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SAM U ELL B L U MEN F E L D
73 Bishops Forest Drive Waltham MA 02452 781-899-6468 slblunetwaycom
September 5 2001
Mr John Raughter Editor The American Legion Magazine PO Box 1055 Indianapolis IN 46206
Dear Mr Raughter
Back in 1968 while the V ietnam War was still raging I wrote an article about the American soldier Paul V Healey Jr who led the counterattack against the Vietcong guerrillas when they held the US Embassy grounds in Saigon during the Tet offensive in January 1968 Healey virtually by himself was able to clean the grounds of the Vietcong in what can only be called one of the most extraordinary soldierly feats in the entire war for which he was awarded the Distinguished Service Cross
I interviewed Paul when he returned to the United States and recorded those interviews on tape from which I recounted the story in an article I sent the article to a number of publications but it was rejected because the anti-war climate of the time was not right for a story of American heroism in Vietnam
Thirty-three years have gone by and there is a growing respect for the men and women who fought and died for our country in Vietnam The monument in Washington which is visited daily by countless Americans is an indication of the national memory struggling with the national conscience to make sense of that unpopular war
I believe that now the time is right to remember the sacrifices that were made by our men and women in Vietnam Would you be interested in considering the Paul Healey story for your magazine By the way Im not totally new to the magazine which published an article of mine on Americas ongoing reading problem some years ago
Will look forward to hearing from you
I Portra it of a YO UilC Her o
Anyone Hho is d eeply concer n d about the youth of Ameri ca a i tend to sec
them only as d r a ft-cald bmners rioti ng s tc ents drug takers and dishevel d
hippies should mee t SpL Paul V Hea l ey Jr of Holbrook Nassa usetts He
is the handsome 20-year~old soloi8r Hho H 33 resnonsible more than anyon8 else
in-rolv for f10ein g t e Arner ican Embassy in Saie on from the Vie t cong guerrilla s
in their sP2ct-cular at ~nrpt to overlun it duri g th e f amous Tet offensive
launch - on J anuary 31s 19680 In t he proce s he kil ed nine Vie cong an(l on
Hay L 1968 Has cnmyusd the Distinguis-e d Service Cr os s the nations secor ]
highe st aard fOi~ heroi sm
IIEVf c yday guys in Vi8tD~m do vrha t I did But ha t hlDOe ne j at t he embas ~y
got in the neTspapers 11 Paul says 0
DespUe h i s a t ~ mnt to pla y d OHn the excepttongt l qual i gt y of his he r o s m the
intensi ty am dcalT8 of those s i x a nd a half hours of b HU l e a t the e )assy are
v isibJe in Paul s faCe 28 he tells t he story
e stor y I n s a kin g middotors _ ta n I sha king
be foce It he said a -T e a fter his L8-ctrl hon 2S he r e l ed EJach Glent of that
acti on I Nas s ha kin[ H1-- en I Sot h o e b ec-3 us~ Im a little cr-r middotLS Its
s till er scary Its v( y unrea l to Te 0 11
During tha t a cti o 1 Paul co d ha- e b ee 1 i l ed a an oment
IlSa cotld the a t ers he r emi s you Bct t e n e c o ent s in hi s q ti c
but quie t voic e It vas t Y irn2 to go S O~l b ody 1-G- 8 he l gting ) Gcd
Cth r s r r8 l ess f ~turja L Tha l de 27 ~1 can oltlicls ~Ierc I - L in
I
2
the ord eal of t err or hieh took Saigon by s urm i se a1d P1S c orne b a c k to t e l l
the story
That day in SC1igon be gan I i (e so many o t1e rs The city had been S8CUle
for months Hi th no incident s of Comrl unis t Je rroris m to s pea k of Paul then a
private first cl3sS am ass igned to an HP lmit in Saigon had already comole t ed
his eiglrte ~n months tOllr of duty in Vie t l13m and Ias schech18d to receive orders
return ing him to t he States at a y morent For Paul u h o had alre d y s e e n h i s
share of action a nd ht3d already earn~d a Br ome Sta r of Valor t he Ha l in Vietn~m
Has just about over a ni in a f eu d ays he lltT onlc1 l eave it all behi n bull
At 130 tha t morning of Ja n1)~I3 31 Paul a r 1 his nartner a cor nora1 from
Califolni8 H8 nt out on rmiddotjp j eep Dtrol It las a rout i ne four~hour tour a nd
t her e Has not hing in t e ai l to Sl Rgest t ha t -t e e nerw was ab ou t to 13unch pound
Sp8 c t~l cula r attc in t he c i tyo Only a f e1 hours b e for e he c i ty har bee n f 1111
of t oo middotllnnelv i ng n o S8 of f i recra cke r s fi red by t ~ Vie tnamese i n celebra t ion
of t he L1 t12r eltT Year But nrJ) the s t r ee S H er ca 1m 0 The t H O HPs dr 0 re to
t he PX snac ( bJr ncar t he d ocks ion ich U8 open a ll n i g t had s orne arrh-1ic l OS
a rd 1en r e t urne to HP headquarkrs in t h2 c e rlt r of t he c i ty i f e re Paul ta ll Ed
llith t he radi o o e r ator on d uty He d b r ou g t him a s an ~Iicho All of a s wld en
at 210 am a c a l came i n
Si gnll 300 a 1 t he SDlend d Signal 300 at th e SpJ end id 1i
Ihe v oi c e -1a3 d a s pera t e an - S Orr~middotT a hys tei~ical n ~ t he e ssa ge -ras c l ear ~=
th ~ rc bullas a n Rl - cm t a t tac on officers qual elS 1
1n q~ i s een S J mere uren c 3 l s b OfPn c 0~Lrjg i n f roT) c1 lffe r ~n l n oint s
i n the ci ty 0 e c ll C11Ti9 fron the Pres identia l nalncc sayi ng tha t it ras
3
P8ul i l d iately phoned t e rmiddot billet at the ClDitol Hote l a feyl bloc 8
a vBy to s ound the gene ral al r fl Hithin minutes the entil middot f or e in Saigon
as up~ s craribling fo Heapons and j eeps in f l a k jackets and steel helme ts
ready for action
A call cal e in for on ambulance and Paul al j his na rGne r eroG ins tructed
to get d mm to the 17th field h 05Oit 1 a mile al-T y to sOt11d the alarm ard ge t
ambula nc s r ead y to pic UP the H onn 8 bull At the hosni tal they r ecoived fur the r
instr l1ctions by r d io to head i ed iaL1y to Ph08nix BEQ t 8 seniol ncos
livi ng qUlr ters on the in r oad to t h ai rpo t Th- qua r t ers He e UL 81 heavy
atta ~ ~ bull
Th J gt7 7ith P2uls ~rtre r at the vrhee l en flyi g on i ts Hay 0 As t t-~
they apnroacho the P hilipOiv~ f eH bl ~ ks fr om t ~ir d s tinOl tion they
h ea T0 explosions a ni P ul calu v si ght of a Vie ~conr r a cing across t c
str ee IJ from t ee 1)a ssy a ll t 9k i ne cover amiddot t e l epho pol aboct s re ty
gob out of the j e p and -lent af er h i m
his 6 utomatic Lfle in 03 ition a t h 510ul cter He f ir Tl e VC fe l to
t he Pa ul t he 1 hit the gran him3eli in c s t e VC had b een hol ing
a ham grenad But H 8 n no expl gtion occurI d he s r v~ cra1ll ing t oIur the
bcd y ) t h en got p and Hal ( to i VC 1 DUlml
mor r OUI s i nmiddotto hi 1 to TIn e tt he va s ea an t en r emove a 38 calibc~
Smi less o pis -ol w i 11 la s IJ~ c j g o t of te VC s belt He th n -Tent
up to h mbassy gat hieh td e en ra f bl c off i C s hinpes nl ta l kec d 1
t he PhiIi[lT in~ ~I r S 7 0 tol d him middotihat - 10 VC ad no t gotten in 21 t a t t hey
e a -1 is ur t ner
e1 instucted to ge t to the United S ta t e s Em s sy on t h d ocb l e end for ge t
about t he earlier instruc t ion
It took t hem ab out three minutes at brca knec- s peed to e t to t he fr cli1 t
of the U S Ernbassy a wide t ree- l 1ned s tre~ ~ri tl-l the Fa 11 of the ne I e mbassy
COI1POut rtnntng the l ength of the bIomiddot As Paul a ld his artne r drove up to
the corner at the far eD1 of t he vIa l l t h ey could s et tracer bulle t s being
fir ed frOlil the embassy buildil g itse f Hhie Ho S a Tlied er s -st~ str uc t ure
enca eel in a Hhite cone e e s uns cr een Ha l f -lay d mm t he block dire c tly across
the Steet fr o) t e ma i n gate ras an NP j eep a t the e urb l-rith tHO of Paul s
buddi s i n the f ront e ts They rere d ea htving b een kille as t ey reac he
the sc ene But from a bl ock a -ay and a mi d the confusion P( ul could not e e
that they He r e c ead Hea -Jhile mortar ro mi s serrd to b comi ng froin ont of
At t le cornei Paul am his (a I _81 j oinec t e are s un-rvi s or a s argea1v
from Nor th Car olin~ 1111 0 had b een a bloc 0 so aua r H en the a t middot C on t he
e rnba sfy stat The a c eeant s driver am tuo ot1e r lmiddotP s He e a ls o t t e rc The e
sacge2 r t had arli eel s e er s aft e r a ba l of Viet c ong pue rr l las had bIm n a
holE in t t~ C om01ll Hall atl C lCvJ t r oug j 0 t h e m fl SY ~r Olmds He J ad
shot Ie l ast on8~i a s they vert e t i t g n b t t 8 VC c ragpE-cl the HOD bull ed one S
thro tJ the h o euro Fith tLem1
At 1 is p oi t no one kne he- rany VC ha~ gotten i n or 1e h l t le y had
pene tratltl t e eracmiddots y u uild ng itself or hetIeI arW of middotmiddot middot-middoti8 rar i 18S a nd l IP
in t ~ e rmiddot25S middot IEjrr s till a l i ve o I ~jounlEd lib 2 s na 1 ii r ~Cling on be1iLl
an- 1 ) 1 ~ l~ no Fay of conl-cing trl~t he a middot 18 0 The phone Ii ~QS FCl(~ dea
It rias decid ed to c ordon off the area ampo nl Ha it until d yli gt be f or e rrlo~ ln g
agcdnst the guerrillas The VC Here too ~ie ll hidd en i 1 the darkness of t he
comnour1 and the IIDs wuld have been ea sy tzr gets Hi th the street lights i n
back of them The s2r- a nt ca lled in for nlGre patrol They arrived soon 8pn0
were spread out arourd the area No one e~cept th ~ IPs Has to be permitt~
in or out of the ares
No sooner Here the c eck p oi ts s et un lhe n a bl C_ck civilia n car of old
vints g carre tear ing d Oi m t Le s tree tOIi rd the e Mbass y- The liPs yel l ed at it
to stop - firiLf Har nine shots The dri ver stopped for a moment t he n char gd
ahe ad The rjps OVmcd fire 5 riddling middoth e car a nd its cc cupn t brifg n g it a
a sPloking halt as it c ra hed into the curb I~ r 2 H le n the dyin g dri ver -m
eX2 rn tned they f01~nd a ha l f d ozen ID cards on h im He a DrcJ ~blf provi E
trans por ia t i on f or sorf~ of t he Vie - c o n~ in t h e middot- t C - Q
Paul v~as t h rl s ent to tl e s llDplymiddot de ot a 1iLle Cltl a half BvJay lit h anot] 1middot
HP to r 1 a mnmi tion D1linp t e tr ip t h r a Ji 0 contil1led to 1e Ol t h orr c
U])OY111 01r opound Fra yLie calls fro m noia 8 U1yl er a tt8 C -Tero st i ll cOTlin~ i n Vhe n
t i)EY re t rned to t he e JTbassy ui t 1 he 2 mlnuni il they c ould h p-Ci r a l t OF - tic
f r C ] 19 f r o e 1middot 1 P _ feu blocks 8 Ha r Rep orts ha d Pre~ det1c J J8C flmiddot e O ei ) Orrbull i v C1 shy
in tha t the p( ace ha b ee 0 (pound 111111 The r oports -iorb u vrue but ampt tha t rc
tl e re ua s no ay of s e na l cting f~ et fr mn _ictio - f rom hyste rica I lmor Thi ~
HaS the s i tuatior_ Paul and tr~ r est of lc l-iPs fL ced (13 they loo-ced fit t he US
t he ery symbol of A1TGri-a n De ence in Vi e t ni ll j n enG I he 3E
lI Ie thought i-T he d lost ill f an lmiddotr b tLa ton 1
Hte di n t knOf hu it 0111 ir11i I
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
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of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
I Portra it of a YO UilC Her o
Anyone Hho is d eeply concer n d about the youth of Ameri ca a i tend to sec
them only as d r a ft-cald bmners rioti ng s tc ents drug takers and dishevel d
hippies should mee t SpL Paul V Hea l ey Jr of Holbrook Nassa usetts He
is the handsome 20-year~old soloi8r Hho H 33 resnonsible more than anyon8 else
in-rolv for f10ein g t e Arner ican Embassy in Saie on from the Vie t cong guerrilla s
in their sP2ct-cular at ~nrpt to overlun it duri g th e f amous Tet offensive
launch - on J anuary 31s 19680 In t he proce s he kil ed nine Vie cong an(l on
Hay L 1968 Has cnmyusd the Distinguis-e d Service Cr os s the nations secor ]
highe st aard fOi~ heroi sm
IIEVf c yday guys in Vi8tD~m do vrha t I did But ha t hlDOe ne j at t he embas ~y
got in the neTspapers 11 Paul says 0
DespUe h i s a t ~ mnt to pla y d OHn the excepttongt l qual i gt y of his he r o s m the
intensi ty am dcalT8 of those s i x a nd a half hours of b HU l e a t the e )assy are
v isibJe in Paul s faCe 28 he tells t he story
e stor y I n s a kin g middotors _ ta n I sha king
be foce It he said a -T e a fter his L8-ctrl hon 2S he r e l ed EJach Glent of that
acti on I Nas s ha kin[ H1-- en I Sot h o e b ec-3 us~ Im a little cr-r middotLS Its
s till er scary Its v( y unrea l to Te 0 11
During tha t a cti o 1 Paul co d ha- e b ee 1 i l ed a an oment
IlSa cotld the a t ers he r emi s you Bct t e n e c o ent s in hi s q ti c
but quie t voic e It vas t Y irn2 to go S O~l b ody 1-G- 8 he l gting ) Gcd
Cth r s r r8 l ess f ~turja L Tha l de 27 ~1 can oltlicls ~Ierc I - L in
I
2
the ord eal of t err or hieh took Saigon by s urm i se a1d P1S c orne b a c k to t e l l
the story
That day in SC1igon be gan I i (e so many o t1e rs The city had been S8CUle
for months Hi th no incident s of Comrl unis t Je rroris m to s pea k of Paul then a
private first cl3sS am ass igned to an HP lmit in Saigon had already comole t ed
his eiglrte ~n months tOllr of duty in Vie t l13m and Ias schech18d to receive orders
return ing him to t he States at a y morent For Paul u h o had alre d y s e e n h i s
share of action a nd ht3d already earn~d a Br ome Sta r of Valor t he Ha l in Vietn~m
Has just about over a ni in a f eu d ays he lltT onlc1 l eave it all behi n bull
At 130 tha t morning of Ja n1)~I3 31 Paul a r 1 his nartner a cor nora1 from
Califolni8 H8 nt out on rmiddotjp j eep Dtrol It las a rout i ne four~hour tour a nd
t her e Has not hing in t e ai l to Sl Rgest t ha t -t e e nerw was ab ou t to 13unch pound
Sp8 c t~l cula r attc in t he c i tyo Only a f e1 hours b e for e he c i ty har bee n f 1111
of t oo middotllnnelv i ng n o S8 of f i recra cke r s fi red by t ~ Vie tnamese i n celebra t ion
of t he L1 t12r eltT Year But nrJ) the s t r ee S H er ca 1m 0 The t H O HPs dr 0 re to
t he PX snac ( bJr ncar t he d ocks ion ich U8 open a ll n i g t had s orne arrh-1ic l OS
a rd 1en r e t urne to HP headquarkrs in t h2 c e rlt r of t he c i ty i f e re Paul ta ll Ed
llith t he radi o o e r ator on d uty He d b r ou g t him a s an ~Iicho All of a s wld en
at 210 am a c a l came i n
Si gnll 300 a 1 t he SDlend d Signal 300 at th e SpJ end id 1i
Ihe v oi c e -1a3 d a s pera t e an - S Orr~middotT a hys tei~ical n ~ t he e ssa ge -ras c l ear ~=
th ~ rc bullas a n Rl - cm t a t tac on officers qual elS 1
1n q~ i s een S J mere uren c 3 l s b OfPn c 0~Lrjg i n f roT) c1 lffe r ~n l n oint s
i n the ci ty 0 e c ll C11Ti9 fron the Pres identia l nalncc sayi ng tha t it ras
3
P8ul i l d iately phoned t e rmiddot billet at the ClDitol Hote l a feyl bloc 8
a vBy to s ound the gene ral al r fl Hithin minutes the entil middot f or e in Saigon
as up~ s craribling fo Heapons and j eeps in f l a k jackets and steel helme ts
ready for action
A call cal e in for on ambulance and Paul al j his na rGne r eroG ins tructed
to get d mm to the 17th field h 05Oit 1 a mile al-T y to sOt11d the alarm ard ge t
ambula nc s r ead y to pic UP the H onn 8 bull At the hosni tal they r ecoived fur the r
instr l1ctions by r d io to head i ed iaL1y to Ph08nix BEQ t 8 seniol ncos
livi ng qUlr ters on the in r oad to t h ai rpo t Th- qua r t ers He e UL 81 heavy
atta ~ ~ bull
Th J gt7 7ith P2uls ~rtre r at the vrhee l en flyi g on i ts Hay 0 As t t-~
they apnroacho the P hilipOiv~ f eH bl ~ ks fr om t ~ir d s tinOl tion they
h ea T0 explosions a ni P ul calu v si ght of a Vie ~conr r a cing across t c
str ee IJ from t ee 1)a ssy a ll t 9k i ne cover amiddot t e l epho pol aboct s re ty
gob out of the j e p and -lent af er h i m
his 6 utomatic Lfle in 03 ition a t h 510ul cter He f ir Tl e VC fe l to
t he Pa ul t he 1 hit the gran him3eli in c s t e VC had b een hol ing
a ham grenad But H 8 n no expl gtion occurI d he s r v~ cra1ll ing t oIur the
bcd y ) t h en got p and Hal ( to i VC 1 DUlml
mor r OUI s i nmiddotto hi 1 to TIn e tt he va s ea an t en r emove a 38 calibc~
Smi less o pis -ol w i 11 la s IJ~ c j g o t of te VC s belt He th n -Tent
up to h mbassy gat hieh td e en ra f bl c off i C s hinpes nl ta l kec d 1
t he PhiIi[lT in~ ~I r S 7 0 tol d him middotihat - 10 VC ad no t gotten in 21 t a t t hey
e a -1 is ur t ner
e1 instucted to ge t to the United S ta t e s Em s sy on t h d ocb l e end for ge t
about t he earlier instruc t ion
It took t hem ab out three minutes at brca knec- s peed to e t to t he fr cli1 t
of the U S Ernbassy a wide t ree- l 1ned s tre~ ~ri tl-l the Fa 11 of the ne I e mbassy
COI1POut rtnntng the l ength of the bIomiddot As Paul a ld his artne r drove up to
the corner at the far eD1 of t he vIa l l t h ey could s et tracer bulle t s being
fir ed frOlil the embassy buildil g itse f Hhie Ho S a Tlied er s -st~ str uc t ure
enca eel in a Hhite cone e e s uns cr een Ha l f -lay d mm t he block dire c tly across
the Steet fr o) t e ma i n gate ras an NP j eep a t the e urb l-rith tHO of Paul s
buddi s i n the f ront e ts They rere d ea htving b een kille as t ey reac he
the sc ene But from a bl ock a -ay and a mi d the confusion P( ul could not e e
that they He r e c ead Hea -Jhile mortar ro mi s serrd to b comi ng froin ont of
At t le cornei Paul am his (a I _81 j oinec t e are s un-rvi s or a s argea1v
from Nor th Car olin~ 1111 0 had b een a bloc 0 so aua r H en the a t middot C on t he
e rnba sfy stat The a c eeant s driver am tuo ot1e r lmiddotP s He e a ls o t t e rc The e
sacge2 r t had arli eel s e er s aft e r a ba l of Viet c ong pue rr l las had bIm n a
holE in t t~ C om01ll Hall atl C lCvJ t r oug j 0 t h e m fl SY ~r Olmds He J ad
shot Ie l ast on8~i a s they vert e t i t g n b t t 8 VC c ragpE-cl the HOD bull ed one S
thro tJ the h o euro Fith tLem1
At 1 is p oi t no one kne he- rany VC ha~ gotten i n or 1e h l t le y had
pene tratltl t e eracmiddots y u uild ng itself or hetIeI arW of middotmiddot middot-middoti8 rar i 18S a nd l IP
in t ~ e rmiddot25S middot IEjrr s till a l i ve o I ~jounlEd lib 2 s na 1 ii r ~Cling on be1iLl
an- 1 ) 1 ~ l~ no Fay of conl-cing trl~t he a middot 18 0 The phone Ii ~QS FCl(~ dea
It rias decid ed to c ordon off the area ampo nl Ha it until d yli gt be f or e rrlo~ ln g
agcdnst the guerrillas The VC Here too ~ie ll hidd en i 1 the darkness of t he
comnour1 and the IIDs wuld have been ea sy tzr gets Hi th the street lights i n
back of them The s2r- a nt ca lled in for nlGre patrol They arrived soon 8pn0
were spread out arourd the area No one e~cept th ~ IPs Has to be permitt~
in or out of the ares
No sooner Here the c eck p oi ts s et un lhe n a bl C_ck civilia n car of old
vints g carre tear ing d Oi m t Le s tree tOIi rd the e Mbass y- The liPs yel l ed at it
to stop - firiLf Har nine shots The dri ver stopped for a moment t he n char gd
ahe ad The rjps OVmcd fire 5 riddling middoth e car a nd its cc cupn t brifg n g it a
a sPloking halt as it c ra hed into the curb I~ r 2 H le n the dyin g dri ver -m
eX2 rn tned they f01~nd a ha l f d ozen ID cards on h im He a DrcJ ~blf provi E
trans por ia t i on f or sorf~ of t he Vie - c o n~ in t h e middot- t C - Q
Paul v~as t h rl s ent to tl e s llDplymiddot de ot a 1iLle Cltl a half BvJay lit h anot] 1middot
HP to r 1 a mnmi tion D1linp t e tr ip t h r a Ji 0 contil1led to 1e Ol t h orr c
U])OY111 01r opound Fra yLie calls fro m noia 8 U1yl er a tt8 C -Tero st i ll cOTlin~ i n Vhe n
t i)EY re t rned to t he e JTbassy ui t 1 he 2 mlnuni il they c ould h p-Ci r a l t OF - tic
f r C ] 19 f r o e 1middot 1 P _ feu blocks 8 Ha r Rep orts ha d Pre~ det1c J J8C flmiddot e O ei ) Orrbull i v C1 shy
in tha t the p( ace ha b ee 0 (pound 111111 The r oports -iorb u vrue but ampt tha t rc
tl e re ua s no ay of s e na l cting f~ et fr mn _ictio - f rom hyste rica I lmor Thi ~
HaS the s i tuatior_ Paul and tr~ r est of lc l-iPs fL ced (13 they loo-ced fit t he US
t he ery symbol of A1TGri-a n De ence in Vi e t ni ll j n enG I he 3E
lI Ie thought i-T he d lost ill f an lmiddotr b tLa ton 1
Hte di n t knOf hu it 0111 ir11i I
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
2
the ord eal of t err or hieh took Saigon by s urm i se a1d P1S c orne b a c k to t e l l
the story
That day in SC1igon be gan I i (e so many o t1e rs The city had been S8CUle
for months Hi th no incident s of Comrl unis t Je rroris m to s pea k of Paul then a
private first cl3sS am ass igned to an HP lmit in Saigon had already comole t ed
his eiglrte ~n months tOllr of duty in Vie t l13m and Ias schech18d to receive orders
return ing him to t he States at a y morent For Paul u h o had alre d y s e e n h i s
share of action a nd ht3d already earn~d a Br ome Sta r of Valor t he Ha l in Vietn~m
Has just about over a ni in a f eu d ays he lltT onlc1 l eave it all behi n bull
At 130 tha t morning of Ja n1)~I3 31 Paul a r 1 his nartner a cor nora1 from
Califolni8 H8 nt out on rmiddotjp j eep Dtrol It las a rout i ne four~hour tour a nd
t her e Has not hing in t e ai l to Sl Rgest t ha t -t e e nerw was ab ou t to 13unch pound
Sp8 c t~l cula r attc in t he c i tyo Only a f e1 hours b e for e he c i ty har bee n f 1111
of t oo middotllnnelv i ng n o S8 of f i recra cke r s fi red by t ~ Vie tnamese i n celebra t ion
of t he L1 t12r eltT Year But nrJ) the s t r ee S H er ca 1m 0 The t H O HPs dr 0 re to
t he PX snac ( bJr ncar t he d ocks ion ich U8 open a ll n i g t had s orne arrh-1ic l OS
a rd 1en r e t urne to HP headquarkrs in t h2 c e rlt r of t he c i ty i f e re Paul ta ll Ed
llith t he radi o o e r ator on d uty He d b r ou g t him a s an ~Iicho All of a s wld en
at 210 am a c a l came i n
Si gnll 300 a 1 t he SDlend d Signal 300 at th e SpJ end id 1i
Ihe v oi c e -1a3 d a s pera t e an - S Orr~middotT a hys tei~ical n ~ t he e ssa ge -ras c l ear ~=
th ~ rc bullas a n Rl - cm t a t tac on officers qual elS 1
1n q~ i s een S J mere uren c 3 l s b OfPn c 0~Lrjg i n f roT) c1 lffe r ~n l n oint s
i n the ci ty 0 e c ll C11Ti9 fron the Pres identia l nalncc sayi ng tha t it ras
3
P8ul i l d iately phoned t e rmiddot billet at the ClDitol Hote l a feyl bloc 8
a vBy to s ound the gene ral al r fl Hithin minutes the entil middot f or e in Saigon
as up~ s craribling fo Heapons and j eeps in f l a k jackets and steel helme ts
ready for action
A call cal e in for on ambulance and Paul al j his na rGne r eroG ins tructed
to get d mm to the 17th field h 05Oit 1 a mile al-T y to sOt11d the alarm ard ge t
ambula nc s r ead y to pic UP the H onn 8 bull At the hosni tal they r ecoived fur the r
instr l1ctions by r d io to head i ed iaL1y to Ph08nix BEQ t 8 seniol ncos
livi ng qUlr ters on the in r oad to t h ai rpo t Th- qua r t ers He e UL 81 heavy
atta ~ ~ bull
Th J gt7 7ith P2uls ~rtre r at the vrhee l en flyi g on i ts Hay 0 As t t-~
they apnroacho the P hilipOiv~ f eH bl ~ ks fr om t ~ir d s tinOl tion they
h ea T0 explosions a ni P ul calu v si ght of a Vie ~conr r a cing across t c
str ee IJ from t ee 1)a ssy a ll t 9k i ne cover amiddot t e l epho pol aboct s re ty
gob out of the j e p and -lent af er h i m
his 6 utomatic Lfle in 03 ition a t h 510ul cter He f ir Tl e VC fe l to
t he Pa ul t he 1 hit the gran him3eli in c s t e VC had b een hol ing
a ham grenad But H 8 n no expl gtion occurI d he s r v~ cra1ll ing t oIur the
bcd y ) t h en got p and Hal ( to i VC 1 DUlml
mor r OUI s i nmiddotto hi 1 to TIn e tt he va s ea an t en r emove a 38 calibc~
Smi less o pis -ol w i 11 la s IJ~ c j g o t of te VC s belt He th n -Tent
up to h mbassy gat hieh td e en ra f bl c off i C s hinpes nl ta l kec d 1
t he PhiIi[lT in~ ~I r S 7 0 tol d him middotihat - 10 VC ad no t gotten in 21 t a t t hey
e a -1 is ur t ner
e1 instucted to ge t to the United S ta t e s Em s sy on t h d ocb l e end for ge t
about t he earlier instruc t ion
It took t hem ab out three minutes at brca knec- s peed to e t to t he fr cli1 t
of the U S Ernbassy a wide t ree- l 1ned s tre~ ~ri tl-l the Fa 11 of the ne I e mbassy
COI1POut rtnntng the l ength of the bIomiddot As Paul a ld his artne r drove up to
the corner at the far eD1 of t he vIa l l t h ey could s et tracer bulle t s being
fir ed frOlil the embassy buildil g itse f Hhie Ho S a Tlied er s -st~ str uc t ure
enca eel in a Hhite cone e e s uns cr een Ha l f -lay d mm t he block dire c tly across
the Steet fr o) t e ma i n gate ras an NP j eep a t the e urb l-rith tHO of Paul s
buddi s i n the f ront e ts They rere d ea htving b een kille as t ey reac he
the sc ene But from a bl ock a -ay and a mi d the confusion P( ul could not e e
that they He r e c ead Hea -Jhile mortar ro mi s serrd to b comi ng froin ont of
At t le cornei Paul am his (a I _81 j oinec t e are s un-rvi s or a s argea1v
from Nor th Car olin~ 1111 0 had b een a bloc 0 so aua r H en the a t middot C on t he
e rnba sfy stat The a c eeant s driver am tuo ot1e r lmiddotP s He e a ls o t t e rc The e
sacge2 r t had arli eel s e er s aft e r a ba l of Viet c ong pue rr l las had bIm n a
holE in t t~ C om01ll Hall atl C lCvJ t r oug j 0 t h e m fl SY ~r Olmds He J ad
shot Ie l ast on8~i a s they vert e t i t g n b t t 8 VC c ragpE-cl the HOD bull ed one S
thro tJ the h o euro Fith tLem1
At 1 is p oi t no one kne he- rany VC ha~ gotten i n or 1e h l t le y had
pene tratltl t e eracmiddots y u uild ng itself or hetIeI arW of middotmiddot middot-middoti8 rar i 18S a nd l IP
in t ~ e rmiddot25S middot IEjrr s till a l i ve o I ~jounlEd lib 2 s na 1 ii r ~Cling on be1iLl
an- 1 ) 1 ~ l~ no Fay of conl-cing trl~t he a middot 18 0 The phone Ii ~QS FCl(~ dea
It rias decid ed to c ordon off the area ampo nl Ha it until d yli gt be f or e rrlo~ ln g
agcdnst the guerrillas The VC Here too ~ie ll hidd en i 1 the darkness of t he
comnour1 and the IIDs wuld have been ea sy tzr gets Hi th the street lights i n
back of them The s2r- a nt ca lled in for nlGre patrol They arrived soon 8pn0
were spread out arourd the area No one e~cept th ~ IPs Has to be permitt~
in or out of the ares
No sooner Here the c eck p oi ts s et un lhe n a bl C_ck civilia n car of old
vints g carre tear ing d Oi m t Le s tree tOIi rd the e Mbass y- The liPs yel l ed at it
to stop - firiLf Har nine shots The dri ver stopped for a moment t he n char gd
ahe ad The rjps OVmcd fire 5 riddling middoth e car a nd its cc cupn t brifg n g it a
a sPloking halt as it c ra hed into the curb I~ r 2 H le n the dyin g dri ver -m
eX2 rn tned they f01~nd a ha l f d ozen ID cards on h im He a DrcJ ~blf provi E
trans por ia t i on f or sorf~ of t he Vie - c o n~ in t h e middot- t C - Q
Paul v~as t h rl s ent to tl e s llDplymiddot de ot a 1iLle Cltl a half BvJay lit h anot] 1middot
HP to r 1 a mnmi tion D1linp t e tr ip t h r a Ji 0 contil1led to 1e Ol t h orr c
U])OY111 01r opound Fra yLie calls fro m noia 8 U1yl er a tt8 C -Tero st i ll cOTlin~ i n Vhe n
t i)EY re t rned to t he e JTbassy ui t 1 he 2 mlnuni il they c ould h p-Ci r a l t OF - tic
f r C ] 19 f r o e 1middot 1 P _ feu blocks 8 Ha r Rep orts ha d Pre~ det1c J J8C flmiddot e O ei ) Orrbull i v C1 shy
in tha t the p( ace ha b ee 0 (pound 111111 The r oports -iorb u vrue but ampt tha t rc
tl e re ua s no ay of s e na l cting f~ et fr mn _ictio - f rom hyste rica I lmor Thi ~
HaS the s i tuatior_ Paul and tr~ r est of lc l-iPs fL ced (13 they loo-ced fit t he US
t he ery symbol of A1TGri-a n De ence in Vi e t ni ll j n enG I he 3E
lI Ie thought i-T he d lost ill f an lmiddotr b tLa ton 1
Hte di n t knOf hu it 0111 ir11i I
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
3
P8ul i l d iately phoned t e rmiddot billet at the ClDitol Hote l a feyl bloc 8
a vBy to s ound the gene ral al r fl Hithin minutes the entil middot f or e in Saigon
as up~ s craribling fo Heapons and j eeps in f l a k jackets and steel helme ts
ready for action
A call cal e in for on ambulance and Paul al j his na rGne r eroG ins tructed
to get d mm to the 17th field h 05Oit 1 a mile al-T y to sOt11d the alarm ard ge t
ambula nc s r ead y to pic UP the H onn 8 bull At the hosni tal they r ecoived fur the r
instr l1ctions by r d io to head i ed iaL1y to Ph08nix BEQ t 8 seniol ncos
livi ng qUlr ters on the in r oad to t h ai rpo t Th- qua r t ers He e UL 81 heavy
atta ~ ~ bull
Th J gt7 7ith P2uls ~rtre r at the vrhee l en flyi g on i ts Hay 0 As t t-~
they apnroacho the P hilipOiv~ f eH bl ~ ks fr om t ~ir d s tinOl tion they
h ea T0 explosions a ni P ul calu v si ght of a Vie ~conr r a cing across t c
str ee IJ from t ee 1)a ssy a ll t 9k i ne cover amiddot t e l epho pol aboct s re ty
gob out of the j e p and -lent af er h i m
his 6 utomatic Lfle in 03 ition a t h 510ul cter He f ir Tl e VC fe l to
t he Pa ul t he 1 hit the gran him3eli in c s t e VC had b een hol ing
a ham grenad But H 8 n no expl gtion occurI d he s r v~ cra1ll ing t oIur the
bcd y ) t h en got p and Hal ( to i VC 1 DUlml
mor r OUI s i nmiddotto hi 1 to TIn e tt he va s ea an t en r emove a 38 calibc~
Smi less o pis -ol w i 11 la s IJ~ c j g o t of te VC s belt He th n -Tent
up to h mbassy gat hieh td e en ra f bl c off i C s hinpes nl ta l kec d 1
t he PhiIi[lT in~ ~I r S 7 0 tol d him middotihat - 10 VC ad no t gotten in 21 t a t t hey
e a -1 is ur t ner
e1 instucted to ge t to the United S ta t e s Em s sy on t h d ocb l e end for ge t
about t he earlier instruc t ion
It took t hem ab out three minutes at brca knec- s peed to e t to t he fr cli1 t
of the U S Ernbassy a wide t ree- l 1ned s tre~ ~ri tl-l the Fa 11 of the ne I e mbassy
COI1POut rtnntng the l ength of the bIomiddot As Paul a ld his artne r drove up to
the corner at the far eD1 of t he vIa l l t h ey could s et tracer bulle t s being
fir ed frOlil the embassy buildil g itse f Hhie Ho S a Tlied er s -st~ str uc t ure
enca eel in a Hhite cone e e s uns cr een Ha l f -lay d mm t he block dire c tly across
the Steet fr o) t e ma i n gate ras an NP j eep a t the e urb l-rith tHO of Paul s
buddi s i n the f ront e ts They rere d ea htving b een kille as t ey reac he
the sc ene But from a bl ock a -ay and a mi d the confusion P( ul could not e e
that they He r e c ead Hea -Jhile mortar ro mi s serrd to b comi ng froin ont of
At t le cornei Paul am his (a I _81 j oinec t e are s un-rvi s or a s argea1v
from Nor th Car olin~ 1111 0 had b een a bloc 0 so aua r H en the a t middot C on t he
e rnba sfy stat The a c eeant s driver am tuo ot1e r lmiddotP s He e a ls o t t e rc The e
sacge2 r t had arli eel s e er s aft e r a ba l of Viet c ong pue rr l las had bIm n a
holE in t t~ C om01ll Hall atl C lCvJ t r oug j 0 t h e m fl SY ~r Olmds He J ad
shot Ie l ast on8~i a s they vert e t i t g n b t t 8 VC c ragpE-cl the HOD bull ed one S
thro tJ the h o euro Fith tLem1
At 1 is p oi t no one kne he- rany VC ha~ gotten i n or 1e h l t le y had
pene tratltl t e eracmiddots y u uild ng itself or hetIeI arW of middotmiddot middot-middoti8 rar i 18S a nd l IP
in t ~ e rmiddot25S middot IEjrr s till a l i ve o I ~jounlEd lib 2 s na 1 ii r ~Cling on be1iLl
an- 1 ) 1 ~ l~ no Fay of conl-cing trl~t he a middot 18 0 The phone Ii ~QS FCl(~ dea
It rias decid ed to c ordon off the area ampo nl Ha it until d yli gt be f or e rrlo~ ln g
agcdnst the guerrillas The VC Here too ~ie ll hidd en i 1 the darkness of t he
comnour1 and the IIDs wuld have been ea sy tzr gets Hi th the street lights i n
back of them The s2r- a nt ca lled in for nlGre patrol They arrived soon 8pn0
were spread out arourd the area No one e~cept th ~ IPs Has to be permitt~
in or out of the ares
No sooner Here the c eck p oi ts s et un lhe n a bl C_ck civilia n car of old
vints g carre tear ing d Oi m t Le s tree tOIi rd the e Mbass y- The liPs yel l ed at it
to stop - firiLf Har nine shots The dri ver stopped for a moment t he n char gd
ahe ad The rjps OVmcd fire 5 riddling middoth e car a nd its cc cupn t brifg n g it a
a sPloking halt as it c ra hed into the curb I~ r 2 H le n the dyin g dri ver -m
eX2 rn tned they f01~nd a ha l f d ozen ID cards on h im He a DrcJ ~blf provi E
trans por ia t i on f or sorf~ of t he Vie - c o n~ in t h e middot- t C - Q
Paul v~as t h rl s ent to tl e s llDplymiddot de ot a 1iLle Cltl a half BvJay lit h anot] 1middot
HP to r 1 a mnmi tion D1linp t e tr ip t h r a Ji 0 contil1led to 1e Ol t h orr c
U])OY111 01r opound Fra yLie calls fro m noia 8 U1yl er a tt8 C -Tero st i ll cOTlin~ i n Vhe n
t i)EY re t rned to t he e JTbassy ui t 1 he 2 mlnuni il they c ould h p-Ci r a l t OF - tic
f r C ] 19 f r o e 1middot 1 P _ feu blocks 8 Ha r Rep orts ha d Pre~ det1c J J8C flmiddot e O ei ) Orrbull i v C1 shy
in tha t the p( ace ha b ee 0 (pound 111111 The r oports -iorb u vrue but ampt tha t rc
tl e re ua s no ay of s e na l cting f~ et fr mn _ictio - f rom hyste rica I lmor Thi ~
HaS the s i tuatior_ Paul and tr~ r est of lc l-iPs fL ced (13 they loo-ced fit t he US
t he ery symbol of A1TGri-a n De ence in Vi e t ni ll j n enG I he 3E
lI Ie thought i-T he d lost ill f an lmiddotr b tLa ton 1
Hte di n t knOf hu it 0111 ir11i I
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
e1 instucted to ge t to the United S ta t e s Em s sy on t h d ocb l e end for ge t
about t he earlier instruc t ion
It took t hem ab out three minutes at brca knec- s peed to e t to t he fr cli1 t
of the U S Ernbassy a wide t ree- l 1ned s tre~ ~ri tl-l the Fa 11 of the ne I e mbassy
COI1POut rtnntng the l ength of the bIomiddot As Paul a ld his artne r drove up to
the corner at the far eD1 of t he vIa l l t h ey could s et tracer bulle t s being
fir ed frOlil the embassy buildil g itse f Hhie Ho S a Tlied er s -st~ str uc t ure
enca eel in a Hhite cone e e s uns cr een Ha l f -lay d mm t he block dire c tly across
the Steet fr o) t e ma i n gate ras an NP j eep a t the e urb l-rith tHO of Paul s
buddi s i n the f ront e ts They rere d ea htving b een kille as t ey reac he
the sc ene But from a bl ock a -ay and a mi d the confusion P( ul could not e e
that they He r e c ead Hea -Jhile mortar ro mi s serrd to b comi ng froin ont of
At t le cornei Paul am his (a I _81 j oinec t e are s un-rvi s or a s argea1v
from Nor th Car olin~ 1111 0 had b een a bloc 0 so aua r H en the a t middot C on t he
e rnba sfy stat The a c eeant s driver am tuo ot1e r lmiddotP s He e a ls o t t e rc The e
sacge2 r t had arli eel s e er s aft e r a ba l of Viet c ong pue rr l las had bIm n a
holE in t t~ C om01ll Hall atl C lCvJ t r oug j 0 t h e m fl SY ~r Olmds He J ad
shot Ie l ast on8~i a s they vert e t i t g n b t t 8 VC c ragpE-cl the HOD bull ed one S
thro tJ the h o euro Fith tLem1
At 1 is p oi t no one kne he- rany VC ha~ gotten i n or 1e h l t le y had
pene tratltl t e eracmiddots y u uild ng itself or hetIeI arW of middotmiddot middot-middoti8 rar i 18S a nd l IP
in t ~ e rmiddot25S middot IEjrr s till a l i ve o I ~jounlEd lib 2 s na 1 ii r ~Cling on be1iLl
an- 1 ) 1 ~ l~ no Fay of conl-cing trl~t he a middot 18 0 The phone Ii ~QS FCl(~ dea
It rias decid ed to c ordon off the area ampo nl Ha it until d yli gt be f or e rrlo~ ln g
agcdnst the guerrillas The VC Here too ~ie ll hidd en i 1 the darkness of t he
comnour1 and the IIDs wuld have been ea sy tzr gets Hi th the street lights i n
back of them The s2r- a nt ca lled in for nlGre patrol They arrived soon 8pn0
were spread out arourd the area No one e~cept th ~ IPs Has to be permitt~
in or out of the ares
No sooner Here the c eck p oi ts s et un lhe n a bl C_ck civilia n car of old
vints g carre tear ing d Oi m t Le s tree tOIi rd the e Mbass y- The liPs yel l ed at it
to stop - firiLf Har nine shots The dri ver stopped for a moment t he n char gd
ahe ad The rjps OVmcd fire 5 riddling middoth e car a nd its cc cupn t brifg n g it a
a sPloking halt as it c ra hed into the curb I~ r 2 H le n the dyin g dri ver -m
eX2 rn tned they f01~nd a ha l f d ozen ID cards on h im He a DrcJ ~blf provi E
trans por ia t i on f or sorf~ of t he Vie - c o n~ in t h e middot- t C - Q
Paul v~as t h rl s ent to tl e s llDplymiddot de ot a 1iLle Cltl a half BvJay lit h anot] 1middot
HP to r 1 a mnmi tion D1linp t e tr ip t h r a Ji 0 contil1led to 1e Ol t h orr c
U])OY111 01r opound Fra yLie calls fro m noia 8 U1yl er a tt8 C -Tero st i ll cOTlin~ i n Vhe n
t i)EY re t rned to t he e JTbassy ui t 1 he 2 mlnuni il they c ould h p-Ci r a l t OF - tic
f r C ] 19 f r o e 1middot 1 P _ feu blocks 8 Ha r Rep orts ha d Pre~ det1c J J8C flmiddot e O ei ) Orrbull i v C1 shy
in tha t the p( ace ha b ee 0 (pound 111111 The r oports -iorb u vrue but ampt tha t rc
tl e re ua s no ay of s e na l cting f~ et fr mn _ictio - f rom hyste rica I lmor Thi ~
HaS the s i tuatior_ Paul and tr~ r est of lc l-iPs fL ced (13 they loo-ced fit t he US
t he ery symbol of A1TGri-a n De ence in Vi e t ni ll j n enG I he 3E
lI Ie thought i-T he d lost ill f an lmiddotr b tLa ton 1
Hte di n t knOf hu it 0111 ir11i I
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
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his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
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of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
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bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
It rias decid ed to c ordon off the area ampo nl Ha it until d yli gt be f or e rrlo~ ln g
agcdnst the guerrillas The VC Here too ~ie ll hidd en i 1 the darkness of t he
comnour1 and the IIDs wuld have been ea sy tzr gets Hi th the street lights i n
back of them The s2r- a nt ca lled in for nlGre patrol They arrived soon 8pn0
were spread out arourd the area No one e~cept th ~ IPs Has to be permitt~
in or out of the ares
No sooner Here the c eck p oi ts s et un lhe n a bl C_ck civilia n car of old
vints g carre tear ing d Oi m t Le s tree tOIi rd the e Mbass y- The liPs yel l ed at it
to stop - firiLf Har nine shots The dri ver stopped for a moment t he n char gd
ahe ad The rjps OVmcd fire 5 riddling middoth e car a nd its cc cupn t brifg n g it a
a sPloking halt as it c ra hed into the curb I~ r 2 H le n the dyin g dri ver -m
eX2 rn tned they f01~nd a ha l f d ozen ID cards on h im He a DrcJ ~blf provi E
trans por ia t i on f or sorf~ of t he Vie - c o n~ in t h e middot- t C - Q
Paul v~as t h rl s ent to tl e s llDplymiddot de ot a 1iLle Cltl a half BvJay lit h anot] 1middot
HP to r 1 a mnmi tion D1linp t e tr ip t h r a Ji 0 contil1led to 1e Ol t h orr c
U])OY111 01r opound Fra yLie calls fro m noia 8 U1yl er a tt8 C -Tero st i ll cOTlin~ i n Vhe n
t i)EY re t rned to t he e JTbassy ui t 1 he 2 mlnuni il they c ould h p-Ci r a l t OF - tic
f r C ] 19 f r o e 1middot 1 P _ feu blocks 8 Ha r Rep orts ha d Pre~ det1c J J8C flmiddot e O ei ) Orrbull i v C1 shy
in tha t the p( ace ha b ee 0 (pound 111111 The r oports -iorb u vrue but ampt tha t rc
tl e re ua s no ay of s e na l cting f~ et fr mn _ictio - f rom hyste rica I lmor Thi ~
HaS the s i tuatior_ Paul and tr~ r est of lc l-iPs fL ced (13 they loo-ced fit t he US
t he ery symbol of A1TGri-a n De ence in Vi e t ni ll j n enG I he 3E
lI Ie thought i-T he d lost ill f an lmiddotr b tLa ton 1
Hte di n t knOf hu it 0111 ir11i I
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
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of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
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bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
vOlud begin Hha t ki nd of an or En a tion No one knJ as ye t They had tried
to larrl a h81icopt r Hith six )1 n on t he roof of the enL 8ss y but intEnse
automatic fire frem t he VC in the COr1poun 1 Houni ed tha gUTIlB r in t h e helie opter
forcing it aHa y Hovr nany Vietcon g H E 8 in the C onroourJ or embassy build i ng
They still didnt knmro
The He~k lmiddotght of early d clEn b e ga n to shoemiddot Just about t hfm P2u1 s
ijTpatiencG got t he bett8I of h im and H e n t wo 1 5 ar r i w in a jee p at his
checkpoi nt he tc-td t hem to man the s t ati on Clnd he r turned to t he s a rgeant
at his cornrr-=l nd point ac the l e ft cern r of the e a s smiddot al l Pauls c onmanu Lng
officer C3~ta in Nicuae l Ches e1 had also 2rr j l_d It fa ) time to s ~t f-
moving but fi rs t tle l1Eoede 3 0 9 r e cortnaisanceuro to f i lD out Tha t the sjt ua tion
-as in t he e mJelssy ground s~ The n th ~y c ouJd eel 8 HLa t to do Can Ln Chester
dE cid ed to ma e a d as l to the annex bl~ ild i ng a d j a ce n t 0 t e C OTTlO On J Ha l l an
find out middothat h r d happen f rom the r~n Jmiddot he~middote He to ld ~a to s ay bac ~ o
Paul did n t li -e t ha t i d ea an poirc out to t he cnptain t ho em NP had b e8 n
shot by s n i pe r f i rEgt coming thl o q31 JhE f r on lJ ge t_
11111 c over you 1i Pal~ s a i d He had his N 16 a u olta t ic r ifle r ead y f or
action
~Okal l et s go11 s a jd t e c aptlaquo in ~
The t wo 1 en moved anid ly ncr 5= t e str emiddot Lh c ap to~ in stoD~ed b e hi nd
p 1 t a l ead of hmiddotLmiddot m 1 1 t i nn r middotfmiddotV
) cv~ middot-middot fr middotrvr ee to t reea t ree a rK atw Hen I bull ~ 11 = - ~ ~
unt l t ie ca pin reacl-Ed the gate to he ~rmex anl Pa 11 imiddotrene be y orl hi m t o
H got to t h~ 5 (ntry be W ltH t 11 ra tr h 8~e J ie middotu ltnC3C po] i c rgt-Z n S )IEd to
121 A lte l (rY t (1 ~ 1 On c ~~ an jP middot~DG 1)ri n L a r~ ~ nS0 t h( 1811- ~ (l 1 13 ~J( p - - ~ lt
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
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his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
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of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
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bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
near the gate tryi nr to e e i ns i d e t he co rrp omrl P2ul got to him ad ask middotd him
hat he knm The HP told him tha t there middot~e re VC L ls ide the c Ol1T)ouni bllt he
diclnt knO jT or they vie r a or if they -[ere in t e 81-1 ass y buildi ng Fur the r
dmll1 past the ga te a Iarine in civilia n c lothes w s als o at the Nell lying
on his s tomach a nd looking t hrotgh t he hole ade b y the Vi tcong i nvaders
He Has s hooUnpound irrt-o he comp oilld 1middotJi h h i s pis tol Paul de a quick da sh to
th e rr9ri ne lt nd got d o~middot 1 be side him T e -=l r ine pointed t hroug 1 t le hol euro at
t o VC b oUe s a f e T f eet 8 vay ins id e t 8 C OiiiP OU He told Paul the Vietc ong
had probably n~d e the hole middotrith a s a tcre l ch3rge of plasti c El)~nl c i ve He sedci
th818 Here f rom ten t o thir cy of t heT1 i nsid e Th 1e ere rra r i ncs ins ide too
he said but I E d d t k (Y ) if the y e re d e d or a l i v e 0
111Inat do y ou t i nk H Olg t to do1I a sk ct Pvl
tlI d l ike to go in a l ge t them II s a id tre l i I sounl ed Kind of r a sh
since t i 8 lB Has no middotray a s ye of get t ing in Hit hcut gc middot tine intantly killed
But the l o gic of t Ie id ea h mres cd PauL The VC Tere in t 1ere a they d i dn c
b el onpound t her Tla t la s as simpe s t o a nd t HO ITa es f UT SO H no eo in
a loAJ J rYe middotfV t lel 1e 1 g - l h OmiddotmiddotTbull - 0 aeLgt + lnbullbull Tlmiddoter middotr lt s oy one s ~ nlt~ lb 1e -a Trb I J tn 0 v BU- U U bull ~ T= w ~
in thr ou gh t
Vitile everyone L euro in t ho i mrccl i a t e r uns ei thor flat 0 t he Vocrxl Oi
b e iro cover Pq 1 llloved back to he si de of the ga t _ ar f ire i ns id e t r yin to
d i l fire fro 1 tl e vee Th2 obj e c t i vGi s to c l 3) a s any of t he VC as n05s ible
fc o i Clr o lr-c1 t h 3 ga t e a - J Ie frc)Dt o f t h e 0105 bull b u d inpound o T e mar ne c overeuro
of the gate ParI a c V move 1 G LIe -i L a ra t erpo()Pml f r om t he otler s middot
or fl m r 1101 Hlt- shov at the flf~middot1-~
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
For fiftee minut~ he sh ot at Cln vLing t ha t moved He kneH he kllle
four VC fron the gate S rl d er l y the Tnarine yelled over to Paul sayi ng thamiddotii
there Tas a VC on the opp osite vide of the 1111 Paul quickly grabbed a gremde
frOl1 his flak jdcke v pu11ed th e pin a d toss e it ove r t e a ll B-2 heard
it go of f He t hen Irent to the other side of the pa t am th le~l a grenade over
tha t side
At about thilt ti me Pauls DlatGO~l l eader First Lieute m nt Ja rr-s s Case
had dliven a j eep up al o g the middotmll a stoonecl b e fore r a chin e the ga te ar~l
got out to as s-ss the s itua t ion Paul told t he lieuteYl2 nt t ha t he Ha n ted to
try to force the ga t e one n Hith the j eep The lieutenant thought i t a s -Tort [
o try Paul c1il lb5d in ani e a sed the j ee p u-p to the 8a te at an angl e tr rLg
to Dtgt h t e ga -le in But he couldn 1 t b r ea t r oue t e Cb3ins Pa ul Len
backed t Ie j e ep up and it c lOSE to tJ Iall He l C3(l - up hi l-16
H5 th a ncr ra ga7ine an j p8d up 0middot ( tle j e ep f nlhielt s t1ck his r ifle 0 er
Jthe wall lt- rid s t ac t ed fir i ng a ga i ns t t 1e base of t he f o~j-hi concrmiddote -Dar eDe
hie l ~il a c r03S t h e f r on of the In _ss bulrl ing He t n cot d 01m a 1 looked
over th e si t 14i ti o1 f r the s ide of the ga te He t 1e n re t 1r ned to -vhe )( 00 of
the j e e p and p i c hotst t he b CYl ies had 0lrcady s at to l ~ke SlTI8 t 1ey H 1e
de~cd A d ead VC -Ta s one l ess threa t -(0 h is 0 n l ife 0 0tber VC Here s till fid ng
at the dll f rom hidden (0 i tio IS in t e c oromd But it s ee r-oed that t18
more t he y f ired the no-gte Pa 11 tmiddotras ctErrni ec t o n S l~ t 8 l
Paul got d omiddotm f rom the j eorh He t old P J ieu emIT t hat he 13 8 going to
hoot tc l ock and c 1ain~ 0 pound t 18 pa we arJ go - The ieutcru~nt he i- middot t ed 1
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
I H2nL~j to go in I Hanted to go in bad I had fmnl out th t bro of lilyshy
btddies - - the ho HPs in Jha t first fa t-rol had b ee n kill _d by thC38 VC
I had lwrJod Hith one of the tc the night before I la s Dre tty Ul)Sl t It
Paul told the lieutena nt an) the s a rgeant to cover hhn from bot sides
at the s-te and to ftre the ir 1t- 168 int o the compou This would keep t 18
VC fr om lootinG ati him Hhile he las shooting the cha ins off the gl+8 ldth his
It 5 e meG rod for- a 20 yeal old pr ivaJ e first cla ss -(0 be giving i ns t rucshy
tions to a lie tena nt a sargesn ts a f ~w COlDCra Js afd ot lers
But nob cdy kneH ha t to do II Paul s ays r t obcdy d id nrthing Ever b cdy
l1a8 lai ing for s om-b cdy to s a y s one t hing 1 - I s a id it a n they ~-j() nt alon g
Iirith -~
It tod h i m s i x l Our s to bre ~ le cmiddot amiddotns Ilhich he t h n pullc off t f
gate 0 Th n h _ r eloade his l - 6 Hi( his lAs t lra paz i ne Dut t VO ore ff r-en0c1 es
on his f a _jac (c ( an~ t hou SIm ng t e a te nan
This H S i l ~
The ya1 ratche Pat S Ol~ ~ E t t i flhVmiddot 1rl y l oJody exnected h illl to ~e t
far beyer t Ole gatE Penl himsel f la gt car ee ltI He kn M he d middotdn t iian to die s
a e knell U12t he mi ght be l iving 1 middot la ~ t mo~)n u Ye t llO t i ng c ould s t op i T
from goi ng i n
e ey asy buil ng At one poinHe rent i n He r an f st rnd 1 iT toiat
he s epp_ over a VC r ~ et l atiltc - e1 ~r-lng i n h i s 11 t The 0 hers
t e ~-
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
111 u ed t o run cross- co ntry in Gch ool curl it he l Ded II Fn t l e l a i ns lt
I r a n f a st n
tJhen he got up Cg2 j nst t he buil d i ng Hal l he 100 ~d around Nothing -ras
moving A dead VC lie a fevT f ee t aHa y fr om h From inside the e bassy a
Tiltl rin3 10 ( out a him tho ough the pledgl as Hi n O-I beside t 8 door He seo d
pe t rified to e Paul t ere
I a ske him if everyt hing H s all ri ~p r ela t es Paul if thele Ter e
a n VC i n ide o He said nobcd y got i ns ide evelyth~ ng Ha s s e c ~re I as ked hi m
to open t he doo_ a six- i nc thic~ ch -rry 110ed dO Ol~ tr i e but the lac
Has j Brrml bull II
yel 1fltl from t e ga t e They h9d s en t h Ead VC
r oll ov e r a d t rc~ a ena e a Paul ~ P ul h1d f e l t t e grE nad e b o C0 off
his l eG ut he didn t knml uhel e imiddott had c or f ro bull H SaiT it on the gtOUlj
r ead to go off~ Hheurore ~d it c ort2 frc It 1-ns amiddot Cl i n~se COTmuni st r na e
ui h a han I e (-1 it arrl 1 e ~een rna of them At f i r s t
to t hE e rass l evel b e l OrJ t e c oncrete m ranemiddotmiddot O t he u ilding But he kne~I he
c ould n t reac t a t a r in t i me s~ he j ned li t er all on t h middot boo of Ihe
s UPPo3cl l r d en VC lyi ng a f vr fe almiddotamiddot r olli ng be i m hiJIl to shie l d hi Iself
f ro7l the mpact of t he mrnl cs i on Th8 [-1e 1 euroI uent off qltic ly and o VC
boo to most of i i rmac A s rra l l p e e of srrltl on l piermiddotc e b e C - 0 1
Paul s ha3 a n it s treed ta b let cHi b l d sat middot nai8 He eye l ig ~ t
h to g lt aHa f r j1 ~ e ve I t FJ S t1en th I Paul r ea izcd t1a t the gre i f e
II j umpe up is ~n ble i a g hn- c t fl n n thE C iT23 hi i n r
a n fir~ his H- 16 ~t ~lhc b ed ymiddot He fir 1 lt~ lcJst l It a f 1 flti7ic n~ore ou of
f e r c l~n anLJ~ Thn i JlJTrImiddotl C ) agaikt t ly In i ld in~ nl1l h c c
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
1)
his 11-16 3g8 6ine a nd S8H t he he a J only t hree r ocds l ef t
Paul ye11ed b ac ~ to the ra t e y III nec 811111m t t i on I have no 8ITffi _ i t i on 11
HeitTlhile he took a h gren8d c~ 1)~lled -G Je Din a nl h uld it i n his i g l hancL
Then h~ starter wa lking slO1d y along t he build inG Ha l l t cr Tltll -G the left c or 8 Y
At that moment a VC r 2i1 fr om arow ih e left s e of t c bu i d in and Tra d e
a leap at the com-oouLd Ha l l in an atb n l) t to ge t ove r it The la Yinc Tho had
been Haching from t middotw hole in the Hall shot at him b u t i 3s e bull Pa l ai _6 at
him i th his i-16 fi r ed his las~ three 1 0 n s a nl the VC fell e ad to t he
groun bull
Paul Has 11 0i completely out of anmmni tio All he had Ha s the h2nd erenado
There vla S a d e VC l ying l j r ht in f r ont of hi m Hi th a Chj_ as e Co 11U l is t
AKmiddot~Li 7 autorra tic rifle Paul picked it un ch ec e the ca z i n _ It Ha s full
_and there iTas a rourd in t he fir i f chaber
He yell ed back at the gB te aga i l t ha t be las ou of arnmuniti n No one
bad yet t r mm him rrmuniti oD
11m going to t hrOn this fenace at the n5xt euy vih o C Ol~ S in h e re vTi t h out
a m nmi tion II Fa ul el l ed lt
The me at t w fa t e then threH in s -e ra1 b o~e of [l In tion to a n H
s argent J a In Shook vTho had e ramiddot I e halflmiddotmy into the c ornpound t o-Har d t e m lt- sy
building The s a rgeant J re middot thre of them to Paul ~ Pa ul ie e1 up h i s 0 1
H-16 a nd put a neT ea z i ne i n o it a nd th _n dis car d ed e Ch i nes AK- L7 Ji t h
the gren d e i n one ha nd and he 11-16 i n t h ot e l~ he s 8 118 mov i ng along t 8
W 11 touar d t he c 1ncr of tle b u l dinoo
At tha -- l~ om It a VC Ti t h an oKmiddot ~7 l ung over is s houl er ca r-pound sc~ al(b i n~
ar tn- (1e c crne r on a ll fn ur nd T i ed to a ke 0 1 lJe hi nd a f l oler f lot
He mt t ba v e een s llrnri s ed to s ee I a kltJ o n y a f C H fee t nH~L - 1 m 0a ll1
ac t e q1 ~ ic -1 bull
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
I c ould Id rl2 kickd h i i n e fa ce til t s h - c1 0~J I Has to t c or t s bull
C1I lOt h 1 ul t j m i n tto e faCt~ Oot him goed II he 3 (1 c1 Le ~ nt1 the am~
At t he C O~1 er Pal~l stO(lpcl an 10rht f a ~ ~ cC)rll 0 It 15 a ll oren
Th p _ middotrebull ~I was n t goi ng to t8ke a C 8 lce _ g~~ rl-t-l _ co _ bulls~llv_~ lT1 lny 1lt1 1 -3 I
Th e gee middot-e hid kill ed throe VC I-lho h a d b een Hai ti~ b tlL re It -las anothe~
ins Lanc6 in Hu icn Pa u ha S vt~d h i s lif _ by ali c i n (in6 o
Hlf I hadl t thro t ha ~ grem -l e lId b e d ead So ) Olle i s h ol T)i rlg me
I do t- knol h o t t Fe S o It ml~ Goo ~ I he x pl a ils II I Gat a l ot of c onf i d en(middot3
ltJft er I got -Ih 033 1
Ircth 1 in s~J0ulder to h o d r After qll~ clr ex~ul tnil ~ th middot~ b olies t o 31-e ue8
t h e VC i[ere d ecd a n- the aea cl ea r he h eader to~middotard tl ~ r eer of tle b uild i ng
They r oun (gt th c or 1121 s L )dy t h -n nov~cl f r on -101lt 1 po tJ fl o = r pot un i l
Paul r eac h ed the r rer door o It y s lex lt H bull
A ma rine f r om a JvoD a bui d ing at j a en t to t c comno Ul c l I ed d m to t el l
them tha it -ra s l rcBl in b~ c lt By t e n tle Lont l aw of t h - C N-J0 m-xl Ii S
cl a r am t h Hs ha sta rted coming i n P 11 an t e Sal g23nt ca l l ed f o sona
a u l C e sen ~ [oU of t en + 0 ~earch t r u gh s to c ortle a roUl 1 to t h b ack
t he caYs i n the D 3 kinr ara to rr11c S 8 tl a 0 no VC toe h i i ng th8re
Just t en t e 5a18n ( thOlgh t he S 311 s ome middotl in e n ov a non 80re barr e l
lh r ~ a 8 ~ll a ntgt Ycorr cnild 1 ne to chec 0 t e C OlinouT I t 1110 t e
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
rhH-3 s tUC GO v lla in H ch r e (~ire Colo jmiddotl GeoC03 J aco ~on tl-te mi s i oL
Lcoar l nt) t o_ ard t hiri hi ghvs T] S c iviL i n in V etl-r lLre Pa ul gJt to v e
They f ou-Ll a pnir 0
ani m l e up the stone S E)PS jnto the building Tney lei 8W tha t so~~ thing H a s
con g Pa 11 and the 11l3 rine 3arg~JI p o a j t he ir h ads i nto t he ent_a nc bull
Light H S c oni n g frcJ1n the ki t c i Pa ul y-al ed
Ilflili ary po15ce Is an one i 9de
Yes said a 10 ce fr o1 u rs t i rs II y~ Colone l Jac obs on Im middotp s middot3 i ts
but th r e s 0n1 3ood d mrnsiai ls Hatch 0 t
At tha t i swnt the VC Hh o hd b een hidin6 b eh i nd t he ki tchem entr nca
usiIYved fir ing his du vma tic Heano 0 Paul a t 1euro s arge got out of t e H a y
j ust amps the VC car out of the s hat 0 nl i nto t he 1i eht r he VC had i (~
them b a h9ir Fro m the o1r0~id e Pa ul a nd t l e ~ argeant fir SOlT-3 r 01t s a
en ~rmce
Paul ca l G f or s o = ~n to StUTO thc b uildi ng anl nlo-ide c OV 1
Fo a mome j ther~ a8n l t uch t ey c u d de Paul an~l t e lBrine Hal ed
acourl he h ous e l ooki n g f or a yay i n Tbmiddot-~y f ont 8 S e dOll~ ott 10 rIas loc i- (10
Paul shot off tle l ac The n he t oo t T O [rre nat es and r oll-l t he li ns idc Q
The y uent off but t ey d id no i 1 t he VC Hho H -lS still h i ding i the kite e n
Paul and the mrine tl lt- 1 env i nsid e
They foun t he rse l res in a dining r8 lT1 Hith a I e rca t able a rrl c ar The
Hi r( Ors Here Den ~ nd t c r ras n er ty of dayliQlt The y C~ ued t e room side
entr~l ce to t he kitC1 n S e nly t cr hem s hoV COlnin a t t11cm P ul s ay
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
the muzz l e opound t L VC1s Pi Ie ~ ti ckil1 g OU of t C door Jar PTul l ea p to h 8 side
t he rifl e in i l e f middot 1)1 gra boe hol d of t 1e 1rJ r i rl -= I i (h is r i ~h u l r m ccnd
dr a gge h m bc~ i OO a 2 1e f or c o e 1 o T e rrar i na ~ s i n gr Clt a i n
HHelp rrc out of h r help li2 0 t of hlt r e1I he c r i ed cent
Paul ~Clllej ouL middotide rOT son one to c over the Hi n a [ while he d r a g t e
rr9rin_ out to the pa tio Hhen t ley uere outsid e Paul nlaced his he l me t un-le l
the rrai i n s f ee so tha t the blor-d i-fOuld n ot lCrl ve tis head and c a use sh -x k
He via s b3d ly middotmiddotrotmd ed in the gr oin a~ 1 c ould not b ~ mo[d 0
PaLll yell ed for SOlTGone to bring him Gear ga8 h i l e imiddotra i ti1g he c o re r c--d
the door Hi th h is r ifle Hhe n cm HP b olght h i l t ie O[ts Paul to o one of t e
ca rmis t~r3 r a n around t e f r o t a p(1 t oss i t i n t e f r ont d oor att tnn t i ng t o
go t it n t h e i tchLn Hhere -t he VC a3 hu i n Th cann ~~ t r b o c ed 0 f t Ie
ed be of t e Idtc 8 doonray a nd 1- 9 t lf f in e f o e r Pan then r a n ba t
the s id e d OOl and thri ~ T trT C c n i s 31 i ns e He fc 1 ack He ad cauF l - a
st on Tiff of t gt ga s a nr f O l1l01lmt HaG rC COIl3 by a sicke 1in g middot tingirJ g
f e e l ing t nr m ghou h i b od- A lie ut em nt aTi 1 BP hel ed Pa ora ar
11 middot he Die t r d i n Life lra6amp 7 I~ sa I Via ifoanbull e I middotI3 S n 1t I Has j s t
oveYco nE b y t Ie pas I P a l r oel ~e ~
The l i e u e n~ nt i-IHnt c Pa 1 to ge t c u t of the a r ea HE~ told Fa t ha t 112
mom nt he f e l t bemiddottter e got a ga s rras f r om o e of t h e jTP s a lyJ S iJ8 r t e 1 a c
to t hG h ~use On t h e yJay h~ r Crll i oj t at C (~lonel J a c o s on~ Dst--LrS i n he 1OilSe
had no rras c s o h e r a il b c ~ d al gi g loh8 oto gla l~hlt~ r s and eHs r~n 1 10 middotere
Har lli n p ov er the ar2a ltI n g a n ) her mas i f r o [ fe ll er -W e
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
Be r a n back to t e h01l3euro ri t h t h lT3S liD 0 the c o1on~ it ( ca u l t it at(iT
no So Pnu1 thr hirn is 0~ L P -LS 1 aol r cl ins of an un tio1 T e c o OD
1 then told h im t hat there _ t~IO othC13 ~ri hiTl1 if 0 m Jec ga s a k~ bull So al~ I
r an ba ck t o t he fr ont to rct tro mO 8 nasks and also got h o j of s orre tea ga s
cam-listers Hhe~ he got ba c k to t he house ho t ooscd the n~sk al to cannisters
up to the colonel
It too me abou t e i ght to t e th r ~~s to thrml all of this stclf up t -ere
By a rms He l ~ killin g 1 It r ol ates Paul
TT1en t his Has d on ~ a n IT major c O-line -Co Panl s aid b roug 1t t HO 1l0f e
tea -gas cannis e Z s 0 Fa and t e l ~l j or b r -e tro l-l ind o s in 1middot middot middot11a a n l
thrvw t 1E YO ca Dis 112 s in This t i m tb e VC c auld no l one r ke i middot He r zn
u~ t e ei r e ul r s taircRse n 1e fOYe f t ring his dfle j but C _onal J aco 3011
shot h
111 got him shout e t h c olan~l lie r~ on q
Paul au t e ln j or h-s ita t ee d a morre t nmiddot nco t
a gremd e in h i s and J ic 1middot mud go off at - ) mon~nt o Bu t hen n ot 1irq haDpen2
G ey 1-7 nt un~ tair s 0 The b crly lie ~ ~)l 1ing ha l f fa UD the stl i rcase The VC
was v t i ng ~~ k s i r t ani gre-n rO1selS G
BHe s pre t r shot P II Pa ul r l ates He ms the 1 S ( VC alife
Paul ehecKtd 1 e boiy f or 03sib le b oo tr~n~ He f ounl hing0
An ) t hu as t h2 8 of it o 11 avtle of th el jass~r -las over o
attl e oej his life o h i s i n rlt blA younrtTile col nel cancra tula~
sold i er wh o he t o3sed him Ule Di middot01) H 10 vTould n Ie giv~ lp ill tmiddot 1 the j ob r s done
e ~ d iRe it p0=3si 1There rere F1Y i n fae t u 10 o~led t J i1 11Vt2 ( a
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
to recnntUlC t 18 PI1 ns CO(l)ouni loni~ e fae ny of t ie ot 1C li oi nts i n t h_
~s nac bar f o s a Nic t Ho r ~ n It r ui te s e a t 1d hgtpnancd bull But he 0
COD~ atulated Hh - r ver l 8 la lJ s HPs a n nur i nes s out his a -1 3 t ed him
on the should Br as he vIal lt a ck to he f r o lJ of trt e n J- s bull
HI vrent bac k to se e Th t I had d on II he r EC aunts I Hent back to the
gate and I -la l arou xl j us t t ~- salle W3y I Itnt i n nd lao at every thing
to se e ( a t I h cl done I had to -c li a m I r~ ~ sure I di i t~ I had on ofe
t he g s p i nch lr in the s to rlake Sl-re it HS ra l Not hillg VI s c otnpre en e-
at the t i Thera la no time conceptiomiddot t 11 I t seErred l ike one In i n tll I
bar y tle ne t mi nute I ad en bull d oing tha v stul L I kn I had d one i t I H3 S just loJd~ri e rh t ha -1 rra e ne
do U And I onder l h o-r Tany till ~3 bullbullbull I t r i e to C()UTIIJ h0-1 rra ny ti Tas I
should have Eat ki l e 0 I C 0 1 n t count t i rh
a ~ ncn l culatec risk F st at tle ga t e
RUlminB un to t e gat e Then en I g OG to L1 gate T s tuck my h~ad in t 1
h ole lh n I I t +0 t he gat e ga middot n ne I ~ s on t op of t he j eep~ The n I
Wen J i nsid_ Un t o t hs dO OL H e J e f ren1r1e ould ave hit me I middotthe e lt
a nybol a li e i m id e of t C O Il~)OlLrd - hen I 1I nt i nside bull i-lhen t hat guy-middot I
Ha 3 looki ng rig t -t i n te f ace 1t
The 1 ori t lmt 8 Que1 t H S n ~ r the v r y end in C olon~l cT obson 8
v1 1= _~ h l ii vue 0 1 n gt d shydeg1_ 1a H 10~ ll the TI r r1~ b ~ ~ _ dt Ii g ot 5h -- II B e v 000 0 hit so it 8S
trif i 0 Ii
17
of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
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of Y In he t l ke rl S 0 lT~ny ris ks hy hoJd n t h e pJa Ad it safe ~ n(e he ~la middot
th re Hou~dn t have een nr hinr
But the irres is tible uqmiddot to do so ~ctl1ing had lla1 a hbl go ba ck to t h)
c e nt er of action h3 t d ces one t hiT1l( of a s on8 nr8p- r ~ to risk de3 t
hlh tHere Pauls thOlg ts a s he Ha s a out to en tnr t he ga te
HI t1ought ci a lot of thin ~gt~~ he eca l l s Fi t I a cbull r 1 a l l I
thought I d idn t Hant to die Then I forg ot about ~ha t fer Bor r eas on
I dont knop or a t t as 0 ras I -(hought of y b ld -fd O ~J i t IJl r Hhen I
la s in j urnp s ch o)l l ase J 1L1e JerL of ()6 m b udd L our t om t e kid I g ~
UD wi hJ t he 11 I plav d ba l l Hit 1 a1 - g He got kille~ Fa 1Ll Smc-te
Has his nlr ~ They l3TTxl a VHT p os t af er h m And I c oul d t n ~ of Pa U ani
the t i ng He used to do lt r I caul t hi U 07 him being G( A l~l r i gh t i8n
is 1hen I foun-l 01 t t e b ra gu Q aCl
I as t l ei t ha t e tuo iiPs i ns i c e ltre ~lr bmiddot b l y d -ad 0 The Here g u middot8 I Has
Horldng with Tha t s 11 en 1 knew I ias going i J ide rEV- lihen I 1 0 ~ed t
that ~lY in t he f ce I could ~ bckE t h t gllJ in t e f c e I hOUlt of
Pa ul a nd i t ktlPt pus l i l g 1~0 r ther~ I VIas scarc( eyer r ~ (eO of e a 11
Duri ng that hour i rrledia t] l y f oll clin Jt 1e he le )ort rs in~r-
vieHed Pa l A Dres~ i l orllu t ion of ficer h~ br oug I Paul to t - renorters
li th t he b-ckgtOUll( noise of gUYIS fro m otlL r oatul es in t he c it an i t h-n
oigJ t of VietconG b Clie~ s pr~iiled out on t V) 1m-m t hoy Hr )te d O n lcdr s tories
in he - ~ or i ng aue 8 I n describi IE tail ) 1e re t er rr ote
Hi s gr li1 fac e a~ tlr tc _ i nr~ as he t olc his story ane a yr j or ren t- nut
h is alln arum he r lth 8 sho- dC13
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
IJ bull
The n-J13 of Pc ul 112ale ITO- d aD oar n prae i CalJ y every rf r i ~an nnT ~aper
e rrbass y i n Sa ico of lici h~j b e m held urrJ e- s ieEgt b~r e C l)lmiddot bDn
liberat d i n s ix holYJs The stor i e s ould b f f 11 of the i neviL3 ble in3 c cu12 c ic~
but the _ -ra8 Hould be thcr ~ J if Pa ul had no ( b ecn t here the s tor HOlUct
have been ver y d iffe nt~ The f i g tin g I ould 3ve gar~ on f or homs 10 g r nel
the Horld in a s t e of shoe u n1 d i sbelie f middotroul 4v e Ha t e ed as A lt3 ricans
inflic t ed grea t damage on th~ir crm e bas y in Sa igo in or d er t o dis lcrl ge t e
enemy
One )0 - e1 101ha t amp003 on i n a a ion s c onsc iousne33 Then it relds of t h
heroisn of one J O n6 s old i e r H 10 n3G~a to r e )m tha s e l f ~middotrdtle o t of 200 million
oeonle in a morrm v of h tti l i ati on 0 1 8 Horl el~ how TolUC of t 18 ~ i gnif -cance of
the s e events Here urrJ ers coo b y a soohi5ti cate co l ex m t j on so 8iltn ly
d epen~l ent f G i t s e i sta ce on 12 spirit an gu s of housals of h Ie lty yar
oll s giving gencr us r f t le i r ivcs cno l i m 10 d i e a nin 8 n 0 ose a n
a rm or a l e g at tHe t r-- thes e Her e th~ s a c l iL es of an amy of ~enelolS yout s
wh os e fat ler ~~ d e und t e u ti rlte f the ir 3 cn~ f ox- r e2SltX no t entirel
urr2ers t ocxl b t em Jlv8$
Becau~e 01 Pa1 ~_ t e eribas r -ras l e to ODen tha t orni n- almost on t ime
V en Gener a l Ve t more l nd an Air lssa gt Bun e1 1 L t up t 0 se~ Co one l J aCOD on
in his off ice in he embassy bui di ng t _e c olonel ca l le f or P l -h o H~l S b e irg
nter-riued by the pres3 Pa ul uent up to ree t Ie Gen_ra C) 1 Am assa or shy
his elders t 13 rcpre en ~~ t i es of hl res ide li Lose ( e c i s i 1S J e r eSf 3ctcj
H toJr1 t leil H l middott ha hanoened ani H ~ a i he had d on bull T ey c ongra uL t e - ~a ob e ye
hi bull
fgt anlhile b a ttl es lltlge cls dllel8 i n Sa i 2(n a r
0
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
nH)anS OJ Ed f or rlt1ul o He nove on to ot1gtr lat cl e s i n t le city h op i nG to
h il1sel Lh i t k lol1~d 81C ltdtSl rH) 1-1 s mcia J Or rh t111tic s fc~ br1vcry
op por L w d tie lich he HOule DDt b e able to resist r ~ sk 1hi h hE uopld1v ltJ
to tttk ~ b eCcl llli8 lat HS t he n8tJI8 of Paul Heal ey
III iklS s CEl r e-l I Has scar8~ for t ll~ rest of t l e time be ca IS _ if I did
it Ol1ce~ I I rltht do it are i n ani I might ge t k i lled t~le nc ( time But once I
got i nv olvod I j us t l-ante to -eep o going
By all ca l culati ons hi s l i f e s hoilld haVe e n e It t he e mbas sy He did
not Hant to d ie 01t he had exne c ~e to die 1110 Hmucl ha ve be t h- t he Hould
have 81 rvivej -Jba t in~middot rance sales)I1a n s t3nd i n at t e eTb~ s y g1 t e Hi t h
Pa Hocld have vr i t ten h i m a poli cy He had given a ll nd e hELd urvi vcd 0l
I t H i S l jlC b e ing reb or-n like b e inG gi en a s ecord lif e after h8vi g sacr ificed
the n r middot
I had to hi nk and mt e s ure I did it I had one of t ilf guys pi nch jT_
to 11gtce 5Ur8 it 0 5 1 eel S oihing ja s COIlPl e 1lt31dE a t t he t i rrE Thert~ Ha s n o
ti JlE conccm ~inn at a ll
nYe t) I he said l a V3r a f t er re ieing t le e n ire i ncreui Ie exper i enc t I Ie)
do it aSain i1 ~l r~ inute l
n G t iyr
to e~ t iash up ) c 1lt1 nclt~ cloi 125 or t~ ke 2 br~a ~ He gtttl sent f r oP1 one plac Ln
the c ity 0 anoth8 C f i nd ing Cl 110llent s OTIipiJfJere i n t he priddle of i t a l l to go
d crm GO the 17 t I Fi 1( Has tal t o ave the ie ee cf s rcnrJc l 1211 (Vtd from he
b Cck of his harcl a 1(] t hJ 1j Cu r l cleancc1
III vTan J euro -d t o keep cn Fo i ng Pa w rcl2tc s II I did n t kno I He ~ vi rc 3 o l
ITh en be f i nal ly got to b od ltd~ Ler t l ~ r Jy-n no h otTIs of uni nterlu-pJr1 action
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
20
bltt ~ o(l Il(-~r t he c relt_) f ~~bas J I e h3 TVll ltI l a r 7m i t ion shu -L ~ t o C1 11 I f
do~ e n djfl ercm t rl V l e t)OlrrL8 i n t h c i t e i nc l nd i lf t 1e gri s ly si middot ~ D( r
officers q - r tcT on t e lay to T n ~~on Jh11t a i rn or t u ert six eltm BPs ~~erB
It tvG t~ic nt - t H hot sLo fi na J 13
get the bcdi e ouc
For the n xt f ew -Te pound 3 Fau l --5 assignE t o d riving t 12 duty of fi ce r aroUld
tIl e city in middotmiddote lve -holJr shi f tti e On FEbr lY 6 bece H aS a re~Od a 1 SEl v ice
f o t e ]e n k i 11 d d Ul i g t 1e ba U le i n Sa i g on 8fte r T f ch there a s ~ -Tar
ceremony ing Hh i el Pa d nd ra ny of his b diepound r e ceived tho Er ell H S t r c-f
V-middot lor e La r at an ot e r c e rETnon h 8l by t hmiddot) Vietnal1e~e go r rr rnt Faul H2 middot
e l as the onl y A licn d e cora1middote d
by the Vi e tnames e g07e rrtriCn0 f or t he pc t on in Sai 011 ll s pictul Fas nr i nt s
in t he Vmiddot ftnarmiddot~ s e 1 sc~er8 The Viet-e lng ~-~ Feu s o c t lJlE or nnOlln-c t ~ t
they a put il rice n 111 S eac -in ic h nmiddot_arr~
out to V t h illl
But th GlUe ~ 3 P 1U hzd ~e n vting for f i nl11y c aT) rocch _nd ientyshy
the Vietn Tn Of i ch had fJ l n os t c aiTI h i m for rc He r e tur llecl in 0 Ie p i e c(
He an gone 3111 a art i nary Ar ~iic ~ n 0 bull tgt rettl tieuromiddot~ to ~ s t o a her o
Thor bull3 (0 It middotilt _corc c]~ 11 -igns in Holbro l~ si gruJ i n re middotI ~ l- Ci7~ Pa ul did
not C Olr~ f rOflt one of the r CI Cir i nfJ l1entiHl f a) lili es i n CIn Hi s f a d - y lieS
onE oft e rUI1 l al e j u ri1i115~ middottlIotltUOl3 S ou ~ Dos en f anilie t hat d
I
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
1( -
thG Br cgtckton tO~1 lin~
ii ph ~rs f o 0 1 l ~
ha j vc 18ft f01 Vi e hn lIl 0 i f Y lJ2 o~ 18 But F~ iJ H S not ord i nry _ h~ c1
e neny of t he Ha He h cl cnULVC
to be ce lebrtted t h t same IJed en t he l ea p ear A so it a d e c i d ed by t e
t Oi l f a t her to hold a qelcon~- Oi C cererlony for Paul in 18 t i1 selE c t a ll s
offi e a 13 3 2 J o~ cmiddots i G1 so t gt thcJe t OlJ1 IS )C pl H 0 s o d e siltv c oul c
I snO J hE~vil tILt evening of Feuluary 2 but it DEle e G1iTm s l ar g
of fi ce as crmc euro PaLl ani vcd n i t his f ami l y ~eCt ring his dress uniform5
h is a irbcrn 1 0 s a n t p o 1075 of r i bb ons on i e c po e T el E1S 0 mistaking
d eS C1ib e J i n he n Jmiddotg3~)(rs Hi f ( middotas Atnre f roJ1 _le Vi e ra)S36 amp1111 is
bl ClG he i r l cel cr n c hj_ s brG~r 1 urIo~icc1 He ha t he lo ol~ of a n
i E J of tde elec ran s es
on IT ic I ~d been p l a ce a artd j tr a c gt l(~ On e Dnc~ite ida f t e
room C-l t r eor s ent3tbrc Co the arioUD tc lt1 or raniicl tions anl de numn9 io $
1-11 0 ha c orne to greet ht1tl ~
TIl( ce re110ny rcs openEd b t e s l l c c troaJi gtcleoning Daul home em] glv i ng h
8 f raYIed ci ttio on bhalf ) tH ~ cmiddotn o TIn he 03 s(o1 from Pauls Ch l) C )
1010 rotes middotan t ministrs ar-l e l ay r E1middotesenta iv8middot of the J e-ris1 c o mmity ea fl
r 03e l t urn r1 eXDI CS5euro t leir ap I c a t on f or l n middot Paul h~d ( one rrl ue l COl3
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
of a WlC Ei
One he t o a v i t tha ~ an unpopul ar He1 or 01 uc ihe Er s olr 1e1 -- Th OS 2
deeds an=l ac t i on riOUld hav to be ~30 l--r Dgd n3 i t l O ) 0 the s ane ~ n Oo ra t i en
Iho h 9d fled to C~n~ tt or bw n t o il dr~ middot ca T ls or pic etA i nl ction center
01 per 3 PS t hey we re s i mpl em arlass j b the h middotroic i self a t a tirL Hh(n
h2roi Tn is cons i cl e rei old ~middotfas i oned pa sse l nco 19ruous i-Tit 1 th r y t1in~
2re n ada s
A r 2 11 ~ cntati 0 of SenJtol Br oe 1e ( a t elegrrn of Helco le a nd
cepre s e ntat i v s of ot er poli i e ians 1e d s ir i a r ta tetlen ~ The For d rno t
II It Ya a r eve l i ng
sor t of e)-prers L o P hlt ps it r vmiddotal d n s e n e of guil~ - thlt~t Aw l jca 0
youth 1lt18 ~i ring too gen 10 1 of i ts lives arrl l in for a C C USE i ts eJd c r s
or1ly a f - hear i ed ly lil er~~L ocd or s unDarted e i re not s ure w 3 ( m 1tart i n
younr j 11 have to gi v e a t h iY u his l ifcy middot~ _ e vel t l in f e -o l leS Jll0S
lout l) i s t oo ce ncr nU3 But i 11 tl genera ttcn ncl in Vi c t middotgt111 do a n bet t er
t e nt y years f rom nen ~h811 t h2 i r crm ons are lEbCI f r a Far a rt ~Ia
Pa ul ha fener01l8 y give 1 i s a ll But f a -- 8 ha __ r )itted h li -00 keep his
1 ife lt Ee as i ~ 2d tL ery pec ial uPan Jci n if PerhClTlS -the c lot Ir1 J f 1 s e ) s ~-d
this t middotoo After al l t Jey kr81 tat p haI kill c -n t e d num C r of Vi c tc one
v 8_ he I t b e me thc n) a ive in pmfeet 0 iC21 c ord i i - vir = J1 r
At t le close of e c erel10ny ictl~es 1ero t 2n nrd t 11 a ul h 8 Jl1otlr
_r (1 he r hI otJ1frs 3rc an~J a iJ m1l -- f or11C
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
s oldierly apDJar n lce The ir DDc (ll ticn of t he horn ~D i nsti ncLire arJL
1 ll3 e middot~9
Is P Hl Cl fty dif fer nt from t 2 rejt of his generation
HEvery day guys in Vi e na rn do r iat I di11 he s d o
Tha t rlUC l is trve althou le r ead more a b ott t e hipp e s ar~ pro es middottors
thcm i8 do bout t he ir eert i n Vi e tnan Yet deEp in t e j u ~lt)e in she rice
padd ies a rd on the hill s un jr d s of y oun g A Ji~ rjcanti nerform t hese self
sacrificin g acts of renerosity kno~m as her is m They t lrG~l t h liSe l ves o h
grenad es to pr otect t lei1 b ld cl ies ) t oy risk d ea ttl to escue he volIY1eJ t he
a t t a c t he en rrry E Cd- d to p (vent atrs fro)] getting h- t You T cd ltItou
the m on t he 0 ltt ary pagss of t C la tion s el1spaners The is 1511311
pLe ucre of you g man in un ifcr m Hi t t tha t quiet f orTTo l n ose thD - s mooth
i nrEl1uous f ace E 18 i nary a c ts of 3Clf sae ri f i c in lt n re on C 1icLST~ bull nl
fl OC lis ~r f r om Y011i1f weI nur tu18d b a n~ti on suppo e 1 crr ~(c b ~r Jra tEri a l
wea l t al- t e frantic Oil t l tgt s
ic~J of his ~ent a ti n t 2n t e vee f r ous ]Tt nod r
t ha t get s a11 e a e nLi n A perl a os Paul erS 0~ ifiEs is pnerlt on bet
For ha st-Il~ ~ O1t o cily 1 le e j elt Ol i s morCll ge lrosit- n the unc nny
p lJ( i ty cgt h i s s~lf sa rif~cc poe ticolly COlo line Hi th u e ski 1 of an e Xl)frt
IItm a rculamiddot ~1y 1 1 he says~ I d on t 1 e Ui-- her l) s vuff I a nt to
be aecepw a s I alI
Ther e 1e t 10USmiddot 1 5 1 ke him all 0 er tho c ounti f illing e hi ph sch oolI
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
But 25000 Dl~J 01 on 1 ( be c oming b a ck 0 They ilon 1 t e c oming b a c
to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo
Soor 3 i s a i r of (I1S ~L O il h t Vieit1rl 5cn~rkl t middotj nn
I OV( 1S ilt L vhcll I 1 0v8 b -Lb -1L I lo~ fC0Ih~middotdl I
I had a bed year thoueh First y ltYll I ~Te t ot~t Ias 1( jl~TLOtmiddot ear S EC O1S
Y ti l as the seni Of y eCl c tie -el ~l O a f i r t pJac e
I mus t ha e r un ab ouJ for t y rac es But he lT01s t I did as finh Seconl
ltJ 8 S t he est I c ould eve do I co l d ever b ea t this kid wh o laS in fr ont
Bu I Hor ed I c ould ru 60 000 hocr a l4 ek a r To 11
could 5it home an do his h OTle~l ork every ni g ani I sti ll Houldn t b ea t hil
Jl s t t l~ ra it as I a l mos t b ea t him one d ay in a r a ce a Brid eelat8
It 1-a trcm~ rK ous I c otl e8 the f i nis line a 1 I 10 0 ed a r ou n ncbci yL
middotras ther~ A nOH I s t~trte 0 tur 0) I Has T](wi n r tho fl t est I lin middot I
ever Hent exce )t for the clrb 55 r Ar_ TOliJTl C~ T e ouG of nOlhermiddote Or else r
did n I t see hi m middothen I t urnnd arOUfl This i d f rom ebulls t BridBamiddota e H a S u euro Lind0
m a n Torr Y I ~(LlfSS 3
I C O l d av e cen middott I L rlga l- he c oul 1ue oen running t(lt s h O~T f a st e
i-rent b y m9 Thatmiddot a a out t c bi rr 2J t xJe I COllld rc rr-middotnmiddoth e r i n hig schoo 0
I lrno t cr-i d uuen I got tv e f l1i3h line BecCIEse I Ha r t 11 H 01 nr
I 11 ha t -Teo c orkebull 2 u t thE hacdesc I had ever 101 ci ~ i
Paul ag l is gelcratio~l His f r LcT tIT tt~ he one he had t 011 I
of at the I a~S-J en loa (ing a t x d curr n Vietc Gng -das one a
l ive ould nover be C iTi)le d e 03 V e t n In-
II Has a go - 5d
t oset 0 IL ad j ust fiLi -1)-1 j )T) S 001 be-or h vi lS ~Oillg over fe r S
s )a l l E1 er bo y I Htd hi r1 le r an track to e) bull Hmiddot Ha~J usuallJ lie
f-c as n t di f f ere r-t fro 1 a l 0 C 312 j 1lGl on of tl c guy
any i Op c hone H e n I _ h OTr3 on l aah thmiddot~t Llv I use to nea hi l a t e
I Jhen ie uere i n hig s c 1001 He us ed 0 starl c rO LlrD t n sa n= i ce Cl (am
par l or all -the i Dle All the gu middots Not bur lik s (me O~cple s a bull Th( Hork
and they ~e th i r money a n t hey go au afte r-1a os a ~l e nj oy t nt= = elvcs
b e cC use y ou i 0 YOl nE once Af er you t I d it s -(00 l ate 1
Paul hnd s r t 8 wor n r~ ea cly in l ife b e L t he o es t _ five eh Ie r en o
Be for e e l i ting r i ght f ter gTa r ll3 t ion 11 lt1 c tt ~ll 81 t H O j obs He ra s not
) I I v e a f 0 eCt rs It a ul a y bull 1I I Try f i r s one fOl ~l and pu
it 0 t h e 103 ys elf Ii
a s a 3e of ad Iithocrl
Spor 5 C218 5
n1 rJs bull bull r maney fi oc Gi l s ~ SD vS Y10l18 anl
car ~ 01 sarra ine n middot h3 t or d or G01itn hlve t )1 aIl 9 t ho el I Pa tl ref e ct bull
f e is pOtllar fit _ h8 gi rls ar S(JllC ener~ i c middotntenl8
III _ i ke a s ocial l if PI ) boy I gLe S YO Ll could s ay i n a my I I i i3
e l ot of eir l s got t o aVe a car il~e a rno CTCY J e bull IS
10 Paul an his roner ion tlC Vie T1~1~ ~ ai ri l l go d U -l1 5 6 ld raam
or a lltnFc) c r middot 1 bull t -v 5- no-middot - Q l Cl ~~ t bulll ~urmiddot~ n el l middot c T+ ur de a ul or 1 - b l ~ T10middot
violen t 0 1 53 v middot ole nt j e HOCoS t t1in~1 Pa 11 a n t h i nc o r i s hurting S OleO e
h i s 13 t U b 3 or o hJ i n ~ to VictJ~ 1 ~rd it i s trL~ ltf 5 h i s return His
a r ac to s cann )t be rgtas llreJ i n t~rr3 of 1riolenc3 i b arJ li s ld i es 2d
b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
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to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
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b ee n sen t h er _ by tki elcl ~ s to d o a j ob They did not a s - for the j 0 J but
they pe -for me bS Ha s e xne c te of t her Sorr b e t t er t ~ n ot t (-r~ l rh n th_
get back t hey auld j us t a s de ll f or e t the Hh ole b ad ( rCanl
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to the j ys of crming a car ri(1i npound~ a rrotor eycl c Hcal n g l oa f e1 a j eans
t he He Slf Ye t e l eas t
c ompl a t s H O ha Ii C OF f) f t Crl ttLm tl e Y1 n t us cd leir narents ar
t heir e d trs tris or t r s e t h se u he gave t lf2 ir l i es
he was one of themo