Yes! This is my area . This is in my blood. I'm never judgmental or I should say I've never tried to underestimate mine area's fate. Perhaps it has raised me up and I grew up there seeing it's toughest trials and got minor opportunity to suffer a few of them by myself too. My father suffered the hardship of it. Fight the winds of it's brutality with lowest circumstances of his life. It's another story of his success which has made me able to make my own story too. I'm from an area where the girls have restrictions. They are not allowed even to dream because they are told by birth : " Our lives are just to struggle for food , cloths and shelter " and this is it. Not only the men work but the females ( girls even kids too ) join them to strive in this battle . And this is the aim of them . They were not so much wrong by choosing such an aim as such a poor existence of life force them to earn basics of their lives so that they can breathe. But despite of all dark stages of life there was a girl who sparkled her eyes with bigger dreams , who breathed the hope of change, who had fancy thinking of " Flying " It was just like a joke to dream for something which is like " alien " stuff to even think for the people of a poor tribe . Yes ! It's me who dreamt an impossible of the world who dreamt : " She Was Born To Fly ". I could remember I was so crazy I wrote my first childhood poem in the diary which my father once brought for me and the poem was like this as ;

First Childhood Poem About Flying By Me Titlle She Was Born To Fly

My Back-Ground No Education , No awareness , No technologies , No facilities , No

advance or modern way of Life , No Freedom , No ideas to flourish , No sense of living …..and so on as far as I concern to present developed world still this " NO" is endow to my area. I assume perhaps this "NO" is Ok with the people of mine area because where they live , there life exists is a bit luck for them. In an area where Life existence could be much more difficult then what else they should expect from ?

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The Heights of sky The love of FlyThe shinning of starThe swimming of clouds, Returning my eyes to the desire of dreaming The saying of people that there is lightning of Shine in my eyes.And,The voice of my heart that continuous recalls :" She Was Born To Fly " written by me ( Nabila Abbas alias Bella ) Age 11 at that time Grade 5th class

And this was not just a poem or lyrics it was going to be history changer of my tribe. It was like a frog desired to get away of it's hole and to make the well a beautiful place. But those little hands of mine which carved out such a bigger dream into simplest words was unaware of all blockages which were going to be proved iron-wall among me and my passion . Those little hands were

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which were going to be proved iron-wall among me and my passion . Those little hands were unfamiliar with the battle which was going to be fought by me to turn my dream into reality. An area where girls were supposed to do households and after that their last destination is considered to marry them with a stranger and that's it…..your next level future home and blah blah ………

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You can read glimpse of the story here :

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Autobiography of a girl who was entitled as : " Her Name Is Nabila From Today. " That area, that people was not just a blockage for my dream but I was told something dreary about my birth too which earn me the title i-e ' a girl-kid which was unwanted ' There is concept of " too much daughters are inconvenience " in my tribe's eyeshot . But swear my father as a sole and first educated person of his family never think like that. He always finds daughter as a great bliss. But I really don't know that may be this short story too has to born for me . Saturday, August 27, 2016 11:33 AM

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It was a challenge for me as well as for my consciousness that how can I strive my dream living within such conservative people and environment. I had to sustain my decorum of life. Otherwise I was too going to be Tribe -typical girl who put pictures on their heads and live the balance of it joyfully because it is fate for them but I was like a girl who wanted to create her own fate on the blue sky. Though I'm thankful to my father who concerned for all his daughters and he created open minded for us to educate. He brought all of us to a small city and their we all sisters started our high schooling . It was a first step climbing the ladder for me to feed my dream with hope. I completed schooling and then college but throughout I was stuck to the same thing that I want to fly I wanna be a pilot . How this idea came into my mind is concerned with a school trip which was gone to an airport at my grade of 5th level. There I saw the charming life of disciplined , decorum following and punctual people ( Pilots ) with my stunning eyes . I found myself as well soul perplexed and worried. I found myself talking every day with the sky and sharing my fancy ideas to it when no one was ready to even listen my passion. It was like shooting archery in the dark. No support , no moral convince and no hope giver. Every one just said do your simple studies as it's a bless for you that we are teaching you otherwise your from that area where the girls even have not seen the School building ever in their lives. So don’t dream bigger. Cut your coat according to your cloth. Such wordings anger and restrictions were being imposed on me. I could remember my words which I wrote down in my diary after I came back from that airport. My diary was the sole friend of mine at that time. It's quality was that it could bear my heavy-loaded words as when no one else could.

The journey of Exterior To Interior Saturday, August 27, 2016 11:48 AM

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I want to go higher than "Rockefeller center " ….flying got instantly into my soul , but the answer as to why , must be found somewhere back in the mystic maze of my birth , childhood and the circumstances

of my earlier life . Whatever I'm is blessing and the beginning of it all have their roots in Dream-Road. I might have born in hovel but I determined to travel with the wind and stars.

Why To Fly……Mine own words after I came back from airport trip …!Saturday, August 27, 2016 12:08 PM

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There would come a day ,When my thoughts would meet imaginations..!There would come a day ,When my imaginations would meet dreams….!There would come a day ,When my dreams would break the all bloackade..1And ,The day is no more far when all this would come true…!

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When everyone in family was discouraging me as whole about my dreams , iWas carving these melodious and aspiring words . I didn't care about peopleOpinions and restrictions. I was told I'm a baloch girl so I've to limited my wishesAnd thoughts but my thoughts were not in the cage of anyone's mind. I wasA free, determined and passionate girl . And I decided to move ahead and Search for my own way. I made researches about aviation. In those days access to internet was difficult Because we were not having any T.V r internet type facility in our home.I go through making interactions with people who know little bit about aviation I spent less on study but much on finding initial way to get on the path. It was Like I was finding a black cat in the dark room. My family ask me to do pre medical but I was intoxicated with the taste of my own dreams.I did pre medical but forcefully, I was ready to do anything in term of securityAnd assurity by my parents that ok we will concern about your aim but yet do What we are saying. Even I was in such severe circumstances that no one was Concerning about my aim or dream. They just blurt out :" Oh Bella u can't fly just gGet rid off this fuss and do what we baloch girls should…we can't send you in The far places for such a fancy dream " I wept for many nights, I screamed for months and I strived nearly 7 years to Just make my parents understand, to make society assured. Then later I came to know flying is expenses too much and it was un-affordableFor my sole earner father. But I didn't lose heart, I rather engaged myself with 'Bs in aviation management from university of management and technology Lahore pakistan. Lahore is far from my Tribe ( DGKHAN ) so coming here wasAlso a big problem but by consistence , self confident and passion I succeeded To come here. Though there were a lot financial , family-support and cultural problems Raised but I fought for my dreams bravely . I made them assure that I willMake myself a pride for all of them one day ( Insha Allah ) . I'm having a lot Of plans ahead. But before discussing them I would like to share my writings And art work relegating to aviation first in the next section. These things are My assets though those seem minor but at that time creation by little hands Were playing the strings of a melodious and fancy dreams which was a cause For me to live .

I was Told I'm A Baloch Girl So I've Restrictions Upon……Saturday, August 27, 2016 12:15 PM

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For The First Time in forever ,I have ever seen ,The flying birds in the skyThe throbbing sound of their feathersWhich makes my heart to fly.

For the first time in forever , I have ever realized The flying birds in the sky Which give the sound of freedom.

For the first time in forever ,I have ever understood The flying birds in the sky,Which keep me alive.

For the first time in forever, I have ever felt. The flying birds in the sky, which leads the path of my destination.

For the fisrt time in forever,I have ever recalled : " Let open your wings of heart and see the clouds of imaginations. "

For The First Time In Forever ( Poem ) by me Sunday, August 28, 2016 8:47 AM

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I could remember I wrote this short poem when everyone discouraged me when everyone in my family didn't believe in the dreams of my eyes. I could remember in this hopeless condition I ever used to talk with the sky and I carved out these words i-E

You look up in the sky And start making different sights,In a moment you blink,The sights may shrink.

You look up in the skyAnd start listening to the heart of its voice ;In a moment you blink,The voice may shrink.

You look up in the sky And wonder at why !As the clear is sky.

" You wonder Why " Sunday, August 28, 2016 8:56 AM

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This model is made by using Hard paper coversA CD disk player Glass

My Childhood Creation Sunday, August 28, 2016 9:03 AM

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There are some other creations and some stuff mine friends dedicated to me ……Sunday, August 28, 2016 9:08 AM

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" If your dreams are bigger and beginning is low..Congratulation! Life is going to offer you something bigger " I too have a low beginning but I want to create higher , bigger and broad vision goals ahead . I want to study first aviation as a bachelor degree. I want to learn it's vast knowledge and skills. Practical work is my priority here. My platform is to lead on the path of my instructors with honesty, dignity and hard working. I am consistence girl who can spend her 24 hours for aviation because I want to bring innovation and promotion of Aviation in pakistan as a bachelor degree. I am not going to bother to open the history of aviation here that how and when it evolved in pakistan but my main focus is on Aviation as bachelor degree is first time being introduced in pakistan and yet majority is not aware of it. I want to spread awareness about it. Especially I want girls of pakistan to join this degree and let them educate a better field of glamorous and huge opportunity fated. At this level of my education I am trying to make interaction with international bodies so that I may get bigger chances to learn practical work from their institutes like " Embry Riddle aeronautical " university is one of my dream land mission . I am having wide planning to prepare AAIATC TEST so that I can make myself able to serve in ATC because I find this position bold , responsibility and strength for youth who are looking forward for career in aviation. I seek myself being working for the welfare of PIA Airline of my country which is now a days going down-ward in the coming 5 years. I seek myself being an ICAO representator from my country because I believe if I would work hard I am going to give a lot to this field and can earn fruit of it. I'm very much interested in aircrash investigating department too . This all would done by hard work , self confident and consistence. And I will pay every devotion to it. I am ready to learn the vast and endless field of aviation with passion , craze and sense of being ' in giving you receive'. " I am going to live my way " Insha Allah

My Further Plans And Goals Sunday, August 28, 2016 9:13 AM

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