Name: Renellie Mae Felizardo De VillaNicknames: Ren, NeniAge: 16 years oldElementary: Brittany School of Las PinasHigh School: Philippine Women’s UniversityCollege: University of the Philippines ManilaYear and Course: First Year – BS BiologyParents: Rene De Villa and Rizalina De VillaSiblings: None

REN.

REN is…

A 16-year old simple but VAIN teenage girl who is satisfied with life. They

always say I look “mataray” as their first impression of me, but I think everyone guessed wrong when they got to

know me more.

A Biology Student at UP Manila.

I chose this path because since I was young, I told myself

that I want to become a doctor and cure my grandmother from her

illness.

A clown.A wacky girl who loves to fool

around and have fun. I’m funny for most of the time, yet I still know

how to take things seriously. I may hurt others because of my humor,

and I feel so dumb for being insensitive like that. I get closer to people because of my humor, and may be my humor is something I

can’t live without.

A partier.I love to have fun and party

whenever it is possible. Even I am in loved with partying, I still

manage to limit myself and only go to parties whenever I have a free schedule ahead. I will never place my social life behind anything else, maybe except academics, though

that is very seldom.

A Techno-lover. A photoshopper, web designer and programmer.

I love to photoshop a lot. I also do just-for-fun web pages, and I really loved my

programming classes back in high school. I may not be a good photo editor, web

designer and programmer, but these are what I enjoy doing and will always love doing. Technology never lets me down.

A daughter.I may not be the best and

perfect daughter a parent could have. But I try to be as loving and sweet as I can be, coz

those are the only things I think I’m good at. I know I always make them angry, but I really

love them for understanding my ragged attitude.

A friend.I’ve been to different schools and it gained me more friends than what I expected. I love my friends, and I am really thankful that I

found true friends that I can depend on. I treat

them as my family. They even call me “lola”.

A photographer wanna-be.I love taking pictures of beautiful sceneries and treasuring them.

A camwhore.I am vain. I may not be pretty and

all, and I don’t always make myself look pretty. I use make-up too,

caused by peer pressure back in high school.

A music lover.I have different musical instruments

at home, but I always don’t get a good time to use them. I learned a little when I was young, but know, I

know nothing.

A bitch.I have this bad-side of Ren, too. I sometimes get bitchy when I don’t like something. I get naughty when

there’s someone who tries to test my bitchiness. But I’m a good girl, most

of the time.A lover.

I love everything around me, especially the people who are very

dear to me.A child.

I am not equally mature as I think compared to how I look. I usually act

childish, and I know I have to stop over acting like a child. I should grow

up and think mature.

How REN thinks, feels and acts…

I am a Sensing-Feeling type of person.

I mostly rely on my senses and feelings. I also base my thoughts on how I feel. Basically, feeling dominates me. It may e my strength, yet it can also be my weakness.

I think simple yet imaginative, just like a child. I do not like to complicate things, it makes me crazy.

I am sometimes sensitive, yet I don’t let people know when I am hurt. I tend to keep my negative emotions hidden, and show people that I am always happy and jolly. I love showing people a happy Ren, because it makes me think that somehow, maybe I can make them happy when they see me happy.

I do what I want to do. I follow what my heart desires. I think that I am the boss of myself. I do what I feel I am supposed to do. Yet sometimes, I feel too coward to do things that may cause me to risk something. Even I want to dwell in adventure, I am afraid to go out of my comfort zone.

I live my life to the fullest, enjoying every second of it, but I still do know my limitations. I still know what is right and what is wrong, and I try to avoid those that are wrong.

I love friends an company. I can do things better when I am around them. But there’s one thing that has always been pulling me back, that is my fear of rejection. I fear that I maybe ignored and rejected in a group. I can say that I seek for attention and I love being noticed for the good things I do.

Ren with family and friends…

I act foolish, happy and jolly when I am with my friends and family. I can say that I’m a better friend rather than a daughter. I always act nice in front of my friends, but I act like a princess at home. I get mad, I even shout, at home when I get irritated but I seldom do that when I am with friends. I guess my friends still don’t know the bitchy me I show at home. I make sure that people outside our home see me as a kind and nice young girl. I only let my evil side show when I am at home. I don’t mean to pretend and mask myself, I just happen to have this “self-defense mechanism” to avoid haters. But, I am as sweet as I can be when I am with my family and friends.

Ren with others…

I seldom show my real sweet and “makulit” self in front of other people I am not close with. I tend to show them that I am shy and a goody-too-shoes. I sometimes tend to loose energy, despite of my energetic self when I’m with family and friends. Strangers don’t really get to see the real Ren during first encounters because I feel awkward to be jolly when I do not know the people around me well.

Ren and chickens…

I fear chickens. I have no exact experience with it though. All I know is that I dislike it because it looks ugly for me. My friends’ stories about their bad experience with chickens worsen my fear.

Operant Conditioning(+) Punishment

Ren and relationships…

I do not want myself to get involved in relationships at this age. This is because I fear heartbreaks, caused by break-ups and rejections. I avoid circumstances involving me liking someone, so that I can also avoid heartbreaks.

DiversionDisengagement

Ren and love…

I know that my infatuation for someone turns into love when my heart beats fast whenever I think about that person, just like how I feel now, and I can’t get him out of my mind.

James-Lange Theory

Future Ren…

First and foremost, I would like to become a doctor, a neuro-surgeon in particular. Right now, I realized that this dream is hard. It’ll require me a lot of hardwork, and less sleep. I am only in my first year of college, yet I can already feel the intensity of being a UP Student.

I also want to be a lawyer someday. It amazes me the way lawyers defend their clients.

People see some lawyers as liars, but the point of being a lawyer is protecting your client’s rights, even if he is a guilty criminal, because we all have human rights and no one can be absolutely wrong about everything in life.

Since I dream of becoming a lawyer and doctor, I have decided to become a medico legal. This will require both medical and legal skills. And I will surely enjoy examining dead bodies and conducting autopsy, and doing things in a legal way like lawyers do.

Knowing my past and present self, I see the future me as someone who has a lot of friends and always tries to make people around her happy. I guess that I will still have the bitchy Ren inside me, but it’ll be probably less by that time. I should have learned how to show my real feeling by that time, as it hurts even more to keep things to myself. And I probably fear relationships no more, because I believe that I only need more time until I get ready for such things, and as time passes by, hopefully, my way of thinking gets matured enough to e able to handle even the most traumatic events in life.

Now you know who UPM BS Biology

Batch 2013 Block 2’s Renellie Mae “Lola Ren” F. De Villa is.