You, in the light of being

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You, in the light of being

Kujira Morita

You flip through the notebook. Open the page of the next day from the day. Sign is attached in clearpen , only visible to you.

You flip your hands together. You're sitting on the sofa in the hospital. You rest your hands, awarewhere there is. Your name is called, when you staring at the nails becoming jagged. Ms. JunkoYamamoto. You stand up, and it can be seen that both feet are grabbed from the bottom, bentback, the notebook was put away in a shoulder bag.

You have turn the notebook even a year ago. Did not open the page the next day at that time. Thereis a press conference at ten o'clock tonight. Make a two-part article that before, I must pass on tothe upper part of the company. Close the notebook, you put a cup coffee maker. Rather than yourwords, our reporters waiting for apology of course is as a company. It is the word of the bereavedfamilies heard it. You will notice the hand holding the cup is to have trembling. Breathe in through

your nose, place your hand under the navel, he will continue to throw up slowly."Sorry, I use a little"You open your eyes. Sakiko's Kashiwada. I was put into a tumbler coffee maker. Sakiko is on yourtwo-year-old. Look good in a suit like the eyes of a fox. Taller than you, are summarized up thegolden hair. When eight years ago, I was in university laboratory of you I had to clean red hair. Noone knows about it now company.Bowed to Sakiko, you shook his head Sakiko, and, No. I. Do hot coffee flows into the tumbler,Sakiko and you are looking at it in silence.

The press conference was on the morning of the next day. Where men your boss, managingdirector, directors, the company's head down was flowing in the TV news. While watching it in theliving room, you're eating English muffin. You are placing a vanilla syrup muffins instead of the maplesyrup I like. Lift the bread plate with one hand, while drip dripping water and the syrup on the plate, itis scraped off with a muffin front teeth."You're stupid commotion"The man sitting next to you will change the channel. We point the camera at them from a differentangle little by little every channel. Each time the boss head down, flash has been burned every timeyou try to read a document you have written, is blocked by the reporters. Taking the grapefruit fromthe fruit bowl, the man put a knife in the middle Petty."I'm going to have to do in war"

The man also put your bread dish grapefruit quartered. Man into the mouth and chew flesh tearingas badly crushed. You think the lion as seen on TV someday. I think the place to wear while beingheld by a man like this lion, I wrote a manuscript that. I would have been crushed if it does not really."I make sure to put the car in the parking lot"The man stood up, and attracted your hair, I have a kiss on the cheek. Put his hands on theirshoulders, you want to drag straight down. Strong man's face pinched between the legs and feet, totear up the head, the hair that you want to disturb. You are returned to kiss his neck stretched out,slicked back their hair that is badly crushed.

White sports car will continue to run the way towards the sea. The man is smoking a cigarette and

opened the window. Bay has a gentle curve. Torii's standing is the house of the fishermen. I havemany houses the tomb. Grandfather was born in this town of yours. I and died in this town. Did notyour parents vacate the house, moved from near the house of their grave, the family other than youis close to this town. A small tomb can be seen out the window. You and without whom, I handstogether gently. cigarette ash dropped the guy goes flying.


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Sports car in the parking lot of the pier halt. Sunglasses, you guys go to the office has a bag. Theman rang the bell at the entrance. Tanned woman came out well, I carelessly gave me the paper.Repeated notes, disclaimer, a copy, and sign a paper that has a fine character die down, you guyswill be guided to the ship. "When you breathe the air, when you vomit. Straw like, like a balloon"There are people other than the two women of the newbie to you guys, the ship being taught thebasics of diving from a young diver. The man was seen crying Camera Settings, and also look atthe duo. The women that you do not like a man that knew. It's even sometimes dabble, then kill thecicada-like cat in congregating.

Clear preference of the man as food, it was the same too. Know what you are looking for a bodywith two people, you guys are like animals to devour it. You will see the sea and remove thesunglasses. White light flooded the field of vision, the eye was filled with afterimage immediately.

Which came out at about 10 kilometers off the coast, I arrived at the diving point. Behind every man,you will jump with a splash into the sea from the ship. Spread a thin cloud of light blue, the sea iscalm sky. Diving for the first time, the first few meters is still warm enough to feel the sun. There is aman in front of you. You'd dearly like this time we fell asleep in Futari.If you go up to about 20-meter dive, the water will cool down gradually. Where the tide is high, asthis sea, the body tends to cool in particular. Pointed to the better man before you nod. You guys gointo a small underwater cave. White light is pointing from the crack of crevasse, I have a light yellow

coral was in full bloom along the rock wall. Shows the camera man, you made a circle with bothhands. While a whiff of man, you slowly progress through the cave. Easy to cool your body, I shallbreathe deep as possible. Wow that black shadow and go over your past I see. I wonder school offish. When you have lifted up their eyes, do not see anything in there, your feet were squeaking vineinstead.You can easily vine foot cool and easy. Twist the body, grasp the tip of the fin, you pull tight. Feet didnot quite hear what it says. You lose a little balance. Try to see the better man. But man does notcome to see your eyes. While I think that a whiff of your men, I would have gone somewhere. Youare reminded that trying to kick the fins to a trial, the foot is still hanging.With one hand on the rock and rugged, you continue to massage the calf. The shadow of a littlewhile ago, I wonder if it was really fish school. We look up at the surface of the water and you do notsee anything, the man approaching towards you. If you look at the diver's watch, I was only abouttwenty minutes from the dive. If you look at the face of a man, you pointed to the sea from breathingslowly.

"Mr. Samejima should have noticed, but it will not notice" WellWe pour a glass of her husband in order to open a bottle of sparkling wine, (Kogane), and the manwith the golden Shiraki you. Talks were golden and refreshment is not the same as when I taught youguys diving for the first time. Well, there are still popular, golden good teacher classroom is thatmany students who pass through per capita from a distance. New house just built this spring was left

still smell of wood. You remember very well, the golden face was like a little girl and embarrassed,too wide to two living people.The toast, and of course, I put the glass to his lips cold congregation. Sparkling wine flows downyour throat and Futsufutsu."Stress wonder, who was sleeping better today than maybe dive is good"Put in the mouth with a big spoon the marinade of olive and onion, eat like a man crush. After fallingout with the seeds of olives, I have to empty the glass of wine. Reach out to the bottle, pour two cupseye, the man also replenished the wine in your glass. Are you sick of being treated like nerves, but, Ithink pretty rough kindness of man. To set aside the chicken and carrot salad, golden husband put asmall plate in front of you and Kotsun."Do you continue to work yet?"

Translation "instead of" He "had a talent that can be, but I hope if I Kaware"Watching you, and golden, golden husband, the words of the man nodded. Looking at the profile ofa man who seems to be an interpreter, the word "translation" to you, feels like a joke. In fact, not onlyyou from being modified to a message from the company, the data corresponding to the Institute ofsubsidiary company has been issued. Thing with the knowledge of physics, such as translated into


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human language the language of nature. Sakiko Kashiwada course, I'm not at work of employeesother than you put out your hand.Translation is a lonely job. The thought of the bereaved families that they would have to cover, youwill not know whether their human or an animal, and Where are We hope reporters at a pressconference. It is about to be swept away by the wave of unrest. At that time, you think the guy. I thinkthe animal in a man, I think the animal in you and calm mind to look in the mirror, you have to finishthe job.Wound round and round with white asparagus with smoked salmon bites fork, gold is to eat more,

give me more of your people to the next platter. Receives the dish with a laugh, the man's knee, Youmake my knees gently snuggle.

You extend the sheets on the mattress roundhouse. Lie on one's back as it is, I bend the knee. Andlistened, the sound of the waves could be heard through the window. From the living room, and Iheard the laughter of man as well. Golden husband, a man would have to show a photo has beentaken by the sea. You'd better picture of a man from getting to the present, and to beautiful. Man,take the sea as stripped. I have been taking clothes but yes like you're met, such photos. Just saythat it was underwater happened, and is referred to as marine photographer, sitting somewhere

was bad.If you are thinking of such a thing, let the loud radically, the man opened the drawing-room bran.Man's face is pale pink like Rose. From room wear with collar, arms and legs are growing stiff. Ifyou squint your eyes, man will see the pink haze."Are you awake"When the man sitting next to the mattress, grabbed the arm of a man, you are placed as haulingtowards her. Side of the body feel the weight of the man, the temperature of the man, the man of all,you will kiss a man strong. Your legs extending from the Sarouel pants is hot, that was from neck tokiss the man, so I will melt away. Preface to resist the heat press, you can turn your hand to the backof the man. Place your tongue to your man, you grab the man's shoulder. Each time you win a man'sbreath, in your hot stuff to the head will flow from the navel. You is holding strong again by turning the

foot in man. You away lightly, and place your hand on your waist, going in order from the bottom stripoff what you are wearing, your face man bends to the joy he went.

You hold a security card on the door. Greeted by a security guard, press the button on the elevator.Ten seconds to the second floor of sixteen spent in quiet operation sound of the elevator. Itsmechanical silence, you think it's similar to the sea. Even your ears are on high floors. You can notgo home alive if there is no elevator. At the end of the day I think you, and we, would not I escapefrom places like the sea."Mr. Yamamoto, I'm a bad immediately, or e-mail me to see"Pointed to your PC, the boss of both his arms folded. Boss is still young, but I'm not different fromyou and only four or five. The blue poplin shirt, my wife told me to have always ironed. Cozy andwonder worse and somewhere with you, boss you're longing for a conservative family, when you saythe things you are always with folded arms.When you open the e-mail, as usual, the Institute made material has been transferred in thedocument data. However, rather than what was exported as a report data, researchers haveanalyzed is sent as it is. It was a wonder material that came out at a press conference in the past,such as those put together an answer. You can come up with an answer based on the materials, Iwant to give a break to the barrage of questions. If you are obviously exhausted, officials of theInstitute and it was the same as you."This, they say, That's right take from both the conclusion of this"

Scroll through the table and sequence letters were written with the mouse, you can listen to thewords of the boss. I always Korogaseru conclusion either. You know it better than the boss. Rules ofhuman nature and the rule of law is moving in a totally different. You will not disturb the hearts of thepeople, I'm looking for a word that does not go against the rules of nature to say either. However,this data is only at first glance, I found it difficult even. Themselves also pulled the trigger, even ifnature had so desires, I take either way really.


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Once, "admitted. However, as a matter of policy a company, it was in their own responsibility on theposition that this is intended to betray significantly the results are simulated in the laboratory, it iskind of all over the world I do want to stress that it was the same with research institutes "You know that while listening to the words of the boss are reaching the limits of the situation.Reporters will read swear words you write, it paltry excuse. You're not the materials still must bemade."Until tomorrow night, can you"Scroll to the end of the data, you nodded, bowed boss. I have seen that you guys have Sakiko from

behind the boss, and boss recalls, he went to the desk with a face like you do not know anything.

Sakiko is a taxi stop in front of the company, you will ride on after Sakiko. Sakiko says the name ofthe shop as the driver threw. The taxi started moving with the foot on the accelerator badly. Put out ahand mirror from the bag of woven, Sakiko begins preparing the bangs. Sakiko never talks to you inthe car, only occasionally entering the radio voice I heard.Three people already, the shop girl friend Sakiko was coming. In a nod to his girlfriend, you sat nextto Sakiko. When it receives a menu from a friend, just raise your hand, this, this, and pointed Sakikogoes, this. One of my friends is blowing."Sakiko, too fast decision"

"It probably can not be helped even be lost""Oh yeah, Sakiko is a Sakiko enough2.7""Time is lost, even if you just lazy. Everybody 's so"Returns the menu to the clerk, and Sakiko will smile on you? "Probably so." I think it's your idea alsoseems to Sakiko. Also think of stuffy air, time's run out of anything you do not want to be able to winif you do something from time to myself, I could not agree with you. Came to your mind as you see fitand Sakiko recent story really is. Just a few months before did not shy away from such a character,even trying to talk each other."People. Two you are in the same company Yamamoto. With me, also to be serious, has a tough

job together knew"You even nod. Two of the three people that knew you well. I had wanted to do when they areintroduced to scuba Sakiko for the first time, I also remember that teacher who taught the golden.One person was another first meeting. The plump only one in five people that are out there, color iswhite. Dressed as wearing a maternity dress like a beautiful green pareo."Are you playing with Sakiko are you well?""No. Because I like me that Mr. Yamamoto, I ask them to accompany"Sakiko If so pinched mouth, friends meeting for the first time, look at the better of you and laughingha-ha. She was trying to hear your answer."She's reticent"One of my friends said that, plump she saw alternately you with friends. Their eyes unfussy butseems like tried to Hakaro something dumb moment, you do not have much interest in her. Aperitif

and red, short cocktail of non-alcoholic is fine which has been carried by the glass, you guys havedone a light toast.And the story of a woman friend Sakiko is mostly the story of love. You only have heard of course.Her maternity dress The other two people talking about the woman-to-woman love, the nature of herhusband cheating. The glamorous, glittering, we talk like fine bubble burst and Futsufutsu, wevaguely intoxicating your head. Repeat off the floating figure of a man, in you, you will feel out of thestory of the women interlude in between.Now that you have opened the eyes of the two wines, Sakiko has called you by name as "Mr.Yamamoto," Nadetsuke back and crumpled hair rich, I see your eyes."I decided to my company, quit next month"You are not surprised. You Sakiko, and also has been rumored I knew that they wanted to leave the

company before the Sakiko can now occur originally, that Sakiko has an affair with your boss hasbecome in the wake of Here, I also know that you are not going to talk about it is. Taking the glasswithout saying anything, you girl friend took over between So. We decided what is next, what is theinteraction with the company had finished, when do we come to work last another day. I will listen toeveryone without also hear.


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Now that you have three empty bottles of this eye, you guys started Shitaku return. When you reachout and take a shoulder bag, and hanging your feet, pitch.You're sitting in the back seat. I call out Sakiko and women, worried for you. If you pinch your thumbwith a smile. I have a terrible cold enough toe. Temperature only feet like dead. Even though I havenot so much cool shop, I would stress as you said man. Have to return to the original, reflexed thumbis you bowed to his girlfriend.

Press conference the next day, rough to rough, as had been feared. Yelled, reporters who hadtaunted the bosses. You have to hear it from the back of the venue. Our boss is a white table headdown seems to be the guillotine. You will not be a problem their manuscript has been found. I wouldthink that his words seem to have still touch the hearts of the bereaved. Your heart begins to trembleand body trembling as such took ill.

After the interview is over, go to the restroom with a hand on the wall with you. White, new, and itsplace as a fully equipped hospital, back bending, twisting your body. You think you want to drag outthe guts right now. You think of man. I want you to come here right now. Pull the yarn of the foam fromthe mouth saliva was Grey, you kept your mouth with a handkerchief.If what you're rinse your mouth with a vanity, in the mirror, and go behind you crossed the I looked.

The turn around soon, but I have not seen anything to you. Facing a makeup bag, you've opened thedoor backwards.When I came home, turned off the TV and unplug your phone. You are strongly intact hug, a man puton a table PC that lap, tried to get up from the sofa. Something other than a man come into theroom you are terrible. Strong hug you too man. Sigh of a man grope you. A man likes a womanweak. Carried to the bed while you think you are weakening I wonder myself, now sideways.

Morning, a man brought coffee to bed. You feel received a cup while wearing a sheet, turned a blindeye, the man is a kiss on the forehead.You will contact to the effect of just finished breakfast scones and jam, while the rest of the company.Took the phone is your boss. My boss did not oppose. Why would not rest in this person. Does it

say it is because even have a family. Return by e-mail to thank a little, you looked to the manwearing chambray are getting to you and roughly."Let's go to a place to rest, too. News does not turn somewhere"I think you get ready to travel with little luggage tricky. Had been at home I think if there is a man, youcan not resist the kindness violent man.

You guys decide the destination airport. Package, I chose you out of the travel destination displaywill change and, poof, the sea was a beautiful island. An hour later, the plane was empty that youguys got on. You give up a man a window seat. Wrapped in a blanket, I closed my eyes lightly. Inyour eyes, you will see the beautiful sandy beach. I was told that you would like to dive into the seafrom the front, would not have thought so the man who took your hand.But you had to remember that time, but when the parents visited video honeymoon. younger thanyou are now, my father took my mother had short hair dyed brown slightly. Laughing very happy, Iwalked to where the white sandy beach. Aim the camera to his father that we, are happy. Four yearsbefore you were born, my parents took the video at the time you were not even born shadow.Line of your mind and they hated the fine mother. When you were still waking up at home, had seenthe video at every mother and child I did not particularly like. When there is serious trouble by yourfather and, when the heart has become restless during the spring and summer, my mother was likeplaying a video of the Rosary. You woke up the sound to open the case of the DVD called snap.Sound and the disk will be sucked, Ji~tsu is hate, make a nail in a sheet, you had to turn over ears.

That video itself was supposed to love, you open your eyes in the place so I thought. Have sleeppeacefully, the next guy you gonna raise a blanket of man who fell to his knees. Face is unprotected.Although fish sleep with eyes love, it was possible to sleep with your eyes closed, you mightbecome the face like this. You will be so that his hot core cool. Image that spans the man on the spotwill come to mind. Not know what to do yourself, you put in ear earphones equipped cabin. Violinoctet come hear in a small volume. Exhale, close your eyes, you gave up again, to think.


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"It is a golden It was your teacher east were you saying, on the island. Either in front of the curve"Say so cumbersome to operate while the Navi, the man nodded your passenger seat. It is a story ofdiving course. You have not yet been able to image that dive, I'm glad you're a man happily. Rentalcar was borrowed beside the airport, but the old canary-colored sedan type. You looked at the skyto open the window, the shape of the clouds are crisp, followed by wandering the bush tall. Eachtime you go to the next track is too soon, but the block-shaped hot air hit your face, you do not mind

that too.The man turned the car to the resort hotel is situated near the sea. In the lobby, there is a fountain ofchalk shaped like a hawk, which is reflected brilliantly white light shining through the windows.Beautiful blonde children put their hands in the fountain pond, I was trying to take a light scoop. Youpoke someone in the shoulder of the man running the pen on the card at the front desk. When achild is facing here, with both hands and scooped up the light, man, drink like a gesture. After a littlebaffled, the child ran to move the legs and toddler. The man laughed, I was issued a passport at thefront desk.When you place your suitcase into the room, you are immediately drawn into bed a man. Sandalscaught on foot, and kicking, I hit the mirror. You put your tongue twisted man. Stripped shirt makesHadakeru the chest, put a cheek. On his back, sort through your hair, your eyes staring at the man.

"I'm what happened"You do not know the answer. Much more likely. Man causes a body, we will take your clothes one byone. You squirm to fit the hand of the man who took the underwear. Figure of a man in the mirrorand you are not wearing anything is reflected. Own reflection in myself and I do not think there is.When a man causes the tongue to you crawl, you feel the first time been there myself. Only placewhere it touches the body of the man was his own. To look for (firewood) firewood while hiding like abreath, feed ~ to the flames, you crawl over the man.

The next morning, we'll see you at the sky from the diving center. House cloudy sky but chilly.Entering from the sandy beach entry, rather than from a boat, diving point is just go swim. Mansitting on a bench in the blue, are tweaking the camera and flash look boring. "Taking advantage ofnatural light to take the amount of light that I'm not enough." Fun to appease the man who put a handon the elbow of the man, you sulk like a child."The first thing was I came san (grandfather) around this island, grandfather in"I do not know what the man was talking to you, what I said to myself. I let the sound emission that ledfrom the camera flash, and, Pasig - Mandaluyong. I cried elderly divers who had been sitting nearthe zany. Like a married couple, you will imagine, much parents wonder years. Chide her husbandthat his wife, laughing with round eyes, your smile bowed to his wife. Is war. My husband asked andwithout asking the man, the man nodded.You remember well the time when a man told me about my grandfather. Two years ago, you're in the

same class of gold, you guys were talking about the sea in the same way as now."Nde communication soldier was, in your country, I was doing Tongzi, Tongzi. Ship. Morse code,under orders from superiors you are in your country, he had called counter the situation of the island"Outside the window, the wind was getting stronger gradually. Watching such trees palm shake alambently from stem, you have heard the story of a man like music.I got the signal of weather from abroad., It causes the weather chart it it but it was a work becausesaid after the war "was over, just because you can use San grandfather, I entered the JapanMeteorological Agency. Has Morse code, and satellite was the order of the boot after they arelaunched, "The man continued to talk for a while even after their grandfather. Thing is that it was a film camerathat my grandfather had been used for holding the camera for the first time. Manufacturer that was

working for his father that had been entrusted with the parts of meteorological satellites. That it isnow that the feud was born between the father and grandfather and from there, in the house isroughened, ran away from home a man with a camera ......When was the first time that man talking to himself so far, as well as you, I was surprised by the manhimself. To hide yourself panicked, man you showed towards the diver.


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"I rubbed a similar job guy"I think you did not understand the beginning, or was told what points, if you knock like Morse codethe incoming and outgoing aircraft strobe black man, and certainly may be so. Soldiers or, totranslate the words convey the words of the nature of human work, now might be something like aweather forecaster. But you do not think myself that either way. Rather, looking at the profile of aman, a man should go to war as a soldier was easy to imagine.Man is not a soldier course communication. It's a soldier fighting for the hand gun. Man toward themuzzle to the enemy soldiers with bated breath in the bushes, to rest the foot while guns. Would not

hesitate to man. You had better not be killed because I be able to live. Sight, aiming for a moment,the man would pull the trigger to release the shutter.Cloud expires soon, break points came suddenly. White light bench refers to you guys. Man is a bigsneeze, you laughed at it together with a couple.

The sea that you guys went for the first time, it was clear ocean terrifying. Tidal flow is almost not feltit flow. More so as to flow like a breeze, you will continue to kick slowly left and right fin. Street infront of you guys too quickly in his green, blue, red, yellow, and Toridori, fish man has cut many timesthe shutter to be multiplied with the net to fish. A white light will flash a number of times without a

sound, if there are some fish twisting the body each time, some fish continue to swim with a blanklook. When approached by a man, you were stroking the cheek of rough stubble.You guys go to sea slowly. Eventually, you will see the mercenary ship blankly. Wreck was the pointthat told me gold. Bright red soft coral swaying in the bone of the boat, the fish are hiding orrepeatedly put in an appearance. This ship was sinking cargo ship was once Who is, wouldprobably know if the man's grandfather. Served with both hands gently on black bone probably wasthe engine room, you look up at the shining sea Shirajira.Man does the gesture while the camera ready, or they take a while here. I tell you, and I'm out the OKsign, will go under. Should be in place to drop off told me that gold, deep grooves, a little distant.The eyes of the man you're anxiously from the bottom of the mask can be seen. Pointing to thedivers' watch, the man shows after thirty minutes. I go over there, did not come back-if. You made

the OK sign again.Find a drop-off point, you will swim slowly. Gently while touching and lovely nudibranchs, octopus inour fine little crab, legs. Crevasse is very small, you almost become so overlooked. Although small,it was very deep groove.Without hesitation, you will continue to dive deeper. Diving light will light steadily weakly, around youall went black. Up, down, black everywhere. Although the narrow crevasse, I do not know how fardeep. The water is also quite cold. You still have to stop fin.You want to go deeper. I want to dive into deep water if you can help it. Where it is not permitted toyou guys is entered, dressed creatures such as visceral itself alive. Without under tremendouspressure, breathing, prey on one another and excretion, to be found who, live to live, and reproduce.You want to go there. In the bottom of the sea you do not see anything, I'd love to meet a softgrotesque creatures.Of water will become more and more cold crevasse. After a little hesitation, lowered his head gently,stretch your legs, you will urinate. Hot feet. You will feel the practice of mixing with the sea fromsome of his ankle. Your body start trembling, clenching the mouthpiece.I think I want to turn off the lights. You think. Because bright. You think. You want to dive deeper. Aslong as you have the light, you do not get into the deep sea. You turn off the lights. You turned off thelight. When there is no light, this time the sound is loud. Sucking in oxygen from the mouth, the soundwhen I exhale carbon dioxide because they hear. You want to take the mask. Regulator as well, Ialso want to remove the cylinder. I also we would like to shed extra wet suit. I want it to take the finsin the way. Without anything, I want to sink to the deep sea. You think. You should not hesitate. You

think so. You put a hand on goggles. While shaking your hand, it is because the cold water. I finallygo to the bottom. You think so. You decide. You will slowly peel off the finger with the goggles.Bright light shines from above and, poof. I flash. Man facing the camera comes closer. A man isholding a pure white light, you are clinging to a man. Momentum had been stopped until now, suchas, heart sound I started violently. Clinging to the body of a man at all. I rubbed everywhere. Whileyou are starting to feel the excitement men, and tearing his left arm was tangled, the man showed a


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clock. Even if I say time, you think. Man is stretched out a hand. Because it's time to go back to thebeach. You take his hand. Hand as big as violent, tender, he seemed to touch the belly of anorganism.

Then, did not you talk to someone that at that time. I also think that the letter set out from the drawerof the hotel, sent a letter to the gold. After all, you were out of the hotel while out on the table-whitestationery. After coming back from the island, you are sent a letter and photos, the island took the

man to the parents. Just because it is a honeymoon memory of his mother because, you chose thatyou stick in your memory.

When you return home again, the boss was looking obviously depleted. I was on the verge of deaththe whole company. Sought the arrest of major business from the municipality, the company he wasunder the guidance should be applied to compensate for most of its activities. Manuscripts andpress conference, your work was not a public relations company. Company will accept the claims ofthe families directly, and to create a Q & A answers, the request of the municipality was working."I think, please say was painful, and the reduced amount of acceptance"Saying that, you boss nodded. Expectations are not the boss. The problem was or how far theirbodies than me have it. I keep writing your manuscript goes to the computer, imagine the invisible

face each bereaved, hung his head as the victim alone. For compensation to the father to the sonwho became a vegetative state, seek to explain the technical error. Failures found in children bornto mothers who asked that a causal relationship.By querying one of one of the materials that have university or research institute or company, youwill continue to seek an answer. I do not know the answer you're looking for really they are. I thinkyou are, and must answer to a given question still.Time to write the manuscript will be much longer than before, to request mail folder went unpaidaccumulated. Do all death, things associated with them. Time, it is likely train time already depleted.Boss's head could be seen on the other side of the desk. Stop the finger, you close your eyes.Staring eyes were sorely.Our company, would be dead already. You'd still stick a finger to keyboard. The dead long ago, thecompany is only our internal organs are moving. It vegetative state. Once the power is cut off theentire live, and some organs will have live, you can not never escaped death itself is an organism.We would continue to live organ destined to remain dead. violently pulsating organs, you know thehost is dying, will try to fulfill the duty that.You left the company, date back to the time of much change. The man had been hitting the computerfor work on the couch, and you are standing at the door, walked up to the doorstep. Said the man,and welcome back. You nodded off while the pumps."You're okay, because when we stop"It's always the voice of. Even though I have no greeting'd expect, as soon as the voice enters theear, you will not think of anything. I throw the bag across, so jumped at the man. You guys will fall on

the couch. Grab the man's shoulder with such force tear, bite the throat, extend the tongue, you arecrawling around the back of the tongue of man. The man was a breath at the shoulders in silence fora while, after you make eye contact for a while with you, as I put the switch, I have dragged fromshoulder blouse you, so bite the prey, he is glued to your ears was.

Lying in bed, man you guys are sleeping. And got up softly, you've learned that slowly soak inlukewarm shower, they did not fit. When you stop the hot water by twisting the cock, grains of waterfrom the body will flutter. Small grain along the floor, with a large particle such as an amoeba, slowlymoving the tiles. When you kick it with your fingers, was suddenly clear grain scattered on the sideof the bathtub.

You have repeated such as living every day. I would remain too tired to dive into the sea strengththanks to the weekend. When the afternoon, when you wake up finally, towards the computer in myroom, the bed was Okiagare the man he had hit the keyboard and greedily. When you knock on thedoor, the man who stood up turned around, and kiss you, and put on a tongue-in-cheek, he was


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rubbing his belly."They're hungry"You will toast the baguette that was left. Notch and put lots of coins, smearing the butter. Put in thetoaster, I wait until it is browned. Likes you and that when you think of food, and that of man. I thinkyou will become funny without it.Chin and sound to, you open the refrigerator door. Make a pickle of carrot pate of pork, paprika anda little too immersed, between the baguette. Do you wait for the man carry on living, the sandwichwas finished and sprinkle cilantro.

Pour into a glass with two Naminami carafe of water, what you want to do that day, man, I hear you.If there is anything you do with a man. So if you tell the man snorted, bite off a baguette like a dog,he will drink water. I think you better how to eat like a man hungry love regrettable, but looking at it allday long."I will go at the teacher" golden

A man said that, you nodded.

I showed a picture of the ocean, the golden face would suddenly become brilliant. Wreck is at thecenter spot, the man was taking photos in contrast to bone ship Wisps Toridori coral fish, and algae,and the two. In the next golden, golden husband is committed to you and the man cold sake. Terraceof the evening without wind, insects early mind, began to cry without waiting for the night.

"Bigeye kingfish, here is Kanmuribudai"As the fish carefully picked up with chopsticks, gold will continue to turn over at your fingertips fine,the photos that you've entered the large portfolio of A3. Even though after the age of fifty his facelike a girl than ever when you envious golden husband."So, even if so take, just show us?""Nde publishers me to photo album, it is to be done somewhere exhibition"Say, the man at once dried the grass. The "Photo Album" golden nodded like what you hear for thefirst time. Received a portfolio of gold, open your golden with her husband. When you are sinkinginto the crevasse, the man was in this colorful world.You took pictures man, was I prefer to see what you have become photo album. Beautiful butcertainly, there is too much hate asking for pictures with the man equipped. As illumination, dazzlingworld of color and light. A very awkward, failed to create photo composition is contrived. You mightsay there is likely to be manly, you'd not even bother to make beauty, and, though it is sufficient as itis. And turning over the pages, pictures came into the dark eyes. Light illuminating the rocky roughrugged and has."Mr. Yamamoto's this?"From the other side of the table, I gave my husband a golden voice as surprised. A man came outfrom next to you. Picked up a shiny orange dried mullet roe, carrying to the mouth. In you definitelyhad the photo in the photo, the man was a low voice."Is not that rumor I" "around that," outMan said that, gold laughed laughter hung kicked kicked, husband. In the photo, twisting themselves

in crevasses, you were trying towards the man approaching. Though still facing up, on foot is facingthe sea from the waist. Rather than its appearance is a ghost, like the creatures of the sea, but itseemed to be trying to prey on man you've been approached. Is illuminated in bright strobegoggles, you do not know what kind of face do have a."Mr. Yamamoto's foot crane is healed?"I was watching your golden. Have forgotten all about it, such as the feet, you did not understand whatis being said first. Would from time. I also feel that had disappeared from before going to sea.Golden became you smile and nod, and "good" Then.In a sea of class three meters deep ", foot or hanging, high-pressure hose has burst orlife assurance, if any, buddy brilliant do not have., As Mr. Samejima, deal will succeed hundredpercent absolute do not have to. because we is just a small amount of time, only limited locations, it

was allowed to go into the sea, he will not forget it. "Whenever a thing is to preach the golden life-threatening. What I had at that time, I feel like I was inthe golden Misukasa to, you bowed deeply.


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It was no longer just a month later, you dive into the sea. Never even raise that discredit yourcompany, while it increases your job. Ever since Sakiko no longer have, without even being invitedto the party, you were home company and earnestly repeated round trips. Then, news of Sakikohave not heard from. I think you would be the Sakiko, and, probably the industry was changing jobssomewhere glamorous.You will be continued writing the manuscript until late every day. You've stopped using the computer. Ihave to use the original paper of vertical. I think, mostly because of its body and words such asthose led directly because I was.

Opponent to read your manuscript is the most bereaved. Your emotions I should not go into whatyou read there. And relatives who had died, in fact. I do not want it only two. You do not come into themanuscript. You must not disappear from the document. To be in a plain by any means, you are nowstriving for it.My boss has been trying to reduce the amount of work you, and you refused it. You had I think heneeds to work. It is not worthy of someone like that would Yakunitato. You knew that while you'rewriting a manuscript, so that his heart throbbing, seeking something. If there are times when a man,sometimes deep-sea, anything that is flickering like a flame in your. It was not be kept with youanymore. What would become of the chain is no longer working, I do not know you.

As soon as you are away from the sea, would be more likely to dive alone Then man. Half work, halfhobby, man was different dive into the sea. Three, I also grew to open the house for four days ofdiving. Wonder if you care about things, when talking about it, I was diffidence. You did not stand upto that day, even though there is no man, he did not say that I hate and I think that he is wielding manat work. Say always make a phone call instead, I follow it too man.

Make a phone call to you every night, the man he spoke of the sea."Swarms of sardines come up, it is like a cloud with a silver""I thought I would take a whale from the belly, about to be knocked to the school of fish""Shooting of the second day I gave up the captain arrogant guy dude thing, and Gimme a break"You dive into bed, he finished listen to the voice you hear from the other side of the phone. Witheyes closed, you will feel you are listening to the voice of the man in the sea. I wanted to hear evenuntil dawn. Even if I say talk, you'd want to hear the voice anyway, chimed.

The man finally came back on the weekend, you tweet like a kiss. The man passed a big gift. Cameout of the box, as Katado~tsu vessel was deep blue, the waves of delicate glass. Kiss again man,you've changed roughly arrange flowers from a smallish ceramic vase that had been used until then.Was a disproportionately small amount of flowers, and add water, reflecting light shining, it lookslike a real wave."This, I have seem born sea glass artist, I was born for such there is still"

An attempt was made to show the photos to the computer, reflecting, you've interrupted their hands

immediately. Turn the hand on the neck of the man, put your feet tangled. It is also in accordancewith man, and man's power seems to be weak, you feel a little frustrated. You're across the man,while the tongue screwed, he suddenly stopped moving. You will not think of anything. Fit in themouth the tongue, staring at nothing."I was," HowFingertip traced by your chest, the man you can not answer anything as usual. But do not knowanything, just that I was noisy noisy and chest. Are you looking for a large glass bowl and leaveMataga~tsu a man, I got to the table, a little vase that had been used until then. Rather than a wave,fluctuation, like blue flame deflection, the shadow of the glass that fell on the table, it does not workas frozen.

I thought you are trying to visit my parents, I was a man when I go to sea where they still do. I also donot mean that, I just have nostalgia in that there are no man. As he crossed the island from that, youwill recall that their parents had been increasing. Express most of the off-season guests withoutbreaking other than you, and you spend staring blankly out of the window that just followed the


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tunnel. People living in the mountains, mountain, mountains, people cling to ......The parents had left the sea, whether it was another ten years before. Your grandfather was fond ofchildren, liked to visit the grandparents' summer vacation home, for parents. Will your firstgrandchild is especially cute grandfather. Move the fishing boat for you, he took me to off. Fishingboats come grandfather, my grandfather showed me the radar maps and seabed. Sharp eyes like ahawk, my grandfather told me the wind and the wave point of view. Show me you can not show is thedream of my father, my grandfather, who was like a second father.But grandfather who was obedient to the sea for you, other than you was also a difficult man like the

sea. Utsurou causes fluttering in the breeze as the mood, grandfather hurt your parents well. Afterlosing badly especially my grandmother, his later years were you even close your mind. When youhave a PhD, you asked the grandfather with his parents. With anyone without your eyes are trying tomatch, also heard the news of his PhD, my grandfather did not say anything."I would cling to the mountain"My grandfather had so say in disgust. My father said, "It would have been sticking to the sea You'reeven," chided the father and your mother. Without having to answer anything, my grandfather wentfishing as it is. Less than a year later, my grandfather lost his life. It was cancer. Symptoms withoutinforming anyone, grandfather was celebrated last moment alone.

"Mr. Sameshima What is it?"

Mother opened the door, said that after the welcome back. Have a look my mother is that notinteresting work seems not end, you would say, "and that so", "drinking with people in the office,dad is like have stayed intact to someone's house," and back I go to recede. My father had beenretired, of course, I have met with colleagues at the time still. The shoulder bag down the front door,and the sound is Gyun, auto key lock is closed. Feel breathlessness as trapped in the house, you'rekicking off the sandals to wear."I'm too skinny," ItOnce you have selected a CD stereo put in, say, while on the other side of the counter cut the breadkitchen mother. While they bony arms of the mother, the skin is taut."You are nothing if he does not touch the body please stop it, even if you loss"The table, bread and soft-looking gray mother put a plate figs. Place the red braided coaster, I putwhite porcelain teapot. Your favorite combination. When you go to visit, my mother had prepared theset Kimatte.In the newspaper that was placed on the table, your company is in a small article that day as well.Whenever the Board of Directors to do something, whenever there is a relevant report ofinvestigation committee, where parents worry could imagine immediately. I do not think you will quityour job still. Put on the stereo CD, you press the button. CD stereo swallowed as alive andSurusuru."Mr. Samejima is're energetic"You nod, at the table. Butter thinly on bread gray, folded in two, across the fig fruit. No longer can youmake noise after the age of thirty, married mother, and children. The mother gave birth to you but at

the age of twenty nine. My mother and I think you would have the memory of his lap. But I can not bea mother's alter ego.From stereo string quartet come hear small sound. It was for the mother volume. Mother explosive,mind is a man stubbornly feudal. I think you are different from the father instead of inflammableunrestrained as the same, and, some would reason that the mother was born in the mountains. Istarted with a house in Yamate said, trying to move mountains to the cemetery was the mother. Alsohave a soul like a mountain that does not work consistently, delicate mother, it has been passeddown to you.You think, there is a place like that would still be a man. Are utilized according to the soul that I gotfrom my mother and father. It is something that I would have to take photographs of the man, his soulappeared. Even if you have been attracted to the man, maybe there is a place that has attracted the

man's parents, grandparents soul. Fold the green apron, sitting in front of your mother will pour acup of tea served with both hands in a teapot."Dad, you can if you like, addressed to us because he told me some of the work"You shake your head, and do not have to worry about superfluous. If you do not agree I made amember of precision equipment, the company had my introduce to which the wholesale now it's


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eight years ago. Out of the optical system science graduate, but what was not in office research anddevelopment, are found in which the work immediately, I was glad indeed. You think, though. Do notwant to have a sense of responsibility to the father either. Newspaper or watching the news, I thinkthat the figure of his father eight years ago, but rather, regret can easily imagine, that your.You remember very well, that my father after my grandfather died, continued to blame myself. Thefirst year, my father cried on every grave. My mother passed a handkerchief, and receives somehand and foot as it itself grandfather, father wiped tears as hug. That you think, Dad would not sin.You did not have a word to be applied to the father stand shivering in front of the grave, still hands

together to pray."Oh yeah, that picture postcard"My mother has been facing rising so saying, pasted a number of photographs and postcards, thecorkboard. postcard you out of the island were piled on top."I sea you guys have been doing a dive, did you walk from the beach when the honeymoon, but Ihave also mom to the beach"You know very well. Recall the DVD of the mother, because I chose the beach. When I tell you so,mother, "Let Synopsis", such as surprise, a joyful face. Why did you choose that place, when youhear, find pictures of when the honeymoon from cork, a young father and mother pointed to the "I"Dad.I at that time ", to see the sea except where the father, was born was the first time. Because I a man

of the mountain, I do not know the difference, I will be your father, have impressed me. Ocean shinesso Is there, even like fireworks "My mother began to laugh in amusement, and I hope that far. Mother rather than talking to you, Iseem to be talking to yourself before you were born.I was born here ", I do not have bad luck No say.'m Anything but a honeymoon I, you should be deadin this light, at the mouth'm saying that I also, though, I can understand how someone feels dad washappy very kind. light I have Mabushiku~tsu glitter anyway, now that my mom had a baby one day, Ido not you emerge from the light like this, but, somehow, I thought so sincerely. son that somedayEven when you die, you are me I'm afraid to go back in this light "You know that the eyes of the mother, are chasing the same light as that time yet. Is the same asyou've been staring at the microscopic world, the celestial bodies far away, astronomers mother butcame alive to mark the light shining brilliantly. It may indeed be beautiful. But my mother was born inthe mountains again. What will change the orientation of the heart and the soul is not only aim in thesame direction. My mother may have become divided into two people, you think so. Mother andhave looked up to the mountains continued to weave as mother and stared at the dazzling light, thedeep green silk. Lick the tea had cooled down, you're pinch of orange peel cookies."It was pretty much horrible, would have seen sunsets that time?"You shook his head. You who came up from the sea, back to the hotel room immediately. Withouthaving to fumble for a man to eat a bit of everything, look out the window, you got to go down into adeep sleep as it is. Your mother is taking in two pinch the figs and "I say I should have." Place yourtooth in a cross-sectional view taken Tsubu Tsubu and I was like tearing bite.

You were back home was from early in the morning. Man in the bed, woke up in the sound youBataly and close the door. Hug you in that half asleep state, a kiss. man is warm like a child. Ireturned the kiss you nice and still asleep.

And turn on the light in the living room, a galley on a glass table, sent from the publisher were lyingaround and be dry. There is a galley after turning on the deficit tightly stabbing, pen and he was lyingon the floor while the cap is caught. I wonder what was also that they do not like it. Pick up the galley,and break even arrange the corner, you put together on top of the envelope.Glass vessel had been submitted to the corner of the table. Introduction flowers wither the living frog,the tables have dropped small white flowers. Discard the water bowl in the kitchen, you can wrap the

dead flowers in their tissue. Tissue absorb water, which lies flat against the watermark color of theirflowers. You think, someday, too. However, it does not become more than words, you turn on thecoffee mill, he began to work Shitaku.


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Circumstances "of the company has changed"Your boss, told you guys along with reports of conference week. That the management of thecompany itself, though the country has been decided. At a press conference to announce that nextweek. With colleagues someone would write the manuscript.You may will vary a little work you to everyone ", not absolute. A story inside that this is workingeveryone facing the customers actually only work I eliminated from tomorrow going to be absolutelyno impact on your posture when you're "My boss was skinny as you. Watch hair, eyebrows, beard, shirt, cufflinks, silver, dark brown leather

shoes, each one of which is good condition. You think the balance is bad. Myself, would surely likelyfrom someone else's point of view."Ladies and gentlemen, you are doing the work, who came to work, please take pride. Betweenwhat people say and will not mind, but I do not care"My boss says that there was indeed correct, feverish tone that was not coming from my own work.With a subordinate position, title is let them say so, as you guys, actually write the manuscript, weare not taking phone reception comes connects. Although some colleagues who are in tears, doesnot mean you'd been moved to the words of the boss surely, time and unstoppable, and it, tear it toreality itself.never draw real enthusiasm boss, your job has changed from next week. Public RelationsDepartment will be incorporated into the customer support, the decision came out of limiting

outside activity. Boss care about you guys, but bowed, and there was no appeal.You have changed to a comeback to boos from the question, I thought it was of course too. You'restanding in front of the printer to spit out one after another the mail, he remembered the teachings ofpsychology I learned early in the process when the university. When you lose something important,as stunned, angry lament, finally, become empty, people he'd left behind, and then sadness. What ishappening there is a process for everything, including that of the human mind, and wake up It's anatural effect.Both hands for mail that bunch, you will return to the desk. I do not know whether those that havebeen directed at you, voice colleague to taunt each other can hear."I'm part of Internal Affairs and Communications're throwing circle, because the upper part of thedog from him"Colleagues were tired. I was puzzled by the situation. What feelings when you yourself can not helpit, it's what people will make sure the outlet of emotion somewhere. You think so. Your hand with apen, I'm not trembling anymore. And might have been familiar, you think. I myself, must in part havebeen included in the bereaved families and feelings, and by others, the action of nature. Also in thesame time and people here, probably a mission given to them by nature. The idea you calm. Also aquiet rhythm born from the right took a pen, will calm your mind.But did not you write a document from your head, where it is nestled in the man disappears. Rather,the five senses of the imagination is now clearly captures you. You could feel the finger belly to hisfeet. I could feel the skin, the moist breath man. Become a man when you became your own.Imaginary body is like molten iron hot, you undulate, twist overlap, are torn, he thrash randomly, and

outside, the inside of a man. I feel like the breath of the man went into the ear, your body bouncelightly. Slide the right hand pen writing paper to the blue line was drawn straight. Only the sound isheard gently tapping the keyboard, you're from around overlooking the blue line still not completelydry.

Real man, it published a photo collection approaches, have come out to about the same time youwere on the increase. Hug a man came home late, you kissed. Throw a shirt or pants on the couch,he hit the mobile guy like smoke. You stare into the phone from behind, initial charge of printinghouse, interview with skin diver, such plans came in closely. Without the use of a notebook, the manhas put all plans on mobile notes.

"Looks like this for a while, you may take me maybe award"Say throwing the man you're pleased with it. I did not know the merit of still photos, I'm glad you havea picture of the ocean dive with a man's share in the honor. While listening to the sound of theshower leaking from the bathroom, you stare at the picture of the man who was hanging on the wall.It is a black-and-white photo of white water was removed from the crevasse is sparkling. It's a sea


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two years ago, you guys were diving for the first time just two people. Just sank just two months ago,that the cold sea.

At that time, I remember the pain of cold ran to the right great toe, your toe will Nadeorosu the footsoftly. I think you, body. The body that is something that I feel that much more than myself. Mirumiruchange its appearance still feel, I do not mind at all to keep up with what is on the mind of the body.You're running is still my It's a body. The heart that might just represent as sparkling waves, that thethought of the body. You may think so. Waves and appeared on the water, and light. The mind that isiffy about it, whether it is not a thing of modest.

Drink a little bit in the bottom of the glass the Cointreau, you slip on the bottom of the sheet. Flip thesheets, man arose from the shower, come as collapsed was shot. When you look into a better man,leaving droplets on the hair, the man he had been asleep making a sleeper's breathing. I might havebeen very much Kutabire. You'd preferably where you do not want to hold back a man like a child.You had a little too much to handle yourself, feeling the man's body slowly up and down, he will fallasleep to sink into.

To circumvent those kinds of days, based on your letter was received. Furo is snugly and are, in theletter it was a hobby of the professor was looking at the times you graduate. That the professor wasawarded a big science. The award ceremony will be held at the hotel on a hill. Handwriting was thefact that you want to come to us, there were two-fold invitation is enclosed.

I say do not want to meet tall ", the height is always the scholar. Whether or not that happens I'msure, but I just have to enclose the high hand, seems to have been a scholar I also still "The character was not well Rashika~tsu professor. As the voice of Professor Toboke is like I hear inthe ear, you will be glad to be relieved. You share a letter to a man who has seen the galley. A simpleman to kiss you "and I've been doing." Although you want to go with a man, but man's work fullypacked as usual, although the weekend, he can not beat that open the whole day. Feeling slightlyregret, you returned the kiss a man.

Expression was something much larger than you expected. And your professor, you have a

microphone on the stage, the two old professor of biology. The novelty of joint research inbiochemistry or physics and I called the subject, few cars had entered a TV camera at the venue.Half of the venue and the people who are truly natural scientists, the other half is white-collarpracticed really occupies. You think that the introduction of technology and prospects, I wonder ifstanding.For a table of professor who was with myself, you bowed down to juniors."Mr. Yamamoto huh?"Juniors knew the names and faces of you. That he had to be like you have your master's thesis,cited frequently in Society Professor. Paper at that time, those inferred from the similar case on thebiochemical characteristics of fine particles, it will be apparent from the experimental studyoverseas and small, there was a slightly closer and certainly announcement. He thought I was nevera big Rated thesis itself, yourself, and not a big deal, though.Thus the results was also Dase Professor, because you've found the seeds of the study, and youcan lift the partition, there is no feeling at all in your juniors are doing so. To slide on the stage, Ithought you want to use it for experiments at that time, a huge machine has been projected. Iscovered with a kind of golden foil, the machine was shining brilliantly in the light of day.Ceremony is over, you will continue to move and juniors to the celebration venue as it is next to. Oneof the juniors to take minutes of your buffet dishes, come get the champagne. Junior suit wasShachikobaru has a really serious face. A gesture of junior athlete is funny, you would receive aglass laughing."Are you funny"

You shook his head. I am sorry. And apologize without uttering a word, "No, now soar, I surely99.999999%" junior laughed and nerd ish. Red knitted tie blue striped shirt, glasses have becomeruby red."I would because Mr. Yamamoto, Yamamoto I, there 's a place that looks like our longing. Was ableto fine until there is an emergent research professor also said"

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biochemistry and physics you, because there is only love that looks like it was just raw. I wasreminded that when doing research of things, to the unrestrained behavior of the organism as often.I merely noticed that, the only problem was that the pickled meat referring to basic researchoverseas.

At that time, very uncomfortable line of physics were pushing your back to it. At that time, theprofessor should go out of the world was in physics stubbornly. trying scooped up the theory of theone from the sea of potential abundance, it was in the keep an eye on. There wereinteresting your research is therefore certainly, I could not think of a way to advance collaborative

research themselves. I think that you people are just a few years, and that what would change theirway of life even.Notice that you have stopped the hand while pointing a fork shrimp cocktail, you're taken to themouth gently. The story seems to have been that if their had been involved in the research ofProfessor, junior, you've heard most of them have dropped. Seems to have noticed that the otherparty, but I do not seem to seem to really care about it."I think one more amazing is that Mr. Yamamoto Come do now."Saying so, we will put the junior silver knife to roast beef. The knife has a grape vine decoration justlike winding vine that also looks as if growth from junior fingertips.We do not know where might there not been able to it. Truth to tell, without bend is your job. "Thetruth, great. Everyone. Mr. Yamamoto has continued to devote himself to the truth even while being

burned at the stake for each company . it Is not Joan of Arc! "Junior, aside like a child licking a purple-red source with the knife. The amount of red light, motionsickness has progressed considerably. A pre-condition, not lowering his voice, seemed to you as ifKi~tsu children seem to intoxication. I do not know what I heard from the professor, is what we haveflow from somewhere. Either way, your private social boss has been trying hard to protect had beeneasily defeated."I'm sensitive to beauty guy"Other juniors and remonstrate with him, saying that such a joke, the professor showed his face onthe table. Glass was flying the junior drunk "and Professor Wonderful, Wonderful Mr. Yamamoto,"said Professor toast with a laugh. Champagne glass sinks in the big beard. When you hand down,his eyes were turned towards you.I think you have not changed. As water filled praise experimental facility, it's as far as i t will go withthe clear eyes. May seem a little round became compared with a few years ago, that figure will notchange my shape though."Does not change you."Professor said as I read your mind. I can not read the mind of the professor to you. Professor, I haveheard not in the hands of canaps ham and Camembert cheese and blueberries, as well aslistening to the praise of juniors. Did the you liked my research. You think looking at the profile of aprofessor, and so I want to hear. Why rudimentary research like Anna, and you did ended up quicklyabandoned their research that has been working so far.Professor gesture to show that you will leave the table soon, can not you hear anything. When you

have bowing, professor hold your hand much. It's cold hands. Skin is thick, soft, still, it was the handof a researcher."Do not forget your duty as scholars"You nod. What was, it is not sure what to tell you for the duty of a professor. Also noticed that mybody started to chill, it nod to the younger players, you are headed to cloak. When you put on aspring coat, tried to take a taxi from the hotel lobby, "says Yamamoto," A strange man called yourname from behind."Junko Yamamoto is not it?"The man calling your name. She is wearing a dark suit decent, I do not even look as if drunk.Publisher's name should be on the business card that began with a man you have in mind exhale."It was amazing. It was full of industry mogul"

Reporters crowded around in front of you. "Yet even one person of your company?" Lowered backdown from shoulder bags, you will try to ignore, not away from reporters in front of you."I thank you also end if the amulet. Feeling good I want to hear your own. In a little bit. Too private.Well thirty minutes"The reporter pointed wound on his left arm, a thin gold watch. Are you looking for a chance to eyes


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glared at the reporter, is slipping. Reporter would're accustomed place, I will not give you a chanceto escape. Gently stretch one leg before, I had suppressed your destination.

And now that, "You are doing along with the company, it was a research yourself like a teacher.Whether the same thing in you. How two that you recommend that the teacher now Is it an idea. wantyou I just let it. "Has a keen eye. You know the press, through his, and looking at your boss, your company. I am thechosen sample. Find out the truth of their own, a man wonder if trying to clear it. However, as manyof those found in the real truth was elected, I have all the elements that it becomes the truth. You

must not care for the truth of just one boring, throw yourself you do not know yourself.Shake vigorously and shoulder press, push the golden doorknob, you go out at a brisk pace andbarely a hotel lobby."Is it something that some sense of guilt?"Turn back to reporters shout from the lobby, walk to trot, you got into the taxi. Sign of the reporter togo out, you face a strong bag. And slowly left the hotel, taxis will rumble down the dark mountainroad. Most of the road has no street lights, but I do not see only the front light was illuminated. Youlook into the face of his own reflection in the window and swaying Gotogoto.I think you and I, but certainly sinners. There is a sin that my body has been committed to me. Thereporter would have to think about the best of my witch, my body is made of things more ugly, hot,move to flounder. prey on the souls of those dying body, to digest, so its heat to squirm, shiver with

pleasure. Musaboro the joy of trying to live up to it why do we do so, I do not know you.Some come from the back of the chest welling much, turn the knob hard with the door, you openedthe window. Yoruki mountain came suddenly blown. Grabbed the legs in cold air, you tighten the frontof the court. You still do not want to close the window. You must be suppressed, so thingsoverflowing from the body. You head to emptiness. Without thinking, I just keep staring at the blacktrees passing like hotcakes.

from the day you came to the ceremony, Professor, photos of the man were not published untilalmost empty between. Life of a man from getting hectic, you're just spend their days sleeping in thenext free man. Late at night, while listening to the man's regular sleeper's breathing, your body hascaused the bed slowly.More than one month, if you have not slept with a man, you will not even dive into the sea. Your job isnot necessarily to say or has changed, nor the body I had changed. Bend your knees in the sheets,you touch the ankle. Feet were as cold as well as frozen, before is now hot as fire up. From sitting infront of the original paper in the company, it was so much a day.

In the past month, your body had to feel the joy in writing itself. In your work, I felt a man's finger as Imentioned to you each time you take the tip of a pen to manuscript paper. Your chest shook with joyeach time. There was a sense of ribs, to the spine, such as heavy blood flow go suddenly from theheart.

"I think Yamamoto's work, this is really great"My boss praised the work say so in your weekly meeting. I was also allowed to raise you in secret.You make a special treatment in a department to do so, I think in these situations, and especially notby simply increasing the Yakkamu. The more he be led to think that it has been out of college thesame as you, boss in-house, but was in a position a career, or that a greenhouse that statement,there is something dreamy, is that the political, and whether intentional was insensitive.Of that publicity, "when as one person, the company was there face to someone, think of words tosay seriously, though, I understand the most is what will tell. The job if it is the work of Mr. YamamotoI think "Word of the boss was serious. You have also seized thoughts that they would not know what to do Ithink my boss really great originals, they feel that they hope there, we would like to confess

everything to the boss. Words written in the manuscript is not a word, such as a company. I'm surehe did not and Te such that once were the words I want to hear it, much less their families. You'vehad no afford to move the pen to leave but I was ordained their bodies, from the two, and we thinkthat it is superfluous, and the sense of duty to the truth.It is inversely proportional to the enthusiasm of the boss, the department itself, was to increase the


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sense of crisis that the department, as part of their public relations to which they belong isbecoming of no use in the organization.Gross job such as using ships planning of transit advertising, direct mail, periodicals, andoutsourcing are all stopped, went public relations function is restricted to the minimum required. Byand auditors has entered the national budget, easy-to-understand spending had been cutdrastically. The hand is attached from the field away from the central business and it was a matter ofcourse he was there.You would think I had realized that its boss, perhaps, and maybe that's why I praise manuscript. But

what I was writing what the heck, I do not even know me. Truth is I think you would like that. Whereare you plugged in. I do not know, something like a light plugged into only slightly. You remember thewhite light except from the crevasse. That his leg was stiff as Tsukama, the shadow of the phantomfish passing in the light, that cold water.

Put a small reading light, you look into the profile of a man. The man is repeated breathing mouthslightly open, as Surusuru yarn vomit. When you are sleeping, rarely man to mouth breathing. It wasa habit when tired. Are you worried about how many times a man should cause. Now, I wonder whatwe should tell the guy. Now, now ......The word will knock you many times, you do not know the words that should be returned to the call.Without causing a man, turn off the reading light as it is, you have closed your eyes.

With the first day of the exhibition, a party celebrating the publication of photos are going to be asmallish open the gallery. Before departure, the man he put on a suit that does not fit embarrassedin front of the mirror, while fix the silken tie, like a child in front of you."I say it is not looking good me sincerely, honestly"You think a man wearing cute socks black as iron. You kiss the man. Man's lips are dry, soft. I thinkyou had appeared as visceral face by mistake.You choose a dress from the wardrobe, I do not want to choose the same as Professor ceremony.Choose the land of shiny dark blue, decorated with small black flowers, a thin summer dress, I wasexposed to hip gently. You that is reflected in the full-length mirror is not a haggard appearancewhen the article was making news conference. Man out from behind, his arms around your neck, Ikissed his forehead."Get going"Toss out a dress, you want to hug the guy. Loved the man like a dog, I want to span. You think it's uptonight though. Would at best be busy until tonight. We return to life with love again after that. I takein the whole body of what man has continued confect a month. You were wearing a necklace ofyellow diamond dress. Necklace like yellow drops gently reflects light, in the full-length mirror, a thinyellow cast a shadow on your chest.Leave your car in the parking structure, and your man go into the gallery. The gallerist, but stillreasonably young women, is also a photographer. Man and you talked to shake hands with women

in shifts, women, that it was not decided until the last minute to showcase photos deadline. Womenstart laughing laughter, as both men Tsurare Hold the mouth."What do you think you are the last, Mr. Samejima?"Say you better look at the woman. Looking at you while keeping the mouth by hand man also. Whilelooking at the eyes of the man, shake your head from side to side.I I "I will only sea dive Romance" ""You're blowing the ridiculous pretense, to take a man's hand, he lightly twist. I think you, such absurdthing I too become a happy feeling that such childish. Around and look at the pictures in the galleriesguide you and man, had been exhibited was only sea that you have actual dive.Until last year, while taught golden sea I've been diving with you. I had my sea vine your feet for thefirst time this year. South Sea and visited for the first time. You were able to recall the whole body of

the sea one by one. You think it would be probably the same man as well. Recording of the seahave been diving in the past year and a half, is stretched to a large panel, have been introduced toput the date it was strange.I would also have photos that are already SOLD sticker red, took in wreck spot. And it has been justan avid fan of the man in the photo, the woman said proudly of gallerist. Nod, while, again, not


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interesting and I think you have not been put together in this way man's photo. I've seen a man light,photo is only like a dream of the past. Without even the shadow of a man, but it was not like theplace that reflects the man you love.For you, a man of talent, but you feel it all through the internal organs warm. You will breathe outslowly as in a photo before diving from the lips of coral Wisps in ocean currents, staring at the napeof the man, opened thin."Mr. Samejima, somehow, you're early"Glass of the entrance door opens, men in suits had appearances. Houndstooth suit and a fine,

smooth white shirt, red tie braided. Dressed in recognizable human being of the publisher glance,where there is no sarcasm in your sense was like a little. What an editor, and he shook hands withthe man, "together today as well" She pointed to Toshiro. Dress pants can be seen on the other sideof the glass door. I wonder publicity. If you think women are pushing the door open. As soon as I sawthe face, your breath has stopped. Sakiko was."Long time no see"You bow. Sakiko meet for the first time in six months, had become so brilliant sparkle. Blonde hairas well, rather than to make up as before, but straight down. Sakiko, we present a business card inyour face like the world have lived there from the beginning. Did not change what title as publicrelations, and was a world away your company.I really supposed to be there was that I drank with my friends before. "Her husband is doing

designer, it was doing a magazine here. They introduced me at the edge. Yet when I that had notdecided, I'm sorry. I did not say "Face made firmly in Makeup confidence was overflowing. You are half of the confidence of Sakiko,it has been found that he said things that are made in reaction from Sakiko before leaving thecompany. I think you also feel that the goodness of Sakiko was originally equipped with thefeatures, have been killed in the make-up, it is a waste. Sakiko now is beautiful, brilliant, and itcertainly is perfect. However, if there is a place somewhere dangerous, you think so intuitive."Do not I heard of you was a colleague, I was surprised when I heard"The man smiled at your eyes. Sakiko identification number that you will begin to talk of how to getinvolved in the magazine's man of the press that after you shake hands with a man, was invited tothe exhibition, this exhibition had finished, that sort of thing. The man is a nod to the story of Sakikowith his arms folded. Asked the location of the toilet to gallerists, you have leave the spot quietly.Standing in front of a large mirror of the toilet, you defeat the cock. Introduction of water flow swiftly,as the sound of hidden, you will repeat the deep breathing. You remember the anxiety that frostyman knew that Sakiko. Why you did not try Hanaso Sakiko things ever. To say that much busy, therewas plenty of opportunity ought to.Force applied to the finger enters the white face wash stand, I will be faintly red. There was only onepossibility to be considered. You feel their blood is committed to its potential, and heavy mushy, tobecome hot. Please stop, I can not stop telling how much heat it can. With a large gravity in yourpotential will puffy. Grasp the foot to gravity is smaller and more and more, get squashed, you willsink to the bottom of their own.

You want to cry on the spot. Van and kicked the floor tiles in the heel, long, long, you exhale. man canbetray you with ease, of course, there was also Utomashika~tsu Sakiko was complicit in thebetrayal, only than that, belly stood at herself in the mirror. Although well equipped, nondescript faceterribly. I was staring at the face that has continued for many years. What would you had Ukare. Youcurse yourself strong. Do you had come to increase the illusion of heat to work crap, man somedayis something you are in your.Can be overwhelmed by their own bodies, was betrayed by intuition, rub your hair white wall, you'rebiting your lips tight. Recall was at ease with what is beside himself as part of the body, until nowhis, too ignorant, lazy, man figure that he was stupid. And I think that was also formerly known as thehappiness it, turned inside out like a fit of thoughts from the core, you will can not stand still. Suffer ahandbag, you push open the door of the toilet was. If you are talking about something with the editor,

carefully pass without saying anything after that, the man you went out of the gallery.

You're a man and face across the table. Was placed in a clear file documents stamped, you wereput in an envelope. I have passed on to the end if this landlord tomorrow. Your luggage is


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summarized next to the sofa all. It is not a big amount.You, too, men, do not say anything. I have to say that Itsukusu. You did not protest the protest seemsalmost. I was just Bakabakashika~tsu. If all is transparent if you think that too, is not do any work.Just thought that it was time to waste, we come and go in your heart.

When I drink when Sakiko's learned a man, and you have seen photos of a man is entering into yourcell I was for the first time. At that time I was also put on accident has not much to worry about thatman, was also decided to change jobs to the publisher. Even when I was introduced to a man at

work from an editor, but you will be reminded of you, or I love, feeling that I had no flippant.At one point, Sakiko heard your story from the man. How much you are loved, you have been asked.It was like speaking fondly, man's face is not floating along. Sakiko you have finished listening to thestory, he said it was pathetic, and you, the man. People that it is pathetic. Sakiko no lie that Ithought. I think you would probably really did think so.First, the man was angry with Sakiko. From Sakiko barely even know that you do not own, though Idid not understand the meaning that has been cursed their relationship. Sakiko to complain to theeditor, I worked until midnight to rebound. I looked at your sleeping face was haggard, hard workand to go home.But when the poor begin to think of myself once, a man he has gradually seem, it has been said tobe correct Sakiko. Man, I had ceased to care about your company is bashing from the world, your

life is going fast and rough. I had the feeling that you know you also. But, as if life Susamu Susamu,You went to seek a man strong. I did not know why it is a man. I would not know, perhaps evenyourself. It looks like you think is not the man himself, in the body itself of man, man, and I'm notlooking for something soon. While staring at your sleeping face, there, man, he began to feel aglimpse of myself in the back of your body, eventually confined.The man appeared to find it difficult to deal with emotions in me. I did not care even if they dive intothe sea clear. If so deepen deepen your love, the man I felt my place to eliminate. Sakiko man told itto. I do not know what to do, miserably, I even shed tears. Sakiko accept such a man is called a manin his room, he loved carefully. Answer to it too man, I feel a Sakiko returns. Some Sakiko had beenshaken by the new environment, the man went to soak familiar with.Sakiko itself, was grieved that is going to betray you, the course of hearing the story of a man, thatyou are anxious, he is going to be worried about. What you're really loved the guy, I do not knowSakiko. Sakiko knows that your work is much harder, and continue every day, walk a tightrope, Iwas even respect it. However, in your actions, I also felt that there is something that is not even ableto control yourself.Through man, Sakiko had mercy on you. It was also the same man. I have had two people ask eachother while always feel guilty, and you think. At the end of it, the man and Sakiko away immediately.There were no requirements that a person other than the two met in the harbor. Man also, whetherthere was love between the two people, it does not even know you, and of course also Sakiko. Besure, that you have to meet to mediate you did not have much to ties between man and Sakiko.However, I was only two and they both need each other.

You've heard it all from the man. It is not a word as it is of course. Without such rhetoric, there was athing limp, but it's mostly a place like that. The voice of a man conscious of guilt had appearedchildish. You are a man and wounded two people on its own, sought heal on its own, of using itSakiko was Utomashika~tsu. Keep in touch with excuses and how much you have to Fumie, twopeople I had only devour each other. I think you stupid. Kudaranaku, miserably, it is boring. And whatthey think might still love, and why such a man, and I wonder did we love this man, you continued tocurse him.On the table, the man has been in the sea or buy it anywhere, large blue glass vessel is located.Glare of incandescent light, and it shines glaringly atrocious, even the glass that do not containwater, rather than the waves were visible in the form of such organisms. This glass is also, I was not

the chosen ones and maybe Sakiko. I wonder what was not really what I think of you, I chose twopeople. The Hand in vessels, and slowly tilted, you dropped on the floor. Dust, dull glass breaking,sound vain did.I think you do such a thing. I thought I was a kid, what's that broken is something more dramatic,does it really was such a thing. Will lose all of that, so much as a frankly, it did not was something


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special. The man was about to say something, look at your profile, as it is tight-lipped.

You went to the General Hospital, the thing that was done to move to the apartment next week. goodplace in which to live anywhere. The previous inhabitants had painted the walls blue liked, you chosethe room a little far from the station. Sitting on the couch waiting room, you open the notebook. Youstart the calculation in the calendar. Also found that the examination is completed, I wanted to know.You do not tell anyone, that the child is in their dwelling.

"Mr. Yamamoto, Junko Yamamoto"Your name is called, is passed through the examination room. Elderly doctor is a woman. I lookedalternately with puffy abdomen of you who do not, yet you write questionnaires. Drug test resultshave come out as well. Approximately one month and a half before the final menstrual period. For achange, instead of the black blood, blood that day it was a row of pale brown. The doctor said,"would be implantation bleeding.""I think some people when I have kids, I was not your body will melt the endometrium. Bleeding, Inoticed it was good"You will be on his back behind the blue curtain, the black bed. Physicians smearing jelly on yourabdomen cold took the jacket. We pressed against the endoscope from the top of the blue jelly.Doctor's voice, "Do you look" is to, you twist the face lightly. Your internal organs are pulsing black

on the monitor. Freezing the screen, the doctor refers to the middle finger."This is for the sale of wrapped womb. Their children, like a pocket"You nodded, I continued to stare at the monitor. Your body to ensure, in order to produce a child, Ihad to change. You will know the blood and for the first time, through the monitor such that. You reallythink, it's just you're body is rented.I would not know that your body knows, of what you are doing, even just a few percent. I'm sure, thatwe came, the thing it all like that. That said I was in the study of physics. Physicists, we can not knowwhat is going on there. I can only expect from a slight shadow, what happened. Why did you do it so,I do not know anyone. We are living in such a miracle. Among them, think about a few things, tell, Ilove.You understand that the cheek is cold, he is crying. When your eyes against the sleeves, the doctortakes a tissue to pass you. while you're wiping the eyes, without saying anything, the doctor hadbeen wiped with a tissue in your abdomen.

Then one doctor said, heart rate until it can be confirmed with a couple of weeks. Receive amedical certificate, the next day, you have to tell your boss that effect. For a handshake to you, theboss was a blessing in somewhat exaggerated. Of course, the company itself, as in the position ofthe department continued to deteriorate, he seemed to be really happy, the celebrations havevisited for the first time in a long time. I want to work until the last minute. When you tell so, "and"Sure, boss nodded.

"However, it is okay. When only unreasonable Please do not let the body like so far. Want to rest butshe is well-worn you'll contact Yeah, since we not body only Mr. Yamamoto anymore"Nod to the boss, you are thanked. The boss was delighted that the marshal's baton generoustrembling subordinates against one likes. You remained silent man is the boss of that course. I donot know whether the boss Sakiko was tired, and went away from what Sakiko boss. Sakiko andsleeping boss in any case, but Sakiko had also slept with a man. My boss was laughing pathetic,tired in the face.From that day on, you are now leaving the company during daylight hours yet. Far, there is only anold house from the train station to the apartment around the better. Sentence that sky lookedbeautiful.Blue room that has not been put almost nothing, sitting on wooden chair was placed in the center,

you will begin to hit the mobile e-mail. Lift up your eyes and suddenly, a long shadow has fallen fromthe window, you'll try to step out onto a balcony. It was dusk. Mix of blue and orange goes, the magictime. Different from that seen on the island that once the mother, and the fiery dusk, quietly fierylandscape. Place your hands under the navel gently, close your eyes, exhale Hold still for a moment,you breathe. Belly, I repeat the depressed, the puffy.


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