The New Dialogue with the Spirit of the Earth

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7== \ajksk}ar gdl ksbc~zcbgdbsh& >>+77+72=9"$

\aj ljscjd| k` |aj fk`|r Ca~bs| Szd Njbdi |k |aj Jg~|a gdl Abs ckddjc|bkd yb|a kz~ Jg~|a yk~fl ags rj| gdk|aj~ hks|

bh}k~|gd| jfjhjd|5 .^kziafr bd |aj hbllfj k` |aj ljpjfk}hjd| k` |aj Kfl Szd |aj~j ag}}jdjl |aj i~jg|& pgs|fr

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|abddj~ j|aj~ jfjhjd|s$

Gs lbs|bdc| `~kh yag| yj cgff |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag& |aj i~jg| Jg~|a sgc~b`bcj& yj cgd s}jgo k` g Szd sgc~b`bcj&

yabca ckdsbs|jl k` |aj `gc| |ag| gf|akzia g Njbdi caksj |k fbpj ghkdi |aksj ikls yabca kdfr ygd|jl |k fbpj bd |aj `bdj~

jfjhjd|s& rj| |abs Njbdi ljpjfk}jl `k~cjs k` g ljdsj~ dg|z~j yabca yj~j gljwzg|j |k |aj dg|z~j k` |aj Jg~|a jfjhjd|s$

Gdl sk& sbdcj |aj Szd ljpjfk}hjd|& yj agpj bd |aj ~gdos k` |aksj Njbdis yabca g~j gc|zgffr g~hjl yb|a |ajb~ `k~cjs

kdfr `k~ |aj j|aj~bc& kdj Njbdi yabca ags gd bd|bhg|j ~jfg|bkdsab} bd |aj yk~fl(j|aj~ `k~ |aj jg~|afr$ Sbdcj |aj Kfl Szd

|abs Njbdi ags njjd ygb|bdi `k~ |aj ~bia| hkhjd| |k fjgl bd|k |aj Jg~|a b|sjf` |aj `k~cjs |ag| b| ljpjfk}jl$

Gdl b| ygs |aj i~jg| g||gbdhjd| k` Ug~g|azs|~g |ag| aj ~jgfbsjl5 )Bd yag| bs kz| |aj~j gs |aj Szd |aj~j bs skhj|abdi fj`|kpj~ `~kh |aj Kfl Szd |ag| ckd|gbds `k~ |aj hkhjd| |abs Njbdi$ Nz| |aj hkhjd| bs g}}~kgcabdi yajd |abs Njbdi ybff

gfsk cg~~r Abs `k~h& yabca hjgsz~js z} |k |aj Jg~|a jfjhjd|s& lkyd kd|k |aj Jg~|a$) \ag| yabca bd kdj hkhjd|

jd|j~jl bd|k |aj ~gdos k` ikls s|gdlbdi yb|akz|& |ag| ygs bdljjl |aj Ca~bs|& yak g| |aj ng}|bsh bd |aj Ek~lgd jd|j~jl

bd|k |aj nklr k` Ejszs k` Dgug~j|a$. !IG 7>2 Ykdlj~s k` |aj Yk~fl& >:+1+7277"

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\aj ljpjfk}hjd| k` Jg~|a gdl azhgdb|r ~zds }g~gffjf$ Bd |aj ckz~sj k` |aj Jg~|a ljpjfk}hjd| |aj ajg~| srs|jh bs

`k~hjl yabca ckdsbs|s k` .ckdljdsjl j|aj~(yk~fl& ckdljdsjl `k~cjs k` |aj j|aj~(yk~fl$. Gigbd& bd bd|bhg|j

ckddjc|bkd yb|a |abs s|gdls |aj ljpjfk}hjd| k` |aj n~gbd$

\aj n~gbd ckzfl dk| nj g pbgnfj bds|~zhjd| `k~ kz~ bhgibdi fb`j b` |aj~j yj~j dk| ckd|bdzgf j|aj~ s|~jghs& j|aj~bsbdis|~jghs ikbdi z} `~kh |aj ajg~| |k |aj ajgl$ \aj )z}}j~) gdl )fkyj~) ikls }g~|bcb}g|j bd|bhg|jfr bd `k~hbdi |ajsj

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dky bhgibdj |ag| |aj yk~obdis k` nk|a |ajsj i~kz}s k` ikls hjj| bd |aj cjd|~j k` |aj Jg~|a& |ag| bs yar |aj k~igd(fboj

szns|gdcj g~bsjs |aj~j& yabca njckhjs g}}g~jd| |k |aj sjj~ gs skhj|abdi ~jsjhnfbdi |aj azhgd ajg~| gdl n~gbd$ !Dk|j5

|aj fjc|z~j k` >:+1+7277 bd IG 7>2 Ykdlj~s k` |aj Yk~fl& bs ngsbc |k |aj zdlj~s|gdlbdi k` |aj gnkpj$"

Akyjpj~& |aj Ca~bs| lkjs dk| |k|gffr jq}jdl Abhsjf` bd |aj Njbdi k` |aj ]fgdj|g~r S}b~b|5

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fjgpj dk|abdi njabdl yabca ykzfl ~jhgbd zds}b~b|zgfbsjl& nz| jpj~r|abdi ybff ik kpj~ bd|k |aj s}b~b|zgf ckh}fj|jfr&

gdl ybff ik kpj~ yb|a |aj azhgd skzfs |k |aj Ez}b|j~ s|g|j gs s}b~b|$ \abs ibpjs zs kdj k` |aj ngsbc lb``j~jdcjs nj|yjjd

|aj }fgdj|g~r s}b~b|s gdl |aj Ca~bs|$.

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\abs `gc| jdgnfjs zs |k zdlj~s|gdl yar |aj sjj~ cgd gfsk }j~cjbpj skhj|abdi bd |aj bddj~hks| fgrj~ k` |aj Jg~|a yabca

sakys b|sjf` gs |ag| .|a~kzia |aj bd`fzjdcj k` yabca nfgco hgibc g~bsjs bd |aj yk~fl.& gdl `~kh yabca .|aj }kyj~ k`

s}b~b|zgf jpbf. jhgdg|js$ \azs bdljjl |aj ga~bhgdbc yk~os kdjsbljlfr'

Akyjpj~& |aj Ca~bs| bs dk| jqagzs|jl bd |aj Njbdi k` |aj ]fgdj|g~r S}b~b|$ B| g}}jg~s ( g`|j~ ikbdi& sk |k s}jgo& |a~kzia|aj hbl(}kbd| k` |aj Jg~|a ( kdcj gigbd bd |aj

sz~~kzdlbdis& bd |aj j|aj~ yjgpbdi k` |aj Jg~|a$ !c$`$ Ijk~ij Glghs gdl Kfbpj Ybcaj~"$

Yj agpj sjjd |ag| gs jg~fr gs |aj Kfl Szd |aj Ca~bs| }fgcjl Abhsjf` nj|yjjd |aj z}}j~ gdl fkyj~ ikls$

Nz| yag| fbpjs gdl yjgpjs nj|yjjd |ajsj z}}j~ gdl fkyj~ ikls n~bdis `k~|a kd Jg~|a yag| yj zszgffr cgff )Dg|z~j)$

\ag| bs yar |aj Ca~bs| bs |aj Njbdi yak jds}b~b|s Dg|z~j& |aj s}b~b|zgf fb`j yb|abd Dg|z~j$

Yj ybff dky dk| `bdl b| kll yajd ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ sgrs5 .Jpj~r|abdi |ag| fbpjs gdl nz~ijkds gdl i~kys kd Jg~|a& |ag| bs

|aj Ca~bs|$ Aj bs bd gff sjjls& bd gff |aj |~jjs& gdl bd gff |ag| fbpjs gdl nz~ijkds kd |aj Jg~|a$. !IG 29 \aj Ca~bs|bgd

Hrs|j~r& >+7>+72=0"$

Yb|a |aj njibddbdi k` |aj rjg~ 727=& ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ njibds s}jgobdi k` |aj |ajhj yabca bs hks| bh}k~|gd| `k~ kz~

|bhj5 \aj ~j(g}}jg~gdcj k` |aj Ca~bs| bd |aj j|aj~bc$ Dzhj~kzs fjc|z~js yj~j ibpjd gnkz| |abs kpj~ hgdr rjg~s$ G

dzhnj~ k` |ajh g~j ig|aj~jl |kij|aj~ bd |aj pkfzhj IG 771$ \aj ck~j k` gff |ajsj fjc|z~js bs |aj `kffkybdi5

\aj g}ks|fj ]gzf odjy `~kh abs Ajn~jy bdb|bg|bkd |ag| |aj Ca~bs| ykzfl nj bdck~}k~g|jl bd g azhgd nklr$ Nz| gs Sgzf

aj ckzfl dk| njfbjpj |ag| |aj hgd yak lbjl kd |aj c~kss ygs |aj Ca~bs|$

\a~kzia |aj Lghgsczs jpjd| akyjpj~& aj sgy |aj Ca~bs| bd |aj Jg~|a)s gz~g& `k~ aj agl njckhj cfgb~pkrgd|$ G`|j~ |ag|

aj ckzfl dk| kdfr gcodkyfjlij |aj ~jsz~~jc|bkd& aj jpjd njcghj |aj g}ks|fj yak lbl hks| k` gff `k~ |aj s}~jglbdi k`

Ca~bs|bgdb|r$

Aj agl |aj Lghgsczs jq}j~bjdcj gs g }~jhg|z~j nb~|a$ B| ybff njibd bd |aj >=|a cjd|z~r gdl ybff i~glzgffr jdckh}gssfg~ij~ gdl fg~ij~ i~kz}s k` }jk}fj& sk |ag| dky& gdrkdj cgd agpj szca g Lghgsczs jq}j~bjdcj yak ~jgffr cg~js gnkz|

|aj ckddjc|bkd yb|a |aj Ca~bs|$

^zlkf` S|jbdj~ cgffs |aj cfgb~pkrgdcj yabca jhgdg|js ~kh |abs djy Lghgsczs jq}j~bjdcj& )j|aj~(sjjbdi)$

\aj yakfj ljsc~b}|bkd k` |aj lbpbdj(ckshbc ag}}jdbdi bd yabca |aj fk`|r Ca~bs| Szd S}b~b| zdb|js Abhsjf` yb|a kz~

Jg~|a yk~fl& agl |k nj ibpjd bd k~lj~ |ag| ckidb|bkd ~jcjbpj g s|~kdi gdl ~jfbgnfj `kzdlg|bkd$

Ckidb|bkd sakzfl dk| ~jhgbd g }j~skdgf hg||j~& nz| bs |aj ygr |k |aj }kssbnbfb|r k` ~jgfbsbdi |aj |gsos k` azhgdb|r$

Gdrkdj yak ybff dk| |~gpjf |aj }g|as k` szca ckidb|bkd cgd s|bff sgr |k abhsjf`& akyjpj~5

S}b~b| odkyfjlij sakys |ag| |aj ckshbc Ca~bs|(Njbdi ags bd|bhg|jfr zdb|jl Abhsjf` yb|a |aj fb`j k` |aj Jg~|a$

\aj~jbd |aj yk~ls k` Ca~bs| g~j ck~~knk~g|jl5 .B gh yb|a rkz gff lgrs zd|bf |aj jdl k` |aj yk~fl$.


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Yb|a |aj `kffkybdi wzk|g|bkd yj ckhj dky |k |aj s}jcb`bc wzjs|bkd k` |aj Skz|aj~d Ajhbs}aj~j5 .Fj| zs dky fkko g|

|aj }fgd| gdl b|s ~jfg|bkdsab} |k |aj Jg~|a$ \aj }fgd| ags kdfr g }arsbcgf gdl j|aj~bc nklr& sk `k~ |aj }fgd| kdfr szca g

ckdscbkzsdjss bs }kssbnfj gs |aj azhgd njbdi ags bd sfjj}$

Yabfs| |aj gdbhgf ags g i~kz}(skzf& |aj ckdscbkzsdjss k` |aj }fgd| bs ckdcjd|~g|jl bd |aj cjd|~j k` |aj Jg~|a$ \aj

}fgd|s g~j sk zdb|jl yb|a |aj Jg~|a |ag| |ajr g~j |k nj sjjd gs hjhnj~s k` fbhns k` |aj Jg~|a$

\aj bdlbpblzgf }fgd|s lk dk| agpj gd gs|~gf nklr& nz| |ajr g~j jhnjlljl bd |aj gs|~gf nklr k` |aj Jg~|a$ \aj gs|~gfnklr k` |aj Jg~|a s|gdls bd g |yk(ygr ~jfg|bkdsab} |k |ag| k` |aj Szd$

Yj `bdl g }~kcjss sbhbfg~ |k |aj gf|j~dg|bkd k` sfjj} gdl ygobdi ckdscbkzsdjss bd hgd& bd |aj abiaj~ ckdscbkzsdjss k`

|aj Jg~|a$

Gs g ~jszf| k` |ag|& |aj }fgd|s nz~ijkd bd szhhj~& |ajr ij~hbdg|j& i~ky& nfksskh |kyg~ls |aj Szd$

Lz~bdi |aj ybd|j~ |aj gs|~gf nklr k` |aj Szd yb|al~gys `~kh |aj Jg~|a$

\aj gs|~gf nklr k` |aj Jg~|a bs |a~kyd ngco kd b|s kyd ~jskz~cjs& b| yb|al~gys |k |aj cjd|~j k` |aj Jg~|a& |aj pjij|g|bkd

k` |aj Jg~|a ~js|s$. !IG 7== \ajksk}ar gdl ksbc~zcbgdbsh& >>+77+72=9"$

\abs ~bsbdi gdl gffbdi fb`j bd |aj Jg~|a)s g|hks}aj~j& yabca cgzsjs |aj sjgskds gdl yb|a yabca |aj Ca~bs| ags bd|bhg|jfrzdb|jl Abhsjf` ybff dky nj jqghbdjl$


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\aj ~ar|ahbc ~bsbdi gdl `gffbdi fb`j k` |aj Jg~|a S}b~b| bs ljsc~bnjl cfjg~fr nr ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ bd |aj fjc|z~j k`

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ckdscbkzsdjss yabca jq}j~bjdcjs |aj crcfjs k` ygobdi gdl sfjj}bdi& ybd|j~ gdl szhhj~& aj cgd ~bsj z} nr

fjg~dbdi |k fkko g| abhsjf` `~kh |aj kz|sblj$

\ajd |aj }j~skd njckhjs gyg~j |ag| aj cgd fkko ngco kd abhsjf` gs aj fkkos kd k|aj~ |abdis `~kh |aj kz|sblj$

\ajd aj pbjys gfsk |aj |abdis& |aj crcfjs& bd kz|j~ fb`j$ Aj sjjs s|g|js yabca gf|j~dg|j$

Aj sjjs aky abs nklr& gs fkdi gs aj bs kz|sblj abhsjf`& |gojs kd g `k~h yabca bs fboj |aj Jg~|a& yb|a b|s

pjij|g|bkd bd szhhj~$

Yag| hg|j~bgf(}arsbcgf scbjdcj ljsc~bnjs gs dj~pjs& |abs |aj }j~skd |ajd njibds |k }j~cjbpj gs g s}~kz|bdi k`

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sa~bdos z} gigbd gdl njckhjs |aj bds|~zhjd| k` |abdobdi& jjfbdi gdl ybffbdi& bd |aj ygobdi ckdscbkzsdjss k` hgd$

Aj `jjfs abs ikbdi kz| gdl ~j(jd|j~bdi |aj nklr gs gdgfkikzs |k |aj cagdibdi k` ybd|j~ gdl szhhj~ kd |aj

Jg~|a ( aj `jjfs g szhhj~|bhj kd ikbdi |k sfjj} gdl g ybd|j~|bhj kd gygojdbdi$

B| bs dk| |aj k|aj~ ygr ~kzdl& gs }jk}fj hbia| jgsbfr |abdo& `kffkybdi jq|j~dgf& sz}j~`bcbgf ckdcj}|s$

Aj ckhjs |k zdlj~s|gdl akyjpj~& `~kh |abs hkhjd| kd& yag| |aj Jg~|a S}b~b| bs? |ag| |aj Jg~|a S}b~b| sfjj}s

bd szhhj~ gdl ygojs bd ybd|j~& gdl dk| |aj k|aj~ ygr ~kzdl$

\ag| bs yag| |aj }j~skd ij|s |k odky& aj ij|s |k odky |aj i~jg| jq}j~bjdcj k` bljd|b`rbdi abhsjf` yb|a |aj

Jg~|a S}b~b|$

@~kh |abs hkhjd| kd aj sgrs5 B lkd)| kdfr fbpj bd hr sobd? fboj |aj cjff bd hr k~igdbsh& sk lk B fbpj bd |aj

k~igdbsh k` |aj Jg~|a$ \aj Jg~|a sfjj}s bd szhhj~ gdl ygojs bd ybd|j~& gs B sfjj} gdl ygoj bd |aj cagdijs k` |aj

lgr$

Gdl gs |aj cjff s|gdls |k hr ckdscbkzsdjss& sk lk B s|gdl |k |aj ckdscbkzsdjss k` |aj Jg~|a$. !IG 72+:+7273"

B| ckzfl nj knejc|jl |ag| |aj jq}j~bjdcjs aj~j ljsc~bnjl g~j kdfr gpgbfgnfj |k |aksj yak agpj gnskfpjl |aj

ck~~js}kdlbdi jsk|j~bc scakkfbdi$ nz| b| hzs| nj ~jhjhnj~jl |ag| jsk|j~bc scakkfbdi kdfr gd|bcb}g|js skhj|abdi yabca

ybff kdj lgr nj g zdbpj~sgffr gpgbfgnfj jq}j~bjdcj$

\aj |bhj ybff ckhj yajd }jk}fj ybff ~jgfbsj |ag| b| bs hk~j }~gc|bcgf |k nj k~bjd|g|jl gcck~lbdi |k jsk|j~bc }kbd|s k`

pbjy njcgzsj |aj fg||j~ fjgl azhgd dg|z~j |k k}|bhzh ~jszf|s$

\aj ckd|jd| k` |aj gnkpj wzk|g|bkd ags njjd ljpjfk}jl bd hk~j lj|gbf nr ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ bd |aj crcfj )\aj J``jc|s k`

S}b~b|zgf Ljpjfk}hjd|) !IG 73+:+727>

!IG 7:: Kd |aj Hjgdbdi k` Fb`j"5

.Hgd ags g sbdifj dg|z~j ckd|~kffbdi abs }arsbcgf gdl j|aj~bc nklbjs? g sbdifj }srcak(s}b~b|zgf dg|z~j njfkdis

|k |ag| yabca bs abs }arsbcgf azhgd nklr gdl j|aj~bc azhgd nklr$

Nz| |aj~j g~j g i~jg| hgdr s}b~b|s njfkdibdi |k |aj Jg~|a(nklr$ Yag| bd hgd)s }srcak(s}b~b|zgf dg|z~j bs g

zdb|r& bs& gs ~jig~ls |ag| k` |aj Jg~|a& g hzf|b}fbcb|r$ \abs bs |aj |aj cabj` lbs|bdc|bkd$

Yb|a |aj jqcj}|bkd k` |abs lb``j~jdcj& jpj~r|abdi jfsj bs bd g cj~|gbd ygr gdgfkikzs$

\k kcczf| pbsbkd bs ~jpjgfjl aky bd |aj sghj hjgsz~j gs i~jjd }fgd|s ckhj `k~|a `~kh |aj Jg~|a bd s}~bdi&

|aksj s}b~b|s yakh yj cgff |aj Jg~|a(s}b~b|s yb|al~gy ~kh |aj Jg~|a$

Kdfr aj~j gigbd |ajr lk dk|& gs bs |aj cgsj yb|a hgd& gnskfz|jfr fjgpj |aj Jg~|a? |ajr hkpj ~kzdl b|& |ajr}gss bd g cj~|gbd ygr |k |aj k|aj~ sblj k` |aj Jg~|a$


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hkpjs ~kh |aj dk~|aj~d |k |aj skz|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j yajd szhhj~ bs g}}~kgcabdi bd |aj dk~|a$.

Gs szca ljsc~b}|bkds g~j k` i~jg| sbidb`bcgdcj `k~ kz~ wzjs|bkd& yj sagff wzk|j `~kh |yk `z~|aj~ sjc|bkds bd jgca cgsj

|aj hks| bh}k~|gd| }g~gi~g}a5

.Bd szhhj~ |aj s}b~b|zgf njbdis yabca g~j ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj }fgd| obdilkh sfjj}& gdl bd ybd|j~ |ajr gygojd gdl

}j~hjg|j |aj hgss k` |aj }fgdj|$ Dky b| bs k` ckz~sj sk& |ag| yabfj b| bs ybd|j~ kd |aj kdj agf` k` |aj Jg~|a& b| bs szhhj~kd |aj k|aj~ agf`$

Aky lkjs |ag| yk~o kz|;

\aj ~ar|ahbc bd|j~}fgr bs szca |ag| |aj s}b~b|s k` |aj Jg~|a& yajd |ajr fjgpj |aj dk~|aj~d agf` k` |aj Jg~|a bd szhhj~&

hbi~g|j |k |aj skz|aj~d agf`$ \ajr }j~hjg|j gdl hbi~g|j g~kzdl |aj Jg~|a ~ar|ahbcgffr$. !IG 7"$

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gz|zhd gdl ybd|j~$

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ajgpjd)s ajbia|s& bd|k |aj gs|~gf ajbia|s& gdl kd|k |aj k|aj~ sblj k` |aj Jg~|a$

Yajd yj agpj s}~bdi gigbd& |ajd |ajr ik |k sfjj} kdcj hk~j$ \ag| bs dk| ckd|~glbc|jl nr |aj `gc| |ag| |aj

Jg~|a sfjj}s& `b~s| kd |aj kdj agf` gdl |ajd kd |aj k|aj~ agf`$. !IG 7"

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Obdilkhs k` Dg|z~j) !IG 730&


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Yj `b~s| djjl S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj bd k~lj~ |k ckhj kdcj gigbd |k odkyfjlij k` |aj Ca~bs|$ @k~ |aj Ca~bs| bs kd Jg~|a& nz|

|ag| yabca sz~~kzdls Abh bs bd |aj yk~fl k` |aj z}}j~ abj~g~cabjs$ Gdl b| ygs |aj i~jg| |jh}|g|bkd k` azhgdb|r bd

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b|sjf` ~jckidb|bkd k` |aj kz|j~ `k~cjs k` dg|z~j$

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hg||j~$.

!IG >=3 \aj ]~jsjd| C~bsbs bd Hgd)s Ljpjfk}hjd|& >9+>+72>7"$

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ljg|a& gdl cgd nj sjjd |klgr )bd |aj j|aj~bc)& |ag| |abs S}b~b| bs g Njbdi yaksj ckshbc hgidb|zlj cgd dk| nj

jdckh}gssjl yb|a kz~ fbhb|jl cg}gcb|r k` skzf$

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}j~skd cgd gf~jglr jq}j~bjdcj |klgr gs |aj Ca~bs|$

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lb``bczf|r& `k~ g ig} jqbs|s nj|yjjd )|aj sbh}fj hgd k` Dgug~j|a)& yabca& yajd gff bs sgbl gdl lkdj& bs gff |ag| kd |aj kdj

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ckshbc ifk~r k` |aj fk`|r Szd(Njbdi? gdl |abs ig} bs |kk i~jg| |k nj n~blijl bd ezs| g `jy ljcgljs$

B| bs zdlj~s|gdlgnfj |ajd& |ag| g yk~fl(pbjy yabca |gfos gnkz| |aj Ca~bs| fbpbdi bd |aj ~ar|ahs k` |aj rjg~& gdl Yak cgd

nj sjjd bd |aj j|aj~bc& ags |~kznfj bd `bdlbdi gccj}|gdcj$ Yaj~j g skzf lkjs dk| szccjjl bd }jdj|~g|bdi |k djy bljgs bd

b|s kyd& k`|jd s|~jdzkzs s|~ziifjs& b| ybff sjbuj kdfr |kk jgsbfr kd |~glb|bkds `k~ sz}}k~|$

Bd |aj rjg~ 72>3 ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ajfl |yk crcfjs k` fjc|z~js yabca& `k~ kz~ wzjs|bkd& g~j jq|~jhjfr bh}k~|gd|$

\ajr `k~h |aj czfhbdg|bkd k` gff yabca agl njjd sk `g~ ljpjfk}jl gnkz| |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~5

7$ )\aj Crcfj k` |aj Rjg~ gs N~jg|abdi ]~kcjss k` |aj Jg~|a gdl |aj @kz~ Hgbd

@js|bpgfs) !IG >>3"$

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.gs g sk~| k` i~jg| n~jg|abdi.$

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yj ybff wzk|j |abs aj~j& gf|akzia |aj crcfj bs ijdj~gffr yjff odkyd$

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|ajr ~j`j~ |k kdj }g~| k` |aj Jg~|a& |k kdj k` |aj ajhbs}aj~js$ Djjlfjss |k sgr& |ag| gfsk g}}fbjs |k |aj l~gybdis yb|a

yabca aj bffzs|~g|js abs yk~ls$ \ag| |abs bs sk& bs cfjg~ dk| kdfr `~kh |aj yk~ls k` |abs fjc|z~j b|sjf` nz| gfsk `~kh

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ckdsblj~bdi |ag| }g~| yaj~j yj fbpj kz~sjfpjs? kd |aj k}}ksb|j sblj k` |aj Jg~|a |aj ckdlb|bkds g~j k` ckz~sj fbojybsj&

|aj k}}ksb|j$

Yj hzs| }bc|z~j |k kz~sjfpjs |aj n~jg|abdi k` |aj Jg~|a sk |ag| g| kdj }fgcj kd |aj Jg~|a |aj~j bs n~jg|abdi kz|& kd |aj

k}}ksb|j }fgcj n~jg|abdi bd$.

!IG >>3& 37+3+72>3"$

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Jg~|a Skzf bs ikbdi kz| |k |aj s|g~s& bs pbsbnfj |k s}b~b|zgf pbsbkd& sk |k s}jgo& fboj g ckhj|)s |gbf l~gybdi kz| bd|k |aj

ajgpjds& kd |aj k|aj~ sblj |aj Jg~|a Skzf yb|al~gys bd|k |aj Jg~|a& gdl b| bs Ca~bs|hgs$

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bd|k |aj ckshks$ \ag| bs ag}}jdbdi g| |aj sghj |bhj$. !IG >>0 Hgd)s Njbdi& Abs Ljs|bdr gdl Yk~fl Jpkfz|bkd&

>7+:+72>3"$

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n~jg|a k` |aj rjg~& z} bd|k b|sjf`$

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B| s|~jghs kz| bd|k |aj ckshks yb|a |aj n~jg|abdi kz| k` |aj Jg~|a |kyg~ls s}~bdi|bhj$

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n~jg|a k` |aj yk~fl abhsjf` yb|a |aj Jg~|a)s n~jg|abdi& }j~hjg|js abhsjf` yb|a |aj dg|z~j k` Jgs|j~$

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|aj S| Ekad)s \bhj? aj hzs| |ajd ~j|z~d yb|a |aj Jg~|a(skzf gdl g| |aj sghj |bhj yb|a abs kyd skzf(ckd|jd| bd|k |aj

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kpj~ckhbdi |aj Ga~bhgdbc |a~kzia |aj k~cjs k` Hbcagjf$

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cgd |goj }fgcj bd |aj ck~~jc| ygr$

\ajd gigbd |aj `fkybdi kz| bd|k |aj ckshbc |gojs }fgcj$ Aj~j Ca~bs| |gojs Hbcagjf yb|a Abh bd |aj `fkybdi kz|& sk |ag|

Hbcagjf cgd gigbd gcwzb~j `k~ abhsjf` |aksj `k~cjs kz| k` |aj ckshbc yabca aj ags zsjl z} bd abs ng||fj gigbds| |aj

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dzhnj~ k` |abdis gnkz| abh hzca nj||j~$


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skhj|abdi fboj gd gnsjdcj k` |aj gc|zgf s}b~b|zgf ckd|jd| k` |aj Jg~|a `~kh |aj Jg~|a$

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Hgd)s Ljpjfk}hjd|& >9+>+72>7"$

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`k~ |aj k|aj~ ajhbs}aj~j szhhj~|bhj$ Rkz hzs| ojj} |ag| bd |aj ngco k` rkz~ hbdl& |ag| |ag| bs sk$. !fjc|z~j >"$

Yak |ajd g~j |ajsj `kz~ G~cagdijfs& Ign~bjf& ^g}agjf& Z~bjf gdl Hbcagjf;

Bd |aj `b~s| }fgcj |ajr njfkdi yb|akz| lkzn| |k |aksj njbdis yak sj~pj |aj Ca~bs|$ @z~|aj~ ngco yj |gfojl gnkz| |aj

S}b~b|s k` |aj Gijs !crcfbc }j~bkls"& |aj njg~j~s k` |aj `k~cjs yabca |z~d |aj Jg~|a kd b|s gqbs$

Bd |aj crcfj )\aj Hbssbkd k` Bdlbpblzgf @kfo Skzfs) !IG 7>7"& yj fjg~d bd |aj `b~s| |yk fjc|z~js |ag| G~cagdijfs yak

|goj kd lj`bdb|j |gsos cgd njckhj S}b~b|s k` Crcfbc Gijs& gf|akzia |aj gc|zgf S}b~b|s k` |aj Crcfbc Gijs g~j G~cagb& |ag|

bs |ajr s|gdl g yakfj s|j} abiaj~ |agd |aj G~cagdijfkb$

K` Hbcagjf yj odky |ag| aj bs bdljjl |aj )S}b~b| k` |aj \bhj) k` |klgr$ Nz| yj hgr sz}}ksj |ag| |aj k|aj~s agpj

g||gbdjl g abiaj~ ~gdo |kk$ Yajd b| bs sgbl |ag| |ajr g~j |aj njg~j~s k` |aksj `k~cjs yabca |z~d |aj Jg~|a)s gqbs& |ag|

lkjs dk| k` ckz~sj hjgd |ag| |ajr syjg| gygr g| g pgs| bdpbsbnfj egco$ \ajb~ gc|bpb|r ojj}s |aj ljpjfk}hjd| ikbdi$

Gff ckshbc hkpjhjd|s g~j dk|abdi nz| |aj jq}~jssbkd k` ljpjfk}hjd|$


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Ca~bs| ags bd|bhg|jfr zdb|jl Abhsjf` |a~kzia |aj ljg|a kd |aj C~kss kd Ikfik|ag$ \ag| bs yar |ajr g~j dky Abs

|~gpjffbdi ckh}gdbkds bd |aj i~jg| |j~~js|~bgf(ckshbc hkpjhjd|$

\aj G~cagdijf Bhgibdg|bkds njfkdi |k |aj hks| njgz|b`zf ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ags ibpjd zs$ B| ygs jpjd bd|jdljl |ag| |aj

ckd|jd|s sakzfl nj l~ghg|bsjl$ \ajr ykzfl sz~jfr agpj njjd l~ghgs bd |aj |~zj sjdsj k` |aj I~jjo yk~l )l~khjdkd)

!ljjl& yk~o& nz| gfsk |aj akfr hrs|j~r(czf|"$

Bd |aj `b`|a G~cagdijf Bhgibdg|bkd !73+7=+72>3"& ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ s}jgos k` |aj yk~obdi |kij|aj~ k` |aj `kz~ ~jijd|s k`

|aj sjgskds$ Aj }g~|bczfg~fr sakys aky |ajr szccjjl kdj gdk|aj~ bd |aj ckshbc ajbia|s g| |aj sghj |bhj& |akzia |ajr

sjdl |ajb~ `k~cjs |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a |k |aj k|aj~ sblj$ Gdl aj wzk|js |aj .kfl hgibc yk~l& |gojd z} gigbd `~kh

Ikj|aj.5

Aky jgca |aj Yakfj b|s szns|gdcj ibpjs&

jgca bd |aj k|aj~ yk~os gdl fbpjs'

Sjj Ajgpjdfr k~cjs ~bsbdi gdl ljscjdlbdi&

|ajb~ ikfljd z~ds ~jcb}~kcgffr fjdlbdi5

kd ybdis |ag| ybddky syjj| nfjssbdi

`~kh Ajgpjd |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a |ajr)~j }~jssbdi&

|k bff |aj Gff yb|a ag~hkdbjs cg~jssbdi'

\aj G~cagdijfs yk~o bd g lkznfj ygr5 bd |aj ckshks |ajr ~gr kz|& gdl |ajr sjdl |ajb~ `k~cjs |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a$

.Yajd Z~bjf bs lkyd njfky `k~ |aj bdagnb|gd|s k` |aj k|aj~ ajhbs}aj~j& |ajd abs `k~cjs }jdj|~g|j |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a |k

zs$.

Gdl sk gs Z~bjf yk~os bd dg|z~j g| hblszhhj~& aj yk~os bd |aj ybd|j~|bhj bd |aj azhgd ajgl$

Sk |aj sghj `k~cjs ckhj g| kdj |bhj kz| k` |aj ckshks& |aj k|aj~ |bhj& sk |k s}jgo `~kh njfky& bd|k |aj azhgd njbdi&

~grbdi |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a$

Sk b| bs yb|a gff `kz~ ~jijd|s k` |aj sjgskds& yb|a

Ign~bjf `k~ |aj ybd|j~&

^g}agjf `k~ |aj s}~bdi&

Z~bjf `k~ |aj szhhj~&

Hbcagjf `k~ |aj gz|zhd$

Nz| g hks| bh}k~|gd| hj|ghk~}aksbs bs bdpkfpjl5 |aj Z~bjf `k~cjs yk~o bd szhhj~ bd |aj cfkzls& bd |aj ~gbd& bd

fbia|dbdi gdl |azdlj~& gdl ~gr bd|k |aj i~ky|a k` }fgd|s$

Yajd |ajr }jdj|~g|j z} |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a bd ybd|j~& |ajr ij| gs `g~ gs kz~ ajgls gdl ibpj ~bsj |aj~j |k gd bhgij k` |aj

ckshks& .sk |ag| yj g~j }kssjssk~s k` azhgd ybslkh.$

\aj }kyj~s k` dg|z~j g~j |~gds`k~hjl bd|k azhgd ybslkh$ B| bs nr dk hjgds |aj sghj yaj|aj~ |aj yk~obdis k` |aj

G~cagdijfs ckhj lkyd `~kh |aj ckshks k~ njckhj gpgbfgnfj |k zs nr .}~jssbdi z} |a~kzia |aj Jg~|a.$

Yajd bd |ajsj ckd|jq|s |aj }kfg~b|r k` dk~|a(ybd|j~ gdl skz|a(szhhj~ gdl pbcj pj~sg g~j sk cfjg~fr s|~jssjl& b| hzs|gfsk nj }kbd|jl kz| |ag| |aj~j g~j wzb|j fg~ij lb``j~jdcjs nj|yjjd g dk~|a(ybd|j~ gdl g skz|a(ybd|j~ ( sbhbfg~fr k`

ckz~sj nj|yjjd |aj |yk szhhj~s$

\ag| ags hgbdfr |k lk yb|a |aj gsrhhj|~r k` |aj sz~`gcj k` kz~ Jg~|a$

Bd |aj skz|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j |aj~j g~j |aj ibigd|bc g~jgs k` yg|j~& yabfs| bd |aj dk~|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j |aj ckd|bdjd|s

lkhbdg|j$

Nz|5 yajd yj g~j |gfobdi gnkz| |aj i~jg| ckshbc ~ar|ahs& cfbhg|bc gdl hj|jk~kfkibcgf ckdlb|bkds k` g ~jibkdgf dg|z~j

lk dk| ckhj bd|k ckdsblj~g|bkd$

Jpjd yajd& k~ bds|gdcj& bd |aj dk~|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j sdky bs frbdi g| Jgs|j~& b| bs djpj~|ajfjss |aj ckshbc s}~bdi|bhj$

\aj ~jijd|s k` |aj sjgskds gs S}b~b|s k` Crcfbc Gijs& agpj dk|abdi |k lk yb|a cfbhg|j gdl yjg|aj~ nz| yb|a |aj

}j~`jc|fr ~jizfg~ ckz~sj k` |aj Szd$


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\AJ HJJ\BDI YB\A \AJ SKD(IKL

Yag| bs gc|zgffr |aj sjdsj njabdl |abs ~ar|ahbc yjgpbdi& |abs )~ar|ah k` |bhj)& yabca yj odky gs sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi&

gs |aj }~kcjss k` n~jg|abdi& gs |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~;

B| ags |k lk yb|a |aj ngsbc fgy k` gff ljpjfk}hjd|5 .\azs |aj pg~bkzs s|g|js nj|yjjd sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi ik |a~kzia gljpjfk}hjd|$

Nz| |ajsj s|g|js g~j wzb|j ijdj~gf kdjs& |ajr saky |ajhsjfpjs bd gff sk~|s k` ~jgfhs$ Yj cgd sgr5 yaj~jpj~ yj fkko yj

cgd sjj |ag| sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi s|g|js g~j ~jgffr djcjssg~r$.

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Sk yj sjj |ag| |aj azhgd njbdi |klgr ags }g~|bgffr fkksjdjl abhsjf` `~kh |aj ~ar|ah k` sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi& gdl |aj

fg~ij~ ~ar|ah k` fb`j gdl ljg|a? yj sagff ckhj ngco |k |aj }~knfjh k` jhgdcb}g|bkd bd hk~j lj|gbf$

Fj| zs dky |z~d |k |aj ~ar|ah k` szhhj~ gdl ybd|j~$ B| lj|j~hbdjs |aj ckz~sj k` |aj Jg~|a)s rjg~& yb|a b|s }kfg~b|r k`

dk~|a(szhhj~ + skz|a(ybd|j~& dk~|a(ybd|j~ + skz|a(szhhj~$ Yj agpj sjjd |ag| gs ~jig~ls |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj @g|aj~

gdl |aj S}b~b|& hgdr gs}jc|s agpj njjd fkksjdjl z} gdl lbs}fgcjl$

.Kd |aj k|aj~ agdl& |aj~j bs hzca fjss }kssbnbfb|r k` lbs}fgcbdi |aj sjckdl hjj|bdi$ @k~ |ag| yabca bs hk~j ckddjc|jlyb|a |aj gs|~gf nklr gdl |aj j|aj~bc nklr& |ag| bs dk| sk jgsbfr lbs}fgcjl yb|a ~jig~l |k |aj hgc~k(ckshbc k~lj~$

\ag| yabca bs ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj jik gdl |aj }arsbcgf nklr bs lbs}fgcjl pj~r s|~kdifr `k~ }jk}fj k` |klgr$

Sk |aj sjckdl hjj|bdi bs ckddjc|jl hk~j yb|a |aj i~jg| hgc~kckshbc k~lj~$ \abs sjckdl hjj|bdi bs nkzdl |k |aj

ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ bd ezs| |aj sghj ygr gs |aj `b~s| hjj|bdi bs nkzdl |k |aj ckz~sj k` |aj lgr$ Gdl aj~j B hzs| l~gy

rkz~ g||jd|bkd |k skhj }kbd|s yabca B agpj gf~jglr lbsczssjl `~kh k|aj~ }kbd|s k` pbjy$

.\aj fb`j k` g azhgd njbdi bd b|s yakfjdjss gc|zgffr lkjs dk| }~kcjjl bd |aj yakfj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ bd g zdb`k~h

ygr& nz| |aj azhgd njbdi ikjs |a~kzia cagdijs lz~bdi |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~$

Bd |aj szhhj~ |bhj yajd |aj szd ags ljpjfk}jl b|s abiajs| yg~h|a& |aj azhgd njbdi bs hzca hk~j ibpjd kpj~ |k abs

}arsbcgf fb`j gdl |aj~jyb|a gfsk |aj }arsbcgf fb`j k` |aj sz~~kzdlbdis |agd lz~bdi |aj ybd|j~& yajd |aj azhgd njbdihzs| |k skhj jq|jd| bia| gigbds| |aj kz|j~ jfjhjd|gf }ajdkhjdg& yajd aj bs |a~kyd hk~j kd|k abs kyd ~jskz~cjs$

Abs s}b~b|zgf gs}jc| bs |ajd hk~j |k~d `~jj ( `~kh b|sjf` gdl gfsk `~kh |aj Jg~|a ( gdl aj bs hk~j ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj

s}b~b|zgf yk~fl& yb|a |aj yakfj s}b~b|zgf jdpb~kdhjd|$

Ajdcj |aj zdbwzj `jjfbdi yabca yj ckddjc| yb|a |aj Hrs|j~r gdl @js|bpgf k` Ca~bs|hgs& g `jjfbdi yabca bs nr dk

hjgds g~nb|~g~r nz| yabca bs ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj |bhbdi k` |aj Ca~bs|hgs @js|bpgf$

Bd |aksj ybd|j~ lgrs yaj~j |aj `js|bpgf ags njjd }fgcjl& |aj azhgd njbdi fbpjs& sk |k s}jgo& bd g ~jgfh yaj~j |aj

S}b~b| bs cfksj |k abh$

Gdl |aj ckdsjwzjdcj k` |abs bs |ag| g~kzdl |aj Ca~bs|hgs |bhj zd|bf ~kziafr kz~ }~jsjd|(lgr Djy Rjg~& |aj azhgd

njbdi ikjs |a~kzia g hjj|bdi k` abs gs|~gf nklr yb|a |aj Fb`jS}b~b|& ezs| gs aj yjd| |a~kzia g hjj|bdi k` |aj jik yb|a

|aj S}b~b|(Sjf` `k~ |aj `b~s| hjj|bdi$

Gdl kd |abs hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Fb`j(S}b~b| lj}jdls |aj djg~djss k` Ca~bs| Ejszs$ @k~ Ca~bs| Ejszs ~jpjgfs Abhsjf`

|a~kzia |aj Fb`j(S}b~b|$ Aj ~jpjgfs Abhsjf` |a~kzia g njbdi ~kh |aj ~jgfh k` |aj G~cagdijfkb$ Djjlfjss |k sgr& Aj bs

g hzca abiaj~ Njbdi& nz| |ag| bs dk| |aj }kbd| aj~j$

\aj }kbd| bs |ag| Aj ~jpjgfs Abhsjf` |a~kzia g njbdi `~kh |aj ~jgfh k` |aj G~cagdijfkb$ Sk |ag| |a~kzia |abs hjj|bdi

`k~ |aj ljpjfk}hjd| k` |klgr& `k~ |aj ljpjfk}hjd| sbdcj |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag& yj s|gdl }g~|bczfg~fr cfksj |k Ca~bs|

Ejszs& gdl |ag| yj cgd cgff |abs hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Fb`j(S}b~b| bd g cj~|gbd ygr gfsk& |aj hjj|bdi yb|a Ca~bs| Ejszs& yabca

|gojs }fgcj bd |aj ljj}j~& hk~j ablljd fgrj~s k` |aj skzf$

B` dky ( jb|aj~ |a~kzia |aj ljpjfk}hjd| k` s}b~b|zgf ckdscbkzsdjss bd |aj ~jgfh k` ~jfbibkzs ljj}jdbdi gdl }~gc|bcj k~&ckh}fjhjd|bdi |abs& |a~kzia |aj gnsk~}|bkd k` |aj bhgijs k` S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj ( b` dky |aj azhgd njbdi ljj}jds abs

fb`j k` `jjfbdis& s}b~b|zgfbsjl bd |aj ygr ljsc~bnjl& |ajd aj ybff jq}j~bjdcj |aj g`|j~(j``jc|s k` |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj

Fb`j(S}b~b|& |ag| bs yb|a |aj Ca~bs|& ezs| gs aj cgd jq}j~bjdcj bd ygobdi fb`j |aj g`|j~(j``jc|s k` |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj

Ijdbzs !Gdijf"$

Gdl b| bs bdljjl sk |ag| bd |aj |bhj yabca `kffkys kd `~kh |aj Ca~bs|hgs |bhj yabca B agpj bdlbcg|jl& ~bia| z} |k Jgs|j~

|bhj& |aj ckdlb|bkds g~j wzb|j js}jcbgffr `gpkz~gnfj `k~ n~bdibdi |k ckdscbkzsdjss |aj hjj|bdi k` |aj azhgd njbdi yb|a

|aj Ca~bs| Ejszs.$ !IG 79:& >=+>+7279"

B| bs zdgpkblgnfj |ag| yj wzk|j aj~j bd `zff& gs jpj~r dzgdcj bs bh}k~|gd|$ Bd |aj djq| fjc|z~j ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ~j}jg|s b|

kdcj hk~j5

.Nz| |aj azhgd njbdi bs yjff gdl }~k}j~fr }fgcjl bd |aj k~lj~ k` dg|z~j yb|a ~jig~l |k |ag| yabca ags bhhjlbg|jhjgdbdi `k~ abs )dky)& abs }~jsjd| |bhj& |ag| yabca ags gd bhhjlbg|j ~jfg|bkdsab} |k abs jg~|afr jqbs|jdcj$ Yabfs| aj

cg~~bjs }gs| gdl `z|z~j bd abhsjf` yb|a ~jig~l |k |aj @g|aj~(}~bdcb}fj gdl yb|a ~jig~l |k |aj S}b~b|(}~bdcb}fj& aj bs nkzdl

|k |aj k~lj~ k` dg|z~j yb|a ~jig~l |k |ag| hjj|bdi k` yabca B agpj sgbl |ag| b| |gojs }fgcj bd |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ gdl


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`z~|aj~hk~j bs ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Ca~bs|$ B` |aj azhgd njbdi yj~j dk| nkzdl |k |aj k~lj~ k` dg|z~j&

|aj ckdsjwzjdcj ykzfl nj |ag| kdj }j~skd ykzfl cjfjn~g|j Ca~bs|hgs bd Ljcjhnj~& gdk|aj~ bd Hg~ca& gdl sk kd$

Nz| gf|akzia lb``j~jd| }jk}fjs pg~r yb|a ~jig~l |k yag| |ajr cgff |aj Ca~bs|hgs @js|bpgf& rj| skhj sk~| k` `js|bpb|r&

yabca gfygrs ags skhj sk~| k` ckddjc|bkd yb|a |abs hjj|bdi& yb|a |ag| yabca B agpj ljsc~bnjl& `gffs bd |aj fg||j~ lgrs k`

Ljcjhnj~$

Yb|a ~jig~l |k |abs hjj|bdi yabca bs }fgcjl bd |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~& |aj azhgd njbdi s|gdls |ajd& njcgzsj |abs bs abs)dky)& abs }~jsjd| |bhj& bd bhhjlbg|j ckddjc|bkd yb|a |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j$ Aj~j aj `b|s bd |k |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j&

yabfs| bd ckddjc|bkd yb|a }gs| gdl `z|z~j aj ags s|j}}jl kz| k` |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j& ags gf~jglr lkdj sk `k~ |akzsgdls

k` rjg~s$. !IG 79:& >9+>+7279"

Gf|akzia wzb|j cfjg~fr jq}~jssjl nr |aj ckd|jq|& b| bs djcjssg~r |k s|~jss nr pb~|zj k` |aj bh}k~|gdcj k` |aj yakfj

g~izhjd|& |ag| yajd ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ |gfos aj~j gnkz| )Ljcjhnj~) j|c$& aj k` ckz~sj s}jgos `~kh |aj s|gdl}kbd| k` |aj

dk~|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j& `k~ |aj cgfjdlg~ |gojd kpj~ `~kh |aj dk~|a gdl |~gds`j~~jl |k |aj skz|a lkjs dk| ck~~js}kdl yb|a

|aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j$

\ag| gdrygr njckhjs }j~`jc|fr cfjg~ bd |aj sbq|a fjc|z~j? ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ s}jgos |aj~j gnkz| |aj Hrs|j~bjs |ag| kdcj

jqbs|jl bd yabca g odkyfjlij k` |aj sjc~j|s k` |aj rjg~)s ckz~sj ygs |gojd `k~ i~gd|jl$ Szb|gnfj }j~skdgfb|bjs yj~j sk

}~j}g~jl |ag|& lz~bdi g sjwzjdcj k` lgrs bd |aj ybd|j~ |bhj& .b| bs |aj |bhj bd yabca |aj zdbpj~sj s}jgos hk~j bd|bhg|jfr

yb|a |aj Jg~|a |agd bd k|aj~ |bhjs.& ckhhzdbcg|bkds ckzfl nj ~jcjbpjl `~kh |aj ckshks$

.\aj~j yj~j kdcj |bhjs kd Jg~|a bd yabca }jk}fj ykzfl djpj~ agpj agl ~jckz~sj |k skcbgf fgys& fjigf }zdbsahjd|s&

yb|akz| `b~s| sjjobdi izblgdcj `~kh |aksj yak yj~j gnfj |k ~jcjbpj |aj sjc~j|s k` |aj hgc~kcksh$ Fg|j~ j}kcas agpj

s|bff oj}| lbh& lznbkzs jcakjs k` |abs i~jg|djss nz| kdfr bd sz}j~s|b|bkzs bhgijs$

Yajd fjgl bs }kz~jl kd Djy Rjg~)s Jpj |k sjj yag| |aj ckhbdi rjg~ bs ikbdi |k n~bdi& |ag| bs kdfr |aj sz}j~s|b|bkzs

fj`|(kpj~ k` |aj i~jg| akfr |abdi |ag| B agpj ezs| ljsc~bnjl |k rkz$ G| |ag| |bhj b| ygs ~jgffr g hg||j~ k` hgobdi |aj

s}b~b| ( |aj s}b~b| k` Hgd ( `j~|bfj& bd szca g ygr |ag| |ag| yabca cgd kdfr `fky kz| k` |aj ckshks ckzfl nj |~gds`j~~jl

kd|k |aj Jg~|a ( njcgzsj b| ygs ljsb~jl |ag| |aj fb`j k` }jk}fj kd Jg~|a sakzfl dk| hj~jfr nj |aj ~jszf| k` |ag| yabca cgd

nj jq}j~bjdcjl bd |aj yk~fl$

Sbhbfg~fr b| ygs odkyd |ag| bd |aj szhhj~ |aj Jg~|a s|gdls bd g |k|gffr lb``j~jd| ~jfg|bkdsab} |k |aj zdbpj~sj& |ag|

lz~bdi |aj szhhj~ |bhj |aj Jg~|a cgddk|& sk |k s}jgo& ~jcjbpj gdr bd|bhg|j ckhhzdbcg|bkds ~kh |aj ckshks$ $$$$

Sk |ag| yj agpj |abs hjj|bdi yabca |aj azhgd njbdi ags yb|a |aj s}b~b|zgf yk~fl bd |aj ckz~sj k` |aj sjgskds kd

yabcajpj~ }g~| k` |aj yk~fl g| |aj |bhj yajd& `k~ |ag| }g~|bczfg~ s}k| kd |aj Jg~|a& b| bs |aj Ca~bs|hgs(ybd|j~(|bhj? yj

cgd cgff |abs hjj|bdi |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Skd$

Sk |ag| bd |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ |aj azhgd njbdi ~jgffr ikjs |a~kzia g ~ar|ah yabca bs `k~hjl gcck~lbdi |k |aj

~ar|ah k` |aj rjg~ b|sjf` gdl bd yabca aj jq}j~bjdcjs g zdb|bdi yb|a |aj yk~fl k` |aj Skd$. !IG 79:& 73+3+7279"

\aj fkdi wzk|g|bkd `kffkybdi aj~j bs bh}k~|gd|$ \aj yakfj sjc~j| k` |aj Ca~bs|bgd rjg~ cgd nj zdlj~s|kkl b` yj hgoj

|aj kffkybdi }gssgij kz~ kyd5

.Dky& yj lk odky& akyjpj~& |ag| |a~kzia |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag |ag| Njbdi yakh yj cgff |aj Ca~bs| zdb|jl Abhsjf`yb|a |aj Jg~|a)s ckz~sj$ ]~jcbsjfr bd |aj j}kca bd yabca |abs zdb|bdi |kko }fgcj $$$$ |aj bhhjlbg|j }j~cj}|bkd k` |aj

s}b~b|zgf yk~fl njcghj lbhhjl$ Yj sjj |aj knejc|bpj `gc|5 |aj jpjd| k` Ikfik|ag bs ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj cagdij bd |aj

jpkfz|bkd k` azhgdb|r kd |aj Jg~|a b|sjf`$

Nz| yj cgd |aj~j`k~j gfsk sgr5 |aj~j yj~j |bhjs bd |aj Jg~|a)s ljpjfk}hjd| bd yabca }jk}fj bd |aj ckd|jq| k` kfl

g|gpbs|bc cfgb~pkrgdcj& |a~kzia ij||bdi |k odky |aj bd|bhg|j lbgfkizj k` |aj Jg~|a yb|a |aj hgc~kckshks& cghj bd|k g

~jfg|bkdsab} yb|a |aj Ca~bs|$ Gdl kd |abs bs ngsjl |ag| yabca yb|a g cj~|gbd ~bia| hgdr g sjdsbnfj hklj~d scakfg~&

hgdr g s|zljd| k` ~jfbibkd& gccj}|s5 |ag| |aj~j ygs szca g |abdi gs g }~bhjpgf ~jpjfg|bkd k` |aj Jg~|a$ Nz| b| cghj

gnkz| bd |aj ygr B agpj ljsc~bnjl$ G }~bhjpgf ~jpjfg|bkd$ Gdl |aj sj}g~g|j ~jfbibkds g~kzdl |aj Jg~|a g~j |aj

`~gihjd|s k` |ag| ~jpjfg|bkd yabca agpj njckhj ljcgljd|$

.Nz| |aksj yak agpj gccj}|jl |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag& bd yabca }ksb|bkd g~j |ajr |ajd; \ajr g~j bd |aj }ksb|bkd |ag|

|ajr cgd jq}~jss |aj hks| bdyg~l ckd`jssbkd |k |aj s}b~b|zgf ckd|jd| k` |aj zdbpj~sj bd |aj `kffkybdi ygr5 Yag| ckzfls|bff nj }j~cjbpjl bd gdcbjd| |bhjs |a~kzia g lbgfkizj k` |aj Jg~|a |kyg~ls |aj ckshks& |ag| ags ljscjdljl gdl ags

g}}jg~jl bd |aj ckz~sj k` |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag gs g azhgd njbdi& bd |aj hgd Ejszs k` Dgug~j|a$ Agpbdi odkyfjlij

gigbd k` |aj Ca~bs|& yak fbpjl bd Ejszs k` Dgug~j|a& k` |aj Njbdi yak jg~fbj~ njcghj pbsbnfj |k }jk}fj bd |aj ckz~sj k`


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|aj rjg~ |a~kzia g|gpbs|bc cfgb~pkrgdcj& |ag| bs skhj|abdi yabca hzs| nj hk~j gdl hk~j s|~jssjl `k~ |aj s}b~b|zgf

ljpjfk}hjd| k` hgdobdl$

@k~ |a~kzia |abs |aj |yk jfjhjd|s k` Ca~bs|bgdb|r ykzfl nj zdb|jl& yabca gc|zgffr agpj |k nj zdb|jl& b` kd |aj kdj agdl

b| bs ikbdi |k ljpjfk} bd |aj ck~~jc| ygr gdl b` kd |aj k|aj~ agdl azhgdb|r bs ikbdi |k ljpjfk} bd |aj ~bia| ygr$

Yb|a |abs gbh bs ckddjc|jl |aj `gc| |ag| |aj fjijdl k` |aj Ca~bs| Ejszs bs sfk||jl bd|k |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ gs |aj

cjfjn~g|bkd k` |aj @js|bpgf k` Ca~bs|hgs& k` Jgs|j~& k` Yab|szd$ Gdl yb|a |ag|& gs B agpj gf~jglr s|g|jl bd g }~jpbkzsfjc|z~j& bs ckddjc|jl |aj `gc| |ag| |aj Ca~bs|hgs @js|bpgf ags g `bqjl lg|j& nz| |aj Jgs|j~ @js|bpgf bs ~jizfg|jl gcck~lbdi

|k |aj ckds|jffg|bkds k` |aj ajgpjds$

\ag| |aj Ca~bs|hgs @js|bpgf bs cjfjn~g|jl gcck~lbdi |k jg~|afr ckdlb|bkds& bs oj}| bd yag| bs gfygrs |aj pj~r lj}|a k`

ybd|j~& |ag| bs ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj `gc| |ag| |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Ca~bs|& yb|a |aj Skd& gc|zgffr |gojs }fgcj g| |ag|

sjgskd$.

Akyjpj~& |aj `gc| |ag| |aj Ca~bs| bs g Njbdi |ag| njfkdis |k |aj Hgc~kckshks& ags ljscjdljl `~kh |aj Hgc~kckshks&

gdl bs k` kdj dg|z~j yb|a |aj Hgc~kckshks& ezs| |ag| bs jq}~jssjl nr |aj ygr |ag| b| lj}jdls kd |aj s}~bdi szd gdl

hkkd ckds|jffg|bkds gs |k yajd |aj Jgs|j~ @js|bpgf sagff |goj }fgcj$ Fbojybsj |aj Ca~bs|hgs @js|bpgf bs hjgd| |k

jq}~jss |ag| |aj Ca~bs| hglj abs ekz~djr |k Jg~|a$

Gdl sk b| bs ezs|b`bjl |k `b| |ag| bd|k |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ yabca njfkdis |k |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ |a~kzia |aj ~ar|ah k`azhgd fb`j$ Gdl njcgzsj |abs bs skhj|abdi sk }~k`kzdl bd ~jfg|bkd |k |aj bddj~ fb`j k` Hgd& sk b| bs sbhbfg~fr ezs|b`bjl bd

ckddjc|bkd yb|a |aj `b||bdi bd k` `js|bpgfs yabca ~jfg|j |k |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag& |ag| |aj azhgd njbdi s|bcos |k

cjfjn~g|bdi |aj `js|bpgfs bd ag~hkdr yb|a |aj ~ar|ah k` |aj zdbpj~sj g| fg~ij gdl dk| |k lbs}fgcj |ajh bd |aj ygr |ag|

sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi g~j lbs}fgcjl bd |aj hklj~d z~ngd fb`j$

.Rkz sjj |ajd& yj g~j ljgfbdi aj~j yb|a skhj|abdi yaj~jbd |aj azhgd njbdi bs dk| rj| sk `~jj& yaj~j aj sakzfl dk| rj|

fb`| abhsjf` kz| k` |aj knejc|bpj ckz~sj k` |aj zdbpj~sj& yaj~j b| sakzfl ckhj |k abs ckdscbkzsdjss jpj~r rjg~ !yaj~j aj

cgd dk fkdij~ ckhhzdbcg|j yb|a |aj zdbpj~sj |a~kzia g|gpbs|bc cfgb~pkrgdcj"& |ag| skhj|abdi fbpjs bd abh |ag| njfkdis

|k |aj zdbpj~sj& |ag| `bdls b|s jq}~jssbkd bd |aj rjg~)s ckz~sj$

Dky& ghkdi |aj |abdis yabca g~j }j~ag}s hks| `kzdl `gzf| yb|a bd S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj nr cj~|gbd ~jfbibkzs sjc|s& bs |ag|

gcck~lbdi |k S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj |aj Ca~bs| Bh}zfsj hzs| kdcj gigbd nj nkzdl z} yb|a |aj yakfj zdbpj~sj$ S}b~b|zgf

Scbjdcj |gojs dk|abdi gygr ( B agpj k`|jd s|~jssjl |ag| ( `~kh ~jfbibkzs |~glb|bkds ckdcj~dbdi |aj Ca~bs| Ejszs? nz| b|

glls |ag| yabca |abs Hrs|j~r k` |aj Ca~bs| Ejszs ags g~kzdl b| gs ~jig~ls ~jfg|bkdsab}s k` |aj Jg~|a |k |aj yakfj

zdbpj~sj$ S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj sjjos |aj Ca~bs| dk| kdfr kd |aj Jg~|a& b| sjjos Abh bd |aj yakfj zdbpj~sj$. !IG 79:&

73+3+7279"

Yj agl |k wzk|j sk jq|jdsbpjfr bd k~lj~ |k hgoj cfjg~ |ag| |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Ca~bs|& |aj Skd Ikl& |gojs }fgcj bd |aj

ybd|j~& yajd |aj Jg~|a ags n~jg|ajl bd b|s skzf(ckd|jd|$ \ag| ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ygs pj~r ckdscbkzs k` |aj pg~rbdi

ckdlb|bkds g~kzdl |aj ifknj bs sakyd nr |aj ~jhg~o |ag| |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Ca~bs| |gojs }fgcj .kd yabcajpj~ }g~| k`

|aj yk~fl g| |aj |bhj yajd& `k~ |ag| }g~|bczfg~ s}k| kd |aj Jg~|a& b| bs |aj Ca~bs|hgs(ybd|j~|bhj$.

Bd |aj rjg~ 72>3& akyjpj~& aj jq}~jssjl abhsjf` jpjd hk~j cfjg~fr5 .Yabfj bd |aj dk~|a |aj Jg~|a Skzf bs ikbdi kz| |k

|aj s|g~s& bs pbsbnfj |k s}b~b|zgf pbsbkd sk |k s}jgo fboj g ckhj|)s |gbf l~gybdi kz| bd|k |aj ajgpjds& kd |aj k|aj~ sblj k`

|aj Jg~|a |aj skzf k` |aj Jg~|a yb|al~gys bd|k |aj Jg~|a& gdl b| bs Ca~bs|hgs$ Gdl gigbd pbcj pj~sg& yajd aj~j!Dk~ygr" |aj Jg~|a Skzf yb|al~gys& kd |aj k|aj~ sblj |aj ckhj|)s |gbf s|~j|cajs kz| bd|k |aj ckshks$ \ag| bs ag}}jdbdi

g| |aj sghj |bhj$. !IG >>0 Hgd)s Njbdi& Abs Ljs|bdr gdl Yk~fl Jpkfz|bkd& >7+:+72>3"$

\aj `kffkybdi lb``bczf|r jhj~ijs aj~j5 yabfs| bd |aj fjc|z~j crcfj `~kh yabca yj agpj jq|jdsbpjfr wzk|jl !IG 79:"&

^zlkf` S|jbdj~ sgrs jq}~jssfr |ag| |aj azhgd njbdi bd ~js}jc| k` |aj hjj|bdi yb|a |aj Ca~bs| bd |aj Ca~bs|hgs(ybd|j~(

|bhj& kzia| dk| |k jhgdcb}g|j abhsjf` `~kh |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ gs |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j& aj sgrs bd 72>35

.Yajd |aj azhgd njbdi cghj |k `jjf |aj ~kzdldjss k` |aj Jg~|a& aj |ajd gfsk njcghj bdlj}jdljd| k` |aj ckz~sj k` |aj

rjg~$ Gs fkdi gs aj fbpjl bd abs kyd lbs|~bc|& abs fkcgfb|r& |aj rjg~)s ckz~sj ygs skhj|abdi gnskfz|j `k~ abh$

\klgr& yajd }jk}fj agpj dk lb``bczf|r |~gpjffbdi gc~kss |aj yk~fl& dky& |a~kzia ckhbdi ckd|bdzgffr bd|k lb``j~jd|

lbs|~bc|s& |aj jq}j~bjdcjs k` |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ g~j ~jlzcjl ( |klgr |aj azhgd njbdi& njcgzsj k` yag| aj ags bd |aj

jq|j~dgf yk~fl& cgd dk fkdij~ jq}j~bjdcj |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~$

Aj gfsk dk fkdij~ ags |aj sghj bd|jdsbpj zdlj~s|gdlbdi k` |aj `js|bpgfs$ Ezs| |abdo aky fb||fj ckdc~j|jdjss& aky hzca

gns|~gc|bkd bs ckd|gbdjl bd |aj `js|bpgfs |klgr' Yj odky kz| k` |~glb|bkd |ag| g| Ca~bs|hgs yj ibpj kdj gdk|aj~


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}~jsjd|s& gdl yj g~j ifgl |ag| yj agpj g n~jgo `~kh scakkf$ G| Jgs|j~ yj }j~ag}s sjj gff sk~|s k` cj~jhkdbjs |ag| g~j

ckddjc|jl nr |~glb|bkd yb|a |aj |abdis B agpj lbsczssjl$ Nz| yaj~j |klgr lk }jk}fj ij| g ckdc~j|j `jjfbdi k` |aj

s}b~b|zgf yk~fl yb|a |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~;

Yj cgddk| agpj `js|bpgfs |klgr kz| k` g `zff zdlj~s|gdlbdi k` |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~$ Dk| kdfr ags |aj azhgd njbdi

njckhj }j~skdgffr bd abhsjf` gd jik(njbdi& g `~jj njbdi& nz| |aj Jg~|a b|sjf` ags njckhj jhgdcb}g|jl kz| k` ckshbc

s}gcj$

\aj Jg~|a b|sjf` bd ~jcjd| |bhjs dk fkdij~ s|gdls bd szca gd bdyg~l ckddjc|bkd |k ckshbc s}gcj& g| fjgs| gs ~jig~ls |aj

ljpjfk}hjd| k` azhgdb|r& gs b| lbl bd gdcbjd| |bhjs$ Gdl sk |aj azhgd njbdi ags njckhj hk~j gdl hk~j knfbijl |k

sjjo yb|abd abhsjf` |ag| yabca aj cgddk| `bdl kz|sblj$. !IG >>0 Hgd)s Njbdi& Abs Ljs|bdr gdl Yk~fl Jpkfz|bkd&

>7+:+72>3"

\aj wzjs|bkd g~bsjs `~kh |abs5 Yag| lkjs |abs jhgdcb}g|bkd hjgd `k~ |aj Jg~|a gdl `k~ |aj azhgd njbdi; Yj sagff

sjj |ag| |aj~j bs dk ckd|~glbc|bkd aj~j gs hbia| nj sz}}ksjl g| `b~s| ifgdcj$ G}}g~jd| ckd|~glbc|bkds k`|jd }kbd| |k

ljj}j~ |~z|as& |k yabca sz}j~`bcbgf |abdobdi cgd scg~cjfr bdl gccjss$

Nj`k~j yj cfksj |abs Cag}|j~& B sakzfl fboj |k hjd|bkd gdk|aj~ sbidb`bcgd| hg||j~$ ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ l~gys kz~ g||jd|bkd&

gs yj agpj sakyd gnkpj& |k |aj `gc| |ag| |aj hks| lbpj~sj }jk}fjs agl skhj|abdi fboj g Ca~bs|hgs `js|bpgf bd |aj fgs|

lgrs k` Ljcjhnj~$

Aj s}jgos k` ckz~sj k` |aj dk~|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j$

@k~ |aj skz|aj~d ajhbs}aj~j szca g `js|bpgf ykzfl agpj |k `gff bd |aj fgs| lgrs k` Ezdj$ Yj `bdl bdljjl szca g `js|bpgf

yb|a |aj Bdcgs$ B| bs cgffjl |aj )Bd|b ^grhb)$ A$L$ Lbssjfak`` ibpjs g fbpjfr ljsc~b}|bkd k` b| bd abs nkko )\aj Jh}b~j k`

|aj Bdcgs gdl |aj Jg~fr Czf|z~js k` |aj Gdljs) ( sjj |aj cag}|j~ cgffjl )Bd|b ^grhb ( |aj `js|bpgf k` |aj ybd|j~ skfs|bcj bd

Ezdj)$ B| ygs |aj cabj` js|bpgf k` |aj rjg~$


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Fj| zs ~jcgff |k kz~ ckdscbkzsdjss |aj g}}g~jd|fr ckd|~glbc|k~r s|g|jhjd|s k` ^zlkf` S|jbdj~5 `b~s|& bd 7279& aj sgrs5

.Rkz sjj |ajd& yj g~j ljgfbdi aj~j yb|a skhj|abdi yaj~jbd |aj azhgd njbdi bs dk| rj| sk `~jj& yaj~j aj sakzfl dk| rj|fb`| abhsjf` kz| k` |aj knejc|bpj ckz~sj k` |aj zdbpj~sj $$$$.$ \ajd& bd 72>3& aj sgrs5 .\aj azhgd njbdi $$$$ njcghj

bdlj}jdljd| k` |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~. gdl .|aj Jg~|a b|sjf` ags njckhj jhgdcb}g|jl kz| k` ckshbc s}gcj$.

@b~s|& aky cgd |aj Jg~|a jhgdcb}g|j b|sjf` `~kh ckshbc s}gcj; Yj `bdl gd gdsyj~ |k |abs bd |aj sjckdl scbjd|b`bc

ckz~sj !Yg~h|a ckz~sj& IG 3>7& >+3+72>="5 .\abs bs dky |aj hgbd }kbd|& |ag| bd |aj |bhj `~kh |aj 7:|a |k |aj 79|a

cjd|z~bjs |aj ckdscbkzsdjss ygs |k|gffr fks| |ag| |aj Jg~|a bs g nklr yb|abd |aj yakfj skfg~ srs|jh? |ag| jpj~r lj|gbf kd

Jg~|a hzs| agpj |k lk yb|a |aj yakfj skfg~ srs|jh$

Ckdscbkzsdjss ygs fks| |ag| |aj skfblb`rbdi k` nklbjs bs jpjd `kzdljl kd |aj `gc| |ag| |aj jg~|afr bs jhgdcb}g|bdi b|sjf`

`~kh |aj ckshbc& |ag| b| |jg~s b|sjf` `~jj& ibpjs b|sjf` bdlj}jdljd| fgys& yabfs| `k~ bds|gdcj |ag| yabca bs igsjkzs& |aj gb~&

~jhgbds gs ~jig~ls b|s fgys zdlj~ |aj bd`fzjdcj k` |aj Njbdi k` |aj Szd& yabca bs gff kdj `k~ |aj yakfj Jg~|a$.$ Sk |aj

skfblb`rbdi k` nklbjs !k` knejc|s" bs |aj jq}~jssbkd k` |aj jhgdcb}g|bkd k` |aj jg~|afr `~kh |aj ckshbc$

Dky ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ags ibpjd g lj|gbfjl ezs|b`bcg|bkd `k~ |aj s|g|jhjd| |ag| |aj azhgd njbdi sakzfl dk| rj| fb`| abhsjf`

kz| k` |aj knejc|bpj ckz~sj k` |aj zdbpj~sj$ Aj sgrs5 .Yag| cgddk| nj lbs}fgcjl bs |aj hbllfj g~jg& |aj `b||bdi bd |k |aj

ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~$ \a~kzia |abs glg}|bdi |k |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ skhj|abdi kzia| gdl hzs| nj ~j|gbdjl bd |aj azhgd

ajg~| !Ijhz|"$. !IG 79: Ckshbc gdl Azhgd Hj|ghk~}aksjs& Fjc|z~j


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hj~jfr g hk~gf ag}}jdbdi ( B lkd)| sgr b| ygsd)| g hk~gf ag}}jdbdi nz| dk| hj~jfr g hk~gf ag}}jdbdi ( nz| g ~jgf

ag}}jdbdi& yaj~j skhj|abdi ag}}jds yabca bs gs ~jgf gs |aj jpjd|s k` dg|z~j g~j ~jgf& sk ~jgf gs yajd B yg~h

skhj|abdi yb|a skhj skz~cj k` ajg| gdl ajg| bs |~gds`j~~jl bd|k |aj |abdi B gh ajg|bdi z}? fboj |ag| |aj Ca~bs|(Njbdi bs

|gojd z} bd|k |aj azhgd njbdi Ejszs k` Dgug~j|a g| |aj ng}|bsh bd Ek~lgd$

\ag| bs cj~|gbdfr g hk~gf hg||j~ bd |aj abiajs| lji~jj nz| gfsk bd |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j g ~jgf hg||j~& bd |aj sghj ygr |ag|

|aj }ajdkhjdg k` dg|z~j g~j ~jgf$ Gdl |ag|)s |aj pb|gf |abdi |ag| ags |k nj zdlj~s|kkl& |ag| yj g~j dk| ljgfbdi yb|a

skhj|abdi k~ k|aj~ yabca lj~bpjs `~kh ~g|bkdgfbs|bc azhgd ckdcj}|s yabca gfygrs ck~~js}kdl yb|a |aj ckz~sj k`dg|z~j bd b|s hjcagdbcgf& }arsbcgf k~ cajhbcgf gs}jc|s& nz| |ag| b| bs skhj|abdi yabca gs bljg sbhzf|gdjkzsfr s|gdls bd

gc|zgf ~jgfb|r& ezs| gs |aj fgys k` dg|z~j g~j }g~| k` gc|zgf ~jgfb|r& k~ ~g|aj~ gs |aj `k~cjs k` dg|z~j `k~h }g~| k` gc|zgf

~jgfb|r$. !IG 79:& Fjc|z~j 3 jq}~jssjl |aj g}}g~jd| ckd|~glbc|bkd& aj ljsc~bnjs |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ bd gff b|s

lj|gbfs bd |aj ygr |aj azhgd njbdi jq}j~bjdcjl b| jg~fbj~& bd |aj sbq|a& `b`|a& `kz~|a hbffjdbzh nj`k~j |aj Hrs|j~r k`

Ikfik|ag$ \aj~j bs dk lkzn| |ag| azhgdb|r ags i~kyd njrkdl |ag|& |ajr jpjd agl |k lk sk bd k~lj~ |k `bdl `~jjlkh$

\aj ckddjc|bkd yb|a |aj Jg~|a ljsc~bnjl bd crcfj IG 79:& gfsk aky hgd cghj |k `jjf |aj ~kzdldjss k` |aj Jg~|a& bs

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|aj Jg~|a b|sjf` ags jhgdcb}g|jl b|sjf` kz| k` ckshbc s}gcj$. Yb|a dk yk~l lkjs ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ jpj~ sziijs| |ag| |aj

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kdj ~jgfbujs |ag| |abs }~bhgf hrs|j~r bs ~jpjgfjl bd b| s|j} nr s|j}& yb|a jpj~ i~jg|j~ cfg~b|r$

Wzb|j jg~fr& bd |aj )Bd|~klzc|bkd |k Ikj|aj)s Scbjd|b`bc Yk~os)& yj `bdl |aj s|g|jhjd|5 .\aj njckhbdi gyg~j k` |aj bljg

bd |aj ~jgf yk~fl bs |aj |~zj ckhhzdbkd k` |aj azhgd njbdi$. !IG 7 Ikj|aj |aj Scbjd|bs|"$ \abdobdi bs aj~j |gojd |k

nj gd k~igd k` }j~cj}|bkd$

\abdobdi s|gdls bd |aj sghj ~jfg|bkdsab} |k bljgs gs |aj jrj lkjs |k |aj fbia| gdl |aj jg~ |k skzdl$ Sk b| )sjjs) |aj bljgbd |aj ~jgf yk~fl& gdl |abs )sjjbdi) njckhjs g ~jfbibkzs jq}j~bjdcj `k~ b|$

\abs bs ngsbcgffr |aj sghj obdl k` )sjjbdi) yb|a yabca kdj cgd ~jgfbuj |ag|5 .Yb|abd |abs S}b~b| k` |aj Jg~|a gff |ag|

njckhjs pbsbnfj& k` yabca B agpj |kfl rkz bd lj|gbf gs ~jig~ls |aj bh}zfsj k` Ikfik|ag& `k~ |aj~j kdj `bdls |aj

pb|gfbubdi `k~cj yabca ygs dk| bd |aj Jg~|a nj`k~j |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag$

Bd b| kdj `jjfs sjcz~jfr jd`kfljl nr |aj S}b~b| yabca ags ikdj |a~kzia |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag$ Gdl |aj~jnr kdj

njckhjs ckdpbdcjl |ag| |abs S}b~b| ags |~zfr `fkyjl bd|k |aj Jg~|a |a~kzia |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag$.

!IG 7:9 J|aj~bc Hgd Yb|abd ]arsbcgf Hgd& >=+


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Nj|yjjd |aj nkfl s|g|jhjd| k` )|aj |~zj ckhhzdbkd k` hgd) gdl |abs gssj~|bkd fbjs g |ak~dr }g|a$ Bd )ag~l skzf ng||fjs)

yabca aj sag~js yb|a zs bd abs )\aj Ckz~sj k` hr Fb`j)& ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ fbia|s abs ygr |a~kzia |k |aj ljj}js| hrs|j~bjs

k` Ca~bs|bgdb|r$ .@k~ hr skzf ljpjfk}hjd| jpj~r|abdi lj}jdljl kd agpbdi s|kkl nj`k~j |aj Hrs|j~r k` Ikfik|ag bd

|aj ljj}js|& hks| skfjhd cjfjn~g|bkd k` ~jckidb|bkd$.

Bd 727:& aj cgd gll |k |abs }~k`kzdlfr sbidb`bcgd| s|g|jhjd| |aj `kffkybdi5 .Gdl sk b| cgd dk| nj gdr k|aj~ ygr |agd

|ag| `k~ |aj hgd k` |klgr |aj kcczf| ckd|jh}fg|bkd k` |aj yk~fl |gojs kd g |kzca k` |aj ~jfbibkzs sbdobdi bd|k |ag| yabca

s|~jghs |a~kzia gdl s}b~b|zgfbujs |aj yk~fl gs |aj lbpbdj$ \ag| bs |aj ~jgskd yar |~zj odkyfjlij k` |aj s}b~b|zgf yk~flybff djpj~ lbhbdbsa ~jfbibkzs `jjfbdi& nz| bdljjl ljj}jd b|$.

!IG 7:9& >=+>3& 7+3"

Dky ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ajfl g fjc|z~j crcfj lz~bdi |aj fgs| lgrs k` |aj rjg~ 72>> bd Lk~dgca& jd|b|fjl5 )Hgd gdl |aj

Yk~fl k` |aj S|g~s)$ Yag| bs ljpjfk}jl bd |ajsj |yjfpj fjc|z~js czfhbdg|js bd fjc|z~js 7= gdl 7>$ ^zlkf` S|jbdj~

sakys g| `b~s| aky hgd bs }fgcjl bd|k |aj fb`j yjgpbdi nj|yjjd Jg~|a gdl ckshks$ Pbjyjl `~kh |aj bdsblj& |aj }fgd|s

g~j bhgibdg|bkds& }bc|z~j(|akzia|s k` |aj Szd$ Sfjj}bdi hgd |gojs bd|jdsj }g~| bd |abs fb`j yjgpbdi nj|yjjd Jg~|a gdl

ckshks5

.Bd jg~fbj~ |bhjs k` azhgd jpkfz|bkd& hgd `jf| g pj~r jqgc| lb``j~jdcj nj|yjjd sfjj} bd ybd|j~ gdl sfjj} bd szhhj~$

\ajr gfsk odjy yag| sbidb`bcgdcj sfjj} bd ybd|j~ gdl sfjj} bd szhhj~ agl `k~ |ajh$ Hjd odjy bd |aksj jg~fr |bhjs

|ag| szhhj~ sfjj} ygs szca |ag| |ajr ckzfl sgr lz~bdi szhhj~ |ag| |aj Jg~|a bs |~zfr ykpjd g~kzdl yb|a }bc|z~j

|akzia|s$

Hjd k` kfljd lgrs jq}~jssjl b| |azs5 lz~bdi szhhj~& |aj z}}j~ ikls ljscjdl gdl akpj~ g~kzdl |aj Jg~|a? lz~bdi

ybd|j~& |aj fkyj~ ikls cfbhn z} `~kh kz| k` |aj Jg~|a gdl akpj~ g~kzdl |aj Jg~|a$ Kdj jq}j~bjdcjl |abs bhgibdg|bpj

yk~fl& yabca bs sag}jl lb``j~jd|fr lz~bdi ybd|j~ gdl szhhj~& gs g yjgpbdi k` |aj z}}j~ gdl fkyj~ ikls$ Nz| kdj gfsk

odjy lz~bdi |abs jg~fbj~ |bhj k` azhgd cbpbfbug|bkd& |ag| |aj azhgd njbdi bs bd |abs yjgpbdi bhgibdg|bpj yk~fl yb|a abs

jik njbdi gdl yb|a abs gs|~gfb|r$

Nz| |abs pj~r `gc| yabca B agpj ezs| ljsc~bnjl |k rkz sakys zs& yajd yj fkko g| b| `~kh |aj }kbd| k` pbjy k` s}b~b|zgfscbjdcj& bd yag| ~jfg|bkdsab} |aj azhgd njbdi s|gdls yb|a |aj jq|~g(|j~~js|~bgf ckshks jpjd lz~bdi abs jg~|a jqbs|jdcj$

Rkz sjj& lz~bdi szhhj~& yaj~jpj~ kd jg~|a b| hgr nj szhhj~ g| |ag| |bhj& hgd bs gfygrs ykpjd g~kzdl nr g cfjg~fr

ckd|kz~jl ckshbc bhgibdg|bkd lz~bdi sfjj}$ \aj~jnr& aj bs }~jssjl cfksjfr gigbds| |aj Jg~|a lz~bdi |aj szhhj~ |bhj

sk kdj ykzfl sgr bd abs njbdi k` skzf gdl s}b~b|$ \abs bs wzb|j lb``j~jd| lz~bdi |aj ybd|j~ |bhj$ Lz~bdi ybd|j~ |bhj&

|aj ckd|kz~s k` |ajsj bhgibdg|bkds njckhj yblj~(hjsajl& sk |k sgr$

Lz~bdi szhhj~& |aj~j g~j wzb|j lbs|bdc|fr `k~hjl bhgibdg|bkds bd |aj hks| pg~bjl ckd`biz~g|bkds yb|abd yabca yj

fbpj lz~bdi kz~ sfjj} yb|a kz~ jik njbdi gdl gs|~gf njbdi$ Lz~bdi ybd|j~& |aj~j g~j yblj hjsajl `biz~g|bkds g~kzdl |aj

Jg~|a& gdl |ag| ags |aj ~jszf| |ag| jpj~r |bhj yajd gz|zhd njibds& |ag| yabca fbpjs bd kz~ jik njbdi gdl bd kz~ gs|~gf

nklr bs cg~~bjl `g~ kz| bd|k |aj yk~fl lz~bdi |aj dbia|(|bhj$

Lz~bdi |aj ak| szhhj~(|bhj& |ag| yabca fbpjs bd kz~ jik gdl gs|~gf nklr ~jhgbds hk~j bd |aj s}b~b|zgf(skzf g|hks}aj~jk` hgd& sk |k sgr$ Lz~bdi |aj ybd|j~ |bhj& |ag| yabca fbpjs bd kz~ jik njbdi gdl bd kz~ gs|~gf njbdi bs cg~~bjl `g~ kz|

bd|k |aj yk~fl s}gcjs$.

!IG >72 Hgd gdl |aj Yk~fl k` |aj S|g~s& 7+7>+>>"$


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G |ak~kzia lbsczssbkd k` |aj hk~gf ~jgfb|r `kffkys& yabca ckzfl dk| nj ~jckidbujl yb|akz| Gd|a~k}ksk}ar g| gff$

Hgd hzs| gbh kdcj gigbd g| g fbpbdi |kij|aj~ yb|a |aj lbpbdj(s}b~b|zgf yk~fl5 .\aj scbjdcj yabca s}b~b|zgfbujs |aj

ckdcj}| k` s}gcj gigbd gdl hgojs b| |~gdscjdljd|gf& gdl yabca bs cgffjl Gd|a~k}ksk}abcgf S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj& yk~os

`~kh njfky z}yg~ls& s|~j|cajs b|s agdls `~kh njfky z}yg~ls sk |k s}jgo& bd k~lj~ |k i~gs} |aj agdls k` Hbcagjf

s|~j|cajl lkyd ~kh gnkpj$

@k~ |ag| bs yaj~j |aj n~blij cgd nj nzbf| nj|yjjd |aj ikls gdl hjd$ Hbcagjf njcghj ~jijd| k` |abs gij `k~ |aj ~jgskd

|ag| aj ags |k ~jcjbpj |ag| odkyfjlij yabca |aj ikls ygd| |k ~jcjbpj `~kh hjd yak yj~j gnfj |k gll |aj ckdcj}| k`

S}gcj |k |aj ckdcj}| k` \bhj& yabca |aj ikls lk dk| rj| agpj$.

!IG >72& fjc|z~j k` 79+7>+72>>"$

\ajd kdcj gigbd& ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ljsc~bnjs |aj sjgskds gdl |ajb~ `js|bpgfs gigbds| |aj ngcoi~kzdl k` |aj kfl hrs|j~bjs$

\aj kfl szhhj~ hrs|j~bjs agpj njjd |~gdshz|jl bd|k |aj djy hbl(ybd|j~ hrs|j~bjs$ Ckdcj~dbdi |aj Ca~bs|hgs

`js|bpgf& aj sgrs rj| gigbd wzb|j lbs|bdc|fr gdl cfjg~fr5

.Bd gcck~lgdcj yb|a |~zj Ca~bs|bgdb|r& |abs `bdlbdi k` |aj s}b~b|zgf(sz}j~sjdsbnfj ~jgfb|r bd hgd hzs| |goj }fgcj g| g |bhj

dk| yajd aj }gssjs kz| k` abhsjf` gdl bs ibpjd z} |k |aj ckshks& nz| yajd aj bs `b~hfr yb|abd abhsjf`$ Gdl |abs bs

hks| k` gff |aj cgsj yajd aj bs zdb|jl yb|a |aj Jg~|a g| |aj |bhj yajd |aj Jg~|a aj~sjf` bs saz| k`` `~kh |aj ckshbc

jq}gdsj ( |ag| bs |k sgr& bd hblybd|j~$.!IG >72& fjc|z~j k` >3+7>+72>>$"

\aj |jd|a fjc|z~j kdcj gigbd |gojs z} |aj wzjs|bkdbdi g`|j~ dg|z~j(djcjssb|r gdl `~jjlkh$ Dg|z~gf Scbjdcj ags g~~bpjl

g| |aj pbjy}kbd|& gs rkz odky& |ag| `~jjlkh bs gd bh}kssbnbfb|r& gd bffzsbkd$ K}}ksbdi |abs& ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ sakys |ag|

`~jjlkh ags g ngsbs bd hgd bd |aj ygr bd yabca |aj lb``j~jd| hjhnj~s k` abs njbdi }fgr bd|k jgca k|aj~ ~ar|ahbcgffr5

.Gf~jglr g sz}j~`bcbgf sz~pjr sakys |ag| hgd ags ckh}g~g|bpj `~jjlkh gs ~jig~ls |aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~$ Nz| fkkobdi

g| b| `~kh gd Gd|a~k}ksk}abcgf }kbd| k` pbjy& |abs s|gdls kz| jpjd hk~j cfjg~fr$ Yajd fkkobdi g| b|

gd|a~k}ksk}abcgffr& yj |z~d kz~ iguj |k |aj |yk bd|j~cagdibdi ckdlb|bkds bd yabca hgd fbpjs yb|abd |yjd|r(`kz~ akz~s&

g| |aj ckdlb|bkds k` sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi$ $$$

Rkz sjj& yajd rkz |goj |aj Jg~|a5 Saj hzs| agpj szhhj~ gdl ybd|j~ sbhzf|gdjkzsfr bd aj~ lb``j~jd| ~jibkds& nz| rkz

cgddk| sfblj |ajsj bd|k jgca k|aj~$ Yb|abd hgd& szhhj~ gdl ybd|j~ g~j ckd|bdzgffr njbdi }zsajl kdj bd|k |aj k|aj~

hbc~kckshbcgffr$ Yabfj hgd sfjj}s& abs }arsbcgf szhhj~ bs hbqjl z} yb|a abs s}b~b|zgf ybd|j~$ Lz~bdi |aj ckz~sj k`

|aj rjg~& bd jq|j~dgf dg|z~j& hgd ags ybd|j~ gdl szhhj~ sj}g~g|jfr? yb|abd abhsjf`& `~kh |yk lb``j~jd| sbljs& aj

ckd|bdzgffr hbqjs z} ybd|j~ gdl szhhj~$ $$$

\ag| yabca g}}jg~s gs g djcjssb|r k` dg|z~j& yajd s}~jgl kz| sj}g~g|jfr bd |aj ckz~sj k` |bhj& bs }zsajl |kij|aj~& bs

djz|~gfbujl bd hgd$ \abs hgojs abh g `~jj njbdi$ \aj~j`k~j& |aj~j ybff nj dk zdlj~s|gdlbdi k` `~jjlkh zdfjss hgd

ckh}~jajdls aky& |k abs }arsbcgf(j|aj~bc dg|z~j& bd yabca b| cgd nj szhhj~ k~ ybd|j~& g~j glljl |aj k}}ksb|j ybd|j~s

gdl szhhj~s k` abs s}b~b|zgf fb`j gs g djz|~gfbubdi `gc|k~$

Sk rkz sjj& yajd yj fkko g| kz|j~ dg|z~j yj ckdcjbpj }bc|z~js yabca yj hzs| dk| |~gds}ksj bd|k kz~sjfpjs& djb|aj~ bd

|aj ygobdi dk~ bd |aj sfjj}bdi ckdlb|bkd$ Yj hzs| dk| |~gds}ksj |ajh bd|k kz~sjfpjs& nz| yj hzs| sgr |k kz~sjfpjs5

yb|abd azhgd dg|z~j |ajsj }bc|z~js k` |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j fksj |ajb~ pgfblb|r& gdl yj hzs| fkko g| skhj|abdi jfsj$

Gdl kdcj yj fjg~d dk| |k nj }z| kz| nr |aj ckz~sj k` dg|z~j yb|abd hgd& yj g~j jdgnfjl |k ~jgffr fkko cfjg~fr g| hgd)s

s}b~b|zgf(hk~gf(skzf njbdi$ Yj ckhj |k gd j|abcgf& hk~gf ~jfg|bkdsab} yb|a hgd bd |aj sghj ygr gs yj ckhj |k g

dg|z~gf ~jfg|bkdsab} yb|a dg|z~j$. !IG >72& fjc|z~j k` >2+7>+72>>"$

Sk& yb|abd hgd& |aj ckz~sj k` |bhj bs }zsajl |kij|aj~ gdl njckhjs s}gcj$ Nr fkkobdi g| hgd bd |abs ygr& kz~ iguj

njckhjs `~jj `k~ |aj j|abcgf gdl |aj hk~gf bd |ajb~ ~jgfb|r$ Dg|z~gf djcjssb|r njckhjs dzffb`bjl nr |aj yjgpbdi bd|k

jgca k|aj~ k` |aj |bhjs$

Yajd |bhj njckhjs s}gcj& gd bddj~ |jh}fj g~jg bs c~jg|jl& g s}gcj k` `~jjlkh `k~ |aj jik bd yabca |aj ckshbc czf| cgd

|goj }fgcj$ Nz| kdj ags |k }z| |abs pj~r cfjg~fr5 dk| |aj hj~j yjgpbdi bd|k jgca k|aj~ k` |aj sjgskds ( yj ckzfl cgff b|

g hg~~bgij k` |aj sjgskds bd Dkpgfbs) yk~ls ( bs g ckshbc czf|$ \ag| bs kdfr |aj njckhbdi `~jj k` gd bddj~ s}gcj& k` |aj

|jh}fj& bd yabca |aj gc|zgf ag}}jdbdi cgd ckhj gnkz|$ \aj ckshbc czf| kccz~s yajd hgd fbpjs |kij|aj~ yb|a |ajckz~sj k` |aj rjg~ `~kh abs kyd `~jj ybff& dk| `~kh djcjssb|r$


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\aj ckz~sj k` |aj yk~fl& |aj ~ar|ahbc yjgpbdi k` |aj sjgskds bd s}~bdi& szhhj~& gz|zhd gdl ybd|j~& yb|a yabca Ca~bs|

ags zdb|jl Abhsjf` sk bd|jdsjfr |ag| Aj ikjs |a~kzia |aj gscjdlbdi gdl ljscjdlbdi hkpjhjd|s& bs s}~jgl kz| bd |bhj$

\ag| bs kdj k` |aj hks| bh}k~|gd| jfjhjd|s `k~ ljpjfk}hjd|& |aj jqbs|jdcj k` szca gd gscjdlbdi gdl ljscjdlbdi fb`j& g

sfjj}bdi gdl ygobdi& szhhj~ gdl ybd|j~$ Yajd hgd fbpjs ckdscbkzsfr yb|a |aj ckz~sj k` |aj yk~fl `~kh kz| k` |aj

`~jj bddj~ s}gcj k` abs jik& bdlj}jdljd| `~kh dg|z~gf djcjssb|r& |ag| bs czf|zs$ \aj azhgd ybffbdi |ajd njckhjs g~|bs|bc

c~jg|bdi bd )}ksb|bpj sz~~jdlj~)$

\ajsj g~j ^zlkf` S|jbdj~)s yk~ls5 .Kdcj kdj ags `kzdl yb|abd kdjsjf` bd kdj)s cjd|~j |aj }arsbcgf& skzf gdl s}b~b|zgf

yk~fl `k~cjs yk~obdi |kij|aj~& kdj gfsk sjjs |ajh kz|sblj bd |aj yk~fl s}gcjs$ Azhgd ybffbdi bs ~gbsjl |k g~|bs|bc

c~jg|bdi gdl `bdgffr |k szca g ~jfg|bkdsab} yb|a |aj yk~fl yabca bs dk| kdfr }gssbpj ckidb|bkd nz| g }ksb|bpj sz~~jdlj~

yabca B ykzfl fboj |k cag~gc|j~buj bd |ajsj yk~ls5

Hgd lkjs dk| gdr hk~j fkko bd|k |aj yk~fl bd gd gns|~gc| `gsabkd yb|a |aj `k~cjs k` abs ajgl& nz| aj njibds |k sjj bd|k

b| hk~j gdl hk~j yb|a abs yakfj njbdi$ Gdl |aj fbpbdi |kij|aj~ yb|a |aj ckz~sj k` |aj yk~fl njckhjs g czf|zs `k~ abh&

gdl |aj ckshbc czf| ~jszf|s& bd yabca hgd cgd s|gdl bd jgca hkhjd| k` abs fb`j$ Jgca jg~|afr czf| bs g ck}r k` |abs

ckshbc czf|$ \abs ckshbc czf| bs abiaj~ |agd gdr jg~|afr czf|$. !IG >72& fjc|z~j k` >2+7>+72>>"$

\ajsj |akzia|s g~j ljj}jdjl bd fjc|z~j 7>$ \aj }fgcj bd hgd yaj~j |aj |bhjs g~j }zsajl |kij|aj~ gdl njckhj s}gcj&

bs dky zdlj~s|kkl |k nj |ag| }kbd| bd |aj ~ar|ahbc srs|jh yaj~j |aj dj~pj(sjdsj srs|jh gdl |aj hj|gnkfbc(fbhn srs|jh

g~j s|~bpbdi |k `bdl |ajb~ jwzbfbn~bzh$ .Hgd bs g }bjcj k` dg|z~j yb|abd abhsjf`& nz| njcgzsj |aj k~cjs k` dg|z~j k}}ksj

jgca k|aj~ bd |aj azhgd k~igdbug|bkd& |ajr cgdcjf jgca k|aj~ kz| gdl hgd bs szca |ag| aj bs ag~lfr dg|z~j g| gff$ \ag| bs

yag| hgojs hgd g `~jj njbdi$

Kdj hzs| dk| g}}fr |aj fgys k` dg|z~gf djcjssb|r |k abh& `k~ |aj~j bs sbh}fr dk| kdj dg|z~gf djcjssb|r& nz| |yk& yabca

ij| |ajb~ bd`k~hg|bkd `~kh k}}ksb|j lb~jc|bkds& gdl yabca cgdcjf jgca k|aj~ kz| yb|abd |aj azhgd njbdi$ Yb|abd |abs

g~jg k` djz|~gfbujl dg|z~gf `k~cjs bs fkcg|jl |aj s}b~b|zgf(skzf njbdi k` hgd& zdbd`fzjdcjl nr dg|z~gf `k~cjs& gdl hzs|

nj ~jckidbujl `~kh kz| k` b|s kyd fgys$.

.Gdl yajd yj ckhj |k g}}fr |aj hj|akls k` S}b~b|zgf Scbjdcj |k |aj crcfj k` |aj rjg~& yj `bdl bd b| |kk g s}b~b|zgf

szhhj~ ckdlb|bkd njfkdibdi |k b|s ybd|j~& gdl g s}b~b|zgf ybd|j~ ckdlb|bkd njfkdibdi |k b|s szhhj~$ \ajsj ckdlb|bkds

lk dk|& akyjpj~& ngfgdcj kdj gdk|aj~ gs |ajr lk bd hgd$ Kd |aj ckd|~g~r& |ajr jq}~jss |ajhsjfpjs bd k}}ksb|j

ajhbs}aj~js& sk |ag| kd |aj Jg~|a& }arsbcgf ybd|j~ bs s|~jdi|ajdjl nr |aj ybd|j~ k` |aj skzf gdl s}b~b|& gdl }arsbcgf

szhhj~ nr s}b~b|zgf szhhj~$.

Bd kz|j~ dg|z~j yj sjj skhj|abdi yabca ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ cgffs )|aj hkdzhjd|s k` skhj|abdi yabca ags `k~hj~fr c~jg|jl

gdl sag}jl fb`j& nz| dky bs lrbdi)$ \ag| bs |aj }gs|$ Bd hgd& |kk& |abs }gs| fbpjs& bd sk `g~ gs aj bs g }arsbcgf(j|aj~bc

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njbdi$ Sk yb|abd hgd |aj~j bs g ckdlb|bkd k` jwzbfbn~bzh yb|abd yabca aj cgd zd`kfl abs bhgibdg|bpj gdl |akzia| fb`j

`~jjfr$

.Yajd yj fkko bd|k dg|z~j& |ag| }g~| k` aj~ yabca bs hbdj~gf gdl pjij|gnfj& yj kdfr sjj |aj }gs|$ Nz| |ag| yb|abd hgd

yabca gf~jglr `zdc|bkds gs `z|z~j lz~bdi hgd)s }~jsjd|& |ag| ibpjs abh |aj ckdlb|bkd k` `~jjlkh$ \abs ckdlb|bkd k`

`~jjlkh lkjs dk| jqbs| bd kz|j~ dg|z~j$

B` kz|j~ dg|z~j ygs lkkhjl |k s|gr gs saj bs |a~kzia aj~ hbdj~gf gdl pjij|gnfj obdilkhs& saj ykzfl nj lkkhjl |k lbj

ezs| gs |aj }arsbcgf gdl j|aj~bc k~igdbsh k` hgd lbjs bd |aj yk~fl gff$ $$$$ B` |aj~j`k~j dg|z~j sakzfl dk| lbj& |ajd |ag|

hzs| nj ibpjd |k aj~ yabca hgd ags bd abs gs|~gf gdl jik nklbjs$ $$$$ Ezs| gs hgd ak}js `k~ ~jbdcg~dg|bkd bd abs djq|jg~|a fb`j `~kh |ag| yabca bs |~gdscjdljd|gf gdl bdpbsbnfj bd abh& nz| cgddk| ak}j `k~ b| `~kh abs lrbdi }arsbcgf(j|aj~bc

nklbjs& sk g `z|z~j jg~|a cgddk| ~jszf| `~kh |ag| yabca sz~~kzdls zs gs |aj hbdj~gf(pjij|gnfj jg~|a$

\aj kdfr |abdi |ag| ybff ibpj |aj jg~|a g `z|z~j jqbs|jdcj bs |ag| yabca yj cgd }z| bd|k aj~ gdl yabca saj lkjs dk| agpj

rj|$ \ag| yabca lkjs dk| jqbs| bd aj~ g~j |aj gc|bpj |akzia|s k` hgd yabca fbpj gdl yjgpj `~jjfr bd |aj ckdlb|bkd k`

jwzbfbn~bzh yb|abd abs dg|z~gf k~igdbug|bkd$ Nr hgobdi |ajsj bdlj}jdljd| |akzia|s ~jgf& aj ibpjs `z|z~j |k |aj jg~|a$.

Aj~j ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ ckd|bdzjs yag| aj ags s|g|jl sk nkflfr gs g rkzdi hgd bd abs )Bd|~klzc|bkds)5 .K` |ajsj c~jg|bpj

|akzia|s B ygs gnfj |k sgr kdcj bd hr fb||fj nkko gnkz| |aj Ikj|ajgd ckidb|bkdgf |ajk~r5 \abs obdl k` |abdobdi bs bd

`gc| |aj s}b~b|zgf `k~h k` ckhhzdbkd `k~ hgdobdl$. !@k~ |aj sgoj k` jqgc|djss& B ykzfl hjd|bkd |ag| |aj yk~ls gnkz|

|aj |~zj ckhhzdbkd g~j dk| bd |aj nkko )\ajk~r k` Ckidb|bkd)& nz| bd |aj )Bd|~klzc|bkds)$" .$$$$ Nr jdfbpjdbdi abs kyd

|akzia|s& hgd zdb|js abhsjf` yb|a |aj lbpbdj(s}b~b|zgf& yabca }jdj|~g|js |aj yk~fl gdl jdsz~js b|s `z|z~j& gdl |aj~jnr

cjfjn~g|js ckhhzdbkd& ~jcjbpjs ckhhzdbkd$ Gdl sk s}b~b|zgf ckidb|bkd bs g |~zj ckhhzdbkd& |aj njibddbdi k` g czf|

yabca nj`b|s }~jsjd|(lgr azhgdb|r$.

!IG >72& fjc|z~j k` 37+7>+72>>"$


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Gd|a~k}ksk}ar bs |k gcckh}fbsa b|s hbssbkd bd |aj yk~fl$ $$$$ B ygd|jl |k |jff rkz |abs |k s|g~| yb|a gs g njibddbdi$ Bsagff ckd|bdzj djq| @~blgr$.

\abs ygs sgbl kd |ag| |~gibc Djy Rjg~)s Jpj `zff k` ljs|bdr kd yabca |aj `b~s| Ikj|ajgdzh nz~d| lkyd$ Yb|a

sz}j~azhgd s|~jdi|a gdl zd}g~gffjl `bljfb|r& ^zlkf` S|jbdj~ bhhjlbg|jfr g`|j~ |aj `b~j ~jszhjl abs yk~o gdl jpjd |aj

fjc|z~j ckz~sj$ Nz| |aj )ckshbc czf|) ~jhgbdjl g ~gihjd|$ \ag| bs kdj |abdi |ag| sakzfl nj nk~dj bd hbdl$

\aj k|aj~ bs |ag| |aj cgdcjffbdi kz| k` dg|z~j ~jszf|bdi `~kh |aj bd|j~yjgpbdi k` |aj sjgskds yb|abd |aj azhgd njbdi& gs

yjff gs |aj s|g|j k` jwzbfbn~bzh nj|yjjd |aj hjhnj~s k` |abs njbdi& cgd kdfr nj ~jfg|bpj& k` ckz~sj$ Bd |aj fjc|z~j k`

>2+7>+72>> yj `bdl5 .Gf~jglr kd fkkobdi g| b| sz}j~`bcbgffr kdj sjjs |ag| |aj azhgd njbdi bs ~jfg|bpjfr ~jj ~jig~lbdi

|aj ckz~sj k` |aj rjg~$. !IG >72 Hgd gdl |aj Yk~fl k` |aj S|g~s"$

.@k~ b| bs bdljjl |aj cgsj `k~ jqgh}fj |ag| |aj cjfjn~g|bkd k` Ca~bs|hgs bs gs b| yj~j g |kojd k` ~jhjhn~gdcj |k saky

|ag| |aj azhgd njbdi ags gd j|aj~bc jfjhjd|gf dg|z~j& ags gd j|aj~bc nklr |a~kzia yabca aj bs ckddjc|jl yb|a |aj

jfjhjd|gf bd dg|z~j$.

!IG 702 \aj @js|bpgfs gdl |ajb~ Hjgdbdi& 0+0+7270"$

Aj~j gd bh}k~|gd| hj|aklbcgf ngsbs hzs| nj knsj~pjl5 Dk skzdl ezlijhjd| bd gdr s}b~b|zgf(scbjd|b`bc wzjs|bkd k`

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odkyfjlij$

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ckhhzdbkd |a~kzia |aj crcfjs IG >>=& IG >>7 !Jg~|afr Odkyfjlij gdl Ajgpjdfr Ybslkh" |k IG >>3 !\aj Crcfj k`

|aj Rjg~"& yabca |ajd bd |aj Gz|zhd k` |aj rjg~ 72>3 `fkys bd|k |aj fjc|z~js gnkz| |aj fbpbdi |kij|aj~ yb|a |aj ckz~sjk` |aj rjg~ bd `kz~ ckshbc bhgibdg|bkds !IG >>2"$

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`k~ |aj azhgd njbdi bd gd gnskfz|j sjdsj& nz| |ag| Hgd sakzfl |z~d |k dg|z~j gigbd `~kh kz| k` |aj ckdscbkzsdjss k` abs

`~jjlkh$

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kz~ fbpbdi yb|a gdl

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