Sherice Malcolm - poems -

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Sherice Malcolm- poems -

Publication Date: 2010

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Sherice Malcolm(03-01-1993) I Am Now 17 Years Of AgeOthers Express Themselves Through Music And Art..I Do It Through Poetry.Please Read And Comment. It Will Really Mean A Lot. =)

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A Great Friend I know that he loves meBut he knows I want the other guyEverytime I reject himHe gets back up and tries He has always been thereHe would suffer just to see me smileHe will sacrifice his own happinessTo ensure that I have mine In a weird way I love himBut more like a brother or a friendAs men in my life come and goI know he's there till the end Dedicated to my good friend Ruud Samuels Sherice Malcolm


All Beacuse Of You Oh Baby...When I'm around youI become so shyBut it hurts more and moreWhen we have to say goodbye Every time I close my eyesAll I see is your amazing faceBaby when you're next to meYou fill that empty space Whenever I feel lonelyI want to run to you'Coz you always make it betterYour love gets me through I see no one elseWhen I look at youI want this to last foreverI want this to be true Dedicated to Camaro Brown Sherice Malcolm


Baby I Want You To Know For so long I have felt this wayBut I just didn't know how to sayI've been so scared to tell youI hope its not too late I'm not over you my BabyI love you way too muchI miss everything about you... Your voiceYour eyesYour touch I wish that you could turn aroundAnd say you love me againI wish that you can come backAnd take away this pain I can't ever love anotherYour The One for meWe're meant to be togetherO' Baby don't you see? You dont understand how much I love youYou probably never willI love you so much BabyIf only you loved me still I've learned to accept that you don't love meAnd I'm not the one for youBut everything I have told youIs real, and also true Sherice Malcolm


Broken Heart Don't say that you dont love meDon't say that it's not trueDon't deny all your feelingsYou know that I love you All those wonderful hopes and dreamsAll those plans I made with youAre you really gonna throw that awayAnd shatter my heart in two Think about what your doingThink about all our loveI really thought you were The OneBut your really giving up Well guess whatI dont need youI dont need anyoneDon't come running back to meWhen you realise I'm the one you love Sherice Malcolm


Change Sitting away watching the days go byEach day is just the sameThe sun comes up and then goes downThen it just happens againBut when you look back on your lifeYou see how much you've changedYou never realise the change in your lifeUntil you've really looked back Sherice Malcolm


Deadly Tongues, Ended Love I want to say 'I love you'But I know that I can'tWhen I tell you I love youDoes it come from my heart? At first I thought I loved youBut I never knew you thenI quickly rushed into somethingI really don't know how or when As I learned more about youI loved you more and moreEach time I saw your faceI knew I wanted you for sure But others didn't like youThey never did approveAnd I sat there and listenedI thought what they said was true Now we are apartAnd it's all because of meI refused to stand upFor what I truly believed When I am with youI am so happyHowever when they start talkingI want to leave We are not ordinaryWe are very uniqueWe are not a normal pairBut you DON'T have to speak Now we aren't togetherThere's nothing I can doDon't worry I'll move onBut I hate ALL OF YOU


Sherice Malcolm


Diirty Oh my Lord how could this happen?What does he think of me?I feel so used and disgustingI feel filled with impurities Even with the use of all my strengthI can't wash away the dirtThis gulit has consumed my mind body and soulJust like a tattoo What if someone saw me?What if my baby finds out?Oh I regret this so muchI feel lower than dirtAnd there is now way to get out Why the hell can't I just say no? !Why did I let it be?I feel so nasy, unclean, impureI'm so sorry baby I can still smell him on meI can taste him on my tongueSomeone please just kill meBefore this guilt eats me away Sherice Malcolm


Emotions Angry tearsBroken heartsHopes and dreamsTorn apart All expectationsNo longer thereYou become invisibleBut, who cares? One voice cant be heardAmong the crowdBut the pain and angerIs fighting to break out You open your mouthBut you just can't speakTheir authority leaves youvulnerable and weak The emotion is unbearbaleIt cant stay insideBut if I ever set it freeIt will change my life, Sherice Malcolm


Endless Love What I'm feeling right nowReally must be loveTo be continuously rejectedAnd I still cant get enoughI love you so muchYou just dont understandEveryday I regret that dayLetting you slip through my handsI look at you and haveThis dark feeling insideIt hurts so much to knowThat you were once mineWhen I let you goI was so sure I was rightNow I'm praying for you backWith all my strenghth and mightBut there is one problemThat makes me feel so blueYou will never again say those three words to meI Love You [Inspired By And Dedicated To: Asher McKenzie. My First Love] Sherice Malcolm


Fairest Of Them All Mirror mirror on the wallWho is the fairest of them all?Is it the one with the beautiful eyes?Or the one whose beauty brings forth sighsThe one who curves and twists in shapeOr the one who you fall for far too lateMirror mirror, you speak the truthThe reflection is see is a reflection of youMe the fairest? HA you lie!Build me up, then make me crySkin deep they say, but they lieBecause mirror mirror, my face makes you sighBeauty inside, they will never knowBecause the cover is judged, judged by face aloneHang my head, I have NO RIGHT to stand tallI will never be the fairest of them all. Sherice Malcolm


Foolish Love? You gave me all this sweet talkYou told me lie after lieI knew you were trying to impress meAnd it did'Coz I saw you tried But things started getting seriousAnd the promises didn't come trueIt broke my heart when I realisedI'm not in love with you I told you how I was feelingYou stared blankly in my faceYou showed no emotion towards meI felt like a waste of space But somehow you still attract meI don't know what you doNow matter how much you make me feel worthlessI still have this endless love for you... Sherice Malcolm


Happily Never After In the beginning it feels like a fairytaleYou believe there will be a happily ever afterYour Prince Charming you have finally foundAnd you are the beautiful Cinderella Your hopes arise as high as the skiesYour dreams dominate your thoughts'Mrs Prince Charming' scribbled over your mindAnd nobody can tell you that 'He's wrong' But soon you come to realiseThat Prince Chraming is just what he isHe's nothing but a fictional characterWho only appears in dreams He will never be a realityHe will never sweep you off your feetYou will meet many people who you believe are himBut somewhere you will see, That Prince Charming is only for storybooksHe's sweet poision for little girlsI refuse to search all my lifeFor a man who dosen't exist in this world Sherice Malcolm


Head Down Head downStay downLook downSink downForbid to riseDare to fallStay belowPride fallsDepression riseInsecurity stranglePain strikeHurt stabsMake up chokeMirror shatterDon’t screamYou don’t matter. Sherice Malcolm


I Am What I Am Because Of You Look at my faceDo I look like I care?Whatever you think of meU really expect me to care?Why should I worry about what you think I am?When everything I am is because of you. I hate everything...Coz u never taught me how to loveI talk this way...Coz this is how u talk to meI walk the way I do...Coz u never showed me howI dress like I do...Coz I dont like what u chooseI eat what I eat...Coz that’s what u gave me to eatI think this way...Coz it’s how u think too Don’t say u don’t like meOr that u don’t admire meCoz everything I am is because of youAll the positive the negative and the in betweenIt’s all because of youWhy I am me Love me or hate meWhatever you feelI am how I amCoz thats how u treated me Friends and familyDont be quick to judge meI am who I amCoz of the way you treated me Sherice Malcolm


I Just Wonder Every second I think of himThrough the day and the nightI wonder if he thinks of meAm I ever in his mind? We don't talk very muchBut theres something thereSometimes I wonder if he likes meDoes he truly care? When I knew he liked meI was with someone elseBut I left that guy to be with himBut am I too late? Sherice Malcolm


I Love You Guys You all are so beautifulI love you all so muchWhenever I want to be angryYou guys still made me laughI told you everything so openlyI told you exactly how I feelYou never did reject meBut you strenghthened our friendship sealWe never have been perfectBut we were all so realTo my beautiful wonderful friendsI wouldnt be who I am todayIf it wasn't for your loveNo words in the english dictionaryCan describe the love I feel for you allThere are times you would upset meBut the next day it will all go awayBecause the love we have is so strongIt is always here to stay [Dedicated to my wonderful and amazing friends] Allene {LeenyBee},Isobel {Tizz}Rochelle {Shell}Myiah {Myiiz}Damla {Gulum} Sherice Malcolm


Im Not Beautiful She’s beautiful, she’s beautiful, she’s beautiful tooBut no one my love, is more beautiful than youThese words I hear, all the timeBut when I compare my face to theirsIt feels like a lie Their faces carved by angles, and then just mineMore difference than similaritiesWe look nothing alike Difference is good, but not alwaysCompared to themI feel like a disgrace I try to look like themHe tells me noIs he afraid to lose me if I reach my full potential? Sherice Malcolm


I'M So Lonely Someone please just hold meTell me it's okayI pray with all my heart right nowThat I can vanishI go away I am so terribly lonelyI need to be loved tooWhy am I so secludedI want someone to hug meI want you Im so wraped up in my sorrowI don't know if it's day or nightI'm so wrapped up in this darknessI just can't see the light I can hear voices telling meDIE DIE DIEI can feel something dragging meTelling me to take away my life Tell me why this is happeningTell me why I feel so aloneTell me what is happeningWhy do I want to die? ? Sherice Malcolm


In Love With A Stranger? Every morning I see youYou brighten up my dayYou didn't know I was watching youTill I got the courage to break away We talked so easily and nicelyLike I've known you foreverYou'll think I'm crazy for admittingI pictured you and me together I love it when I see you in collegeand you stop to talk to meFor some reason it makes me feel specialIts only you I can see Its really nice to know youAnd just in case you do not knowI value our friendship a lotAnd hope and pray that it may grow Dedicated to Gibson Sherice Malcolm


Just A Teenage Crush I never thought I would say thisBut deep down I know its trueAfter all this time of wanting you backI no longer have love for you I truly thought you were the oneBut your just a tennage crushYou watched me begYou knew how I feltBut you still gave no response Its like you enjoyed breaking my heartAnd laughing as I criedThe worst things about it wasI couldnt tell what was on your mind You kept me in the darkYou made me paranoidBut guess what Mr Lover BoyI'm no longer gonna be your toy Im gonna stand up for myselfI know who I amI finally got over youCoz I told myself I can Sherice Malcolm


Just Open Your Eyes When will you realisethat she can never be me?when will your stubborn heart acceptthat she's not what she seems to be?I watch you try to love herI watch her break your heartI watch you tell yourself you love herWhen you know you loved ME from the start Why do you continueto live a terrible lieWhats the pointin avoiding true lovea life without loveyou might aswell die Im yearing for your love backyour killing me as well as youJust because shes beautifuldosen't mean shes perfectI know I'm not prefectBut I love your imperfectionsPerfectly Sherice Malcolm


Mirror Mirror Solid glass, perfect reflection. No imperfections, maybe a little deception. Bullet to glass, fourth time battered. The truth revealed, perfect reflectionshattered Splinters in fingers, shards deep in the soul. Removed one by one, but can neverbe whole. Solid glass, perfect mess. Trying to pass loves biggest test. Shattered mirror we have a bond. Irreplaceable, cannot move on Try as you might the cracks are still there, once given strength but left despair Perfection is our biggest deception. Sherice Malcolm


My Baby My Baby...You know a lot of people ask meWhat's my deepest fearI usually don't answer that questionBut I'm happy for the world to hear Some people are scared of spidersSome are scared of ghostsBut deep down my biggest fear isLoosing the person that I love the most I'm scared of loosing you BabyI'm scared of never falling in love againI'm scared that you will leave meAnd I will feel the endless pain I know that I dont show itBut you mean everything to meEveryday I'm with youI'm certain we were meant to be I understand that people growAnd often grow apartBut that will never happen to usCoz only you can mend my broken heart Now and foreverMy heart belongs to youNow and foreverFor the rest of my lifeI'll love you. Dedicated To Salmaan SheriffHe Loves This Poem TooLOL Sherice Malcolm


My Boo I used to look at my reflectionRevolted by what I sawBut ever since I met youNow I know for sureI was always beautifulBut I was incompleteNow I feel so specialBecause you’re a part of me Many times I thought I was in loveBut now I feel like a foolBecause I’ve never felt such passion insideUntil I fell in love with you You have changed me so much as a personYou changed me for the bestBecause of you I’m so happy right nowBecause you’re so different from the rest I feel so safe and protectedAnd you know this is trueEach beat my heart makesIs filled with love for you You don’t understand how much I love youYou probably never willBecause if I tell you everyday for the rest of my lifeIt still won’t be enough. Sherice Malcolm


My Favourite Person You are always there for meI known you for so longYou told me today that you loved meNow I feel we are strong I know very much that I love you tooBecause I'm so close to youIn many ways your more than a friendIt's just the CRAZY things you do But sometimes I can thelp but thinkOf me and you as oneThen that image fades awayCoz we could never get along =P You are my favourite personOn this entire earthYour the person who helps me throughAnd I will always love you[As a friend] I'll always be here for you [Dedicated to Jordan Green and Marvin Joseph-My Favourite People =D] Sherice Malcolm


O' What A Curse Each Teardropp That I CryEach Sigh That I MakeEach Breath That I TakeIs Not Worth This Fate To Fall For Someone Is A Blessing AloneBut To Fall For One Who Will Never Love YouIs A Curse Unknown Not Even My Worst EnemyI Would Wish This FateNot Even The DevilCould Handle This Heartbreak Desperation And HopeHeartbroken And AloneLove And RejectionWill I Ever Be An Exception? I Love Him My FriendsI Really DoBut O' What A CurseFor Him To Never SayI Love You Too Sherice Malcolm


Odd One Out When all are happyI am sadWhen all are feeling downI am excited and gladSometimes its not betterWhen I am myselfBecause when I am myslefI just never fit in Sherice Malcolm


Please Dont Lie To Me I want to believe you so muchBut I just do know what to doafter all these years of loving youyou tell me you love me too but are you saying it because you mean itor are you just comforting meplease please please i beg on youdo not lie to me when we were younger i had youi loved you and you were minehappy and brilliant timesmy love still remains reguardless of the time i will always love youbut just dont lie to mejust one thing i really ask of youplease dont break my heart...again Sherice Malcolm


Precious Time Everyday I'm thankfulThat I've spent another day with youNow I know for sure that I wantTo spend the rest of my life with you I know that each moment is specialEach memory is worth whileWhen I look into your eyesAll I do is smile For all those people who love someoneYou can't recycle timeAfter a moment has passed byYou can never get it backSo be happy while it lasts Every moment spent upsetIs a minute of happinessYou can never get back So liveLaughAnd Love like you've never been hurt [Dedicated To The Wonderful Father, Husband And FriendMuhammed Chehab Ibrahim Hajee Sheriff] Sherice Malcolm


Pulled Both Ways You can't help who you fall in love withBut why did I fall for twoIs wanting love a crime?But its not love if its not true The mind of a confused young girlWho feels forced to stay by his sideIs it the feeling of pressureThe thing that drives her to rebel? However,She does love both of them dearlyBut in very different waysCan someone please advise herBefore she makes a mistake Sherice Malcolm


Regret I always wonderIf I made a mistakeWhen I think of youMy heart seems to breakI think I loved you mostThe day I let you go Sherice Malcolm


She Calls Me Her 'Best Friend' She is so damn beautifulEverything I can never beHer beauty shines so brightlyThat nobody can see me All my life I've forever feltLike I'm the underdogThat she is the shining princessAnd that I am the worthless frog She knows that she does itShe knows how she makes me feelYet she continues to depress meAnd make me strenghthen my jealous seal She is so sly and intelligentThat I just cant prove her crimeBut one day she'll be exposedAnd all I'll do is smile Sherice Malcolm


Speaking With No Words For so long I have wanted youAnd we are together nowThere is so much I want to ask and sayBut I really don't know how We know how each other is feelingEven when nothing is saidThrough the silence I can hear youI can still understand I don't know what to say to youBut I like everything that you areYour eyesYour voiceYour touchIt says it all Dedicated to Camaro Brown Sherice Malcolm


Stolen Innocence He holds the blade to my throatI feel his hot breath on my cheekHis hand slowly slides down my backHe says he'll kill me if I scream He eases the blade off my throat,and places it towards my breastWe can both hear the frantic beatingof my heart inside my chest Im sure I'm going to die nowMy silent screams filling the airI'll never forget how he looked at meThat cold and hateful stare He tells me 'It's our secret' and'Mummy dosen't need to know'An innocent little girl like meRaped and then left alone Sherice Malcolm


That Stare, Those Eyes I only came just to see youI didn't care who was thereI didn't know what was happeningBecause all I did was stare I prayed that you would notice meI tried everything I couldBut somehow you didn't see meI really thought that you would I don't know if it was intentionalOr if you just didn't notice meBut whatever reason it wasI could've cried a new sea But then when I just gave up hopeI saw you watching meYour eyes were so serious and intenseSomehow I just couldn't believe For that ten seconds of staringI felt like thats all I needIt was a powerful sign from you to meThat you still have feelings for me Dedicated To BezHope You Get To See ThisxXXx Sherice Malcolm


The Way You Make Me Feel I feel so cold and lonelyWhen you are not hereLike something is torn and brokenOnly your presence can repair The heat of your sexy bodyIs all that I needTo feel like I am whole againTo make me feel complete When you strong arms wrap around meI feel so safe and secureIt feels like I belong with youNow and forevermore Every time you kiss my lipsI know I love you moreNo one makes me feel so lovedNot the way you do, for sure You have stolen my heartLocked it in heavy chainsAnd thrown away the keyMy heart belongs to no one elseexcept my special baby OB Your love is so special to meAnd I love you so much Sherice Malcolm


Ugly Beauty is in the eye of the beholderBut who will behold the eyes that that seethe true reflection of me inside?The world had corrupt mind into believeing in physical beautySomething not all can achieve Instead of accepting how God made usWe strive for impossoble perfectionStriving to look like herStriving to look like himInstead of striving to look for the one personWho will love your imperfections But why do we do this? Because as long as he admirers her beautyAs long as she admirers his bodyYou will compare yourselfBecome disheartenedBecome destroyed insideAnd that that impossible task of becoming perfectBegins to whisper in your ear And you begin to strive for that perfectionBlinded by the worldDestined to failAnd to fall Sherice Malcolm


Until I Met You Until I met youI never knew a love so trueI lie to myselfAnd say that I've moved onBut I cant get over you How can I ever forgetThe love you gave to meWhenever I start to think of youI always start to cryEven after all this timeIn my heart I cant say goodbye When my heart was brokenI thought that I'd never get throughI thought I would never love againUntil I found you If I could have just one wishI'd ask for you by my sideI'd ask to feel your heart beatingIn a resounding beat with my mine Everytime I think about usAnd how we used to beI can thelp but think about the futureUs together,Like its meant to be Sherice Malcolm


Walk Away If I say that I don't miss himThat would be a lieSometimes I really regret that datI left him and said goodbye I know that he loves meI'd be a fool if I didn't knowBut despite all the love I had for himI still decided to go I know that it sounds stupidTo walk away from loveBut he scared me in many ways'Coz he loved me too much I've got someone else nowThat I care about alotNo one can love me like he didBut I have no choice but to move on Theres no going back nowI can't go back to himNow all I have to doIs love life and live Sherice Malcolm


Whats Wrong With Me! ! ! Everytime I see youI love you once againWhy do I do that?When it all results in painI know that you wont love meAnd I have to just move onBut I just dont fall out of loveIts just never ever gone Sherice Malcolm


Where Are You Your just right thereBut I can't find youI'm searching with hopeBut it soon becomes dark Why can't I find you?Is it 'coz we aren't meant to beI know you were searching tooHave you given up on me? I really can't wait to see youBut will we ever meetI want to know if I love youBut I accept defeat Dedicated to Camaro Brown Sherice Malcolm


Would You? Many of times I have been askedWhy dont you leave your man?But how matter how much he hurts meI dont think they will understand He is like my sacred airThe oxygen I breatheI need him like the sharkNeeds the deep blue seaThe sun could never riseWithout the big blue skyWithout the man that I loveMy life would be betterIf I died Would the sun leave the sky?Would the stars leave the moon?If you found the perfect manI would never leave himWould you? Sherice Malcolm


Yes But No But Yes But...Im So Confused I dont want him to leave meYet I do want to be with himI try to push him away from meBut it feels like a drowning in sin I really love my babyI but I feel like i want to break freeI want to express myself to othersGive them a chance to know the real me Im afraid of breaking his heartBelieve me I know I willSome may consider me selfishBut I just want a new seal Sherice Malcolm


You Have Changed Me I am not a personWho says their feelings out loudI never open myself upI just like to shut myself out But today is gonna be differentToday I am born anewToday I'm gonna shout out loudAnd declare my love for you Before I met you I was emptyI was black with no life in my soulNow my heart blossoms like EdenYou, my love, has made me whole Your now the reason I am livingYour the flame that gives life to meIf I were to loose that fireI would loose the most precious gemOf all the land, sky and sea Sherice Malcolm


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