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NILAMBALA A collection of short stories by Santosh
Dhali. Published by Md. Arifur Rahman Nayeem.
Oitijhya. Date of publication February 2007.
Website: www.oitijhya.com
Price Taka: 100.00 US 3.00
ISBN 984-776-511-1
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aogo K‡i D‡V e‡m Lvw`Rv| eyK wXe& wXe& Ki‡Z _v‡K| nVvr Nyg fvO‡j Zvi †Kgb fq fq K‡i|
Mjv ïwK‡q KvV| Pviw`‡K Kv‡jvRv‡gi g‡Zv AÜKvi| nuv‡mi cu¨vK cu¨vK fqvZ© WvK Avi cvLv
SvcUv‡bv Zv‡K AvZw¼Z K‡i †Zv‡j| me©bvk! N‡i LvUvk XywK‡Q| eviv‘`vq nuv‡mi ev·| Zv‡ZB
LvUv‡ki †jvf| cvULwoi †eov †f‡O Xy‡K c‡o‡Q N‡i| GLb Dcvq? evwZ Luy‡R †c‡jI g¨vP Luy‡R
†c‡Z GKUz †`wi n‡jv Lvw`Rvi| Kv‡Ri mgq nv‡Zi Kv‡Q Kv‡Ri wRwbm cvIqv hvq bv|
Av‡jv wb‡q eviv‘`vq †h‡ZB w`‡knviv LvUvk GK Qz‡U cvjv‡Z wM‡q GK jv‡d AvPgKv coj G‡m
Lvw`Rvi ey‡K| NUbvi AvKw¯§KZvq Lvw`Rv nKPwK‡q hvq, evwZ wb‡f hvq Ges gyL w`‡q fqvZ© †QvÆ
GKUv wPrKvi †ewi‡q Av‡mÑ ÔAvjøvn&Õ| Ges G AeKv‡k LvUvk cvwj‡q †h‡Z m¶g nq AviI wظY
†eov †f‡O| Lvw`Rvi ey‡K yi‗— †XuwKi cvo| nuvm¸‡jv f‡q wbðzc| Rvgvj evwo wQj bv| NyUNy‡U
AÜKv‡ii g‡a¨ GKv Lvw`Rv †Kgb Amnvq †eva K‡i| g„Mx iæMxi g‡Zv Kuvc‡Z _v‡K f‡q|
LvUvk cvjv‡Z bv cvjv‡ZB fvOv †eovi duvK w`‡q avivj PKP‡K Z‡jvqv‡ii g‡Zv wZb e¨vUvwi U‡P©i
GK wZh©K Av‡jv G‡m c‡o nuv‡mi ev‡·i Ici| Lvw`Rvi wPrKviB †hb cÖwZdwjZ n‡q ey¨‡giv‡Oi
g‡Zv U‡P©i Av‡jv n‡q wd‡i Av‡m Lvw`Rvi cv‡qi Kv‡Q| U‡P©i Av‡jvUv ’vb cwieZ©b K‡i cv †e‡q
Ic‡ii w`‡K I‡V Ges DV‡Z DV‡Z gy‡L G‡m _v‡g| yÕGK †m‡KÛ; ZviciB Av‡jvi ZxiUv wcQ‡j
c‡o Lvw`Rvi ey‡K G‡m we× nq Ges wKQz¶Y w ’i _v‡K, †hb wRI‡ji AvVvq †j‡M _vKv GK UzK&‡iv
¯”Q mv`v KvMR| Nyg †f‡O D‡V Avmv ivZ `kUvi Lvw`Rv wQj G‡jv‡g‡jv kvwo‡Z Rov‡bv Rxe‗Í GK
K¨vbfv‡mi Qwe| ªæZ ZvB ey‡Ki AuvPj †U‡b †`q †Kgb GK fxZ-wenŸj Aviw³g AvoóZvq| gyL
cvsï n‡q hvq| Ges †VuvU yÕ‡Uv k³ gwg| ZvB †Kv‡bv K_v †e‡ivq bv| nVvr VvUv covi g‡Zv evRLvB
GK Mjv LuvKvwi Ges cvnv‡oi ¸nv †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv AvIqv‡Ri g‡Zv KÚ¯‡i K_v †kvbv hvqÑ ÔAvwg
Bgvg mv‡ne, iRe Avwj| Kx nB‡q‡Q Lvw`Rv?Õ
Lvw`Rv wKQz¶Y evK&iwnZ, Zvici †XuvK †M‡j Ges c‡i e‡jÑ ÔLvUvk| N‡i LvUvk XywK‡Q|Õ Pg‡K I‡V
Bgvg mv‡ne| K_vUv Zvi Kv‡b Mig †Z‡ji †duvob Xv‡j| Auvr‡K DVj| GK gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ Zvi g‡b
n‡jvÑ ÔK_vWv Zv‡i Kq bvB †Zv Lvw`Rv?Õ ci gyn~‡Z©B ¯vfvweK n‡Z †Póv K‡i ejjÑ ÔZvB KI|
†Kvbv‡b LvUvk?Õ ZLbI Lvw`Rvi ey‡K Am¤¢e †XuwKi cvoÑ wXe& wXe& | gy‡L †Kv‡bv K_v bv e‡j AvOyj
Zz‡j †`LvjÑ mvg‡b| mvg‡b ZLb LvUvk Abycw ’Z| Z‡e Aw¯Í‡Z¡i wPý eZ©gvb|
U‡P©i •e`y¨wZK Av‡jvUv GZ¶‡Y Lvw`Rv‡K †Q‡o ev‡·i fvOv `‡ivRvUvi Ici G‡m coj| nuvm¸‡jv
†fZ‡i Rv‡ovm‡ov| evB‡i AmvaviY wPÎKjvi m„wó| y‡ai g‡Zv mv`v nuvmUv i‡³ gvLvgvwL c‡o Av‡Q
wb_i| †MvUv †`nUv‡K wQb’wfb’ K‡i cvwj‡q †M‡Q LvUvk| Lvw`Rv ZvwK‡q iBj Zvi wcÖq nuvmUvi i³v³
†`nUvi w`‡K| Avi Bgvg Lvw`Rvi w`‡K| Lvw`Rvi nZ-wenŸjZvi my‡hv‡M Zvi GKUv nvZ †P‡c aij
Bgvg mv‡ne| Ges wKQzUv Nwbô n‡Z †M‡j Lvw`Rvi Wvb nvZUv nVvr mPj n‡q I‡V Ges Bgv‡gi nvZ
†_‡K UP©Uv wQU‡K c‡o hvq gvwU‡Z| wK‗‘ Av‡jvUv †b‡f bv| U‡P©i Av‡jvUv ¸jxwe× •mwb‡Ki g‡Zv
Kvr n‡q ï‡q _v‡K gvwU‡Z| Bgv‡gi MvjfwZ© gLg‡ji g‡Zv `vwo _vKvq, Vvm& K‡i †Kv‡bv kã nq wb;
wK‗‘ e¨_v †j‡MwQj wVKB Ges Auv‡Z Nv †j‡MwQj Zvi‡P †ewk; AcgvwbZ †eva K‡iwQj Lye| Z…Zxq
†Kv‡bv e¨w³ bv _vK‡jI Bgvg Gw`K Iw`K ZvwK‡q †`LjÑ †KD Zv‡K †`‡L †djj wK bv| Gi Av‡M
KLbI †Kv‡bv gwnjvi nv‡Zi _vài Lvq wb Bgvg, ZvB †Kgb GKUv N„Yv-ivM-j¾v †gkv‡bv Abyf~wZ
n‡jv Zvi| Pvcv A_P ivMZ ¯‡i e‡j DVjÑ ÔKvRUv fv‡jv KBij¨v bv Lvw`Rv|Õ
eviv‘`vi N‡i ZLb AÜKvi, mv`v nuv‡mi i³v³ jvk, ï‡q _vKv UP©-jvBU Ges gy‡LvgywL cvsïj Lvw`Rv
I wnsmª Bgvg| Bgvg nVvr µy× Av‡µv‡k k³ †ckx‡Z Lc& K‡i Rvc‡U a‡i Lvw`Rv‡KÑ †hb GKUv
mv`v nuvm‡K a~mi LvUvk| duym‡Z _v‡K BgvgÑ ÔG¨v‡Ëv Z¨vR? Z¨vR fvBO¨v †`‡evÕ| huvZvK‡j AvU‡K
cov Bu y‡ii g‡Zv †MvOv‡Z _v‡K Lvw`Rv| QUdU K‡i| Bgvg †hb cÙcyKz‡i Db¥Ë GK †gvl| AÜKv‡i
mv`v nuvm Avi i³ „k¨gvb bq| Zey MÜ †R‡M _v‡K| GKUv mv`v nuv‡mi g„Zy¨ nq| g„Zz¨ †_‡K †eu‡P
hvIqv nuvm¸‡jv AvZ‡¼ QUdU K‡i I‡V Ges evi K‡qK †W‡K Pzc n‡q hvq|
`yB
†m ivZ P‡j †M‡jI Bgv‡gi Rxeb †_‡K, Zvi gb †_‡K ivM †Mj bv| †g‡q‡Q‡ji nv‡Zi Po †hb
†Ruv‡Ki g‡Zv †j‡M i‡q‡Q Zvi Mv‡j| ï‡l ï‡l Zvi i³ Lvq| mn‡R nRg nevi bq| Bgv‡gi g‡b
dw‘`-wdwK‡ii Avbv‡Mvbv| cÖwZ‡kva †m †b‡eB| K‡Vvi cÖwZ‡kva| fve‡Z fve‡Z †`L‡Z cvq
Rvgvj‡K| m‡Üi Av‡M Av‡M wdiwQj evRvi †_‡K| gmwR‡`i Kv‡Q Avm‡ZB WvK †`q iRe AvwjÑ
Ôïwbq¨v hvI Rvgvj, KZv Av‡Q| evRv‡i wKQz ïwb‡Qv wgwjUvwi‡M e¨vcv‡i?Õ
Ñ ïwbwQ| †MvcvjMÄ kn‡i bvwK wgwjUvwi Avwm‡Q| Av¸b w`qv bvwK Ni-evwo †cvovBqv w`wZ‡Q| NvNi
evRv‡iI bvwK wkM&wMiB Avwmq¨v co‡ev| wkM&wMiB bvwK AvµgY nwZ cv‡i|Õ
Ñ Kx KI, AvµgY! cvwK¯Ívwb Avwg©; n¨viv‡Zv †d‡i¯Ív| Avgv‡M D×vi KiwZ Avwm‡Q| Zzwg KwZ‡Qv
AvµgY? hvK †M, †mB KZv KwZB‡Zv †Zvgv‡i WvwKwQ|
Ñ gv‡b?
Ñ Avgv‡M GjvKvq wgwjUvwi AvBm‡ev, n¨v‡Mv c_-NvU wPbvb jvMwe bv? n¨viv Avgv‡M †gngvb| Av`i-
Avc¨vqb KiwZ nwe bv? †mB Rwb¨B‡Zv Avgiv GKUv KwgwU KwiwQ| mviv `¨v‡k GB KwgwU nwZ‡Q| bvg
ïwb‡Qv? Kvw‗Í KwgwU|
Ñ kvw‗Í KwgwU? gv‡b? kvw‗Íi KvR KBi‡e?
Ñ Zvnwj Avi KwZwQ Kx? `¨v‡k Kz‡bv Akvw‗Í nwZ w`‡ev bvwb| Avgiv gvjvDb‡M GKUv wjw÷ •Zq¨vi
KBi‡ev, Avi GKUv gyw³‡hv×v‡M cwiev‡ii| Avi GKUv wjw÷ KiwZ nwe‡bÑ gvjvDb‡M mv‡_ hviv
wgjvwgkv K‡i, Avi hviv ¯vaxbZv Pvq, Zv‡`i|
Ñ Zv‡Z Kx nwe †b?
Ñ wgwjUvwi‡M nv‡Z wjw÷ aivBqv †`evwb| evwQ evwQ Zv‡M gvi‡e, Zv‡M evwoNi †cvov‡e| bvwj‡Zv
n°‡j‡iB gvB‡i¨ †dj‡ev|
Ñ Kx KZv Kjv Bgvg? GWv wK gvBb‡mi g‡Zv KZv Kjv?
Ñ gv‡b? Avgiv kvw‗Í PvB| hv‡i Zv‡i gvi‡e K¨vb? ïwb‡Qv, Avgiv kvw‗Í KwgwUi GKUv kvLv evbvBwQ|
Zzwg Avgv‡M `‡j bvg †jLvI| bvwj Kjvg euvPwZ cviev bvwb|
Ñ †Zvgv‡M G KwgwUwZ Avwg bvB| M¨vjvg|
Ñ A‡Zv †`gvM fv‡jv bv Kjvg, Rvgvj| †Zvgv‡i wPwb bv fvwe‡Qv? gvjvDb‡M mv‡_ †ewk wcwiZ
†Zvgvi| †mB Rwb¨B ivwR njv bv| dj wK‗‘ fv‡jv nwe bvwb Rvgvj|
Rvgvj †d‡i bv| †cQ‡b Bgv‡gi MR©b †kv‡bÑ
Ñ ivB‡Zi †ejv †g¤vi‡i wbqv †Zvgv‡M evwo hvevwb Kjvg| fvweqv †`B‡Lv|
gv_vq evRv‡ii avgv wb‡q Rvgvj nb nb K‡i evwoi w`‡K †Qv‡U| eÜz mbvZ‡bi m‡½ †`Lv c‡_| Zv‡K
mv‡_ wb‡q evwo G‡jv| GK †Rvov nuvm wewµ K‡i evRvi K‡i G‡b‡Q| Bwjk gvQ wK‡b‡Q GKUv|
mbvZb‡K bv LvB‡q Qvo‡e bv †m| Lvw`Rv‡K gvQ fvR‡Z e‡j yB eÜz e‡m‡Q M‡í| Bwjk fvRvi MÜ
†hb mviv N‡i Qwo‡q yB eÜz‡K Rwo‡q †i‡L‡Q| †Q‡j‡ejv †_‡KB yB eÜz‡Z Mjvq Mjvq fve| GK
ûu‡Kvq ZvgvK Lvq, GK †Mjv‡m Rj Lvq, GK _vjvq fvZ Lvq| KLbI RvZ-cv‡Zi cÖk’I g‡b Av‡m
wb| wn‘ y-gymjgv‡b cv_©K¨Uv †Kv_vqÑ ZvI Zviv †ev‡S bv| gvQ fvRvi NÖv‡Yi mv‡_ Lvw`Rvi KÚ¯i
†f‡m Av‡mÑ nvZ ay‡q bvI mbvZb`v, Lvevi w`wZwQ| ~‡i †Kv_vI †kqvj †W‡K I‡V| ARvbv AvZ¼
Qovq| evN WvKvi Av‡M †hb †dD Wv‡K|
Mig Mig fv‡Z KuvPv j¼v w`‡q Bwj‡ki †Zj Avi Mig Mig gvQ fvRv| cig Z…w߇Z †L‡q ûu‡Kvq
ZvgvK †m‡R wekªvg wb‡”Q yB eÜy| bvbv Mí Ki‡Q| cv‡kB e‡m Lv‡”Q Lvw`Rv| weQvbvq Nygy‡”Q wZb
gv‡mi †Q‡j igRvb| gv‡S gv‡S Pg‡K b‡o DV‡Q| Avevi Nygy‡”Q| Ny‡gi g‡a¨ KLbI GKv GKv †n‡m
DV‡Q| Lvw`Rvi eyKUv f‡i I‡V| Zv‡`i cÖ_g m‗Ívb igRvb| Mwi‡ei †Q‡j| ZeyI †Q‡j‡K wb‡q
Zv‡`i KZ AvkvÑ †jLvcov wkwL‡q eo Ki‡e| †Q‡j PvKwi Ki‡e| Zv‡`i †Kv‡bv Afve _vK‡e bv|
fvebvq Zwj‡q hvq Lvw`Rv|
Rvgvj ej‡QÑ ïwb‡Qv mbvZb, Pvwiw`‡M wgwjUvwi‡M UP©vi PjwZ‡Q| Zvi gB‡`¨ iRe Avwj Bgvgiv
kvw‗Í KwgwU KBi‡Q| Kvi Kvi evwoNi Av¸b R¡vwj cyovB‡ev, Zvi wjw÷ KiwZ‡Q| Avgv‡iI kvkv‡jv|
K‡jvÑ ivB‡Z hvevwb †Zvgv‡M evwowZ| NvNi evRv‡iI bvwK wkM&wMiB AvBm‡e|
Ñ KZvWv AvwgI ïBb¨vwQ|
Ñ GLb Zvwj Dcvq?
el©vi fiv b`xi †m&ªv‡Zi g‡Zv Lvw`Rvi Av‡eM-wenŸj fvebv Pj‡Z _v‡K igRvb‡K wN‡i| igRvb gv‡m
gv‡m PvKwii UvKv cvVv‡e| Zv‡`i nuv‡mi ev·Uv AviI eo Ges gReyZ Ki‡e| hv‡Z LvUvk XyK‡Z bv
cv‡i, ZvB Lwoi †eovi e`‡j wU‡bi †eov †`‡e| Aek¨ ZLb GB L‡oi NiI _vK‡e bv| wU‡bi Ni
n‡e| G iKg †Kv‡bv GK iv‡Z Lvw`Rv †L‡Z em‡e, Ggb mgq igRvb QzwU‡Z evwo Avm‡e| wdi‡Z
wdi‡Z Zvi ivZ n‡q hv‡e e‡j UP© R¡vwj‡q Avm‡e| evwo‡Z D‡VB igRvb Zv‡K WvK †`‡eÑ Av¤§vRvbÑ
Lvw`Rv †Kgb GKUv av°v LvqÑ igRvb GiKg evRLuvB Mjvq WvK †`q K¨vb? †Kgb Bgvg nvivgRv`vi
Mjvi g‡Zv AvIqvR| Avevi Wv‡KÑ
Av . . . R& . . . Rvgvj, evwowZ Av‡Qv?
†mB U‡P©i wZh©K Av‡jv G‡m c‡o Lvw`Rvi k~b¨ _v‡j, _vj †_‡K gy‡L| mswer wd‡i cvq Lvw`RvÑ G †h
Bgvg| igRvb‡Zv wZb gv‡mi, weQvbvq †kvqv| GZ¶Y †m fvebvq Av”Qb’ wQj| ev ͇e wd‡i Avm‡Z
†`wi nq bv Zvi| nVvr f~Z †`Lvi g‡Zv Pg‡K D‡V k~b¨ _vjvUv wb‡q P‡j †Mj Lvw`Rv|
iRe Avwj Bgvg GjvKvi †g¤i Av°vm Ges wZb Pvi-Rb †jvK mv‡_ wb‡q nvwRi n‡jv G‡m Rvgv‡ji
evwo| G‡`i AvmvUv Rvgv‡ji cQ‘` bv n‡jI GjvKvi †g¤i G‡m‡Q e‡jB LvwZi Ki‡ZB n‡jv| em‡Z
ejj| mbvZ‡bi w`‡K åyKzwU †n‡b Zviv emj| mbvZb GLv‡b Avi _vKvUv mgxPxb g‡b Kij bv| we`vq
wb‡q evwoi c_ aij| Bgvg KUv¶ K‡i ejjÑ
Ñ I e¨vUv gvjvD‡bi‡cv †Zvgv‡M evwowZ Nyi Nyi K‡i K¨vb? G¨v‡Zv †Kó wcwiZ Kxwmi?
†g¤iÑ wn‘ y‡M mv‡_ wK gymjgv‡bi eÜzZ¡ nq? ïwb‡Qv Ky‡bvw`b? Z¨v‡j Avi R‡j wK Ky‡bvw`b wgk
Lvq?
BgvgÑ GBWv n‡jv wMqv cvwK¯Ívb| gvjvDb‡M RvqMv bvB|
RvgvjÑ Kx KwZ PvI †Zvgiv?
BgvgÑ KZvWv R‡ji bvnvj †mvRv| gvjvDb‡M mv‡_ wcZjv wcwiZ QvBo¨v Avgv‡M `‡j †hvM `¨vI|
bvwj Kjvg wec` Av‡Q| Avgiv cvwK Ív‡bi kÎæ‡M wjw÷ KiwZwQ| KvDwi †invB †`‡e bvwb Kjvg|
†g¤iÑ Avgv‡M `‡j Avwj †Zvgvi Ky‡bv †¶wZ nwe bvwb, eis jvf nwe †b| wn‘ y‡M U¨vnv-cqmv, †mvbv-
`vbv †eevK Avgiv Kvwoq¨v †b‡ev| Avgv‡M mv‡_ _vKwj, ZzwgI Zvi fvM cvev †b|
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cv‡iv|
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gvjvDb‡M mv‡_ †ewk LvwZi w`I bv|
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Pv‡qi †`vKv‡b Xy‡KB ¸jx K‡i gvij Lv‡jK †Pqvig¨vb‡K| cv‡kB wQ‡jb nvB¯‥z‡ji †nWgv÷vi
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Av¸b-gvbyl| †hb R¡j‗Í AvRivBj|
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b`xi Rj| †nvwji w`b bq, Zey g‡b n‡eÑ AvR c„w_ex †g‡ZwQj A‖¢yZ †nvwj †Ljvq|
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Dc‡P co‡Q †m UvKvq| n¨vwi‡Kb S‡oi g‡Zv me ZQbQ K‡i w`‡q NÈvLv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨ we`vq wbj
wgwjUvwiiv| †_‡K †Mj Bgvg| c‡KU fwZ© UvKv wb‡q Lywk g‡b evwo wdij|
`vD `vD R¡j‡Q NvNi evRvi| GLv‡b †mLv‡b wew¶ß c‡o Av‡Q jvk| †KD i³v³, †KD †cvov †e¸‡bi
g‡Zv Aa©‡cvov| †KD ¸jxwe× Aa©g„Z KvZiv‡”Q g„Zz¨ h‗¿Yvq| †KD Ki‡Q AvnvRvwi ¯Rb wKsev m¤j
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m~‡h©i i‡Oi mv‡_ †hb wg‡k †M‡Q cy‡ei Ni‡cvov Av¸b, w`M‗Í †_‡K w`M‡‗Í| m~h© wb‡f †M‡jI i‡q
†Mj Av¸‡bi `M&`‡M Nv|
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†M‡Q A‡bKLvwb| Lei †c‡q Rvgvj †M‡Q Zv‡K †`L‡Z| iv‡ZB| evwo‡Z GKv Lvw`Rv| †K‡ivwm‡bi
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evwowZ Av‡Qv wb?Õ Lvw`Rvi Mjv †Ku‡c I‡VÑ
Ñ Ôbv| evwowZ bvB|Õ
Ñ K‡b †M‡Q?
Ñ mbvZb`vi evwowZ| wgwjUvwiwM Zvov LvBq¨v cv‡q Lye †PvU jvwM‡Q|
Ñ KI Kx? evwPq¨v Av‡Q, ¸jx jvwM bvB?
ej‡Z ej‡Z Bgvg N‡i D‡V Lvw`Rvi cv‡k e‡m| Lvw`Rv LvUvk †`Lv nuv‡mi g‡Zv Pzc n‡q hvq| †PvL
†_‡K †PZbv D‡o hvq| eviv‘`vq GKUv mv`v nuvm, Avi a~mi GK LvUvk| Avi me Svcmv|
Ñ Rvgvj‡i ewjI, gvjvDb‡M mv‡_ wgjvwgkv Kiwj dj Kjvg fv‡jv nwe bvwb|
Lvw`Rvi g‡b nqÑ my ~i †Kv‡bv w`M‡‗Íi Icvi †_‡K †f‡m Avm‡Q Kvi A¯úó ¶xY GKUv KÚ¯i|
fqvj GK Zx‡ii g‡Zv Zv Zv‡K Avg~j we× K‡i|
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Lvw`Rv †hb ev ͇e wd‡i Av‡m| ¯úó ïb‡Z cvqÑ G Bgv‡gi KÚ¯i| KwVbfv‡e kvmv‡”Q| f‡q Zvi
eyK ïwK‡q KvV n‡q hvq| G Kx‡mi Bw½Z †`q Bgvg? GKUv dwos D‡o G‡m c‡o Bgv‡gi cv‡qi
Kv‡Q| KwP av‡bi kx‡li g‡Zv Mvp meyR| my‘`i| Lc& K‡i dwosUv‡K a‡i †d‡j Bgvg| yÕAvOy‡j
†P‡c aÕ‡i nVvr wcw`‡gi Av¸‡b XywK‡q †`q dwosUv‡K| dwosUv QUdU K‡i I‡V| †Ku‡c I‡V Lvw`Rv|
g‡b n‡jv, Zvi ürwcÐUvB †hb Av¸‡b XywK‡q w`j Bgvg| †cvov gwi‡Pi g‡Zv GK mgq wb‡ ÍR n‡q
hvq| yM©Ü †e‡ivq| Lvw`Rvi IqvK Av‡m| Auvr†K I‡V Bgv‡gi K_vq|
Ñ Zvwj Kjvg G‡ivg& cyB‡o¨ giwZ nwe †b|
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Avi Zviv †d‡i bv| Zv‡`i AvZ© wPrKv‡i evZvm †Ku‡c I‡V| U‡j I‡V gvwU, e„¶| U‡j bv wgwjUvwi‡`i
cvlvY ü`q| Zviv AÆnvwm‡Z †d‡U c‡o| ¯R‡bi mvg‡b Rvc‡U a‡i Pzgy Lvq| evev-gvi mvg‡b
†g‡q‡K Dj½ K‡i Zvi †Mvcbv‡½ XywK‡q †`q e‘ y‡Ki bj| gvbyl a‡i a‡i j‡Â Zz‡j nv‡Zi Zvjy Avi
cv‡qi †Mvovwj wQ ª K‡i, †gvUv ¸Yv w`‡q wcV‡gvov K‡i †eu‡a †d‡j †`q b`x‡Z| Uyc& K‡i Wy‡e hvq
Rxe‗Í gvbyl| Gfv‡e wb‡LuvR gvby‡liv yÕPviw`b ev‡` c‡P †f‡m I‡V R‡ji Ic‡i| KPzwicvbvi g‡Zv
fvm‡Z _v‡K cPvMjv weK…Z jvk| ïïK Avi gvQ‡`i KvovKvwo c‡o hvq jvk wb‡q| VyK&‡i VyK&‡i Lvq|
yM©Ü Qovq| AvZ¼ Qovq| †kvK Avi yM©‡Ü GjvKvi evZvm fvwi| A‡b‡KB MÖvg †Q‡o cvjv‡”Q ~‡i|
†KD †KD P‡j hv‡”Q fvi‡Z| †KD †KD wf‡UgvwU Kvg‡o c‡o _vK‡Q g‡i| mbvZbivI fvi‡Z P‡j
hv‡e fve‡Q| wK‗‘ Zvi cv GLbI mv‡i wb| nuvU‡Z Amywe‡a| ZvB †h‡Z cvi‡Q bv| mKvj n‡jB
wgwjUvwii f‡q †Luvov cv †U‡b †U‡b cvjv‡Z hvq we‡ji cvU‡¶‡Zi Mfx‡i| wd‡i Av‡m mܨvq, Avevi
GKUv mKvj nevi Avk¼vq| nVvr wgwjUvwi G‡m Zvov Ki‡j †Luvov cv wb‡q QzU‡Z Amywe‡a n‡e e‡j
mKv‡jB cvjv‡Z P‡j hvq mbvZb|
gwi‡Pi djb Lye fv‡jv Gevi| Rev dz‡ji g‡Zv jvj jvj gwiP †c‡K Av‡Q †Lvjv f‡i| ycy‡ii †iv`
†Zu‡Z D‡V‡Q| GLbI j‡Âi kã †kvbv hvq wb| AvR Avi wgwjUvwi Avm‡e bv g‡b nq| †h w`b Av‡m,
mvaviYZ bvk&Zvi †ejvi g‡a¨B fU& fU& k‡ã G‡m nvwRi nq| wgwjUvwiiv †`․o‡ZI cv‡i Lye| jvd
w`‡q cv‡o †b‡gB wkKvix wPZvi g‡Zv †`․o jvMvq| Zviv muvZvi Rv‡b bv| Rvgv‡ji gv‡S gv‡S B‡”Q
nqÑ GKw`b Zviv †b‡g †M‡j, GKUv Kz‡ovj wb‡q †`․‡o wM‡q j‡Â D‡V ZwjUv dvwU‡q †`q| mvn‡m
Kz‡jvq bv| AvR Avmvi mgq P‡j †M‡Q Zv‡`i| GKUv w`b cvIqv †Mj| GB fimvq yÕ‡Uv avgv wb‡q
evwoi cv‡ki †Lvjvq cvKv gwiP Zzj‡Z †M‡Q Rvgvj Avi Lvw`Rv| igRvb‡K Nyg cvwo‡q †i‡L †M‡Q
N‡i| gwiP †Zvjvi duv‡K duv‡K Lvw`Rv G‡m igRvb‡K †`‡L hvq| Ny‡gi g‡a¨B igRv‡bi gy‡L Zz‡j
†`q gvB, ya LvB‡q Avevi P‡j hvq †Lvjvq| †ek gRv jv‡M Lvw`Rvi| Kx my‘`i †QvÆ †Vuv‡U Ny‡gi
g‡a¨ PzuK PuyK K‡i gvB Uv‡b| Ii gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKv‡j Lvw`Rv me Kó fy‡j hvq| igRvb Zvi mvZ
ivRvi ab GK gvwbK, mviv Rvnv‡bi nvwm| nx‡ii UzK&‡iv †Q‡jUv Zvi †MvUv Kj‡R| ya LvIqv‡bv
†k‡l yÕcv‡k yÕ‡Uv †QvÆ †Kvjevwjk w`‡q Lvw`Rv Avevi wd‡i hvq †Lvjvq|
gwiP †Zvjvi duv‡K GK mgq cÖk’ K‡i Lvw`RvÑ
Ñ mbvZb`viv Zvwj PwjB hv‡e?
Ñ n| cÖv‡Y euvPwZ nwj cvjv‡bvB fv‡jv|
Ñ Avgv‡MI‡Zv †invB bvB| Bgvg nvivgRv`v wmw`b K‡Zv Kx K‡jv? Avgvi‡Zv fq nwZ‡Q|
Ñ Kx †h Kwi, Zv fvwe K~j cvwZwQ bv| mbvZb‡`i mv‡_ BwÛqv‡ZB Pwj hv‡ev bv wK? ïbwZwQ K‡Zv
gvbyl Pwj hvwZ‡Q| Avevi gyw³evwnbxi †Uªwbs wbq¨v hy× KiwZ †dir AvmwZ‡Q `¨v‡k| hy‡× hv‡ev bvwK,
ZvB fvewZwQ| ~‡i j‡Âi kã ï‡b Auvr†K I‡V Lvw`RvÑ
Ñ j‡Âi kã g‡b nwZ‡Q? Zvwj wK wgwjUvwi Avwm cBo‡jv?
Ñ Kx Rvwb? †ejv‡Zv Mwo‡q¨ †M‡jv| wgwjUvwi‡M Avmvi mgq wK Avi iB‡q‡Q?
Ñ Zvwj fU&fwUi AvIqvR nwZ‡Q K¨vb?
GiB g‡a¨ ~‡i †kvi‡Mvj| wPrKvi-†PuPv‡gwPi kã| †auvqv| Av¸b| AvZw¼Z n‡q I‡V Rvgvj-Lvw`Rv|
ÔZvwj wK Zv‡Mv cvovqI wgwjUvwi XywK‡Q?Õ GK gyn~Z©I wP‗Ív Kivi my‡hvM cvq bv| D‡Vv‡b ZvKv‡ZB
ey‡Ki i³ R‡g wng| Kv‡jv weivU GK Avj‡Ljøv civ Bgvg| mv‡_ †g¤i| †cQ‡b ey‡Ui ayc&avc& kã|
Rvgv‡ji gw¯Í‡®‥i mg Í m’vqyZ‗¿x †hb gyn~‡Z© wQb’wfb’ n‡q mg Í gMR †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q evB‡i|
ey‡Ki mg Í kw³ mwÂZ K‡i wPrKvi w`‡q I‡V Lvw`Rv| SU& K‡i Rvgvj Lvw`Rvi gyL †P‡c a‡i| gwiP
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jwZdv KB‡Q‡jvÑ KzwcWv R¡vjvI| KvcyiWv cvëvB| Avwg KB‡QjvgÑ Kzwc R¡vjv‡bvi Kvg bvB|
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eUzKKvKzi N‡ii Kv‡Q †h‡ZB cv yÕ‡Uv fvwi cv_i| wb_i| wbðj| †_‡g †Mj Pjv| gM‡Ri g‡a¨
PvgwP‡Ki g‡Zv cvLv Svc‡U DVj Ô yB weNv Rwg|Õ AvR Avwg †mB D×Z Rwg`v‡ii g‡Zv eUzKKvKzi
Kv‡Q GmwQ Zvi PviKvVv Rwg PvB‡Z| AvwgI evMvb Kie| eUz‡Ki m¤jgvÎ IBUzKzB Rwg|
Kvj© gvK©m G‡m c_ †iva K‡i uvovj| †jwbb wa°vi Rvbvj Avgvi †kªwYmsMÖvg‡K| cÖMwZkxj wecøex
gbUv gv_vPviv w`‡q DVj| eUzKKvKzi Kv‡Q RwgUv PvIqv Avgvi wKQz‡ZB m¤¢e bq| cÖ‡qvRb †bB
Avgvi evMv‡bi| `iKvi †bB Avgvi PviKvVv Rwgi| QvweŸk eQi ci Avevi Ô`yB weNv RwgÕ KweZvUv
Ave„wË Ki‡Z cvie bv Avwg| cvie bv eUzKKvKzi †Pv‡L Avevi R‡ji yÕ‡Uv aviv †`L‡Z| AvR Avi
gyL¯’I †bB KweZvUv| cv yÕ‡Uv Aek n‡q †Mj| Avwg _g‡K †Mjvg|
cv‡qi k‡ã Ni †_‡K †gNg‘ ª AvIqvR DV‡jvÑ †K?
Avgvi wd‡i Avmv n‡jv bv| ejjvgÑ
Ñ Avwg|
Ñ I, eveygkvB; wfZ‡i AvB‡mv|
GZ eQi c‡i ÔgkvBÕ Gi Av‡M ÔeveyÕ †hvM K‡i w`‡q‡Q eUzKKvKz|
Ñ fv‡jv Av‡Qv, eveygkvB?
DËi cvk KvwU‡q wR‡Ám KijvgÑ
Ñ KZ eQi c‡i †`Lv n‡jv, e‡jv‡Zv?
Ñ ÔQvweŸk eQiÕ|
DËi Gj| Av‡M †_‡KB †hb wn‡me K‡l †i‡L‡Q Rxe‡bi me †jb‡`b| ax‡i eviv‘`vq G‡m emjvg
GKUv Rj‡P․wK‡Z| wR‡Ám KijvgÑ
Ñ KvwKgv †Kv_vq?
Ñ Icv‡i|
Ñ gv‡b? fvi‡Z?
Ñ ej‡ZI cv‡iv; bv-I ej‡Z cv‡iv| cicv‡i| wKQz¶Y bxieZv| wVK †kvK bq| †kv‡Ki g‡Zv GK
ai‡bi Av”Qb’Zv| bxieZv cv_‡ii g‡Zv fvwi n‡q mgqUv‡K wbðj K‡i w`j| gvwUi wcw`‡g wUg wUg
K‡i R¡jwQj †K‡ivwmb wkLv| cv‡qi KvQ w`‡q †`․‡o †Mj GKUv Quy‡Pv| ~‡i †Kv_vI †W‡K DVj GKUv
NygfvOv uvoKvK| gyL dm‡K †ewi‡q †MjÑ
Ñ Kx fv‡e?
Ñ †ijjvB‡bi cv‡k ew ͇Z _vKZvg| GKw`b †Uª‡b KvUv coj| Zvici ILv‡biB GK k¥kv‡b|
GZ¶‡Y †LqvjB Kwi wb eUzK KvKzi †Pnviv fv‡jv K‡i| wekvj KuvPv-cvKv Pzj; j¤v `vwo| mv`v|
gqjv| †PvL yÕ‡Uv †hb ~‡ii b¶Î| me wgwj‡q †Kgb mb’¨vmxi g‡Zv| †hvMxi g‡Zv|
wR‡Ám KijvgÑ Zvn‡j ivb’v-LvIqv nq Kx K‡i?
Ñ Av`yix K‡i|
GZw`‡bI Av yixi we‡q nq wb †f‡e Kó n‡jv| †Pnviv †Zv fv‡jvB wQj| Afv‡ei Kvi‡YB wK we‡q nq
wb? cÖk’Uv Zz‡j Avi Kó w`‡Z B‡”Q n‡jv bv| G K_v †m K_vi ci †mv‡qUviUv eUzKKvKz‡K w`jvg|
kvwoUvi K_v Avi ej‡Z cvijvg bv| Av`yix ci‡Z cvi‡e †f‡e kvwoUv †P․wKi Dci †i‡L GKUz c‡i
D‡V cojvg| eUzKKvKz ejjÑ
Ñ e‡mv eveygkvB|
Ñ bv| ivZ n‡q‡Q A‡bK| Gevi hvB|
Ñ wKQz Kev bv?
Ñ A‡bK K_vB †Zv ejjvg|
Ñ Avwg Rvwb Zzwg Kx RB‡b¨ AvBm&‡Qv|
Ñ Rv‡bv?
Ñ n| Rvwb|
Ñ e‡jv †Zv?
Ñ bv| Zzwg KI|
Ñ Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bvB| e‡jv †`wL?
Ñ †Zvgvi gy‡L †nvb‡Z PvB|
Avwg ¯Íw¤¢Z| ejjvgÑ
Ñ KvKz, Zzwg wVKB a‡iQ| †Zvgv‡K Avwg wKQz ej‡Z GmwQjvg| wK‗‘, Zvi Avi cÖ‡qvRb †bB Avgvi|
QjQj †Pv‡L eUzKKvKz Avgvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q iBj| wcw`‡gi wUgwU‡g Av‡jvq eUzKKvKz‡K g‡b nw”Qj
Qwei gvbyl| mnmv e‡j DV‡jvÑ
Ñ Avgvi GKUv K_v ivLev, eveygkvB?
Ñ Kx K_v?
Ñ Avgvi B”Qv, Avgvi RwgUzKz Zzwg †bI|
Ñ †m Kx!?
Ñ Avwg †Zv Av‡MB †Zvgv‡i Rwg w`qv ivLwQ| hnbB ûbwQ Zzwg †Miv‡g Avmev; evMvb Kiev; ZnbB
g‡b g‡b RwgWv Avwg †Zvgv‡i w`qv w`wQ|
Ñ G Kx KwVb kvw Í w`”Q Avgv‡K KvKz?
Ñ bv evev, RwgWv Zzwg wb‡j, g‡b Lye kvw‗Í cv‡ev|
Ñ †m Avwg cvie bv|
Ñ †b‡e bv ZvB‡j?
†`Ljvg Avevi QjQj K‡i DVj eUzKKvKzi †PvL| Avwg w ’i| Avgvi ejv Ôcvie bvÕ K_vUv cv_‡ii
UzK‡ivi g‡Zv Avgv‡KB †hb AvNvZ Ki‡Q| Avwg wKsKZ©e¨weg~p|
eUzKKvKz ejjÑ †nB KweZvWv g‡b Av‡Q evev? yB weNv Rwg? GÆy ûbvev?
ejjvgÑ AvR Avi Zv gyL¯’ †bB|
Ñ Avgvi Av‡Q| †Zvgvi gy‡L ûb‡Z ûb‡Z Avgvi cÖvq gyL¯’ ABqv †MwQ‡jv| KweZvWv Avwg fywj bvB|
G¨v‡nvbI wKQz wKQy g‡b Av‡Q|
ejjvgÑ evevi †m mvwnZ¨-m¼jb eBUv nvwi‡q †d‡jwQ| AvR †Zvgvi gy‡L ïbe| †hUzKz g‡b Av‡Q
ej|
G mgq N‡ii †fZi †_‡K `‡ivRvq G‡m uvovj mv`v kvwo‡Z †gvov GK Qvqvg~wZ©| weaev| eyKUv Qu¨vr
K‡i DVj| †K G? RjR¨v‗Í GK ZiæYx‡K mviv Rxe‡bi Rb¨ Kvd‡bi Kvco cwi‡q †i‡L‡Q mgvR|
†Pbv-A‡Pbvi mxgvbvq G‡m „wóUv Svcmv n‡q Gj| kvwoUv Zvn‡j . . . ? fuvR bv fvOv bZzb kvwoUvi
w`‡K GKevi ZvKvjvg| kvwoUv‡K g‡b n‡jv, ~‡ii gv‡V Kz‡qvi cv‡o c‡o _vKv g„Z †Kv‡bv PvgwP‡K|
Uvbv‡cv‡ob
Rvbyqvwii Dwbk| 1991| ivZ mv‡o GMv‡iv| `‡ivRvq Kov bvovi kã| evB‡i cÖPÐ kxZ| Nb Kyqvkv|
RMb’v_ nj A‡±vei ¯§„wZfe‡bi 439 b¤i iæ‡g Pj‡Q cov| cix¶vi cÖ ‘wZ| `k©‡bi QvÎ myRq Avi
ms¯‥„‡Zi QvÎ †Kk‡ei 2nd
year final | evwK yÕRb wbS©i Avi Rq‗Í| Zv‡`i cix¶v †bB| evB‡ii
kxZ Avi Kyqvkv Gov‡bvi Rb¨ `‡ivRv-Rvbvjv eÜ| GK A¯vfvweK LU LU LUvs; LU LU LUvs k‡ã
iæ‡gi •btkã †g‡S‡Z c‡o hvIqv †Q‡ji nv‡Zi †Mjv‡mi g‡Zv UzK&‡iv UzK&‡iv n‡q hvq| nVvr mevB _Õ
e‡b hvq| n‡ji †Kv‡bv †Q‡j KLbI AZ †Rv‡i Kov bv‡o bv| eyK yiæ yiæ K‡i I‡V| cywjk bqZ?
myR‡qi †eWUv `‡ivRvi cv‡kB| D‡V hvq| `‡ivRv Ly‡j †`q| f~Z †`Lvi g‡Zv Pg‡K I‡V| †fZ‡i
†Xv‡K mybxj Avi Zvi †evb wew‘`| Zv‡`i MÖv‡giB| mybxj Zvi mgeqmx| †jLvcov K‡i wb| nvjwU
K‡i| wew‘` eQi y‡q‡Ki †QvU| nvB ¯‥z‡j c‡o‡Q| wK‗‘ cvk †`q wb| ZviI †jLvcov n‡q I‡V wb|
GB ¯í wkw¶Z hyeZxwUi †ek GKUz yb©vgI Av‡Q MÖv‡g| GZ iv‡Z nVvr Zv‡`i †`‡L Pg‡KB †Mj
myRq| mybxjB K_v ejjÑ wew‘`i AmyL| †Kv‡bv Wv³vi Ke‡i‡R KvR AB‡jv bv| nM‡jB KB‡jv, XvKv
wbqv hvI| G‡m hLb c‡oB‡Q, GB iv‡Z †Zv GKUv e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z nq myR‡qi| WvBwbs eÜ n‡q †M‡Q|
ZvB wnUv‡i Avjy‡m× Avi fvZ ivb’v K‡i LvB‡q myRq wew‘`‡K wb‡q Pjj `v‡ivqvb b„‡cb`vi evmvq|
ivZUv A‗ÍZt ILv‡b ï‡q _vK| mKv‡j XvKv †gwW‡K‡j cvVv‡e| †Q‡j‡`i n‡j †Zv Avi †g‡q‡`i ivLv
wVK n‡e bv? bvbv K_v DV‡e|
`w¶Y evwoi †cQ‡b, cwðg cv‡k b„‡cb`vi evmv| cyKz‡ii `w¶Y cvo w`‡q †nu‡U G‡m yÕRb †cu․Qj
b„‡cb`vi evmvq| ZZ¶‡Y `‡ivRv eÜ| Av‡jv †bfv‡bv| ÔKx `iKvi GZ ivB‡Z c‡ii evmvq _vKvi,
†Zvgvi iæ‡g P‡jv, Avwg wb‡P my‡q _vKevwbÕ Ñe‡j wew‘` eÜ N‡ii `‡ivRvi AÜKv‡i `vuwo‡q myR‡qi
nvZ aij| wew‘`i NwbôZv GKUz †ewk n‡jv| GB kx‡ZI myR‡qi Kvb Mig n‡q DVj| nvZUv
ZvovZvwo Qvwo‡q `‡ivRvq av°v w`j| iæ‡g wd‡i G‡m †`‡L mybxj Zvi weQvbvq c‡o wbwð‡‗Í Nygy‡”Q|
gM‡Ri g‡a¨ i‡³i `vcv`vwc| GB kx‡ZI †m Nvg‡Q| Kvj mKvj 10Uvq cix¶v| ivZ GLb 1Uv|
covq gb †bB| Mood UvB bó n‡q †M‡Q| h‡Ëvme DU‡Kv Sv‡gjv|
ciw`b cix¶v †kl K‡i iæ‡g wd‡i †`‡L mybxj e‡m e‡m wewo Uvb‡Q| wew‘`‡K XvKv †gwW‡K‡j fwZ©
K‡i w`‡q Gm‡Q| Kx Kx bvbv me cix¶v Ki‡e Wv³viiv| Zvici ILv‡bB wPwKrmv Pj‡e| wKQz e‡j wb
KZw`b jvM‡e| mybxj Rvbv‡jvÑ †m myR‡qi GLv‡bB _vK‡e| n‡j Lv‡e| iv‡Z Nygy‡e| Avi gv‡S gv‡S
wew‘`‡K †`‡L Avm‡e| wKQz jvM‡j wK‡b †`‡e|
iæ‡gi †KDB welqwU mnRfv‡e †g‡b wb‡Z cvij bv| myRqI bv| ZeyI P¶z-j¾vi LvwZ‡i †KD wKQz
ejj bv gyL dz‡U| Aek¨ AvPi‡Y cÖKvk †cj weiƒc g‡bvfve| †jvKUv †hb µgkt Amn¨ n‡q DVj
mevi Kv‡QB| yÕw`b †h‡Z bv †h‡ZB GKUv gv yi Avi weQvbv evwjk w`‡q Zv‡K ejv n‡jv †g‡S‡Z
Avjv`v ï‡Z| g„‡Zi g‡Zv Nygvq| mvivivZ bvK Wv‡K, †hb iv‡Zi b`x‡Z gvQ aiv Pj‗Í Uªjvi| KviI
NygI nq bv| covI nq bv| †jvKUv‡K AcQ‘` nIqv‡Z Zvi †evbUv‡KI †KD †`L‡Z hvq bv
nvmcvZv‡j| Kx AmyL, Kx Ae ’v, Kxfv‡e _vK‡QÑ Zvi †Kv‡bv †LuvR †bq bv †KD| †Kgb Av‡Q,
Ae ’vi Db’wZ bv AebwZÑ ZvI Rvb‡Z Pvq bv †KD| myybxjI KvD‡K wKQz e‡j bv AvM evwo‡q| †Kv_vq
GKUv Amnbxq ~iZ¡ m„wó n‡q hvq GB AbvKvw•¶Z AwZw_wUi mv‡_|
†jvKUv Lvq `vq, Nygvq| Ny‡i †eovq| wUwf †`‡L| mvivw`b †Uv †Uv K‡i| yÕGKw`b wm‡bgvI †`‡L
Av‡m ejvKvq| †hb XvKv Avm‡Q dzwZ© Ki‡Z| Iw`‡K †evb nvmcvZv‡ji †e‡W| wm‡bgv †`‡L G‡m
†Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv w`b wm‡bgvi Mí Ry‡o †`q| iæ‡gi mevB wei³ nq| †mw`‡K Aek¨ 僇¶c †bB
mybx‡ji| evev gviv †M‡Q †ek K‡qK eQi Av‡M| weaev gv GKv evwo‡Z| Zv‡KI Lei †`qvi †Kv‡bv
bvg MÜ †bB| n‡q †M‡jv cÖvq `k-ev‡iv w`b| hveviI †Kv‡bv Zvov ev mvov †Kv‡bvUvB †`Lv hvq bv|
GK mܨvq mybxj gwjb gy‡L G‡m Rvbv‡jvÑ wew‘`i Ae ’v Lye Lvivc| e¨m, GUzKzB| †Kgb LvivcÑ Zv
ïb‡ZI †KD AvMÖn †`Lvq bv| ciw`b mKv‡j mybxj †eiæj| mvivw`b Avi wdij bv| ivZ 10Uvq
wdij| gyL fvi| wec` m‡¼Z| †evSv †Mj, †Kvb ytmsev`|
Ñ Kx‡i mybxj, †Kv‡bv Lvivc Lei? wew‘` †Kgb? ÑmyRq wR‡Ám Kij|
nuvDguvD K‡i †Ku‡` DVj mybxjÑ
Ñ wew‘` wK Avi Av‡Q? Avgv‡i duvwK w`qv PBj¨v †M‡Q|
Ñ ewjm Kx, wew‘` gviv †M‡Q? KLb?
Ñ †Mj ivB‡Z, †fvi‡ejv| mKv‡j nvmcvZv‡j hvBqv †`wn, wew‘` mv`v Kvcy‡o XvKv|
Kx ej‡e, †f‡e cvq bv myRq| GgbUv n‡e, Zv fve‡ZI cv‡i wb †m| mybx‡ji Rb¨ Kó nq, Avevi
ivMI nq| g‡b cojÑ MZ ciï iv‡ZI mybxj ejvKvq †MwQj wm‡bgv †`L‡Z| ivM n‡jv mybx‡ji
Dci| †fZ‡i †fZ‡i wew‘`i GZ gvivZ¥K AmyL, Zv KLbI †Ui cvq wb Iiv, fve‡ZI cv‡i wb|
mybxjI wKQz e‡j wb| Ôkvjv wm‡bgv †`‡L †ewo‡q‡QÕ Ñiv‡M cvQvq jvw_ †g‡i iæg †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡Z
B‡”Q Ki‡Q| wK‗‘ cv‡i bv| kZ n‡jI Zvi †evb gviv †M‡Q| †kvKUv Kg bq| wK‗‘ hvi †evb
nvmcvZv‡ji weQvbvq g„Zy¨ wb‡q ï‡q wQj, †m Kx K‡i wm‡bgv †`‡L †eovq? myR‡qi GK wgk&ª
cÖwZwµqvi Rb¥ n‡jv| GLb †Zv Avi e‡m _vKv hvq bv Zvn‡j| jv‡ki GKUv m &MwZ Kiv †Zv `iKvi?
nvmcvZvj †_‡K †ei Kiv, Kwdb †Kbv, UªvK fvov Kiv; Zvic‡i evwo cvVv‡bv| Sw° Kg bv| UvKviI
†Zv `iKvi cÖPzi| jv‡ki mv‡_ ïay mybxj‡K GKv cvVv‡bv hvq bv| mv‡_ Ab¨ Kv‡iv _vKv `iKvi| Zvi
Pj‡Q cix¶v| †Kv‡bvg‡ZB hvIqv m¤¢e bq| Kv‡K cvVvq, Kx K‡i? ey‡S DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv wKQzB|
ejjÑ gviv †M‡Q †fvi iv‡Z, ZzB wdiwj GLb| mviv w`b †Kv_vq wQwj, Kx K‡iwQm&?
mybx‡ji cÖwZ myR‡qi †ek GKUz KiæYv n‡”Q| †ePviv| †evbUv wPwKrmv Ki‡Z G‡b nvwi‡q †Mj|
myR‡qi GKUz j¾vI n‡jv| wbR‡K Acivax jvM‡Q| †Q‡jUvi mv‡_ Lvivc AvPiY K‡i‡Q| _vK
cix¶v, ZvB e‡j †g‡qUvi GKUz †LuvRI †b‡e bv? gvbyl, Ggb wbôzi Kx K‡i nq? kZ n‡jI Zvi
MÖv‡giB †g‡q? wew‘`i LeivLei myRq GKeviI †bq wb| fvBUvi Dci ivM K‡i †evbUvi K_vI wR‡Ám
K‡i wb GKeviI| wb‡R‡K Lye †QvU g‡b n‡”Q| ZvQvov mybx‡ji DciB ev Zvi iv‡Mi KviY Kx? †m
†Zv cÖwZw`bB wM‡q †`‡L AvmZ nvmcvZv‡j| yÕGKw`b we‡K‡j wm‡bgv †`L‡ZB cv‡i| G Avi Kx
Ggb †`v‡li? GLb g‡b n‡”Q, mybxj Lye GKUv Ab¨vq K‡i wb| eis †mUvB ¯vfvweK| ïay ïayB Zviv
Zvi mv‡_ Lvivc AvPiY K‡i‡Q| MÖv‡g wew‘`i bv‡g GKUz AvaUz ybv©gI Av‡Q| †m Kvi‡YI myRq Zv‡K
GKUz Gwo‡q Pjvi †Póv K‡i‡Q| g‡b g‡b wew‘`i cÖwZ N„Yv †cvlYI †h bv K‡iwQj, Zv bq| G me
†_‡K Zvi Aciva †eva n‡Z jvMj| g‡b n‡”Q, †m Lye Ab¨vq K‡i †d‡j‡Q| mybxj Rvbvj, jv‡ki
GKUv myivnv Ki‡Z mvivw`b †m nvmcvZv‡jB wQj|
Ñ cviwj wKQz Ki‡Z?
Ñ n, cviwQ|
Ñ Kx K‡iwQm?
Ñ †eBP¨v w`qv AvBm&wQ|
K_vUv wVK ey‡S DV‡Z cvij bv myRq| g‡b n‡jv fyj ïb‡Q| kãUv Zvi Mv‡j Vvm& K‡i GKUv Po
Kwl‡q w`j| †Kv‡bv kã bq, g‡b n‡jv GKUv DËß †j․nkjvKv Xy‡K †Mj Kv‡bi †fZi| Kv‡bi c` ©v
wQu‡o gv_vi gM‡Ri g‡a¨ Zzjj yi‗Í †Zvjcvo|
Ñ Kx ejwj?
Ñ n, †eBP¨v w`wQ| Kx Avi Ki‡ev? 1600 UvKvq †eBP¨v AvBm&wQ|
Qv` †_‡K nVvr hw` wekvj GKUv R¨v‗Í WvB‡bvmiI coZ iæ‡gi g‡a¨, GZUv wew¯§Z n‡Zv bv myRq|
e‡j wK bv Zvi †ev‡bi jvkUv nvmcvZv‡j wewµ K‡i w`‡q Avm‡Q? me wKQz Zvj‡Mvj cvwK‡q hvw”Qj
myR‡qi| gqivi †`vKv‡b KovB‡q dzU‗Í †Z‡ji g‡Zv Zvi gM‡Ri g‡a¨ fxlY Av‡jvob| GI wK m¤¢e?
KZ eo cvlÐ n‡j hyeZx †ev‡bi jvkUv wewµ K‡i w`‡Z cv‡i? gvÎ 1600 UvKvi †jv‡f †h GZ nxb
KvR Ki‡Z cv‡i, †m cïi †P‡qI Aag| wckvP| GZ¶‡Y †h GKUy KiæYv †R‡MwQj, Zv gyn~‡Z© DavI|
†evgvi g‡Zv we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv ivM| G gyn~‡Z©B G†K iæg †_‡K Zvwo‡q †`qv `iKvi| I †Zv mv¶vr cï|
iæ‡g mevB wQj| G K_v ï‡b mevB cv_‡ii g~wZ© n‡j †Mj| Kv‡iv gy‡L †Kv‡bv K_v †bB| mevB
wbev©K| wKsKZ©e¨weg~p| GB fqven ÍäZvi g‡a¨ GK Akixix AvZ¥vi wnm& wnm& kã| †jvKUv †hb
Rxe‗Í GK †cÖZvZ¥v| dzuwc‡q dzuwc‡q Kuv`‡Q| mevi †Kgb fq fq Ki‡Z jvMj| †Kk‡ei g‡b n‡jv
c‡_i KzKz‡ii g‡Zv †jvKUv‡K Nvo a‡i Zvwo‡q †`qv DwPZ| ejjÑ myRq, nvivgRv`v‡K †ei K‡i
`vI|
Ñ G¶ywY GLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q hvwe| AvR Avi GLv‡b †Zvi RvqMv n‡e bv| †Zvi g‡Zv wckvP‡K _vK‡Z
w`‡q Avwg fyj K‡iwQjvg|
Ñ GB ivB‡Z ZvB‡j Avwg KB hv‡ev? AvBRKvi ivBZUv GÆy _vK‡Z †`, KvBj mKv‡j PBj¨v hv‡ev|
Ñ †h wb‡Ri †ev‡bi jvk wewµ K‡i w`‡Z cv‡i; Zv‡K Avwg _vK‡Z RvqMv †`e bv|
Ñ wek¦vm Ki myRq, bv †eBP¨v Avgvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq wQj bv|
Ñ Zvi gv‡b? Kx Ggb N‡UwQj †Zvgvi?
†Pv‡Li Rj gyQ‡Z gyQ‡Z mybxj e‡jÑ nvmcvZv‡j hvBqv †`wn mv`v Kvcy‡o wew‘` XvKv| bvm© KB‡jv, MZ
ivB‡Z †fv‡i gviv †M‡Q| jvk wbqv hvb| Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q †Mjvg, Kx Kx PvR© bvwK jvM‡e KB‡jv| g¨vjv
UvKvi `iKvi| Avgvi Kv‡Q †Zv UvKv bvB|
myRq †¶‡c I‡VÑ wm‡bgv †`‡L †kl K‡i‡Qv, ZvB bv? jvk Qvov‡bvi UvKv bvB, wm‡bgv †`Lvi UvKv
_v‡K| Avgv‡`i e‡jwQm& UvKvi K_v? jvk wewµ K‡i Avm‡Q| †Zvi bvwK Kvb’v ïb‡Z PvB bv| kxNÖ
we‡`q n|
Ñ wek¦vm Ki myRq, Avgvi †Kv‡bv †`vl bv, †Kv‡bv Dcvq wQj bv|
Ñ †Kb , Kx n‡qwQj †h †Zvgvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq wQj bv?
Ñ GKUv wKQz Kx Kiv hvq †nBR‡b¨ †Zv‡Mv Kv‡Q AvBm‡Z PvBwQjvg| Avqv ai‡jv| Zv‡i bvwK eKwkm&
w`‡Z A‡e| wbqg bvwK? †Wv‡gi mv‡_ `¨vnv| KB‡jv †nqv‡MvI bvwK Kx wd w`‡Z A‡e? jvk †bIqvi
RB‡b¨ ev· wKb‡Z A‡e| G¨v‡Zv UvKv †Kvnv‡b cv‡ev| Zvici jvk †Miv‡gi evwo wb‡Z UªvK jvM‡e|
†Wvgiv KB‡jvÑ UªvK fvovB bvwK jvM‡e PvBi-cuvP AvRvi UvKv| ûBb¨v Avgvi †Zv gv_vi wVK bvB| Kx
Kwi? G¨vÆv jvk nvmcvZvj †_BK¨v wb‡Z G¨v‡Zv †fRvj, G¨v‡Zv UvKv| GKUv †Wvg KB‡jvÑ
Ñ jvkUv †eBPwe? g¨vjv UvKv cvwe?
ûBb¨v gv_vq i³ DBV¨v †Mj| KBjvgÑ
Ñ K¨v‡gvb& K_v KI †Zvgiv, jvk †eP‡ev?
GKRb KB‡jvÑ GK AvRvi UvKv cvwe, wP‗Ív KBi¨v `¨vL|
Avwg KBjvgÑ Avgvi eyB‡bi jvk Avwg e¨vP‡ev bv|
Ñ ZvB‡j me wd w`qv jvk wbqv hv? PvBi-cuvP AvRvi UvKv UªvK fvov w`qv jvk evwo wbqv mvRvBqv
ivL? ej` †Kv_vKvi?
Ñ ZvB e‡j jvk e¨vP‡ev?
Ñ Qv°v †`o AvRvi UvKv cvwe| †Kv‡bv wdI jvM‡e bv| UªvK fvovI jvM‡e bv| bvP‡Z bvP‡Z evwo
hvBqv Avivg KBi¨v Lvwe| w`we jvk?
Ñ bv |
Zviv Avgv‡i bvbv w`K eyRvBqv KB‡jv| `‡ji m ©vi KB‡jvÑ
Ñ †evKvwg bv KBi¨v jvk †eBP¨v w`qv hv, `¨v‡ki Kv‡g jv¸K| G¨v‡Ëv¸jv UvKv LiP KBi¨v wbqv, evwo
hvBqv †cvovBqv d¨vjvBwe, Zv‡Z Kx AB‡ev? †b, AviI GK‡kv UvKv w`‡ZwQ| 1600 UvKvB †Zvi
jv‡ki `vg| cyiv UvKvWvB †Zvi jvf| LiP †Zv jvM‡eB bv, dvI 1600 UvKv| ivwR?
Ñ nMj w`K wP‗Ív KBi¨v †`Ljvg †eBP¨v †`IqvB fv‡jv| ZvB e¨vPjvg| KI, G Qvov Avgvi †Kv‡bv
Dcvq wQj?
Ñ jvk †d‡j Zvn‡j GgwbB P‡j AvmwZ? ZvB e‡j wewµ K‡i Avmwe? we‡e‡K †Zvi GKUzI euva‡jv bv?
GKUz eyKI Kuvc‡jv bv? UvKvUv wb‡Z nvZUvI GKUz Kuvc‡jv bv †Zvi?
Ñ UvKv wb‡Z Avgvi wK Kó jv‡M bvB? fvejvg jvk †Zv d¨vjvBqv ivBL¨vB hvB‡Z A‡e| ZvB‡j Avi
Lvwj Lvwj UvKvUv bv wb‡j jvf Kx? bv †bIqvB †Zv †jvKmvb? ZvB wbjvg| gv_vq G¨v‡Zv wKQz wP‗Ív
Z‡nvb AvB‡m bvB| G¨v‡nvb Kx Kwi?
Ñ hv, UvKv †dir w`‡q Avq| Zvici †`Lv hv‡e Kx Kiv hvq|
UvKvUv c‡K‡U cy‡i mybxj †ewi‡q hvq| kxZ iv‡Zi Kzqvkv wP‡i kwn` wgbv‡ii cvk w`‡q †nu‡U hvq
mybxj| c‡K‡U †ev‡bi jvk wewµi 1600 UvKv| Zvi †ev‡bi kix‡ii g‡ZvB Mig| GKevi fv‡eÑ
wdi¨v hvB iæ‡g| wew‘`‡i ev wew‘`i jvkUv †Zv Avi †dir cvIqv hv‡e bv? ïay ïay UvKvWvB gvwW|
_g‡K uvovq| Avevi fv‡eÑ bv, _vDK| wew‘`B bvB, UvKv w`qv Kx A‡e? Avevi fv‡eÑ UvKvB †Zv
nMj| UvKvi R‡b¨B †Zv wew‘` gBi¨v M¨v‡Q| UvKvi R‡b¨B †Zv wew‘`i jvkUv QvovB‡Z cvwi bvB?
1600 UvKv n¨vi Kv‡Q g¨vjv| Mwie gvbyl| GKUv wKQz KBi¨v LvB‡Z cvi‡e| UvKvUv Kv‡R jvM‡e|
†_‡g hvq mybxj| fv‡eÑ iæ‡g wdi¨v wMqv wg_¨v ej‡e †h, UvKv †dir w`qv Avm‡Q| cv Pvjvq n‡ji
w`‡K| nVvr wZb-Pvi Rb †jvK wN‡i uvovq Zv‡K| ey‡K Qzwi †VwK‡q e‡jÑ †ei Ki kvjv, Kx Av‡Q
†Zvi Kv‡Q?
Ñ Rjw` †`, bB‡j XywK‡q †`‡ev|
Ñ Pu¨vPvwe bv GK`g|
Ñ SU&cU& Ki|
fq †c‡q hvq mybxj| nZf¤| Gi Av‡M KLbI wQbZvBKvixi cvjøvq c‡o wb| Kx Ki‡e, ey‡S DV‡Z bv
†c‡i h‗¿Pvwj‡Zi g‡Zv nvZ XywK‡q c‡KU †_‡K †ei K‡i Av‡b UvKvUv| w`‡Z hv‡e; nVvr Zvi Kx g‡b
n‡jvÑ †fuv †`․o| AvKw¯§K G cwiw ’wZi Rb¨ cÖ ‘Z wQj bv †jvK¸‡jv| †cQb †_‡K ZvivI avIqv
Kij| mybxjI Zxi‡e‡M cÖvYc‡Y QzU‡Q| †gwW‡K‡ji †MU w`‡q wfZ‡i Xy‡K †Mj| wQbZvBKvixiv bvMvj
bv †c‡q wd‡i †Mj|
†Wvg‡`i ew Íi w`‡K iIbv w`j mybxj| c‡K‡U jvk wewµi 1600 UvKv| UvKv †Zv bq †hb eviæ`|
UvKvUv‡K Zvi Awfkß g‡b n‡jv| g‡b n‡”QÑ I UvKv bq, wew‘`i ürwcÐ| ayK&cyK& ayK&cyK& Ki‡Q|
wew‘`i †cÖZvZ¥v †hb UvKvq fi K‡i‡Q| wbR©b Kzqvkv †fRv AÜKv‡i nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z Zvi fxlY fq
Ki‡Q| wew‘`i AvZ¥v †hb evZv‡m Kzqvkvi KYv n‡q †f‡m †eov‡”Q| g‡b nq c‡K‡U UvKvi g‡a¨ Xy‡K
c‡o‡Q| jvk wewµi h‗¿YvUv ey‡K cv_‡ii g‡Zv †P‡c e‡m‡Q| UvKvUv †Wvg‡`i Kv‡Q †dir w`‡Z
cvi‡jB †hb nuvd †Q‡o euv‡P| cv_iUv †b‡g hv‡e eyK †_‡K| f‡q f‡q Xy‡K coj ew Íi g‡a¨|
†fZ‡i Avw`g Djøvm| GK`j gvbyl giv Av‡jvq e‡m Zvwo wMj‡Q, Xyj‡Q Avi AK_¨ †LDi wLw Í w`‡q
Akøxj Avb‡‘` †g‡Z i‡q‡Q| mybx‡ji g‡b n‡jv, Giv mf¨ RM‡Zi evwm‘`v bq| Avw`g gvby‡li g‡Zv|
f~‡Zi g‡Zv jvM‡Q| Ii fq n‡Z jvMj| j¶¨ Kij, †h †Wvgiv jvk wK‡b‡Q, Zv‡`i g‡a¨ yÕGKRb
i‡q‡Q †mLv‡b| †Wvg m ©vi‡KI †m wPb‡Z cvij| ejjÑ
Ñ m ©vi, Avwg Avgvi eyB‡bi jvk e¨vP‡ev bv| UvKv †diZ b¨vb| GB b¨vb 1600 UvKv|
Ñ K¨vWv, I ZzB? Rvbm& bv, e¨vPv gvj †diZ Aq bv? jvk ZzB cvwe bv|
Ñ jv‡ki Kvg bvB Avgvi| UvKvUv †diZ b¨vb| G UvKv Avwg wb‡Z cvi‡ev bv| gbWvq Kó jvM‡Q|
†nv †nv K‡i †n‡m DV‡jv mevBÑ kvjv a¤§cyËzi hywaw÷i| gvj e¨v‡”Qvm, cqmv wb‡Qvm; n¨v‡Z Avevi
cvc-cywY¨ Kx †i? UvKv bv wb‡Z Pvm&, †diZ w`qv hv| Avi yB †evZj gvj Uvwb|
mybx‡ji Avevi gZv‗Íi nq| wVKB †Zv, UvKvUv †diZ w`‡jB ev Kx, bv w`‡jB ev Kx? UvKv †Zv UvKv|
KvM‡Ri †bvU| GK nvZ †_BK¨v Ab¨ nv‡Z hvq| †Nv‡i| Zv‡Z †Zv Avi cvc-cywY¨ jvMvi K_v bv?
ZvQvov wew‘`i jvk †Zv Avi †diZ cvIqv hv‡e bv? wgQvwgwQ fvBe¨v gi‡Q| 1600 UvKv Zvi RB‡b¨
Kg bv| GKUv wKQz KBi¨v LvB‡Z cvi‡e| Avevi fv‡eÑ GWv †m Kx me fve‡Q| eyB‡bi jvk wewµi
UvKvq c¨vU Pvjv‡e? Nwoi †cÛyjv‡gi g‡Zv †m yj‡Q| m ©vi ejjÑ
Ñ Kx †i hywaw÷i, jvk bv e¨vP‡j `vb KBi¨v hv, jvk Avi †diZ cvwe bv| UvKvUv †diZ w`qv hv|
†¶vfjvj UvKvUv wbqv †b|
weaŸ Í wech© Í †cÖZg~wZ©i g‡Zv mybxj hLb iæ‡g wd‡i Av‡m, ivZ ZLb cÖvq ev‡ivUv †e‡R †M‡Q| iæ‡gi
†KDB Ny‡gvq wb| mevB †R‡M| Zv‡K †`‡LB myRq ejjÑ
Ñ Kx †i, GZ¶Y jvMj? w`‡qwQm& †diZ?
mybxj wbðzc|
Ñ Kx †i, K_v ejwQm& bv?
mybxj myR‡qi †Pv‡Li w`‡K GKevi ZvwK‡q †PvL bvwg‡q wbj|
wbS©iÑ UvKv g‡b nq †`q wb|
Rq‗ÍÑ I‡K w`‡q wek¦vm †bB|
myRqÑ K_v ejwQm bv †Kb?
†KkeÑ Avi hvB †nvK, G †jvKUv‡K iæ‡g ivLv hv‡e bv fvB? ZvovI wkMwMi|
mybxjÑ G¨v‡Zv ivB‡Z Avwg KB hv‡ev? †Kv‡bvg‡Z AvBRKvi ivBZUv GÆy _vK‡Z `¨vI| †Zvgv‡Mv cv‡q
cwo|
myRqÑ Am¤¢e, ZzB G¶zwY †ewi‡q hvwe| Avi †Zvi GLv‡b RvqMv n‡e bv|
Ñ Avwg cvc KiwQ myRq, Avgv‡i ¶gv Ki| Avwg m°v‡jB PBj¨v hv‡ev| AvBRKvi ivBZUv GÆz _vK‡Z
†`|
†KkeÑ _vK‡j IB e¨vjKwb‡Z _vK‡Z cv‡iv| †Zvgvi g‡Zv wckvP‡K iæ‡g ivL‡Z cvi‡ev bv|
Rq‗ÍÑ I †Zv mv¶vr f~Z| I iæ‡g _vK‡j, f‡q g‡iB hv‡ev|
myRqÑ _vK‡j IB e¨vjKwb‡Z _vK‡Z cvwim| iæ‡g bq| †Kv‡bv weQvbv-cËiI cvwe bv| evwjkI bv|
mybxj Zv‡ZB ivwR nq| Zv‡K e¨vjKwb‡Z cvwV‡q †fZi †_‡K `‡ivRv eÜ K‡i w`j| †fZ‡i _g_‡g
f‡qi RgvU euvav •btk‡ã, hvi hvi weQvbvi I‡gi g‡a¨ †PvL eÜ K‡i c‡o _vKj PviRb wkw¶Z
hyeK| Nyg Gj bv Kv‡iv †Pv‡LB| †Kej g‡b nw”Qj iæ‡gi AÜKv‡i Ny‡i †eov‡”Q wew‘`i AZ…ß AvZ¥v|
evB‡i cuvP Zjvi e¨vjKwb‡Z kxZ Avi Kzqvkvi AÜKv‡i mybxj GKvwK ky‡q| ZviI Nyg †bB †Pv‡L|
†Kej g‡b n‡”Q, †m fxlY cvc K‡i‡Q| g‡i †h‡Z B‡”Q nq| ZviI fq Ki‡Q| KLbI kã K‡i P‡j
hvq Unj`vwi cywj‡ki wRc| KLbI iv‡Zi •btkã wP‡i wPrKvi K‡i I‡V iv Ívi KzKzi| mybx‡ji g‡b
nq, wew‘`i AvZ¥v Zvi Pvicv‡kB Av‡Q| fq fq K‡i| kxZI c‡o‡Q fq¼i| †Quov‡Luvov Kvc‡oi
e¨vMUv‡K Avi Zvi Rvgv Kvco †Kv‡bv iKg Mv‡q Rwo‡q ï‡q _v‡K|
bv| Nyg Avm‡Q bv Kv‡iv| myR‡qi g‡b n‡”Q, †jvKUvi cÖwZ AwePvi Kiv n‡”Q| Avevi †fZ‡iI ivL‡Z
B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv| †Kk‡ei g‡b n‡”Q, Zvi Pvicv‡kB Ny‡i †eov‡”Q wew‘`i AvZ¥vUv| myR‡qi g‡b coj,
†m iv‡Zi wew‘`i K_v| myR‡qi nvZUv wew‘` †ek †Rv‡i †P‡c a‡iwQj| Zvi GKUv Avjv`v A_© wQj|
Kx A_© wQj? wew‘`i Rb¨ gbUv †Kgb K‡i DVj| wew‘` wK Zv‡K fv‡jvevm‡Z †P‡qwQj? fve‡Z fve‡Z
†Kgb GKUv Z‘ ªvi g‡Zv GmwQj| meviB †Pv‡Li cvZv wRI‡ji AvVvi g‡Zv Ny‡g Rwo‡q GmwQj|
wK‗‘ Nygy‡Z cviwQj bv| nVvr e¨vjKwbi `‡ivRvq av°v| aogo K‡i D‡V e‡m †Kke|
Ñ myRq, kx‡Z gBi¨v †Mjvg| GKLvb Kuv_v w`we myRq? myRq, GKLvb Kuv_v †` bv? Avgvi kxZ Ki‡Q|
GKjv GKjv fq Ki‡Q|
myR‡qi Nyg †f‡O hvq| D‡V GKLvbv Kuv_v †`q| Avevi ï‡q c‡o| †ek LvwbK c‡i Avevi `‡ivRvq
av°vÑ
Ñ myRq, Avwg evuP‡ev bv| Avgv‡i wfZv‡i †b| Avgvi fq Ki‡Z‡Q| myRq, Avgvi Lye fq Ki‡Z‡Q|
†Kk‡ei agKÑ †Zvgv‡K †h Avgv‡`i fq K‡i| Zzwg †Zv f~Z| †Zvgvi Avevi fq Kx? _v‡Kv ILv‡bB|
Avgv‡`i wKQz Kivi †bB| ivZ hZ Mfxi nq, kxZ ZZ RgvU nq| gvKomvi Rv‡ji g‡Zv mybxj‡KI
†Zgwb †cuwP‡q †cuwP‡q a‡i f‡q| Pvicv‡k †m wew‘`i Aw¯ÍZ¡ †Ui cvq| wPrKvi w`‡q DV‡Z B‡”Q nq|
†kv‡K, yt‡L, Aby‡kvPbvq Zvi g‡i †h‡Z B‡”Q K‡i| GK cvc-†eva Zv‡K NyY‡cvKvi g‡Zv Kzu‡i Kzu‡i
Lvq| hZ fv‡e, fqUv ZZ †Ru‡K e‡m| wbR‡K Zvi cvlÐ g‡b nq| kxZ, fq Avi cvc‡eva Zv‡K
cvMj K‡I †Zv‡j| wKQz¶Y ev‡` Avevi `‡ivRvq yg& yg& kãÑ myRq, Avgvi fxlY fq Ki‡Z‡Q|
Avgv‡i wfZv‡i †b| fvwi kxZ| Gnv‡b _vK‡j Avwg euvP‡ev bv| ï‡bI ïbj bv †KD| †h hvi g‡Zv
ï‡q _vKj| K¬vw‗Í Avi Aemv‡` GKmgq Nywg‡q coj mevB|
yt¯c’ †`‡L †Kk‡ei Nyg †f‡O †Mj †fv‡ii w`‡K| ev_iæ‡g †Mj| wd‡i G‡m Rj †L‡jv| Zvici
weQvbvq ï‡Z hv‡e, ZLb g‡b n‡jvÑ †jvKUv Kx Ki‡Q, GKUz †`wL| wQUwKwb Ly‡j `‡ivRv mvgvb¨ GKUz
duvK K‡i †jvKUv‡K †`L‡Z cvq bv| Kx e¨vcvi? Avi GKUz Ly‡j cy‡iv e¨vjKwbUv †`‡L Pg‡K I‡V
†Kke| †bB| †m †bB| †Kv_vI †bB| cuvP Zjvi e¨vjKwb †_‡K nvIqv| wbðqB f~Z| wPrKvi w`‡q
I‡V †Kke| iæ‡gi mevi Nyg †f‡O hvq| aodo †R‡M I‡V mevB| †Kke Kuvc‡Q| f‡q| Qz‡U Av‡m
myRq| †Kv_vI †`‡L bv mybxj‡K| Zvn‡j? iæ‡gi `‡ivRv †Zv eÜ wQj| ixwZgZ †f․wZK e¨vcvi|
iæ‡gi me KUv evwZ R¡vjv‡bv n‡jv| `‡ivRv eÜ _vKvq iæ‡gi g‡a¨ mybx‡ji Avmvi †Kv‡bv m¤¢vebvB
†bB| ZeyI, m‡‘`n ~i Kivi Rb¨ me †P․wKi wb‡P, Avjbvi †cQ‡b, Zb’ Zb’ K‡i †LvuRv n‡jv| †bB|
†m †bB| Zv¾e e¨vcvi| Av¯Í GKUv gvbyl nvIqv| f‡q mevi wRf ïwK‡q KvV| eyK yiæ yiæ| Kv‡iv
gy‡L †Kv‡bv K_v †bB| e¨vjKwb‡Z Qz‡U hvq myRq|
AÜKvi ZLbI Kv‡U wb| evB‡i Kzqvkv Mvp| cÖPÐ kxZ| ivZ †cvnvevi ZLbI A‡bK evwK| GKUv
KvKI Wv‡K wb ZLbI Mv‡Qi Wv‡j| iv Ívi wbqb Av‡jvi evwZ Kzqvkvq wf‡R ey‡ov gvby‡li †Pv‡Li
g‡Zv wgU wgU R¡j‡Q| Av‡jvUvI †hb f‡q cvÐzi n‡q †M‡Q| ey‡Ki †fZiUv Qu¨vr K‡i DVj| gyn~‡Z©
e¨vjKwb‡Z Suy‡K uvovq myRq| wb‡P ZvKvq| iv¯ Ívi Icv‡ki j¨v¤ú‡cv‡÷i wbqb evwZi cvÐzi Av‡jvi
GKdvwj, †`qvj Uc‡K G cv‡k G‡m c‡o‡Q, wewìs Gi †cQ‡bi w`KUvq| e¨vjKwbi wb‡P| †Wª‡bi
Dci| AvovAvwo c‡o Av‡Q GKdvwj f‡q cvÐzi, wng kxZj giv Av‡jv| d¨vKv‡m| weeY©| GK UzK‡iv
Amnvq Av‡jvi jvk| evwK Pvicvk AÜKvi| Mvp Kzqvkvi gvqvRvj|
e¨vjKwbi GKcv‡k †PvL †h‡Z †`Lv †MjÑ cyuUwji g‡Zv mybx‡ji †Quov‡Luvov Kvc‡oi e¨vM| Qov‡bv
wQUv‡bv Rvgv-Kvco| cwiZ¨³ Kuv_v| Pvicv‡k c‡o Av‡Q m Ív Avqbv, wPiæwb, wew‘`i wjwcw÷K|
cv‡kB GK †Zvov UvKv| AevK nq myRq| g‡b n‡jvÑ I UvKv bq, wew‘`i kixi|
wbjvgevjv
GK
gv_vi Ici MbM‡b Pzwjø| Suv Suv †ivÏyi| nbnb meyR| QzU‡Q| Mvj †e‡q Rj Mwo‡q co‡Q Avkivdzj
Avjg mey‡Ri| wVK †evSv hv‡”Q bvÑ Kvb’v bv Nv‡gi Rj| Kcv‡j, wPey‡K, †Pv‡Li wb‡P R‡ji aviv| hv
Mig c‡o‡Q, Nv‡gi Rj nIqvB ¯vfvweK| wK‗‘ Zvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q g‡b n‡e †m Kuv`‡Q| †h †KD
†`‡LB ZvB g‡b Ki‡e| wK‗‘ ivRc‡_ nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z wK †KD Kuv‡`? n‡Z cv‡i K¬vw‗Í Avi Aemb’Zvq
Nv‡gi RjUv‡KB †Pv‡Li Rj e‡j g‡b n‡”Q| Avevi yÕ‡UvB †jvbv R‡ji aviv| •R¨‡ôi wcPXvjv iv¯Ívq
nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z cy‡iv wf‡R †M‡Q meyR| g‡b nq GK ckjv e„wó n‡q †M‡Q wKQz¶Y Av‡M| KviY, c¨v‘U
ïK‡bv, RvgvUv wf‡R Mv‡qi mv‡_ †j‡Þ Av‡Q| A‡bK w`‡bi cyi‡bv| cvrjv n‡q †M‡Q| †fZ‡ii
†MwÄUv RvqMvq RvqMvq †Quov| evB‡i †_‡K †`Lv hvq| RvgvUv ïK‡bv _vK‡j Aek¨ †Quov¸‡jv †evSv
hvq bv| GKUvB Rvgv, GKUvB c¨v‘U| †bvsiv n‡j iv‡Z †K‡P †`q| mKv‡j ïwK‡q hvq| Zvici fuvR
K‡i evwj‡ki wb‡P †i‡L †`q wKQz¶Y| Bw ¿ Kiv kv‡U©i g‡Zv fuvR n‡q hvq| Avjv`v K‡i Bw ¿ Kiv
jv‡M bv| Z‡e †hw`b B‘UviwfD _v‡K, †mw`b Mwji †gv‡oi ÔcwicvwU †avjvBÕ jwÛª †_‡K Bw ¿ Kwi‡q
Av‡b| †mLv‡bI LiP †e‡o‡Q| Av‡M GKUv kvU© ev c¨v‘U †`o UvKv wbZ| GLb yÕUvKv K‡i‡Q| Avek¨
Bw¯¿ Ki‡jI Zvi yÕUvKvB R‡j hvq|
†m †Zv dzjevey n‡q wi·v wKsev Mvwo‡Z B‘UviwfD w`‡Z hvq bv| Ggb wK ev‡mI bv| †nu‡U †nu‡UB
hvq| KZBev eo XvKv kni? wZb-Pvi NÈvq G-gv_v †_‡K I-gv_v †nu‡U hvIqv hvq| ZvQvov nuvU‡j
e¨vqvgI nq, kixi gReyZ _v‡K| cqmvI euv‡P| Avi B‘UviwfD w`‡Z †ewk ~i nuvUvI jv‡M bv| †m
_v‡K jvjev‡Mi Iw`KUvq| RMb’v_ mvnv †ivW| ¸jkvb, ebvbx Aek¨ Gwo‡q hvq meyR| KviY, Zvi
g‡b nq Ime RvqMvq Zvi PvKwi n‡e bv| Zvi _vKvi RvqMv †_‡K B‘UviwfD w`‡Z †h‡Z yÕNÈvi †ewk
jv‡M wb Zvi †Kv‡bvw`b| Kx Avi Ggb c_? MÖv‡g _vK‡Z Gi †P‡q †ewk nuvU‡Z n‡Zv cÖwZw`b| ZvB †m
nuv‡U| nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z RvgvUv wf‡R hvq| nq e„wó‡Z, bq †iv‡` †N‡g| wfR‡eB| kxZKv‡j †fRvi
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K‡i g‡bi g‡a¨| fv‡eÑ ÔKzKzi †Zv †ev‡S bv| wK‗‘ Avwg †h eywS? Avi Rvwb, I †Q‡j Avgvi bq|
Gic‡iI Kx K‡i †g‡b †bB?Õ
Ggb mgq GKUv Kvc‡oi cyuUwj †Kv‡j Zvi Kv‡Q G‡m nvwRi we‘ y †e․w`Ñ Ô†bI, QvIqvj †Kv‡j †bI|Õ
†Q‡jUvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKv‡ZB Mv R¡‡j DVj ev`‡ji| g‡b nq Zvi †Pv‡L gwi‡Pi ¸u‡ov wQwU‡q w`j
†KD| †Kgb Ny‡g Rov‡bv †Pv‡L wcU wcU K‡i ZvKvq| †Lv‡j †Lv‡j fve K‡i, Avevi †Lv‡jI bv|
†Kgb B‘ y‡ii ev”Pvi g‡Zv †`L‡Z| ev`j Zvi evc bq e‡j ZvKv‡ZI g‡b nq ev‡a| kvjv Rwg`vi
cyËzi! †Nb’v n‡jv ev`‡ji| fv‡eÑ †m †Quv‡eI bv IB B‘ y‡ii ev”Pv| †m †Zv Avi KzKz‡ii g‡Zv wb‡ev©a
bq| e‡jÑ ÔZzwg †Zv Rv‡bv †e․w`, I QvIqvj Avgvi bv| I RviR m‗Ívb Avwg †Quve bv|Õ
¤øvb ‡n‡m we‘ y ejjÑ Ôm‗Ívb wK RviR Aq? G †ZvgviB QvIqvj| `¨vL‡Qv bv, bvKUv K¨v‡gvb †Zvgvi
g‡ZvB?Õ Pg‡K I‡V ev`j| mwZ¨B †Zv, Zvi mv‡_ †Kv_vq †hb GK Avðh© wgj i‡q‡Q ev”PvUvi| fv‡jv
K‡i †`‡L ev”PvUv‡K| wVK †hb ZviB g‡Zv| †PvL, gyL, bvK, KcvjUv| Avevi fv‡eÑ a¨vr, me ev”PvB,
†`L‡Z GKB iKg| KzËvi ev”Pv, B‘ y‡ii ev”Pv, †KvbUvi †_‡K †KvbUv Avjv`v Kiv hvq? R‡b¥i cici
me wkïB GKB iKg| Avjv`v †Kv‡bv †Pnviv _v‡K bv| ev`j wbwðZ n‡q †MjÑ G †Q‡j Zvi bq|
ejjÑ ÔZvB‡jI Avwg †Zv Rvwb, I QvIqvj Avgvi bv|Õ we‘ yÑ ÔAvi AvwgI †Zv Rvwb, G QvIqvj
†ZvgviB| we‘ y †gv‡UB AmZx bv| Avi †Zvgvi eDw`‡iBev AZ Lvivc fve‡Qv K¨vb? g‡b Av‡Q †h
Kqw`b Zzwg Avgvi Kv‡Q †MwQjv, †m Kqw`b Av‡M w_KvB yjy ev‡ci evwo †MwQ‡jv?Õ
ev`j †hb we y¨r¯ú„ó nq| uvwo‡q c‡o we¯§‡q| mswer wd‡i †c‡q Aùz‡U e‡j I‡VÑ Ôe‡jv Kx †e․w`?
yjy ...Õ| g‡b c‡o †m w`b¸‡jvi K_v| yjy‡K †ek D”Qj g‡b n‡Zv ZLb| Zv‡Z Zvi Lye Cl©v n‡Zv|
ivM n‡Zv| kix‡ii Uv‡bB P‡j †h‡Zv we‘ yi Kv‡Q| Zvn‡j wK ...? Kx GK Avb‘` †L‡j hvq †`‡n I
g‡b| †m evev n‡q‡Q| I †Q‡j Zvi| †ejy‡bi g‡Zv nvjKv n‡q hvq ev`j| Zvi Do‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q|
bvP‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q| G †h `viæY Am¤¢e| ZvB N‡U‡Q| Avi w ’i _vK‡Z cvi‡Q bv †m| g‡bi ARv‡‗ÍB
nvZ †Rvov GwM‡q hvq mvg‡bi w`‡K| we‘ y e‡j I‡VÑ Ô_vK, G h‡nvb †Zvgvi QvIqvjB bv; Z‡nvb
c‡ii QvIqvj †Kv‡j wbqvBev Kx jvf?Õ GK cvK Ny‡i †Q‡jUv‡K wb‡q wd‡i Pjj we‘ y| G †Kvb
Zvgvkv? G †nuqvwji †Kv‡bv gv‡bB eySj bv ev`j| wK‗‘ yjyi Rb¨ gbUv †Kgb QUdU K‡i DVj| †Kb
†hb g‡b nq yjyi Ávb wdiæK| yjy †hb †eu‡P hvq| †hb bv g‡i| ev”Pv QvB hviB †nvK, †m wb‡Ri
e‡jB Pvwj‡q †`‡e| GB cÖ_g yjyi Rb¨ Zvi gbUv û û K‡i DVj| MÖx‡®§i ïK‡bv b`x n‡qwQj †h
fv‡jvevmv, AvR Zv Kvbvq Kvbvq c~Y© n‡q yÕK~j Qvcv‡bv el©vi eb¨v| GB cÖ_g ev`‡ji g‡b n‡jv Zvi
fv‡jvevmv RgvU eid n‡qwQj `yjyi Rb¨| yjy ïay ZviB| Avevi †m my‡Li Ni euva‡e| GKUv KzKzi hw`
cv‡i, †m cvi‡e bv †Kb? KzKz‡ii †P‡q †Zv †m Aag bq? Zxeª GK Avb‘` †gkv‡bv D‡ËRbv ev`j‡K
cvMj K‡i †Zv‡j|
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G mgq AvZzi Ni †_‡K †f‡m Av‡m Kvb’vi aŸwbÑ ÔG ZzB Kx Kiwj †e․gv? Avgv‡Mv duvwK w`qv PBj¨v
†Mwj| †mvbvi UzKiv . . . gv‡Mv . . . kËzi . . . †Zvi †Kv‡ji gvwbK . . . Õ WyK‡i Kuv`‡Q ev`‡ji gv|
ev`j cv_‡ii g‡Zv w ’i| Zvi cv yÕ‡Uv †hb AvU‡K †M‡Q gvwU‡Z| c„w_exi mg Í ¯ú‘`b †hb †_‡g
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n‡q Avjwc‡bi g‡Zv AvU‡K _vKjÑ KzKzwii GKUv ev”Pv‡K Av`i Ki‡Q KzKziUv| Kzqvkv †K‡U wM‡q
†iv`Uv KLb †hb Zxeª cÖLi n‡q D‡V‡Q|
cÖni
cvwK Ívwb cvZvKvUv wQu‡o dvjvdvjv K‡i †djj ev‣o evwoi myLPuv`| cvZvKv UvOv‡bvi euvkUv Quz‡o
†d‡j w`j gv‡V, Ggbfv‡e †h g‡b n‡jv k¥kv‡b gov †cvov‡bv †k‡li AcÖ‡qvRbxq euvk IUv| me‡P‡q
†QvU e‡j ARq wQj jvB‡bi cÖ_‡g| gvÎ mvZ eQi| K¬vm Iqvb| ¯‥zj ïiæi Av‡M G‡K A‡b¨i Kuv‡a
nvZ †i‡L RvZxq msMxZ MvIqv n‡Zv ÔcvK mvi Rwgb mv` ev` ... cvwK Ívb wR‘`vev`, cvwK Ívb
wR‘`vev`, cvwK Ívb wR‘`vev`, wR‘`vev`, wR‘`vev`, cyie evsjv k¨vgjx gvq ... |Õ ARq mevi mvg‡b
e‡j Zvi nvZ wb‡PB _vKZ; Kv‡iv Kuv‡a ivLvi cÖ‡qvRb n‡Zv bv| ¯‥zj ïiæi Av‡Mi GB e¨vcviUv Zvi
fv‡jvB jvMZ| wK‗‘ IBw`b nVvr Kx n‡jv K¬vm †dv‡ii avwo †Q‡jUv, †h bvwK evievi †dj K‡i Ges
hvi nvZ-cv‡qi †jvg eo eo, eo gvbyl‡`i g‡Zv Ges hvi m‡e †gvP MwR‡q‡Q, †mB myLPuv` nVvr
†Kv_v †_‡K G‡m mevB‡K AevK K‡i w`‡q euvkUv a‡i, cZvKvUv bvwg‡q SUKv Uv‡b cyi‡bv b¨vKovi
g‡Zv dodo wQu‡o †djj Ges mevB‡K Zvwo‡q w`j| †køvMvb aijÑ ÔcvwK Ívb, wbcvZ hvK; cvwK Ívb,
wbcvZ hvK|Õ wkK‡ji g‡Zv jvBbUv QÎf½ n‡q †Mj gyn~‡Z©| Z‡e †mw`b †_‡K ¯‥zj eÜ n‡q †Mj|
mevB ejvewj KiwQj hy× †j‡M‡Q|
†mw`b mܨvq A‡bK †jvK R‡ov n‡qwQj evwoi `w¶Y-cwðg †Kvbvq| g`bKvKvi aby‡Ki g‡Zv euvKv
ZvjMvQUvq D‡V A‡b‡K †`LwQj G‡`‡ki gvwU‡Z cÖ_g R¡‡j IVv GiKg Av¸‡bi †jwjnvb wkLv|
†evjZwj evRvi ILvb †_‡K cuvP/Qq gvBj| R¡j‡Q cy‡ivUv| AvKvk Quy‡Z Pvq KzÐjvwqZ †auvqv| Zvi
DËvc Ges Awfkvc †hb Zv‡`i †Quvq| Avb‘`¸‡jv Bu yi Qvbv n‡q M‡Z© †muwa‡q hvq; Kcv‡j †i‡L hvq
ywð‗Ívi evjyPwi fuvR| ivZ ev‡o| Av¸‡bi iO †g‡L †Pv‡L weQvbvq hvq gvbyl| iv‡Z ï‡q ARq cÖk’
K‡iÑ evev, hy× Kx?
ARq-myRq yÕfvB‡K gvSLv‡b †i‡L yÕcv‡k evev Avi gv †kvq| GK eQ‡ii †QvU myRq e‡j I‡VÑ †nu,
hy× †P‡b bv, hy× AB‡jv wMqv †Ljv| evev Pzc †g‡i _v‡K| ARq Avevi e‡jÑ
Ñ evev, cvZvKvWv †Quo‡jv K¨vb?
Ñ IWvi Avi `iKvi bvB; †nB R‡b¨|
Ñ evev, evRv‡i Av¸b †`‡Q K¨vb?
Ñ G¨v‡nvb ¸gvI evev, KvBj K‡ev‡b|
ivZ †cvnv‡j GjvKvi ZiæY ms‡Ni K‡qKRb hyeK †Mj †evjZwj evRvi †`L‡Z| †Mvwe‘`, kwdK,
fewmÜz, i‡gk Avi mykxj †evjZwj †_‡K †divi c‡_ †gwkbMv‡bi ¸wji wb‡P coj| Kvr n‡q ï‡q
iv¯Ív †_‡K Mwo‡q coj wb‡P, Lv‡ji †fZi| Avi †f‡m DVj bv| i‡³ jvj n‡q †Mj Rj| bvK
RvwM‡q c‡o _vKj govi g‡Zv| wgwjUvwi wd‡i †M‡j Iiv evwo †divi K_v fve‡Q| †Mvwe‘`i evg
nv‡Zi KbyB‡q Ges mykx‡ji Wvb nuvUz‡Z †j‡M‡Q ¸wj| Iiv DV‡Z wM‡q †Ui †cj mykxj nuvU‡Z cvi‡Q
bv| Zvi Wvb cv APj| Kuv‡a aivawi K‡i m‡Üi w`‡K Zviv i³-gvLv cuvP Rb MÖv‡g wdij| cyjcvi
eUZjv †`vKvb N‡ii Kv‡Q G‡m †`vKv‡bi †ew‡Z j¤v K‡i ïB‡q w`j mykxj‡K| cv †_‡K i³ Si‡Q
ZLbI| nuvUz‡Z AvU‡K i‡q‡Q ¸wj| avivj Qzwi n¨vwi‡K‡bi Av¸‡b cywo‡q nwic` Wv³vi mykx‡ji nuvUz
Luy‡P Luy‡P †ei K‡i Avbj cvwK Ívwb †gwkbMv‡bi ¸wj| kZ kZ †jvK R‡ov n‡q †Mj gyn~‡Z©| mevB
fxZ-m‗¿ Í-bxie| GZ †jvK A_P †Kv‡bv kã †bB| †hb me cv_‡ii g~wZ©| k¥kv‡bi wb¯ÍäZv| i³
gvLv‡bv ¸wjUv †`vKvwbi Kuvmvi _vjvq ivLj Wv³vi| †QvÆ GKUv Vyb& kã n‡jv| A_P kãUv †hb †QvÆ
bq; fqvbK, weKU GK AvZ©bv`| ¸wji ¯úk© †c‡q Kuvmvi _vjvUv †hb wPrKvi K‡i DVj| kã AvZ¼
n‡q Qwo‡q coj cÖ‡Z¨KUv ürwc‡Ð| kãUv †kl n‡jv bv; †Mu‡_ _vKj cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki ey‡K|
ciw`b mvZcvo evRv‡ii wkey †cvÏv‡ii gyw`i †`vKv‡b Av¸b †`evi Av‡M wgwjUvwi‡`i kL n‡jv
wkey‡K †K‡ivwm‡b m’vb Kiv‡bvi| wkeyi †`vKv‡b nv‡Zi Kv‡QB cvIqv †Mj †K‡ivwm‡bi wUb| wUb a‡i
Dcyo K‡i w`j wkeyi gv_vq| Zvici dRi Avwj †g¤vi ejjÑ Ô†` †`․o nvjvi gvjvD‡bi cyZ| euvPwZ
Pvwj cvjv|Õ cv yÕ‡Uv fvwi yÕgYB yÕ‡Uv cv_i, Zey wkeyi †m Kx Li‡Mvk †`․o! wK‗‘ wkey ZLbI Rv‡b
bv, g¨vPKvwV R¡‡j D‡V‡Q †cQ‡b| Qzu‡o w`‡q‡Q Zvi w`‡K| †Ui †cj ZLb, hLb AvZkevwR n‡q R¡‡j
D‡V‡Q wkey| D‖£v‗Í QyU‡Q GKRb AwM’gvbe| †m GK „k¨ e‡U! Mv‡qi †MwÄ, jyw½ me †`․o‡Z †`․o‡Z
Ly‡j †dj‡Q wkey| wK‗‘ Av¸b †b‡f bv| Z…òvZ© wR‡f †K‡ivwmb †P‡U ZZ¶‡Y Pwe©i ¯v` †c‡q‡Q
Av¸b| wkey †`․oq ... Av¸b †`․oq ... cyKzi †Luv‡R ... Zvi Pvgov cy‡o mv`v; Pvgov †cvov MÜ †`․oq
... wkeyi wPrKvi †`․oq ... | GK mgq Ava‡cvov Av Í gvby‡li †iv÷ n‡q wkey c‡o _v‡K iv Ívi av‡i;
evZv‡m Zvi MÜ fv‡m| ZLbI †iv÷ nq wb hviv, bv‡K Kvco Pvcv w`‡q Zviv †`‡L wkey gyw`i †iv÷|
AR‡qi evev Awbj †m „k¨ †`‡L wd‡i G‡m iv‡Z Avi †L‡Z cv‡i bv| bv‡K †j‡M i‡q‡Q wkey gyw`i
†iv‡÷i MÜ| ewg Av‡m; IK Av‡m| ARq GKUz GKUz eyS‡Z cv‡iÑ GB-B eywS hy×| †PvL euyR‡jB †m
wkey †cvÏv‡ii †iv÷ †`‡L| †`‡L, wkey †`․ovq R¡j‗Í gvbyl| gv‡S gv‡S fq nqÑ nqZ wkey bq; Zvi
evev| evev bqZ?
Ñ evev, gvBb‡m gvBb‡m‡i gv‡i K¨vb?
Ñ gvBb‡m gvBb‡m‡i gv‡i bv evev; cï‡Z gvBb‡m‡i gv‡i|
Ñ evev, Avgv‡Mv evwo‡ZI wK Av¸b †`‡e?
evev K_v e‡j bv| †cÖZcyixi g‡Zv wb¯Íä MÖvg| mviv MÖvg g‡b nq
Nyg‗Í| wK‗‘ Kv‡iv †Pv‡L Nyg †bB| iv‡Zi Nyg we`vq wb‡q‡Q †PvL †_‡K| †fvi‡ejv m~h© I‡VÑ Av‡jv
bq, Av¸b n‡q; AvZ¼ n‡q; AvZ¼ wb‡q| GLv‡b ILv‡b R¡‡j I‡V evwo| gvbyl cvjvq| cÖvYf‡q Qz‡U
hvq we‡ji w`‡K| w`‡b cvwj‡q _v‡K; iv‡Z wd‡i Av‡m N‡i| m~‡h©v`‡qi Av‡M Ni Qv‡o; N‡i †d‡i
m~h©v‡¯Íi ci| cÖwZw`b evwo †cv‡o, Ni †cv‡o, gvbyl †cv‡o| ¸wjwe× nq gvbyl| ¯c’‡cvov gvby‡liv
wPi‡K‡j evc-`v`vi wf‡U †Q‡o cvjvq| cÖwZiv‡Z cÖ‡Z¨K evwoi †Kv‡bv bv †Kv‡bv GKwU cwievi cvwo
Rgvq fvi‡Zi D‡Ï‡k¨| ARq‡`i evwoi A‡a©K Lvwj| wKQz‡ZB fvi‡Z †h‡Z Pvq bv Awbj| †h‡Z
PvB‡jI m¤¢e bq hvIqv| ARq-myRq bv ym-by ym yB fvB Av`‡i eo n‡q‡Q| AZ c_ nuvU‡Z cvi‡e
bv| ZvQvov ¯v¯’ fv‡jv _vKvq Kuv‡a ev †Kv‡j K‡iI Zv‡`i wb‡q cvwj‡q hvIqv m¤¢e bq| Zv‡Z nqZ
†e‡Nv‡iB cÖvYUv hv‡e| Zvi †P‡q †`‡ki gvwU‡ZB giv fv‡jv| ZvB fvi‡Z hvevi cwiKíbv evwZj nq|
wK‗‘ ARq-myRq yÕfvB‡K wb‡q we‡ji R‡j cvwj‡q euvPvI m¤¢e bq| yÕw`b eD ev”Pv wb‡q Awbj
cvjv‡Z †MwQj ejevwoi cv_v‡i| Mjv ch©‗Í R‡j Wywe‡q KPzwii g‡a¨ bvK RvwM‡q cy‡iv w`b e‡m
_vKvUv LyeB K‡ói| Zvici KLbI †Xvov mvc P‡j hvq Mv‡qi Dci w`‡q; KLbI †RuvK jv‡M Mv‡q|
Avi ARq-myRq wPrKvi w`‡q I‡V| Zv‡Z Ab¨iv †L‡c hvq| kZ kZ Kv‡jv Kv‡jv gv_v R‡ji Dci
KPzwii g‡a¨ †`Lv hvq ej evwoi cv_v‡i| mvivw`b R‡ji g‡a¨ _vKvq VvÐv †j‡M yÕR‡bi yÕw`‡bB
Kvwk n‡q †M‡Q| Awbj †f‡e †Kv‡bv wKbviv Ki‡Z cv‡i bv|
eyw×Uv Aek¨ Awb‡ji eD wbg©jvi gv_v †_‡KB †eiqÑ
Ñ †nv‡bv, Avwg G¨vÆv KZv fvewQ, Nivwg‡Mv Avi ev‣o‡Mv GB yB cyKz‡ii gB‡Ïnv‡b †h R½j, weivU
†e‡Zi †Svc; Zvi gB‡Ï _vK‡Z cv‡i bv ARq Avi myRq?
Ñ Kxfv‡e _vK‡e? fq Ki‡e bv?
Ñ †e‡Zi †Sv‡ci gB‡Ï euv‡ki gvPvb evbvBqv, Zvi Dcvi GÆv Kv‡Vi ev· evbvBqv w`‡j Aiv _vK‡Z
cv‡i bv?
Ñ †kqvj, evMWvmv, LvUv‡ki fq cv‡e bv? ZvQvov mvc‡Lvc Av‡Q| nv‡qbv Av‡Q|
Ñ Z³v w`qv G¨vÆv ev· KBi¨v `¨vI| †eBj I‡Vv‡bi Av‡MB A‡Mv yBRb‡i ev‡·i gB‡Ï ivBL¨v Zvjv
gvBiv hv‡ev| mBܨvi ci Zvjv LyBj¨v wbqv Avm‡ev|
Ñ w¶av jvM‡j Lv‡e Kx?
Ñ †K․Uv fBi¨v wPov Avi ¸o ivBL¨v hv‡ev| Avi GK Kjm Rj|
Ñ cvqLvbv-†c”Qve cvB‡j Kx Ki‡e?
Ñ wb‡Pi G¨vÆv Z³v AvjMv ivLev| cvqLvbv-†c”Qve cvB‡j Z³vLvb DVvBqv Ki‡e| Avi cv‡ki Z³v
¸jvb mvgvb¨ GÆz duvK duvK KBi¨v jvMvev hv‡Z Mi‡g gBi¨v bv hvq|
ARq Avi myR‡qi mvivw`‡bi Mv XvKv †`evi RvqMvUv GgbB wbivc` n‡q‡Q †h †e‡Zi †Svc †K‡U
cwi®‥vi bv Ki‡j Zv‡`i Aw¯ÍZ¡B †Ui cvIqv hv‡e bv| mKv‡j ev‡·i g‡a¨ yÕRb‡K f‡i Zvjv eÜ K‡i
evev-gv P‡j hvq ejevwoi we‡j; m‡Üi c‡i wd‡i Zvjv Ly‡j evwo wb‡q hvq| wK‗‘ gyw¯‥j n‡q‡Q w`‡bI
†mLv‡b †kqvj Wv‡K, †`․‡o hvq †ewR; Z³vi duvK w`‡q †`Lv hvq mv‡ci dYv wKsev G‡K‡eu‡K P‡j
hvIqv †MvL‡iv| yÕfvB RovRwo K‡i wbðzc c‡o _v‡K mKvj †_‡K m‡Ü| Zv‡`i c„w_ex‡Z Av‡m bv
KLbI D¾¡j w`b| Gfv‡eB †K‡U hvq G‡KKUv cÖni|
yB Z³vi gvSLv‡b mvc †XvKvi g‡Zv duvK †bB| wK‗‘ †h mvgvb¨ duvK Zv w`‡q mv‡ci wRf Xy‡K hvq|
†mw`b ycy‡i wnm& wnm& mv‡ci wRfUv wfZ‡i Xy‡K †M‡j wPrKvi w`‡q I‡V yB fvB| KbyB‡q †eu‡a D‡ë
hvq R‡ji Kjm| †Zóv †c‡jI GK †duvUv Rj cvq bv †L‡Z| ïK‡bv wP‡o Avi ¸uo †Zóv †`q AviI
evwo‡q| A‡c¶vq _v‡K KLb m‡Ü n‡e; KLb ivZ bvg‡e; ZLb evev G‡m wb‡q hv‡e| evwo wd‡i Rj
†L‡Z cv‡e| evwo wd‡iB gv ivb’v Povq cÖwZw`b| gv‡Qi †Svj w`‡q fvZ Lv‡e| wP‗Ív¸‡jv Kó n‡q;
Kó¸‡jv AkÖæ n‡q †ewi‡q Av‡m †Pv‡L| Kv‡jv Kv‡jv AkÖ渇jv Kv‡jv AÜKv‡i †g‡k|
cvKv Rv‡gi g‡Zv m‡ÜUv wd‡K †_‡K AviI Mvp nq| Mvp AÜKvi AvVv‡jv AvjKvZivi g‡Zv †j‡M
_v‡K Pvicvk| †mB Nb y‡f© ¨ †`qv‡j wbqZ R¡jv-†bfv †RvbvwK‡`i †QvU †QvU wQ‡ ªi g‡Zv †`Lvq
†Sv‡ci †fZi| nv‡qbvi †PvL R¡‡j I‡V Z³vi duv‡K; †kqvj †W‡K hvq Pvicvk Ny‡i| evev Av‡m bv|
wccvmvq wRf ïwK‡q hvq| mv‡c-†ewR‡Z hy×; †duvm duvm| f‡q ey‡Ki i³ wng| K_v e‡j bv|
evRcvwL KoKo—oooo ... K‡i I‡V ... evev Av‡m bv| gv Av‡m bv| I‡`i wek¦vmÑ evev Avm‡e ... gv
Avm‡e ... ivZ hZB †nvK; evwo wdwi‡q †b‡eB Zv‡`i| Z…òvq ... f‡q ... cÖZx¶vq ... cÖZ¨vkvq ...
K¬vw‗͇Z ... X‡j c‡o yÕfvB| ivZ KZ ... Iiv Rv‡b bv ... wek¦vm ... evev Avm‡e, gv Avm‡e ... †kqvj
Avi WvK‡e bv ... wb‡f hv‡e nv‡qbvi †PvL|
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†m․i‡fi nv‡Z w`‡q cywjk mycvi ej‡jbÑ GLbI wK Avcwb gyL Lyj‡eb bv?
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Ñ bxjv †Kv_vq GLb?
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y‡ai eb¨v| gY‡K gY ya evi nwZ‡Q gv Kvjxi eyK w_BK¨v| nvRvi nvRvi gvbyl †fwO cBo‡Q Zv
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cvij bv weRq|
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GiKg NUbv g½j MÖ‡n N‡U‡Q ïb‡jI bv †h‡q cviv hvq bv| †mB Kzqvkv Kzqvkv kxZ †fv‡iB Avgiv
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Avm‡Q-hv‡”Q| wMRwMR Ki‡Q gvbyl| ¯’vqx †gjv e‡m †M‡Q Avkªg wN‡i| weRq ejjÑ
Ñ `¨vL‡Qvm Kx KvÐ! G¨v‡nvb wek¦vm AB‡jv?
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AP©bv n‡Zv| yaevev G‡m gv‡qi †meK †m‡R‡Q| Avi ivZvivwZ cÖPvi I cÖmvi N‡U‡Q|
eUMv‡Qi gMWv‡j euvav DuPz j¤v euv‡ki gv_vq Do‡Q jvj SvÐvÑ wbkvb| A‡bK ~i †_‡K †m wbkvb
†`‡L c‡_i wbkvbv Kiv hvq| cy‡iv GjvKv Ry‡o A‡bK †jv‡Ki mgvMg n‡jI mewKQz wbqw‗¿Z| nv‡Z
jvj wd‡Z euvav †¯”Qv‡meKiv jvwU‡gi g‡Zv Nyi‡Q hÎZÎ| GKw`‡K mvwie× †`vKvbcvUÑ wgwói
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Qwei †`vKv‡b Szj‡Q bvqK-bvwqKvi Qwe| DËg-m~wPÎvi Qwe| iex‘ ªbv_-kirP‘ ª-bRiæ‡ji weK…Z Qwe|
GK cv‡k Ryqvi AvÇv, GK w`‡K Pj‡Q XvK-†Xvj wcwU‡q bvP Mv‡bi gvZgÑ mvay m‡b’¨mx‡`i wRwKi|
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cv‡kB fuvovi N‡i Rgv n‡”Q †mme|
hviv yaevevi †`Lv †c‡Z Pvb ev ya cv‡bi †KivgwZ †`L‡Z Pvb Zv‡`i Rb¨ gw‘`i| †mLv‡bI myk„•Lj
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†jvnvi wmÜzK Zvjve×| cÖYvgx ILv‡bB †dj‡Z nq| †KD mvayevevi c`¯úk© Ki‡Z PvB‡j ev c`a~wj
†c‡Z PvB‡j, †eovi GKUv ¯’v‡b wKQzUv duvKv ivLv Av‡Q, †mLvb w`‡q nvZ evwo‡q cv †Quv‡e| Kviæ cÖwZ
†¯úkvj KiæYv n‡j yaevev Kvjxi ey‡K gyL jvwM‡q ya †U‡b †bb Ges †mB ya f‡³i nv‡Z KzjKzwPi
g‡Zv wdK K‡i †d‡j †`b| f³ †P‡U cy‡U †L‡q gv_vq gy‡Q iv‡Lb| Kv‡iv †Kv‡bv AmyL n‡j wKsev
†Kv‡bv wKQz PvB‡j wZwb GKUv wKQz w`‡q e‡jbÑ ÔLv gvwU, gvwU Lv; gvwU‡ZB wg‡k hv|Õ Avi †Kv‡bv
K_v †Zgb e‡jb bv| Z‡e gv‡S gv‡S luv‡oi g‡Zv ûug K‡i û¼vi †`b|
yaevevi †Muvd, `vwo, Pzj hZeo nIqv cÖ‡qvRb Zvi †P‡qI eo; wbg’v‡½ jvj Kvco Ges DaŸ©v‡½ jvj
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Ges Mv‡qi iO, A‡b‡K Zv‡KI mv¶vr R¨v‗Í gv Kvjx Vvni K‡i em‡Z cv‡i|
†h‡nZz jvBb GKUvB, ZvB bvix cyiæl Ic‡_B mvay `k©b Ki‡Z hvq| weRq Avgvi nvZ a‡i jvB‡b
†XvKvi gy‡LB G‡b uvo Kivj, wK‗‘ Kx Kvi‡Y XyKj bv| AvwgI Zvi †cQ‡b uvov‡bv| GKUz c‡i hLb
GKUv †g‡q jvB‡b XyKj, †`Lv †Mj weRq Zvi †cQ‡b uvwo‡q †Mj Ges Zvi †cQ‡b Avgv‡K uvov‡Z
Bkviv Kij| jvBb Lye ax‡i, k¤¢yK MwZ‡Z mvg‡b G‡Mvq; AvgivI|
Avwg †Zv AevK! Mv‡q Avgvi KuvUv w`‡”Q| GI wK m¤¢e! weRq wg‡_¨ e‡j wb; gvwUi cÖwZgvi eyK †_‡K
ya †e‡iv‡”Q! Avwg w ’i n‡q †Mjvg| †`LwQ GB A‡j․wKK „k¨| weR‡qi w`‡K ZvwK‡q †`wL weRqI
GK „‡ó †`L‡Q, Z‡e Ab¨wKQz| ya LvIqv †m eûevi †`‡L‡Q| I Zvi Kv‡Q cyi‡bv Kvmyw‘`| †m gv
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dzjKwj| Aek¨ gv Kvjx Avi Kvj•fiexi cv‡k Zv‡K mi¯Zx wKsev j²xi g‡ZvB jvMwQj| Muv‡qi
iOUv Pvcv Kv‡jv, UvbvUvbv †PvL, j¤v Pzj; me wgwj‡q †`ex †`ex jvMwQj| weR‡qi `„wói w ’iZvi KviY
†mLv‡bB|
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Ñ ûug&|
gv‡b Kx Pvm&?
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Avwg G fvlvi A_© eySjvg bv| cv‡kB wQj GKRb wkl¨| wZwb Abyev` K‡i w`‡jbÑ evev KB‡Z‡Qb,
†Zvi g‡b gqjv Av‡Q| gbUv cwi®‥vi Ki|
Avevi kãÑ ûug&, ûug&, ûug&|
Abyev` GjÑ †Zvi g‡b m‡‘`n| gbUv‡i cweÎ Ki|
fq fq Ki‡Z jvMjÑ mwZ¨B †Zv Avgvi g‡b m‡‘`n| g‡b g‡b Avwg †Zv yaevev‡K eyRiæK VvD‡iwQ|
eySj Kx K‡i? ZeyI †Kb †h evevi AhvwPZ KiæYv ewl©Z n‡jv Avgvi Dci? gv Kvjxi ya gy‡L f‡i
G‡b ej‡jbÑ ûug&| Abyev`Ñ nvZ cvZ|
nvZ cvZjvg| cyP& K‡i †Q‡o w`‡jb Dò Dò ya| gv‡qi ya K‡e †L‡qwQ, g‡b †bB Zvi ¯v`|
fvejvg, gv Kvjxi ya †L‡qB †`wL bv †Kgb jv‡M| wK‗‘ mvayevev gy‡L K‡i †h yaUzKz w`‡jb, †L‡Z
†Kgb †Nb’v KiwQj| BZ¯ÍZ KiwQ| G mgq Avevi kãÑ ûug&|
Abyev`Ñ Lv, †L‡q †b; Lv gvwU, gvwU Lv; gvwU‡ZB wg‡k hv|
hv _v‡K Kcv‡j, †PvL eyu‡R wM‡j †djjvg meUzKz| Avgvi Ae ’v wÎk¼zi g‡Zv; bv cviwQ wMj‡Z, bv
cviwQ †dj‡Z| Gici wm‘ y‡K cÖYvgx w`‡q †ewi‡q Gjvg| wK‗‘ Mv †Mvjvw”Qj| †ewk¶Y †P‡c ivL‡Z
cvwi wb| gv Kvjxi ya `B nevi Av‡MB ewg n‡q †Mj|
Gev‡i †gjv `k©‡b †eiæjvg| wLwjcv‡bi †`vKv‡bi mvg‡b wM‡q uvovjvg| iO-†ei‡Oi Kvco Ry‡o
•Zwi †cvkvK c‡i K¬vDb †m‡R wLwj wewµ Ki‡Q GK †jvK| cv‡bi Dci gkjv w`‡q dz‡ji g‡Zv
mvRv‡bv| Zv‡Z Kx GKUv Zij †X‡j Av¸b awi‡q †`q| Zvici GKUz `viæwPwb †m‘U †X‡j †L‡Z †`q|
cuvP UvKv K‡i `k UvKv w`‡q yÕRb yÕ‡Uv wLwj wK‡b gy‡L cy‡i Pjjvg| weRq †U‡b wb‡q †Mj Ryqvi
AvÇvq| wM‡qB cÂvk UvKvi GKUv †bvU evwR aij| nvij| gyL Kv‡jv K‡i wKQz¶Y uvwo‡q †_‡K
Avgvi nvZ a‡i †U‡b wb‡q Pjj Ab¨w`‡K| MuvRvi AvÇv| Ô†e¨vg †fvjvÕ e‡j e‡m coj weRq|
Kj‡KUv nv‡Z wb‡q K‡qK `g w`‡ZB b„Z¨ ïiæ| Zv‡K b„Z¨ bv e‡j †bZ¨ ejvB fv‡jv| weRq †hb
`¶h‡Ái mZxnxb wke| ïiæ n‡jv ZvÐe b„Z¨| avZ ’ n‡j †fv‡Mi cÖmv` (wLPzwo) †L‡q Mv‡Qi Qvqvq
Kz¤¢K‡Y©i Nyg| Nyg fv‡O m‡Üi AviwZi NÈvaŸwb‡Z| ZLb Avi evwo †divi Dcvq †bB e‡j ILv‡bB
†_‡K †Mjvg|
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mܨv-AviwZ| gw‘`‡ii mvg‡bi PvZv‡j e‡m‡Q Avmi| a~c-ay‡bvi †avuqvi M‡Ü-k‡ã Pviw`K Av‡gvw`Z|
gvSLv‡b mvayevev, cv‡k Kvj‣fiex| †Lvj-KiZvj-gw‘`iv evwR‡q Pj‡Q KxZ©b| Mvb MvB‡Q c~Y©kkx
evDj| evev Ges Zvi wkl¨iv wKwÂr gv‡qi cÖmv`, gv‡b KviYmyav cvb K‡i ï× n‡q‡Q| KxZ©‡bi mgq
Pj‡Q MuvRvi `g| GK gyn~Z© †`wi bv K‡i weRq e‡m coj acvm K‡i| ejjÑ ÔGnv‡bB _vBK¨v hvB|
gv‡qi †meK nB‡q, Kx ewjm&? fwel¨r fvjv Av‡Q|Õ
Avwg ejjvgÑ Ô†m †Zv e‡UB| fw³i mv‡_ A_©, †gv¶, Kvg, g`, gyw³ Ges dzwji mvwb’a¨ meB RyU‡e|Õ
yaevevi GKMv`v wk‡l¨i g‡a¨ †ewki fvMB ZiæY| Zvi cÖavb KviY fw³ bq, dzjKwj; Ii‡d dzwj|
yaevev †h gvQaiv wQc †d‡j‡Q Mfxi R‡j, dzwj Zvi GKUv wekvj †Uvc| †Usiv, cyuwU GgbwK †kvj-
†evqvjI †Uvc †M‡j| ZiæY f³‡`i g‡a¨ dzwji KvQvKvwQ e‡m †h, bvg Zvi wn‡Zb; GjvKvi †g¤i
nx‡i‡‘ ªi GKgvÎ †Q‡j| K‡j‡R c‡o| yaevevi Ab¨Zg cÖavb GKRb mvM‡i`| mvM‡i` bv e‡j jvwV
ejvB fv‡jv| yaevevi k³, ZiæY GKUv jvwVevwnbxI Av‡Q| hw` KLbI cÖ‡qvRb c‡o| GB
jvwVevwnbxi g~j wfwË dzwj| Avi gv‡qi cÖmv`-MuvRv wKsev KviYmyav| †m Avmi e‡m m‡Üi c‡i|
AviwZi gva¨‡g hvi ïiæ, †kl Zvi wewcb eveyi KviYmyavq|
weR‡qi mv‡_ mv‡_ AvwgI e‡m cojvg Avm‡i| c~Y©kkx evD‡ji Mv‡qi iO hv, Zv‡Z Zv‡K c~Y©Kvjx
evDj wKsev c~Y©wbwk evDj ejvB mgxPxb| bqZ Agvem¨v evDj ejvB fv‡jv| KÉUv wK‗‘ Zvi †ek
wgwó| Mvb a‡i‡QÑ Ôk¨vgv bv‡gi jvMj Av¸b, Avgvi †`n-a~cKvwV‡Z ...|Õ
yaevevi GKUv cÖavb •ewkó¨Ñ Lye GKUv K_v e‡jb bv| ïay ûg& ûg& K‡ib| Kv‡jf‡ ª yÕGKUv K_v
e‡jb| ZvI f³‡`i D‡Ï‡k¨Ñ ÔLv gvwU, gvwU Lv; gvwU‡ZB wg‡k hv|Õ wn‡Z‡bi Kv‡Q dzwj †hb Av¸‡bi
dzjwK| j¶¨ Kijvg AviwZi duv‡K wn‡Zb Avi dzwji LybmywU| weRq ejjÑ ÔRv‡bvm&, dzwji mv‡_
†g¤‡ii QvIqv‡ji wcwiZ?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔZ‡j Z‡j G‡Zv LeiI †hvMvo n‡q †M‡Q?Õ
weRq †hb wewewm| me Lei Rv‡b Ges Z_¨¸‡jv †gvUvgywU wbfy©j| weR‡qi Kv‡Q ïbjvgÑ †g¤i‡K
bvwK yaevevi cÖYvgxi fvM w`‡Z nq| Ryqvi Avmi ewm‡q‡Q †g¤i| Ryqvwoiv cÖwZw`b G eve` UvKv
†`q| †gjvi wewfb’ †`vKvb †_‡KI bvwK Puv`v †Zvjv nq|| †Pqvig¨vbI Zvi fvM cvq| †Pqvig¨vb-
†g¤i‡`i GKUv eo Avq GB †gjv|
†Lqvj n‡jv weRq MuvRv †U‡b AvDU| †m KLbI gv Kvjx mv‡R, KLbI gnv‡`e; KLbI wmivR-D`-
†`․jv| GK mgq weRq Anj¨v cvlvYx n‡q Nywg‡q coj| A‡b‡KB B‡Zvg‡a¨ Kz‡cvKvr| Avgvi Nyg
AvmwQj bv †gv‡UB| ZvB †ewi‡q cojvg ivwÎ `k©‡b| iv‡Zi †gjviI GKUv iƒc Av‡Q| †mUv Ab¨iƒc|
gv‡qi ywbqvq †kvevi RvqMvi Afve †bB †Kv‡bv| †h †hLv‡b †hfv‡e †c‡i‡Q; ï‡q‡Q| wbwð‡‗Í Nywg‡q
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Ki wU‡c wU‡c †Mv‡b| ¸‡b ¸‡b fyj K‡i e‡j| KLbI AvU, KLbI mvZ, KLbI bq, KLbI Qq| Z‡e
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†evSvi eqm nevi Av‡MB ey‡S †M‡Q Ges †h․eb Avmvi Av‡MB †R‡b †M‡Q †h․e‡bi ag©| mygwZ ZvB
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Zvi gv_v Nvgv‡Z nq wb| †Kv‡bv Sw° mvgjv‡Z nq wb KLbI|
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cvÎwUi mÜvb G‡bwQj cv‡ki MÖv‡gi NUK dwUKPuv`| †Q‡ji evwo weµgcyi; XvKvi KvQvKvwQ|
†gvUvgywU Ae ’vcb’| †m †`‡k cvÎxi eo Afve; ZvB ~i †`‡k G‡m‡Q we‡q Ki‡Z| Kx my‘`i, Avi Kx
AgvwqK Zvi e¨envi| wkw¶ZI e‡U| gv‡S gv‡S Bs‡iwR e‡j| ÔmygwZi Kx fvM¨ÕÑ Zvi gv fv‡e|
MÖvgevmxI| Kx bgª, Kx f ª! cv Quy‡q mygwZi gv‡K cÖYvg K‡i e‡jÑ
Ñ gv, Avcbvi †g‡qi †Kv‡bv Kó n‡e bv| Avi c‡ii evwo †eMvi LvU‡Z n‡e bv| Avkxe©v` Ki‡ebÑ
Avgiv †hb my‡L _vK‡Z cvwi| my‡L _vK‡Z we‡qi c‡ii w`bB mygwZ Zvi ¯vgxi mv‡_ P‡j hvq
weµgcy‡i| c_ †gv‡U dz‡ivq bv| w`b hvq, ivZ hvq; w`b Av‡m| weµgcyi Av‡m bv| mygwZ Rv‡bÑ
weµgcyi eû`~i| wK‗‘ Rv‡b bv, weµgcyi; KZ KZ ~i!
evm †_‡K †b‡g Avevi evm| †mB evm cv‡ë Ab¨ evm| wi·v| †Uªb| wi·v| U¨vw·| wi·v| wekvj GK
kni| wMR& wMR& gvbyl| Mv‡q Mv‡q Nlv jv‡M| eo eo `vjvb| Giv K_vI e‡j †hb Zv‡`i g‡Zv bq|
Ab¨ iKg| mygwZ †ev‡S bv| wjL‡Z-co‡Z cv‡i bv e‡j †Kvb RvqMvq G‡m‡Q, ZvI eyS‡Z cv‡i bv|
¯vgx e‡jÑ
- GB n‡jv weµgcyi|
wb‡q †h evwo‡Z I‡V, Zvi ¯vgx e‡jÑ †mUv Zv‡`i evwo| mygwZ AevK nqÑ KZ eo `vjv‡bi gvwjK
Zvi ¯vgx! Zvi ¯vgx bvwK PvKwi K‡i| mKv‡j †ewi‡q hvq, mܨvq †d‡i| †mw`b mܨvq wUc& wUc& e„wó|
¯vgx evwo wd‡iÑ
Ñ ZvovZvwo •Zwi n‡q b¨vI| GK eÜzi evwo †bg‗Íb’| mygwZ •Zwi nq| wi·vq P‡o †eov‡Z hvq|
GLv‡bi wi·v †hb †Kgb| wVK wi·vi g‡Zv bq| eo eo PvKv| gvby‡l Uv‡b| nv‡Z NÈv ev‡R Xs Xs|
IB Xs Xs kã ïb‡j mygwZi ey‡Ki †fZiUv †hb Kx iKg †Ku‡c †Ku‡c I‡V|
GKUv evwoi mvg‡b G‡m wi·vUv _v‡g| weivU †MuvdIqvjv `v‡ivqvb `‡ivRv Ly‡j †`q| ¯vgxi †cQb
†cQb h‗¿Pvwj‡Zi g‡Zv mygwZ †Xv‡K| Zvi Mv †Kgb Qg& Qg& Ki‡Z _v‡K| GKUv N‡ii mvg‡bi c ©v
GKUz duvK Ki‡ZB †fZi †_‡K MgM‡g GK KÚ †e‡R I‡VÑ
Ñ AvB‡q, AvB‡q| B‡q †Zv enZ Av”Qv jvowK n¨vq| e¨q‡V|
mygwZ fv‡eÑ †Kvb ai‡bi K_v e‡j Giv? Zv‡`i g‡Zv bq| mygwZ e‡m| †Kgb big| cvQv Wy‡e hvq|
cÖvq c‡o †MwQj| Zvi ¯vgx †jvKUvi Kv‡Q wM‡q e‡m| †jvKUv †hb ev”Pv nvwZ| wekvj †cU| g‡b nq
†c‡Ui g‡a¨ wZb/Pvi‡U ev”Pv i‡q‡Q| †jvKUv cvwZwkqv‡ji g‡Zv †Kgb L¨vK L¨vK K‡i nv‡m| GKUv
K_vI mygwZ eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| †evZj †_‡K Kx GKUv †Mjv‡m Xv‡j| Avi GKUz GKUz PzgyK †`q| g‡b
nq Rj Lvq| wK‗‘ Rj wK †KD IiKg GKUz GKUz Lvq? †jvKUvi †PvL yÕ‡Uv Revdzj| K_v e‡j, g‡b
nq wR‡f cv_i euvav| Rwo‡q _v‡K|
Kv‡b Kv‡b Kx K_v nq, mygwZ †ev‡S bv| Zvici yÕRb D‡V P‡j hvq cv‡ki N‡i| wd‡i Av‡m GKUz
c‡i| mygwZ‡K Zvi ¯vgx e‡jÑ
Ñ Zzwg e‡mv| evB‡i GKUz KvR Av‡Q| Avwg KvRUv †m‡iB P‡j Avm‡ev| Avgvi eÜz, †Zvgvi †Kv‡bv
fq bvB| P‡j hvq| mgq †gv‡U m‡i bv| wKsev m‡i hvq, †Ui cvq bv| ¯vgx Av‡m bv| ivZ ev‡o|
kn‡ii ivZ †evSv hvq bv| ¯vgx †d‡i bv| ywð‗Ív ev‡o| nvwZi g‡Zv †jvKUv Uj‡Z Uj‡Z Kv‡Q
GwM‡q Av‡m| wb‡P big Mw`i †mvdv, Dc‡i big Mw`i g‡Zv †jvKUv; mygwZ Zwj‡q hvq| Gi c‡ii
Aa¨vq mygwZi Rvbv; Zvi Av‡Mi †Pbv| ivZ †kl nq wK nq bv, mygwZi ¯vgx Avi †d‡i bv| mygwZ
wekvj fywoi wb‡P Pvcv c‡o †_‡K hvq|
mygwZi Kó nq, wK‗‘ ZZ Lvivc jv‡M bv| G AÜKvi RM‡Zi m‡½ Zvi cwiPq eû w`b a‡i| cv_©K¨
GUzKzBÑ Av‡M evmb-†Kvmb gvR‡Z n‡Zv; GLb Mv wUc‡Z nq| Av‡M fv‡jv RvqMvq _vK‡Z w`Z bv;
GLb fv‡jv RvqMvq _v‡K| Av‡M MÖv‡g wQj; GLb kn‡i| Av‡M Wvj-fvZ; GLb †cvjvI-wewiqvwb|
mgm¨v GKUvBÑ IB AvovB-gwY †jvKUv‡K Zvi fq jv‡M| cvnv‡oi g‡Zv †P‡c e‡m Zvi Mv‡q| Zvi
k¦vm eÜ n‡q Avm‡Z Pvq| Avi GKUv mgm¨vÑ Zv‡K N‡ii evB‡i KLbI †eiæ‡Z †`q bv| `g eÜ n‡q
Av‡m|
w`b hZ hvq, mygwZ ZZ Aw¯’i n‡q I‡V †eiæevi Rb¨| w`‡bi ci w`b Pviw`‡K ïay †`qvj Avi †`qvj|
fvjøv‡M bv, my‡hvM LyuR‡Z _v‡K| †jvKUv †Zv mvivw`b evwo _v‡K bv| Ab¨ †Kv‡bv †jvKI bvB evwo‡Z|
`v‡ivqvbUv ïay _v‡K| ZvI •Lwb †L‡q mvivw`b Xyj‡Z _v‡K| e‡m e‡m `v‡ivqvbUv bvK WvK‡Q| my‡hvM
ey‡S cv wU‡c wU‡c †ewi‡q c‡o mygwZ| wK‗‘ hv‡e †Kv_vq? †m †P‡b bv wKQzB| G kniB †P‡b bv
mygwZ| mvg‡b †h Mwj cvq, †m Mwj‡ZB nuv‡U| c‡_ GKUv †jvK‡K †W‡K wR‡Ám K‡iÑ
Ñ I evey ,GWv †Kvb& RvqMv?
Ñ k¨vg evRvi|
Ñ GWv wK weµgcyi bv?
Ñ e‡j Kx? weµgcyi †Kvb RvqMv? GUv KwjKvZv kni|
Ñ GBWv KwjKvZv? bvg ûbwQ|
Ñ Zzwg †Kv_v †_‡K GmQ?
Ñ AvgMÖvg|
Ñ AvgMÖvg? †m Avevi †Kv_vq?
Ñ bvg †nv‡bv bvB? dwi`cyi, dwi`cyi|
Ñ Zv GLv‡b G‡j Kx fv‡e?
mygwZ e‡j hvq me| eveywU Lye ü`qevb| mygwZ‡K e‡jÑ
Ñ Zzwg Avgvi mv‡_ G‡mv|
mygwZ †hb GK UzK‡iv †gN, hvi †Kv‡bv †`k †bB; wbevm †bB| AbyK~j evZvm †c‡jB †f‡m P‡j|
wbiæ‡Ø‡M wbiæ‡Ïk K‡i hvÎv| eveywU †hLv‡b wb‡q hvq, †mLv‡b GiKg eû bvix-cyiæl †Nviv‡div K‡i|
PzwcPzwc K_v e‡j; Ae‡k‡l GKRb cyiæ‡li mv‡_ Avmv †g‡qUv Ab¨ cyiæ‡li mv‡_ P‡j hvq| mygwZi
Aek¨ wKQz‡ZB wKQz Av‡m hvq bv| †m †`‡L Avi K_v †kv‡b| K_v ï‡b ï‡b †m ey‡S †bqÑ RvqMvUvi
bvg eDevRvi Ges GLv‡b †g‡q wewµ Kiv nq| †m eyS‡Z cv‡i, eveywU Zv‡K wewµi Rb¨ GLv‡b wb‡q
G‡m‡Q| †m Gev‡i GI eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q, †h Zv‡K we‡q K‡iwQj; Avm‡j †mI Zv‡K wewµ K‡i w`‡qwQj
IB nvwZi g‡Zv gv‡ovqvwi †jvKUvi Kv‡Q| mygwZ fv‡eÑ meLv‡bB wK GK KvÐ! mevB wK ïay G
e¨emvB K‡i? ïay fv‡e; wK‗‘ †Kv‡bv cÖwZwµqv †bB| G‡Z Zvi wKQz hvq Av‡m bv| Ae‡k‡l †mI Avi
GKevi wewµ n‡q hvq| mygwZ hv‡K Ôwe‡qÕ †f‡ewQj; GLb eyS‡Z cv‡i, Avm‡j ZvI wQj wewµ nIqv|
ZviI Av‡M eveyiv, evey‡`i †Q‡jiv †Mvc‡b UvKv w`Z; †m’v-cvDWvi wK‡b w`Z| mygwZ †ev‡SÑ Avm‡j
ZvI wQj wewµ nIqv| mygwZ fv‡eÑ evievi wewµ nevi Rb¨B wK Zvi Rb¥ n‡qwQj?
†ek wKQyw`b ev‡` †mLvb †_‡KI mygwZ cvjvq| †mvbvMvwQ e‡j GKUv RvqMvq G‡m c‡o nuvU‡Z
nuvU‡Z| Zvi †Kv‡bv e¨vM †bB; †cvkvK †bB; UvKv †bB; cqmv †bB| c‡_i wfLvwi| †mLv‡b †cu․‡Q
†`‡LÑ my‘`i my‘`i †g‡qiv my‘`i my‘`i †cvkvK c‡i, †m‡R ¸‡R †Rvovq †Rvovq XjvXwj Ki‡Q| †KD
†KD †Kgb †Kgb K‡i cyiæl‡`i w`‡K ZvKvq, Bkviv K‡i| e¨vcviUv Kx, Rvb‡Z B‡”Q Rv‡M| ZvQvov
Lye w¶‡aI †c‡q‡Q| Av‡ Í Av‡ Í †fZ‡i Xy‡K c‡o| †gvUv g‡Zv GK eq¯‥ gwnjv‡K †`‡L, Zvi Kv‡Q
wM‡q e‡jÑ
Ñ I w`w`, GBWv †Zvgv‡Mv evwo? n¨viv Kx K‡i?
Ñ Zzwg †Kv_v †_‡K G‡m‡Qv?
Ñ AvgMÖvg| dwi`cyi| hv w¶`v jvM‡Q| KqWv LvIb †`ev? gwnjvi Kx g‡b n‡jv, GKUz wP‗Ív K‡iÑ
Ñ P‡jv, †fZ‡i P‡jv| Lvevi †`‡ev|
GLv‡bI mygwZ AvUKv c‡o †Mj| mygwZI GLb iO †g‡L, XO& K‡i Bkvivq cyiæl Wv‡K| nvm‡Z B‡”Q
K‡i bv; ZeyI nv‡m| †Q‡j‡ejvq Zv‡`i MÖv‡g †`Lv hvÎvi bvwqKv‡`i g‡Zv K_v e‡j| mygwZ L‡Ïi
a‡i; L‡Ïi Qv‡o; †Kej †m wb‡RB ew‘` gvKomvi Rv‡j| wb‡R‡K wb‡R Qvov‡Z cv‡i bv| mygwZi Kó
nq wK nq bv; Zv †m †ev‡S bv| ïay †ev‡SÑ Gi †P‡q Zvi MÖvgB fv‡jv wQj| wK‗‘ Kx K‡i wdi‡e †m
Zvi wcÖq AvgMÖv‡g? †m c_ †P‡b bv; NvU †P‡b bv| UvKv-cqmv †bB| ZvQvov †m GUzKz ey‡S †M‡Q †h,
†m GLv‡b ew‘`| †eiæ‡bvi †Kv‡bv iv Ív †Lvjv †bB| GLv‡b cyiæ‡liv Av‡mÑ †ewi‡q hvq| †g‡qiv Av‡m,
Avi †eiæ‡Z cv‡i bv| †Q‡j‡ejvq evN NyuwU †L‡j‡Q A‡bK| †m †hb †Q‡j‡ejvi †mB NyuwUi g‡Zv
evNew‘`| †eiæ‡bvi Avkv ZvB RuvZvK‡ji Bu yi|
Zey cvjv‡Z †Zv Zv‡K n‡eB| cvwj‡q †eov‡bvB †h Zvi Rxeb| wK‗‘ †hLv‡bB cvjvq; †h․eb hvq Zvi
mv‡_| ZvB Avevi cvjv‡Z nq| †m †hb iwk‡Quov wWOv, fv‡m| fvm‡Z fvm‡Z G NvU, INvU †VvKi
Lvq; Avevi fv‡m| euvav c‡o bv †Kv‡bv Nv‡U| mygwZ ZvB Rv‡b bvÑ †K Zvi ¯vgx; Avi †K Zvi L‡Ïi?
Kvi Kv‡Q, KÕevi wewµ nq; wewµi UvKv †K cvq? †KvbUv we‡q, Avi †KvbUv †ePv‡Kbv; †m cv_©K¨ Luy‡R
cvq bv|
†m Avevi cvjvq| B‡Zvg‡a¨ †K‡U †M‡Q eûKvj| KZKvjÑ Zv †m Rv‡b bv| KviY, G AÜKvi cjøx‡Z
KLbI m~h© I‡V bv| w`b-ÿY ew‘` n‡q hvq AÜKvi †Niv‡Uv‡c| wPi †R¨vrm’vi †R․jym GLv‡b| ZvB
†Kv‡bv wn‡me †bB w`b wKsev ivwÎi| n‡Z cv‡i K‡qK gvm wKsev eQi| wKsev hyM hyM| Avw`-A‗Ínxb
AÜKvi| AÜKvi wP‡i GKw`b †m †ewi‡q Av‡m c‡_| iv¯Ívq cywjk †`‡L| †m cywjk †P‡b| Zv‡`i
Kv‡Q me Ly‡j e‡j| e‡j, Zvi evwo dwi`cyi| AvgMÖvg| †m evwo †h‡Z Pvq| cywjkiv Zv‡K Mvwo‡Z
K‡i _vbvq wb‡q hvq| †mLv‡bI cywjkiv Zvi ¯vgx nq| iv‡Z †jvW‡kwWs n‡j GK cywjk Kv‡Q G‡m
Zvi Mv‡q nvZ †`q| cÖ_‡g †m fq †c‡q Auvr†K I‡V| cywjk e‡jÑ
Ñ †Zvi Kx n‡q‡Q?
Ñ R¡i AB‡Q|
Ñ †Kv_vq, †Zvi Mv †Zv Mig bv?
Ñ Avgvi A‗ÍiR¡iv AB‡Q|
G kãUv ï‡bwQj †mvbvMvwQi GK eveyi Kv‡Q| mygwZi N‡i G‡j, cÖ_g w`‡bB, mygwZ GKUz †Ku‡c
D‡VwQj| eveywU e‡j D‡VwQjÑ
Ñ Kx †i, †Zvi wK R¡i n‡q‡Q?
mygwZ e‡jwQjÑ ÔbvÕ
Ñ Zvn‡j wK A‗ÍiR¡iv n‡q‡Q?
†mB †_‡K mygwZ K_vUv wk‡L †i‡L‡Q| my‡hvM ey‡S AvR cÖ‡qvM K‡i w`j| Avi cywjkI Zv‡K cÖ Íve
w`jÑ
Ñ ZzB Avgvi eD nwe? Avwg †Zv‡K we‡q Ki‡ev|
mygwZ Rv‡bÑ ÔeDÕ nevi gv‡b Kx? Ôwe‡qÕ K_vUvi A_© Kx? ZvB ivwR n‡q hvq| e‡jÑ
Ñ ZvB‡j Avgv‡i evwo cvVv‡q †`ev‡b?
Ñ nu¨v, Kvj mKv‡jB e¨e ’v Ki‡ev|
Gici †jvW‡kwWs Gi †fZi mygwZ wKQz¶‡Yi Rb¨ cywj‡ki eD nq| cywj‡ki eD n‡jI ÔKvjÕB Zv‡K
†`‡k †diZ cvVv‡bvi e¨e¯’v †bqv nq bv| AviI wKQzw`b Zv‡K nvR‡Z AvUKv _vK‡Z nq Ges AviI
wKQz cywj‡ki eD n‡Z nq| Zvici Zvi evwo‡Z †diZ cvVv‡bvi e¨e ’v †bqv nq Ges K‡qK eQi ev‡`
mygwZ weµgcyi †_‡K bvBI‡i Av‡m AvgMÖv‡g Zvi evevi evwo| MÖv‡g Gi †ewk †KD wK”Qz Rv‡b bv|
mygwZ iUvqÑ Zvi ¯vgx †Kv_vq wbiæ‡Ïk n‡q †M‡Q; Avi †Kv‡bv †LuvR cvIqv hvq wb Zvi| ¯vgxi R‡b¨
A‡c¶v K‡i †m evevi evwo wd‡i G‡m‡Q|
Pvi
KvjxMÄ evRv‡ii cyew`‡K eveyi Lvj| GUv bv‡gB Lvj| Avm‡j b`x| †QvU b`x| el©vq GLv‡b †b․Kv
evBP nq| b`xUv PIov Kg n‡jI Mfxi Kg bq| †m&ªvZI _v‡K †ek| ïïK Av‡Q cÖPzi| KLbI KLbI
yÕGKUv Kzwgi Xy‡K c‡o G b`x‡Z| yÕPvi evi †`LvI †M‡Q| Z‡e Miæ-evQzi wKsev †Kv‡bv gvby‡li
ev”Pv †U‡b wb‡q‡Q, Ggb †kvbv hvq wb| cÖPzi gvQ G b`x‡Z| †R‡jiv cÖvqB gvQ a‡i|
b`xi cye cv‡o Kjvevwo| mygwZ wd‡i Avmvi K‡qKgvm c‡i Kjvevwoi eveyiv‡gi mv‡_ Zvi we‡q n‡q
hvq| cÖ_g cÖ_g mygwZ Aek¨ G we‡q‡K Avjv`v wKQz g‡b K‡i wb| mgq †h‡Z †h‡Z mygwZ GK mgq
eyS‡Z cv‡iÑ GUv Avmj we‡q| Zvi Gev‡ii ¯vgxwUi bvg eveyivg n‡jI Avm‡j †m ÔeveyÕ bq| hw`I
Mv‡qi Ro–‡ji g‡Zv Afve †j‡M Av‡Q memgqB| ZeyI †Kv_vq †hb GKUz myL Av‡Q| ey‡Ki g‡a¨ †QvÆ
GKUv UzbUzwb cvwL †hb evmv †eu‡a‡Q| †_‡K †_‡K UzbUzb K‡i| mygwZi cÖvY f‡i hvq my‡L|
evwoi cv‡kB `‡kvnivi Avos| †b․Kv evBP| †gjv e‡m‡Q| eveyivg ycy‡ii ciciB mygwZ‡K wb‡q
Avo‡O hvq| Pzwo, Pz‡ji wdZv, AvjZv AviI A‡bK wKQz mygwZ‡K wK‡b †`q eveyivg| yÕUvKv `v‡gi
GKUv wLwjcvb wK‡b w`‡qwQj| eveyivgI GKUv †L‡qwQj| Kx wgwó-Svj! Avi Kx NÖvY! mygwZi g‡b
nqÑ Zvi †P‡q †KD myLx †bB| wLwjcv‡bi NÖvYUv †hb Zvi wb‡RiB cÖv‡Yi NÖvY|
mKv‡j we‡K‡j gv‡S gv‡S Rvj wb‡q b`x‡Z hvq eveyivg| yÕPvi †LI w`‡jB Lvevi gvQ D‡V Av‡m|
mygwZi Mf©eZx Ae ’vq †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv w`b eveyivg wb‡RB gvQ †K‡U ivb’v K‡i| mygwZ‡K nvZ jvMv‡Z
†`q bv| GKw`b cuywUgv‡Qi †Svj †iu‡awQj †cuqvR w`‡q| Kx †h gRv n‡qwQj! mygwZ †L‡Z †L‡Z
e‡jwQjÑ
Ñ Kx †mv‘`i †Svj ivb‡Qv! †gv‡b Aq AwgªwZ|
eveyivg e‡jwQjÑ
Ñ GB ivb’vWv Avgvi gv‡qi †_vb wnKwQjvg| Avi GÆv gvQ b¨vI| Avi GÆy †Svj †`B?
mygwZ ÔbvÕ K‡i bv| Z…wß f‡i Lvq|
kx‡Zi mKvj| †fvi †_‡KB h‗¿Yvq KvZiv‡”Q mygwZ| Ae‡k‡l mygwZi GKUv †g‡q nq| cÖ_g m‗Ívb
n‡jI Drm‡ei †Kv‡bv Avo¤i †bB| †ivRKvi g‡Zv eveyivg Kv‡R hvq| Rb¥-g„Zy¨ †Kv‡bvUviB †Zgb
†Kv‡bv ¸iæZ¡ †bB Zv‡`i Kv‡Q| G †hb Avlv‡pi †gN, Avmvi mgq n‡q‡Q; Avm‡Q| hvevi mgq n‡e;
P‡j hv‡e|
Kx †f‡e eveyivg †g‡qi bvg †i‡L‡Q gqbv, Zv †KD Rv‡b bv| R‡b¥i ci †_‡KB Aek¨ †m fyM‡Q|
mw ©, Kvwk, R¡i, nvg, LyRwj, cuvPov †j‡MB Av‡Q| gqbv †hb †iv‡Mi wW‡cv| Avi mvivw`b †emy‡iv
mvbvB‡qi g‡Zv †e‡RB P‡j| Zvi wPrKv‡i cvov Aw ’i| Wv³vi-ew`¨‡ZI †Kv‡bv KvR nq bv| KvjxMÄ
evRv‡ii n‡ib Wv³vi GKUv Pvgvi| †M‡jB e‡jÑ
Ñ Av‡M yB UvKv `¨vI|
UvKv bv w`‡j †Kv‡bv K_vB e‡j bv| Ilya ej‡Z wg·Pvi Avi wmivc| Zvi `vg Aek¨ Avjv`v| mygwZi
AZ UvKv †bB| ZvB IlyaI †`q †Zgwb †Z‡j-R‡j| Avi gqbvI Pu¨vPvq Mjv dvwU‡q| †ivM Zvi fv‡jv
nq bv| wKsev GUv mv‡i †Zv Ab¨Uv a‡i| †ivM gqbvi ev‡ivgvBm¨v| mygwZi mn¨ nq bv| yÕGK Nv
jvwM‡q †`q gqbv‡K gv‡S g‡a¨Ñ Kv‡‘`vm K¨vb ev‡‘`vmywM; †hv‡gI †bq bv †Zv‡i; nvivWv w`b c¨v‡bvi
c¨v‡bvi; Kvi mBR&‡Rv Aq?
eveyivg‡K †W‡K e‡jÑ
Ñ GB b¨vI †Zvgvi gvBqv; gvBqv‡Zv bv h¨v‡bv dvWv euvwk| Avwg Avi cvwi bv| n¨vi RB‡b¨ giviI
mgq cvB bv|
eveyivg †Kv‡j †bq| Kvb’v _v‡g bv| wظY nq| PzjKvwb Avi cuvPovq mviv Mv fwZ©| gv_vq cuvPov †c‡K
cuy‡R-Pz‡j RovRwo| AvOy‡j-b‡L mviv¶Y LvgPv‡Z _v‡K| †Kv_vI †Kv_vI i³-cyu‡R GKvKvi| cy‡iv
gv_vUvB †hb KuvVv‡ji fywZÑ gvwQ fb& fb& mviv¶Y| ywe©ln Ae ’v| mygwZ Qz‡U hvq evRv‡i| Wv³v‡ii
Kv‡Q| MvjvMvj Quy‡o †`qÑ I Wv³vi, Zzwg Kx A‣mZ `¨vI; gvBqvWvi †Zv †Kv‡bv D‡b’wZ AB‡Z‡Q bv|
c¨v‡‘`i Wv³vi AB‡Qv?
Ñ UvKv w`we bv, Avevi gvBqv fv‡jv Ki‡Z Pvm&? †nWv K¨v‡gvb KZv?
mygwZ yÕPvi Avbv cqmv †`q| Wv³vi †m Abymv‡i Ilya †`q| †ivMxi †iv‡Mi †Kv‡bv cwieZ©b nq bv|
mygwZi Akvw‗Í †e‡oB P‡j| gv‡S gv‡S gqbv‡K Mjv wU‡c †g‡i †dj‡Z B‡”Q Rv‡M| KLbI g‡b nq
Kjcv‡oi kv‡b AvQvo †g‡i gv_v dvwU‡q †`q| wK‗‘ cv‡i bv| cv‡i bv e‡jB gqbv GLbI g‡i wb;
†eu‡P Av‡Q| Avi gqbv †eu‡P †_‡K mygwZ‡KB euvP‡Z w`‡”Q bv|
el©v †kl| we‡Kj †ejv| mygwZ gqbv‡K wb‡q Pj‡Q KvjxMÄ evRvi| Wv³v‡ii D‡Ï‡k| eveyiLv‡ji
cvo G‡m uvwo‡q‡Q †Lqv †b․Kvi Avkvq| †jvK †evSvB n‡j Icvi †_‡K Qvo‡e| gqbv AvR †ewk
wei³ Ki‡Q| mygwZi mn¨ n‡”Q bv| B‡”Q nq, b`x‡Z Quy‡o †d‡j †`q| yÕ‡Uv agK †`qÑ G¨vB, GÆzI
Kvbwe bv| aBi¨v R‡j †djvBqv †`‡ev|
gqbv AviI wظY †Rv‡i †PuwP‡q I‡V|
Ñ Pzc&, Pzc& e‡j Vvm& Vvm& Kv‡qKUv _vào jvwM‡q †`q mygwZ| cuvPov †d‡U cyuR I i³ jv‡M mygwZi
nv‡Z| gqbv AviI †Rv‡i Pu¨vPv‡Z _v‡K| mygwZi Avi mn¨ nq bvÑ
Ñ _vg&, _vg& †Xgwb; bB‡j aBi¨v d¨vjvBqv †`‡ev Mv‡½| gqbv _v‡g bv| mygwZi K_v †ev‡S bv `k
gv‡mi gqbv| †m h‗¿Yv †ev‡S; Kó †ev‡S; K_v †ev‡S bv| ZvB †m Kuv‡`| AvKvk dvwU‡q Pu¨vPvq|
AbM©j Pu¨vPv‡Z _v‡K| mygwZi g_vq i³ D‡V hvq|
Ñ Pu¨vPv nvivgRvw`; h‡Zv cv‡ivm& Pu¨vPvÑ
e‡j GK SUKvq mygwZ gqbv‡K Qzu‡o gv‡i b`x‡Z| Sc& K‡i GKUv kã nq; wKQzUv Rj Qj‡K I‡V
Dc‡ii w`‡K| †fvRevwRi g‡Zv A „k¨ n‡q hvq gqbv| b`x Av‡Mi g‡Zv P‡j|
gqbvi Pu¨vPv‡bv eÜ nq| wbiew”Qb’ Pu¨vPv‡bv eÜ n‡j mygwZ mswer wd‡i cvqÑ wKQz GKUvi Afve
c‡o‡Q| gqbv Pu¨vPvq bv| †PZbv wd‡i Av‡m| Zvici nvZ-cv Quy‡o Quy‡o Pu¨vPv‡Z ïiæ K‡i| gqbv Zvi
Pu¨vPv‡bv†K mygwZi Kv‡Q Mw”QZ †i‡L wgwj‡q hvq †m&ªv‡Z|
Gici gqbvi †Luv‡R †R‡jiv Rvj †d‡j, Rvj †Zv‡j| Rvj †d‡j, Rvj †Zv‡j| gvQ bq, mygwZi
Kvb’v‡KB LvjyB f‡i iv‡L| m~h© Wy‡e †M‡j b`xi cvo A „k¨ nq| Rvj †djvi kã I‡VÑ Sc& Sc&| Rvj
†Zvjvi kã †kvbv hvq bv| Avi mygwZi K‡É ïay †kvbv hvq gqbvi Amgvß wPrKvi|