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CROWS ON THE WIRE:Graphic novel available as a free downloadable app for iPads and Tablets from September 2014

Crows on the Wire App_Ad.indd 1 16/06/2014 13:10

Michael Gira 5

Paul McMahon 6

Olaf Brzeski 7

Adam White 8

Joanna Grant 10

Adrian Ghenie 11

Gerald Dawe 12

Pieter Hugo 13

Emma McKervey 14

Maroula Blades 15

Adrian Ghenie 16

Gerard Smyth 18

Pieter Hugo 19

Jennifer Matthews 20

Pieter Hugo 21

Benjamin Mitrofan-Norris 22

Olaf Brzeski 23

Stephanie Conn 24

Jane Robinson 25

Adrian Ghenie 26

Helena Nolan 28

Pieter Hugo 29

Barbara Morton 30

Adrian Ghenie 31

Claire Savage 32

Pieter Hugo 33

Daniel A. Nicholls 34

Olaf Brzeski 35

Marion Clarke 36

Adrian Ghenie 37

Janet Shepperson 38

Adrian Ghenie 40

Peadar O’Donoghue 42

Pieter Hugo 43

Joanna Grant 44

Pieter Hugo 45

Aoife Mannix 46

Olaf Brzeski 47

Michael Dineen 48

Cover Images:

Olaf Brzeski; Adrian Ghenie; Pieter Hugo

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I’ll Go There, Take Me HomeEditorial

What did the virgin say when he sold his innocence?

What did the dead man say when he whispered in my ear?

Did I know who I was when I opened up your door?

Do you have the right to lay your hands on me?

Is this place a home that will shelter you or me?

Is this world a place where anything can be known?

Am I free to describe what my imagination denied me?

Were we born from a mother whose compassion exceeded her greed?

Do you love the girl who left you there to bleed?

Do you love the boy who forced you to your knees?

And where is the choice when my freedom’s described by my fear?

Am I so alone that I can’t even read the mirror?

Did your blood run dry when you looked at yourself in my eyes?

Was I wrong to steal what even a saint would despise?

Am I alone in this room if I’m holding myself in my hands?

When my poison blood dies, then where will our memory be?

I will go there, take me home

Take me home

Published by Young God Publishing administered outside of North America by Mute Song.

Used by permission.

Michael Gira

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We are still here, here where it is time and gravity that

we feel the most. In a purgatorial state we orientate

ourselves around the notion of escape, everything

seeming to advance toward a great mythologized

flight. But our prospects in this genetic ambition

are questionable, specifically because we are limited

to our mythologies alone. The ancient promise of a

timeless paradise plays on our minds, but here time

is all that we know. It is time itself that gives us

the sense that we are moving somewhere, waiting for

something to happen. And we wait lifetimes here for

things to happen. We know the sun, it is familiar to

us. It marks time, reminds us of its cycles, arcing

itself across the sky every day of our lives. We know

the myth of the sun and how it holds us in suspension,

though to our old eyes it seems only to draw circles

around the time-space capsule of our world. Either

way, illuminating our light-bound static, it encloses

us. The landscape leans on our senses. Though we walk

and walk, we feel our bodies weighted, rooted to the

earth. We know ourselves to be of the same stuff as

this greenery, this ground, this solid surface. That

is all we can know as we inevitably drop our knees

to the earth like magnets and knock our knuckles on

the ground, drumming as children for the comfort of a

mother. Green is the colour of movement, of time, and

of our short lives blooming on the mountain slopes.

This purgatory is an island, a sea-level microcosm

pitching itself toward the zenith. The physical aspires

to the metaphysical and fantasises the ethereal,

stretching beyond itself to the reaches of human dreams

and imaginings, but in the midday light only really

knowing the blunt weight of its own rocks in bearing

the spiked burden of its mountain peaks. This island

is our only object, its definite presence in time and

space our only certainty. Here we can remember, the

familiar geography signifying our lives to our minds

and bodies. This is the archetype of existence, and

here we exist. We have sculpted this mountain with our

circling feet and carved a history by the pressure of

our memories. This peculiar island rock coiled alone

on a singular stretch of ocean is our life paradigm.

How we exist here is all we know about how to exist

at all. In an Alcatraz of the soul we compulsively

project our memories. Purgatory is when the sensory

present cyclically aligns itself with the landscape

of the past. This is our condition as far as time

allows us to remember. It is a self-contained cycle.

We fantasize the prospective rupturing of this cycle,

an ultimate explosion into the linear and rocketing

toward a culminating oblivion, a restorative cure for

our spiritual homesickness.

But simultaneously we resist, this physical place

being, after all, the only home we have felt with

our palms and soles. Can weight imagine weightlessness

without getting dizzy-sick? The parasitic social-

self insists on its survival, valiantly resisting the

notion of its own dissolution in favour of anonymous

transcendence. Behind the rhetoric of our ideals, in

the quiet shadows of our mind we cannot but anticipate

a local homesickness, one for our familiar body and

earthliness. At the prospect of oblivion, all the little

hooks of memory tether our wills to the earth that we

insist is temporary, we ourselves being creatures of

this temporality. Even as we dream of something other,

another dimension, another colour, our dreams are

limited. This otherness is beyond our comprehension.

We can only crane our necks, look up, and move in

steepening circles along the mountain paths. In all

we are at home in our isolation, tribal in our habits,

unquestioning of our patterns of life that we follow

like water through veined rock or ravines or valleys.

They are our familial birth gifts that we customarily

accept with the ease of formula. Yet, churned by the

diverging pull of an unseen paradise against the

earthly magnetism of memory, we move through them,

collectively, as particles in liquid turmoil, washing

back and rushing forth toward the ultimate obscuring

mouth of Oblivion.

Thanks to Hugh Mulholland and the MAC Belfast for the

collaboration with the ‘I Will Go There, Take Me Home’

show curated by our own Gregory McCartney as part of

their Guest Curator programme. We were very pleased to

be able to be a part of the project. This exhibition

informed the nature of our last three issues. Thanks

also to the artists Olaf Brzeski, Adrian Ghenie and

Pieter Hugo. And special thanks to Michael Gira of

Swans who kindly allowed us to use his lyrics and base

the exhibition on one of his songs.

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Shooting Star

I spent a long time in darkness.

I had come too far, the distance ahead

too far away. I hummed

a long, silent serenade to the cats in the alley below

wailing in intercourse like children teething.

I lie here, bent like a question-mark,

under a whiskey-soaked duvet. Unkind voices

wash freely over my driftwood-skin.

I can’t shake off

the awful feeling

that it is all just a preparation,

a squaring up; nothing more

than a few encouraging jabs

to entice our frail footsteps further out

into the woods, the deserts and the seas,

where we won’t hear the sirens and the alarms

that have already been called for us. Where all our ghost-guides,

dead relatives, enemies, judges, allies, onlookers and speculators

stand hopelessly way off, too confused in the certainty of the crush

that sends us scattered towards the infinite, obliterated before perfection.

The wick simply lowered to its end, bringing its horizon in,

and like all shooting stars that blaze a trail across the sky,

is enveloped by the unfathomable darkness.

Paul McMahon Opposite: Olaf Brzeski, Breath, bone soot, 2009

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Mare Nostrumfor the captain of the Leonard Tide

Now, international regulation

on sea rescue proscribes such persons

be repatriated to the nearest port,

which meant a U-turn to Tripoli,

but some demanded I tow them

to Italy, and the whole boatload boiled over

to a frenzy when I had to refuse,

threatening to fling themselves into the sea.

Considering women and small children

were in the hold, the middle ground

was to bid them board the Leonard Tide.

Water, chocolate bars and first aid

could thus be duly administered.

Some of those we treated for pussy

bullet wounds and knife cuts, just blushed

like men showing us their private parts;

the more mouthy there raged at paying

thousands of American dollars for passage

to Europe and being abandoned

in the middle of the Med like a pail

of kittens. Evidently there’s money

to be made in promising a man

some crackpot impracticality

he has fantasized, or had put in his head.

I note Italian battleships

are henceforth patrolling the zone

in the likely event of further rescue

operations being executed.

Adam White

North-westerly course out of Tripoli.

(Re)Provision of foodstuffs and water

to the offshore rig Zagreb 1,

fifty miles (nautical, mind) off the coast

of Libya. Routine operation

really, until one of my officers

spyglassed what looked to be an agitation

of gulls over a small craft.

On consultation I gave orders

to tack and when we closed and saw

it was men hailing us with their shirts,

yelling in the unintelligible,

sent my second in command, an Egyptian,

to sound out the crew in Arabic.

Well I saw ants once, when I was a child,

eclipse a slice of apple let fall

on the front stoop of our building,

and that is what it was:

one hundred and fifty souls overcrowding

the deck of a fifty-foot wooden vessel,

and as many again squatting below

between the boards, I learned subsequently.

That they badly lacked water and food

was relayed to me, and were parched for petrol,

so adrift under a big midday sun,

and not a rudiment of navigation

nor a lifejacket amongst them.

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Mist 

I ride in the back of a taxi

thinking of heaven. To the right

of the highway, an exit—

off the ramp, the funeral hall—

 

where my friend the farm boy from Oklahoma

who married a Korean woman saw

her father’s body burnt

before his eyes, the blackened skeleton

crushed to chips and ash while

the mourners sang. What was left

in a little box tied up neat with string.

 

But perhaps not all, I think--surely some

of the burning flesh drifted up and out

the chimneys in the crematorium smoke,

 

the fine particulates silting into the furrows

turned over with last season’s stalks,

there by the ditch where the patient beetles

roll their balls of dirt and dung and eggs,

 

there where the cows mull, chewing their cuds

by the lopsided sheds, there where the paddies meet

the sudden crazy crags here in this country of extremes,

 

that body, all those beloved bodies,

now a part of this forever, the one he watched

get burned, and him, the strange new family, and me, in my taxi, too—

 

Part of it all, this raw, soft early spring mist hanging

like sweet woodsmoke and cloud at dusk. Heaven.

Joanna Grant Opposite: Adrian Ghenie, Nougat 2, 2010, Oil on Canvas, 220cm x 200cm,

Collection Verdec Courtesy Tim Van Laere Gallery, Antwerp.

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Via Dolorosa‘Nobody in the world knows where I am’

John Berryman, Dream Song (355)

Gerald Dawe

Groggy with the height and wind in his ears

and, for all we know, the sound of the mother

going on at him, poor Mr. Bones decided

he’d had enough and was off, a lurid flight,

away from those who loved and in return were loved,

with no rhyme or reason why but for the busted-up bits

and pieces of the past, Mr. Bones, all heart, cried

his goodbye and was spotted only once, a ghost already,

in the resistless fall down to the river’s demented dark.

Opposite: Pieter Hugo: Casmiar Onyenwe. Enugu, Nigeria,

2008, from Nollywood series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg & Yossi Milo, New York

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Comet The Lodge

Emma McKervey

Coasting the reel of golden thread to the realm of the dead,

suspended in air from that line of faith came the inheritors of the stars;

but the windlassed fall remained unfixed,

the dark flight of meandering over-shot orbs

strobed in cosmic dust: the yellow of iron,

the violet of calcium and the splattered cadmium red

of nitrogen and oxygen- each pin pointed

mote of this ephemeral rainbow-

remained, despite disintegration,

significantly larger than an atom.

Nearing Earth these objects unspooled,

targeted in trajectory and curve of light,

the thread unguided and lost, leaving the glistering frayed remnants

to be ground into the weary clay.

Maroula Blades

Leave me alone to wallow

in my algae-green room,

narcoleptic, in a state undone.

Snow crystals melt

under the heated magnifying glass.

Spring’s arrived in a split second of time

on the metallic window ledge.

For that moment,

I am a goddess,

empowered to change the seasons.

The Bunsen is raging,

a Terpsichorean flame fans out.

Caloric waves catch my eyes as I stoop,

listening to the hiss of water.

Intervention is vital until

the sun appears to thaw the silence.

Dishevelled I wait to embrace the warmth.

Keloidal tissue forms in the mind.

Hibernation eludes me unlike the bear.

I am not free like you, robin

in this cedar tree before me

with half a slug pinched tight in your beak,

or the playful black Labradors,

running in snow coats that

flake off like transient moments.

Gaiety bound to nature’s form.

Out on the waterfront,

the sea kicks in twilight.

Three orange buoys

pivot in a snow-laden sea.

The dark enters and straddles itself,

a shadowy void appears.

Grey smog smothers.

The cold has claws,

snow-ice forms again on the window sill.

I cave in,

as the neon tube-lights flicker on in this room.

Overleaf: Adrian Ghenie, The Blow, 2010,

Oil on Canvas, 35cm x 65cm, Private Collection

Courtesy Tim Van Laere Gallery, Antwerp

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OXMANTOWN(Baile Lochlann – Scandinavian Homeland)

Opposite: Pieter Hugo: Chigozie Nechi. Enugu, Nigeria,

2009, from Nollywood series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New York

Through Oxmantown

I walked but saw no ancient lights

or herdsman with his fattened cattle,

no trace of those who were founders

of the place, who had to cross

the watery divide, build on soft ground.

And now new blow-ins have arrived

but there is still some vestige of the days

that time works hard to obliterate.

An old Dane haunts the parish, a renegade

from the annals whose axe

broke stones on the stony road.

That Old Dane, a mad-eyed stranger

in wolfskin and a mask, came to taste

the Liffeytide in Anna Livia’s mouth

and stayed to live a second life,

perfect the art of exile, cunning, hatred.

Gerard Smyth

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Homeland Security

Opposite: Pieter Hugo:

Patience Umeh, Junior Ofokansi, Chidi Chukwukere. Enugu, Nigeria,

2008, from Nollywood series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New YorkJennifer Matthews

The highest law is home, and a man

got to protect his young. A fist can feed,

I mean, it can catch a catfish—

and the best meals, believe me, are the daddies.

Their bodies are big tongues,

they sense your hand in their nest

before it connects. Be ready,

he don’t wait for you to get at the eggs.

He strikes first, charges through mud,

jaws clamp down on your arm to draw blood.

He’ll fight—you got to be strong

enough to pull him out the river,

throw him on the bank,

fins gaspin and flappin.

Mind you, this is the old way,

but if it ain’t broke... when you’re home,

get your hammer and nail the head

to a post in the yard. Skin him,

strip insides out. Your lady can roll

his flesh in cornmeal and pepper,

fry it up for a nice family dinner.

I can nearly mark a calendar

from all them spines

lined along the fence, months

of keeping our Fridays holy.

Only problem we got now—

when it comes to night

when me and my family are all tucked in,

there’s something in the rotting stink, it calls

to them that gnaw on bones,

no matter how clean I cut him.

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Remember The Deed, Remember

A new present creeps and leaves – a wave that

takes flesh from my bones and returns it, quietly.

Every few seconds I become anew and

walk through pasts, appraising landscapes.

Remember; we turned south, from door to door.

After, we stayed sitting and

made some satisfaction

in catching different dialects;

as though nothing could remind you

that that was not your home.

A bird breaks my sight, severs skies in two, and

although unchanged, the river’s grown smaller.

Suddenly, we’re old.

Benjamin Mitrofan-NorrisOpposite: Olaf Brzeski,

Dream Spontaneous Combustion, 2008.

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The Last to Leave

I would throw up my hands

and release them all;

clutter the sky

with island parts

and name them

one by one.

Not just the Plough

but the sickle and scythe,

the pitchfork and hoe,

the threshing mill.

Yellow iris, saltmarsh, turf,

stonecrop, bracken, inland cliff.

My manx shearwater,

black headed gull,

arctic tern and eider duck,

stock dove, gannet, lapwing, nest.

Schoolhouse, cottage, garden gate,

boatman, teacher, daughter, son –

the children,

all of our children.

Cassiopeia,

what have you lost?

Oh Cephes, who ties

their daughter to a rock?

But the sun is high,

the stars have gone out

and the boat is set to tip,

so I drop the Copeland

pebbles, one by one,

and watch them sink.

Out in the yard

they are selling our lives,

and the gavel drops –

while he sits inside

stoking the fire,

fixated on the flame.

When the time comes,

he steps into the boat

without looking back –

and sits by my side,

not saying a word.

He can’t meet my eyes.

My own eyes fall

to the thick wooden slats

and the iron bolts

that keep me afloat,

above the currents

swirling on the Sound.

If only it were night,

I would look to the stars;

the stars my father named for me

sixty years ago or more,

lifting me onto his shoulders

so I could touch the sky.

Stephanie Conn

Student

Dimmed in smog of L. A.

she’d been away for so long,

the wrapped-toffee river of cars

cutting through memories,

orange groves, live oaks,

chaparral. Blood of coyotes

pierced by inventions, bright

men exploding atoms

or the next great idea.

Her shades insufficient

to shrivel the glare of history,

or was it industry, taking life,

taking on shape, machine-

driven, bulging with pistons,

circuits, the whole business.

Watching a movie of sunsets

refracted from particles:

glossed in, unable to scream.

She had felt like a woman

in a greenhouse, impossibly

large, unpeeling rose-tinted

beauty. Experiments

leap-frogging one on another,

shining P-thirty two

on her face, method lately

abandoned because of its danger

to fish in the drains,

the odd alligator.

She had felt like a wallet

left out in the weather, notes,

lips stuck together, fading

identity nibbled and bent.

Alone in the desert,

she had only one vision,

a ghost-ridden motorbike,

leaving, quiet at night.

Jane RobinsonOverleaf: Adrian Ghenie, Flight into Egypt,

2008, Oil on Canvas, 200cm x 340cm,Titze Collection.

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Benediction

Today, I am visited by an improbable moon

Cut by laser disc, so huge and whole, a wafer

Stuck like some galactic stamp

On a pale blue envelope of sky

Before slipping into the mouth of morning

Echoes of forgotten sacraments

Strong hands wrapped in heaven’s cloths

Raising the monstrance with its glassed-in heart

Gold spikes caught in the cloudy trails of

An incense burner on its shifting chains

The sky is suddenly empty

A hole cut in a page

Helena Nolan

Opposite: Pieter Hugo: Abdulai Yahaya, Agbogbloshie Market, Accra, Ghana,

2010, from Permanent Error series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New York

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Bode

A traveller, shy and curious, considers a childhood.

Black and white images, composed and careful,

Intricate orchestration, variations on non-colour,

At once mysteriously isolated, frighteningly crowded,

And lightened, or darkened, by the slow pass of time.

He watched constantly, waiting for something to happen.

Then he went out and walked, passing without minding

The leaning tall narrow houses, and smelling

Without tasting the cities famous café pastries.

The mind’s wheel swiftly calibrated, he sees musicians

Sit cross-legged. He imagines a viola. He hears a mandolin

On a pastis-tinted morning between rush hour and lunch hour.

Thoughts lead him to the river; he thought about counting

The bridges, thought about removing his shoes to walk

In wool-stocking soles, so clean swept were the boards.

He turns a coin. He stands motionless. The man in charge

Of the life-station tells him: No one ever jumps off at night.

A crescent moon. A winter sky. Everything overwhelms him.

Dark silhouette of a tall man in a dark blue-green loden

And equally dark black bowler hat faces with his back

To the onlooker, and also to the traveller ~ he speaks

Urgently, refers to various means of transport, requests

The facility to move precisely from one locus to another—

There may be

Flying machines.

There shall be

Riders on horseback.

Barbara MortonOpposite: Adrian Ghenie, Pie Fight Study 8, 2009,

Oil on Canvas, 38cm x 33 cm, Cyril Taylor Collection U.K.

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Spinning Shadows 

Opposite: Pieter Hugo: Gabazzini Zuo. Enugu, Nigeria,

2008, from Nollywood series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New YorkClaire Savage

Bright as a fresh-minted sixpence, her swollen

form hung solemn, gleaming, radiant, as dusk

danced into the trick of night like a child caught

in faerie magick – sinfully innocent

of a landscape lit darkly by dying stars.

 

A silver hare flashed before me through the trees,

trailing translucent breadcrumbs in his wake as

he crossed my path but spurned all hope of helping

me home. A sharpness iced the air like a blade

of the damned – a weapon which could slice through stars.

 

Goggled by guarana-berry eyes, my blood

froze under the twitching gaze of suspicion.

I tripped and followed my white rabbit swiftly

through the myre of leaping shadows and compressed

space – where black dogs galloped through prison of stars.

 

She spun destinies from the scourge of our souls,

lightly laced them with the hearts of our desires.

Deftly, keenly, her fingers hummed misfortune;

in her eyes tumbled a universe of stars. 

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god of the dead

Daniel A. Nicholls

the failed things had drawn to me

not as if I’d wanted them

burnt-up dewdrops pooling on the kitchen floor

not as if I’d chose this estate

creaking with my forebear’s weight

tried moving once

tried to construct a hideaway Ikea-square

slid in snug among the apartment rows

struck straight with bare white walls

thin walls you could drive a man through

walls that would not hold a nail

insubstantial planes

thinner than the flock of spectral crows and

the creeping leak of old ghosts

that sought out my new home

tried to be a normal woman once

to take my daily latte in the morning’s strip-mall café

put the sugar-dusty sugar cubes in

without a creamy splash

but Charon, hands-on, found me

started ferrying things across

knobby knuckles taciturn stirrer

steam-devils in the froth

I had asked them I had pleaded

finally sought to speak sense

but

you know what whispers slip back

from the lips of the abyss.

Oppisite: Olaf Brzeski, Final Weapon, ceramics, l-100cm, 2008

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Waiting for Jodo

Marion Clarke

Enveloped in the fog

of the ordinary,

amidst discontent

and idle rumour,

our existential disorder

thrives.

We strive

for the extra-ordinary,

the additional,

the supplementary,

inviting disharmony,

beckoning apocalypses.

We sit

in chaotic darkness,

hit

the Morning Bell Chant

wait

for the White Lotus

to deliver us

to the Pure Land,

just a short step from Nirvana,

where we will be extinguished.

Jodo Shinshu is a school of Pure Land Buddhism, founded in 13th century Japan

by Shinran (1173-1262)

Opposite: Adrian Ghenie, Pie Fight Study 4, 2008,

Oil on Canvas, 52cm x 52cm, Private Collection

Courtesy Tim Van Laere Gallery, Antwerp

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BABA YAGA’S CHILDREN

3.

shivering, at the turning point. The trail,

no longer crumbs but hoofprints, forks in three.

Which will you follow – the red horse of sunrise,

whose drama flares and burns triumphantly

then fizzles out – or the white horse of day,

a flat calm radiance like a stagnant pool,

or the black horse of night that drags you further

away from daylight, shriveling your soul?

To choose is risky; not to choose is death.

But in the end, all choices are the same.

You can’t get out of here until I free you;

the pounding hooves of daylight, midnight, flame

all go in circles. So do you. Your dreams

close in, you’re sleepwalking, the darkness seems

4.

to smother you. Gnarled roots and branches clutch,

sharp twigs and pine needles. Your hands are caught.

Dark channels open in your wrists. Blood seeps.

You raise your hands skywards to help it clot.

For some of you, the sky itself’s a threat,

you burrow under leaf mould, pull the roots

over your heads; you feel dark waters rise.

You choke, you drown. Some of you struggle out,

follow the glimmer from half-buried skulls,

candles in long–dead eyes among the stones.

You make for the edge of the woods, the fields beyond,

shivering as you pass my house of bones,

- not knowing it was I who dragged you out,

into the darkness. Through it. Into the light.

1.

I am the witch of legend, Baba Yaga.

You are my children, launched like spiderlings

into the hostile or indifferent air,

feeling the chill that separation brings.

Now it’s up to you to slink away,

find a vacant hearth and call it home.

Human parents who won’t understand you.

Veil the mirrors. No reflected gleam

to lure you out into the dangerous moonlight.

Stay in. Stay in. Until the piled-up days

topple and threaten to crush you with their weight.

Scuttle out from under them, crawl away

into the welcoming whispering sheltering forest.

A maze of paths; you take the one that’s nearest.

2.

You feel at ease, here in the purple shadows,

sheltered from daylight with its cold demands

until you realize it’s gone too quiet.

Where are the laughing and singing, where are your friends?

When did it get so dark? And lost, lost, lost

drips from the scratchy branches. Are those crumbs

scattered on damp pine needles round your feet,

stale leavings from your parents’ empty rooms,

dropped there to guide you out, or deeper in?

Is it a trap or a trail? It gleams in the dusk

with the dull mouldy sheen of dug-up bones.

Your guts are rattling like an empty husk.

Your screwed-up eyes are aching. Hunger drives

you on until each one of you arrives,

Janet SheppersonOverleaf: Adrian Ghenie, Air Raid, 2008, Oil and Acrylic on

Canvas, 220cm x 185cm, Weco Group AS Collection.

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Granada. (After the film by Michael Smith and Neil Bianco)

I’m drowned out by opera,

I’m listening to a foreign language,

it’s hardly child’s play -except for children,

tormenting the shopkeepers

every corner a different race

and we won them all,

‘til Tesco did.

Somebody looked after everybody,

everybody looked after somebody,

but nobody looked after nobody.

Always a dog to follow you home, feed it scraps,

Nessun Dorma and Chicken Korma,

seven shades the next day,

we all kept singing, Wops, Jocks, Paddys, Pakis,

They say all black now, or Muslim,

you know what I mean?

The dogs bark, they were born in this street,

being born is important, no control,

but best be dropped in the right street.

Racism? It’s all about arrival, the beginning of it,

not the end. We can’t fuck off home,

this is our home now.

Opposite: Pieter Hugo: Abdullahi Mohammed with Mainasara,

Ogere-Remo. Nigeria, 2007, from Gadawan Kura’ - The Hyena

Men series II © Pieter Hugo. Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape

Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New YorkPeadar O’Donoghue

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SpamI never seen a black before, says Johnny Kang,

I thought was Draculas. Some shit like that.

He learned his English from the Marines. You can tell.

Write that shit down fuck, he says, when I forget

something on one of his many lists—Dinty Moore beef stew.

Spaghetti-Os. Frozen TV dinners buy one get one free.

Orange gummy candy. I know the things I buy for him

are technically black market. But I don’t care. Sometimes

we sit and eat American junk in the lobby of the New Seoul Hotel

and he tells me things. Then this Dracula come up to me,

he says, and give me candy. Chewing gum. Spam.

We have nothing then after we get out of Seoul. Everything

blown up. Where you see roads now nothing. Bomb holes.

Big Dracula Marine, Lieutenant Colonel, sat me on his knee.

I was baby then. Fed me Spam. Budae jjigae, I try to say.

I try out new words on him. It makes him laugh. Yeah,

Army stew. Spam, hot dog, noodle, pepper paste, whatever

you got, Johnny says. Put that slice American cheese on top.

The Draculas made that. Some real good shit. Spam, I say.

I remember eating that. Long time ago way way back when.

Sometimes we don’t understand what the other’s trying to say

but we can talk about food forever and a day. Spam sandwich,

I say, we used to put potato chips in them. He’s amazed.

I can’t believe you eat weird shit like that, he says. Me? I say.

What about you? At least it was my native food! We laugh.

All over Korea I ride with my Dracula, Johnny says. He want

to take me home with him. My mama, she say no. Of course she did,

I say, why would she want to give you up? I might have been

a real American boy, he says. I used to want that too, I say.

He looks at me strange. You wanted to be real boy? Never mind,

I say. I don’t really get it either. I still eat this food and think

of him, he says, my Dracula, though I know he dead long time ago.

Makes me think of my dad too, I say. He dead long time?

Johnny asks. Yeah, I say. He dead. Long time. It’s late late at night.

The midnight murk settles in, all neon, low fog, old grease, mothballs.

I head up to bed, but not before I promise. Tomorrow. From the

base commissary. Next day. More Spam. Low salt. Candy cherry,

by which he always means orange. Razors. Right kind this time.

And don’t forget the Spam. Fuck the ration. I might just buy one extra.

For myself. And we might just slice one up and eat together, potato chips or no,

And sit. Swallowing preservatives, and salt. Tasting the past.

Don’t forget now. Write that shit down. Good night.

Opposite: Pieter Hugo: Yakubu Al Hasan, Agbogbloshie Market, Accra, Ghana,

2009, from Nollywood series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New YorkJoanna Grant

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Children Of Lir 

Hailstones bounce Mexican jumping beans,

kamikaze pilots crashing against the windscreen

as we speed down the M1.

In these days of snow and sunshine,

frost on the tulips, white daffodils, flash floods,

I remember the shape changers.

Falcons and stags, story makers reborn.

 

The old man in the pub singing with his eyes closed,

his hands held on either side as they wind him up.

The clocks of heartbroken myth,

the earth refusing to receive a father’s smashed body.

A boulder pushed up a hill.

Lost lands, underground people, waves of invaders.

 

These quests wander the globe,

they belong only to the teller,

changed each time in the telling,

the reincarnation of history.

I know the accent doesn’t matter,

but still I can’t decide if this is a gift or robbery.

Why the incongruence of the guitar bothers me,

the politeness of churches as a setting for pagan butchery.

My heritage is big on revenge, not forgiveness.

 

The ghosts whisper this is not our language.

I have lost mine and feel all the discomfort of the changeling.

Even my name comes from the sea, the fostering of a culture.

As a small child I cried the first time my father

read me the story of the swans.

 

When you think about it, wasn’t it the Christian bell that killed them?

Transformed them from beautiful birds united in their suffering

into ancient withered men and women ready for burial.

Do I really want to be turned back into a human?

Aoife Mannix Oppisite: Olaf Brzeski, Snoopy, fiber glass, h-40cm, 2004

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Short Love Poem

Our love is an embarrassment of furniture,

a shuffling of newspapers,

a tick tock century of minutes.

 

Our love is a crossword uncompleted,

crumbs on the table,

a text message that reads

 

‘Be home later x’

from the atrophy of late afternoon

to growing  warmth of evening.

 Michael Dineen

Contributors

Stephanie Conn’s poetry has been widely published. She was

shortlisted for the Patrick Kavanagh Prize, highly commended

in the Mslexia Pamphlet Competition and selected for

Poetry Ireland Introductions Series. She is a graduate of the

MA programme the Seamus Heaney Centre. Stephanie is a

recipient of an Arts Council Career Enhancement Award and

recently won the inaugural Seamus Heaney Award for New

Writing. Her first poetry collection is due to be published by

Doire Press in Autumn 2015.

Gerald Dawe’s most recent collection, Mickey Finn’s Air is

published by Gallery Press. The Stoic Man: Poetry Memoirs and

Early Poems will appear shortly from Lagan. ‘Via Dolorosa’ is

included in Berryman’s Fate: A Centenary Celebration in Verse,

edited by Philip Coleman and published by Arlen House.

Michael Dineen is a poet from Cork based in Dublin. He works

in data analytics and has been published in Southword, The

Shop, The Penny Dreadful and Weary Blues journals. He was

selected for the Poetry Ireland Introductions Series 2015.

Other interests include triathlons, Guinness, gigs and film.

Adrian Ghenie (b. 1977, Baia Mare, Romania) graduated in 2001

from the University of Art and Design, Cluj, Romania. He has

been the subject of solo exhibitions at museums including

the Museum of Contemporary Art Denver (2012–2013);

Stedelijk Museum voor Actuele Kuns (S.M.A.K.), Ghent (2010–

2011); and National Museum of Contemporary Art, Bucharest

(2009–2010). His work has been included in exhibitions at

the Palazzo Grassi, François Pinault Foundation, Venice; Tate

Liverpool; Prague Biennial; San Francisco Museum of Modern

Art; and Fondazione Palazzo Strozzi, Florence, among others.

Ghenie’s work is held in a number of public collections,

including the Hammer Museum, Los Angeles; Museum of

Contemporary Art, Los Angeles; Museum van Hedendaagse

Kunst, Antwerp; SFMOMA; and S.M.A.K., Ghent. In 2005,

Ghenie co-founded Galeria Plan B, a production and exhibition

space for contemporary art. He lives and works in Cluj and

Berlin. Ghenie joined Pace in 2011. Recent shows include:

Adrian Ghenie, CAC Málaga, Centro de Arte Contemporáneo

de Málago, December 12, 2014–March 8, 2015. Adrian Ghenie:

Golems, Pace London, 6 Burlington Gardens, June 12–July 26,

2014. Adrian Ghenie: Berlin Noir, Galerie Judin, Berlin, May 1–

June 28, 2014. Forthcoming shows include: Adrian Ghenie, 56th

International Art Exhibition, La Biennale di Venezia, Romanian

Pavilion, Venice, May 9–November 22, 2015. I will go there, take

me home, The MAC, Belfast, May 8–July 26, 2015.

Maroula Blades is an Afro-British poet/writer living in Berlin. The

winner of The Caribbean Writer 2014 Flash Fiction Competition

and Erbacce Prize 2012, her first poetry collection “Blood Orange”

is published by Erbacce-press. Works have been published in

Thrice Magazine, Volume Magazine, Kaleidoscope Magazine, Trespass

Magazine, Words with Jam, The Latin Heritage Foundation, Domestic

Cherry, Blackberry Magazine, Peepal Tree and other anthologies and

magazines. Her poetry/music programme has been presented

on several stages in Germany. Her debut EP-album “Word Pulse”,

Havavision Records (UK) can be found on I-Tunes and Amazon.

Olaf Brzeski, b. 1975 in Wrocław, Poland, sculptor, author of

installations and films. Between 1995 and 1995 studied at the

Faculty of Architecture of Technical University in Wrocław

and from 1995 he studied at the Faculty of Sculpture at the

Wrocław Academy of Art and Design. He defended his diploma

work in sculpture in 2000 at the prof. Leon Podsiadły’s studio.

He has shown his works at individual and collective exhibitions

both in Poland and abroad. In 2009 he was nominated to

participate in the “Spojrzenia” / “Views” (award of Deutsche

Bank Foundation) organised by the National Gallery Zacheta

in Warsaw. He lives and works in Berlin and Wroclaw. Selected

solo exhibitions include: Tender Look, Gallery Labirynth, Lublin,

2015 Everyday I split , Brno House of Arts, Brno, 2014, Amigdala,

TMOCA, Tehran, 2014, At Heart, Raster Gallery, Warsaw, 2013,

Self-seeker, Center for Contemporary Art Ujazdowski Castle,

Warsaw, 2013, Shine, Gallery Arsenal, Białystok, 2013, From My

Eyes Only, Gallery Awangarda, BWA Wroclaw, 2012, The Fall of

the Man I Don’t Like, Contemporary art Gallery, Opole, 2012.

Marion Clarke’s work has been published in literary journals

including Burning Bush II and The Linnet’s Wings, as well as

international haiku titles such as The Heron’s Nest, Frogpond

and Modern Haiku. In 2013 she was longlisted in the Desmond

O’Grady Poetry Competition and was recently one of the final

twenty-two poets considered for the Seamus Heaney Award

for New Writing organised by Community Arts Partnership’s

‘Poetry in Motion’ programme. In the schools section of this

project, she received a Seamus Heaney Award for Achievement

for her poetry facilitation services to the overall winners,

Grange Primary School, Kilkeel. A lover of short form poetry,

one of her haiku received a Sakura award in the Vancouver

Cherry Blossom Festival, 2012, and her entry was shortlisted

in The Haiku Foundation’s Touchstone Awards for Individual

Poems, 2013. She has been twice commended in the Irish

Haiku Society’s annual competition and was awarded third

place last year. Seven of her haiku featured in Bamboo Dreams

– an anthology of haiku from Ireland published by Doghouse

Books, Tralee. Marion lives around the corner from the beach

in Warrenpoint.

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Michael Gira is an American singer-songwriter, musician,

author, and artist. He is the main force behind the group

Swans and fronts Angels of Light. He is also the founder of

Young God Records.

Joanna Grant is a Collegiate Associate Professor and

Wandering Scholar for the University of Maryland. She

teaches writing and humanities classes to American service

members deployed overseas. To date, she has taught in Japan,

Kuwait (twice), Afghanistan (twice), Djibouti, and South

Korea. The poems in this issue were inspired by her time in

the ROK (Republic of Korea).

Pieter Hugo (born 1976 in Johannesburg) is a photographic

artist living in Cape Town. Major museum solo exhibitions

have taken place at La Fondation Henri Cartier-Bresson,

The Hague Museum of Photography, Musée de l’Elysée in

Lausanne, Ludwig Museum in Budapest, Fotografiska in

Stockholm, MAXXI in Rome and the Institute of Modern Art

Brisbane, among others. Hugo has participated in numerous

group exhibitions at institutions including Tate Modern, the

Folkwang Museum, Fundação Calouste Gulbenkian, and the

São Paulo Bienal. His work is represented in prominent public

and private collections, among them the Museum of Modern

Art, V&A Museum, San Francisco Museum of Modern Art,

Metropolitan Museum of Modern Art, J Paul Getty Museum,

Walther Collection, Deutsche Börse Group, Folkwang Museum

and Huis Marseille. Hugo received the Discovery Award at the

Rencontres d’Arles Festival and the KLM Paul Huf Award in

2008, the Seydou Keita Award at the Rencontres de Bamako

African Photography Biennial in 2011, and was shortlisted for

the Deutsche Börse Photography Prize 2012.

Jennifer Matthews was born in Missouri (USA) and now lives

in the Republic of Ireland, where she has made her home

for over a decade. She writes poetry and book reviews, and

is editor of the Long Story, Short Journal. Her poems have been

published or are forthcoming in  The Stinging Fly, Mslexia,

Burning Bush 2, Revival, Necessary Fiction, Poetry Salzburg, Foma

& Fontanelles  and  Cork Literary Review,  and anthologised in

Dedalus’s collection of immigrant poetry in Ireland, Landing

Places (2010).  In 2012 she read at Electric Picnic with Poetry

Ireland, and had a poem shortlisted by Gwyneth Lewis in the

Bridport poetry competition.  Her poetry was recognised in

both the 2013 and 2014 Over the Edge New Writer of the Year

competitions. In 2015 she was chosen to participate in Poetry

Ireland Introductions series. 

Emma McKervey is from Holywood and has worked in

community arts, music and teaching although her first love

is always poetry. She has had work published in Incubator, A

New Ulster, and The Galway Review, among other journals and

anthologies.

Paul McMahon’s poetry has been widely published in

journals such as  The Threepenny Review,  The Salt Anthology

of New Writing,  The Montreal International Poetry Prize Global

Anthology, The Moth, Hennessy New Irish Writing, Southword, Ambit,

Orbis, Crab Creek Review  and  The Poetry Saltzburg Review. His

prizes for poetry include The Ballymaloe International Poetry

Prize (2012; judge Matthew Sweeney), The Nottingham Poetry

Open Competition  (2012; judge Neil Astley),  The Westport

Poetry Prize (2012; judge Dermot Healy), The Golden Pen Poetry

Prize (2011; judge John Harding), and second prize in both The

Basil Bunting Poetry Award Competition  (2012; judge August

Kleinzahler),  and The Salt International Poetry Award  (2013;

judges Chris and Jen Hamilton-Emery), among many others. In

2014 he was Highly Commended for both The Patrick Kavanagh

Poetry Collection Award  and the  Fool for Poetry Chapbook

Competition. He was awarded a Literature Bursary for poetry

from The Arts Council of Ireland (2013) and was selected for

the Poetry Ireland Introductions Series (2014) and for the Cork

Spring Poetry Festival Pre-booked Readings (2015).

Aoife Mannix is the author of four collections of poetry and a

novel. She has been poet in residence for the Royal Shakespeare

Company and BBC Radio 4’s Saturday Live. She has a PhD in

creative writing from Goldsmiths, University of London.

Benjamin Mitrofan-Norris is a poet from Bristol, England, whose

work regularly appears in journals and collections on both sides

of the Atlantic. He is the author of two short collections, and

is the poetry editor of Zymbol, a leading poetry and literature

magazine.

Barbara A Morton is published frequently in Abridged, and

abroad. White Porcelain Bowls is available from entropiebooks.com

Daniel A. Nicholls can most often be found declaiming poets

and poetry on Twitter (@nomopoetry). His work can be found

online at Agenda Poetry, Honest Ulsterman, Open Letters Monthly,

Compose Journal, Specter Magazine, and elsewhere. From 2010

until 2012, he was Writer in Residence at The Starving Artist in

Keene, NH. He now resides in Arizona.

Gerard Smyth has published eight collections of poetry,

including, A Song of Elsewhere (Dedalus Press 2015), and The

Fullness of Time: New and Selected Poems (Dedalus Press, 2010).

He was the 2012 recipient of the O’Shaughnessy Poetry Award

and is co-editor of If Ever You Go: A Map of Dublin in Poetry and

Song ( Dedalus Press ) which was Dublin’s One City One Book

in 2013. He is a member of Aosdána and Poetry Editor of The

Irish Times.

Adam White is from Cork, but lives and works in France. His

first collection of poetry was published by Doire Press in 2013,

and shortlisted for the Forward prize for best first collection. 

Abridged Personnel:

Editor: Gregory McCartney. Had a sense it couldn’t last.

Watched the wonder wander past.

Editorial Assistant: Susanna Galbraith. Is in her third year

of English Studies in Trinity College, Dublin. She is currently

the Co-Editor of Icarus magazine and has poetry published in

Icarus, Abridged and Belleville Park Pages.

Helena Nolan has been selected for the 2015 Poetry Ireland

Introductions Series and will read as part of the International

Literature Festival on 18 May. She won the Patrick Kavanagh

Award in 2011, having come second in 2010. She was shortlisted

for a Hennessy Award in 2013 and has featured in a number

of competitions, including Strokestown, Fish, The Kilkenny

Broadsheet, Anam Cara & RTE/John Murray Show. Her work has

appeared in a range of publications including; The Irish Times,

New Irish Writing, Poetry Ireland Newsletter, The Guardian, The Daily

Telegraph and literary journals such as Abridged, The Stinging

Fly and The Moth, as well as online. She has an MA in Creative

Writing from UCD.

Peadar O’Donoghue is the co-editor of PB magazine. His

debut collection Jewel from Salmon Poetry was described by

Jim Burns in Ambit Magazine as ‘one of the liveliest and most

provocative poetry books I’ve read for some time’. His second

collection, also with Salmon, The Death of Poetry, is due out

later this year.

Jane Robinson lives in Ireland and won the Strokestown

International Poetry Prize in 2014.

Claire Savage is a writer from the Causeway Coast whose poetry

has appeared in the 2014/15 NI Community Arts Partnership

anthologies, as well as in arts ezine A New Ulster. In June 2014,

one of her poems was also performed in Belfast as part of the

Reading and Writing for Peace project from Queen’s University

and the Community Relations Council. Claire’s short stories

have appeared in The Incubator journal and Blackstaff Press

website, with another due for publication in The Lonely Crowd

magazine this summer. In July 2014, Claire received a grant

from the Arts Council NI to support her in writing a collection

of poetry and short stories.

Janet Shepperson has published poetry widely, most recently

in Poetry Ireland Review, Cyphers, Crannog, The Stinging Fly,

Literary Miscellany (Ulster Tatler), The Shop, Causeway/Cabhsair,

and I have six poems in the Arts Council of Northern Ireland’s

Troubles Archive. My two full collections are THE APHRODITE

STONE (Salmon Poetry, 1995) and EVE COMPLAINS TO GOD

(Lagan Press, 2004). Her short stories have appeared in many

outlets including Fortnight, Passages, Blackstaff Book of Short

Stories 1 and 2, the Irish Press and Sunday Tribune (both of these

stories were shortlisted for Hennessy Awards.) Originally

from Scotland, she studied English Literature at Aberdeen

University and moved to Belfast in 1978. She has worked as

a trainee journalist, primary teacher, Community Service

Volunteer and creative writing tutor/facilitator for Poetry

in Motion, Creative Youth Partnerships, Queen’s University

Lifelong Learning, WEA, the former Maze Prison, National

Deaf Children’s Society and many others.

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I will go there, take me homeCurated by Gregory McCartney

Olaf Brzeski Pieter Hugo Adrian Ghenie

This exhibition has been made possible with the generous support of the John Ellerman Foundation.Image Credit: Pieter Hugo David Akore, Agbogbloshie Market, Accra, Ghana 2010, copyright Pieter Hugo. Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town, Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New York.

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Cover: Pieter Hugo: Abdulai Yahaya, Agbogbloshie Market, Accra, Ghana, 2010, from Permanent Error series © Pieter Hugo.

Courtesy of Stevenson, Cape Town/Johannesburg and Yossi Milo, New York