The Tower and the Dream Awakening to the Call Excerpt

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2/19

\bo \kwor gfl tbo LrogaGwgdofmfe tk tbo Hgcc

Oxhorpt

Ergvo Lmstrghtmkfs û`cmhgtmkfsFgsbvmcco, \offossoowww.ergvolmstrghtmkfs.hka

0>70 Eckrmg Gaoflkcg\bms ms tbo kfcy gutbkrmzol olmtmkf ki tbms `kkd. Gcc wkrclwmlo rmebts ro-sorvol. Fk pgrt ki tbms `kkd agy ò roprkluhol kr utmcmzol mf gfy ikra kr`y gfy aogfs, ocohtrkfmh kr aohbgfmhgc, mfhculmfe pbktkhkpymfe, rohkrlmfe,kr `y gfy mfikragtmkf stkrgeo gfl rotrmovgc systoa, wmtbkut tbo oxprosswrmttof poramssmkf irka tbo pu`cmsbor kr gutbkr. Gutbkr tgdos iucc rospkfsm-`mcmty ikr gcc tbo hkftoft bocl wmtbmf tbms toxt. Gctbkueb tboro gro cmtorgryroiorofhos bocl wmtbmf tbms toxt, tbo stkry gfl hbgrghtors gro imhtmkfgc. Gfysmamcgrmtmos otwoof tbkso hbgrghtors/smtugtmkfs gfl rogc porskfs/smtugtmkfsms purocy hkmfhmlofho.

Hgtgckemfe-Mf-û`cmhgtmkf LgtgGaoflkcg, Eckrmg\bo \kwor gfl tbo Lroga: Gwgdofmfe tk tbo HgccMX@F: =52->-=2??==7-0-97. Imhtmkf 0 KhhuctHkvor Grt: Agttbow EmkremkMftorfgc Cgykut: @rmgf Dgffgrl, Ergvo Lmstrghtmkfs u`cmhgtmkfs

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3/19

Mftrkluhtmkf

Irka wmtbmf tbo hckgd ki hkfspmrghy, M oaoreol kftk tbmsogrtb.

M wgs `krf mf Pkswocc, Fow Aoxmhk gfl erow up lurmfe tboJID gssgssmfgtmkf, tbo gssgssmfgtmkf ki Agrtmf Cutbor Dmfe gfl@k``y Doffoly. M oxpormofhol Ugtoregto gfl tbo Ymotfga Ugr,tbo aurlor ki Jkbf Coffkf gfl tbo bkrrmimh trgeoly ki

Xoptoaòr 77, 0>>7. \boso gfl ktbor trmeeor pkmfts aglo aockkd loopor mftk tbo hkccohtmvo lrgag tbgt wgs ufikclmfe òikroao gfl soo g `meeor pmhturo. Gfl tbo pmhturo wgsft protty.\rutb ikufl ao gt g vory ykufe geo gfl dfkhdol kf ay lkkr.

Ubof tbo ergmc hup gppogrol tk ao, mt gppogrol ikr g voryspohmimh rogskf. M just bgl tk imeuro kut wbgt mt wgs.

M bgvo spoft ay oftmro cmio soodmfe ovmlofho ki tbo trutb mf tboagtormgc wkrcl. ]ot M bgvo ikufl gf ovof akro pkworiuc trutb

loop wmtbmf ay kwf pbysmhgc òmfe.Mts òof g sogrhb imccol wmtb oxhmtoaoft gfl glvofturo,

irustrgtmkf, lku`t gfl lmsgppkmftaoft. Mvo bgl tk gljust aytbmfdmfe gfl ufhkfshmkus òcmois tbgt òegf wmtb ay igamcy kikrmemf. Gt tbo sgao tmao, M ikufl aysoci hbgccofeol tk imfl gwgy tk agmftgmf tbkso vory rocgtmkfsbmps wmtb tbo pokpco M ckvo.Ikr mi M hkuclft oa`rgho ckvo tbof tbo trutb wkucl ò

aogfmfecoss tk ao.\rutb mf gcc mts eumsos bgs mfhbol ao hcksor tk ay purpkso4 mt

bgs rovogcol g loopor uflorstgflmfe ki fow pkssm`mcmtmos ikr ayskucs krmemf. Mt bgs fuleol ao tk lohklo tbo smefs gckfe tbowgy, gs M hcmhd ay boocs cmdo Lkrktby gfl agdo ay wgy `ghdbkao

@ut bkw lk wo roaoaòr wbgt wo gro hgpg`co kiwboftboro bgvo gcwgys òof tbkso prkjohtmfe iogr gfl amsmfikragtmkf

upkf us; Ubk strmvo tk aolmhgto us mftk ikreottmfe kur truofgturo, gfl agfmpucgto cmio kf ogrtb ikr tbomr kwf òfoimt gfl

prkimt;


4/19

\bgfdiuccy tboro bgvo gcwgys òof tbo eugrlmgfs ki tbo ergmc.

\brkuebkut tbo geos tboy rmsdol tbomr cmvos tk sogc tbo sohrots,gfl wgmt mt kut, sk gt just tbo rmebt tmao, tboy hkucl rovogc tboaghhkrlmfecy. \bgfd Eklg ekl tbgt dfkws fk eoflorikr tbo

`rgvo skucs wbk imorhocy prktohtol tbms ovmlofho gamlst tbo trgmfwrohd ki kur hkccohtmvo wkrcl bmstkry.

Xk wbgt lkos tbms bgvo tk lk wmtb gwgdofmfe tk tbo hgcc; Gfl

wbgt ki tbo gfhmoft vkmhos tbgt lgro tk spogd tk us gegmf,ospohmgccy tbo oxtrgkrlmfgry vkmho ki tbo Agelgcofo gt tbms tmao;Hkucl bor roicohtmkf ò gf gfhmoft egtowgy tk tbo Erogt Hksamh

Aktbor;Gs tbms Agry rg lmgtos cmebt upkf kur lgrdfoss, M rohgcc tbooxght akaoft tbgt sbo gppogrol tk ao. Mt wgs mf tbo yogr 0>>>,g yogr ògrmfe tbo Pkagf fuaorgcs AA.Ubof M wgcdol tbrkueb tbgt lkkrwgy mf tmao gfl mftk tbo

agtrmx ki tboso wmslka toghbmfes, Agry òhgao tbo hbgcmho tbgtoftmhol ao tk lrmfd irka bor hup. \bkuebt M bgl gcrogly aglotbo jkurfoy tk Kz tk imfl tbo strofetb tbgt wgs mfsmlo ao gccgckfe. @ut M wgs g`kut tk imfl kut just bkw auhb iurtbor tborowgs tk ek

Agry Agelgcofos stkry ms gfktbor bmllof stkry ki opmh

prkpkrtmkf. Uby lk yku tbmfd lml Lgf @rkwfs \bo LgYmfhmHklostmrrol pokpcos skucs kf suhb g eck`gc shgco; Ugs tbgt g hgcctk us tk roaoaòr skaotbmfe tbgt bgl òof ùrmol sk ckfe gek;

Lgf @rkwf wgsft tbo imrst tk prkpkso ktbor tbokrmos ki tbobmstkry ki Hbrmstoflka. \gdo ikr mfstgfho Bkcy @ckkl/Bkcy Ergmc(@gmeoft, Comeb & Cmfhkcf), gfl \bo Cgst \oaptgtmkf ki Hbrmst(fkvoc `y Fmdks Dgzgftzgdms, imca `y Agrtmf Xhkrsoso). \bksoworo prkvkhgtmvo gfl hkftrkvorsmgc `kkds tbgt ekt us tbmfdmfeg`kut tbo Josus gfl Agry stkry.Ubgt g`kut tbo mffor hmrhco ki tbo aystormkus Dfmebts

\oapcgrs gfl tbo Hgtbgrs ki aolmovgc tmaos; Ovor wkflor wbytbo Mfqumsmtmkf rogccy tkkd pcgho; Bkw agfy tmaos lk wo fooltk ò roamflol tboro gro gctorfgto vorsmkfs ki tboso stkrmos,vorsmkfs tbgt agdo akro sofso tbgf tbo kiimhmgc ghhkufts pgssollkwf tbrkuebkut tmao;


5/19

Xkao ki tbo kclost, akst wocc-ostg`cmsbol mfstmtutmkfs mf kur

wkrcl bgvo g bmstkry ki `rgmf-wgsbmfe pokpco, wbotborhkfshmkuscy kr fkt. Gfl agfy òcmovo tbo toghbmfes ki Josusworo hkrruptol ogrcy kf, tk sorvo gs gf oaktmkfgc òcmoi systoa

ikr agfmpucgtmfe tbo agssos.Oaktmkfs gro g pkworiuc tbmfe!Mt ms kur oaktmkfgc rospkfso tk tbms òtrgygc tbgt `rmfes us

lkwf sk agfy logl-ofl stroots gfl uctmagtocy, tk tbo lgrd fmebtki tbo skuc. @ut mi wo hgf agdo mt tbrkueb tbo tuauctukuspgssgeo ki tbms lgrd fmebt, wo hgf gttufo kur bogrts tk kurerogtost pktoftmgc tk tbo cmebt wmtbmf us kur eofotmh hklo

wmtb mts mfboroft mfstruhtmkfs gfl aossgeos, wmtb mts gagzmfeg`mcmtmos ki roeoforgtmkf gfl hrogtmvmty, wmtb mts supor-mftoccmeoftlosmef, gfl wmtb mts Ekl Hklo gs Eroee @rglof hgccs mt.

\bo vkmhos gro hgccmfe, roquostmfe wo suaakf tbo hkurgeo tk

stkp tbo trgsb tgcd gfl eot qumot, gfl cmstof tk tbo Gfhmofts.\boso vkmhos rglmgto irka tbo pgftbokf ki ekls ki agfytrglmtmkfs gfl erogt toghbors ki tbo Gfgsgzm gfl tbo Bkpm,irka tbo Ocoaoftgcs ki tbo Ogrtb tk tbo Gfeocs ki Bogvof,irka Msms gfl \bktb, Xbgdtm gfl Xbmvg, Akbgaaol, @ullbggfl Josus, Aktbor Agry gfl Wugf ]mf.\bo Agelgcofo stgfls ikr tbo ikrekttof gfl foecohtol ioagco

vkmho tbrkuebkut tmao. @ut skaotbmfe ms hbgfemfe mf g `me wgyòhguso sbo roiusos tk ò rocoegtol tk tbo `ghd ki tbo ùs gfyckfeor. Xbo ms imfgccy rmsmfe up!

Agry bgs loagflol M cmstof tk bor tboso cgst twocvo yogrs. GflM ga òemffmfe tk uflorstgfl wby sbo bgs òof sk porsmstoft.Mts fkt just tk lroga g fow mftorprotgtmkf ki tbo Josus stkry. Mtstbgt sbo stgfls gs tbo Erogt Mfmtmgtkr ki tbo Gfhmoft Aystormos,uremfe ao tk lk tbo Erogt Ukrd, tk prkhoss kcl oaktmkfgc gflòbgvmkrgc pgttorfs tbgt fk ckfeor sorvo ao. Gfl mf roturf, sbobgs pcoleol tk prkvmlo ao mfsmebt gfl sboctor irka tbo stkra.

Ubgt stkra yku gsd; Ckkd grkufl. Ubgt lk yku soo;\bo kcl pgrglmea ms hrua`cmfe gfl g fow kfo ms oaoremfe.

Ohkfkamh systoas, pkcmtmhgc systoas, gfl cmamtol wkrcl vmowsgro hrgsbmfe gfl ùrfmfe. Gfl mf skao Ofl-ki-Lgys wgy, tbgtamebt ò just wbgt wo fool, smfho kcl skcutmkfs fk ckfeor agdosofso.


6/19

\bo fow pgrglmea ms wboro M ga òemffmfe tk cmvo, ùt mts

iuccfoss stmcc oculos ao. \bo agstors tocc ao tk sbol ay kcl sdmfgfl oftor akro iuccy mftk tbo fkw. \bms ms rovocgtmkf tboy sgy.\bms ms tbo ^rkamsol Cgfl. \bms ms wboro tbo wgtor turfs tk

wmfo

Kur tohbfkckey ovkcvos ovory amfuto ki ovory lgy. Fowprkluhts oaoreo tbgt roicoht tbo hkapcoxmty ki kur gwgrofossgfl hgpg`mcmty. Xhmofho ms hgptmvgtol `y tbo vgrmg`cos ki qugftuapbysmhs wboro ovorytbmfe oxmsts mf tbo fkw, mf tbo sghrolsmcofho ki g sohkfl.

@ut tbo iuffy tbmfe ms wbof mt hkaos tk kregfmzol rocmemkfgfl mts rovoròrgtmfe oiiohts agfy sooa stuhd mf kcl òcmoisystoas tbgt gro stmcc `mgsol tkwgrls wkaof, systoas stmccstoopol mf hkvor-ups gfl cmos, ki lmstkrtmkfs gfl agfmpucgtmkfs.

Agyò mts tmao tk roakvo tbo agsds ki kur kwf lohoptmkf.Agyò mts tmao tk tgdo tbgt igftgstmh vkygeo wmtbmf. Mi wohkucl rohkfsmlor bmstkrmhgc gfl aytbmhgc stkrmos pgssol lkwftbrkueb tmao, gfl soo tboa mf g fow cmebt, agyò wo just amebtwochkao tbo mfboroft pkwor wmtbmf oghb gfl ovory kfo ki us,fk agttor tbo hkckr ki kur sdmf, tbo hkuftry ki kur `mrtb, kr tbostgtus ki kur skhmk-ohkfkamh hcgss.

M hrmol kut mf tbo fmebt tk tbo ikrhos grkufl ao. M hgccol kut tk

uflorstgfl ay trutb, kfho gfl ikr gcc. Gfl auhb tk aysurprmso, agfy vkmhos rospkflol tk ay hgcc.

@ut bkw hkucl M bgvo magemfol mf tbgt akaoft, wbgt tbgtrogccy aogft; Bkw wkucl M òemf tk skrt mt gcc kut; Gfl wgs Mrogly tk hkaprobofl tbo loptb ki suhb tbmfes;Ukucl M ò `rgvo ofkueb, kr skao amebt sgy ikkcmsb ofkueb,

tk oftor mftk tbo g`yss; Ugs M stoppmfe kut mf `cmfl igmtb, cmdotbo Ikkc mf tbo \grkt \ruaps, aoakrmos mf g `ge tbrkwf ckksocykvor ay sbkuclors;

Ugs ay trgfsimeurgtmkf g`kut tk òemf; Gfl wgs M boglol`ghd tk Kz;


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8/19

Eckrmg Gaoflkcg ^geo 7

\bo lrua ògts.\bo wbmto sgeo ùrfs.Uo wbk bkcl tbo prkpbohmos bkcl tbo wmslka ki kur gfhostkrs.Ovof gs kur pokpco suiiorol gt tbo bgfls ki tbo wbmto agf, wo

fovor lmsroegrlol tbo wgys ki tbo Umso Kfos. Uo bgvo fovor

trglol kur sohrots ikr ykur pcogsuros.Uo bkcl tmebtcy tk kur aoakrmos, ki tbo sbmitmfe ki tbo geos.Uo dfkw tbo Hrogtkr wmcc akvo kur wkrcl mftk tbo foxt hyhco.

Uo uflorstgfl suhb tbmfes òhguso wo bgvo fkt ikrekttof tboUgys ki kur Aktbor.

Uo wmcc tocc yku fkw ki g tgco ki kfo wbk lkos fkt roaoaòr.@ut sbo wgs emvof tbo emit ki roaoaòrmfe mf g lroga.

Gfl sbo lohmlol tk gcckw tbgt aoakry tk hgcc bor `ghd tk tbocgfl ki bor `mrtb.

Bor stkry ms g roamflor tbgt wbgt bgs òof ikrekttof hgf òikufl.

Mt ms gf gfhmoft stkry roigsbmkfol ikr mts tmao.Mt ms g jkurfoy tk rohcgma bor spmrmtugc bormtgeo irka 0>>> yogrs

gek, wboro sbo ekt trgppol.

Gitor 0>>> yogrs, mt ms imfgccy tmao ikr bor tk `rogd iroo gflrohcgma tbo cmio ikrho sbo hgrrmos, gs g vossoc ki tbo wgtors

\bo Oclors

Mt wgs Jucy 0>>8. M wgs oxbgustol gfl ioocmfe suhb gfkvorwbocamfe sofso ki ckss. M wgs fua` irka tbo pgst fmfoakftbs gfl foolol tk eot gwgy igr gwgyirka bkao, irkawkrd, gfl irka tbo prymfe oyos ki pokpco tbgt roamflol ao kiay cmio wmtb \ma.

Xk M ikufl aysoci trgvocmfe `ghd tk Fow Aoxmhk. M bglftòof tk Xgftg Io mf kvor twofty yogrs. Bkw hkucl tbgt ò; Gfl

Hbgptor 7

\bo Losort

Hgccs Ao @ghd


9/19

^geo 0 \bo \kwor gfl tbo Lroga

wby lml tbo vkmhos mf ay bogl doop sgymfe agfy wgmt mfgftmhmpgtmkf; Ubk wgs wgmtmfe; Gfl wbgt woro tboy wgmtmfe ikr;

M bgl just ùrmol ay ufhco. Ymfhoft wgs cmdo g sohkfl lgl tkao. Bms ckss wgs bgrl ofkueb ùt wbof mt wgs gllol tk

ovorytbmfe ocso, mt just tbrow ao kvor tbo oleo. M wgs lotoramfoltk tgdo twk woods gwgy irka tbo imra gfl eot skao rost.

Mt bgl òof yogrs smfho M lml tbgt. Xk M ikufl g lohoft roftgcgfl aglo ay rosorvgtmkf. Mt ckkdol hcogf gfl sooaol cmdo mtwkucl ò g qumot pcgho tk stgy. Agyò M hkucl eot skao scoopgfl tbof try gfl agdo sofso ki tbo aglfoss mf ay cmio. Gfl mitbgt lmlft bgppof, gt cogst mi M hkucl eot skao rost, agyò tbo

aglfoss wkuclft sooa sk `gl.Xk boro M wgs kf g pcgfo tk Gcùquorquo. Xtgrmfe kutsmlo tbo

wmflkw, M hkuclft bocp ùt tbmfd `ghd tk fmfo akftbs gek,wbof, mf kfo lgy, ay cmio hbgfeol ikrovor

Khtkòr ?, 0>>0 ms g lgy M wmcc fovor ikreot. Ay bus`gfl gfl M

woro pcgffmfe tk ek tk g `me surprmso `mrtblgy `gsb. \boy worocgflagrd `mrtblgys ikr ay hkusmf gfl bor bus`gfl. @ut mt wgsgcsk pcgykii tmao ikr tbo Fow ]krd ]gfdoos.\ma wgs fkt bgppy g`kut bgvmfe igamcy k`cmegtmkfs gcc

woodofl ckfe. Bo wgs g lmobgrl ]gfdoos igf. Gitor tbo pgrty,wbmhb wgs gf bkurs lrmvo, wo tbof bgl tk lrmvo tk ^rkvmlofhotk Justmfs hkccoeo. Bos ay skf. Mt wgs igamcy woodofl gt bmsshbkkc, gfl tbms wgs bms imrst soaostor gwgy irka bkao.

M lmlft agdo up tboso ovofts ùt mt sooaol cmdo \ma tbkuebt M

lml, just tk stkp bma irka wgthbmfe tbo ]gfdoos. Bo hkapcotocyckst smebt ki tbo ight tbgt M gcwgys wgthbol spkrts wmtb bma. Bowgs just agl g`kut tbo smtugtmkf gfl wgs tgdmfe mt kut kf ao.

Justmf ms ay kfcy hbmcl. Bo coit bkao tbgt Xoptoaòr tk agjkrmf Hrmamfgc Justmho. Xk M wgs gljustmfe tk tbo oapty fostsyflrkao, ùt bkfostcy, M wgs rocmovol wbof bo coit bkao tbgtsuaaor òhguso M wkucl imfgccy eot g `rogd irka bms ufrocoftmfe

toofgeo gttmtulo.

\ma wgs vory oley tbgt igtoiuc Khtkòr akrfmfe. Bo wgsgffkyol gfl M wgs gffkyol bo wgs gffkyol. M wgs kf tbo


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rohomvmfe ofl ki bms pufmsbmfe gttmtulo, just cmdo wmtb Justmf. Maglo tbo tghk lmp, sbkppol ikr gfl wrgppol tbo `mrtblgy emits,gfl ekt ovorytbmfe tkeotbor tk `rmfe tk Justmf wbgt bo foolol gtshbkkc. M wgs sk irustrgtol wmtb \ma gfl bms cghd ki pgrtmhmpgtmkf

tbgt M gcakst juapol kut ki ay sdmf wbof tbo pbkfo rgfe!Mt wgs ay hkusmf Ymfho, hgccmfe irka tbo rkgl, skaowboro kut

wost. Bo wgs trgvocmfe tk vmsmt skao kcl irmofls mf Hkckrglk,gfl tbkuebt bol ek spofl skao tmao mf tbo losort. Bo ms ay_fhco Ymfhofts skf.Ymfho bosmtgtol gfl tbof tkkd g loop `rogtb. Bo tkcl ao tk

`rgho aysoci. Xgml bo bgl just bufe up tbo pbkfo wmtb bms ùlly

Jkbffy. Jkbffy bgl tgcdol wmtb bms lgl gfl mt wgs `gl fows.Ikr skao rogskf, _fhco Ymfhoft tkcl Jkbffy mfstogl ki Ymfhokr ao tbgt bo bgl coudoamg gfl stkaghb hgfhor, gfl bgl kfcy giow akftbs tk cmvo.

M dfow ay ufhco aglo up skao cgao oxhuso g`kut bms rohoftbkspmtgcmzgtmkf. Bo bgl `grocy aglo mt tk Justmfs bmeb shbkkcerglugtmkf pgrty. Ymfhoft wgs pgco gfl eguft, fkt tbolmstmfeumsbol gfl bgflskao agf wo gcc dfow bma tk ò. @utòmfe tbo dmfl ki euy bo wgs, bo hgao tk tbo pgrty gfl stgyolikr gwbmco. ]ot mt wgs k`vmkus tk ao tbgt lgy tbgt skaotbmfewgs torrm`cy wrkfe. Bo sgml bo wgs imfo, gfl roiusol tk gfsworgfy ktbor quostmkfs.\bo lgy ki Justmfs erglugtmkf pgrty, M roaoaòr ay ufhco ekt

mftk g `gl greuaoft wmtb skaokfo wbmco pcgymfe bkrsosbkos.\bgt wgs sk ufcmdo bma gfl mt aglo ao tgdo fktmho. Xk agfy cmos

woro tkcl lurmfe tbo suaaor ki 0>>0, tbgt ovof fkw, M wgsòemffmfe tk iooc smhd tk ay stkaghb rohgccmfe gcc tbo lohoptmkfgfl òtrgygc.

_fhco Ymfhoft wgs kfo ki tbkso rgro pokpco ovorykfo ckvol.Bo wgs gcwgys tboro ikr bms igamcy, mf tbo smapcost ki wgys.Akstcy mt wgs just òmfe tboro, sbkwmfe up gfl emvmfe yku bmssuppkrt, bms gttoftmkf, bms tmao. Pmebt kr wrkfe, bo wgs mfvostol

mf bms igamcy.Bo wgs gcwgys tboro ikr ao, gcwgys. Ovof tbkueb bo wgs

omebty-kfo yogrs kcl, mt lmlft agttor. M rogccy òcmovol, wmtb gccbms fgturgc roaolmos, bol cmvo wocc mftk bms fmfotmos.


11/19

^geo < \bo \kwor gfl tbo Lroga

Kf tbgt akrfmfe, gcrogly ioocmfe oley gfl irustrgtol, bogrmfe

tbo fows tbgt ay ufhco wgs toramfgccy mcc, wocc, mt pmorhol cmdo gdfmio! M ekt kii tbo pbkfo wmtb Ymfho, bgvmfe gerool tk sgy

fktbmfe tk bms igtbor uftmc bo ekt `ghd bkao. \bgt wkucl ògfktbor wood kr sk.

M hgccol ay ufhco tk soo mi bo wkucl hbgfeo bms amfl gflhkao tk tbo pgrty, ùt bo sgml bo fk. Bo wgs gcwgys suhb gwgrrmkr sk tbms wgsft g ekkl smef. M gsdol bma bkw bo wgsioocmfe. Bo sgml bo wgs g cmttco uflor tbo wogtbor gfl wgs ekmfetk stgy bkao gfl rost.

M sbgrol tbo fows wmtb \ma. Bms igho woft irka agl tk sgl.Bo bgl lovockpol g wgra rocgtmkfsbmp wmtb ay ufhco kvor tboyogrs, gfl tbms turf ki ovofts just stgrtcol bma.\ma gfl M woro mf g lgzo gs wo coit tbo bkuso. \bo rmlo wgs

qumot, wmtb g lmsagc gmr bgfemfe mf tbo hgr tbo oftmro wgy tboro.\ma bgl erkwf hckso tk Ymfhoft, gfl \ma wgs fkt hckso tkagfy pokpco. Gcc M hkucl tbmfd g`kut wgs tbo fows gfl bgvmfetk doop mt g sohrot.

Uo aglo mt tk tbo surprmso pgrty gfl ghtol gs mi ovorytbmfe wgs

imfo. Mt wgs g porioht Khtkòr lgy gt ay hkusmfs igra mfHkffohtmhutwgra sufsbmfo gfl smefs ki tbo gùflgft bgrvostovorywboro. \boro woro puapdmfs gfl gppcos gfl `gcos ki bgy`y tbo `grf4 tbo cogvos woro òemffmfe tk turf vm`rgft hkckrs kirol gfl yocckw gfl krgfeo. \bo lgy wgs imccol wmtb bkaoaglo

ikkl, pokpco tgcdmfe gfl dmls pcgymfe, gfl ckvmfe igamcy eosturos.Fogrmfe tbo ofl ki tbo pgrty, M òegf sgymfe ay ekkl`yos.

\ma gfl M foolol tk eot kf tbo rkgl gfl lrmvo tk ^rkvmlofho.Bo bgl cmebtofol up gt tbo pgrty, gfl wo ghtugccy tgcdol tk oghbktbor wmtbkut tbo pgcpg`co gfeor tbgt bgl òof sk k`vmkusòtwoof us gcc wood.

ôkpco gsdol ao wboro _fhco Ymfhoft wgs. M wkflorol mi tboy

hkucl tocc M wgs bmlmfe skaotbmfe. Bkw gwdwgrl mt wgs tklkleo tbo trutb, ùt tbof gegmf, ikr wbgtovor rogskfs, ay cmiosooaol g trgmfmfe erkufl ikr doopmfe sohrots.\ma gfl M imfgccy sgml kur cgst ekkl`yos gfl boglol kut.


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Eckrmg Gaoflkcg ^geo ?

\bo amfuto wo woro gckfo mf tbo hgr, bms gttmtulo maaolmgtocyroturfol. M pcoglol wmtb bma tk tocc ao wbgt wgs wrkfe, ùt bowgs sk gemtgtol, bo hkuclft spogd g wkrl. Gcc bo lml wgs sbgdobms bogl gfl rkcc bms oyos. Xk M imfgccy lrkppol mt gfl just ekt

qumot.Xkaotmaos bms toapor shgrol ao. Bo fovor ekt pbysmhgc wmtb

ao mf gfy wgy, ùt bo stmcc shgrol ao gt tmaos. Xk M wgs rocmovoltk tufo mftk tbo ]gfdoo egao kf tbo rglmk gfl lrmvo, wmtb fkiurtbor wkrls oxhbgfeol òtwoof us.

Uo aot Justmf kf hgapus. \bof tbo tbroo ki us lrkvo kvor tk

tbo bktoc gfl hbohdol mf. Uo woro stgymfe gt tbo bmstkrmh^rkvmlofho @mctakro Bktoc. Pkkas kf tbms `me woodofl worooxpofsmvo gfl shgrho. \ma wgs hcogr wmtb us bo wgs stgymfe mftbo bktoc rkka tk wgthb tbo rost ki tbo `gso`gcc egao.

Xk Justmf gfl M wgcdol grkufl tbo hmty gfl aglo kur wgy tkkfo ki tbo ovofts kf hgapus. Bo wgs sk bgppy tk ò gwgy irkabkao tbgt tboro wgs fk hrgppy gttmtulo. M sgw g ecmapso ki tbokcl Justmf gfl `rogtbol g smeb ki rocmoi.Gitor tbo ovoft, wbof tbo gulmtkrmua oaptmol, M gsdol bma tk

stgy sogtol, tbgt tboro wgs skaotbmfe M foolol tk tocc bma. Justmfstgrol gt ao wmtb g ckkd ki hkfhorf.

Bo bgl gcrogly ckst twk ergflaktbors gfl g erogt-erogt guft,sk bo bgl oxpormofhol tbo logtb ki igamcy aoaòrs. Boghhoptol tbo fows g`kut bms erogt-ufhcos hgfhor, ùt tbo ckkdkf bms igho spkdo vkcuaos. Mt just burt. Bo erow up wmtb bms

_fhco Ymfhoft gcwgys grkufl, smfho bo wgs smx yogrs kcl, gitorwo bgl akvol `ghd irka Ickrmlg.

Gitor gwbmco Justmf gfl M aglo kur wgy `ghd tk tbo @mctakro. M

hkucl soo tbo \Y mf tbo bktoc rostgurgft4 tbo ]gfdoos bgl ckstgfl woro kut ki tbo pcgykiis. \bgt wgsft ekkl, Justmf lohcgrol.\ma wgs gcrogly gemtgtol. M bgl soof bma ght hrgzy mf tbo pgst

wbof tbo ]gfdoos ckst gfl wkrrmol wbgt tbms amebt trmeeor mfbma fkw.Justmf col tbo wgy up tk tbo rkka. Kfho mfsmlo, bo juapol kf

kfo ki tbo òls. ]gb, bo wgs g hkccoeo irosbagf, ùt bo wgs stmcc


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g `ky gt bogrt. \urfmfe grkufl, M hkucl soo tbo ckkd mf \masoyos, gfl mt just lmlft iooc rmebt. M roamflol bma mt wgs kfcy g`gso`gcc egao. \bgt wgsft tbo rmebt tbmfe tk sgy gfl mt loimfmtocylmlft bocp.

\bo tbroo ki us ekt hcogfol up gfl vofturol kftk tbohrkwlol lkwftkwf stroots, trymfe tk imfl g pcgho tk ogt. @utovory rostgurgft wgs pghdol wmtb g ckfe wgmt. Mt wgs g hrgzy ùsyXgturlgy fmebt wmtb tbo UgtorImro hoco`rgtmkf mf iucc swmfe.

Xk wo hgao iucc hmrhco, gfl oflol up wboro wo òegf tborostgurgft gt tbo @mctakro Bktoc. Ovoftugccy wo ekt g tg`co.Justmf wgs k`cmvmkus tk tbo tofsmkf òtwoof bms stoplgl gfl ao.

Agyò bo wgs bmeb. Bo hortgmfcy wgs ogeor tk roturf tk hgapusgfl eot mftk Xgturlgy fmebt pgrty aklo. Justmf wgs tbrmccol wboflmffor wgs imfgccy sorvol. Bo gto qumhdcy tbof gsdol mi bo hkuclhgcc mt g fmebt. M rogcmzol tbof gfl tboro tbgt bo wgs erkwmfe upgfl imflmfe bms kwf wgy mf tbo wkrcl gfl tbo cgst tbmfe bowgftol wgs tk bgfe kut wmtb us.

\ma gfl M wgcdol Justmf kutsmlo, tk tbo irkft ki tbo bktoc.Lkft yku wgft us tk wgcd yku `ghd tk hgapus; M gsdol.Fk aka. Mts just grkufl tbo hkrfor. Mcc ò imfo. Gfl wmtb

tbgt, bo sgml ekkl`yo gfl vgfmsbol mftk tbo amst ki tbo lgrdlkwftkwf stroot.

@y tbms tmao M bgl roghbol tbo `kmcmfe pkmft wmtb \ma. Agyòmt wgs tbo rogcmzgtmkf wmtb Justmf, ùt M wgs fk ckfeor mf tboakkl tk tkcorgto bms fgsty òbgvmkr tkwgrls ao, bms ufoxpcgmfolgftgekfmsa. M bgl g `gl ioocmfe g`kut bms òbgvmkr, ùt ofkueb

wgs ofkueb.Uo aglo kur wgy `ghd tk tbo bktoc rkka, gfl M wgftol

gfswors.

Ubgt ms ykur ^PK@COA, \ma; ]kuvo òof mapkssm`co tklogc wmtb gcc lgy! Gcc wood! Ubgt tbo BOCC ms wrkfe wmtb yku;

Fktbmfe.

Kb, hakf. ]ku bgvoft òof rmebt ikr lgys.Ma imfo.Fk, ykuro fkt.]os M ga.


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]gb rmebt.Cogvo ao gckfo.Ubgt mf Ekls fgao ms ykur prk`coa;! M shrogaol kut mf

tktgc irustrgtmkf.

Lkft wkrry, Agrtg. Pogccy, yku lkft bgvo tk wkrry g`kut mtgfyakro, \ma sgml.

Gfyakro;]gb.Pogccy;@oof tbmfdmfegflwoccUocc wbgt;

M lkft tbmfd M wgft tk ò agrrmol gfyakro.\ma imfgccy aglo bms sbkhdmfe prkhcgagtmkf, icmppgft gfl

ufoxpohtol. Xmttmfe gt g losd g lmstgfho gwgy, M turfol grkuflgfl ckkdol mf bms oyos4 bo ckkdol gwgy. Xtgrtcol gfl sbkhdolgfl burt, M agfgeol tk gsd bma mi bo wgs bgvmfe gf giigmr. Bosgml fk.\bms wgs sk tktgccy ufoxpohtol. Bkw ckfe bgl bo òof

tbmfdmfe tbms; Gcc wood; Gcc akftb; Gcc suaaor; M hkapksolaysoci ckfe ofkueb tk erg` tbo rkka doy gfl bogl kutlkwftkwf, gwgy irka \ma gfl tbo sboor pgfmh ki tbo akaoftufikclmfe òikro ao.

\bo stroots woro ovof akro hrkwlol tbgf òikro, gs pokpco

aglo tbomr wgy lkwf tk tbo rmvor tk oxpormofho tbo ergflspohtghco ki tbo UgtorImro hoco`rgtmkf. \bo hmty wgs vm`rgft gfl

gcmvo. @ut ovorytbmfe wgs akvmfe mf sckw aktmkf ikr ao. Ugs mtjust g `gl lroga; Mi M hkucl just eot tk tbo rmvor gfl spcgsb skaohkcl wgtor kf ay igho, agyò M wkucl wgdo up irka tbofmebtagro ki tbms lgy gfl ovorytbmfe wkucl ò cmdo mt wgs cgstwood.

Bgl \ma aot skaokfo ocso; Gfl mi bo lml, wbof lml bo imfltbo tmao; Ubof hkucl tbgt bgvo bgppofol; Uo woro gcwgys smlo

`y smlo, gcwgys lkmfe tbmfes tkeotbor. Ubof hkucl bo bgvoikufl tbo tmao tk ò wmtb skaokfo ocso; Ubk wgs sbo; Ugs mtskaokfo mf bms kiimho; Uby wgs tbms bgppofmfe;


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Bo wgs tbo kfo wbk wgs rocoftcoss g`kut us eottmfe agrrmol.Agdo mt kiimhmgc. M rogccy lmlft wgft tk agdo tbgt hkaamtaoftgegmf, ùt bo aglo ao iooc eumcty tbgt wo wkucl ò sottmfe g `gloxgapco ikr Justmf. Uo foolol tk agdo g ikragc hkaamtaoft,

bo mfsmstol.Bo hkfstgftcy roamflol ao tbgt bms ckvo wgs ikrovor gfl

gcwgys4 bo ovof bgl mt ofergvol kf ay wollmfe rmfe. Gfl fkw,mf tbms surrogc gfl ufoxpohtol turf ki ovofts, bo lmlft tbmfd bowgftol tk ò agrrmol gfyakro!

M wgflorol tbo stroots ikr g vory ckfe tmao, gsdmfe aysocipgmfiuc gfl rmlmhuckus quostmkfs. Fovor tbkuebt tbms wkucl

bgppof wmtb \ma. Ukucl fovor bgvo gerool tk eot agrrmolgegmf, mi M dfow tbms wgs hkamfe. Bkw hkucl bo lk tbms tk tbowkagf bo sgml bo wkucl ckvogcwgys gfl ikrovor; Mt ioct aogfgfl hgrocoss gfl M ioct cmdo tbrkwmfe up!

@ut M just dopt wgcdmfe gfl wgcdmfe gfl wgcdmfe. M bgl cksttrghd ki tmao gfl wboro M ekmfe. Gfl òikro M dfow mt, M wgswgcdmfe gckfo mf g vory lgrd gccoy. \boro wgs trgsb gfl lmrt gfltbgt ufamstgdg`co saocc ki urmfo. M ckkdol up, kfcy tk rogcmzo Mwgs lrogliuccy ckst. M wgs cmebt-boglol gfl quogsy, gfl fkw Mwgs shgrol.

_p gbogl wgs gf kamfkus, rgeeol agf curdmfe mf tbosbglkws. M maaolmgtocy hgccol kf Grhbgfeoc Amhbgoc tk prktohtao, tk eot ao kut ki tbms aoss, tbrkueb tbms lgrd pgssgeo, gfl`ghd tk skao soa`cgfho ki sgioty. Ay gfeocs bgl fovor igmcolao òikro, ùt tbms lgy wgs sk iucc ki trgemh akaofts, M wgsft

suro wbgt wkucl bgppof foxt.Mt sooaol cmdo lgys smfho bogrmfe tbo `gl fows g`kut ay

ufhcos coudoamg, ovof tbkueb mt bgl kfcy bgppofol bkurs gek.Gfl Justmf wgs mf bms kwf wkrcl fkw, g wkrcl tbgt gitoromebtoof yogrs bgfls-kf pgroftmfe, hcogrcy lmlft mfhculo ao.Gfl tbof, kut ki tbo `cuo, \ma lohcgrol bo lmlft wgft tk ò

agrrmol gfyakro - wmtb suhb hkfvmhtmkf, mt sooaol cmdo bo aust

bgvo aglo up bms amfl akftbs gek. M wgs hortgmf bo bgl gcroglyikufl skaokfo ocso. \bgt pkssm`mcmty aglo ao wogd mf tbodfoos. G bueo swkrl bgl pmorhol ay bogrt tbroo tmaos kf tbgt


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Eckrmg Gaoflkcg ^geo =

lgy, gfl M wgsft suro M wgftol tk cmvo gfyakro. Mt wgs just tkkauhb.

\k tbms lgy, Ma fkt suro wbgt rogccy bgppofol mf tbgt lgrd

gccoywgy mf ^rkvmlofho. M roaoaòr òmfe icgt kut kf tbo erkuflgfl tbo bkaocoss euy dfoocmfe òsmlo ao, sbgdmfe ao. M wkdoup gfl tbof stgrtol tk sk` ufhkftrkccg`cy. M hkucl saocc tbostofhb hkamfe irka tbms pkkr agf gfl hkuclft òcmovo bo bglbms bgfls gcc kvor ao. Bo wgs omtbor trymfe tk hkfskco ao kr bowgs g`kut tk gssguct ao. Xbmt, Ma mf trku`co, rogc trku`co boro. Megspol.

Bo dopt sbgdmfe ao uftmc M ekt up tbo hkurgeo tk gsd bma tkstkp. Gfl auhb tk ay surprmso, bo lml. \bof bo tkcl aoskaotbmfe strgfeo bgl bgppofol wbmco M wgs gscoop. \bms lmrty,saoccy, skcmtgry agf tkcl ao bo sgw g `rmebt cmebt surrkufl ao.Mt shgrol bma gfl bo trmol tk ruf gwgy ùt bms coes wkuclftakvo. Bo sgml bo lmlft wgft tk cogvo ao tboro ùt bo lmlftwgft tk eot `cgaol ikr burtmfe ao omtbor. Bo sgml fk`klywkucl òcmovo bma mi bo tkcl tbo trutb ki wbgt bgppofol. @ut fkagttor bkw bo trmol tk ruf gwgy, bo sgml tbo cmebt bgl g bkcl kfbma gfl bo just dfoocol òsmlo ao, wmsbmfe M wkucl wgdo up.Gfl tbms ms wboro mt eots strgfeo.Bo sgml gf gfeoc gppogrol tboro mf tbgt lgrd gccoywgy. \bo

gfeoc wgs vory tgcc gfl bgl bueo wmfes, bo hcgmaol. \bms euysgml tbo gfeoc tkcl bma fkt tk cogvo ao, ùt tk stgy wmtb ao uftmcM wkdo up. Bo sgml tbo gfeoc tkcl bma mt wgsft ay tmao tk lmo,

wgsft ay tmao tk cogvo tbms ogrtb. \bo agf tbof sgml tbo gfeoctkcl bma tk tocc ao tbgt tboro wgs skaotbmfe mapkrtgft Mbgl tk imfl. Gfl tbgt tbo gfeoc wkucl gppogr gegmf gfl tocc aoakro wbof tbo tmao wgs rmebt!Ubof M wgs imfgccy g`co tk hgca lkwf gfl ikhus kf bms wkrls,

M sgw trutb mf bms oyos gfl wgs rocmovol tk rogcmzo bo wgs gsshgrol gs ao. Agyò bo wgs ovof akro girgml ki ao tbgf M wgs

ki bma. Fk akro wkrls woro oxhbgfeol òtwoof us, just tbo`cgfd stgros ki twk pokpco wbk igto bgl tbrkwf tkeotbor.

Xkaobkw M hkapksol aysoci, stkkl up gfl ekt ay ògrmfes.M tbgfdol bma ikr cmstofmfe tk tbo gfeoc gfl stgymfe wmtb ao. Bo


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^geo 7> \bo \kwor gfl tbo Lroga

stgrol mf lmsòcmoi gfl tbof lmsgppogrol mftk tbo fmebt. Xckwcy Mikufl ay wgy `ghd tk tbo rmvor, pgst tbo iostmvo hoco`rgtmkfs,gfl `ghd tk tbo @mctakro Bktoc. Fkt suro wbgt gwgmtol ao, ùtgt cogst M wgs `rogtbmfe gfl wgcdmfe gfl mf kfo pmoho. Gamlst

tbo hbgks ki tbms trguagtmh lgy, gf gfeoc gppogrol tk g bkaocossagf gfl egvo tbms pkkr strgfeor g aossgeo ikr ao. M wgs mf gstgto ki sbkhd ùt mf ay bogrt, M dfow tbgt kf tbms lgy, ay cmiobgl hbgfeol ikrovor gfl tbmfes wkucl fovor ò tbo sgao


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Ugcdmfe wmtb tbo Umlkws Xkf`y Bogtbor Hgrvor

Ergvo Lmstrghtmkfs ^[email protected]

Hgvorfs, Hguclrkfs, gfl Hkfhogcol Hrogturos

`y Ua. Amhbgoc Aktt

Kitof amsuflorstkkl, Irooagskfry bgs òof tbohoftor ki hkfspmrghy tbokrmsts jg`s gfl spohucg-tmkfs ki bkrrmiymfe rmtugcs. Gutbkr BogtborHgrvor oflogvkrs tk loaystmiy tbo fgturo gfl

prghtmhos mf Irooagskfry mf Ugcdmfe wmtb tboUmlkw's Xkf. Lrgwmfe irka bor oxpormofhos gstbo wmio ki g ^gst Ckleo Agstor, Hgrvor usosogsy tk uflorstgfl prkso gfl oxgapcos tk agdotbo bmstkry gfl k`sorvgfhos ki Irooagskfryghhossm`co tk ovorykfo. \bms toxt ms porioht ikrtbo wmvos, hbmclrof, gfl irmofls ki Agskfs wbkwmsb tk bgvo g òttor uflorstgflmfe ki tboHrgit. Gf oxhorpt irka g rovmow mf tbo Fkv-Loh

0>77 Olmtmkf ki tbo Xhkttmsb Pmto Jkurfgc: "M austglamt tbgt wbof tbms `kkd imrst grrmvol mf tbo agmc, M ckkdol g `mt gsdgfho.M skkf hbgfeol ay amfl. \bms cmttco `kkd msft wrmttof ikr Agskfs, mt mswrmttof ikr Agskfs wmvosospohmgccy porbgps tbkso wmvos wbkso irmoflskr hburhb aoaòrs gro suspmhmkus ki kr mefkrgft g`kut Irooagskfry.Gfl mt bmts mts tgreot. M bgvo ckgfol mt tk tbo wmvos ki skao @rktbors, gfltboy erogtcy ofjkyol mt."

Ms tbo imrst `kkd ki mts dmfl tk oxgamfo tbostrmdmfe smamcgrmtmos òtwoof ikcdckro,rocmemkus, aytbmh, "fow geo," imhtmkfgc, gflimrst-bgfl oyowmtfoss gfl bmstkrmhgc ghhkuftski gfkagckus òmfes, oftmtmos, hryptmls,

bmllof hmvmcmzgtmkfs, gfl rocgtol gfkagcmos.Lrgwmfe irka shmoftmimh ights, ikcdckro,hkapgrgtmvo aytbkckey gfl oyowmtfoss/gfohlktgc skurhos, mt ms loakfstrg`co tbgt tbostruhturo ki kur pcgfot, tbo bmstkry ki kurspohmos, tbo uflorcymfe trutbs lmseumsol gskur aytbs, coeofls, ikcdckro gfl " pkphucturo " mageory, gro fkt qumto wbgt wobgvo òof col tk òcmovo.


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