Petrichor Review Issue #1

7/30/2019 Petrichor Review Issue #1

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@ Gkth erki tfh Hvhcxtkr

Mt i`} ok wmtfkxt bhmgo s`md, bxt zxblmsfmgo ` lmthr`r} nkxrg`l

ms gk si`ll t`sa, gk smizlh cf`roh> gk uhgtxrh tk xgdhrtàh lmoftl}

wmtf skih exca)`ll `ttmtxdh, brmiimgo `gd bxrgmgo wmtf mdh`lmsi' Mt

rhpxmrhs zkmsh `gd ih`sxrhd `ctmkg, orh`t z`tmhgch `gd ` orkxgdhd,

sth`d} `zzrk`cf' Sk mt wkgt sxrzrmsh }kx tk fh`r tf`t wh whgt wmtf

tfh ekrihr'

L`st szrmgo wfhg Hii` zrkzkshd st`rtmgo kxr kwg nkxrg`l, M

w`s pxmcal} `s fmof `s sfh kg or`gd mdh`s `gd scfhihs' _h gkt

kgl} ckxlddk tfms, bxt wh wkxld' Mtd bh dmeehrhgt, tkk' Kxr nkxrg`l

wkxld bh ` xgmpxh skrt ke zxblmc`tmkg> hcchgtrmc, bxt zrkehssmkg`l1

kee)bh`t, bxt i`sthrl}' _h wkxld dr`w gkgh bxt tfh ghst

sxbimssmkgs erki gkgh bxt tfh ghst wrmthrs `gd `rtmsts, hst`blmsfhd

`gd hdolmgo `lmahwmtf gk zrhehrhgch ekr hmtfhr' Nxdmcmkxsl},

wh wkxld zmca tfrkxof tfhi, shlhctmgo tfh cfkmchst cxts erki `

tmd`l sxroh ke `rtmstmc keehrmgos' @gd tfhg wh ckxld oht tk wkra'

Lmgmgo xz `cchzthd wkras tfhi`tmc`ll}, huhr)imgdexl ke shoxh `gd

thizk `gd iàmgo tfhi ` ckfhsmuh, zkwhrexl `gd xgmhd bkd}'@rr`gohihgt `s kxr ihdmxi, wh wkxld ckgdhgsh ` dmuhrsh `gd

sc`tthrhd ckllòh mgtk skihtfmgo bh`xtmexl' _h ckxld st`rt `cchztmgo

`w`rds b} F`llkwhhg' Tfhg cìh rh`lmt}'

@gd mt w`sgt `ll tf`t dmeehrhgt erki kxr e`gt`s}, hmtfhr' _h whrh

ekrtxg`th hgkxof tk rhchmuh fmof px`lmt} sxbimssmkgs mg huhr} hld

&bèhd `t tfh e`mtf wfmcf ckizlhth str`gohrs shhihd tk fùh mg

kxr `bmlmtmhs `s hdmtkrs `gd zxblmsfhrs-' Tfhrh whrh `lsk e`r ikrhpx`lmt} zmhchs tk rhumhw tf`g `g} ke xs hvzhcthdikrh tf`g wh

ckxld rh`skg`bl} `cchzt' Exrtfhrikrh, tfh bkxgt} ke `cchzthd

lmthr`txrh `gd `rt skihfkw'''nxst'''t' Stmll, tfh zrkdxctmkg zrkchss

w`s `rdxkxs, wmtf ckxgtlhss fkxrs mg rhstlhss gmofts omuhg tk tfh

crh`tmkg ke Mssxh 0' Fkxrs M wkxld ghuhr ckgsmdhr omumgo b`ca'

_mtfkxt exrtfhr `dk, kg bhf`le ke i} ehllkw hdmtkrs `gd wmtf

h`rghst tf`gas tk `ll ckgtrmbxtkrs, M fxibl} `gd or`cmkxsl} omuh}kx tfh Mg`xoxr`l Mssxh ke Zhtrmcfkr Rhumhw'

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T`blh ke CkgthgtsDxst} R`mg Sihll

b} Nhgg} Tfh Blkkd I`cfmgh Cxrtms''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''Ckuhr

Rkllmgo Thizhstb} Dkrms C`sh''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''0

Ekr R`mg b} O'@' S`mgdkg''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''2

Tfh Sxg Lkkamgo Dkwg kg Mc`rxs b} Nìhs U lums'''''''''''''''''''''''''3

Cfhitr`mls b} Umgg} C`rghu`lh'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''4

Gkth tk I} Rkkii`th b} Fkwmh Okkd''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''4

Tkmlht `t Sxgshtb} Ami I`rr`''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''8

Ikkglmoft D`gch b} N`skg A`li`gkwmt~''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''8

Iòi` b} Tfki`s ^miihri`g''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''=Tfh Lmuhs ke Rkca St`rs b} A}lh Fhiimgos'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''=

@ll ]kx Ghhd ms ` Drkz ke R`mg'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''=

Skxl Smgohr''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''02

Sf`dkw ke ` Ukmch''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''03

Mtmghr`r}'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''04

Tkxr mg tfh Imddlh C ke @ihrmc`'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''08Szmttmgo Sthi Lmah Sxo`r Ikxgt`mgs b} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}'''''''''''''00

Kuhgb} Ami I`rr`''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''08

Tfh _`thr Tkwhrs ke _`thrtkwg, Ghw ]kra

b} Z`xl Dùmd @damgs'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''0?

Tfh @ihrmc`g Drhì b} Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''06

Tfkxof Fh F`d Gk Ehuhr b} I`ttfhw Dhvthr''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''0=

@bstr`ct Z`mgtmgo, Lkkab} Nmi Exhss''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''23

Fmccxzs b} Lhg Axgt~''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''24

L` Zkrt`b} Dkrms C`sh''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''25

Thizkr`r} Crkwg b} Tfki`s miihri`g'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''2?

Lkxms`s L`st _`la mg tfh Z`ra b} Nkfg Orh}''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''26

M @i ` Ekxgt`mg ke Sket Zrkdxcts b} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}''''''''''''''''''2=

Scr`w b} Lhs _mcas''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''3:

Rxg B`b} Rxg b} Zhthr I`rr`'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''30

@bstr`ct Z`mgtmgo, Nk} b} Nmi Exhss''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''32

Tfms Sz`ch Bhtwhhg Xs b} Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft''''''''''''''''''''''''''''33

_f`t M _msf ekr ]kx b} U`lhgtmg` C`gk''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''33


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Or`gdiktfhr, S}lum` Zl`tf `gd tfh 0=:= Dhtrkmt Tmohrs

b} Z`xl Dùmd @damgs'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''34

Tfh Smg N`r b} Lhg Axgt~'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''38

Clh`g Xz ]kxr Clktfhs b} Ami I`rr`'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''3?

_ht b} I' Cf`gdlhr Rkdbrk'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''3?

Tfh @gts ke Dhstmg} b} L`rr} Oèegh}'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''36

D`rwmg Nkxrgh}s tk Tfh _hst b} Nkshzf E`rlh}'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''44

Lmzs b} Ckrh} Ihslhr'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''48

Bh`xtmexll} El`whdb} Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''45

]kx Blhhd `gd Brh`tfh tfh @mrb} Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft'''''''''''''''''45

Hu`zkr`th b} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''4?Kbshssmuh Zhrskg`lmt} b} U`lhgtmg` C`gk''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''46

Tfh Bkka kg tfh Rmoft b} _`lthr Cìzbhll''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''4=

Tfh Zòhs ke I} Imgd `rh Ekrhuhr Txrgmgo

b} Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''80

Lxstmgo ekr Bkkas b} Nkshzf E`rlh}'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''80

Uhgxs ke tfh Ckrg Stxbblh b} O'@' S`mgdkg''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''82Dhihthrs Ghsts b} Tfki`s ^miihri`g''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''83

@lc`tr`~ Dkrihrb} Tfki`s ^miihri`g'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''83

C`rl b} Nkfg Orh}''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''84

_hll @ethr Sxgdkwg b} O'@' S`mgdkg'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''88

Dhhz S`dghss `gd Mts Elxtthrmgo Ermhgd Nk}

b} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''85

_`r Stkr} #035> El}mgo Kuhr Bòfd`d wmtf

R`cfhl Ckgtrhgm El}ggs Zkhtr} b} Z`xl Dùmd @damgs'''''''''''''''''8?

Str`gdhd b} Fkwmh Okkd'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''86

Tfh Rhd Bh`cf b} Tfki`s ^miihri`g''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''8=

Bkxee`gts `gd R`~krs b} Zhthr I`rr`''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''8=

Brktfhr Agkws Bhst, Sk C`ruh Skih Fh`rts `gd Xgmckrgs

b} I`ttfhw Dhvthr'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''50Tkmlht Clksh)Xz b} Ami I`rr`'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''54

R`tt} b} Nkfg Orh}'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''58

Lhss Bh`xtmexl b} Nìhs U`lums''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''55

Ehhl tfh Sxg Szmll Kuhr ]kxr Bkghs


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b} Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''5?

_f`t _mll ]kx Dk tk Hgd _kihgs Sxeeròh;

b} Z`xl Dùmd @damgs'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''5?

St`rs b} Umgg} C`rghu`lh'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''56

Kzhg I} Dh`tf b} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''5=

Tfh Uhr`cmt} ke Chrt`mg Dhikgs b} Lhg Axgt~'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?:

_`lamgo Ghw Sgkw wmtf I} Or`gdskg

b} O'@' S`mgdkg'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?2

Rhuhrsh I`crk Sgkw b} Umgg} C`rghu`lh'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?3

Tfh Sf`dkw b} Tfki`s ^miihri`g''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?4

Kuhr Bkdmhs, Hthrg`l Drmz b} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?8Ukc`bxl`r} b} U lhgtmg` C`gk'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?5

Zmstkl Zhth I`rùmcf Dmhd Dkmgo _f`t Fh Lkuhd

b} Z`xl Dùmd @damgs'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''??

@ll ke Xs @w`mt ` Ghw Sh`skg b} O'@' S`mgdkg'''''''''''''''''''''''''''?6

Rkll C`llb} Dkrms C`sh'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?6

St}lxs b} Nkshzf E`rlh}''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''?=Nhgg} % Htf`g b} Umgg} C`rghu`lh'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''6:

Rkllmgo Thizhst Dkrms C`sh


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Ekr R`mgO'@ S`mgdkg

Gktfmgo sfkws `bkuh bh}kgd ` rxdh blxh,

`g kld sxg `gd ckttkgwkkds xtthrmgo,fxrlmgo tfh sfkwhr ke dkwg, shhd)bh`rmgoz`lh z`r`cfxths `ss`xltmgo huhr}tfmgo'

_fhrhuhr tfh} lmoft ms shrh, lxcalhss brkwg'Fhrh i} tkgoxh `gd rhddhghd h}hs `lkgh`w`rh, ikmst, `lmuh' Bxt dkwg tk tfh bkgh

tfms l`gd skbs ekr w`thr' M fh`r mt ork`g>

_h ghhdkkds ke dhhz, brmoft r`mg,` dhlxoh ekr Gk`f `gd fms orh`t bk`tsfmuhrmgo wmtf lmuhstkca'''

nxst hgkxof tk s`ml tfh @ra kr w`sfxs `ll tk sh` `tkz kxr xshexl c`rs>wht wh`tfhr, ìzfmbm`gs dhlmoft, st`rssgxeehd kxt mg skoo} imst, trhhs `s sfmzs sz`rs

`s`ml mg lmpxmd `mr, bmrds brh`st)strkamgo,w`rzhd tmibhrs, dkos `s slhha `s sh`ls, b`ramgo,

sf wrmoolmgo kg z`tmks, bxk}s i`ramgocrkssw`las, `gd kg tfh rìzs skih wf`lhs z`ramgo'

Ekr tfms `gd tf`t `gd r`mg M zmgh, ò`mgw`tcfmgo clkxds scxrr} `lkgo tfh lhdohske ` drkzlhss sa} `s ihikr} drhdohsxz dr} schghs, `gd drhìs `zzrk`cf tfh hdohs

wfhrh tfms wmcahd rh`lmt} zxsfhsb`ca f`rd `gd fkt' ]ht, M ixst tmlt i} fh`dxz wmtf h}hs tfh kgl} zkkls, hdohd mg rhdtk sc`g ekr g`schgt r`mg, `gd simlh mgsth`d'


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Tfh Sxg Lkkamgo Dkwg kg Mc`rxsNìhs U lums

_f`t amgd ke gkgshgsh ms tfms;Muh szhgt `g hthrgmt} xz fhrh,bkmlmgo rhd, ghuhr ` mcahr

gkr ` ikihgt ke mgsmgchrmt}'M omuh i} fh`t, i} lmoft, wmllmgol}`gd `sa gktfmgo mg rhtxrg`gd tkd`} M lkka dkwgtk shh tfms bk}, fms `ris xtthrmgo,fms n`w sht `gd dhthrimghd, fms h}hssfxt tmoft ò`mgst i} ol`rh'

_f`t zrkizthd tfms mibhcmlhtk dhsmrh ih; _f`t ekkl oùh fmi moft;

_f`t iàhs tfms ikgah} sk`r;_mgos ke w`v tfh hkgs szmt xzkg!_f}; Fùh M gkt dkgh i} dxt};Fùh M lht ` d`} z`ss gkt s`}mgo fhllk,gkt orhhtmgo fmi h`cf ikrgmgo

wmtf ` w`ri amss; F`sgt kxr i`rrmòhbhhg zklmth; Lkka fkw fms lhosamca tfh wmgd, fkw fms e`ch txrgserki cfhha tk cfhha, `schgdmgo'Dkhs fh tfmga, èthr `ll tfms tmih,fh `lkgh wmll ckkl i} bkd};Thll ih, wf`t crh`txrh ms tfms wfk cfkkshstk e`ll imlhs tk clmib ihrh mgcfhs fmofhr;


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Gkth tk I} Rkkii`thFkwmh Okkd

M ekxgd tfh szkkg }kx tkkaerki tfh ckllhoh c`ehthrm`'

Tfh f`gdlh f`d bhhg bhgt,tfh bkttki sckrcfhd'

M w`s shuhgthhg,`gd tfhrh whrh kgl} huhr

sfkrt z`xshs

mg tfh mgckfhrhgt r`ohke tfh gmoft sxre `t Tfmhuhs B`}'

Cfhitr`mls Umgg} C`rghu`lh


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Ikkglmoft D`gchN`skg A`li`gkwmt~

Fùh }kx huhr ehlt `s me }kxr shgshs fùh e`dhd;

]kxr bkd} lmiz `gd xshlhss, lmah ` xshd ckgdki c`st dkwgtfh xrb`g shwhr;

Elk`tmgo `milhssl} dkwg tfh rhchsshs ke Bkwhr} `gd brktfhl,erhh)e`llmgo z`st dhc`dhs `gd dhc`dhs ke dhc`}'Olkrmhs `gd trmbxl`tmkgs ke tmihs z`st bmd }kx tk rhihibhrtfhmr zl`ch, bxt ihikr} hlxdhs tfh erhh)e`llmgo rxbbhr'

B} tfms mgchztmkg skihtfmgo hvchztmkg`l ms bkrg erki tfhcrh`txrhs ke tfh xgdhrorkxgd'

@ ixt`tmkg bmrtfhd erki tfh rhztmlm`g iktfhrswfk drmet `gd dwhll ìkgo tfh w`sth'

Tkmlht @t Sxgsht Ami I`rr`


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@ bkd} tf`t ms gkt pxmth crkckdmlm`g,gkt pxmth Fkiks`zmhg'

@s tfhsh crh`txrhs cr`wl tfrkxof tfh ehsthrmgo zmzhlmghs `gd

sxbw`}s, ehhdmgo ke tfh rhi`mgs ke tfh twhgtmhtf chgtxr},tfh cxrrhgt dwhllhrs ke tfh orh`t cmt} d`gch wmtf nk}ìmdst tfh blmgdmgo lmoft `gd dmskrmhgt`tmgo skxgdske tfhmr fhrkhs, `gd tfhmr okds, lmeh)omuhrs

wfk clmcahd `gd i`gmzxl`thd tfh erhpxhgcmhs keckgscmkxsghss' Tfh rkki sfàhs `gd sw`}s wmtftfh swh`t} mgtkvmc`tmkg ke l`th gmoft hzmzf`gmhs

xgtml tfh ixt`gt ikgsthrs tàh mg tfh schgt `gd bxrsttfrkxof tfh dkkrs ke hcst`s}xgmgumthd'

Tfh} `rh gkt orhhthd wmtf tfh hvzhcthd rhszkgsh ke rhzxlshdfkrrkr, bxt mgsth`d `rh whlckihd wmtf drxgahg olhh`gd ` sxrzrmsh dmszl`} ke clhuhr ckstxih dhsmog1 o`~hd `t

wmtf tfmca)rmiihd wkgdhrihgt bhekrh tfh th`rmgoke hsf `gd kro`g ckiihgchs `gd shgds tfh i`ssmg kgh swmet ikuhihgt xz tfh st`mrs tk tfh s`lu`tmkgke cmo`rhtth ixsmgos `gd dmscrhtmkg`r} hvcrhtmkg' Fkwckxld sxcf crh`txrhs ke ckimc bkka e`gt`s} `ctx`ll} hvmst;Lmttlh cmrclhs o`tfhrhd `rkxgd mizkrt`gtl} `s tfh} zkgdhrhdhgdlhssl} tfh kbscxrhd miòhs `gd c`rtkkg cxltsmg tfh olkw ke ihtrkzklms, wfhrh sfrmhas ke thrrkr d`gchd`lkgo tfh ikkglmoft'

Tfh} st`gd kg tfh w`rhfkxsh rkke, gkt agkwmgo wf} tfhshcrh`txrhs nxst amll `gd amll'

_mtf gmoft samrts `gd lh`tfhr n`cahts `dkrghd, tfh} dhcmdh tkhib`ra kg zhrf`zs tfh gkblhst ke `ll dhhds>zrhshru`tmkg ke tfh szhcmhs!

_fmlh tfhmr crkckdmlm`g ckxsmgs rkì tfh strhhts bhlkw,bxttkcas `gd hvtr`ghkxs lmibs olmsthg `tkz tfh w`rhfkxshrkke xgtml tfh strxctxrh ckll`zshs xgdhr tfh trhihgdkxs


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zkwhr ke ckllhctmuh z`ssmkg' Elk`tmgo dkwgw`rd mg gàhdwkgdhr, lmah Huh `s sfh stkkd bhekrh tfh trhh, tfh} dhschgdz`st fxgdrhds ke hizt} wmgdkws `gd cmo`rhtth dr`mgzmzhs

wfhrh tfhrh whrh sa`th z`ras, amtcfhg smga ckgchrts,

`gd z`rtmhs tf`t ckgtmgxh dhszmth tfh dhstrxctmkg'

Nxst `t tfh zhà ke tfms orh`t zlxiiht ` imr`clh kccxrs!Mgsth`d ke ckgcrhth tfhe`llmgo bkdmhs fmt tfh sxre`ch ke ` orh`t trìzklmghckguhgmhgtl} lkc`thd ghvt tk tfh bxmldmgo, z`rt ke `g hvfmbmthvzlkrmgo tfh Fmstkr} ke trìzklmghs `gd tfhmr Smogmc`gch

tk tfh Xrb`g Ckgscmkxsghss'@s tfh} fmt tfh sket bl`ca sxre`ch &tfms z`rtmcxl`r kgh w`sxshd b} clkwgs dxrmgo tfh rst Rmgolmgo Brktfhrs cmrcxs-,tfh i`ss ke gàhd bkdmhs tr`gsekris mgtk ` fxi`g }k)}k,

bkxgcmgo xz `gd dkwg tk tfh ìxshihgt ke tfh crkwd' Tfh}cfhhr hgtfxsm`stmc`ll}, kgh si`ll umctkr} ekr fxi`gamgd!

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_f} `rhgt }kx h`tmgo;

Tfh bk} f`s lkst whmoft, tfh wki`g xgdhrst`gds tf`t me fhdkhs tfms ekr `gktfhr ckxzlh whhas fh ckxld trmoohr mrrhuhrs)mblh kro`g dìòh' Fms fh`rt ghhds tfh gxtrmhgts1 tfh bk} msstmll orkwmgo `gd sxddhg c`rdm`c `rrhst ms `lw`}s ` zkssmbmlmt}mg tfms eìml}'

Tfh i`g scr`tcfhs fms h`r, lkkas `t fms gohr, lmcas mt, tfmga)mgo `bkxt tfh fklh mg tfh chmlmgo tf`t fh ghuhr vhd1 `s `lw`}smt bhomgs lhàmgo' Tfh bk} w`tcfhs `s tfh c`rdbk`rd mg wkrg)kxt szkts bhomgs tk d`rahg `gd bxbblhs ekri lmah orhhd}

uxltxrhs' Dxct t`zh mcmclhs zrktrxdh, drmzzmgo ckld w`thr erkitfhmr tmzs, orkwmgo l`rohr b} tfh imgxth'

Tfh bk} w`s bkrg zkkr, bxt fh gktmchs tfh eìml} zfktks ketfh h`rl} d`}s, mg tfh zhrehct okld erìhs wmtf tfh mgscrmz)tmkgs `bkxt lkuh `gd fxgohr ekr hthrgmt} tkohtfhr' Tfh wki)`g `lw`}s t`las `bkxt tfh rhuklxtmkgs swhhzmgo tfh Imddlh


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H`st, tfh ghhd ekr cf`goh' Fhr Kbì` ]hs _h C`g t)sfmrtf`s tkk i`g} fklhs tk ckxgt, sk sfh kgl} wh`rs mt kg hlhctmkggmofts mg ekrhmog ckxgtrmhs' Tfh zfktkor`zfs ke Ikrkcck,Er`gch, tfh C`rmbbh`g> sfh thlls tfh bk} `ll `bkxt tfksh zl`c)

hs, tfh str`goh e`dmgo zfktks ke d`ra wkihg wmtf b`g`g`s kgtfhmr fh`ds, tfh i`g wmtf tfh i`cfhth `gd tfh dkgah} tf`ttkka tfh wki`g `g fkxr kr ikrh tk ekcxs1 bxt tfh bk} kgl}agkws tfh ?'2 iho`zmvhl dmomt`l cìhr` tfh i`g oùh fmi ekrCfrmsti`s'

Tàh tfh wkrld wmtf }kx `lw`}s, tfh i`g f`d s`md'

Tfh bk} ohts ` amca erki tfh wki`g `gd tfhg kzhgs xz tktfh dkctkr' Fh zl`chs fms lmzs mgsmdh tfh shcrht ckiz`rtihgt

wfhrh fh okhs ekr ckgehssmkg, erhsfl} sfkwhrhd `ris `gd lhossxcamgo xz dxst `gd ormih kg tfh kkr' Tfh kld i`g ik`gs`gd keehrs tfh bk} tfh s`crìhgt, tfh sìh agkwlhdoh kwstfrkxof fmi huhr} shssmkg'

Fkw ixcf `rh }kx drmgamgo;

Tfh wki`g hvzl`mgs tfh i`ssmuh nxmch bmgoh `gd tfh dm`r)rfh`, bxt tfh bk} sfàhs b`ca `gd ekrtf, xgsxrh ke wfmcfzhrskg`lmt} tk txrg tkw`rd, wfmcf ukrthv tk hgthr mgsmdhtfh dkctkrs saxll' Fh dkhsgt w`gt fms z`rhgts tk agkw tfhhvthgt ke fms dmsh`sh' Tfh ukmchs mgsmdh fms imgd ckgsklh

wmtf tfksh ukmchs ckimgo erki fms e`tfhrs ikxtf> tfh dkctkr`gd z`tmhgt, tfh Fmzzkcr`tmc K`tf hgekrchd b} ` slmgo kg tfhorkxgd `gd ` drkz ke blkkd kg ` eh`tfhr'

Tfh w`thr bhomgs tk ckuhr tfh kkr `gd tfh bk}s iktfhr ohtsdkwg kg fhr aghhs, cxzs fhr f`gds, `gd sckkzs mt xz' Sfh

bhos fhr skg tk drmga, dkhs tfh i`tf mg fhr fh`d `gd ckxgtstfh brkahg hoosfhlls kg tfh fktzl`th mg tfh ckrghr wfhrh tfh}tmh tfh ukmchs dkwg kg ` skmlhd i`ttrhss `gd lmsthg tk tfh

wmgd `s tfh bk} tfr`sfhs `gd tfh ghhdlh ehhds fmi szkkgexlske hoos `gd bàmgo skd` bhgh`tf ` xkrhschgt lmofthr'


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Mt fxrts b`d'

B`ckg `gd z`gcrh`s `gd dmrt} F`ghs `gd `g kld Dr' N b`s)

ahtb`ll fkkz mg tfh ckrghr'

Imcf`hl Nkrd`g iàhs fms rst `zzh`r`gch `s tfh dkctkr mszl`cmgo fms f`gd ò`mgst tfh bk}s e`ch tk wmzh `w`} tfh th`rs

wmtf tfh eh`tfhr' Cf`rlhs B`ralh} szhàs mg tfh b`caorkxgd`s ` sxg sfkwhr dhukxrs tfh b`ca}`rd `gd tfh bk} nxizs ekrtfh fkkz'

Tfh ikkg rmshs fmofhr `s tfh amtthgs o`tfhr `t tfh dkkr `gdstmca tfhmr t`mls bhgh`tf tfh whhzmgo wkkd' Tfh dkctkr wrmths`gktfhr zrhscrmztmkg `gd shgds tfh bk} fkih'

@bstr`ct Z`mgtmgo, Lkka Nmi Exhss


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FmccxzsLhg Axgt~

I} d`xofthr st`rts fmccxzmgo twk d`}s bhekrh fhr twhletf

bmrtfd`}' @t rst tfh} `rh b`rhl} `xdmblh, ckimgo huhr}ehw imgxths, bxt tfhg tfhmr z`ch pxmcahgs, tfh nklts ke cfkahd`mr ohttmgo ikrh hvzrhssmuh, txrgmgo mgtk br`ss} o`szs, `s mesfhs nxst ckih xz erki ` lkgo sz`g ke bhmgo xgdhrw`thr'M `sa i} wmeh wf`t wh sfkxld dk' Thrrms zrhzzmgo ekr `dhzksmtmkg sfh wmll omuh tkikrrkw' Sfh mcas fhr h}hs kuhr

tfh hdoh ke ` zòh `gd s`}s mts ` zf`sh' Amds fùh tfhi, `llamgds' Thrrm ms xshd tk bhmgo dmrhct, `s whll `s ckrrhct'

Tf`t gmoft M fùh tfh drhì wfhrh M dmuh kee ` clmee mgtk tfhkch`g `gd Mi bhgh`tf tfh sxre`ch ekr fkxrs `gd fkxrs `gdhuhg tfh sf rh nh`lkxs ke i} lxgo c`z`cmt}' _fhg M wàhxz, tfh bhd ms swh`t)skàhd, sihllmgo brmg}'Thrrms `lrh`d} okgh bhc`xsh sfh f`s drkz)kee dxt} `gd Mi `st`})`t)fkih z`mgthr' Tfh zfkgh rmgos rmoft èthr Muh st`rt)hd imvmgo ` ghw rhd fxh tk xsh `s blkkd wfhrh Muh z`mgthd `

wki`gs sl`sfhd ghca' M agkw bhekrh M `gswhr i} chll wf`tmts `bkxt'

L`thr, `t G`tt}s scfkkl, M agkw tfh zrmgcmz`l ms okmgo tk ihhtih kxtsmdh fms kech, nxst `s M agkw tfh wkrds fhll xsh>Huhr}tfmgo ka`} `t fkih; Fms st`rh ms sthhl)strkgo' Fhtfmgas Mi fmdmgo skihtfmgo' M ehhl lmah zxgcfmgo fmi' Muhokt z`mgt kg i} f`gds `gd fh shhs mt, gktmgo tfh rhshibl`gchtk drmhd blkkd'

Kg tfh drmuh fkih M txrg xz tfh r`dmk tk cìkxòh G`tt}sfmccxzs' Fhr h}hs ok wmdh `gd fhr gkstrmls `rh nxst bhekrhh`cf bxrst, `s me sfhs okmgo tk hvzlkdh' _fhg sfh st`rts tkcr}, M mca kee tfh skxgd `gd thll fhr ` stkr} tfh w`} M dmd

wfhg sfh w`s ` lmttlh omrl'


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Mg)bhtwhhg tfh fmccxzs, G`tt} s`}s, thll ih `bkxt }kx `gdIki'

M agkw wf`t sfh ih`gs, bxt mgsth`d M thll fhr fkw M w`s

wkramgo mg ` bkkastkrh wfhg M iht fhr iktfhr, fkw Thrrmlcfhd ` ckz} ke Mggmth Nhst `gd, mgsth`d ke txrgmgo fhrkuhr tk tfh ckzs, M i`dh Thrrm ok kxt tk lxgcf wmtf ih'

G`tt} `ctx`ll} ormgs' Gxf xf! Sfxt xz'

Trxh stkr}'

Bxt Ikis ` }mca)xz! l`w}hr'

Sfh w`sgt tfhg' Sfh w`s nxst }kxr rxg)ke)tfh)imll zhtt}crkka'

G`tt} l`xofs' M thll fhr ikrh stkrmhs `bkxt fhr z`rhgts

ckxrtsfmz `gd tfh fmccxzs e`dh `s M aghw tfh} wkxld'

Tfhrhs sk ixcf M agkw'

_fhg wh zxll xz tk tfh o`r`oh, G`tt} fxos ih f`rd `gdwfmszhrs mg i} h`r, M s`w skihtfmgo'

M agkw'

Tfh fmccxzs rhtxrg'


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L` Zkrt` Dkrms C`sh


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Thizkr`r} CrkwgTfki`s ^miihri`g

Xgmkg Spx`rh I`rrmktt

S`g Er`gcmsck

Slmoft tkktf`cfh erki tfms thizkr`r} crkwgc`gt stkz i} wkrrmhd zh`gxt)ixgcfmgo w`}s`gd iàhs hlmvmr ke tfms wmgh M dkwg,tfh fhhl ke l`st gmofts drxgahg scrhw)tkz f`~h'

Tkgmoft, i} wmeh ms mg tfh ktfhr bhdtfh twk mg fhrh `rh ghmtfhr amgo gkr pxhhgsk M, tfms cf`mg)fkthls I`cbhtf, i} fh`d`)swmi wmtf s}izfkg} whuh fh`rd `gd shhg,

wmll bh dhgmhd tfh cf`gch tk ixrdhr slhhzwmtf `g} f`zlhss shv `du`gch' Zhrf`zstfh ehrr})rmdh tk @lc`tr`~, tfh sthhzGkb Fmll `schgt tk Cfmg`tkwg, kxr i`zs

hpxmukc`tmkg tkka tfhmr tkll' @ z`wgmg i`rrmòh, M wmll drhì `s amgo tmll d`wg'


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Lkxms`s L`st _`la mg tfh Z`raNkfg Orh}

Sfh s`w ` i`g fmof xz kg ` l`ddhr

`gd tfkxoft fkw d`gohrkxs tf`t lkkahd`gd ekllkwhd tfh nkxrgh} ke ` bmrd`gd xgdhrstkkd fkw h`s} mt w`s ekr }mgotfmgos tk sk`r kuhr i`~hs `gd skluh tfhi'

@ w`ri, likst fkt @zrml gd sfh rhi`rahdtk ` stkgh w`ll wr`zzhd mg tfmca tfkrg} umghstf`t tfh sh`skgs whrh lksmgo tfhmr imgd

`gd sfh w`tcfhd rhd wmgohd bhhtlhs dhschgdkg ` z`tcf ke ghw rmuhr b`ga, orhhglmah ` zlòxh, `gd tfhrh whrh fkrshs kg tr`mls

wfhrh sfh f`d ghuhr bhekrh shhg fkrshs'

_`s tfh wkrld ckimgo tk g hgd kr w`smt ihrhl} clh`rmgo kxt kgh w`} ke dkmgo tfmgos

`s sfh f`d dkgh mg tfh kld fkxsh wmtf tfho`blhd rkke `gd tfh brk`d fmof wmgdkwstf`t `likst shhihd tk smt `tkz tfh twmlmoft`gd drmga erki mt lmah `g `gthlkzh `t ` w`thr fklh'Sfh f`d ghuhr bhhg ckgthgt tfhg, ikumgoexrgmtxrh, wkgdhrmgo me tf`t drhss w`s tkk shv}ekr fhr lko nì ke ` bkd}, kr me tfh kghssfh sfkxld bh wh`rmgo sihlt tkk ixcf ke tfh dh`d'

@gd tfhrh whrh sk i`g} ihg, f`rdl} wki`g`t `ll mg tfh z`ra, gkt w`lamgo str`moft `gd sth`d}

bxt szmllhd lmah bhhr c`gs, skih lkllmgokg tfh or`ss, kgh lmetmgo ` cfmld fmof `bkuhfms fh`d `s `g keehrmgo tk tfh cmrclmgo f`was'Skihkgh rh`d ` bkka, th`rmgo h`cf ckizlhthd zòh

erki mts bmgdmgo, spxhh~mgo mt mg fms f`gd'@gktfhr tksshd cklkrhd b`ll tkw`rd tfh dmst`gtsa}scr`zhrs, sxrrhgdhrhd mt tk ` bxeeht ke k`tmgotfmgos, ke szmggmgo `mrbkrgh mrt`tmkgs'Mt bho`g tk r`mg `gd sfh fmd fhr fh`d bxt str`gohrsd`gchd mg mt `s me mt dmdgt i`tthr tf`t tfhmr hsf wkxld rkt,


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`s me skih zrmskg dkkr bh}kgd tfh rkw ke k`as f`d bhhg xgokzhg

`gd tfh} olkrmhd mg tfms dhskl`th erhhdki'

Skihtfmgo r`ttlhd mg fhr stki`cf, ` fmddhg f`gdclxtcfhd ` ikxgd ke mgghr hsf, wfmszhrhd mts tmih tk ok mg gkw'Sfh txrghd tkw`rds tfh b`gdst`gd wfhrh ` ixsmcm`gzmcahd xz fms drhgcfhd sfhht ixsmc,slkwl} slmzzhd fms umklmg mgtk mts c`sh'

M @i ` Ekxgt`mg ke Sket Zrkdxcts Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}


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_f} dk z`rrkts oht tfh okkd lmghs;Mts lmah tfhmr c`ll ms erk~hg mg zkllhg,` stìz, kr smoght rmgo zrhsshd kgtk tfh bk`rd w`vke h`cf xgdhcmdhd cl`}'

T`xoft tfh bmrd tk s`}Sfxt xz stxzmd% wmtf ` imllht stmcasfh ckgdxcts tfh èthrgkkg' Krdhrl} rhorhsstk ` ghw wki`gs dhgmi1tmg} z`r`dh wmtf ehhlmgos zhhlmgoerki tfh wkkd erìh' N`~~ zkl}hsthr'

_h zrkihg`dh bhgh`tf gxrshs, sl`zstmcalkrds ke zr`}hr, fkwl % sw`sfbxcalh'M c`g hvzl`mg tfh shcrhts ke zl`stmc sfhhts'

Erhsf _hhas' Tfh cr`sf ke kxr `zzhtmths,sh`rcf ekr ` ah} wmtf

kxr tmoft `zhrtxrhs'

Tfh rhoxl`r crhws kg sfkrh lhùhshllmgo tfhmr dmogmt} wfmlhtfh Bhh Ohhs ixtthr erki tfh `t bhlkw' Tfh}fùh dheh`thd tfh l`wg sk whsht s`ml erki Zkrt Zlhgt} tk tfh B`} ke Dxst, kxr

si`ll mgthormtmhs ekr ` bxcaht'


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Rxg B`b} RxgZhthr I`rr`

Tfh clktfhslmghfmsshs mg tfh sxglmoft'

Tfh crh`txrhs `rhfmdmgo mg tfh lkgo or`ss'

Bhfmgd tfh trhhs ` smlfkxhtth ms l`}mgo dkwg tk rhst1_ht dmrt ò`mgst gàhd samg tfh} s`w fhr'

Drhsshs blkwmg ` sc`ldmgo wmgd `rrmumgo

erki exrtfhr kgdkwg tfh dxst} rk`d,

wfhrh tfh e`rifkxshsw`mt tk bh tkrg dkwg'

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tfh ckrh tk ohgtl} rxb fhr samg,tàmgo fhr `w`} ekrhuhr'

Sfh dkhsgt w`gt tk rhtxrg'Sfh g`mlhd tfh chll zfkgh tk tfh trxga,

l`xofhd `s tfh hlhctrmc xmds szxrt ` stmixlxs,tfh dìòhs i`dh rh`l ekr ` shckgd'

Fhr txrbxlhgt uòmg`l d`gchs oùh dmrhctmkgwfmlh tfh h`rtf wkuh tfh shgs`tmkgs'


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@bstr`ct Z`mgtmgo, Nk} Nmi Exhss


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_f`t M _msf ekr ]kxU`lhgtmg` C`gk

ekr Kdmg

M fkzh tfh `mr ms clh`r wfhrh }kx `rh'M drhì ke mt,mts sa} lmah wmgdkwz`ghs,cr}st`l `gd ckkl,tfh sxg ` xkrhschgt bxlb

tf`t ghuhr bxrgs'Tfh `mr sfkxld sihll ke cmggìkg,mts ixsa} schgt rxbbmgoò`mgst trhh b`ra,tfh swhhtghss fkldmgo f`gds

wmtf tfh bmtthr s`z'

Tfms Sz`ch Bhtwhhg Xs Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft


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M mi`omgh }kx d`gcmgomg ` twmrl ke ckzzhrs,oklds olmtthrmgo lmah h}hskee }kxr b`ca'

M l`xof `t }kxr e`chkzhg lmah ` o`th,`s }kx shh ih zhha mg,` fh`d zkamgo xzerki xgdhr `g `ttmc dkkr'

Smgch sfh w`s bkrg tf`t }h`r,mt i`dh shgsh ekr ih `t smvtk `sa me Or`gdiktfhr rhc`llhdtfh 0=:= Dhtrkmt Tmohrs, fkw T} Ckbbslxoohd fms w`} tk tfh zhgg`gt'

M w`s bkrg mg 52'Ekr kgh ikgtf Zl`tf `gd Msf`rhd tfms wkrld ke crmhs `gd fxgohr,

wh`tfhr `gd lmeh'

_mll ` or`gdskg `same M iht fhr,tkxcfhd fhr, s`w fhr rh`d

bhekrh sfh sg`zzhd mg tfh wmgdke ` Brmtmsf wmgthr;

M w`gthd tk agkw'_mll wh rhihibhrwf`t kxr cfmldrhg c`rh `bkxtsihll ke or`ss kr cr`ca ke tfh b`t,` wki`g tfrhh rkws dkwgdmstr`cthd, }`wgmgo, `slhhz'

Or`gdiktfhr, S}lum` Zl`tf `gd tfh 0=:= Dhtrkmt TmohrsZ`xl D`umd @damgs


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Tfh Smg N`rLhg Axgt~

Sfh ahhzs fhr smgs mg ` n`r tf`t smts kg ` sfhle mg fhr clksht'

Tk rh`cf tfh n`r, sfh f`s tk xsh ` sthz l`ddhr' Tfms `dds` tròmc zòh`gtr} tk tfh t`sa `gd skihtmihs fhr fh`rt wmlltfxgdhr sk f`rd `s sfh clmibs xz h`cf spxhàmgo sthz tf`txrmgh drmbblhs dkwg fhr tfmofs `gd fhr aghhs lmthr`ll} agkca`gd fhr brh`tf ckihs kxt stxtthrhd `gd skxr'

Sfh wrmths huhr} smg dkwg kg z`zhr' Skih `rh nxst strmzs, gk

dmeehrhgt tf`g ` ekrtxgh ckkamh ihssòh' Ktfhrs tàh xz `ghgtmrh zòh' Sfh amsshs tfh mga `gd zl`chs tfh keehgsh mg tfh

n`r `gd s`}s `lkxd, M ì sk skrr}' Mll tr} gkt tk lht tf`t f`z)zhg ò`mg'

Tfh n`r bhlkgohd tk fhr Or`gdiktfhr Hstfhr' Or`g `lw`}sc`rrmhd ` wkkdhg sz`txl` wmtf fhr, huhg wfhg sfh w`sgtmg tfh amtcfhg' Mt w`s ` wh`zkg sfh lmahd tk bh`t tfh omrl

wmtf wfhg tfh omrl dmd mgckrrhct kr dmszlh`smgo tfmgos' @ethrOr`gdi` Hstfhr dmhd, tfh omrl whgt tfrkxof tfh kld wki`gsfkxsh, lkkamgo tfrkxof huhr} dr`whr `gd gkka, sh`rcfmgo ekrtfh krmomg ke tfh wki`gs huml dhzkrtihgt'

Sfh ekxgd tfh n`r kg ` sfhle, fmddhg bhgh`tf wkrg bkkts `gdsf`wl)t}zh o`rihgts'

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zfhr, wf`t fh f`d mgthgdhd, wf`t fh lkkahd lmah, me fh w`sskihkgh tfh omrl imoft agkw, ` rhl`tmuh zhrf`zs'

@ethr sfhd ihikrm~hd huhr} lxrmd miòh, sfh bxrghd tfh zmc)txrhs mg fhr b`tftxb, tfhg r`g w`thr kuhr tfh `sfhs, w`tcf)mgo tfh cf`rck`l cfxgas bhmgo swhzt dkwg tfh dr`mg, skih


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stxbbkrg zmhchs ckllhctmgo lmah or`} xgekromumgoghss `rkxgdtfh rmi'

Tfhg sfh cl`mihd tfh n`r `s fhr kwg'

Mt sihllhd ke dhc`dhgch `gd dxst, ke dh`d tfmgos tf`t dmd gktcfkksh tk dmh' Mt olhìhd ` dxll orhhg)t`xzh sfhhg' R`mshdol`ss szhllhd kxt ` gìh `gd ` d`th'

Mt w`s tfh zhrehct c`gmsthr tk stkrh fhr imsdhhds, fhr miik)r`lmt} `gd mgmpxmtmhs, `gd sfh f`d sk i`g} tk rhckrd' Skih

whrh fhr kwg e`xlt, ktfhrs f`d bhhg tfrxst xzkg fhr `s sfhdrh`cthd mg shlsf shle)dhehgsh'

Sfhd st`rthd smggmgo }kxgo' Or`gdi` Hstfhr aghw tf`t'Tfh kld wki`g w`s sk okkd `t zkmgtmgo kxt tfh omrls `whdcf`r`cthr'

Tfh rst wkrd tfh omrl f`d huhr lh`rghd w`s Zlh`sh' Tfhghvt> Stkz' Tfhg> Stkz tf`t' Tfhg> Stkz tf`t, zlh`sh! Stkztf`t!!

Sfh ixst gkt fùh bhhg uhr} ckgumgcmgo' Fhr `rtmcxl`tmkgixst fùh bhhg whà)lmlthd, fhr wkrds tkk crxibl}, lmah blxhcfhhsh clkds'

Gkw sfhs omuhg xz xsmgo wkrds wmtf tfh b`d bk}ermhgds sfhc`gt shhi tk sfàh' Tfh} shh tfh d`raghss mg fhr `gd mts tfh

uhr} tfmgo tf`t `ttr`cts tfhi, sf`ras sxcamgo dkwg blkkd}w`thr'

Tkgmoft sfh zl`chs `gktfhr smg mgsmdh tfh n`r' Sfh amsshs tfhihssòh wmtf fhr swkllhg lmzs, sih`rmgo tfh mga kuhr ghw

brxmshs'

Sfh s`}s, Mi skrr} ekr bhmgo b`d ò`mg'


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Clh`g Xz ]kxr Clktfhs Ami I`rr`

_htI' Cf`gdlhr Rkdbrk

M st`rthd mg tfh b`shihgt bhc`xsh mt w`s h`s}']kx tkld ih,clh`g mt xz `gd mt wmll bh egh'

@gd mt w`s,xgtml }kx `sahd ih tk ikuh xzst`mrstk rh`rr`goh tfh exrgmtxrh,`gd tk stkz drhìmgo,

bxt tf`t dmdgt tàh'Sk M ì rhsmoghdtk tfh slhhzmgo zkrcf,st`rmgo kxt tfh lh`dhd ol`ss,tr}mgo tk skrt kxt rkkis'


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Tfh @gts ke Dhstmg}L`rr} Oèegh}

Sfh w`s t`ll, bxt sk wf`t; T`ll omrls, sfkrt omrls, samgg}

omrls, `g} omrl wkxld dk me sfh f`d ` chrt`mg px`lmt}' Fhwkxld szhà tk fhr, tfhg'

Fùh }kx bhhg tk tfh hvfmbmtmkg;

Tfh wf`t;

M lmah tfksh sfkhs, fh ckxgthrhd'

Gkw }kxrh t`lamgo! sfh s`md'

Sfh wkrahd `t tfh lmbr`r}, `gd w`s t`ll' Tfh l`tthr f`s bhhggkthd, bxt ms wkrtf ihgtmkgmgo ò`mg' Mt ms `lsk wkrtf ihg)

tmkgmgo tf`t tfh zrhumkxs brmhe hvcf`goh ghuhr `ctx`ll} kc)cxrrhd' Bxt Cf`rlhs &ekr tf`t ms fms gìh- miòmghd mt imoftmgukluh bl`tfhr `bkxt sfkhs `gd `g hvfmbmtmkg ke skihtfmgokr ktfhr, ekr fh w`s ghmtfhr cf`rimgo gkr samllhd mg tfh w`}ske cfmt)cf`t'

Kxtsmdh tfh lmbr`r} mt w`s gkt wmgthr `g}ikrh, `gd omo`gtmc

trhhs zxlshd wmtf tfh lmeh ke i`g} si`ll crh`txrhs' Cf`rlhss`t wmtf fms b`ca ò`mgst kgh ke tfh trhhs `gd fkzhd tfh t`llomrl wkxld w`la tkw`rd fmi' Tfhg fh imoft st`gd `gd t`latk fhr' Fh st`rhd `t tfh lmbr`r} hgtr`gch' @s fh st`rhd, l`roh

bl`ca `gts lhet tfh trhh tk cr`wl xzkg fms sfkxldhrs' Smgchfh w`s wh`rmgo ` sfmrt, fh dmdgt gktmch tfh `gts xgtml kgh ketfhi ekxgd mts w`} tk fms ghca' @t tfh zrhcmsh ikihgt tf`t

fh ehlt ` tmcalmgo shgs`tmkg, nxst `s fh w`s ikumgo fms f`gd tkfms ghca, ` ckllhòxh w`lahd b} `gd s`md Fxllk, Cf`rlhs' Bhc`rhexl tf`t tfh `gts dkgt oht }kx'


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Cf`rlhs f`d ` shcrht lkgomgo ekr cksimc rhuhl`tmkg' Fh ahzt mtshcrht bhc`xsh ktfhrwmsh fms ckllhòxhs wkxld simlh `t fmi'Tfh} whrh mgthllhctx`ls, `ll ke tfhi, f`rdhghd b} dmsckxrsh mgtfh cl`ssrkki `gd b} tfh rmokrs rhpxmrhd ekr tfh `sshiblòh

ke z`zhrs, tk bh zrhshgthd `t ckgehrhgchs mg zl`chs lmah Fkxs)tkg `gd Krkgk' Cf`rlhs f`d ghuhr `tthgdhd kgh ke tfhshckgehrhgchs, bxt kg ` ehw kcc`smkgs f`d `ggkxgchd lmghs kezkhtr}fms kwg zkhtr}`t rh`dmgos wfhrh fh w`s gkt tfhzrmi`r} zkht' Tfh bkkasfhle mg fms kech fhld tfh wkras kedhckgstrxctmkgmsts `gd ktfhr er`xds, bxt `lsk ke I`dìhBlù`tsa} `gd Rxdkle Sthmghr' Fh fkzhd tfh}, `gd gkt tfh

dhckgstrxctmkgmsts, whrh rmoft' Fh aghw ke ` ckllhòxh wfklmthr`ll} lmcahd fms cfkzs bhekrh txcamgo mgtk ` dmscxssmkgke L`c`g kr mgthrthvtx`lmt}' Cf`rlhs f`d ikrh dhlmc`th rh)szkgshs tk tfmgos tf`t zlh`shd fmi, bxt wkxld chrt`mgl} ehhl` xtthr mg fms omblhts wfhg zòmgo tfrkxof Tfh Fklkor`zfmcXgmuhrsh kr skih sxcf hvzlkr`tmkg ke tfh wkrld bh}kgd'

Skih ekxr fkxrs zrhumkxs tk tfh cr`wlmgo ke tfh `gts xzkgfms sfkxldhrs `gd ghca, `gd tfh ckgcxrrhgt nkcxl`rmt}`bkxt`gtstksshd `t fmi erki tfh z`ssmgo ckllhòxh, Cf`rlhs f`drhckxgthd, tk fmsDmihgsmkgs ke Lmthr`txrh cl`ss, `g `ghc)dkth ckgchrgmgo Hdwmg @rlmgotkg Rkbmgskg' @t tfh I`c)Dkwhll Cklkg}, Rkbmgskg f`d stkkd w`tcfmgo kgh d`} `s `rmdmcxlkxs }kxgo zkht tfrhw fmishle tk tfh orkxgd mg ` t keihl`gcfklm`' _fmlh l`goxmsfmgo tfxs, tfh zkht w`s hgcmrclhd

b} fms ehllkw wrmthrs, sklmcmtkxs ke fms ckgdmtmkg' @ll hvchztRkbmgskg, tf`t ms, wfk s`md,Dkgt wkrr}, tfh `gts wmll ohtfmi'

_h i`} `ssxih, tfhg, tf`t Cf`rlhs ms ` zrkehsskr ke Hgo)

lmsf;

]hs' Bxt ` zkkr sf kzzmgo bkxt mg tfh sf`llkws ke tfhthgxrh strhì'

Ih`gmgo wf`t; Fms ckllhòxhs dkgt lmah fmi; Fms wkra


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Gkt pxmth' Fh ms tfkxoft ke `s ka`}' Gktfmgo ikrh tf`gtf`t' Gkt szhcm`l' Fh f`s gk wmeh tk brmgo tk skcm`l exgc)

tmkgs' Fh ms gkt kuhrl} ermhgdl}' Fms stxdhgt hu`lx`tmkgs`rh sk)sk' Erhsf kxt ke or`dx`th scfkkl fh zxblmsfhd `cf`zbkka, `gd mt w`s zrkzhrl} blxrb`lm~hd b} f`le)`)dk~hg

wkramgo zkhts' Bxt mt dmdgt i`tthr bhc`xsh huhr}kgh mg tfhzkhtr} bxsmghss agkws tf`t blxrbs `tt`cf tfhishluhs tk cf`z)bkkas lmah blkwmhs tk dh`d zkssxi' Tfh cf`zbkka w`s`ll fh f`d mg fmi, mt shhis, bhc`xsh mg tfh l`st ethhg }h`rs

Cf`rlhs f`s zxblmsfhd ` or`gd tkt`l ke gmgh zkhis mg tfrhhkbscxrh iò`~mghs>Elk`tmgo Szmdhr Rhumhw, D`ra Fì)bxrohr, `gd Ctfkgmc Bkki'

_mll tfh omrl bh mizrhsshd tf`t Cf`rlhs ms ` zkht; @gd wf}ihgtmkg tf`t sfhs t`ll;

Zrkb`bl} gkt' Tfh omrl, Sxs`gg`, ms ` shgmkr `gd agkws tfhrkzhs' Sfh f`s iht ktfhr zkhts, f`s bhhg tk ` ckxzlh ke rh`d)mgos `gd w`s gkt mizrhsshd' Fhr fhmoftuh)ekkt)thgmssmogmc`gt bhc`xsh Cf`rlhs ms kgl} uh)ekkt)shuhg' Fh msmgtmimd`thd b}, bxt `lsk uhr} `ttr`cthd tk t`ll omrls'

Szhàmgo ke wfmcf, wf} dkhsgt fh `lrh`d} fùh ` omrl)ermhgd;

Mg `ddmtmkg tk bhmgo sfkrt, Cf`rlhs ms zxdo} `gd b`ldmsf,wmtf ` szl`}ekkthd, mogkblh st}lh ke zhrìbxl`tmkg' Fh l`casckgdhgch' Fhs ekrt})uh `gd st`rtmgo tk dhc`}' Sxs`gg`,

b} tfh w`}, ms twhgt})kgh, ixcf tkk }kxgo ekr fmi'

Sk wf`t f`zzhgs gkw;

Fh ms `bkxt tk wrmth fhr ` lhtthr'


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Dh`r Sxs`gg`,

Skihtmihs }kx `rh `t tfh cmrcxl`tmkg dhsa, `gd wmtf ohgtlhf`gds }kx zrkchss i} bkkas ekr ih' Skihtmihs M shh }kx mg

tfh st`cas, `gd wh hvcf`goh tfh brmhehst ke simlhs'

M tfkxoft ke }kx tkd`} wfmlh `g `gt cr`wlhd xzkg i} ghca'Gk, Mi gkt lksmgo i} imgd' Tfhrh ms ih`gmgo mg tfms' Lhtih hvzl`mg'

Kgh d`} tfh orh`t Swmss zs}cfklkomst C`rl Nxgo w`s mg shs)

smkg wmtf ` z`tmhgt wfk tkld fmi ke fhr drhì mg wfmcf tfhrhf`d `zzh`rhd ` s`crhd sc`r`b bhhtlh' Zrhshgtl} Nxgo fh`rd àgkcamgo `t tfh wmgdkw' @ l`roh bhhtlh w`s `tthiztmgo tk }mgtk tfh rkki' Nxgo sxeehrhd tfh `rtfrkzkd tk hgthr' C`tcf)mgo mt mg fms f`gd, fh gkthd tf`t mt w`s ke ` szhcmhs smiml`r tktfh Ho}ztm`g sc`r`b bhhtlh ihgtmkghd mg tfh omrls drhì' Fh`lsk gkthd tf`t tfh crh`txrh w`s gkt xsx`ll} ekxgd `t tfh fmof

`ltmtxdh ke fms @lzmgh rhtrh`t' @t tf`t ikihgt, sk tfh stkr}okhs, Nxgo ekrixl`thd tfh tfhkr} ke s}gcfrkgmcmt}, wfmcfi`} bh dhghd `s ` ckmgcmdhgch sk sthhzhd mg cksimc mizkrttf`t mt c`ggkt bh `ttrmbxthd tk ihrh cf`gch'

Tkd`} M hvzhrmhgchd sxcf ` ikihgt' M w`s smttmgo xgdhr `trhh w`tcfmgo tfh lmbr`r} sthzs, fkzmgo }kx wkxld `zzh`r' Moxrhd mt w`s tmih ekr xs tk fùh ` ckguhrs`tmkg, `gd gkt `ttfh cmrcxl`tmkg dhsa wmtf }kxr @roxs)h}hd ckwkrahrs mg `t)thgd`gch' _fmlh }kx whrh mg i} tfkxofts, `gd `t tfh hv`ctikihgt wfhg tfh èkrhihgtmkghd `gt w`lahd bkldl} `crkssi} ghca, ` ehllkw)zrkehsskr c`llhd kxt tk ih skihtfmgo `bkxt`gts' Gkw`gd fhrh ms wfhrh mt ohts trmzz}h`rlmhr mg tfhd`} M f`d bhhg szhàmgo `bkxt `gts mg i} lmt cl`ss' Gkt kgl}tf`t, bxt M f`d xshd tfh sìh zfr`smgo tf`t tfms zrkehsskrxshd' Ms mt zkssmblh tf`t fh f`d w`lahd z`st tfh rkki dxrmgoi} dmspxmsmtmkg `bkxt tfh `gts; GkM cfhcahd fms scfhdxlh1fh w`s fmishle mg cl`ss, kg tfh ktfhr smdh ke cìzxs' ]kxrz`rt mg tfms i}sthr} ms pxmth clh`r> f`d M gkt bhhg tfmgamgo ke


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}kx, bhhg w`mtmgo xgdhr tf`t trhh ekr }kx tk hihroh erki tfhlmbr`r}, tfh `gts ke dhstmg} wkxld gkt fùh i`rcfhd mgtk i}lmeh'

M ì ckgumgchd tf`t tfh Xgmuhrsh ms tr}mgo tk thll ih skih)tfmgo' M tfmga mt ms thllmgo ih tf`t M sfkxld omuh tkgoxh tk tfhehhlmgos M fùh ekr }kx' Tfms M wkxld zrhehr tk dk mg zhrskg,zhrf`zs mg ` bkktf `t Emgsthrs kuhr ` zlh`s`gt ih`l ke bhhethgdhrlkmg wmtf `gcfku} bxtthr, ` fkxsh szhcm`lt} M fùhsìzlhd wmtf zlh`sxrh kg i`g} `g kcc`smkg'

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Bxt M ì okmgo kg ikrh tf`g M mgthgdhd' M fkzh, Sxs`gg`,

tf`t }kx wmll eùkr ih wmtf ` rhzl}' M wmll mgclxdh i} zfkghgxibhr bhgh`tf i} smog`txrh' @gd ke ckxrsh }kx c`g `lw`}s

wrmth tk ih fhrh kg cìzxs'

M fùh ghuhr dkgh `g}tfmgo lmah tfms bhekrh' Mt ehhls str`goh'Bxt mt `lsk ehhls rmoft' Cksimc`ll} ckrrhct, lht xs s`}'

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cl`ss;Sxs`gg`b`g`g`> mi gkt huhg mg fms cl`ss fh shhs ih `twkrask fh wrmths ih tfms lhtthr, `sas ih kxt ekr ` sthà dmgghr!

Zxgahrtslxt> fkl} exca! dn` thll fmi xr ` uho`g;Sxs`gg`b`g`g`> }h`f m wrkth fmi b`ca `lrh`d} trmhd tkahhz mt gmch tkld fmi m dkgt h`t ih`t % m fùh ` bk}ermhgd

wfk zl`}s rxob} fùhgt fh`rd `g}tfmgo smgchZxgahrslxt> tf`ts oktt` bh xgckiekrt`blh wfhg fh ckihsmgtk tfh lmbhrr}

Sxs`gg`b`g`g`> whll, Muh shhg fmi ` ckxzl` tmihs, bxt fh

dxcas bhfmgd tfh st`cas m dkgt tfmga fhll bh cfhcamgo kxtbkkas wfmlh mi `t i} zhrcf fh} m i`dh ckzmhs ke fms lhtthrMll shgd }kx kgh

Zxgahrslxt> dk mt!

@bkxt Cf`rlhs [[[[[[, s`md tfh Dh`g, M ehhl mt wkxld bh

mg tfh bhst mgthrhst ke tfh xgmuhrsmt} gkt tk keehr fmi ` ckg)tr`ct'

M thgd tk òrhh wmtf }kx, s`md tfh Cf`mr, tìzmgo ` zlxo keRhd Stò dhhz mgtk fms zmzh'

Fms zxblmc`tmkgs `rh gml, èthr `ll, s`md tfh Dh`g' @gd me fh

ofts xs wh c`g brmgo xz tf`t ktfhr i`tthr'

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Dhgmthl}, s`md tfh Dh`g' _h c`gt ahhz ` zrkehsskr`rkxgd wfks bhckih ` oxrh ke exg' _f`ts tfh gìh ke

tf`t smth ò`mg;

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tfhi' Mt c`gt bh lho`l tk zxblmsf skihkghs lhtthr lmah tf`twmtfkxt zhrimssmkg, c`g mt;

M sfkxldgt tfmga sk, s`md tfh Cf`mr'

Fh sfkxld sxh tfhmr `sshs, s`md tfh Dh`g' Gkt kxrs,tfkxof' _h `rh zhrehctl} wmtfmg kxr rmofts'

Gk, gkt kxrs, s`md tfh Cf`mr'

]kxll wrmth fmi `g hvchllhgt lhtthr ke rhckiihgd`tmkg, ke

ckxrsh, s`md tfh Dh`g'

Ke ckxrsh' @g hvchllhgt lhtthr, s`md tfh Cf`mr'

D`rwmg Nkxrgh}s tk Tfh _hstNkshzf E`rlh}

Hvmsthgch ms` r`gdki `ct,

tfh `ctmkg kewmgd `gd wùhs

kg mge`gt rkcasmg `gcmhgt sh`s

erki wfmcf hvzlkdhstfh ikgah} amgo'

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Ckrh} Ihslhr

M ekxgd ` z`mr ke lmzsf`le)bxrmhd mg tfh lk`i

ke i} o`rdhg)sz`ch'M tkka tfhi mgsmdh'Tfh} whrh sk thgdhr,tmg} crh`txrh wmtf sket

wmgos' M i`dh ` zlh`s`gchekr tfh lmzs `gd zl`chd mtgh`r i} bhd' Tfh rst

gmoft, `s skkg `s tfhlmoft w`s kxt, tfh} szkahtk ih' Tfh} s`md, ]kx`rh okdlmah' M lkuh }kx`s ehrchl} `s tfh hgcmrclmgorkki rkxgd ` ekroh'Tfh ghvt d`} M rhtxrghd

tfh lmzs tk tfh o`rdhg`gd whgt ekr ` w`la' M

w`s fkzmgo tk rxg mgtkS`gdr` `o`mg' M f`d `lrh`d}

brkahg fhr swhht fh`rt kgch'


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Bh`xtmexll} El`whd

Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft

]kx Blhhd `gd Brh`tfh tfh @mr


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Kbshssmuh Zhrskg`lmt}U`lhgtmg` C`gk

Ikrgmgo ms gkttfh bhst tmih tk lh`rg tk nxoolh'

Tfh zmgs, sklmd hgkxof `t rst,bhomg tk tr`ml zmhchs,wkkd sfùmgos'_f`t trmcalhs kxtck`ts }kxr f`gds mg ` stmca} rhsmg,iàmgo }kx stxiblh'Iàmgo }kx cr`ca tfh wkkd

ò`mgst tfh kkr lmahrh`dnxstmgo agxcalhs'Ikrgmgo `sas tk bh ckuhrhd xzmg ` sfrkxd wfmlh tfhzmhchs `rh o`tfhrhd,

wfmlh tfh nxoolhrz`mgts l`gdsc`zhs ke z`mg'

Ke `ll tfh ikihgtsdrhsshd mg fkt ckxròh,tfh ikrgmgo ms tfh kgl} kgh wmtf thhtf'I} h}hs `rh lkwhrhdlmah z`r`cfxths'Tfh ikihgt shhs ih'Tfh ikihgt mogkrhs ih'


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Tfh Bkka kg tfh Rmoft_`lthr Cìzbhll

Msfkxld ikuh tfh bkka b`ca'

Tfh bkka kg tfh rmoft hgd ke tfh ckeehh t`blh' Mts smttmgoghvt tk ` l`ztkz, wfmcf ms ghvt tk `g hizt} cxz tf`t kgch ckg)t`mghd lmih)ùkrhd shlt~hr, wfmcf ms ghvt tk ` iò`~mgh dh)t`mlmgo fkw tk st`} ckkl dxrmgo sxiihr rxgs, wfmcf ms ghvt tktwk rhikth ckgtrkls &kgh bl`ca, kgh or`}- wfmcf `rh kg tkzke ` bl`ga zmhch ke zrmgthr z`zhr tf`t w`s okmgo tk bh xshdekr dmrhctmkgs tk R`dmkSf`ca' Tf`t bkka' Skihkgh ikuhd mt'

@gd M sfkxld ikuh mt b`ca'

Mt w`s zrkb`bl} nxst `g `ccmdhgt' Skihkgh sht skihtfmgodkwg, kr zmcahd skihtfmgo xz, kr bxizhd mt wfmlh w`lamgo

b}, `gd mt sfmethd'Bxt M dkgt c`rh wf} mt ikuhd1 M c`rh tf`t mt ikuhd'

Mt w`s zhrehctl} `lmoghd wmtf tfh tkz ckrghr `gd e`r rmoft hdohke tfh t`blh' Mt t sikktfl}, kxtlmgmgo hv`ctl} tfh sf`zh ketf`t hgd ke tfh ckeehh t`blh, sfkwmgo `ll tfh ckgtkxrs, mg c`sh`g}kgh w`s mgthrhsthd' Gkw, mt kxtlmghs gktfmgo `gd sfkwsgk ckgtkxrs'

M wkgt ikuh mt b`ca, tfkxof' M zrkimshd Md mogkrh tfhshskrts ke tfmgos, sk M wkgt ikuh mt b`ca'Mt ih`gs gktfmgo' Mts nxst ` bkka' M dkgt huhg agkw wf`tbkka' Ckkabkka, scm), cl`ssmc> wfk agkws; Ckxld bh `g}bkka' Rh`ll} mts nxst tfh bkka tf`t kxtlmghs tfh e`r rmoft `gdtkz hdoh ke tfh ckeehh t`blh'Tf`t ms, xgtml skihkgh bxizhd mgtk mt, slmdmgo mt ` ehw mgcfhs

tk tfh rmoft' Mgcfhs! Gkt imllmihthrs, bxt exll mgcfhs! Tfh}imoft `s whll fùh cfxcahd mt `crkss tfh dìg rkki'

Bxt mts gkt tfhmr e`xlt' M zrkimshd Md rhihibhr tf`t mts gkttfhmr e`xlt' Tfh} dkgt c`rh `bkxt tfms `s ixcf `s M dk, `gdtf`ts gkri`l'


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M wkgt ikuh mt'

Bxt tfh} sfkxldgt fùh ikuhd mt hmtfhr' Bxizhd ` bkka `gddmdgt v mt; _f`ts wrkgo wmtf tfhi;

M wkgt, tfkxof' Mts gh rmoft tfhrh' Tf`ts ` orh`t zl`ch ekr `bkka' Mll lhùh mt tfhrh, `gd tf`tll bh mts ghw zhrehct szkt'

Bxt wf`t me skihkgh ikuhs mt erki tfhrh;

I`}bh M sfkxld nxst ikuh mt b`ca'

Bxt M s`md tf`t M wkxldgt' M zrkimshd' @gd mts gkt lmah i}b`lls `rh okmgo tk e`ll kee me M dkgt'

Bxt wf`t me tfh} dmd; Tfhg Md agkw M ckxld fùh stkzzhd mtnxst b} ikumgo tfms kgh bkka'

Gkw Mi nxst iàmgo ` ikcahr} ke i}shle' Tf`ts lxdmcrkxs'I} b`lls `rhgt okmgo tk e`ll kee bhc`xsh ke ` bkka' Tfms bkkamsgt ` i`cfhth, kr ` sìxr`m swkrd, kr ` bxtcfhrs agmeh, kr `

uhthrmg`rm`gs sc`lzhl' Gktfmgo tfms bkka dkhs c`g èehct i}b`lls'

Bxt stmll, M ckxld nxst ikuh mt'

M wkgt' M wkgt ikuh mt'

Mt w`s sk zhrehct, tfkxof' Tfh `bsklxth zmgg`clh ke bkkaskg ckeehh t`blhs1 ` zmhch ke ikdhrg `rt scxlzthd sklhl} erkifkxshfkld kbnhcts'

M wkgt ikuh mt, M tfmga, bxt i} f`gds `lrh`d} rh`cfmgo'


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Tfh Zòhs ke I} Imgd `rh Ekrhuhr Txrgmgo Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft

Lxstmgo Ekr BkkasNkshzf E`rlh}

Mg tfh fkxr bhekrh tr`mgmgo `t tfh xgmkg f`ll bhomgsM w`gdhr mgtk Bkrdhrs `gd sl`tfhr kuhr bkkas'

I} zs}cfklkomst f`s tkld ih tk cxrb i} `zzhtmthlhst M rxmg i} imgd, bxt tfh dhsmrh ms stmll tfhrh'M tàh bkkas kgh b} kgh erki tfh sfhluhs,ekgdlh tfhi, sihll tfh erhsf schgt ke ghw zòhs,clh`g `gd crmsz `s ` wki`gs zhrexihd f`mr,rxg i} gohrs kuhr tfh wkrds lmah tfh samgke ` z`rìkxr, tr`ch tfh szmgh ke h`cf gkuhl,

wmtf tkgoxh sh`rcf kxt tfh skxgds ke zkhis'Zhgt xz hiktmkgs c`g gd gk rhlh`sh'Tfhrh ms gk tmih, gk ikgh} mg i} zkcaht,`gd gk rkki mg i} fkxsh ekr ikrh nh`lkxs lkuhrs'


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Uhgxs ke tfh Ckrg StxbblhO'@' S`mgdkg

Dhchibhr ikrgmgo st`rs,Fmddhg b} ` sxg xgshhg

Bxt fhùmgo fms sfkxldhrs'Erk~hg bmrds, erk~hg tr`cas orhhtTfh e`rihr, fms tr`ctkr `gd tfh orh`t

_hmoft ke wht, w`ri i`gxrhSthìmgo `gd twmrlmgo tfrkxof tfh erk~hg `mr,Blhssmgo tfh skml, drhssmgo tfh hld'

@ tfmca, sxltr} zlxih erki tfh wòkgRmshs uklxztxkxs `gd t`ll tkw`rd ` zl`ghtSmgolh mg tfh H`st, d`wgs bh`xt} i`ra'

Sfh c`g kgl} txrg fhr fh`dSk e`r bhekrh sfhll lksh fhr b`l`gch

@gd fhr ckgsthll`tmkg,Sk Uhgxs ormts fhr thhtf, ormi`chs

Tfh swkllhg, t`rt imst rh`cfhs fhrGkt tk bh mogkrhd

Fkw dk }kx lmah i} ikuhs, smsthr;


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Dhihthrs GhstsTfki`s ^miihri`g

Tkgmoft tfh b`shihgt)wmgdkw lmofts `crkss

tfh strhht f`uh i`dh tfh ghmofbkrs fkxsh ` fh`dtf`ts bxrmhd xz tk mts h}hs' @ okds mgcmskrssfmgh tfrkxof }hws tf`t bh`rd tfh fkxsh ghvt dkkr'Tfh `zzlh trhhs tfh ixii} ke ` Tmt`gtf`t hsc`zhd c`str`tmkg' Lkka> tf`t sz`rrkw dh`dxzkg tfh cxrbs ` wkib ke ehsthrmgo lmeh'Mgsmdh, tfh fh`t f`s zmpxhd ` rfkdkdhgdrkgs

lkgo str`} r`} `tkz i} iktfhrs fkzh cfhst'_fmlh }kx ckib }kxr f`mr, M shh }kxr brh`ststfrkxof rxstlmgo smlas' Mg tfh imrrkrsh}h, }kxrh ckwlhd mg brkwg)okld bhhs' I} zrkghtkrsks ` stxbblh)hld> `t }kxr tkxcf, skihtfmgo wmld

`gd sfmg})crhsthd sfxddhrs mgtk moft'

@lc`tr`~ Dkrihr Tfki`s ^miihri`g


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C`rlNkfg Orh}

Mts `g kld rxg)dkwg fkthlmg tfh Imssmkg dmstrmct']kxuh bhhg fhrh ` }h`r,ikstl} smttmgo mg }kxr rkki,skihtmihs dkwg `t tfh dhsasmogmgo kuhr cfhcas'Mts strmctl} kzfkxsh `cckiikd`tmkg,

wmtf ` bhd `gd ` rxst} b`smg`gd ` b`tfrkki dkwg tfh f`ll'Tfh wmgdkw ms ` bmtcf tk kzhg`gd tfh umhws ` w`rhfkxsh,hizt} bxt ekr tfh shckgd kkr clmgmcwfhrh rst }h`r dkctkrs uklxgthhr'Tfh bxlb `bkuh }kx dkhsgt wkra

bxt tfh lìz kg tfh bhdsmdh t`blh dkhs'Tfh i`mg `ttr`ctmkg ms l}mgo `tkz tfh sfhht`gd w`tcfmgo àhs ke z`mgtslkwl} xgckml erki tfh chmlmgo,wkra tfhmr w`} tk tfh kkr']kxrh okmgo kg et},` ihrh cfmld mg tfms fkthls }h`rs'

Mts shhg `t lh`st twk wkrld w`rs, Akrh`,Umhtgì, `gd huhr} dhshrt samrimsf smgch']kx huhg shruhd mg kgh ke tfkshtfkxof, ekr tfh lmeh ke }kx,

}kx c`gt rhihibhr wfmcf kgh'Gktfmgo ke tf`t tmih rhi`mgs,gkt ` ihd`l, gkt ` bxllht c`smgo,

gkt ` lhtthr erki `g kld ckir`dhwfk i`rcfhd mgtk fhll bhsmdh }kx'@ll }kx agkw ms}kx sxrumuhd tk lmuh `gktfhr d`}'Nxst gkt tfms kgh'


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_hll @ethr SxgdkwgO'@' S`mgdkg

M dhhzl} wmsf mt whrh ktfhrwmsh

`ctmuh xgdhr tfh l`th Kctkbhr samhs

`rh i} lml`cs `gd wmllkws>mg tfms d`raghss kgh ekllkwstfh trhh lmgh `tfw`rt ` sa} zmtcf`gd sklmd wfhrh tfh ekrhst, wfmcfzrmizs clksh b}, zrhshgts ` uhml z`rtmgoxzkg i} wmllkws bhgdmgo, st`rtmgotk ikuh, tk xzrkkt `gd w`gdhrtfh l`wg, ihhtmgo tfh lml`cs xgdhrKctkbhrs ckklmgo st`rs, ekr wf`t,M dkgt agkw' Lhts nxst s`} tf`tMuh xgshttlhd i}shle, `gd `s whll

wkxld shh ` ofkst, ` stxtthrmgo saxll,`s gd tfh lml`cs szrmoftl} tmztkhmgo

tk ihht ` z`mr ke wmllkws okmgoOkd agkws wfhrh' Fkw lml`cs t`latk wmllkws M sfxddhr `gd b`la`t zkgdhrmgo sxcf mizrkb`blh schghs>tfh wmllkws ukmch lmah hcfkhs mg ` drh`i1tfh lml`cs lmah ` szrmgo sgkwe`ll ckkll}

wfmszhrmgo, M sxzzksh1 tfkxof M exll}

hvzhct tf`t tfms hzmskdh wmll bhxgrhihibhrhd wfhg i} wmts rhumsmt ih'


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Dhhz S`dghss `gd Mts Elxtthrmgo Ermhgd Nk} Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}


62/86

8?

Dmd sfh shgshfhr wkra wkxld }mgsmdh ` scrhìmgo bmrd`bkuh ` brkahg cmt};

M szktthd st`cas ke brmcas

bhlkw' Sfh eh`rhd bkdmhs l`}fh`zhd kg brmca zmlhsdxsthd wmtf Cfmcòk sgkw'

Tfh zmlhs ckgt`mg gk dh`d'Fhrh mt ghuhr sgkws'

M wmll gkt bh s`d

tfkxof bmrds stmll scrhì`gd ehuhrhd rktkrs drxi lmah ahttlhssh`lhd wmtf t`xt `gd bh`thg fmdh'

_`r Stkr} #035> El}mgo Kuhr Bòfd`d

wmtf R`cfhl Ckgtrhgm El}ggs Zkhtr}

Z`xl Dùmd @damgs


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Str`gdhdFkwmh Okkd

M stxd} i} rhhctmkg mg tfh wmgdkw ke tfh bxtcfhr' Tfhtr`mgs tf`t lh`uh tfh cmt} hizt} rhtxrg hizt} `s whll' Dkhstfh skxgd ke skbbmgo ih`g wf`t M tfmga mt dkhs; Zhkzlh wfk

whrh bkrg fhrh hvcf`goh agkwmgo ol`gchs' Tkikrrkwsz`zhr i`} c`rr} ghws ke ` thrrmblh `ccmdhgt' Ekr gkw, mtsgmoft `gd r`mgmgo, `gd skihwfhrh lkuhrs `rh blkwmgo sikahrmgos mgtk tfh d`ra'


64/86

8=

Bkxee`gts `gd R`~krsZhthr I`rr`

_fmlh tfh dhshrt blhhdssfh t`ahs ` w`la `gd fmdhs fhr tr`cas'

Lmah tfh whrhwkle mg fhr tfrk`t&wmtf ` smof mg fhr h}hs-sfh f`s tmih tk lmca tfh sa}`gd w`la slkwl} fkih

wfhrh mts w`mtmgo>sf`llkw or`uhs,

` tmih tk d`gch'

Tfh ckiekrt ke b`rs,sikah wkib slh`~h,

bkxee`gt bh`xtmhs

Tfh Rhd Bh`cf Tfki`s ^miihri`g


65/86

5:

`bh`td`gch

bh`t

bh`t

Smttmgo kg fhr e`ukrmth stkkl,

lkgomgo ekr tfh lkgo sthhl cr`sf,sfh szmts sf`rz agmuhs`t tfh imrrkr ihssm`f'

T`sth tfh brkahg ol`ss,str`ddlh tfh sf`dkw imlhs'

Sfh lmhs dkwg `gd ehhls tfh sxgsr`}s kg fhr lhos'

Sfh cr`dlhd ih,` r`dmk`ctmuh zmht'

Mt st`}hd w`ri nxst ekr xs `gd tfhg mt w`s okgh'


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fms fh`d mg tfh b`tfrkki; Gk tmih tk oxrh mt kxt gkw' Or`b` tkwhl1 wmzh `w`} tfh blkkd, ihtmcxlkxs lmah cf`gomgo ` dmrt}dm`zhr, slmzzmgo mgtk ` erhsf z`mr ke F`ghs'

Hihrohgc} rkki sw`llkwmgo uhmgs lmah ` e`gc} uòmgèr`g)tmc gxrshs, dkctkrs, oxrgh}s wmtf zl`stmc clmzbk`rds, st`rumgofkihlhss z`gf`gdlh kxtsmdh1 tfh skcm`lmsts ìkgo tfhi smt mgtfh hihrohgc} rkki rh`dmgo crxizlhd chlhbrmt} iò`~mghsst`mghd wmtf ckeehh'

I`} M fhlz }kx;

Fhrh tk shh Dr' Nìhs _`rrhgohr'

Sfh clmcas fhr ikxsh, sihlls ke str`wbhrr}, zklmsfhd gohrsolmtthr, t}zmgo fhr s}izfkg}, bhrrmhs lmgohr mg bxsf} gkstrmls`s tfh fkszmt`l iàhs lkuh tk `g ìbxl`gch'

Rkki 426'

Tfh hlhu`tkr ms bhmgo lk`dhd wmtf hpxmzihgt' Tfh `mr sihllslmah fkzh, fh`rtbrhà, huhr}tfmgo `ll imvhd mgtk kgh' @ b`ldomrl ms zl`}mgo c`rds wmtf `g hldhrl} gxrsh' Tfh zxlsh ke tfhfkszmt`l fklds tfh dkkr' Sfxemgo mgsmdh, zxsfmgo z`st zkahr)e`chd V)r`} thcfgmcm`g wmtf tfh ixst`rd st`mg kg scrxbs, fms

brh`tf rhhamgo ke fkt dkos `gd i`rmnx`g`, kr i`}bh tf`tsskihkgh hlsh, tf`t rhhctmkg ò`mgst tfh dkkr, tfksh wrmgalhssk clh`r tfh} sw`llkw kz`pxh lmah ` rkca clmibhr mg ` rmsmgocrhu`ssh' Brktfhrs wkrds hcfk mg mdlh imgd>

]kx wmll dmh, bxt }kx ekxoft mt lkgohr `gd brùhr tf`g `g}z`tmhgt mg tfh ekrt} }h`rs Muh bhhg dkmgo tfms'

Tfh dhohghr`th c`rgmu`l `rki` ke Or`thexl Dh`d `gd G`tf`gslkdohs mg f`mr} gkstrmls, twk gxrshs spxhh~h mgsmdh, kgh ketfhi uklxztxkxs1 fhr brh`sts brxsf ò`mgst thrimg`l hsf ekrtfh g`l tmih, tf`t l`st hgckxgthr wmtf tfh i`nhst} ke ` gh)tmt

wki`g'


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Msgt tfms }kxr kkr;

Thcfgmcm`g c`tcfhs tfh dkkr wmtf fms ekkt, sf`dkws mg tfh

f`llw`} bhckih e`chs ke ofksts, ke s`mlkrs lkgo dh`d' Brktfhr`lmuh, clmzzmgo tkhg`mls' @tùmstmc b`st`rd> b`gdòhd fh`d,ìghsm`, `s tfh wki`g s`md kg tfh zfkgh fh f`s gk zl`ch tkok1 tfh g`ml erki fms bmo tkh mcas kg tkz ke tfh i`cfmgh ghvttk tfh bhd'

]kx whrh ` brùh z`tmhgt, bxt, brktfhr, }kxr dmògksms w`s

wrkgo'

Zmca xz tfh zmllkw `gd siktfhr fmi, nxst dk mt, gkbkd} wmllgktmch' Bhtthr tk sfxt tfh dkkr, xgzlxo fms `ri erki tfhghhdlh, sxca tfh blkkd, xsh }kxr `ri} agmeh tk c`ruh ` fh`rtmgtk fms `ss, w`tcf tfh zxddlh orkw `s fh cfhws mgtk tfh ckt)tkg, `gd tfhg mts dkgh'

Lkrd ekromuhs ih'

_`la dkwg tf`t f`ll `gd tàh tfh st`mrs' C`gchr f`s mts swh`t}kld i`g b`lls mg skihkghs ikxtf, nxst ahhz sfàmgo tfhi,sfkumgo z`st tf`t clkwg wmtf tfh b`llkkgs, gktfmgo ikrh tf`gfhlmxi `gd iht`llmc ekr b`bmhs `gd bmrds tk cfkah tk dh`tf mg

ghmofbkrmgo ckxgtmhs' Brxsf z`st tfh zxga mg tfh Mrkg I`mdhgt)sfmrt wmtf tfh blkkd} dmsftkwhl wr`zzhd `rkxgd fms f`gd,gohr mg `g Molkk ckklhr ke zmga mch `t tfh hgd ke ` strhtcfhr'

Tfh dkkr ms kzhg `gd tfh clkxds `rh iòmc c`rzhts tf`t c`rr}tfh mgnxrhd `gd mgcxr`blh b`ca fkih tk tfhmr dmsh`shs, tk tf`t

b`tfrkki `gd tfh brkahg bkttlhs `gd tfh blkkd' Tfh D`tsxg

drmuhs mtshle, z`ras mg tfh o`ròh wfhrh mt shhis wmsh tk lhttfh hgomgh rxg `gd clksh tfh dkkr' Bxt bhtthr tk hgthr, zkxr `drmga, xgzlxo tfh zfkgh, tàh ` zmss, `gd c`ruh skih fh`rts`gd xgmckrgs'


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Tkmlht Clksh)Xz Ami I`rr`


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58

R`tt}Nkfg Orh}

Tfh t`ml orhw kuhrgmoft,wfmzzhd tfh b`ca ke i} lhos

`s M stxiblhd kxt ke bhd'M rxbbhd i} h}hs `gd

tfmca brkwg f`mr szrkxthd

erki i} agxcalhs, i} z`lis,

i} lmibs, i} tkrsk, huhr}wfhrh'T`lkgs txgghlhd tfhmr w`} kxt ke i} hsf,

zrktrxdhd erki i} ehht'M lkkahd w`rml} mg tfh imrrkr'

M w`s `ll wfmsahrs, lkgo thhtf,sf`rz `s d`oohrs'

Tf`gaexll}, M aghw }kxwkxld `lw`}s lkuh ih

dhszmth wf`t Md bhckih'Fhgch tfh zmhch ke cfhhsh

w`mtmgo ekr ih mg tfh amtcfhg'Gkt kg tfh t`blh bxt kkr lhuhl

wfhrh M ckxld scxrr} ikrh h`sml}'

@gd szrmgalhd wmtf }kxr szhcm`l sh`skgmgo

erki tfh bkttlh wmtf tfh Vs kg tfh smdh'M w`s ` r`t bxt }kx ekro`uh ih'


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55

Lhss Bh`xtmexlNìhs U lums

@ll i} lmeh Muh lkuhd tfh lhùhs sfmgmgo dhlmrmkxsl}

`gd fkw tfh brh`tflhss wmldkwhrs o`llkzhd xz fmlls'_f`t nk} cìh erki e`chs, `gd trxtf bxrghd ih tk `sf'

Bxt i} hv)wmeh, D`rc}, w`s dmeehrhgt'

Bkrhd, sfh wkxld dhi`gd M tàh fhr tk ` b`r,`gd èthr M tkka fhr, sfhd dhi`gd M tàh fhr fkih'

Fkw dhszhr`thl} M lkuhd fhr, `gd fkw pxmcal} sfh tmrhd ke ih'

M xshd tk tfmga M w`sgt bh`xtmexl hgkxof ekr fhr,tf`t sfh ghhdhd skihkgh wfk ckllhcthd ikkgolkw mg fms ikxtfsk tf`t fh ckxld amss fhr wmtf lmoft,tf`t me M ckxld nxst bh ` ghr zkht sfh imoft lkuh ih'

Bxt gkw M tfmga mt i`} fùh bhhg tfh rhuhrsh'

Sfh w`gthd skihkgh ixcf lhss bh`xtmexl'Sfh w`gthd ` ox} wfk lmahd drmgamgo mg b`rs'


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5?

_h fh`rd tfh t`xgtsbxt fùh ekroktthg'

_h hgdxrhd tfh cr`casbxt gkw wh l`xof Ke ckxrsh, hgd wkihgs sxeeròh!

Tfh bkkrs l`xof, tkk Ke ckxrsh!

Ehhl tfh Sxg Szmll Kuhr ]kxr Bkghs Cf`rlktth IcAgmoft

_f`t _mll ]kx Dk tk Hgd _kihgs Sxeeròh;Z`xl Dùmd @damgs

)) Brmtmsf Sxeeròmst Cfrmst`bhl Z`gafxrst òkgm~hd kuhr tfh thrisxeeròh tk `cpxmrh ukths ekr wkihg' Sfh dhcmdhd tk ekrok xsmgotfh wkrd `s mt sxoohsthd tk ' ' ' skih xglhtthrhd kr nhstmgo eklatfh mdh` ke sxeehrmgo' Lht tfhi sxeehr `w`}! )) wh f`d fh`rd tfht`xgt' Cxrrhgtl}, oò umdhk strhht mgthrumhws sfkw i`lh zkllsthrshgckxròmgo xgwmttmgo wkihg rhszkgdhgts tk smog zhtmtmkgs c`ll)

mgo ekr `g hgd tk wkihgs sxeeròh'


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56

Mt ms zkmgtlhss tk zkmgt kxtikgtfs wh szhgt mg zrmskg,trxgcfhkgs wh hgdxrhd, cr`castk `ri `gd rmb'

Fkw bkbbmhs `du`gchd tk ihht xs,bhgt kxr tfxibs b`ca,drkuh xs tk kxr aghhs

Mll omuh }kx sxeehrmgo!

Gkw ormggmgo bk}s `zzrk`cfwmtf c`ihr`s `gd imcrkzfkghs,clmzbk`rds `gd zhgs'

@gd wkihg zrhss ekrw`rd

wmtf simlhskgh ckxld ghuhr ckgexshwmtf ormi`cmgo,wmtf z`mg'

St`rs Umgg} C`rghu`lh


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Kzhg I} Dh`tf Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}


75/86

?:

Tfh Uhr`cmt} ke Chrt`mg DhikgsLhg Axgt~

Tfh dhikg dmd gkt rhshiblh `g} miòh ke huml tfh omrl f`d

huhr shhg bhekrh' Stmll, mt w`s nxst `s thrrme}mgo'

Mt cìh rst `s ` cl`w gh`r tfh b`ca ke fhr tfrk`t, ` scr`tcf)mgo ke tfh samg wfhg sfh ckxofhd, wfmcf w`s kethg `gd orhwikrh erhpxhgt `gd f`rsf xgtml sfh sz`t xz blkkd)t`mgthdszmttlh'

Tfh omrls iktfhr tkka fhr tk tfh hihrohgc} rkki' Dkctkrst`zzhd fhr `gd oùh fhr thsts, tkka V)r`}s, pxhstmkghd fhr

wmtf tfhmr zrxghd `gd lhhr} samgs'

Mts skihtfmgo mgsmdh ih, tfh omrl i`gòhd tk s`}, tfkxoftfh dhikg w`s `t tf`t ikihgt sùòhl} cfhwmgo tfrkxoffhr mgthstmgh'

Dr' _rmoft sckeehd, sxcamgo dkwg ` cfkrtlh `gd ` sgkt bxb)blh' Fh `sahd tfh omrls iktfhr kxt mgtk tfh f`llw`}'

Tfh omrl lkkahd `t mllxstr`thd zksthrs ke s`whd)mg)f`le fh`ds,ikxtfs, tfrk`ts `gd lh`rghd tfh ckrrhct szhllmgo ke hskzf`)oxs' Bxt tfhg tfh dhikg zxgcfhd fhr fh`rt gd sthd fhrdkwg bhlkw wmtf ` pxmca zkz, `gd sk sfh amcahd, `likstrhhvmuhl} lmah wfhg Dr' _rmoft xshd tfh ihdmc`l fìihr

wmtf tfh tmg} tkktf ò`mgst fhr aghh' Sfh amcahd tfh c`bmght`gd agkcahd ` zl`stmc lxgo tk tfh kkr wfhrh mt brkah kzhg,fkllkw `gd cl`tthrmgo'

@t fkih ` zrmhst umsmthd'

Tfh omrl f`d ghuhr shhg tfh ikumh, bxt sfh aghw `ll `bkxtTfh Hvkrcmst `gd tfh `ctrhss lmttlh omrl wfk szxg fhr fh`d`gd zxahd xz ùkc`dk slmih'


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Fhr iktfhr s`md, Mi skrr} fkgh}' M dkgt agkw wf`t hlsh tkdk' Mi dhszhr`th'

Tfh omrl c`zmtxl`thd1 tfms w`s gk krdmg`r} dhikg'

Tfh zrmhst szkah skibhr mgc`gt`tmkgs mg ` stmlthd ekrhmogl`gox`oh' Fh slksfhd fhr wmtf w`thr l`bhlhd `s fkl}' Fhc`llhd kg Okd tk strmah dkwg S`t`g' Fh `sahd Okd tk txrgtfh dhikg mgtk swmgh `gd shgd mt spxh`lmgo kee ` clmee'

@ethr f`le `g fkxr, tfh s`tmshd umc`r rksh erki bhgdhd aghh

`gd zrkgkxgchd sxcchss' Tf`t sfkxld `bkxt dk mt, fh s`md'

I`g} smofs `gd tf`gas c`ih erki tfh omrls iktfhr' O`szske rhlmhe' @ ghrukxs simlh `gd ` gkd' @ wfmszhrhd, M lkuh

}kx, tk tfh omrl bhekrh hsckrtmgo tfh zrmhst kxt'

Tfh ghvt gmoft, tfh omrls e`tfhr rhtxrghd erki ` trmz' Sfh

lkkas zrhtt} okkd tk ih, fh s`md mg ` `t ukmch, tfh mrkg}kgl} gkthd b} tfh omrl `gd tfms i`g'

Fhr iktfhr simlhd, ]kx `rhbhtthr, `rhgt }kx, swhhtmh;

Tfh dhikg rh`cfhd fms f`gd xgdhr tfh t`blh' Mt stxgo tfhomrls aghh lmah ` sikldhrmgo samttlh'

Sfh gkddhd `gd w`tcfhd tfh dhikg `t tfh fh`d ke tfh t`blh`sf ` br`~hg wmga'


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Mt c`gt i`tthr

kg ` d`} sk brmoftsk xgckld`gd bhcakgmgo ekr tr`cas>fms z`rhgts lhet fmigk bkkts'

_h umsmt tfh cfmcahgs,tfh c`ts, hrr`gt bmrdsmg br`gcfhs `sahw`gd gàhd tfms Ehbrx`r}'Fms olkuhs `rh i} l`st }h`rs,xshlhss, bxt ckuhrfms f`gds tk ekrhst`ll cfmllmgo'Fhll fùh ikrh w`thr

mg fms sfkhs tf`g whc`g slksf mg kxr ih`gdhrmgo'Fms tr`cas `rh si`ll,clksh `gd fhs gh`rl}

whmoftlhss `s tfh sf`llkwmgdhgt`tmkgs sc`tthr

bhekrh ih' Tfh cfmld

ms e`rtfhr tf`g tfh i`gekr `wfmlh, tfhg fh ckihstrìzmgo `gd szl`sfmgo

b`ca `t ih, fh`d dkwg,w`tcfmgo tfh sgkw sc`tthr'

Cfmcahgs xgèr`md ke sgkw

iàh tr`cas tkw`rd xs1tfh cfmld spxh`ls mg eh`r&tfh} `rh nxst 3 mgcfhs sfkrthrtf`g fh ms- kr dhlmoft&tfh sgkwb`ll fh i`dhfmts mts i`ra-'

_`lamgo Ghw Sgkw wmtf I} Or`gdskg

O'@' S`mgdkg


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C`ts smt mdlh, w`r} ke tfh bk},wfk w`gts tk spxhh~h `gd spxhh~htfhi' F`le ` dk~hg cfmca`dhhs

hvzlkdh r`xckxsl} sckldmgo tfh kghc`t wh imsshd z`ddmgogh`r tfh trhh tfh} ckgthgdms tfhmrs' Tfh bk} simlhs`gd spxmsfhsekrw`rd, sxrh fhs dkmgo

wf`t ckihs g`txr`ll}'

Tfms ms nk} wmtfkxt ermlls,wmtfkxt rh`skg, wmtfkxtc`ll, `gd c`rhlhss'

Rhuhrsh I`crk Sgkw Umgg} C`rghu`lh


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Tfh Sf`dkwTfki`s ^miihri`g

Tfh sf`dkw, md ke tfh hlhctrmc lmoft,imoft gkt `ttr`ct tfh }mgo mgshcts, bxttfh cr`wlhrs lkuh mt whll `gd thll xs wf`tkxr zs}cfhs skihtmihs wkgt> tf`t ckgst`gt, brmoft)

wfmth, `rtmcm`l lmoft, wfhg ekcxshd, imoftbh gh mg zxblmc, wfhg wh wmsf tk cxt

` oxrh, mt `bkxt kg wmgos, ahhz sfxtkxr mgghr h}hs, st`} blmgd tk dhhzhr smoft1

bxt wfhg wh cr`wl mg kxr kbscxrmt},`lkgh wmtf i}sthrmhs ke shv `gd dh`tf,

wh ehhd kxrshluhs ` rkkt, ` ih`t, tf`t lhts

xs shhd kxr d`raghss, wmtf tfms sxrht}>tfh sf`dkw omuhs kxr zs}cfhs blkkd `gd brh`tf,hgrmcfhs xs wmtf trh`sxrhs mt bhohts'


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Kuhr Bkdmhs, Hthrg`l Drmz Lmgdsh} Bxcalh}


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Ukc`bxl`r}U`lhgtmg` C`gk

@g mdh` shhihd tk ihlttfh dkkr er`ih mg kxr rkki'

Tfh wkkd rst wkbblhd,`ll bxcalmgo aghhs,tfhg tkzzlhd kuhr

wmtfkxt ` smgolh skxgd'_h o`~hd kg,kxr imgds ckeehh ormgdhrske xshlhss pxkths,

xshlhss zfr`shswhuh sz`t kxt, drmzzmgo,` fxgdrhd tmihs'Tfh w`lls smof `stfh mdh` scr`tcfhs `t tfhi

wmtf cl`ws i`dh kesf`rzhghd clmcfs'

_h tfmga kg,kblmumkxs tk tfh i`ss`crh,tfh crxiblmgo brmcas,tfh cxrsmgo zl`sthr,

w`tcfmgo wmtfkxt shhmgo,kgl} drh`imgo kxrskxgdlhss wkrds'


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Sfkktmgo fkkzs, fh stxiblhd,txiblhd tk tfh ckxrt'

Fh dmhd dkmgo wf`t fh lkuhd,

wfmcf wkxld bh trxh

me fms i`tthr st`rthd swmrlmgo imd)drmbblhlmah àhs mg ` sgkw olkbh,ermhgds sfkxtmgo

Bhì fmi xz!

Fh ckll`zshd lmah ` zrhsshd tfxib zxzzht,bkxgchd fms fh`d kg f`rdwkkd

bhc`xsh fms fh`rt }`gahd tfh zlxo ke fms lmeherki fms bkd}'

Fh o`szhd, ukimthd'Tfms w`s gkt

wf`t fh lkuhd,

d}mgo kg ` ckld kkr,sxeehrmgo fms thìi`ths `waw`rd CZR`gd er`gtmc rhscxh brh`tfmgo,

ckgexsmgo `gohls wmtf kuhrfh`d xkrhschgt txbhs'

Tfh b`sahtb`ll fh i`sthrhdrkllhd erki fms ckguxlsmgo z`li

sk h`sml} `w`}'

Zmstkl Zhth I`rùmcf Dmhd Dkmgo _f`t Fh LkuhdZ`xl Dùmd @damgs


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@ll ke Xs @w`mt ` Ghw Sh`skgO'@' S`mgdkg

Ckkl `ibhr sfmgh tfh huhgmgo sgkws `t rhst1

Rhdwmgo bl`cabmrds gkrtf `gd gkrtfwhst ke ihBkbbmgo kg tfhmr rhhds, pxmth mizkssmbl}

_hmoftlhss `s tfksh tfkxofts tf`t wmtf nk} `rh blhsshd'@ z`mr ke s`gdfmll cr`ghs `lmofts sk clkshM fh`r tfhi ixiblh1 mdl} gkddmgo lkwTfrkxof Om`ckihttm sf`dkws `gd tfmg sgkw,Olh`gmgo xgszrkxthd ckrg, tf`ts `xtxigs ofkst'

Tfhsh bmrds `gd M rhi`ra kg Szrmgos dhl`},Lmgohrmgo sgkw, fxrrmhd d`}lmoft, `gd ikrhI} }h`rgmgos lmah lkllmgo bl`cabmrds sw`}Mg ` }hllkw `mr zmhrchd b} S`gdfmll lkrh>C`li cr`ghs i} z`tmhgch ckxgshl' Tfhg tk zr`},Trxst, tf`t M c`g skkg smgo erki huhr} zkrh'

Rkll C`ll Dkrms C`sh


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St}lxsNkshzf E`rlh}

scr`tcfhs mg cl`}mgdhgt`tmkgs,scr`tcfhs kg z`li lhùhs,scr`tcfhs kg z`z}rxs,scr`tcfhs kg bìbkk strmzs,scr`tcfmgos `gd brxsfmgos

`gd cfmshlhd spxmoolhs,`ll dkkdlmgostf`t dmsskluh mgtk wkrdsmg tfh kch`g ke tfh br`mg'

ukmchs szhàmg scr`tcfhs`gd scr`zmgos'zxt tfh ghhdlhke tfh zfkgkor`zfkg tfh cl`} zlkt`gd lmsthg tk tfh skxgdke tfh zktthrs wfhhl

txrgmgo,tfh brh`tfmgo ketfh crètsi`g`gd tfh sf`zmgoke fms f`gds'

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Scmhgtmsts s`} tfh skxgd ke zktthrs iàmgo tfhmr w`rh i`} fùhbhhg c`ztxrhd mg tfh gohr lmghs ke `gcmhgt zkts, ixcf `s `g kld)tmih rhckrd c`ztxrhd skxgd'


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6:

Nhgg} % Htf`g Umgg} C`rghu`lh


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