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    Chapter 3 True Crime and Other Fictions

    All this happened, more or less.

    Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five

    I hope this book is difficult to categorize. I am suspicious of categories, the easy

    pigeonholing of the exotic. Theres always the tendency to spray-paint the Bird

    of Paradise to make it look like a pigeon. We try to domesticate and make

    palatable that which is beyond our comprehension.

    Roy was a rare bird of exotic plumage, albeit a bird of prey. He challenged my

    complacency and I hope he challenges yours, as only very good or very bad

    people are capable of doing.

    Inevitably, I suppose, this book will find itself in the True Crime section of the

    bookstore, a section I have to admit I rarely visit. Can this be true crime when

    its based on the unreliable memoirs of a pathological liar and filtered through

    the prism of an author whose primary job is to invent stories?

    Before I am Freyed alive by Oprah, like the author ofA Million Little Pieces, let

    me say this in my defence. This book is Roys truth as filtered through the

    prism of my truth. It is not a prison diary. Its a prism diary.

    Can we call it a work of faction and move on?

    The writer is a kind of gardener, pruning the tricky thorns of reality so that we

    can appreciate the fragrant beauty of the rose beneath. Most stories we take as

    true have had a thorough going-over with the secateurs.

    True crime, that subset of the true story, is a notion which belongs to the old

    Newtonian world where the author is a detached observer, objectively recording

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    the facts. It is a truism of the New Journalism that the journalist is part of the

    story. We now live in the Einsteinian Universe where the experimenter is part

    of the experiment, crucially affecting its outcome.

    What follows, then, is primarily an account of the extraordinary life and times

    of one of Britains most colourful and charismatic career criminals - but it

    would not be complete without a small but significant aspect of the story being

    my own part in the matter.

    Roy and I had many discussions about truth, so let him have the last word on

    the subject. When I asked him how much of the story he was about to tell me

    was true, he shrugged and quoted the Bible: What is truth, asked Pilate? And

    would not stay for an answer.

    He puffed on his cigar and added his own Biblical gloss:

    What did Pilate do? He washed his hands. See, son, Pontius Pilate was a busy

    man. He didnt have time to decide on all those big questions about truth and

    lies. Me, Ive got all the time in the world. OK, Pontius Pilate was a cowardly

    bastard, Ill give you that. But Ill say this for him. He was clean. I respect a

    man who takes care of his personal hygiene.

    As he spoke, a whiff of his pungent aftershave wafted its way towards me as if

    to prove his point.

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    Chapter 4 Roy the Boy

    The child is father of the man William Wordsworth

    So, Roy, I said crisply as I consulted my background notes, trying to be brisk

    and business-like, You were born in John MacLean Street in Govan and you

    grew up in Glasgow. You were christened Archibald Thompson Hall, son of

    Archibald Hall senior and Marion Hall (nee Thompson). You grew up in Govan

    on Glasgows south side. Is that correct?

    He looked suddenly pained. Had I said something to upset him? He stared hard

    at me. A cold, impenetrable, implacable, murderous stare. When he spoke, it

    was in a threatening whisper.

    This was my first exposure to scary Roy and to the look which I came to know

    as the Stare of Death. It was a stare capable of turning the blood to ice. The

    friendly face gave way to the furious face and suddenly it felt like the friendly

    face had been a mask all along.

    He spoke coldly and deliberately, accentuating each syllable as if each word

    were a sentence. Dont. Call. Me. Archie! Dont. Ever.Call. Me. Archie! OK?

    OK, I said, not being one to disagree lightly with a murderer.

    My father was big Archie and I was wee Archie. Wee Archie - that's what they

    called me, Wee Archie, or worse Wee Erchie. Can you believe it?

    I could, but I tried to look like I couldnt.

    They would say, Is Wee Erchiecomin out tae play? Wee Erchie do ye want a

    game of fitba'?

    As if I could possibly be an Erchie! He winced at the memory.

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    OK, I told myself. I got the message. No more Archie or Erchie. Roy it would be

    from here to eternity.

    I decided to change the subject.

    So Roy, you went to school in Jordanhill and Pollokshields. What are your

    memories of school?

    He puffed on his cigar, reflected for a moment, and replied,

    I loved books and learning, but I wanted to be out having adventures, in the

    real world where exciting things were happening. I found my classmates and

    lessons a bit boring. I suppose I was just too intelligent.

    He said that with no hint of irony. For him it was a given. And frankly I think

    he was right. All the evidence suggests that he wasa very precocious child.

    The man who was once that child now puffed on his cigar and said,

    I did learn one thing, though, that was to serve me well all my life.

    What was that, Roy?

    I learned about the sun and the wind. The teacher told us the Aesop fable

    about a man who was wearing a heavy coat, and the wind said to the sun I can

    make him take his coat off, and the sun replied, No you can't, but I can.

    The wind blew and blew, but the man just pulled his coat tighter to his body.

    The wind got tired of blowing and gave up. Then it was the sun's turn. The sun

    gave a great big smile and the man felt warm and good and took his coat off

    right away.

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    The teacher asked us what we thought the story meant. The class went silent.

    One boy put his hand up. Stupid little fucker, I think his name was Tommy,

    said it means you should never go out on a hot day with your coat on, Miss!

    After a puff or two on his cigar Roy continued, Well that obviously went down

    like a cup of cold sick, so Miss Corrigan asked if anyone else had a better

    explanation of the storys meaning. For me it was obvious. I put my hand up

    and said Miss - it means that if you want to obtain something, it's better to do

    so by smiling at people and being nice to them instead of shouting at them and

    being nasty. In other words charm works better than force, Miss.

    Miss Corrigan beamed at the bright little boy and said, Exactly, Archie. Charm

    is the key to life. As I look around me I can see that it is in short supply in

    these parts. You, however, have it in abundance. You could do very well here if

    you didn't keep disappearing.

    Thank you, Miss, he said almost feeling guilty that he was already dogging off

    from school to expand his education in other areas. But he didnt have

    anything to worry about. He had Miss Corrigan wrapped around his little

    finger. Just by smiling like the sun.

    I asked him if there was anything else of value hed taken from school.

    He said, Yes, there was a poem which foretold my life.

    Puffing on his cigar he continued, Its spooky, but I often think you can foresee

    your whole life in something that you experience in childhood. The weird thing

    is that you know at the time its something of enormous significance to you,

    even if you cant explain why. To other people it is of no particular importance.

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    I asked him to elaborate.

    There was a poem in our reading book. To the other kids it was just a daft wee

    poem, but I read it again and again, feeling it was some sort of omen predicting

    my future. How did I know that as a kid? I cant say. Its a mystery, but its

    true. It did predict my future.

    He proceeded to recite the entire poem from memory. I quote it briefly for the

    clues it gives us to the character of Roy, man and boy, and because of the

    importance he attached to it.

    I'm a lean dog, a keen dog, a wild dog, and lone;

    I'm a rough dog, a tough dog, hunting on my own;

    I'm a bad dog, a mad dog, teasing silly sheep;

    I love to sit and bay the moon to keep fat souls from sleep.

    O mine is still the lone trail, the hard trail, the best,

    Wide wind, and wild stars, and hunger of the quest!

    The poem was Lone Dog by Irene Rutherford MacLeod, he helpfully informed

    me, as he added, Thats all I got from my education a poem and a fable. But

    thats all I needed.

    I asked him if he had many childhood friends. No, I didnt, he replied,

    My father said I was anti-social. He was always trying to get me to make

    friends by forcing me to go to the Boy Scouts, but I was too much of a loner. He

    made me go along a couple of times. The scoutmaster was the usual sweaty

    wee pervert in khaki shorts. In my book all scoutmasters should be arrested on

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    suspicion of being pedophiles. Theyre all guilty till proven innocent. Do you

    know what Baden- Powell called his autobiography?

    No, I said.

    Scouting for boys!

    He laughed uproariously, slapping his thigh in delight.

    If you ask me, every scoutmaster spends his life scouting for boys. Anyway, the

    wee wanker who ran our troop asked us to collect stuff from outside the scout

    hall that began with each letter of the word Scout. I brought in some

    crabgrass, for the letter c. He said Thats no good, Hall, thats grass. Theres

    no g in scout.

    I said No sir, itscrabgrass. He laughed and said I was being ridiculous and the

    other boys laughed too, the brownnosing wee fuckers. That was my first

    experience of finding out that the proles dont like you to be clever. So fuck

    them, thats what I say. I had no interest in being a scout or a prole. After the

    crabgrass incident I never went back. But I took their motto to heart: be

    prepared. Essential if youre contemplating a successful life in crime.

    I asked him if he got on well with his father, after whom he was named. I

    hesitated to use the offensive term Archie again.

    He took a puff on his cigar and said, My father was an upright, honest, God-

    fearing hard-working man. In other words a fucking loser! He was a devout

    member of the Scottish Presbyterian Church.

    Members of that church are worthy and righteous people but they are rarely

    described as fun-loving. The doctrines of Calvin and Knox are not normally

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    associated with the pursuit of carnal pleasure and sensual excess which were

    at the core of Roys personal philosophy. Nor does his lifelong lust for sex,

    diamonds and the glittering prizes of the material world feature prominently in

    the Scottish Presbyterian book of prayer, which walks the primrose path of

    asceticism and self-negation.

    Roy wanted to indulge his senses every bit as much as his Presbyterian father

    wanted to deny them. When he spoke of his dad, venom dripped from his lips

    like ash from the cigar which he was now smoking.

    My father worked at the Post Office in George Square, sorting the mail. He was

    a pious man. Fond of church-going and Bible reading. He believed in the Good

    Shepherd and all that Christian shit.

    I take it you dont believe in it then, Roy?

    Dont make me laugh, son. Theres no such thing as a goodshepherd. What

    does a shepherd do? First he fleeces you, then he sends you to the fucking

    slaughterhouse. All that Good Shepherd shit was invented by the ruling class

    to keep the proles in their place. Its a slave mentality. Dont be a lamb, son. Be

    a lion!

    He warmed to his theme. All religions are there to keep you down, son. They

    all tell you to deny your senses. Fuck that! Trustyour senses. Back in the

    Sixties I picked up a badge from some hippy cunts stall at a flea market in

    London. All it said was Trust Lust. You could live by that motto. I havelived

    by it. Sight, sound, taste, smell, touch - the senses are all weve got. Thats

    what I believe in, and thats what the Pope believes too. Every time he catches

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    a cold he gets a team of the worlds best doctors round him. Hes in no fuckin

    hurry to meet his Boss.

    Fascinating as his observations on Christianity were, I wanted to get back to

    the topic. I asked him to tell me more about his relationship with his father.

    He did his back in carrying mailbags. Ill tell you the difference between my

    father and me. He spent his life emptying his mail sack. I spent my life

    emptying my ball sac. When my mother wanted to annoy him she would call

    him a second class male.

    Roy smiled at the very mention of his mother. I get my wit from my mother, he

    said with characteristic modesty.

    She was a wonderful woman. Different class. She worked as a waitress in the

    Malmaison restaurant at the Central Hotel. She was a whole lot better than the

    people she served. She was far too good for them!

    Roy spoke of his mother with a reverence he reserved for her alone. He became

    emotional as he remembered her. I came to realise she was the only person in

    his life whom he loved unconditionally. This filial devotion was surprising, even

    touching, in a man capable of murder, but as he spoke, something, or

    someone, was niggling away at the back of my mind: Roys devotion to his

    mother reminded me of some other mummys boy, someone who carried a

    photograph of his mother with him wherever he went. It took me a while to

    recall who that loving son was. Then I remembered. It was Adolf Hitler.