ther at the local beauty shop to discuss the latest gossip while trying

sh the young ones into marriage and children. A typical friendly

ce, the one anyone would find in a laid back romance movie but on thisht it wasn't so typical, and it wasn't a movie.

moke and sirens wreaked the night air, and a lady covered in soot and g

s carried out of her house in the arms of a fireman. All

e neighbors gathered around the many cars and trucks to watch the ho

aze, the lights and fire reflecting in their teary eyes.

e story of the lady was the most interesting though. She went to thesement to do her nightly exercise when a fire started on the top

or in the kitchen. All she could remember was the clouding smoke and

at that caught her attention, but before she could reach the door, the

p floor had caved in. The fireman probed for more information as she s

the edge of the emergency vehicle wrapped tightly in a rough wool

nket, but they were convinced she must have inhaled too much smoke.

e could survive that, there had to be a reasonable explanation.tterings passed around that sounded like it must have been a "miracle

t the lady considered it luck, and vowed to get another

oke alarm once she was out of the hospital. For her, it was a second

ance.

the rush not one of the police officers, paramedics, firemen, or crying

mily members noticed past the black smoke, a dark figurehouetted against the midnight sky.

me people called them miracles, angels or fate. Others ignored the fa

at any of those things could be real. If they ever knew the

uth, they wouldnt believe it, denying like they do everything out of the

alm of "norm." But if any of them looked past their fear to something

ferent, beyond the disaster, they could see them.

apter One


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gel Boy

night the air was cool, and sprinkling with rain. The soft pattering aga

e roof and windows. A comforting sound for sleeping. Vivian

ans loved the fall weather, especially at night. The leaves were growing

ad, and falling, cracklin beneath the feet of walking adults, kids, and

uples. Not cold, nor hot.

un, I wish you wouldnt leave in this weather, Vivians mother, Julie Evpeared by the door separating the kitchen from the living

om. It was a small wooden house with no upstairs or basement, and one

lway with three tiny rooms, one of them being Vivians when she

s younger. Wow, that made her sound old. She was only nineteen.

e pulled on her light-weight jacket that whistled annoyingly whenever

ved her arms. Mom, its not pouring down rain! Theresrely wind out there!

tside the windows the night could clearly be seen. The leaves from th

k tree in the front yard didnt budge and the dirt road was

ht brown, not yet entirely darkened by the rain. Tiny drops of water f

e shower fell from her light brown hair that reached slightly below he

oulders. It would chill her tonight.

s. Evans picked tiny pieces of lint off of her daughters jacket. Whynt you spend the night?

vian had to smile. It was just like her mother, not wanting to let her le

er since Vivian became. Different than she used to be, her

m always worried.

have to get back to the Underground. Ill be fine! Promise. she hugge

r, kissing her on the cheek, and turned around to leave.ght when she grasped the doorknob her mother spoke again.

left you something from them on the passenger side.

kay. Vivian slammed the door behind her.

e didnt bother looking in the passenger side, instead she got in the ca

d pushed the key in the ignition. She let the wind numb her

ce as she drove in her metallic blue jeep along the empty roadway, the

st flying up beside the doors. Every now and then she would glance


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at the full moon hiding behind some trees. It almost looked as though

ws had slashed across the moon leaving black streaks behind.

oking at the rearview mirror she saw no one behind her, and she press

r foot down onto the pedal speeding up. Her hair flew

hind her, cooling her neck. Her eyes closed for a moment but opened

ckly when she thought of all the trees along the way. She laughed.

aybe it wasnt laughing in the face of danger, but laughing to pretendthing bothered her. That her life could just be this. The roar of the

gine, and her speeding. But it wasnt.

thout looking she felt around the passenger seat, and felt something s

d bulging under her fingertips. There it was. She caught it

tween her fingers, and looked at the scrawled writing on the front of

velope.tter now than never, she thought, and slowed to a stop at the side of t

ad. With a turn of a key she shut off the engine. Nothing but

ence. It was perfect. Vivian ripped open the letter with her nail, and re

herself:

vian,

e can only hope that you are doing well. We know you will come back

meday to us, normal, like you used to be. Those weree days! You were so sweet, and had nothing to do with the nonsense yo

al with now. Remember how you used to love to play

pscotch out on the sidewalk with your friends? And those ribbons tied

ur hair were so adorable. We cant wait for the day you will

me back. We love you.

ve, The Familyso in the envelope was a small wallet picture of a young girl in a long

ndress and a ponytail tied with yellow ribbons. The girl had a

de smile as she lied on her stomach, legs crossed, piecing together a

zzle, glancing up at the camera. Behind her was another girl sticking

t her tongue with a half smile.

ght in her hand the picture began to burn from her fingertips. Sudden

ht sparks burst into flames. She pursed her lips angrily, the


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ht reflecting in her eyes menacingly. Then just as quickly as it had

arted, the flames died and the picture was gone.

e anger flowed to her fist and Vivian hit the dashboard. How dare the

e idiots! Thinking I would go back! Never will I go back to

em. They may still call me family, but they are not family to me, she

ought as she pounded the dashboard. What kind of family throws one

their own outside of the house? But again. She wasnt like them anymey havent come to accept that. They still talked about the

pscotch games, and ribbons. She seemed so innocent then, and not the

eak they saw her as now. Yeah. Those were the days..

e ripped the letter to shreds throwing them out of the open window. T

ft blowing wind blew the pieces away scattering them in all

ections. I have no family, she thought silently. Though her eyes told hferent. They gave her away as they always did, stinging with tears

e leaned against the steering wheel sobbing. Squeezing her eyes tightl

e hoped it would stop, but soon the tears ran down her cheeks and

e wiped them away with the sleeve of her jacket,.

the corner of her eye she saw something. It looked like a long shadow

ck dog sneaking toward a shack to her right. The shack

s barely standing, and the boards of the walls were losing their nails. Tof was slightly caved in as well. The whole place was ancient. Who

uld go in there? She squinted her eyes to see better, but it was still a

adow, and yet a very familiar one. Vivian leaned across the seat

ding onto the steering wheel for support. No! It couldnt be! Not now!

en at that moment a bloodcurdling scream of a man erupted from the

ack along with sounds of growling and howling. What the heck?en with the sound of a loud crash the shack shook as though someone

en thrown against the wall. The whole building threatened to

pple at any moment as a second crash reached her ears, and the shack

ngerously shook again.

vian lifted herself up and over the jeep door forgetting about the lett

d her tears. She ran towards the shack, her hand palm out in


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ont of her. She could barely hear her footsteps over the racket that w

ng made. She wondered, was it a murder? She side kicked the door

en causing it to almost fall off its hinges.

e scanned the only room in the shack. It would have been pitch black i

t for the moon trying to break its way through the grimy

e scanned the only room in the shack. It would have been pitch black i

t for the moon trying to break its way through the grimyndows. It must have been many years since anyone stepped inside and o

e rare occasion that they did, like Vivian was now, they had not

thered to fix it. But why would they when the shack was beyond repair

e boards creaked under her feet as she took a couple steps forward. S

st hoped the floor would be able to hold long enough for her

find out the mystery of the sounds resembling a fight.one seemed to be there except for her. All she could hear was the so

her faltering breath and heart pounding in her chest. She

ew she heard something. Maybe it was an animal fighting over territor

e backed up a couple of steps to the door, but something whipped

st her legs and she gasped tripping backwards to the floor landing har

r back. She kept her head up to keep it from colliding painfully

th the floor, but did nothing for her back which she could already feeluised.

ross the shack, two golden eyes stared at her fiercely. She held her

eath so she could hear every sound and the fact that she was

ared. Who are you? She announced hearing her voice echoing back.

e animal took a couple of steps forward and showed its face in the ligh

om outside. Black mangled fur that hid the sleek muscles withtride that showed a winners pride. She knew it.

et out of here, Astrid! Vivian yelled to the wolf, dust falling from the

ling at the level of her voice, and she stood, wiping the thick dust

f her. Astrid growled and she could swear that she was almost grinning

gusted Vivian.

said get out of here. Go back to the Underground. Get! Vivian's foot

hed to take a step towards her, but she stood her ground as


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ough her feet were permanently glued to the stop.

trid continued to smirk, and slowly advanced on her. Vivian stood strai

r shoulders back, staring her in the eyes. She knew that

trid would take that as a challenge, and Vivian was ready. She raised h

nd against the wolfs face feeling the sweet magic flowing through

r veins, but she stopped it at her palm intending not to use it unless A

de the first move. And she did.th a fierce leap Astrids muscles, gleaming in the window light, tried t

e Vivians arm. Vivian moved her foot to the right, aimed her

nd directly at Astrid, and released her magic upon her.

trid flew back onto her side sliding halfway across the room. It took h

time to recover and she was on her feet once more showing

r sharp teeth, crimson blood smeared across them. Vivian suddenly felk knowing that Astrid had bitten someone, unsure if that person

s dead or alive.

ome on, Astrid. You are so keen to fight with me, lets see what you go

vian pushed her shoulders back again, looking defiant, this

me lowering her hand. It was a dangerous option for anyone in her place

e wanted Astrid to think she had some gain, to believe she could

ssibly top Vivian.re enough, Astrid came at a run, kicking up dust around her shaggy leg

vian merely side stepped letting Astrid crash into the wall

th a soft thud.

trid composed herself slightly shaking her head, and staring at Vivian

ow growl. Vivian knew it wasnt just anger at Vivian in

ole, it was the fact that she wouldnt fight back to her full strength.m not going to harm you. Its not what Maeve would have wanted.

trid growled louder giving the message that she had not favored Maev

e same way Vivian had. But Astrid brushed past Vivians

s running out the door. Though confused, Vivian let out a sigh of relief

owing that it was over for now. But there had been a lot of racket for

st Astrid. And she had blood on her teeth.... She had to be fighting

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vian walked further into the room, and looked around. The walls

rrounding her were rotted and there was the must of morning air. It

ve off a light stench and she covered her crinkled nose with the end o

r sleeve continuing to look around. Each of the corners were in

mplete darkness and there was no way to tell if any of them were hidin

cret without moving the toe of her boot around to feel for

mething.ere had to be someone else. Sure enough there was! Hidden behind th

or was a man lying on his back, arms spread. She hurried

kneel at his side. Blonde spiked hair and strong broad shoulders, he lo

e an angel. She ran her fingers over his soft cheek and down

jaw

s jeans and button down shirt were torn, and blood covered the scratcunds.. It was then that she saw the scarred tissue of his

ck. Her eyes widened as she gaped at the blood trailing its way down h

ck and onto the floor spilling into a small puddle. He had been

ten.

vian looked over to the door, half expecting the wolf to be standing th

cking her. Damn you, Astrid! She yelled to the empty

orway, her voice echoing off the walls and more dust falling off theling. She ran her hand over his hair sympathetically. Damn you!

apter Two

e Werewolf Seth

teen miles away was the cheapest motel in the world. The faucets too

n seconds to kick in, lights didn't work, blankets were scratchy

d there was no heat. But it provided a place to sleep for the night withurdy roof overhead, at least it looked sturdy. It was much better than

e rotting shack.

vian lifted the man through the open window of the room so questions

uldnt be raised by lazy workers in the lobby. After she carefully

d him on the bed, which creaked in protest, she pulled up a desk chair

him. She was tired and her knees ached from the pressure of

rrying this stranger so she rubbed them with the heel of her hands.


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his pockets she found a leather wallet. Inside was a couple of crinkled

lars, a credit card and a drivers license. The strangers name

s Seth Martin. She glanced at him. Yeah.... He looked like a Seth. A sm

ile crept across her lips. She slid the card back in the wallet and

t it aside on the nightstand.

th's face and arms grew dark for a split second, and were suddenly ba

e next. He shook from the change that overtook his body asough he had been dumped in a tub full of ice despite the pile of blanke

vian heaped on him trying to keep his body warm.

vian had heard about this happening to humans, but shed never witness

She wished she could tear her eyes away, but she

uldn't. Bile rose in her throat, and she covered her eyes with her hand

ke deep breaths Vivian. It will be okay. She felt like she was going tosick.

nning behind part of a wall that separated the bedroom from the

throom she leaned over the sink. It took a while for the water to kick

but once it did she splashed it over her face. It dripped off of her ch

ckling down her neck and chest. Slowly breathing in through her nose,

e calmed. She splashed her face again taking in the stuffy air of the m

o her lungs. She no longer felt sick. For a moment the coldness ofe room had numbed everything. For one moment she forgot about the m

hind the wall. That is until he mumbled.

vian showed herself from behind the wall and leaned against it watchin

m from the other side of the room. He twisted and turned

ngling the flowered blankets with his legs like he was having a bad drea

couldn't wake up from. She crossed her arms waiting. It must benful. It was painful for her too, but not in the same way. With one las

udder Seth woke. His eyes fluttered open roaming around the room.

vian pressed her back against the wall. Maybe he wouldn't see her. She

d never thought about what she was going to say to him or how she

s going to explain all of this. She was going to sound like a complete

atic! But his eyes fell on her, and she knew he was trying to remember

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e slowly made her way across the room taking her seat beside him. Sh

ok a deep breath and asked, "How do you feel?"

ill glancing around the room he answered, "fine.... Sore."

eah, you're body is changing....." Why did she say that?

stared at her in utter confusion. "What?"

vian sighed again. "It's a long story....."

have time.... I guess...." He looked about the room again, but instead ofking where he was or who she was he pushed against the

d sitting upright giving her his full attention.

e felt awkward and tense, even more so than before because he had b

eep. "Seth-"

ow do you know my name?"

e glanced over at his wallet and he nodded in understanding. "Do you kat a lycanthrope is?" He shook his head. "Its a

rewolf. To get right to the point, that is what you are now." Once the

rds were out of her mouth she realized how much better they sounded

r mind.

th laughed. "Werewolf.... Right."

es." She sat up straighter trying to show confidence. "I don't have to

gue with you, because soon you'll know I'm right. A girl namedtrid - she's a werewolf too - she bit you back in that old shack. That s

n your neck," she pointed, "you'll always have that."

touched his fingertips to the fresh pink scar on his neck. From an ang

ked like the Nike sign, a check mark almost. But she

erted her thoughts from that, and returned to him. Vivian leaned bac

e chair crossing her legs more comfortably. If only she could beaxed." But that will be the last scar you will have. Don't worry," she

ded. He looked in her eyes as though that would get the answers to all

estions. Knowing better, he spoke. "I don't believe any of this. As I sa

u don't have to believe me. You'll see for yourself." Vivian shrugged

r shoulders.

th then swung his feet over onto the floor and stood. He towered ove

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coming a pain Vivian thought to herself. She twisted around in her cha

d held out her hand in front of her. She loved the warm tingling

eling that made its way through her body. Vivian smirked when Seth tr

turn the door knob. Then jiggle it. Finally he hit the door weakly in

ustration and headed for the window. But before he could take his sec

ep, she averted her palm to the window and it shut with a loud snap

e a fire cracker.s eyes widened, and jaw dropped slightly, but said nothing. He stood th

r a long time in complete silence. Vivian parted her lips

veral times to say something, but nothing came to mind so she sat back

r chair again. Seth finally looked at her. His eyes met hers briefly

fore they dropped to the floor afraid. The fear he felt gave Vivian po

e wanted to rejoice but she shouldn't. What he was feeling now, alle confusion and fear, she had felt before. She had been there, and wa

ng to treat him with kindness and understanding; just like what

aeve had done for her.

What are you?" His voice was deeply rough. It was obvious he was trying

ep his mouth from quivering. Many thoughts ran through

r mind on how she should answer him. Should she tell him she was not

man? That she had powers beyond mortals? That she was a freak?... None of these seemed right. She would just say it, without hiding t

uth. He was already in shock. "I'm a witch!" He gave a short,

ghtened laugh. "A witch?" Vivian stood walking slowly towards him. Sh

ked him in his eyes. "Why do you choose not to believe me when

u have just witnessed my powers? Yes, I am a witch. And you" She ste

sely to him. She could feel his hot breath brush against herce. "You are a lycanthrope. A werewolf!"

s parted expectantly like in a trance, and Seth bent down. Her heart

pped a beat and she took a step back. The disappointed look

his face sent a hurtful pang through her.

t will be revealed to you." Her voice cracked and she coughed quietly. "

most daylight. We need to sleep." She turned away.

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shook his head. "I'm not tired.

ling back the blankets, Vivian slid under the covers. "You're more tire

an you think," she reached for the lamp attempting to turn it off,

en his hand clasped over hers.

want to know more." His eyes were pleading.

miling she laid her head back on the pillow. "When night comes again I

omise I will. But now we sleep."thout any further argument he clicked the light off bathing them in

rkness.

om the next bed she heard it softly, but clearly. "Thank you for saving

e."

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e next day went by quickly. Neither of them left the room, and kept ton't disturb" sign on the door. They kept the television on

roughout the day. Seth insisted on changing the channel but Vivian kep

e remote with her keeping it on the news. If anything strange

ppened she wanted to know. Neither one spoke about what happened t

ht before or about supernatural subjects. They spoke like old

ends on vacation. The most rousing part of the day was when Seth

tempted to steal the remote control. Vivian hopped on the bed keepingt of reach. Seth would run after her, and she would run around the roo

ce using her powers to hover the remote teasingly over his head. It

s only when he tackled her around the waist making them both fall, Se

ding on top of her, then the remote plummeted to the floor. Vivian

uld feel her heart skip several beats. He blushed and lifted himself of

r pretending to watch the news.ter that night, Vivian tried to put aside the memory from earlier in th

y along with her feelings as she stared at the moon shining

ghtly against the black sky, the stars scattered about like tiny jewels

any nights Vivian sat under the stars like she was doing now. The night

does something to people; it makes them think and do things they woul

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al. Maybe that was why Vivian liked the night; or maybe it was just tha

vian's kind was connected with it so much.

e looked over, and saw Seth still sleeping. He lied in bed with the shee

d comforter tangled around his legs. His chest moved up

d down slowly and rhythmically. She could tell by the movement of his

elids he was dreaming.

ilt racked through her. His life was changed forever. Astrid had changlife. Vivian was trying to protect the in-humans from the

rld. Now she felt the need to protect him as well. Who knows what the

rld would do to him if they ever found out.

vian sat on the broken air vent under the window, her back against the

ll. It was like a video that replayed itself relentlessly through her

nd. An old memory Seth brought back last night.e face of the person was hidden in darkness. Vivian never saw who it w

happened so fast. The bullet pierced her flesh and muscle.

e heard the bang and felt the pain in her stomach, but didnt believe it

til she looked down. In the middle of her blue dress was a dark circle

warm, red blood. She sunk to the ground as her eyes closed and her m

came engulfed in the pain. She knew she was dying and wanted

badly to move, to tell someone that it was all ending for her and to sayodbye. But her body was cold like ice, everything was freezing when

ddenly a warm feeling passed through her. She felt more alive and awa

an ever. When she opened her eyes, two silver gleaming eyes

ked down at her. Any other person would have been scared, but she

sn't. Instead she smiled. When she looked down again the blood was

ll there but the pain was gone.vian placed her hand over her stomach recalling the vision again in her

nd. She was looking out the window but wasn't really seeing

ything. Her mind flashed back to that night; back to that place. It was

at she enjoyed it, it was that she couldn't turn back; at least not at th

ment.

on enough though, she was jolted back to the motel room. Seth had ge

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e faked a smile and went back to look out the window while he took a s

ross from her.

ou know.... You never told me your name."

e turned back to him, the corners of her mouth twitching into a smile.

t's Vivian."

grinned, and stared out of the window with her. She was sure a lot wa

ng through his mind, but what he said next she wasntepared for.

want no part of this. I want to go back to a normal life. If I was really

anged into a werewolf, I can change back right?"

r heart sunk as she looked at the pained expression on his face, "Yes,

don't know how." She looked back out the window.

th sighed. "Who does know?"dont know.... There are not many willing to know - much less even want

change back."

ut.... There has to be someone... Somehow..."

oking away from the night she saw the desperate look upon his face. It

s the same look she gave to Maeve many times regarding

r fate. However, at the time she believed what Maeve said. Seth was s

ubting her. She shook the thoughts away focusing back on Seth.here's a book. It's the book of our kind. It will tell you how to reverse

urself back to human form."

s smile widened. "Great! Where is it?"

With the rest." Vivian looked down, and picked a piece of lint off her je

est?"

e nodded. "Did you think you were the only one? There are many othereatures out there, hidden, much of the time. I left the book in

sisters possession."

When do we leave?" He asked with urgency? Vivian wanted to tell him to

rget about the book and move on. Accept this creature within

m the magical world connected. But she couldn't. After all, he deserve

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onight! There's no need to wait." She slid off the air vent, stretching.

the corner of her eye she saw Seth looking at her

uisitively. "What's the matter" she asked? She raised an eyebrow

uisitively.

took a breath as though he was gaining the nerve to speak, but then

sed his mouth shaking his head. His eyes wandered from her

a small lightening bug flying past the window.ome on," she urged, "tell me."

th looked away from the bug, to the floor. "How did it happen to you?

d the change occur?"

vian was surprised. "Why do you want to know?"

urious."

e sighed, "it doesn't matter. I am what I am, and I accept it." Sheerted her thoughts, and felt her right jean pocket. The sharp bulge

icated her keys were there. She pulled them out clutching them in he

nd.

ut -"

ets go," she interrupted. Tonight was not the night to talk about her p

next week he would be back to being human and none of it

uld matter.uld matter.

vian climbed back onto the air vent crouching to pull open the window. A

rst of cold air hit her in the face. She didn't realize how hot

r face had become.

mmm... Shouldn't we go through the front door? Tell them we're leavi

th looked at her shocked.o you have the money for this place?"

glanced nervously at the door as though expecting authorities to com

rsting through it. Blinking, he turned back to the window.

o."

kay then." She hopped out of the window. "You need to learn how to ge

ng in this world now." She scowled, anger coursing through

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th climbed through, sitting on the window sill. "Why? I won't be like t

r long" And he fell to his feet.

vian looked down at the rock-filled ground. She dug a hole in it with th

e of her boot furiously. "Yeah...." She shrugged and closed the

ndow, turning around to walk to her car.

What?" He followed behind her.

e shook her head pulling her key out of her pocket. "Nothing. You're ru won't be lycanthrope for long so never mind," pulling on

e handle of the driver side and sinking into the seat.

th the slam of the door he sat beside her. "Tell me what you meant by

at. I want to know."

e couldn't believe how vulnerable he was. Before the change she was j

vulnerable. Vivian shook her head, and started thegine. "Youll know soon enough. Let's just go get the book. "You will hav

nty of time to worry later she thought, and they drove off in

ence.

apter Three

elcome to the Underground

st the shacks and small communities of sleeping homes was a field that

retched back into a small forest. To anyone else it wouldk like any ordinary field of green, thick grass, and sprouting yellow wil

wers. But to Vivian it was home.

mmm... Why did we stop? Seth looked across her at the field.

vian clutched the keys in her hand, the sharp edges digging into her pa

Were here. Pulling on the latch, she stepped out of the

ep.gave a short laugh. Right! he stared around, trying to find the joke

m serious she said as she slammed the door.

th furrowed his brows and looked around again. Vivian.... Its empty.

e allowed a smile to creep on her lips. Thats what you think. Now, sto

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gan walking out onto the field hearing the grunting sounds of Seth hea

mself over the door.

human knew that this field even existed and had not changed in more

an five hundred years. If someone tried to cut the long grass, it

uld only grow back a few seconds later. This simple ordinary-looking fi

s the greatest enchantment of their kind. It kept her family hidden

ay from the rest of the world - away from humans, and those that hunem. A cold shiver ran up Vivians spine at the thought and she

oved the stray idea from her mind. Looking around she realized that sh

s in the middle of the field. Seth stood beside her gazing around

wildered, yet with curiosity.

ou ready? Vivian looked up at him.

s eyes wandered across the field expectantly, but she pushed aside atch of grass to reveal a moss covered stone with a large

ndstone door and a silver handle. She smiled running her hand over the

or and turned to see Seths face, eyes wide in disbelief and a

ghtly dropped jaw.

rning the handle, the door creaked as she opened it, walking down the

eps and into the darkness, Seth following close behind her. A

w steps down, flaming torches burned in their brackets illuminating thlls and stairways. Soon, the air became stifling hot and a trickle of

eat beaded her forehead making its way down the side of her face.

ce they were at the bottom of the stairs, they came to an arched oak

or much different from the one outside. She turned to glance at

th, then opened the door to a circular room filled with various colored

shioned chairs and couches. The temperature and atmosphere of theom suddenly changed and was dark and musty. It smelled like morning f

t was cool and damp and Vivian wiped the remaining trickle of

eat that was still making its way down her cheek.

ople were everywhere talking but went immediately quiet when Seth an

vian walked in. Eyes peered intently and curiously at them,

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ean girl with very wavy light brown hair ran over from a red chair.

metimes Vivian forgot that her sister and she didnt look much alike,

de from the hair color and their hazel eyes. Jean was an inch taller th

r and had the mannerisms associated with that of leadership and

thority, characteristics Vivian had encouraged being she was a year

unger, and felt was her responsibility being the little sister.

ean! Vivian said in a desperate tone, but her sisters face did not chanow dare you! You bring a human here?! Jean looked at Seth out of the

rner of her eye disapprovingly.

vian grasped Jeans arms and led the three of them upstairs through a

d, black, stone hallway and turned into an empty room

utting the door behind them. She was anxious to get away from the

aring faces of the others. Pressing her back against the door she keptr head down gazing at the mud on her boots. She really didnt want to

ke her sister mad.

v! Look at me! Jeans voice was harsh and raised, a tone above what s

rmally spoke and Vivian was forced to raise her head.

ow... Whats going on? Why would you ever bring a human here? Are yo

azy? Why? She had taken a step forward peering down at her.

vian took a deep breath. I didnt."What? Hes standing right here, I see him!

hats not what I meant, she said quickly. Hes not human.

an stepped back gazing out of the corner of her eye at Seth. I dont

derstand.

es a werewolf. I went by the old shack, and heard this fight going on.

hen I got there, I saw Astrid."strid was there? Jean asked startled.

eah, and I found Seth lying there. Hed been bitten and has already be

rough the change.

r sister shook her head in disbelief. Astrid.... That bitch!

ean!

m sorry, but she should know the rules! We cannot change anyone. Its

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is captured Seths attention and he briefly considered grabbing her

oulder, but thought better of it. The book? Really? You have it?

here is it? Can we see it?

much as Vivian was mad at him, she couldnt help but smile. It was like

tching a little boys eyes light up at Christmas. Jean however,

d not have the same reaction.

e jabbed her thumb in his direction. How does he know about the bootold him Vivian said cautiously.

an crossed her arms. Really Viv, do you tell everyone about us? Just g

ound shacks and rescue humans that have been

ansformed? What is wrong with you? I know were supposed to help

mans, its been done for centuries, but this is too much.

burning fever rose in her throat. Stop it Jean! Stop it! I couldnt leavm lying there. He didnt ask for this he has a right to know.

hen he asked me if there was a way to change back, I told him about t

ok. He wants to change back. And anyway, Maeve did it!

h really sis, you must be out of your mind! Jeans hand lashed out aga

vians shoulders pushing her back against the door. For a

it second that Jean raised her hand, she thought she was going to hit

t instead Jean turned on her heel and smacked Seth across theit second that Jean raised her hand, she thought she was going to hit

t instead Jean turned on her heel and smacked Seth across the

eek with a loud slap. His head turned sideways, and when he lifted, Viv

uld see a bright red hand mark.

ou think youre better than us because youre human? Jean rounded on

m causing him to stumble backwards, but it was clear whenth hit the wall that he had enough.

dont believe in any of this and even if I did I wouldnt want to be livin

th a bunch of freaks! Seths words were dripping with poison.

hen leave! she made her words slow and deliberate so there was no

staking them. Our kind, help you all and you repay us with

ckery and spitefulness. You disgust me.

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h, let me count the ways. Some of those car accidents, where its a

racle that the drivers and passengers survive thats us! Our

gic is used to slow down the vehicles. People dying from venomous snak

es that remarkably heal with no lasting effects have the venom

tracted by our freaks. The money that just turns up, is the job of th

eaks. We help more than you even know. Her jaw was firm and lips

rsed together tightly.ths eyes shot daggers and as he raised his hands to push Jean out of

y he was startled by what he saw. Gray, fur boots

placed what used to be long slender fingers. He let out a ragged breat

gawked at them. Jean backed away smiling at his defeat and

eing his eyes crying out for help as he looked up, Vivian walked over to

hen she stared into his eyes, the twinkle that was once theres gone replaced by a mixture of sadness and disbelief. She touched hi

oulder and said, Im sorry. The pit of her stomach suddenly

kened.

m sorry, Vivian repeated watching as the fur disappeared, and the cla

ortened, returning to the resemblance of human hands. He

pected them making sure all indications of the creature were gone. Vi

membered that Seth had never witnessed his transformation; hed been unconscious the first time it happened.

th dropped his hands to his sides, his head falling back against the wa

th a soft thud. He closed his eyes tightly, and Vivian felt the

ge to lay her hand on his shoulder, to hold him and comfort him, but sh

sisted, shoving her hands deep in her pants pockets.

ey, relax, Jean prodded him in the shoulder. Well get you a room heru can get some sleep, and we will figure out what to do with

u in the morning.

managed a crooked smile and nodded. Thanks.

ow, wait outside. I have to talk to Viv real quick. Jean clutched his sh

shing him out of the room, slamming the door behind his

treating back.

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an turned to her. You got the letter too?

vian saw a crumpled paper laying on the nightstand by the bed. I didn

ve mine though, she sat on the bed sinking down in the soft

ttress.

save all of them. Jean said.

Why?

heyre our family Viv! Theyve been writing for two years, and thats anvious sign they still love us

r want to kill us! Vivian interrupted.

unt June is dead.

vians breath caught in her throat, and looked at Jean in disbelief.

ts true, said Jean answering Vivians question. Levine just came back

d me. He tried to save her, but he got to the scene tooe .

vine was part witch, and part Elvin. He had the ego the size of the wor

t he was good at what he did. Except this time he fell short.

ow?

ar accident.

vian nodded in understanding, staring very hard at a scratch on the wo

or.he was our family -

m not going to the funeral, she cut her sister off.

v-

o! Im not, thats it, drop it Jean!

aking her head disapprovingly, Jean threw the letter in the drawer. T

again, why does Seth want the book?vian rubbed her face falling back onto the bed. He wants to change ba

d the book is the only answer. You know that book has the

unter curse written somewhere in it. So. Do you have it?

o.

e dropped her hands from her face, peering at her. What?

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ean, why dont you have it? Where is it? She bolted upright, staring w

ed at her sister.

r eyes softened, and she backed away. I went to visit them

sit who? Vivian questioned.

ur family.

e had enough, Vivian stood, her eyes sending darts. Why? She heard

ce echoing off, and she took a deep breath, askingain in a softer tone.

letter every month for two years! I had to do something, I had to tal

em. I still think they care. Im sorry you dont.

m not, she retorted. Her anger rose in her veins at Jeans calm voice.

uld she be so calm about this?

eah. Well, I will give you credit. They stole the book.vians fists clenched but instead of hitting her, she grabbed the neare

ow off the bed, pounding it over Jeans head. How could

u! You stupid stupid girl! You idiot!

an shielded her head with her arms, crouching low. Im sorry, Im sorr

e yelled.

eathing hard short gasps, Vivian dropped the pillow to the floor, sittin

ck on the bed trying to catch her breath. Her throat was dryd scratchy, and the little saliva she had she couldnt swallow. Tears be

sting her eyes in anger.

s. I am sorry. Really sorry. I should have left the book here, but tho

they read it they would understand, but while I was being

lcomed, it was stolen out of my car. I didnt know until I got home.

lcomed, it was stolen out of my car. I didnt know until I got home.ou know what they are, her voice was muffled by her hands. Jean see

understand what Vivian was about to say.

es. I know, but I thought. I dont know what I thought. She took a

side her sister on the bed.

Well get it back.

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ery well, shes fine. Looking over at her, Jean quickly added, and no o

w me.

kira is a great psychic. Dont know how we would do without her.

ong silence followed. Vivian didnt know until she looked over at the re

minous clock that it was already two in the morning. Suddenly

e felt very tired, and rubbed her eyes with the palm of her hand.

better go get Seth a room.an jumped at her words breaking the silence nodding. Yeah, I need to

me sleep too and Viv, I am sorry. Im so sorry, I messed

things really bad for all of us.

vian patted Jeans shoulder, and walked over to the door. Dont worry

out it. I will take care of this somehow. Well figure out

mething.tside she found Seth sitting on the floor leaning his back against the

s eyes were closed, and face relaxed as though he was in

eep sleep. Vivian wondered if she should wake him up but in the end, s

elt down touching his shoulder lightly, his eyes opening wide and

jumped to his feet.

Whoa! Seth looked widely around the hallway and spotted Vivian kneeli

the floor. What?ou fell asleep.

h. What time is it? Seth rubbed his eyes continuing to look around th

pty hallway.

vian got up on her feet. Late enough. Let me show you to your room.

ross the hall from Jeans room was Vivians. One of the unoccupied roo

o doors down from hers was the room she led him to.Wow, what is that smell! Seth covered his nose with the sleeve of his s

h-sorry! A vampire used to live in here and after that a witch. They di

t along so to be sure the vampire didnt come back she

uck garlic everywhere. She laughed quietly when Seth gave her a daze

k.

spite the awful garlic smell the room was nice. Red velvet curtains cov

e large bed and the opened double windows blew in cool


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from the forest not far across the field. It was dark, but then again

tire Underground was dark. It was the way they all liked it.

ts not bad, she smiled and looked toward the ground. It was true thou

it wasnt for the garlic smell it would be wonderful.

th looked around slowly as if getting used to everything now. As if it w

ng to be that way forever. its not bad at all Seth

knowledged.ou should get some sleep. Vivian conducting herself in the ways of the

cestors, bowed herself out of his new room.

e rushed two doors down and closed the room to her door quietly. Her

om was quite different. For one it didnt smell of garlic. It was

ch darker. The windows were covered by torn curtains. Only a small

mmer of light cut through, shining on the wooden floor that creakedghtly when stepped upon. Everything in her room was old. The dresser

ed with pictures of her past that she never looked at, and on the

d was a comforter that had become flat after years of use. But she lo

rling up, she laid on her bed. Vivian watched the light from the window

ek through the rips in the curtain and she heard the door

en, a slight creaking sound on her floorboards and a shadow cast againe light. She sunk lower with the bed as someone sat beside her.

ou like him dont you? Jean brushed the hair away from her sisters fa

vian answered with a sigh.

ou do. I know you do. Its obvious the way you look at him. And he likes

o, because he looks at you the same way.

vian rolled over on her back. It cant happen.Why not?

ecause he wants to be human. He wants to go back. Her throat tighte

d she felt her face go slightly red as though she was a

aken cola bottle under pressure.

ou can go back too you know! All you have to do is stop using magic! Je

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dont want to. You know I love my family. I will always love them, but t

who I am - this is my fate. If they love me they will accept me

e way I am. If Seth wants me then he will have to accept it too. But h

nt even accept himself. Vivian turned over onto her side pulling the

nket up to her chin. She closed her eyes, and pretended to be asleep,

mewhere through the night, she drifted off.

***some point in the middle of the night Vivian awoke sitting straight up

r bed, breathing deeply. What had awakened her? A bad

eam possibly? She looked around her room. Nothing seemed out of plac

r out of the ordinary. Her curtains waved in the wind that crept its

y through the gap in the window, the grime unstirred on her nightstan

d dresser. Both doors, one to the bathroom and one to the hallwaymained tightly shut and no forms lurked in the shadows of her room.

e lied back down until deep screaming pierced her ears. She swung her

et onto the floor, and ran out of her room following the

reams to next door where Seth was. It was no longer screams rather t

roars and growls. It all sounded so painful. She pressed her ear

ainst the door afraid that maybe it was just a nightmare, but he seeme

be very awake.What is all the noise?!" Jean had rushed out of her room too.

don't know...." Vivian pulled her ear away from the door. She didn't kn

t swiftly opened the door knowing she wasn't ready for the

ht that was about to meet her. Seth lied beside his bed on the floor

rtially dressed and tangled in a blanket. He was curled up with his knee

his chest; his hands clawing at his stomach.vian knelt next to him pulling the blankets away from him trying to pry

nds away from his stomach. "Seth! Are you okay?" She

ew very well that he wasn't but she had no idea of the pain a werewolf

ced. By his grimacing facial expressions she suspected it was worse

an any pain she had ever felt.

e was answered with a growl. Shortly after, "It hurts! It hurts so muc

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an flinched from his words, but made no move to correct or scold him.

s only the pain talking. If he had said it coherently he may

ve once again felt the sting of her words.

t's natural to hurt. Your body is changing; transforming," she tried to

mfort him with understanding.

th rolled onto his stomach reaching out with a claw and digging it into

od beneath his hand. He scratched downward leavingep claw marks into it.

t hurts.... It really hurts. Make it stop, Vivian! Make it stop!" he cried i

ort grunts as fur sprouted onto his arms and hands. "Vivian,

t hurts.... It really hurts. Make it stop, Vivian! Make it stop!" he cried i

ort grunts as fur sprouted onto his arms and hands. "Vivian,

ase...."can't do anything, I'm sorry," Vivian looked over to Jean, but she was

aring at him shaking her head sadly.

ainkillers - anything.... Something to stop this."

here is nothing," Jean said shortly.

o, there has to be." Vivian pleaded.

m sorry, there isn't."

th was unable to say anything more, as his mouth took the shape of arewolfs snout. He growled and transmuted more, right before

eir eyes.

vian could not help herself, she placed a hand on his hairy shoulder. Ma

e could decrease the pain, just a little. She concentrated.

ke the pain away, take it away, cast it aside. He stopped moving but

ntinued to shake as though he was chilled. She thought it may haverked when suddenly he howled jumping up on four paws throwing Vivian

to her back.

hand braced her arm pulling her to her feet. Jean was still shaking her

ad. "You tried Viv, that's all you could do. He's going to have to

rn how to deal with this."

e didn't ask for this...." She watched as Seth laid back onto the floor

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d we?"

vian wrenched her arm back, and sat down next to the whimpering wolf

e slid her hand down his back moving up to scratch his ears.

on he fell back asleep there on the floor. He would change back when

n rose and to keep him warm, Vivian covered him tightly in the

nket. It would be a difficult transformation, but maybe he would learn

e with it and love all the magic with this new world.... Like they alld.... Or maybe he was too different from any of them and he would only

nt to return to his human world. How could she blame him? His mortal

e had been taken. He was pushed into this strange world. If her morta

e had been more like Seth's, she would be resentful too.

e tore her eyes away from the sleeping wolf to the window. A full moo

one brightly against the black sky, a spotlight on them. On theht of a full moon he would have no choice but to turn into a werewolf.

challenged the change, it would be worse; torture in fact. On the nigh

a full moon he had to submit. It was the only way.

turning to her room, Vivian crawled into bed. A cool breeze made its w

rough the small opening in her window, chilling her. She

led the blankets around her chin thinking more of Seth and the girl th

d destroyed his mortal life. Astrid needed to be taught a lesson. Thats the last thing she thought of as she drifted off to sleep.

apter Four

ver Reflections

ys passed by in a funny haze as Seth tried to get use to their ways. Th

st morning he was hit with the many different smells from the

chen. On the many rows of long mahogany tables were dishes of berrier their fairies, centaurs, and elves, blood for the vampires, potatoes

r the witches and wizards, and much more. Even meat for the werewol

th was hesitant about eating the raw meat dripping with blood,

t after wincing for the 50th time he had decided to try. He ate two sl

at morning, and drained it frequently with a silver goblet of cola. Each

rning Seth had begun to cringe less from guilt. Vivian did not understa

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leaned over the table to tell her as a human, he was a vegetarian. A

getarian werewolf. She had choked on her tea from laughter, and

th laughed with her.

vian walked down the hallway, knocking on a door. No answer. She knoc

ain. Still no answer.

kia has gone to visit her family, said Jean from behind her.

e fell forward slightly, banging her head on the door gently. And I didt the message, why?

mmm. Forgot?

vian turned around chuckling. Thanks a lot."

m sorry, I should have told you sooner."

ts okay. When will she be back? Vivian asked.

o idea. She didnt tell us. Jean said.o for the time being, no more savings.

ght, but to let you know on a different note, that a message has been

sted."

vian furrowed her eyebrows thinking. "About what?"

can't believe you forgot. Well, for that you can go and see for yourse

messenger board hung up in the circular room. Late one day it announc

e 150th birthday ball for the late Maeve. It was what everyeature all year looked forward too. Even the centaurs who usually had

eir minds to the stars, would celebrate the day.

Who will you be going with? Vivian stretched out on Jeans bed watchin

r trying dresses on with a wave of her hand.

int, another dress covered her, a blue one with ruffles.

int? The fairy? Are you crazy?an rolled her eyes, swishing the dress side to side. No, Im not.

e raised her eyebrows.

e can be human size. Hes a little taller than me when he is, and hes re

eet. Anyway, who are you going with?

dont think Im going. I might go over to mom and dads. Vivian replied

an changed her dress again to a silk purple that went below the knees.

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know. Vivian twirled a loose thread from the comforter around her

ger absentmindedly.

Why dont you go with Seth?

e laughed. The wanna-be-human?

an laughed too. You like him Viv, and its clear he likes you. This is the

arly ball, its a big deal for all of us here, and you deserve to

ve fun.e wont be here for long, whats the use of starting anything? She wav

r hand over the thread, and it pulled itself back into the

mforter like new.

sk him -

an was cut short by a soft knock on the door, and she pushed aside a s

r the peephole, and ran back over to her excitedly. Itsth.

vian shook her head frantically, mouthing the word no, but she had

eady opened the door.

i Seth, so nice to see you. A smile seemed to be pasted on her face.

eah You too Um Is it okay if I speak to Vivian alone? Please?

bsolutely. She swung on her heel, the smile still plastered to her face

ee ya Viv. And she left, shutting the door behind her.vian sat up suddenly uncomfortable. Whats up?

th took a seat next to her sitting rather rigid as though he was

comfortable too. I got you this, he placed in her hands a light gray an

ck rock that shined mysteriously on its own. It had a leather string

nning through it to hang over her neck.

e smiled biting her lip, and running her thumb over the smooth textureWhats the matter? Did I do something wrong? He looked at the neckla

rryingly.

o, you didnt, dont worry. Its just that. Do you know what you just d

vian questioned.

his fairy, Flint told me, handing a girl an unusual rock means courtship

mething. Its the old way of doing it he said.

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ean- Seth replied.

ean, she laughed. She knew her sister had something to do with this.

ve her the opening to what she knew she wanted.

ey, Seth, you know about the ball right? Vivian asked.

nodded, a smile curling about his lips. Will you go with me?

might. No use letting it be too easy for him.

ood enough for me," he smirked.* * *

e night of the ball Vivian and Jean stood in front of the large mirror i

r room. Vivian wasnt use to seeing herself so fixed up. She

ually wore jeans with gaping holes in the knees, and a t-shirt that bare

rvives, but this night she wore a dark blue dress that barely swept the

ually wore jeans with gaping holes in the knees, and a t-shirt that barervives, but this night she wore a dark blue dress that barely swept the

or with long flaring sleeves. Her hair was left down cascading down he

ck. She still wore the necklace that Seth had given her the night

fore, not having taken it off.

ot bad, Jean smoothed down the front of her lacy purple dress turnin

e the backside.

ot bad at all. But your hair! Vivian ran her hands over the bouncing cuving it straight and shiny.

e felt her hair, and nodded approvingly. Good work Viv.

wanted to thank you."

hank me for what?"

or Seth."

nytime sis. Anytime."knock announced the arrival of the boys. With a wide excited smile Je

ened the door. There stood Flint and Seth. Flint stood tall,

th shoulders back. He had dark brown hair that laid in a mess on top of

ad. His blue eyes were bright and alive, and he wore a silky silver

wn with matching pants underneath.

ou look great. Jean touched his shoulder feeling the silk.

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e looked over to Vivian, well see you two out there. She winked as sh

ked arms with Flint, and exited the room.

ter a short silence, Seth spoke. Im no good at this.

vian slid her arm through the crook of his elbow. Neither am I."

ey walked out to the circular room. Strings of golden lights hung aroun

e walls lighting up the dark. Soft music of violins and pianos,

e recognized as Maeves, played seemingly out of thin air. Even Vivian, d seen this done once every year, had grinned broadly taking

e beautiful sight in. For her, this never got old.

ery creature was dressed in their finest clothing. The centaurs with d

ored vests the green matching the forest outside. The fairies

ked as though they were dipped in glitter, they shined and sparkled

ghtly as they flew around dancing in mid-air.vian looked sideways at Seth, enjoying the drop of his jaw. She took hi

nd swinging him onto the floor where the chairs used to be.

vian laughed as she twirled him around.

mmm. Im not too good at this, Seth confessed as he tried to regain

kward balance.

e took his other hand. Its customary to dance. It came so suddenly

e felt comfortable. Maybe it was the atmosphere, or that shes finally becoming comfortable around Seth. Not once had she thought

out him wanting to leave.

eah, but I was always awful at dancing, he then tripped over his own f

vian held his hands more tightly keeping him from falling. Youre not s

d. Its harder to dance with four legs. She glanced over at the

ntaurs that were swaying back and forth in time to the music. It was qight to see, and they both laughed quietly.

ood thing a centaur didnt bite me then, he pulled her towards him his

nds resting on her waist.

warm feeling crept over her cheeks, and she lowered her head hoping t

ver her face by her long hair. She didnt have to look up to

ow that Jean was staring at her approvingly. Still without looking up sh

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resist the urge to squeeze.

sic changed throughout the night, and so did the peoples rhythms. Se

d Vivian did not leave the dance floor, they continued to

ay, their arms around each other. They never spoke a word, maybe bec

ey didnt have anything more to say, or they were too

comfortable to say what they really were thinking.

an appeared next to them, Flint with his arm around her waist. She gaed smile. Im beat.

oing to bed?

eah, but really, this is the best ball we have had in a long time.

vian nodded in agreement. The Brownies did a great job.

th looked around the room. Brownies?

ey all chuckled, and she patted his shoulder. Not the food. They arepers, they clean here.

rownies?"

es," Vivian nodded.

m going to bed. Dont stay up too late. Jean nudged Vivian painfully in

s, and winked.

ter they left, Vivian and Seth continued to dance slow, barely moving t

et. Breathing in deeply, she could smell his cologne. It was ark smell like that of the night, of something mysterious, and beautiful

ought came quickly across her mind that she never wanted to let go

this boy, but keep him under her wing. Or maybe, when he grew used t

s world they could just be together. Just them.

vian had always been happy, but not this kind of happy where she could

e a full smile and mean it. She hadn't had her picture takence the loss of the family, but if she had, none of the pictures of her

uld show her smiling. Except maybe one tonight.

What?" Seth crinkled his brows looking down at his shirt checking to se

had a stain.

vian realized that she must have actually been smiling stupidly. She

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asping her hands behind his neck she rested her head on his chest. His

artbeat was rather fast, and it was then that she

membered that werewolves hearts were faster than humans. This thou

used a jolt in her heart as thought it had skipped a beat.

vian?"

ting her head she looked up in his eyes. Maybe she had gone too far,

tten too close, but that wasn't what he seemed to try to getross. He placed one finger under her chin raising her face towards his

ned down, his lips not an inch from hers when she pulled back

t of his arms.

th stared at her, confused, and hurt, and she felt ashamed. She wante

ke just now from the somersaults her stomach have been

ng.ome on, theres something I want to show you, she said. She had made

r mind on what to do. It was only right, so she led him

ck through the hallway into her room. His expression had suddenly

anged into a wide-eyed shock.

h, Vivian, look, I like you a lot but -

e turned abruptly from the window she was opening. Did he say what s

ough he had said? Or was it only in her mind? You what?like you, but dont you think this is rushing things?

her mind she re-played what she had done, and it clicked. Of course!

th. She began laughing, blushing at the same time. Just

low me."

low me."

very confused Seth followed after her through the window out into threst. It was cold, and dark, hiding the light from the moon, but as

eir eyes adjusted they saw where they were going, and they were furt

ck as it was dense, the trees close together, they sometimes had to

ve sideways to get by them. Vivian lifted her dress to her knees holdi

em at a knot to her side keeping them from ripping on anything.

ter a few minutes of walking in silence, Seth sighed, waving a hand to

e cobwebs that had stuck to his face.


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Where are we going?

vian stepped over a fallen log covered in moss. Were almost there.

on enough they came to a small clearing where the trees circled back

ound a silver pond. Unlike most ponds there were no ripples,

d nothing reflected in it, not even the sky, or tops of trees. Instead it

ned as though it was light itself.

Where are we? Seth asked.he Silver Reflections, she led him over to sit at the edge.

his is weird, he bent to touch it, but Vivians reflexes were quick and

acked him sharply on his wrist.

ont touch, and stay quiet, she whispered, and dipped her fingers in. I

s as smooth as water, and warm like a drawn bath, and like

ny times before, she had the urge to jump in feet first, to feel thermness wash over her.

aving her hand back and forth causing short ripples that disappeared

ckly before reaching the edges, a picture began to surface. It

s a hunched over boy sitting on an old army cot with paint peeling off t

eel headboard, and the blankets, sheets, and pillow looked worn.

was young, must have been about eight-years-old with a mop of blond

r. By the image he was crying, small tears streamed down hiseeks and chin. A lady who resembled a large penguin in a black and whit

be entered from a door behind the boy. She mouthed something

ey could not hear, and the boy cried even more. Stomping across the r

e took him roughly by the arm forcing him out of the room of army

ts.

side Vivian, Seth sighed shakily, shivering. Whether it was from the cothe image, Vivian did not know, but she slipped an arm

ound his shoulders comfortingly.

hey took him, he said.

e image disappeared by a wave of Vivians hand. Took him where?

he orphanage he said.

ence engulfed them, not even the wind had dared to disturb it. Vivian

ng over the thought in her mind. He had a little brother,


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e knew that, but the fact that he was that young she didnt know, and

s on his own. It was obvious that Seth had been the caregiver. Why

e would he be in the orphanage?

e finally spoke. He looks a lot like you.

nodded.

akes it even more important in reaching the book."

What do you mean?"ou have a little brother to take care of. And..... Well....."

th turned to stand in front of her, bending slightly to catch her eyes.

What is it?"

was hoping that maybe if you started liking it here that maybe you

uldn't want to leave. Reason I've never gone to fetch the book. I

ow it's important, but my family is not even that cruel to do anything twas an excuse to get you to stay a little longer. It's stupid I know..."

remained quiet, looking at her.

m sorry. It was so stupid," she lowered her eyes.

o.... It was nice. Vivian, this is the closest thing I have ever had to a

mily for a long time. I can never thank you enough for this gift

u've given me."

hank Astrid...." Vivian smirked, but went quickly serious thinking of whe saw in the pond. "But it doesn't matter. We have to find that

ok now, and afterwards you can go for your brother."

was odd, but Seth's face went slack like she had taken away somethin

ecious from him. "I can't. I don't even know what orphanage it

he could be anywhere."

e palm of Vivian's hand filled with a steel sharp object by magic, and sd out her keys. "Go on. Look for him, no matter how long it

kes, and when you come back here I'll have the book. Your brother can

ke much more staying where he is. Go on. I can find the book without

e jeep."

can't...."

es, you can. Take the keys Seth."


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sitant though he was, Seth took the keys from her hand turning them

er in his palm. "I don't know...."

e placed her hand on his closing the fingers around the keys. "Yes you

pping his arms around her waist he held her close. She pulled her arms

er his shoulders feeling his fast heartbeat against her chest.

e took a deep breath smelling the scent of him.

hank you," he whispered in her ear, his warm breath grazed her earusing chills over her.

o on," she smiled pushing him away.

e watched him make his way through the trees that soon hid him from

w. He never looked back. It was easier that way. It was like a

d mushy fairytale, except this only seemed to get worse, and she was

ncess with glass slippers.apter Five

ck Again

e next week the clouds over the Underground were stormy gray

reatening to drench the ground in rain, to light up the sky with

htening, and fille the night with the sound of thunder. Even the sun co

t suppress through the gloomy air. The field outside was wet and

ddy, the flowers droop down looking close to death.vian only knew the weather outside from hearing the thunder shake th

lls of the Underground. She didn't venture outside, for inside

e was up to her ankles in letters and envelopes. Her hair looked stringy

om running her fingers through it in frustration from crossing out line

a letter, re-wording it, and then crossing it out again. Her fingers were

udged in ink, smudging it further on the paper, and having to redo thetire letter. This whole process was taking her over an hour, and every

nutes she checked her watch.

ch letter was to her family with its own guilt trip into asking for the b

ck. She never thought she would stoop so low as to guilt trip

r family, but each time she was compelled to throw away the many pap

e thought of Seth and his brother, and would start again with a

w letter.


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th a last look at her watch she wrote her signature on the last letter,

ded it and stuffed it into an envelope. She checked her watch

ain, and scooped up the many letters enclosed in envelopes, in her arms

th her foot, she pushed open the door and ran down the hall into

e circular room to the door.

houetted against the door was a man six feet tall, with short white ha

nose long, and thin. He had pulled a bulging bag over hisoulder.

ichael! Michael!" Vivian panted up to him balancing the envelopes.

chael turned around, and made a funny noise between a grunt and sigh

re you kidding me? My bag is already full, Vivian."

ease, these are urgent. They have to be out today."

Well...." His face went from exasperated to pity. "I've never seen you mt a letter in my life, and this many letters is amazing. May I

k -"

o." Vivian shook her head, she didn't mean to cut him off so rudely. "I

rry, it's just secret. I can't tell you."

chael gave a short nod. "Okay, I'll take them. Anything for you."

hank you," Vivian relaxed her arms as he dumped the envelopes into his

g. "Thank you," she repeated, and sprinted back down thelway.

vian didn't know why, but she expected an answer to all the letters she

nt out, but a week went by without a single response. Each day

e met Michael at the door, and each time he said "no letters." She

spected he was getting aggravated of her constant appearance.

e knew what was next.... She had to go and visit her family. She had hoat Jean would go, she was almost certain she would, she

s the one that read all the stupid letters they sent trying to persuade

em to change back. But Jean, thinking something like this was what

vian needed, refused flatly.

t only did this put her in a bad mood, but also Seth never came back. I

d passed into two weeks now, and there was no sign of them.


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vian went to Akia's room hoping for some all-knowing answer from her.

e said nothing, with a wave of her hand dismissing her away.

e morning Vivian dragged herself to the dining room. When she made h

pearance through the doorway everyone stared in

ence. She kept her eyes on her sneakers that were worn, and wearing

e soles. She paid no attention to where she sat, and piled her plate

th the food around her, but she couldnt eat. Instead she pushed her fgs around her plate poking at the yolk with the tip of her fork

tching it in a yellow volcano. She closed her eyes and took a long sip fr

r glass of water, and casting her hand over it. The crystal water

d turned red with wine, but before she could raise it to her lips it was

atched from her hand.

vian looked around, retreating back was Jean. But it did not matter. Hepetite was long gone. She rubbed her eyes with the palm of

r hands realizing they were puffy from a nights crying and no sleep.

ey, where is Seth?

wering her hands she saw Flint sitting on the edge of her plate. When

w her he gave a puzzled expression.

vian, why are you crying?

ts nothing Flint.t is something. What's the matter?

hen she didnt answer, he did.

e has gone. Flint suggested.

es, hes gone. He left a long time ago. I would think from dating my sist

u would know about that." Vivian replied.

did, but I don't know why?e sighed irritated. I told him to. Damn it, Flint, he had to go home. S

ood and began to walk out of the room, but Flint was flying

ht beside her.

ou let the one you love go?

e stopped in her tracks. I didnt love him! He was just a guy that need

p. I helped him, and now hes gone. Thats it - theres


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thing more to it. Vivian broke into a run out of the kitchen running to

lway, but she didnt make it halfway when she collided with

meone throwing her backwards onto the floor. A sudden sharp pain sho

r back, her head feeling like an explosion when it hit the floor

th a thud.

am sorry miss. A tall gangly man with long silver braided hair stood

fore her holding out his hand.ts okay, my fault, she took his hand, getting to her feet.

watched as she brushed herself off. You were going fast there.

vian looked up, and nodded. Yeah, guess I was. Im sorry, just was tryi

get away from someone.

ot Seth.

e name caused a pain in her heart, but she was intrigued. How, then sticed his ears, they were pointed sharply up. Oh

e name caused a pain in her heart, but she was intrigued. How, then s

ticed his ears, they were pointed sharply up. Oh

e elf gave a kind smile, and walked away.

hey disturb me.

vian jumped at the new voice, to realize it was her sister talking over h

oulder. Yeah, you disturb me too, she cracked a smile, andntinued walking.

Why did you do it?

vian stopped and turned towards her. She was serious. I cant be selfi

e loved you though, Viv.

e opened her mouth to protest but Jean held her hand up to silence h

eally, he loved you, he would have stayed here forever with you. Int understand why you would give him up.

t wouldnt be fair to him, Vivian sighed, and went to try to leave to he

om again when another voice caught her attention.

VERYONE, THE NEWS! COME QUICK! A deep voice erupted from th

cular room.

ors swung open, and footsteps echoed off of the walls. Everyone head

the circular room in a rush where a small television was


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rched on a rickety stand. All of them gathered around it, the fairies a

arves up front.

e newscaster announced- A break in occurred at 7th street this morn

four A.M. Jake Martin was taken from Mary Annes

phanage. A boy by the name of Seth Martin - brother to Jake Martin

dered that Jake leave with him. The nuns expressed their disapproval,

t Seth was of age, and took his brother with him. Police found mysteriw marks made by what seemed to be a large dog, on the door to

e room where Jake slept. Because Mary Annes Orphanage does not all

mals inside their building, it wasnt apparent of how the marks

me to be there.

th a soft click, the blond haired lady with a stack of papers disappear

d the screen went black.ople turned to look at Vivian, but she didnt notice. Her head was reelin

th what she just heard. Seth and Jake got away, but now Jake

ew what Seth was, and he left claw marks. He was risking their secret

ke was only eight, he couldnt handle his brother being something

her than human. He went through enough.

ou know what you have to do. Jean prodded.

know, the safest place for them, is here.hem? An old bitter dwarf asked in a gruff, scratchy tone. He rubbed

tted black beard thoughtfully. Isnt this Jake boy human?

es. Vivian didnt know what he was getting at.

shook his head, rubbing his wild black beard. No, no. Cant be done. H

man, he doesnt belong here.

What? She looked at the others backing away.nly magical beings. No others. Thats how it has always been done, and

ways be done.

es eight years old! He cant be on his own, especially now that he know

at his brother is. Im in charge, and I say hes staying. If you

ve a problem with this Gundon then you can leave! Jean cursed.

ndon did not move, but he pulled on his wiry beard harder with glaring

es of a stone.


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ont defy her, Flint warned in full size standing next to Jean.

vian gave a smile to him mouthing her thanks, then turned to her sister

ed your keys."

an's eye twitched. Her car was her baby. Nonetheless, she handed ove

r keys.

hanks sis," she said quickly, and left the underground to her sisters re

orts car. She took a deep breath starting the engine,mming her foot down with force leaving tire marks and a cloud of dust

hind her. Her hair whipped around her face. Nervously, she made a

ythm out on the steering wheel. She had no idea where she was going;

ere they might be. They could be anywhere. With a shaking hand she

apped her fingers around the necklace.

here are you Seth? Where are you? A warm feeling drowned her sensee she had been cold, and sunk into a warm bath.

ening her eyes she barely saw a man standing out on the dirt road in f

her headlights. Letting the pendant drop onto her chest,

e gripped the wheel tightly, and the car jolted along the stretch of th

ld bouncing her up and down on the seat roughly. Her foot slipped

ng the brakes until she was able to press down on it throwing herself

e wheel. Chest aching, with a stabbing sore pain as if beingaten. She took deep breaths coughing as she choked on her spit.

r hand still shaking, she reached for the necklace again. She wanted t

ow what caused that warm feeling. What was it?

scream that surely the stars above heard erupted into the night as Viv

rned around to see the mud-streaked face of a man through

r open window.hhh. Vivian, its me, Seth.

e removed her hands from the steering wheel, shoving the door open,

rowing her arms around his neck. She could have drowned

the relief that flooded her that moment. Youre okay right? She look

o his eyes frantically.

eah, Im fine, he insisted, but behind the mud his face was pale, and

odless. Astrid was there Vivian.


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e felt like she had been clobbered on the side of the head. Astrid? A

u sure

es, it was her, I fought her. She tried to get to Jake, I dont know why

s Jake okay?

es fine. Not a scratch on him.

vian nodded, well, that explains the claw marks. Seeing the confusion

face, she went to explain. They had it on the news.reat, Seth moaned, and leaned further on the door.

strid, Vivian whispered to herself. Why would she be at that orphana

d how would she know that Seth was going to be there? Or

ybe she didnt know Seth was going to show, maybe it all had to do wit

ke. But what about him? He was human

didnt know where else to go, Seth brought her back from her tranceft spoken words. I need to find someplace for Jake to stay.

e Underground was the safest place I knew, but I know you all dont a

mans, and its okay -

vian nodded understandingly. In this case, rules can be changed.

ths dry, chapped lips curled up in a smile, and he embraced her in a hu

ain. Thank you, he whispered.

e never wanted to let go of him, but a shadow behind him caught her ed she gently and reluctantly pushed Seth away. She kept

m at arms length. The shadow was short, and small, and it was - or mor

e who Vivian suspected it would be.

cue, a small child appeared from behind him also covered in mud. His

s terror stricken, and it broke her heart. He knows

esnt he, she asked, looking back up at Seth.eah. He knows.

eah. He knows.

miling, she bent down over the boy. Itll be okay. Youre safe now.

apter Six

counter with Astrid

te in the afternoon Vivian, Seth, Flint, and Jean sat in the circular roo

two of the most comfortable couches in front of the large fire.


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ross the stone were carved pictures that told a story. Vivian and Jean

d it lively to Seth, who was a great audience, listening intently.

nd Maeve built this place all by magic! Imagine how this place was by it

ck in the 17th century! Jean slapped her legs

thusiastically. She loved having people listening to her. Its so wonder

have a place to go, and such a place as this! The Underground

ace!vian and Seth laughed politely, Jean giving them confused glances. Flint

iled proudly letting her rest against his chest.

think you had too much sugar, Jean. Vivian picked up the plate of cara

ecting it with her hand towards the kitchen.

poil sport. Jean stuck out her tongue draping her legs over the arms o

e chair before turning to Seth. So, what are you going to doth the rug rat?

ter cleaning up, Seth had tucked Jake into his bed where he slept all

ht, and still slept to where the sun was starting to sink lower into

e sky the next day. None of them dared to wake him up. He had been

rough enough.

ean! Vivian clenched her teeth. They can stay here as long as they wa

en Jake.e rolled her eyes. Viv, lets come back to reality, this is not a place fo

man boy. He needs to go back to his own kind.

e needs to be with his brother!

is brother is a werewolf!

vian sighed, exactly, and we can settle that.

th looked over at her surprisingly. You mean the book?es, its in the wrong hands as it is. We need to get it back sometime.

nodded his head agreeing, but looked into the fire.

vian had explained how she had tried to contact her family to no avail.

en trying did not place the book back in their hands. They

d to have it, and soon. Jean had readily agreed to get a serious move o

ter she heard of Astrid.


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aning forward watching the light dance across Seths face, Vivian had

k, you want to be human right?

ts the best for Jake, he didnt bother to look at her when he said thi

st then a flash of light - a fairy - passed between them stopping the

nversation, and a high voice that was barely heard said, shes

re, shes here!

ans face darkened when she looked passed Seth and Vivian at the doool breeze from the wind outside chilled them, and

vians arm became prickly with goose bumps, and even more so when sh

ered behind her chair to see who it was.

strid, she breathed.

human form, there stood Astrid. Long black hair that made her pale f

and out, fell over her narrow shoulders, and her yellow eyesch like a ravens gave a cold stare at the three, until they zeroed in on

th. A menacing smile curled about her lips, and she strode over.

o, youre alive, she droned in a lazy low voice. It chilled Vivian more th

e cold breeze.

es. Why shouldnt I be? Seth crinkled his brows confused.

an moved uncomfortably forward In her chair. Go away Astrid, youve

ne enough damage as it is.stead, Astrid lowered her face towards Seth. It was really funny... H

u didnt remember me at first in that orphanage. It was very

te how you protected your brother. So sickeningly cute.

ths lips tightened to a thin white line, but he didnt waver, or look awa

om her eyes.

trid chuckled. This is funny. Im the one who changed your life boy. Ie one who made you what you are, and you didnt have the

urtesy to remember me? Then you tried to fight me? Im hurt. She

uted her lips.

oure crazy - you need help. Seth stood and moved away from her. He

ally tore his eyes away and glanced at Vivian for help with this

ychopath.


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vian jumped up and took place beside Seth. Astrid, dont be an idiot.

nched her fists. You know when humans transform they

nt remember the person that changed them. Now go away. Im surpris

u even came back.

soft clunking sound echoed in the circular room as Astrids boots hit t

or. She walked towards them, and everyone stayed still and

et, holding their breaths.his is unlike you Vivian. She smiled not showing her teeth. I wouldnt

ought you would take on a human for a pet. Her eyes

nced over at Seth. But I guess hes not human anymore, and you need

mpanion other than your sister. It gets lonely without any family

esnt it Vivian?

vian swallowed the lodge in her throat. We are all here for the sameason. None of us have a family anymore. Were each others

mily, except you Astrid. You can go now, back to the humans.

What? Astrids eyes showed a flicker of fear, and she took a step back

ou think you rule this place Astrid, and you dont. You know what I am,

u know my powers. But you may forget sometimes my

wer within this family. The one that Maeve left me with. She took a d

eath and in a louder voice, by show of hands, who wants Astridne?

ound the circular room all the hands raised. The centaurs, vampires,

ries, elves, dwarfs, werewolves, and all. Even the brownies,

ding large trays of food had their hands raised.

a softer tone Vivian spoke to Astrid, majority rules. Go."

trids face scrunched up in anger. You are tempting the wrong personvian. You know where the book is right? With your family, your

od family. Right now as we speak they are coming up with something to

ng you and your sister back to your human form, or to kill you. As

r myself, I hope they settle for the latter, and Im going to help them

hieve that. Turning on her heel she left slamming the door behind her

st fell from the ceiling, but nobody cared to dust themselves off. No

oke.


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st fell from the ceiling, but nobody cared to dust themselves off. No

oke.

vian let out a breath falling back into her chair. Shes helping them.

o, our family wouldnt kil

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