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1.(02/08/2014) CVS Doesn't Sell Cigarettes Anymore
a path i have told
no one about, even
though hundreds must havewalked it, i assume
i am always alone.i was talking to you here
against the building, you were onthe phone. you couldnt see
me sitting under a streetlightsurrounded by a yolk of life
in pregnant night, i feel like birthhasnt happened yet, i still have many
people to meet, to learnto write first then climb
a ladder behind the buildingnext to CVS. i can write on the roof
soon, alonebut i am already born.
none of this seems real.my birthday was a week ago.
i am bornand feel not
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2.(02/09/2014)I Can Only See Footholds Right Now
feels like i feel twenty feet,
my heel crushed by concrete--
fuck it hurts so bad, because i didfall scaling CVS,
but i will climb until i findwhatever is up there--
maybe just pebbles on a roofin the shape of a key.
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3.(02/10/2014)We Are All out of Cigs to Bum
life never comes back, softly,
she says, it burns
till there's one flick before it goesand drowns in the night. no use
if we light another? she says,no, there's only one till there's none.
i am afraid of the dark,even in the mornings in elementary school
i jump into the cornerand scrutinize the bedroom
before sprinting to the bathroom,too scared to wait.
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4.(02/11/2014)Girl Faster than I
i would get chased around
the playground everydaybut bullies never caught me.i was proud. I was used
to watching you in the middleof the soccer field. you ran,ran even faster than me.i was jealous. i grew up
searching for and chasing after jars
to put other people into. tiny fire-flies burning into my eyesso now i see all
these fluorescent dotsthat aren't really there.
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5.(02/12/2014)
Always Searching, Right, Punpun?Punpun, from Oyasumi Punpun, is a normal child depicted in the form of a simply drawn bird
i move from the ribbed ledgeto come sit under naked branches,no leaves sleep around.no trace of your name.
is this the same place we sawfour months ago? ive goneoff on my own.
a leaf
sails aloneand ties up to these branches.
ill be here all week peekingfor your namewritten on a leaf.
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6.(02/13/2014)
i might not walk again,it just hurts too much.
limp around, pullmyself over wallsin my imagination.
if i fall againi think ill really die,
but these pills i dry swallowmake me feel like i can climb
walls i cant.
bars jenga stackedin my throat makingme real.
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7.(02/14/2014)I Tried to Invent a Moment
time is stubborn and so
is space! every person driftsfrom every others ether,
nothing is ever born,nothing deviates in the systemwhere gravity is governor.
altogether the universe of planets,an inflating balloon. but we tryto be penpals. you write me about
an article on paths
i know i am being led downi know i will be left and losti know everything now
is fifty light years old. freckles areconstellations, light finallyreaching my post, probably dead
and stilla boy sets a science textbookdown and whispers to no onein an empty classroom, hey,
did you know? were all going extinct.