Tamaz alaviZe

sabWoTamzveravis

vaJi

Tbilisi 2016

romani

I nawili

Soviet Bolshevik Communism, the Black Plague of the mankind that poisoned generations by the psychosis of false expectations, disclaimed per-sonality and civic rights, preceptor and messiah. . .

Communists deemed a human being as a part of community but never asa personality.

Thus they cultivated so called Homo Soveticus engrafted upon the roots of Pavlik Morozov, (known as a little boy, who at the age of 13 reported on his father to the political police).

Anyone who could not adapt the life of the Soviet collectivism and/or carried some individual characters faced troubles: KGB machine was im-mediately involved and such person was supposed to be directed to Gulag. It was so easy, and cheap . . . Writing off each person coasted only 7 ruble and 35 kopek to KGB after all. Given Novel tells us many of such type grave stories in details . . .

ssrk bolSevikuri komunizmi _ kacobriobis Savi Wiri, romelmac cru molodinis fsiqoziT mowamla Taobebi, uaryof-da pirovnebas, moqalaqes, moZRvars da mesias, xolo adamians, koleqtiuri sociumis Semadgenel nawilad miiCnevda.

aRmocenda da dResac yvavis morozovis fesvebze damynobili „mcenare~ homosovetikusi.

vai mas, visac koleqtivTan ar SeeZlo adaptacia da indi-vidumisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli niSnebi aRmoaCndeboda; imave wuTs CairTveboda sabWoTa uSiSroebis manqana da saWiro ad-gils miuCendnen mas. bolos da bolos, misi Camoweris fasi xom sul raRac 7 maneTi da 35 kapiki iyo.

winamdebare romani dawvrilebiT mogviTxrobs aseT ambebs.

redaqtori irakli zakalaSvili

© Tamaz alaviZe© gamomcemloba `meridiani~, 2016

ISBN 978-9941-25-055-3

Tamaz Alavidze

Son of the Soviet SPY

NovelPart 1

TBILISI 2016

winasityvaoba

am romanSi moTxrobili ambavi, erTi saintereso

ojaxis realuri istoriaa, romelic CemTvis Zalian didi

xnis win gaxda cnobili. wlebis ganmavlobaSi, Cems go­

nebaSi warmodgenili es siuJeti mosvenebas ar maZlevda,

magram amis paralelurad mqonda gancda, rom me mas ver

movereodi. yvelaferi gadawyvita erTma momentma, rode­

sac sruliad SemTxveviT Sevxvdi yavarjnebze Semdgar

kacs, romelsac manqanebiT gadatvirTuli quCis gada­

kveTaSi mivexmare. es fizikurad ganadgurebuli adamiani,

sabWoTa uSiSroebis organoebis mier im specpolkSi

gawvrTnili aRmoCnda, sadac erT dros am wignis mTavari

personaJi anton saviCevi msaxurobda. Tu ras aswavlid­

nen iq, rogor moqmedebebSi iRebdnen monawileobas im

polkSi gamozrdili e. w. imperiis jariskacebi da rogor

gamoiyureboda sulieri TvalsazrisiT Camowerili es

specagenti, amaze bolos gveqneba saubari. manamde ki,

kvalSi mivyveT romanis gmiris cxovrebas, romelic

gvamcnobs, visi eSinoda yvelaze metad sabWoTa kavSirs

da ra meTodebiT uswordeboda urC inteleqtualebsa

da Tavisufali bunebis adamianebs.

avtori

moskovi. 1959 weli. specdaniSnulebis polkis1 dis­lokaciis adgili. gaSlil, moasfaltebul moedanze dgas sajariso formaSi gamowyobili aTasamde axal­gazrda, romlebic ramodenime wuTSi imperias gul­mxurvaled Sehficeben, rom sisxlis ukanasknel wveTamde ibrZoleben mis dasacavad. isini axalwveule­bi arian, romelTa didi nawili sabWoTa kavSiris sxva­dasxva kuTxidan ori kviris win Camoiyvanes da dRe­vandeli ficis misaRebad moamzades. maT umravlesobas

1 ganmarteba: es is polkia, romelmac 1979 wels avRaneTis dedaqalaqi qabuli aiRo da iq manamde argagonili sisastike daatriala. sxvaTaSoris igive polki, avRaneTSi omis dawyebidan 10 wlis Semdeg, 1989 wlis 9 aprils erTerT sadesanto divizias amofarebuli, TbilisSi, Tavisuflebis moTxovnis mizniT Sekrebil mSvidobian manifestacias daarbevs, 16 adamians niCbebiT daCexavs da ase mouswrafebs sicocxles, xolo 5 000 mde adamians, dRemde gaurkveveli qimiuri iaraRiT mowamlavs, romelTa umravlesoba, wlebis ganmavlobaSi, wamebiT daasrulebs amqveyniur cxovrebas.

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qveynisTvis Tavdadebuli da sando ojaxebis Svilebi warmoadgenen. arian iseTebic, romlebic upatro­no bavSvTa saxlebSi gaizardnen. komunisturi wesis Tanaxmad, mzurnvelobas moklebuli bavSvi iSviaTad xdeba mosiyvarule sxvaTa mimarT. aqedan gamomdinare, misi sulis formireba, Tanac Camouyalibebel asakSi, savsebiT SesaZlebelia. Cemoyalibebas ki aq axdenen Semdegi mimarTulebiT: siyvaruli, rogorc aucile­beli atributi adamianisa, risTvisac Rirs sicocxlis gawirva, unda arsebobdes mxolod da mxolod saku­Tari samSoblos mimarT.

gaismis musikis xma _ sasule orkestri komunis­turi aRtacebiT asrulebs sabWoTa samxedro marSs, romlis fonze, iqve axlos mdgari Senobidan gamodis polkis xelmZRvaneloba. maT gverds umSvenebs Tav­dacvis saministros generaluri Stabidan movlenili ori generali. isini dgebian axalwveulebis win da iw­yeba ficis miRebis ceremoniali. TiToeuli jariskaci cdilobs, xmiT, Tu tanis mkveTri moZraobiT, saku­Tari Tavis warmoCenas, rac, TavisTavad, SeumCneveli ar rCeba gulqva adamianTa samWedlos ostatebisTvis.

ceremonia damTavrda. jariskacebi Rimiliani saxiT ulocaven erTmaneTs imperiis dacvis samsaxurSi Cad­gomas da jer arcerTma maTganma ar icis, rom maTi mo­mavali kariera TavianT sisastikeze iqneba damokide­buli.

ufrosebis wasvlidan naxevari saaTis Semdeg, sanam sayviri sadilze wasvlas auwyebda jariskacebs, mikro­fonTan midis erT­erTi batalionis meTauri da maT mimarTavs:

rigiTi anton saviCevi gamocxaddes CemTan! antoni maRali, gamxdari da moxdenili axalgazr­

daa. mis lamaz saxes Wkviani Tvalebi amSvenebs, romlis wiaRidanac Znelad SesamCnevi sevda mainc gamosWvivis.

is oblad gazrdilia da mama ar axsovs, magram icis, rom misma ucnobma mSobelma Tavi samSoblos keTil­dReobas Seswira. ramdenadac saamayoa misTvis gmiri mamis Sviloba, imdenad mtkivneulia mis gareSe aRzrda da cxovreba. es tkivili antons aSkarad etyoba, rac gamorCeul xiblsac ki aniWebs TanatolTa Soris.

rigiTo saviCev, gamomyeviT! _ uTxra kapitanma, rodesac antoni masTan gamocxadda.

isini xelmZRvaneli pirebis samuSao SenobaSi Se­vidnen. mogrZo derefanSi erT­erTi kabinetis karze kapitanma mokrZalebiT daakakuna, romelze gakruli trafareti mis patrons gvamcnobda: „polkis ufrosis moadgile politikur dargSi, polkovniki aleqsandre ivanes _ Ze volkovi“.

mobrZandiT! _ gaisma karis iqidan mamakacis boxi xma.

kapitani xelis aweviTa da fexis fexze SemokvriT warsdga polkovnikis winaSe da amcno, rom misi moTxov­nis Tanaxmad masTan miiyvana rigiTi anton saviCevi.

polkovnikma Tavisuflad yofna brZana, skamidan wamodga da grZeli magidis napirs maTken RimiliT gamouyva.

_ gamarjoba, Svilo. _ uTxra mamaSviluri xmiT da antons xeli gauwoda.

antoni, cota ar iyos, daibna, magram ar SeimCnia da Tavisi xeli Seageba.

_ Tavisufali brZandebiT, kapitano! _ mimarTa jmuxma da beWebganierma polkis ufrosis moadgilem mis win mdgom oficers, ris Semdeg antons mxarze xeli frTxilad daado da skamisken miuTiTa. _ dajeqi, Svilo. _ polkovnikic Camojda, romlis saxezec Ri­mili odnavadac ki ar Senelebula. _ aba, rogoria Seni STabeWdilebebi? _ CaekiTxa da interesiT miaCerda an­tons.

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_ kmayofili var, amxanago polkovniko. am ori kviris manZile bevri megobari SeviZine. kargi garemoa, momwons aq yofna da mzad var pirnaTlad Sevasrulo yoveli brZaneba da vemsaxuro samSoblos.

_ hooo.... kargia, kargia, momwons Seni SemarTeba da mixaria SenisTana axalgazrdebis arseboba. xval da zeg, Sennairebma unda Caibaron Cveni qveynis bedi da yovelTvis mivesalmebi aseTi mizandasaxuli adamian­ebis mosvlas armiaSi.

man bevri ilaparaka sabWoTa armiis uZlevelobasa da siZliereze. am saubris dros is wamodga da bolTis cemas mohyva oTaxSi. xolo roca daasrula misi qeba­dideba, kvlav antonis mopirdapired Camojda. patara pauza gaakeTa ise, rom jariskacisTvis Tvali ar mouci­lebia da dabali toniT mimarTa: _ Svilo, axla kar­gad momismine! _ uTxra da erTxel kidev daakvirda mis saxes. _ erT saaTSi unda moemzado da am Senobis Semo­sasvlelTan moxvide. iq ori oficeri dagxvdeba. isini manqaniT wagiyvanen aeroportSi. iqidan gafrindebi qa­laq kuibiSevSi. Casvlisas, TviTmfrinavis kibesTan man­qana dagxvdeba da danarCens adgilze Seityob. kargia, rom aq megobrebi SegiZenia, magram aravis uTxra, rom midixar. araviTari gamomSvidobeba, arcerTi sityva. wynarad da mSvidad midi daniSnul dros im oficreb­Tan, romlebic zustad erT saaTSi gelian. _ bolo si­tyvebi mkacri ieriT daasrula polkovnikma da antons dasamSvidobeblad xeli gauwoda. damSvidobebisas kvlav Rimiliani saxiT usurva warmatebebi cxovreba­Si, Semdeg mibrunda da fexawyobili gaemarTa Tavisi savarZlisaken.

antonma brZaneba zustad Seasrula, _ man SeumCnev­lad Caalaga CanTaSi sakuTari nivTebi da daniSnul adgilze gamocxadda.

sabWoTa samxedro „vilisi“ bRuiliT daadga aero­

portisken mimaval gzas. win ori oficeri ijda, rom­lebsac nawilidan wamosvlis Semdeg xma aRar amouRiaT. isxdnen gamtknarebulebi da mojiyjiye manqanis gamo xmel skamebze drodadro aqeT­iqiT irweodnen. ukana savarZelze mjdari antoni ki idayviT Tavis zurgCanTas dayrdnoboda da naxevrad gverdiT gadaxrili fiqreb­Si wasuliyo. man ar icoda sad midioda da Zalian afo­riaqebda es faqtori. fiqrobda, rom es iyo davaleba, magram rogori unda yofiliyo is, an ra formis, amas ver xsnida. anerviulebda isic, rom, Tu ver gaarTmevda Tavs mis winaSe mocemuli amocanis amoxsnas, maSin iqve unda daemTavrebina Tavis karieraze ocnebac ki. „ara, ara, rac ar unda iyos, ucbad gaverkvevi yvelaferSi da zedmiwevniT Sevasruleb yvelanair davalebas. me sabWoTa jariskaci var!“ _ SemouZaxa sakuTar Tavs da manqanis gverdiTa SuSidan meqanikurad daaTvaliera iqidan danaxuli sivrce. manqana ki mihqroda arc Tu ise cud gzaze, romlis Zravis griali ukan mjdom ax­algazrdas azrovnebaSi xels uSlida.

„vilisi“ aeroportis Sesasvlel WiSkarTan SeCerda. sabuTebis Semowmebis Semdeg, dacvam Slagbaumi gaxsna. oriode wuTi da is ukve asafrenad momzadebul TviT­mfrinavis kibesTan idga. iq maT Sav kostiumSi gamowyo­bili kaci elodaT. misalmebis Semdeg, antons kibeze auZRva da misTvis gankuTvnil adgilamde miacila. TviTmfrinavi maleve moswyda miwas da haerSi aiWra. raRac siaxlis, TiTqos raime gansakuTrebulis molo­diniT imuxteboda antonis mTeli sxeuli. aseT fonze Zneli iyo Tundac fiqri, radgan is pirvelad moxvda msgavs mdgomareobaSi da ucnobi situaciis gansja mis gonebas warmoudgenlad moeCvena. amis gamo mas mous­venroba daetyo da ukve skamzec awrialda. ebrZoda da amSvidebda sakuTar Tavs, magram verafers xdeboda. da, ai, gaaxsenda mama, romelsac ar icnobda, magram

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dedisgan icoda, rom is gmiri iyo. gmiri, romelmac Tavi imperiisTvis gawira. „Tu mamaCemma qveynisTvis si­cocxlec ar daiSura, me ra maforiaqebs? _ CaekiTxa sakuTar gonebas da welSi gaimarTa. _ Cems samSoblos, Tu Cemi sicocxlec sWirdeba, mzad var! me mamaCemis Svili var!“ _ gaifiqra da sabolood moeria gulSi uecrad SemoWril SiSs. antonma savarZeli odnav ukan gadaswia, zed frTxilad gadawva da Tvalebi moxuWa. TviTmfrinavi ki qalaq kuibiSevis mimarTulebiT ukve maqsimalur siCqares anviTarebda.

kuibiSevis aeroporti mas gaCaxCaxebuli daxvda, xolo ca _ Cabnelebuli. TviTmfrinavis kibesTan Savi avtomanqana „volga“ idga. mis gverdiT klasikur for­maSi gamowyobili axalgazrda mamakaci da umSvenieresi qera lamazmani imyofebodnen, romlebic kibeze Camo­sul mgzavrebs guldasmiT aTvalierebdnen. roca an­tonma miwas fexi Seaxo, misi maspinZeli im wamsvze mis gverdiT gaCnda.

_ saviCevi? _ hkiTxa ise, rom pasuxs arc ki dalo­debia da avtomanqanisken miuTiTa. _ gTxovT! _ uTxra Rimiliani saxiT da oriode nabijSi mdgomi manqanisken gauZRva.

„volga“ „vilisisgan“ gansxvavebiT SedarebiT uxmau­rod daiZra da qalaqisaken mimaval gzatkecils didi siswrafiT gauyva. ukana savarZelze mjomma antonma, aeroportidan dawyebuli, ukve ramdenjerme Seavlo Tvali Tavis win mjdar qals, romlis qera da grZeli Tma savarZlis kides dahfenoda da misi ucxo, sasia­movno surneleba ucnob mamakacs andamativiT izidav­da. jariskacs kidev dasWirda Zalisxmeva, moreoda sa­kuTar grZnobas da efiqra mosalodnel situaciebze. is ukan gadawva da gulSi aboboqrebuli vneba droebiT daimorCila. es ar gamohparvia mZRols, romelic mis yovel moqmedebas sarkidan akontrolebda.

_ anton, me nikalai var, is ki katia. _ uTxra mZRol­ma da manqanas siCqare Seucvala.

qali naxevrad Semobrunda da antons Sescina. mis lamaz bages mZivebiviT Cawikwikebuli TeTrad moelva­re kbilebi amSvenebda. is qalRmerTs hgavda, diax, qal­RmerTs, romlis msgavsi biWs arasodes enaxa. amitom, srulebiTac ar iyo gasakviri, Tu antoni aseTi si­lamazis uneblie tyve aRmoCnda, miTumetes maSin, roca misi asakic mis winaaRmdeg moqmedebda. qali naxevrad moxuWuli da mibnedili TvalebiT daakvirda jariska­cis saxes. Semdeg nazi moZraobiT Rawvze dafenili Tma Seiswora, misken ufro metad mibrunda da odnav win waweuli TaviT antons sakmaod dabal xmaze mimarTa:

_ cekva Tu ici? biWs aseTi gansakuTrebuli vnebis SemotevisTvis

veRar gaeZlo da Tavi dabla daexara. am kiTxvam da qalis xmam ki aiZula is, rom kvlav misi momnusxvel­isTvis miepyro mzera.

_ ki. bavSvobaSi ramodenime weli davdiodi cekvaze. _ romel cekvas aniWeb upiratesobas? _ uTxra ukve

aRfrTovanebulma qalma. _ albaT, samejlisos... vfiqrob Cemi xasiaTisT­

vis ufro misaRebia. _ Zlivs aRmoxda antons da wamis win dabla mimarTuli Tvalebi, neli moZraobiT isev qalis ken gaapara.

_ didebulia... _ Cailaparaka qera lamazmanma da gamomwvevi saxiT kidev erTxel aaTval _ CaaTvaliera anton saviCevi. uecrad jariskacisa da qalis Tvalebi erTmaneTs SeeCexnen. maTi dapirispireba sul or wams gagrZelda, ris Semdeg qalma vnebiani gamometyvelebiT gauRima da skamze Sesworda. _ cekva sicocxlea... _ ganagrZo katiam. _ cekva cxovrebaa... pirvelyofilma adamianma pirvelad albaT cekva iswavla. cekva vnebaa, cekva siyvarulia. Tu ar icekve, veraviTar cxovrebi­

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seul sitkbos ver SeigrZnob. nikalaim Cumi xmiT Caicina, katias gadmoxeda, mag­

ram araferi uTxra, sityva ar gaawyvetina. katia ki iseTi paTosiT ganagrZobda saubars,

TiTqos didi auditoriis winaSe idga da adamianebs umtkicebda cekvis codnis aucileblobas.

_ me mxolod haerovani moZraoba maniWebs Zalas da mmatebs sakuTari Tavis mimarT rwmenas. is mitacebs da mivyavar im wyarosTan, romelic siyvarulis wyurvils miklavs. iq vtoveb dards, sevdas da naRvels. iqve va­bam melanqoliuri bunebidan amovardnil jins, rom­lis uZlieres sxeulsac axal _ axali jaWvebiT vakaveb, radgan is rom gaeSvas, Tavsac davkargav da sicocxle­sac.

antoni yuradRebiT ismenda katias monologs, xolo nikalaim ukve TanagrZnobiT ramdenjerme gadaxeda megobars.

qali ki sxvebisTvis SeumCnevlad, TvalSi odnav momdgari cremliT da yelSi amoCrili burTis Tan­xlebiT, Cumi xmiT ganagrZobda:

_ arada, ra mSvenieria sicocxle. mSvenieria _ meTqi, vambob, magram iqneb Cven verc aRviqvamT mas mTeli misi mSvenierebiT?! iqneb Cven im kuTxidanac vuyurebT, saidanac srulad ar Cans?!

_ katia, geTayva, _ mimarTa RimiliT mZRolma. _ Cven vuaxlovdebiT daniSnul adgils. miabi axali jaW­viT Seni jini, Torem iq, visTanac mivdivarT, Sen jins ar icnoben da ucbad, aladinis jini ar egonoT.

koliam xmamaRla gaicina da katias mxarze xeli or­jer frTxilad daado. ramodenime wamSi qalsac gaeci­na, roca is mTlianad gamoerkva. Semdeg Sua TiTebi warbebze nela gadaisva da sakuTari sxeulidan Zal­datanebis gareSe gandevna qaluri sinaze.

manqanam TiTqmis mTeli qalaqi gadasera da mis

gareubanSi didi meseriT garSemortymuli daculi teritoriis uzarmazar rkinis WiSkars miadga, romlis gorgolaWebi maSinve axmaurda, roca mas Savi „volga“ miuaxlovda. manqanis SesvlisTanave kari swrafadve Caiketa. Cveni mgzavrebi ki arafriT gansxvavebuli, mravali kotejis tipis saxlebidan, erT­erTis win ga­Cerdnen.

Ramis TerTmeti saaTi sruldeboda. irgvliv sa­mariseburi siCume idga. iseTi siCume, rom TiTqmis sa­SiSic ki iyo misi aRqma. yoveli kotejis win, daaxloe­biT erTi metris rkinis boZebze mkrTali sanaTurebi idga, romlis meSveobiTac Zlivs moCanda SenobasTan misasvleli bilikic ki. arcerTi saxlidan Suqi ar gamodioda, radgan fanjrebi SeniRbuli iyo. am myud­roebas erTerT xeze Semomjdari Ramis monadire bu arRvevda mxolod, romelic dro da dro, avad dahkio­da SenobebSi SeyuJul da galursul imperiis emisrebs.

antonma manqanidan CanTa gadmoiRo, mxarze gadai­kida da Senobisken mimaval katias mihyva ukan. koliam manqanas SuSebi auwia, raTa uecrad mosul wvimas Sig­niT savarZlebi ar daesvelebina da isic Senobisken daiZra. karis gaxsnisTanave, antonma xeliT moiCrdi­la, radgan Signidan gamosulma mkveTrma sinaTlem mas Tvali mosWra. jariskacma zRurbls mokrZalebiT gadaabija. aseT uCveulo garemoSi moxvedrils, cota dabneuloba Seetyo, magram misma sulierma siZlierem es dabneuloba umal gaaneitrala.

derefanSi Sua xnis qali warudga antons, miesalma da CanTis CamoxsnaSi miexmara.

_ am CanTas Tqvens saZinebelSi davdeb, geTayva. ma­namde ki, ­iqve, kedlis Taroze sagangebod dadebuli qaTqaTa TeTri pirsaxoci gadmoiRo da mas gauwoda. _ iq abazana da tualetia, _ erT­erTi karisken miuTiTa. _ SegiZliaT mowesrigdeT da Sxapic miiRoT, Tu, ra

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Tqma unda, survili geqnebaT. _ didi madloba. _ uTxra saviCevma da abazanaSi Se­

vida. rogorc ki kari Caketa, im karzeve idayviT miey­rdno, romelsac Semdeg SubliT miebjina. mis gonebaSi uswrafesad gadairbina yovelma wvrilmanma, dawye­bulma, polkis ufrosis moadgilis kabinetidan, abaza­nis oTaxamde, ris Semdegac antoni manamde ganucdeli, ucxo, sxvagvari SiSis grZnobam Seipyro. es iseTi SiSis gancda iyo, romlis sapirispiro Zalasac sakuTar go­nebaSi ver poulobda. vin icis, kidev ramden xans idge­boda ase gaunZrevlad, misi wyvdiadSi moqceuli az­rovneba katias ulamazes saxes rom ar gaecikrovnebina.

_ katia... _ TavisTvis Cailaparaka saviCevma da moRuSul saxeze Rimilma gadaurbina. is kars moscil­da da abazanisken Sebrunda. gaaxsenda, manqanaSi qalis intimuri moqmedebebi da Tavis win mdgomare warmoid­gina. mis sulSi SemoWril vnebas wamic ki ar dasWirve­bia arsebuli realobidan aRmocenebu li azrebis Casax­Sobad, rac pirdapir damamSvidebeli wamali aRmoCnda aCqrolebuli gonebisaTvis. jariskacma Sxapi miiRo da stresebisagan daclili gamovida saabazanodan, romelsac misaReb oTaxSi, gawyobili sufris gverdiT, elegantur formaSi Cacmuli Tormeti Sua xnis mama­kaci eloda katiasTan da nikalaisTan erTad. saviCevma Tvali moavlo sxvadasxva adgilze mjdom adamianebs, romlebic gansakuTrebuli mzeriT misCerebodnen mas. es, erTi SexedviT, daZabuli momenti, sul sam­oTx wams gagrZelda, ris Semdeg yvela erTianad wamodga da jariskacis gasacnobad dauwyobeli rigi daikava.

_ ivan andreeviCi! _ xeli gauwoda mas pirvelma mimsvlelma.

jariskacma Rimiliani saxiT Tavi daukra._ pavel vladimiroviCi! _ xeli Seageba meorem._ piotr sergeeviCi!

_ viqtor aleqsandroviCi!ase gaecno antons TerTmeti kaci, xolo roca mas­

Tan bolo, meTormete adamiani mivida, CamorTmeuli xeli manam ar gauSva, sanam bolomde ar morCa saTqmels.

_ vadim giorgeviCi! _ uTxra man mSvidad da ja­riskacs saxeze mimoatara mzera. _ hgavxar mamas... _ Cailaparaka TiTqmis TavisTvis da yelSi mowolili boRma SeumCnevlad gadaylapa. _ me mamaSenis uaxloesi megobari var, Svilo, da dedasac vicnob. _ ganagrZo saubari vadimma. _ ai, Sen ki ar gicnobdi, magram ar warmomedgine sxvanairi. Sen Zalian hgavxar mamas, romelsac Zalian uyvardi. is sul Senze laparakobda da ocnebobda Sens momavalze. mas surda, rom Sen bed­nieri yofiliyavi.

vadimi mixvda, rom daZabulobis gamo saubars ve­Rar gaagrZelebda da es rom dafarulad darCeniliyo, sufrasTan miixmo.

_ danarCeni iq vilaparakoT. _ uTxra antons, mxar­ze xeli gadaxvia da ase miiyvana magidasTan.

yvelam Tavisi adgili daikava, maT Soris nikalaim da katiam, romlebic antons aqeT _ iqidan Semousx­dnen, rogorc „Zveli nacnobebi“.

saviCevi, sanam am situaciis analizs Seudgeboda da xelmeored gauyveboda fiqrebisagan gamowveuli SfoTis gzas, mas ukve katia elaparakeboda, romelsac antonis TefSze Semwvari xorcis mozrdili naWeris dadeba ukve moeswro da axla koniakis Wiqas uvsebda.

_ anton, imedia Cemi SerCeuli Tavdapirveli ulu­fa mogewoneba. _ uTxra RimiliT da rodesac koniakis boTli magidaze dadga, jariskacs mxarze xeli frTxi­lad gadausva.

saviCevs Jruantelma dauara, romlis gonebidan kidev erTxel ganidevna yvelanairi daZabuloba.

sufris TiToeuli wevri delikaturad Seudga

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sadilis mirTmevas, romlebic aTiode wuTis Semdeg, ivan andreeviCis xmam droebiT SeaCeraT.

_ am WiqiT, _ fexze wamodga is. _ antonis Camos­vlas da mis gacnobas gaumarjos! is, Cveni megobris da TanamebrZolis, aleqsis Svilia. im aleqsis, romelic TiToeuli Cvenganis, ra Tqma unda, kolias da katias gamoklebiT, bavSvobisa da ymawvilkacobis megobaria. Cven valdebulni varT, ise vizrunoT masze, rogorc sakuTar Svilze, radgan mas mama aRar hyavs.

sufris yvela wevri fexze wamodga. solidarobis niSnad Wiqebi erTmaneTs miuWaxunes. antonis sadRe­grZelo mokle sityviT da Rimiliani saxiT gamoxates, ris Semdegac uCumrad dasxdnen da Wama ganagrZes.

vadim giorgeviCi antonis mopirdapired ijda da cdilobda, ise dakvirveboda mas, rom misi yuradRe­ba ar miepyro. is TiTqmis Tvals ar acilebda jaris­kacs, romlis yvela mixra _ moxras zedmiwevniT akon­trolebda. giorgeviCi dro da dro Tvalebs daxrida da TiTqos fiqrebSi gadavardeboda xolme, magram swrafadve modioda gons da kvlav antons uyurebda.

ivan andreeviCma Wiqa xelSi aiRo da sufrisTvis damaxasiaTebeli, adgil _ adgil warmoqmnili musaife­bic umalve Sewyda.

_ megobrebo, _ mimarTa man Tanamesufreebs. _ Cven unda vadRegrZeloT aleqsi pavloviCi, Cveni megobari, magram vadRegrZeloT ara rogorc micvalebuli, ara­med, rogorc cocxali, Cvens gverdiT myofi, radgan Cven sicocxleSic da sikvdilSic xom erTad varT! sa­nam Cven aq varT, aq iqneba aleqsic da, roca Cvenc aRar viqnebiT, aRarc is iqneba. maSin Cvens saxelebs sxvebi gaixseneben, mogvigoneben da ityvian, rom Cvenc Sev­ZeliT raRac mokrZalebuli am imperiisTvis.

ivan andreeviCma Wiqa mosva da skamze mZimed daeSva. sufris wevrebmac or­ori sityviT gamoxates megobris

mosagonari. yvelaze bolos antonis xmam daarRvia si­Cume: _ mamas gaumarjos! _ Tqva seriozuli gamometyvele­biT, koniakis Wiqa pirTan miitana da mxolod tuCebi Seisvela, radgan fiqrobda, rom odnavi SezarxoSebac ki gonebas gaufantavda da gauZnelebda dRevandeli Sexvedris WeSmariti daniSnulebis amocnobas.

amis damnaxav ivan andreeviCs saxeze Znelad Sesam­Cnevma Rimilma gadauara, romelic jariskacis mimarT ndobis gamocxadebaze migvaniSnebda. man nasiamovneb­ma moatara Tvali Tavis Tanamesufreebs, romelTagan arc erTs ar gamorCenia antonis es moqmedeba da, rom­lebic ukve sulganabulni ucdidnen ufrosi megobris sityvas. mxolod vadimi iyo Rrmad Cafiqrebuli da erT wertils miSterebuli. ivani magidas idayvebiT daeyrdno da TavdaRunul antons ramodenime wamiT kidev erTxel daakvirda. uecrad maTi Tvalebi erT­maneTs SeeCexnen; antonis mzera Cveulebrivi interesis gamoxatuleba iyo, xolo adreeviCis gamoxedva, jaris­kacis gonebaSi Caxedvas ufro hgavda, vidre Tvaleb­Si. uxerxuloba erTi wamiTac ki ar unda Seqmniliyo, raTa Tavisuflad Tqmuliyo saTqmeli da aseve, Ta­visuflad gagebuliyo yvelaferi. amitom, sufris wi­namZRoli fexze wamodga da oTaxis erT kuTxeSi mdgar dabal magidasTan mivida. iqidan sigareti aiRo da sa­nam mas mofSvnetda, moukidebda da kvlav sufrisken Semobrundeboda, manamde daiwyo saubari:

_ sicocxle kargia maSin, roca fexs auwyob mas. momxibvleli ki maSin xdeba, roca misgan gamowvevas iReb da Senc saTanadod pasuxob. bednieri ki maSin xar, roca mTels Sen Zalas da energias sakuTar qveyanas moaxmar.

ivan andreeviCi Semobrunda da mokidebuli siga­retiT da saferfliT xelSi sufrisken gamoemarTa.

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Semdeg skamze Tavisuflad gadawva da antons miaCerda. ramodenime wamiT kidev SeCerda. kidev erTxel awona gonebaSi Tavmoyrili saTqmeli da mSvidad gaagrZela saubari:

_ yvela adamianma icis, rom arsebobs ojaxuri saidumlo. aseve, arsebobs megobruli saidumlo. war­moidgine, rom mezobluri saidumloc ki arsebobs. aseTi rameebis gamJRavnebisas, aris Sansi, gadarCes is, visganac es ambavi gaJonavs. magram saxelmwifo sai­dumlos gacemisas, pirvel rigSi Tavs iRupavs gamcemi, romelsac Tan mihyvebian Tavisive uaxloesi adamia­nebi. ase rom, dafaruli saxelmwifo saqmeebis gver­diT, yovelTvis asocirdeba sikvdili. _ ivanma bolo sityva cota mkacri toniT warmoTqva. TiTqos amiT surda, rom jariskacs srulad aReqva im saidumlos susxi, rac misTvis unda gaemxila. _ Sen aleqsi pavlo­viCis Svili xar. _ dinjad ganagrZo man. _ mamaSeni erT adamians yovelTvis aRemateboda Tavisi SesaZleblo­bebiT. aseTebs imperia im sferoebs andobs, razedac Tavad dgas. swored amitom aRmoCnda aleqs saviCevi sabWoTa kavSiris mier evropis erTerT qveyanaSi miv­linebuli. es Sens dabadebamde moxda, Svilo. _ mamaSvi­luri toniT mimarTa antons. _ Sen umamod izrdebodi da veravin agixsnida imas, rom mama gyavda cocxali, magram ar SegeZlo misi naxva. am SemTxvevaSi yvelaze ioli, misi mkvdrad gamocxadeba iyo, radgan ar dag­badeboda kiTxvebi, razedac saTanado, SenTvis misaReb pasuxs ver miiRebdi; es ki, sruliad SesaZlebelia, rom Seni gonebrivi Camoyalibebis procesSi uaryofiTi faqtori gamxdariyo da dRes aseTi daRvinebuli da davaJkacebuli kacis nacvlad, erTi suleli adamiani yofiliyo Seni saxiT Cvens winaSe. aqedan gamomdi nare, Tanac Seni inteleqtis mqone pirovneba, ar mgonia, gagebiT ar moekido am yvelafers, miT umetes, rom

qveynis interesebic moiTxovda amis aseTi formiT ga­saidumloebas. _ ivan andreeviCs saubris dros wamiTac ki ar moucilebia Tvali antonisTvis, romelic, Tavis mxriv, dro da dro daxrida xolme Tavs. _ mas Semdeg didi dro gavida. _ amooxvriT ganagrZo ivanma. _ Sen gaizarde da Camoyalibdi aleqsis gonebaSi warmodge­nil kacad. mas surda iseTi yofiliyavi, rogoric xar. _ aleqsis mxcovanma megobarma ramodenime wamiT Tavi daxara da ise ganagrZo: _ mamaSenma sazRvargareT Ta­visi misia daasrula da erTi Tvis win Camovida sabWo­Ta kavSirSi. CamosvlisTanave Seudga samzadiss, raTa Rirseulad momxdariyo mama­Svilis Sexvedra da es ar yofiliyo mZime da daZabuli. maxsovs, misi dabrune­bidan aTiode dRis Semdeg, ai, im divanze visxediT, roca miTxra:_saxis moZraobiT mianiSna im adgilisa­ken. _ sazRvargareT Cemi mravalwliani daZabuli muS­aobis Sedegad imdeni energia ar damixarjavs, rac aq ramdenime dReSi davxarjeo. adamianebs gansazRvru­li energia gvaqvs da rodisRac iwureba misi maragi. sikvdilic amis Sedegia da sacodav aleqssac gamoelia albaT Zalebi. samwuxarod, is ori kviris win garda­icvala, magram sanam amqveynidan wavidoda, dagvibara, Tu rogor unda movqceuliyaviT SenTan mimarTebaSi. Cven misi megobrebi varT da misi Txovnis aRsrule­ba Cveni valia. mamas surda, rom Sen jaridan gaTavi­suflebuliyavi da savaldebulo samxedro samsaxuri ganvlilad CagTvloda, raTa momaval karieraSi xeli ar SegSloda. amisaTvis is Seni ficis miRebas ucdida. man icoda, rom Sen skolaSi upiratesobas humanita­rul sagnebs aniWebdi da survili hqonda, SedarebiT saxelmwifoebrivi mimarTulebiT gecxovra. Seni jari­dan gaTavisufleba Tavdacvis saministros xelmZRvan­elobasTan ukve SeTanxmebulia da, roca Sens qalaq­Si Caxval, komisariati gamzadebul samxedro bileTs

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gadmogcems. saxlSi aqedan gaemgzavrebi. Cven Tval­yurs mogadevnebT da, Tu raime Sengan damoukidebeli problema gagiCndeba, Cven gadavWriT mas. rac Seexeba Sens swor moqmedebas, amis imedi yvela Cvengans gvaqvs, rom Sen mamaze ufro mets gaakeTeb Seni qveynisTvis. es Tavad aleqssac gauxardeboda. manamde, ramodenime dRiT aq darCebi, daisveneb kidec da Tan visaubrebT imaze, Tu ra da rogor unda gaakeTo, rom win waxvide. imis Tqma aRar gvinda, rom dedamiwis zurgze, ra Tqma unda, nina maqsimovnas garda, Cveni Sexvedris da, gan­sakuTrebiT, Seni jaridan am formiT gaTavisuflebis Taobaze, aravin da arasodes araferi ar unda icodes. dae, yvelas sjerodes ise, rogorc aqamde, rom mamaSe­ni Sens dabadebamde gardaicvala, Torem amis Sesaxeb Sengan gasuli erTi sityvac ki, Tavdayira daayenebs Sens cxovrebas. me mgoni, yvelaferi gasagebia! _ Tqva ivan andreeviCma da magidaze gaSlili xelebis dadebas Seuxama es naTqvami.

_ gasagebia. _ wynarad warmoTqva antonma da sev­danarevi Wkviani TvalebiT Sexeda mamis megobars.

_ kargia. _ kmayofili saxiT miugo andreeviCma da Semdeg yvelas erTad mimarTa: _ megobrebo, axla ki wavideT da antons mamis saflavi vaCvenoT!

sufris wevrebi erTianad wamoiSalnen da gareT gasvla daiwyes. katiam koridoridan jariskacis qur­Tuki Semoitana oTaxSi da antons mis CacmaSi miexmara. Semdeg mklavSi xeli gamosdo da uTxra:

_ Cven kolias manqaniT wavalT!Ramis or saaTs axali gadacilebuli iyo dro,

roca uzarmazari galavnebiT garSemortymuli teri­toriidan gasasvlel rkinis WiSkars oTxi Savi volga miadga, romlis gaRebisTanave, TiToeuli maTgani ux­maurod gasrialda gareT. isini erTmaneTTan patara manZilebis daSorebiT, sakmaod didi siswrafiT moZ­

raobdnen. kolias manqaqnaSi, ukana savarZelze, katia antonis gveriT ijda da cdilobda masTan dakontaqte­bas. jariskacs, sufrasTan saubris bolos, aSkarad Seetyo nerviuloba. amis gamo, xma aRaravis gaucia misTvis, raTa ufro ar gadaetvirTaT misi goneba da es saqme, anu masze zrunva, ulamazes katerinas miandes.

_ anton, _ uecrad miubrunda katia Tavis gver­diT mjdar TavCaqindrul da fiqrebSi wasul axalgaz­rda mamakacs. _ Sen dedam gagzarda. Tvrameti wlis ise gaxdi, rom sadRac Sors, Senze fiqrobda Seni meore mSobelic. isea Tu ase, axla misi saflavis naxvasac SeZleb da is mainc gecodineba, sad aris mamaSeni da­krZaluli. me arc dedas vicnobdi Cemsas da arc mamas. isic ar vici, cocxlebi arian Tu mkvdrebi. gesmis?! saidan movdivar da sad aris Cemi fesvebi, amis Sesa­xeb dRemde araferi vici, magram vuZleb, anton, amas. Senze, axla, am wuTas deda mainc fiqrobs. ici, eg ras niSnavs? magaze didi bedniereba, ar mgonia, Tu arse­bobs am qveyanaze. yovelTvis vocnebobdi, rom vinmes efiqra Cemze. vinmes gulSi mec vyofiliyavi da mec, aseve, siyvaruliT mepasuxa misTvis, magram, rogorc Cans, me es xvedri mergo. _ katiam antonis xels orive xeli mokida da frTxilad miizida Tavisken. _ Sen bed­nieri xar, Cemo kargo.

saviCevi SekrTa da Rrma fiqrebidan Zlivs gamoer­kva, radgan mamis megobrebis gadawyvetilebas­enaxaT misi axalgardacvlili mamis saflavi, brmad daemor­Cila da sufridan moyolebuli, am wuTamde meqaniku­rad Seasrula yvela moqmedeba. mis gonebaSi bombis afeTqebas hgavda jer mkvdrad gamocxadebuli mamis sicocxle, Semdeg ki misi aseTi uecari sikvdili. ase rom, Tuki ramodenime saaTis win, katias mimarT dawye­bulma vnebebis aSlilobam msubuqad gadaatanina iseTi momentebi, romlebic misgan daZabulobas moiTxovda,

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axla, igive vneba, mis daxSul azrovnebas mxolod gare­dan Seexo. miuxedavad amisa, man mainc SeZlo jariska­cis Sors gatyorcnili fiqrebisTvis lagamis amodeba, magram ara, isev da isev, grZnobis xarjze, aramed gver­diT mdgomi adamianis poziciidan. es ki realurad imas niSnavda, rom Tvrameti wlis Wkviani, magram gamoucde­li axalgazrda, aq, misTvis ucxo da amouxsnel situa­ciaSi, nel­nela, Tavisdauneburad katiaze damokide­buli da misgan kontrolirebuli unda gamxdariyo. aki dazvervis amocanac swored es iyo.

qalaqis ganapiras, dausaxlebel adgilas, xeebSi Caflul da Cabnelebul sasaflaosTan oTxi Savi vol­ga gaCerda. iqidan gadmosuli adamianebidan ramdenime kacma farani moimarjva da ase SeuZRva moZmeebs da­buruli teritoriis siRrmisaken. aTiode wuTSi isi­ni erT patara miwayrilTan idgnen, romelzedac sax­eldaxelod darWmuli trafareti gvamcnobda, rom aq dakrZaluli iyo aleqsi pavles­Ze saviCevi.

_ ai, Svilo, es aris mamaSenis saflavi. _ uTxra ivan andreeviCma antons. _ ver movaswariT misi saTanadod SekeTeba da imedia, momavalSi, roca mas moinaxuleb, ase aRar dagxvdeba.

jariskaci Caimuxla da saflavze aquCebuli miwa xeliT mofSvnita. mis am moqmedebas gansakuTrebulad akvirdeboda misgan mopirdapired mdgari vadim gior­geviCi, romelmac Rvinis boTls Tavi moxsna da mego­bris mier miwvdil or WiqaSi Rvino Camoasxa, romelTa­gan erTi antons gauwoda.

_ kidev erTxel SevsvaT mamaSenis da Cemi uaxloesi adamianis Sesandobari. _ Tqva vadimma da gasalkldeve­buli saxe raRac grZnobam uecrad moulbo.

antoni wamodga da mas Wiqa gamoarTva. Semdeg Rvi­nis ramdenime wveTi saflavs daapkura da kvlav gior­geviCs miapyro mzera.

_ mamaCemi, _ dabal xmaze daiwyo laparaki man. _ CemTvis im dRidan iyo cocxali, roca gavige, rom Tavi samSoblos Seswira. iqidan daviwye imaze fiqri, rom Cemi cxovreba misi xsovnisTvis mimeZRvna. vyofiliyavi misTvis sasaxelo adamiani da ase damefasebina igi. Cem­Tvis Zalian samwuxaroa da, amave dros, Sokismomgvre­li, rom me, roca amas vfiqrobdi, is Turme cocxali yofila. imis gadatana ufro gamiWirdeboda, Tqvens gverdiT rom mexila axla, radgan aseTi ramis axsnas ver SevZlebdi. miuxedavad amisa, guli Zalian mwydeba, rom me is ver vnaxe.

antonma cremlebi veRar Seikava da mdgomareobi­dan gamosavals savse Wiqis dalevaSi miagno.

yvelam SeumCnevlad gadaxedes erTmaneTs. katiam mxarze xeli gadaxvia antons. rac Seexeba vadims, ja­riskacis mcire, magram mravlismomcveli monologis mosmenisas, TiTqos saxe daeWima, Tumca manac Rvinis dalevaSi, usityvod Rvinis dalevaSi hpova daZabulo­bidan gasaqcevi gza.

aleqsis Sesandobari yvelam Sesva. maT Soris ka­tiamac, romelsac iq yofnis dros, Tavis gverdiT mdgo mi axalgazrda kacis mxarze dadebuli xeli wami­Tac ar CamouRia.

sasaflaos teritoriidan gamosuli Tormeti ma­makaci antons meore dRis saRamomde daemSvidoba. ase rom, mitovebuli da gawyobili sufris mimarTulebiT mxolod erTi manqana gaemarTa, romelSic sami adamiani ijda_nikalai, katia da saviCevi.

antonis cxovrebaSi yvelaze daZabuli da ucnauri dRe, rogorc iqna, dasrulda. daqanculma jariskacma kotejis karis zRurbls mZimed gadaabija da oTax­Si SesvlisTanave savarZelSi CaeSva. aSkara iyo, rom misi gonebrivi SesaZleblobebi ver daZlevda mis wi­naSe uec rad wamoWril CaxlarTul cxovrebiseul la­

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birinTs da am sakiTxebis zedmeti gansja ufro met saburvelSi gaaxvevda axalgazrda kacis azrovnebas. da ai, mis am fiqrebs kvlav katia gadaeRoba, roca man gadaxalisebul da ukve or adamianze gawyobil magi­dasTan miiwvia.

_ Zvirfaso, axla Cven Tavisuflad SegviZlia dav­lioT, vicekvoT da visaubroT! amitom gTxov, aqeT gadmoinacvlo!

saviCevma Sexeda gaRimebuli qalis saxes, ris Sem­deg, wamic ki ar dasWirvebia, am saocari silamazis tyved eRiarebina sakuTari Tavi. is uneblied dah­yva mis moTxovnas, fexze wamodga da goneba TviTonve gaiTavisufla yvela zedmeti tvirTisagan.

katiam ori mozrdili Wiqa koniakiT Seavso da erT­erTi antons gauwoda.

_ TviTmfrinaviT mgzavroba Zalian momqancve­lia. vici, rom daRlili xar, magram isic vici, rom Sen marto rom darCeniliyavi, Tvals ver moxuWavdi, bevrs ifiqrebdi da ufro gadaiRlidi gonebas. kolia cota mZinaraa da amitom wavida. me ki SenTan davrCi. vifiqre, erT­or saaTs gavarTob da mere mec waval dasaZineblad­meTqi. Tu Senc Tanaxma iqnebi, cota xans erTad gavataroT. koniaki stresebs mogvixsnis. _ Ses­cina qalma da Wiqa­Wiqaze miuWaxuna.

_ marTali xar, marto yofna gamiWirdeboda. _ uTxra jariskacma, romelsac jer kidev aklda siTa­mame.

_ radgan asea da orive erT azrze varT, Cveni megobrobis dasawyisi vadRegrZeloT! _ katiam sul­mouTqmelad dacala Wiqa.

_ ase iyos! _ am sityvebiT gamoexmaura qalis sa­dRegrZelos antoni da manac igive moimoqmeda.

oTaxSi sapirispiro sqesis ori adamiani erTmane­Tis mopirdapired ijda. maT sasmels delikaturad mi­

ayoles Sokoladis TiTo fila da axla, Tavisuflad msxdomni, mSvidad usmendnen dabal xmaze CarTul Cai­kovskis musikas. iseTi STabeWdileba iqmneboda, rom TiTqos kompozitors Tavisi „weliwadis droni­oqtom­beri~, ai, am momentisTvis da am wyvilisTvis hqonda Seqmnili.

katia uyurebda jariskacs, romelsac jer kidev SerCenoda saxeze gamosaxuli simorcxve, ris gamoc, meore Wiqis Sevseba mouxda.

_ anton, am WiqiT mSvidobas da momavals gaumar­jos!

_ gaumarjos! _ warmoTqva cota gamococxlebulma antonma.

_ axla ki droa, sabWoTa jariskaco, rom vicekvoT! _ katiam Txeli mosacmeli gaixada da usaxlebo Savi maisuris amara xelebgaSlili daeloda sasurvel mew­yviles. _ aba, Cemo Zvirfaso, Tu gamoicnob _ romeli cekva mouxdeba am SesaniSnav musikas?

_ ra Tqma unda, valsi! _ wamoiZaxa aRtacebulma an­tonma, jentlmenurad mieaxla umSvenieres qalbatons da wvril welze energiulad Semoxvia mklavi. Semdeg nela miizida Tavisken, mkerdiT frTxilad miikra da profesionalur doneze daiwyo moZraoba. man ukve srulad SeigrZno im umSvenieresi arsebis surneli, romelmac ramdenime saaTis win, manqanaSi kinaRam daa­kargina realobis aRqma. axla ki ra xdeba? imave qa­lis Tavi mis mxarzea dadebuli da misi xSiri sunTqva yurTan esmis. misi vnebiani tuCebi moZraobisas dro da dro yelze exeba. amas emateba, qalis mkvrivi mker­dis nazi xaxuni jariskacis mkerdze da misi elasti­uri sxeuli, romelsac antoni welze modebuli xeliT akontrolebs. mamakaci vnebis mwvervalzea da aRar icis, iqidan rogor daeSvas. mas qalTa sazogadoebas­Tan didi gamocdileba ar aqvs da amis gamo, cota dab­

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neulobac Seetyo. marTalia, zRvars odnavadac ki ar gadasula, magram eqstazi raRac doziT mainc mosCans masSi. amitom, aqac katiam unda warmarTos Semdgomi moqmedeba, raTa ufro bunebrivi da lamazi gamovides maTi urTierTobis dasawyisi.

_ yoCaR, namdvilad Seudarebeli iyavi! _ mxrebze xeli waavlo qalma da madlobis niSnad loyaze akoca. _ axla ki davubrundeT sufras, cotaodeni sasmeli kidev SevsvaT da visaubroT.

antoni uecrad gamoerkva, magram im vnebis morevSi, sadac is aRmoCnda, fiqrobda, rom am qalis gareSe ve­Rar amovidoda. amitom man kidev unda dalios sasme­li. dalios imitom, rom gabedos. gabedos da uTxras, rom is qalRmerTia, zebunebrivi brwyinvalebiT war­modgeli; rom misi sikaSkaSe Tvalebs ubnelebs da misi gamoxedva gonebas ubindavs. diax, mas sWirdeba daleva da unda dalios.

axla siamovnebiT movismen Sengan sadRegrZelos. imas mainc gavigeb, ra giyvars da ras afaseb. _ RimiliT uTxra qalma da Wiqa koniakiT Seuvso.

antonma sasmisi aiRo da sakuTari Tavi sabolood gadaamowma_Seswevda Tu ara imis Tqmis unari, rasac gulSi fiqrobda. amisaTvis man gonebaSi Tavisi saTqme­lis Tanmimdevrulad dalageba daiwyo, magram maSinve mixvda, rom alkoholis mcire doza kidev sWirdebo­da. ar icoda, ra eTqva. mas katias meti aRaravin da araferi axsovda. qali ki molodiniT Sehyurebda, Tu ra sadRegrZelos SesTavazebda mas. da ai, jariskaci uecrad gons moego. Tavis win mjdomares da masze mi­Cerebul ulamazes arsebas Sexeda da uTxra:

_ am WiqiT Sen gagimarjos! _ koniaki sulmouTqme­lad dalia da mas araferi miayola. Semdeg Tavi da­Runa da daeloda baxusis mokidebas.

katias moulodnelobisagan da siamovnebisagan saxe

gaebadra._ didi madloba, anton! me aseTi guliT cxovre­

baSi aravis vudRegrZelebivar. madloba, Cemo kargo da icode, rom ai, am wuTis iqiT, Sen CemTvis yvelaze Zvirfasi adamiani xar.

qali wamodga da antons miuaxlovda, romelic magi­das muStebiT dayrdnoboda da Tavi dabla daexara. is sakuTar gonebaSi alkoholis gabatonebas ucdida da, rodesac katiam Tmaze xeli nazad gadausva, maSinve fexze wamoimarTa. isini sul aTiode wamis ganmavloba­Si Sehyurebdnen erTmaneTs. swored am dros miiRo an­tonma gonebidan signali, rom mas ukve Tamamad SeeZlo eTqva saTqmeli:

_ Sen zecidan movlenili qalRmerTi xar, romlis msgavsi dedamiwas ar gasCenia!

am sityvebma zustad is aTi wami moicva, romlis gasvlis Semdeg isini erTmaneTis tuCebs daswvdnen. ve­ravin ityoda, romeli iyo kocnis iniciatori, radgan maT erTdroulad daiwyes moqmedeba. vnebac erTnairi iyo da is ar hgavda Cveulebriv seqsualur aRtkine­bas; aq aSkarad SeimCneoda didi siyvarulis dasawyisi, romelsac orive mxare tolad pasuxobda. isini erT­maneTs frTxilad xdidnen tansacmels da mkrTali abaJuris Suqze da wynari musikis fonze siyvarulis mwvervalis dasapyrobad miiCqarodnen.

ramdenime saaTis ganmavlobaSi qariSxali mZvin­varebda. iseTi, romelmac gaanadgura yvela da yvelaferi. mospo yovelgvari gasaxsenebeli da amo­SanTa yvelanairi istoria. es grigali im ori adamianis gonebaSi datrialda, romlebsac sagangebod gaSlil farTo sawolze naxevrad SiSvlebs erTmaneTze Caxute­bulebs CasZinebodaT. qals mamakacis mkerdze daedo Tavi da erTi xeli misi iRliis qvemodan amoedo. xolo mamakaci loyiT mibjenoda mas Tavze da orive xeli ise

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SemoeWdo misTvis, TiTqos cdilobda, rom ZilSi ara­vis waerTmia. diax, im xsenebulma grigalma, romelic maT gonebaSi warmoiSva, waSala mTeli maTi warsuli da gaauferula maTSi yoveli grZnoba. es gonebrivi kataklizmi gamoiwvia kacobriobis gaCenidan gangebis mier adamianTaTvis boZebulma im upirvelesma niWma, romelic RmerTma adamians saukuno sicocxlis mo­sapoveblad misca. am niWs Cven siyvaruls vuwodebT, romelsac yovelTvis SeuZlia, rom CvenSi Svas bed­niereba. is bedniereba, romelic mZinare wyvils saxeze mkveTrad aRbeWdviaT.

meore dRis sami saaTia. katias da antons yavis da­leva ukve moeswroT da divanze mimsxdarni da erTmane­Tze mixutebulni wynarad saubrobdnen, rom am dros, karze kakuni gaisma.

_ mobrZandi! _ gasZaxa katiam da fexze wamodga.oTaxSi nikalai Semovida. mas erTi wamic ki ar das­

Wirvebia orives SesaTvaliereblad. _ nabaxusevi CanxarT, katerina iankovskaia. _ aweuli

warbebiT waxumrebis kiloTi mimarTa koliam da bolo winadadebas ironiuli Rimilic miayola. _ gaseirnebis gunebaze, ra Tqma unda, ar iqnebiT, Tavi getkiebaT.

_ arc nabaxusevi var da arc Tavi mtkiva. asec rom iyos, Senze metad mainc viazrovneb. _ uTxra qalma da koniakiT Wiqa Seuvso. _ aha, dalie! iqneb moxvide xasi­aTze da ukeTesi azrebiT daakavo goneba.

_ ap, ap, ap, saWesTan var! _ xelis aweviT Tqva nika­laim.

_ saWesTan Torem, Senc guli giskdeba avtoinspeq­torebis danaxvaze. dalie, dalie da gagviyvane sadme! _ xelSi miaCeCa koniakiT savse Wiqa katiam.

kargi, kargi. mokled, Sen rom kacs gadaekidebi... momeci, momeci! _ gamoarTva sasmisi koliam da ise­Ti saxiT Caxeda Sig Casxmul siTxes, rom TiTqos Za­

lian mwyralad iyo masTan. Wiqa rom gamocala, antons miubrunda: _ Cemo megobaro da Zmao,_ jibeSi Caiyo xeli da fuli amoiRo. _ Cven axla erTad unda gavi­deT da wavideT iq, sadac gagvixardeba. me da katerina Sen fuls arsad dagaxarjinebT, radgan Cveni stumari xar, magram momentSi SeiZleba Senc raRac mogewonos da Cven ver mivxvdeT. amisaTvis, ufrosma megobrebma SenTan asi maneTi gamomatanes da Tan dagibares, rom am raodenobis Tanxa geqneba yoveldRe, sanam CvenTan iqnebi. Cvenc meti ra dagvrCenia, viseirnoT da viaroT. aq imdeni gasrTobia, rom ar mogawyenT. saRamos megob­rebi Semogvivlian da guSindeliviT cotas davlevT. ai, aseTi iqneba Cveni reJimi. Tavisuflad igrZeni Tavi da ifiqre, rom uaxloes adamianebTan imyofebi. aba, axla moemzadeT da saiTac mibrZanebT, iqiT waval! ma­namde ki, sanam Tqven gaemzadebiT, erTi Wiqis dalevas kidev movaswreb. _ Tqva ukve SebuJbuJebulma koliam da meore Wiqa Seivso.

_ Tu swrafad imoqmedeb, meoTxesac moaswreb. _ xmamaRla Cailaparaka mosamzadeblad gasulma katiam.

_ ukomentarod ar datovo Cemi arcerTi sityva. _ Caibuxuna nikalaim da pirvel Wiqas meorec miayola.

gavida Tormeti dRe. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, am sameulma mTeli uralis mxare dalaSqra. moinaxules yvela RirsSesaniSnavi adgili. daaTvalieres muzeume­bi. TeatrSi daeswrnen ramdenime speqtakls. erTobod­nen barebSi da restornebSi. tyeSi Sewves mwvadi da Semodgomis erTi susxiani dRe cecxlTan gaatares. saRamos ki kvlav ikribebodnen da daaxloebiT erTi saaTis ganmavlobaSi musaifobdnen. SigadaSig, ufrose­bi arigebdnen antons, Tu rogor unda moqceuliyo, rom maTi imedi gaemarTlebina. aRuTqvamdnen, rom isini mudam mis gverdiT iqnebodnen da mas arafers gauWirvebdnen. RamiT ki masTan rCeboda katia da im

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siyvaruliT tkbebodnen, romelmac Tavis piks maTi urTierTobis pirvelive Rames miaRwia. da ai, dadga meTormete Rame. diliT antoni saxlSi unda gaemgza­vros. misi TviTmfrinavi rva saaTze mifrinavs. erT­maneTze Seyvarebuli wyvilisaTvis ganSoreba Zalian mtkiv neuli aRmoCnda,_ukve naxevari saaTia, isini ux­mod sxedan da xmis amoRebas ver axerxeben. dro da dro miualerseben erTmaneTs da isev fiqrs eZlevian.

_ anton, _ siCume daarRvia katiam. _ imisaTvis, rom Cven momavalSi erTad yofna SevZloT, Sen CasvlisTa­nave unda daiwyo mzadeba universitetisTvis. marTa­lia, mamis megobrebis mxridan iq moxvedra garantire­buli gaqvs, magram es imas ar niSnavs, rom Sen moeSva da araferi moimoqmedo. Sengan maTi da, amave dros, mamis dafaseba iqneba, codniT rom miadgebi umaRles saswavlebels da proteqciaze ar aageb Sens winsvlas, romelic, maseT SemTxvevaSi, aucileblad Seneldeba. unda vifiqroT imaze, rom, rodesac erT kurss da­xurav, ukve SegveZleba sabuTebis gadmotana ruseTis nebismier qalaqSi. ai, am gziT SeiZleba Cveni Semdgomi urTierToba.

_ Cemo Zvirfaso katerina, _ uecrad Tavi aswia da Semobrunda wina wuTSi Cafiqrebuli antoni. _ me Sen imdenad miyvarxar, rom sicocxlesac ar daviSureb SenTvis. amitom magis SesrulebisTvis stimuli ar mWirdeba, radgan Sen xar Cemi stimulic da cxovre­bac. is rom mecodineba, rom es gza SenTan momiyvans, ra siZnelesac ar unda Seveyaro, mainc davlaSqrav. es rom SevZlo, darwmuneba mWirdeba imaSi, rom Senc ise­ve giyvarvar, rogorc me. gadawyvetileba rom miviRo, erT kiTxvaze unda mipasuxo. _ antonma katias ufro Rrmad Caxeda TvalebSi da aseTi kiTxva dausva: _ vin iyo mamaCemi da vin arian misi megobrebi? _ aq man pa­tara pauza gaakeTa ise, rom Tvali ar moucilebia qa­

lisTvis, ris Semdeg, sityva ase daasrula: _ da, rac yvelaze mTavaria, vin xar Sen?

katias gaeRima. es Rimili saxis im gamometyvelebis SeniRbvas emsaxureboda, romelSic, mis gareSe, Wkviani Tvali advilad SeamCnevda, rom is am kiTxvas eloda. miuxedavad imisa, rom is amas eloda, garkveulwilad mainc dabneuloba gamoiwvia masSi, radgan antoni, sam­saxurebrivi TvalsazrisiT, Cveulebrivi, ubralo obi­eqti aRar iyo misTvis. aq drois gayvana orive mxaris­Tvis uaryofiT Sedegs gamoiRebda. amitom katias unda eCqara da epasuxa is, rac mas am momentisTvis daavales.

_ Cemo sayvarelo, am SekiTxvaze SeiZleba amomwura­vi pasuxi ver gagce, magram ra informaciac me gamaC­nia amis Sesaxeb, namdvilad ar dagimalav. amitom, ra­sac getyvi, gTxov, rom merwmuno, radgan getyvi imas, rac vici. _ katia wamiT SeCerda da antons daakvirda, romelsac saxeze etyoboda, rom kiTxvis savaraudo pasuxi winaswarve ar sjeroda. amis miuxedavad, man mainc damajereblad daiwyo: _ mamaSeni, komunisturi partiis mier misiiT iyo wargzavnili evropis erT­erT qveyanaSi da sabWoTa kavSiris saelCoSi muSaobda. nebismierma sabWoTa moqalaqem icis, rom aseTi samsa­xuri gasaidumloebas eqvemdebareba, rom partiis misia yvelaze da yvelaferze maRla dgas, maT Soris, ojaxze da Svilebze. saqme imaSia, rom ucxo qveynebTan muSao­ba urTulesi mimarTulebaa da, rodesac qveynis xelm­ZRvaneloba am ubanze vinmes agzavnis, es imas niSnavs, rom ndobas ucxadebs mas. swored es ndobaa saamayo, radgan adamiani, romelic amas imsaxurebs, TavisTavad gamorCeulia sxvaTagan. rac Seexeba samSoblos winaSe damsaxurebas, amaSi wvlili ara marto misiis aRm­srulebels miuZRvis, aramed misi ojaxis wevrebsac, radgan orive mxare erTmaneTTan daSorebis xarjze iR­vwis qveynis sakeTildReod. ai, amaSi mdgomareobs, Cemo

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kargo, Cveni qveynis siZliere, rom TiToeuli sabWoTa moqalaqe mzad aris, sakuTari keTildReoba anacvalos qveynis samsaxurs da mis gasaZliereblad uari Tqvas yovelgvar bednierebaze. amitom aris, rom amerika da imperialisturi qveynebi angariSs uweven sabWoTa ka­vSirs, rac erTvgvari aRiarebaa imisa, rom socialis­turi wyoba yvelaze misaRebia adamianebisTvis. _ ka­tia wamiT SeCerda, misken interesiT momziral antons saxe ze mimoatara Tvali da SedarebiT dabal xmaze ga­nagrZo: _ mamaSenma qveynis xelmZRvanelobas sTxova, rom samsaxuridan droebiT gaeTavisuflebinaT da sam­SobloSi dabrunebis saSualeba miecaT, raTa erTxel mainc enaxa sakuTari vaJi da cxovrebis mimarTulebis arCevaSi daxmareboda mas. misi mdgomareobidan da sam­saxuridan gamomdinare, Tqveni Sexvedra daigegma ara moskovSi, aramed urals gadmoRma, aq, kuibiSevSi, raTa am yvelafers Caevlo yovelgvari pompezurobis gar­eSe. samwuxarod, aleqsi pavloviCma es veRar SeZlo. _ katia aq kidev erTxel SeCerda da Tavi dabla daxara. cota xanSi man Subli SeWmuxna, warbebi odnav maRla as­wia da kvlav antons Sexeda. _ mis megobrebze ki getyvi, rom maT aqamde ar vicnobdi. me mxolod is vici maTze, rom isini partiis maRali rangis warmomadgenlebi ari­an da Tu ar vcdebi, diplomatiuri xaziT muSaoben. aqve oriod sityviT Cemze da koliazec vityvi: Cven erTad vmuSaobT komkavSiris cekaSi. ramdenime dRis win dagviZaxes da zedapirulad gagvacnes situacia. am adamianebs, mamis megobrebs vgulisxmob, surdaT, rom SenTvis garkveuli xniT emaspinZlaT. imisaTvis, rom Senze asakiT ufrosebTan uxerxulad ar gegrZno Tavi, megzurebad, Cveni saxiT, axalgazrdebi mogivlines. ai, sul es aris, Cemo Zvirfaso anton! _ qalma miamituri gamometyvelebiT daadastura es yovelive. _ axla ki, sanam Sen am siaxles gaiazreb, me samzareuloSi gaval

da yavas movamzadeb.katia sanam oTaxidan gavidoda, bolomde miadevna

mas antonma Tvali, ris Semdeg Tavi daRuna da mosmeni­lis gansjas Seudga.

gavida daaxloebiT oci wuTi. drois am Sualed­Si mxolod erTxel gaifanta jariskacis azrovneba, roca mas samzareulodan moesma xma _ buterbrodeb­sac vamzadeb da male movalo. is TiTqmis uZravad ijda. aSkarad Canda, rom pasuxiT kmayofili ar iyo. mTeli misi aq yofnis periodSi, mas ar hqonda dro da mocla imisaTvis, rom efiqra Tundac am ucnaur stumar­maspinZlobaze; dakvirveba ewarmoebina mamis megobrebis moqmedebaze, Tu ratom dadioda yovel saRamos mis mosanaxuleblad uklebliv is Tormeti ma­makaci; ra datvirTva eniWeboda yovel uferul dRes, romlebic arafriT gansxvavdebodnen pirvelisagan. es is ZiriTadi sakiTxebia, romlebic mocemul momentebSi misgan yuradRebas moiTxovda, magram aseTi ram ar mox­da imitom, rom gonebis is nawili, romelsac pasuxis­mgebloba ekisreba rTuli cxovrebiseuli amocanebis winaSe, siyvarulis grZnobas hqonda ganeitralebuli. axla ki ra, misi mdgomareoba mxolod caitnotia. is axla ki ara, verasodes amoxsnis gardasuli dReebis saidumlos, radgan detalurad aRar emaxsovreba isi­ni. vnaxoT, daexmareba Tu ara momavalSi vinme, am kui­biSevuri idumalebiT moculi Sexvedrebis amoxsnaSi da iTamaSebs Tu ara raime rols misi es viziti misive cxovrebaSi.

oTaxSi katia Semovida, romelmac yaviT savse ori finjani Semoitana da divanis win mdgar dabal magi­daze daalaga. mas ar gamohparvia antonis ukmayofilo saxe, romelic misken iyo mipyrobili.

_ axlave buterbrodebsac movitan! _ TavisTvis Cailaparaka qalma da oTaxidan gavida. roca is dab­

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runda, cal xelSi marTlac eWira TefSi buterbrodeb­iT, romelic aseve magidaze dado, xolo meore xelSi, TiTebSua, gancalkevebiT ekava ori furceli. man ux­maurod daacalkeva es furclebi da erT­erTi antons saxesTan axlos miutana. rodesac jariskacma mas gak­virvebiT Sexeda, katiam tuCebis moZraobiT uxma urod daumarcvla sityva _ waikiTxe! antonmac uxmod daiwyo kiTxva da ai, ra ewera iq:

„sruliad SesaZlebelia, es saxli isminebodes. ami­tom, rodesac me meore furcels mogawvdi, yovelgvari SraSunis gareSe gamomarTvi da Cumad waikiTxe. Semdeg isev uxmaurod momeci. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, me, Sigada­Sig raRacebs vityvi, magram Cems sityvebs yuradRebas nu miaqcev, guldasmiT waikiTxe, gaiazre da yvelaferi gulis siRrmeSi gadamale.“

antons, rodesac saxeze Seetyo, rom kiTxva Caam­Tavra, katiam mas meore furceli miawoda, romelic jariskacma uxmaurod gamoarTva da didi intere­siT Seudga Tvalis meSveobiT striqonebis gonebaSi gadaqaC vas.

„yovelTvis mainteresebda, ra aZlevda im adamia­nebs Zalas, romlebic TavisuflebisTvis ibrZodnen da es maSin, roca Cveni saxelmwifo mTlianad agebulia koleqtiur principze, rac niSnavs imas, rom nebismieri individualizmi wyobisTvis miuRebelia. gamodis, rom xsenebuli brZola CanasaxSive mkvdaria da misi warmoe­ba mTavrdeba mebrZolis fizikuri ganadgurebiT, an cixeSi didi xniT gamoketviT. marTalia, rom am, erTi SexedviT, utopiuri mimarTulebisa me araferi mesmo­da, magram aseT adamianebs, rogorc raRacis mimarT Seurigebel raindebs, mainc ise aRviqvamdi. yvelaze saintereso is iyo, rom, rodesac maT Cems gonebaSi raindebad vnaTlavdi, maSinve gamiCnda kiTxva: ras xe­davdnen isini Tavisuflebis miRma? am kiTxvas, albaT,

verasodes gavcemdi pasuxs, kuibiSevSi SemTxveviT rom ar movxvedriliyavi. axla ukve gamarTulad SemiZlia vTqva, rom CemTvis naTelia ara marto is, Tu saidan modis TavisuflebisTvis brZolis Jini, aramed, am Ta­visuflebis miRmac vxedav samyaros. SeiZleba adamia­nebi gansxvavebuli meTodebiT ibrZvian amis misaRwevad, magram imaSi Rrmad var darwmunebuli, rom TiToeul aseT mizans siyvaruli udevs safuZvlad. is siyvaru­li, romelmac me, Cveni Sexvedris pirvelive wuTebidan mibiZga brZolisaken. is siyvaruli, romelic am brZo­lis triumfiT damTavrebis SemTxvevaSi eniT aRuwe­rel bednierebas mpirdeba. diax, Cemi Sendami usazRv­ro siyvaruli maiZulebs, Seveba im umZlavres monstrs, romelmac didi xnis win gadamiketa sakuTari cxovrebis erTi mSvenieri gza. me ukve mzad var am brZolisTvis, radgan ar minda iseTi sicocxle, rac damamsgavsebs im borkildadebul da gamZvinvarebul mxecs, romelic Tavis siSleges mxolod RrialSiRa gamoxatavs. es rom ase ar moxdes da Cven, piriqiT, gamarjvebas veziaroT, kargad momismine da yvelaferi zedmiwevniT gaiazre: mamaSeni, aleqsi pavloviCi, sabWoTa kavSiris mzveravi iyo evropis qveynebSi. misi megobrebi dazvervis sam­marTvelos maRalCinosnebi arian. xolo me gaxlavar sadazvervo skolis aRzrdili da amJamad kontrdaz­vervis oficeri, 22 wlis ekaterine bukovskaia da ara iankovskaia, rogorc es koliam Tqva.~

antonma werilis kiTxva SeaCera da Tvalebi moxuWa. misi goneba iseT buranSi gaexvia, sadac erTi patara azris gamoelvebac ki ar arsebobda. ramodenime wams iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, rom TiTqos maRali kldidan daagores da kisristexiT mieqaneboda ufskrulisaken. da ai, raRac Suqma inaTa mis dabindul azrovnebaSi, romelmac katiasTan Sexvedris pirveli Rame gaax­sena, rodesac vnebiT aRgznebulma qalma SiSvel tan­

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ze mklavebi SemoaWdo. maSin antons, TviTonac imave vnebiT mTvrals, yuradReba ar miuqcevia foladis marwuxebiviT SemoWerili mklavebisTvis, radgan mis gonebaSi katias unazesi da ulamazesi sxeuli farav­da mas. „RmerTo Cemo! _ gaifiqra man, _ marTalia es yvelaferi.“

katia, romelic manamde wynari musikis fonze gem­rieli yaviT da lamazad gawyobili buterbrodebiT iwonebda Tavs da iseT imitacias qmnida, viTom antons elaparakeboda, axla TvalebgafarToebuli Sehyureb­da naxevrad Tavdaxril mamakacs. mas yuradRebidan ar gamohparvia werilis is adgili, romelmac ase Caafiqra jariskaci. mousvenroba ar Sestyobia, magram daZabuli ki ucdida mis Semdgom moqmedebas.

antonma Tvali gaaxila da werilis is monakveTi, romelic amcnobda mamisa da axalgacnobili adamia­nebis vinaobas, meored CaikiTxa. Semdeg odnav gverdiT mimarTa mzera, TiTqos kidev gaiazra raRac da kiTxva ganagrZo:

„me vdgam pirvel nabijs Cveni siyvarulisTvis da gimxel iseT rames, romlis Sesaxeb, Seni piridan Tu erTi sityvac ki amova rodisme (mniSvneloba ar aqvs, vis gaumxel, sisxlismier naTesavs Tu megobars), CaTvale, rom Sen momkali, radgan amis gamo gausamarTleblad damxvreten. xolo im SemTxvevaSi, Tuki Senc fiqrob, rom am siyvarulisTvis unda ibrZolo, amisaTvis bevri araferia gasakeTebeli_Sen mxolod mamis megobrebis miTiTebebi geqneba Sesasrulebeli. universitetis pirvel kurss saqarTveloSi daxurav, ris Semdeg, SegveZleba, sabuTebi moskovSi gadmovitanoT, sadac swavlas gaagrZeleb. Cven im dRidan gveqneba urTier­Toba, roca Sen moskovSi Camoxval da Seni Camosvlis Semdeg vizruneb imaze, rom Tavisufali viyo. amas me movawyob ise, verasodes gaigebs vinme, miT umetes, ver

irwmunebs, rom es Cemi mowyobili SeiZleba iyos. ra­mes gaviTamaSeb iseTs, rom msubuqad davinvalidde. Sen magaze nu inerviuleb, CvenTan patara iarac ki mize­zia agentis Camosawerad. amis Semdeg me gavxdebi egreT wodebuli gaSifruli TanamSromeli da ase movipoveb dazvervis samsaxurSi Cveulebrivi muSaobis uflebas, rac xel­fexs gamixsnis ojaxis SeqmnisTvis. me Zalian guliT minda da veli im dRes, roca Cven gveqneba ojaxi da gveyoleba Wkviani da lamazi Svilebi. es bedniereba Sors ar aris da Tu Senc mzad xar amisaTvis, weri­lis wakiTxvis Semdeg uxmod Tavi daiqnie. Cemo yvelaze Zvirfaso da usayvarleso ocnebis mamakaco, Cemi Send­ami siyvaruli ganuzomelia. me Sen ise Zlier miyvar­xar, rom sanam kvlav SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs, ar iqneba wami, wuTi da dro, rom Senze ar vifiqro da gonebaSi ar gefero. SenTvis da SeniT vicxovreb Cems darCenil wlebs da siamovnebiT mogiZRvni sicocxles. miyvarxar, miyvarxar da miyvarxar!“

antonma werilis kiTxva daamTavra. am xnis ganma­vlobaSi, nervebisagan daWimuli sxeuli, werilis bo­loSi dawerilma sityvebma erTianad dauburZgla. man kidev moxuWa wamierad Tvali, yvelaferi uswrafesad gaiazra da qals seriozuli saxiT miaCerda. katias molodinis reJimSi myofma wamonTebulma Tvalebma da misma alalad ametyvelebulma saxem, saSualeba misca antons, rom qalis mxridan wamosuli siyvarulisTvis yvela kiTxva moexsna da saboloo wertili daesva, rac TviTonac Zalian sWirdeboda. ramdenime wamis ganmav­lobaSi isini erTmaneTs Sehyurebdnen, ris Semdeg an­tonma gauRima, tuCebis Cumi moZraobiT kocna gaug­zavna, Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi dauqnia da or gverdze wvrilad dawerili formatis furceli uxmaurod mia­woda.

qali gaciskrovnebuli saxiT wamodga fexze. erT

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xelSi furclebi daiWira, xolo meoreTi buterbro­dis TefSi aiRo da samzareulosken gaemarTa. Tan Ta­visTvis cota maRali xmiT Cailaparaka:

_ bolos mainc ver gavige, Cemi gakeTebuli buter­brodi mogewona Tu ara.

man samzareuloSi werilebi gaanadgura da oTaxSi rom dabrunda, divanze antons miujda gverdiT.

_ Cemo sayvarelo, mec Sennairad ganvicdi erTm­aneTTan daSorebas, magram es droebiTia. kidev Sev­xvdebiT da kidev gveqneba imis saSualeba, siyvaruliT davtkbeT. _ sityva ar hqonda katias damTavrebuli, rom orivem erTdroulad waiwies erTmaneTis tuCebi­saken.

im Rames Tvali arcerTs ar mouxuWavs. sasiyvaru­lo sityvebi ismoda maTi bageebidan. ganSorebis molo­diniT gamowveuli cremlic gadmoifrqva maTi Tvale­bidan. wina dReebisgan gansxvavebiT, vnebac ki gansa­kuTrebulad gamoxates erTurTis mimarT, romelsac sevdiani elferi ufro met silamazes sZenda da uan­garo siyvarulis niSnebi masSi ufro TvalsaCinod mosCanda. ase Caxutebulebs moadgaT aeroportSi gamg­zavrebis dro. isini uilajod emzadebodnen wasasvle­lad, rom koliamac moakakuna.

_ aba, mzad xarT? _ moisma karis iqidan misi boxi xma.

erTi saaTic ar iyo gasuli, rom nikalaim manqana pirdapir TviTmfrinavis trapTan miayena, romelTan odnav moSorebiT, kidev idga ramdenime manqana. anton­ma „volgis“ kari rom gamoxsna da gadmovida, SeniSna, rom misken moemarTeboda is Tormeti mamis megobari, visTan erTadac vaxSmobda yovel saRamos, kuibiSevSi stumrobis dros. maT saTiTaod CamoarTves xeli da kidev erTxel Seaxsenes, rom yovelTvis mis gverdiT iqnebodnen, Tuki rame gauWirdeboda mas. bolos mas­

Tan vadim giorgeviCi mivida, mxarze xeli moxvia da TviTmfrinavis kibis asasvlelTan miiyvana.

_ anton, Svilo, _ mklavSi xeli gamosdo da frTxi­lad Semoabruna vadimma. _ yvelaferi ise gaakeTe, rogorc giTxariT. mamis sasaxelod Sen Zalian didi da kargi kaci unda iyo. momavali Sens xelSia. Wkvia­nurad miudeqi yvela saqmes, maT Soris, swavlas. Seni imedi meqneba. _ vadimi Tvalmoucileblad uyurebda antons. Zalze seriozuli saxis miuxedavad, etyoboda, rom raRacas Zalian ganicdida da, roca TvalSi odnav sisvele gamoukrTa, yuradReba Tavis pijakis Sig­niTa jibeze gadaitana, saidanac daxuruli konverti amoiRo. _ Svilo, es dedaSens, nina maqsimovnas wauRe da Cveni Rrma mwuxarebac gadaeci aleqsis gamo. _ giorgeviCma konverti gauwoda. Semdeg gadaexvia, cota xniT gulSi Caikra da aseTi sityvebiT daemSvidoba: _ mSvidobiT anton! yovelTvis gaxsovdes mama! mas Sen Zalian uyvardi!

vadimi Semobrunda da neli nabijiT gaemarTa Ta­visi megobrebisken.

antoni ki manam ar avida TviTmfrinavSi, sanam ivan andreebiCma katias ar aniSna, rom misuliyo masTan.

TviTmfrinavis kibesTan mdgari jariskaci qals ga­daexvia da gulze miixuta.

_ Cemo usayvarleso da dedamiwaze yvelaze lamazo arsebav! Cemo qal­RmerTo da zecidan CemTvis movle­nilo angelozo, me yvelafers gavakeTeb, rom Cven er­Tad viyoT!

_ yvelaferi kargad iqneba. _ yurSi CasCurCula ka­tiam da kidev erTxel akoca sayvarel mamakacs.

TviTmfrinavi daiZra. jariskaci iluminatoridan uyurebda im adamianebs, romlebmac dauviwyari Tor­meti dRe umaspinZles. katia ramodenime nabijiT win gamoyofoda kacebs da lamazi da grZeli TiTebis nazi

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moZraobiT emSvidobeboda antons. saqarTvelo. Tbilisis saerTaSoriso aeroporti.

TxuTmeti gradusiT gansxvavebuli temperatura kui­biSevTan. miuxedavad gviani Semodgomisa, aq xalxi mainc Txlad Cacmuli dadis. jariskacsac mouxda qurTukis CanTaSi Cadeba. aeroportis Senobidan rom gamovida, Rrublebisgan gadawmendil cas axeda da Ta­visTvis Cailaparaka: Cemi mziani qveyana... _ marTalia, kuibiSevSi mas siamovnebis meti araferi miuRia, ma­gram sulierad mainc gamofituli da daRlili Canda, radgan am Tormeti dRis manZilze Zalian bevri ramis gadamuSaveba mouxda mis gonebas. amas daemata misi emo­ciurad datvirTuli yoveldRiuri reJimi, romlisT­visac Tvrameti wlis axalgazrdam Zalebis sworad gada nawileba ver moaxerxa. arauSavs, aw gardasuli dReebi rodisme Tanmimdevrulad dalagdeba mis TavSi da misi azrovneba TiToeul maTgans amocanis rangSi aiyvans. WeSmaritad amoxsnis Tu ara, es meore sakiTxia, magram is axla amaze namdvilad ar fiqrobs. mas erTi suli aqvs, saxlamde, rac SeiZleba, swrafad miaRwios, raTa dedas mouyves mamis Sesaxeb. ai, am fiqrebSi mou­wia taqsis rigmac da orsaaTiani mgzavrobis Semdeg miadga im oTxsarTulian korpuss, sadac TviTon gaiz­arda. meoT xe sarTulis kibeebic aaTava da Tavisi sax­lis zaris Rilaks daawva. kari mkacri saxis maRalma da gamxdarma qalbatonma gamoxsna, romelsac jariskacis danaxvaze saxe gaunaTda da SesZaxa:

_ ra moxda, dedi, ase adre ratom dabrundi? _ kiTxva ar hqonda dasrulebuli, rom Svils miekra da gulSi Caikra. Semdeg CanTa gamoarTva, mklavze msu­buqad gamosdo xeli da oTaxisken SeuZRva.

_ saxlamdec movaRwie. _ Tqva antonma da savar­ZelSi mowyvetiT CaeSva.

_ deda genacvalos, ra xdeba, gamagebine?

_ cudi araferi, deda. oRond axla xel­pirs da­viban, tansacmels gamovicvli da yvelafers mogiyvebi. _ uTxra daqanculma antonma.

_ ki, Svilo, ki, deda genacvalos. axlave mogitan gamosacvlel tansacmels da sanam Sen daiban, sadil­sac gavawyob. moSiebuli iqnebi, amxela gza gamoiare.

ramodenime wuTis Semdeg magida ukve gawyobili iyo. antoni abazanidan pirsaxociT xelSi gamovida, romliTac samzareuloSi gaagrZela mklavebis kargad SemSraleba.

_ Cemi CanTa sad dade, nina maqsimovna? _ uTxra an­tonma da pirsaxoci iqve mdgar sakamze msubuqad miag­do.

_ saZinebelSi dagide. axlave gamogitan!_ me TviTon gaval, deda! _ uTxra antonma da

saZinebel oTaxSi gavida. rodesac samzareuloSi dab­runda, xelSi konverti eWira, romlis danaxvaze nina maqsimovnas Subli Seekra da seriozuli saxiT Svilis sityvas daeloda. _ es vadim giorgeviCma gamogigzavna, mamaCemis da Senma megobarma.

nina berdievas saxe ufro SeeWmuxna da Tvalebi mo­mentalurad aatriala, rac misi azrebis Sor manZilze gadasrolas moaswavebda.

_ vin? _ meqanikurad warmoTqva man da Svils misken gawvdili konverti gamoarTva.

_ vadim giorgeviCma. _ mSvidad miugo antonma, romelsac, aseve, seriozulma ierma gadahkra. _ ra, ar icnob?

ninam konverti gaxsna da iqidan asmaneTianebis Sekvra amoiRo, romelsac manqanaze nabeWdi patara werili amohyva. qalma fuli magidaze dado, rasac an­tonma gaocebiT Sexeda da werili CaikiTxa:

„gamarjoba nina! gigzavni aTi aTas maneTs. Sen Za­lian kargi biWi gagizrdia. gmadlob.

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vadim giorgeviCi“qali magidas xeliT daeyrdno da skamze frTxilad

daeSva. werili meored gadaikiTxa, magram veraferi gaigo. Semdeg fexze mdgar, gaxevebul antons axeda da uTxra:

_ dajeqi, saWmeli SeWame da momiyevi yvelaferi!_ deda, vin aris vadim giorgeviCi? TviTon miTxra

_ dedas kargad vicnobo. _ hkiTxa misive moqmedebiT gaocebulma antonma.

_ dajeqi, dajeqi! isadile da Semdeg visaubroT._ nina maqsimovna, sadme gadamaluli koniaki Tu

gaqvs, iqneb erTi Wiqa damalevino, daRlilobas mainc momixsnis.

qalis goneba elviseburad mihqroda warsulisaken, sadac misi azriT, im kvanZis gasaRebi unda yofili­yo, romelic antonma konvertis saxiT warmoadgina. is fiqrobda, rom antons Zalian bevri hqoda saTqmeli da konverti im CaxlarTuli gorgalis mxolod erTi nawili iyo. nina berdievam karadidan koniaki gad­moiRo. TviTon skamis sazurgeze frTxilad miesvena da Svilis saxes kargad daakvirda, romelmac dedis ga­sakvirad WiqaSi xarbad daisxa koniaki. nina maqsimovnas ramdenime wuTi dasWirda imaSi dasarwmuneblad, rom saqme dazvervis samsaxurTan hqonda.

„Cems SvilTan ra xeli aqvT?~ _ gaifiqra da simwri­sagan kbilebi erTmaneTze daaWira.

antonma erTi Wiqa koniaki ikmara. sadilic msu­buqad miirTva da fexze wamodga.

_ oTaxSi gavideT deda! _ uTxra da samzareulodan gavida.

sanam antoni sadilobda, ninam werili kidev erT­xel waikiTxa da TiTqos raRac kvals daadga. yovel SemTxvevaSi, savaraudo axali ambavis mosmenamde, misi amoxsnis gezi ukve aRebuli hqonda.

_ aba, gismen, Svilo! _ uTxra dedam antons, roca mis mopirdapire savarZelSi Cajda.

_ werilis gamogzavnis ufleba ar mqonda. amitom ver Segatyobine, sad movxvdi jarSi. _ wynarad dai­wyo saubari antonma. _ moskovis gareubanSi gamamwe­ses, specnawilSi. orkviriani karantinis Semdeg fici miviReT. ficis miRebidan sul cota xanSi, politi­kur dargSi polkis ufrosis moadgilem gamomiZaxa da miTxra, rom kuibiSevSi unda gavfreniliyavi imave dRes. Tan mkacrad gamafrTxila, aravis gamovmSvi­dobebodi da aravisTvis araferi meTqva amis Sesaxeb. kuibiSevSi daRamebulze Cavedi. trapTan damxvda `volga~ da ori adamiani _ axalgazrda kaci da Cemze erTi­ori wliT ufrosi qali. maT wamiyvanes sadRac dacul teri toriaze, sadac kotejis tipis saxlebi iyo ganlagebuli. iq damxvda Tormeti Suaxnis mamakaci da gamecnen mamis megobrebad. miTxres, rom mamaCemi, aleqsi pavloviCi wlebis ganmavlobaSi muSaobda saz­RvargareT. erTi Tvis win dabrunda sabWoTa kavSirSi da emzadeboda SenTan Sesaxvedrado. samwuxarod, gul­ma umtyuna da ori kviris win gardaicvalao. maCvenes misi saflavi da aRmiTqves daxmareba umaRles saswav­lebelSi, Tu cxovrebiseul karieraSi. mTxoves, rom maTTan gametarebina garkveuli dro. am xnis manZilze me im kotejSi vcxovrobdi, sadac pirvelad mimiyvanes. dRisiT manqana memsaxureboda da davdiodi im or axal­gazrdasTan erTad, romlebic TviTmfrinavTan damxvd­nen. xolo saRamos, is adamianebi (mamis megobrebs vgu­lisxmob) uklebliv modiodnen da daaxloebiT erTi saaTis ganmavlobaSi rCebodnen. erTad vvaxSmobdiT da vsaubrobdiT. ase gagrZelda Tormeti dRe. wamosvli­sas, erTma maTganma, vadim giorgeviCma (es kaci gansa­kuTrebulad Tbilad meqceoda sxvebTan SedarebiT) eg konverti gamomatana SenTan_nina maqsimovnas wauReo.

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manamde ki miTxra, rom Sen Zalian axlos da SesaniSna­vad gicnobda. ai, deda, sul es aris, risi Tqmac min­doda. ho, kidev erTi: rac Seexeba samxedro bileTs, miTxres, rom Cemi raionis komisariatSi momcemen, sa­dac ewereba, rom samxedro samsaxuri gavlili maqvs. axla ki namdvilad yvelaferi giTxari. _ daasrula an­tonma da daeloda dedis reaqcias.

nina berdievas guli iseTi ZaliT exeTqeboda mker­dis Zvlebs, rom TiTqos misi gamongreva surda. mas ra ar enaxa da ra ar gadaxdenoda, magram amis miuxe­davad, pirvelad aitana kankalma. es iyo raRac ise­Ti SiSis grZnoba, romelmac momentalurad sZlia mis Zlier guls; albaT, Tavis erTadrT vaJs rom exeboda es ambavi, Torem nina maqsimovnas nervebi ase advilad mosarevi ar iyo. mas axla cota dro aqvs imisaTvis, rom Tavisi Sinagani SeSfoTeba garegnuli simSvidiT SeniRbos, radgan erT patara niuanssac ki SeuZlia an­tonis sulSi uaryofiTi marcvalis Cagdeba, romlis gaRvivebac Zalian saxifaTo iqneba misi SvilisTvis. da ai, raRac momentSi dedis instinqtma gza gadauRoba mis mozRvavebul azrebs da mTeli yuradReba Tavis win mjdomare vaJs dauTmo, ris Semdegac umalve iSva kiTxva mis TavSi.

_ Sen koteji axsene, Svilo, da, rogorc vfiqrob, iq marto ar dagtovebdnen. mainteresebs, RamiT vin rCeboda SenTan? _ hkiTxa da interesiT daeloda mis pasuxs.

antons saxeze almurma gadauara da cota daimor­cxva kidec, magram dedas ver daumala.

_ katia rCeboda CemTan. _ Tqva da awrialeba rom ar SemCneoda, gverdiT, dabal magidaze mdgari vaza miaswor­moaswora.

nina berdieva odnav ukan gaiwia, wamowiTlebul antons mimoatara mzera da mis SeumCnevlad Tavi

mZimed daiqnia. aseTma pasuxma gonebaSi Seunela al­Ros moqmedeba da ufro gauRviva deduri instinqti, romelmac aiZula, Tavisi vaJis cxovrebaSi am mimar­TulebiT aRmoeCina dazvervis mier Cadebuli naRmi, anu gaerkvia mizani sadazvervo samsaxurisa. nina maqsi­movna gamoirCeoda pragmatuli azrovnebiT. is yovel­Tvis civi gonebiT sjida Tavis win wamoWril proble­mebs da seriozulad udgeboda naklebad mniSvnelovan sakiTxebsac ki. axla ki ram daabnia? ratom Ralatobs sakuTar gamocdilebaze dagrovil sibrZnes da ratom xdeba misi mamoZravebeli mxolod mSoblis instinqti? iqneb Tavisi warsulidan mosul Zalebs danebda tyved, romelic aleqsi saviCevis erTaderTi da ganumeorebe­li siyvarulis saxiT wamotivtivda mis gonebaSi? iqneb es siyvarulia mizezi misi dabneulobisa?

SvilisTvis rom uxerxuloba moexsna, nina fexze wamodga.

_ anton, Svilo, Sen namgzavri da daRlili xar. modi, cota daisvene, Tvals moatyue da saubari mere gavagrZeloT. rac mTavaria, mSvidobiT dabrundi da ukve aq xar.

_ kargi, deda, ase jobia. _ uTxra antonma, romelsac aseTi ganmuxtva namdvilad sWirdeboda.

nina Tavis oTaxSi gavida, kuibiSevidan gamogzav­nili konverti magididan aiRo da savarZelSi mZimed daeSva. cariel konverts frTxilad gadausva xeli da fiqrebSi CaiZira.

„sadazvervo skolis aRsazrdeli nina maqsimes asuli berdieva, Teqvsmeti wlis. rusulis garda Sesa­niSnavad flobs or ucxo enas. moswavleTa Soris mas yvelaze kargad aqvs aTvisebuli aRmosavluri brZo­lis xelovneba. mas SeuZlia SeiaraRebiT da sabrZolo masaliT aRWurvilma mravali kilometri sirbiliT da­faros. is flobs yvelanairi klimatis Seguebis gansa­

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kuTrebul unars da ganuzomlad SeuZlia adamianuri tanjvis atana. aris brwyinvale mocurave da sakmaod didxan Zlebs gayinul wyalSi. mas aseve SeuZlia ram­denime wamSi aTeulobiT cifris damaxsovreba da nebis­mieri teqstis uswrafesi wakiTxva. aris mizan swrafuli da mamaci.“

es aris daxasiaTeba, romelic misma maswavlebel­ma odesRac masze dawera. ai, aseTi monacemebis qal­batoni zis axla uZravad savarZelSi da warsulis im bilikebs miuyveba, romliTac dRemde movida. wlebis ganmavlobaSi mas hqonda erTferovani da monotonuri cxovreba. ra Tqma unda, xSirad ixsenebda warsuls, romlisganac siamovnebas da mwuxarebas erTi doziT iRebda, magram gansjis saxiT arasodes gadauxedavs ukan darCenili wlebisTvis. arc imaze ufiqria, si­ymawvilis asakSi sicocxlisTvis sarisko nabiji ra­tom gadadga, radgan amas aleqsisadmi siyvaruliT am­arTlebda. axla ki ra moxda? ratom SemarTula misi goneba da msajulis uflebebiT aRWurvili, Tavisi cxovrebis yvelaze mware monakveTs risTvis Casdgomia kvalSi? pasuxi erTgvarovania: mis, ise Tu ase, dalage­bul yofaSi aleqs saviCevis gamoCenam didi arev­dareva gamoiwvia. es droebiTi aRelveba maleve dalagdeboda da nina mainc sworad gansazRvravda yvelafers, magram misi gaTiSva am aRelvebis fonze, antonis pasuxis Sem­deg moxda, roca man katias Sesaxeb uTxra. dedam SeniS­na, rom viRac dazvervis TanamSromel qals, misi Svili ukve gamoTiSuli hyavda. swored aq amoqmedda dedis egoisturi grZnoba, radgan ninam amaSi Svilis dakar­gvis safrTxe igrZno. ai, amitom miuyveboda axla Tavisi warsulis im labirinTs, romlis gadaxedvis Semdegac unda mieRo gadawvetileba, Tu ra formiT epasuxa daz­vervis mier mis mimarT gamocxadebuli brZo lisTvis.

maS ase, ukan mivyveT nina maqsimovnas mexsierebis

budedan amoWril fiqrs, romelic aw gardasuli wlebis dasalaSqrad ukve meramdened miemarTeba:

erT­erTi sabavSvo saxlis aRsazrdelebidan, saxel­mwifo rangis moxeleebma cxra wlis gogona SearCies da iq momsaxure personalisTvis gaurkvevel adgilze ga­daiyvanes. is SeirCa Tavisi gansakuTrebuli fizikuri da gonebrivi monacemebis gamo, risTvisac dasaxlebu­li punqtidan sakmaod mocilebul sadazvervo skolaSi aRmoCnda, sadac Zveli skolisgan gansxvavebiT, Zalian mZime reJimi moqmedebda. es iyo dReSi ramdenimesaa­Tiani fizikuri datvirTva (varjiSi), ucxo enebis gaZlierebuli swavleba da yvela saswavlo saganze safuZvliani mecadineoba. marTalia, patara ninas Ta­vidan cota gauWirda aq Segueba, magram sakuTari ni­Wisa da monacemebis wyalobiT, mainc iolad daZlia es yovelive.

ase gavida ramdenime weli. ukve TxuTmeti wlis ninas Tavisze ori wliT ufrosi biWi Seuyvarda. aR­moCnda, rom biWs es grZnoba, ninas mimarT, ufro uwin gasCenoda. isini farulad axerxebdnen Sexvedrebs, ro­melic maqsimum ori wuTiT ganisazRvreboda, radgan, jer erTi, rom maT Tavisufali dro praqtikulad ar hqondaT da meore _ aseTi romanebi da intimuri urTierTobebi sastikad ikrZaleboda. SeiZleba erTma adamianma meores aukrZalos siyvarulis gamovlineba, anda, bolos da bolos, waarTvas es ufleba, magram dedamiwaze ar arsebobs Zala, romelsac ZaluZs RvTis­gan adamianisTvis boZebuli es saocari niWi mTlianad aRmofxvras. swored am siyvarulis Sedegi iyo is, rom erTi wlis Semdeg, Teqvsmeti wlis ninam da Tvrameti wlis aleqsma, erTmaneTTan intimuri urTierTobis damyareba moaxerxes, romelic mxolod orjer ganme­orda. bolo urTierTobidan Tvenaxevris Tavze, ninam Tavis xasiaTSi uCveulo cvlilebebi igrZno da aleqss

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SesCivla. kerZod, es iyo pirRebinebis SegrZneba da Tavbrusxveva, romelmac bolo varjiSis dros Zalian SeuSala xeli. vinmes rom ar SeeniSna aseT mdgomareo­baSi, ninam fexis RrZobis imitacia gaiTamaSa da gasax­delSi gavida, sadac maSinve gaiazra saboloo Sedegi da gadawyvetileba miiRo. imave saRamos, Zilis ga­mocxadebamde ori saaTiT adre, sasadilodan moipara erTi cali Savi puri da Tavis zurgCanTaSi gadamala. Semdeg Zalian didi riskis fasad Seipara ucxo pir­TaTvis akrZalul oTaxSi, sadac bavSvebis kartoTeke­bi inaxeboda da aleqs saviCevis saqmidan patara sura­Ti moipara. saZinebel oTaxebSi asvlamde saaTna xevari iyo darCenili, roca nina maRal mesers advilad ga­daevlo da Semodgomis susxian Rames skolis teri­toria SeumCnevlad datova. bavSvebis daZinebamde, sa­nam sias amoikiTxavdnen da gaakrvevdnen berdievas iq aryofnas, es dro sruliad sakmarisi iyo imisaTvis, rom nina Zalian didi manZiliT gaSoreboda iqaurobas. amas akeTebda erTi ramis gamo _ gadaerCina bavSvi da aleqsisTvis aecilebina gardauvali dasja, radgan mas ukve, rogorc srulwlovans, mkacrad mohkiTxavdnen amaze pasuxs. mirboda nina da mxolod amas fiqrobda. misi wamosvlidan erTi saaTi iqneboda gasuli, roca man matarebeli SeniSna, romelic, daaxloebiT, misi mimarTulebiT modioda. bneloda. Sori TvalTaxedva ar iyo da amitom, liandagebis savaraudo adgilmde­bareobisken mTeli siswrafiT gaiqca. misi varaudi gamarTlda _ mis win satvirTo matarebeli migrixineb­da. nina iolad Seaxta gaqanebuli vagonebis eSelons da erT­erT gadasabmelamdec uproblemod miaRwia. aq ki iseTi adgili moZebna, sadac pirdapiri qarisa­gan daculi iqneboda. samsaaTiani mgzavrobis Semdeg matarebelma siCqares sagrZnoblad uklo. gogona gver­diT gadaiwia da wina mxares gaxeda, sadac gaSuqebul

adgilze Tavmoyrili matareblebi SeniSna. eWvi ar iyo, rom misi matarebelic aq Cerdeboda. nina Camoxta da im ganaTebul teritoriamde fexiT misvla gadawyvita, radgan Suqze, SeiZleba, matareblidan gadmomxtari vinmes SeeniSna.

1940 wlis oqtombris pirveli ricxvebia. evropaSi meore msoflio omi mZvinvarebs. sabWoTa xalxi sagange­bo reJimSi cxovrobs da yvelgan yvelaferi kontr­oldeba. gansakuTrebiT vagzlebSi, radgan ar moxdes raime asafeTqebeli nivTierebis gadazidva diversiuli aqtebis ganxorcielebis mizniT. es kontroli RamiT ufro mZafrdeba da ninamac ukve SeniSna matareblebs Soris mosiarule samxedroformiani adamianebi. is ma­Sinve moSorda im adgils da meore mxares rom moxved­riliyo da isev imave mimarTulebiT SeZleboda gzis gagrZeleba, Zalian didi manZiliT mouwia vagzlisTvis gars Semovla. garkveuli drois Semdeg, sadguridan nela daZrul, ukve sxva satvirTo matarebels sanam Seaxteboda, manamde safuZvlianad daaTvaliera mimde­bare teritoria. aseTi perioduli gaCerebebiT iara man oTxi dRe da Rame. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, mas skolis sasadilodan moparuli puri gamoadga, romlis nawili abgaSi kidev eguleboda. rac Seexeba Zils, bedze erTi vagoni Sexvda, romlis boloSi asasvleli kibeebi da ramdenime adamianis dasatevi welis simaRlemde Semo­farebuli adgili iyo. amxela wamebis Semdeg, misTvis es namdvili samoTxe aRmoCnda, Tumca saerTo sicives, romelic ufro da ufro mZafrdeboda, veraferi aka­vebda. ai, swored aq gamoiZina man, rac mxolod ori saaTiT Semoifargleboda. miuxedavad am yvelafrisa, is gzas agrZelebda da cdilobda, rac SeiZleba, Sors wasuliyo. bolo dRes, matareblidan Zalian didi Su­aledebiT aRar moCanda dasaxlebuli punqtebi. man nam­dvilad ar icoda, rom gezi cimbirisaken hqonda aRe­

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buli. misi saSemodgomo Txeli qurTuki aseT situa­ciaSi da miTumetes, aseT civ amindSi gamousadegari iyo. kidev kargi, rom skolidan sportuli tansacmeli wamoiRo naqsov qudTan erTad, romelmac raRac Se­RavaTi mainc misca. SeRavaTs ninasnair adamianze Tu vityviT, Torem rogori tansacmelic ar unda gecvas, oTxi dRe­Ramis ganmavlobaSi, gamudmebiT da didi siC­qariT monaber civ qarTan Segueba, Cveulebrivi ada­mianisTvis warmoudgenelia. amas emateba is, rom am dros zixar rkinaze da erTdroulad ebrZvi, rogorc aqeT­iqiT mkveTrad mojayjaye vagonis gadasabmels, romelsac eWidebi, aseve qars, romelmac SeiZleba dab­la gadmoganarcxos. amave dros, xar mSieri da uZilo. am yvelafers uZlebs fexmZime gogona, romlis Sesa­Zleblobebsac misi asaki da Tundac misi fizikuri da sulieri mdgomareoba sakmaod amcirebs. imis gamo, rom adamians amouwuravi resursi ar aqvs, ninasac gamoelia Zala. is veRar umklavdeba qars, romelic wvril da xSir gayinul xorxoSelebs mTeli ZaliT afrqvevs zed. mas ukve aRar aqvs imdeni Zala, rom gamudmebiT moqa­nave vagons Seuxamos tanis moZraoba. xelis TiTebic TiTqos Seusivda, romelic moWidebis unars nelnela kargavda. aqamde dro da dro fexze dgeboda, moZraob­da, rom ar gayinuliyo. axla ki Tavis Semagrebac uWirs da cota xanSi, SeiZleba matareblis borblebSi Cavar­des. ninam Tavi aswia da mimoixeda. irgvliv ukacrieli stepebi iyo, romlis zedapiric cidan wamosul mSrali Tovlis patara fantelebs ukve TeTrad gadaepentaT. man Tavi daxara da ramodenime wamSi gaiazra, rom Tuki raimes ar moimoqmedebda, gardauvali sikvdili elo­da. ukanaskneli Zalebi moikriba, gverdiT gamoSveril rkinas CaebRauWa da ris vai­vaglaxiT wamodga fexze. erTi xeli mucelze moisva, TiTqos Tavis axlad Casa­xul Svils moefera, riTac erTgvari stimuli misca

sakuTar Tavs, rom mas Seswevda imdeni Zala, gadaer­Cina Tavisi umwikvlo siyvarulis nayofi. ninam Rrmad CaisunTqa, xeli momuWa, sanaxevrod maRla aRmarTa da rixiT Cailaparaka: me SevZleb amas! _ imave wams igrZno, rom misi sxeuli axali ZalebiT Seivso. muxli gamarTa, welSi gasworda da arwivis mzeriT daiwyo mis winaSe ga­daSlili panoramis daTvaliereba. is eZebda, rom iqneb sadme moekra Tvali dasaxlebuli punqtisTvis, radgan daaxloebiT or saaTSi daRamdeboda da aseTi formiT mgzavrobis gagrZelebas, darwmunebuli iyo, rom veRar SeZlebda. xeebiT dafaruli adgilebic gamoCnda, ris gamoc matareblidan gadaxtoma daapira, magram maSinve mixvda, rom xeze ver gaaTenebda da gaiyineboda. rCe­boda erTi, sadme gamoCeniliyo Tundac patara ukac­rieli qoxi, sadac Tavs Seafarebda, Zalebs aRidgenda da rames moaxerxebda, magram jer­jerobiT arc aseTi saSveli Canda. nervebi eZabeboda, radgan uimedobis grZnoba exeTqeboda misi gonebis kedlebs. man kargad icoda, rom, rogorc ki gadarCenis imeds dakargavda, es iqneboda nebayoflobiTi danebeba sikvdilTan. amaSi exmareboda sadazvervo skolis aRmzrdelis sityvebi: „Tu gindaT, rom gamarjvebas eziaroT, marcxze ara­sodes ifiqroT!“ _ es Segoneba gamudmebiT ismoda gogo nas yurSi, rasac Tan erTvoda misTvis gauazrebe­li dedis instinqti da orive erTad mis gonebaSi qmni­da saTadarigo Zalebis baziss, romelic aiZulebda, rom ebrZola sicocxlisaTvis.

moqufrul caze warmodgenili dRis sinaTle Cans, rom male dakargavs Zalas. matarebeli ki isev ise mi­hqris da TiTqos usulo samyaroSi miaqanebs Teqvsmeti wlis gogonas, romelsac am rkinis fardiT Semoragvul orasmilionian qveyanaSi, Tavisi asakis vercerTi ada­miani, adamianur SesaZleblobebSi metoqeobasac ki ver gauwevs. diax, am rkinis fardis miRma Tavisufali sam­

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yaro iSleba, sadac am wuTas, iq mcxovrebi xalxebi, romlebsac dabadebidan eboZaT Tavisufleba, Znelad Tu warmoidgenen, rom axla maTive saxis erTi patara gogona, Tavisuflebis mosapoveblad matareblidan TovliT dafarul ukacriel da mtacebeli cxovele­biT savse taigaSi gadaxtomas apirebs.

daZabuloba matulobs, magram ninas gonebis mier moxmobili Zalebi, jer­jerobiT mis sxeulSi mopove­bul poziciebs ar Tmoben da sakuTar patrons aZlev­en imis saSualebas, rom ukve gameCxerebul tyis ma­sivSi Tvali adevnos yovel kunWuls. hoi, saocrebav! sadRac Sors, cecxlis alma mkveTrad gamoicimcima xeTa Soris, romelsac rig­rigobiT faravda uSnod wamowowili xeebis mwkrivi. nina kidev ufro daiZaba, Tavi odnav win waswia, Tvalebi gaafarTova da kar­gad daakvirda mis gadasarCenad anTebul kocons. ra darwmunda, rom is namdvilad cecxli iyo, aCqarebuli moZraobiT daswvda fexebTan dadebul zurgCanTas. swrafad gauyara jer erTi, xolo Semdeg meore xeli da zurgze Seiswora. axla ki saWiro iyo zusti naxto­mi, raTa araferi tkenoda, Torem mis saSvelad aq ara­vin movidoda, radgan cecxli misgan daaxloebiT ki­lometr manZilze moCanda, sadamdec veranairi xma ver gaswvdeboda. dasakargi dro ar iyo da ninamac erTi profesionaluri naxtomi kidev Seasrula. is uvneblad Seexo miwas da mcire garbenis Semdeg jiquri nabije­biT gaemarTa im adgilisaken, sadac savaraudod ada­mianebi unda yofiliyvnen. es gza iolad dasaZlevi ar aRmoCnda misTvis, radgan mis win warmodgenili mTeli teritoria dafaruli iyo raRac mcenaris grZeli gayi­nuli da erTmaneTSi aburduli ylortebiT, romlebic dabla gagebuli mavTulxlarTebis imitacias qmnida. gogonas masSi fexebi eblandeboda da xSirad Zirs ece­moda. amitom, zogjer oTxze dadgomiT da muxlebze

xoxviT uwevda winaaRmdegobis daZleva. is dro da dro Cerdeboda da fiqrobda, rom es tanjva, mis oTxdRian wvalebas aRemateboda, magram imasac grZnobda, rom Se­bindebamde unda daefara es manZili.

cas ruxi feri ukve kargad Sehparvoda, roca ninam ormocdaaTiode metrSi ramodenime patara xis saxli SeniSna, xolo, sadac axla idga, iq namdvilad iyo axa­li Canavlebuli cecxli. eseigi, mis matarebels rom erTi saaTiT gvian Camoevlo, is xeebs aqeT saxlebs ver SeamCnevda. gareT aravin Canda da ninac laslasiT uax­loes binas miuaxlovda, romlis fanjaraSi anTebuli farani moCanda. karis CarCos xeliT mieyrdno, rom ar waqceuliyo da usicocxlod daakakuna. kari moxuc­ma, magram jan­RoniT savse qalma gamoxsna, romelmac sveli da talaxSi amogangluli bavSvi rom dainaxa, SesZaxa:

_ RmerTo Cemo!ninam Zlivs aswia Tavi da, rodesac adamiani dainaxa,

muxlebi moekveTa da karis win Caikeca. mas goneba mo­mentalurad daebinda da cnobiereba srulad maSinve daubrunda, roca qalma wamosayeneblad mklavSi xeli amosdo. is moxucis daxmarebiT oTaxSi Sevida da nax­SiriT gaxurebul buxramde fexebis TreviT mivida. bebiam skamze frTxilad dasva da uswrafesad gaaZro sveli tansacmeli. qudi moaZro da yurebi da saxe dausrisa. Semdeg xelis TiTebi gauzila da sanam mis gasivebul fexebs mixedavda, romlidanac Txeli spor­tuli fexsacmeli Zlivs gaaZro, tanze Tbili mosac­meli Semoaxvia. ninas fexebSi grZnoba TiTqmis aRar hqonda. aseT viTarebaSi, kidurebis muSaoba rom aR­dges, saWiroa swrafi moqmedeba da misi specifikuri damuSaveba. rogorc Cans, maspinZelma es SesaniSnavad icoda, radgan gogonas fexebi oTaxis temperaturis wyalSi Caadgmevina da nazi dazelvis paralelurad,

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wyali nel­nela SeaTbo. am proceduris Semdeg, ukve SemSralebul fexebze bambis qsovilis naWrebi Semoax­via da gasufTavebuli stumari sawolamde Tavis fexiT miiyvana. nina amaRlebul, fumfula baliSebze mowyve­tiT miesvena. moxucma Tbili sabani kargad Semoukeca aqeT­iqidan da, rodesac masSi sicocxlis niSanwyali gamokveTilad dainaxa, mibrunda, oTaxis erT kuTxe­Si ganTavsebuli xatebis win Tavi daxara da pirjvari gamoisaxa.

_ madloba Cemo ufalo, rom am angeloziviT ar­sebas aqamde mosaRwevi Zala mieci! vin icis, ra gza gamoiara?! _ Cailaparaka qalma da iqidan samzareulo magidasTan mivida, sadac Tbil rZeSi Tafli auria da gogonas miutana. _ nel­nela mosvi. Wiqas me dagiWer, Sen mSvidad da Tavisuflad iyavi. _ uTxra keTilma moxucma da Tmaze xeli gadausva.

_ gmadlobT, bebia... _ aRmoxda ninas da TvalSi cremli moadga.

rZe intervalebiT daalevina qalma, ris Semdeg, Wiqa gverdiT mdgar patara samfexa skamze gadadga da sawolze gogonas miujda. _ nu geSinia, yvelaferi kargad iqneba._ uTxra man da sabnis zemodan kidev erTxel gadausva xeli, ris Semdeg, maleve wamodga da sadilis samzadiss Seudga. gavida ori saaTi. am xnis manZilze, nina TxuTmet­ocwuTiani intervalebiT Tvlemda da SfoTiT iRviZeb­da. qali am yvelafers yuradRebiT akvirdeboda da yoveli aseTi gamoRviZebisas masTan midioda, deda­Svilurad uyvavebda da amSvidebda. am drois gasvlis Semdeg, roca gogona kidev erTxel gafxizlda da sa­wolze instinqturad wamojda, maspinZeli qalbatoni ukve morCenili iyo saqmes da misken mieSureboda. sa­wolTan Rimiliani saxiT mieaxla ninas da mzrunveli kiloTi mimarTa:

_ aba, kidev erTxel davxedoT Sens lamaz fexebs, rom araferi gagveparos. _ uTxra da fexis TiTebis da kunTebis mosinjvis Semdeg saubari gaagrZela. _ yvelaferi kargad aris. pirdapir saocaria! cxovrebis manZilze Zalian bevri minaxavs aseT mdgomareobaSi, mec mqonda ramodenimejer msgavsi SemTxveva, magram ase swrafad fexebis Cacxroba ar minaxavs. ise gamoi­yureba, rom TiTqos, raRac ori saaTis win dajirjv­lebuli ar yofiliyos. dideba ufalo Sens saxels, es ra saswauli vixile! _ kidev erTxel gamoisaxa moxucma pirjvari. _ axla namdvilad aRar mikvirs da mgonia, rom Sens aqamde mosvlaSi gangebis xeli urevia, magram mainc mowiwebiT minda, gkiTxo: aq saidan moxvedi? ax­lo­maxlo sofeli da rame dasaxleba ar aris. qalaqi 150 kilometrSia. Waobiani da cudi adgilebis gamo, seqtembridan gzebi rom iketeba, maisamde aq arc ara­vin modis da arc aqedan gadis vinme. yvelafers vima­ragebT zafxulis sam TveSi da vzivarT mTeli cxra Tve ase. rkinigza gadis ager, CvenTan axlos. iqamde ki­lometrnaxevari iqneba daaxloebiT, magram rad ginda, cxeni iq ver gadis da kaci, iseTi uRrani da gauvalia. xuT kilometrSia matareblis gaCereba da zafxulSi davdivarT qalaqSi. im gzas arauSavs, am Waobebs da Wyantobebs gacilebs, magram iqac ki SeuZlebelia am dros gavla. amitom axla iqac aRaravin dadis da Sen saidan moxvedi Svilo?

nina iZulebuli gaxda, am RvTisnieri qalbatonis­Tvis moetyuebina da Tavisi aq moxvedris namdvili mizezi misTvis daemala.

_ Cemo keTilo bebia, me aravin myavs. sabavSvo saxl­Si gavizarde. ar vici, vin arian Cemi mSoblebi. CvenTan, skolaSi erTi biWi muSaobda. Cemze rva wliT ufro­si iyo. motyuebiT gamaupatiura da, rom gaigo, fex­mZimed davrCi, meubneboda, eqimTan wagiyvan da bavSvs

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mogacilebo. ise gavakeTeb, veravin gaigebso. me uari vuTxari. arada, Tavidan mpirdeboda, colad migiyva­no. axlac, skolidan am dapirebiT gamomityua da gzaSi miTxra, Cems mSoblebTan wagiyvan, iq dagtoveb da mere CamogakiTxavo. ramdenime dRea, movdivarT. me Zalian SemeSinda, rom bavSvs davkargavdi da aRar vicodi, ra meqna. marto tualetSic ki ar miSvebda. bolos pirRe­bineba mqonda da marto gamovedi. roca davinaxe, rom Cemi bavSvis mama viRacam gaaCera da raRac hkiTxa, me dro vixelTe da matareblidan gadmovxti.

_ vaime, Svilo!.. _ pirze aifara moxucma xeli. _ rogor gadarCi cocxali? an bavSvi rogor gadarCa? saswaulia pirdapir, saswauli! _ mxrebs iCeCavda qali.

bunebrivia, maspinZelma qalbatonma ar icoda da arc SeiZleboda scodnoda, rom nina berdieva matarebli­dan ki ara, orsarTuliani saxlis saxuravidan iaraRiT aRWurvili xteboda, haerSi ramdenime bruns akeTebda da dacemisTanave garboda. man is Cveulebrivi umanko bavSvis saxiT miiRo da namdvili mSobeliviT upatrona zafxulis Tvis dasawyisamde, sanam qalaqamde am ambav­ma ar CaaRwia da uSiSroebis samsaxurma erTi kviris bavSviT xelSi ar waiyvana aqedan. marTalia, veravin gaigo, risTvis mihyavdaT nina da yvelas egona, rom skola eZebda, magram masTan ganSorebas mTeli sofeli tiriliT gamoxatavda. gansakuTrebiT misi maspinZeli qalbatoni ganicdida, romelsac ninam ise mouwesriga saxli da ezo­yure da ise uvlida Zroxebs, Rorebs da frinvelebs, rom gaocebuli iyo yvela _ aTi kaci ver auva amden saqmes, es gogo rom akeTebso.

_ Zalian nu inerviuleb bebia! me aucileblad dav­brundebi da ginaxuleb! _ uTxra damSvidobebisas ni­nam, cal xelSi aTi dRis antoni daiWira da meore xe­liT moxucs gadaexvia. sofels daemSvidoba da egreT wodebul „enkavedes“ manqanaSi Cajda.

1941 wlis 19 ivnisia. nina berdieva moskovis uSiS­roebis droebiT dakavebiT izolatoris erT patara kameraSia gamoketili, sadac erTi rkinis sawolis meti araferi dgas, romelzec ramodenime ficaria gadebu­li. bavSvi waarTves da is amis gamo gauCereblad ti­ris. ar Wams saWmels da iq Sesuls aravis elaparakeba. 20 ivniss masTan Sevida daaxloebiT 35 wlis mamakaci, romlis samxreebic gvamcnobda, rom is polkovniki iyo. misi SesvlisTanave, nina misken gamoiWra, miuaxlovda da mcirewlovani dedis xmiT SehRaRada:

_ amxanago polkovniko, me ar vici, riT SeiZleba gamovisyido Cemi danaSauli, magram gTxovT, damibrun­oT Cemi Svili da amis Semdeg, Cemi qveynisTvis nebis­mier davalebaze waval!

polkovniks xma ar amouRia, ramdenime wamiT Caxeda mxolod patara dedas TvalebSi.

22 ivniss, gamTeniisas omi daiwyo. imave Rames nina berdieva aiyvanes cixis ufrosis kabinetSi, sadac is adamiani daxvda, romelmac ori dRis win kameraSi moinaxula.

_ berdieva, rogor grZnob Tavs? _ gamoscra mkacri saxis polkovnikma.

_ Tu ar damibrunebT Cems Svils, me sikvdilis Tvis mzad var! xolo Tu damibrunebT antons, me ukve giT­xariT, rom aTi kacis davalebas Sevasruleb! _ Tqva ninam da TvalSi cremli moadga.

axalgazrda kaci wamodga. masTan axlos mivida da TvalebSi Caxeda.

_ maS, mzad xar sikvdilisTvis?_ roca viwvrTnebodi, iqidan viyavi mzad

sikvdilisTvis, radgan vicodi, rom Cemi samSoblos­Tvis unda mebrZola, magram aseT uazro sikvdilze arasodes mifiqria, amxanago polkovniko!

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rac imaze migvaniSnebda, rom berdievas pasuxi misTvis damakmayofilebeli iyo.

erTi saaTis Semdeg, nina, uSiSroebis sammarTvelos erT­erT ganyofilebis ufrosis kabinetSi davalebebs iRebda, sadac miuyvanes mZinare antoni. mas omis daw­yebam uSvela. sxva SemTxvevaSi, is aucileblad daisje­boda. sabWoTa uSiSroebis rigma xelmZRvanelma pireb­ma, visac am kuTxiT evaleboda muSaoba, gadawyvites, rom berdieva gaenTavisuflebinaT da gadaesrolaT erTerT rTul ubanze, sadac gadioda gza, romliTac SesaZlebeli iyo aziidan Semosuli `boevikebi~ SeerTe­bodnen Crdilokavkasiel amboxebulebs. berdievas msgav si fizikuri da gonebrivi monacemebis mebrZoli ki sabWoTa kavSirs sul TiTze CamosaTvleli hyavda. amitom is gamosadegad CaTvales da daavales:

nina bavSvTan erTad unda Casuliyo saqarTveloSi da dasaxlebuliyo qveynis aRmosavleTiT mdebare im raionSi, romlis SemadgenlobaSic Sedioda is mTebi, sadac arsebobda CrdilokavkasiaSi gadasasvleli bi­likebi. mas miscemdnen binas da samsaxurs _ komkav­Siris raikomSi. misi namdvili vinaoba ecodineboda mxo lod regionaluri uSiSroebis ufross da saWiroe­bis SemTxvevaSi Tavad daukavSirdeboda da davaleba­sac TviTon gaacnobda. auyvandnen bavSvis aRmzrdels da icxovrebda TavisTvis mSvidad. mas gadaecemoda ta­beluri iaraRi „mauzeris“ saxiT, xolo brZolaSi Cab­mis SemTxvevaSi, specrazmelis mTeli aRWurviloba.

aseTi pirobiT Cavida nina aRmosavleT saqarT­velos erT patara istoriul qalaqSi, sadac oriode saukunis win aSenebuli mefis sasaxlis gverdiT daido bina. mezoblebic kargad Sexvdnen da TanamSromlebic, radagan omi iyo da aravis ukvirda uqmrod darCeni­li bavSviani qali. amgvar Tbil urTierTobebSi gai­ara omis wlebma da patara antonic moizarda. am xnis

manZilze ninas ramodenimejer mouxda `boevikebis~ wi­naaRmdeg brZolaSi Cabma da zog SemTxvevaSi gardam­texi rolic ki iTamaSa. mTeli uSiSroebis mebrZolebi masze laparakobdnen, magram mas saxeze operatiuli xeelmZRvanelis meti aravin icnobda. am brZolebis angariSi stalinis magidaze moxvda da nina berdievam mTavarsardlisgan miiRo vrceli madlobis werili medalTan erTad, riTac ioseb besarionis­Ze simama­cisTvis ajildovebda.

ninam Rrmad amoisunTqa da karadis im ujras gaxe­da, romelSic xsenebuli werili da jildo inaxeboda, ris Sesaxeb, uSiSroebis ramdenime maRali rangis mox­elem Tu icoda.

„ase ganvvle cxovreba, aleqs! _ gaifiqra ninam. _ aqamde ise movedi, rom Seni siyvaruli minaTebda am gzis yovel kunWuls. ar yofila wuTi da wami, rom Sens saxeze ar yofiliyo momarTuli Cemi gonebis Tvali. Sen mogiZRveni Cemi sicocxle da Sens saxelze gavzarde antoni. Sens gamo gamovipare sadazvervo skolidan, risTvisac namdvili jojoxeTi gaviare. me Cemi bavS­vuri gonebiT vifiqre, rom ase agacilebdi dasjas. am­rigad, Cveni akrZaluli siyvarulis tvirTi mxolod me avikide da karieris dasawyisSi yvela simZime mogx­seni. yovelTvis darwmunebuli viyavi, rom es erTad­erTi marTebuli nabiji iyo Cemgan, radgan antonic ga­davarCine da Sens warmatebul cxovrebasac Sinaganad vgrZnobdi. erTi didi ocneba mqonda Cemi mTeli si­cocxlis ganmavlobaSi _ odesme, erTxel mainc Segxve­drodi. da ai, amdeni xnis Semdeg Sen dagegme antonTan Sexvedra, magram srulebiT ar gagxsenebia nina. is nina, romelsac SeeZlo nebismier dros SenTvis Tavi gaewi­ra. _ qalma jibidan cxvirsaxoci amoiRo, cremliani Tvalebi gamoimSrala da civi mzera moatara Tavis saZinebel oTaxs, sadac wlebis ganmavlobaSi aleqsize

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fiqrSi uamravi cremli hqonda daRvrili. _ gamodis, rom Sen arasodes gyvarebivar da Cemi Sendami moZRvni­li cxovreba amao yofila Turme. odesRac Seni bage­dan gamosuli sityvebic cru yofila, romelzec Cemi kariera gavcvale da dRes, im SesaZleblobebis mqone qali, imperiis romeliRac qveynis gadakargul qalaqSi garobotebuli adamianis saxiT­Ra varsebob. aferum, Sens vaJkacobas, rogor daafase es yvelaferi! _ nina maqsimovnam Subli Sekra da Tavi daiqnia. _ gasagebia, ras emsaxureba Seni es nabiji. Sen ifiqre, rom antons Cems gareSe ufro advilad daarwmunebdi sadazver­vo samsaxuris upiratesobaSi. aq saintereso mxolod erTi ramea _ amas Sen akeTeb, Tu dagavales? ratomRac mgonia, rom am maskaradis erT­erTi mTavari monawile xar, Torem dazvervis meZavs ar miugzavnidiT Cems Svils. amaSi ar unda vcdebode. madloba RmerTs, rom amis Semowmeba SemiZlia. me vizam imas, rom jer Cems cxovrebas gadavafaseb, xolo mere, antonsac davaviw­yeb Sens saxels da ar mogcem uflebas, Svili wamarTva.

nina wamodga, carieli konverti savarZelze mois­rola da karadasTan mivida. iq maleve moZebna erTi patara suraTi da antonis oTaxisaken gaemarTa. kari rom gamoaRo, antoni ukve Tvalebs ifSvnetda.

_ gaiRviZe, Svilo? _ ki, deda. _ sawolze wamojda antoni. _ aba, kargad gamofxizldi da am suraTs Sexede.

marTalia, axalgazrdobis fotoa, magram saxis nakvTebs daakvirdi. _ uTxra ninam da Svils suraTi gauwoda.

_ es vin aris? _ ikiTxa antonma, sanam fotos daxe­davda.

_ Sen vis amsgavseb? _ kiTxva Seubruna dedam Svils, romelic siZvelisagan gacrecil suraTs didi intere­siT CaStereboda.

_ am kacis suraTs SenTan ra unda? es vadim gior­

geviCia! xom ar vcdebi? _ wamoiZaxa antonma da dedas miaCerda.

nina maqsimovnas simwriT gaeRima. Semdeg Svils fo­tosuraTi gamoarTva da Tavis win mdgar dabal magi­daze dado.

_ ar cdebi, Svilo. es is vadim giorgeviCia, ro­melic Sen am saxeliT gagecno, magram sinamdvileSi... _ patara pauza gaakeTa ninam da antonis interesiT gadidebul Tvalebs kidev erTxel daakvirda. ra Jams kvlav darwmunda, rom misi es nabiji gamarTlebuli iyo Svilis usafrTxoebis mizniT, saubari ganagrZo: _ vadim giorgeviCi, igive aleqs saviCevia, mamaSeni.

biWs gaocebisagan raRacis saTqmelad amoZravebu­li ena daeba da isRa moaxerxa, rom fexze wamoiWra, mjdomare dedas odnav win gadaxrili Tavs wamoadga da sakmaod maRal xmaze hkiTxa:

_ eseigi, Sen ginda Tqva, rom vadim giorgeviCi mama­Cemia?

_ vadim giorgeviCi ara, aleqs saviCevi._ mSvidad miugo ninam.

_ ki, is kaci, vinc me fuli gamomatana, imaze geub­nebi! _ xmis toni ar Seucvlia antons.

_ samwuxarod, is aris mamaSeni, romelmac cud speqtaklSi mTavari roli Seasrula da is meZavi imi­tom mogiyvana, rom imaze gadarTuliyavi da ucnaurad ar mogCveneboda misi moqmedebebi. amas mTlianad ver virwmunebdi, suraTis wamosaRebad cimbiris erT miy­ruebul sofelSi meored rom ar Cavsuliyavi. _ Tqva gaSmagebulma ninam da isic wamodga.

katiaze Tqmuli sityva _ meZavi, antonis ukve moSlil gonebas iseTi ZaliT daejaxa, rom namdvili afeTqeba gamoiwvia masSi. misma azrovnebam aq dakar­ga mimarTuleba, magram sanam es sibraze vulkaniviT amoifrqveoda da moqmedebaSi hpovebda gzas, manamde

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amuSavda deda­Svilur grZnobaze mibmuli instinqti, romelmac umtkivneulod Seacvlevina gezi aleqs savi­Cevisken. man dedas ver Sehkadra da misTvis ucxo qalis gamo ver Seedava. samagierod, gamwarebuli daacxra ma­mis mis mimarT aseT damokidebulebas.

_ mTeli bavSvoba ise gavatare, vicodi, rom mama ar myavda. samSoblosTvis Tavganwiruli mSoblis Sviloba gulSi meamayeboda da misi saxeli CemTvis misabaZi iyo. swored am niSniT vxvdebodi xSirad adamianebis yurad­Rebis centrSi, rac garkveul uxerxulobasac miqmnida xolme zogjer. axla ki gamodis, rom xelovnurad Seq­mnili imijiT viwonebdi Turme Tavs. _ oTaxSi mosia­rule antoni SeCerda da masze miCerebul dedas Sexe­da. _ Sen ras metyvi, isev ase gavagrZelo cxovreba? _ hkiTxa naxevrad ironiuli toniT mSobels da mis pa­suxs daeloda.

_ es ambavi arc aravin icis da verc verasodes gaigebs vinme. _ mSvidad miugo ninam, romelic saku­Tari mexsierebis sacavidan rig­rigobiT amosuli Ta­visi gardasuli cxovrebis epizodebis ignorirebas amaod cdilobda, rac, TavisTavad, xels uSlida mis winaSe wamoWrili sakiTxebis sworad gansazRvraSi.

_ ras hqvia, aravin icis da veravin gaigebs?! me xom vici, deda?! es arafers niSnavs?! _ TiTqmis Sehyvira an­tonma, ris Semdeg, wamSi mixvda, rom dedas ase ar unda moqceoda. man Tavi daRuna, oTaxSi siaruli gaagrZela da SedarebiT dabal xmaze ganagrZo, oRond emociis TanxlebiT. _ mama, romelic suraTiTac ki arasodes minaxavs da rogorc micvalebuls ise vixsenebdi, Tvra­meti wlis asakSi Semxvda, ar gamimxila, rom me misi Svili viyavi da metic, sadRac, aquCebul miwa­yril­Tan Tavisi Sesandobari damalevina. me ar vici, es ras niSnavs, anda normaluria Tu ara misi qmedeba. iqneb Cemi goneba ver swvdeba cxovrebis am kanonzomierebas

da es yvelaferi ase unda iyos?! _ TiTqos Tavis Tavs CaekiTxa antoni da fanjridan mowmendil zecas gaxe­da. _ da, Tu es kanonzomieria, ratom xdeba is mxolod Cems Tavs?

albaT, kidev gaagrZelebda aseTi kiTxvebis dasmas, rom ara nina, romelic mas miuaxlovda da mxarze xeli moxvia.

_ Svilo, anton! ZlierTa xvedri mZimea, xolo bedi _ mware. cxovreba aseT tvirTs mxolod im adamianebs akuTvnebs, visac misi aweva ZaluZs.

_ mesmis Seni paTosi, deda. _ Semobrunda antoni. _ cdilob damarwmuno, rom es yvelaferi cota rbil formebSi aRviqva, magram rogor?! me xom iseT SemT­xvevasTan maqvs saqme, romelic daviwyebas arasodes miecema?! isic mesmis, rom Cven, aq, axla mamaCemis namoq medaris WeSmarit mizans ver amovxsniT. amitom aRar minda amaze saubari. vfiqrob, rom dro gamcems pasuxs. _ Tqva sakuTar bedze gamwyralma antonma da kvlav fanjrisken ibruna piri.

nina maqsimovna aq Setortmanda. is mixvda, rom an­tonis azrovneba iseTi mimarTulebiT ar wavida, ro­gorc moeloda. mas ratomRac egona, rom Svili ma­mis moqmedebis gakicxvas gaagrZelebda da am kuTxiT warimarTeboda maTi msjeloba, ris Semdgom, nel­ne­la CaiWreboda mamisa da Svils Soris saxeldaxelod gabmuli Zafi. antonis bolo sityvebma ki, genetikuri kodis saxiT warmoCenil im uxilav barierze mianiSna, romlis daZlevisTvisac Tvrametwliani deda­Sviluri urTierToba namdvilad ar kmaroda. amitom man Tavis gonebaSi uswrafesad aamoqmeda saTadarigo gegma da aleqs saviCevze iribi dartymis ganxorcielebas Seud­ga.

_ anton, erTi ram mainteresebs. _ mimarTa dedam Svils, romlis gamWol mzeraSic Zalian Znelad Seim­

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Cneoda umciresi doziT warmodgenili ironia._ aseTi Rrmad moazrovne gonebiT da aseTi Zvirfasi unare­biT Semkuli, rogor gagabrua im qalbatonma, rom Sen­Tvis absoluturad ucxo garemoSi ar daukvirdi vadim giorgeviCad wodebul mamaSenis moqmedebebs, romelic, darwmunebuli var, TvalSisacemi iqneboda?

drois im monakveTSi, sanam nina saTadarigo gegmiT moqmedebas daiwyebda da antonis gonebaSi im sadazver­vo jgufis ganadgurebis mizniT pirvel kiTxvas das­vamda, manamde antons katias gamarTleba im epizodSi ukve moeswro, roca man mamis Sesaxeb daumala, radgan es rom gaemxila, SeuZlebeli iqneboda amis dafarva misi mxridan.

_ qalbatoni ar aris, deda! _ naZaladevi simSvidiT miugo biWma, dedisken Semobrunda da TvalebSi Sexeda. _ is 22 wlis gogonaa! es erTi, da meore: saintereso is ki ar aris, rom me Tundac misi ucnauri moqmedebis Sedegad mSobeli ver amovicani, visi saxec arasodes minaxavs, saintereso ufro is aris _ ra ici Sen mama­Cemis Sesaxeb? vin aris da ra profesiisaa igi? amis Taobaze Sen CemTvis arasodes giTqvams da axla minda gkiTxo: ras warmoadgens aleqs saviCevi?

nina berdieva saubris aseT gagrZelebas namdvilad ar eloda, miT umetes, aseT kiTxvas, romelmac TiTqos wamierad gamoTiSa, magram swrafad moego gons, Svi­lis saxes kargad daakvirda da ucbad gaiazra is, rom antons aranairi gziT ar SeiZleboda scodnoda mamis profesiis Sesaxeb. amitom, kiTxvaze sakmaod mSvidad upasuxa:

_ roca me masTan urTierToba mqonda, is jer swav­lobda da saidan unda vicode, ra gza airCia?!

_ kargi, SesaZlebelia, es ar ici, magram imaSi ra giSlida xels, Tvrameti wlis asakSi, jarSi wasvlamde mainc geCvenebina mamaCemis suraTi?! rogor, Tu axla,

amdeni aliaqoTis Semdeg gamoiRe eg damaluli foto, amis qmna ori Tvis win ar SegeZlo?! Tu, es ambavi unda momxdariyo, rom mSobeli mamis saxis naxva SemZlebo­da?!

ninas mTlianad gadaeketa azrovneba, ris gamoc saSinelma Sinaganma kankalma aitana. misi aseTi ucna­uri gamoTiSviT isargebla antonma da orive mSoblis mimarT ulmobeli daskvna rixiani xmiT warmoTqva:

_ cxovrebaSi albaT erTxel Semxvda mamaCemi, kacad ar mcno da ar gamimxila, rom me misi Svili viyavi. Sen ki, Tvrameti welia miyureb da, arc Sen gicvnivar srulyofil adamianad, radgan elementaruli, CemTvis saintereso ram damimale. samagierod, arseboben sxve­bi, romlebsac SeuZliaT Cemi sworad Sefaseba.

antonma skamze mifenil Txel qurTuks xeli wa­moavlo, erTxel kidev Sexeda oTaxSi ZegliviT gaSeSe­bul dedas, romelsac cremliT amovsebuli Tvalebi erT wertilze gaStereboda da gareT gavarda.

darCa nina oTaxSi marto, romelic karis gaja­xunebis xmaze­Ra gamoerkva. is nel­nela, fexisaTreviT mivida savarZlamde, romelzec mowyvetiT miegdo da qviTini auvarda. pirvelad tiroda nina ase moTqmiT da pirvelad ar hqonda srulad gasigrZeganebuli, Tu ra xdeboda mis Tavs. is yovelTvis zedmiwevniT akon­trolebda sakuTari cxovrebis garSemo yvela mniS­vnelovan movlenas. mis gonebaSi erTi misxaliTac ki arasodes aweula nervuli temperatura, radgan misi mudmivi Tanamgzavris funqcia missave pragmatul az­rovnebas hqonda aRebuli.

ramdenime wuTis Semdeg ninam qviTini Sewyvita da cremliani Tvalebi sabolood SeimSrala. oTaxSi si­Cume gamefda, romelsac uwindeliviT damamSvidebeli efeqti aRar moutania misTvis. odesRac swored aseT simyudroveSi eZebda cxovrebiseuli labirinTebidan

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gamosaval gzebs da aseT ganmartoebas mohqonda mis­Tvis Sveba, radgan raime rTuli sakiTxis gadawyvetis Semdeg, misi fiqrebi, Tavis ocnebaSi warmodgenili bednierebis bilikebs uCumrad miuyveboda xolme. msgavs situaciaSi, oTaxSi, SuqCamqralSi mjdoms, mom­Rimar saxeze, xan Ramec ki dasTenebia, magram mainc kmayofili wamomdgara im mizniT, rom es ocneba, raime formiT, aucileblad acxaddeboda odesme. diax, ma­sac hqonda Tavisi Sexeduleba bednier cxovrebaze, rac Tvisobrivad ewinaaRmdegeboda sabWoTa wess da, rasac veravis umxelda, radgan sakuTari mdgomareoba yovel wams mianiSnebda, rom mis winaSe yvela adami­ani potenciuri gamcemi iyo. aseT viTarebaSi, roca yvelafers gulSi imarxav da erTi mesaidumlec ki ar gyavs _ dro da dro mainc rom ganimuxto goneba, am­xela simZimis tareba aucileblad gadagRlis da raRac momentSi azrovneba Cveuli principiT veRar mogemsa­xureba, rac naadrevi siberis utyuari niSania. Zalian Znelia, es yvelaferi daukavSiro savarZelSi mjdar im qalbatons, romelic Tundac Tavisi garegnuli mo­nacemebiT kldeSi gamokveTil saomrad SemarTul me­brZols mogagonebT. mis gamWol mzeras Tu SexedavT, romlisTvisac TiTqmis SeuZlebelia Tvalis gaswore­ba, metadre rTuli iqneba masSi naadrevi siberis niS­nebis povna. arada faqtia, rom 35 wlis nina berdieva damarcxda. misi Seupovari saxis gamometyveleba nel­nela, SeumCnevlad icvleba da marcxis aRiarebis ieris misaRebad mimikebis mtkivneul cvlilebas iZulebiT egueba. man mTlianad dakarga fiqris unari. mis mexsi­erebaSi uecrad gaqra wlebiT naocnebari da gonebaSi lamazad warmodgenili momavali, romelic isedac Zal­ze mokrZalebulad gamoiyureboda: is mTeli cxovreba eloda Tavis pirvel da ukanasknel siyvaruls _ aleqs saviCevs da ar iyo dRe, rom ninas cota xniT mainc

ar epovna dro, romelsac siamovnebiT uZRvnida amaze ocnebas; meore, es iyo antoni, romlis bedis gansaz­Rvras Tavad cdilobda da surda, rom rasac TviTon ver eziara _ naklebad damokidebul da mSvid cxovre­bas, misTvis Seeqmna, rameTu is iyo erTaderTi mokiafe varskvlavi, romelic mis azrovnebas gzas unaTebda.

warmovidginoT am yvelaferze fiqri, romelsac emateboda mniSvnelovani saxelmwifo sakiTxebis dro­ulad gadawyveta da plus amas, migzavnili da Casa­frebuli adamianebis gaSifvra, erTi adamianisTvis, Tanac martosulisTvis, Zalian mZimea. nina berdieva, Tavisi monacemebiT, marTalia, sagrZnoblad uswrebda im sazogadoebas, romelSic is cxovrobda, magram nu dagvaviwydeba, rom isic Cveulebrivi mokvdavia da ar aris manqana. miuxedavad yvelafer amisa, is mainc did xans gaarTmevda Tavs aseT reJims, rom ara aleq sis am formiT gamoCena. aman daabnia nina da wlebiT naSenebi ocnebis koSki, erTi xelis mosmiT daungria gonebaSi. am urTules dartymas gadaitanda da kidev daubrunde­boda Cveulebriv azrovnebas, meore ocnebis citadels rom ar Sexeboda dazvervis es ucnauri moqmedeba, ra­Sic erTaderTi gverdiT myofi sayvareli adamianis, Svilis dakargvis safrTxe igrZno. swored aq umtyuna ninas daqanculma gonebam, romelmac, Tavis dauneburad, sakuTar wiaRSi gabatonebuli diadi azrovneba, de­duri instinqtiT Caanacvla. amis Semdeg, roca antonma katias mimarT damokidebuleba gamoamJRavna, ninas, Ta­visi siyvarulidan gamomdinare rom efiqra da amoecno Svilis grZnoba, kidev rCeboda Sansi Secdomis Tavidan acilebisa, magram, rogorc Cans, dedurma instinqtma ver itvirTa azrovnebis funqcia da berdievas sulSi manamde ganucdelma profesiuli Suris grZnobam ad­vilad SeaRwia, ramac ninas gonebis saboloo parali­zeba gamoiwvia. diax, es iyo bolo wertili, radgan man

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ifiqra, rom dazvervam swored am qalis saSualebiT imoqmeda antonze.

vnaxoT, ramdenad iqoniebs gavlenas es Secdoma de­da­Svilis momaval cxovrebaze.

gavida sami dRe. am xnis ganmavlobaSi antoni arc gamoCenila da arc Seutyobinebia dedisTvis, Tu sad imyofeboda. im zedapiruli fiqriT, rom megobrebSi gaerToboda da dards gaiqarvebda, arc ninas mouZebnia Svili. ori Rame ise gaTenda, rom berdieva dasaZine­blad ar dawolila. man TiTqmis fexze gaatara es dro, Tu ar CavTvliT imas, rom, roca Zili Zalian moereo­da, patar­patara intervalebiT Tvlemda savarZelSi. is aRarafers fiqrobda, radgan arafris gansjis una­ri aRar hqonda. aRarc antonis saxlSi dabrunebis molodini awuxebda. ubralod ijda da sakuTar beds dastiroda.

aseT viTarebaSi daRamda mesame dRe. gvian saRamos antoni dabrunda. mas karebSi uilajoT Seegeba deda da ugonoT mTvrali sawolamde Zlivs miiyvana. maT So­ris araviTari dialogi ar gamarTula. mxolod erT­xel, naxevrad ironiuli toniT amoiluRluRa antonma _ mapatie, nina maqsimovna, rom Cemi adgilsamyofeli ver Segatyobineo. Semdeg sawolSi kedlisken ibruna piri da maleve CaeZina.

im Ramemac ise Caiara ninasTvis, rogorc wina orma dRem, magram im gansxvavebiT, rom axla marto mTvrali antoni hyavda gonebaSi warmodgenili. mas Tavisi Svili aseTi arasodes unaxavs da amaze fiqrma cota gamoaf­xizla dedis goneba. TiTqos raRac SiSmac aitana misi guli, radgan mas simTvrale da sasmeli problemebis gadaWris gzad arasodes miaCnda. nina ufro piriqiT fiqrobda da swored es iyo misi SiSis safuZveli.

dilis xuTi saaTi sruldeboda. savarZelSi fex­morTxmiT mjdari nina berdieva gonebaSi ukanaskne­

lad sjida im mkacr formas, romliTac antoni unda SeeCvenebina gaRviZebis da gamofxizlebisTanave, rom am dros, sadarbazos pirveli sarTulidan mZime nabi­jebis xma Semoesma. eWvi ar iyo, rom ramdenime Ceqmi­ani adamiani sadarbazos kibes maRla mouyveboda. nina instinqturad wamoxta, xalaTi Seiswora da mTeli yuradReba am xmisken gadaitana. misi guli gamalebiT feTqavda da wami­wamze eloda karze iseT braxuns, romlis „uflebac“ mxolod uSiSroebis da policiis organoebs hqondaT. es varaudi gamarTlda, fexis xma maT karTan Sewyda, rasac mohyva is avismomaswavebeli braxuni.

_ gamarjoba, nina maqsimovna! _ karis gamoxsnis­Tanave seriozuli saxiT Tavi daukra oTxi mamaka­cidan erTma. _ antonTan gvaqvs saqme da Tu SeiZleba, SemogviSviT! _ Tqva da ise gadaabija karis zRurbls, rom maspinZlis mipatiJebas ar dalodebia. _ saiT aris biWi? _ ikiTxa isev man.

ninam antonis oTaxis kari Tavad Sexsna da pirvelic TviTon Sevida. antoni sawolSi idayvze wamowoliliyo da meore xeliT Tvalebs ifSvnetda.

_ anton saviCev, CaicviT da gamogvyeviT! _ mimarTa maioris formaSi gamowyobilma „Cekistma“.

_ ra moxda? _ ikiTxa nina berdievam, romelmac jer maiors Sexeda da Semdeg antonze gadaitana mzera.

_ nina maqsimovna, albaT aris raRac gasarkvevi, me araferi vici. _ mokled mouWra maiorma da kedelTan mdgari, gaWimul formaSi daeloda antonis Cacmas.

_ Senc verafers metyvi, Svilo? _ uTxra alersiani xmiT ninam.

sawolze Camomjdarma antonma, romelic ukve fex­sacmelebs ikravda, dedas axeda. mis TvalebSi Zalian didi sevda iyo. Semdeg neli moZraobiT Tavi daxara da TiTqmis TavisTvis Cailaparaka:

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_ verafers getyvi, araferi vici. antoni saxlidan gaiyvanes. ninam labada moisxa da

maT ukan mihyva. sanam mis Svils samxedro `vilisSi~ Casvamdnen, dedam miaZaxa:

_ nu geSinia, anton! albaT raRac gaugebrobaa! yvelafers gavarkvev! gamxnevdi!

antons TiTqos arc gaugia dedis xma, dasaklavad gamzadebuli cxvariviT mihyveboda uSiSroebis Tanam­Sromlebs, romelTa moTxovnac usityvod Seasrula da TavdaRunuli Sevida manqanaSi.

erTi saaTis Semdeg nina berdievam Seityo, rom misi Svili dedaqalaqSi gadaiyvanes, romlis kvalsac maS­inve daadga.

Tbilisi. uSiSroebis mTavari sammarTvelos Seno­ba. mis uzarmazar WiSkarTan mdgari ramdenime utyvad­qceuli guSagi da SigniT Znelad SesaRwevi gza. ai, ra daxvda ninas dedaqalaqSi, sadac ramdenimedRiani mis­vla­mosvlebis mere, Zlivs gaarkvia, rom antoni mos­kovSi gadaiyvanes. am informaciam, romelic mexiviT daatyda Tavs, yvelaze Zlier Seatortmana misi fo­ladiviT nawrTobi sxeuli, magram umal moego gons da kbilebidan gamoscra:

_ moskovi...

* * * ordRenaxevriani momqancveli mgzavrobis Semdeg,

matarebeli sabWoTa kavSiris dedaqalaqSi Cavida. an­tonma patimrebisTvis gankuTvnili vagoniT imgzavra, sadac erT Zalian patara oTaxSi iyo Caketili. rogorc patimari, ise gahyavdaT daniSnul dros tualetSi da saWmelsac karze datanebuli sarkmelis meSveobiT awv­didnen. is gamudmebiT fiqrobda, magram daskvnebs jer ar akeTebda, radgan surda, bolomde gaego, ra xde­boda saerTod mis garSemo.

matarebeli manqanam Secvala da Ramis pirvel saaT­ze antoni im samxedro nawilSi miiyvanes, sadac man, daaxloebiT erTi Tvis win fici miiRo. administraci­uli Senobis pirvel sarTulze, orma dabali Cinis oficerma, erT­erT oTaxSi mjdom vice­polkovniks, samxedro misalmebis Semdeg anton saviCevi warudgina. mcireodeni sabuTebis gaformebis damTavrebisTanave, romelic jariskacis nawilSi dabrunebis faqts adas­turebda, komendaturis oficrebi wavidnen. oTaxSi darCnen mxrebSiabuzuli da TavCaqindruli axalwveu­li da polkis ufrosis erT­erTi moadgile, romelmac furclebi ujraSi Seinaxa da fexze wamoiWra.

_ jariskaco swordi! smena! _ daiRriala da Tavisi magidis gverdiT dadga.

daqanculi antoni Zlivs, magram swrafad gasworda welSi da Tavi maRla aswia.

_ rigiTo saviCev! mimarTa mkacri toniT vice­polkovnikma. _ aqedan rom gaxval, mogcemen samxedro formas da migacileben SenTvis gankuTvnil sawo­lamde. Sen ori kviris ganmavlobaSi iyavi aq da Sesa­niSnavad ici dRis reJimic da wesebic. minda Segaxseno, rom brZanebebs daemorCilebi usityvod da ar dasvam kiTxvebs. raime wesis darRvevis SemTxvevaSi, daisjebi Sesabamisi formiT. kargad daimaxsovre Cemi bolo si­tyva _ kiTxvebs ar dasvam da daemorCilebi brZanebebs. gasagebia?

_ gasagebia, amxanago vice­polkovniko! _ miugo Zalamokrebilma antonma.

_ Tavisufali xar! _ Cailaparaka polkis ufrosis moadgilem, magidaze Rilaks daawva da CasZaxa: _ gai­yvaneT! _ ris Semdegac oTaxis kari farTod Semoxsna erTma kapitanma da xelis moZraobiT axalwveuls ani­Sna, rom mas gahyoloda. koridorSi mimaval jaris­kacs anazdeulad gaeqca Tvali erT­erTi kabinetis

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karis gverdiT mikruli trafaretisken, romelzec ewera: polkis ufrosis moadgile politikur dargSi, polkovniki aleqsadre ivanes Ze volkovi.

dasrulda tanjvis samdRiani gza da roca saviCevi, ise Tu ase, normalur sawolSi Cawva, Sveba maSin­Ra igrZno. miuxedavad aseTi daRlilobisa, grZnobda, rom male ver SeZlebda daZinebas, radgan safiqrali hqonda didi da is ar miscemda amis saSuelabas. yazar­maSi jariskacebs eZinaT. Semosasvlel kuTxeSi, magi­dasTan morige serJanti ijda da mkrTali abaJuris Suqze raRacas kiTxulobda. antons ki TavqveS xelebi amoedo, WerisTvis miepyro mzera da fiqrs miscemoda. araviTari azri, araviTari miniSneba mis TavSi ar Semo­dioda da patar­patara, uazro versiebze CabRauWebu­li gamudmebiT erT wreze trialebda, rac, saboloo jamSi buranSi axvevda mis isedac gadaRlil gonebas. es ki ukve is labirinTi iyo, romlisgan Tavis daRwevac gareSe faqtorebis dauxmareblad praqtikulad Seu­Zlebelia. erTad davelodoT dilas da xsenebul gare­Se faqtorebs. vnaxoT, ufro gaarTulebs am cxovrebi­seul labirinTs Tu piriqiT?

mkvdariviT CaZinebul antons dilis 6 saaTze yazar­maSi Semosuli oficris gamyivani xma Caesma:

_ adeqiT! am SeZaxils jariskacebis xmauriani faci­fuci moh­

yva, romelic ori wuTis Semdeg tanszeviT SiSveli bi­Webis yazarmidan gareT gavardnisTanave miwynarda. maT Soris iyo antonic, romelsac maTgan gansxvavebiT, di­lis varjiSebis Sesrulebisas mondomeba ar emCneoda. oficerma mas amisaTvis SeniSnva misca da isic iZule­buli Seiqna, daSretil sxeulSi Zalebi kidev moeZebna.

erTi saaTis Semdeg varjiSi damTavrda da ocdaaT­kaciani jgufi, sadac saviCevi iricxeboda, TavianTi uSualo ufrosis, leitenant gagarinis winamZRolo­

biT pirsabanisken daiZra. antonma scada, gamolapara­keboda im biWebs, romlebic aq Camosvlis pirvelive dRes gaicno, magram arcerTma mas xma ar gasca. antoni, cota ar iyos, daibna, magram CaTvala, rom SeiZleba misTvis ucnob SinaganawesTan hqonda saqme, romelsac jer Tavad ar icnobda. rodesac pirsabanSi Sevidnen da jariskacebma erTmaneTTan laparaki gaabes, man kidev erTxel scada Zvel nacnobebTan gamomcnaureba, magram kvlav aravin gasca xma. metic, ise ibrunes jariskaceb­ma misgan piri da ise uCvenes mas zurgi, rom TiTqos is iq saerTod ar arsebobda. es ki ukve gaugebari aR­moCnda anton saviCevisTvis da cota xniT siCumisa da dakvirvebis reJimze gadaiyvana sakuTari Tavi. spec­daniSnulebis polkis wevrebi mowesrigdnen da sauz­meze wasasvlelad gaemzadnen. sam­sami, oTx­oTxi kaci jguf­jgufad damdgariyvnen da musaifobdnen. zogi Tavis cxovrebiseul epizodebs ixsenebda, zogi aneg­dots yveboda da ase amxiarulebda Tavis Tanapolke­lebs, magram mTavari mainc is iyo, rom vercerTi maT­gani „ver amCnevda“ im ukanmibrunebul axalwveuls, romelTanac ori kviris manZilze iseTive urTierToba hqondaT, rogorc axla erTmaneTTan.

„es yovelive ras niSnavs?“ _ hkiTxa sakuTar Tavs, magram veranairi pasuxi ver miiRo. cota xanSi mis gonebaSi warmoiSva aseTi kiTxva: „ra xdeba?“ _ es ori sityva periodulad, Zalian patara intervalebiT, mudmivad Tavs Seaxsenebs antons da male qronikuli seniviT moedeba mis azrovnebas. am gaurkvevel mdgo­mareobas da misgan naSob am upasuxo kiTxvas hqvia sab­WoTa uSiSroebis fsiqologiuri iaraRi, romelsac ko­munisturi sistema warmatebiT iyenebda daumorCile­beli inteleqtualebis winaaRmdeg. dasjis es forma, TiTqmis yvela SemTxvevaSi iwvevda adamianis gonebrivi degradaciis procesis dawyebas, rac etapobrivad aua­

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resebda realobis WeSmariti aRqmis unars. sabolood, es mJRavndeboda pirovnebis araadekvatur qmedeba­Si, romelic ukve TavisTavad axdenda mis izolacias sazogadoebisagan.

ai, ase gamoiyureboda sabWoTa fsiqologiuri iara­Ris erT­erTi tipi, romlis gamocdac swored axla mimdinareobda moazrovne axalgazrda jariskacze. ga­naCeni sastiki iyo: mis gverdiT yoveldRiurad tri­alebda aTasamde adamiani da arcerTi maTgani mas ar ekontaqteboda, maTgan is ubralod ignorirebuli iyo.

SuadRemde Teoriuli da praqtikuli samxedro swavleba da dRis meore naxevarSi samsaaTiani fizi­kuri varjiSi. es aris jariskacis yoveldRiuri reJimis ZiriTadi nawili. SualedebSi maT aqvT dro, gaecnon presas, uyuron televizors, an Tundac daisvenon. aqac patar­patara jgufebad gvevlinebian jariskacebi da dasvenebis am oqros wuTebs yvela Taviseburad iye­nebs. mxolod antonia marto mimdgari sadRac kedel­Tan da Cafiqrebuli akvirdeba maT.

daRamda. varjiSs imdenad ar dauRlia saviCevi, mas fiqrze damynobilma nerviulobam ufro waarTva Za­lebi. amis gamo man didxans ver moxuWa Tvali da adgo­mamde erTi saaTiT adre CaTvlima. rogor ar imtvria Tavi, magram veranair xelCasaWids ver miagno Tavisi mdgomareobis asaxsnelad. oficerma gamTeniisas rom daiRriala yazarmaSi da jariskacebs adgoma ubrZana, antonma Zlivs aswia damZimebuli Tavi.

meore dRec Cveulebrivad Caivlida antonisTvis, rom ara erTi SemTxveva, romelic Tavad Seqmna: is So­riaxlos dahyveboda im jariskacs, romelTanac sxveb­ze axlo urTierToba hqonda da, rodesac isini cota moSorebiT iyvnen sxvebisagan, Cumad hkiTxa:

_ ratom ar melaparakebiT? roca im nacnobmac usityvod zurgi Seaqcia, an­

tonma dakarga azrovnebis mimarTuleba da moSorebiT mdgar oficers mieWra:

_ iqneb Tqven amixsnaT es yovelive, amxanago leite­nanto! ras niSnavs is, rom me xmas aravin mcems?

oficerma mravalmniSvnelovnad CaiRima, Semdeg Seb runda da antons ramdenime nabijiT gaecala.

saviCevis nervebs cecxli moedo da ukan mihyva mas. _ Tqven raRa dagemarTaT? oficerma kidev scada gadaadgileba, rom antonma

mas mklavSi xeli waavlo da Semoabruna. es qmedeba antons sveli sardafis erT patara

oTaxSi erTdRian gamoketvaT daujda, sadac ar iyo arc skami da arc sawoli. samagierod, fexze dgomis­Tvis ganwiruli koWebamde wyalSi idga. da ai, iq, aseT situaciaSi, misma gonebam gaaTmagebuli ZalebiT daiw­yo muSaoba, magram sasurveli Sedegi _ amoexsna saku­Tari mdgomareobis mizezi, mainc ver miiRo. Tumca, erTi, metad mniSvnelovani detali amoutivtivda mas TavSi; gaaxsenda, aq Camosvlis Rame da vice­polkovni­kis ukanaskneli sityvebi: „kiTxvebs ar dasvam da dae­morCilebi brZanebebs!“ _ es erTi winadadeba, antonis dari azrovnebis kacisTvis gadamuSavebas aRar eqvem­debareboda, radgan misTvis ukve naTeli iyo, rom masze mimdinareobda fsiqologiuri wnexi. amasTan, isic gai­azra, rom am situaciaSi, sanam raime niSani TviTon ar amotivtivdeboda, manamde verafriT daadgenda amis mizezs. amitom gadawyvita, damorCileboda beds da ez­runa masTan Seguebaze.

saviCevma fiqri miatova da realobis aRqmas Seud­ga. marTalia, mas Ceqmebi ecva da wyali SigniT ver aR­wevda, magram fexebis Seciveba axla­Ra igrZno. jaris­kacs Seakankala da aqeT­iqiT mimoixeda. oTaxSi Zalian bneloda, magram karSi darCenili patara RriWodan, Soridan mosuli, Zaladakarguli naTeli aRwevda, ro­

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melic sibneleSi ukve TvalmiCveul adamians ormetrian sivrceSi gadaadgilebis saSualebas aZlevda. samarise­buri siCume antons erTgvari vakuumisken eqaCeboda, magram Weridan periodulad mowyvetili wylis wveTi, romelic iatakze mdgar aSmorebul siTxes tkapuniT ecemoda, raRacis moZraobaze, eseigi, sicocxlis arse­bobaze mianiSnebda. sardafSi autaneli suni idga. Canda, rom aq gamomwyvdeuli, dasjili jariskacebisTvis, am oTaxs tualetis funqciac hqonda. saviCevi fexismona­cvleobiT, amaod Seecada mSrali adgilis povnas, rom am dros, uecrad, uswormasworo aguris natexs daabija da waborZikebuli instinqturad, winwaweuli xelebiT iseTi ZaliT mienarcxa svel kedels, iqidan CamoSlili nawilebi dgafuniT Cacvivda wyalSi. moZraobas azri ar hqonda, radgan rac ufro ireoda iatakze mdgari masa, miT ufro simyrales gamoscemda. Wkviani kacis­Tvis aq mxolod erTi gamosavali iyo _ mdgariyo ad­gilze da drodadro ecvala mosaxerxebeli poza, raTa naklebad damRleli yofiliyo misi sxeulisTvis uZra­vi mdgomareoba. da bolos, efiqra marto gamZleobaze. asec moxda, magram antonisTvis mainc Znelad gavida sami saaTi. am drois gasvlis Semdeg, mas muxlebamde gabuJebuli hqonda orive fexi da ise SeigrZnobda im adgilebs, rom TiTqos nemsebiT Cxvletdnen. borZik­borZikiT, Zlivs mivida kedelTan, romelsac orive idayviT miebjina. aseTi formiT, TiTqos raRac doziT Seamcira fexebze dawola da cota SvebiT amoisunTqa. mokle xanSi, ukve mxriT mieyrdno Camosvelebul ke­dels, romelsac, sul ramodenime wuTSi damZimebuli Tavic miayola. is araferze aRar fiqrobda. mxolod imas cdilobda, rom, rac SeiZleba, kidev didxans See­narCunebina Zalebi. dro ki nela miizlazneboda da Tan mihqonda jariskacis energiis darCenili resursi. da ai, antonma kvlav waiborZika da, rom ar waqceuliyo,

xavsmokidebul kedels TiTebiT CaebRauWa, mag ram misi Tavic, mxaric da xelebic svel kedelze nel­nela mainc daRma svliT micuravda. uecrad muxlebi moekveTa da wyalSi CaiCoqa. marTalia, weli Zlivs Seimagra, rom mTliani taniT ar davardniliyo, magram Ceq mebidan Sevardnil, civ da blant siTxes, romelic mis gayi­nul da dajirjvlul fexebs gars Semoevlo, win ver aRudga. am damatebiTma satanjvelma ufro daaCqara sxeulis Zlevis procesi da miwisken daqaCa misi jer kidev gausvreli nawilebi, romlebic marcxisTvis gan­wirulni, droebiT­Ra uwevdnen winaaRmdegobas. Zal­ze zantad mowikwikebda is sabediswero wuTebi, roca adamians brZola unda Seewyvita tanjvis winaaRmdeg, rac TavisTavad amtkicebda imas, rom nebismieri suli­eri sxeuli mokvdavia. antonma jer erTi xeli miaSve­la muxlebs, Semdeg meore. ramodenime xans, xelebsac erTmaneTs unacvlebda, radgan TiTebi eyineboda. bo­los xelebSic dakarga Zala. cxoveliviT oTxze dam­dgarmac veRar gaZlo da mZimed gadawva erT mxares. man isRa moaxerxa, rom kedels TaviT mibjenoda, mag­ram kisris ZarRvebic aRar emorCileboda mas.

_ vaime, deda..._ aRmoxda antons da Tvalebi crem­lebiT aevso. _ aq sad vkbdebi da risTvis... _ Cailapara­ka kvlav TavisTvis.

gareT bindi moswoloda qveyanas da karis RriWoSi is patara naTeli aRar mosCanda. samagierod, zemodan isev mowakwakebda wylis wveTi da antonis yuradRebas abezariviT ahkviateboda. swored misi xma ar aZlevda wyalSi uRonod dacemul adamians far­xmalis dayris saSualebas.

jariskacma pirvelad amoigmina da gayinul sxeuls, romelic acaxcaxebas lamobda, winaaRmdegoba veRar gauwia. mis kunTebSi araviTari saTadarigo Zalebi aRar arsebobda. erTaderTi, naxevrad dabinduli,

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mag ram mainc sabrZolod SemarTuli goneba gascemda brZa nebebs da sakuTari organizmisgan arsebuli mdgo­mareobis am formiT SenarCunebas iTxovda. igive gone­ba, antonis azrovnebas gamudmebiT awvdida signals da aw gardasuli, kuibiSevuri movlenebis epizodebs negativebis saxiT gadascemda. uecrad, erTma kadrma, sxvebTan SedarebiT, mkveTrad gaielva saviCevis TavSi, romelic, mis saSvelad gulidan sagangebod amoWrilma siyvarulis grZnobam SeaCera da ufro naTlad warud­gina Tavis patrons.

_ katia, Cemo Zvirfaso! _ amoiZaxa antonma da Tva­lebi farTod gaaxila. marTalia, man sibneleSi ve­raferi dainaxa, magram misma gonebis Tvalma lamazad Caanacvla misive wyvdiadSi moqceuli mxedveloba da aq, am jurRmulSi, ulamazesi katia mTeli Tavisi mSve­nierebiT warmoudgina.

adamiani, romelic uZlurebaSi vardeba, kargavs Zalebs da misi aRdgenis perspeqtiva ar Cans, goneba iZulebiT nebdeba am process da azrovnebis horizon­tis masStabebi umcirdeba. aseT SemTxvevaSi, intele­qtis done movlenebis ganviTarebas ver gansazRvravs da is maSinve kargavs unars, roca sxeuli ukanaskneli sasicocxlo energiis dakargvis winaSe dgeba. erTad­erTi, romelic cdilobs organizmis muSaobis gaxan­grZlivebas da Tundac mis gadarCenas, es aris guli. swored gulia is organo, romelsac SeuZlia gonebas mimarTuleba misces da Tu saWiroa, miuTiTos kidec. gulis aseTi moqmedeba damokidebulia mis wiaRSi arse­bul siyvarulze, anu aseTi ram ZaluZs mxolod kacT­moyvare guls. aqedan gamomdinare, antonis mkerdSi aboboqrebulma, siyvaruliT gajerebulma organom, pirdapir miuTiTa TiTqmis daxSul gonebas, rom sulze gavliT moeZebna gadarCenis gza. am SemTxvevaSi, saqmeSi damatebiT erTveba sakuTari Tavis gadarCenis instin­

qti da TviT yvelaze aTeisti adamianic ki, romelsac saerTod ar sjera RmerTis arsebobisa, gaucnobiereb­lad eZebs saSvels. gangebac ar ayovnebs da mas umal ugzavnis rwmenas, romelzedac aRmocenebas iwyebs mizani. xolo ukve mizani qmnis axali Zalebi baziss, romelmac adamiani unda ixsnas gansacdelisagan.

_ me Sen Segpirdi, rom SenTvis vicocxlebdi. Seg­pirdi, rom Senamde movidodi. _ Tqva SedarebiT gamar­Tuli xmiT anton saviCevma da idayvze nel­nela wamoi­wia. _ Seni siyvarulisTvis... _ Cailaparaka kvlav Semar­TebiT. _ Seni siyvarulisTvis vibrZoleb! _ wamoiZaxa ukve cota rixiT da meore xelic miaSvela dauZlure­bul sxeuls. ris vai­vaglaxiT SeZlo kedlis daxmare­biT wylidan amofofxeba. blanti wyliT savse CeqmebSi Cadgmul fexebs Znelad imorCilebda, magram mainc fexze adgomas cdilobda. nestian kedels, moWidebi­sas frCxilebiT fxoWnida, romelic xelSi efSvnebo­da, mag ram garkveulwilad exmareboda wamodgomaSi. rogorc iqna, welSi gaimarTa, xelebi momuWa, yvela kunTi daWima da TiTqmis Rmuilis xmaze gamoscra: _ me Senamde moval!

sabWoTa uSiSroebis organoebi, rodesac adamianze dosies adgendnen, yvelaze did yuradRebas uTmobdnen mis amtanobas, radgan TiToeuli aseTi individi, nebis­mier dros SeiZleboda gamxdariyo umarTavi. amis codna ki imisaTvis iyo saWiro, rom msgavs situaciaSi misTvis wamebis forma ganesazRvraT. antonis SemTxvevaSi, isi­ni darwmunebulni iyvnen, rom am xanSi mas wyalSi dace­muls naxavdnen. kari rom Sexsnes da jariskaci fexze SemarTuli dainaxes, erTmaneTs mravalmniSvnelovnad gadaxedes, rac masze xsenebuli dosies Semqmnelebis Secdomas aRniSnavda.

saviCevi jer farniT SeaTvalieres, xolo Semdeg oTaxidan gamosvla ubrZanes. jariskacma laslasiT

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gadaabija karis zRurbls da moceliliviT daeca Zirs. is sakaceze daawvines da manqaniT sanitarul nawilSi gadaiyvanes. antoni bundovnad xedavda Tavis garSemo mofusfuse adamianebs. es gonebrivi aRqma, erTi saaTis Semdeg gacilebiT gauuaresda, rodesac misi sxeulis temperaturam ormocdaerT niSnuls miaRwia. eqTnebma mas tansacmeli gaxades, sveli tiloebiT gaasufTaves da loginSi Caawvines. mTeli RamiT gverdidan ar mos­cilebia ori axalgazrda medicinis da, romlebsac Tan Zalian moewonaT antoni da Tan SeecodaT.

dilis Svid saaTze saviCevis palataSi maioris samxreebiani mamakaci Sevida. skamebze mjdomi eqTnebi, romlebsac magidaze daewyoT xelebi da Sig daRli­li Tavebi CaergoT, karis xmaze da oficris danaxvaze fexze wamoiWrnen.

_ rogor aris jariskaci? _ ikiTxa man rixiani xmiT.mTeli Rame bodavda da dedas uxmobda mxolod. ax­

laRa CaeZina, amxanago maioro! _ daaswro erTma eqTan­ma, romelic SedarebiT cocxlad gamoiyureboda.

_ fexebi hqonda Zalian dasiebuli. _ dananebiT Tqva meorem.

_ axla sibralulisgan ar atirdeT! ZaRli koWlo­biT ar mokvdeba! _ miaZaxa mkacrad maiorma da palati­dan gavida.

mesame dRes, diliT, antoni Tavisi sawolis gaswvriv mimodioda. wina dRisgan gansxvavebiT Tavs ukeTesad ki grZnobda, magram muxls dabla, fexebSi saSineli simZi­mis SegrZneba hqonda. sulieradac daisvena, radgan aq, nawilisagan gansxvavebiT, elaparakebodnen mainc. es bedniereba didxans ar gagrZelebula, _ mkurnalma eqim ma amcno, rom am saRamos yazarmaSi unda wasuliyo da iq gaeTia Rame. dilidan ki Cveuli reJimiT unda Sesdgomoda cxovrebas.

_ ras ambobT, eqimo, me varjiSs rogor SevZleb?! _

gaocebulma ikiTxa antonma._ SeZleb, SeZleb. Senze uaresad yofila xalxi. me

minaxavs adamianebi omSi, romlebic gacilebiT mZime travmebiT ibrZodnen.

_ omSi xom ar varT?! _ Sehkadra saviCevma._ brZaneba aseTia, romelic administraciidan mi­

viRe._ mokled mouWra cxviris wverze saTvaledakvese­bulma, Rababianma da Ripianma samxedro eqimma da kari miixura.

iq myofma Suaxnis eqTanma qalbatonma, eqimis gas­vlisTanave antons Sexeda da sinanuliT Tavi gaaqnia.

saRamos kvlav sanitarul nawilSi ivaxSma, ris Sem­deg, kidev erTxel Seamowmes misi janmrTelobis md­gomareoba da odnav SeSupebuli fexebic daumuSaves. yazar maSi rom mivida, jariskacebi ukve iwvnen. ramoden­imes jer ar eZina da bunebrivia, SeamCnies antoni, mag­ram yvelam erTnairad ibruna misgan piri. daiwyo koS­maruli da amouxsneli momentebi, razedac saviCevma mkacrad gadawyvita, rom arc yuradReba mieqcia maTi aseTi qmedebisTvis da arc efiqra, ratom xdeboda es mis Tavs.

gamTeniisas, oficris yviriliT gacemuli brZa­nebis Semdeg, jariskacebi, tanszemoT gaxdilni, rig­rigobiT garbodnen dilis gamamxnevebel varjiSze. maT Soris iyo antonic, magram sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT, mas moZraoba Zalian uWirda, radgan fexebis tkivils rom Tavi davaneboT, is jer kidev sustad iyo. sakuTar sxe­uls aZalebda, rom sxvebze naklebad ar Seesrulebina varjiSebi, magram Tavbru esxmoda da amis gamo, erT­xel kinaRam davarda kidec.

rogorc iqna, damTavrda, es misTvis metad arasasia­movno procedura da sauzmis Semdeg, Teoriuli swav­lebisTvis gankuTvnil SenobaSi gadainacvla. miuxeda­vad imisa, rom iq sakmaod didi gonebrivi datvirTva

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hqonda, dasveneba mainc SeZlo. da ai, sadilidan erT saaTSi, dadga gaZlierebuli fizikuri momzadebis droc, rac TiTqmis araadamianur energias moiTxovda. maTi bolomde da zedmiwevniT Sesruleba, janmrTeli kacisTvisac ki urTules saqmes warmoadgenda, ara Tu misTvis. gamosavali ar arsebobda da antonic sxvebTan erTad mwyobrSi Camdgari miemarTeboda specialuri darbazebisken.

pirveli aTi wuTi: fexebis saSineli tkivili da Tvalis dabnelebaSi gamoxatuli sisuste. koncentra­ciis dakargva da Tavze wamomdgari oficris yvirili. mosulierebuli saviCevis mier varjiSis gagrZeleba da kvlav gonebis dabindva. bolos, man wamodgoma veRar SeZlo da, roca oficerma morigi Rriali wamoiwyo, antonma Ceqmebi gaiZro. misi sisxliani fexebi TiT­qmis mTelma nawilma dainaxa. sportuli seqciis xelm­ZRvaneli iZulebuli gaxda, jariskaci yazarmaSi daeb­runebina.

antoni Zlivs milaslasda Tavis sawolamde. Ceqmebis gaxdas azri ar hqonda, radgan arc wamali moeZeveboda sadme da arc safeni. amitom, mkvdariviT miesvena. ue­crad TvalSi cremli gamoukrTa, magram es ar iyo tki­vilisagan gamowveuli sisvele. amis mizezi, misi mdgo­mareobidan amodioda, romelic sabWoTa uSiSroebis organom xelovnurad Seuqmna mas.

morige serJantma batalionis meTaurs daureka da acnoba jariskacis yazarmaSi dabrunebis Sesaxeb. ram­denime wuTSi maioris samxreebiani kaci wamoadga savi­Cevs, romelic sawolidan Zlivs wamodga da moaxsena Tavisi mdgomareoba. batalionis meTaurma sanitarul nawils acnoba da eqimic male movida yazarmaSi. axal­gazrda mamakacma, romelsac eqimis TeTri xalaTi emo­sa, antonis fexebis daTvalierebis Semdeg, oficeri gverdiT gaixmo.

_ amxanago maioro, _ Cumi xmiT mimarTa mas, _ ja­riskacs Zalze seriozuli mdgomareoba aqvs da sas­wrafod stacionarSi gadayvanas saWiroebs.

batalionis meTauri cota xniT Cafiqrda. Semdeg telefonisken wavida da viRacas moaxsena amis Sesaxeb, saidanac maleve Semobrunda da eqims mimarTa:

_ gadaiyvaneT da mixedeT! oficeri yazarmidan gavida. saviCevi ki eqimis

miTiTebiT, samedicino samsaxuris „uazis“ tipis manqa­naSi moTavsda.

daaxloebiT naxevar saaTSi, ukve palataSi myof jariskacs, sanitari Ceqmebis gaxdaSi daexmara. xolo, rodesac eqTani samedicino xsnariT mas fexebs umuSavebda, oTaxSi ori mamakaci Semovida. maTgan erT­erTi is eqimi iyo, romelmac avadmyofi antoni yazar­maSi daabruna. meore ki, Sua xnis mowesrigebuli kaci, mTavari eqimi aRmoCnda. swored mTavari eqimi dai­xara jariskacis win da saTvalis moSveliebiT fexebi safuZvlianad dauTvaliera. Semdeg welSi gaimarTa da antonis mkurnal eqims mimarTa:

_ maCveneT avadmyofis istoria. _ da xeli gauwoda. mkurnalma eqimma umal miawoda erTmaneTze mibmu­

li ramdenime furceli.klinikis ufross, kiTxvis dros Subli SeeWmuxna

da saxec odnav SeepranWa. mere orjer Tavi gaaqnia da fexze wamodga. erTxel kidev Seavlo Tvali tkivilisa­gan da sisustisagan gasavaTebul jariskacs da palati­dan gavida. mas ukan mihyva mkurnali eqimic, romelTa Soris, koridorSi aseTi saubari gaimarTa:

_ ivan grigoreviC, amdeni xnis eqimi brZandebiT da rogor dauSviT, rom aseTi avadmyofi nawilSi dageb­runebinaT?

_ Stabidan darekes da rom gaiges, sicxe aRar hqon­da... _ mowiwebiT Seageba pasuxi Casuqebulma eqimma da

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mowyale TvalebiT miaCerda ufross.koridorSi mimavali mTavari eqimi SeCerda da ko­

legas Sexeda. _ ras hqvia, sicxe aRar hqonda? sicxea mxolod

avadmyofoba? da Tqven, am zaris Semdeg dawereT, rom jariskaci sruliad janmrTelia da mas SeuZlia sam­xedro reJimSi cxovrebis gagrZeleba?! ivan grigor­eviC, Tqven pirvel rigSi eqimi xarT da fici gaqvT im­isaTvis dadebuli, rom pirnaTeli iqnebiT avadmyofis winaSe da upirveles yovlisa, ar avnebT mas. fiqrobT ki imaze, rom Tqveni aseTi gadawyvetilebiT, faqtiu­rad, gawireT axalgazrda kaci, romelsac, aravin icis, sad Seaxsenebs Tavs Tavisi fexebi?!

cxvirze saTvaledakvesebulma, Rababianma mkur­nalma TiTqos daapira kidev Tavis marTleba, magram ufrosma SeaCera.

_ Tavis marTleba saWiro aRar aris! kargad mouareT, mixedeT da, roca mkurnalobas daamTavrebT, sanam gawerT, gamagebineT!

_ aucileblad! _ aRmoxda msuqan mamakacs da ufross naZaladevad SehRima.

mTavarma eqimma koridorSi miatova gamtknarebuli kolega da gza ganagrZo.

Tormeti dRis Semdeg, eqimTa konsiliumma daadgi­na, rom anton saviCevis janmrTeloba damakmayofile­beli iyo da misi samxedro nawilSi dabruneba ukve SeiZleboda.

da daiwyo utyvi cxovrebis maraToni, romelic ise miizlazneboda, rom yoveli wami da wuTi da gansa­kuTrebiT, yoveli dRe, jariskacisTvis wamebad qceu­liyo. yoveldRiurad aseulobiT adamiani trialebda mis garSemo da arcerTi maTgani xmas ar scemda mas.

„es ra ubedurebaa? ra xdeba?“ _ fiqrobda antoni da undoda Tu ara, es kiTxvebi mainc ebadeboda Tav­

Si. rac ufro gadioda dro, miT ufro eZaleboda amis garSemo fiqrebi, romlisganac ukve Tavs veRar aRwev­da. adamiani, romelic msgavsi fsiqologiuri teroris qveS imyofeba da ver arkvevs Tu ratom xorcieldeba masze aseTi ram, es aris is pirveli ubedureba misTvis, romelic Zalian swrafad moSlis mis gonebas. am Sem­TxvevaSi, antonic ar iyo gamonaklisi da masac Seepa­ra sicocxlis absurdulobaze fiqri. ufro da ufro xSirad awuxebda is azri, rom araraobaa es yovelive, rameTu cxovreba Tavisi SedegiT _ sikvdiliT, sruli uazrobaa da meti araferi.

gavida tanjvis ori Tve. gadaiRala da moiSala gone ­ba. antonis azrovnebis kacma, aseT viTarebaSi, gaci­lebiT swrafad unda miiRos saboloo gadawyvetileba da manac ukve ganusazRvra sakuTar Tavs momavali.

SuaRamisas, roca jariskacebs eZinaT, saviCevi fexakrebiT wavida tualetisken. es Cveulebriv ambavs warmoadgenda da morige jariskacsac yuradReba ar miuqcevia misTvis. tualetidan ezoSi gavida da misi safuZvliani daTvalierebis Semdeg, lampionebis Suq­isagan SedarebiT moCrdilebul adgils gauyva. male yazarmis mopirdapired mdgari sasadilos ukana mxa­res aRmoCnda, sadac ukve swrafad moZebna mavTulis naWeri, risganac yulfi gaakeTa. mavTulis meore wveri sasadilos karis maRla gadebul boZze Camohkida da, rodesac CamosaxrCobad gakeTebul yulfSi gayo Tavi, fexebze viRacis Semoxveuli mklavebi igrZno, romel­mac misi sxeuli maRla azida. oficrebma is swrafad Camoxsnes yulfidan da administraciuli Senobisken waiyvanes. pirvel sarTulze, im polkovnikis kabinetis karTan miiyvanes, romelmac kuibiSevSi gaamgzavra igi. erTma oficerma karze daakakuna da, rodesac Signidan mipatiJebis dasturis xma moesma, Sevida da isinic Tan Seiyola.

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Ramis ori saaTi iyo. farTo oTaxis erTi kididan meoreze, arwivis mzeriT gamoscqeroda polkis ufro­sis moadgile polit. dargSi aleqsandre ivanes­Ze volkovi anton saviCevs. es Tvali­TvalSi gayra sul ramodenime wams gagrZelda da amasobaSi, erT­erTma oficermac moaxsena:

_ amxanago polkovniko, rigiTi saviCevi sasadilos ukan Tavis CamoxrCobas apirebda. rom ara Cven, is axla cocxali aRar iqneboda.

polkovniki nela wamoimarTa fexze da maTken wamo­vida. is antonis win SeCerda da ise, rom misTvis Tvali ar moucilebia, oficrebs mimarTa:

_ Tqven gareT damelodeT! rodesac isini gavidnen da kari miixures, polkovnik­

ma TiTqmis Sehyvira: _ vis Sexvdi kuibiSevSi? saviCevma daxrili Tavi maRla aswia da polkis

ufrosis moadgilis ganrisxebul saxes rom Sexeda, misi goneba maSinve daacxra mexsierebis budes, saida­nac uswrafesad amoagdo, sadRac kunWulSi Camaluli is momenti, sadac ugonod mTvrali antoni, bavSvobis megobars mamis Sesaxeb uyveboda. am yvelafers wamebi dasWirda, ra drosac polkovnikma meored iRriala:

_ vis Sexvdi­meTqi kuibiSevSi?antonis gaSterebulma Tvalma xilvadoba daibru­

na, xolo gonebam _ realobis aRqma, ris Semdeg, man mxolod amis Tqma moaxerxa:

_ Tqven ar gamagzavneT iq, amxanago polkovniko?!_ aq me vsvam kiTxvebs! _ ufro gacecxlda volkovi.marTalia, jariskacma am SekiTxvas mdumared da

Tavis dabla daxriT upasuxa, magram misTvis mTavari sakiTxi_misi tanjvis mizezi ukve amoxsnili iyo. _ enis tlikini, _ maRali xmiT gaagrZela jmuxma sam­xedrom, romelic oTaxSi nerviul bolTis cemas mo­

hyva. _ Worikana qalebis saqmea! kacs ar SeSvenis eg! amitom unda miiRo is, rac daimsaxure! da erTi kidev: Tu kvlav ecdebi, TviTmkvlelobiT Seni saqcielis am ubralo sazRaurisgan gaqcevas, is sardafi moge­natreba, sadac erTi saRamo gaatare! nebac Senia da arCevanic! axla ki dabrundi yazarmaSi da imedi maqvs, iswavli, rogor aWeren kacebi enas kbils!

midioda yazarmisaken saviCevi da fiqrobda: „nuTu es amxela tanjva­wameba Cemi bavSvobis

megob ris wyalobiT miviRe? da Tu es asea, ufro me­tad ar Rirebula arafrad qveynad sicocxle. risTvis da visTvisRa unda vibrZolo? ras niSnavs samSoblos aRorZineba da gaZliereba? nuTu es mcneba, Cemi mtan­jveli adamianebisa da Cemi megobris msgavsi kacebis gamravlebas gulisxmobs? nuTu Cemi megobris mier gacema kacobaa da Cemi misdami saidumlos gandoba­arakacoba?! gamodis, rom qveyanaze adgils ver daim­kvidreb, Tu sxvis ubedurebad ar iqeci. ai, Turme ra yofila am imperiis arsi. me ki aqamde ratomRac megona, rom vaJkacoba_megobrisadmi Tavganwirva da mosiyva­rule gulis tareba iyo. eseigi, Cemi adgili aq ar yo­fila da tyuilad veZeb me mas.“

Cabnelebuli zecidan savse da gabadruli mTvare mdumared dahyurebda moasfaltebul bilikze yazar­misaken mimaval jariskacs, romelsac aCqrolebuli fiqrebis gamo am RamiT daZineba ar ewera.

* * * dilis rva saaTia. moskovis erT­erT prospeqtze

xalxis saqmiani mimosvla SeiniSneba. gareT sakmaod civi qari qris da Tbilad Cacmuli adamianebi abu­zulebi miiCqarian samsaxurebSi. maT Soris aSkarad gamoirCeva erTi xmeli qalbatoni, romelic, Sedare­biT Txlad Cacmuli, awyobili samxedro nabijiT mxreb­

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gaSlili miabijebs avtobusis gaCerebisken. is ori Tvea, Svils daeZebs da veRar Tvlis, ukve meramdened miemarTeba uSiSroebis mTavari sammarTvelos Senobi­saken. araviTari Sedegi jer­jerobiT ar Cans, magram is mainc dadis iq im gagebiT, rom iqneb Sexvdes iseT adamians, vinc Tavisi Svilis kvalze gaiyvans. mas Tva­lebSi etyoba, rom meqanikurad moZraobs da fiqrebiT sul sxvagan aris, magram es srulebiT ar uSlis xels gadaadgilebaSi. da ai, morigi dila. is kvlav mivida daxSul da dagmanul SenobasTan, sadac werilobiT, Tu Sida telefonebis meSveobiT, veravis veraferi Seas­mina. axlac sammarTvelos Sesasvlelis mopirdapired gaCerda da gaasmagebuli yuradRebiT miaCerda yoveli manqanidan gadmomsvlels da SenobaSi Semsvlels. sa­nam guSagebisTvis SesamCnevi gaxdeba da kidev erTxel etyvian, rom saswrafod datovos teritoria, gamware­buli deda ZegliviT aRmarTula erT adgilze. misgan ociode metrSi morigi samsaxurebrivi manqana gaCerda, saidanac polkovnikis samxreebiT damSvenebuli axal­gazrda axovani kaci gadmovida da Senobis Sesasvle­lisken gaemarTa.

„RmerTo Cemo, saidan mecnoba es kaci?“ _ gaifiqra ninam da Tavisdauneburad gadairbina quCa. sanam igi mamakacs miuaxlovdeboda, TavSi amoutivtivda sadaz­vervo skola da misi aRsazrdeli, Tavis megobari pave­li. mamakaci Sesasvlel kars uaxlovdeboda, guSagebi ki misken morbenali qalisTvis gzis gadasaWrelad mo­emarTebodnen.

_ pavel! _ SesZaxa qalma da guSagebic ecnen aqeT­iqidan mklavebSi.

mamakaci swrafad Semobrunda da qalbatons daaS­terda, romelsac uSiSroebis rigiTi TanamSromlebi eZiZgilavebodnen da misi teritoriidan gayvanas cdi­lobdnen.

_ me nina var, berdieva! _ SesZaxa qalma.polkovniki maTken wavida da guSagebs ubrZana,

xeli gaeSvaT. maT brZaneba umal Seasrules da skolis megobrebi erTmaneTis pirispir aRmoCndnen.

_ nina... nina berdieva... _ Cailaparaka samxedro oficerma, ramodenime wamiT kidev daakvirda da xeli gauwoda._ aq saidan gaCndi, nina? anda rogor momageni?

_ pavel, warmodgena ar maqvs Senze, Tu sad muSaob. Svili davkarge ori Tvis win. uSiSroebam wamoiyvana saqarTvelodan da TbilisSi miTxres, rom moskovSia. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, davdivar da veZeb mSvelels, mag­ram Cemi gamkiTxavi kaci ver vnaxe. aq mravaljer var mosuli da axlac quCis gadaRma videqi. instancia ar damitovebia arsad, magram Svilis Sesaxeb veraferi Sevityve. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom SemTxvevam Semaxvedra SenTan. rogorc Semogxede, gicani. vimeoreb, me ar vici, Sen sad msaxurob, magram unda damexmaro.

_ damSviddi, nina! yvelaferi dalagebulad miT­xari da Sevecdebi rames.

_ Sen Tu uSiSroebaSi muSaob, advilad daadgen yvelafers. miniSnebad ki amas getyvi: Cemi Svili, an­ton saviCevi, jarSi moskovSi msaxurobda, saidanac uSiSroebam or kviraSi gamouSva. sanam saxlSi wamovi­doda, jer sxvagan gaagzavnes Tormeti dRiT da iqi­dan dabrunda saqarTveloSi. ramdenime dReSi, kvlav maT moakiTxes da wamoiyvanes, ris Semdeg Sevityve, rom moskovSi gadmouyvaniaT.

_ yvelaferi gasagebia. _ dinjad Cailaparaka pavel­ma da Tan daamata: _ axla orSabaTia. ori dRe macale. oTxSabaTs modi aq da uTxari, rom ufrosis TanaSemwe pavel timCukTan xar. yvela Rones vixmar, gavarkvio da gavigo, sad aris antoni. SenTvis yvelafers gavakeTeb! ar inverviulo! manamde ki gkiTxav: sad xar gaCerebuli moskovSi? sxva Tu rame giWirs, miTxari. me mzad var,

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yvelanairi daxmareba aRmogiCino. _ sastumro „rosiaSi“ var. didi madloba, pavel! Sen

oRond Svili mapovnine da meti araferi minda. erTsac getyvi: sxvanairs verafriT warmogidgendi. _ uTxra ninam da dasamSvidobeblad xeli gauwoda.

ori dRe, or saukuned moeCvena ninas, radgan yo­vel wuTs iTvlida daniSnuli drois dadgomamde. da ai, oTxSabaTs, dilis cxra saaTze, nina uSiSroebis sammarTvelos SenobaSi Tavis pasportiT guSags wa­rudga da moaxsena, Tu visTan iyo dabarebuli. imave dRis pirvel saaTze, berdieva elmavaliT ukve anto­nis samxedro nawilisaken miiCqaroda, sadac brZaneba, misi SvilTan Sexvedris nebarTvaze, oriode saaTis win gaica.

pavelis zepiri monaxazis mixedviT, nina berdieva matareblidan miTiTebul sadgurze Camovida. ir gvliv mxolod tyiT dafaruli masivi iyo da sajariso Sena­erTisa ki ara, adamianis arsebobis niSanwyali ar Canda. amitom, matareblidan Camosuli erTaderTi mgzavri, gegmis Tanaxmad, mopirdapire mxares gadavida da mar­jvniv mimaval gzas daadga. daaxloebiT ori kilome­tris gavlis Semdeg, rkinigzis liandagebis gaswvriv gamavali gza, xelmarcxniv, odnav SekbeCili tyisken uxvevda, romelmac ociode wuTSi tyis siRrmeSi mdgom samxedro saguSagosTan miiyvana.

_ SeCerdiT! _ xelis aweviT SesZaxa oridan erTma jariskacma, mxarze avtomati Seiswora da ninasken gae­marTa. _ Tqveni sabuTebi! _ uTxra man, rodesac qals miuaxlovda.

ninam CanTa gadaxsna, romelsac jariskaci gafacice­biT adevnebda Tvals da iqidan amoRebuli, Tavis sa­xelze gacemuli saSvi samxedros gauwoda. axalgazrda mamakacma safuZvlianad daaTvaliera patara furceli da stumars saguSagosken gauZRva. Semdeg ninas aniSna,

rom meore jariskacis gverdiT dalodeboda da Tvi­Ton dabal da viwro jixurSi Sevida, saidanac zemd­goms gadamcemiT moaxsena aq mosuli qalbatonis vi­naoba. iqidan gamosulma guSagma Tan skami gamoitana da nina berdievas gverdiT dadga.

_ dabrZandiT qalbatono! ramdenime wuTSi manqana mova da wagiyvanT.

msubuqad daRlili nina skamze Camojda, xolo ja­riskacebma erTmaneTSi musaifi gaagrZeles.

sabWoTa samxedro „vilisi“ tyis viwro da oRro­CoRro gzaze saSualo siCqariT mijliyinebda. gzis aqeT­iqiT Camwkrivebuli xeebi, manqanaSi mjdomi qal­batonis TvalTaxedvaSi rig­rigobiT rCebodnen ukan, magram amas is mxolod meqanikurad aRiqvamda, radgan misi mTavari fiqri, Tavis erTaderT vaJiSvils das­trialebda. erTi suli hqonda, saR­salamaTi enaxa an­toni da gaego, misi xelmeored aq moxvedris mizezi. masSi aboboqrebuli deduri instinqti, gavarvarebul quraze Semodgmul da daxurul qvabSi moTuxTuxe im wyals waagavs, romlisgan gamoyofili orTqlis Za­lac wuTi­wuTze aiglejs Tavidan sarqvels. diax, deda­Svils Soris gabmuli talRovani Zafi mudmivad agrZnobinebs, rom antoni gansacdelSia. da miiCqaris sabWoTa sistemaze ganrisxebuli deda Tavisi vaJisa­ken, romlisTvisac yovel wams mzad aris, daTmos si­cocxle.

manqana tyidan gavida da Tavqveze daeSva, saidanac dabla, vakeze gamoCnda sam­oTx sarTuliani SenobebiT warmodgenili patara qalaqi, romelic garSemor­tymuli iyo maRali TeTri galavniT, masSi datanebul saTvalTvalo koSkurebTan erTad. aTi wuTis Semdeg, qalaqSi Sesuli „vilisi“ erT­erTi Senobis win gaCer­da. wina savarZelze mjdari oficeri manqanidan gada­vida da berdievas sTxova, rom mas gayoloda. Seno­

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bis pirvel sarTulze, iq damxvedrma orma samxedrom, erTi oTaxis naxevrad Ria karisken miuTiTes da iq miipatiJes stumari qalbatoni. Tan uTxres, rom sul cota xanSi moiyvandnen antons.

ninas raRac cudis molodinSi guli auCqarda, mag­ram garegnuli simSvide SeinarCuna da Cveulebrivi, se­riozuli saxiT miaCerda im kars, saidanac antoni unda Semosuliyo. didxans lodini ar dasWirvebia ninas, rom kari gaiRo da or mkerdamoburcul da gajgimul oficers welSi sakmaod moxrili antoni usicocxlo fexebis flartuniT mohyvaT ukan. dedis TvalebSi cecxli gamokrTa da is umal mieWra Svils. mxrebSi xeli staca antons, welSi gaaswora, TvalebSi Caxeda da SesZaxa:

_ es vin dagmarTa, Svilo? antonma mibnedili Tvalebi dedas Zlivs gauswora

da TiTqmis amoiluRluRa: _ netavi SenTvis damejerebina, dedi..._ ra xdeba, gamagebine! _ Sehyvira ninam. _ Cems megobar gogis vuTxari kuibiSevis ambavi da

amis gamo moxda es yvelaferi. Cemi aq Camosvlis dRi­dan, xmas aravin mcems, arc didi, arc patara. protes­ti rom gamovTqvi, erTi dRiT wyalSi Camagdes da ai, Sedegic. _ antonma fexebisken mimarTa mzera. _ fexebi aRar memorCileba, dedi.

nina berdievas yelis ZarRvebi simwrisagan ise dae­bera, TiTqos TiToeuli maTgani gaxeTqvas lamobso. Svils xeli gauSva da mkveTri moZraobiT da daWimuli TiTis miSveriT, jer erTis, xolo Semdeg meore sam­xedros mimarTulebiT SeZaxili miayola:

_ vin xar Sen? anda Sen? rogor CaidineT es, Tqve laCrebo?!

_ Cven rigiTi oficrebi varT da araviTar gadawyvetilebas ar viRebT. _ mowiwebiT warmoTqva

uCveulod ganrisxebuli da ucnauri stumris xilviT odnav SemkrTalma erTma oficerma.

_ maS, vin gadawyvita Cemi Svilis ganadgureba? is adamiani maCveneT! _ daiZaxa ninam da koridorSi ga­varda. mas ukan mihyvnen oficrebic da antonic.

koridorSi TxuTmetamde samxedro Cinis mamakaci Sekrebiliyo. faqtia, rom viRac am moments eloda. nina Zalian axlos mieWra maT da TiTqmis Sehyvira:

_ romeli xarT am polkis ufrosi? yvela erTianad gaisusa da xma aravin amoiRo. _ vin CaidineT­meTqi es? _ gaumeora maT berdi­

evam, antons mxarze xeli frTxilad SemoaWdo da maT win daayena. _ romelma danergeT adamianze, Tanac jer bavSvze, aseTi zemoqmedebis wesebi? romeli xarT is laCari, romelsac sxvaze aseTi mopyroba siamovnebas ganiWebT? aqeT gadmodiT da win damideqiT, rom mweri­viT migasrisoT kedelze! xmas ar iRebT ara?! vin aris Tqveni ufrosi? albaT TqvensaviT laCaria, rom imale­ba! warmodgenili maqvs, TiToeuli Tqvengani, rogor imalebodiT CirgvSi meore msoflio omSi! maSin, rode­sac me, ZuZumwovar bavSvs saxlSi vtovebdi da Tqveni ojaxebis gadasarCenad mters xev­xuvebSi vebrZodi! ase mixdiT ara?! aferum Tqvens kacobas!

aravin icis, ra moxdeboda maSin, romelimes sityva rom Seebrunebina, an wesrigisaken moewodebina ninasT­vis, radgan qali iseTi gamxecebuli iyo, im TxuT­metamde oficers, TxuTmet wamSi gamoiyvanda mwyob­ridan. albaT amas moerida yvela, anda vin icis, ras?

uecrad siCume Camowva. zambarasaviT daWimulma da tanSemarTulma berdievam, zizRnarevi gamometyvele­biT erTxel kidev moavlo saTiTaod Tvali, Tavis win mdgomare oficrebs, romelTa gamtknarebuli saxeebi imas migvaniSnebda, rom isini mzad iyvnen yvelanairi damcirebis asatanad. maTTan paeqrobas azri ar hqonda

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da ninac Tavdaxril antons miubrunda: _ anton! _ mimarTa rixiT man Svils. _ Sen aleqs

saviCevisa da nina berdievas Svili xar! gaxsovdes, rom Sens mSoblebs aTasjer ufro meti aqvT qveynis mSene­blobisa da winsvlisaTvis gakeTebuli, vidre ai amaT, erTad aRebuls! _ Tan TiTiT mianiSna koridorSi Tav­moyril samxedro oficrebze. _ amitom, _ cota xmas dauwia ninam. _ me rom aqedan gaval, ar mgonia, eseni isev Zveleburad mogeqcnen, radgan Tu romelime maT­ganma ar icoda Seni mSoblebis Sesaxeb, axla xedavs, rom dedamiwas SevZrav da aq ar dagtoveb! qveyanas avaw­rialeb da maT Tavgasulobas dausjels ar davtoveb! _ ninam antons mxarze xeli moxvia da ezoSi gasasvleli karisaken waiyvana. _ dawynardi, Svilo da melode! Sens wasayvanad me aucileblad davbrundebi! _ uTxra ber­dievam Svils da rodesac karisaken mimavali, oficrebs gausworda, maT gasagonad Cailaparaka: _ amaT warmod­gena ar aqvT, ras vizam axla me.

am sityvebis gagonebaze isini erTianad Secbnen da erTmaneTs mravalmniSvnelovnad gadaxedes.

vnaxoT, CaeTvleba Tu ara Secdomad nina berdievas misi es bolo sityvebi da eqceva Tu ara cxovrebis be­diswerad sakuTari nervuli sistemis ukve erTaderTi mamoZravebeli Zala _ deduri instinqti!

samxedroebma matareblis gaCerebamde manqaniT mii­yvanes berdieva, romelic maT calybad daemSvidoba da baqanze asasvlel kibeebs auyva.

qveyanas bindi wamoswoloda da cas Savad aekra piri. haerSi jgrod mofarfate da qarisgan mimarTulebada­kargul Tovlis wvril xorxoSelebs, gaavebuli buneba baqanze eulad mdgom mgzavrs aqeT­iqidan ayrida. mis darad Cacmul nebismier adamians Zval­rbilSi gaatan­da sicive, magram ninas gonebas, romelic mTlianad xvalindeli dRis gegmis SedgeniT iyo dakavebuli, Ta­

vis sxeulSi garemos aRqmaze momuSave yoveli grZnoba avtomaturad hqonda gadaketili.

manqana adgilidan ar daZrula. ninas moyvanidan ramdenime wuTis Semdeg, iqidan erTi oficeri gadmo­vida, baqanze avida da berdievasken gaeSura.

_ qalbatono nina, _ mSvidad mimarTa man, rodesac mas miuaxlovda. _ matarebeli TxuTmet wuTSi mova da manamde, neba miboZeT, Tqvens gverdiT viyo.

fiqrebidan Zlivs gamorkveulma ninam gakvirvebiT Sexeda samxedros da manac mSvidad miugo:

_ kapitano, vgevar iseT adamians, romelsac aSinebs Rame, tye, sicive da simartove?!

_ bodiSs gixdiT. _ mokrZalebiT Tavi daukra ofi­cerma. _ upriani iqneboda, saubari aqedan damewyo: marTalia, me Tqveni SvilisTvis araferi damiSave­bia, magram mainc bodiSs gixdiT yvelafrisTvis. dar­wmunebuli var, rom Tqven mas male waiyvanT Cveni nawi­lidan da sanam es moxdeba, minda gjerodeT, rom me yuradRebiT viqnebi da saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi yvela­nair daxmarebas gavuwev antons, Tundac es samsaxuris datovebis fasad damijdes, radgan vfiqrob, rom mis mimarT ganxorcielebuli sasjeli arasamarTliania.

kapitanma gulidan amosuli saTqmeli daasrula da gafacicebiT daeloda misTvis ucnobi, magram masSi simpaTiis gamomwvevi qalbatonis reaqcias.

nina berdievam interesiT daaTvaliera axovani da warmosadegi oficris saxe, romelsac qalisadmi mowi­webis niSnad Tavi naxevrad dabla daexara. mas aSkarad Seetyo, rom axalgazrda mamakacis naTqvamma guli Seu­toka.

_ ra gvari xar, kapitano? _ uTxra ninam ukve Ser­bilebuli toniT.

_ petre maqsimes­Ze Curini. erT­erTi batalionis ufrosis moadgile. _ moaxsena dabali, magram gamar­

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Tuli xmiT oficerma. _ madlobeli var Seni, petre. _ xeli gauwoda ni­

nam, rom am dros proJeqtoris Suqmac inaTa, romelsac matareblis Sekivlebac mohyva. _ Seni Tanadgoma, CemT­vis yvelaze didia am wuTebSi. sikvdilamde ar dagiviw­yeb amas da yovelTvis vifiqreb, rom sistema jer kidev ver morevia yvelas.

ninam kidev erTxel gadauxada kapitans madloba, mSvidoba usurva da matareblis kibeze Sedga.

sastumros Sesasvlels rom miadga, ukve kargad daRamebuliyo da Tovac ufro moxSirebuliyo. siT­boSi SesvlisTanave igrZno daRla da wamiT foieSi Seyovnebulma ucbad gadawyvita, cxeli Cai daelia. sa­sadilo iqve, pirvel sarTulze iyo da ninamac misken aiRo gezi. erTi sufTa da carieli magida monaxa, xel­CanTa skamis sazurgeze gadahkida da TviTonac mowyve­tiT dajda.

_ erTi finjani cxeli Cai momitaneT, Tu SeiZleba! _ gasZaxa ninam arc Tu ise Sors mdgom oficiants da Seciebuli Subli xelis TiTebiT moisrisa.

sul mcire xanSi axalgazrda qalbatonma mas Cai mi­arTva.

_ es Tqven! _ uTxra man da magidaze frTxilad dadga finjani.

_ didi madloba geTayva! _ miugo ninam, erTi patara Saqris natexi Caagdo finjanSi da kovziT mouria. erTi ylupi rom mosva, imdenad esiamovna cxeli Cai, meorec umal miayola. am dros, uecrad SeniSna, rom erT­erT magidasTan mjdari ori mamakacidan erTma, sxvanairi yuradRebiT gamoxeda. mas eWvi arc ki Sehparvia, rom es dazvervis Tvali iyo, magram wamieri CafiqrebiT ver amoxsna, Tu risTvis unda daewesebinaT masze Tval­Tvali. kidev Cafiqrda cota xniT, magram raRac cudad igrZno Tavi da TiTqos Cais dalevis survilic gauqra.

„emociurad albaT Zalian davitvirTe dRes da rogorc Cans, gadaviRale.“ _ gaifiqra da gadawyvita, nomerSi asuliyo, daesvena da xvalisTvis momzadebu­liyo. foieSi rom gavida, odnav Tavbru daexva da, rom ar waborZikebuliyo, momentalurad kedels mieyrdno.

_ cudad xom ar xarT, qalbatono? _ gamoegeba sas­tumros administratori, romelmac SeamCnia misi uxer­xuli moZraoba.

_ ara, ara. didi madloba. dRes mZime dRe mqonda da, albaT, gadaviRale. aval nomerSi, davisveneb da gamivlis es daRlilobac.

berdievam meore sarTulis kibeebi gaWirvebiT, mag­ram mainc welSi gamarTulma aiara da Tavis nomerSi Sevida. CanTa sawolze miagdo da fanjrebi gamoxsna, raTa ufro meti Jangbadi esunTqa. fanjris rafas xelebiT daeyrdno da Rrmad daiwyo sunTqva. gareT, lampionebis Suqze kargad mosCanda cidan swrafad momdinare Tovlis xSiri fantelebi, romelsac TeTr samoselSi gaexvia ukve gare samyaro. ninam safeTqle­bi kidev erTxel moisrisa da am amindis Semxedvares, ratomRac is dro gaaxsenda, Teqvsmeti wlis asakSi matareblis gadasabmelze mjdari, cimbirisken rom midioda. Semdeg is qalbatonic gaaxsenda, gayinuli fexebi rom mourCina da dedasaviT upatrona. uecrad TvalebSi aufarfatda axalSobili antoni, rom misma gonebam, am warmosaxvas gverdiT miuyena dRes nanaxi, gaubedurebuli da ganadgurebuli misi Svili. ninas ucnaurma Jruantelma dauara Tavidan fexebamde da Tvalebi daebinda. is weRandeliviT veRar xedavda TovliT dafaruli Senobebis saxuravebs da quCebs. ukve muxlebSic igrZno Zlieri sisuste, rom am dros karze kakuni moisma. nina frTxilad Semobrunda da Zlivs gaarCia oTaxSi Semosuli ori mamakaci.

_ cudad xarT, qalbatono? _ mimarTa boxi xmiT

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erTma maTganma. berdievas ukve sunTqva ekvroda da misi goneba

buranSi midioda. Canda, rom wuTi­wuTze dakargavda yvelanair SegrZnebas. sanam es moxdeboda, man kidev moikriba Zala, welSi gasworda da oTaxSi Semosulebs mimarTa:

_ mainc mZlieT, magram laCrulad! _ amoTqva ukanaskneli sityvebi da Caikeca.

* * *orTvenaxevarze meti eloda antoni dedas. am xnis

ganmavlobaSi, mas lodinis Zafi ar gaswyvetia da ar iyo wuTic ki, rom amaze ar efiqra. misi qvecnobieri mudmi­vi lodinis reJimze iyo gadarTuli da sxva fiqris ad­gili mis gonebaSi aRar moiZebneboda. amaSi exmareboda mSvidi mdgomareoba, romelic polkis xelmZRvanelo­bam nina berdievas nawilSi stumrobis Semdeg Seuqmna, _ mas misces calke oTaxi da saurTierTobod kapitani Curini. antons ar exeboda varjiSi da swavleba. rac Seexeba sadils, aqac gamijnuli iyo Tavis aseulTan da oficrebTan erTad sadilobda. kapitani Curini Za­lian kargi samegobro adamiani aRmoCnda. isini TiTqmis mTels dRes erTad atarebdnen. maTi ZiriTadi saqmi­anoba ki Wadrakis TamaSi iyo.

ase gavida es dro da, roca erT­erTi morigi dila gaTenda, saviCevi, samedicino Semowmebis mizniT sani­tarul nawilSi gamoiZaxes. eqimTa konsiliumis erT­saaTiani msjelobis Semdeg dadginda, rom rigiTi an­ton saviCevi dauyovnebliv unda gaTavisuflebuliyo savaldebulo samxedro samsaxuridan, rogorc armiis­Tvis gamousadegari da samxedro samsaxuri moxdilad CaTvloda, radgan fexebis travma armiaSi yofnis dros iyo miRebuli.

im dRem antonisTvis uCveulod Caiara, gansa­

kuTrebiT, aw gadavlili ramdenimeTviani wamebis fonze. is fiqrobda, rom nina maqsimovnam Tavisas mi­aRwia da, rogorc dapirda, mainc daixsna am autaneli mdgomareobidan. imasac moeloda, rom deda nawilis gareT sadme daxvdeboda da erTad gauyvebodnen gzas saqarTvelosken. im qveynisaken, saidanac Tavisi erTi patara Secdomis gamo, cota xnis win iZulebiT wamoi­yvanes da namdvil jojoxeTs Sehyares. am mcire droSi, man gaiara TviTmkvlelobis gza da srulad SeigrZno misi susxiani arsi. naxa da sakmaod didxans uyura mis­Tvis manamde warmoudgenel adamianTa gulqvaobas. aR­moaCina ianusis msgavsi orsaxovani arseba, polkovnik volkovis saxiT da kidev mravali sxva uaryofiTi Tviseba adamianisa, romelzec axla ukve fiqrobs, rom aqedan gasvlis Semdeg, daiviwyebs yvelafer amas, ro­gorc koSmarul sizmars, raTa cxovrebis es monakveTi, sxva adamianebTan urTierTobaSi ganmsazRvrel krite­riumad ar eqces. diax, is xval diliT midis aqedan da fiqrobs, rom aqeT aRarasodes moixedavs.

dilis aTi saaTia. antoni petre CurinTan erTad gamodis administraciuli Senobidan. mas ukve xelT upyria yvela is dokumenti, rac, SeiZleba, gzaSi das­Wirdes. maT ukan kidev modis ori oficeri, romelTa­gan erTerTma maT gadaaswroT da antons mokrZalebiT uTxra, rom Tavisi aseulis biWebs damSvidobeboda, romlebic ezoSi elodnen. saviCevs ki gaukvirda aseTi Txovna­SeTavazeba, magram gezi usityvod aiRo ezos mimarTulebiT. mas gulmxurvaled daemSvidoba yvela, maT Soris, oficrobac. im jariskacebma ki, romlebic pirvelad, aq Camosvlis dRidan gaicno da dauaxlovda, bodiSi mouxades da uTxres, rom ubralod brZanebas asrulebdnen, Torem mis mimarT isev Zveleburad, kar­gad arian ganwyobilni.

sabWoTa uSiSroebis samsaxuri mTlad darwmunebu­

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li ar iyo, rom saviCevi aqedan gaborotebuli ar midi­oda da amitom „iRvawa“, nawilis saboloo keTilgan­wyoba mis mexsierebaSi, rac SeiZleba, mkveTrad aRbeW­diliyo, raTa momavalSi, roca is msajulis TvaliT gadaxedavda aq gatarebul dReebs, codva­madlis sas­woris erTi pina carieli ar yofiliyo.

samxedro „vilisma“, specdaniSnulebis polkis teri toriis ukanaskneli saguSago gaiara da gezi mos­kovisaken mimavali matareblis gaCerebisken aiRo. man­qanaSi sami mgzavri zis _ mZRoli, mis gverdiT kapitani Curini da ukana savarZelze rigiTi saviCevi. jariskacs aSkarad etyoba mousvenroba, radgan rac samxedro qa­laqis kedlebs gamoscdnen, mas Semdeg aqeT­iqiT atri­alebs Tavs.

_ anton, _ mimarTa mis win mjdomma kapitanma Curinma, romelmac SeamCnia misi aseTi moqmedeba. _ nina maqsi­movnas Tu eZeb, is, Cemi azriT, moskovSi dagelodeba, radgan aq rom yofiliyo, me aucileblad mecodine­boda.

saviCevma Sewyvita gareT yureba, skamis sazurges Tavisuflad miawva da Cumad Cailaparaka:

_ me ki vfiqrobdi, rom aq damxvdeboda. es albaT Cemi survili ufro iyo.

cota xniT manqanaSi siCume Camovarda, ris Semdegac „vilisi“ matareblis mosacdel baqanTan SeCerda.

_ aba, gadavediT! matarebeli xuT wuTSi mova! _ daiZaxa petrem da mkvircxli moZraobiT manqanidan pirveli TviTon gadaxta.

antonma zurgCanTa cal mxarze moikida da baqanze asul Curins mihyva ukan. manamde mZRols daemSvidoba da bednieri momavali usurva.

_ Cemo umcroso megobaro, anton! _ uTxra kapi­tanma, rodesac jariskaci mas miuaxlovda. _ or Tveze meti gavatareT erTad da ra Temebze aRar visaubreT.

minda gulwrfelad giTxra, rom Seni asakis Sennairad moazrovnes arasodes Sevxvedrivar. vfiqrob, rom Cems cxovrebaSi erTi metad dasamaxsovrebeli monakveTi Seqmeni da aqedan gamomdinare, yovelTvis siamovnebas momgvris SenTan erTad gatarebuli dReebis gaxseneba. _ petre maqsimes­Zem uecrad Tvalebi aatriala, rac imis mimaniSnebeli iyo, rom goneba momentalurad SemoW­rilma fiqrma gaufanta. man daburuli tyis zols meqa­nikurad mimoatara mzera da kvlav jariskacs miubrun­da, romelic yuradRebiT misCereboda mas. _ ar vici, odesme kidev SevxvdebiT Tu ara erTmaneTs, _ ganagrZo kapitanma. _ radgan Cven ver vmarTavT Cvens cxovrebas, magram megobrul rCevas ki mogcem, romelic, SeiZleba, gamogadges. _ axovani oficeri mcire xniT isev SeCer­da, TiTqos saTqmeli konkre tul formaSi moaqcia da Tavisi axalSeZenili megobari aseTi sityvebiT gamo­acila: _ sicocxleSi ibrZole sicocxlisTvis da ara­sodes aRiaro sikvdili, radgan sikvdilma Tavad unda gaRiaros Sen!

midioda antoni matarebliT moskovisaken da fiqrobda kapitnis naTqvam bolo sityvebze, romelic adamianis mTel cxovrebas moicavda. ijda TavisTvis garinduli mgzavri­jariskaci da gonebis meSveobiT xarbad iwovda am SesaniSnav Segonebas, romelic sxeul­Si mimaluli Zalebis aRmoCenaze iyo orientirebuli.

matarebeli moskovis centraluri rkinigzis sad­gurze neli svliT Sevida. antoni fanjridan aTva­lierebda baqanze momlodine xalxs, romelTa Soris dedas eZebda, magram nina maqsimovna arsad Canda. ukve Zirs Camosuli saviCevi, naxevari saaTi mainc idga erT adgilze da aqeT­iqiT uSedegod iyureboda. bolos ime­di gadaewura da ifiqra, rom deda albaT saqar TveloSi eloda mas, Torem moskovSi yofnis SemT xvevaSi, aq ki ara, samxedro nawilis gamosasvlelSi daxvdeboda.

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sxva gza ar iyo, TbilisSi mimavali matareblisTvis unda mieswro da antonic Cqari nabijiT, magram cota gulnakluli gaemarTa misken.

saviCevis vagoni SeRamebulze daiZra da neli rwe­viT gascda moskovis centraluri vagzlis terito­rias, ris Semdegac, Ramis Suqze, orive mxares gamoCnda Tanmimdevrulad Calagebuli korpusebi. jariskaci, romelic Tavis win, kedelze mimagrebul, gadmosaSlel patara magidas idayvebiT dayrdnoboda, interesiT gascqeroda qalaqs. mas, Tavisi asakidan gamomdinare, ar SeiZleboda, scodnoda, imperiis im susxiani dedaqa­laqis mTavari daniSnuleba, romelic sisxliT daWaobe­bul miwaze da adamianis Zvlebze iyo aSenebuli. cxra­meti wlis ymawvili verasodes warmoidgenda, rom rux ferze SeRebili administraciuli Senobebis grZel ko­ridorebSi, wamebaSi gardacvlili adamianebis sulebi dafarfatebdnen, xolo misi sardafebidan ganwirulTa kivili da godeba ismoda. ubralo mokvdavTaTvis mkac­rad iyo gasaidumloebuli am Senobebis kabinetebSi Ram­RamobiT momuSave im rigiTi Cinovnikebis saqmiano­ba, romlebic gamudmebiT werdnen sakuTar TavSi war­modgenil adamianTa wamebis axal­axal formebs, raTa diliT, TavianTi ufrosebis winaSe Tavi moewonebinaT amiT. aseTi dawesebulebebis mTavari Sesasvleli karis maRla, gadmokidebuli iyo qudis formis Txeli meta­lis firfita, romelic wvimisagan icavda mis SuagulSi dakidebul naTuras, rac, Tavis mxriv, qarze reagireb­da da qanaobis dros, xan gamoaCenda, xan ki CrdilSi aqcevda Senobis perimetrze ZeglebiviT gaSeSebul Tofian darajebs, romlebic imperiis SemoqmedTa us­afrTxoebas icavdnen. qalaqi daRamebisTanave dumde­boda, romlis myudroebasac, kanti­kuntad gamoCenili uSiSroebis TanamSromlebiT savse manqanebis xma Tu daarRvevda, romlebic naxevrad Cabnelebul quCebSi,

sisxlze dageSili ZaRlebiviT daZrwodnen. dedaqalaq­is mSromelebis absolutur umravlesobas ki, Ramis cv­laSi momuSaveebis garda, mkvdrebiviT eZinaT, radgan fabrikebsa da qarxnebSi gawerili gegmis utopiuri ci­frebis misaRwevad xarjavdnen energias da qancgamo­leulni brundebodnen saxlebSi. samagierod, isini mS­vidad iZinebdnen, rameTu TiToeulma maTganma icoda, rom maTi Sroma TavianTi qveynis gaZlierebas emsa­xureboda. am sacodaobiT aRsavse maraTonSi Cabmul xalxs, mudmivi gonebrivi stimulatori sWirdeboda, romelic maTSi enTuziazms gaaRviZebda. komunistebma sabWoTa kavSiris Seqmnis pirvelive wlebidan izrunes amaze da qalaqebSi, TiTqmis yvela quCaze da soflis yvela centralur adgilze aRmarTes xis boZebi, sadac miamagres radiomimRebebi. yovel cismare dRes, dilis eqvs saaTze radio muSaobas iwyebda sabWoTa himniT, romelic gamayruebeli xmiT umRerda da amcnobda xalxs TavianTi bednieri momavlis Sesaxeb. amis Sem­deg, radioeTers ikavebda romelime cnobili diqtor­oratori da Tavisi qveynis moqalaqeebs damuSavebuli xmiT uyveboda socialisturi respublikebis kavSiris miRwevebze, soflis meurneobisa Tu samxedro sferoSi; mecnierebasa Tu kulturaSi; warmoeba­mrewvelobaSi da ase Semdeg. yovel aseT saubrebs Tan sdevda azri, rom am bumberaz da mZlavr qveyanas, romelsac dedami­wis zurgze aravisi eSinia, marTaven mSromelTa masebi, rom aq aris proletariatis diqtatura da yvelaferi ekuTvnis xalxs.

aseTi gagebiT midioda TiToeuli adamiani samsa­xurSi da sanam iqamde miaRwevda, fiqrobda, rom is iyo Tavisi qveynis gamgebeli. es ki misTvis iseTi biZgi iyo, romelsac xelovnurad mihyavda sabWoTa sistemis mier danergili cxovrebiseuli wesis aRiarebisken, rac ukve TavisTavad moiTxovda misgan, aTasobiT Tavisive sax­

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is, anu misive qveynis „TanamflobelTan“ erTad muxl­Cauxrel Sromas. aseT muSas, didxans rom SerCenoda Sromis unari, masSi sworad unda gadanawilebuliyo energia, risTvisac kviraSi erTi dRe mainc esaWiroe­boda dasveneba. dasvenebisas, mis gonebaSi SemTxveviT rom ar aRmocenebuliyo azri, romelic ukve fiqris saxiT daadgeboda adamianis WeSmariti daniSnulebis Secnobis gzas, misi azrovnebis is mcire areali, sa­dac SeiZleboda aseTi azris aRmoceneba, dakavebuli unda yofiliyo raime saxis STabeWdilebiT. am kuTxiT, xelovnebisa da kulturis e.w. moRvaweebi zrunavdnen, romelTa Soris, yvelaze meti datvirTva msaxiobebze da mwerlebze modioda. fakrika­qarxnebSi, Tu meur­neoba­kolmeurneobebSi, aucileblobas warmoadgenda darbazis tipis Senoba­nageboba, romelic, daaxloe­biT, TveSi erTxel ixsneboda, specialurad muSaTa klasisTvis dadgmuli spektaklebisa Tu leqcia­semina­rebisTvis, rac dro da dro, dabal fenas axal­axali formiT Seaxsenebda sakuTar mniSvnelobas saxelmwifo mSeneblobis gzaze. msgavsi tipis warmodgenebi ata­rebda saxotbo xasiaTs komunisturi partiis mimarT, rac kidev erTxel agrZnobinebda maT, rom partia iyo erTaderTi Zala, romelic sabWoTa xalxebs gadagvare­buli imperializmis agresiisgan icavda.

ai, am wesiT aTayvanebda masebis gonebas mmarTveli elita, raTa maT, RirebulebaTa cvlileba, azradac ki ar gaevloT. miuxedavad imisa, rom komunistebis amgvari moqmedeba sruliad sakmarisi iyo adamianis zombirebisTvis, isini amas ar jerdebodnen da mSro­melebs xelfasidan periodulad ukavebdnen axali wignebis safasurs, romelSi asaxuli moTxroba Tu ro­mani, spektaklebisa da seminarebis tipiur saxes war­moadgenda. ase rom, sazogadoebis erTi fena, meore fe­nis gamoTayvanebaze muSaobda da amaSi iRebda privil­

egiebs, magram srulebiT ver xvdeboda, rom xelovneba, rasac aseTi enTuziazmiT msaxurebda, Tavisuflebis gareSe WeSmariti verasodes iqneboda. es, ase vTqvaT, kulturisa da xelovnebis moRvaweebi, sakuTari privi­legiebiT garTulni, ver fiqrobdnen, rom adamianis karnaxiT da ara gangebis STagonebiT moqmedi xelovan­ic, Cveulebrivi zombia. masebze zemoqmedebis niSniT momuSave sazogadoebis am frTas, komunistebi mainc ar endobodnen bolomde da maT yovel „SemoqmedebiT~ nabijs mkacri cenzuriT akontrolebdnen. kulturis sferos da wiTeli inteligenciis am fenas, kidev erTi Sto warmoadgenda­mecnierebi, romelTa cxovrebac, Cveulebriv, tyved yofnas mogagonebdaT, radgan maTi umravlesoba, kiserze lulamibjenilni, dRe da Rames asworebdnen, sabWoTa kavSiris industriuli Tu sam­xedro kuTxiT ganviTarebisTvis. aseulobiT milioni adamianis cxovrebis aseT formas da wess, qmnida da adgenda aTeist­fanatikosTa wre, romelTa wyvdiadSi moqceuli gonebis erTaderTi gzamkvlevi, mavzole­umSi sanTladqceuli, daumarxavi mkvdris avadmyofu­ri ideebi iyo. diax, TviT komunisturi elitac ki, am gaurkveveli ideebiT „ikvebeboda“, rac kidev erTxel migvaniSnebda sayovelTaod cnobili sityvebis utyu­arobaze: „rwmena usiyvarulod fanatizmia.“ yvela is adamiani ki, vinc sakuTar TavSi gaucnobierebeli miznisaken iswrafvis, TavisTavad zombia da misi yove­li moqmedeba, romelic araviTar kanonzomierebas ar eqvemdebareba, saSiSroebas uqmnis normalurad moaz­rovne adamianebs. aqedan gamomdinare, Zneli warmosad­geni aRar aris, am uzarmazar teritoriaze rkinis Ro­biT garsSemovlebuli imperia da mis gverdiT arsebu­li Tavisufali samyaro, romelic veranairi logikuri gaTvliT ver daadgenda, rodis da ra formiT dascem­da msoflios Tavzars es aramdgradi zombebis qveyana.

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swored amis gamo ar eZina dasavleTs da cdilobda, rom yovelTvis mzad yofiliyo moskovis SesaZlo agresiis aRsakveTad. Tavis mxriv arc moskovis mmarTvel eli­tas eZina, magram dasavleTisgan gansxvavebiT, is Tavis teritoriaze sxva qveynis SemoWras naklebad eloda. imperiis dedaqalaqs, yvelaze metad Tavisi xalxis, anu sabWoTa moqalaqeebisa eSinoda. ufro zustad, sakuTar qveyanaSi mcxovrebi adamianebis inteleqti aSinebda. am mimarTulebiT, SeiaraRebaze aranaklebi da, SeiZleba iTqvas, gacilebiT meti resursi ixarjeboda, radgan yoveli aseTi gamovlineba, romelic sabWoTa uSiSroe­bis mier ar iqneboda marTuli, yvelaze didi safrTxis Semcveli iyo moskovisaTvis. amitom, mis daqvemdebare­baSi myof yvela qalaqSi Tu raionSi arsebuli Sinagani organoebis ganyofilebebSi, adgilze mcxovrebi xal­xis raodenobis mixedviT muSaobda sxva da sxva masSta­bis kargad SeniRbuli jgufebi, romlebsac pirdapir evalebodaT _ gonebrivad ganviTarebuli adamianebis mozardobis asakidanve aRmoCena da misi egred wode­buli daverbovkeba, raTa amgvar individs, sxva, Tavis gverdiT mdgomi ar gamoefxizlebina. komunistebma kargad icodnen, rom aseTi erTi faqtis gaparvis Sem­TxvevaSc ki, xsenebuli gafxizleba, masebSi pandemiur xasiaTs miiRebda, romlis aRkveTasac, sabWoTa wyo­bilebis iZulebiT damyarebis dros daRvrili sisxlis raodenoba dasWirdeboda. im SemTxvevaSi ki, Tu in­teleqtuals aRmoaCndeboda daumorCilebeli xasiaTi da misi gadabirebis mcdeloba Sedegs ar gamoiRebda, igegmeboda misi ganeitraleba dapatimrebis saxiT. mis dapatimrebamde, cru mowmeebze (aseTebi mravlad hyav­da sabWoda uSiSroebas) dayrdnobiT iqmneboda saqme, romelsac dapatimrebuli adamianisTvis unda miekra oridan erTi iarliyi _ xalxis mteri, an imperializ­mis jaSuSi. es imdenad Semzaravi iyo patimris ojaxis

wevrebisTvisac ki, rom sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcis dasacavad, xmis amoRebas veravin bedavda. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi, Tuki gamoCndeboda aseTi, isic mis beds gaiziarebda. ganwiruli iyo isic, vinc msjavrdebulis gasamarTleblad erT sityvasac ki ityoda, Tundac samegobro wreSi, sadac erTi agenti mainc yovelTvis arsebobda. aseT viTarebaSi, patimris 25 wliani ga­dasaxleba, an misi fizikuri likvidacia, ukve ioli xde­boda. fanatikosi da aTeisti mmarTvelebi moazrovneTa sisxliT rwyavdnen sabWoTa kavSiris teritorias, rom­lis Semdgomi warmatebac imaSi mdgomareobda, rom ase­Ti sisxliT gapoxierebuli adgilebi, aTasobiT zombis aRmocenebas uzrunvelhyobda. rac Seexeba gadasaxle­bulebs, isini xis vagonebis eSelonebiT miemarTebod­nen cimbiris gulagebisken, sadac Savi formiT Semo­sil inteleqtualebis armias uerTdebodnen, romelTa udidesi nawili oqros maRaroebSi sikvdilisTvis iyo ganwiruli. rCeboda erTi da yvelaze mniSvnelovani sakiTxi, romeli sakiTxis ganxilvac politikuri eli­tis Zalian viwro wreSi xdeboda, rameTu es saqme, ko­munistebis TvalsawierSi, grifiT saidumlo saxel­mwifo saqmeebTan iyo gaTanabrebuli.

maS, ase: risi eSinodaT yvelaze metad imperiis ma­mebs da rogori wesiT cdilobdnen am mosalodneli saSiSroebis Tavidan acilebas, anu mis ganeitralebas? mivyveT da gavicnoT maTi brZolis umTavresi meTodi, romelic maT bunebis kanonzomierebis winaaRmdeg Sei­muSaves:

yvela adamians, dabadebisTanave gangeba ani­Webs unars, romelsac Cven qvecnobiers vuwodebT. es grZnoba adamianis fizikuri da gonebrivi Camoya­libebisTanave iRebs srul formas da misi Semdgomi cxovrebiseuli mRelvarebebis WeSmariti ganmsazRvre­li xdeba. misi daniSnuleba mSvidi gonebisTvis swo­

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ri mimarTulebis miniSnebaa, xolo aRelvebulisTvis­simSvidis dauflebis gzasTan miyvana, magram mas aqvs kidev erTi da umTavresi misia cocxali da moazrovne arsebis Tvis, romelic gamudmebiT aiZulebs mas, rom ifiqros Tavis daniSnulebaze da eZebos sakuTari gamCeni. diax, nebismieri normaluri adamiani qvecno­bierad eZebs RmerTs. komunisturi partiis ideolo­gebi samyaros Semqmnelisa da misi mbrZaneblis Canacv­lebas, TavianT warmoCenil da aRzevebul xelovnebis sferos (msaxiobi, musikosi, mwerali) warmomadgenliT cdilobdnen, romlis ze adamianoba, sabWoTa kavSir­Si yvelaze gansakuTrebuli privilegiebis miniWebaSi gamoixateboda mxolod. am, egred wodebul gamorCeul adamians, romelic reklamis meSveobiT asi TaviT maR­la adioda Tavis yovel kolegazec ki, xasiaTSi erTi mTavari Tviseba unda hqonoda _ masebis lamazad mo­tyueba unda SeZleboda. ai, vin iyo am „mSvidobismoyva­re“ imperiaSi yvelaze mniSvnelovani figura, romlis msgavsi TiTqmis yvela respublikaSi arsebobda, radgan raime saxalxo garTulebis SemTxvevaSi, maT dasaSoS­mineblad yofiliyo gamoyenebuli. xalxs ki TavianTi enis mqone kacTan hqonodaT saqme, rameTu es ufro met damajereblobas sZenda mis funqcias. diax, fun­qcias, radgan misi arseboba, garkveul teritoriaze mcxovrebi muSaTa klasisa da mmarTveli elitis har­moniuli Tanacxovrebis garanti iyo. ase rom, SiSiT mcxovrebi, SimSiliT daosebuli da muSaobiT qanc­gawyvetili sabWoeli moqalaqe, Tuki RmerTisaken mima­val gzas daadgeboda, im gzaze aucileblad gadaeyre­boda komunistebis mier xelovnurad Seqmnil ze ada­mians, romelic daarwmunebda, rom mis winaSe idga is, visac eZebda.

ai, ase gamoiyureboda monaTa kavSiri da maTive Seq mnili qveyana TavianTi cxovrebis wesebiT, romelTa

centralur budesac, anu dedaqalaq moskovis gasasv­lel sazRvars male gadalaxavs Cqari svliT mimavali matarebeli. saxlebi, ZiriTadad rusuli „domikebi“, kanti­kuntadRa moCans matareblis fanjridan. saviCev­ma Tavi nela wamoswia da ukanasknelad moavlo Tvali moskovs, romelze darCenili ramdenimeTviani arasa­siamovno STabeWdilebac samaradisod gahyveba mis gon­ebas. jariskacis fiqrebi aw gardasuli mware dReebis mogonebebSi dahqrian da TavianT patrons aRar emor­Cilebian, romelic dro da dro dahyurebs saaTs da dedasTan Sexvedris SesaZlo drois Semoklebas mdu­mared iTvlis. is cdilobs, rom azrebi Tanmimdevru­lad daalagos, raTa mSobels, SexvedrisTanave deta­lurad aRuweros Tavisi Tavgadasavali. mas surs, rom es, rac SeiZleba, swrafad moxdes, radgan deda­Svilma erTad gaakeTon daskvna, romelsac, ager, ukve ra xa­nia, marto verafriT axerxebs.

matarebeli samxreT­aRmosavleTis mimarTule­biT miiCqaroda. fanjrebidan aRaraferi Canda. uku­neTs moecva dausaxlebeli adgili, romlis myudroe­basac rkinis borblebis dgaruni arRvevda mxolod. daqancul antons Zili moeria, naxevrad Sebrunda da Tavi xmel sazurges miado. aqeT­iqiT moqanave vagoni pirvel wuTebSi daZinebis saSualebas ar aZlevda, ma­gram daRlilobam imarjva da, rogorc iqna, CaTvli­ma. ordRenaxevarze meti iara aseTi formiT da, roca Tbilisis miwaze Camodga fexi, muxli Zlivs Seimagra. jdomisagan dakutebuli fexebi wvalebiT aamoqmeda va­gonis saxe lurs moWidebulma da mxolod amis Semdeg gaeSura rkinigzis sadguris gasasvlelisaken. sami saa­Ti im gzavra avtobusiT Tavisi qalaqisaken da TiTqmis fexze mZinare miadga mSobliur korpuss.

ezoSi, xis grZel skamze, antonis ori mezobeli ma­makaci Camomjdariyo, romlebic wynarad saubrobdnen.

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jariskacis danaxvaze isini erTianad SekrTnen, ris Semdeg aibuznen da erTmaneTs gadaxedes. amasobaSi, an­toni miuaxlovda maT da, rodesac Tavisi mezoblebis saxe ebze ucnauri seriozuloba SeniSna, RimiliT ikiTxa:

_ albaT, ver micaniT, ara?_ ki gicaniT, Svilo! _ warmoTqva erTma da orive

mamakaci fexze wamodga.antonma misalmebis niSnad xeli CamoarTva maT da

Rimiliani saxiT kvlav ikiTxa:_ aba, ratom daiqufreT Cemi danaxvisas?mezoblebi antons kargad daakvirdnen da, ra Jams

mixvdnen, rom araferi icoda nina maqsimovnas Sesaxeb, ufro Sewuxdnen. Zalian uxerxuli situacia Camow­va, roca jariskaci interesiT Sehyurebda usityvod mdgar abuzul adamianebs, romlebsac Tavisi bavS­vobis wlebidan kargad icnobda. icoda maTi Tbili damokidebuleba sakuTari ojaxis mimarT da icnobda maT enawylianobasac. swored es gamtknarebuli saxeebi aRmoCnda antonisTvis Znelad aRsaqmeli da, cota ar iyos, daabnia kidec maTma aseTma gamometyvelebam, mag­ram swrafad moego gons, daRlilobis miuxedavad da isev man daarRvia dumili:

_ ukve cudis molodinSi var, magram ver varkvev, ra SeiZleba xdebodes Cems Tavs._ Tqva daZabul reJimze uecrad gadarTulma jariskacma da SublSekrulma mi­moatara mzera mezoblebs.

wamic ar iyo gasuli, rom oriode nabiji ukan ga­dadga. ise, rom Tvali ar moucilebia Tavis win mdgo­mare Tavdaxrili mamakacebisTvis. Semdeg TiTqos Ta­visTvis Cailaparaka dedis saxeli da adgils mowyda. antonma, saSineli daRlilobis miuxedavad, sadarba­zomdec swrafad miirbina da meoTxe sarTulis kibe­ebic sulmouTqmelad airbina. sakuTari saxlis kars

rom miadga, xeli Zlivs aswia da daabraxuna, rasac aqas qasebuli xmac miayola:

_ nina maqsimovna, me var! kars iqiT Cami­Cumi ar ismoda. sul mcire xanSi,

swored es siCume gaxdeba am saxlis axalgazrda da ukve erTpirovnuli mepatronis axali cxovrebis safuZve­li, romelic mis gonebaSi damRasaviT amoiSanTeba da misive sicocxlis ukan adevnebuli sevdiani Tanamgza­vris statuss SeiZens. es ki, TavisTavad niSnavs, ko­munistebis mier urCi moazrovneebisTvis xelovnu­rad Seqmnil cxovrebiseul gzas, romelsac maTive dauwereli lozungi amSvenebs: inteleqtualebo, ukan, momavlisaken!

antoni uRonod miyrdnoboda kars da amaod ucdida Signidan dedis gamoxmaurebas. sanam srulad gaiazreb­da imas, rom deda saxlSi rom yofiliyo, aqa de gamoxe­davda, gverdiTa mezoblis karis Cxakunma SeakrTo, romlis zRurblzec moxuci qalbatoni SeniSna gasaRe­biT xelSi.

_ Camoxvedi, Svilo? _ uTxra naRvliani saxiT mo­xucma. _ gasaRebi me maqvs da kars gagiReb axlave. _ Tqva da Tavdaxrili gaemarTa karis gasaRebad.

_ nina maqsimovna sad aris? _ hkiTxa antonma da saxlSi Sevida, romelsac mezobeli qalbatoni fexda­fex mihyva. _ es ra Smoris suni dgas? _ kvlav ikiTxa antonma da zurgidan moxsnili rukzaki misaReb oTaxSi mdgar erT­erT skamze miagdo. Semdeg ucnaurad mila­gebuli saxli moaTvaliera da mezobels miubrunda: _ iseTi situaciaa, rom aq TveobiT ar gaRebula fanjara da Tqven mainc miTxariT, ra daemarTa dedaCems? nuTu daiWires? gana ra qna amisTana? _ Tqva ukve maRal xmaze saviCevma da nervuli daZabulobac umal Seetyo.

moxucs Tvalidan ori kurcxali cremli Camou­gorda saxeze, ris Semdegac, Tavis xelSi gamozrdil

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biWs mieaxla da misi Tavi gulze miixuta._ nina aRar gvyavs... _ warmoTqva qalma da qviTini

auvarda.saviCevi zambarasaviT Seqanda, moxucs mswrafl ga­

neSora, nabiji ukan gadadga da TiTqmis Sehyvira:_ raa? rogor Tu?.. _ bolo ori sityva enis

borZikiT amoiZaxa da daWimuli sxeuliT ZegliviT gayi nuli daeloda mezoblis pasuxs.

_ nina moskovidan Camoasvenes, Svilo. _ amoiluRlu­Ra qalma da kidev erTxel gamoiwminda cremlebisagan dasvelebuli Tvalebi.

_ rodis moxda eg? _ simwrisagan amoigmina jariska­cis formaSi Cacmulma axalgazrda kacma, romlis sev­diani saxis gamometyvelebac, uecrad iseTma naRvelma daipyro, imTaviTve Canda, rom sakuTar patrons Ri­milis uflebas Zalian, Zalian didxans CamoarTmevda.

_ daaxloebiT, sami Tvis win Svilo._ upasuxa qalma.anton saviCevi naxevrad Tavdaxrili walaslasda

savarZlisaken da mkvdariviT miesvena mis sazurges. Semdeg marcxniv Sebrunda, gverdiTa kides idayvebiT daeyrdno da xelebSi TavCarguli, TvalSi mowolili cremlis TanxlebiT Seudga misTvis yvelaze moulod­neli da Tavzardamcemi ambis realobis rangSi ayvanas, romlis WeSmarit gaazrebasac mis gonebaSi, misive xe­lovnurad Seqmnili cxovrebis Semoqmedi saxelmwifo sistema yovelTvis win aRudgeba.

mivyveT movlenebs da vnaxoT, SeZlebs Tu ara mar­tosulad darCenili axalgazrda im monstris Setort­manebas mainc, romelic amgvari inteleqtualebis msxver plad Sewirvas, aseulobiT milioni adamianis cnobierebaSi SiSis sindromis dasaTesad iyenebs.

Riad darCenil karSi ori mamakaci fexakrefiT Semovida da misaReb oTaxSi moxuci qalis gverdiT awurulebi dadgnen uCumrad.eseni is mezoblebi iyvnen,

antons rom Sexvdnen ezoSi da ver uTxres dedis gar­dacvalebis Sesaxeb.

_ bodiSs gixdiT Svilo, rom ver gamcneT dedis ambavi. _ Cumi xmiT warmoTqva erTma da saxeSeWmuxni­li miaCerda kvlav xelebSi TavCargul jariskacs, romelsac maTi Semosvla arc gaugia.

anton saviCevma Tavi mZimed aswia da oTaxSi mdgar mezoblebs rig­rigobiT Sexeda.

_ ra mizeziT gardaicvala dedaCemi? _ sakmaod da­bal xmaze ikiTxa antonma.

_ ar viciT! _ TiTqmis erTxmad upasuxa yvelam da gafacicebiT miaSterdnen antons.

_ aba, mizezi ar uTqvamT, vinc Camoasvena? _ ikiTxa isev saviCevma.

_ araferi uTqvamT, Svilo. _ Tqva qalma da ga­nagrZo: _ ninas Camosvenebis wuTidan mis dakrZalvamde, kubos dacva ar moscilebia. RamiT, roca midiodnen, kars luqs adebdnen da diliT adre xsnidnen.

_ ki, magram micvalebuls xom SexedeT da daaxloe­biT mainc ver SeatyveT, mokluli iyo Tu bunebrivad gardacvlili? _ Seawyvetina antonma.

_ micvalebuli vin gvaCvena Svilo!? cinkis daxu­ruli kuboTi moasvenes da ise davkrZaleT, ubeduri nina, TvaliTac ar dagvanaxes.

qalma, rogorc ki daamTavra saTqmeli, mzera mezo­beli mamakacebisken gaapara, TiTqos SeeSindao saku­Tari sityvebis.

antoni fexze wamodga da mezoblebis saxeebi safuZ­vlianad daaTvaliera. misi gamometyvelebidan Canda, rom goneba sxva mimarTulebiT miatriala.

_ eseigi, Tqven isic ar iciT, im kuboSi esvena Tu ara saerTod micvalebuli. asea xom? _ Tqva saviCevma da pasuxs daeloda.

_ ra Tqma unda, roca ar gvinaxavs, rogor vir­

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wmunebT?! _ warmoTqva SedarebiT im Tamamma mamakacma, romelmac antons moubodiSa.

jariskacma Tavi daxara da raRacis gansjas Seudga, romelic erTi wuTis Semdeg ase daamTavra:

_ SegiZliaT gamomyveT da maCvenoT nina maqsimov­nas saflavi? oRond, Tqven ar SegawuxebT. _ mieaxla moxuc qalbatons da mxrebze xeli frTxilad moxvia.

_ ezoSi dagelodebiT! tanisamosis gamocvla Tu gWirdeba da mowesrigeba, Cven dabla viqnebiT._ Cailaparakes mamakecebma da oTaxidan gavidnen.

* * * gazfxulis mze dasavleTisken gadawveriliyo, mag­

ram mainc mwvelad asxivebda. sasaflaoze amototili uzarmazari cacxvis xeebi, axladgamosuli foTlebis SrialiT eurCebodnen monaber niavs da Cum garemoSi ganlagebul gardacvlilTa civ samareebs xmauriani darajebiviT wamosdgomodnen Tavze. maradiulobaSi gardasuli sulebis mier mitovebuli sxeulebi, qvaze Tu xis naWerze wawerili dabadebisa da gardacvalebis TariRebiT, jer kidev rCebodnen am idumali adgilis binadrebad, magram dro­Jami, rogorc warmavalobis erTaderTi mTavari niSani, adre Tu gvian, maT ukanas­knel samkvidrosac gadaSlis. manamde ki, maTi gansas­venebeli mdumarebaSi Caflula da garedan Semxedvare Tvali, Zvel da axal saflavebs, CaRrmavebuli adgile­biT, abibinebuli balaxebiT da miwayrilebiT ganas­xvavebs mxolod. erT­erT aseT miwayrilze darWmuli xis naWeri gvamcnobs, rom nina maqsimes­asul berdieva­sac dauvanebia maT Soris adgili, romlis siaxloves mdgari axalgazrda kacis mzera, ukve ramdenime wu­Tia, ar moscilebia misi dabadebisa da gardacvalebis TariRebs. is dgas or xandazmul mamakacs Soris da mis mwuxare saxeze ikiTxeba fiqri, romelic dedasTan

erTd gatarebul wlebs dastrialebs zemodan. anton saviCevis azrovneba warsulma moitaca da ukve gavli­li gzebis xelmeored dalaSqvra ubrZana, raTa misgan miRebul sevdas gonebisaTvis gadaeketa Tvalebidan miRebuli realobis aRqmis unari, romelic dedisa da mamis saflavebs Soris msgavsebas umtkicebda. bolos mainc imarjva jariskacis gamWriaxma gonma da kuibi­Sevidan aRebuli paraleli safuZvlianad gaavlo nina maqsimovnas saflavze. antonis mexsierebaSi mkveTrad aRbeWdilma, kuibiSevSi nanaxma sasaflaos scenam, misi daWimuli saxis nakvTebis gaSla daiwyo da sakuTar az­rovnebas, dedis gardacvalebaSi uecrad aRmocenebu­li eWvi wina planze warmoudgina.

„RmerTo Cemo!“ _ gaifiqra saviCevma da mkvdradga­mocxadebuli mamis gverdiT gatarebuli momentebi gaixsena. Semdeg deda warmoidgina cocxali da Tavis win arsebul saflavs, rogorc ukve nanax satyuaras, ise mimoatara mzera. dedis sicocxleze fiqrma, mis azrovnebas mcire xniT isev waarTva sadaveebi da oc­nebis samyaroSi Sesasvlelad, gamwev Zalad, Tavisive survilebi Cauyena, magram gonma aqac imarjva da wa­mierad gzaabneul azrebs, nina maqsimovnas sicocxlis ararsebul mtkicebulebaTa azris meSveobiT gza gad­auRoba, riTac sakuTari patroni, lamazad SeniRbuli qaoturi samyarodan kidev erTxel daixsna.

„iqneb es samarxic mamaCemis saflavis msgavsad cari elia? da Tu es asea, sad aris nina mqsimovna? sad aris simarTle da sad veZio me is? rogor virwmuno de­dis sikvdili kuibiSevis Semdeg, miTumetes maSin, roca micvalebuli aravis unaxavs?“ _ sakuTar Tavs usvamda kiTxvebs gonebaSi da gamalebiT fiqrobda gamosaval­ze.

uecrad raRac gadawyvetileba miiRo da mdumared mdgar mezoblebs miubrunda:

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_ didi madloba, rom wamomiyvaneT da maCveneT de­dis saflavi. axla wavideT saxlSi, Zalian daRlili var. sami dRea, movdivar da TiTqmis ar mZinebia.

_ anton, erT wuTs dagayovneT! _ Tqva erTma da qaRaldis paketidan boTli Rvino, Wiqebi da puri amoa­laga. Cveni Zvirfasi mezobeli da mfarveli nina maqsi­movna gavixsenoT TiTo WiqiT. ar davarRvioT qarTuli tradicia. amboben, rom misavaliao. misi suli axla aq trialebs albaT da Cvenc SevTxovoT ufals, moixse­nios igi caTa sasufevelSi.

_ misTvis axla mets veRarafers gavakeTebT da iq­neb ase mainc davafasoT Cveni nina. _ wamoeSvela meore mamakaci.

Txutmetiode wuTi kidev dahyves sasaflaoze, ris Semdegac wynari laparakiT gamoemarTnen TavianTi kor pusisaken.

cas ukve bindi Sehparvoda, roca energiagamoc­lilma anton saviCevma Tavisi saxlis kari SeaRo da mwuxare saxiT dedis saZinebeli oTaxisaken gaemarTa. nina maqsimovnas savarZels rom miuaxlovda, cota xans uyura. Semdeg mis sazurges xeli frTxilad gausva, TiTqos dedis siTbos SegrZneba surso. ramodenime wa­mis ganmavlobaSi ase idga gaxevebuli da, roca uRonod jdeboda savarZelSi, sawolze dalagebul dedis tansacmels mohkra Tvali. yelSi ucabedad mowolilma sevdam, TvalSi cremli moadina antons. is tiroda Cu­mad, TavisTvis, rogorc martosuli da mTels duni­aze martodSTenili adamiani. tirili ucxo ar iyo am oTaxisTvis, radgan igive martoobis mizeziT, swored aq, am savarZelSi nina berdievasac dauRvria uamravi cremli. es kedlebi mowmeni iyvnen mravali moTqma­go­debisa, magram aseT mdgomareobaSi myof deda­Svils Soris, iyo erTi gansxvaveba: mtiral ninas antoni hyav­da momavlis imedad, rac guls umagrebda da mis go­

nebas aiZulebda, ebrZola; xolo antonis azrovnebaSi, jer­jerobiT, aseTi aravin da araferi mosCanda da sakuTar bedze gamwyrali misi fiqrebi mxolod war­suls dastrialebda. uecrad Tavisi bavSvoba gaaxsenda da is momenti warmoidgina, skolaSi gamgzavrebis win, deda zurgCanTis mokidebaSi rom exmareboda da Tan arigebda:

„aba, Sen ici, Svilo! maswavleblebs kargad mous­mine, gakveTilebi sworad CainiSne da Wkvianad moiqeci. arasodes ifiqro, rom Sen, sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT, mama ar gyavs. mamaSenma, aleqs saviCevma samSoblos keTil­dReobas Seswira Tavi da dRevandeli sabWoTa xalxis mSvid cxovrebaSi misi wvlilic aris. Tanamemamuleebis­Tvis sakuTari sicocxlis gawirva yvelas ar SeuZlia, Svilo, da amitom, yovelTvis gaxsovdes, rom Sen gmiri mamis Svili xar da Tavi amayad geWiros. es yovelive ki gavalebs imas, rom mamis sasaxelod iyo Zlieri da sxvebisagan sanimuSod gamorCeuli.“

ase arigebda aTi wlis asakSi mas deda da es gaax­senda axla muxlebze idayvebiT dayrdnobil saviCevs. am momentis gaxsenebam TiTqos suli STabera, welSi gaimarTa da siCumeSi STanTqmul oTaxs mimoatara mzera, rom am dros, kuibiSevSi nanaxi mama warmoudga Tvalwin.

_ araferi ar mqonia Turme saamayo, nina maqsimovna, arc maSin da, miTumetes axla, roca momavalsac veRar vxedav._ TavisTvis Cailaparaka antonma, romelsac ma­mis gaxsenebam odnav ametyvelebuli ieri kvlav mouqu­fra. ramodenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi iatakze Tvalm­iSterebuli, TiTqos Cafiqrda, magram maleve aswia Tavi da dakvirvebiT SeaTvaliera oTaxis Semosas­vleli kari. misi mexsiereba gamalebiT eZebda raRac mniSvnelovans, romelzec qvecnobieri ukve gamudme­biT miuTiTebda. da ai, misma azrovnebam, rogorc iqna,

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gza gaikvlia burusSi moqceuli gonebis siRrmeSi da im adgils miagno, sadac misi jarSi gamgzavrebis wina dRis movlenebi iyo Senaxuli. swored iq aRmoaCina dedis is saubari, romelic maSinve ucnaurad eCvena, magram amaze mas Semdeg, ratomRac aRar ufiqria. savi­Cevi Tavis win aRmarTuli zRudeebis garRvevas saku­Tari ZalebiT ver axerxebda, razedac saWiro gaxda im sityvebis gaxseneba, romliTac nina maqsimovnam Svili damoZRvra jarSi wasvlis win. es ki ukve mimarTulebas niSnavda da antonic dakvirvebiT mihyva am gonebrivi Canawerebis Tanmimdevrobas.

„Svilo, Sen jarSi midixar sami wliT. am periodSi Cven aseTi saubrisTvis veRar SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs, Tu, raTqma unda, Svebuleba ar mogces, magram iseTi nawilebic arsebobs, sadac samsaxuris drois amowur­vamde saxlSi ar uSveben. metsac getyvi, rom saidumlo nawilSi Tu moxvdi, Senc ki ar gecodineba is adgili, sad iqnebi. werili rom werilia, imiTac ki ver viurT­ierTobebT. amitom, radgan Cven vdgavarT xangrZlivi droiT daSorebis winaSe, mimaCnia, rom unda icode erTi ram, raTa is moulodnelobebi, rac ucnob situaciebs mohyveba, Tavidan aicilo. _ antons gaaxsenda, rom deda aq cota xniT SeCerda, mas daJinebiT miapyro mzera da ganagrZo: _ adamianSi yovelTvis mxib lavda azrovneba da simamace. vocnebobdi, rom Sen, Cemi erTaderTi Svi­li aseTi yofiliyavi. es sanukvari ocneba amisrulda, magram ar vici, unda mixarodes, Tu vwuxde. ar vici, radgan moazrovne da mamaci adamiani verasodes egueba marwuxebs da Tavisuflebisken iswrafvis. is grZnobs sakuTari Tavis mniSvnelobas da swored aqedan gamom­dinare izidavs Sinaarsiani cxovreba, Tundac Tavisi saxifaTo TavgadasavlebiT. marTalia, aseTi azrovneba da miswrafeba ar arRvevs aranair kanonzomierebas da miT umetes, adamianur princips, magram Cveni qveynis­

Tvis msgavsi qmedeba miuRebelia da sabWoTa sazoga­doebidan gandgomad fasdeba. es ki ukve ganaCenia da TavisuflebisTvis brZolac aq mTavrdeba. imperiis sazRvrebSi mcxovrebi uamravi aseTi adamiani, romle­bic sakuTar miznebs sistemis mier danergili cxovreb­iseuli wesebis gverdiT ganixilaven, maSinve awydebian utopias, ris Semdegac iwyeben Sualeduri formis Zie­bas da bolos, TavianTi miznebis gauferu lebis xar­jze, nel­nela eguebian monobas. ai, aq ikveTeba Cemi survilisa da realuri cxovrebis gzebi; aq ewinaaR­mdegeba erTmaneTs Cemi deduri instinqti da momav­lisadmi rwmena. swored dRes, pirvelad ver girCev, romelia ukeTesi, radgan tanjvasa da monobas Soris arCevanis gakeTeba miWirs. _ saviCevma Tavi wamoswia da meqanikurad SeaTvaliera Tavis gverdiT mdgari dedis sawoli. is cdilobda, kargad gaeazrebina mSoblis is sityvebi, romlebsac odesRac didi yuradRebiT ar moekida, radgan ukve grZnobda, rom mis win Seqmnili labirinTis daZlevis gza, swored im monologSi unda eZebna. oriode wuTs kidev atriala aqeT­iqiT Tvale­bi. TiTqos SiSobda, gamosavali mZime formiT ar amo­tivtivebuliyo mis gonebaSi, magram dedis gardacva­lebis, rogorc anomaluri movlenis amoxsnis sur­vilma, sabo lood mainc sZlia SiSs da gonismieri yuri kvlav miapyrobina aw gardasuli saubrisaTvis. _ Cveni qveynis siZliere damokidebulia Sida msxverplze. _ warsulidan modioda nina maqsimovnas xma. _ es msxver­pli, SeiZleba, Seewiros sam rames: ambicias, romelic ubiZ gebs sxva adamianis ganadgurebisken, rameTu, sxvi­si mospobis niWi, garantirebul karieras niSnavs; cru dasmena, romelic fulze, an sxva saxis gasamrjeloze SeiZleba iqnas ganxorcielebuli; da mesame, sabWoTa sistemis eWvi romelime pirze, romelic amas Tavisi inertulobiT, anda gauazrebeli moqmedebiT „daimsa­

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xurebs.“ es aris is sami ZiriTadi movlena, romelsac verasodes gansazRvrav, gadaeyrebi, Tu ara. amisgan aravin aris dazRveuli, maT Soris, albaT, arc Sen. amitom, sifrTxile gmarTebs yvelasi da yvelafris mimarT. gaxsovdes, rom SenTvis yvelaze saSiSi, ada­miania, rogori axlobeli da megobaric ar unda iyos is. rac Seexeba cxovrebis gzis arCevas, didi arCev­ani ar gaqvs da im oridan, erT­erTi unda amoirCio, Svilo, radgan Sen unda gaiaro is gza. me mxolod imas getyvi, rom sadac iqnebi, iq viqnebi mec, magram Tu SemTxveviT raime situaciis msxverpli gaxdebi da Ta­vidan ver aicileb am samwuxaro movlenas, icode, rom marto ar iqnebi, miuxedavad CvenTan moqmedi wesisa, romelic Svilebis Secdomebs akisrebs mSoblebsac. mi­aqcie yuradReba, rom aq laparaki maqvs uneblie Sec­domaze, an SemTxvevaze, da ara saxelmwifos winaaRmdeg mimarTul qmedebaze. axalgazrdebi, TavianTi Tavqari­anobiT xSirad scdian sabWoTa sistemas, rac zogjer sicocxlis fasadac ki ujdebaT. Seni azrovnebis ada­mians es ar gemuqreba, magram sxva danarCenSi sifrT­xile gmarTebs, didi sifrTxile, rom Seni miamiti da mimndobi bunebis msxverpli ar Seiqna. mxolod es ma­Sinebs, Svilo, da gaiTvaliswine Cemi darigeba. _ an­tons mTeli sxeuli daeWima da uxilav SiSs uecrad adevnebuli, aqeT­iqiT meqanikurad momzirali Tva­lebi cota xniT mouxuWa, raTa ukeT SesZleboda de­dis saubris bolo etapze, misi sagrZnoblad daZabuli saxis warmodgena. saviCevi kankalma aitana, radgan nina berdievas eWvi, Svilis miamituri bunebis marcxis Tao­baze, ukve acxadebuli iyo. axla ki yvelaze didi in­teresi im sityvebis gaxsenebisken unda miemarTa, Tu ra uTxra dedam am eWvis gamoTqmis mere, radgan misTvis ufro metad naTeli xdeboda, rom is Caketili situa­cia, romelSic aRmoCnda, amis Semdeg gaixsneboda. _

rac ar unda gagiWirdes, _ saocari JReradobiT amoi­Wra antonis gonebaSi dedis xma, romelmac wamis mea­TedSi daipyro mTeli misi cnobiereba. _ me Sen ara­sodes mogatoveb! Tu gagvwiravs bedi da erTmaneTs droebiT dagvaSorebs, ifiqre, rom deda Sens saSvelad mainc mova. me sakmaod didi gamocdileba maqvs siste­masTan urTierTobis da imaze meti goneba, viRacis ambiciis moTokvas, boroti enis amoglejvas da sab­WoTa emisrebis eWvebis gafantvas rom SeZlebs. mTa­varia, Sen ar gamoucxado imperias brZola, Torem Seni mSoblebis qveynis winaSe damsaxurebas, ase xelaRebiT veravin gadaSlis da angariSs mainc gagviweven raRac formiT. ifrTxile da ifiqre yvelaferze, magram ara­sodes ifiq ro imaze, rom deda ar gyavs!

saviCevi savarZlidan wamodga da sanam nabijs ga­dadgamda, TavisTvis Cailaparaka: arasodes ifiqro imaze, rom deda ar gyavs!

antoni misaReb oTaxSi gavida da kedlis saaTs Seav­lo Tvali. SuaRame damdgariyo. saaTi Ramis orisna­xevars aCvenebda. anazdeulad gaxeda fanjridan caze gamefebul wyvdiads da kvlav fiqrebs mieca, romelmac maSinve amoutivtiva ivan andreeviCis sityvebi:

„Sengan gasuli erTi sityvac ki, Tavdayira daa­yenebs Sens cxovrebas.“

aman, cota ar iyos, SeakrTo axalgazrda kacis guli, romlis gasaneitraleblad isev moiWra dedis xma:

„Seni mSoblebis qveynis winaSe damsaxurebas, ase xel aRebiT veravin gadaSlis!“

antonma fanjara gamoxsna. garedan araviTari xma ar ismoda, mSvidad eZina qalaqs. saviCevs ki aRarc daRliloba axsovda da aRarc Zili. mis TavSi, marTa­lia, fiqrebis korianteli idga, magram am fiqrebs ukve hqonda mimarTuleba.

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„dedaCemi Wkviani qalia da ise, uazrod ar metyoda­SeiZleba bedma droebiT dagvaSoros erTmaneTs, mag­ram deda mainc mova Sens saSvelado. es sityvebi unda niSnavdes imas, rom is cocxalia, miTumetes, micvale­buli aravis unaxavs, magram me rogor gavigo es?“ _ fiqrobda antoni da nel­nela umyardeboda grZnoba dedis sicocxlesTan dakavSirebiT.

uecrad adreuli gazafxulis grilma siom wamou­bera, romelmac gaavdrebis maniSnebeli suni Semoiyola fanjaraSi. saviCevs es ar ugrZvnia. is mSvidad gada­hyurebda Cabnelebul saxlebs, romelTa Soris gama­val quCebs, mxolod mbJutavi naTurebi gamoarCevda. aSkarad Canda, rom mas fiqrebisgan droebiT gaqceva surda, magram amis saSualebas sakuTari gonebis Tvali ar aZlevda, romelic dedis gansasvenebels, kuibiSe­vis sasaflaos fonze mal­male aCvenebda. antoni Semo­brunda da oTaxis kedlebi naRvliani saxiT SeaTva­liera, romelSic marto cxovreba jer kidev ver war­moedgina. fexisaTreviT mivida magidis gverdiT mdgar skamTan da uRonod daeSva dasajdomad.

„arasodes ifiqro, rom deda ar gyavs!“ _ mis yurSi kvlav gaisma nina maqsimovnas mWeqare xma, romelmac ukve mkveTrad SeakrTo Tavisi Svili.

„arasodes vifiqro, rom deda ar myavs? ras niSnavs es sityvebi? ra imaleba amis miRma, anda ras fiqrob­da deda, rodesac amas meubneboda? raRacas ver vx­sni...“ _ fiqrobda antoni da gamalebiT eZebda amis pasuxs. didi xani ar dasWirvebia mis gonebas, rom Ta­vis mTel perimetrze veberTela asoebiT warmoedgina ori sit yva _ deda cocxalia, romlis boloSi mkrTa­lad mocimcime kiTxvis niSani mainc mosCanda. magid­aze iday dayrdnobili saviCevi kidev erTxel moiRuSa, rac imis mimaniSnebeli iyo, rom is im kiTxvis niSans Seeba, romelic mis umTavres survils win eRobeboda.

erTi wuTi sakmarisi aRmoCnda imisaTvis, rom mTavari kiT xvis sapasuxod raRac moefiqrebina, ris Semdegac fexze wamoimarTa, wynarad miixura saxlis kari da sadarbazos kibeebs dauyva.

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