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AdventhasbeenanessentialtraditionforaslongasChristhasbeen
considereddivine.ItcomesfromtheLatinwordadventus,meaningcoming,referringtothecelebrationofChristmaswhenJesuswasborn,declaredbythe
ChurchofRometobeDecemberthe25th,whenancientSaturnaliawillbecelebrated,whenPanwearsthemaskoftheMessiah.However,ourstorybeginsin
theheartofItalywithinRome,intheyear1563. NearthebanksoftheTiberRiverintheTrastevereneighborhood,four
friendsarepreparingfortheAdventseasonwiththeirtradition.Yearsago,they
decidedtotelltheirownstoriesaboutJesus.EveryweekinAdvent,eachofthefriendswouldtellonestoryforeachweekfromadifferentpersonuntileveryone
hadtoldtheirtale.
PietrowalkedthealleysofTrastevere.Hissister,Maria,heldhishandtightly
asthesunbegantoset.TheskylineaboveGianincologavetheillusionoffireamongstthesteeplesandstuccoroofs;onecouldalmosthearafaintharpplaying
amongsttheRomanhomes.Peoplelinedthroughoutthestreetsdrinkingwineandenjoyingthecompanyoffriends.TherewassomuchjoyamongstthestreetsthateveryonehadforgottenabouttheconveningoftheCouncilofTrent,decisionsto
keephereticsfromspreadingtheirliesamongstChristendom.However,thiswasthebeginningofChristmas,andtheRomanswerenotgoingtoallowtheChurchtodim
therevelryofChristmas.ThetwosiblingswereontheirwaytoPaoloshomenear
SantCeciliaBasilicaforthefirstSundayofAdvent.PaolohadbeenPietrosclosestfriendsincetheywerebaptizedinthefontofSantaMariadiTrastevere.
RevelersofferedthetwoyoungRomanswineastheypassedbythecourtyardofSantCecilia,butthetwograciouslydeclinedtheoffers.Astheypassed
underthemantleoftheapartmentbuilding,twoloverswereembracedoutsideof
thedoor.Pietrotriedtopassbyunnoticed,andslightlyembarrassed.HegaveaslightpeekwhenMariatuggedathissleeve.Moreembarrassedthanbefore,he
noticedthattheloverswerenoneotherthanhisfriendPaoloandPaolosfianc,
Carmen. Well,Iseeyoudovesareenjoyingtherevelryaswell.Asmirkcameacross
Pietrosface.Thetwoloversbrokeawayinshock. Pietro?!Buh,youareearly,dearfriend!IwasnotexpectingyouandMaria
tillsundown.Paolostraightenedhisdisheveledtunic.
Paolo,itISpastsundown.Pietrogaveawrysmileandpointedatthealreadydarkenedwindowglass,enhancedbythesleepingsun.Paoloblushedwith
embarrassment.Thenwemusthurry,lestitbecomesunupsoon.Paolosmiledas
heopenedthedoortohisapartment.Carmensmiledandentered,followedbyMariawhowinkedatPaolo,andPietrosimplysmiledathisdearfriend,withan
encouragingslapontheshoulder. ThefirstroomofPaolosapartmentwastheleisurequarters,withatableset
outinthemiddleoftheroom.Uponthetablewasabottleofwinealongwiththe
Adventwreath.Therewerefourpillowsaroundthetableallcrimsonandvelour.Carmensatdownwithherlegsatherside,acrossfromMaria,whosatcross-legged.
Paolowentintohiskitchenandgrabbedfourpewterglasses.Heplacedthemupon
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thetableandsatnexttoCarmen.Pietrogaveapuzzledlookattheglassesandthen
toPaolo.Paolowasquicktoanswer. EvenJesuswashospitablewithwine.PaoloandPietroexchangedsmiles,
whilePaoloservedupthreeheftyglassesandasmallportionforMaria. SowhoissettotellthefirsttaleforAdvent?Paoloaskedasheheldthe
matchbox.Pietroputhiswineglassdownandheldhisindexfingerup.Ihavethefirsttaletotell. Marialookeddispleased.Nofair,youtoldyourtalefirstlastyear.Iwantto
tellminefirstthisyear.Everyonelookedattheyounggirl,butPietrobeingthe
eldestonewasallowedtotellhistalefirst.RulesarerulesMaria.Pietrosmiledtoencourageher.PaologavethematchesovertoPietro.Pietrotookoneoftheflint
sticksoutandstruckitignitingtheflame.LightingthefirstcandleofAdvent,Pietrobeganhistale.
MystoryiscalledJesusandthePrisonGuard.AfterJesushadgonetotheweddingatCana,hedecidedtoventureintonearbyTiberiastopreachtothosewho
wouldhearhiswords.Unfortunatelyforhimhowever,Romansoldierswerebeginningtocollecttaxesduetothekalends.Jesushadnotbeenpayinghistaxes,andhadnocointogivetothetaxcollectors.Jesuswasarrestedbythesoldiersand
thrownintothecityprison.HesatthereinhiscellfordayseatingRomanbreadanddrinkingwaterwhenhewasgivenit.Noneoftheprisonguardswouldspeakto
Jesus,thinkinghewouldcorruptthemwithdarkmagic.Itwasnotuntilacoupleof
days,thataprisonguardsaidonegoodwordtoJesus.YouaretheonetheJewsarespeakingofaroundGalileearentyou?The
RabbicalledJesus?WhybyJoveareyouinhere?theRomanaskedJesus.JesussmiledattheRoman.IhavenotpaidtaxestoCaesar,andsoIamcalled
acriminal.Yousee,Ihaveonlytheclothesuponmybackandtheteachingsinmy
heart.Whydontyouchargeafeeforteachingliketheotherteacherswithinthe
cities?
Jesusheldhiscallousedhandsout.IfIdidthat,onlyaselectfewcouldhearmywords.Myteachingsareforeveryonetohear,thatismytaxpaidforhumanity.
TheRomanlookedinquisitive.Idonotunderstand.Youclaimyouhavepaidtaxes,yetyouareinprison.
JesuspointedhisfingertowardstheRoman.Doyouhaveawifeand
children?TheRomannoddedhishead.Twoofthem.Jesusheldaconfusedlook.Wives?TheRomanlaughed.Children.He
smiledattheJewishseer.
Wellwhenyouhelpoutyourfamilyandfriendswiththeirneeds,youdonotaskforanythinginreturn,right?TheRomannodded.
Well,youhavepaidyourtaxuponhumanity,andthatisgreaterthananymaterialtaxtoanemperor.Cointaxesmaypayforroadsandwars,butloveand
kindnessbuildbridgesamongstmankind.
TheRomanlookeddistraught.Ifinallyunderstandyourwords,rabbi.TheRomancontinuedhispatrol,butlookedbackatJesus.YouknowIcannotbe
convertedbyyourbeliefs,Jesus.TheRomangaveasmiletotheseer.
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Jesusrubbedhishandstogetherinprayer.Aslongasyoudogoodinthe
world,youneednotfollowmybeliefs,forweareallpeopletryingtohelptheworld.TheRomansmiledbackatJesusandlefttheprisonhold.Thenextdaythe
RomanpaidforJesusreleaseandJesuswasfreetopreachinTiberiasandmakehiswaybacktowardsNazareth.
Paologavealittlesmile.Thatwasfarbetterthantheoneyoutoldlastyear.Pietroshruggedwithasmile,andeachofthefriendsclinkedtheirglasses
together.
Pietrorusheddownthestreet.AshewalkedthroughtheCampodiFiori,
therewasalargecrowdgatherednearthemarket,acircleofCatholiczealsurroundinginnocentlambs.PietroknewheshouldhurrytogettoPaolos
apartment,buthiscuriositytookholdofhim;hewalkedclosertothecrowd.There
wereperhapstwelvemenandwomencursinginItalianattwoyoungmenandagirl.Themenworewhatlookedtobeapronswithtasselshangingfromthecorners;the
girllookedhaggard,herclothestornneartheupperarmofhershirt.Hercheekswerestainedwithtears,causingherbrowneyestotwinkleinthelightofthesunset,herJewishfriendsguardingherliketwoironcladstatues.
TheJewsofRomewerecelebratingtheendofHanukah,theirjoyouscelebration.PietrohadneverseenaHanukah,buthehadheardaboutthemfromhis
father,adeaconfromSantaMariadiTrastevere.Thecircleinsultedthethreefigures
andspat,asifitwereonebeing,onegreatmaw.Silenzio!avoiceshoutedfromoutsideofthecircle,butPietrocouldnotsee
theinstrument.Finally,amandressedinadarkrobebrokethecircle.ThethreeJewswerefrightenedfromthetallman,butheheldhishanduptothem,makinga
spacebetweenhismiddlefingerandringfinger.Pietrohadneverseenthesign
before,buttheJewswerecalmedandshockedbyit.Themanturnedtothesilentcrowd,andPietrocouldfinallyseethemansface.ItwasGiordaniBrunofrom
Firenze.Pietrosfatherhadtoldhimstoriesoftheyoungpriest:storiesoftheyoung
priestpreachingtoolderpriests,debatingwithotherDominicansovermattersofritualandscripture.Hewassoastoundingwhenitcametodebate,thatherarely
usedhisBookofSentences,anabsoluteprodigyandtrueChristian,aheadachetotheOrthodoxChristians.
IntheseasonofAdvent,youcurseyourfellowman.Youforgetyourselves!
GiordaniheldhishandpalmuptowardstheJews.Youareblind!WhenyouinsultthesechildrenofGod,youinsultJesus.JesuswasaJew,noneofyoucandenythis.
Withhisotherhand,hepointedtowardsthecrowd.Theveryreligionyouprofess
wasgiventhroughtheHebrewfaith.Andsotheapprenticecursesthemaster?Heloweredhishandandlookedateachoftheeyesstaringathim,fallinguponPietros
woodeyes.Giordanihaddarkeyes,buttheyhadaglimmerwithinthem.TrueToscanaeyes.
DoestheProdigalsonreputehisFather?Pietronoticedthatseveralwithin
thecirclebegantolowertheirheadsinembarrassment,fortheScripturesdonotlietothoseoffaith.Nowleave!Giordanisvoicebellowedthroughthesquareand
PietrofoundhimselfstaringattheFlorentine.Finally,heshookthesightfromhis
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mindandcontinuedtowardsPaolosapartment.Heturnedtotakeonemorelookat
Giordani.Thepriestsapprenticegavehiscloaktotheyounggirlandshecoveredherself.Giordanididnotblessthegirl,fortherewasnoneedtoblessonealready
blessed.
Paolo,CarmenandMariaweresittingaroundthetablewaitingforPietro.
Thetimewascalculatedbythediminishedamountofwine,butinthespiritof
Advent,theymadesurenottotakeintoomuchwine.Thedoorswungopenanda
heavingPietrowanderedthroughthedoorjam.Well,hefinallyshows.Wherehaveyoubeen?China?Paoloaskedwitha
wrysmile.YouwillneverbelievewhatIjustsaw.TherewasagroupofJewsbeing
cursedandinsultedbyseveralCatholicsintheCampodiFiori.GiordaniBruno,the
priestfromFirenze,stoppedtheincident.HedidnotquotefromtheScriptures,hedidsomethingbetter.Hespokefromhisheartandsilencedtheinsults.Allthe
CatholicsleftafterthatandGiordanicomfortedtheJews.ItwasthemostamazingthingIhaveeverseen.Pietrohadaglowabouthim.
Sonowyouwanttobeapriest?Paoloasked.
Pietrosglowlessened.No.Iwasimpressedwithaholyman,whowasunlikeanyholymanIhaveevermet.Paoloacceptedthestatementwithhishandsinthe
air.
Well,wehaveeveryonehere.NowwecanbeginwithourAdventtales.SincePietrowentlasttime,ashostIshallgonext.PaolosatdownnexttoCarmenwho
smiledatherfianc.Pickingupthematches,hestruckoneandlitthenextcandle.
MystoryiscalledJesusandApolloniusofTyana.Oneday,whenJesuswas
teachinginAcrenearSidonamongstmanyofhisfollowers,JesuswasteachingontheimportanceofkindnessusingtheparableoftheGoodSamaritanwhenhis
disciple,Simon,interruptedtheparable.
Yeshua,thescholarApolloniusfromTyanaisinthecity,teachingattheacademy.Heteachesblasphemyagainstyourword,Rabbi.Weshouldgoandstop
histeachings.SimonheldhisdarkgazeonJesus.Jesusstoodupamongsthisfollowers.Whereistheacademy?
SimonleadthegroupwithJesusbehindhim,sanddustingtheirfeetasthey
went.Theacademywasnearthecenterofthecity,marbleCorinthiancolumnsguardingacademiasSyriangates.Therewasaloudvoice,teachingthewordsofthe
GreekandRomanscholars,aninfiniteStoic.AgroupofPhariseeshadfollowedthe
grouptoseeifJesuswouldstopthescholarsteachings.Jesuswalkedbetweenthemarblecolumnsintotheopenhall.TheloudvoicestoppedwhenApolloniushad
seenhisvisitor.Jesuswalkeddownthesteps,everyonewatchinghim.Oncehehadreachedtheground,hecouldseethefeaturesofApolloniusface.Hehadalong,full
brownbeard,butthereweresignsofsilverwithinhishair.Hisskinwasdarkened
fromthesandanddust.AsmilecameacrossApolloniusfaceandhewalkedtowardsJesus.AsmilecameacrossJesusface,heembracedApollonius,andApollonius
embracedhim.Itwasasiftwooldfriendshadreunitedformeremoments.
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Jesuslookedintothescholarseyesandturnedbacktowalkupthestairs.
Whenhereachedthetop,hisfollowersandthePhariseesquestionedtheeventbysaying:howcanyou,aholymanoftheoneGod,embraceaStoicdevil?Whydidyou
notstophisteaching?JesuslookedateachofhisfollowersandthePhariseesandsaidIfIweretostophisteachings,thenIwouldhavetostopmyteachingsaswell.
Foralthoughwecomefromtwodifferentworlds,weteachthesamething.Iteachaboutkindness,joy,compassion,thesamesubjectsApolloniusteaches.IteachabouttheoneGod,justasheteachesaboutthesupremeOne.Itellyouthisnow,
ApolloniusandIhealthewoundsofthemanywithasalve,butyouPhariseespour
poisonintothewounds.ThePhariseesshookwithfuryandleftshakingtheirfists.Jesuswasleftwithhisfollowers,staringinbewildermentattheirteacher.
Apolloniusisabrother,andIshallnotstopanotherbrotherfromteachingthegoodword.Jesusspokeandwalkedtowardsthehomehewasstayinginwith
Simon.
BeyondtheemeraldcourtyardofSantaCeciliasandthemarbleurnfountain,
Carmenhadlongsincepassedbeneaththemantleoftheancienttitulus.Withinsaintlycolonnadesofthebasilica,Carmenlookedinwonderathersurroundings.Shehadgrownupwithinthischurch,andamonthfromnowshewouldbemarried
init.Shecouldalreadyimaginethefamilyandfriendsliningtherows,petalsdecoratingthemasonworkbeneathherfeet.Thearomaofincenseengulfedher
imagination,causinghermindtodancewiththeputtiandcherubimaroundher.
Aboveherhead,thevirginIsis,offeringholymajestytoSantaCecilia,inthepresenceofherhawk-eyedson,wouldblessthemarriage.Behindthealtar,thesingular,
minutetilesmadeuptheSonofMan,abovethePaschallamb,asymbolofglorioussacrifice.WithJesushandraised,Carmencouldalreadyseethattheheavenssmiled
uponherfortune.
Paolopacedthroughouthisapartment,whileMariaandPietrowatchedfrom
theAdventtable,theireyesfollowinghiseverymove.
Wherecouldshebe?Sheshouldhavebeenhereatleastanhourago.Paolocontinuedtopaceandspeakinawaveringvoice.
ImsureshesfinePaolo.ShehasnevermissedourAdventtalesbefore.Itwillbealright.Pietrotriedtoreassurehisfriend,butfoundittobeinvain.
Butitisherturntotellatale,andsheisneverlate.Whatifshewasattacked
bytheTevermyGod,whatifshefellintheTever!Paolostoppedwithalookoffearacrosshisface.
Pietrogavealookofincredibledoubt,andwasabouttodispelPaolosfears,
whenthedooropenedtotheapartment.Carmenclosedthedoorbehindher,withalookofsurpriseacrossherface.Whyiseveryonestaringatthedoor?AmIlate?
Paolorushedtoher.Ilmiobellaangela!PaolokissedCarmenandheldher;shestillhadashockedlookuponherface.Iwassoworriedaboutyou.Youarevery
late.
AnancientChristiantemple.ItalianforTiberRiver.
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Carmensmiledatherfianc.Imsorry,Imusthavelosttrackoftime.Iwas
atSantaCeciliasthinkingofourwedding.However,Ihavethoughtofagoodtaletotell.ShegrabbedPaoloshandandledhimtothetable.Takingamatchfromthe
matchbox,shestruckitandlittheGaudetecandle.Blowingoutthematch,shesmiledatherfriends.
MystoryiscalledJesusandtheMarriageoftheSamaritanWoman.AftersometimewhileJesuswaspreachinginNazareth,hispopularityasamediatorof
argumentsgrew,andsoonmanypeoplewishedtohavetheirargumentsjudgedby
therabbi. OnedaywhileJesuswaswalkingaboutthestreetsofNazareth,anolder
Jewishmancametohimwithhisconcerns. Rabbi,Imustspeakwithyouaboutagravematter.Jesuslookedattheman
andawaitedhisconcerns.MysonistobemarriedinthemonthofElul,toa
Samaritanwoman.Youmustspeakwithhimanddrivehimfromhiserrs,please. Jesuslookedatthesunabove,andthenspoketotheman.Leadmetoyour
son. ThemanledJesustotheothersideoftown,nearpomegranategroves.Themanshome,builtaroundasectionofthegrove,waslargerthanmanyofthehomes
Jesushadentered.ThemanpointedtoanopeningandJesuswalkedthrough,butthemanwouldnotfollow.Theroomlackedaroofandallowedsunlighttofeedahealthy
pomegranatetreetowardsthebackoftheroom.Thetreesbrancheswoundaround
themselves,twisting,bearingripenedfruit.Beneaththeshadeofthetree,ayoungmanofperhapseighteensatnexttoayoungwoman.Jesuscouldonlyassumethat
thiswastheSamaritanwomanthemanspokeof,butotherthanthat,shelookedlikeaJewishwoman.TheyoungmannoticedJesusandgotuptomeetJesus.
Ihaveseenyoupreachinginthestreets.YouaretherabbicalledJesus.
EveryoneclaimsyouareKingSolomonreborninlightofyourwisdom.Jesuspolitelybrushedawaythecompliment.Whatisyourname?
MynameisJosiah.Theyoungmanthenwalkedovertothewoman.Thismy
wife-to-be,Rachael.TheyoungmansatdownnexttoRachael,herdeepbrowneyesdrawntoJesus.Jesuswalkedtowardsthecoupleandnoticedaripened
pomegranatehangingfromoneofthebranches.Hepulleditfromitsstemandhelditinhishands.Whenhewasinchesawayfromthecouple,hecroucheddownbelow
theireyelevel.
RachaeltookJesushand.Rabbi,Iamsogladtoseeyou.Jesusheldthepomegranateinhisrighthand,andcomfortedRachaelwithhisotherhand.
Yourfatherhastoldmethatheisnothappywithyourmarriage.Hehaseven
threateneddisownment.Josiahlookedalittleworried,holdingRachaelshandabittighterthanbefore.Jesuslookeddownatthepomegranateinhishand.
Lookatthispomegranate.Theoutsideisveryrough,certainlynotappealing.HoweverJesusstruggledwiththerosecolouredfruit,butfinallysplititintwo,
juicesdrippingdownhishands.withinthefruit,liesthedeliciousseeds,beautiful
TraditionallythethirdcandleoftheAdventwreath,usuallypink,tocelebratetheapproachoftheChrist.
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incolour,andexquisiteintaste.Loveislikethepomegranate.Tomanywhodonot
experiencetruelove,itisrough,andseeminglyunattractive,butwithin,itisassweetastheseedsofthisfruit.True,romanticlovebetweentwopeopleisaspecial
anduniquesweetness.Eachoftheseedsaresimilarinlikeness,muchlikeeachperson,regardlessoftheirbackground,andsoeachcarrythesamesweetnessof
love.Jesusplacedeachhalfinthecoupleshands. Youarebothhuman,regardlessofyourraceorbackground,andassuch,trueloveconquersallobstacles.Noboundariescanwithstandthemagnanimous
poweroflove.Yourfathermaynotenjoyyourmarriageatfirst,buthelovesyou
verymuch.Intime,hewillunderstandyourlove.Jesusstoodupandturnedabout;inthedoorwaystoodJosiahsfather,tearsinhiseyes.Hehadbeenstandingthere
listeningtothetale.HewenttoJosiahandheldhisonlysonclose.HethenlookedatRachael,whoinshockhadstoodup,andhuggedheraswell.Jesussmiledatthemall,
andmadehiswayoutofthehome.Jesuswasonlyhappytohelpthem.
CarmenfinishedhertalesmilingatPaolo,andleanedintokissherlove,
muchtothechagrinofMariaandPietro.
Itwasthreeintheafternoon,andyetthemoonshoneuponthestreetsof
Rome.PietroheldtightuponMariashand,astheywalkedamongstmoonlightandthehazylampsglow.Thewintersolsticebyhappenstancehadcomeuponthefinal
SundayofAdvent,andrightfullyso,theyoungestmusttellthefinaltale.Thetwo
finallyreachedPaolosapartment,andPietroopenedthedoor. Areyoureadytotellyourtale,Mimi?PietrobrushedhisthumbonMarias
cheek.MariashookherheadawayfromPietroshand. Absolutely.Itsgoingtobethebestyet.Mariacrossedherarms.Pietro
smiled.
Okok.Theywalkedintotheapartment,wherePaoloandCarmenweresittingatthetable.ThreecandleswereexhaustedleavingthelastAdventcandle,
andthusthelasttale.Greetingtheirfriends,MariaandPietrosatdownatthetable.
Pietrotookthematchboxandstruckamatch.Lightingthelastcandleforhissister,PietrolaidthestageforMariastale.
MystoryiscalledJesusandtheDesertDaemon.Everyonelookedabit
shockedatthetitleofhertale,butlistenedintentlyforthemeaning.
AfterJohntheBaptisthadbeenexecutedbyHerodAntipas,Jesusfledinto
thedeserttoescapetheclutchesofHerodAntipas.Hesaidfarewelltohisfollowers,
andtoldthemthathewouldreturn. ThedesolatedesertgrippedJesus,wringingthemanlikeawetrag.Thesand
stormsflewaroundtherabbi,cuttingintohisskin.ThoughthewindsravishedJesusbody,hecontinuedonwardsintothevoraciousdunes.
Imustfindsheltersoon,orelseIshalldie,Jesusthought.
Jesushuggedhisarmsaroundhisbody,eyespoundedshutbythewhirlingsand.Hecouldnotbeartolookabouthimself,untilthesandsbegantodissipate
aroundhim.Heheldhisgazeup,andbeheldamountaininfrontofhim.Usingthe
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wallasaguide,Jesuslookedforanysignofacave.Afterwhatseemedtobeforever,
henoticedacave,shieldedfromthestorms,amoundofsandleadingtothepassageofthecave.
Thecaveseemedtogoon,aninfinitedwelling.Nooneseemedtolivethere,andtheonlythingJesuscouldsee,wasarocktositupon.Jesussatdownontherock
andexaminedhiscallousedhands.Thecrackswithinhisskinsplitandbledfreshblooddrippingintotherockanddirt.Heliftedhishead,histiredeyesgazinguponthewhirlingsands,tauntingtheverymemoryofthejourney.Jesusheaddrooped
andsoonhewasdeepinaslumber.
Jesusawokeabruptly.Somethinghadjumpedonhisback,andvanishedas
quicklyasithadattacked.Jesusstoodupfromthegroundlookingforhisattacker,butcouldseenoone.
Showyourself!Whoisthere?!Jesusyelledintothedarkness,thestorm
billowingbehindhim. ItisYOUwhoaretrespassing!WhoareYOU!?thevoicewasstrongbutJesus
couldnotseewhereitwascomingfrom.Hesawsomethingrumbleaboutbehindtherock.Inaflash,hisattackerjumpedontopoftherock.Jesuscouldnotbelievewhathewasseeing.Perchedontopoftherockwasafox,butitwaslikenofoxhehad
everseen.Thecreaturewasabrightredandorangecolour,likethatofaflame,hiseyesflickeringwithvibrantheat.Histailwassimilartohiscolour,butwaslarger
thanitsbody.Itwasaboutthesizeofalargeram,itspawsbiggerthanamans
hands.Jesusfeltastrangefearcomeabouthim. Wh-Whoareyou?thequestionquiveredfromhiscrackedlips.
ThecreatureleaneditsbodytowardsJesus.Givemeyourname,andIshallgiveyoumine.
JesusofNazareth.Jesusstoodtalllikeastatue,butdarednotmoveamuscle.
Thecreaturesmiledwithagreat,toothedgrin. Iamcalledbymanynames,butthenameIlikethemostisFelix,theDesert
DaemonKing.Felixbowedhisheadloweringhisears.Jesusdidnotmove,a
shockedlookabouthisface,Felixpeekedathisguesttoseehisreaction. WellmoreofaDaemonPrince,actually.Imeanwhatwithmysizeandall,
Felixcoughedwithacorrection.Jesusbegantowalkbackwardstowardsthecaveopening.Ha,Iamnotgoing
tohurtyou,soyouneednotfearme.Felixstailbristledaboutashebentdownto
cleanit. ButyouareaDaemon.Daemonscorrupteverything,consumeall,andare
completelyevil.Jesusdidnotnoticeabitofsandupontheground,andslippedto
theground.NowhewasbelowFelix,whowasstillcleaninghistail,oblivioustoJesusclumsiness.
HmmmFelixturnedtolookatJesus,hisflickeringeyesunwaveringfromJesusgaze.Hebentforward,eyespeeringintoJesussoul.AreALLhumansevil?
Jesusshookheadindefense.Felixgaveanimmensegrin,pointedteeth
gleamingliketwinklingstarsinthedarkness.ThenhowcanyoutrulysaythatALLDaemonsareevil?Jesuslookeddownattheground,ashamedatthetruthinthe
Daemonslogic.FelixpouncedtothegroundnearJesusfeet;Jesuswasamazedto
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seethatthefoxwasnowthesizeofalargecat,histailunchanged.Jesuscreptback
withcaution,butsatstill. Felixslinkedcloser,smellingJesushands.Thedriedbloodcreatedarancid
stinkinFelixsnostrils.Droppinghisjaw,Felixletoutasoftbreath.ThefragilewispradiatedoverJesushands,lingeringamongstthecracks.Jesushandsgaveoffa
bright,iridescentglowcausingJesustoaverthiseyes.Whenhereturnedhisgaze,hishandswerecompletelyhealed.Jesusexaminedhisnowsmoothhands,eachdigitflutteringwithvirility.Astrangefeelingcameoverhishands,asifhewastouching
thedivine.Jesuslookedbackattheflameliteyeslookingupathim,amazementand
aweabouthisface.Felixgaveaslygrinandwalkedaroundtherock. Jesusdidnotknowwhattosay,andbeforehecouldutteraword,Felixcame
backaroundtherock,returningtohisoriginalsize.Iimagineyouarestarving.Jesusstomachgrumbledatthethoughtoffood,hishungerbecomingmoreofa
realization.Felixsmiledathisguest.Ishallfindsomefoodforyou.Iknowhowyou
humanslovetoeat.AndwiththatFelixboundedoutofthecave,disappearingintothesandstorm.Jesusfeltasleepspellcomeoverhim,thelidsofhiseyesdropping.
Soonhewascurledup,huggingtherocksuncommonlysmoothedsides. HourspassedbybeforeFelixreturnedtothecave.ThefoxDaemonslinkedpasttheslumberingJesus,askinneddesertharelimpinhisjaws.Droppingthehare
totheground,Felixgatheredsomewoodtogetherforafire,pushingtherocktowardsthewallofthecave.ThemovementstirredJesusawake,andwasfrightened
bythenakeddeadharemereinchesawayfromhisface.Hesatup,heaving,gasping
forairfromtheshock.Felixpaidnoattentiontotherumpus,lightingthewoodwiththeflintrockinhispaw.Felixtossedtherockdeeperwithinthecave,causingan
echoingclutterthroughoutthecave.Blowinguponthefire,Felixfinallygotthefiretoaproperheat.
WalkingtowardsthestillpetrifiedJesus,Felixgrabbedthehareinhisjaws
andbegantostrapittoawoodstick.Felixplacedtwosticksoneithersideofthefire,andtheharestrappedstickontop,toroastupontheflames.Jesus,finallycalm
fromtheevents,satdownnearthefire,watchingasFelixturnedtheroastinghare
abovetheflames. Canyouwatchthehareforamoment?Ineedtotakecareofsomething.
Withthat,Felixcanteredintothedarknessofthecave.Jesusturnedthehare,itsjuicescausingthefiretospark.Felixreturnedfromthedarkness,apacketof
parchmentpapersinhismouthandastrangeapparatusoverhiseyes.WhenFelix
camecloser,hedroppedthepacketofparchmentpapersupontheground.Jesuscouldseetheapparatusclearlynow.Itwastwoclearcirclesheldtogetherbyatube
ofmetal.
Whatarethose?Jesusaskedpointingtotheapparatus.Felixstoodonhishindlegs,asurprisedlookinhiseyes.Hetooktheeyewearoffandlookedatthem.
ThesehelpmetoseewhatIreadandwrite.Manyyearsago,anoldmancamebymycave.Iwasmuchyoungerthenandmytailwasnotnearlyasbigand
fluffy.Felixpaddeddownhistailabit.Themancarriedseveralscrollsbeneathhis
robeandseemedtiredfromsomething.Whenheturnedaround,hesawmesittinguponmyrock,andtherewestoodlookingateachother,strangersofthedesert.He
faintedatthesightofmeandhisscrollsfelltotheground.Ijumpedontopofhimto
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makesurehewasstillalive.Hisheartwasstillbeatingandheseemedtobe
breathingallright.Ibreathednearhismouth,andthecracksandwrinklesofhisagedfacewerehealed.Anotherbreathawakenedhiseyes,andtherewewereeyeto
eyeagain.HeaskedmewhoIwasandwebeganthewayyouandIhad.HisnamewasAristides,andhehadbeenworkingonseveralscrollsofancientwisdom.Every
nighthereadmesomeofthepieces,hetaughtmetoreadandwriteinhislanguage,andjustbeforeheleftmycave,hegavemethese.Felixplacedtheeyeglassesuponhisnose,wigglingthemstraight.
Jesustookthehareoffthefire,therichsmellofthesearedfleshfilledthe
cave.Hishungercouldholdhimnolonger,andhethrewmannerstothewayside.Rippingoneofthelegsoff,hesankhisteethintothemeat,thesavoryjuices
enrichinghischeekandtongue.Gulpingdownthefirstbites,helookedbackatFelix,lookingbackwithasurprisedsmileonhisface.Heshookitoffandreturnedtohis
parchments.Jesusnoticedthathehadasmallinkwell,alongwithathinstick.The
foxbegantowritediligentlywhilehisguestatehisfill. WouldyoulikesomeFelix?Felixraisedhisheadfromhiswork.Ohno
thankyou.Idonoteathumanfood.Jesuslookedabitpuzzled,butdecidedtonotquestionthematterfurther. Whatareyouworkingon,Felix?Felixplacedthestickdownandpickedup
oneoftheparchmentstobringtoJesus,layingitdownsotheycouldbothseeit.Jesusstaredatthelanguage,butcouldnotmakeanyofitout.FelixlookedatJesus
darkeyes.
ItisachronicleofeverythingthathashappenedtomesinceAristidestaughtmetowriteandread.Someofmythoughtsaresprinkledinhereandthere,butallin
allitisachronicleofaboutwellletsseeIamabout746yearsoldand Youre746yearsold?!Jesusexclaimed.Felixthoughtforamomenttomake
surehisnumberswereright.Actually,Iam764yearsold.Ialwaysswitchthosetwo
numbers,butstillthatisprettyyoungforaDaemon.Felixgaveasmile,pickinguphisparchmentsanddroppingthembyhisrock.
LookingbacktowardsJesus,henoticedthatthesandstormhadstoppedandmoonlightshonethroughthecaveopening.Felixtookhiseyeglassesoff,andwent
outsideofthecave.Jesusfollowedhimout,curiousashewas.Felixlookedupatthemoonshiningbrightlyuponthesands.
Doyouseeher?FelixaskedJesus,mesmerizedbythemoon.Jesuslooked
confused.AllIseeisthemoon.Whodoyousee?Felixhadagreatsmileacrosshisface.
SheisSelah,mymother.ThisiswhatIfeedon;mymothershinesherlight
uponmeeachnightandquenchesmyhunger.Felixsfurbegantoturnabrightsilvercolour,asifhewasastarshimmeringinthesand.Thelightwassobright;
Jesusheldanarmtocoverhiseyes.Theshimmeringstoppedasacloudmovedpassedthemoon.FelixstoodastallasJesusdidinthedesertsand,backtohis
normal,fierycolour.WalkingpastJesus,thefoxreenteredthecave,Jesusfollowing
suit.
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Doyouwanttohearataleabouther,mymother?FelixaskedJesus.Jesus
satuponthesandyfloor,andturnedhisattentiontothefoxDaemon.Felixcoughedintohispaw,toclearhisthroatandpreparehistale.
Once,whenIwasstillyetastaramongstmymotherswomb,shehadto
settleadisputebetweenhertwobrothers,AmaronandSaturnus.Bothfoughtoverdominionoftheheavens,andfinally,Selahcameupwithaplantoappeasebothbrothers.AmaronwouldruletheportionoftheskyfarfromtheEarth,while
SaturnuswouldrulealongsidemymotherSelah,thedivineguide.
Manyagespassedandbothdominionswereruledfairandwell.However,Saturnuslostcontrolofhisdominion,andshootingstarsandroguecometsraged
theskies.SoonSaturnuswasdecimated,retreatingtotheskyaboveEarth.WhenAmaronhadfoundoutthatSaturnushadreturned,hebecameangryandthreatened
hisdeprivedbrothertoleaveorbedestroyed.Bothbrothersclashedamongstthe
skiesandSelahnoticedthechaosamongsttheEarth.Shestoppedherbrothers,holdingeachoneincheck.SheaskedAmaronwhyhedidnotwishtowelcomehis
ownbrother.AmaronstatedthatSaturnuswishedtomerelyreturnandtakeoverhisdominion.Saturnus,inturn,statedthathedidnotwishthisatall,andmerelywishedtoreturntothelovingcarehisbrotherandsister.Heshowedthemthe
cosmicscarsuponhiscelestialbody.Selah,feelingpityforSaturnusallowedhimtoreturntoskiesofhisbirth,andAmaronacceptedupononecondition:thathegive
allegiancetoAmaron.Selahdidnotagreewiththisandscoldedherbrother,and
declaredforAmaronsinsolence,thatbothbrotherswouldruletheskiesequally,grantingeachanequalityoftime.AndthatishowSelah,mymother,quelledthe
warringbrothers.Felixgavealittlebow,whileJesusclappedatthetale.
Jesusgaveagreatyawn,feelingthetirednessofhisbodyallover.Hesat
downwherehehadsleptbefore,curlingupintothefetalposition.Withinmoments,hewasasleep.FelixcreptovertoJesusslumberingbody,andwhisperedsomething
softlyintohisear,thenboundeduponrockandcurledupforthenight,agrin
spreadingfromcheektocheek.
Whenmorninghadcome,thesunshonebrightlyuponthebrittlesands.Nostormimpededtheeye,andnowindcuttheskin.Felixwasalreadyoutsidewaiting
forhisguest.Jesuswanderedsluggishlyoutintothesunlight,stretchingouthisback
togetridofanykinks.Surprisingly,hefeltabsolutelyrefreshed,likesomethingwithinhimhadawakened,aspiritperhaps.Hecouldnotexplainit,andsodidwhat
manydowhentheycannotexplainsomethingwonderful,simplyacceptedit.
Sonowwherewillyougo,myfriend?FelixsatlookingatJesuseyetoeye.Jesuslookedoutintothedesert.
ItseemslikeforeveragothatIleftmyfriends.PerhapsIshallreturntoGalileeandteachagain.AsmilecameacrossJesusfaceandFelixreciprocated.I
willmissyouFelix.Felixputhispawout;Jesusshookit,asafriendshakesanother
friendshand.AndIyou.Takecareofyourself.Jesusnoddedhisheadandturnedbackintothedesert.Whilewalking,heturnedtoseeifhisnewfriendwasstillthere,
buttherewasnosignofhim,orthecave.Perhapshehadbeendreamingthewhole
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thing.Hadhebeenhallucinatingfromthesuntheentiretime?Jesusshookhishead
andcontinued.However,hedidnotnoticethefootstepsbehindhim,buthedidnoticetheblowtohishead.Thendarknesstookhim,inaroughsleep.
Jesuswokeupwhatseemedtobehourslater,hisarmsboundtoarockwall.
Hewasinacave,notwelcominglikeFelixsbutdark,shadowy.Uponthewallnearhimwerewhipsandrods,nodoubttorturedevicesforthesinistermind. Ah,youareawake.Thenwecanbeginsoon.Thevoicecamefromthe
darkness,andJesusvisionwasstillshakyfromtheblowtothehead.Soonthefigure
cameintofocus.Itwasanolderman,tallbutstooped.Hisbeardwasstraggly,unkemptasifhehadnotbathedinyears.Jesuscouldsmellhimandhisappearance
certainlygaveevidenceofhissmell.HeexaminedJesusfacewithhishands,callousedanddirtyfromdeedsunmentionable.Histeethweredarkenedlikethatof
mudandash,asiffirehadblackenedhisteeth.Avilestenchcamefromhisrotted
mouth,causingJesustoturnhisheadaway,andfightvomit. Wesawyouconversingwiththedemoninthedesertcaves.Nowwemust
cleanseyouofthedemontomakeyouclean.Youcameintothedesertclean,butnowaretaintedbythetouchofthedemon.Andnowmustbecleansed.Runninghishandalongthewalloftorturedevices,hetookaclayjugofwhatJesushopedwas
onlywater. Whoareyoupeople?Jesusaskedintheflickeringlight.
ThemanturnedbacktoJesus,hisfaceintensewiththezealousflicker.We
arethosewhoseewhatothersdonotsee.Wearethosewhospeakwhatothersdarenotspeak.Wearethosewhoventurewhereothersdonotventure.Weareascetics,
friend.Thewordhissedfromthemansmouth.Nowyouwillbecleansed.ThemanforcedJesusmouthopen,preparingtopourtheliquidintohismouth.Aloudnoise
stoppedhim.Heplacedthejugbackuponthetablenearthewallandlefttheroom
toexaminetheclamor. Jesustriedtoforcehisarmsfree,butitwasnouse.Theropebegantoburn
hisharmsasheforcedhisskinagainstit.Butasmallnoisestoppedhismovement.
Pssst.Thesoundcamefromabovehishead,andwhenheturnedhishead,thereweretwoflickeringeyesstaringbackathim.
Felix!Howdidyougetpastthemen?Felixgavealittlelaugh.Theseasceticsdonotseemuchinfrontoftheirfaces.WinkingatJesus,hebegantobiteatJesus
bindings.Cuttinghisrightarmfree,Jesuswasabletoloosentheleftandfree
himself.Nowtheyhadtoescapefromthecaves,carefulnottoalerttheascetics.Felix
creptinfront,leadingthewaythroughthedarkness.Theycametoaforkinthe
caves,andFelixcouldnotrememberwhichonetochoose.UmmmIthinkitsthisway.Anaceticnoticedtheminthepassagewayand
shoutedanalarm.Run!Illtakecareoftheseworms!Jesuslingeredforabit,butthenranfor
theexittothecaves.
Jesusmadeitoutintothedesertandwanderedforsometime.Heheldhisposition,wonderingifhisfriendhadescapedaswell.Hedidnotwanttothinkofthe
alternative.Lookingbacktowardsthecave,hepondered.
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Youwillnevermakeitbackhomeifyoukeepstopping.Jesusturnedtosee
wherethevoicewascomingfrom,andsureenough,therewasFelixstandingrightinfrontofhim.JesusranandhuggedthefoxDaemon,whoafterabitofshockplaced
oneofhispawsaroundJesus.Whathappened?Howdidyougetaway?Felixsimplygrinned.
WellweDaemonshavetobegoodatgettingOUToftroubleoncewereINtrouble.JesuscouldonlysmilebackathisDaemonfriend.Besides,nowthatImyourDaemon,howcouldInothelpyou?Jesuslookedabitpuzzled,andwithawisp
ofwind,Felixwasgone.
Jesuscouldhearafaintvoiceintheair.Ishallbewithyoualways.Jesussmiledandmadehiswayoutofthedesertandbackhome.
Marialookedateveryoneatthetable.Eachofthemlookedastoundedatthe
child.Thelastcandlewasdroopingfaster,andthefourfriendscouldseethatit
wouldbedifficulttotopthistalenextAdvent.Withthatending,Pietroblewoutthecandles,welcomingtheChristmasseasontocome.