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A Witness of the

Heavenly Realm

Anonymous

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TableofContents

WhyAmIWritingThis?.......................................3

NoteAboutHowtheBookWasAssembled.........4

TheExceedinglyHighMountain..........................6

TheThrone........................................................16

TheGarden.......................................................63

TheSpiritWorld................................................87

TheTwelveHierarchyofAngels.........................97

TheCreation....................................................125

TheBeginning..................................................140

TheTreeofLife...............................................148

TheFather.......................................................151

TheMother.....................................................156

AbouttheAuthor............................................161

Addendum......................................................162

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WhyAmIWritingThis?Myentirepurposeofsharingtheseexperiencesistoencourageeveryonetoseekthesame,tostand intheLord’spresenceand learn fromHim.SomuchhashappenedtomesinceJanuary18,2016.SincethenIhavebeenabletobewithHimmanytimes.Everytime I’m inawe,always feelingHis loveandencouragement.Healwaystellsmethesamething,“Comeoften,timeisshort.Youmustlearnasmuchas you can.”Eachvisitusually lasts about2hoursandthenIspendacouplehourstypingupasmanydetailsasIcanremember.Ihavebeenaskedbyclosefriends,“Whatisitlike?Isitasrealasyouseemenow?”Yes,andno,ismyanswer.Itismorerealthanthis,butitisdifferent.Iseepanoramic,andthenupcloseinvividdetail. Itmoves in and out from standing before Him tohaving visions open up to me – His way ofcommunicatingwhatHewantsmetosee.Isee,feel,touch, experience, and ask so many questions.Everything seemspredicatedupon thequestions Iask,so Iponderwhat Isee,then,gobackandaskmorequestions.Everything is interesting.Everything isavailable tostudy.Almosteveryquestionisanswered.Thereare

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so many gaps in the scriptures regarding theheavenlyrealm,thecreation,angels,andtheworldof spirits; it isepic in itsbeautyandmagnitude. Ifyoucouldspendonehourlookingintothatworld,itwouldchangeyouforever.Agreatmasterpieceisabouttobeunveiledtotheworld, as the Times of the Gentiles reaches its’closingandtheGatheringofIsraelcommences.NowisthetimetohaveyourBaptismofFire,thenreceiveyour Second Comforter and experience themysteries of godliness. Don’t let anyone convinceyouthesearenotavailabletoyou.Grabholdoftheiron rodwhich leads to theTreeof Life; and then“comeoften.”Themostepicseriesofeventsinthehistoryoftheworldareabouttounfold.

NoteAboutHowtheBookWasAssembledThisbookisnotmeanttobealiterarynovel.ItwaspiecedtogetherfrommanyseparateexperiencesIhad until the end of 2017. I assembled thesetogetherpertainingtotheirsubject,sothefullvisionis not included in most cases. I didn’t make anyeffort to beautify my experiences, but to onlyexplaintothebestofmyabilitywhatIsawandfelt.If the information is contrary to your personal

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beliefsallIcansayisthatitiswhatIsaw.YoucanasktheLordtosortouttherestforyou.AWARNING:If youhavenot read the first book “How toHaveYourSecondComforter”pleasedonotreadfurther.The information contained in this short bookcontainsmysteries thatwill notbehelpful for thereaderwhostruggleswiththeprinciplescontainedinthefirstbook.Ifyouhavereadthefirstbookandare comfortable, this volumewill be sweet to thetaste,andhelpintheprocessofcomingtotheLord.Itunfoldswhenyoubegintoseewithaneyeoffaith.

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TheExceedinglyHighMountainThere isaplacehighabovetheearthwhere Iwastaken toprepareme tocome into thepresenceoftheLord.EachtimeIwentthereIlearnedsomethingnewaboutmyself,theearth,mymission,andwhatwasyettocome.Therewasamaninwhitewitharounded,closecutbeard sitting behind the desk in front of me. Hisbeardwaswhite,hisfacewasfull.Hisclothingwaswhite and angelic, sort of stylized and tailored,withoutanyspecialembroideryorextravagance.Everything I was seeing in my mind seemedsomewhatclouded,asifIhadsomethinginmyeyesand I was struggling to open them. I would seeclearlyandthenitwouldgooutoffocus.IaskedhimwhohewasandhesaidhisnamewasMelek. Idon’tknowif I’mspellingitright.The“e”wasliketheword“eve.”Hebegantosmileatme.Ineversawhismouthmove.IexpressedmydesiretohimtoknowtheLordandtopreparemyself.IaskedwhereIwasandwasgivenknowledgethatIstoodabove theUnited States. I askedmore specificallywhohewas,andwastoldthathewasamessengerand thatwehadbeen friends fora long timeandhadknowneachotherbefore.

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I thenwas above the earth. I was just above theatmosphere looking down at the blue earth,coveredinsmallpatchesofclouds.Iturnedaroundandseemedtobeinaroomofglasswherethewallsandfloorweretransparent. Itwasverysolid,yet Icould see through it. For a moment, I had thestrangethoughtofwhethertherewasdustonthefloor,andinaninstant,Icouldseeverycloselythattherewasnotasmuchasaspeck.Iwasinstantlyinthesameclearroomlookingdownupontheearth.Thecloudsweredifferent.Iwasbymyself in the room. I decided to take more timeexamining the room. Therewereno lights in it. Itwasasifallwasglass.Itwasilluminatedbythelightontheearth. IsawmyfriendMelekenter infromtheleftandstandbeforemeagain.HesmiledandIcouldreallyseehimmoreclearlythanbefore.Notexactlyhowyouwouldpictureanangel.Hehadapleasant face,whitehair, roundedbeard.His facewasfullandhiseyeswerebright.Heseemedtobemediumheightandbuild.Hesaidsomethingtomelike,“Whatdoyouwant?”IsaidthatIwantedtoknowwhoIamandwhatI’msupposedtodo?

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Hesmiledandsaid,“Well,that’suptotheLord.”Hehadanalmosthumoroustonetohisanswer,whichwascommunicatedtomewithouthimopeninghismouth.Iasked,“CanIseeHim?”Melek closedhis eyes and lookedup. It appearedthat he was praying and asking permission. Helookedatmeandsaid,“Yes,youcanseehim.”Andhesmiled.I firstcameto theHighMountain.1The roomwasemptyandIcouldseetheearthbelowandtheblueatmosphere. I sawMelekwalk in, again smiling. Iaskedhimagainhowwekneweachotherandheagain said that we have known each other frombefore,butitwasnothisplacetorevealthattome.IsaidthatIhadmanyquestionsfortheLord.IaskedMelekwhat thepurposeof this roomwasandhetold me that this was a place where I could betaught,tolearnaboutthepast,thepresent,andthefuture.“ShouldIaskmyquestionshere?”Isaid.HetoldmethatmostlytheSpiritwouldteachme,andthat I could ask the Lord Himself, if I receivedpermission.

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Today,afterIdidmyregularprayerroutine,IfeltIneeded to go to the exceedingly high mountain,whichistheglassroomoverlookingtheearth.WhenIarrived,Iwasalone,andexaminedtheroomagain,veryclosely. It isquitesimple,a rectangular roomwithadeskinthecenterwithnothingonit.Belowand behind is a panoramic view of the earth, theotherdirectionisthenightsky,filledwithstars.Melek entered the room smiling. He always actscalmandunpretentious.ItoldhimthatIfeltIshouldcomeheretoday;Iwasn’tsurewhy.IsaidIhadbeentold inapreviousvisit that thisplacewaswhere Icouldlearnofthepast,thepresent,andthefuture.MelekconfirmedthatandaskedwhatIwantedtolearnabout.IexpressedthatitseemedIcouldlearnallthiswhenI’mwiththeLordtoo,andMeleksaidthat Iwasexceedinglyblessed tobeable togo toHimsooften,asothersmostlycomehere.I expressed my gratitude to Melek for alwayscoming to help me. I asked him again what ourrelationship was. I said, “You were my brother,weren’tyou?”Hesaid,“Yes.”Melekthenexplainedthat he could not elaborate further withoutpermission,butthatthosethingswereusuallynotsharedwhileweexperiencemortality.Hethensaidsomenicethingsaboutme,andtheimportanceofmymission.Hehasaverycomfortablewayabouthim.Heseemsverykind,relaxed,andhasasenseof

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humor. I thenbegantoaskhimmanyquestions. IhopeIcanremembereverything.HowdoyouknowwhenI’mcominghere?The Spirit tells us. It’s like an alarm of sorts. Weknowandcanevenprepareourselvesbeforehand.Sometimeswehavemessengerswhotellus.Doyouhaveplaceslikehomesordwellings?Ourdwellingsareusuallywherewedoourwork.Wedon’tneedtosleep,somostofusdon’thaveahomelikeyouwouldthink.Possessionsarenotimportantliketheyaretopeopleonearth.Ourgloryandgiftsarewhatmatterhere.YoumightsaytheGardenisour own special place. Some day when you arefurtherexalted,yourthronewillbeaspecialabodeofyourmaking.Thereareexceptions.Somespiritsseek out homes in the spirit world; either bylingeringinfamiliarplacesorfindinganother,butitisnotthesame.Doyoueat?Yes, we can eat and drink. It is a satisfyingexperience, but althoughwe sense the flavor andjoy of consuming it, we do not need the physicalnourishment.Weingestlightandgloryandthefoodbecomes light within us. I thought this wasinterestingand rememberedhow Ipartookof the

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fruitoftheTreeofLifeandittastedsogoodandthewaterunderthetreewasrefreshing,butIfeltfilledimmediatelyandhadno impulsiontofeedmyself,asIwasinstantlysatisfied.Whataboutclothing?Withlightyoucancreateallthings.Eachofusclotheourselvesaswefeelmostcomfortable.Therearenoseamstresses in this realm like you would think.Nobody is weaving cloth, except in the Telestialworld.AtthispointIbegantostudywhatMelekwaswearing.Hepatientlyallowedmetostudyhisrobe,even though I didn’t ask. It was smooth like theSaviors,likewhitepowder.Hetoohadlittlesymbolsthatcaughtthelightupanddownthehem.Therewasnoseamatthesleeves.Hehadaroundedcollarandasash.Themateriallookedlight,buthunglikeaheaviermaterial,notclingingtohisbody.Ididn’tnotice shoes, but I don’t think I looked that fardown.Isawhisfaceupclose.Hehasatallforehead,sortofroundfaceandwhitehair.Iaskedwhyhehaswhitehairandotherdonot.Hesaidwecanchoosethe color thatbest suitsus. That’s interesting.Hisbeardkindofroundsoverhischin,shortmustacheandmediumlengthhair.Hehasakindsmile.Ishookhis hand at one point and could feel not just theflesh,butanimmediateconnectionwithhisspirit.Idon’tknowhowtoexplainit.

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I asked permission to go to the room and wentstraightthere,seeingmyselflookingdownupontheearthwithitscurvingbluearchandtheatmosphereandcloudsbelowme.Theroomisclearwallsandthe desk in the center as before. Melek camewalkingoutagain,smilingatme.Isaidhelloandaskhimhowhewasdoing.Itseemedlikesuchfamiliartalking.IsaidtohimthatImissedhimandlovedhimandherepliedsimilarly.I noticed that it was indeed more difficult thanbeforetoseeclearly.IwouldphaseinandoutasItriedtofocusonhimandevenmyquestions.IaskedMelek if I could ask questions. He said yes andremindedme that I could learn and see the past,present and future here. I could ask any questionandifitwastheLord’swillIcouldlearntheanswer.Ihadmanyquestions.AsIwasabouttoleaveIpausedandaskedMelekifIcouldseewhatwasbehindthewallordoorwayhealwaysentersashecomesintotheRoom.Hesmiledand said, “Sure.” We walked up and out of thedoorwayandIwaslookingdownonagreatroom.We descended into an area where many peopleseemedbusydoingthings.Menandwomentalkingandviewingthings.Isawmostallwearingwhiteorlight clothing, different types of styles and periodclothing.Ican’tremembermuchofanydetails,asithappened quickly. I remember thinking that IneededtoaskandlearnmorewhenIcomebackfor

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a future visit. I was told that this was an areabeneaththeRoomandabovetheearth.ItwaswhatisconsideredtheFirstHeavenandpartoftheSpiritWorldandwhatIhadseenwasconsideredpartoftheorderofPrincipalitiesoftheHierarchyofAngels.Ihavealotofquestions.IwassohappytocometotheLordthismorning.IfirstwenttoMelekattheRoomandhewasniceashealwaysistome.Ifeltsohighuplookingdownontheearth. TheRoomwas so silent, except for thethoughtsthatwentbetweenMelekandme. I toldhim I had a lot of questions and askedwhether Ishouldaskhereorgo to theThrone.He said thatwasmychoice,soIaskedtoseetheLord.ThenextthingIknewIwasgoingupthroughtheportalandafterabout20secondsIsawabrightlight.IfirstsawtheearthfromthevantageoftheRoom.It is blue with the haze of the atmosphere. Iwondered,arewearenearwheresatellitescross?Itwasastrangethought.Melekshowedupandwasvery casual. He said something tome like, “Whatbringsyouhere?”Hewassmilingashefacedme.IthankedhimandsaidIhadsomequestionsifhewasokaywiththat.IaskedhimifhedoesthisforanybodyelseandhesaidIwashismainone.He’sbeenseenbyothers,

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includingmywife,buthedoesn’tvisitwithotherslikeme.Hesaidthereareotherpeoplethatcometothisroomthough.I thanked Him. I asked a little about Melek’sidentity.Iaskedifhehadlivedmuchuponthisearth.(Edit)“WereyouaNephiteKing?”Iasked.Hesaidno, but that he had been a ruler among them. Ifound out early on that there was a Nephite citycalledMelek,soIwonderedifitwererelatedtohim.Iprobablyshouldhaveasked.The last thing I asked about was the activities ofsome of my close relatives. My brother, and mygrandparents.IwastoldthattheyareallamongthePrincipalities,which is theFirstHeaven.TheseareanorderoftheangelsthatwatchesovertheHouseof Israelandtheaffairsofmen.TheykeepacloseeyeonthefamiliesbornundertheCovenantandareoftencloseGuardiansforlovedones.Mybrotherisvery patriotic and keeps a close eye on what ishappening in this country. All of them, mygrandparentsincluded,aredoingmuchforfamilyonthe other side of the veil. Iwill need to talkwiththeminpersonifIwanttolearnspecificsIthink.Ifirstwenttothehighroomoverlookingtheworld.Thereisastrangesoundthere,likeasoftsoundofwindinmyearsthatgoesawayinafewseconds.Ilookeddownontheblueearthandcouldmakeout

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landbelow. IknewIwasabovetheUnitedStates.TheworldextendsbelowtheroomwhereIcanlookstraightdownandseeifIwish,butIdon’t;itmakesmenervous. I’ve alwaysbeenuncomfortablewithheights,butnotasbadwhenI’mintheSpirit.IsawMelekandsaidImissedhim.Iheldhisarmsandwesmiledateachother.Imentionedthatithasbeenawhile,whichhenodded.I askedMelek if he was responsible formy nightexperiencewhereIfeltmybodybeingliftedupandthen comingdownagain lastweek.He said that Ishould get used to such things and not allowmyfleshtodictatewhatIdo.BecauseIwantedtosleepIwentback.HekindlyrebukedmeandsaidIwouldneedtoexpectsuchthingsinthefuture.22Pg.61

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TheThroneAfterexperiencingtheHighMountain,Iwasallowedto continue forward to where the Lord dwells ineverlastingburnings;theEternalThrone.Thepowerandgloryofthisplaceisbeyonddescription.Itriedasbest Icantodescribetheseexperiencessothatthe reader can envision in their ownmind what Isaw.Iwasafraidandasked,“WhatamIsupposedtodo?”I was told to be at peace. It then felt that I wascarriedthroughaportaloflightgoingupwardveryfast. I thencametoaplaceofgreatbrillianceandlight and had the impression I was looking uponGod’s Throne. I felt unworthy and small and wasgiven somekindof garmentof light that gavemecomfort. I sawhostsofangelsandbeingsof light;some darting across and above me. There wassinging, but it was different than what I wouldexpect.Morelikeharmonictonesthatseemedtobefilled with praise. There was more to that than Iunderstood. It was beautiful and glorious and Iwouldhaveaskedmorequestions,butmyattentionwasupontheThrone.Therewasaspinninggalaxyofsortsorstarsabovethethroneanditseemedtohave multiple levels above and below. My eyesstruggledtolookuponit.Ihadtheimpressionthat

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the Adversary was allowed to come and witnessagainstpeopleatthiscourt,whichseemedoddtome.Iwillneedtopraymoreaboutthis.Thenext thing I knew Iwas travelingupatahighspeed.Itwasthesamebrightportalfromyesterday,butthistimeitseemedtotakelonger.Idon’tknowif that is because I was more aware of mysurrounding,orthatitreallydid,butitwasprobablyonlyafewseconds.IsawmyselfagainattheThroneofGod.Isawitalittlemoreclearly this time. I feltmorecleanthanyesterday. I was able to approach closer to theThrone.Idon’trememberallthewordsspoken,butIwasabletoaskmyquestionsoftheSavior.“Lord, I want to know who I am and what thouwouldhavemetodo?”Heapproachedmeandlaidhishanduponmyhead.Iwaskneeling.(Edit)Itwasnota solemnexperience. Jesuswas smilingmuch and very encouraging. I felt His love andconfidenceinme.IaskedtheLordifIcouldcometoHimandhesaid,“Comeforth!”Isawmyselfrisingthroughtheportaloflight.Itseemedtotakeevenlongerthannormal.I found myself, instead of the Garden, at His

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GloriousThrone.ItookafewstepsandwasmetbyanangelIhadnotseenbefore.HegreetedmeandcalledmeanameIhadnotheardbefore.“Greetings(Edit),”hesaid.IaskedwhatthatmeantandhesaidI was holy and clean before the Lord. I looked atmyselfforthefirsttimeandsawIwaswearingwhiteclothing, like the angels. It sparkled with light. Iasked him his name and it was Jamon. I wasbeckonedtocomewithhimandwestoodofftotherightsideoftheThrone,perhaps50yards’distanceandsangandpraisedtheLordtogether.Ourhandswereoutstretched,palmsout,facingtheThrone,aswespokeinatongueIdidn’tknow,whileinsong,followed by the harmonics I have talked aboutbefore.IfeltgreatgloryandloveasIdidthis.IfeltthattheLordwasinsideofme.IcouldseetheLordinthedistancesittinguponHisMagnificentThrone.Itisgoldandwhiteandreacheshigh above Him. Everything is white and gloriousandafeelingofloveandglorypulsatesandvibratesand envelopes everything. I asked, “Lord, may Icometothee?”Hesaid,“Yes.”HesatonHisThroneandsmileddownuponme.IexpressedmyloveforHimandmygratitudeforthetime He’s given me these last few days. He wassmilingandIcouldfeelHislove,althoughwewerenottouchingthistime.IaskedHimhowHeisabletotake time for me when there is so much else ofimportance and so many others He communes

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with?HesaidthatHe isabletocommunewithallthingsbyHisgloryandthatitisHisgreatjoytodoso.Hesaid,“IamthatIam.”Itwasconfusingatfirst,butHisthoughtstomeseemedtosay,“Iamhere,becauseIamable.”FromhereIwentstraighttomyquestions.IaskedtheLordwhyitwasn’tintheGardenandwastold that my first introduction to Him was in theThroneandthenwewenttotheGarden.Thisisthepatternforus.TheGardenisHisfootstool.Allthingsare to be done in order. O, how grateful andoverwhelmed I feel. The Almighty God of Heavenhasheardmyprayers!WethenbegantheascensioninthetunneloflightorportalandenteredtheThronearea.Mywifesaidshesawabrightlightandthenfoundherway,butcouldn’tseeanymore. IwaspraisingGodwiththeangelsasIhadexperiencedbeforewaitingforhertotellmeIcouldcomeandbewithher,asthiswasherexperiencewiththeLord.After the normal time of Sacrament, andintroductoryprayer,IaskedtheLordifIcouldcometoHim.Iwastoldtocomeforth,andwiththatIsawmyselfagainascendingthroughtheportalof light.

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EachdayIexperiencethingsanewItrytoseekoutwithmymind the detailsmore clearly of what isaroundme.ThisseemstocleartheveilmoresothatIcanperceivemysurroundingsbetter.Inoticedthatthevortexorportalislikeacloudoflightspinning.Itisfilledwithlifeandgoesasquicklyorslowlyasour thoughts allow. I sawmyself, as if looking atmyself going through theportal. It’s as if I canbeoutsidemyselfandseeanything. ImovedforwardandthenIhadthefunnyfeelingtodoaSupermanpose, which I did for a second, and then feltembarrassed and relaxed as I cameout the otherendoftheportal.I stood again at the Throne or Court of theMostHigh. IwassurroundedbymanyAngels facingmeandrecognizingme.Somecalledme(Edit)andothernames Icannotremember.Theyweresmilingandwelcoming. It was the same Throne I had seenbefore.IaskedtheLordifIcouldasksomequestionsregardingmywifeandherexperiencethatmorning.I had a conversation from which I was told thefollowing:AsIapproachedtheLordatHisthrone,HewastheresmilingdownuponmealittlehigherthanmeasHesat uponHis Throne chair. Iwanted to look uponHim closely and as I searched Iwas able to “see”more clearly and see the fine detail and symbolsthatareengraveduponHisrobe.Isawsymbolsof

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interlocking circles and squares up and down thehemoftherobeandonHiscollar.Heworeagoldensashwithmoresymbols.Hehadacrownuponhishead,butIonlysawitwhenIlookedforit.Hewasvery bright and the cloth didn’t have seems orthreadtexture,butsmooth likepowderwhiteandbright. I studied His countenance and He seemedpleasedthatIwasdoingthis,asafatherwouldbepleasedwhenatoddlertouchesHisfaceandstudiesupcloseforthefirsttime.IaskedifMary,hiswifewashere, and I perceivedher Throne chair toHisleft, justwithin reachingdistanceandHeheldherhand.Sheworesimilarrobesandwassobeautiful.Herhairseemedtobedarkblackandherfacewasoval.ShelookedtowardHimandthenatme.IaskedifIshouldcallherMotherandYeshuasaid,“No,sheis theMotherofCreation,andyourMother is theHolyMotherwithFather.But,Ifelthercompassionand love forme too. There seemed to be similarsymbolsontheThroneinwhichtheysat,butIdidn’ttaketimetostudythat.IcamethroughtheportalandwasstandingintheThroneRealm.Istoodnexttoabeautifulangelwhoacknowledged me, as we raised our hands andpraisedtheLordforashortwhile,thenIaskedifIcould come to the Lord. I stood before Him andmarveledatHisbeauty.Hewasthesameasbefore,butthistimeIbegintostudytheintricatesculptureoftheThrone.Isawtwolargelionsheadswherehe

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placesHishandsuponthearmoftheThronechair.Theyseemtobeamixtureofgoldandwhite;verybrilliant.TherearepatternsinthewallorbackoftheThronechairthatseemtomoveorchange.Mostlygeometric patterns. I noticed Mary sitting besideHim. They are both equal in light and wear verywhiterobes.IcommunicatewiththeLordthroughthought;aswetalkHedoesnotmoveHismouth.Heisalwaysjoyfulorsmiling,asisMary.Isenseddarknessforamomentandwasconfused.IaskedtheLord,andwasshownthataservantofSatanhadenteredtheThronetomakeaccusationsagainst a son of the light. Hiswhite robe seemedgreyand flatandhiseyesweredim,andhisgloryseemedsopalecomparedtoallelse.Icouldsensegreatbitternessinhim.IfeltpityasIlookedathimandthenhewasgone.IaskedtheLordifIcouldinquireaboutthingsfromyesterday and He joyfully agreed to all myquestions.Isawmyselfgoingthroughtheportaloflight.Thereis no sound, except a smallwarmbreeze.When Ientered the Throne an angel came to me andtouchedmyrightleg.Idon’tknowwhy.IbegantowalktowardwhereGodwas. Inoticedthegroundhad no stairs, but was like a sloping hill goingupward. It seemed to be paved with gold. Every

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angel there, and there seemed to bemore than Icouldcount,wereallwearingwhite.IwastoldthatintheThroneroomallmustwearwhite.Itmademethink of the temple. Then I was not walking, butswiftlymovingtothefeetofmySavior.HesatinHisThronechairwithMarybyHisside,butI focusedonHim. I kind of apologized for comingagain, that I just wanted to be with Him andexpressedmy love.He smiled and saidHe alwayshadtimeforme,butthatIcouldmakebestuseofmytimeifIalwaysaskedsomequestion.I immediately thought of a question, but wasembarrassed to ask. He perceivedmy thoughts. Iwantedtoknowhowheshaves,orifheeverdoesn’thaveabeard?HeshowedmewithoutabeardasHepassedHishandacrossHisface,andwithaheavierbeardasHishandpassedoverHis faceagain,butthatHeprefersitjustalittleshorter,anditwasbackas it was before. I saw His face and hair. Hewassmiling and enjoying the conversation. He canchangehisbeardlengthjustbywishingitso.I then was on a roll, so I started asking morequestions.What isthemeaningofthesymbolsonHis clothing and the Throne aroundHim?He saidtheyweresymbolsofeternalgloryandredemptionand that they were special to Him. It was sacredgeometry.IsawthelionfacesandpawsonthefrontoftheThronechairandwasshownthatthelionisa

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sacredanimalandissymbolicofHisstatureasaKingofIsrael.Isaid,“Lord,thouarttoomercifultome!EverytimeIask, thougivestuntomeaccordingtomydesire.Whyartthousomerciful?”HesaidHelovedmeandIwillhavewhatIneed.HeseemedpleasedtohearmesaythisandexpressedtomethatHehasjoyinblessingme.HethensaidIshouldgonowandwrite,butcomeagainandaskmore.Alwaysmore.Inowhavealistofquestionstoask.What resides on the rest of the spacewhere theThroneislocated?WhenthisquestioncametomymindIwasbewildered.TheareathatcomposedtheLord’s Throne seemed tobeonly several hundredsquareyardsfromwhatIcouldsee,notthatitisnotinfinitelylargerthanthat,butthiswasmysense.Answer:ThisisthesphereinwhichallexaltedbeingsperformtheworkoftheGreatJehovah.Therearemany levels or dimensions and many thrones.WithintheFather’shousearemanymansionsandHepreparesaplaceforus.IwasshownduringmyvisiontodaythatJesuswasabletodesignHisownThrone,asHewishes,andcancreateorchangeitatwill. The entire sphere is a sea of glass of eternallight,truthandglory.

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I saw Him at His throne and asked Him a fewquestions.“Lord,wherearethewomen?Iseefewwomen.IsawthatthewomenandmenweredividedintheThroneroomorarea.Thewomenstoodandpraisedontherightside,orHisleft,samesideasMaryandtheMenwereontheothersideexcepttheentranceto the Throne, which was where I saw malecherubimguardingtheentrance.Thereiscertainlyorderinthesethings.AfterthisIwentthroughtheportalandwasattheThrone.Iwasgreetedbyafamiliarangelwhoagaincalledme,(Edit.)Thenanothercalledme(Edit).Mybrother3wasthereandhuggedmeandsaidsomenicewordsofsupportandencouragement. IwenttotheThronewheretheLordsatandIexpressedmyloveandgratitudeasHesmiledatme.IwishIcouldremember the conversation with exactness,because itwas sobeautiful thewayHe spoke.HetoldmethatHealwayshadtimeformetoteachmeand answer questions. It was important for mycalling. He was pleased that I came so often andimpliedthatIshouldcontinuetodothis.IsaidIhadquestions.Iaskedaboutthe24Eldersspoken intheBookofRevelation.4Ihavebeenalittleconfused,asIdidn’t3Mybrotherwhohadpassedawaymanyyearsago.4Revelation4:8,5:7,11:2,19:3

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understandtheirplaceintheKingdom.WhenIdidthespiritualtranslationoftheBookofRevelationIwas told to refer to themas theNobleandGreatOnes,butwhenIprayedtodayitwasexplainedtome more specifically that these are the twelvecoupleswhoadministeroverthetwelvehierarchiesofangels.TheyarearchangelsandareveryclosetothefamilyofGodandalsocondescendinmortalityfortheLord’spurposes.ThereisstillmuchthereIdonotunderstand.I again was moving through the portal. When Ientered the Throne room it was very bright. Anangel,again,threwsomeformoflightuponmeandcalledmeanameIcannotremember.Istoodwithhim for a short time and raised my hands up topraisetheLord.Wesangtheharmonicsandmysoulwas filledwith light andglory and joy. I asked if IcouldcometomyLord.ImmediatelyIwasstandingbeforeHimagain.HesatinHismagnificentchairofwhiteandgold.ItwasasIremembereditbefore.IsmiledasHelookedatme.IstartedtospeakmyloveandpraiseforHim.ItwasallIcoulddo.It’sbeenmorethanaweeksinceI’vebeenbacktoHim.ItoldHimIhadquestionsandHesaidIcouldask.

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Iwasawokenthismorningbyavoiceofawoman.Itwas so mild and comforting, very angelic in thesound,asshecalledmyname.IaskedtheLordwhoitwasandwastolditwasaSeraphimormessengerfromtheMostHighsenttoawakenme.IneededtocometotheLordthismorning. Ithasbeenoveraweeksincemylastvisit.Todaywouldbeimportant.IaskedifIcouldcometotheLordandwasgivenanaffirmative. I saw myself ascending through theportal. Icameout intothe lightandwasmetbyalarge angel again. He greeted me with the name(Edit),whichIstilldonotunderstand.Isawthesamethings I normally see, many angels with handsoutstretched praising God, in the distance is HisThrone.IwastoldtocometoHim.TheLordwassittinginHisgreatchairandsmilingatme. I expressedmy love forHimanddesire tobewithHimandthatIhadmanyquestions.Hestoodandwetalkedmuch. Iaskedwhothewomanwasthat came to me and was told her name wasSepporah. I can’t remember what else I was toldaboutthat.WhenIwascomingthroughthewhiteportalafterbeinggivenpermissionittooklongerthannormal.Ikept thinkingabout thequestions Iwanted toaskthe Lord instead of focusing on the portal and it

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slowed me down. I shook it off and entered theThrone.Itwasverybright,thesameasbefore.Isawthe many angels in white singing harmonics witharmsraised.Itseemsstrange,butIonlyfeelgreatlove, glory and harmony when I look upon thosewho are praising. I saw the Lord sitting at HisGloriousThroneasbefore.IhadsomanyquestionsI felt it would be good to talk with Him in theGarden.AttheThroneIcametotheLordandHesmiled. Icould see His face clearly and the beautifulwhiteness and brilliance that surrounds Him. HestoodandheldmyarmasHe lookedatme. Iwastrying toexpressmy loveandgratefulnessandhequickly interjected to sayhowmuchHe lovedmeand was glad that I was coming so much andlearningasIam.HeemphasizedthatIshouldcomeoften,eveneveryday if Imay.Hesaid Iwouldbeblessed.Hesaidtherewasmuchtolearnandlittletime.IaskedtheLordwhyIdidnothavethesealingpower.ThereissomuchIcoulddotohelpothers.He said thatmy jobnowwas to learnasmuchaspossibleandthatwhenthesealingpowerwasgiventhat it would be a full-time endeavor using it. Allthingsmustbedoneinorder.He then did something different than before. Helocked arms withme and said, “Come, walk withme.”WewalkedouttherightsideoftheThroneand

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towardanexitofsorts.IfwewerefacingtheThroneitwasontherightside. It thengotdarker likewedescendedintoanareaofspace.Hesaid,“Whatdoyousee?”Ilookedandforamomentsawnothing.Irelaxedandsawwhatappeared likeadarkbrownmountain area, like a gigantic rock. I didn’tunderstand. It was dark, desolate, and uninviting.Again, He said, what do you see? I looked andanother vision opened upwhere I saw a burst ofbright and colorful light illuminating a crystal-likecastleonabeautifullandscape.Itwasnightanddaydifferent from the dark place. He said somethinglike,“OneisthegloryoftheAdversaryandtheotherthe glory of the Son. I wish I could remembereverythingHespokeaboutit.IsawalotofplanetsandsunsandwonderedabouttheLord’screations.ItoldtheLordIhadmanyquestions.Hesmiledandwaitedformetoask.“Lord,canIlearnmoreaboutyour Throne?” I then saw the area from abovelookingdown, likeabird’seyeview. Itwasa vastarea.HisThronewastallandhadthehigh,beautifulthrone chairs for Him andMary. He said He wasalways there, judging and blessing. There weremany angels of all kinds, all dressed in white. (arequirementtobethere) ItwasshowntomethattheygotoreceivegloryandlightorknowledgefromGod. It fillstheirbucket, ifyoucouldcall itthat. ItgivestheLordgreat joytobeatHisThrone. Isawthat there were at least four Cherubim awaitingarrivals at the gate, which is like a portal. The

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womenstandontherightfacingtheThroneandthemenontheleft,oppositeoftheendowmentintheLDS temple. Thewomen are on the same side asMary. There are couples in the outside areas andotherbeings.Youcanseestarsandswirlingcolorsof lightabove, likeagalaxy,buta littledifferent. Isaw that behind the Throne and on a lower levelareawastheTreeofLife.ItisthemostbeautifultreeIhaveeverseen.Ithasawidetrunkandbranches,allgold,eventheleaves,andthewhitehuskcoveredfruit. A clear stream runs out from under it. It issurroundedbyabeautifulgarden,liketheGardenIgoto,butIthinkthisistheSavior’sprivateGarden.Hismansionisfurtherback.ItisHisactualhouse,oroneofHisabodes.TheThroneplanetisenormousbeyondcomprehensionandtheLordsaidtherearemanyGod’swhichruleovertheirowndominions.Iaskedabouttheseplanetsandwastoldtheyarethegreatestinthisrealm,theyareancientandgloriousandrighteoustoperfection.IaskedacuriousquestionIhad.ItappearsthattheLordcansplithimself,Hisspirittobeinmorethanoneplaceatatime.Hesaidthisistrue.HeexplainedthatIamcapableofsplittingmyself,inamannerofspeaking.Myspiritisinmybodysittinginthecloset,andyetIamwiththeLordatHisThrone.Botharetangible and real and I can feel my hand on thecarpet, and at the same time be focusing on theLord’s face. He explained that when one receives

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the Patriarchal Priesthood,5 they can judge andblesswithout restriction all of their creation, theyareomnipresentandomnipotent,theyseeallandcanbewithallastheyrequire.TheLordsaidthatatthismomentIamwithHimandHewithmeandweareoneinthoughtandpurpose,andyetHesitsonHis Throneandwatches allHis creation.Hehas afullnessofjoy.I asked about the Book of Enoch. Today I feltimpressedthatIneedtoreadandstudyitscontentsto prepare formy next visit with the Lord, whichpurposeisto learnabouttheSpiritWorldandthecomplexitiesoftheKingdomoftheAdversary.IfeelIneedtoknowallthistobetterdomywork.Idon’tknowwhy,we’llsee.Justwhen I thought I hadmy fill of a great visionfromtheLord,Heopenedupmoreforme.IaskedwhereHekeptthechariots?Hesaidthateverysolarsystem has a sun,which is a Celestial orb, not asgloriousas theThroneplanetorKolob,butwherethechariotsandotherangelsreside. IguessI’llbe5ThisPatriarchalpriesthoodgivestheholderfullpowertocreatebothworldsandchildreninHeaven,underthedirectionoftheGreatJehovahandElohim.Thetemplesignsandtokensteachgreattruthsregardingthispatriarchalorder.Onlyasmallportionofitstruthhasbeenrevealed,butafullermeasureshallbegivenaftertheworldiscleansed.

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learningmoreaboutthatnextweek.IneedtoasktheactualnameoftheThroneplanet.IcametotheLordatHisThroneagain.Itwasvividandglorious; so,brightand clear. Somanyangelssinginginunisoninharmonictones,itisamazingtobehold.When I came to the LordHe immediatelystood togreetme.He smiledenthusiastically.Wespoke for a short while about how happy andgratefulIamtohavethisopportunitytolearnandcome.Hemakesmefeellovedandwelcome.IsaidtotheLordthatIonlywantedtodoHiswill,tobeHissonandservant.ThatIwoulddieforHimanddoall that He asks. I said I had questions today andwouldbewillingtoreceivewhateverHegivesme.Hesmiled.IaskedtoseeMary,Hiswife.IsaidIwantedtoknowher better. She immediately stepped forth andsmiled uponme. I have never seen her except invision or sitting upon Her Throne chair. She is sobeautiful,butIdon’tknowifthatistherightwordfor it. The amount of love that she exudes isoverwhelming.SheworeclothingverysimilartotheLord’srobes.Herhairisblack,butithasasoftnesstoit.Likeitglistenedsilver.Hersmileandeyesaresoft and loving. There are no signs of makeup,obviously,butherfacehassuchanaturalbeauty.ItremindedmeofHeavenlyMother’sfacesomewhat.

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Ihuggedherandfeltthetearsbegintowellinmyeyes.Ifeltsomuchlove!IheldherhandsasIexpressedmyloveforheranddesiretoknowherbetter.IaskedifIshouldcallherMaryorMother? IhadbeentoldbytheLordthatshe was not “The Mother.” That was HeavenlyMother, but that she is the Mother of Creation.(Edit)Sheconfirmedthatthisistrueandshelovesmesodearly.Herloveformywifeisdeepaswell.ShesaidIcouldcallherMother,andshesmiled.IaskedifIcouldlearnmoreaboutherlife.ShesaidthatnottoolongafterJesushadbeentakenthatsheleftJerusalem,becauseofsafetyissues.Mary,Jesus’motherstayed,butsheandtheotherchildrenweretakenbyJohnandJosephofArimatheatoFrance.She lived out her life there. John returned to theApostles.Heronesonwaskilledinhisearlytwentiesand the other brother and sister married, hadchildren andmigrated northward. She lived to anolderagebeforeshepassed.Iknowtherearemanystoriesandexperiencesshehasand Iwillneed toaskheraboutthoseinthefuture.Iaskedherwhatshedoesnowandwastoldthathertime is spentwith creation. She is involvedmuchwith the Sisters andother acts of creatingbeautyandlife.Herinfluenceisfeltoverallofthese.Iamsoamazedatthelovethatcomesfromher.Myeyeswerefilledwithtearsthroughthewholeexperience.

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IascendedintheportalandenteredtheThrone. Iwasmetbytwoangelswhogreetedmebythename(Edit).Iaskedifwekneweachotherandtheysaidwedid,thatwewerebrothers.Idon’tknowexactlywhattheymean.I looked around and saw the angels singing theharmonics and the beautiful white Throne thatreachesuphigh to theheavensandstarsabove. IcandefinitelytelladifferencewhenItakemytimeversescomingquickly.Notthatyesterdaywasanyless detailed, but I seemed to be able to see andexperiencemore.IcametotheLordandHestoodandwetalked.IloveHimsomuch.IhopeIcanremembereverything.Iaskedagainwhatmynamemeans.(Edit)Iamlearningmuchthisweek.IcametotheLord.IwasmetatthegatetotheThronebyanangelafterpassingthroughtheportal.HisnamewasGidgidoniandhecalledme(Edit).HesmiledandsaidtheLordwas waiting for me. I passed the many angelspraising and I heard their harmonics. I had anespeciallygoodprayerwithtonguestodayandthewordsflowedverywell.Itfeltholytome.IfeltthiswayasIheardtheharmonicpraising.

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Everythingwassowhite.TheLordwassittinguponHis throne chair and I could seeMary atHis side.They smiled and I could feel pure joy emanatingfromthem.IkindoflookedaroundforalittlewhileattheThroneandagainnoticedthelionshapesinthe chair. It is white and gold somehow mixedtogether.BehindthetallThronechairsarebeautifulsymbols.Themostprominentsymbol I see ishighabovetheThrone.It lookslikearoseandremindsmeofthesymbolofthepathofVenus.Ialsonoticedthemoving shapes, circles and squares and othersymbolstoo.6Itisamazingandsowhite.IwasjustabouttoasktheLordifHewouldspendsome timewithme,whenhe suddenly arose andput forth His arm. “What shall we do today?” Hesaid. I said something like, “Is there anything youwouldliketoshowme?”WewentbelowtheThrone.Idon’tknowhowmuchloweritis,butthereisthebeautifulTreeofLifeasIhaveseenbefore.Itissobeautiful.TheLordsaidthisisHisowngardenandwewalkedaroundforabit.Isawinterestingdesignsofflowerbedsthatseemedtobuildontopofeachother.ItwaslikemyGarden,but more spread out. I could see His large whitepillar house in the distance. I said, “Lord, is thatwhereyougo?Isthatyourhouse?”Hesaiditwas.IaskedifIcouldgothere.Hesmiledandsaidsure.ItisaplacewhereHesometimesgoeswithMaryand6AWitnessoftheLifeofChrist,Anonymous,pg.28

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others. When we walked into the building Isomehow felt I was in His private place. I saw acouchwithdeeppurplecushions.Itwasincrediblybeautiful.Isawsculptureandart.Thesculpturewasmagnificent and rivaled anything I had seen onearth.Isawsomefurnishings,butitwasmorelikeacomfortable museum with sitting areas than ahouse likewe have. Everythingwas so bright andbeautiful.I thanked the Lord for another wonderfulexperience learning from Him. The Lord said thepurpose was that I would someday teach thesethings (Edit). I sawHim leanover toHis leftagainandpickarose.HetossedtherosetomequicklyandIsawitsprayoutlikeaburstoflightandgointomybody. I felt loveandbeauty.Hesmiledas if itwassomekindofhappytrick.HewassodelightfulandIthankedHimagain.Iwasmetbyafamiliarangel,Gidgidoni.Hesmiledandgreetedmewithabow.Hesaid,“Hellobrother,(Edit)!” I asked, “Were we brothers?” He smiled,“Yes,inanotherlife.”Iaskedanamusingquestion,“Whydoyouhavewhitehair?”Helaughedandsaid,“Most all the Cherubim have white hair, it’s ourcustom.”ImentionedthatGabrielhadreddishhair.Helaughedagainandsaid,“Yes,that’sGabriel.”(I’mtryingtorememberthisconversationasbestIcan.)

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I was looking around, from the entrance to theThrone where the Cherubim stood. I saw threeparticularangelswhowerefacingme.TheonewasGidgidoni. I looked around as before to seenumberlessangelsall facingtheThronewitharmsraised and palms out praising God. I heard thebeautiful harmonic tones sung by the angels. Somuch light! I stoodmarvelingat thescenewhen Iheardmywife’svoice,“(Edit),I’mwiththeLord.”Iasked,“Whereareyou?”Shesaid,“AttheGarden.”I cameto theLordas Inormallydo. I loveHimsomuch. I noticed that I had a hard time focusing. Idon’tknow if itwasbecauseofmyphysicalbody,thedistractions?Iwouldseeclearly,thenitwouldblur,thensometimesIwouldblackoutandhavetocome back and He would be smiling, waitingpatiently.TheThronewasbrilliantas I approached. Iwas insuchahurrythatIforgottotakethetimetobatheinlightanddothatpartofmyprayerasInormallydo.AsIapproachedthedoorwaythatopenstotheThrone I felt incredible light gather aroundme. ItwastrulyabathingexperiencethatcameinawayIwasnotfamiliarwith.WhenIcouldseetherewerethreeangelswelcomingme.Inoticedmanydressedin white with hands raised singing and praising. Inoticedsomemenandwomenonmyleftside,butonlywomenonmyright.Iwonderedifthoseonmy

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left were couples. In the past I was shown thatwomenareonthesideofMaryandmenonthesideof the Lord,with couples above. So, I don’t knowwhat itmeans. Inoticed thestar-like formsaboveme and light flashing across above. The Throne isradiantandImademywaytowardsit,slowlyatfirst,andthenIwasrightthere.IsawmybeautifulLordsitting.Hesmiledatmeandstood. Iwas insomekindofroom,althoughIwasstillintheThrone.Itseemedprivate,yetconnected.IthankedtheLordasIusuallydofortakingtimewithme, my gratitude and love for Him. He alwaysremindsme that He is pleased that I come and Ishouldaskmanyquestions.Thisisgood,becauseIhavemanytoday.AsIstartedmyholytime,ItooktheSacramentandaskedforforgiveness.Ibathedinthelightanditfeltvery tangibleandalivearoundme. Ihad thoughtsfor how Imight be able to teach this principle toothers inthefuture. IpraisedmyLordandprayedandsang intongues. IheardHisvoicespeakingtome from time to time during this part of mypreparations.When I came to Him it was as usual, but I can’timagineevergettingusedtothis.Ifeelcomfortablebecause of the familiarity, but I must grip myselfthinking what I am doing. He always remindsme

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thattimeisshort.ImustlearnasmuchasIcanthatIwillbepreparedtoteachwhenthetimecomes.Today theLord taughtmemuchbyhavingvisionsopenupwhileIwaswithHim.HesmilesandlooksatmewithHispiercingeyesofheaven’sblue.7Hissmile is soft and His hair a deep red brown. Hisclothing is radiant white and soft. His arms andhandsarestrongandyetgentle.Heisglorious.IaskedifthereweremanycomingtoHimlikeme.He said therewerebeginning tobemore. I askedabout (Edit) and the Lord acknowledged him. Hesaid(Edit)learnsdifferentthanme.Thathefocuseson the glory of the Kingdom. He asks questionsaboutthingshe’s learnedinscienceandtheBible.Myquestions are different than his, basedonmyowninterests.Thisisgood.Welearnattherateinwhichweaskquestions.Thisisaneternalprinciple.I approached the Throne. It is brilliantwhitewithmanysymbols.Inoticedtherosesymbolabove.TheLord issofilledwith light.Hesmilesuponmeandrisesfromhischairtoholdmyarm.Heissowarmand comfortable as He looks at me withanticipation. “I’m glad you are here. Do you havequestions?” He said. “I have so many questions,Lord.”7Theyseemtobeallcolors,butpredominantlyblue.

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WhenIcametotheThroneIwasmetbytwoangelssmiling.Onespokeandcalledmebythenametheyusually do. I looked around and noticed whatseemed like thousands of angels all singing theharmonics. Imoved toward theLord,but I lookedback at the entrance. It seemed like a large openportaloflight.Isawpeoplecominginandtheangelsthrowingwhat seemed like a bucket of light overthem.8 I know that’s not what it was, but it wasdifficulttounderstand.Iwillneedtogobackandseethatmorecloselyinthefuture.IapproachedtheLord.HestoodandsmiledasHeheldmyarm.IhuggedHimandlookedintoHiseyes.I usually express my love and gratitude and Heseemssocalm,gentle,andeagertohelpmelearn.HeknewwhatIwantedtolearnaboutbeforeIevengotthere.

8Isaiah6:5-6,Enoch2:8-9Pseudepigrapha“AndtheLordsaidtoMichael:GoandtakeEnochfromout(of)hisearthlygarments,andanointhimwithmysweetointment,andputhimintothegarmentsofMyglory.AndMichaeldidthus,astheLordtoldhim.Heanointedme,anddressedme,andtheappearanceofthatointmentismorethanthegreatlight,andhisointmentislikesweetdew,anditssmellmild,shininglikethesun’sray,andIlookedatmyself,and(I)waslike(transfigured)oneofhisgloriousones.”

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I didn’t want to leave the Lord. I wanted to stickaroundandaskHimmorequestionseventhoughIknewmytimewasshort. IaskedhimaboutMary,his Helpmeet. I wanted to understand her rolemore.TheLordsaid,“Youshouldtalkwithheraboutthat.”AndHesmiledassheapproached.Mary’shairisblackbrownandhersmilesolovely.Shelookedatmewithgreatloveandcompassion.Ifeltitdeeply.ShewasdressedkindofsimilartotheLord, but feminine. I called her mother andexpressedmylovetoher.(Edit)ShesaidthatsheisalwayswiththeLordherHelpmeetandherroleistonurtureandloveallthatcomeintotheirpresence,whenitisright.Ifeltsomuchpeaceandloveinherpresence.IthenaskedtheLord,“Isiteverpermissibleformetoseewhatyouexperience throughyoureyes?” Iknowyou’redealingwithalotmorethanmerightnow.”HesmiledwidelywithasortoftwinkleinHiseyesandsaid“Yes!”IsawmyselfsittingnexttoHimsomehowonHisThrone.Atfirst,Isawwhatseemedlikeafast-movingparadeofspiritsapproachingHisthrone.ManywithbadspiritscondemningandHimpassing judgment. I saw Him spending time withMary, Father, Mother, going to other worlds; allkindsofthings.Itstartedtospeedupandwaslikeshuffling images before my mind. Each was anindependent reality and each was clear, butseparate.AsitspedupIkindofbackedoutandsaid

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itwasenough.Itsoundscrazy,butitwassopeacefulandjoyful.Ineverthoughtanythingthatfastcouldbe so peaceful andwonderful. It kind of hurtmybrainthough,Ithink.Wow!I came to theThroneandHegreetedmewith anembrace.He’salittletallerthanmeandHeleanedforwarduntilourheadsmetandtouched.ThenHebackedupslightlyandlookedintomyeyes.Hiseyesaresoclearandfilledwithlight.HesmilesandHiscountenanceradiateswithlightandlove.Icanfeelitsointensely.Iheldhisarms.IcanfeelthestrengthandyetthesofttextureofHisgarment.Ismellaroselikesmellthatissosoothingandbeautiful.ButthereisnothingfeminineaboutHim,oratleastIdon’tgetthat impression. It just smells and feels clean andholy.Isaid,“LordI’mheretolearnmore.ThereissomuchIneedtolearn.”Hesmiledandspoke,“Thatiswhyyou are here. You must prepare so that you canteachandhelpotherstocometome.”IthenhadavisionopenupwhereIwasspeakingtomanypeopleand walking them through the process of seeingwithandeyeoffaith.Iwasteachingthemthedivinepower of the imagination9 to help open their

9D&C124:99“Andheshallbeledinpathswherethepoisonousserpentcannotlayholduponhisheel,andheshallmountupintheimaginationofhisthoughtsasuponeagles’wings.”

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spiritualeyes.Isawthelogicandprocessofteachingothers.Itwasamazing.IbelievethatwillbepartofwhatIwilldointhefuture.IlookedattheLordintently.WhatelseshouldIlearnabout. He smiled and kind of laughed and said,“Followme!”Heturnedandkindofstartedjoggingawayfromme.Iseemedtobefollowinghimaswemoved through things.Wecametohishome, theplaceIhadbeenbeforewhichwasbelowtheThroneandhadallthesculpture.Iwasstandinglookingatthe huge white sculpture in His house. At thepinnaclewasanimageofMaryholdingasword.Shehadaveiloverherheadwithherfaceexposed.Shelookedstrongandheroic.TheLordsuggestedIbackupsoIcouldseetheentiresculpture.Isawdifferentpeople,men,womenandchildren,allwindingandinactionaroundthemasterwork.Itbecamehardtofocus, but I think I got sort of an ideawhat Iwaslookingat. ItwasaMichelangelomasterwork.Themarble (which is what it reminded me of) waspolished andwhite. The Lord said that itwas theholyfamilyandthosetowhomhewastheclosest.Itwasspectacularlybeautiful.I saw everything as I normally do. Things seemedbrighterthannormal.IapproachedtheLordandHecametome.IhuggedHimandheldHisarm.ItoldHimhowIwassurprisedhowquicklyIhadcomeandHecomplimentedmeandsaid,“Good,thismeans

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you can come more often.” He talked with mebrieflythenputhisarmovermyshoulderandsaid,“Walkwithme.”We walked out to a portico of white beautifulmarblelookingcolumns,andthenintoagardenjusttotherightoffacingtheThrone.Itwentstraightoutandseemedtogoonforalongdistance.Wemovedswiftly to a place He wanted to show me. Itappeared to be an extension of the Gardens thatwere around the outside and lower part of theThrone. Just outside the portico surrounded bythesebeautiful“golden”gardensofvariouscoloredflowers are magnificent sculptures.10 Each standsindependentoftherest.WestoppedatoneoftheseandHe said, “These aremy great oneswho haveservedinmyFather’sKingdomtosavethesoulsofmen.”IsaidIhadmanyquestions.IwascuriousabouttheThroneplanetwherewewere.WheredoesFatherdwell? Where is His Throne, because it seemeddifferentwhenIwasthere?TheLordsaidthatitisseparated from Him by a firmament and is alsoguarded.ItisabovetheThroneplanetlikeParadiseortheFirstHeavenisabovetheearth.HesaidthatTheGreatJehovahandElohimabide inanexalted

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galaxyaboveoursthatisseparatedbyaveilandafirmamenttoo.IwantedtoknowmoreaboutMary.TheLordhasalreadyshownmesomuch,but I feel Ineededtolearnmore.HespokeofhernobilityandequalityasHisHelpmeetsincethebeginningofthisearthandbefore.HesaidthatherroleistohelphimperformHismission,whichrequireshertooftensuffergreathardshipduringandafterHeisgone. Iwasshownthe great statue again in the house below theThrone.Isawtheswordshecarries[madeof]whitestoneandwastolditwastheswordoftruthwhichbears witness of all that God has done for Hispeople.Maryhaspureloveandcharityforall.Shesufferedthedespairofeveryman,woman,andchildin Gethsemane that she could have perfectempathy.11So, thismorning, repentantly, I came to the Lordonceagain.Ienteredatthegateandwasgreetedbya gloriouswhite angelwith shoulder lengthwhitehair.HegesturedwithhisarmformetogofourthtotheLord.Ipassedmanyangelsinwhite,witharmsoutstretched worshipping the Lord. I saw thegloriouswhiteThroneandthethronechairadornedwithcarvedheadsofwhitelions.Hesat,surroundedbygreatglory,lookingatme,smiling,Hiseyesfilled

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with light and beauty. I felt so insignificant andashamed.Heeffortlesslycameforwardtomeandgraspedmyarm, smiling, my heart leaped as I felt thetremendousloveandinterestHehadinme.IsaidIwas sorry I had taken so long to come again. Heindicatedthatalthoughitwasnotgoodtowait,heunderstood and even expected as much. HeremindedmeagainthattimewasshortandIneedtolearnasmuchaspossible.I stood and examined Himwithmy eyes, movingacross His glorious robes, His hands, His hair andbeard,Hiseyes.ItwaslikeIwastakingitallinagain.Hesmiledtheentire timeandseemedtohavenourgencyordesireformetohurry.IaskedaboutusingthenameYahweh. Iremindedthe Lord how I heardHimuse thewordwhenhecame to Abraham when he was about to besacrificedtothepriestofElkenah.TheLordsaidthatit is the name of Creation and He will use it toannounceHispresenceonspecialoccasions.ItisthewordusedwhenGodgoesintothedarknesstocallthe intelligence together. It is a holy name and isbest not used by mortals, but reserved for Godhimselftouse.Theearlyprophetsunderstoodthis.Butmostwhodouseitsaythewordimproperly,soit is of no consequence. If used inappropriately in

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canbringacurseupontheuser. Iwillneedtoaskaboutthatanothertime.IcametotheLord.ThegatetotheThroneseemedmuch brighter than normal. Perhaps it was myspiritual eyes. I noticed the angels praising, theirarmsmovingbackandforthslowly,menononesideandwomenontheother.TheThroneisglorious,likebrilliantwhitecrystalwithlightandgold.TheLordsitsonHisThronewithMaryequallysitting inhergreatchairtoHis left. I felttogotomyknees.Hesmiled, stood up and took me by the arm. Iexpressed my deepest love and gratitude. Hecontinuestosmile.IsawallthethingsInormallysee.IapproachedtheThrone,butwhenIcametotheLordmyattentionwenttoMarysittingbesideHim.Ilookeduponherandbegantopraiseherandexpressmydeeploveandadmiration.SheisasincredibleandgloriousastheLord.IaskedherwhyIdonotinteractwithhermore.ShesaidshelovedmeandthatsheandtheLordspeakofmeandmywife.Herroleistohelpthesisterspreparefortheirdivinepurpose.Thereweremorethingssaid,butIcannotremember.IaskedtheLordaboutoneofthelasttimeswherehe tossed a rose to me as I was leaving and itsprayedintolightasitenteredmyheart.Ifeltlove

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andbeauty.IaskedHimwhythishappened.HesaidthatHeoftenusesspecialflowerstoshareHisloveand light with others. It doesn’t harm the flowerplantandgivesthemgreatjoywhenHeusestheirblossomsthisway.Thedifferentblossomsexpressdifferent types of blessings. He said they also usejewels and create all kinds of gifts from them tobestowuponHischildren.Thesearegiventousandeither worn by our spirits, stored in a specialtreasury, or absorbed intoourhearts. Beauty andlove are the most common expressions of thesegifts.Somehaveprofoundspiritualmeaning.IcametotheLordandHetookmebelowtheThroneto His Garden where we walked together andtalked.IsawtheTreeofLife.It’sbarkalmosthastheappearanceofgoldanditsleavesaregold.Isawthewaterproceedingoutfromunderit.Isawthemulti-tiergardenalongthepath.Thereisanopengrassyhillareathatspreadsoutforquiteadistance,andthenhishouse,whichissimilartoalargestructurewith largepillars;verywhite. Isawtwolarge lionsplaying together and rolling in the grass. In thedistancewerehorsesmovingaround,buttheywerenotliketypicalhorses.Theseweresobeautiful,withlongmanes.Itwascertainlysurrealtowatch.IheldHisarmsandlookedatHimintently.I asked about the whitemarble I seemed to see,whichwasthestoneworkof theLord’sHouseand

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statuary. The Lord said it looks likemarble, but ismoreeternalandrefined.Ifitexistedontheearthitwoulddefydescription.Is there real water in the Garden? I rememberseeingwaterwithfishandevenwatercomingoutfromunderThronebytheTreeofLife.TheLordsaiditwastheWaterofLife; it isnotthesamekindofwaterIamfamiliarwith,butfeelslikewater.IaskedhowwegetourclothinginHeaven.Hesaidthatourspiritisaccustomedtowearingclothingandwecomeforthclothed,butwecanchangeitatwill.Iaskedtoseemyself in thespiritandsawmyself,likelookinginamirror.Ilookedyoung,darkhair.Itlooked like me, but my face was shaped a littledifferent.Myhairisreallydark,almostblack.IaskedtheLordiftimemovesfasterintheheavenlyrealm.Hesaidthatthepast,present,andfuturearealwaysinplay.Thepresentmovesataregularpace,but time is measured different depending uponwhereyouare,so,itreallyisnotimportant.WhenIascended,Icamethroughthegateandtherewasaflashofintenselight.Iwaslookingdownatmyfeet, lookedup and saw an angel tomy right.Hecalledme(Edit)andwelcomedme.IwentstraighttotheLordatHisThrone.Theskyhadswirlingstars

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of a sort above us.12 Everything is so bright andglorious,likelightningandfire,butnotthreatening.Verycomfortableandjoyful.Hardtoexplain.I held the Lord’s hands and looked at Him as Hesmiled back at me. Sometimes I just want toexperienceHimforaminute.Heseemssopatientandwillingtowaitforme.IlookedatHishands,andI saw the marks again. I noticed His clothing, itssmoothtexture,whiteness,andsubtlemarkingsofcirclesandsquares.ThereisprobablymorethereifI really search. His face is clear and healthy withradiant eyes and smile. His hair is beautiful andsmooth.Hishair isadarkreddishbrown.Hiseyesarelikeamyriadofdifferentbluesorcolors.ThereisanintensitytoHisfaceyetitissogentle,loving,and almost boyish. But, at the same time He ismasculine. I don’t know if I’m doing a good jobexplainingthis.IdidmynormalpreparationstocometotheLord.Icould hear His voice very clearly in mymind as IwouldprayandaskandpraiseHim.Asclearasanysound.WhenIcametothegatethelightwasalmostblinding.IsawseveralCherubimthistimegreeting

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me and calling me both (Edit). I slowly startedascendingthehilltowardtheThronelookingattheangelstomyleftandthenmyright.IcamequicklytotheLordandgazeduponHim.Hestoodandtookmyarm.Westoodashortdistanceawayandbegantotalk.IexpressedmyloveandHesaidHelovedmeandwassopleasedthatIcame.IheldHishandsandhuggedHim.Icanfeelthestrengthofhisshoulders.WhentheLordsaidtocomeforthIsawtheswirlingportal. I noticed how its arms swirl counterclockwise.Forthefirsttime,Iwondered,“Whydoesitdothat?”TheLordcalleditafunneloflight,whichmakessensetome.WhenIcamethroughthegateIsawtheCherubimthere,welcomingmein.IturnedbackandlookedwhereIhadcome.Isawtwolargepillarswithapedimentabove.Therewasonlylightfromwhence I came. I noticedother gates,widerones,backandbehindthisgate,allconvergingontheThrone.AsIapproachedtheLordInoticedotherbeingsoflight standing before Him. I hadn’t noticed thatbefore.Iwashesitanttointerrupt,Imovedforwardandtothesideshyly.TheLordcameovertomeandI didn’t notice the other beings anymore. He saidthatHe always has visitors, day and night. I thinkthatisanexpression,becauseIdon’tbelievethereisnightinthisrealm.

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ItfeelslikealongtimesinceIcametoHim.Inoticedaninterestingthing;forthefirsttimeinalongtimeagarmentoflightwasthrownovermeasIenteredtheThrone.Theentirevisionwasextremelyvivid,almostlikeexperiencingwithmyphysicaleyes.Iwassurprised to hear almost the exact singing inharmonics that resembled what I was singing intongues as I sat in my closet. It was as if I hadconnectedtowhattheseangelsweresinging.IcametotheLordas Iusuallydo. I learneda fewnewthingstoday.Actually,a lotmorethanafew.The Lord said thatoneof the first thingsHedoeswhen someone in the flesh comes to Him is Heallows them to touch Him. He encourages it,becauseithelpsthemtoseemoreclearlyandfocus.ThisiswhyHealwaysextendsHisarmorhandstomewhenIcometoHim.IhadsomanyquestionstodayandbytheendoftwohoursIwasbeginningtobecomewearyinmymind.The Lord was very patient and answered myquestions succinctly and would both speak andshowmeinvisiontheanswerstowhatIasked.Heissomercifultome!WhenIwalkedthroughthegatetherewasabrightflashoflightandthenIsawwhatIusuallysee.Itis

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soglorious.Forsomereason,IlookeddownandsawgoldsandalsonmyfeetwhichdisappearedasItookasteptowardtheLord.IwonderedwhyIsawthis.IstoodbeforetheLordatHisThrone.Above,straightup, there seems to be stars or something like agalaxyhighupabove. I lookedatmyLordandHesteppedfromhisgloriouswhiteThroneandheldoutHis arm for me. We walked a few steps and Hestoppedandfacedme.Iasked,“Lordisthisaprivateplace?”HesaidthatmanyarehavingconversationswithHimevennow. Each is private andpersonal.But,hesaidwecouldgoanywhereIwant.IaskedtheLordwhatHewouldsuggest.WethenmovedquicklyoutsidetheformalThroneareatotheporticothatgoesaroundtheHeavenlyGardenoftheLord.ThisisHisGardenandwehavebeen here before. We were walking beneath thePortico,whichislinedwithlargewhitecolumns.TheGardensarelushandcolorful.WestoppedandIsawalargebeautifulwhitesculptureofapersononmyright.He is lookingup tohis left andhehas thickcurlyhair.IaskedtheLordwhoitwas.HesaiditwasamonumenttoVeniferi.Idon’tknowifIamsayingitright,butthatiswhatHesaid.ThismanwaskilledintheColiseumbytheRomans,givenuptothelions.HewasaChristianmartyrwhogaveeverythingfortheLord.HehelpedtobringmanysoulstoHimandgaveall,evenhislifeforHim.TheLordsaidthateachmonument intheGardenisarecordofaperson’slife.TheSpiritwillsharetheknowledgewithallwho

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inquire and they can be a witness of their greateventsasmuchastheydesire.IaskedtheLordaboutmygoldenshoesIworeasIenteredtheThrone.Hesaidthat it isapartofmyarmormyspiritwears.13ButIdon’tneedtoseesuchthingsattheThrone.IfIworethemitwouldbefine,as they are holy. He said it is kind of like how Isometimesseehiscrownandothertimesnot.Lord,whatistheChurchoftheFirstbornexactly?Itis the association of those who have becomeexalted,sonsanddaughtersofJesusChrist.Christisthe head of the Firstborn; but this specialassociation also consists of thosewho themselvesshallbecomeaFirstborntotheFather,evenJesusChrist in future condescension’s. They have nowbeen“called,”butfewarechosen,fortobechosentheymustseektoonlydothewilloftheFather,togiveupall, togainall.Theymustbewilling tosetasidetheirglorytobeSavior’sonMountZion,andeventuallyaFirstborninanewworld,willingtodoas Jesus did; doing all things that the Lordcommands them. This is what it means to be amemberoftheChurchoftheFirstborn.IwasabouttofinishandIaskedtheLord,“Myfriend(Edit)alwayshasuniqueexperienceswithyou,Lord.Hesaysyouhavehimtastefoods.MayIexperience13HowToHaveYourSecondComforter,“ArmoroftheLordandtheLightofGod”,pg.95-104

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thatwith you?”He smiledbig and I looked tomyright to seea small tablewithawhite table clothunder the portico. Although everything was light,there seemed to be light filtering through theopenings in the roof above the portico makingbeautifulpatternsonthepath.WebothsatdowninthisprivateGardenandtheLord invitedmetotrysome of the food. First I tasted something like aberry. It was a mix between a grape, blueberry,raspberry, shaped kind of like a black berry butlonger and bigger. It was the most intense berryflavor I have ever eaten. It was juicy, chewy, anddelicious. I took several bites, chewed andswallowedandmywholebodyfeltjoy.Iwasgivenadrinkthattastedlikebananaandpeach.Itwascoldandfrothyanddelicious.Ihadneverhadanythingquitelikeit.Hethengavemesomechocolate.Itwasaboutan inch insize,squared. Iateandwasfilledagainwithgreatjoy.Ithenateatypeofwhitetruffleandberrydessert.Itwaslightandhardtodescribe.Lastly,Iatesomekindofpastrythatwasdeliciousbeyondwords.Iwastotallysatisfiedandfullofjoyaftereating. IaskedtheLordwhere itcamefrom.Hesaiditiscreatedbylightandthought.Heknewwhat kind of things I would enjoy and simplythought of them for me. They are as real asanything.Itisthesameprinciplebywhichthefishesandloaveswerecreatedwhenhefedthethousandsin Judea. He said that there are many incrediblefoods and tastes throughout creation. We canexperience themwhenwe go to these places for

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ourselves.Oncewedo,theyarealwayswithus. Itwassoamazing!IthankedtheLordandwelaughedtogether.Itwastime for me to go. Instead of just going like Inormallydo, I huggedhimand said Iwould comeagain soon. I turned to go and started to jog andthenrun.Iwasrunningwithgreatjoy!Ithenbegantoflyanddescendedbacktomybody.WhenIcametothegateoftheThroneitwasbrilliantlywhite,asusual.Iwasgreetedbytheangelonmyright.Ilookedoutatthemanyangelsstanding,theirbackstomeastheyfacedtheLordpraising.MostofthemhadtheirhandsraisedandweresingingtheharmonicsIusuallyhear.Inoticedablackmanonmyleft,thenInoticedanotherwithveryredskin.Onmyrightwasawomanwithbluishskin.Ihaveneverseenanythinglikethatbefore.Iwillneedtoaskaboutit.

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doing fine, not in danger, but seemed to have anoppositedestination.Isawthebirdlandonarockperch and start pecking at the grey rocks aroundhim.Hesuddenlyexpandedhislargewhitewingstorevealmanycolorsandlookedlikeamightyeagle,butdifferent.IfeltIwaslookingataphoenixbird.Whatwasscruffywhitewasnowmajestic.Inoticedthere were similar birds it was helping andeventually theywereallasmightyas the firstandflewofftogatherotherbirds.IcametotheLordatHisThrone.Ilookedatthelargecircularrose-likesymbolaboveHischair;likeareliefsculpture.AswetalkedIsaidIwantedtostudythesacred symbols of eternity; to understand themmore clearly. He said that they are a language inthemselvesandwithoutnumber. Iasked if Icouldlearnthemostimportantformetoknow.TheLordsaidIshouldgoandwriteandstudyandtheywouldbe revealed. I asked about the circle within thesquarethatIseesooftenatHisThrone.HesaiditwaswhereHeavenmeetsearth,ortheconnectionof Father and Son, Mother and Daughter and soforth. It represents His involvement in our lives. Ineedtostudytolearnmore.

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andright.Theyarenotstill,butseemquiteactivelyinvolvedinwhattheyaredoing.IwenttotheLordandstoppedtolookcloselyatthesymbolsbehindand above his Great Chair. I have been studyingthosesymbolsmorelately,soIwantedtoreallylookatthem.Itwasthe“HeavenlyRose”orSeedofLifesymbols of interconnecting circles. I noticed thateachwas like a relief sculpture in the shape of abroadcupfacingout.Thesewereallmovingwithasingular large circular cup. They were white, buttherewascolorsparklingfromthem,aseachhaditsowncolor.Butthecolorwassofter,asitappearedmostly white. Outside of the rose motif weresquares,circles,andtrianglesmovingandcreatingdifferentcombinationsofbeautifulshapes.TheLordhad told me on a previous visit that they weresacredsymbolsthatwereimportanttoHim.HecameoffHischairandovertome;heldmyarmsandweembraced.IlookedatHisfaceandHesmiledatme.AttimesitwascrystalclearandthenitwouldblurandIwouldtyandrefocus.AsIwouldtalkmymindwouldbefloodedwithimagesandvisionstoexplaintheanswerstomyquestions.Ialmostdidn’twanttoaskquestionssoIcouldjustlookatHimandenjoywhatwasaroundme.IaskedHimhowIshouldapproachthesesymbols,whyaretheyimportant?TheLordsaidthatIshouldfocusonthesymbolsIamcurrentlylearningabout.They are powerful teaching tools and have many

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layersofmeaning. Iwouldbegivenwhat Ineed. Iwillcomebacktothis.

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toward me. At that moment, the crowndisappeared.IembracedHimandstudiedHishandsandface.ItalwayshelpsmetogetmegroundingasItendtophaseinandoutoffocus.ButIknewIwaswithHim.Ifeltit.Itwasreal.Hissmileisreassuringandhiseyesareradiant.Ifeelloveandacceptancein His presence. I asked to go to the Garden andalmostimmediatelywewerethere.Icouldseethegolden trees and hear the birds singing. Theincrediblerosesaroundusweredistracting.Ilookedat Himwith allmy heart and asked if I could askquestions.Iagainaskedforforgiveness.IknowIamforgiven,butmyfleshisweak.Ihavebeensickforalmostaweek.Ihavenotmadeanefforttocometohiminalong time. He said that if I make an effort tosurroundmyselfwithlightcontinually,aboundinginvirtue,IwillbeabletoknowHiswillcontinually.“Isthatlikehavingthesealingpower?”Iasked.Hesaidno,thatthat issomethingwhereweknowHiswillinstantaneously, and are able to be a conduit forgreatpower.Thiswillcomewhenthetimeisright,asIwaspreviouslyshown.

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Immediatelywewerethere.Ismelledthearomaoftheflowers.Thebrightgoldenlightandrichcolor.Itissuchaninvitingplace,likemixingthebeautyoffallwith the colors of Spring. An amazing sensoryexperience.Ibegantoaskquestions.Twonightsago, Ihadanexperience I wanted to understand. I was deepasleepwhenIwassuddenlyawokenandshotoutofmybodyat ahigh speed into thenight sky. Iwastherea shortmomentanddescendedback tomybody. Ididn’tunderstandwhy thishappened.TheLordsaidIhadbeenawakenedbyanangeltocometo the High Mountain. In the past, this is whereMelekwas.TheLordsaidthatIreturnedtomybodyaccording to my desire. I feel I should go back. ImadeamentalnotetodothataftermytimewiththeLord,butforgot.Iwillneedtomakeanattempttogotheresoon.Ifeelitmaybeurgent.14

IthenaskedtheLordifIcouldcometohim.Isawmyselfgoingintotheportal.Isawmyleftarmwitha white sleeve. I came through the portal,acknowledgedtheangelonmyright.Hesmiledatmeandgesturedwithhisrightarmtogoforward.Angelswere facing the Lord’s Throneonmy rightandleft,asIquicklymovedtowardtheThrone.Isawthetwolargechairsofbrilliantwhite.Thebackwent

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highupandtherewasalargewhite“SeedofLife”symbol between them. I noticed somethinginteresting about the armrests on the chairs. TheLord’s was two heads of a lion; which I hadpreviously seen. But, Mary’s were two lionesses,female.Ihadnevernoticedthatbefore.TheLordcameoffHisThroneandembracedme.Iheld Him for more than a few seconds; a littlelonger. He allowed me to just hold Him. It wasprobably the longest I remember doing that. Iexpressedmy love and desires to serve Him overandover.Hewouldrespond,“Iknow,Iloveyoutoo,you will.” I’m really abbreviating much of theexperience, as I can’t remember everything I saidandHim.

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TheGardenOftentheLordhasallowedmetocometoaGardenofgreatbeautyandlight.IlearnedmoreaboutthisplaceovertimeasIaskedquestions.Manyofthepreviouschapter’seventstookplaceintermittentlybetweentheseexperiences.I then began to praiseGod and felt great joy as IconsideredHisholiness.IdesiredtobeclosetoHim.IaskedifIcouldcometoHiminHisGarden.Idon’tknowwhatmademe consider asking this, but nosooner had I made this request than I wasdescendinguponabeautifullandscape.Iwasinthemostbeautifulplace,withtalltrees,apathofstoneandtheGardenhadmorecolorandrichnessthanIhadeverexperienced.Goldseemedtobetheprominentcolor.Allthecolorsshimmeredandseemedtobealive.Therewasadeepriverofcrystal clear water near the path. I walked a fewsteps then found myself floating. I entered thewaterandfeltitsformandresistance,yetitwasnotroubletomove.AsIsubmergedmyselfeffortlesslyI saw large colorful fish swimming around and infrontofme.Icameoutofthewaternotwet.IsawJesusintheGardenandIwenttoHim.He was beautiful in His appearance. His hair wasreddish;Hisfacewassoft.Hiseyeswerefullofcolor

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andbrilliance.IhuggedHimandkissedHishands.Itallfeltsonaturalandeffortless.Completeloveandbeauty. I saw the markings upon his hands. Themarkswere lightandhada“T”shape in them.15 IkissedHisfeetandfeltthescarinHisside.Theentireexperience was gentle and with love as a fatherwouldembracealittlechild.Everythingseemedtohappen quickly, completely unpretentious, andcomfortable.Idon’tremembereverythingthatwasspoken.TheSpirit had taughtme just in the last fewdaysthatanarchangelisamessenger,undercovenanttoperformaspecificmissiononearth.IaskedtheLordifmywifeandIcouldexperienceourSecondComforter experiencewithHim together andwastoldthatwecould. Itdoesn’thappenoften,but isacceptablebyfaith.16Iwastoldtocomebackformore.

15 TheLordhassevenmarksorscarsthatremaininHisbody:oneoneachfoot,eachhand,abovethewrist,andHisside.Thereisa“T”markinsidethemarkonthehandsthatlookslikethescarfoldsinward.Thissignhasspecialmeaning.

16Isharedmyexperienceontheblog,Purerevelations.wordpress.com,“ExperiencetheSecondComforterTogether,”July22,2016

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I was pondering these things in my mind when IaskedtheLordifImightvisitwithhimagainintheGarden. Again, in my mind, I saw myself passingthroughaportaloflight.Itseemstotwistandthelightpushesme through.Withina fewseconds, itseemedIwasdescendingagainupontheGarden.Itisasitwasbefore.ThistimeIstudiedtheflowers,theyaredazzlingtolookupon.Myeyesfocusonarose whose color seems red but it glistens withothercolorsandswaysas if tomusic.The flowersaredazzling.Icouldsmellthedeeparomaanditiswonderful.IthenfeeladesiretowaitnolongerandimmediatelyI’mwiththeLordatasecludedpartoftheGarden.Heisinfrontofme,smiles,andleanstohis left to pick a beautiful rose. The plantregenerates immediately. I don’t know whathappenedtotheflower.I saw myself traveling upward again through theportaloflight.IcamedownagainintheGardenandspentmoretimetherethanbefore.AsIdescendedInoticedthetalltreeswiththeirbeauty.Ilookedatthe bark and the trunks. The leaves were manycolorsandswayedliketheyweredancing.Thegrassalongthebottomwasdifferentshadesofgreen.Itwasvaryinglengths,butfeltsoftlikefeathers.Iwasbarefoot and could feel it. I noticed the flowersagainandsawthattheyweregrouped in families,which were singing to each other. Once, when IwenttoalocalbusinessIsawabigscreenTVwitha

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highdefinitionmovieofnature.Itwasonlyavideowithmusic,flowers,andplants,etc.TheownersaidtheyputtheTVuptogivethemalittlenaturewhileatworkandtorelax.Whatwasinterestingwasthetimelapsephotographyoftheflowers,leaves,andplants they showed, because they seemed to bedancinglikewhatIsawintheGarden.IwastoldthatthiswastheGardenofEden. It issobeautifulandwelcomingandmostholy.I then thought howmuch Iwant to see the Lord,because he said to come toHim, and that’swhatstartedthiswholevision.So.IimmediatelyracedtoHim and in an instant I was in the center of theGardeninaroundedarea,withapathgoingoutinafewdirections.Isaid,“Lord,whereartthou?”“HereIam!”Hesaid,asIturnedaroundtoseeHimsmilingandstandingonlyacoupleoffeetaway.ItalmostseemedlikeHediditonpurpose,likealittlehumor.IwassohappytoseeHim.IhuggedHimandheldHishands.IreallylookedintoHisface.ItseemseachtimeIcomeitgetseasiertofocusonHimandknowHimbetter.Thisisspeakingformyself,forHeseemstobeverycomfortable.Heletsmeleadtheconversationalways.

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IkeptcallingHimFather,andtellinghimhowmuchIlovedHim.Hewouldsay,“That’sright!”Iwasshownhowcloseweare, (Edit)Howcould Ihaveaconversationlikethisinmymind?IamstillinaweandI’veonlybeguntowritewhatIexperiencedtoday.After all this, I asked to be with the Lord in theGarden.IaskedHim,“Wherearewe?”HesaiditwastheGardenofEden.“Whereisthat?”IaskedandIwasshownthatitwasclosesttoGod’sthrone.ItistheplanetKolob,17anentireplanetoflight.Ineedtoaskmoreaboutthis.AswewereintheGardenIhugged him and kissedHis hands. I saw him veryclearlyandwelaughed.AtonepointIwasdancingaroundanditwasformorethanashorttime.Iamsomewhat surprised, as this is notmynature. I’mprettyreservedusually.Everythingwassobright,sogolden, so colorful, so beautiful. I have so muchmore I want to learn and ask. I probably haveforgottenalotofinformationthatIsawandhaven’twrittenithere.Iwillremember.I cametomyself sitting inmyclosetandafter2-3hoursofsitting,Istruggledtostandandgetoutoftheclosetandbasicallyflungmyselfonmybed.Mywifewasthere,eyeswideopen,widesmileandsaid,“Areyouokay?”Itwashardtotalkforfatigue,asI

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began to share my experience with her. I amoverwhelmed.Why is Eden Celestial and not a Throne? I wasactuallyshownyesterdayinvisionthatEdenistheHelpmeettothegreatsphereinwhichGodresidesandbearsHisThrone.Itisthecompanionplanetandisfemale.Thus,asabeautifulgardensheisadornedwithbeauty.ThismadesensetomeandIhadneversupposedthatplanetshadcompanions.When I came to the Throne, it was beautiful asusual. I studied some of the beauty around theThroneinwhichIhadseenbefore,thesymbolsandwhiteness.HestoodandIheldHishands.Hemademefeelwelcomedandloved.IaskedifwecouldtalkintheGardenandwewerethere.Inoticedthebirdssingingthistime.ItisverybrightandgoldandyetIfeellikeI’mwalkinginthecooloftheday.WhenIgottotheGardenIbegantowalkdownthepath. It appeared to be of pure gold, and I sawcolorfuljewelsembeddedinit.Ihadnevernoticedthat before. It wasn’t bright yellow, more soft incolor.Thegrasswasvariousshadesofgreenandtheflowersweresocolorful.Itwasincrediblybrightandsunny,yettherewasnosun.Thelightdoesn’thurtyoureyesorfeeluncomfortable.

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IwenttotheGarden.Idon’tknowwhathappened,perhapsIwenttoquickly,becauseIseemedtobefacefirstontheground.Irecoveredmyselfandwasstanding on the path. I took a little time again toexaminemy surroundings. Everything is sogoldenand colorful. I could smell thearomaof flowers. Iswaminthewaterwiththefish.TheGardenwasasitalwaysis,veryglorious,bright,andexquisite.IlookedatmysurroundingstoseeiftherewasanythingIhadnotnoticedbefore.Thetalltreeswereimpressive,somehadvineswithflowersgrowingupthebottomofthem.Someoftheflowerbusheswereastallasme.Therewerelotsofsmallclearingsandlittlespotswhereonewouldwanttogoandthink.Thepathwasaboutsixfeetwide,butwould widen at different spots. I saw a bench ofsorts along the path. The riverwas not toowide,maybetwentyfeetacross.Ispentsometimeinthewateragain,andthenwenttomyLord.WhenIsaw,HimIcamequicklyandheldHishands.IhuggedHimandlookedintoHiseyes.Hisfacewasglorious. His hair seemed lighter than before.PerhapsthisisbecausesomuchlightwasradiatingfromHim.He smiled thewhole time.His touch isgentleandloving.Hisrobesaresowhite,yetIcanlook upon Him with complete comfort withoutsquinting.Iaskedquestions.

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AtthispointItoldtheLordthatIhadcometomeetwith family today, to askquestions. The Lordwassmiling and said they are waiting for you, as hepointeddownthepathbesideme.IsensedagroupofpeopleasIapproached.IhadtheimpressionthatIshouldfocusononeatatime,sothat I could ask questions, otherwise it would bedifficult. I first focused onmy brother. I saw himclearly;mydearbrother.Hishairisblondeandthick,hisfaceisfull,butwhatImeanisthatitissoft,notchubby.Hiseyesandsmilearesoft.He’slikeamixofmeandmyotherbrother.Heisaboutmyheightandmediumbuild.HiseyesarebrightandsparkleandIfeelsomuchloveasItalkwithhim.Ifeltatearfallonmycheekasweweretalking.I really expressed how much I missed him. Howmuch I love him as my brother. He said that hemissesbeingwithmeandthefamilyaswell,butthathechecksinonusregularly.IhopeIcanremembereverythingthatwasspoken,therewassomuch!HeworkswiththePrincipalitiesanditkeepshimbusy.IaskedhimwhenIwouldmeethiswife?HesaidthatIneedtowait,itwouldbeadistractioninmywork.I don’t knowwhat thatmeans, but hementionedthatmywifeandherareextremelyclose.Theywillfall upon each other andweep for joywhen theymeetinthefuture.Iwonderiftheyaresisters?(Thisisjustaguess.)

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Mybrothersaidhehasattendedmostofthespecialeventswithourfamily.MomandDaddideverythingperfectly,eventhoughtheydoubtthemselves.Theyarelovingparentsandmybrothermadeitclearthateverything he went through was a part of hisreceiving glory in the next life. His pain wassufficient, and he is grateful for the entireexperience,morethanhecanadequatelyexpress.HelovesMomandDadandallofus.Heiswithmysisterandherfamilyoften.Weareblessedtohavehimasabrotherworkinginourbehalfontheothersideoftheveil.Ihuggedmybrotherandwe just felteachother’sspiritsandlove.Boy,thisgetsmoreincredibleeverytimeIseehim.I then looked for Grandma and Grandpa. Ohmy,theyaresowonderful!Ihuggedthembothandtheysmothered me, especially Grandma. They wereyoung,soI felt funnyaftertelling“Grandma”howmuch I loveandmissher. ItwassoGrandma.Shekept tellingme howmuch she lovedme andwasproud of me, over and over. Grandpa was morecalm, but equally loving and encouraging. TheybecameseriousforamomentandtoldmetotellmyDadhowsorrytheywereforhowtheytreatedhiminthepast.Theyareverysupportiveofthem,lovethem, and come to help often. They think Dad isawesome. They didn’t use that word, I can’t

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rememberhowtheysaidit.Theyaresohappyandproudofourfamilyandtherestofthefamilytoo.Allofa sudden,mycousinaboutpouncedonme.Oh,mygosh,she issofullofenergyand loveandenthusiasm.Mytearswereflowingatthispoint.Shelooked so beautiful. She looked so healthy andradiant. I hugged her and we were both kind ofjumpingupanddown.Shewasexpressingloveforme,myfamily,mywife,everyone.Shewastalkingsofast.Shekeptsayingtell…….Ilovethem.Tell……Ilove them. She said more than once to tell herfamily, her husband and her kids how much shelovesthemandwatchesoverthemalways.Shesaidshe is able todo somuch for themhere, but shemisses being with them as before. She is sowonderfulandfullofloveandenergy.Idon’tthinkI’vemetanyone likeher inheaven,except JosephSmiththatcomesclosetoherexuberance.Atthatmoment,anotherwomangentlyapproachedmeandsmiledandsaidhello.Ilookedatherandforaseconddidnotrecognizeher,thenIknewitwasmycousin(Edit).Shewasalsobeautiful.Shehuggedmeandsaidsomenicethingstomeandwantedmeto tell herparentshowmuch she loves themandmissesbeingwiththem.SheisveryhappytooandIfelt the same things from her asmy brother hadsaid.My heart is so full. I’m still crying, even as Iwritethis.

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I came back to the Savior again. I was a littleembarrassed,asifIwastakingtoomuchofHistime,butHeassuredmeIcancomeasmuchasIneed.Ineededtoaskhimthequestionaboutmynephew’ssettingapart,whenthemysteriousmancame.Mymother said it was a very spiritual experience forher.TheLordsaidthatthismanisaservantofHisandveryclosetomynephew,morethanweknow.Mynephewwillknowhisidentityinthefuture.Itisnot one of the Three Nephites, but is a specialpersonnonethe less.Hehastouchedmynephewspirituallyandwillyetdothingstohelphim.Heisaspecialyoungmanwithamission,andthiswillberevealedintime.Iamoverwhelmedwithjoy.I cameto theLordthroughtheportal. Itwasverybright.Iwasmetbyanangelagain.Icouldheartheharmonics and singing voices with their armsoutstretched.TheThronewasinthedistance.Isaid,“Lord,mayIspeakwiththeeintheGarden.”IwastoldyesandsawmyselfdescendingontheGarden.ThistimeInoticedsomedifferentthings.FirstIsawwhat I regularlysaw,thebrightnessofeverything,the flowersandgoldpath. Iwalkedthroughsometalltrees.Ismelledthearomaofflowersandheardbirds singing. I hadn’t noticed that before. I thenbeganwalking down the path. Tomy left I saw abeautifullionlayingonthegrass.Iwentovertohim

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and petted his mane. He was very content andspoke soothing thoughts tomymind. I petted hislong fur, thenhis faceandhis largepaw.The lionthen rolled over on has back and I rubbed hisstomachforaminute. I felttheanimalshappinessandhadneverseenamoremajesticcreature.IsensedthattheSaviorwaswaiting.IcametoHimandheldHishandsinfrontofme.IthankedHimforallthevisitsandforthemanythingsI’mlearning.IpraisedHimwithallmyheartandHesmiled.Iaskedsomequestions.IdidmyregularpreparationsandaskedtheLordifIcouldcometoHim. I firstwenttotheThroneandapproachedHimasHesatthere.Heismagnificentandwassmilingatme.IfeltawkwardasItriedtopraiseHimtoHisface.IloveHim,andfeelpunyinHispresence,butHeseemstoadoreme,ifIcansaythat,despitemyweakness. Iasked if IcouldgototheGardentotalkwithHim.Ifeltthatitwouldbemorecomfortableandeasythere.HesmiledandIsawmyselfdescendingagaintothatbeautifulplace.Ilookedatsomeoftherosesnearme.Fullofcolorand swaying like they are dancing. The sky andeverythingissobright.IwantedtoseemyLord,soIcalled out, “Where are you Lord?” Then I wasmoving quickly toward Him. I held His hands andlookedatHim.IreallylikeitintheGarden.

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IaskedabouttheLionthatIsawlasttimeandwastoldthatHewasabeastthatIwaswellacquaintedwith; like friends. His namewas Sheffell.Mywifesaidsomethingtomeonceaboutaparticularanimaland I was told that both her and I knew thempersonally, that these creatureswere close to us.Thatseemedkindofcrazy/fantasytoeventhink,butHesaiditwasso.WhenIcametotheGardenIpassedthebeautifulflowersandtreesandcamestraighttoHim.IheldHishandsandhuggedHim.HesmiledatmeandIlookeddirectly intoHis eyes.He is sopatient andseemsasifHewouldspendeternityjustwithme,aslongasIwant.IsaidIhadmanyquestionsandHerepliedthatIcouldaskasmanyasIwanted,andHesaidthatHelovedme.TheLordthenputHishanduponmyheadandsaidIwassealeduptoEternalLife.HecalledmeBlessedand said that I would receive a fullness of thePriesthoodintime.Hesaiditwasalreadywithme,butneededtobeactivatedinitsfullnessinthenearfuture. (I can’t remember everything this blessingincluded, but I was overwhelmed and it wasbeautiful.)I asked why the women have such differentexperiences from the men when they see in thespirit.My experience ismore about seeing places

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and things and having a conversation. Things aremore logical and although I see symbols andvisionarymetaphorsattimes,butnottotheextentthatthewomendo;asIhavewitnessedmywifeandmanyofthewomen,sharewhattheyseeandIcanobserve a big difference. The women often seeobjectsandgiftspresentedtothem;flowers,jewels,birds,dance,music,beautifulanimalsandcreaturesoflight.Yes,itismuchmorefeminineandfanciful,andhonestly,sometimesfrustratingformetohearabout. This means that I can’t understand thepurposeandwonderwhytheLordrevealsHimselftothemthisway.IaskedtheLordtoforgivemeformyquestionandHeansweredme.HesaidthatitisHis, and Father’s, andMother’s joy to bless theirdaughterswithgiftsandunderstanding,whichtheycanreceiveinsuchamannerbetterthanmendo.IntheHeavenlyRealm,allthingsarecreatedwithlight,andallthesethingscreateapowerfulteachingandpriesthood uponHis daughters like no otherway.They delight in bestowing these gifts and visionsuponthedaughters,justasHedelightsinansweringmyquestionsandteachingmeabouttheKingdom.The Lord told me that He shares visionaryexperienceswithchildren,andeventheyseethingsdifferently.IaskedtheLordwhatwas itaboutwhen it issaidthat Adam knew a key word that would openHeaven?TheLordsaid itwasmyname, (Edit).Hesaidthatwhenweknowwhowearewecancome

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to Him anytime. This is what is happening tomerightnow.It’snotamagicword,butaknowledgeofourrelationshipwithGod.Ifoneisnotpreparedtoreceivethisitcanbeastumblingblock,infactthisispart of the forbidden fruit that Adam and Evepartookof.Itworkedoutfine,butcouldhavebeenthe means of great destruction had they beenpermitted to partake of the Tree of Life (God’spresence)andlivedforeverintheirsins.Therefore,they needed to condescend to fulfill allrighteousness(Edit).IthensawmyselfwiththeLordagainintheGarden.Ican’trememberwhatwasspoken,butIwastoldthattherewasmuchto learnandIwouldneedtostudy these things more. As I left I decided tomeander around the Garden for a short while. Inoticedabeautifulrosealongthepath.Itwaslikeadeepred,purpleandblue,allinone.Itwasthemostbeautiful,glisteningflowerIhadeverseen.Ifeltadesiretopickit.Ipickeditalmosteffortlessly,anditbegantoregenerateimmediately.IrememberhowJesushadoncepickedaroseandIdidn’tseewhatHedidwith it. I felt theSpirit tellmetoplacetheroseinmyheart,whichIdid.Iplacedthebeautifulflowerinmyheartlikeitwasmadeofpurelight.Itwassuchafeelingofloveandbeautyandbecameapartofme.Ithenlookedcloselyatmysurroundings.Manyoftheleavesontheflowerbushesweregold.Thegrasswasgreen.Theskywasmanycolors,notjustblue,andverybright.Suddenlyaskunkcameup

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tomylegs.What?Ithought,howcouldthisbe?Itbegantopurrandrubitselfagainstmelikeakitten.Ipickeditupandfeltnothingbutlove.Thenotheranimalscametowardsme.Isawapanther,arabbit,a bear, and others I cannot remember. They allwantedme to touch them. I felt love and felicitywith them. I wondered how many more wouldcome, but I felt I needed to leave. These animalsexpressedpureloveandthatwasall. Ididn’thaveanyconversations.Asongbirdlandedonmyhandanditseemedtoexpresslovetoo.Allofthisseemedso cute and similar to whatmy wife describes attimes and I pondered at how childlike theexperiencewas.Itwasamazing.AsIlefttheGardenItraveledfeetfirstthroughtheportalbacktothecloset.As Imoved through the light Iwas greetedby anangel. I’m not sure if I have seen him before,althoughhedidlookfamiliar.Hesmiledandgreetedme as (Edit). He is tall, has white hair andmanlyfeatures.IsawthemanypeoplefacingtheThroneandpraisingwiththeirarmsoutstretched.Istudiedthe area again, the tall white Throne, the starsmovingandmanyhundreds, ifnotmore, inwhitesinging harmonic praises to God. It is an amazingsite. I asked to come to the Lord andwas told tocome forth. I stood before Him. He sat in thebeautifulwhiteandgoldchairwith the lionheads

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andotherengravedsymbols.HesmilesatmeandHisdarkreddishhairseemstolightenwiththelightaroundHim.Isaid,“Lord,wherewouldbebestforme to talkwithyou?”Heseemed to indicate thatwasmychoiceandeagerlywaitedformyanswer.IchosetovisitwithHimintheGarden.ImmediatelyIwas there. I always seem to be facing the samedirection,whichislikemovingSouth,butIcertainlyhavenowayofgagingthat.IwasmovingdownthepathglancingatthebeautifulflowersandtreesandthenIrushedtothecentralareawheretheSaviorwas.IhuggedHimandtouchedHishands.IalwayslovetoholdHishandsandexpressmylove.IlookedintoHiseyesandHesmiles.HesaidHelovedme.HesaidHecouldtakeasmuchtimeasIneededtoaskmyquestions.IbeganbytellingHimmybookwasfinished,“HowToHaveYourSecondComforter.” Iasked if itwassuitable. I had donemy very best. He said it wasgood and that it would domuch good in helpingothers to come to Him and have a similarexperience.Hesaidthatbythis,partofmycallingwasfinishedandthatanewonewasabouttobegin.HesaidIwouldfindafewthingsImightmakeminorchanges in the future in the book, but nothingmajor.Hewaspleased.Hesaiditwasmypersonaltestimony. I am impressed that although it is ananonymous book now, in the future people will

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knowitisfromme.Fornow,forawisepurpose,itisbesttonotrevealmynameinthecredit.Iaskedifatalatertime,Ishouldrevealthecontentofthesevisions?(Ofcourse,notrevealinganythingthattheLordwishesmetowithhold.)HesaidinthefutureIwouldknowtheanswertothat.Fornow,myfocusis(Edit).HesaidIshouldgoandwriteandwouldbegiven what I need in that regard, which I will dowhenI’mdonewiththisjournalentry.Then the Lord stood and tookmy arm.He smiledupon me and I asked to go to the Garden. Wedescendedtothesamespotweusuallygo,wherethe paths meet. It is near some large trees. Thearoma is sweet, like roses. The place is bright,glorious,andgolden,withrichcolorseverywhere.IfocuseduponmyLordasIlookedintoHisface.IfeltHisarmswhichwerecoveredbyHisrobe.Itfeelssocomfortable and gentle. So, natural and real.Nothingpretentious.IsaidIhavemanyquestions.Hesaidthatwasgoodforthereismuchmoretolearn.HesaidHehadallthetimeIneed.Atonepoint,IaskedaboutthisGardenandHesaidIcreateditwithmywife.Wehavecomehereoften.HesaidhehasmorethanoneGarden.

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I saw myself descending at the Garden. It is sobeautiful.Thegoldenlightiseverywhere.Istoodonthepathandlookedagainatthebeautifulflowersastheyswayedliketheyaredancing.Thetalltreesand beautiful garden are so inviting! I heard mywife’svoice,“Iamatthebenchonthepath.”Icametoher.ShesatonthebenchtalkingtotheLord. The bench was like white marble withdecorative carvings. She was so beautiful! Sheremindedmeofhowshelookedabout15yearsago,butevenmoreradiant.Hereyeswerelikeblueflashlights.Iknowthatsoundsstrange,buttheyradiatedlikeJesus’eyes.Ithinkthatisabadexample,butIcan’tthinkofabetteranalogyatthemoment.As soon as I arrived she stood and looked at theSavior,asbothherandIstoodbeforehim.ShestoodtomyleftaswefacedtheSavior.(Edit)My wife and I stood before the Lord. I held theSavior’s left hand as I touched themarking. IwasabouttoaskmywifetotakeHisotherhandwhenshe spoke tomewith her natural voice. “Jon, I’mback,I’mnotintheGardennow.”We talkedaboutwhatwehad seenandboth sheand Ihadthesameexperience.Shedescribedthewhitebench,thewaytheSaviorlooked,(Edit)Itwasexactlythesameexperience.Isuggestedthatnexttime something happens that she doesn’t

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understandsheshouldasktheLordwhatitmeansandwhy.Itwasabeautifulexperiencewehadtogether.Wehaddoneit,wecametotheLordtogether.Mywifesaidshecouldonlyseemybodyandhands,butthatshecouldseetheLord’sbodyandfaceveryclearly.Iexplainedtoherthatforme,goingtotheheavenlyrealm is like looking through a camera lens that Ineed to focus every time Imove or turn. It takeseffort.IfIlosemyfocusIcanblackout,orseeonlya glimpse. It is much easier to hear, but to seerequireseffort.Ibelievethisisbecausewearestilltethered to the flesh. She found that analogyhelpful.We stoodnext toour altar and lookedout to thewest. A beautiful rainbow was in the sky, like areminderofour covenantwith the Lordwemadethatday.Bestbirthdayever!18I saw the Lord smiling at me as He sat on HisBeautiful Throne, all white and with varioussymbols. I began toweep. I feltHis love forme. Iasked ifwecouldspeakwithHim intheGarden. Idescended quickly. I walked down the path for ashort while, studying the flowers. I saw a

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hummingbirdandsawotherbirds.IwentswiftlytotheLordandembracedHim.Hesmiledatmeandwetalkedaboutmymissionandmyneedtocomeoften.IreallymissedHim.I asked if we could converse in the Garden. Wequicklydescendedtheretoafamiliarplace.Icouldsmell the aromaof flowers and all the colors andbrilliancygavemegreatjoy.Ifeltattimesthingswerecrystalclear,thenIwouldlosefocusandneedtocomebackagain.I’velearnedthat the more time and regularity I have withcomingintothisrealmtheeasierIsee.I asked the Lord if I could speak with Him in myGarden. He smiled and we descended togetherinstantly. As we stood together where the pathscrossedIlookedaround.Itissobeautifulandgoldenwithmyriadsofcolors. I lookedat theLordand itseemed easier to bewithHimhere. I don’t knowwhy, less intense perhaps. I told Him I hadmanyquestions.IaskedhowtheGardenwascreated.Hesaidthereare innumerable Gardens and that they are allcreatedwithloveandcare.Thetreesandfoliageareplanted,but grow immediately andare filledwith

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light. The animals are brought and all else. It is acarefulandlovingcreationforeachsoul.I asked if thewordsweusewhenprayingmakeadifference, or is it justwhat is in our hearts? TheLord said that words can be important. Certainwords are used for creation and ordinance, butcommunicating in Heaven is not as difficult as inmortality.I saw the Lord smiling at me as He sat on Hisbeautiful Throne, all white and with varioussymbols. I began toweep. I feltHis love forme. Iasked ifwecouldspeakwithHim intheGarden. Idescended quickly. I walked down the path for ashort while, studying the flowers. I saw ahummingbirdandsawotherbirds.IwentswiftlytotheLordandembracedHim.Hesmiledatmeandwetalkedaboutmymissionandtheneedtocomeoften.IreallymissedHim.DuringmypreparationstocometotheLordIsawsomevisionsofteachingsomethingsregardinglightandtonguestoothers.WhenIwenttotheThroneIdidn’tnoticeanythingdifferent. IgreetedmyLordandaskedifwecouldgototheGardentogethertospeak.Thistime,differentthanbefore,Heheldmyhandandwedescendedtogether.UsuallyIgoand

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findHimthere.Thiswasveryniceandwarmedmyheart.Whenwe arrived I looked around. I saw the goldtreesandlandscape,allthecolorfulflowers,andthebrilliantskythatseemstoburstwithlotsofcolor.Itis white light, yet filled with the colors of therainbow.Hardtoexplain.Everythingissobrightandyetsorichwithcolorandvariety.IaskedtogototheGardentoconversewithHim.Isaw the tall golden trunks of the trees, the richflowers and thedeep various greensof the grass.Everythingissobright.TheLordimpresseduponmethat not only is this the Garden my wife and Icreated together, but some day it will be a placewherewe,asanAdamandEvewillpreparetobringforthoutspiritchildrentomortality. IbelievethattheentireGardenwillbetransportedtoaterrestrialsphereforthispurpose.IaskedifwecouldgototheGarden.Instantlywewereboththeretogether.ThearomaofrosesfillstheairandIcouldhearbirdssinging.Everythingissorichincolorandlight.TheLordpickedaroseandhelditinHishandnearme.Hesaidsomethingliketheperfectionofthisroseisliketheperfectionofourbodiesandalloftheuniverse.Hepushed

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TheSpiritWorldTheSpiritWorldismadeofthreedegrees:TheNexus,whichisallaroundus;theFirstHeaven,whichisParadise;andSpiritPrison.Iwillfocusmywritingonthefirsttwointhischapterandsavetheotherportionforafuturebook.Again,thesearesegmentsofseparateexperiencesthatIputtogethertohelpthereaderunderstandmoreclearlyaboutthisrealm.Whathappenswhentheseedofmendie?Isawthatthey go to the Nexus where they continue. Theyoftengravitate to familiar family andplaces. Theycooperate toenternewbodiesagainof theirownkind.Iftheymakecovenantswithdarkspirits,theymaybeabletoimprovetheirstatusandcomfortinthe next life. If they are interested in joining theseedofAdamandpartakingofthecovenantofGodthere are arrangements made, but usually nocomfort ispromised. It is adifficult choice for theseed of men. It is extremely difficult for secondestate beings to use their sacred imagination tocreatewithlight.Theycravethefleshandyearntobebackinanewbody.Often,theyareabletotasteofthefleshwhentheyenteraweaktabernacleandthis quenches their insatiable thirst for bodilygratifications. It is not easy for a son of man tochoosetheHouseofIsrael;itusuallyonlyhappens

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whenthey feel the loveof theFather,orbegin toseebeyondtheirowndesires.I’mtryingtoremembereverythingthatIwasshown,soIhopeIcanrecallitall.IthinkbeforeJohncametomeIaskedtheLordaboutthemeaningofeast,west,northandsouthintheBookofEnoch.Thiswasveryhelpfulforme.Whenitsayseastitisreferringto being closer to God.West is going away fromGod, or moving toward a telestial level. North isascending up toward the Father, and south istoward outer darkness. North and south areinterdimensional,andeastandwestarereferringtocloserorfartherfromGod.Isawthatblackholesarewhattakebothplanetarybodiesandspiritswhoaredamnedtoouterdarknessafteratelestialworldisexalted.Thereareriversofsoulsthattraveltowardthese dark places or between worlds dependingupontheirpurposes.FirstIdesiredtounderstandtheSpiritWorld;whatis going on there? I was shown that there is afirmament that separates the Spirit Prison fromHeaven,whichwesometimescallParadise.Thislieswithin the confines of our atmosphere.We couldcall this the First Heaven. There are three.19 TheSecondHeaveniswheretheangelsofGodreside.Itextends toward the “east” and is considered theterrestrial realm.This is thegloryof the starsand192Corinthians12:2

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theycanmoveandtravelanywhereandwhengivenpermission ascend to the Third Heaven, which iswhereGodresidesandisthegloryofthesun.The“ExceedinglyHighMountain”orglassroomwhereIgo and speak with Melek is the Second Heaven,because it is outside the confines of the Telestialworld.Eachheavenisseparatedbyafirmament,orgatethatcannotbepassedwithoutpermission.Thereareasmany levelsofbadandevil spiritsastherearegoodspirits.AllfirstestatebeingsoftheFather are good. Second estate beings begin todivide,butIwastoldthatmostoftheseeventuallycometotheFather.Theseedofmen,whicharenotoftheseedofAdam,comefromotherFathersandareallowedtocometoearthatitscreation.Thesespiritsarenotofthedamned,butdidnotriseabovethe Telestial Kingdom when other worlds wereexaltedandtherebywereallowedtocomeheretotake their chances. Some have no intention ofjoining the House of Israel, and others will beseduced by Satan, or will choose to eventuallyexceptJesusChrist’sAtonementandcometoHim.TheyaresavedbyGraceuntiltheymakethechoice,meaning they are not damned for their lack ofknowledgeoropportunity.IlearnedthatTheSpiritsoftheJustarethosethatabideinParadiseintheFirstHeaven.TheSpiritsofJustMenandWomenMadePerfectarethosewhohavebeenexaltedandbecomepartoftheChurch

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oftheFirstbornandhavechosentocondescendtohavemoregloryaddeduponthemandhelpinthesavingofsoulsonthisworldandothers.IaskedtomeetGeorgeWashington.IwastakentoanotherplaceintheFirstHeaven.BeforewemetIhadavisionofWashingtononhishorseduringthewar. He was trudging through the snow on thishorseduringtheday.Therewereothersinhisgroupfollowinghim.Hegotoffhishorseandwalkedintothewoodsnotfarawaytoprayprivately.IsawhimraisehisarmsandcryouttoGodforhisbenevolentmercy.Hecried forhis troopsandhiscountry.Hewasonly therea shortwhile andwasbackonhishorse and going again.Melek toldme he did thisalmostdailyduringthewar.ThatWashingtonwasafourthestatebeingandhadreceivedhisBaptismofFire.Ithenwasintroducedtohim.Washingtonhadbrownhairpulledback.Hehadapleasing face and a gentle smile. He was tall. HeshookmyhandandIthankedhimforallhedidforus.(Edit)Iaskedwhathedoes.Apparently,heisagreeterofsorts toAmerican soldiers as they enter the spiritworld.HeencouragesthemtoacceptChrist.Hehasdonethisa lot inthepast.Healsospendsa lotoftime watching over the affairs of this country,walkingthehallsofCongressandotherplacesinDC.

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He spoke of his disappointment for America andhowfarwe’vestrayed.Hesaidthatthefuturewouldbedire,butthatthekingdomofGodwouldchangeeverything.Hewashappyandyetsadatthesametime.Heisanobleman.Ithankedhimandleft.NextMelek introducedme toBenjaminFranklin. Icould hardly have recognized him from the oldpaintings I’ve seen. He was thin and youthfullooking. Very happy and energetic. His story wassimilar.He isdeeply interested inourgovernmentandwhat’sgoingon.ItsoundslikethespiritsoftheFounders have their eyes upon the doings of thiscountry.HesaidthathebecamemoreinterestedinJesusandChristianityinhislateryearsandthathewas looking forward to the Lord’s return. HereferredtohimselfasBenjaminYassi.Ihavenoideawhatthatmeans.Maybeitwasaninsidejoke.Heisalsoafourthestatebeingandhadhisbaptismoffirealready.BothheandWashingtonweredressed inwhite robes, but I saw Washington wearing hismilitaryuniformwhenheappearstothesoldiers.ThomasJeffersonwasthenextImet.Hewasstatelylooking,tall,andyoungerthansomeofthepicturesI’veseen.Hehadaquickpersonalityandwaskindof laid back. I thanked him for his part in thecountry’sfounding.Hesaidhisfavoritethingswerehorticulture and studying philosophy. He wasirritatedbyhowhiswordsandactionsaretakenoutof context.He referred to theBiblehecutup.He

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compared it to cutting and pasting on ourcomputers. He wanted to look at the words andteachings of Christ. Jefferson believed we shouldjudgeallthingsbytheirfruitandnotwhatwecouldnotmeasure.Thus,heremovedthemiraclessohecould study the doctrine itself. He said he alwaysbelievedinGod,butdidn’tknowhowmuchtheLordwasinvolved.Henowknowsotherwise.Hesaidthathe was taken out of context for his letter to theBaptist church that spoke of the separation ofchurchandstate.HesaidtheyevenheldchurchinthehallsofCongress,forgoodnesssake!Aslongasthegovernmentdoesn’tliftupaparticularchurch.The government should seek to lift all virtue ofreligionregardlessofwhereitcomes.Jeffersonwasalsoa fourthestatebeing.Heneverhad relationswithaslaveaswasaccusedofhimlater.Ineedtofind out more about his marriage. Jefferson alsoworksamongtheprincipalitiesandoftenwalkstheplaces in Washington DC when things are takingplacethathehasinterestin.I sawJohnAdamsbut Ican’tremembermuch.Heseemed the angriest about the condition of thecountry. Iwish I could remembermore,but therewassomuch.HetoowasyoungerthanIrememberfromhispictures.JamesMadisonhaddarkhairandapiercinggaze.Hewascordialandserious.HeechoedmuchofwhatIheardfromtheothers,butspentalittletimetalking

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abouthowfaroffthecountrywasfromtheoriginalintent.Hetalkedabouthowstates’rightswerenowminimal.HewasfuriousabouttheSupremeCourtand what they do. He was very irritated as wetalked.Iwastoldthatheandhiswifewerebondedand fourth estate beings, having received theirordinances.Incrediblepeople.IaskedtoseeLincolnandMelektookmetoaplaceintheFirstHeaven.IsawwhatwasclearlyLincolntalkingamongacircleofpeople.He lookedyoungandgood.Hehadnobeardandmediumlengthhair.I waited a minute for him to finish and then heturnedtometogreetme.Hewasniceandhadafunpersonality.Icouldhearasortofwayoftalkingthatremindedmeofcountryfolk.(Idon’tknowhowelsetodescribeit.)MelekhadtoldmethatLincolnwasa second estate that had accepted Christ andreceivedhis baptismof fire.He talked about howangryhewashowtheblackAmericanistreatedbythecountry’selite.Thattheyaretakenadvantageofbythepowersthatbe.Healsowasangrywithhowthebankershavetakenoverthecountry.Hesaidheusedtohangaroundthewhitehousebutthatthebadspiritstherearesobadhepreferstoavoidtheplace. Lincolnwas cracking jokes a lot, but I can’tseem to remember what he said. He mentionedJosephandhowheknewwhohewasinIllinoisandwondered how he could always get out ofeverything. He admired him for his stand againstslavery.

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IwasthenwithMelekagainandIsmiledasIthoughtofwhowas next onmy list. Hmm, should I reallyask?Iwantedtomeet(Edit).20Melek seemed unfazed by the request and I sawmyselfdescending.IwasintheNexus.Melecksaidthat (Edit) had accepted Jesus and had receivedbaptism. He was waiting for his baptism of fire.WhenImet,himhegreetedmeandweintroducedourselves. He had brown hair, but was definitely(Edit).He lookeddifferent.Hewasa littleshy,butfriendly.Isaidthathehadalotoffansthatlovedhismusic. He talked about that and how his life isdifferentnow.Heexpressedhowhewishedhislifehadbeendifferentinmortality.Hedidn’thavegoodmemories of the fame.Hewished he had done aprofessionwherehecouldhavehadanormal life.He said after his death hewas a guardian for hisfamilyandstillchecks inonthem.Healso likestojoinwiththecomfortingangelstosingtothosewhoaresuffering.Hegetsalotofjoyfromthesethings.Hehassuchagoodheartandwasveryhumble.The lastperson Imetwasateacher frommyhighschoolwhopassedawayabout15yearsago,andit

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wassonicetoseehim.He lookedreallygood.Hewastrimandhealthylooking.Hesmiledthewholetimeaswetalked.Hesaidthathewatchesoverhiskidsalotandhelpswiththeprincipalities.Heisveryhappy. We talked about his funeral. He wascomfortinghiskidsandenjoyedmydad’seulogy,itmadehimlaughoutloud.(Edit)Hethensaidafewthingsthatweresohim:“Yadidgood,yea,dadmustbe proud!” (Something like that.) I really enjoyedtheshorttimeIhadwithhim.Hesaid,“Tell(Edit)hiforme!”Itseemedsosurreal.Iasked if I couldmeetRonaldReagan.He isone Iwanted to meet when I was with the foundingfathers and it just didn’t happen.With the recentelection,hehasbeenonmyminda lot. The LordsaidReaganhadbeeninformedIwouldbecomingandwaswaiting.Hewas intheFirstHeavenand Icouldgothere.Idescendedintoalightarea,likeanofficeplace.IsawRonaldReaganstandingwithhiswifeNancy.Heimmediately came up to me and shook my handsmiling.Nancyalsogreetedme.Theyboth lookedyoungandvibrant,liketheirearlymoviestardays.He said to call him Ronnie. He was so warm andfriendly.Nancywasnicetoo,butmorereserved.IsaidthatIwantedtomeetthem.ThattheLordhadarranged for me to meet many of the American

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leadersofthepast.Ronaldsmiledandnoddedhishead.(Edit)IthankedNancyandRonaldforeverythingtheydidtoserveus inAmerica. Iaskedwhattheydonow.Ronald said that they are always together. TheyworkamongthePrincipalities.HeassiststhosewhoworkfortheUSdealingwithforeigncountriesandotherleadersinAmerica.(Edit)Heimpliedthathedidn’t think thingswould staywell for long. Hardtimesarecoming.IaskedifhehadseentheLord,whichheimpliedyes.BothhimandNancyhavehadtheGiftoftheHolyGhostgiventothem,hewhilealiveandNancyaftershe passed. He said it was hard watching Nancywithouthim for the timebefore shepassed.Theyare very close. The Lord toldme they are both intheir thirdestatenow. I thanked them for visitingwithme.Itwasverynice.IreturnedtotheLord.

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TheTwelveHierarchyofAngelsWhatisanangel?ThosewhotakedirectionfromtheFathers.Each Hierarchy has levels within itself. The Lordsworksareendless.There are both male and female angels, oftenworkinginpartnershipswithinamarriagecovenant,butnotalwaysinthelowerangeldegrees.ThronesTheseareangelsof thehighestorder,whichhavebeen crowned Kings and Queens unto the MostHigh.Onceanangel (anointedone)hasovercomeall things, theyarecrownedaKingunto theMostHigh.Atthislevel,theyaretojudgetheircreationsrighteously under the supervision of the GreatJehovah, which is above them forever. They areGodsbecausetheyhaveallpowersgivenuntothem.TherearemanythronesandmanyKingdoms.ArchAngelsTheseareangelsofmanyclassesandpurposes,whoareundercovenantoftheGreatJehovahtoperformspecific callings upon the earth. These are thechosenNobleandGreatOnesofthe4th,5thand6thEstate.Michael,atitle, is thegreatestofthemall,

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andcoordinatesthecreationunderthesupervisionoftheGreatJehovahandtheEternalFather.SeraphimThesearetheangelswhicharemessengersdirectlyfrom the throneofGod.A seraph canbe an archangel,sentonamissionfromtheLord.CherubimTheseangelsguardthecourtsofHeavenandstandascenturytothosewhoapproachtheLordandpassthroughgatesandportalsof theascension.TheseAngelsfillthecourtsofheaven.TheysingpraisestoGodandshareinHisglory,whichislightandtruth,orknowledge.TheyguardthegatestotheThroneoftheKingdomandareateverylevelofascension.Allangelsexperiencethiscallingatsomepoint.DominionsThese angels are given responsibility overdispensationsandtheelementsoftheearth.Theseangelscanbeincludedamongarchangels.Thereareeightdispensationsandeachdispensationbegins with a restoration of priesthood. Thesearchangelsaregivenpresidingauthorityovertheirdispensation.First–Adam–God’scovenantwithAdamSecond-Noah–God’scovenantwithNoah

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Third–Abraham–EstablishmentoftheAbrahamicCovenantFourth–Moses–EstablishmentofIsraelFifth–John–establishmentoftheNewCovenantSixth–Joseph–RestitutionofAllthings(TimeoftheGentiles)SeventhSeal– (Edit)–Gatheringof Israel (FullnessofTimes)EighthSeal–Great Jehovah–Dispensationof theComingoftheGreatGod(EndoftheMillennium)VirtuesThesearereferredtoastheSpiritsoftheLord,andthey teach and administer the attributes ofgodlinessthat leadtheLord’sservantsonearthtotheThroneofGod.Therearesevenspiritsorexaltedangelsandeachholdsthekeystotheirvirtue.EachEstate is governed by seven virtues that guidetoward the next estate. These are the Lord’sschoolmasters.There are Seven Virtues or positions held by theArch Angels that abide in Heaven and teach theAttributesofGodliness.Thesevenattributesarelikethe colors in the rainbow and form an arch, andwhencombined,createwhitelightandacovenantbetweenGodandMan.21Priesthood21Genesis9:3,Revelation4:1,10:1

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RevelationTemperanceBrotherlyKindnessRepentanceFaithinGodHope22When these are acquired, then comes Charity,KnowledgeofGodandWisdom,and thouartonewiththeFatherandtheSonandtheHolySpirit.PowersThese angels keep control of the doings of theAdversary.TheyarethewarriorangelsthatcontroltheEternalPrisonandstrikefearintheDarkRealm.Theycontrol lifeanddeathamongGod’schildren.Theycomeinmanyforms,sizesandglories.Someare sent from the veryMostHigh, andothers arewatchersanddoers.PrincipalitiesTheseangelswatchover theaffairsofmen in theworld, includingcities,governments,religions,andpolitics. These angels are recorders andadministrators and watch and intercede whennecessaryintheinstitutionsofmen.Theykeeptrackof thewickedness and righteousness of cities andpeoples.Guardians22AscendingorderfromHopetoPriesthood.

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Thesearewitnessesandprotectorsandadvocatesfor individuals, usually among family or bondedrelationships through eternity that watch overpeopleandhelpthemtoovercometheworld.Wearealwayswatchedoverbythosewholoveus.ComfortersThese angels’ purpose is to comfort, both byteachingandsendingGod’sglorytothosewhoneedhealing. Theyare close toMother andareusuallyfemale.Theseangelsvisit thosewhoareenduringgreatsuffering.Theseangelsadministertoboththeliving and the dead. They comfort both body andsoul, yet the Spirit can only be comforted by theLord.TheymustbegivenpermissiontocomebytheLordandoftenontheheelsofprayers.HolyAnimalsandCreaturesThereareangelsoftheanimalkingdomwhowatchandkeeporderamongthecreaturesof theearth,thattheymayfillthemeasureoftheircreation.Thisrealm is endless, as there are many such angeliccreaturesofvarious levelsandglory.Everything isunderthepowerandruleoftheFather.PlanetaryGuardiansTheseareangeliccreaturesandbodiesofall sortsthatadministertotheplanetarybodiesintheirglory

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andhelpthemtofillthemeasureoftheircreation.There are as many levels among the planetaryguardians,asthereareamongtheSonsofLight.Iasked theLordwhichangelswerewomen in thehierarchy and was shown that women are thehelpmeets,orequalpartnerswiththemenamongtheVirtuesandDominions.AmongthePowerstheyworkwiththedarkwomenspirits.Thewomenarevery busy, but are most active among theComforters. It is a beautiful organization inwhichtheLordoperatesHisKingdom.I asked if my revelation regarding Dominions andDispensations when studying the Hierarchy ofAngelswascorrectandwas told, “Yes.”Therearecurrently seven major dispensations starting withAdam and ending with Joseph Smith. Thesedispensations are broken down with “Times,” inwhichcertainthingstranspire.Iamgratefulfortheclarification.I asked the Lord a few questions. How am I tounderstandtheSevenVirtueswithintheHierarchyof Angels. I was told that I have it right, but thatthereare sevenothervirtuesafterone isexalted.There are also seven virtues taught to the firstestatespiritsandseventothefifthestatebeingsastheyprepare for theirmissionsof glory.All things

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aredoneinorderandwelearngraceforgraceaswecomeintothefulllightofknowledge.IwastoldthattheHierarchyofthePrincipalitiesofAngels is what administers the affairs of the FirstHeaven.TheydealwiththefamiliesoftheHouseofIsraelandtheirfamilyunits(whogoeswhere).Iplantostudymoreofthisindetail.ThereisanarchangelinchargeofthePrincipalities,butIcan’t.ItoldtheLordIwasinterestedinlearningaboutthehierarchy of angels in more detail. He seemedpleased. I looked upon Him, His white robe andbeautiful face. He is always smiling softly andlooking atmewithHis piercing bright eyes. I feelnothingbutloveandacceptanceinHispresence.Ifeel like He is the coolest friend and it’s easy toforgetIaminthepresenceofinfinitesimalpower.I was shown in a previous vision that there aretwelvehierarchiesofangelsandtheLordconfirmedthat.Hesaidthatwithintheseclassesofangelsarealsomanysubclassesand levels. It isallperfectlyorganized and under the direction of the FatherElohim. He said that much of these have anopposing Satanic counter order that follows asimilarpattern.ThetoporderiscalledtheThrones.Thisiswheretheexalted angels of the Patriarchal order reign over

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theirdominions.TheyrulefromtheThroneplanet,which is the male planet, exalted, and isoverwhelmingly larger than our own sun; if thatgivesyouanyindicationofitssize.Hesaidthereisnospacewherethereisnotspace.ThisplaceislikeaUrimandThummim,whereallthingsaremanifest;past,present,andfuture.ThegloryofGod is lightand intelligence, which is a governing principle inwhichallthingsarecreated.Iaskedaboutarchangels.Iwastoldthatthesearethe“nobleandgreatones”spokenoftoAbrahamintheBookofAbraham.Hesaidtherearemanynobleones,whichareexaltedAngelsofthe4thEstate,butnot as many arch angels. These archangels arelimited to 200 and are on special assignment togoverninthisrealm.TheycondescendtoearthandassistintheestablishmentofZionandthebuildingoftheLord’sKingdom.TheyareledbyMichaelandare led by 24 angels of this order with theirhelpmeets.TheseconstitutethefamilyofGodthatrollthroughthedispensationsoftimeonthisearth.Manyintheirranksconstitutetheprophetsandholymenandwomenwhohaveliveduponthisearth.Allofthese200arewellacquaintedwitheachotherandworkcloselywiththeHouseof Israelfortheirbenefit.Theseareamongthosewhohavereachedafurtherstageofdevelopmentasa4thEstateBeing.ThenIaskedabouttheSeraphimangels.Iwastoldthatthesewerethedirectmessengerssentfromthe

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Throne.Theyareoftencloselyalignedwiththosetowhomtheyaresent.Forexample,Gabrielwascloseto Mary, who would be the mother of Christ.Typically,SeraphimaresenttoannounceGod’swill,either to the edification and instruction of holyprophets and prophetesses, or to announce theLord’s judgments to the same. Seraphimhave theabilitytofashionwingsoflightasasymboloftheirstatuswhenappearing to chosenpeople.Theydonot have wings, but can create them when theydesire.TheCherubimare thegatekeepers,butalso thosewhoareallowedtopraiseattheThroneandcourtsofHeaven. They get to greet visitors and preparethemtoreceivemoregloryandlight.Thisisajoyfulcalling to thosewhopartake.When theyholdouttheirarmsandpalms they receivegreatgloryandexpand their ability to progress and grow inknowledgeandunderstanding.Itisjoyfulandhelpsthem to grow, like the way flowers grow fromsunlight.Theyareabletoaligntheirperspectiveandfaithandfilltheirheartswithsomuchlovethattheyoftentakeondifficultassignmentswithoutfearfortheyarefilledwithcharity.IhavestoodmanytimesamongtheCherubim.IwastoldthatGabrielisthearchangelwhoadministerstheorderofCherubim.The order of Dominions are where eachdispensation is administered. This usually is inrelationtotherenewingorrestoringofpriesthood

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toaneraandtherealigningoftheHouseofIsrael,orseedofAdam.Allof theNobleandGreatOneshave assisted in this order. This order isadministered by Raphael, or Enoch. He also hasauthority over the elements of the Earth andwillhaveanimportantroleinthewindingupscenesofthe last days when Christ comes in His glory. AllthosewhohaveadministeredintheDominionorderwillplayapartinthat.TheVirtuesaretheangelsofarchangelstatusthatofficiateinthedevelopmentofspiritualawakeningamongthosewhowishtobeSonsorDaughtersofGod. They hold the keys to this knowledge anddelegate the teaching of certain principles whichlead the Sons of Adam andMen to receive theirbaptism of Fire and Gift of the Holy Ghost. Eachvirtuealignswithacolorspectrumliketherainbow,andhasaprogressionthatleadstoperfectharmonyand light,which in turnqualifiesus to receive thegift.Theseangelsoftenwearthecoloroftheirvirtueon thesurfaceof theirwhite robes. Iwas toldmywifeandIhavehadtheprivilegeofdoingthis.Eachvirtueisgovernedbyamaleandfemalecouple. Itseems that only couples who continue to receiveglorybycovenantaresealedtogether.Thisoccursinthe4thEstate,butisnotfinalizeduntilthe5thand6thestate,wheretheyareeternallyboundasaunitofGodhood.

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After one receives the fullness of the Virtuecovenant,theirschoolingmovestothenextphasewheretheyaretrainedtobeaKingandQueenofthemostHigh.Therearethreepillarsthatwemustbe instructed in with a fullness of understanding.First is Charity, which is the attribute of Christ,Second is the knowledge of God, which is theattributeoftheFather,andthirdistheattributeoftheMother, which is wisdom. Thesewe can onlylearnbysacrificeandcondescension.ThesearethecolorsoftheVirtues:Priesthood VioletRevelation IndigoTemperance BlueBrotherlyKindness GreenRepentance YellowFaithinGod OrangeHope RedThePowers,Iwastold,arethewarriorsoftheLord.Ihavehadopportunitytoserveamongthese,ashasmyson.Ourspiritsaremuchlargerthanthephysicalbodieswepossessandoftenthesespiritsappearintheiractualsizeandappearasgiantstothoseintheflesh. They often wear full armor of light. Theseexalted angels are able to seal up bad spirits toremain in Spirit Prison to go nomore out. Theseangelshavepoweroverlifeanddeath.Theseangelsoften come to thedefenseof the righteouswhen

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theyarethreatenedbymeninthefleshordevilsinthespirit.Theycanbebothmaleor female. Iwastoldtheydelightintheirworkandlovetocomeandassistmewhenevertheyarecalled.IaskedtheLordifIneededtoaskHispermissionforthemtocome.Hesaidthatall IneededtodowascheckwiththeSpiritandthentellthemtheywereneededandtheywouldcomeimmediately.Manyofthemknowme.I asked if theyareonly called the “Powers,” sincethatname sounds somewhat awkward. Iwas toldthey are the shohophalim or mashophalim. Iprobably messed that up in the spelling andpronunciation,butthatishowitsoundedtome.Next,IwasshownthePrincipalities.Thisistherealmwhich administers the First Heaven, or Paradise.Probablywhatmostpeopleconsiderasheaven. Itexists within the sky above the earth, but notbeyondtheatmosphere.NowI think Iunderstandwhy people think of clouds of heavenwhen theyconsider where heaven is. To those who abidethere, it isnot clouds.Theywork inbuildingsofasort.Therearealsogardensandplaces,butnotlikeinthehigherheaven.Itresemblesthisearth,butinpurity.Thisrealmisthedwellingplaceofthespiritsof the Just,andalso theangelsof theFather thatadministerandleadtheorderofPrincipalities.Isawthat not only do they coordinate the families andbirth of new spirits, but also themissionaryworkthat is done among the spirits of the dead. Theyoftengotothespiritsofthesonsanddaughterof

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men of the Telestial order and offer them theblessingsoftheHouseof Israel.Usuallythespiritsthere,whowalktheearthhavenointerest.Theyarecomfortable where they are. After they die, thememories of their former lives return and theyeitherrestforawhileorreturntoabodyknowingfullwelltheywillexperiencebothpainandpleasure.Theyaresatisfied.Butiftheydesiretopossessmoreknowledge and glory they are promised that theywill be taught the gospel and are put under theprotectionoftheprincipalities,placedintheworldwheretheywillbegivenanopportunitytoreceivetheGospel.Angelswatchover themand theyareled to a fullness. It is very merciful, although itdoesn’t happen frequently. Most of thePrincipalitiesarebusypreparingtheseedofAdamtobeexaltedandreceivetheirbaptismoffireandbecomemembers of the Church of the Firstborn,whichistomeananangelofGod.IwastoldthatIwouldwanttocomeandvisitagain if Iwantedtospendtimeobservingtheseangelsdoingtheirwork.TodayI’mjusthavingquestionsanswered.DuringmyconversationandseeingonevisionopenafteranotheroccasionallyIwouldlookaroundtobesure the Lordwaswithme.Healways is standingnexttome,usuallyonmyleft.Hesmilesandseemshappytobewithme.IaskedaboutGuardiansandwasshownhowtheseare often extensions of the Principalitieswith the

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purposeofleadingandhelpingusinmortality.Theyareusuallyfamily.EventhosewhoareunderSatan’scare,haveguardiansofadarksortthathelpthem.Often,thosewhohavejustleftmortalitywillworkas a guardian to help those who may have beennegatively affected by their lives. A part ofrestitutionfortheirsins.23Onedoesnotneedtobeaguardian;itisachoice.Butitisabeautifulwayforus toassistand find forgiveness forourselvesandhealing.Another type of angel is a Comforter. These areusuallywomen and they staywith thosewho areexperiencingsickness,onthevergeofdeath,oraretrying to find peace after going through greattrauma. These angels often work with theGuardians. Theyusuallyexpress love, compassion,andwisdom to thosewhoare suffering. They canease thebodyandsoul,but thespirit canonlybesuccoredbyJesusChrist.Many of these angels sing and use musicalinstruments. It is really fascinating towatch. Theyalso help soothe those who are dead. They canfacilitatespirituallightandinvokethespiritbywhattheydo.Manyoftheseangelscarriedsimilartalentsastheyexperiencedmortality.

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I asked about the order of the creatures. It isamazinghoworganizedeverythingis. Iwasshownthat all creations come through God. Onceintelligenceisorganizedintoitsformitmustfillthemeasureof itscreation.Somecreaturesaremadetelestial,othersterrestrial,andthencelestial.WhenIwas in theGardena fewweeksago, Imetmanycreaturesofacelestialorder. Isawbirds,animals,andfish.Ididn’tseeanyinsects,butIdon’tknowifthatmeansanything.Iwastoldthatreptilesalsoareamongexaltedcreaturesinsomeplaces.This caused me to ask about different humanoidcreaturesthatIhaveseen.TheLordsaidthatsomeof these are created by Lucifer and abide in Hisrealm.Halfmanandhalfanimal.IntheLord’srealm,thesedonot inhabitbodies.Thereareothergodswithdifferentphysicalaspects,butourGod,Elohim,isofboundlessgloryandthesegod’sdonotshareinthatglory.ThatisallIknowfornow.24Iwas shown that theanimals sharea languageoflove and felicity. They can communicate, but in atelestialrealmtheysimplyfillthemeasureoftheircreation, which is often to breed, commune,survive, and then die. All of them go through asimilarpatternofmultiplemortalities,andsomeareexalted.Itisabeautifulprocess.24IlaterwasshownmuchofthiswhichIrecordedandplantoincludeinaforthcomingbook.

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The Planetary Guardians are the last in the angelhierarchiesIsaw.ThesearefascinatingandIlearnedmanynewthingstodaythatIhadneverheard.ItisamazingtomehowcloselytheseparallelthesonsanddaughtersofLight.Theyarecreatedatthesametime as spirit children of God. Theymust begin aTelestialexistence.Theyfollowapatternsimilartous.Thesolarsystemisatypeofourexistence.Therearemanyplanetsthatrevolvearoundthesun.Oneparticular planet, which happens to be a femaleplanet–Earth–isinaprocessofbeingglorified.ThemoonisliketheHolySpirit,andtheSunisatypeofChrist. The Sun ismoving through the galaxy andrevolvesaroundacentersphere,whichisasymbolof theEternalFather.Therearemanysigns in theHeavensormessengerswhichcometoearth.Thereis evenadarkplanetwhich causesproblemswiththe Earth. I didn’t see that, but I knew itwasoutthere. The Spirit of the Earth is self-aware andintelligent.Wecancommunicatewithit.TheangelorderoftheDominionshasdirectauthoritytohelpwiththeworkthattheseedofAdamdoesuponit.TheearthanswerstotheThroneandGardenplanetandallreporttotheGreatEternalFather.Allthingsare in constant motion, and yet the times andseasonsareperfectlyorganizedliketheverycellsofourbody.IhopeIhaverememberedeverything.Iwasamazedas Iwas repeatedly shownhow thehierarchiesof

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angelhaveadarkcounterpart.Ineedtogobackandlearnmore.IcametoHimatHisThronethismorning.HestoodupfromHisMagnificentThronechairandIheldHisarmand lookedatHim.His smiling,beautiful faceputsmeatease.Icouldseeveryclearly.Sometimesitseemstoflowinandoutofclarity,asifI’mlookingthroughaglass.Itstilldoes,butifIcanfocusenoughI see with acute vividness. This was one of thosetimes.He then showedme something quite remarkable.He said that theangels thathavepowerover thisearth resideonanexalted spherewithinourownsolarsystem–thesun.Thisisaglorifiedsphereoflightandglory,whichiswheretheyabide.ThenameofthisplaceisShaphinu-im.HetookmethereandIsaw us pass through the plasma of light thatwasawesome to witness with my eyes. There wereshaftsoflightshootingupandoutintotheheavens.Iwas taken to a large andopen room,whichhadlarge, wide columns, desks and other things.Everythingwaswhiteandglorious. Ibelievethis iswhere I have comewhen I spokewith Elijah, andnow John.When John shows himself in the spiritamong the living he will appear as if he werewrappedinorangeflamesofglory.WhenIsawhimat the Parowan Gap he looked as he does at theThrone. Iwondered about that andwas told that

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when a circle of glory envelopes the space, thesewhite flames in the circle create a portal whichallowsheaventocometous,soitisdifferent.(Thisissometimesreferredtoasapillaroffireorlight.)When John shows himself to us with a physicaltabernacleitshieldshisglory,buthestillcandoallthingswiththatpowerasiftherewerenophysicalrestraints.IaskedJohnwhathedoes.HesaidthatheisUriel,thearchangelthatholdsthekeystothebottomlesspit. This means that he is over the Shahophalim,whicharetheangelscalled“Powers.”Theseangelshavethesealof theEternalPrisonwhichcontainsdark spiritswhich can gonomoreout.Hehas animportant role in the last days in regards tocontaining and watching over the realm of theAdversary.HeworkscloselywithElijah,whichholdsthekeystotheGatherersandthosewhowillhavethe sealing power.25 I was shown that there arethousands of Sons of Perdition upon the earthtoday,astherearethosewhoareexaltedmenandwomen. There must be a balance, as there isoppositioninallthings.AsIwastoldbefore,therearemoreofthe“144K”ontheothersideoftheveil,thanthereareamongtheliving.(Edit)Isawmyselfascendingintheportal,theverybrightlightandsoundof theharmonicsas Ientered the25Revelation7:2-3

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Throne.Isawthewhitebrilliantangelsgreetingme,callingme bymy name (Edit). I asked howmanyangelswerehereandwastoldtenofthousands.(Idon’t quite understandwhat thatmeans.) I couldseethattheywerespreadoutoveragreatdistance.Usually when I go to the Throne I only perceiveperhapshundreds.TheangelIspokewithsaidthatthey come to share in the glory and to have lightaddeduponthem.Onlythosewhoareexaltedcandothis.(angels)Isaidgoodbyetothem.IwaswiththeLordagain.He sent me to visit with Joseph Smith in thePrincipalities.IwasexcitedtoseeJosephagain.26Heis always so joyful to be around. I found myselfwalkinginalargespaciouswhitebuilding.Iseemedtobeonanopenpathofsortsandcouldlookoutinbothdirectionstoseemanypeopleinwhiteclothesbusilydoingthings;Ididn’tknowwhat.Isawamanstandingattheendofthisopenhallwaitingforme.ItwasJoseph.Heembracedmeandlaughed.Itoldhim I was embarrassed to take his time and heassuredmehewasmorethanhappytospendtimewithme.I askedmoredetails aboutwhathedoes.He saidthateachdispensationhead,aftertheydepartthislife heads up the principalities during thatdispensation.IaskedifhistitlewasPhinuel.Hesaidyes,thatitmeansAngeloftheGateorGuardianto26ThisexperienceIplantoshareinaforthcomingbook.

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Heaven.Hiscallingisabusyoneforhecoversmuchground.HeistheadministratoroftheFirstHeaven,orrealmofthejust.Itiswherejustmenandwomenwhohavereceivedtheirbaptismoffiredwell.AlsothosewhohaveacceptedChristandarewaitingforbaptism. After they or any spirit has receivedbaptismtheycancallouttoGodandreceivetheirGiftoftheHolyGhostwhileinParadise.(2ndEstatebeings)HeshowedmehowtheFirstHeaven,orparadise,islikeanotherdimensionwithbuildings,gardensandplaces.Peopledwell there inpeaceand rest fromtheircaresoftheworld.IntheNexus(Spiritworld)therearebillionsofspiritsoftheseedofmen.Isawthatmostoftheirfamilyunitsprotecttheirseedandarebornagainintofamilies,oftenbringingthesamesins generation after generation. There are alsofamiliesprotectedbysonsofperditionthatprovidebodiesforevilspirits.Therearethousandsofsuchseedintheworldtoday.Therearetwootherkindsoffamilyunits.Thesearethose of the seed of men who have expressed adesire to receive the blessings of Abraham, tobecome the House of Israel. These are placed inhumblecircumstanceswheretheycanbebornonearthandreceivethegospel.Suchwillbethecasewithmanybeforetheendcomes.

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ThelastcategoryaretheliteralseedofAdam.Thesespiritsareescortedbytheangels,boththepowers(warriors)andtheguardianstotheirhomeswherethey are protected and nurtured to have anexperiencethatwillleadthemtothetruth.AslongastheirdesiresaretofindGod,theyareplacedinsuch families. Once a second estate being isquickenedinthespirit(GiftoftheHolyGhost)theydonotcomedownagaininthisworldintheflesh.Josephalsoshowedmethattheywatchcloselytheaffairs of men, to see whether they are ripe ininiquity.Theworldisclosetothispoint.Heshowedme many cities around the globe from an aerialvantage point. I recognized (Edit)27 among thesethatwereripefordestruction.Joseph gave me the impression that all thehierarchiesofangelsworkcloselywitheachother.It is very organized and governed by light,revelation,andlove.AsIsaidgoodbyeJosephgavemeabigbearhugandsaid,“Iloveyoubrother!”Heexpressed the invitation for me to come backanytime.IspentalotoftimepraisingandthankingtheLord.I could hear His voice encouraging me. When Ireceived permission to come I felt my body27Iwillincludemoredetailintheforthcomingbook,“AWitnessoftheEndofTimes.”

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ascendingintothebrilliantwhiteportal. Itookmytimethere,longerthannormal,totryandfeelandseewhatwas aroundme. It is brilliantwhite andtwistinginwhatfeelslikeacounterclockdirection.I felt that I was not alone, although I didn’t seeanyoneelse.Thereseemedtobelifeallaroundme.AsIascendeditfeltlikeIgotsuckedintoatunneloflightandimmediatelyfoundmyselfcomingthroughthebrilliantentrancetotheThrone.IknewthattodayIwouldbelearningaboutangelsto a greater degree, so I tried to be as observantfromthefirststeptoseeifIcouldseeanythingnew.I felt thesolidgroundundermy feet,but it isnotheavy.Ifeeltremendouslylight,butIdon’tfeellikea spirit. There were four angels with white hairstandingaroundtheentrance.Oneparticularonmyright bowed andwelcomedme. His smile is wideandhe’stall.Anotherangelacknowledgedmeandthey both gestured toward the Throne in thedistancewheretheLordwaswaiting.Itseemedtobe about 50 yards in the distance. As I focus myattentionontheThronewhereIknowHeis,IfindmyselfmovingextremelyfastuntilIamrightinfrontoftheLord.IseeHimsittinginHisglorylookingatmewithasmile.HesaidhowhappyHewasthatIamcomingoftenandhowmuchHelovedme.Isawhim stand effortlessly and approach me. I wasfeelingemotionalanddeeplygrateful.TheLordheldmy hands and hugged me. I didn’t want to goanywhereorleavethatmoment,soIjustlookedat

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Himanddidn’tsayanything.Heisverypatient.HesmiledanditseemedhewaswillingtowaitaslongasIwanted,ifitwerehours.AfteraminuteorsoIsaidthatIwasheretolearnabouttheCherubimandtheVirtuesthatIhadbeentaughtsomewhataboutafewmonthsago;thiswasmydesiretostudy.Heasked,“Whoshouldbeyourguide?” I had no idea, and was confused by thequestion.Hethenasked,“Whowouldyouliketobeyourguide?”AsIwasthinking,amanappearedtomy left,and I lookedathimtoseethat itwasmybrother,whohadpassedawaymanyyearsago.TheSavior said, “What do you think?” I started to cryandthankmyLordagain.Mybrothersteppedforwardandhuggedme.HeisaboutmyheightandIfeelsomuchloveandbondingwith him. He feels strong and solid. His hair wassandybrown,hiseyesareclearandblue.Hissmileis big andhe sure looks likemybrother. (Hediedwhen he was seven years old.) His personality isrelaxed and cheerful. I expressed as I have donebeforehowmuchImissedhimandlovehim.Hesaidhemissesme and the family too, but he sees usoften, so its probably harder forme than it is forhim. I asked about his wife again and he kind oflaughed. He said she’s a lot like your wife and IwouldbeamazedwhenImeether,butIcan’tyet.IaskedhowhewasabletodothisformewhenheworkswiththePrincipalitiesofAngelsandhesaid

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hehas donemuchwith theother angels andhadpermissiontodothis.HethensaidhowblessedIwastobeabletocomewhilestillinmortalityandlearnallthesethings.Tohisknowledge,hehadnotseenthisbeforetothedegree I was given permission. My brother againsaidIhadaholycallingandthatIwouldteachmuchanddoaworkinhelpingtopreparethepeople.IsaidtomybrotherthatIwantedtolearnasmuchIcould. He told me to ask as many questions as Idesired.IaskedabouttheportaldoorenteringtheThrone and whether there were other doors. Hesaidthereweremany,thateachdoorcoincidedwithdifferenttypesofvisitors.Thereweredoorsfortheangels, doors for 4th estate beings, creatures,accusersandtheirescorts,andforthosecominglikemetotheThronefortheirfirstorbeginningtimes.Wekindofwalkedorflewaroundtheopenportal,which is just light. I sawportalsaboveandbelow,eachwith angels greeting thosewho came. All ofthemweredressedinwhiteandhadwhitehair.I asked how many angels were here and he saidtherearetensofthousands.Theyrotateandchangeregularly.“Whydotheyraisetheirhandsandsinglike that?” I asked. My brother said, “They areprayingtotheLord,andlikeyouarehavingpersonalexperienceswith Him. Some are talkingwith Him

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andothersarebeingshownvisions.Theyaregivenadditionallightandknowledgetopreparethemforwhattheywilldo.”HethenexplainedthatallwhocomehereareconsideredCherubimandareamongthe Church of the Firstborn. Most of them comealone,buttherearecouplestoo. Ithenlookedfaroff to my right and saw animals and even birdscomingoutofaportal.“Whatisthat?”Iasked.Hesaidthatsomeoftheholiestcreaturesareallowedto come here and worship with the angels andreceivesimilarblessings.I was trying to think of any question I could andasked if thereweremanyminorities amongst theangels. Yes, there are black, dark skinned andothers. Often, they are those who have beenadopted into the House of Israel and they don’tchange their skin color usually. Just like there aredarkhairedangels,thereareallcolors.Theirgloryissuchthattheyarefilledwithlight.IthennoticedportalsthatcamestraightupinsteadoffromthesideliketheoneIhadentered.Isawadark spirit escorted by two largewarrior angels. Iknewwhat itwas because I had been shown thispreviouslyhowthesespiritsareallowedtocometoaccuseothersandlayclaimontheirsouls. I’mnotsurehowthatworks,perhapsIwastoldbeforeandIcan’tremember.Whatwasinterestingisthatthesedark spirits cannot behold the full glory of theThrone and the other angels don’t notice them.

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TheyareasifhiddeninacloudandonlyseetheLordandtheirescorts.I asked my brother who all the many thousandsmore angels I saw worshipping where the FatherandMotherwere, andwas told that they are theJustMenandWomenMadePerfect.The144kfromeachworldwhoaredoingthesamethingtherethatIseehere.Mostofthemdosoascouples.(72,000ofeach sex) I found this fascinatingand I imaginethisisapattern,butasofyet,IhaveonlygoneasfarasFather’sThrone.Atonepoint,hementionedthathishairwaswhitewhen he worked among the Cherubim. He thensmiledandshowedmehowitlookedwhite,justbymovinghishandsoverhishairitchanged,andthenhechangeditbackagain.Iaskedifhehadeverhadadangeroussituationwhileservinghereorknewofone.He said no, that no darkness can comehereunfetteredandthatonlythosewhoarecleaneverywhitcanstandattheThrone.Iaskedifeveranythinghumoroushappenedhere.HesmiledandIsawavisionofthingsashetalked.Hesaidsometimespeoplereactdifferentlytobeingat the Throne for the first time. Some will jumparoundandswing theirarms.Somewill fall intoaballandyell.Hesaidusuallywhattheydoisthrowanaddedmeasureoflightuponthemtohelpthemfeelcomfortable.(Thisiswhathappenedtomethe

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first time I came.)Usually this isnotneededaftertheyreturn.Somearesoovercomethattheydon’tmove forward for fear. Usually people from themortal world are shocked but keep theircomposure.At some point during the conversation it wasexplained to me that the Lord’s creations wereendless,butthatourearthwasthepointoffocus.Mybrotherconfirmedthattherewereabout(Edit)spirits of Adam that are moving through theirprogressionandthisiswheretheLordfocusestheangel’sattention.Therearenumerousotherpeopleoftheseedofmenalsobeingwatchedandprovidedfor.Iaskedmybrotheraboutthemeaningoftheword“firmament.”Hesaidthatbetweeneachrealmisagateorportalandabarrierthatpreventsanythatare unprepared to pass. This barrier is thefirmament.Theportalsarelikegreatwheels.Thereisonethatseparatesthefirstestatefromthemortalworld, the spirit world from the First Heaven(paradise), the First Heaven from The SecondHeaven (The Room), and the portal to the ThirdHeaven,ortheThrone.IrememberedintheBookofRevelationthetalkofthefourangelsoverthefourcornersoftheearthandfelttoaskJohnaboutthat.

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John/Uriel–overthespiritsofthedamned,(SonsofPerditionanddarkspirits)holdsthekeystothebottomlesspit.(Earth)Adam/Michael–overthespiritsofthejust.TheHeadoverallthearchangels(Wind)Enoch/Raphael–overtheelementsoftheearth.Translationoftheelements(Fire)Noah/Gabriel–overthefirmaments-portalsbetweenrealms,headarchangeloftheCherubimHierarchyofangels(Water)

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TheCreationItwastheeighthtimeIcametotheLordthatIbeganto be taught regarding the creation. This newknowledge changed much of the way I view themodeloftheuniverseandscienceingeneral.Godisfarbeyondourunderstanding;therefore,Ifeelthatmyexplanationsmaybelessthanadequate.IaskedtheLordif Icouldgoonachariotride.I’mnotsurewhyIdidthat.Inretrospect,itseemsalittleprecocious, but the Lord has never seemeddisappointed with my questions or desires.28 Hiscountenancechangedtooneofexcitementandjoyashesmiledwideandimmediately itwasas ifwedescendedtoaplacewhereachariotstoodwaiting.Westoodtogetheronavehicleresemblingachariotmadeofgoldwithfinesculpteddesignandbeauty.Ididn’tstudyit,thoughIwouldliketointhefuture.Itwasshapedlikeacup,abouttenfeetaround,withwhatseemedtobeanopentop.Igrabbedholdofthesideasittookoff.Itdidn’tseemtohaveagravitymotion,yetIsensedtherateofspeedanditmadearushingsound,likeawaterfall. Inastrangeway,it

28IactuallyrememberreadingabookwhereamodernmanclaimedtobetakenwiththeLordinachariot.ThisthoughttriggeredmyfaithtoasktheLord.Forthissamereason,Ihavesharedmuchoftheseexperiences,asyoutoowillbeencouragedtoseek,ask,andexpandyourknowledgeoftheheavenlyrealm.

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resembled being on a roller coaster. We weretraveling a great rate of speed through our ownsolarsystem.WeflewaroundSaturnnearthehalo.Isawthebigchunksoficeorrockaswegotclose,then around Jupiter. We were flying all over theplace.At first Iwasa littlescaredandgrippedtheside,butthenIrealizedthatIcouldstanderectandYeshua was right next to me, hands at his side,smiling as hewatchedmy reaction to everything.WethenflewintotheplanetJupiterandoutagain.Itwasnotlimitedtogravityormass.AtonepointinthevisionIsawtheplanetsextendingout for what looked like infinity and it literallylooked like the sand of the sea and I heard thewords, “Andmy creation is forever, but it is yourearthinwhichyoushallfocusyourattention.”IperceivedthattherewasahollowspaceinmanyoftheplanetsandaskedGodaboutthis.Iwasshownthatallplanetsaremadeofwaterandelementsthatcometogetherandastheydoacrustisformedbothwithin and without. I was shown that our ownbodiesaresimilarinthattheyaremostlywaterwithashellbothwithinandwithoutandlikewehaveastomach, colon, and other openings, so do theplanets.Theearthisthesame.Ican’tremembertheorderofallthatwasshowntome,butIperceivedthat the earth, like us—as I already knew, is aliveandfeeling.Themanysoulsthatliveuponhercanhaveanaffectlikegermsuponthebodyandwhen

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thereisenoughwickednessitcauseshertofeelsick.Shehashadperiodsofhealthandgreatdiscomfort.She looks forward to her “Baptism of Fire” andcleansing.Sheisanangeltoo,meaningsheisundercovenanttoperformaspecificmissionandwillbeglorifieduponitsfulfillment.We flew around the earth and themoon.On thedarksideofthemoonIsawstructuresandlightandperceived that there was life there. I felt to askaboutaliensfromspaceandtheLordlookedatmesmiling, like he was waiting for me to ask thequestion. I had been told during our longconversation thismorning that itwas a governinglawofheaventhatNOTHINGisrevealeduntilweaskforthetruthandknowledgerelatedtothequestion.We must search all things. So, I asked and wasshownwhatthismysterywas.Around the galaxy, on the outer edge are all theplanetsthatreside inaTelestialsphere.Satanhasdominion here and some of these planets havegreat technology and knowledge, more than weexperience on earth. These creatures, in alliancewith Satan come to earth to be involvedwith hisworks.Theyknowthattheirlimitsaresetandtheywillhaveconsequencesiftheybreaktheirrules,yettheyareallowedtoafflict thewickedandtohavecommunication with Sons of Perdition who areupontheearthintheflesh.Theyaredemons.Theyareevil.Theyhoverovertheearthandaretheones

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whomakehabitationonthedarksideofthemoonandotherplacesinoursolarsystem.But,asthereisopposition in all things, there is also good aliensfromotherplaceswhocomehere.Theyarenotasmany,butactasabalanceagainsttheothers.When I inquiredaboutcropcircles Iwas told thatthese are like graffiti left by these visitors for thepurpose of relayingmessages to their partners orenemies regarding their territory and intentions.Theywrite in a type of language using geometry,knowing thatbydoing so,wecannotdiscernwhotheyareandstillkeepwithintheboundstheLordhassetuponthem.Aswedrawclosertotheclosingdaysof theearth, these alienswill be givenmorepowerandbeallowedtodomorethings,becauseGod’s servants will be more active in using thepowersofHeavenonearth,andtheremustalwaysbeopposition inall things.Theirrole isminimal inGod’splan,andthereforewearenottoworryaboutthem.Idon’trememberatwhatpointIsawthis,butIwasshown the galaxy in which we reside and it wasexplained that there is order in all things and nospacewherethereisnospace.God’sthroneisatthecenterandKolobwasnexttoHim.IfwelooktothecenterofourgalaxywewouldseeGod’sThrone,butwecannotseebecausethereisdarkmatter,oraveilofsortsthatkeepsthenaturaleyefrompenetratingtoitsglory.

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Whataboutotherworlds,Lord?Howdotheyfitintotheplan?TheLordsaidthatthereareinnumerableworldsofthesecondestate.Ourworldisuniqueinthatitisacovenantworldof4th estate.Otherworlds,whichareinhabitedbyonly2ndestate,telestialbeingsareverydifferent.Theseancientspiritsandpeoplehavechanged. There are many different kinds ofcreaturesandhumanoidpeople.Isawdifferentskincolors and even reptilian kind of skin. DNAmanipulation is common and all kinds ofdebaucheryiscommonplace.Satanseekstoexpandhisdominionamongthesebeings,butforthemostpart they continue in that state for eternity. Theyunderstand the laws of God and Satan and areplentysatisfiedwheretheyare.Occasionally,somewillchoosetoseekgreaterpowerwithSatan,andSonsofPerditionwillbecreated insomeof thoserealms. It ismanyof these that visit this earth. Inthese worlds, I saw much beauty and diversity.Some of the colors and environments wereextreme. Deep redmountains and extremely lushgreen forests with enormous waterfalls. Lots ofgold,jewels,andotheramazingthings.Somelookedmuchlikeourearthordeserts.Ijustsawasweepingexampleofdifferentplaces.

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IsawthecreationoftheearthasHegatheredthewaters together, liking rollingdoughand then thecrustwasmadeanddrygroundwasthere.IsaidtotheLordthatIfeltIneededtounderstandbetterthethingsregardingtheplanets.Isoursuninthesolarsystemanexaltedplanet?TheLordsaiditwasa5thEstatecreation.Itisanangel,orcovenantbeing of the planetary realm. I was told that theplanets and heavenly bodies are almost a perfectmirrorimageoftheexaltedSonsandDaughtersofGod.Hereiswherethingsbecamealittleconfusingtome,butthis iswhat Isaw.GodgoesouttotheDarknessbeyondtheTelestialrealmandbeginstocreate from the intelligence andmatter that existthere. This is where the planets and spirits of allcreationaremanifested.TheyareFirstEstate.Theyare then brought into order when the stars andfamiliesarecreated.Planetarymatterisseparatedlike all other life and in different degrees ofintelligence. There are suns, planets, moons,comets, asteroids, and all kinds ofmatter. TherecomesatimewhenaCelestialSunisbroughtnearthem and they follow or attach themselves to it.These 5th Estate Sunsmove around the galaxy, asthehigherorderofsunsgetcloserandclosertothecenterwhereresidesthegreatestofthemall.Thesesunsgrowingloryfrom5thto6thto7thandfinallya8th estate planet or Sun. Planets are 1-4 estatebeings.

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I asked about how this earth is able to go fromaTerrestrial Glory to a Telestial glory and thingsstarted to get confusing. When the Earthcondescended from a being of light to a Telestialbeing,itleftbehinditsgloryandwasbornagainlikewe are. It inhabited a new planet and the planetcame to life. Atmosphere and water appeared.Plants and seeds were brought to the planet byother angels to help it to thrive. In time, animals,creaturesandhumanswerebroughttoit.Isawthisas a combined effort by other beings from otherplanets.29I saw that when this earth is exalted it will betouchedbyaplanetofgreaterglory,(CityofEnoch)and will be consumed in fire. It will rise againTerrestrialasbefore,andeventuallybecomeagreat5thEstateSun.Itwillbelargerthanitscurrentsizeandtherewillbeanewheavenandanewearth.Ourcurrent sunwillmove closer to the center of thegalaxyandgrowinsizeandglory.Theplanetsthatarenowapartofthissolarsystemwillbereleasedand either go to another sun or stay in darkness.Eventuallysomewillawakenandbearlife.30Thingshappen rather quickly, and you may saycataclysmically.

29Moses2:20-3130Revelation12:1-2,Moreinformationcanbefoundinreading“TranslationoftheBookofRevelation,”purerevelations.wordpress.com

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I asked the Lord about galaxies and dimensions. Iwas shown that galaxies span out from oldergalaxies.Therearemirrorimagesoflightanddarkrealms,meaningthatSatan’srealmexistsunderandbehind the Lord’s dominion.31 This is outerdarkness.Hisdarkrealmhasplanets,creationsandkingdom’s,butwithoutglory.I saw that as new worlds become exalted, andreturn to their own sun, glory, they follow thepatternof theexaltedSonsofGod.Whenwearefinally crownedas theEternalFatherandMother,an 8th Estate Being, we are beyond this galaxy inwhich we watch all the creations beneath us. Allgalaxiesarestackedoneuponanother.TheGalaxiesand dominions above us have many galaxiesbeneath themwhich are the new realms. It is aninfiniteprogression.The Lord said that as I ponder, all this will makemoresense.MorequestionwouldcometomymindandIwouldbetaughtmore.I asked about other creations or creatures. Whataboutallthedifferenthumanoidcreatures?Wheredotheycomefrom?IfElohimisthegreatestofall,howcanthesealsobeHissons?Itwas interestingwhatIwasshown.TheLordmadeitclearthatwhencreationtakesplace,oftentheintelligencechooses312Nephi2:11-18

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itsformandwhatitdesirestobe.Therearesomewhodesire tobedifferent than the Father. Therearemany lowerestatebeingswhoarehandledbythegodswhoarenottothelevelofElohimortheEternal Father. The Throne where Christ and theFather are do not entertain such beings. Thesedifferent creatures are mostly Telestial beings.ManyarepronetofollowtheAdversary,butnotall.Theyconsistofevery typeyoucan imagine.Everythoughtwhichisconceivabletomanisbasedonareality that truly exists. It may not be an exacttranslation,butitisbasedonarealitysomewhereintheUniverse.Isawmanyofthesecreaturesandglimpsesoftheirworlds. It was amazing, unearthly, and yet I sawsimilarities.Isawlushvegetation,swamps,deserts,mountains,differentcoloredplanets.Isawstrangecreatures.Allwasasdifferentasyoucouldimagine.There was great beauty in the variety of theseworlds. I saw that many of these worlds weretelestialandwouldnevermovebeyondthat.ManyoftheirinhabitantswereinterestedinLucifer’swaystogetgainandself-gratification.Thetechnologyonsomeofthemwerefarbeyondourown.Theyalsohave great knowledge of the angelic realms andunderstand the rules. Most all of these creationsexist in the outer part of the galaxy where theTelestialrealmsare.Themoreyoumoveinsidethegalaxy themore theglorygrowsand thesebeingscannot abide that glory. It’s like many suns

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combined.IhopeI’mgettingallthisright,becauseI’mtryingtoexplainwhatIsawandunderstoodwithmyownunderstanding. Iwillneedtogobackandclarify more. I saw that there was a formula fordividing the stars and moons and rotations forexaltedplanets,liketheearth.Allthingsaredoneingreat order. These are the holy planets and the“aliens” know they must tread carefully. To theextent that wickedness reigns they are givenpermission to be involved. They cannot touch theSons of God or will face great cursing uponthemselves.I thanked the Lord forwhatHe showedme. I feltbewilderedof it all.He saidnot toworry, Iwouldunderstand more as I study and ponder thesethings.IthoughttoaskaboutKokobeam,asIrememberthename mentioned in Joseph’s explanations of theHeavensandwastolditisoneofthespheresnearGod, a 7th estate planet, like the Great Jehovahamongtheplanetaryangels.32I’mreturningtoaddaportionwhichIhadforgotten.IwasgiventhenameoftheThroneplanet,whichisKoholo.33 TheSeventhEstateplanet isKoholahim.

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Kokaubeam is the high estates planets, whichwecallsuns.Mynextquestionwasmindbending.Iasked,“Whydoeseverythingexist?”TheLordsaidthatwouldbebest answered if I began asking questions morespecifically? I asked, “Was there a first, abeginning?”Theanswerwas,no.Why is therenobeginning? He said that it is the nature of theuniverse (everything) tobealive. It hasnoendorbeginning.Heshowedmesomethingthatremindedmeofthetwofacingmirrorsthatreflectforeternity.Theygointwooppositedirectionsandbendaroundacorneruntilyoucannotseetheend.Intelligencewasnevercreated,itisself-existing,eithertoactorbe acted upon. There is an infinity of space anddimension,andallmatterexiststoeitherattractorrepel. If it is attracted to the light itwill begin toevolve into somethingby force ofwill of a higherbeing.Once thisprocessbegins itwill continue toevolve for eternity, either toward greater light ordowntowardgreaterdarkness.TheFathersascendforever,butitiswellforus,forwewillhavejoyinour posterity. Perhaps it is beyond mycomprehensiontoseemore.Thiswasall thatwasgiven.TodayIhadmanyquestionstoaskmyLord.WhenIcametotheThroneHearoseandwewalkedtowardtheright(myright)andenteredHisGarden.Ihave

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beentherebefore.Thereisacoveredporticothatstretchedoutagreatdistance.AlongthispathtotherightaregreatsculpturesinwhitestonethatdepictHis great servants that have sacrificed for theKingdom.AswewalkedtogetherHeknewmyheart.Isaid,“Lord,Iamsoweak.IwishIcouldbeperfectalways.”Helookedatmeandsaidthateachofthesegreatmenandwomenstruggledwithweaknessoftheflesh,buttheywerestrengthenedandbytheirfaith did great works for the kingdom. HeemphasizedHisfaithinmeandwhatIwasdoing.Itmademefeelgoodinmyheart.Ibeganmyquestions:IaskediftheEternalFatherwastheGodofalltheuniverseorjustourgalaxy.Itwas explained to me that He is the God of allcreation.Whenwesee,thesmallgalaxiesspottingthe endless sky (Hubble telescope) we are seeingthe endless creation of the Eternal Father. It isinnumerable to us, butHe knows all His creation.The Eternal Father and Son rule over thesecreations. The Temporal Father rules over ourgalaxy.Thereisasystemthere.Buttherearemanydimensions, without number, which are like this.This is quitemind boggling. I saw a vision unfoldwhere I saw what seemed to be simultaneousvisionsatthesametime.Onewasmovingoutwardfrommyselfintothevastnessofspaceemphasizingthesmallnessofmybodyinthecosmos.Theotherwas moving inward to the cells, and then thesubatomiclevelofcreation.Thisseemedtoalsogo

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onforever.Nospacewherethereisnospace.Theintelligencethatexistsinspaceislikedust,foreverblowing and going hither and thither as they say.NotuntilGodimposesHiswilluponitdoesitbegintobecomesomething.Itisawonderfulthingtosee.I checked with the Lord on the names of theHeavenly bodies and realms. Did I understand allthis correctly? The Lord said that Joseph wascorrect. Themoon isOlea,34which is pronouncedOhleyah. And the sun is Shinehah. But the placewheretheexaltedservantsofGoddwellthatareoftheDominionsdwellisShaphinu-im,aplaceonthesun. Kokaub is star, and Kokaubeam is the greatstarsofthehigherorderclosertoGod.Kolobisthegreat Mother sphere, or Eden that stands in theHeavensnexttotheThroneplanet,whichisKoholo.The galaxy which we reside is Gnolaum, and theUniverseiscalled,Gnolauhim.ThisiswhattheLordsaidtomeaswestoodtalkingbesideHisThrone.Itwascasualasonemantalkswithanother.HesmilesandIfeelHisloveandinterestinmyquestions.HisvoiceisprojectedintomymindandIneverseeHismouth voice the words. There is perfectunderstandingandwhenIstruggleavisionusuallyopensuptoexplain.Itisaflawlesscommunication.Iaskedaboutoursun.Ifthisiswheretheangelsofthedominiondwell,howisitdone?Itissolarge.I34Abraham3:13

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wasshownthatthereisacitywherethesedwell.Itis called Shaphinuem, or City of the Sun. Here,angels who watch over the earth come and gobetweenthehierarchiesas thedothebusinessofthe kingdom of Heaven. (I had totally forgotten Iaskedthisplacebefore.IhadpreviouslywrittenitasShaphinu-im, so Iguess Idon’thowtospell thesenames,justhowtheysound.)The Throne is called Sholaah, which is the malecompaniontoKolob,orEden.TheCityofEnochresideswithinabarrierofsunsandworldsthatisbetweenthetelestialandcelestialbeltofglory.Itisseparatedbyaveilofsorts,orabarrier.Nothing telestial can pass through without beingconsumed in fire. It ishere that theCityofEnochdwells. Our sun is a celestial orb residing in thetelestialrealm.I saw a vision unfold where I could see how thegnolauhim is organized. The Eternal Father hasbillionsofgalaxies,andjustliketherearemanySonstotheFather,eachwiththeirowncreations,so isthe Great Jehovah. Each manages their own vastcreationofgnolaum.Whena5thestaterisestoa6thestate,Hiscreationdividedfromthehostgnolaumand starts new.35 These galaxies spreadout like afamilytree.35Itremindsmeofthebirthofababy.

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I then asked the Lord some random questions Iwanted toknow.Whataboutwhat Ihavestudiedabouttheheavens?Istheremoretolearn?Idon’tfullyunderstandtheconstellationsandastrology,36etc.Hesaidtostudyonmyfreetimeandcomeupwithquestionstoaskhim.Whatabouttherogueplanet,Nibiru?TheLordsaiditwas indeedadarksuninthesimilitudeofSatanthatbringshavoctoourearthand isduetocomeshortly. He called it Shassa-phim. I hope Ipronounceditcorrectly.

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TheBeginningIntheHeavenlyRealmtheLordexpectsustoaskquestions.Ineverfeltprohibitedorinhibitedtoaskanything;thisseemstobeexpectedandevenencouraged.Perhapssomeofthemostimportantquestionsare:“WhoamI?WheredidIcomefrom?”With a lot of these visits it would be clear andphysical and then itwouldblur. Iwould feel like Iwasphasinginandout.37Iwouldneedtofocus.Ifthe visual phased out I could still hear themspeaking.Everythingwashappeningsofast.I’msureIdidn’tremembereverything,butIwroteasmuchas I could remember.ThankyouLord for showingmesomuch,andMelektoo.I then asked about the creation of our spirits. Isthere intimacy involved? In this case, “No.” I sawthatFatherandMotherstandtogetherbeyondthefirmamentandinvitetheintelligencetocomeforth.Depending on how they react they are organizedmaleandfemaleintospirittabernacles.38

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IaskedtheLordiftheycomeforthasbabiesandwasshown that just as all things are created fromthought, so tooare these spirit childrenborn intoperfectly formed adult bodies, male and female.Theycomeforthinnocent,withoutknowledge.Theyhave their own unique bodies and are clothed inwhite. They smile andexpressemotion,but knownothinglikeanewbornbaby.Immediatelytheyareescortedtowheretheybegintheir training, beginning with the virtues of hopeandfaith.39Iimaginethereisaprocessoflearningbasicthings,butIdidn’tseethat.MotherandFatherspendmuch timewhile they visit their children inthis Paradise located on the world which will betheir home. They are able to do all these thingsthroughthePatriarchalPriesthood.Before I was donewithmy questions I asked theLordiftherewasanythingHewantedtoshowmethatwouldbehelpfulformetoknow.IwasopentoanythingHewantedmeto learnabout.Hesmiledbig and I was holding His arm as we descendedrapidly to some place I didn’t know. I sawmyselfstandinginthecentralpartofthesamechariotwehad ridden together months ago, when the Lordshowed me a tour of the solar system. As welaunchedoffinthechariot,movingatanincrediblespeed,Ihadmoreconfidencethistimeandstoodon39Page90-91ofthisbook.

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myown,almoststandingstraight,nexttomyLord.Icanfeelthevelocityandspeed,yetIhavenotroublestandinguprightintheplatform.IsensetheLordisenjoyingthewholetimewithme.Wearrivedatacolorfulnebulawithplanetsandfire.I looked at this with awe. It reminded me ofsomething out of a science fiction movie. It wasmovingandalive.TheLordsaid thatall thingsarecreated spiritually before they are createdphysically. He said that this is the beginning ofcreation.HesaidthatwhenGodtheFathercreatesthe spirit children they come forth as amale andfemale,liketwins,andthenjustlikechildrenmustbetaughtallthings.AtthesametimethechildrenaregiventabernaclesintheimageofGod,theworldand animals are also created. These abide in aspiritual realm in a different dimension than thetelestialwe see. These children are taught by theSpirits of the Lord, or the Virtue Angels and likeAdam and Eve in the Garden are given muchknowledgetopreparethem.GodtheFatherandtheOnlyBegottenspendtimewiththemtoteachandprepare.Itisabeautifulexperience,buttheydonotcomprehendtheexperienceofmortality,andwhenitistimetheycancomeforthandhavebodies.TheLordsaidthatmuchofthis isdoneduringtheMillenniumwhennewworldsarecreatedandtheSpiritsorChildrenofAdamareprepared.TheLordsaid that He personally created this world in its

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physical state and many more worlds in theirspiritualstate.HeisindeedthecreatorofthisworldandHiscreationsareendless.WhenYeshuahashisown spirit children ready they will be born ontomany worlds which he has prepared through HisOnlyBegotten, topopulatewithHis children.Thiswas amajormissingpiece to thepuzzle and I amgratefulfortheunderstanding.The part of the creation I saw in this vision wasHeavenly Father andMother facing each other asnew spirits passed between them, housed intabernacles ofGod’s image. This is not thewholeprocess,butwhatIsaw.I said I hadmy questions ready, and He smiled. IaskedtheLordifIcouldseethefullcreationprocess.Ihaveseenmuchbefore,butIfeelthereismore.Hesaid,“Whatdoyouwanttosee?”Iaskedtoseethecreationof theworld. I sawadarkvoid.TheLordsaidthatHecreatedtheworld,underthedirectionoftheGreatJehovahandMichael.Hecalledouttothe intelligences, and by His word they began toact.40Hewouldwatchuntiltheyobeyed.Atfirstitlookedlikeahugewave.Theintelligenceislight,butthe matter would attach itself and becometemporal.Eventuallyitbegantorolltogether.(likebreaddough)Then, itwouldbecomeround.After40Isaiah45:7-8

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time a crust would form and after thousands ofyearswhenready,thebreathoflifewouldenter(itsspirit) and a world with atmosphere and beautywouldensue.Thisisthebeginningoftheprocess.41Iaskedaboutphysicalbeings.FatherandMotherdothis,astheygoouttothesameareaofdarkness.Isawwhatwascalled“pointsof light”approachingMother and Father. By their great faith, theyqualified to become sons and daughters of light,bornintheimageofourHeavenlyParents,maleandfemale,liketwins,theypassbetweenourparentstoanewestate.Theyareinnocentandbeautiful.Theanimalsarecreated,bydesign,bythe4thestatebeings,underthedirectionandapprovalofFatherandMother.Allofcreationtakesplaceintheouterrealmofthegalaxieswherethedarknessabides.

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becomeapointoflightagain?TheLordsaidthatitrequires them to enter a type of portal, whichremovesalltraceoftheirformerexistence.Itislikeablender,orawhirlwindof lightthatnothingcanpass through without destruction. They are thentakenbacktotheiroriginalessence,evenlessthanbefore they came to God and started their firstestate.Whentheycameforthasafirstestatetheywereapointof light,whichconsistedofmaleandfemale.Whentheystartovertheyarejustonehalftoawhole.Theymustbejoinedasanintelligencewithanothertobecomeapointoflightagain,thentheirjourneystartsover.Forsome,thisistheonlypeacetheycansee.Mostdarkbeingsaretooafraidtoevengothere.Theymustpenetratetheshield,orportalofinfinityandbespirituallydisassembled.Iwantedtounderstandmoreclearlyhowthegalaxyis divided. There are 144 thousand anointed onesamong those who serve the Lord, which includefemales.Eachofthesehasthepotentialtomovetothe 5th estate (Edit). The Lord said that He is thecreatorofbillionsofworlds.ThedaywillcomewhenHisdominionwillsplitoffandformaseparategalaxyasitexpandstoo.Iaskedaboutblackholesandthisopenedupalotofthings Ididn’tknow.Thesciencebookssay thatablackholeisanincrediblydensesunwhosegravityissointenseitallowsnolighttoescape.Thisisnot

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whatwasshowntome.Isawthatthese“funnelsoflight” are actually portals that either ascend orcondescend to other dimensions. The big onestransferplanetaryangelsaswellasallelse.ThereisoneatthecenterofthegalaxythatascendstotheGreat Jehovah, and it also descends to the GreatLordofDarkness.Throughoutthegalaxyaresmallergateswhichdothesamething.TheTelestialrealmiswheremanydifferentbeingsinteractandmakechoicesthatleadtodarknessorlight.IthenaskedifIcouldbetterunderstandintelligencethat isspokenofasour firstexistence, thatwhichcannotbecreated. Iwas told that in theoceanofspaceisaninfiniteamountofintelligence.Ithasthecapacity to either act or be acted upon.42 Not allintelligenceisthesame,somearelikegold,pureandholy, with the capacity to do much, and then itbreaksdownintootherlevelsofworth.Everypointof light (intelligence) has both a positive and anegative energy, a yin and yang. Both are good,negativenotmeaningbad.Whenwearecreatedinthe imageofFatherandMotherandgivenaspirittabernaclewearecreatedmaleandfemale.43Thesearenotmates,morelikebrotherandsistertwins.Itis not customary that these spirits become

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companionsforeternity,butoftenhaveclosebondsthatcontinue.I asked some thingsabout the creationprocess inthis universe. Is there creation in thedark realm?The Lord said that amongst the intelligence aredifferentkinds,boththekindthatactandthatareactedupon.Thereiscreationinthedarkrealm,butitisbyforce,toactupon.ThereisnoglorylikethekindyouseeinHeaven.Thelightispale,likeneonlights.Itisdarkandthesecreationsliveinconstantfearwiththewailingandgnashingof teethwherevengeanceandwrathcontrolallthings.IaskedtheLordhowitworkswhenHeascendstoanother estate. He said that the glories and sunsthat are amongst His dominion will open a newgalaxy and begin to expand. These will enterthroughthegateorportal(blackhole)andfanoutasanewuniverseundertheFatheriscreated.Anewdimensionwillbegin.

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TheTreeofLifeIthenaskedtheLordabouttheTreeofLifethatmywifehadmentionedtomeyesterday,whichshesawinvision.TheLordshowedmethatitwasbelowandbehind His throne; it is large and beautiful, andrepresentsHislove.IsawmywifeandIeatingthefruit;whichwedidawhileback,andweretoldthattheseedofthefruitwaswithinus.Somedaywewillhave our own tree, which wewill share with ourchildren.ItrepresentsthecontinuationofourseedandthebeautyofEternalLife.IaskedtheLordifHewould help me to understand more and to learnmoreofLehi’svisionandwastoldthatIcouldcomebackanddothis.Iamsoblessed!IaskedtheLordifIcouldlearnmoreabouttheTreeof Life and Lehi’s dream. I saw the Tree again indetailandstudieditcloser.TheLordsaidthatitwasHistreeandrepresentedHislovetoallHischildrenwhowouldpartakeofEternalLife.Itisfreelygiven,butfewarewillingtopartake.Thebarkofthetreewas like gold and the leaves are gold. The fruit iswhite,yetseemstobewrappedinahuskofsorts.Thefruitisaboutthesizeofagrapefruitandisverywhiteandsweettothetaste;itbroughtgreatjoyasIateit.IwasremindedthatmywifeandIbothhaveeatenofthisfruitandthatitsseedsareinsideofus.Somedaywewillhaveourowntreethatwemay

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shareourlovewithourposterity.Beneathitsrootssprangclearwater.Idrankofitandittoowassweettothetaste.Somuchjoy!IsawanotherpartofthevisionofLehi44andnoticedaheavyrodofironalongapath.Therewerepeopleon the path, but not holding to the rod. Theyseemeddisorientedandsomewalkedoffandwerelost. Therewas a riverwhichwas dirty andwhenanyonefell inittheybecamedarkandwerelost.Iwas told this represented succumbing fully to theadversary. As people,would grab hold of the rodthey would increase in light. I was told that thisrepresentsmuchmorethanscripture,buttheliteralWord of God, as they receive personal revelationthat will lead them to encounter the Savior andmakecovenantsnecessarytoreceiveEternalLife.Iwastoldthatbothahusbandandwifemustpartakeofthefruittoreceivethefullblessing.Some,aftertaking the fruit are tempted by the great andspaciousbuilding,whichisLuciferandthechurchofthedevil.TodosoafterpartakingofthefruitistobecomeaSonofPerdition.Thevisionwas interesting in that thosewhowerewalkingthepathdidnotseemtoseetheironrodorthetree.Notuntiltheygotonthepathandgrabbedholdoftheroddidtheyfindtheirway.Ifeltsorryforthosewhocouldnotfindtheirway.GodseemedtosaythatasmanyasdesiretofindHimare leadto40.1Nephi8,11

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thepathandastheyseektheycangrabholdoftherod.Thetreeislikeheaven.I asked when is the Tree of Life planted at theThrone.IwasshownhowitisplantedintheGardenofEdenwhenwebeginourfifthestate.45WhenwearecrownedasKingsandQueensafterovercomingallthings,ourThroneisestablishedandourTreeisfully grown and present in its full glory at theThrone,asistheLord’swhichIsaw.

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TheFatherTheLordintroducedmetotheFatheronmysecondvisitwithHim.Ithoughtitwasinterestingthatitdidn’thappenuntilIasked.ThisseemstobeaprincipleinHeaventhatleadstoallknowledge.ThefollowingarevariousjournalentriesofmeetingwiththeFather.I then felt inspired to ask the unthinkable. “Lord,may I see the Father?’ Jesus smiled and said, “Ofcourse!”IthenseemedtopassquicklythroughsomekindofwallordimensionandsawFatherstandinguponaplatformofsorts.HewasbyHimselfandtherewereradiantbeamspulsatingfromhim.Ihadneverseenanythinglikeit.Itwaslightandfireandwaterallinone.(visuallyspeaking)Hecametomeandhuggedme.IwastoldsomethingsIcan’tremember,buthesaid I couldvisitHimanytime. I sensed that therewas no time constraint with them. Time wasirrelevant, but there is no wasted time. Everymomenthasvalue.What is surprising tome is how comfortable andnatural theexperienceseemedtobe.Likecominghome, the familiarity seemed sublime andeffortless. I have always expected it to be more

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cataclysmic in its scaleofexperience, for lackofabetterword. IamdeterminedtocontinueseekingHim,comingtoHim,visitingHim,andevenchasingHimtoknowHimmoreintimately.EverytimeIgoIwilllookmorecloselyandaskmoreintensively,andfeelmoreprofoundly. This is thegreatest formofworshipever!Thankyou,dearLord!IaskedagainifIcouldseetheFather.HesmiledasIwaswalkingagainwhereIhadseenHimyesterday,ontheplatform.ThistimeIwasfurtheraway,soIcouldseealittlemore.Itwaslikeanoutdoortempleofamber,yetfilledwithlight.IquicklyapproachedtheFatherandHeagaingreetedmehappily.Heisso fullofenergyand love.Hiswholecountenanceradiatesjoy,asdoesJesus’.TheFatherlooksalittledifferenttomethanYeshua,perhapstheshapeofhisfaceandhairstyle.Iaskedforablessing.HelaidhishandsonmyheadandsaidthingssimilartowhatYeshuasaid.Ican’trememberallthewords.Itwasverylovingandgentle.Ithenaskedtheunthinkable.(I’mveryboldwhenI’minthespiritIguess.)I asked the Lord if I should visit with Father andMother and ask them any of this? He smiled andnodded.Ipassedthroughawallorsomethingandsaw myself before the Father. He smiled andembracedme.ThepulsatingenergyaroundHimistangible.ItwasasIrememberedbefore.Hesmiled

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andweembraced.He looksdifferent thanJesus. IthankedHim forallowingme tocometoHim.Hisgloryisunfathomable.Iaskedmyquestion,“Whenisitappropriateformetocometothee,Father?”HesaidtherewerequestionsthatIshouldaskHim.Hesaid I could learnaboutsealingpowerpartly fromHim.AnythingtodowiththepatriarchalpriesthoodandsomeofthedeepermysteriesIcouldaskHim.He said asking questions is good and I am alwayswelcome.I asked the Lord whether anyone should pray toMary,hishelpmeet,orhowthatworks.HesaidthatwearetopraytotheFather.Maryistheretoassistthe sisters in learning theirdivine roleasmothersandhelpmeets.SheshouldbeapproachedthroughHimandnotasasubstitute.TheLordwassovividandbeautifulasIlookeduponHim.HewouldsmileandshowalotofexpressionasIaskedquestions.Ididn’tseeHismouthmovetothewords,butwouldhearHimspeakingclearly inmymind.Hisrobesaresowhiteandamazing.Somuchdetailandbeauty.Hewaswearingagoldensashthistime,whereasusuallyitiswhite.IaskedHimwhenit would be appropriate to meet with HeavenlyFather.WhatshouldIaskHim?TheLordsaidthatIcouldaskHimanything,butIshouldaskaboutlightandaboutbeingaservant.

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I then found myself ascending upward and likecoming through a wall found myself engulfed inunimaginablepower.Itwaslikepulsatingwater,butit wasmore like energy.My ears felt funny for asecond.Thecolorsareblazingwhitewithamber.Itissohardtodescribe.Myeyesseemedtoacclimateand I sawa figurebeforeme that I knewwas theFather.HewarmlyembracedmeandsmiledlikeanyFatherwoulddo.Itwassocomfortableandkind.Ilookedaroundandsawwhatalmostseemedlikeaseaofangelsinalldirectionspraising.Hestoodonaplatformwitharoofofsorts.Idon’tknowwhatthestructurewas,butitseemedtobeonlyapartofalargeredifice.ItoldHimIcametoasksomequestions;theSonhadrecommended I ask Him certain questions. Heseemed so pleased and smiled. I expressed mydesiretobeaservantanddomuchgoodinhelpingto save the House of Israel. Father seemedoverjoyed with my question. He said I must fillmyselfwithlight.EverywhereIgoImustexpandmylight and love to all around. I should continue toexercise this spiritual awareness as I have beendoing.Imustexercisefaith,seeit,expandit,liveit.All thingsarepossible if Iwill reachfor the light. Ineedtoponderthesethings.IlefttheFatherandreturnedtotheLord,Jesus.Hewaspatientlywaitingforme.Hesmiled.Ithankedhimwith allmy heart. I said Iwould go now and

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write all I could remember. I askedHim topleasehelp me to remember as much as possible. Iexpressed my deepest love and gratitude. I havelearnedsomuchtoday.I asked about Father. Why is He always standingwhenIgotoHisplace,buttheLordissittingonHisThronewhenIgothere.HesaidthatFatherprefersto stand.During the conversation, I expressedmycuriosityaboutFather’sThroneandtheLordsaidIshouldasktheFathertogivemeatourthenexttimeIamthere.Nowthat’saninvitation!IwonderwhatIwillseesinceIhaveonlyseentheplacewherehestands.I askedabout theproperway topray,whether toHimortheFather.Hesaid,asIsuspected,thatwhenIambornagainHebecomesmyFather.Butwhenwe are in a group we pray to Heavenly Father,becauseitisthroughHimthatweareledtoreceivetheBaptismofFire.Therefore,unlessallamongusarealreadyintheChurchoftheFirstbornweshouldpraytoHeavenlyFatherinHisname.Or,sometimestheSpiritwilltellustopraytoFather,evenifHeisinourmidst.Wecannotdowronginthisway.TheSpiritwilltellyouwhotoprayto.

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TheMotherThroughmyexperiencesintheHeavenlyRealmIhavebeenblessedwithaclearerunderstandingoftheroleofwomen.IhavewrittenherewhatIampermittedtoshare.“Lord,mayIseeMother?”TheFathersteppedbackwithHishandoutgesturingandthenMotherappeared,asiffrombehindawall.Bothwere smilingwidely. Her hair was like silverwhite,shewasverybeautifulanditwasasifIhadknown her forever, without interruption. ShehuggedmeandIsawherface.Itwasfullofjoyandclarity.Her smilewaswideandher faceoval. Sheworeasashofsorts,kindofpurple,thatseemedtohavemovingstarsorgalaxiesonthem.Throughallofthis,Iwouldseeclearly,thenitwouldblur,asifImoved my head. It seems to always be this waywhen I’m experiencing, yet some things, whenrevisited, are more vivid than the previousencounter.IaskedMother,(Edit),andsheseemedpleasedthatIknewthis.IaskedifIcouldseeGrandfather??TheFatherofusall.Ican’tbelieveIaskedthat!ShesaidI could not until I had been anointed a King andovercomeallthingsinthislife.Theyseemedpleased

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that Ihadasked. I thenasked if shewas theHolySpirit andwas told that both she and Father playthatrole,theybothinfluenceandguideallcreation,butthatherroleisoneofnurturing,andtestifying.I trulysensedthatsheandFatherare togetherallthetime.Ifeltsatisfiedandfullofjoy.ThenIseemedtobeturnedaroundandsawwhatwastomyback.It was an immense space filled with countlessangels.Thelightwasgoldandwhiteandendless.Icould hear the singing, and as before it was likeharmonicsthatcarriedgloryandlightandpraise.Iwillneedtoaskaboutthistounderstand.I am again in my closet, sitting on the floor, andponderingwhat had just occurred.My eyeswerewetandIfeltamazedthattheLordhadopeneduptome thisway.Noneof this iswhat I expected. Ithought it would be more crazy, but it feels socomfortableandgentle.IaskedwhatwouldbeappropriatetoaskMother?HestretchedoutHishandandMothercametowardme. She hugged me and smiled widely. It wassurreal.Sheisgloriousandlookedmuchthesameas I remembered from the last visit. I mentioned(Edit) “Mother,when is it appropriate to come tothee?” She said that after we’ve had our SecondComforter and been introduced to Fatherwe cancome.Shecanteachusanythingwechoosetoask.Beforethis,shecancomeinvisionorthroughthe

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pillaroffire46tobestowblessingsandgifts.Thisshedoesoften.(Edit)ItisasimilitudeoftherealthinginHeaven.OnEarth,wepartakeoftheSacrament,inHeavenit isapatriarchalorderthatwillbeshownhereafter.I have remembered how each time Mother hascometherehasbeenapillaroffire,likewhitefireorglory that surrounds the people. It sounds likerushingwater and then she, Father, and Sonmaycome.Motherwilloftenmoveabout,likedancing,bestowing gifts, and blesses the tops of heads,sealing with a kiss. It is quite interesting anddifferentthanhowFatherandJesusinteract.As I turned to leave,again Inoticedwhatseemedlikeanendlessnumberofangelssingingpraisestothe Father and Mother. It seemed so odd that Ididn’t notice them when I was facing Father andMother.IthenaskedtheLordifIcouldaskaboutthestarsorgalaxiesIsawonMother’slightpurplesashthatshewore when I saw her. He smiled and said they

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representedthecreationsthataredeartoher.SheisconsideredaMotherofCreation.Thetopgalaxyis(Edit),andtheonebelowwasourgalaxy.Thestarsseem tomoveonher sash, as if they are alive ormirroringtherealthing–amazing.IaskedtoseeMotherandshequicklyappearedandhuggedmeandsmiledsolovinglyatme.Herspiritisincredible,beyondwords.FatherandMotheraresodynamicandenergetic.WhenIcomposed,myselfI talked about the time I came and asked to visitGrandfatherandwas told I couldnot. I felt toaskagain,“Father,Mother,isthereanywayIcanspeakwiththeGreatJehovah?Isthisabadthingtowish?”Theybothweresohappywithmyrequest.IwastoldthatIcouldseeHiminvisionandcommunicate,butnotinperson.Iaskedifitwastruethattheyweretheheadsofthisgalaxy,andtheEternalFatherandSonaretheheadsoftheUniverse,ofallthings?Iwastoldyes!“MayIspeakwiththeGreatJehovah?”Atthatmoment,itwasasifIwastransportedtosomeplaceoutsideoftime.Iwassoovermyhead.Iheardavoicelikethesoundofgreatrushingwaterscallmyname.ItwasHim.Hishairwaswhite.HeremindedmeofJesus,butalittledifferent.IpraisedHim.Ifeltassmallasdust. (Edit) He said a few other things I cannotremember, or perhaps I’m not supposed toremember.

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IthenaskedifitwasgoodformetoasktoseetheEternal Father of all creation? I was givenpermission,butnotallowedtoseeHisface.Ilookedintowhatfeltlikeimmenselight.IsensedHisform,butcouldnotsee.Hisvoicewas filledwithpowerbeyondmycomprehension.HewasallaroundmeandIfeltcomfortable,yetIfeltsosmall;likedustondust.IbegantopraiseHim.HesaidthatHeknewmeand Iwas important to Him, as if I wereHis onlycreation.Hisexactwordswere,“Iknowyou!”WhenHesaidthismyheartfeltitwouldexplodeforjoy.HetalkedalittleaboutthevastnessofHiscreationand that thereareGodswhoareascendedaboveHimandbeyond thisdimension.The languagewewereusingseemedsopowerful.ThewordsIcannotremember,butitwasnotcasuallanguage.Icannotwritethepowerof thewordsandconversation. ItwasasifIwasgiventhewordstospeakI can’t rememberwhat happened next, but I waswith my Lord Jesus again. He smiled andcomplimentedmeonmy faith andwas pleased. IhuggedHimagain.Ihadmorequestions.

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AbouttheAuthorIbelievewecanreceivepurerevelationfromGod.Mywritingsandblogcontainspersonalexperiencesand revealed word that He has given to meandinstructedtoshare.I’mnottryingtoconvinceanybodyofanything.Youmust decide for yourself andpray about it, and ifyouopenyourheart,yourlifewillgetinterestinginahurry.Iwasinstructedtokeepmywritinganonymousastonotdistractfromtheinformationshared.Ifyoudiscovermy name, please keep it confidential. Atsometimeinthefuture,whentheLordinstructsme,IwillrevealwhoIam.Ifyouneedtocontactme:[email protected]:Purerevelations.wordpress.comThisdocumentlastupdated08-31-2018

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AddendumIn order to keep the former page numbersunchanged, Ihavedecided toaddnewcontent tothis addendum. The experiences here are alsoseparated by horizontal markers, but notcategorizedlikethepriorchapters.IhadavisionasIsatonthefloorofmycloset.Iwasstandinginshallowwaterwithgrassgrowingoutofitontheedgeofagreatwater;likealakewithoutashoretobeseen.Itwasnotanocean,asthewaterwasassmoothasglass.Theskywasnotsunny.Next,Isawmyselfstandingonthewater.Icouldseenoshoresinanydirection.Iwasalone,butIknewtheLordwaswithme.Ibegantorunacrossthewaterandcouldhearthelighttappingofmyfeetastheybarelytouchedthesurface.IstoppedrunningandIlookeddowntoseeasmallripplecausedbythefeetbarelytouchingthewater.AsIfollowedtheripplewithmy eye I saw it gain in size and speed as itbecameawave.IcametotheLord.Itisverybrilliantthere.ItissobrightandyetmyeyesdonotstraininHispresence.HesmiledandcameoffHisThronetoembraceme.Ismelledthearomaofrose,butitisnotfeminine.IlookedintoHiseyesandheldishand.Icouldagain

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seethemark,itiswhiteandhasa“T”shapeinit.Idon’t normally look for that anymore, but today Idid.Mynext questionwas regarding the colors of thespectrum. Lord, are theremanyother colors?TheLordexplainedthatourphysicaleyescanseeonlyathinsliceofthelightthatisaroundus.Thereisaninfinite number of color nuances to see in theHeavenly Realm. He then pointed to the rosesblooming around me. Their colors seem to bleedandvibrateintoeachother.Liketherosewithdeepblue,red,goldandgreen.TheLordsaidthatinthehighest levels of glory, the light that we see isunavailabletothemortaleyes.ThecolorsIseeherearenot in thesamespectrumthat I seeonearth.Also, the light that isperceived in thedarkrealmsare far below the infrared spectrum that we areaware.Itappearsascolor,butmorelikeaneonlightincomparison.The Lord said that color is often symbolic of ourstatus in the estates. Also, when we see an auraaroundsomeoneweareseeingthehigherspectrumof lightthat isunseenbythenaturaleye.Thiswillgive us a sense of where that person is in theirascension or harmony with God. The Lord said Icouldlearnmoreaboutthisinthefuture.

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When I came to the Throne I asked to go to myGarden.Ican’tgetoverhowbeautifuleverythingisin that realm; so brilliant, the colors rich. I havetroublecontrollingmyvision,asmyeyesmovetooquicklysometimes.Itcertainlytakesexertionofmyspirit.Ifeelmyphysicalbodyattemptingtopullmebacktoit.TheLordandIclasparmsaswespeak.IlookintoHiseyes, but often I see a vision open as Hecommunicates to me. The trees are so golden.Behind the rich blues and reds of the flowerseverythingseemssorich.Theskyislikeadiamondof lightandcolor. I feel like I’mwrapped inasoftblanketofbeautyandlove.Indescribable.Ihavebeenstudying thestars in theheavensandtheconstellationseversincetheLordadmonishedmetodothat.ThecluefromHimwastostudyandponderuntiltherightquestionscametomymindinwhich He could answer. I asked the Lord aboutAbrahamandwhathedid.TheLordsaid that thiswasAbraham’sgreatpassion,tolearnthemeaningofthestarsintheHeavens.The culture of Ur was filled with magic andastrology, but it was profane, as people usedknowledgewhich had been corrupted, andwouldhaveinfluenceoverothers,togetgain,andtomakepredictions;oftenusingthehelpoffamiliarspirits.

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ThesepeopleprayedtotheHeavens,thedifferentplanetarybodies,andtheconstellations.AbrahamsoughttheknowledgeoftheFathersandhelearnedlineuponline,preceptuponprecept,aswetooshouldlearn.TheLordsaidittookAbrahammanyyearstolearnmuchofthisandtheyhadmanyconversations on the topic. Much of what helearned Abraham taught to the Egyptians and allwhowould listen. TheMagi from theeastwereapartofthattraditionthatknewofthenewstarandthevirginbirthofChrist.Suchunderstandingtodayiscompletelylost,asallhasbeencorrupted.Because of our modern devices we have anadvantage to know where the planets and otherheavenlybodiesarewithconvenience.Thekey tounderstanding is toknowthemeaningbehind thesigns and symbols, thereby, to be able to ask theright questions to receive personal revelation.SacredAstrologyistheworkofprophets,seers,andrevelators. To know the heavens is to know theworkingsofthealmighty.I asked if my understanding regarding theplacement of the twelve hierarchies of angels isconsistentwiththetwelveconstellationsthatfollowtheellipsis.Hesaidyes.

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Iasked ifthetwelveconstellationsandthetwelvetribesofIsraelareconnected.Theanswerwasno,butthatthenumbertwelveisthenumberforthosethatgovern.Thetwelvetribesarethosethatgovernoverthefourcornersoftheearthandaredividedaccordingly.TheyarealsodividedaccordingtotheHouseof Israelpertainingtotheir firstestate.ThetwelvestoneswornbytheHighPriestof Israelontheephodwereasymbolofthetwelvetribes,andalsothetwelvestepsofascensionaccordingtolightandknowledge.Theyreadrighttoleftfromthetopoftheephodtothebottom.Iasked,“HowdoIunderstandwhatyourworksarebaseduponthelocationofplanetsandothereventsoftheheavensinrelationtothestars?”TheLordsaidthatastheplanetsofoursolarsystemfollow the ellipsis around the sun they view thegoverningstarsorconstellationsthatstandastimesand seasons forus.When the sun isbetweenourearth and the constellation, and a planetary bodyfallswithinthatconstellationitisasignthattheLordhasmade a decree or judgment.When planetarybodies fall inside of any constellationwe can alsopray for revelation regarding the acts of thoseangels.The last thing I askedwas regarding Revelation 7where the twelve tribes are listed andDan is notmentioned, whereas Manasseh is mentioned and

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Joseph ismentioned insteadofEphraim.TheLordsaidthatthetwelvetribesareasignofGod’sworkamong the House of Israel. As Judas fell andwasreplaced,Dan’sHousefelltosinandwasgiventheplace ofManasseh. Joseph and Ephraim have thesameportion in theKingdomofHeaven.ThoseofthetribeofDanarespirituallyassimilatedintothetribe of Manasseh. Those who call themselvesDanites today are not considered an heir of theHouseofIsrael.At thebeginningof the vision I forget tomentionthatIaskedtheLordifMarywaswithHim.ShewassittingontheThroneandthencameandstoodbyHissidesmilingatme.Sheissobeautiful inawaythatIcannotdescribe.Herfaceglowswithwisdomand compassion.During our conversation, I askedabout how Heavenly Mother wears a lavenderbanneroverhershoulderandwastoldthattheyallwearsuchabannerwhentheyareactingasajudge.Fatherhasagoldbanner,JesusandMarybothwearwhite.Thebannerhasthemarkingsoftheircreationuponit.Whataboutthe12sunsand12galaxiesthatIsawfollowing theellipsisof theearth in the terrestrialand celestial realm? I saw that this is true. Thatinsteadofplanets,youhaveclustersofsunsinthatrealm.Ourearthwillfollowanellipsisasitorbitsa

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largersunsurroundedbytwelvesunclusters.Thesewill be far brighter and bigger than the starconstellationswe see in our sky today.When theearthisexalteditwillbedaylightallthetime.Itwillbecomeasmallsun.Isawthatthecolorspectrumwill appeardifferently thanwe see today and theskywillbefilledwithlightandcolorandsomesunswillseemtobendincolorfromonetoanother.Likearainbowoflightinthesky.Theearthwillbefilledwith beauty and life. Gardens, houses, rivers andsmallstreams,yetofadifferentelementthanthatwhichcorruptshereuponthisearth.Do I need to learn anymath or any other skill tobetterunderstandastrology?Hesaidno.ThekeytounderstandingastrologyisknowingwhichquestionstoaskthatIcanreceiverevelation.Iaskedaboutthesashes,asthelasttimeIsawHewaswearinghiswhitesashwiththestars.HesaidtheywhenHe is dressed as a judgeHewearsHiscrownandsashandtheybothappearedtomeasIstoodwithHim.Theyaregloriousandglistenwithlight and complexity. They feel so Godly and notostentatious in any degree. They vanished as webegantotalkagain.HesaidthatFatherandMotheralsohavesashesHisbeinggoldandHer’slightpurple.ItwasjustasIwasshownpreviously.

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Isawthatthegalaxiesgatheraroundanellipsistoo,asthegoverningbodiescontrolthemovementsoftheheavens.AlwaysoneaboveanotherIaskedifthestarsandnatalchartshaveanybearinguponaperson, theirbirth,and life?TheLordsaidthat sometimesHis servant’sbirthsaremarked inthe Heaven, but that they are not to be used asforetelling of future attributes or individualhoroscopes.This isnecromancyandtheadversarycan use such devices to confuse and influencepeople.ItisnotofHim.

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