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SICK BODY, S ICK BR. i IN.
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You have canceled my m'urnful remembrance;
your brave boy has given me back my son from
the hungry maw of the sea. Le t fifteen year
agone be forgotten."
Clasped hands. A proud head sunk upon a
heav ing breast. A bronzed face bright with
heaven ly compassion. De ep and hushed, and
awfuUer than all, that sense of a tranquil Pres
ence shadowing the quite air.
" Come here, May. Your face is pale, my
girl; i t 's grieved me long. Stand by me,
Gei
vayse; I've mourned for the fever in your eye,
and the whiteness of your cheek, but the sor
row
's
passing. Mr. Phillips, I know your sperit's
will; yo' can bless this night for your boy and
my daughter. Their hearts hev ben married
for long."
Silently the pale man took his son's hand,
and laid it in the little palm that rested on the
Cap tain's brown fingers. T he other hand lay
upon his son's head, and his trembling lips were
moving in prayer. Th e old seaman's eyes were
glistening. But May and Gerva yse The erect
and gallant figure bore a head whose eyes were
filled with flashing star-fire, and the carmine of
youth had leaped up radiantly to his cheeks
from the rich, red blood of hea rt and ve in Th e
fair face of May had a faint stain of spiritual
crimson in its halo of golden ha ir, which the
loveliest tint of the light-red rose never had,
and,.in the brilliant light of the room, her grace
ful figure in its sable robe, stood like the spirit
of mild Lov e Soft, rich, mellow words of old
Jean Paulyou came like music to my memory
the n "T w o pure heavens had opened in two
pure hearts, and there was nothing in them but
love, peace, and joy, and the little tear-drop of
earth that hangs upon all our flowers."
" O, it 's awful " ejaculated Aunt Huldah, with
her apron over her mob-capped h ea d; " it 's par-
fictly consum in'. I shall die, as I hope to live
and be saved. ' Hos anna "
No one heard this singulaaMJbuUition of joy
but I, who stood near the olcHady, and chuck
led in secret.
"F ait h, Captain," I remarked, "if you had
any more Mays to give away, I'd be urging my
claim As it is, I mus t resign myself to the
doom of a bachelor."
" A h Mr. Charley," said Gerv-ayse, "you
look like it W hose eyes chaiTned your flutter
ing fancy one day last summer at Swampscot ?
Who was it you asked after so often in 15oston
a couple of months since ?"
This was a retort with a vengea nce. I was
completely unmasked, and blushed like a fool.
" Mr. Seym our," said Mr. P hillips, " will be
well received at Swampscot, if he will come.
I shall be grateful to him if he always speaks
his mind as freely to Gervayse as he did to me
last summer."
I succumbed, and went off to bring Mrs. Mar
tin down. She came. Always a quiet woma n,
she was speechless unde r strong emotion. She
only held her daughter to her heart , and wept.
We were all very happy.
A moment, and I am done. Mr. Phill ips
had risen to go, and Gervayse with him. One
carriage still stood at the doorthere was an
other at the hotel. Captain Martin gave hira
his hand . He graspe d it firmly, with a sad and
mild smile on his wan face.
" Good-night, Cap tain. I feel light at heart.
A strange feeling. Sir. I have not felt it since
boyhood. I have sinned . God be merciful to
me a sinner "
"Amen " said the Captain, solemnly; "to ns
all "
They were gone. An invisible shape seemed
to have passed with them, and taken away some
light from the slowly saddening room.
Five months after there was a gay bridal at
Cap tain Ma rtin's house. I stood gi-oomsman
to Gervayse. Clara was May's bridesmaid. He r
mystical brown eyes smiled so during the cere
mony, that I gi-ew dizzy, and shortly afterward,
at Swampscot, lost the bacheloric equipoi^.
There was another bridal a year afterward.
but not there.
Not the re Th e invisible Presence had dark
ened the house with its shadow, and it lay there
long. Cold and strange would have been the
festal glory on walls where the solemn and be
nignant Phantom, who comes but once to all ,
had left its icy brea th. A proud spirit, humbled
and broken, and purged, as I trust, from all the
sins and stains of earth, had gone home to God.
The wedding throng that met there in joy, and
gallant raiment, came again a month after in
sorrow and in funeral robes. Th e Apr il rains
were heavy upon land and sea when wo stood
by his tomb. An d when the mourners were all
gone, I still lingered in the place of sepulture,
and saw, with a solemn heart, among
the
brown
weather-stains upon the granite portal of the
vault, one which my sombre fancy fashioned to
the semblanc e of a worm. Yet, as I mused
upon the mournful symbol of our littleness and
mortality, I saw, with a feeling gliding over my
spirit like a soft rebuke, rising, in the s.ime
brown tracer}', from the body of the creature,
the faint and shadowy outline of two wings
Farewell .
S ICK BODY, S ICK BRAIN.
CCASIONAL ill lustrations of the supersti
tion of the middle .iges have led writers to
remark on the great prevalence of insanity,
caused in the good old times by the mix ture of
homble thoughts and lumps of diseased fancy
with the ideas common among the people. Of
the wretched position of unhappy lunatics, per
secuted, maimed, tortured, and burnt by neigh
bors and magistrates, who accepted as facts all
their delusions, and convicted them by the testi
mony of their own wild words, illustrations are
comm on. Bu t the region of superstition tha t
remains y et to be sketched is very rich in prod
uce of this kind. I do not mea n to pass into
that region now, because it was not by supersti
tion only, or only by that and the oppressire
forms of a debased church svstem, that th e m inds
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100 H A R P E R ' S N E W M O N T H L Y M A G A Z I N E .
of men were broken down, powerful agencies as
they both were. These moral pestilences acted
npon brains that had been first weakened by the
physical plagues to which bodies were subject.
W e are not free from such afflictions yet. W e
are at this hour shrinking from the breath of
cholera. It comes home to the poor. It comes
home to the minister of state. He may sacri
fice sanitary legislation to the first comer w ho
attem pts to sneer it down, and journ ey home to
find the grateful plague sitting in his own hall,
ready with the only than ks tha t it can offer. A t
this we sincerely grieve, and perhaps tremble;
but we know nothing of the terror of plague
as it was terrible in the old times of famine
among the poor, wrong living and bad housing
among the rich, of townships altogether drain-
less, of filth, ignorance, and horrible neglect.
The ravages made formerly in Europe by the
small-pox or measles, the dreadful spread of
leprosy, the devastation on the path of the black
death and the sweating sickness, have no par
allel in our day. Ex trem e as are the sufferings
of our poor in the hungry winter season, we
understand but faintly the intensity and extent
of the distress which the old poe t had often seen
who wrote
Short days, sharp days, long nights come on apace:
Ah, who shall hide us from the winter's face ?
Cold doth increase, the sickness will not cease,
And here we lie, God knows, with little ease.
From winter, plague and pestilence, good Lord,
deliver us
I particularly wish to show how in the good
old times men's bodies were wasted, and how
there was produced out of such wasting a weak
ening and wasting of their minds. W e can not
study rightly sickness of the mind without bring
ing sickness of the body into question . It is
necessary to begin with that.
The re was one disease called the black death,
the black plague, or the great mortali ty. Th e
most dreadful visitation of it was one that be
gan in China, spread over Asia, and in the
year thirteen hundred and forty-eight entered
Europe . Europe was then, however, not un
used to plagues. Six others had made them
selves famous during the preceding eight-and-
forty years. Th e black plague spread from
the south of Europe to the north, occupying
about three years in its passage. In two years
it had reached Sweden; in three years i t had
conquered Russia. Th e fatal influence came
among men ripe to receive it. Euro pe was full
of petty war; citizens were immured in cities,
in unwholesome houses overlooking filthy streets,
as in beleaguered fortresses; for robbers, if not
armies, occupied the roads beyond their gates;
husbandmen were starving feudal slaves; re
ligion was mainly supe rstition ; ignoranc e was
dense, and morals were debased; little control
was set upon the passions. To sucli men ca me
the pestilence, which was said to have slain
thirteen millions of Chinese, to have depopu
lated India, to have destroyed in Cairo fifteen
thousand lives a day. Those were exaggera ted
statements, but thev were credited, and terrified
the people. Certainly vessels with dead crews
drifted about in the Mediterranean, and brought
corruption and infection to the shores on which
they stranded.
In what spirit did the people, superstitious as
they were in those old times, meet the calamity?
Many committed suicide in frenzy; merchants
and rich men, seeking to divert th e wrath of
Heaven from themselves, carried their treasure
to the churches and the mona steries; where, if
the monks, fearing to receive infection with it,
shut their gates against any such offering, it was
desperately thrown to them over their walls.
Even sound men, corroded by anxiety, wandered
about livid as the dead. House s quitted by their
inhab itants tumbled to ruin. By plague and by
the flight of terrified inhabitants many thousand
villages were left absolutely empty, silent as the
woods and fields. Th e Pop e, in Avignon, was
forced, because all the churchyards were full,
to consecrate as a burial-place the river Rhone,
and assure to the faithful an interment, if not
in holy gi-ound, at least in holy Abater. How
the dead were carted out of towns for burial in
pits,
and how the teiTor of the people coined the
fancy that through indecent haste many were
hurried out and thrown into those pits while
living, every one knows; it was the incident
of plague at all times. Italy was reported to
have lost half its inhabitants. The V enetians
fled to the islands and forsook their city, Ipsing
three men in four; and in Padua, when the
plague ceased, two thirds of the inhabitants were
missing. This is the black death , which began
toward the close of the year thirteen hundred
and forty-eight to ravage Engl an d; and of which
Antony Wood says extravagantly, that, at the
close of it, scarcely a tenth part of the people
of that country remained living.
Churches were shunned as places of infection,
but enriched with mad donations and bequests;
what little instruction had before'bcen imparted
ceased; coveto|fc|Bss increased, and when health
returned me n w^ B amazed to observe how large
ly the proportion of lawyers to the rest of the
community had been augmented. So many sud
den deaths had begotten endless disputes about
inheritance. Brothers deserted broth ers; even
parents fled from their children, leaving them
to die untcnded. The sick were nursed, when
they were nursed at all, by grcedj' hirelings at
enormous charge. Th e wealthy lady, noble of
birth, trained in the best refinement of her time,
as pure and modest perhaps as she was beauti
ful, could sometimes hire no better nurse than
a street rufliian to minister to her in her morta)
sickness. It appea rs most probable that this pest
ilence, which historians often dismiss in a para
graph, destroyed a fourth part of the inhabitantj
of Euro pe. Th e curious fact follows, which ac
cords with one of the most mysterious of all thi
certain laws of nature, that tlie numbers of tht.
people wore in some degree replenished by .\
very marked increase in the frtiitfu iness of mar,
riago. Vv'o know how the poor, lodged in placet.
dangerous to life, surround themselves with lit.
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H A E P E K ' S N E W M O N T H L Y M A G A Z m E .
sicians of the present day. In its first years it
attacke d violently pe ople of all rank s, especially
those leading sedentary lives, and impelled them
to dance even to death sometimes, to dash their
brains out aga inst walls, or to plunge into rivers.
Eveiy one has hear d of a madne ss of this kind
that arose in Apulia, among people who had
been, or fancied that they had been bitten by a
ground spider, called the tarantula . Thos e
who were bitten were said to have become
melancholy, very open to the influence of music,
given to wild joyous fits of dancing, or to m iser
able fits of weeping, morbid longings, and fatal
paroxysm s either of laughte r or of sobs. At
the close of the fifteenth century the fear of
this malady had spread beyond Apu lia. Th e
poison of the tarantula, it was believed, could
only be worked off by those in whom it begot a
violent energy of dancingit passed out then
with the perspiration; but if any lingered in
tlie blood, the disorder became chronic or inter
mi t ten t; and the afflicted person would be liaUe
to suffering and melancholy, which, whenever
it reached a certain height, would be relieved
by dancing. Th e taran tati, or persons bitten
by the tarantula, had various whims, and they
also had violent preferences for and antipathies
to colors. Most of them were wild in love of
red, many were excited by green objects, and so
forth. The y could only dance to music, and to
the music of certain tunes which were called
tarantellas, and one man's tarantella would not
always suit anoth er. Some needed a quick
tune, others a melancholy measure, others a
suggestion of green fields in the music as well
as in the words that always went with it.
Nearly all tarantati required some reference to
water, were mad in longing for the sea, and
would be ecstatic at the sight of water in a
pan . Some even would dance with a cup of
wate r in the ir hand s, or plunge their he ads after
dancing in a tub of water, set for them, and
trimm ed with rushes . In the beginning of the
seventeenth century, the cure of the tarantati
was attempted on a grand scale. Bands of
musicians went among the villages, playing
tarantellas; and the women were so especially
interested in this way of bringing relief to the
afflicted, that the period of tarantella-playing
was called "t he women's l i t t le carnival." The
good creatures saved up their spare money to
pay for the dances, and deserted their household
duties to assist at them . One rich lady, Mita
Lupa, spent hov whole fortune on these works
of charity.
A direction was often given by this little car
nival to the thoughts of hysterical women. The y
sickened as it approached, danced, and were for
a season whole; but the tarantati included quite
as many men as wome n. Even the skeptic ceuld
not shake off the influence of general credulity.
Gianb atista Quinzato, Bishop of Eoligno, suffer
ed himself in bravado, to be bitten by a taran
tula; but, to the shame of his episcopal gravity,
he could obtain a cure only by dancing.
When bodies are ill-housed or ill-nourished.
or by late sickness or o ther cause depressed,
as most men's bodies were in the middle ages,
minds are apt to receive morbid impre ssions.
The examples just given show how rapidly across
such tinder the fire of a lunatic fancy spreads.
People abounded who were even glad to per
suade themselves that they were changed into
wolves every night, that they were witches, or
that they were possessed by demons.
About fifty years ago, a yovmg woman of
strong frame visited a friend in one of the Ber
lin hospitals. On ente ring a ward she fell down
in strong convulsion. Six female patients who
saw her became at once convulsed in tlie same
way; and, by degrees, eight others passed into the
same condition for four months; during which
time two of the nurses followed their example.
They were all between sixteen and twenty-five
years old.
Other madnesses of this kind will occur to
the minds of many readers. They are contem
porary illustrations, each on a small scale, of a
kind of mental disorder which was one of the
most universal of the sorrows of the middle ages.
Men were liable in masses to delusions so ab
surd, and so sincere, that it is impossible to ex
clude from a fair study of the social life of our
forefathers a constant reference to such unsound
conditions of their minds.
W H A T D O Y OU N G M E N M A R R Y ?
VERY important question this, and well
deserving of profound attention and a seri
ous answer. Truly, marriage is itself so serious
a matter, that it is a pity any one should for a
mom ent attemp t to view it as ought else. An d,
indeed, none but the most confirmed kind of
bachelors who know not "w ha t marriage
means "can ever do so.
Joke about rheumatism if you will; jest on
toothaches as you list; make merry upon the
subject of Chancsrj proceedings; be facetious
about your in c o d H ^ ^ ; but eschew levity when
writing, speakinfPPmnking about matrimony.
Of all serious subjects place this at the head.
But if to marry be so serious a business, the
question. Wha t do young men m arr) '? can not
be an unimportant one. Now, methinks, some
of my readersif I m ay be allowed to credit
myself with readershave already answered
the inquiry in their own minds, or at least have
concluded it to be one mightily easily answer
ed. Not so,fast, fair Sir or Ma dam. No, not
"wives,"
certainly; for while a man viay not
marry his grandmother, paternal or maternal,
nor yet some others of his relatives, he
can not
marry his wife, for being his wife, they are al
ready wedded, neither can he legally marry his
neighbor's wife. An d have but a little patience,
kind readei-, and you may find that you are just
as completely at a nonplus to answer the ques
tion, in some cases, as we are ourselves; and,
we assure you, cases have come \i'ithin the
range of our observation, in which we were
fairly puzzled to say, or to see, what a young
man marriedor what for.