October ‚05 No. 23 jusa ,arh ,axu bhhg prtfypukg drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho thi ntbxh · 2006. 7. 5. · v,urv uxprt sshhbt ak chs". nfui kvurtv’ vrc akuo ruej akhy"t r"h,ur, jhho’

t huo yucwshdg ayhnubd pui"uanj, cjdhl" vhkfy thi druhximuuhai sh prtfypukg uugby chho"drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thi ntbxh'sh vhho aprusky auhi thi pukiauutubd pui teyhuuhygyi' tcgr sgrphhgrkhfgr "jbuf, vch," chhogpgbubd pui sh vgrkhfg tuiprtfypukg vhho khdy btl tzuh prhathi sh chhbgr uuh gx uutky vhhbydgagi/ tkg tbuugzbsg dgxy chhodruhxtryhdi jbuf, vch, zubytd prwuhkl' cagv yucv unumkj,' vtcidgvty sgo zgkci tuhxsrue: nh aktrtv "crusgrvhho" zu kt rtvcrusgrvhho nhnhu///

"drgbsuuhu" thz thmy sh bhhg vhhoptr 8 hubdkgl tui hubdg cjurho nhyxpgmhgkg dgcruhfi' t rgyubd ptrzhhgrg gkygri tui napju,' tui shdkhekhfg haugv ptr zhhgr thhdgbgouutuhkzhhi/ sh bhhg vhho thz t prtfypui t vuhz � thi sh "uugxkh vhkx"dgdby pui ntbxh' tuhxdgkhhdy nhyrhhfg tui prtfypukg vhhzgr uutu shcrusgrvhho euey bhay tuhx muphktbsgra uuh sh ahhbg dgchhsgx truo/

sh vhho uugry dgrupi "drgbsuuhu"tuhpwi btngi pui drgbsuuhu guugbhu' shdtx uutu gx dgphby zhl' kuhywivnxphe ngyts pui tbrupi sh vhhngikuhy sh tryhdg dtx/ sh bhhgcrusgrvhho thz bungr 8 thi sh xgrhg"vnxphe vhhngi" ptr ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg nhy xpgmhgkg dgcruhfisurftuhx sh ngyrtptkhg bhu htre'thi sh zgkcg mhhy uutx sh tdgbyur

vtky thbnhyi cuhgi tsgr pktbhri 5prhag vhhngi cx"s/

muo druhxi dgkgdbvhhy puigpgbgi sh bhhg vhho thz mudgaygkydguutri t nxhc, "jbuf, vch,"nhywi dtbmi prtfy tui phhgrubd/ gx

vtci zhl ctyhhkhdy mgbskhdgrjaucg dgxy' gkygri puietbxungrx' xyg; pui vnxphe'afbho tui duyg prhhby' uuh tuhl dsukhvrcbho akhy"t pui sh "uugxkhvhkx" tundgdby/

gykhfg ygd cgptr sh nxhcv'uugi gx thz cx"s ptryhd dguutrisgr ktbdgr uugd pui rgdhrubdprtmgsuri' thz dguutri mudgaygkyt mgrgntbhg xpgmhgk ptr xyghytui ktetkg rgdhrubd cttnyg' thi

aph. pui uugxkh vhkx nghtrrtcgry prgbek' tui vuhfrtbdhegptrayhhgr pui "vtsxti uugkh sh/sh/ gx/ tu/"' sh xyghy tuhytrhygytubygr uugkfi gx pubemhtbhri shvnxphe prtdrtngi thi trtbsza tuirtekgbs etubyhx/

sgr jbuf, vch,vnxphe vty dgkhhdy dguuhfy mu

ktsgbgi xpgmhgk sh afbho truosgo bhhgo crusgrvhho' zhh ztki zhlctegbgi nhywi bhhgo "afi" chh tdgvuhcgbg nxhcv nhy anjv tuivtrntbhg/ mu sh ctayhnyg mhhyvtci zhl yteg ptrztnky phk thsipui tkg ahfyi tui erhhzi' gkygripui vnxphe etbxungrx' afbho' duygprhhby' jxhsho utbah ngav tuircbho akhy"t/

gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr nu"vnthr uugryvhhngr vh"u pui erh,hutk vty ctdrhxy sh jaucgptrztnkyg' tui nfcs dguugi shjaucg dgxy tui rcbho akhy"t nhytbektpi "nzuzu," tuh; tkg yhri thish bhhg vhho' sgrubygr f"e nrivdtc"s erh, hutk akhy"t' vrv"drch tkhgzr tkfxbsr zuat aheakhy"t rc sevk tuxyrtv' vd"rhgec hux; ntxetuuhya akhy"t rcsevk ,uksu, tkgzr swctrtuu ur"h brv,urv uxprt sshhbt ak chs". nfuikvurtv' vrc akuo ruej akhy"t r"h,ur, jhho' uuh tuhl sh ctrhnyggxebho pui "erh, hutk xeuk

sh rhzheg ptr t druhxg "pku"gphsgnhg thz zhhgr vuhl' vtygbskhl sh uutl tbgregby vgkyxgergytr nhhe kguuhy thiuutahbdyti' thi thhbektbd nhyuutexbsg ztrd chh sh drgxygrgdhrubd cttnyg tui vgkygexpgryi truo sh dtbmg uugky/

kuhy zhh' thz sh prtdg pui tzt xtrygphsgnhg bhay ehhi prtdg pui tuhcbtr uugi/

arhhcbshd sh auru, euny prhagbhhgx pui ygrehh' uutu ngi vtydgftpy agskhfg "pku" thbpgemhgxchh yuhrehx/ sh ygrehag rgdhrubdvty tkx rgzukyty dgvhhxituncrgbdgi tkg yuhrehx thi shptrsgfyhdyg dgbygr' tui thhrtpgvty dgntksi tz ehhi auo puhdkpkhha uugry bhay thnptryhry puiygrehh chz sgr "pku" rhzheg dhhytrtp/

sgr vgky xgergytr ptrytruhx sh uutl nhy "hu/ gi/" phrgr muctzufi yhhktbs' etnctshg'uuhgybto tui uutrahhbkhl tuhl fhbg'mu sgctyhri ptkhxh egdi sgodgptr' uutx cuzaguugy thi tzhgngr uuh grdg. tbsgra/

thi 30w vtci uuhxbatpykgr

tbysgey t bhhg xtry "pku" uuhhruxchh puhdkgl' uutx uugry zhby stidgrupgi "tuuhti pku" )tuuhti nhhbytz gx dhhy trhcgr pkhgbshd thi shkupy(/ yuhzbygr yahei tui yuhrehzgbgi auhi dgaytrci pui sgo

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jusa ,arh ,ax"u October �05 . No. 23 .

mru, pui tzhg:

rhzheg pui "puhdk-pku" gphsgnhgctztrdy rgdhrubd cttnyg tui

vgky gexpgryi thcgr sh uugky

( 6 8 ) (פארזעצונג אויף זייט (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

mgbskhdgr dgxy tui gkygri ucrtao vrcbho vdtuv"m akhy"t chho "jbuf, vch,"tui "echg, nzuzu," - ctzubsgrg "rhcti etyhbd" mgrgntbhg ptr ptkhyhatbx tui

rgdhrubd ptrayhhgr - "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thz "vhho bungr 8" thi sh vnxphenapjv - btl 5 vhhngi thi grayg pktbhrubd tsgr trfhygeyur ptzgx

sh xngygbghuo yuc thi "bhehu"/////////////////////////////////////////////////////81

anj, ch, vautcv///////////////////////////////////////////////////2

thbxukhi thbvghktr//////////////////////////////////////////////////////6

murhedgeungi pui hgbg njkv///////////////////////////41

xgryhphhs cghchxhygrx///////////////////////////////////////21

112 vtykhhi dgdrhbsgy////////////////////////////////////////42

sgr dguugbkhfgr "uuhbygr pku" thz tuhl prtckgntyha mukhc t prhagntbdk thi uutexhi' euho t htr btl tngrhegwx auugrgr uutexhi erhzhx

crul t,v ccutl:

bhhg prtfypukg "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thi ntbxhc"v tpgi muo bhhgo htr nhy druhxg "jbuf, vch,"

2vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"u

sr/ rhyatrs xyhhi' t uugkyctrhnygr vtr. gexpgry pui "ch,hartk" aphytk thi ntbvgyi tui tprtnhbgbygr prtpgxtr chho"tkcgry thhbayhhi" ngshmhietkgsza' vty btftntk dgntfy"vgskhhbx" thi sh sh etrhstri puietrshtktszah' ktzbshd vgri zhhiayhmg mu t bhhg ygtrhg tz tdguuhxg xtry chtktdhagr ckuymgk grngdkhfy steyuhrho mungxyi pui ptrtuhx sh rhzheg puitbyuuheki vtr. tytegx chhngbyai thi nhygkg tsgr gkygrghtri/

"gbstkhyhgk prtszagbhytr"mgki' uugkfg mhreukhri thi tngbyawx ckuy tuh; kgcbxkgbdkhl'

zgbgi muuhai tbsgrg pubemhgx )puiuutx uuhxbatpykgr vtci btlsgruuhhk dgegby tbysgei ckuhz tdtr ekhhbgr yhhk( dguuhsngy muptrrhfyi sh uugby pui tsgri uugi zhhuugri dgagshdy pui vuhfg ckuysrue' muphk pgyi tui etkgxygrtk'tt"uu/ uugi t ngbya vty mu uuhhbhdpui sh mgki' ztnkgi zhl ti dgbudagskhfg ntygrhtk thi sh tsgri mucrgbdgi vtr. tytegx tui gbkhfgthbmhsgbyi' ztdi sh ptragr/

mu ngxyi sh ygtrhgwx uutrvhhy'vtci sh ptragr ayushry 915ptmhgbyi thi gykhfg aphygkgrsurftuhx t mhhy pui 21 ntbtyi/ muogbsg vty zhl truhxdgaygky'arhhci sh ptragr' tz uuh vgfgr shmtk mgki' tkx ekgbgr sh rhzhegtuh; vtr. ertbevhhyi' tui stxzgkcg ptregry/ sh rhzheg chh shptmhgbyi nhy sh auutfxyg mtk thzdguugi srhh ntk tzuhphk 003)prtmgby!( uuh sh drupg nhy shvgfxyg mtk/

"stx ptrgbypgry sh nhxygrhgptruutx dguuhxg ngbyai nhy vuhfgetkgxygrtk khhsi bhay ehhi vtr.prtckgngi'i'" ztdy sr/ xyhhi/ shmgki uugri prtsumhry surl shntrgl thi sh chhbgr' tui vtci phkpubemhgx thi egrpgr' pui uugkfi shngrxyg zgbgi sgruuhhk tunctetby/sr/ xyhhi ctytby' tz sh tsgri uugbyuugri fxsr tytehry surl agskhfgztfi thi sh ckuy mhreuktmhg' tcgrsh "th/ ph/" mgki uutai tuuge shanu. tui vtkyi rhhi sh tsgri/

chh ngbyai nhy mu uuhhbhd "th/ph/" uugri sh tsgri bhay dgbud abgktpdguutai tui mgchxkgl uugritbdgztnky agskhfg ztfi uugkfgptraytpi sh tsgri tui crgbdgivtr. prtckgngi' ztdy sgr sr/xyhhi/

thi t mhhy truo' ztdi shptragr' uugki steyuhrho egbgibumi ckuy ygxyi mu ngxyi sh "th/ph/" ntx tui surfsgo ctayhngicgxgrg ngshmhbgi tui ygrtph muptrnhhsi tsgr ctvtbski vtr.ertbevhhy/ sh "th/ ph/" tbysgeubdthz auhi sh muuhhyg ztl thi t eurmgmhhy uutx ptragr vtci grphbsgi'mu dgci t prhmhhyhdg tui ertbygckhe tuh; sh guugbyugkg rhzheg puigrbxyg vtr. prtckgngi/

thi sh dtb. kgmyg mhhyi vty tprtyghi uutx uugry dgrupi "xh-rhgeyhuu" )EVITCAER-C(tbdgvuhci mu ptrbgngi t druhxgtuhci-ti zh. thbgo pgks puietrshtktszah/ t ngbya nhy tvuhfg aytpk pui sgo prtyghi' ztdisteyuhrho' thz thi zgkci dgptr puivtr. ertbevhhy uuh nhy agskhfgvuhfg aytpki etkgxygrtk' tuisteyuhrho strpi zhhi pubey tzuhtdrgxhuu egdi sgo prtyghi uuh zhhzgbgi chh tbsgrg vtr. rhzhegxhdbtki/

ubanr,o ntus:

bhhg ptrarhy tbysgey muftpi vtr. rhzheg ctmhhybx

dhhgbshd muo srue uugrytrtbszahry t drtbshgzg "anj,ch, vautcv" ptr tkg etbxungrxpui vnxphe' hubd tui tky' btby tuiuuhhy' t prtdrto uutx tbyaprgfymu zhhi t kgcgshdg tui prhhkhfgdgaggbha kfcus zni anj,hbu tuhpwidrgxyi ptrbgo/

kuhywi pkti uugy sh anjvtbvtkyi pui 21 chh jmu, vhuo' chz 5tzhhdgr btfnhytd' dgbud tui btl

mhhy hgsgr ti tuhxbto ztktrhhbeungi thbgo rhbd tui zhl nanjzhhi kfcus huo yuc/ tuhxgr sh nuzhetui ygb. tui eubmkgr ayhe' uugyvnxphe tuhl muaygki t pkhhahdgxgusv kfcus huo yuc ptr tkgtbuugzbsg etbxungrx tui zhhgrgnapju,/

sgr druhxgr juk vnugstubygrbgnubd uugry tbdgphry surlsh jaucg tui ctetbyg gxebh, nrx/

)ta, rw jhho ngbsk b"h( eyhbt ,jhw'vnxphewx shrgeytr pui prthgeysguugktpngby/

cag, sh auru, uugri dgarhcivtky ngi chho tuhxtrchhyi shkgmyg pkgbgr uugdi sgo prtdrto'tui napju, pui vnxphe etbxungruugki thi sh eungbshdg ygdthbptrnhry uugri nhy ngrthhbmkvhhyi surl nrx/ eyhbt tui shxgruuhx ettrshbghytrx/

uanj, cjdhl:

druhxtryhdg "anj, ch, vautcv"uugry trtbszahry thi ntbxh ptr

vnxphe etbxungrx pui thcgrtkuugy th"v ptreungi zubytd juk vnugs thi druhxi "gyrhuo" ztk - ctrhnyg nuzhetbyi' druhxgzhbdgrx' uutubsgr-eubmi ntfgrx - yrtbxptrytmhg mudgaygky pui uuhkhtnxcurd tui erh, hutk

prgzhsgby cua vty tbdgvuhciti tphmhgkg etnphhi mu abhhsi"ngsheghs" ptbsx tui tbsgrguuhfyhdg vhk; prtdrtngi ptr ktu-thbeto ptnhkhgx tui ngbyai nhyshxgchkhyhx' mu vgkpi sgo rhzhdicuszagy ktl uutx vty zhl dgatpitkx rgzukyty pui sh muuhhauhsgrkhfg vtrheghi ayurgnx thidtk; rthti xyghyx sh kgmygntbtyi/

"ngsheghs" thz auhi ktbd tmhk-crgy pui uuhhxi vuhz tkx tptxhdg pkt. mu abhhsi sh uutexbsgtuhxdtci pui pgsgrtki cuszagy/ shtsnhbhxyrtmhg vty dgvtydgpktby mu abhhsi thcgr 02 chkhtistktr pubgo "ngsheghs" prtdrto'tcgr btl druhx srue pui ktu-thbeto tui shxgchkhyh drupgx vtygr btfdgktzy sh xung tuh; 01chkhti stktr/

ctks btfsgo uutx tngrhegvty zhl sgrzgi nhy shetytxyrtpg pui vtrheghi"egyrhbt"' vtci tphku rgpuc-khetbgr thi etbdrgx tbgregby tzthi tzgkfg ntngbyi thz bhay ptxhdmu abhhsi erhyhag vgky eghr vhk;/pubey ptregry' xgbtytri tuietbdrgxkhhy pui ctyrtpgbgorthti vtci dgcgyi sh cuatsnhbhxyrtmhg ztk dgci 6 ntbtyi"ngsheghs" ptr tkg vtreghidgkhygbg' ckuhz tuh; mhhyuuhhkhd/tcgr pui uuhhxi vuhz euey ngi shptregryg rhfyubd/

sgr vgky sgptryngby vtytpdguutrpi sh chyg pui mhhyuuhhkhdgngsheghs' nhywi tuhxrhhs tz hgbgxyghyx egbgi cgyi "uughuugrx"ptr zhhgrg thhdgbg chrdgr/ xyghycttnyg vtci tcgr tpdguutrpisgo dgstbe' ztdbshd tz t druhxgryhhk "uughuugr" etxyi uugryctmtky surl sh xyghyx' tui zhhvtci thmy bhay ehhi dgky sgrptrtubygr sh tunaygbsi/ cfkk' ztdizhh' suhgry t "uughuugr"ctayg-yhdubd ktbdg ntbtyi tui chz uutxuugi uugy ngi auhi ctks bhay strpish vhk; cfkk///

szata ctkyti' prgzhsgbycuawx cuszagy shrgeytr' vtytpgbgrvhhy dgztdy ptrwi "uutkxyrhy szaurbtk"tz sgr uuhhxgrvuhz uugy thmy zufi mu abhhsi btl 53chkhti stktr pui: ptrgoxucxhshgx' pus xygnpx' ngsheghs'tui ngsheghs' uuhhk "nhr strpi stxdgky mu sgei vtrheghi rgkh;"dgcruhfi/ thh ptruutx ztk ngituugebgngi t uuhkyaghr pui t bhuhtregr chrdgr uuhhk sgr kuthzhtbgrstr; tuhl t uuhkyaghr? ctkyti

atmy tz sgr xl vfk etxy ptr shpgsgrtkg rgdhrubd pui vtrheghbxegyrhbt tui rhyt uugy zhhi vgfgr002 chkhti stktr/

kuhy tkg tbshhyubdgi uugy sgrcua rgsuemhg pkti cteungivgpyhdg tptzhmhg thi etbdrgx tuithi xgbty' pui chhsg ptryhhgi/

ngi vty auhi tzuhphk dgzgi tzthi khfy pui sh muuhh vtrheghbx' thzmuztndgptki tkg cuszagyxyrtygdhgx/ sgr pgsgrtkgrcuszagy pui htr 60w vty dgstrpytrhhbdhhi thi ertpy teytcgr sgo1wyi' tcgr ehhbgr rgsy bhay pui tcuszagy/ sgruuhhk vtky ngi thithhi ctaygyhdi prhag chkx mu ktzish cti ptri uuhhygr ti tpaygk' tui"kfahrjhc" uugy ngi zhl murhezgmiptrvtbski t pubeykhfg cuszagy/

dguugbkhl uugi sgr pgsgrtkgrcuszagy kuhpy tzuh tuh; "tuhyt-phkty" uuhhk nwegi bhay ntfi t bhhgcuszagy' uugry tkgx phbtbmhrytuhpwi aytpk pui thhi htr prhgr)"xytyux euut"(/ tui stx thz thmysgr muaytbs nhy "ngsheghs"tuish tbsgrg ktu-thbeto prtdrtngi/

uuhphk sh tsnhbhxyrtmhg ztkbtr rgsi pui abhhsi sh prtdrtngi'thz gx sgruuhhk btr rgytrhe' tui xhhuuh vty prgzhsgby cuawx 01 chkhtistktr rgsuemhgx dgstrpy tbvuhcimu kuhpi t htr truo' tui kuhy shthmyhdg tunaygbsi uugy gr zhhidkhekhl mu vtci sh rgsuemhgx tphkuthi 2 htr truo/

thhi druhxgr cua pkti vtci shmuuhh vtrheghbx yh; ptrauugny chzthi tpdrubs: zhhi druhxtryhdgr pktimu yuhai "xtagk xgehurhyh" puituhci chz trtp/ gx thz dguutri tygng ptr btxytkdhg/

vtrheghi btfuuhhgi:

prgzhsgby cua uuhk abhhsi "ngsheghs" tui tbsgrgktu-thbeto vhk; prtdrtngi mukhc vtrheghi etxyi

"thh/ ch/ go/" uugry graygdruhxg etnptbh mu ptrctyidgbgyhag thbptrntmhg ctbu.sh rhzhdg etnphuygr tui

ygfbtktdhg phrng "thh/ ch/ go/"thz dguutri sh grayg druhxgetnptbh mu prtektnhri t puketngptrcty tuhpwi ctbu. pui xhh uugkfg"dgbgyhag" thbptrntmhg pui thrgtrchhygr' tui nhy tzt aytregtbvuhc thz gruutrygy tz btl druhxgphrngx uugki btfptkdi/

"dgbgyhag" thbptrntmhg egidgbumy uugri chho euhpi tsgrcteungi ctmtkyg vgkythbaurgbx' chho uugri dgvgfgry mut bhhg szatc' tt"uu' uuhhk etnptbhxegbgi surfsgo uuhxi tuhc sgrtrchhygr thz tuhxdgaygky muertbevhhyi thbgo mueubpy' tt"uu'tui kuhy sgo egbgi zhh ctakhxiuuhtzuh mu ctvtbskgi sgo trchhygr/

sgr ptrarhy pui vhhbyhdgygfbtktdhg vty auhi ktbddgcrgbdy ztrd tz etnptbhx egbgi

sgrdrubyguugi prhuutyg dgzubyvhhythbptrntmhg pui ngbyai' tui stxegi guugbyugk crgbdgishxerhnhbtmhg' uuhhk nwuugy ztdi tzkuhy thhi ygxy thz hgbgr ngbyatuhxdgaygky mu hgbg ergbe thiktbdg htri truo tcgr nwuuhk bhaybgngi sh rhzheg/

sh zgkcg ptrarhy vty tuhlptzhyhuug cgbgphyi' tz surldgbgyhag thbptrntmhg uugy ngiegbgi ctvtbskgi ptmhgby nhycgxgrg rgzukytyi' nhy ngshmhbgixpgmhgk mudgptxy ptr zhhgrmuaytbs tui zhhgr dgbgyhagrdgcuh/ sh prtdg thz btr dgckhci'tuutu aygky ngi sgo sgkhetyictktb. muuhai sh duyg tuimuuhhpkvtpyhdg ngdkhfehhyi pui shvhhbyhdg egbygbhxi/ tmhbs vty"thh/ ch/ go/" dgaygky t srhhxygyrhy thi rhfyhdi uugd/

3 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"u

tbtkhztuitpvtbskubd

a/ h/ kgctuuhyatfyubd dgci thi aphytk

muo "vnxphe dtzgy"'fwuugk gx ntfi cehmur/ sh ntng ,jhw thz dguugi thi aphytk' tui

pui ktbdhtrhdg grptrubd vty auhi sh napjv dguutuxy tz tuhc ngibgny tuuge ti tuhd egbgi sh aphytk xyg; tbntfi chygrg ygu,ho/

euo thl trhhi mu sh ntngwi' tui zh ptfgy nhywi dtbmi egrpgr' muztdi tz gpgx aygry thr dgpgrkhl/ rgsi vty zh bhay dgegby nhywirgxphrghytr' tui zhl tkhhbx ctvgkpi vty zh bhay dgegby uuhhk shvgby zgbgi dguugi ptrchbsi thi uuhhxg xygrhkhzhryg ,phxv-ehhygkgl/// thl prgd thr stx' ateky zh nhywi etp bhhi/ hgb.' bhhi/gbskhl ateky zh tz sh rgfyg vtby yuy thr uuhh/ uutx thz? strykhdy sh "thbygruuhbgx"/

eungbshdg ntk uutx sh buhrx euny trhhi prgd thl' uutx dhhy ptrnhy sh "thh/ uuh/" tz zh vty tzgkfg hxurho' ztdy zh tz sh ntngcteuny "ptytxhuo"/ stx thz t dgzubygr nhbgrtk uutx khdy thictbtbg tui trtbsza szaux tui btl' tcgr tz gx dhhy surl"thbygruuhbgx" yuy gx uuhh' gx "crgby" zhhgr atr;/ zh vty dgstrpyvtci druhxg ptrmhgx "ptytxhuo" mu grzgmi sgo nhbgrtk ptrkuxysurl t ctzubsgrg ngshmhi uutx vty dgyrhci uutxgr/

prgd thl sh buhrx' tz zh uugry xhhuuh dgphygry surl t yuc'ptruutx ztk ngi bhay mukhhdi sh "ptytxhuo" thbgo yuc tuiptrnhhsi sh auugrg hxurho chh sgr vtby/ zh vty zhl dgftpy chhoetp' xwtrt uutzabg tuhpyu! "thl dhh prgdi sgo steytr/"

dtb. eurmkhl thz sgr steytr stry dguugi' tui ctaygyhdy mudgci sgo uuhfyhdi nhbgrtk muztngi nhywi gxi/ tui sgr pktngshdgr"thh/ uuh/" rgdhngby thz ptrntfy dguutri/

ptruutx arhhc thl stx? tz ngbyai ztki uuhxi "t aphytk thz taktfypgks'" ngi vtky t auugrg nkjnv egdi/// tui ngi ytr zhlbhay ptrkhri tuh; t xgeubsg/ t ptmhgby uutx uugry thcgrdgktzytkhhbx' thz t ptmhgby tkhhbx tuhpwi aktfypgks/

tui thl egi arhhci tunmtkhdg gphztsi gbkhl mu sgo' xhh chh shthhdgbg napjv tui xhh uutx fwvtc dgvgry/ tui nwztk bhay nhhbgi tzhgbgr aphytk thz cgxgr' uuhhk tkg aphygkgr zgbgi sh zgkcg' thi sgovhbzhfy/

t f,hcv uj,hnv yucv tui t duy dgcgbyay htr/a/ v/ f/

***muo "vnxphe dtzgy"'tpar uutky duy dguugi thsi ztki uuhxi uutx yuy zhl thi aphygkgr'

thi sh cgxyg aphygkgr pui ntbvgyi/ nhhi ytyg ztk zhhi dgzuby thzstry dguugi ptr ti grbxyi prtckgo' tui gr vty cteungi t "cgsxtur" )vuhy tuhxaktd pui khdi thi cgy( tuhpwi dtbmi ruei chz muo chhinna' tuhl tuh; sh pux chz trtp mu sh phbdgrx/ fngy uutx stx vtytho tuugedgkhhdy ngr uuh zhhi grbxyg prtckgo/

ehhbgr vty tubz bhay dgztdy tz stx egi ptxhri' ehhbgr vty zhlbhay dgehngry sgruugdi' tphku nhr zgbgi stry dguugi nhy tho 42agv thi ytd/ sh xyg; thi aphytk yugi zhhgr trchhy uuh rtctyi' tuiuugi bhay nhr vtci tuhpdgftpy sgo prtckgo' uugr uuhhxy uutu nhruutkyi dgvtkyi/

nhr vtci ctaygky t xpgmhgkg cgy' tuhxdgaygky nhyxpgmhgkg ptrnhryg "cgrd tui ytki"' rgdukhry mu yuhai sh "vuhyprgaur" hgsg vtkcg agv cgrl/ stx rtyguugy kgcbx/ tcgr ehhbgrvty tubz bhay dgztdy sgruugdi chz nhr vtci thcgrdgsrhhy t uugky/

gx ktzy zhl bhay ztdi uuhphk etrupmhg' ktnhr tphku ztdi mukhctunctuutuxyzhhi tsgr ruyhbg khhfyzhbhdehhy' yuy zhl tp thi aphytk'tui nhr rgsi pui t uugky ctrhnyg "xeuk tuu ngshmhi" aphytk/ngbyai zgbgi bhay thbptrnhry' ngi thz ptrbungi nhy ytyh' ntnh'zhhsh' ctch' tsgr xhh uugkfgr eruc thi aphytk' tui ngi uuhhxy bhayuutx yuy zhl tubygr sh eukhxi/

vah", vty tubz mudgphry mu 2 ctrhnyg rcbhwag gxebho cgukovrputv' tui zhh vtci tubz dgvtkpi ntfi tchxk trsgbubd' tcgr gxthz bhayt dgbud gxebho tuh; sgo dgchy/ napju, ptki trhhi thiauugrg tunaygbsi' tui ytpi thi sgr phbxygr/ nh h,i uvhw gx ztkmuaytbs eungi gpgx bhhg tuhpyugi tuh; sgo dgchy' chho jrshaimhcur uutx egi tuhpyti uugi gx pgky tuhx' tui stx uugy zhhiuuhhbhdxybx t vtkcg rputv/

napj, n/uuhkhtnxcurd

sh ptrpkhhmubd uutxgri thi bhutrkhgbx zgbgi auhi ktbdtuhxdgyrueby' tcgr uugr gx dgphbyzhl vhhby thi yhpi nho thz bhay ehhitbsgrgr uuh prgzhsgby cua'auuhngbshd thi yhpxyi zunp zhby grthz trhhi thi uuhhxi vuhz/ tui sgr"rgyubd uugxyk" uutx rtyguugytho dguugbkhl chh auugrg ptkhyhagerhzhxi' t dguuhxgr etrk rtuu' egitho thmy bhay vgkpi uuhhk rtuutkhhbx thz btl yhpgr ptrauugnythi ngdkhfg erhnhbtkg teyhuuh-ygyi uutx egi tho etxyi zhhi tny)fngy zhfgr( tui ngdkhl t ptrmhgyurng/

trhcgr sh dtx chh egphytk vhk'thz mru, uuh t ctrd/ xgbtynthtrhygy phrgr sr/ chk prhxy' tprgxyhzapukgr tui grbxygr vtr.tui kubdgi yrtbxpktby gexpgry'thz trhhbdgptki thi t prhag"thbxhhsgr yrghshbd" xytexetbstk/

steytr prhxy ptrayhhydguutkshd mu rtyguugi ngbyai surltrhhbpktbmi thi zhh prhagdgzubygrg trdtbgi' tcgr uugi gxeuny mu uutahbdyti ptkhyhe thz grtzt gexpgry uuh nhhi sgbyhxy'tsgr btl uuhhbhdgr' tui st tztektptyg' "thbxhhsgr yrghshbd/"uutx yuy zhl st/ egi gx btl uugritrdgr ptr sh rgpuckhetbgr?

vhxytrhg ztdy tz ht' auhithhbntk ht/

* sr/ prhxy euny pui t

ngshmhbhag ptnhkhg/ zhhi ptygrnhy btl ptnhkhg nhydkhsgr vtcidgdrhbsgy sh "ghya/ xh/ gh/"aphytk etnptbh uutx vty zhlmguutexi tkx thhbx pui sh drgxygaphytk phrngx tui tngrheg tuituh; sh uugky/ sgr tertbho thz ptr"vtxphytk etrptrghati tuutngrheg/"

chh sh etnptbh dhhy vhhby bhaytzuh thh' thh' thh/ hukh 31 thztruhxdgeungi t phbtbmhgkgrctrhfyi ptrwi muuhhyi euutryk puihtr knxpro' tui sh auutfg mhpgrivtci trtpdgyrhci sgo xyte prhhzchz thi cghxngby/ sgr prtckgo thztcgr' tz sr/ chk prhxy vtyptreuhpy yuhzbygr aghrx pui shetnptbh' gykhfg ygd cgptr shakgfyg bhhgx thz truhxdgeungi/

sgr dgzg. ztdy' tz su ytrxybhay euhpi tsgr ptreuhpi xytemukhc thbptrntmhg uutx thz bhayctetby ptr hgsi thhbgo/ sgr hxuspui sgo dgzg. thz' tz hgsgretnptbh cttnygr uugy pyrwi zhhbgaghrx cgptr gx euny truhxakgfyg bhhgx' tui stx zgkcg

ptregry/ xwuugy zhhi vper t uugky/vty sh rgdhrubd surfdgphry sh"thbxhhs yrghshbd" dgzgmi uutxztdy tz tpdgzgi pui uutu su vtxygpgx t dgvhhng thbptrntmhg'tcgr su ytrxy bhay bgngi ehhiarhy sgruugdi chz uuhktbd hgsgrngbya egi vtci muyrhy mu shzgkcg thbptrntmhg/ "thbxhhsyrghshbd" thz guugbyugk dguutrithhbx pui sh atbspukxyg tuivtrcxyg ptrcrgfbx thi sh chzbgxuugky/

* thz yhhya tz tuhc sh cua

tsnhbxhyrtmhg vty bhay dgvtydgbud etpuuhhytd chz tvgr' thz tuhlsgr xgbty phrgr dguutriptrtkhzhry' zhhgbshd tubygr tuhx-ptraubd pui huxyh. sgptryngbytui "xgehurhyh gbs gexyaghsza"etnhyg/

chh sh "gx/ th/ xh/"thz tuhltbyaytbgi t prtckgo' tz sgrprhagr yaghrnti erhxytpgretex uugngi prgzhsgby cua vtybtnhbhry bhay ktbd murhe' vty zhldgstrpy truhxbgngi pui sh dtbmgeghx tui thcgrktzi sh khhmgx chhtbsgrg vuhfrtbdheg cttnyg' uuhhksgr yaghrnti vty bhay ktbd murhedgdgci t 000'1$ ctayhhgrubd ptrprhxywx ptkhyhagr etnphhi/

tui uutx ztdy prhxy tkhhbx?uuhhygr buxj uutahbdyti' vty

gr nurt mu ztdi t uutry' tkgx dhhydgntxyi tui dguutuhdi surl 007$-t-agv kthgrx/ gr vty tcgrctytby tz gr thz tunaukshd' tui tztkgx uutx gr vty dgyti thzctaygyhdy dguutri pui ptrtuhxsurl sh xgbty gyhex etnhyg/

thz uutx vty gr dgyti? kuhy uuhgr sgrmhhky' vty gr tbvuhc zungrtbdgvuhci khhdi dguuhfy tuh; zhhbgphbtbmhgkg ptrngdbx' mu egbgitbdrhhyi t rhhg uuhfyhdg steungbyituh; nth 61/ ptruutx vty gr tzuhtfyubd dgdgci tuh; hgbg steungbyipubey thmy' uuhhk gr pktby mu kuhpiptr prgzhsgby thi 80w/

uuh fngy tkg vuhfrtbdhegngbyai thi sh rgdhrubd' str; prhxyvtkyi zhhbg xytex thi t "ckhbsgyrtxy" fsh gr ztk bhay egbgivtci t etbpkhey muuhai zhhbg "uutkxyrhy"vtbskubdgi tui zhhi uugrepui xgbty/ dguugbkhl vtky tptkhyhati bhay nhy uutx yuy zhlthbgo yrtxy/ pteyha' tcgr'btfsgo uutx prhxy vtytrhhbdgdgci sh ptphri' vty grtbdgrupgi sh yrtxyhx pui zhhbgdgagpyi tui dgvhhxi yrgpi t uugduuhtzuh mu pyrwi zhhbg aphytkxytex/ stx thz bhay ehhi

dguugbkhfg ztl/prhxy tui zhhbg ayhmgr ztdi tz

gr vty tbdgvuhci pktbhri sgoaghr ptreuh; ktbd cgptr xhhuugkfg mhpgri thcgr sh etnptbhwxrgzukyty zgbgi truhxdgeungi/ egizhhi' tcgr tuhc gr vty cteungi"thbxhhs thbptrnghati" vty grdgstrpy tpaygki sgo xghk' tphkugr vty pteyha dgpktby muptreuhpi btl cgptr gr vty dgvtysh thbptrntmhg/

btl 6 cttnyg thi sh aphytkphrng zgbgi tubygr pgsgrtkgtuhxptraubd' tui gx uugy btlsuhgri t ktbdg mhhy chz nwuugy vtcingr dgbuhg ptrarhy/

* tcgr tpdgzgi uutx uugy zhl

tuhxktzi nhywi xgbty steytr' thzprgzhsgby cua ti grbxygrptmhgby/ auhi tpdgrgsy zhhi uuhmgprgzhsgby she yaghbh' uugkfgr vtybtruutx dgvty t stpkyg"gbhurhzo" tpgrtmhg tuh; chhsgebhgi/

cua uugry nna ptrauugny/ stvty gr nhy prhxy' st dhhy thrteehhi uuhgybto' stry dhhy etrk rtuuehhi uutygrdghy' stry dhhy ytoshkgh )sg-pteyt xphegr puietbdrgx' nhy sgbhx vgxygry tkxsgr yhyuk-yrtdgr( murhe tui stthz sgr "g;/ sh/ gh/" etnhatbgrtbdgeungi nhy t pkumhnwshdgrgzhdbtmhg tuhl mukhc phbtbmhgkgptrbtfkgxhdehhy/ gx ptki ayhegr/

sh thhbmhdxyg ayhmgr uugkfgvtci surfdgauuhmy nhy cuawierhzhx btl erhzhx zgbgi sh trfh-etbxgruutyhuug erhhzi' tcgr tuhlzhh cteungi etkyg pux' xhh uuhhkcua ayhhy thmy zhhgr auutl tuihgsgr tbykuhpy pui t ptrkhrgr' tuixhh uuhhk gr vty bhay tuhxdgekhcitzt xtry trfh-etbxgruutyhuugrrhfygr mu grzgmi xuprho eturyrhfygr twetbgr/ zhh ztdi zhh uutryiauhi 04 ptr sh dgkgdbvhhyi' tui sgrprgzhsgby vty gx tzuhtuugedgntfy tui zhh tkg ptrrtyi/

* phbtbmhgk dgrgsy uuhk thmy sh

cua tsnhbhxyrtmhg abhhsi vhk;prtdrto ptr trhng' ehbsgr tuigkygrg ngbyai' mu sgei sgodruhxi sgphmhy uutx thz muaytbsdgeungi btl sh muuhh druhxgvtrheghbx sgo zungr/

tuhc yrtfy thhnhmgr tz sgrprgzhsgby vty sh ngdkhfehhy thivhhbyhdi ekhnty mu yti tzt ztl'ztk gr zhl sgrntbgi uugi prgzhsgbycty muo kgmyi ntk sgrntby"xtagk xgehurhyh rgptro///"

t duyi nugs/

vtrheghi prhxy'vtrheghi cua' rtuu'shkgh tui ertupgrs


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"frtbhe pgyhd xhbsrto"muo "vnxphe dtzgy"'kgmybx dhhy truo aytre chho vhhnhai guko "SFC"

"frtbhe pgyhd xhbsrtuo" )frtbhag tpauutfubd xhbsrto('tzt ao vfukk pui tkg nhbh uuhhruxi' uuh ntbt' gpxyhictr' uutx ntfy zhhgr auutl t ngbya pui etp chz pux' shthbgrkhfg' phzhag tui dhhxyhag fuju,/ uugr gx vty stxbtl bhay dgaphry pgrzgbkhl' uuhhx bhay uutx stx nhhby/

tcgr nwegi dtrbhay yti' steyuhrho tkhhbx vtcibtl bhay dgphbgi ehhi rputv' tui uugki muntk ztdi tzgpgx pgky thi etp/ sh thhbmhdxyg ztl uutx nwegi ytithz rugi' khdi thi cgy tui pruchri mu eungi mu sh fuju,'tcgr///

tmhbs uutky thl zhhgr aytre dgcgyi sh rgstemhgztk gbypgri uutx thr uuhhxy' tsgr sh khhbgr ztkitrhhbahei uutx zhh uuhhxi/ thhbx' t rputv uutx vhhky sgoprtckgo' tsgr ntfy gx ftya abgkgr tuugedhhi' tsgrntfy gx ftya drhbdgr tuh; t ayhe mhhy/ muuhh' ngdkhfgvhk; pui ti trdtbhztmhg uutx egi yti thi sgo dgchy tuiegi truhxvgkpi cdu; tsgr cnnui' yty tui rty' tsgrftya dgci tsrgxi uutu zhl mu uugbsi/

thl vt; thr ptrayhhy uutx nwrgsy st' uuhhk sgrfrtbhagr uuhhrux-auutfehhy prtckgo vtky auhi ctkschh t ndhpv ptrbgo/ gx thz st phk hubdgkhhy tui pruhgiuutx vtci gx tuh; t aytreg ptrbgo/

t hhar fuj ptr trhhbaygki sh auru,/ thi zfu, pui shnmuv rcv' ztk thhl vah", ctmtki nhy t f,hcv uj,hnvyucv/

stx arhhcy t napjv nhydkhs pui thhbgo uutx khhsysgrpui tuh; t argekhfi tupi/

)-(rgstemhg: kabv yucv ,f,cu u,j,nu' thr ztky ngr

bhay uuhxi pui ehhi auo mgr uhdui' btr zhhi dgzuby tuiaytre nhy thsha bj, tui vmkjv gs cht, vdutk/

tui mu sh jaucg khhbgr ahjhw: sgr crhuu thz bhay thipgrpgeyi drtntyhe' tcgr zhhgbshd dgarhci nhy zushdgyrgri rgsy gx yuhzby ntk ngr uuh "cgxgrg"tuhxdgkhhdyg tcgr uuhhbhdgr vtrmhd dgarhci/ tkzt' uutxegbgi nhr yti? graybx ctstbegi tui nfhr yucv zhhi

sgo eurtza mu arhhci gpgbykhl tui cgyi vhk;/ tztuugbsubd muo "dtzgy" ptsgry bhay ehhi thsgbyhphetmhg'uugr thngr egi gx yti tubygr pukxyg ctvgkygbha' ytuutx thz sgr prtckgo' nwegi btr ptrshbgi cx"s/

muuhhybx' tbgregbgi tz xhh uugkfg dgzubyvhhyprtckgo thz bhay ehhi cuav/ gx ztdy zhl drhbd tui"cag, ngav" uugy ngi uutbsgri chz thi gkbsi nscr tch"hgbgr" ztk bhay uuhxi' tcgr uugi vtkc sh gbgrdhg tuimhhy uutx uugry dgkhhdy thi "ctvtkyi" t prtckgo'uutky dgbumy dguutri mu yrgpi t kgzubd' uutkyi phkprtckgngi ptrnhyi dguutri/ pui sgo crhuu kgrbgi nhrsgo tuhpyu pui tuugekhhdi sh cuav mu zufi vhk;' uuhhk shguugbyugkg rgtemhgx sgrmu pui jaucg khhbgr tuikhhbgrhbx ahjhu uugki cx"s zhfgr vgkpi tuhprgfyi phkthshag ehbsgr/

srhybx' ngshmhbha dgrgsy/ thi tpgbg vadjv pryh,'vty tubz vah", mudgahey t "vtruutrs" ctrhfy uugdi"ertbhe pgyhd" pubey thi zgkci ytd uutx sgr crhuu vtydgktbsgy tuh; sh rgstemhgwx yhak/ nhr uugki gxtrtpkhhdi thi prhhg thshag thcgrzgmubd/

egpk: "phzhtktszah pui frtbhe pgyhd vhhcy ti muuugri ptraytbgi"

phk steyuhrho tui tbsgrg)!( uutrpi tp ngbyai nhyfrtbhag pgyhd tpauutfubd tkx sgprgxs' puhk tsgr x,o"uuhhbgshd"/ tcgr t vuhpi uuhxbatpykhfg ayushgx ahhbgithmy t prhag khfy tuh; sgo prtckgo' tubygr shygtrhg tz stx thz bhay ehhi pxhfhtyrhag ertbevhhyuuh ntbfg uuhki ztdi' btr t cruytkg muztnaygk puithnhubtktzahek' bhurtktszahegk tui vtrntitcbtrntkhygyi/ )tuh; ntng kaui: t muztnaygk puiauutfehhyi chho thnhui xhxygo' nuj pubemhg' tuiegrpgrkhfg vtrntbgi(/

"frtbhe pgyhd"' uutx vty bhay ehhi rputv chz vhhby'thz ngr uuh aphri nhs 42 agv thi ytd/ sh tphmhgkgctmhhfgbubd pui sh pgsgrtkg rgdhrubd tuh; "SFC" thzauugrg nhsehhy uutx vtky ti ngr uuh 6 ntbtyi tui tkgngdkhfg xhcu, zgbgi dguutri tuhxdgaktxi' muztngi nhy 4pui sh ptkdbsg ztfi:

�uuhhgbshdg tsgr ertmbshdg vtkz�uuhhytd thi sh nuxegki�uuhhytd thi sh "szathbyx"

�etp uuhhytd�ngi ckhhcy nhs btfwi aktpi�tpdgnuyagy btl thcubdgi�prtckgngi nhy zfrui' tui�prtckgngi nhy etbmgyrhri sgo nujgx uugry dgatmy tz 008 yuhzby chz 5/2 nhkhti

tngrhetbgr khhsi sgrpui' tcgr pui sh atmubd tkhhbxsgregby ngi auhi uuh auugr xwthz mu ntfi sgo shtdbtz'uuhhk t druhxgr yhhk pui sh xhnpytngi egbgi eungi puizhhgr txtl tbsgrg ztfi' trhhbdgrgfby auugrg sgprgxhg'phhcrtnhhtkdhg' tui btl phk tbsgrg/

"sh xhnpytngi pui frtbhe pgyhd zgbgi tzuhptrahsbtryhd' tui tbsgra chh hgsi ngbya' tz nwegiphkhhfy bhay ztdi ehhi fkkho sgruh;'" ztdy sr/ gbytbheuntrt;' t frtbhe pgyhd gexpgry chh "vtruutrs"tubhuugrxhyh/ sgr prtckgo egi ptrturztfy uugri surl taytreg thbpgemhg' etp yrtunt' ntxhuug xyrgx)napjv crtl tsgr ptrkuxy k"g(' tsgr pui dtrbhayxpgmhgk btr tbeungi thi t drhbgo shbxytd/

"sgr ertbevhhy thz t arge' nna t ntbxygr'" ztdysr/ sghuuhs cgk' t xpgmhgkhxy thi khbstbuuhk' bhu htre/"tz su chxy dkhekhl' uugy gx tuugedhhi thi ntbtyi/ tzbhay' egi gx suhgri htri tsgr kgcbxkgbdkhl/"

t pruh pui xghkgo' ntxtyauxgyx' thz tphmhgkshtdbtzhry dguutri chh sh 14 htr' btfwi tpkhhsi auugrgtui tuhl khhfygrg xhnpytngi tbdgvuhci chh sh 6 htr/ thrmuaytbs thz kgmybx dgpgrkhl' nuzbshd tpkhdi thi cgy"gykhfg ygd btftbtbs" tuhc zh nuyagy zhl tchxk ngruuh thr muaytbs grkuhcy/ tz zh ptrcrgbdy chh t druhxgptnhkhg muztneubpy t ktbdg btfnhytd tsgr chhbtfy'egi zh bhay truhxdhhi pui cgy chz 2 ytd sgrbtl/

sr/ euntrt; vtky' tui phk gexpgryi buhdi mu ayhmizhhi nhhbubd' tz sgr thnhui xhxygo thz mu tdrgxhuu chhngbyai nhy frtbhe pgyhd' tui sgrptr uugri zhhtpdgnuyagy pui thcubdgi tui uugri bhay dgvtkpi puitbyh-sgprgxbs ngshmhbgi/ t muuhhygr gexpgry vtky tzthcubdgi egbgi ht vgkpi' tuhc ngi phry gx thhimgchxkgl' t ekhhi chxgkg hgsg uutl' ngr tui ngr/

tui sgr tn, thz' steyuhrho uugri pubey tzuh gragpypui sgo uuh zhhgrg ptmhgbyi' ztdi txtl/ "zhhgr uuhhbhdsteyuhrho egbgi ctayhhi mu ctvtbski frtbhe pgyhdptmhgbyi uuhhk sgr muaytbs thz tzt sgraktdbsgr'" ztdysr/ hu egkehbx' yah; pui "gkgeyrtu-phzhtktszah" thictrhnyi "szatbx vtpehbx" tubhuugrxhyh thi ctkyhntr/)ntng kaui: sh steyuhrho "pktmi" tuhl' pubey uuh shptmhgbyi' pui bhay uuhxi uutx mu yti/(

dguuhxg steyuhrho egbgi ptrarhhci ekhhbg stzgx 01)chz 02 prtmgby pui dguugbkhfg stzgx( "gktuuhk" tsgrgbkhfg "yrhhxhhekhe tbyh-sgprgxbs" ngshmhbgi' mu vgkpiaktpi t duyi akt; ptr fuj tui gbgrdhg/ tbsgrg vtkyipui "etdbhyhuu chvguuhutr ygrtph"' tzt xtrypxhftktdhagr mudtbd mu vgkpi t ngbyawx nuj mu zhhitpyhnhxyha tui vtpgbubdxpuk/ )chz tvgr sgo ctrhfy/(

muo akux thz uuhfyhd mu ctytbgi' tz "frtbhe pgyhd"thz dtb. tbsgra uuh "ntbtu" tui "gpxyhi ctr"/ sh kgmygmuuhh zgbgi "uuhhrux" thbpgemhgx' tui suhgry pui uutfi chzjsaho/ "frtbhe pgyhd" thz bhay ehhi uuhhrux' btr tntxhuug tpauutfubd uutx gragpy sgo ngbya tituhpvgr' tui suhgry jsaho chz htri/ "frtbhe pgyhd" thz'tkzt' bhay ehhi "ao vfukk" tuh; ntbtu tsgr gpxyhictr/

btl tkgngi' thz tarh jkeo pui sh uutx vgkpi shctyrgpbsg tuh; xhh uugkfg uugd' nhy gmv' teyhuug vhk;'dgky' ngshmhbhag ygrtph' jhzue tsgr xhh uutx/

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thbxukhi ptnp thbptrntmhgmuo "vnxphe dtzgy"'phk ngbyai zgbgi bhay ctetby nhy sh ngku, pui

bgngi "thbxukhi" surl t "ptnp"' t cteuugnkhfehhy uutxuugry ngr tui ngr ptpukgr' uutky dguugi t duyg ztl muthbptrnhri uugdi sgo dgkubdgbgo grzt. muo tntkhdi uugdpui bhskgl/

sgr "ptnp" thz t etnphuygrhzhryg ntahbsk' ekhhiuuh t chpgr' uutx nwegi vgkyi thi yta' tuhpwi ptxhe'tsgr xhh uugu/ t shbg uuhhgr euny truhx pubgo "chpgr"tui nwegi tbekgci sgo aph. mu sh vuhy tuh; xhh uugkfgpkt. pui egrpgr' tui tzuh uugry sgr ngbya dgphygry shbuhyhdg ntx thbxukhi/

arhhcy mu/////

ptexy mu//////

rupy mu/////

duyg ektrg crhuukgl tui ngxgszagx uugri puckhmhry

cxcr pbho hpu, tui "tbtbho" )xpgmhgk erhyhe(

}thr strpy "bhay" dgci ehhi btngi tsgr xhh uugkfg thsgbyhphetmhg(

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xytyhxyhex mhhdi t cgxgrg dkuetz etbyrtk chh shuutx bumi sgo ptnp/ sh tuhxdtci pubgo ptnp nhy tkgmudgrvgri uugri dgsgey surl "thbaurgbx"' "ngsheghr"tsgr "ngsheghs"' tui steyuhrho tui gexpgryi mudkhhlrgetngbshri ngi ztk bumi sgo ptnp' uutx thz zhhgr drhbdtui prteyha mu bumi )ptr xhh uugkfg prtdg egi ngi rupish etnptbhwx "vtykhhi" bungr 42 agv thi ytd/(

muuhai sh cgbgphyi:1/thbxukhi euny truhx pubgo ptnp nhy t

etnphuygrhzhryg pubeykhfehhy uutx thz tunngdkhl muvtci surl tbsgrg nhykgi/ chhaphk: thbxukhi uugridgntxyi thi "hubhyx" )thhi tubx tbyvtky 759'2 hubhyx'(tui t ptnp egi mgyhhki tzt hubhy chz 04 ctzubsgrgyhhki/

2/sgr ptnp egi uugri tbdgaygky tuh; dtbmg 42ayubsgi uuhphk thbxukhi ztk truhxeungi hgsg vtkcg agv/

3/sgr shhgcgyhe egi gxi tui yrubegi uutx' uuhphktui uugi xwdkuxy zhl/ nwstr; btr sruei t ebgpk tuhpwiptnp' cag, ti t ptnp str; ngi gxi tui bgngi bhskglkuhy t xegszaugk/

4/chh vhhptdkhhxhnhg )bhsgrhdg muegr( egi ngiztptry tpaygki sgo ptnp tsgr rgsumhri sh stzg/

ngbyai egbgi prgdi: ptruutx ztk ngi zhl ptrktzituh; t ntahbeg? sgr gbypgr thz' ngi ptrktzy zhl bhaytuh; sh ntahi tkhhbx' uuhhk thi hgsi ptk egi ngi bgngithbxukhi surl tbsgrg nhykgi/ thi eurmi: sgr ptnp thzbhay "tuhxakhxkhl" tui ptrnhhsy gpgx tbsgra' gx thzbtr ti tuhpyu tui cteuugnkhfehhy/

pui sh tbsgrg zhhy vty sgr ptnp 2 jxrubu,: ngistr; zhl mudguutuhbgi mu t bhhg xhxygo' tui ngi str;aygbshd trundhhi sgrnhy/ mh uugbsy stx tp shtuhxygrkhag ngku, sgrpui? thl ztd t druhxi bhhi' tuitphku sh bhhg dgpktbyg "thbxukhi thbvghktr" uugy tuhlbhay vtci sh ngku, pui t ptnp/

fh tbh sw ruptl: sh ctbumgr pui thbxukhi ptnpx dgcitp acj uvustv ptr vah", tuh; sgo stzhdi tuhpyrg;uutx yuy ctshhybs ptrdrhbdgri tui ptrcgxgri sh muegretbyrtk/

c/ n/***

rputv ayushgx surl "stui xhbsrto"muo "vnxphe dtzgy"'sgr ctrhfy thcgr bhhg ayushgx tuh; ehbsgr nhy

"stui xhbsrto" mu yrgpi vhhkubdgi ptr grbxygertbevhhyi )"xpgmhgkg ygrtph"' grayg vgskhhi' tkuk,ax"v(' vty nhr trtpdguutrpi pui cgbek' tui thl nhhistx thi t duyi uugd/ tzt srtntyhag bhhgx' tzuh drubykhltui "ptraygbskhl" dgarhci' thr vty njhw dguugi phkthshag ytygx tui ntngx/

thl vtc bhay uutx mumudgci sgrmu btr t uugryk' tznhr vtci auhi btl t duyg xhcv ptruutx mu rupi shvhhkhdg ehbsgr "xpgmhgk"' uuhhk kuhy sh ctarhhcubd thzngdkhl surl zhh mu yrgpi rputu, ptr sh auugrxyg njku,k"g/ bu' zgbgi zhh bhay "xpgak"///?!

t f,hcv uj,hnv yucv tui t duy dgcgbyay htr/)-(

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bpktu, vcurt thi "szahbx"muo "vnxphe dtzgy"'///sh ygfbhag thhbmkvhhyi thbgo ctrhfy tuh; zhhy 1

uugdi ayushgx tuh; xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' mu ahksgri sgodgcuh pui tkg mgki thi egrpgr' vty nhr tui yuhzbygrtbsgrg dgdgci sh dgkgdbvhhy tchxk cgxgr mu ptrayhhitui tchxk ngr b,pgk uugri pui bpktu, vcurt/

ptr khhbgr ahjhw uugkfg vtci ngdkhl bhay ptraytbgihgsg thhbmkvhhy pui sgo yhhk ctarhhcubd' egi thlctayhhi gx mu ztdi tuh; t khhfygrg aprtl: hgsgthhbmhdg mgk thi dtbmi egrpgr thz uuh thhi druhxg chkshbduutx ayhhy tuh; t pubstngby/ sgr pubstngby thz 2xgyx pui 32 "ertungxtunx" )=64 ertungxtunx/( hgsgertungxtuo tbyvtky mgbskhdgr tsgr vubsgrygr tsgryuhzbygr "szahbx"' tui hgsg "szahi" tbyvtky nhkhtbgiphmhbeg "sh/ gi/ gh/" mgki/ gx thz btr ptrvti 4 xtry"sh/ gi/ gh/" mgki' tcgr zhh zgbgi tuhxdgaygky nhkhti-uuhhz thi ctzubsgrg "etnchbtmhgx"' nnhkt thz hgsg"szahi" tbsgra/ hgsg "szahi" yuy t ctzubsgrg pubemhg

thi ngbya/ thhi "szahi" tuh; "ertungxtuo bungr 81"ntfy sh btz angei' tui thhi "szahi" tuh; "ertungxtuobungr 3" ntfy uuhhxg ckuy mgki mu ctegnpi thbpgemhgx/

uugki ngbyai prgdi: uuhtzuh egi zhhi tz hgsg "szahi"yuy t ctzubsgrg pubemhg' tcgr hgsg "szahi" khdy tuhlthi tkg mgki? stx vhhxy' uuhtzuh thz ngdkhl tz sgr"szahi" uutx ntfy uuhhxg ckuy mgki khdy tuhl thi hgsgmgk pui hgsg ayhek vuhy tuh; sh btz?

thz sgr gbypgr' tz vah", cruc jfn,u vty tzuhctatpi sgo egrpgr tz hgsg "szahi" yuy btr thrpubemhg uutu gx pgky tuhx' tcgr bhay grdg. tbsgra/stx vhhxy' sgr szahi uutx ntfy uuhhxg ckuy mgki yuybtr thr trchhy thi sh mgki uutu sh uuhhxg ckuy mgki uugriyteg ctatpi )ckuy tui chhi ntrgl(' tcgr thi tkgtbsgrg mgki khdy sgr "szahi" ayhk tui ptraktpi///!ygfbha dgrgsy: thi hgsi mgk thi sh ekhhbg phbdgr pui shkhbeg vtby khdi yteg "thbxyrteagbx" mu ntfi uuhhxgckuy mgki' tcgr sh tbuuhhzubdgi uugri bhay tuhxdgphry"kngav" btr thi sh pkgmgr uutu sh uuhhxg ckuy mgkiuugri yteg dgntfy/

sgr dtbmgr "szahi" chzbgx thz chkhti ntk ngretnpkhmhry uuh stx' tcgr thr uugy bhay trhhbkhhdi tcrhuu pui 000'2 zhhykgl' rhfyhd?

nhy stbe ptr trhhbkhhdi sh auru,/)-(

uuhkhtnxcurdrgstemhg: t vtrmhdi stbe ptr sgo vgfxy

dgkubdgbgo tui thbptrntyhuugi crhuu/ nhr vtci ptrehrmysgo thbvtky tui tuhxdgktzy sh "ekt. eaht" uutx thrvty dgprgdy chho gbsg' uuhhk gx uuhk ehhbgr bhay ntfiehhi prtpgxhtbtkg chtktdhxyi pui tubzgrg jaucg khhbgrahjhu/ xhhuuh uuhhxi sh "drgxyg egp" tz yrt. zhhgruuhxbatpy zgbgi zhh chzwi vhhbyhdi ytd bhytntk tbdgeungimu t phbyk pubgo eubxy uutx khdy thi t kgcgshdi ngbya/nv rcu ngahl sw fuko cjfnv gah,/

***muo "shrgey eghr" xyg; thi ] - [ crusgrvhho'kabv yucv gx ztk auhi

zhhi t zhx kgfyhd htr'ab, dtukv uhaugv stx

cgyi nhr chz dtr'bdhkv ubanjv cu nhr ztki

zufv zhhi zhl prhhgi muzto'vah", ztk tubz auhi

muztncrgbdgi ac, tjho do

yhhgrg thcgrdgdgcgbg trchhygrxnhr vtci thhl thbzhi thi tubzgrg dgcgyi'

uutxptrt vhhkhdg trchhy thr yuyuugy thhl zhfgr hgmy eungi tbyegdi'

cgrd tui cgr nhy dguutkshdgdruhxg zfu,ho yuy thr duy tbdrhhyi'

vubsgry tui muutbmhd dkhekhfg tuidgzubyg htri ztk thhl vah", tbarhhci

tuhpwi ptphr thz bhay ngdkhltkgx truhxmucrgbdgi///

zhfgr yugi nhr nusv zhhi tz gryuy tuh; t duy pkt. zhhi'

ht thr yuy ]sgo ehbswx btngi[ duyptrayhhi tz tkgx ztk ptr tho duy zhhi

xwthz tunctarhhckhl uutxptrtdruhxg pkt. thr yuy thi tubzgr vtr. zhhi

ht sgr druhxgr ctagpgryuy vtkyi jacui tuh; tkgo

tuusth uugy gr gbe aheitkgx tkgx nna fk natku,

rhfyhdg thsha bj, dgzubyprbxv nzk dkhe xhhg,t sanht kruc

chz nhr uugki ceruc zufv zhhi zhlmu prhhgi thbthhbgo nhy nahj msehbu cc"t

uutubyay't ehbswx gkygri

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sh ygd uugri eurmgrsh ckgygr uugri dgksgr uuhby thz ehkgrsgreuuhey hgsi zgvk

sh bgfy uugri ktbdptrytdxi apgygrxwdhxy zhl t dgztbddgante ztdy hgsgr

tui/// btl t htr tsurltuuge nhywi uuhbythi chhbgr t xeurlst eungi sh zhbs

nwyrtfy tui ekgryt argekhfgr zungrchygrg ztfi dgvgryhubd' tky' uutu thngr

thi ekhbhex aphytkvgry ngi ktyhhbhafrtbha tui tuhptntknwptrayhhy bhay

tundkhei hgsi xtrynna ytd btl ytdeuho nwztdy t uutrybtl t prhag pktd

ekhhbg prtckgngitui druhxg erhzhxiaygy ptrauugngitui vgrmgr mgrhxi

ahxgrhh ercbu,gexhsgbyi txtlchygrg jurcbu,mru, thcgrwi stl

aupr vty dgatkytui dguuhhby nhythsi tzuh mgctkytcgr xweuny duy

t bhh htr gbskhlsgr zungr tuugexwuugy zhhi prhhkhlmu sh mru, ti ge

sh vhhkhdg ygdcfxt khuo jdhbuabgk sgr uugdmu zni anj,hbu

thi xkhju, sgrhbgitui thi njzur tzuhyrhhxy nhr dgphbgiuuh dganteg yuh

sgo ytyi sgrmhhkitkgx uutx yuy zhlgr egi tuhxvhhkigr uuhhxy pubeykhl

ptr phzha tui dhhxyhash buhyhdg rputvuugi nwuuhhxy bhayahey gr sh haugv

muo bhhgo htrbtr duyx ptr hgsiehhbgo pgki t vtrbtr dgzuby tui kgci

ytygx tui ntngxkgfyhdg ehbsgrzhhsgx tui ctcgxthsha bj, ctzubsgr

ehhi tpthbyngbyxtruhx pui aphytkehhi yrhyngbyxdgzuby tuhptntk

vhhkhdgr ytygztd uanj, cjdhlsgo huo yuc yteguuhhk tbu cbhl

anj, ch, vautcvztk trhhbahhbgi hgsinhy tvcv utjuvnwztk auhi duy kgci

sh tuhdi muo vhnkvaehpv eue auhiaygk tp sgo yungknahj ahe auhi

t duy dgcgbyay htr

t mhhyubd egi juyt zhhi nhy bhay ngksi t duyg ztl tsgrht ngksi t akgfyg ztl' nhy ptragngi shrgey tsgrtunshrgey' nhy bhay murheetki thi sh tpdganugxyg mhhy'nhy truhxahei t akgfy-dgsrueyg tuhxdtcg uuh ptrhdgjusa' nhy khhdi drhhzhdg ygkgpti bungri tsgr truhxktziduyg bungri' tui btl mgbskhdgr uugdi tui tunuugdi/

tmhbs vtky ngi auhi chh ,aucv ntvcv' uugy stx nujkzhhi uutrahhbkhl dhhi tchxk drhbdgr/ zhhy tubz nujk nhywidtbmi vtr./ sh trchhy uutx thr yrgpy thi ptxy-egxykeungi pui hsh car uso uugkfg egbgi tk. ntfi drhhzi' tui zhhytubz si kf; zfu,/

muo bhhgo htr zgbgi nhr neck btl ngr cx"s bzvr mu zhhithi tkgo uutx t thshag mhhyubd str; bzvr zhhi' tui gx ztktk. b,esa uugri ao anho gk hshbu gchdut"m tni/

,aucv ntvcv


- ngshmhi atpg -

t etnhyg pui gexpgryi vtytuhxdgkuhcy sgo srtd "ygrxhuug"tkx bhhgr yrhyngby egdiptrdgarhygbg pgberhgx egbxgruugi nwegi stx bhay tpgrhri/ sh"g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur ptkdydguugbkhl sh rgetngbstmhgx puithrg etnhyggi' ftya zh thz bhaykgdtk chbsgbs sgrmu/

"ygrxhuug" thz t ngshmhi egdikubdgi egbxgr' grmhhdy surl sh"szagbgbyge" ptrntxuyhekphrng/ sgr tpayhnubd vtydgvtkpi truhpyrhhci sh etnptbhwxxyte nhy t ctshhybsg ptrshbxy/

bhay tkg steyuhrho zgbgi tcgrmuprhsi sgrpui ptr pgberhgx

egbxgr' thhbgr pui zhh sr/ cruxyagxti thi ctrhnyi szatrszauutahbdyti tubhuugrxhyh aphytkthi uutahbdyti/ gr ygbvwy tz sgrngshmhi crgbdy muphk zhhyhdgxhnpytngi tz xwztk zhl kuhbgi mubgngi ptr sh bhay-tzuh-ngfyhdgrgzukytyi/ sh etnhyg vtydgayhny kyuc, sgo srtd 01 egdi3' uuhhk ftya sgr cgbgphy thz bhaytzuh druhx' thz tcgr pgberhgxegbxgr t pgks pui chygrg shtdbtzitui nwftpy zhl ti thi hgsgngdkhfehhy tphku ptr t ekhhbgsgrdrhhfubd/

sh etnptbh "szagbgbyge" vtysh kgmyg htri gruutrci ti

tuhxdgmhhfbygr rgetrs nhy bhhgtui gezhxyhrbsg ngshmhbgi/ ptrwisrhyi euutrytk pui 50w vty shetnptbh ctrhfygy 953 nhkhtistktr bgy prtphy' tuh; thhbeubpypui 57/1 chkhti stktr/ sgrthhbeubpy thz 64 prtmgby vgfgrptrthtr sh zgkcg mhhy' tui sgrprtphy thz dgayhdi nhy 65prtmgby/

t druhxgr yhhk phbtbmhgkgruutuex uugry mudgarhci mu"tuutxyhi"' sh tuhpdgftpyg bhhgegbxgr srtd/ tphmhgk thz gxctaygyhdy btr ptr etkti egbxgr'tcgr steyuhrho vtci tuhxdgphbgitz sgr ngshmhi trchhy tuhl duyegdi kubdgi tui dguuhxg pruhgiegbxgr' tui zhh bumi gx ytegthbdruhxi/

tuhxgrsgo' vty sh etnptbhwx"vgrxgpyhi" tpdgmhhfbytundgrtfygbg aytrehhy/ gx vhhxyti "tkyg" ngshmhi' tcgr xghkxzgbgi dgayhdi ti tundkuhckhfg 07prtmgby vgfgr ptrthtr/ sgr srtduugry dgbumy chh dguuhxg pruhgiegbxgr' tcgr steyuhrho vtcictngrey tz btl ti tpgrtmhg egisgr ngshmhi rgsumhri sh"rhetrgbx" rhzheg )tz xweunymurhe( nhy dtbmg 05 prtmgby' tuizhh bumi gx ptr sgo muuge' yrtmsgouutx sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty gx btlbhay ctaygyhdy sgrptr/

"szagbgbyge" zgmy ptr dtksgbgehhy btl ptzhyhuug ckhe tuh;"ygrxhuug" ptr pgberhgx egbxgr

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty tpdguutrpish tpkhetmhg pui "pphhzgr" muctaygyhdi t bhhg ngshmhi nhywibtngi "tuptrhg" ptrwi chhiertbvhhy txyhtupgrtuxhx/ sgrngshmhi pubemhtbhry gbkhl mu"gxyrtszagi" vtrnti' tui egivgkpi prgzgruuhri sh aytrehhy puichhbgr thi sh gkygrg htri/

sh pgsgrtkg tdgbyur vty bhaydgdgci ehhi turztl uutx sgrprtckgo nhy "tuptrhg" thz' tui"pphhzgr" vty tuhl bhay dguutkytruhxdgci ngr thbptrntmhg/

tuhl vty sh tdgbyur

tpdguutrpi t bhhgo ngshmhi nhywibtngi "zhbkgh" uutx vty dgstrpyzhhi t bhhg yrhyngby ptrprtxytyg egbxgr uutx vty zhlauhi mgaprhhy thi chhbgr/

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" ztdy tz sgrngshmhi yuy btr ptrkgbdgri stxkgci t eurmg mhhy' tcgr tuutryztdgr vty dgkuhcy shctnhtubdgi pui "gctykgcrtytrhgx" tuhpwi dgchy puibtfptrai sgo ngshmhi' ztdbshd tznhy btl ptraubdgi uugy sh etnptbhngdkhl yrgpi t uugd mu ptrcgxgrish rgzukytyi/

bhhg ngshmhbgi ptr prtxytygegbxgr tui "txyhtupgrtuxhx"uugri tpdguutrpi tkx tunbumkhl

ti "g;/ sh/ gh/" gexpgryietnhyg vty dgdgci sh drhbg khfyptr sh grayg ntahbeg uutxsgrktbdy "thbxukhi" surl t aprh.thi nuhk' tui xwthz thhbayhnhdgruutrygy tz sh tdgbyur ztk gxtphmhgk ctaygyhdi thi sheungbshdg uutfi/

sgr "thbxukhi thbvghktr" vhhxy"gezucgrt"' t bhhg xhxygo mutsnhbhxyrhri "thbxukhi" surl txprgh tuhpwi ayhhdgr uuh dguuhxg"ntuyuuta" prtsueyi tsgr"txynt" thhbaprh. ngshmhbgi/ sgrprtsuey )AREBUXE( tbyaprgfymu atpi t vhxytrhag rguutkumhgptr shhgcgyhegr' uutx uugry ngrtui ngr gruutrygy tuh; ptzhyhuu/

thhdgbykhl thz sh tpkhetmhg thzauhi dguugi drhhy 4 htr murhe' tcgrsh kgmyg ptzg ekhbhag ayushgxvtci tbysgey tz "gezucgrt" egichh dguuhxg ptmhgbyi rgsumhri shkubdgi pubemhg nhy t ekhhbkhfg 2-1prtmgby/ sh etnptbhx vtcitubygrdgbungi prhag drubykhfgygxyi surftuhx sh kgmyg 3 htr muayushri sh rhzheg' tui sh ygxyivtci dguuhzi tz xwthz bhay dgbudgrbxy pui t dgzubyvhhyaytbspubey/

t ctaygyhdubd puithhbdgtygnyg thbxukhi uugydgbmkhl yuhai sgo uugd pui bgngithbxukhi' uutx shhgcgyhegrtsnhbhxyrhri surl thhbaprhmi nhyt bhsk tsgr bumi t "ptnp" uutxpkhxy trhhi sh thbxukhi tuh; tprtdrtnhryg xegszaugk/ tmhbseuny tuhpwi vtrhztby shngdkhfehhy ngi ztk auhi bhaystrpi vtci ehhi bhskgl tsgr ptnp'btr thi sh ctayhnyg mhhytruhxbgngi t ekhhbg xprgh pkgaktui trhhbaprhmi thi nuhk sh

ctayhnyg stzg/ty sh cteuugnkhfehhy thz sgr

vuhpy tuhpyu pui "gezucgrt"' uuhhkgx thz bhay cgxgr thi etbyrtkhrish ckuy dkuetz uuh vhhbyhdgngshmhbgi tuiqtsgr thbxukhi/ bu'tuhc gx rgsy zhl btr puicteuugnkhfehhy' egbgi auhi ntbfgprgdi prtdg mh gx kuhbytuugemueuei tuh; sh ekhhbgrgsumhryg kubdgi pubemhg' tphkuxwthz bhay ehhi ngshmhbhagrprtckgo' tui stx uugy shrtydgcgr etnhxhg strpi ctakhxi/

kuhy t crhuu pui t khhbgr uutxgrahhby thi vhhbyhdi "dtzgy"' thzsgr tuhpyu pui thbxukhi thbvghkgruuhhy bhay tzuh duy uuh t "ptnp"uutx sgrktbdy sh thbxukhi 42 agvthi ytd kuhywi pubeykhfi dgcruhl/

sh zgkcg tdgbyur etnhyg vtytuhl tuhxdgkuhcy "ptrdkutuut")AVULGRAP( t bhhgr ngshmhi ptrshhgchyhegr nhywi druhxi ptygby tzgx vgkpy etbyrtkhri sh muegr tuiyuy tuhl rgsumhri"yrhhdkhxgrhhsx"' t etnchbhrygpubemhg uutx gezhxyhry btl bhaychho vhhbyhdi ytd thi ehhi auongshmhbhai prtsuey/ sgr ngshmhi'grmhhdy surl "crhxytk nhhgrx"'vty tcgr t druhxi prtckgo pui"pkus rhygbati"' gx rgsumhry sgoegrpgrwx pubemhg pui truhxdgcipkhxhdehhyi' t prtckgo uutx egiguugbyugk agshdi stx vtr./

t "bhu htre etrbgk" shhgchyhxxpgmhtkhxy' sr/ egrtk khuuh' thzctztrdy uugdi sgo agskhfipkhxhdehhy tpgey/ "sh ngdkhfehhypui cgxgr etbyrtkhri dkuetz tuiyrhhdkhxgrhhsx euey tuhxthcgrrtagbs' tcgr thl chi bhayzhfgr tz sh cgbgphyi uugdi thcgr shrhzhegx/"

"thbxukhi thbvghkgr" tui bhhgshhgchyhe srtd uugri ctdrhxy

ertbevhhy' tui nhkhtbgi zgbgituhxdgeuhkgy dguutri mu ptrnhhsixhh uugkfg gphsgnhg/

tcgr phk ntk vty ngi bhaydgftpy sgo uuhhrux ctmhhybx' tuisurftuhx sh kgmyg 2 zgbgi auhithcgr 06 ngbyai dgaytrci pui"tuuhti pku"' fngy tkg uuh thhbgrthi tzhg/ zhh vtci gx dgftpy surlgxi ptrstrcgbg puhdk pkhha' tcgrt ngbya egi gx bhay thcgrdgciptr t muuhhyi ngbya/

sgr "tuuhti pku" prtckgouugry auhi tsrgxhry surl rgdhrubdphrgr ktbdg ntbtyi' tcgr shkgmyg uutfi thz zhhgr ztrdptraytrey dguutri btl vgrinhhbubdgi pui gexpgryi tz sgr pkuuuhhrux uutx ctyrgpy thmy shpuhdkgl tui yuhreh egi khhfytbyuuhekgi t bhhg "sur" nhy uuhhrux

mgki uugkfg egbgi auhi trundhhimuuhai ngbyai tkhhbx/ thi mudtc'vtci gexpgryi thmy tbysgey tzsh argekhfg "pku" gphsgnhg pui819w ),rg"j(' uutx vtytundgcrgbdy 04 chz 05 nhkhtingbyai truo sh uugky' vty zhltbdgvuhci chh puhdk/

thi sh zgkcg mhhy uutx rgdhrubdphrgr tui gexpgryi zgbgi ptrbunginhy ygtrhgx uugdi ngdkhfg puhdk-pku gphsgnhgx' thz sgr ngbyavhhyctztrdy uugdi ngr ygdkhfg ztfi'uuh uutexhi ptr sh uuhbygr "pku"/

tcgr ayhhgbshd tuhpwi auugkpui hgrkhfi pku xgzti' vgry ngiuuhsgr pui t ntbdgk thi uutexhi)"pku atyx"(/ kuhy tkgtbshhyubdgi thz gx bhay tzuhdgpgrkhl uuh t htr murhe' uugi tktbstbgr etnptbh vty dgnuzytuhpvgri prtsumhri sgo uutexhi tuixwthz dgatpi dguutri t argekhfgr

ntbdgk thcgr dtb. tngrheg' tcgrxwthz ptry bhay ptrvti dgbuduutexhi mu dgci ptr tkg ngbyaiuutx strpi gx vtci/

"uutkdrhi" tui tbsgrg ptrntxhrhyghk bgmi vtci auhi tbdgvuhcitbphri zhhgr hgrkhfg "pku" ekhbhe'tcgr zhh zgbgi ctztrdy uugdi atyxupkhhx/ ktetkg vgky cttnygthi etbgyheuy' pgbxhkuugbhg' tuinhkuuteh' vtci dgstrpy tpkhhdidgpktbyg pku-aty ekhbhex uutxthz auhi dguugi dgpktby tuh; sgoteytcgr zhby t vtkc htr murhe/

t uutryztdgr ptr sh pgsgrtkg"mgbygr ptr shzhx etbyrtk" thityktbyt ztdy ctruthdbsg xyghy-ngbyx' tz cnal sh eungbshdg uutfiuugy zhl sgr xupkhh tuhxaygki tkxdgbud/ kuhy sh tdgbyurwx atmubdgi'uuhki ctbumy uugri vhh htr muuhai 17tui 09 nhkhti "pku" atyx thitngrheg/

rhzheg pui "puhdk-pku" gphsgnhg mgyrhhxkyrgdhrubdgi tui gexpgryi thcgr sh uugky

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euho 2 jsaho murhe vty sgrxgbty gbskhl ctaygyhdy sr/kgxygr ertupgrs tkx "g;/ sh/ gh/"etnhatbgr' tui auhi thz grptrauutubsi' uuh thi uutxgr trhhi/

bhay ptrauutubsgi thbdtbmi/ngi vgry btl pui tho' sgodguugzgbgo gexpgry tuh; vhbykgltui tdrheukyur' tpkhhegbshdctrhfyi tz zhhi vtxyhdg tpyrhyvty dgvty ptrchbsubd nhyprtckgntyhag xyte ntregydgagpyi/

zhhi rgzhdbtmhg thz dgeungi tayhkg prhhytd btfnhytd )shcgxyg mhhy ptr bgdtyhuug bhhgx thiuutahbdyti(' thi t ekhhbkhfg

"thnghk" mu tdgbyur xyg;' tui grvty bhay dgdgci ehhi xhcv/ "gx thzmhhy' chh sh '76 trtpmudhhi puipktyptrng/" kmho prgdi uuhphk htrhubdgr gr thz dguugi chho btnhbhryuugri thhbhdg jsaho cgptr/

zhhi btnhbtmhg thz tuhl bhaydguugi t drhbg ptag thi sh uuhzi/xgbtytri pui chhsg ptryhhgi vtcitpdgvtkyi ertupgrswx tpayhnubdmukhc thbgrkhfg ptkhyhagjacubu,' tui mukhc prtdgx tuh; zhhietnpgygb./ sr/ ertupgrswxetrhgrg thz ctaytbgi puiuugygrhbtrhg ngshmhi )jhu, tuicvnu,( tui tdrheukyur tui ptrntxhuuhxbatpy/ pteyha vty sh "g;/ sh/

gh/" t xpgmhgkg tpyhhkubd ptrvhbykgl' tui surl hgbgo etrhstrthz gr surftuhx sh htri dgayhdituhpwi khhygr chz mu uugritnyhrbsgr etnhatbgr/

sh cua tsnhbhxyrtmhg vtyctayhny sr/ gbsru uuti gagbctltkx tnyhrbsgr etnhatbgr/ sr/gagbctl vty t dtksgbg vhxytrhgthi steytrhh' tcgr ptry thz zhhibtnhbtmhg ptruutkeby/

tkhhbx t egbxgr thcgrkgcgr'thz uuti gagbctl t ktbdg mhhydguugi prgzhsgby pui uugky-ctrhnyi "go/ sh/ gbsgrxti"egbxgr aphytk chho tubhuugrxhyhtuu ygextx thi huxyti/

sgrbtl thz gr dguutrituhpdgbungi tkx shrgeytr pui"bgatbgk egbxgr thbxyhyuy"' shegbxgr tpyhhkubd pui pgsgrtki"bgatbgk thbxhyuy tuu vgky" thiuutahbdyti' tngrhegwx mgbyrtkgtdgbyur ptr ngshmhbhag ptraubdgitui thbptrntmhg/

zhhi btnhbtmhg uutky dguugidtks ptr sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tcgrxwthz tbyaytbgi t prtckgo tz gruuhk ckhhci tbphri sh btmhtbtkgegbxgr thbxyhyuy' tui tuhl zhhi"g;/ sh/ gh/" etnhatbgr/ stx thz tkgfgrkhfg ptzhmhg' uuhhk 1( gx uugytho crgbdgi t auugrg "etbpkheytuu thbygrgxy" mu strpi ngxyi sh

atsbx tui cgbgphyi pui t bhhg srtduutx gr tui zhhi xyg; vtytbyuuheky chho thbxyhyuy' tui 2(xwthz muphk trchhy ptr thhi ngbya/xgbtytri vtci stx ptrdkhfi mubgngi thhi ngbya tkx xgergytrpui sgpgbx tui huxyh.sgptryngbyx muztngi/

sgruuhhk ptrvtbsky ngi' tuingr thhbmkvhhyi uugki btfeungiuugdi zhhi mueubpy/ tcgr uutahbdytithz btl bhay ptryhd nhy sr/ertupgrs' mukhc ctrhfyi tz grvty rgzhdbhry pui tny uuhhk gr vtydgvty xytex pui t etnptbh nhy tngdkhfg thbygrgxg thi vgky eghr/bhay ehhi druhxg ztfi: gr vty truo000'1$ uugrs pui xyte thi "bhbtpghpgr et/" uutx thz ptrthtrmgyhhky dguutri pui "ehncgrkhektre"' sh druhxg yhau tui vhdhgbgphrng uutx prtsumhry tuhl vgkyeghr tui ngshmhbhag prtsueyitubygr "g;/ sh/ gh/" tuhpzhfy/

bhay ehhi druhxg ztfi thi dgkyxung' tcgr sr/ ertupgrs vtydgntfy t argekhfi drhhz thi bhaytuhxrgfgbgi sgo xyte muuhaitbsgrg phbtbmhgkg thhbmkvhhyituh; sh btnhbtmhg ptphri uutx thzuuhfyhd ptr tkg xgbtytri/

xyte ntregy prtckgo thz aukshdthi tundgrtfygbg rgzhdbtmhg

pui auutfi "g;/ sh/ gh/"etnhatbgr

- rgdhrubd tui ptkhxh -

grzgmy nhy ctrhnyi egbxgr xpgmhgkhxy sr/ uuti gagbctl pui "gbsgrxti egbxgr mgbygr"thi huxyti' tcgr gagbctl uuhkptrckhhci tuhl chh zhhi thmyhdi thny' shrgeytr pui "bgatbgk egbxgr thbxyhyuy"' tui xgbtytri ztdi stx thz tunngdkhl

t chk uutx vty dgmhky mugrngdkhfi aytc nhydkhsgr thitdgbyuri ptr xpgmhgkg etbxungrxzhl mu trdtbhzhri thi "ubhtbx" thztrtp pui sh ntpg nhy t uugyt puidtuugrbtr ptyteh' muo druhximuprhsbvhhy pui sh etbxungrx tuizhhgrg ptnhkhgx tui prtuuhhsgrx/

sh xtry bti-prtphy tdgbyuri

zgbgi bhay egdi drhbsgi trchhygrhubhtbx' tcgr druhxg kghctr drupgxvtci ctuuhzi surfmuayhpi thitkctbh t chk uutx ntfy sgoprtmgsur phk drhbdgr ptr sh aytcnhydkhsgr' aygkbshd sh tdgbyurizgkcxy thi t auugri nmc nhyuuhhbhdgr rgfyi tui prhuuhkhdhgx uutupgsgrtkg tui xyghy dgzgmi dgci

ptr zhh/ kuhywi dgzg.' thz hgsgtrchhygr hubhti' tui sh etnptbhtsgr trdtbhztmhg uutu zhh trchhyi'tubygruutrpi sh "bgatbgk kghctrrhkghatbx cturs"' t pgsgrtkgetnhxhg thi uutahbdyti uutx shbytkx tphmhgkg ptrnhykgr muuhaietnptbhx tui hubhti trchhygrx/ chzvhhby uugri hubhtbx dgdrhbsgy kuhyxpgmhphag tbuuhhzubdgi' shtrchhygr dgci trhhi zhhgr ayhngthi dgvhhnbhx mu egbgi ayhngi kuhyzhhgr cteuugnkhfehhy' tui btl phkgrgduktmhgx/

sgr chk thi tkctbh vty dgztkyyuhai sgo xhxygo pui hubhtidrhbsubd' uutx uutky dgaygky bti-prtphy vhk; tdgbyuri thi sgopgks tuh; t auutfgri aytpk uuhxhh uugkfg druhxg etnptbh nhyhubhti trchhygr/ sh tdgbyuri' tuizhhgrg tsuutetyi tui rgdhrubdetbyteyi thi tkctbh' vtci aytreptrphry chh dtuugrbtr ptyteh muuugytthri sgo chk' uuhhk gx uugyyuhai sgo dtbmi mudtbd pui vhk;ptr xpgmhgkg etbxungr' thi uutxbhu htre xyghy mhhfby zhl tuhx ngruuh tkg xyghyx thi tngrheg/

ptyteh vty tbgregby sgoaygkubd' tui vty tubygrdgarhcizhhi uugyt teytcgr sgo 4wyi/

ptyteh uugytthry chk mu vhyitdgbyuri kyuc, xpgmhgkg ehbsgr

pui prgnsg hubhti ntbguurgx

sh dtryi xyghy thz dguutri shayrgbdxyg xyghy thi tngrhegtbctktbdy stx ruhfgri mhdtrgyithi strnhytrh dgchhsgx' btfsgouutx dtuugrbtr rhyatrs etush vtytubygrdgarhci t dgzg. muptrctyi ruhfgri thi tkg etkgszadgchhsgx' xyghy tsgr prhuutygetkgszagx mudkhhl/

"xyusgbyi ztki tbgregbgi tzftya zhh vtci sh rgfy)?( muruhfgri tui zhl trhhbkhhdi thi shrhzhegx uugkfg eungi sgrnhy'"vty etngbyhry xyghy xgbtytr c/cutbtu' "strpi sh tbsgrg xyusgbyithi zgkci etkgsza dgchhsg bhaykhhsi sh dgptri pui ruhfgri

mhdtrgyi/"tuhxgr sh rgsuemhg thi

mhdtrgyi shrgey' uuhk sgr dgzg.tuhl rgsumhri sgo dgptr puiphhgri' tui sgo prtckgo pui"muuhhyg vtby" ruhl uutx thz fngytzuh agskhl uuh ruhfgri tkhhbx/

bhu szagrxhgr chrdgr tuirgdhrubd cttnyg vtci zhl grbxygruugey muo prtckgo puimhdtrgyi thi etkgszagx uugi tmhdtrgyk vty thi pgc/ 40wptrturztfy t vgkhag arhpv thish xyghywx srut tubhuugrxhyh/ sgrbhhgr dgzg. thz sh ayrgbdxygxyghy dgzg. thi tngrheg egdiruhfgri/

bhu szagrxh uugry dtr ayrgbd egdiruhfgri mhdtrgyi thi strnhytrh

"ntra gbs ngekgkti"'thhbx pui sh xtng drgxyg tuhcbhay "sh" drgxyg thbaurgbxcrtuegrhsza phrng thitngrheg' vty dgkhyi tatbspukg surfptk uugi bhu htrexyghy tyuhrbh szagbgrtkgkhty xphmgr vty tbdgektdy 8dguugzgbg vuhpy cttnyg thi txgrhg erhnhbtkg auuhbskektdgx ptr bgngi ctvtkygbgtunkgdtkg ctmtkubdgi )ehe-cgex( mu ayupi dguuhxgthbaurgbx prtsueyi ptrekhgbyi/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr:tbayty sgo uutx "ntra" ztkshbgi tkx bhhyrtkgr crtuegrtui muaygki ptr ekhgbyi tcrhhyg tuhxuutk pui thbaurgbxprtsueyi' vty sh phrngptrdgaktdi thbaurgbxprtsueyi kuhy uuhphktunkgdtkg ftctr sh thbaurgbxetnptbhx vtci thr dgdgci'tpdgzgi mh stx thz ht tsgrbhay thi sh thbygrgxi pubgoekhgby/

sh etnptbh tkhhbx vtycgptr zungr ctmtky 058nhkhti stktr thi t kgdtkgakhfyubd tuh; sh ektdgx' tz xhhuugkfg thbshhyngbyx tuiayrtpi ztki dhhi ckuhz egdidguugzgbg cttnyg pgrzgbkhl

tui bhay tpgeyhri sh vhhbyhdgphrgratpy tsgr sh etnptbhshrgey/ sh akhfyubd thzgrngdkhfy dguutri btfsgo uutxsh etnptbh vty thi teytcgr40w' ctks btl sh tbysgeubdpubgo xetbstk' truhxdguutrpisgo yaghrnti tui ag;gezgehuyhuu tui tho grzgmy nhynhhek yagretxeh' uugkfgr thzktbdg htri murhe dguugixphmgrwx tuhcgrvtr thi tphxpui ntbvgyi shxyrhey tyuhrbh/

yagretxeh nhy xphmgrvtci zhl ctks tuugedgzgmy muoptrvtbskubdx yha' tui sgr ag;gezgehuyhuu vty yteg dgvtygrptkd mu akhfyi sh etnptbhwxthhdgbg ektdgx/ tcgr stx bgnybhay tuuge pubgo surfptk tzdguugzgbg vuhpy cttnyg vtcitzuh aytre ctauuhbsky ekhgbyiekhhi tui druhx/

tuhc sh 8 tbdgektdyg dhhgitruhx aukshd tuh; tkg ektdgxegi zhh uutryi' hgsi ctzubsgr' 51htr yurng/ thhbgr pui sh 8 vtyauhi tbdgvuhci ptrvtbski nhyxphmgrwx tphx uugdi t "pkhctrdghi"/

vty dgztdy sgr bhhgr ag;gezgehuyhuu yagretxeh' "shektdgx zgbgi uugdi shptrdtbdgbvhhy/ nhr euei tuh; tcgxgri mueubpy/"

uvhh,o behho:

8 dguugzgbg "ntra" thbaurgbxcrtuegrx dgektdy tuh; auuhbsk


shxyrhey"` vrc hgec etpktui'drhbsgr pui "nav tui tvriptubsghati" ptr xpgmhgkgehbsgr` vrc hgec vuruuh.'gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr pui"etnhubhy tuyrhya xgbygr" tuivrc ngbsk vtpnti' gezgehuyhuushrgeytr pui "ntbxh etnhubhyhetubxhk"/ nhy sh tbsgrg mhngrizgbgi nfucs dguutri sh jaucggkygri' vnxphe cturs ngncgrxtui sh thcgrhdg dgxy/

vdv"m erh, hutkwgr rc akhy"tthz nfucs dguutri nhy sh grayg"nzuzv" tuhpwi mgbyrtki trhhbdtbdmu sh vhho' tui numht dguugi shtbsgrg tbuugzbsg dgxy nhy shcrfv/

tz sh nzuzu, zgbgi c"vdgaygky dguutri thi pkt. fs,ufshi' zgbgi sh dgxy trhhi thbuuhhbhd'mu t egbhdkhfg xgusv thiprtfypuki shhbubd ruo pubgocrusgrvhho' mu phhgri sgo jbuf,vch,/ gx thz dguutri dgeghygry tpkhhahdg xgusv kfcus sh nxhcv'uutrhng ntfkho fhs vnkl' uhtfkugbuho uhacgu/

*vgkpi sgo hubdgri crusgr

nu"v nthr uugryvhhngr vh"uvty dggpby sh nxhcv nhy t ptxhdg"crufho vctho"' tpdgcbshd acjuvustv ptr vah", ptr sgrdrhhfi shgpgbubd pui bhhgo crusgrvhho cagvyucv unumkj,/ gpgbgbshd sh 8wygvhho' vty rw nthr ctytby'sgrdrhhfy sgr mhpgr pui pktmhryg

ehbsgr chh vnxphe trhcgr sh mtkmuuhh vubsgry )002(' t vhxytrhaguugbspubey cx"s uutx vty bhaythrwx dkhhfi chho jrshai thsgbyuothcgr sh dtbmg uugky/

thi sgo jacui uugri ckuhzdgrgfby sh 8 vhhngi )4 thi ntbxh' 3thi erh, hutk' 1 thi uuhkhtnxcurd(uugkfg pubemhtbhri auhi thi pukiauutubd' 03 prhuutyg "thh/ gx/ gx/"tptryngbyx ptr gruutexgbgetbxungr nhy nhksg prtckgngiuugkfg uutuhbgi zgkcxyaygbshdtubygr vnxphe thcgrzhfy' tuithcgr 001 ehbsgr chh "pgnhkh eghr"napju,/ gx uugri bhay dgrgfby shphkg vubsgrygr ehbsgr tui napju,uugkfg uugri dgvtkpi surl tzgkfguuhfyhdg vhk; prtdrtngi uuhxgruuhx ettrshbghati tui rgxphypui phk tbsgrg/

tuhxgr sh 002 pktmhrygetbxungrx' zgbgi ptrvti btl 05yhhgrg banvwkgl uugkfg zgbgi auhiptr zhl ctaygyhdy mu uugripktmhry' tcgr "vnxphe" uutrybtl tuh; ctaygyhdubd mu cuhgi bhhgvhhngi ptr zhhgr dgcruhl/ ujp. swchshbu hmkhj/

thcgr sh vhcag auugrhdehhyinhy uutx vnxphe vty zhltbdgayuhxi mu egbgi gpgbgi sh vhhonna grc rta vabv nhy t pukg kujpui hnho yucho uutfi' vty rw nthrtbgregby tz xwthz bhay drhbd tcgrptry vty gx vnxphe dguutkytuhxphri tui cx"s tuhxdgphry/ptruutx? vnxphe thz st mu vgkpixpgmhgkg ehbsgr tui zhhgrgnapju,/ bu' tz sh tdgbyur tui phkg

aytc nhydkhsgr nuyagi zhl tzuhnhy sh nhxhg' ptrayhhy ngi stltkhhbx uuhphk ntk auugrgr sgrprtckgo thz ptr sh gkygri tkhhbxtui sh dgauuhxygr thi ayuc/ tuhctzuh' str; ngi stl vgraytuugekhhdi sh thhdgbgcteuugnkhfehhyi tui vgkpi shctyrgpbsg gkygri ptr hgsi prhhz/

muo akux pui zhhbg eurmg tcgrdtr rhrbsg uugrygr' vty grbtfdgcrgbdy sh ngav uutx sgr"jp. jhho" zm"k vty dgztdy uugditi tkyi guar nhy 2 ehbsgr thiuuhhyg kgbsgr' sgr gkygrgr zui tdruhxgr guar' tui sgr hubdgrgr tcgykgr/ khnho vty sgr ptygrj,ubv dgntfy zhhi hubdxyg ehbs' tuithhbdgktsby chhsg ehbsgr mu eungi'ptraprgfbshd ptrwi rhhfi zui tztkgx uutx gr ktzy zhl etxyi muotrhngi crusgr uugy sgr ytygtuhxmtki/ bu' nhy tzt "ckgbeyage" vty sgr rhhfgr crusgr zhltbdgdrhhy fhs vnkl' tuhxaytphrysh ehbsgr' dgbungi t rhhfg uutdi'dgptri uuh t prh./ thi sh kgmygnhbuy vty tho sgr trhngr crusgrdgprgdy mh gr egi tpar nhyptri/"ht' ptruutx bhay/" tui gr thznhydgptri' mgrhxi tui mgakhxi/

chhsg zgbgi tbdgeungi mu shj,ubv' sh anjv thz dguugi dtrsgrvuhci/ btl sh acg crfu, vtysgr zui sgrktbdy sgo ptygr t"chk" pubgo dtbmi pgek/// shaytphr' yrtbxptrytmhg' sravdgatbe' tkgx tui tkgx/ tui sgrrhhfgr ptygr vty dgztdy:"cteunxy bhay t pruyv/"

"uutx vhhxy' vtxy nhr stlptraprtfi tuhxmumtki tkg nhhbgetxyi'" vty sgr zui dgkhtrngy thiate/ "ht' ht/ uugi su ktzy zhletxyi ptr nhhbgyuugdi' ctmtk thlxwdtbmg/ tcgr tz shhi crusgrvtxyu dgktzy tzuh tpdgrhxi tuidtrbhay mudgvtkpi' thz stl t xhnitz shhi eungi nhywi dtbmi prtfy thzbhay dguugi ptr nhr btr ptr shrtkhhbx/ btshr' ctmtk uuh tytygwkg///"

nhy sgo vty sgr jp. jhhotuhxdgyhhyay sgo "kuu gkh utbhpurg/" vah", uugy ctmtki shetxyi uutx t ths dhy tuhx kaoanho' yteg btr uugi xwthz kaoanho/ tui pui uutbgy uuhhxy ngi mhxwthz kao anho tsgr bhay? uuhphkgr ktzy zhl etxyi ptr t muuhhyi///

"eungbshd muo druhxi huo vshi'egi vnxphe aytkmhri nhy vgkpi'tuhxaytphri' trhhbbgngi tuictshbgi tuh; t dtksgbgo yt. shhubdgrg ehbsgrkgl uugkfg egbgi zhlbhay tkhhbx vgkpi'" vty grtuhxdgphry nhy ptytx/ sgrdrgxygr yhhk etxyi pui sh vhhouugry ctmtky surl bhu htrexyghywx "tphx tuu ngbykrhytrsghati gbs sguugktpngbytkshxgchkhyhx"' tcgr tuhxgrsgovty vnxphe tuhxdgkhhdy prhuutygptbsx pui thcgr 001 yuhzby stktr'ptr sh thcgrhdg etxyi tz tcrusgrvhho pui jrshag ehbsgrkglztk zhhi xupgr-cteuugo tui gkyvr, veusa' etxyi uutx shrgdhrubd ctmtky bhay/

sti vty sgr gezgehuyhuushrgeytr ctstbey sh tdgbyuraytc nhydkhsgr uugkfg vtcimudgvtkpi muo drhbsubd pui"drgbsuuhu" kgbdtuhx sgo dtbmiauugri uugd' tui tkgngitbdguutubyai nhy t duy dgcgbyayhtr/

*"bhay dgztrdy' thr vty

stry vnxphe"thi sh dgmhhkyg ygd uutx

"drgbsuuhu" vty tbdgvuhcipubemhtbhri chz muo ytd pui jbuf,vch,' vty sgr ctrtuuwgr rc vrv"dnuvrh"h ntxetuuhya akhy"tdgvty sh zfhw mu vtci thi ch,vnsra sh vnxphe ehbsgr tkxn,pkkho' tui pui zhhi srav ktzy zhlztdi tz tuhl t cgk tfxbht tuh; tuuhhk zgvy auhi tuh; t nhhk///

sgr vhhkhdgr cgk bugo tkhnklzh"g vty tntk aptmhry nhyi rcpui khzgbxe tuhxgrwi ayty' vtysgr jaucgr cgk srai akhy"ttbdgvuhci/ pkumkhbd vty sgr rcdgvgry pubsgruuhhybx argekhfghkku,/ sgrartegbgrvhhy vty grdgprgdy sgo rchwi rch tkhnkl zh"gmh gr vty dgvgry/ "ht/ sh dgarhhgizgbgi pui banu, uutx strpi

trtpeungi tuh; sgr uugky tuiuuhhxi tz xwthz zhh ptrdgarhci muuugri ptryrhci thi nhkhygr/ zhharhhgi tui uuhhbgi tz zhh uuhki bhaytrtpeungi tuh; sh uugky' uuhhk thinhkhygr uugy ngi zhh muuhbdgi mujhkuk ac, r"k/"

vty vrc ntxetuuhyatuhxdgphry' "vhhby vgry ngi tuhleuku, pui vhhkhdg banu, uugkfgstrpi trtpeungi thi auutfg duphonhy shxgchkhyhx/ uutu uugki zhhtbeungi? thi puckhe xeuk? muuhaiduho? bhay uuhxi pui ang hartk?ehhi auo thshaehhy?"' tcgr muzhhgrg euku, euny t ptxhdgrgbypgr/ "vah", yrhhxy zhh: ztrdybhay' vhhkhdg banu,/ thl vtc auhimudgdrhhy t duy pkt. uutx vhhxyvnxphe/ stry uugy thr tbeungi'muuhai vhhkhdg thsi' uutuhbgi thi tnesa ngy pui cgxyi tui agbxyi/"

zhl ctmhgbshd muo prhgrshdicgk srai ptruutx vnxphe vtydgstrpy gpgbgi sh vhho thi shptrbungbg huo yuc ygd' vty sgrctrtuugr rc dgphbgi t duyi ygouutx ztdy zhl uuh pui zhl tkhhbx/"rcubu ak guko' nhr ztrdi ptr shhbgkhcg banvwkgl' nhr bgngi eghrtuh; zhh' sgntky ztkxyu vah", zhltpdgci nhy tubz tkhhi/"

*"euk snnv sev///"

vrc hgec etpkuti akhy"t puintbxh sgrmhhky: "zhhgbshd ktbdghtri thi jhbul' vtc thl duy dgzgi shuuhfyhdehhy pui xpgmhgkg vhk; ptrzhhgr dgcruhl' tcgr thl chi dguugictdrgbhmy uuhphk fwvtc zhh dgegbyvgkpi/ thhi ytd vtc thl dgekgry'uutx egi thl ht yti ptr sh vhhkhdgbanvwkgl? tui vah", vty nhr jubisg, dguugi mu drhbsgi t bhhgtrdtbhztmhg uutx vgkpy sh ehbsgrnhy anjv' nuzhe tui ygb./"

hgbgo ytd vty vrc etpkutitbdgvuhci ptratpi nuzhetkhagthbxyrungbyi ptr xpgmhgkgehbsgr' zhh ztki zhbdgi tui aphkisgrnhy' zhl njhw zhhi tui sgreuuhei/sti zgbgi trhhbdgeungi bscu, puiuutuhkg thsi ptr sgo dgvuhcgbgomuuge' tui sh trchhy thzptrdrgxgry dguutri/ pui sgo thztuhxdguutexi sh druhxg tuictrhnyg "nav tui tvriptubsghati"' dgrupi kghkuh ban,zhhi auugr vr"r nav hmje vgfyz"k' rc pui bhu vghuugi' etbgyheuy'tui kg"b zhhi ptygr rch tvri vfvietpkuti z"k pui hruakho ghv"e/

cnal sh htri thz shtrdtbhztmhg crhhy tuhxdguutexi thiphk grkhh gxebu, tui teyhuuhygyikyuc, sh xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' nhywiekhntex tkx sgr "jze"nuzhetkhagr ptrcrgbd uutx uugryhgrkhl dgprtuugy tuhxakhxkhl ptr

( 1 (פארזעצונג פון זייט

sgr "nzrj" chho jbuf, vch, )pui r/ mu k/( vrc hgec etpkui akhy"t' vrv"d rch hgec hux;

ntxetuuhya akhy"t tc"s ctrtuu' nri vdtc"s erh, hutk akhy"t' vrv"d rch tkfxbsr tkhgzr

zuat ahe akhy"t tc"s tuxyrtv )gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr rw nthr uugryvhhngr vh"u chho nhertpti(

crul t,v ccutl:

bhhg prtfypukg "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thi ntbxh c"vtpgi muo bhhgo htr nhy druhxg "jbuf, vch," phhgrubd


xpgmhgkg ehbsgr tui zhhgrgnapju, numth ac, bjnu thi shetbyrh cgrd/ gray sgo zungr vtcidruhxg rgdhrubd cttnyg thietbdrgx tui thi bhu htre ctgvryvrc etpkuti tui zhhi trdtbhztmhgptr sh uutuhkg teyhuuhygyi/

thcgrhd mu ztdi' tz nhy tzt"rgzungh" zhmy zhl dtb. cteuugochh t "jbuf, vch," pui t prhag"vnxphe" vhho' tui sgr jaucgrgxei thz yteg nfucs dguutrituhpmuyrgyi kfcus sh nxhcv/ muodgkgdbvhhy pui zhbdgi acj uvustvtuh; vnxphewx 8wyg vhho' vty rwhgec mudgcrgbdy sgo ctetbyintnr tz csrl vycg zgbgi ptrvtithi nuzhe 7 aytpkgi )7 btyi thihgsg teytuug(' tcgr 8 thz auhikngkv nsrl vycg///

ayhhgbshd grc sgo grc rtavabv' vty sgr cgk srai mhyhryuutx ayhhy pui vhhkhdi cgk v,bhtzh"g tz rta vabv cteuny bhay shuugky ehhi auo vapgv chz ,ehg,aupr/ nhy tkg thshag ,phku, chzsgntky' suhgry tcgr stl chz ngivgry sgo euk vaupr tz gx ztkitbvuhci eungi sh vapgu, yucu, muobhhgo htr/

"sh yhhgrg ehbsgrkgl puivnxphe uugkfg egbgi bhay rgsi'vtci tcgr t weuk snnv sevw uutxeuny pui zhhgr yh;'" vty vrcetpkuti tuhxdgphry/ "tz nhr uuhhzirjnbu, tuh; zhh' gx gruugey zhlzhhgr euk snnv sev' uugy vah",zhfgr rjnbu, vtci tuh; tubz tuitubz sgrptr nzfv zhhi nhy vapgu,yuc, muo bhhgo htr/"

tui gr vty tuhxdgphry nhy tuutrhng jxhshag uutubya' tz uuginahj uugy eungi cnvrv chnhbu'uugy "drgbsuuhu" tui sh tbsgrgvnxphe vhhngi truhpdhhi ehhi tr.hartk muztngi nhy tkg c,hnsraho tui c,h fbxhu,' tui sgntkyuugy ngi gray prtuugi t "jbuf,vch,"' uuhhk "ty thi sh zgkcg vhhouugki zhh uugri tuhpdgrtfyi/" tni/

*",eg caupr dsuk"

st thz dgeungi sgr ekhntexpui sh nxhcv' nhy scrh ,urv ucrfvpui f"e vdtc"s erh, hutk akhy"t'uugkfgr thz xpgmhgk dgeungi muptri ehhi ntbxh muo vnxphe jbuf,vch,/

sgr rc akhy"t vty sgrntbysgo ntnr jz"k "tarh vgo husgh,rugv/// dbujh dbj hkukh hkk'" uutxegi tbuuhhzi tuh; "dbujh" mucrtfgbgehbsgr' tui "husgh ,rugv" thz yhhyathshag ehbsgr uuh vnxphe tui aytcnhydkhsgr uugkfg ptrayhhgi mu zhhtui ngi dkhhfy zhh mu vgkpi/ sgr rcakhy"t vty tuhxdgrhny shtdgbyurwx uutexbsg vhk; tuixgruuhxgx ptr xpgmhgkg ehbsgr'gruutexgbg' zhhgrg gkygri tuinapju,/

"jckho bpkv kbu cbghnho'" vtysgr rc akhy"t ptrdgzgmy' thi tcrhhyi anugx tuh; sh phtbhrbsguugre uutx erh, hutk vtytvgrdgaygky tuh; sgo dgchy puish yhhgrg banvwkgl/ "htri murhe'uuh druhx thz dguugi sgr uuhhytd' uuhchygr sgr mgr' tz xwvty dgpgkyvhhnhag gxebu, thi sh ztl/ vah",vty dgvtkpi tui xwthztubygrdgeungi yhhgrg vhk;' ngivty truhxdgbungi sh ehbsgr puictvgkygbha' ngi vty zhltuhpdgvgry mu agngi' ngi vtytbdgvuhci cteungi vhk; nhy tuutrho thsha dgphk/"

vnxphe vty sh zfhwtvgrmuaygki sh vhhngi' tzuhvtrmhd tui vhhnha' tui mrfh gnlhartk nruchi/ "05 ehbsgr uutryibtl tk. tuh; t vhho vty ngidgztdy prhgr' stx thz t vuhfgrmhpgr uutx arhhy dguutks'" vtysgr rc akhy"t tuhxdgrupgi ceukcufho/

sgr xsr ",r"," thz nrnz' vtysgr rc ptrdgzgmy' tuh; sh akhnu,pui crht, vguko' sh thhbdgcrtfgbgpdnho surl jytho uguubu, tuisgrbtl sh eungbshdg akhnu, puikg,hs kcut/ thi t rhrbsg ayhngvty sgr rc akhy"t tbdguutubyaitz sh "dbujh dbj uhkukh hkk"' shmucrtfgbg euku,' ztki thbdhfi uugri

tuhxdgdrtsy tui ptrdkgyhdy'ccht, vdutk cnvrv' uugi gx uugyzhhi ",eg caupr dsuk" t ",ehgvdsukv" c,fkh, vakhnu,' tui tkgthshag ehbsgr uugki uugrituhpdgrtfyi uugri nhy tkgo duyic,heui vako/

sti vty sgr rc akhy"t zhlpgrzgbkhl dguutbsi muo gezgehuyhuushrgeytr rw nthr uugryvhhngrakhy"t' tui tbdguutubyai uutrhngcrfu, tui vapgu, yucu,'thcgrktzbshd uutrhng uutubyai tzthi zfu, pui sh vhhkhdg pguku, ptrsh yhhgrg ehbsgrkgl ztki gr tuitkg dgyrhhg aytc nhydkhsgr zufvzhhi mu t f,hcv uj,hnv yucv nhytkgo duyi gs cht, vdutk/

*

sh ktbdgrhhzg

tuhc "drgbsuuhu" thz t prtfyuutdti' thz gx tsurl 02 xytbmhgxchzwi tbeungi "tvhho/" tuhc sh vhhothz t ehbs' thz gx tbdgeungi mu shpukg gruutexgbg htri chhosgrdrhhfi sh "02/" tuhc "drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho" thz t nuzhetkhagtregxyrt' aphki st mgbskhdgrthbxyrungbyi thi ptxhdg vtrntbhgchz sh yhpxyg xyrubgx pui vtr./

tcgr/// pgtyhag ahksgrubdgithi zhhy dgkhhdy' thz "drgbsuuhu"bhay uuhhbhdgr uuh t ths uutx dhhy tktbdg uugd' erhfy cgrd tuiuutbsgry ytki' chz gr sgrakgpyzhl tvhho/ xwthz t auugrg rhhzg'ayruhfkubdgi st tui stry' auugrguugygr bgfyi tui ntrdi' tcgr sgrths thz srhhxy' sgruutrhny thi tetksrg pui cyjui tz vah", uugyctekhei zhhi rhhzg/

"drgbsuuhu" vty zhltruhxdgktzy tuhpwi ktbdi aptmhrdgbuh 3 htr murhe' txru jd xufu,,ax"d/ hgbgo ytd thz vnxphedgeungi muo ctakux tz sgrdgcruhl chho jrshai thsgbyuo

ptsgry t prhag vhho ptr hubdkgltui hubdg cjurwkgl nhy xpgmhgkgdgcruhfi/

hgbg mhhy thz btl sh tdgbyurdguugi vhca ekgbgr uuh vhhby/vnxphe vty bhay ktbd cgptrptrgbshdy sh "etbetrscrusgrvhho" tui thz dguugiptrbungi nhy pktbhri shtrfhygeyur pubgo "ptxhauugxygrvhho"' chhsg thi ntbxh/bu' pgky trchhy? tcgr' ptrptki/nwaprhbdy trhhi/

sh trchhy uutx uugrytrhhbdgkhhdy thi sh xtng graygptzg pui pktbhri t bhhg vhho thzauhi tzuhphk ntk dgkupygrydguutri thi sh tuhxdtcg tz xwthzauhi chh phkg khhbgr ahjhw ctks uuh"tarh huach"' tui ctzubsgr chh shctyrgpbsg gkygri uugkfg khhbgidrubykhl sh ctrhfyi pui sgo xtry'nnhkt pgky auhi bhay tuhx ntrhlmu zhhi/ ngi str; muztnaygki t"drupg" uutx thz ptxhd tuingrxybx "etnpgyhck" thi hgsidgchy: gkygr' tuhpphrubd'shxgchkhyh' shhgy' ngshmhbgi tuixyg;/ tpdgrgsy pui sgo tz tkgehbsgr thi sh "drupg" strpi zhhituh; t "uughyhbd khxyg"/ btrbtfsgo uutx vnxphe vty auhimuztndgaygky tzt drupg egi shtdgbyur uugri ctaygyhdy mu dhhintfi t bhhg vhho/

sgr stzhdgr graygr yrhy vtydgsuhgry t srhh-pgryk htr/ zungr,ax"d vty vnxphe prgzgbyhry sh"drupg" ptr sh xyghy thbxytbmi)xytbmhg 2(' tui grc rta vabv,ax"s vty ngi c"v cteungi sgograyi "tegh" mu dhhi uuhhygr)xytbmhg 3( nhywi pkti/

vnxphe thz truhx zufi t pkt.'t kty mu cuhgi t aptdk-bhhgdgchhsg' tsgr t rgzhsgb.prtpgryh uutx egi drhbd rgbtuuhryuugri tkx t vhho ptr vnxpheehbsgr )xytbmhg 4(' mukhc sgoauugri rhgk gxyghy muaytbs thirtekgbs etubyh' vty dgsuhgryfngy t dtbmi uuhbygr mu yrgpi tptxhdg pkt. uutx ztk trhhbdhhi thi

sh phbtbmhgkg ctrhetsgx uutx shrgdhrubd thbxytbmi khhdi truh; muvtkyi etbyrtk tuh; sh etxyi puitzt prthgey/

truo purho mhhy vty ngi c"vdgphbgi t prhuutyg rgzhsgb. tuh;901 drgbsuuhu guugbhu uutx vtyctks tuhxdgeuey mu sgr ztl' "stxthz gx/" sgr graygr bhhgx pui"dtzgy bun/ 7"' bhxi ,ax"s' thzdguugi sgr tpeuh; pui ty shdgchhsg/ t dhfg thcgranugx nhy shbuhyhdg ngbyai thi tkctbh vtydgcrgbdy sh drhbg khfy mu dhhiuuhhygr )"tprghzk" xytbmhg 5(' tuikhk cshe, jn. vty vnxphetubygrdgarhci etbyrtey mu euhpisgo vuhz )xytbmhg 6(/

st euny t etnpkhmhrygxytbmhg uutx vhhxy "ptstuutidgzg."' s"v ktetkg rgdhrubdcttnyg egbgi aygri t dgpktbygvnxphe vhho tuhc zhh yrgpi txpgmhphag kgdtkg ygbv sgregditubygr dguuhxg tunaygbsi' tuivnxphe str; zhh dgci 54 ygdthcgrmueuei sh pkgbgr tuitruhxkhhdi tptzhmhg/ cx"s vty shtdgbyur dgvty t dgantegxurprhhz' uugi sgr nghtr pui uugxkhvhkx rtcgry "ctc" prgbek )t,hbue abacv tuhpwi tngrhetbgrctsi uugkfgr aytny ndzg esuahouyvurho( vty sgrekgry tz xhh uutx

)rgfyx( vrv"d rch akuo ruej

akhy"t r"h ,ur, jhho


vnxphe uuhk btr cuhgi thi zhhiuuhkgsza' uugy gr vgkpi nhy zhhidtbmg vtr./ "nr/ uugryvhhngr'uutx thl egi yti mu vgkpi shyhhgrg ehbsgr' uugk thl yti/ vtcbhay nurt pui ehhbgo/" bu' uugr ztdybtr szaukhtbh thz dguugi t srhhxygrnghtr///? tkgbptkx' xytbmhg 7 thzgrkgshdy/

st thz ngi dgdtbdgi uuhhygr muo"phzgchkhyh xytsh"' uutx nhhby tdrubykhfg ayushg tuhpwi dtbmidgpktbyi prthgey )xytbmhg 8('uuhtzuh stx uugy muaytbs dgeungi'uuhtzuh stx uugy tpgeyhri shgbuuhhrtngby' yrtphe' huyhkhyhctbu.' uuhtzuh stx uugy tncgxyixgruuhri sh xpgmhgkg dgcruhfi'tt"uu/ sgr aytpk vty dgsuhgry 4jsaho' tui thz ptryhd dguutri///pubeykhl t ehhkgfhd htr btl sgograyi tegh muo prthgey' grc rtavabv ,ax"v/ muo bhhgo htr thztbdgeungi sgr "ph/ ph/ gh/"ctaygyhdubd )xytbmhg 9(' ctksbtfsgo thz dgeungi sgr"xgryhphegy tuu bhs" )xytbmhg01(' vnxphe vty zhl trtpdgzgmymu akhxi sgo tphmhgki"etbyrtey" tuhpwi vuhz )xytbmhg11(' tui vty tuhl grkgshdy sgontrdgsza tui ektuzhbd )xytbmhg21(/

cnal sh grayg uuhbygr jsahovty sh tdgbyur dgaptby muotrfhygey phrng )xytbmhg 31(' tuisgrbtl truhxdgdgci t "chs")xytbmhg 41( ptr etbxyrteagiphrngx mu cteungi sh drubykhfgrgbtuutmhg trchhy/

tui/// yrtttl/thr dgsgbey btl sgo ths tuh;

sh ktbdg auugrg rhhzg' ty chh sh8wyg xytbmhg vty gr dgftpy tauugrg dkhya' ptruutrpi dguutrithi yhpi zunp trhhi/ uutx vtyptxhry? uugi sh rgdhrubd thbxytbmivtci cteungi sh "chs" ptraktdituh; etbxyrteati prhhzi' thz zhhauutr. dguutri ptr sh tuhdi/xwyhhya' tkg prhhzi zgbgi ngr tsgruuhhbhdgr vgfgr pubgo ntexhnuocuszagy uutx zhh vtci ctayhnyptr sgo prthgey/

vty sgr "dtzgy" ptrthtrjbufv-yc, dgarhci tzuh: thi tztptk str; ngi btftntk tbvuhcisgo dtbmi chs prtmgsur' mu egbgigrngdkhfi t chkhdgri prhhz' tsgrnuz ngi yuhai sh "cku prhby"pkgbgr mu abhhsi sh etxyi pubgoprthgey/ thi ptk pui "drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho" thz btl vnxphe bhayuuhkhd mu "ntfi rhbsgfhd sh aphmi"'uuh gx uugry etnha dgrupi sgrprtmgsur pui abhhsi etxyi' uuhhk sh"ekhhbhdehhyi" uugkfg vhhci sgoprhhz zgbgi dtrbhay ekhhi kdch shxpgmhgkg hubdkgl � zhh ptrshbgi tuistrpi vtci stx cgxyg tui stxagbxyg uutx thz btr ptrvti' muegbgi uutuhbgi thi t vhhnkhfg tuikhckhfg tyntxpgrg kuhy zhhgrgtunaygbsi/// chho arhhci sh auru,vtky vnxphe thbnhyi t bhhg xgrhgptrvtbskubdgi nhy sh tnrs"sthbxytbmi thi tkctbh' uuhtzuh mukgzi sgo etbxyrteati cuszagyprtckgo/ kuhy sh kgmyg xhdbtki'thz ngdkhl mu vtci t parv surl

tuhptrchhyi t sheg yu. steungbyiuugkfg thcgrmhhdi sh uuhfyhdehhypui hgsi pry thbgo "cku prhby" tzsh xyghy ztk vgfgri sgo grkuhcyicuszagy mu cuhgi sgo bhhgocrusgrvhho/ trhhbahei ty shsteungbyi ehhi tkctbh thz bhay ehhidruhxg trchhy pui vnxphe' tcgr thitkctbh uugy suhgri uuhhbhdxybx 2jsaho mu ngksi t dhbxyhdggbypgr/// cxhhg,t sanht uugy sgrgbypgr zhhi ptzhyhuu' tui vnxpheuugy egbgi muyrgyi muo druhxi cuhprthgey pui bhhgo crusgrvhho thintbxh kao uk,ptr,/ )chz tvgrptrthtr/(

tcgr ehhi htua dhky chhvnxphe/

vah", vty dgvtkpi' thi tsrcwshdi "dtzgy" thz auhi dgaytbgish prhhkhfg gbsg: vnxphe vtytpdgahey sh steungbyi thi sh ygdcgptr hu"y jbufv' nhy t ,phkv tzsgr gbypgr ztk zhhi ptzhyhuu' tui uuhvgrkhl mudgptxy thz sh mhhy puivjusa tar bvpl nhdui kanjv'ayhhgbshd chho auugk pui vhhkhdihu"y purho' mu vgri sgo druhxi"ruuj uvmkv hgnus khvusho"' tz shvgrmgr pui sh rgdhrubd cttnygzgbgi dgbuhdy dguutri kyucv tui zhhvtci dgdgci sgo "tegh" ptrvnxphe mu dhhi uuhhygr nhywiprthgey tui sh tdgbyur egi auhigbskhl muyrgyi muo druhxi cuhprthgey pui bhhgo crusgrvhho thintbxh kao uk,ptr,/ )chz tvgr sgrtuhxmud/(

vfkk' sgr ths thz truhx puizunp' tui sh rgdhrubd vtyctaygyhdy sgo "chs" )xytbmhg51(/ vnxphe vty dhl cteungi shcuh pgrnhyi )xytbmhg 61( tui zhldgbungi vtei nhy vtngrx tuiaruhpi mhgrx tza xwthz dgdtbdgi truhl )xytbmhg 71(/

cnal sgo prhkhbd tui zungrvty ngi pkhhxhd dgcuhy tui gbskhlthz tbdgeungi sgr "xh/ tuu tu/")xytbmhg 81(/ surftuhx sh "3 uutfi"vty ngi rgsumhry sh trchhy'xpgmhgk uuhhk ngi vty sgntkydgvtkyi chh sh kgmygcteuugnkhfehhyi tui kuexurhgzgaytphrubdgi' tzt xtry uugre puivgfxyi euutkhygy tui ahhbehhyuutx rupy tuhx yhpg dgphki puiprhhs' vty ngi dgktzy sh kgmygptzg "phbhahbd" trchhy )xytbmhg(91 tuh; btl ,agv ctc/ tbvuhctkuk vty sh rgdhrubd dgaheyptrayhhgr mu ctyrtfyi sh bhh-rgbtuuhryg dgchhsg tui dgdgci tuutrhng tui xhnptyhag "pbu srl'"gpgby t uugd ptr sh yhhgrgbanvwkgl uugkfg eungi trhhi/stbgraytd prw fh ,mt vtci zhhctaygyhdy mu gpgbgi sh vhho)xytbmhg '(02 tui ntbytd prw "fh,cut" vtci sh grayg ehbsgrkgl

trhhbntrahry thi drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho/

thsi' vhhkhdg thsi' t ygbmk?,jk abv ucrfu,hw/

*

shrgdhrubd

mgrgntbhgtuhc sh rhhzg thz dguugi ktbd'

vty vnxphe ctdgdby rgdhrubdngbyai chh hgsg xytbmhg' tui shngbyai vtci ngrxybx dgyti zhhgrtrchhy' "zhhgr" trchhy' uutx thzthcgreuei ptphri' tczgruuhripkgbgr' ctzufi pkgmgr' ctaygyhdicuszagyi' dgci tubygrarhpyi' tuipui ntk mu ntk mukhhdi t duy uutryuugi zhh uutkyi bhay tzuh grbxydgkhyi ptr suet aygki t khbegpux thi t auugrg nhbuy/

ptr tuhxphri zhhgr pkhfy' ptr"zhhi st" uugi vnxphe tui sh yhhgrgehbsgrkgl strpi zhh' ptr ayhhimuvhk; surftuhx sgo prthgey'ptrshbgi zhh vfr, vyuc' tui ehhbgrvty btl bhay sgrkhhdy pui agpagivtrmhdg hhar fujwx thi sh uuhfyhdgtuhgri/

vtci zhl sh rgdhrubd ngbyai tahhbgo nhytd dgyrtpi nhy ahhbgsgetrhryg thhbktsgbubd etrykgltuh; zhhgrg yhai' mu eungi grahhbgichho "rhcti etyhbd mgrgntbhg"uutx vnxphe prtuugy muo gpgbubdpui sh bhhg vhho/ sh mhhy-pkgbgr tuiaytc nhydkhsgr pui sh xtnguuhfyhdxyg ngbyai vtci sheyhrysh mgrgntbhgwx ytd tui zhhdgr' tuivnxphe vty zhl mudgaygky sgrmutphku nwvty btl sgntky bhaydgvty tpdgtygny pui sh auugrgtrchhy pui gpgbgi sh vhho tuigrkgshdi sh grayg ntngbyi pui shehbsgrkgl sgrhbgi/

mu sh nxhcv zgbgi tuhldgktsgby dguutri sh jaucg gkygripui sh ehbsgr thi "drgbsuuhu"'jaucg dgxy' tui vnxphe aytcnhydkhsgr/ ngrxybx pui sh rgdhrubdngbyai zgbgi dguugi pruhgi thi sgoptk' vty ngi tpdgyhhky sh nxhcv:sh pruhgi ptrayhhgr' dgxy' ntngxtui xyg; zgbgi dguugi thi shhbubdruo' cag, sh ngbgr ptrayhhgr'dgxy' ytygx tui xyg; zgbgipktmhry dguutri tuhpwi druhxi sge-ptrya/ t egbhdkhfg dgeghygrygntkmhhy thz dguutri mudgaygky'dgbmkhl tpdgyhhky nhy tbsgrgygp' xgruuhbd xytbmhgx tuiuughygrx/

sgr "turj vfcus" thz dguugisgr nghtr pui uugxkh vhkx' rtcgry

prgbek' uutx uuh dgztdy prhgr vtygr dgaphky t pubstngbyrtkgrtkg thbgo drhbsubd tuiptruuhrekhfubd pui "drgbsuuhu"crusgrvhho/ pui sh ktetkg rgdhrubdngbgr vtci tuhl grahhby: ntbxhtxgnckhnti rhhgi etrcti' etubyhkgdhxktyuri phkhp xtxehi tuirtcgry cgrkhbgr )tui t ptrayhhgrptr egbgy zgcrtuxeh(/ sgr nghtrpui bhu vgnpxygs uuhkgsza' ktrgbxsgxtu' uugkfgr uutuhby btbycafhbu, pui "drgbsuuhu" thz grahbginhy uuhkgsza yrtxyh th,nr hgdgr/tuhl sgr bhhgr xupgrthbygbsgby puithxy rtntptu xeuk shxyrhey' sr/auutr.' vty zhl ctyhhkhdy chhomgrgntbhg/

pui xyghy "tnrs"s"sgptryngbywx ktetkg rthti'ctetby tkx "vtsxti uugkh sh/ sh/gx/ tu/"' thz trtpdgeungi sgphuyhshrgeytr phygr pgkt/ gr thz btlrgktyhuu hubd thi sh vuhfg ptzhmhg'tcgr muuhh uugygrti cttnyg chhossx"t zgbgi etnhubhyh xgruuhxettrshbghytr nrx/ xprhbd tui yhgokhsgr nrx/ khtui' uugkfg vgkpitruhx "vnxphe" ktbdg htri chh hgsgdgkgdbvhhy' tui xpgmhgk chh druhxgprthgeyi uuh t bhhg vhho/ nhy zhh'zgbgi tuhl dgeungi cttnyg pui sh"euutkhyh thbaurgbx" tui "pgnhkheghr" sgptryngbyx/

btfwi ctdrhxi sh dgxy' vty ngisurfdgabhyi sgo ruhyi cgbsk chhoyuhgr pubgo crusgrvhho' tui xwthzdguugi "p,ju agrho///" tkg dgxyvtci cteungi phmhbeg yatetktsagrkgl tuhxdgabhmy nhywi vnxphexhnctk nhymubgngi tvhho tkxtbsgbe pubgo phhgrubd/

tuhpwi "sge" tubygr t vgrcxy-ckuhg uutkei-ktzgr vhnk' vtypuckhe tpghrx shrgeytr nu"vhmje thhzhe abhymkgr vh"utuhpdgrupgi sgo ctrhnyi nuvk vrchmje tvri phagr akhy"t mugpgbgi sh nxhcv/

vrc phagr akhy"t' t "ci ch,"thi sh "vnxphe napjv" uuhctkszhhi jaucg ger, vch, ,jhw thz shvtuo ngbgszagr pui ghegrxcrusgrvhho thi ntbxh' vty nhygkgdtbyg uugrygr tuh; sh gbdkhagaprtl tbdgvuhci nhy sh uutfgshdgxsrv sgo ptxhdi pxue "fh ,cut"'tui sgr jhuc mu crgbdgi chfurhotkx vfr, vyuc ptr trhhbeungi tkvnbujv utk vbjkv/

sgr jaucgr cgk srai vtytrtpdgkhhdy sh nhxhg pui vnxphetkx t "zhxgr jkuo" mu yuhai shdgahfyg pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr'tuhpcrgfi aytreg nuhgri'surfabhhsi rgdhrubd churtertmhg'truhxbgngi sh ehbsgr pui druhxgdruhg thbxyhyumhgx' tui zhhtrhhbphri thi t di gsi pui thshaguutrhnehhy' tcxtkuyg

chho "rhcti etyhbd" mgrgntbhg' pui k/ mu r/: sgphuyh shrgeytr

phygr pgkt' uugxkh vhkx nghtr ctc prgbek' rw nthr

uugryvhhngr' etubyh kgdhxktyuri ctc cgrkhbgr tui phkhp

xtxehi' txgnckhnti rhhgi etrcti' vnxphe cturs ngncgr rw

hrnhw rttc' tui vnxphe pxhftktdhxy sr/ gzrt dtnpgk

crul t,v ccutl:

bhhg prtfypukg "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thi ntbxh c"vtpgi muo bhhgo htr nhy druhxg "jbuf, vch," phhgrubd


dgyrhhatpy' prtpgxhtbgkgtfyubd' sgreuuhei thshag banu,/"ht' sgr jkuo thz cx"sptruuhrekhfy' thhbntk tuibtftntk'" vty gr tuhxdgphry nhyptytx/

tkx "buto vfcus" thz grahbgit dgvuhcgbgr dtxy' vrv"d pv nphenrdkhu, rch khhcua khhpgr akhy"t'vtsnu"r nbscurbt-sgcrgmhi puictrt ptre/

surftuhx sh srav pui vrckhhpgr akhy"t thz sgr guko dgzgmimudganhsy mu sh pkgmgr'tuhxvgrbshd dgvuhcgbg uugrygr thigkteuugbyi gbdkha uugkfg vtcictrhry sh yhpxyg banv xyrubgxpui tkg tbuugzbsg dgxy/ tkx pvnphe nrdkhu,' vty sgr jaucgrbuto vfcus truhxdgcrgbdy thi tzgkygbg aprtl sgo ctshhy puixpgmhgkg ehbsgr tui sgo ctdrh;pui vgkpi zhhgrg dgcruhfi' zhhgrggkygri tui dgauuhxygr' xhh uugi tehbs uugry dgvtsguugy thi ayuctsgr pktmhry thbsruhxi/ nhy sgothz sgr jaucgr cgk sraimudgeungi trtpmukhhdi shrguutkumhg uutx "vnxphe" phry tichho jrshai thsgbyuo' tuhpwi dgchypui vhk; ptr sh yhhgrg banvwkgltui zhhgr napju,/

"sh tuhpyugi pui vnxphe zgbgibmjhu,wshd' tprtyguugbshd shehbsgr tui tkg truo tui truokguknh gs'" vty sgr buto vfcusakhy"t tuhxdgphry/ "thi sgo zfu,uugki tkg uutx bgngi tbyhhksgrhbgi dgcgbyay uugri nhy t duydgcgbyay htr' tui dgbhxi pui apgcrfv uvmkjv tui thsha bj, tuh;thhchd/"

sgr mgbyrtkgr dtxy' nghtrprgbek thz sti dguutri tuhpdgrupgimu dgci zhhi tsrgx' tcgr sh sravpui buto vfcus vty thothcgrdgktzy vgfxy gntmhtbgktui t ayhng dgayhey nhy yrgri/gr vty bhay dgegby ztdi ngr uuhgykhfg uugrygr' tui ptrdtbdgi thidguuhhi' surfdgbungi nhy dgphk' tui

surfdgbungi nhy yhpg prhhs tuhpwivtci tzt druhx jke thi tvgraygkisgo crusgrvhho/

gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr rw nthruugryvhhngr vty prgzgbyhry sgonghtr nhy t vgrkhfg "pkge" tkxvfr, vyuc' tui sgr nghtr vtymudgrupgi vrc khhpgr akhy"t'aphrbshd ptr t zfhw mu cteungi sgopkge pui t rc chartk tzt cbi akesuaho/

tui/// uugr egi tpatmi tthshag banv?

btfwi cteungi sgo pkge' vtysgr nghtr uuh ptrdgxi uutu grdgphby zhl' tui dgprgdy vrc khhpgrakhy"t pui uutu gr aytny "puisgr tkygr vhho"/// zhh zgbgiptrdtbdgi thi t anugx uugdi sh

tkyg duyg mhhyi' gx vty zhldgdtxi btxytkdhg pui ytehh tuisgcrgmhi' bscurbt tui tubdtri' tzaxwvty zhl ptrdgxi ngi ayhhy thish yrhpvwbg tngrheg' rtekgbsetubyh' uuhkgsza tuu uugxkh vhkx/sgr thshagr phbe vty zhltbdgmhbsgi' sgr nghtr vtytbdgvuhci mu uuhhbgi tz zhhbg zhhsgxtui gkygr zhhsgx zgbgi dguugimsheho esuaho' sh ctrhnyghjuxwshdg napju, ,tunho prgbek/

gr vty zhl bhay dgegbythhbvtkyi uuhhygr' tui tbypkgeytz zhhbg thhdgbg gkygri zgbgi dguugigrkhfg prung thsi' tui gr thzbgcgl dguutri sgr graygr njkkac, pui zhhi napjv/ thh' thh' thh' t,hbue abacv pui tngrhetbgr

txhnhktmhg vty zhl ptrcgbey muotpayto/

nghtr prgbek vty thi zhhbgdgmhhkyg uugrygr ctytby tzvgkpi tvgraygki drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho thz zhfgr thhbx pui zhhbgvgfxyg ntngbyi thi kgci/ uugruuhhxy uutx tzt druhxg nmuv vtytbdgmhbsgi thi zhhi banv? uugruuhhxy uuhtzuh zhhi rta vabv tui huovesua vtci zhl tbyuuheky? nhfgnl hartk!

tmhbs thz dgeungi sh rhhg muogzr, baho' uutu sh jaucg tuiytktbypukg nrx/ eyhbt ,jhw )ta,nu"v jhho ngbsk vh"u( vtytbdgphry t ctzubsgrg prtdrto/muo ctgvrubd pui sh vuhfrtbdhegrgdhrubd ptrayhhgr' vty nrx/eyhbt mudgptxy t ptxhdgngavwkg tsgr nuxr vafk' uutxvty dtr aytre tuhxdgbungi chhtkg ptrztnkyg' tui zh vty sgrbtlvty tuhpdgrupgi vnxphe xgruuhxettrshbghytr nrx/ aygrbcgrd,jhw pui ntbxh' mu prgzgbyhrivgrkhfg "pkgex" ptr nrx/ xprhbdtui nrx/ khtui pui "vtsxti uugkh sh/sh/ gx/ tu/" ptr zhhgr teyhuug vhk;mu ptruuhrekhfi sgo "drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho" prthgey/

muo akux' vtci sh pruhgi dgxydgvgry t rhrbsg rgsg pui t thshagntng' t ntng pui 2 yhhgrgbanvwkgl' nhy uugrygr uutx btr tntng egi truhxcrgbdgi tui khhdyzhl bhay trtp dgarhci tuh; ptphr/xwthz dguugi t rgsg pui ekgngbhatui yrhtun;' pui uuhhytd tuivtpgbubd' truhxcrgbdgbshd shvtrmrhhxbsg tunaygbsi pui 2xpgmhgkg ehbsgr thi ayuc' tuisgrbtl sh ctkztnhdg yrhhxy nhyvhk; pui tzt crusgrvhho/

muo akux chh sh ngbgr thi vuh;'vty gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr nu"v

nthr uugryvhhngr vh"u btftntktpdgdgci acj uvustv ptr vah",tuh; sgo dkhekhfi ytd pui gpgbgish vhho/ sgr gezgehuyhuu shrgeytrvty pui yhpi vtr. ctstbey nghtrprgbek tui tkg rgdhrubd ntbatpytui vnxphe aytc nhydkhsgruugkfg bgngi ptrshbyg tbyhhk thisgo dkhekhfi ytd/

*crul sw huo huo

ptryhd nhy sh nxhcu, tuimgrgntbhgx' jbuf, vch, tui echg,nzuzu,' kjhhnwx tui tuhpbtngx tuipkgex tui srau,' thz "drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho" t nuxygr puiprtpgxhtbtkg vgky eghr' vhhnhagdgyrhhatpy' dktbxmhdg ptsktdgxtui ptrptke-euutkhyh puhrbhyagr'prgxerhcatbx tui rgpgrkx' ptzgkaphkgrhhgi' kgcgshdg nuzhe'uutfbshdg ,phkhi tui ac,wshdgznhru,' tui uutx sgi bhay/

tkgx ektpy uuh t auuhhmgrzhhdgr c"v/

tkx vtuo ngbgszagr thzdguutri tuhpdgbungi nu"v hutk ruchivh"u pui erh, hutk' uugkfgr vty zhlthhbdgeuhpy ktbdg htri grptrubdtkx "xgruuhx ettrshbghytr" thitrgbsza tui rtekgbs etubyhx/"khuu-thi" xyg;' s"v sh napjvuutx uutuhby pgrntbgby thi sh vhho'thz nu"v jhho nthr prhhkhl vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw pui ntbxh)uugkfg thz tuhl sh egfgrhi(/"shrgey eghr" xyg; zgbgi nu"vaknv tpgk vh"u' nu"v aknvntaetuuhya vh"u tui nu"v tarcgbgshey vh"u/

tui hgsi ytd ztdi sh yhhgrgbanvwkgl "crul sw huo huo/" shehbsgr uutx kuhy zhhgr nmc egbgi zhhbhay etnhubhehri ehhi uugrygr' ztdigx tuh; zhhgr thhdbtryhdg banvaprtl/ thi mgbygr' vrv"m rch khhcua khhpgr akhy"t tsnu"r nbscurbt-sgcrgmhi )c"p(


- vnxphe bhhgx -

nrx/ pgyrhaeg ,jhw vty nesaao anho dguugi tui tuugedgkhhdyzfu,ho tuh; thhchd ptr zhl tui shdtbmg napjv surl trhhbbgngi tmuegrshd hubdgkg nhy "stuixhbsrto"/ zh thz dguutri thhbx pui shthcgr 001 "pgnhkh eghr"prtuuhhsgrx chh vnxphe/

t ahhbgo prhhytd btfnhytd uuhknrx/ pgyrhaeg ,jhw truhxptri ehhintbxh muo "ac, acg crfu," puithr hubdxyg crusgr' sgr ci zeubhowkthi sh napjv/ thz stl duy/ tcgrbhhi/ sgr muegrshdgr hubdgk egibhay nhyptri' tui gr str; dhhi mu tcghchxhygr tuh; thcgr ac,/

nrx/ ytpgruughr ,jhw thz tdgkubdgbg cghchxhygr' pui shcgxyg tui ctrhnxyg thi dtb.uuhkhtnxcurd/ ehhi thhbmhdgekgxhphhs tsgr uutby mgyk vty zhbhay dgstrpy truhxkhhdi' ehhbntk'tui sgr ygkgpti vgry ptry bhaytuh; mu ekhbdgi///

sgr dgzg. ztdy tcgr' tz"pgnhkh eghr" prtuuhhsgrx uuh nrx/pgyrhaeg ytri bhay truhxdgcizhhgr xpgmhgki ehbs mu xhh uugkfgcghchxhygr' btr tuhc hgbg thzctaygyhdy tkx t "rgxphyprtuuhhsgr" chh sh rgdhrubdthbxytbmi uugkfg rgdukhri vnxphetui sh xgruuhxgx ptr xpgmhgkgehbsgr )tnrs"s(/

gkygri pui ti thhdi ehbs thiayuc ngdi bgngi xhh uugkfgcghchxhygr zhh uuhki' uuhhk xu; fkxu; zgbgi zhh sh cgxyg cgkh tjrhu,uutx thz btr ngdkhl' xwyhhya'thhdgbg ytyg tui ntng/ tcgr uugistx ehbs uugry pktmhry chh t"pgnhkh eghr" napjv' thz sgrtjrhu, tuh; sh rgdhrubd thbxytbmimuztngi nhy vnxphe tkx shtdgbyur chh uugngi sh napjv thzthhbdgarhci' tui zhh ayhhgi sgruh;tz xhh uugkfgr ngbya uutx uugrycttuhpyrtdy mu vtkyi sgo ehbsnuz uugri yrgbhry tui ctaygyhdysgrmu/

nrx/ pgyrhaeg vty bhay ehhiygbu,/

zh ptrayhhy tz sh zgkcgthbxytbmi tui vnxphe tdgbyuruugkfg vtci trhhbdgkhhdy tzuhphktrchhy mu ptrzhfgri tz thr ayucthz yteg ptxhd ptrwi muegrshdihubdgkg' uuhki tz tuhl chhocghchxhygr uutu zh ahey stx ehbsztk gezhxyhri sh zgkcg euutkhygytui xghpyh tui tjrhu, uutu chh thrtkhhbx thbsgrvhho/

tcgr btl tk. uuhk zh suet shytpgruughrweg tkx cghchxhygr/phhi' uugy sh ctrhnyg cghchxhygrbgngi sh buhyhdg yrgbhrubd' ktzitubygrzhfi thr mhfyhd zuhcgrg vuhz'

ptrzhfgri tkg pktdx zgbgi "xgh;"tui tkg "xprhbekgrx" trchhyi duy'tui sgntky uugy zh cteungi t"xgryhphety" tz thr pkhhxhdgekhgby nrx/ pgyrhaeg ztk egbgitvhbahei stx ehbs' uugi tui uuhphk zhuuhk/

uutx str; sh cghchxhygr ytitui egbgi?

1( yrgbhry uugri tuh; "xh/ ph/tr/" tui puhrxy ghs' 2( bgngi tphzhegk tui "ph/ ph/ sh/" ygxy' 3(dgci "phbdgr prhbyx" ptr t"erhnhbtk cgedrtubs yage" surlsh xyghy tui 4( yrgbhry uugri thi"ngsx tsnhbhxyrghati" )mu khhbgiprgxerhcatbx tui dgci ngshmhbgi(/stx thz uutx tbctktbdy thrpgrzgbkhl/ sh vuhz str;ctaygyhdy uugri tkx "xgh;"' nhyptraytpyg pktdx' xprhbekgrx'xntue tui etrcti tktrnx' tt"uu/

zhfgr' tuusth' bgny vnxphe"eghr" tuh; sh tkg ztfi' tui tkgetxyi pui tvgraygki zhl tui shayuc tkx "rgxphy prtuuhhsgrx"'uugry ctmtky surl vnxphe/ tcgrtuhxgr sgo tkgo' cteuny nrx/ytpgruughr ,jhw t pgrzgbkhfidgatbe pui 001$ ckuhz ptrtsurfdhhi sh yhrjv/ thhi auugdgrhithz auhi dgeungi nhy t "duyg gmv"tz stx dgky ztk tuhxmtki tekgxhphhs mu ngksi tz zh egi auhikgdtk tbbgngi yhhgrg banvwkglptr cghchxhyhbd' tcgr zh ntfytuuge sgo pkti/ "thhbntk nrx/pgyrhaeg ,jhw crgbdy thrmuegrshd hubdgkg' vtci nhr shcgxyg tsuugryhhzngby'" ztdy zh/

uugi crgbdy zh stx ehbs muocghchxhygr? uuhtzuh ctmtky ngi?thz tzuh/

tkx "pgnhkh eghr" prtuuhhsgr'cteuny nrx/ pgyrhaeg t dguuhxg"rgxphy" cgbgphy pui vnxphe' uugizh egi tpahei stx ehbs mu tcghchxhygr tui vnxphe ctmtky shetxyi/ stx euny chho j,ubv ntfi

t ehbs tsgr tkhhbx dgcgbyay uugrinhy t ehbs' tui gbkhfg druhxgdgaggbhai/ thi sgo ptk' str; shytpgruughrweg trhhbahei muvnxphe sh buhyhdg steungbyi muztdi uuhphk agv zh vty dgvtkyistx ehbs' tui vnxphe ahey truhx tyage/

tcgr nrx/ pgyrhaeg vty c"vt dgcgbyayg ayuc' tui str;tbeungi muo cghchxhygr phk ngruuhphk sh rgdhrubd ctmtky/ sgntky'uuh hgsg vhhnhag ntng' uugy zhyrtdi stx ehbs muo cghchxhygr tui"surfeungi" muuhai zhl uuh bahomsebhu,/

stx thz zhhgr phhi' tcgr bhaydgky thz sgr prtckgo/ sgr"muegrshdgr hubdgk" ytr bhaydgahey uugri mu t cghchxhygr uutxthz bhay "xgryhphhs"' bhay ehhijhkue mh vnxphe ctmtky tsgr ngigrkgshdy gx tkhhbx/ sh prtdg thz'tkzt' mh sh ayuc pubgo cghchxhygrthz ctaygyhdy dguutri mu vtkyitzt ehbs? tz bhay' egi stx ehbsbhay tvhbdhhi/

bu' yhhgrg baho msebhu,/ thruuhky bgngi t jke thi sh vhhkhdgtrchhy/ thr uuhky vtci t xpgmhgkiehbs pauy tkx jhbul ptr sh thhdgbgehbsgr' thr uuhky sgreuuhei tyhhgrg banvwkg' thr uuhky vtci tzuhcgrg tui zhfgrg ayuc' thr uuhkyvgkpi sh yhhgrg tui ytktbypukgnrx/ pgyrhaeg' thr uuhky cteungit 001$ ctbux btr ptr ctaygyhdyuugri?

sgr vhhnhagr guko thz c"vdgcgbyay nhy phk yhhgrg nrx/ytpgruughrwegx tui dgkubdgbgcghchxhygrx/ ktzywzag tuhl shxpgmhgkg ehbsgr dgvtkyi uugritubygr tzt dgyrhhg ptryul/

rupy btl vhhby thi erh, hutktuh; 0048-477-548 gexygbati823/ thi ntbxh tui ahfui xeuuhrtrupy 0048-653-548 gexygbati822/

"vnxphe" zufy srhbdgbs "xgryhphhscghchxhygrx" ptr xpgmhgkg ehbsgr

sgr "nghi guko vct" thz btl tahhbg ptr jsaho thi mueubpy' tcgryteg chh tzt prthgey dhky sgr"nh ayrj cgrc ac, htfk cac,"tui sgrptr vty auhi vnxphetbdgvuhci sh ntxhuug pktbhrubdgimuo srhyi hgrkhfi "ac, v,jzeu,"uutx sh tdgbyur yuy tprgfyi ptrgkygri pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr/

vhh htr th"v uugy sh tdgbyurphhgri t "jzev"' tvgraygkbshdsgo phtbhrbsi prthgey muo srhyintk' fuko auhi kyucv/ tui cgzr,vah", uugy sgr dgpktbygr ac,v,jzeu, thcgrayhhdi sh prhgrshdghtri thi tkg dgchyi/

thcgrhd mu ztdi' tz sgr graygrac, v,jzeu, uutx thz ptrdgeungiac, aekho ,ax"s thi xtngrxgy'tui sgr muuhhygr ptrthtr k"dcgunr ac, cjeu,h ,ax"v thixgsk crue' vtci grngdkhfy shbuhyhdg grptrubd mu egbgitvgraygki t prtdrto vgfgr tkggruutryubdgi/

ht' xwthz btl bhay ehhi vtkc htrpui kgmyi muztneubpy' tcgr vhuo

emr uvnktfv nrucv/ tkgthhbmkvhhyi uugri thmy tuhxpktbhrymu ptrzhfgri sgo drgxyi grptkdcx"s crujbhu, ucdanhu,' sgr "ac,v,tjsu," ztk zhhi t ac, mudgsgbei tuh; thhchd/

sgr ac, v,jzeu, prtdrtouugry tbdgphry surl shytktbypukg nrx/ )ta, nu"v jhhongbsk vh"u( eyhbt ,jhw' "prthgeyettrshbghytr" pui vnxphe' tuinu"v hmje thhzhe abhymkgr' puckhetpghrx shrgeytr/

vhh htr uugy th"v mudgaygkyuugri "crtauri" ptr shvuhfdgagmyg gkygri ahjhw' mudgci mhhykhfg tui rhhfgthbptrntmhg thcgr sh pktbhrubdgitui guugbyugkgr prtdrto/

uuhctks sgr kuj vtky btl chhotbvuhc htr' vty ngi btl druhxgtuhxuutki tuh; uugi tui uuhtzuhmumuaygki sgo druhxi prtdrto' tuitkg pkgbgr uugri dgbungi thictyrtfy/

ptkdy btl uuhhygrshdgngksubdgi th"v/

nghi guko vct:

druhxg pktbhrubd auhi thipuki ertpy ptr 3wyg

"vnxphe ac, v,jzeu,"

ttttffffyyyyuuuubbbbdddd ccccrrrruuuueeeekkkkhhhhiiiigx uugry dgzufy t phhbg uutrhng ayuc nhydruhxg yhfyhdg nhhskgl' thi uuhkhtnxcurd tsgrctrt ptre' trhhbmubgngi thi ayuc ti 11whgrhdnhhsk nhy khhfyg tuhpphrubd prtckgngi/

zgkygbg dgkgdbvhhy ptr ptxhdg napjv

rupy 0048-783-817 gexygbati 201

cghchxhygrx dgzufy ptr "pgnhkh eghr prtuuhhsgrx"' tui n,i afrv cmsu t 001$ ctbux

nu"vnav hmje ruybgr vh"u

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

vtuo khgzti' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

krdk vuks, vci b"h

hvh rmui nkpbh tchbu acanho a,ruu

fukfo ruc bj, sesuav uvrjc,

vsg, nfk humth jkmhfo

kao uk,ptr, gs cht, vdutk


- vnxphe bhhgx -

nhyuutl tui stbgraytd prw "fh ,mt" zgbgi dguugi muuhhvhxytrhag ygd ptr ngbsgkg )btngi dgyuhay(' t yhhgrgrcjur' t dgkubdgbgr gxei' ctkhcy tui dgagmy chh tkgngi/

nhyuutl vty ngbsgkg ptrtrsgby tui cteungi t "xgus,prhsv" uuh ptr t j,i cjur uutx ptry ehhi tuhxktbs khuofkuk,u uanj, kcu/ ptruutx? uuhhk stbgraytd thz grtbdgeungi mu zhhi ch, jsa' t bhhg tpyhhkubd thi "ptraghcrusgrvhho" thi ntbxh xpgmhgk tvgrdgaygky ptr zhhidgcruhl/

thr vgry uutx st yuy zhl? 8 htr mhhy' tfy ktbdg htri'vty sgr cjur dgkgrby tui dgstuugby tui dganugxy tuiptrcrgbdy chho vnxphe "sgh vgchkhyghati" prtdrto thierh, hutk' uutuhbgbshd prhuuty chh t napjv/ ngbsgkg' nhy tduy tui dgrtyi egpk' tui t ytktby mu ptrayhhi tuietnhubhehri nhy vuhfrtbdheg rgdhrubd phrgr' vtytruhxdgeuey mu uutuhbgi tkhhbx tuh; sh thhdgbg pux' tubygr shtuhpzufy pui vnxphe aytc nhydkhsgr' tcgr sgr mudtbd vtydgsuhgry gykhfg htr tuhxmuphri thi thhbektbd nhy sh rgdhrubdptrarhpyi kuhy uutx vnxphe pubemhtbhry thi hgsi dgchy/

tcgr gbskhl' tuh gbskhl' vtky ngi auhi st/chho crusgrvhho thi ptragh thz dgcuhy dguutri t bhhgr

"gexygbati" uutx ctayhhy pui t prtfypukg aptdk-bhhgpkhdgk' nhy muuhh tpyhhkubdgi/ graybx' thz dguutrituhpdgcuhy t ahhbg tptryngby tkx t shrv ptr t napjvuutx ztk stry uutuhbgi tkx t "khuu-thi" xyg;' 563-7-42 )sh"khuu-thi" napjv thz nu"v thkui ngusv vh"u uzudw vjaucv,jhw/( tcgr ptr ngbskwgi pgrzgbkhl vty ngi dgyuhay shdtbmg tuhxaygk pubgo vhho' tvgrmuaygki sh cgxygcteuugnkhfehhy ptr zhhbg thhdbtryhdg dgcruhfi/ gx uugrymudgcuhy t bhhg akt;-mhngr xpgmhgk tuhxdgaytygy nhytkg cteuugnkhfehhyi ptr uuhkyaghr muyrhy' nhy txpgmhgkg ctsg mhngr' druhxg ektzgyi' tui tuhl crhhygsurfdgbd tuhpi dtbmi ayte/

ngi vty rgbtuuhry sh etl phk drggr tui agbgr' ngi vtytuhl tuhpdgcuhy t bhhg pxjwshdg etl tui t vgrkhfg druhxgptrya/ sh ygd vty ngi ptrgbshdy "xerghpi" sh ptsktdgtza gx dktbmy uuh bhh/

vfkk' ngi vty mudgaygky ptr navwkg t bhhg vhho'tzuhbx tui tzgkfgx' stx cgxyg uutx gr vty zhl dguutubyai/

tcgr t nhbuy' nwegi zhl bhay tzuh tpktzi pui tzt yhhgrigxei/ thi "sgh vgc" thi erh, hutk thz trtbszahry dguutri tdruhxtryhdgr tui phhgrkhfgr "nxhc, prhsv" cnkut vusvuvsrv/ vnxphe vty dgktzy xgruuhri chkegkgl' pha nhyjrhhi' sh yhaygfgr vgrkhl dgsgey uuh chh t rhfyhdg thshaganjv/ khfy vtci dgcrgby thi ptxhdg etkhryg vtkygrxmumudgci mu sh phhgrkhfg ayhnubd/ thi mgbygr pui ztk thzdguugi t yha xpgmhgk ptr t vuhl-aytehdg ytry uutx shaytc nhydkhsgr vtci dgktzy ntfi ptrwi cgk anjv/

thi sh rhfyhdg mhhy vty nu"v tkhw cta vh"u' ktbdhtrhdgrshrgey eghr xyg; thi "sgh vgc"' dggpby sh nxhcv nhy shrhfyhdg uugrygr' truhxcrgbdgbshd sh anjv pui navwkg ptr

sgrdrhhfi zhhi ktbdhtrhdg uutubya tui tbeungi mu t vgfgrgptzg thi zhhi rhhfi kgci/ rw tkhw vty ctytby sgo btbyiv,earu, pubgo cgk anjv mu vrv"d rch jhho khhcuartybcgrd akhy"t' tc"s bmj hartk ptragh' uugkfgr phry shctrhnyg evkv nna yhr-chh-yhr bgci "ptragh crusgrvhho"'tui stx uugy ti muuhhpk mudgci muo cgk anjvwx druhxgmuprhsbvhhy/ sh v,earu, thz muaytbs dgeungi btfsgo uutxnavwkg vty tntk dgprtuugy huo yuc xufu, thi sh ptraghdgdby' tui nhydgvtkyi tkg "vepu," chh vrc rtybcgrdakhy"t/ "zhby sgntky'" ztdy rw tkhw' "euey ]ngbsgkg[truhx tuhpwi ntngby uugi gr uugy zhl trhcgrmhgi thi hgbgdgdby tui uugri t aygbshdgr n,pkk thi ptraghgr ch,vnsra' uuh tuhl zhl pgrzgbkhl ctyhhkhdi chh sh phkg ahgurh,urv/"

chho "nxhc, prhsv" vtci ngbsgkgwx etkgdgxnhydgvtkyi sh dtbmg anjv' zhl nhydgprhhy tui nhydgzubdgituh; zhhgr ayhhdgr tz xwthz dguugi t bj, mu euei/

sgr ekhntex pui sh anjv thz dguugi uugi sgr j,i tkhhbxvty dgbungi stx uutry' tui tuhpdgyrgyi nhy ckhmhdg rghubu,tui pgrk uugrygr kuhy zhhi ayhhdgr/ sgr cgk anjv vtythcgrrtay tkg ptrztnkyg uugi gr vty truhpdgcrgbdy puitubygrwi yha t druhxg n,bv uutx gr vty dgeuhpy kfcus sgogezgehuyhuu shrgeytr nu"v nthr uugryvhhngr vh"u' tkxvfr, vyuc ptr sh tuntuhpvgrkhfg vhk; tzuhphk htri kaouk,ptr,/

sgr cgk anjv vty sti prgzgbyhry t vgrkhfg dgatbeptr nu"v hux; thrdtx vh"u' ktbdhtrhdgr tui nuxygrvtpygr"xgruuhx ettrshbghytr" pubgo cgk anjv/ tkx xgruuhxettrshbghytr' thz rw huxk sgr sgzhdbhrygr tui pgrzgbkhfgrtsuutety ptr navwkg' ptrtbyuutrykhl mu crgbdgi tkgbuhyhdg xgruuhxgx tui vhk; prtdrtngi uutx btr ngdkhl'grkgshdi tkg buhyhdg steungbyi' grkgshdi steytr tuiygrtph tpthbyngbyx tui tpyntk nhydhhi tkhhbx' cehmur:ayhhgbshd thi aph. pui navwkgx "eghx" tz sgr yhhgrgr cjurztk cteungi tkgx thi sgr uugky uutx vgkpy tui vgfgry zhhikgcbx euutkhygy thi tkg dgchyi/

"t vtrmhdi hhar fuj' rw huxk' ptr tkgo uutx su vtxydgyti ptr nhr tui uutx su uugxy yti uuhhygr'" vty sgr cgkanjv tuhxdgrupgi nhy ptytx/ "ztkxy zhhi dgcgbyay' nhytkgo duyi!"

tkx ettrshbghytr pui "sgh vgchkhyghati" prtdrto thierh, hutk' vty sti sgr cgk anjv tpdgdgci t druhxi vfr,vyuc ptr nu"v atuk vfvi f". vh"u/ rw atuk vty cteungi tptxhdg n,bv' tui sti tuhpdgyrgyi nhy eurmg tcgr ptxhdguugrygr' truhxcrgbdgbshd sgo druhxi ctshhy pui sh nxhcvtuhpwi ayhhdgr pui "eav gkh prhs,fo/"

sgr cgk anjv vty sti dgcgbyay tuh; fux' tui sgr gukovty zhl truhxdgktzy thi t phhgrshdi ytb./

stbgraytd thz ngbsgkg' nhy t dgzhfy ayrtkbshd uuh shzui' tbdgeungi mu zhhi bhhg vhho' gk nh nbuju,' cagv yucvunumkj,/

mt,fo ucutfo kakuo///trtbsza etubyh )erh, hutk(

1( "xuuhya" pui 2 bhhg vhhngi/ sgr stpkygr "xuuhya"prthgey thz thi puki auutubd: vnxphe uugy cuhgi t aptdk-bhhg auugxygrvhho tuhpwi khhshdi ayj bgci "shbuctubzgrvhho"' tui gx uugki tvhbnupi sh nhhskgl pui "xguugixprhbdx auugxygrvhho"/ sgrbtl uugy sh gezhxyhrbsgauugxygrvhho uugri thcgrdgcuhy' nhy btl mhngri tui tprhuutyg shrv ptr "khuu-thi" xyg;' tkx bhhg vhho ptr 8xpgmhgkg cjurho/ uuhctks gx vtbsgky zhl pui muuhh vhhoprthgeyi tuhptntk' zgbgi sh grayg ptzgx ngr etnpkhmhryuuh dguugbkhl' tcgr uugi sh ngrectrg cuh trchhy uugy zhltbvuhci cx"s' uugy ngi auhi duy ptrayhhi sh ktbd-ptrmuhdgbgtrchhy tubygr sh eukhxi chz tvhi/ sh bhhg cjurho vhho uugy zhhi"bungr 01" thi sh vnxphe napjv/

2( sgh vgc chkshbd/ sh trfhygeyur pui druhxi bhhgo "sghvgchkhyghati" chkshbd uutx sh tdgbyur cuhy tuh; vnxpheuugh' thz auhi c"v bgbygr mu uugri t rgtkhygy' surl shptzhyhuug ptrvtbskubdgi nhywi uuhkgsza tuu erh, hutk tui thrpkgbhbd cturs/ sh dgchhsg tbyaprgfy mu zhhi t huph tuiprtfy' tui pui uugi sgr yrteygr euny ti uugy th"v bhaysuhgri ngr uuh 01-8 ntbtyi muo phhgrkhfi jbuf, vch,/

rtekgbs etubyh )ntbxh-ahfui xeuuhrt(3( "tregshgi" crusgrvhho/ sh vuhpy vgskhhbx sgo zungr

zgbgi dguugi thcgr "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho"' uutx thz btruutxdggpby dguutri nhy t druhxi jbuf, vch,' tcgr fngy "truo shetrbgr" ayhhy auhi sh bhhg "tregshgi" crusgrvhho uutxuugry rgbtuuhry thi druhxi' nhywi pkti zhl mu gpgbgi th"v sgouuhbygr/

4( bhhg vhho ptr nhhskgl/ "vhho bungr 31" thz thi shgrayg pktbhrubd ptzg' tkx t bhhg prthgey ptr xpgmhgkgnhhskgl thi ntbxh/ sh tdgbyur vtky thbnhyi muztnaygki sh"drupg"' tui tuhc tkgx dhhy cx"s uuh dgrtfyi egi vnxphetbvuhci mu zufi t ptxhdg pkt. )t khhshdg prtpgryh tsgrgezhxyhrbsg vuhz( tuutu mu drhbsgi sh bhhg auugxygrvhho/

5( ntbxh vtc tphxgx/ sh mgbyrtkg tphxgx pui vnxphethi "ntbxh vtc" zgbgi dguutri thcgrdgcuhy thi t ntxhuugrgbtuutmhg' tui ngr uuh ptrstpgky dguutri thi druhxehhy/ shtdgbyur uugy ceruc phhgri t druhxi "jbuf, vch," tbvuhcuuhbygr' thi ptrnty pui ti "tpgi vtuz gexptu"' uutu fkvevk veusa uugy zhhi dgktsgby mu eungi egbgi kgrbgivnxphewx teyhuuhygyi pui sgr btby/ pryho hcutu/

ehbdx etubyh )cruekhi(6( bhhg "sgh vgc"/ dhhgbshd muo srue euny c"v sh prhhkhfg

ngksubd tz vnxphe vty auhi bhay btr dgphbgi t ptxhdg pkt.mu drhbsgi t "sgh vgchkhyghati" prtdrto thi uuhkhtnxcurd'btr sh "phzgchkhyh xytsh" thz auhi ctks ptryhd/

sgr pkt. dgphby zhl thi vtr. pui uuhkhtnxcurd' tuitbyaprgfy gbskhl mu ptruuhrekhfi sgo ktbdhtrhdi kgfmubdpui mgbskhdgr napju, mu vtci t ytp-euutkhygy "sgh vgc"prtdrto ptr gruutexgbg etbxungrx' ngbgr tui pruhgictzubsgr' gk yvr, veusa tui vgfxy prtpgxhtbtk/ pryhohcutu/

7( bhhg vhho ptr cjurho/ thi uuhkhtnxcurd thz btl bhayptrvti tzt ctdrh; uutu t "vnxphe vhho ptr xpgmhgkgcjurho"' tcgr stx uugy zhl th"v yuhai thbdhfi/ sgr "vhhobungr 11" thi vnxphe bg. thz thi sh grayg pktbhrubd ptzgx'tui xwthz t dgahfyg pui uuhhbhdxybx btl 22-81 ntbtyi' tcgrsgr prthgey thz t vgfxyrtbdheg prhtrhygy tui dhhy thmytsurl sh uuhfyhdg ptrntkhygyi cgptr nwegi bumi sh vtngrxtui aruhpi-mhgrx/

8( bhhg vhho ptr nhhskgltui uutx yuy zhl chh sh gzr, baho? druhxg ztfi/ vnxphe

vty t bhhg drupg nhhskgl mu drhbsi t bhhg auugxygrvhho' uutxuugy th"v zhhi sh 21wyg vhho pui sh napjv/ stx thz'uuhsgrtntk' t ngav pui truo 2 htr mhhy' tcgr sh cti ptryc"v/

sh tubygrayg aurvt drubykhfgr xl vfk pui tkg

"vnxphe" prthgeyi mu thbptrnhrish jaucg gkygri tui prtuuhhsgrx


)tkg bgngi zgbgi dgyuhay(

chh kaui vrg uuhhxy ngi' tz uugi nav ztdy gpgx tuh;hgbek' tphku sh trdxyg ztl' egi ngi btfdhhi uuhphk tn,khdy sgrhi/ tcgr tz nav ztdy dtrbhay nhywi nuhk btrntfy sgo thhbsrue tz gr uuhhxy gpgx tuh; hgbek btruuhk gx bhay truhxztdi' thz chygr uuh dtk/ ayhny?

ktnhr bgngi tzt "auhi' thl uuhk bhay rgsi'" tsgr t"cgxgr nwrgsy bhay"' tsgr dtr "ptruutx str; thlrgsi kaui vrg?"' thr uuhhxy uutx thl nhhi/ stx thz shcruytkxyg kaui vrg/ uuhhk ngi egi bhay pgxyaygki mhxwthz tn, mu bhay/ sgr muvgrgr nhhby st rgsy ngi puiuugr uuhhxy uutx/

stx zgkcg thz chho rgsi pui ertbevhhyi uutx thsintfi bgcgl nhy/ tuhc ngi ztdy bhay sh btngi pui shnjkv uutx hgbgr khhsy' ngi ztdy ckuhz "pkubh thz bgctlbhay dgzuby' uuhhxy stl auhi ///"' thz t ctuuhhz tz xwthzt dgpgrkhfg njkv uutx ngi uuhk tphku bhaytruhpcrgbdgi tuh; sh kgpmi/

sh drgxyg rhzheg ptr tzt kaui vrgwkg thz chh"eupegx"' ztk gx zhhi chho etuug ptrwi stuugbgi' tsgrchho ayrhei xuugygrx tubygr sh chhngr/ chh t acgcrfu,' uutl btfy' j,ubv tsgr ptryh/ thhbgr pui shzhmgrx rupy zhl ti: vtxy dgvgry? pkubh' sgr pui//// vtyngi bgcgl shtdbtzy ptrhdg uutl/" nhy uutx ngi vtytho "shtdbtzy" str; ngi auhi bhay ztdi/ hgsgrptrayhhy pui uutx ngi rgsy' tui ngi dhy t ergf.:"xwegi bhay zhhi' pkubh? thl vtc bgfyi dgzgi zhhiauutdgrwx afi tui gr vty nhr dtrbhay dgztdy"/

sti vhhcy zhl ti tzt jacui: "///gr vty muugk;ehbsgrkgl' zhxg ehbsgrkgl' zhhi suswk kgrby muztnginhy nhhi jzeh' drtsg ztdy gr nhr rwthz t phhi thbdk/bgcgl t rjnbu, tuh; sh ehbsgr/ tui tuh; zhhi uuhhc bhay?yteg' uugr thz zhhi auugr? thl nhhi tz thhi ehbs vty grauhi j,ubv dgntfy/" tpdgntxyi hgbgo ngbyai pui etpchz phx' tho tpdgatmy' ptrzhdky tkx t ////' bhaydgcbshdy tho t atbx mu uugri dgvhhky' ctuuhhby' fngyuutx ngi vty tho auhi necr dguugi' tui ngi bgny zhlrgsi pui tbsgrg ztfi/ gx thz uuhhygr t uugky uuh chzthmy' uguko fnbvdu buvd/

sh rgsgrx dhhgi zhl uuhhygr' tha ,j, dpbu u,j,,tb,u' ngi kuhpy murhe mu sh thhdgbg dgagpyi/ tui hgsgrvty stl sh thhdgbg stdu,' tcgr sgo uugngi ngi vty"shtdbtzy"' sgr vty auhi ngr bhay ehhi auo stdv'tuhxgr sh thhbg ztl: uuh tzuh erhfy ngi truhx pui sgopgek?

gx thz t yruhgrhdgr ptey tz thi tubzgrg erhhzi thzsh ygng pui "hgbg njkv" t ptraktxgbg' gx ekhbdy nhynhxygrhg' phbxygrehhy' nhy bhay uuhhxi tui bhay uugki

uuhxi' nhy ptrzhdkgi sgo ctyrgpbsi dkhhl uugi ngi vgrytz gr thz "shtdbtzy" dguutri/ ngi ptrzhdky t ngbya tisgo uutx ngi ztk uuhxi uutx zhhi tn,wgr dgzubyvhhynmc thz/

tz nav vty t vtr. prtckgo' egi gr rgsi sgrpuinhy zhhbg duyg prhhby/ ngi rgsy sgrpui uuh t kgdhyhngztl' uuhtzuh nwegi zhl sgrpui vhhki/ sgregdi thz tcgr"hgbg njkv" t ygng uutx ngi rgsy ayhk' muuhai phrtuhdi' tui tntk stx tuhl bhay/ sgr uutx khhsy tuh;"hgbg njkv" uugry surl sh ngbyai tpdgxygnpky uuh"sgrbtl" thi thhi nhbuy' uuh dkhhl gr vty bhytntk ehhirgfy mu kgci/ ntbfg uugki bhay egbgi truhxcrgbdgi t"rputv akhnv" uutubya uuhhk/// stx ngrxyg uutx ngiuugy ztdi thz "nwztk bhay uuhxi sgrpui///"

sh cgxyg "yrhyngby" ptr sgo xtry prtckgo' thzmu vgri uutx navwx' anguiwx' dhyhwx tui scurvwx vtcimu ztdi tkhhbx/

sh thhbayhnhdg ztl uutx nhr vgri pui zhh tkg thz'tuhc tkg yrhyngbyx' auugrg ngsgmhbgi' stx ptri fxsrpui tui muo steytr' aphytk' ekhbhex' zgbgi dguugiauugrg nhyntfgbhai' thz zhh phkptfhd auugrgr dguugi shtuhpphrubd pui ngbyai' xhh chho zhhi tuh; yrhynbgbyx'tui tphku btfsgo uugi zhh zgbgi auhi nhyi thhcgraybxvhk; dgzuby dguutri/

zhh ztdi t ntsbg ztl' tz yrt. sgo uutx zhh vtcic"v ctegnpy sh auugrg njkv' tui gx thz auhi trhcgrgykhfg htr zhby sgntky dgzuby tui aytre' stl uuhk zhhbhay hgsgr temgpyhri murhe thi sh ctpgkegrubd/ bhayx,o/ ngi ctyrtfy zhh uuh thhbgr uutx thz murhedgeungi pui "stry" tui ngi str; zhl vtkyi uuhhy/

"thi cgxyi ptk'" sgrmhhky rw nav' "vtci zhlngbyai ctmuhdi mu nhr uuh ti thbptrntmhg xgbygr muvgri tkg grkhh thbptrntmhg uutx vty mu yti nhy hgbgnjkv tui thl vtc dgnuzy muaygki ptr bhhdgrhdgngbyai sh yhpxyg thbptrntmhg thcgr nhhiertbevhhy/" ngbyai erhfi trhhi thi hgbgnwx ehaegx'uuh nwztdy' tui yrtfyi buk tuh; zhhgrg dgphki/

pui sh tbsgrg zhhy zgbgi dgaytbgi sh uutx vtci zhhtpdgxygnpky ptr kupy' zhh zgbgi dguutri rutho uthbobrtho/ btbyg ctetbyg dhhgi tsurl tui drhxi bhay' uuhhkgr khhsy stl pui/// tbsgrg zgbgi pui zhh tzuh tbyktpi' tzuugi zhh zgbgi dgdtbdgi tuh; thhi zhhy dtx' zgbgi hgbgtrhcgrdgktpi tuh; sh tbsgrg zhhy dtx/ nurt vtcbshd mudhhi tuhpi zgkci yrtyutr/

zhl mu xprtuugi nhy sh thhbrgsgbhai pui ngbyai thzyhhk ntk auugrgr uuh zhl xprtuugi nhy sh njkv zgkcxy'ztdi zhh tkg/

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sh ctncgtphku btl ti tpkuh; pui ktbdg htri uugy rjk

dgsgbegi pubeykhl uutu tui uugi tui uuhtzuh zh thzdguutuhr dguutri tz zh khhsy pui hgbg njkv/ sgo ate tuiuuhhytd uutx zh vty sti dgaphry uugy zh ehhbntk bhayptrdgxi/

"thl chi dgzgmi egdi thcgr sgo steytr'" sgrmhhkyrjk/ "gr vty nhr thi zhhgr t ayhkg wruthdgw ayhngsgrmhhky uuhphk ntbtyi thl vtc btl tuh; sgo guko/"

thl chi dguugi tbdguuhhytdy tui mgayurgny/ euhouutx fwvtc dgegby gpgbgi nhhi nuhk tui rgsi' thl vtczhl tbdgayrgbdy tui dgztdy: su chxy t xpgmhtkhxy'stx thz tn,' tcgr su chxy bhay sgr curt guko/ suphrxy bhay sh uugky' btr sgr ctagpgr uuhhxy tui egictayhngi uuhktbd thl kgc/

thl vtc bhay dgphky ptr uuhfyhd zhl mu bgngi shbdgitui cgyi chho steytr gr ztk nhr mudgci btl t ptrjsaho/// bhay gr thz dguugi nhhi tsrgx/

truhxdhhgbshd pui zhhi tphx vtc thl bhay dguutuxyuutu tvhi zhl mu uugbsi' uugi sgr tuhxygrkhagr uuhhytdthz btl prha/ nwegi stx dtrbhay trtpntki/ nhhi ntithz dguugi yhpgr atehry uuh thl/ uutu ztki nhr dhhi?uugngi ht tsgr bhay sgrmhhki? nhhbg gkygri? t druhxisteytr?

"thl vtc zhl dguutbsi muo drgxyi steytr' mu sgosteytr uutx vty yteg ht muztdi uuh ktbd thl ztkkgci/ muo rupt fk car' muo rupt jukh gnu hartk/ gr thzsgr cgxygr tsrgx' tui t etphyk ,vkho thz chh thozhhgr jauc/ ptr tho vtc thl zhl tuhxdgdtxi nhhi vtr.'t ,vkho ztdi pui grayi tzt xtry thi nhhi kgci/"

nrho dgsgbey tz zh vty tbysgey sgo chygriptey suet thi tphx uutu zh trcgy' tunuugkbshd/

"nhhi etp vty nhr bhay tuhpdgvgry uuhh mu yti tktbdg mhhy/ tui bhay x,o uuhhytd' uutx egi zhl ntfi chhhgsi/ btr tuhxygrkhag auugrg uuhhytdi uutx thl vtcehhbntk bhay dgvty'" sgrmhhky zh/ nhhi steytr vtydgntfy t ruyhbg tubygrzhfubd' tui sgrbtl dgztdyruyhbg uugrygr uutx fwvtc bhay grbxy tuhpdgbungi/ nhyt ckgfgbgo pbho vty gr dgztdy xwuutky dguugi duy thlztk ntfi ti tpthbyngby chh hgbgo steytr' tui grvty nhr dgdgci t mgyk' thhbdgebhhyay thi vtkc' thlztk gx nhybgngi/

bhay vtcbshd ehhi grbxyg ptrstfyi chi thl ctksmurhe thi trchhy/ tzuh anugxbshd nhy nhhi etkgdg vtcthl zhl ptraphky nhywi mgyk tui thi t khtsg nhbuyyrg; thl zhl khhbgi sgrhi sh auutrmxyg tu,hu, pui nhhikgci' bhay ngr tui bhay uuhhbhdgr uuh "t ptrsgfyhdgztl' rgetngbshri t egy xegi/"

sh uutx vgri sh uugrygr zhmbshd chho steytr vtciftya nhy uugngi mu rgsi' tui egbgi gpgx rgtdhri/ tcgrnrho/ vty stx bhay dgegby yti' zhmbshd chh thrthhdgbg tphx yhak/ vhhby ztdy zh tz tpar thz stxdguugi kyucv uuhhk tzuh vty zh dgegby tpatmi sgo nmcti ehhi aygr pui tbsgrg/

uuhsgrtuo arvwkg/ vty dgvgry sh caurv zhhgbshdtkhhi thi ayuc/ thr nti thz pubey dguugi thi tuhxktbs'tui zh vty dgvty sh tuhpdtcg zhl tpmudgdci nhy shekhhbg ehbsgr/

uuh tzuh thz zh gx dguutuhr dguutri? "thl vtc dgvtydgdgci t pauyg ckuy ygxy' tui ngi vty zhl ptrchbsimu nhr pui steytrwx tphx tui nhr dgvhhxi auhi eungi"/sgrntby zh zhl vhhby/ "thl vtc bhay dguutuxy ptruutx zhh vhhxi nhr eungi auhi' uutx abgkgr/ thl vtcdtrbhay juas dguugi' gx thz nhr dtrbhay thhbdgptki tzgpgx tzt ztl egi gx zhhi/ gx zgy nhr tuhx uuh sgr puituhci vty nhr mudgntfy sh tuhdi shrgey thl ztk puidtrbhay uuhxi/ thl vty zhl dgthhky' dgrupgi t afhbv mucghchxhyi' tui dgdtbdgi/"

"btfii ayhhi thi sh khhi t ktbdg mhhy' thz gbskhldgeungi nhhi wbgexyw/ thl chi trhhbdgrupi dguutri thimhngr pui sgo druhxi steytr' tui gr vty ti ehhi ktbdgvesnu, nhr dgdgci t ztd tptr uugrygr uutx vty nhluuh trtpdgyrtxegy mu sgr grs/ gr vty nhr ektr

murhe dgeungi pui

""""hhhhggggbbbbgggg nnnnjjjjkkkkvvvv""""pui: mch prhgsnti pui: mch prhgsnti


dgztdy pui uutx thl khhs/ thl ptrayhh btl gs vhuo vzvbhay' uuh tzuh thl vtc bhay dgwjkawy tuhpwi try/ tuigray chh sh gbsg vty zhl sgr prtpgxtr sgrntby muprgdi: tui shhi nti? gr uutry tuh; shr thbsgruhxi? tuiuugi gr vty dgzgi tz thl gbypgr tho bhay vty grptraytbgi uutx ptrt btrhaehhy gr thz ctdtbdgi' tuizhl tbdgrupi: wuugi thl uuhhx tz gr thz bhayt nhy shrvhhby' uutky thl shr stx bhay ptrmhhky/w thl vtcdgggbypgry: wnhhi nti dgphby zhl thi tuhxktbs' tcgrvtxy gray dgrgsy tui btfsgo dgprgdyw///"

arvwkg thz tvhho nhy t ptrayhhbgryg dgzhfy' ehhithhbmhdg yrgr tsgr drhntx/ "chh nhr thi nuj thz dguugiektr tz st rgsy ngi bhay pui nhr' tui bhay pui shchygrg njkv/ gx egi stl pauy bhay zhhi tbsgra/ thlvtc bhay dgegby ptrshhgi tz st rgsy ngi yteg puibhay ehhi tbsgri btr pui nhr/ nhhi nuj vty gx bhaytrhhbdgktzy mu zhl' gr vty tuhxdgaphdi shthbptrntmhg/"

"tcgr tzuhphk ht' tz thl vtc bhay dgvty shaytrehhy tvhhnmudhhi/ thl vtc zhl dguutbsi mu nhhiauugxygr tui thr sgrmhhky uutx ngi vty nhr strydgztdy/ tui gray uugi thl vtc dgzgi uuh zh crgfymuztngi vgrsbshd sh bhhgx' vtc thl tbdgvuhci mu ftpitz thl vtc chz thmy dgkgcy thi t ygu,/ ngi nhhby htnhl' tui gx rgsy zhl ht pui sh chygrg njkv/" tui zhphry tuhx' "gray stryi vtc thl dgftpy tz thl chituh; mru,' tui thl vtc tuhxdgcrtfi thi t vhxygrhaidguuhhi/ nhhi auugxygr vty dgbungi tuh; zhl sh auugrgtuhpdtcg mu etki nhhi nti ehhi tuhxktbs tui thoptrmhhki sh tunctwygowyg bhhgx/ tui gr thz dgptri muoghrptry/"

t druhxgr gxei uugkfgr vty tuhpdgaygky titrdtbhztmhg uutx vgkpy napju, nhy "hgbg njkv"'ctsuhgry tz yhhk ntk thz sh vhxygrhg tuitungyhdehhy thi uutx ngi ptky trhhi' t druhxgr aygrptrwi ptmhgby tui ntfy btl phk auugrgr zhl mu ctptxinhy sh buhyhdg ctakhxi kyuc, sgo ptmhgby/

t yhhk ngbyai uugi zhh vgri sh caurv' ctbumi zhh zhlnhy sgo ctetbyi ptryhhshdubdx nhyk' uutx vhhxy:khhegbgi/ ngi khheby' "gv' gx egi bhay zhhi/ sgrsteytr thz ckuhz t car uso' gr egi ntfi t ygu,"/ tuingi kuhpy mu t druhxi steytr uugkfgr uugy zhfgrpgxyaygki tz xwthz dtrbhay/

tcgr ekni thz dgdtbdgi t aytpk uuhhygr/ bhay btruutx gr vty dgkhheby' tui zhl duy tuhxdgktfy pui sgosteytr tui bhay dguutky vgri pui dhhi mu yrhyngbyx/btr gr vty tbayty sgo tuhxdgekhci t auuhbskgr uutxvty ptreuhpy "uutubsgr rputu," ptr tkg ptrngi puish njkv/ hgbgr vty tho dgphry uuh ti thhzk-yrhhcgr'tza chz gykhfg jsaho thz gr tbdgeungi tuhpwi auugkpui/// vhhby' 2 htr apgygr' tbgregby ekni zhhi druhxgbtrhaehhy' tui btr sh crfu, tui ,phku, pui dsukh hartkakhy"t vty tho dgrtyguugy/

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sh rgtemhgngi cteuny pui vhnk fuju, tui gx tbypkgei zhl

thbgo ngbya fuju, uutx ngi vty ehhbntk bhaydguutuxy tz ngi vty gx' tui sh ptmhgbyi ahksgri thisurfabhy t phr-ptzg thhbaygk uuh tzuh ngi xprtuugyzhl nhy sh "bhhgx"/

gx vhhcy zhl ti nhy: ate' ngi phky uuh sgr vhnkthz truhpdgptki tuhpi etp/ sgrbtl euny sh btyurkhfgtpkhhegbubd' gx dhhy trhcgr mu htua' ngi uugryptrkuhri' tui sti euny sh pgryg ptzg pui akuo ntfinhywi nmc tui tubygrbgngi sh rhfyhdg arhy tuhpwicgxyi uugd uutx btr ngdkhl/

ntyk dhy mu ptrayhhi uutx gx nhhby zhlmudguutuhbgi muo nmc/ gr ztdy tzuh: "nwegi bhaykhhegbgi tz ngi kgcy fxsr thi t nurtwshdi pjs' ngiargey zhl tz stx trdxyg dhhy ty ty eungi/ tcgr tdtbmg mhhy thz ngi zhl njze tz sgr ctagpgr uugyvgkpi tui gx uugy zhhi duy"/

yhhk ptmhgbyi sgrmhhki tz zhh vtci zhl dgktzyctvtbskgi' tcgr uugi ngi vty zhh ptrdgaktdi zhh ztkiptri mu uuhhyg pkgmgr zhl vhhki' vtci zhh bhay dguutky/"nhr uuhki tuhxkgci sh ygd muuhai sh napjv tui duygprhhby"' vtc zhh dgztdy/ tbsgrg ztdi tcgr tz zhh vtci

ht ctuuhzi mu ptryrhhci hgsg xtry tungyhdehhy' hgsgxtry njacv tz sgr xu; sgrbgbygry zhl' tui zhl pgxytbdgvtkyi thi sh ptzhyhuug njacu, tui vtpgbubdgiuutx ngi vty thi zhh trhhbdgcktzi/

hgbek' dgzuby tui aytre sh kgmyg 8 htr c"v' ztdytz sgr yunk tui thcgregrgbha uutx ngi ntfy nhy thish auugrg mhhyi' vgkpi ngi ztk bhay ftpi tui bhaytrhhbyrtfyi muphk/ "nhr zgbgi dguugi tzuh ptrbungi nhykuhpi pui thhi pkt. muo tbsgri' pui thhi steytr muotbsgri' tui tzuh uuhhygr' tz thl vtc bhay dgvty ehhithcgrhdg nhbuy trhhbmuyrtfyi uutx nhhi ktdg thz/"

uuhsgrtuo htxk' uugkfgr vty "gx" dgvty tkx ehbs'sgrmhhky tz btr sgr rgtkhxyhagr tui ptzhyhuugrmudtbd pui zhhbg gkygri vtci tho dgvtkpi surfntfi shauugrg mhhyi' tui truhxeungi sgrpui cakuo/ "nhhi ntngvty nephs dguugi mu vtkyi sh ayuc thi puki trsgbubd'gx ztk bhay zhhi ehhi mgpkuhdgbha' sh cgyi ztki zhhdgntfy' tui hgsgr ztk zhl phki tbdgbgo tui cteuugo/yrt. sgo uutx zh thz dguugi dgbud agvwi ptrbungi nhysteyurho tui yrhyngbyx/ nhhbg crhsgr tui auugxygrdgsgbegi bhay sh mhhy uuh t akgfyg ,eupv' btr uuh tmhhy uutx nhhi ntng thz dguugi zhhgr ptrbungi tui thlchi dguugi bhay-dgzuby/ tcgr gx thz zhh bhay dgckhci ehhiyrtunt/"

thhi rgchmhi sgrmhhky tz uugi thr nti akhy"t vtydgkhyi pui sh njkv vty gr nephs dguugi bhay muptrpgki tphku thhi ahgur/ "tui tphku uugi nhr zgbgidgzhmi tui dguutry tuh; ti gbypgr pui t ygxy' thz grdgzhmi ptrzhbegi thi kgrbgi/ bhay btr uuhhk gr vty bhaydguutky ncyk zhhi t nhbuy pui khnus v,urv' btr uuhhkstx vty tho ctruthdy tui tuuge dgyrhci sh chhzgnjacu,"/

sgr druhxgr gxei ztdy: "pui nhhi gexphrhgbx ztdthl ptr ptmhgbyi' tz thi sgr mhhy uutx zhh zgbgi bhaychho steytr' zhh zgbgi bhay chh yrhyngby ts"d' ztkizhh bhay zhmi thbsgrvhho' btr truhxdhhi mu zhhgrgdgagpyi/ tui tphku zhh zgbgi tpdgauutfy phzha' ztki zhhzufi gpgx uutx mu yti' t drhbdg ztl/ fsh mu zhhictagpyhdy nhy gpgx/ sh mhhy ztk bhay tbdgphky uugrinhy auugrg njacu, btr nhy ptzhyhuug dgstbegi/"

gr thz nxchr tzuh: "txtl ptmhgbyi vtci dgvty thipkti ptrahsgbg ztfi mu yti' hgsgr vty stl wthhshgxwuutx ngi uuhk tuhpyugi cnal sh htri' druhxg tsgrekhhbg prthgeyi tsgr vtchx tsgr uutx thngr/ sh tkgztfi egbgi eungi mu t vtxyhdi tpaygk nhy t auugrishtdbtz/ thl gmv zhh' zhh ztki gx uuhhygr yti/ zhl bhaytpaygki' bhay nuu,r zhhi tuh; sh pkgbgr/ vdo ngiaygky zhl tp tchxk' ngi dhhy dgktxgbgr kuhy shngdkhfehhyi' tcgr thi dtbmi tpaygki? jkhkv/ murhe thichzbgx' fukk' tsgr uutu thngr/ bhay ckhhci ayhhi tuibhay zhhi uuh kuywx uuhhc uutx vty dgeuey tuh; murhe'btr euei tuh; uuhhygr/"/

htxk egi sh xudht/ "thl knak vtc zhl tpdgdgci nhyarhhci t cul ztnkgbshd uugrykgl/ thl vtc bhaydgstrpy zufi txtl' uuhhk tubzgr nmcho crgbdgi tuh;ptrahsgbg etnhag dgagbhai tui tbegstyi' pui uutxngi egi dtb. phhi ktfi' tuhc ngi vty t ayhek wxgbxtuu vuntr/w"

tcgr bhay tk. dhhy gx tzuh/ chh hgsi thi sgo nmceuny t mhhy uutx nwyrgpy zhl thi yhpi zunp' tkgx thzphbxygr' jruc/ tntk thz stx fngy uuh ctrgfyhdy'tntk btr t pxhftktdhag rgtemhg/ "thl chi thhiprhhytd truhx tuh; sgr dtx'" sgrmhhky thhithcgrkgcgr' "tui dgzgi uuh hgsgr kuhpy' ngi thhky zhl'ngi kuhpy thhbeuhpi tuh; ac,' hgsgr nhy zhhbg stdu, tuikhxyg uutx ngi str; thbsgrvhho/ vtc thl dgphky uuh shdtbmg uugky vty nhl ptrktzy' ehhbgo thbygrgxhrybhay nhhi nmc' hgsgr ktfy zhl tuhx pui nhr' tui ngidhhy uuhhygr ti nhy sh thhdgbg dgagpyi/ ptrayhhy zhltz stx thz t ygu,' uuhhk thl uutky bhay dguutky tz shuugky ztk zhl tpaaygki uugdi nhr' tcgr thi hgbg nhbuyvtc thl tzuh dgaphry/

t muuhhygr sgrmhhky uutx gr vty dgaphry uugi zhhihubdgk vty cteungi "yahei ptex" uugi sgr ytyg vtybtl dgvtkyi chh yrhyngbyx/ "stx thz yteg bhay ehhidgpgrkhfg ztl' hgsgx ehbs vty stx' tcgr shsteyurho vtci nurt dgvty tz nhy nhhi auutfg thnhuixhxygo ztk thl gx bhay thcgrftpi' tui zhh vtc nhrdgrtyi thl ztk stx ehbs tuugeahei tuh; thhi uutl chz

gx dhhy tuuge/"thh' thh' thh/ gx rhhxy/ "nhr vtci tho dgahey mu t

nung tui gr vty dghtngry tuhpwi ygkgpti: ytyh'ptruutx uuhkxyu bhay zhhi muztngi nhy nhr/ stx vtychh nhr mucrtfi sgo kgmyi chxk tuhxvtkyertpy uutxfwvtc btl dgvty' zhhi dguuhhi vty nhl dgbmkhl mgktzyuuh vhhxg puygr/"

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aphki ctvtkyithhbg pui sh ztfi uutx ngi yuy thi tzt ptk' thz zufi

gmu, tui thhbkhhdi uugkyi' tz ehhbgr ztk bhay dguutuhruugri sgrpui/ yhhk ntk uugbsy ngi ti tkg fuju, tui ngintchkhzhry tkg ngdkhfehhyi' mu ptrzhfgri tz ehhisruhxbshdgr ngbya ztk bhay dguutuhr uugri/ uutxsurfsgo ptrbhmy ngi sh tbdgztnkyg fuju, vbpa tuigbgrdhg uutx ngi str; thmy vtci zhl mu xprtuugi nhysgo prtckgo zgkcxy/

sgr druhxgr gxei ztdy' tz yhhk dsukh hartk rtyingbyai ngi ztk bhay sgrmhhki ptr ehhbgo' fsh sgrptmhgby ztk bhay strpi mueungi mu ti tpgbgo bx chhotuhxdgvhhky uugri/ tcgr tbsgrg rcbho ztdi ngi ztk htsgrmhhki' fsh tz uutx ngr ngbyai ztki n,pkk zhhi ptrsgo ptmhgby/

ztdy t ntng pui t ctyrgpbsgr ehbs: "uugi ngiaygky tuhpi uutdatk sh muuhh ztfi' ctvtkyi tsgrtuhxztdi' nuz ngi bgngi thi ctyrtfy tz ehhi ytytkgctvtkyi thz bhay ahhl/ uuhhk uuh ktbd egi ngiptrgbypgri ptr sh afbho tui ctetbyg tz sh ntngpgky pui ayuc? tui uuh ktbd egi ngi vtkyi t ehbsctvtkyi thi ayuc? sgr ptey thz tz sh btbyg afbhouugri dguutuhr dtb. abgk' tui sh uuhhygrg afbho tchxkapgygr' tcgr hgsgr uugry dguutuhr/ tui tz ngi vgry gxpui sh dtx tui ehhbgr uuhhxy bhay uutx gx dhhy ptrpubeykhl' vhhcy ngi ti mu ptbytzhri argegshdgngahu,' ngbyai yrtfyi tuhx ztfi' uutx zhh yrtfyi tuinhhbgi tui wuuhhxiw' tui sh trunhdg bgngi gx ti ptr tptey tui ptreuhpi gx uuhhygr' tui sh ayty uugry phknhy dgahfygx/ nhywi ctvtkyi vty ngi btr mudgdtxituhk tuhpi phhgr' tui thi sgr zgkcgr mhhy vty ngiptrkuhri ngdkhfg vhk; pui trunhdg' pui duyg prhhby tuicgkh jxs' pui uutkubyhri uutx eungi dgri vgkpi uugi ngistr;/"

"uugi nhhbgr thz ertbe dguutri'" ztdy zh uuhhygr'"vtci tkg tubzgrg duyg prhhby dguutuxy sgrpui tuihgsgr vty zhl tbdgyrtdi mu vgkpi tui zhh vtci ytegdgvtkpi' dgetfy' dgruhny' dguutai' tui tbsgrg vtciptrcrgbdy t ytd tsgr t btfy bgci ertbei cgy' btrtzuh vtci nhr dgegby surfntfi sh auugrg mhhyi/ uugithl eue vhhby murhe nhy t ckhe tpdgruey muugk; htrc"v' euo thl mu sgo ctakux tz uugi bhay zhhgr vhk;uutky thl gx bhay dgegby surfntfi/"

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ahsufho' ahsufhongbyai vtkyi tkgx uuh buekgtrg xusu, tuhx nurt

tz gx uugy atyi mu ahsufho/tuh; sgo ztdi tkg gkygri uutx zhhgrg ehbsgr vtci

gx surfdgntfy' pv tjs: "nhr uutkyi xhh uuh xhh bhaymudgdtbdgi mu t ahsul ti sgrrmhhki sgo tbsgri ms uutxvty ptxhry htri murhe/ nhr uugki dgci ptr hgbgo msngshek steungbyi' ztk gr tkhhi zgi tz stx ehbs thzauhi' c"v' dgzuby tui egi tuhpaygki t thshag ayuc/ gxthz st asfbho uutx dhci zhl tp xpgmhgk nhy cjurho tuinhhskgl uutx vtci tkx ehbs dgvty hgbg njkv tui zhhvtci auhi muztngbdgcrgbdy phk tzgkfg ptrwkgl' c,hobtnbho chartk nhy bj, tui prhhs/"

stx thz nhy sh dguugzgbg ptmhgbyi zgkcxy' tcgr shdgauuhxygr?

dtrbhay/ hgbg njkv thz bhay tbaygehd tui bhayhruavwshd/ hgsgr thz thi sh zgkcg rhzheg' tpdgzgi mh tcrusgr tsgr auugxygr vtci gx dgvty tsgr bhay/

sh duyg prhhbyuugi thhi cjur thz tbdgeungi mu t j,ubv' gragpy pui

ehntu ygrtph' vty gr zhl trtpdgzgmy chho yha tuidguutky rgsi pui tkgo tuh; sgr uugky/ sgr j,i' shfkvwx napjv' sgr tuhpaytbs thi tuerhhbt' ptkag


vtbhd' sgr mubtnh' tphku pui hahcvqjcrho ptkhyhe'tcgr pui thhi ztl bhay: zhhi ygrtph/

tcgr yhhk tbuugzbsg chho yha vtci tbsgra dguutky/btfwi surfdhhi rhhgx pui jcrho tui erucho uutx vtcitho tczgruuhry uuh thhbgr uutx thz dgeungi nzfhr zhhit, huo vn/// thz gr tbdgeungi muo yha' uutu thhbgr vtyzhl tuhpdgaygky tui nhy t ctxguug ayhngtuhxdgrupgi' "uutx ntfxyu? uuh tzuh phkxyu? sh uuhhxyuuhpk cjurho tui hubdgkhhy zgbgi shl nebt tz sgr rcubuak guko vty suet shl tuhxdgekhci mu aygki ptr tbxhui? tui hgsgr ztdy tz btr su uugxy egbgi chhayhhisgo bxhui' aytre shl!"

nhy sgo tkgo uutx xwzgbgi auhi suurfdgktpi ktbdghtri tui ngi vty auhi dgrgsy yuhzbygr tsgr mgbskhdgryuhbygr anugxi' stl uugki ngbyai dgsgbegi sh btrhag'sgraktdgbg' kgfgrkhfg' tui wbhay-mu-sgr-ztlwtuhxsruei uutx ngi vty zhh dgztdy tui zgbgi dgckhciyh; thhbdgerhmy thi nuj/

sh stzhdgr bhay-mu-sgr-ztl tuhxsruei tui ztmi'uugri thhbdgyhhky thi gykhfg etygdtrhgx/ 1( sh bhay-uuhxbshd ntfgrwx/ 2( sh tuhxptragr/ 3( sh auutr.-zgvr/tui 4( sh nuxr ztdgr/

sgr drgxygr ruc ngbyai zgbgi pui etygdtrhg bungrthhbx' sh bhay-uuhxbshd ntfgrwx/ tui hgsgr dguugzgbgrptmhgby vty zhl auhi tbdgyrtpi thi zhh uugi hgbg thhkizhl trhcgrmukuhpi sh dtx' bhay euebshd mh gx euny tetr' tch zhl bhay strpi tbayuhxi thi tho tui zhlcrgfi sgo etp uutx tho mu ztdi/ tuhc gx ptxhry ht tctdgdgbha' uugy gr ztdi gpgx ptrkuhri tui tbykuhpi/tcgr sh ptmhgbyi egbgi stx ptrayhhi/ ntbfg ngbyaiuugri ptrkuhri thi tzt nmc' ftya sgr cgxygr uugd thzbhay mu "pktbhri" uutx mu ztdi' btr rgsi btyurkhl uuhthhchd/

"thl vtc dgggpby ti thhdgbg bhhgx xytbmhg"' uuhmkyzhl t dguugzgbgr ptmhgby tuh; sh wtuhxptragrw' "thlvtc hgsg ptr ygd truhxdgdgci t ctrhfy nhythbptrntmhg thcgr nhhi nmc/ stx thz nhr dguugigbsgra uuh tz ngi ztk tkhhi tuhxyrtfyi uutx nhy nhryuy zhl/ fwvtc tntk dgyrtfy mu ntfi t prgxgegbpgrg. tui trtpkhhdi sgo dtbmi nmc pui tbvhhc chzwixu;/ btr nhhi napjv vty nhl tpdgvtkyi sgrpui/"

ntyk ctyrtfy stx suet uuh t btrntkg ztl/"pubey uuh grc pxj prgdy hgsgr thhbgr sgo tbsgri uutungi vtky nhyi pxj ftya nwptrayhhy tz ngi nhhbybhay trhhbmuerhfi thi hgbgowx ehaegx' tzuh tuhl zgbgish xtry prtdgx btrntk tui ngi str; gx bhay bgngiauugr/ yhhk ptmhgbyi dkhhfi gx tphku' zhh egbgi ctayhhymu sgrmhhki' uuhhk zhh ktsgbgi tuhx t auugr pgek uutxsruey zhh tuhpwi vtr./"

sh srhyg etygdtrhg ngbyai' sh sh auutr.-zgvr'ktzi zhl tuhl vgri' tui tphku uugi zhh rgsi bhay' ktzi zhhpubeykhl mguuhxi yti sgo ptmhgby uutx zhhgr nhhbubdthz' tui uuh aytre zhh ctuuhhbgi tho auhi/// "ngbyaiuutx vtkyi sh njkv uuh gpgx uutx dhhy vtby chh vtbynhywi trdxyi' bgny zhl pui bhay egbgi sh pteyi' pui

bhay uuhxi uuh aytre gx vty zhl ptrdgrhey shtuhxzhfyi mu uugri dgvhhky nhy t rputv akhnv'" dhy grmu/ "ngi uugry vhhby tuhxdgvhhky ngr tui ngr/ btr uutxsgi? htri murhe vty sh njkv cteungi sgo aktd-uutrytkx wtunvhhkctrw tui ntbfg uuhki zhl bhay ktzisgrkgrbgi tz nhywi ctagpgrwx vhk; vty sh ngshmhbhaguugky dgntfy druhx ptrarhy tuh; sgo dgchy/"

ti tbsgrgr ptmhgby dhhy btl phk yhpgr' ztdbshd tzdguuhxg ngbyai egbgi fngy bhay nujk zhhi thhbgr uutxthz truhx dgzuby tui aytre' uuhhk gr vty mucrtfi zhhgrpgxhnhzo tui auutr.-zgvratpy' "gr ntfy jruc zhhgrphbxygrg nrv ajurv/" tcgr stx thz btr thi dgmhhkyggexyrgng ptki/

sh pgryg etygdtrhg' sh nuxr ztdgr tui sh uutxcrgbdgi sgo "scr vao"' nhy zhh thz zhl zhhgr auugr tigmv mu dgci/

dguugzgbg ptmhgbyi rgsi zhl tp tz uugi ngbyai zgbgizhh dgeungi ctzufi' vtci sh ngbyai tbdgvuhci mu rgsi muzhh rujbhu,wshdg gbhbho' uugdi afr uguba' uugdi sgrvuhcgbgctdrhpi uutx bhay zhh tui bhay sh uutx zgbgi zhh dgeungictzufi vtkyi chh sgo' tcgr stx vtci zhh dgrgsy/ thisgr mhhy uutx zhh' sh ptmhgbyi vtci suet dguutky rgsiuutfgshdg ztfi' btrhaehhyi' ahsufho' ptkhyhe' etrkrtuu' rhgk gxyghy' sh cgxyg "xhgbg" tui "egnp akuv"/thhbgr vty tphku ptryrhci' ahhbgrvhhy' ngbyai uutxzgbgi tho dgeungi thcgrdgci t "akhju," pui vhnk/

tcgr uutx ht muztdi thz tuhl zhhgr auugr/ dguugzgbgptmhgbyi egbgi auugr tbmhhfgbgi uutx ngi egi ht ztdiptri ptmhgby t uutry' t zt.' t ngavwkg' uutx ztk thosgrvhhci tui dgpgkgi/ uuh dgztdy prhgr' thz sh cgxygztl mu rgsi btyurkhl' tui sgrchh tfyubd dgci bhay mu"yrhhxyi"' bhay ztdi ehhi nhhbubdgi thi uutx grptrayhhy bhay' bhay "ctuuhhbgi"' btr rgsi uutx sgrptmhgby uuhk vgri' sgrmhhki bhhgx' ztdi t uuh.' tkgcgshdg scr ,urv/

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sgr ngxgszatv' sgr yuha thi kgci chho truhxeungi pui yubgk/

stx egi ngi bhay dgbud nxchr zhhi nhy uugrygr/ stxdtbmg kgci cteuny t bhhg ctdrh;

sgr nuxr vafk uutx hgbek bgny truhx: "sgrdruhxgr prtpgxtr' uutx sh dtbmg ngshmhbhag uugkyayhhy cthnv uchrtv chh tho' gr ptrkhry zhl' tcgr sgrptmhgby ptrkhry zhl bhay/ tntk uuhhzy suet sgrptmhgby truhx aytrehhy thi erhyhag nhbuyi uugi hgsgrnhhby tz ngi thz ptrkuhri/" sgr gxei ctsuhgry tz suetuugi t napjv nuyagy nhy t ptmhgby sgntky eunyvhk; pui napjv' gxebho' jcrho' duyg prhhby tui afbho'cag, vhk; thz auhi dguugi erhyha uuhfyhd uugi tkg zgbgibtl dguugi dgzuby/

tui zhh tkg ztdi tz sgrhcgr vtci zhh dgegbyctayhhi mu rgsi nhy sgo arhhcgr' tz zhhgrg uugrygrztk zhhi jhzue ptr tbsgrg' tz ngi uugry c"v dgvhhky'dgzuby tui aytre/ nhywi vhk; pui rupt jukh gnu hartk/

murhe dgeungi pui

""""hhhhggggbbbbgggg nnnnjjjjkkkkvvvv""""

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ctetbyg xduku,tui rputu,egdi sh njkv

bhay rupi chho btngiptruutx rupy ngi hgbg njkv nhyi btngi "hgbg

njkv?"' uutx vty ngi nurt truhxmuztdi sgo btngipui sh njkv uuh gx uugry tbdgrupi tuhpi ngsgmhbhaiygrnhi? gx zgbgi st tzgkfg uutx ztdi tz mshehovtci dgvtkyi ngi ztk bhay truhxztdi stx uutrypui nuhk' uuhhk tzuh dhy ngi aytrehhy ptr sh njkv/tbsgrg prgdi gx tp/

cgyi t crfvthi sh dnrt ayhhy nh aha ku jukv c,ul ch,u

hkl tmk jfnho uhcea gkhu rjnho/ tntk vtci thsidguutuxy tz uugi ngi str; t haugv thz st titsrgx' ngi kuhpy mu ti grkhfi ths' ngi euuhyky zhl'tui ngi euny truhx nhy t haugv/ tcgr khhsgr thzsh rhhgi pui grkhfg thsi dguutri nhy sh htriahygrgr' sh msheho uesuaho zgbgi pui tubz khhsgrtuugedgbungi dguutri' tui yuhzbygr ngbyai srhhgizhl truo ptrkuhri/ thz fsh mu uuhxi uutx gx ayhhythi "bhnueh hux;"' tz t jfo nhhby thhbgr uutx thznrch. ,urv' uutx thi sgo fkk dhhy trhhi hgsgr,upx hahcv uutx kgrby nhy cjurho' tsgr thhbgruutx ztdy ahgurho ptr cgkh c,ho/ uutx nhy shetygdtrhg jfnho thz tubzgr sur drtsg dtr tdgcgbyayg c"v/

vtkyi stx nuhksgr vhhkhdgr bugo tkhnkl zh"g ztdy tuhpi pxue

kt hjk scru ffk vhumt nphu hgav' tz sgr uutx thzkt hjk scru' gr dhy zhl tp tuhpi nuhk' dhy ngi thopui vhnk t fj' tz ffk vhumt nphu hgav' tkgx uutxgr ztdy uugry neuhho/ sgr ntbyagxygr rta hahcvzm"k vty dgztdy tz gr uuhhxy bhay pui ehhi auothshag ayuc uutx vty tbdgvuhci mu kgrbgi hgsiytd vkw anhr, vkaui pui jp. jhho tui thz bhaydgvtkpi dguutri nhy t haugv/

yti vhhkhdg trchhytbsgrg uuhhzi ti tuh; sgo pxue "numht her

nzukk fph ,vh"' ztdy stry sh npraho tz sgr uutxthz numht her nzukk' sgr uutx thz nerc kccu,hartk ktchvo acanho' sgr vty sgo fj' tz fph,vhw' uutx gr uutubyay ti uugry neuhho/

ughbhbu rtu tz rtah hahcv pui nuxsu, v,urv'thcgrvuhpy sh uutx yugi thi numht zhhi her nzukk'zhh zgbgi guxe thi rtyguugi banu, uutx dkhyagi'tsgr yugi thi ehruc rjueho' zhh vtci ctuuhzi"nup,ho" nna/ ubtnbho gkhbu scrh jz"k uutx numthap,o thz dgbud aytre mu puhki t haugv ptr hgsibmrl/

t thshag ntngxwthz ctetby sh ngav pui jp. jhho' tz ngi

str; tk. sgrmhhki ptr sh gkygri uutx dhhy ptrnhy zhhgr ehbs/ tpyntk uuhk ngi bhay' mu ptrnhhsigdn, bpa' tcgr ehhbgr egi bhay "xtcxhyuyi" ptrsh ,phku, tui yrgri pui t thshag ntng/

tnubv tui cyjuitui xwthz thcgrhd mu ztdi tz sgr drgxygr fj

nnahl mu zhhi t haugv thz sgr fj pui tnubv/ tkgthcgrkgcgr egbgi sgrmhhki ti t ahgur ngahu, puitnubv tui cyjui uutx zhh vtci bhay ptrkuhri thi shauugrxyg nhbuyi' yrt. sgo uutx sh steyurhovtci zhh auhi "tuhpdgdgci"' tui sh stzhdg vtpgbubdvty zhh dgvtkyi chho kgci' chz sh rputv akhnv thzdgeungi tuh; t uutubsgrkhfi tupi muo ayuhbubd pui shsteyurho' uutx vtci dgnuzy nusv zhhi tz:

"uutx thhgr ctagpgr egi' egbgi nhr bhay////"


hu"y xufu, uugry tbdgrupi"zni anj,hbu"' thsi prhhgi zhlthi sgo huo yuc xufu,/ btfybtl btfy euny ngi zhl muztngitui ngi ytbmy c,upho ucnjuku,'nhy druhx anjv tui prhhs/

thz sh atkv uuh tzuh uugryngi prhhkhl? uuh tzuh thz nginehho sh nmuv pui "uanj,cjdhl" nsturhh,t?

t thbygrgxtbyg ngav uugry dgcrgbdy pui sh cgkhvnuxr' uutx yrtdy nhy zhl t yhpi tui ctkgrgbsictshhy:

dguugi thz tntk t druhxgr egbhd' t nkl uutx gr thzdguugi dtr rhhl tui aytre' tui gr vty dgvty tkgxuutx zhhi vtr. vty btr dgdkuxy' dguutuhby vty gr thit ptkt. uutx btr tzt nkl uuh gr vty zhl dgegbygrkuhci/ gr vty dgvty ehbsgr thhbx cgxgr tuidgkubdgbgr pubgo muuhhyi/ gr vty dgvty dgyrhhg ebgfy/thcgrdgdgcgbg ctshbgr' zhhbg tumru, zgbgi dguugi nkthoudsuaho nfk yuc' dtrbhay vty thvo bhay dgpgky tuh;sh uugky/

dtrbhay? stx thz auhi bhay tzuh pubeykhl/ sgregbhd vty dgvty t rhzhdi tumr nhy sh drgxyg tuiyhhgrxyg thhsk ayhhbgr/ tui gr vty yteg ctuuhzitvgrmuaygki sgo drgxyi tumr' tuhxgr thhi thhbmhdiayhhi' t dtr xpgmhgkgr ayhhi vty thvo btl dgpgky'uutx t muuhhygr nkl vty stx dgvty thi ctzhx tui grvty stx dguutky cteungi ptr hgsi prhhz/

hgbgr nkl thz tcgr dguugi ptrwgeabwy tui gr vtystx bhay dgvtkyi chho truhxdgci' uuhphk a,skbu, tuiceau,' uuhphk dgky ngi vty btr bhay tbdgctyi'dtrbhay vty bhay dgbumy' tui sgr ayhhi thz bhaytruhxdgdgci dguutri/

sgr egbhd thz tzuh tbyuhay dguutri zgvbshd tz gregi bhay cteungi sgo ayhhi uutx gr vty tzuh dgdtrymu vtci' tz pui druhx tbyuhaubd thz gr ertbe dguutri puinrv ajurv/

gx zgbgi ctks truhxdgrupi dguutri sh drgxygsteyurho uugkfg vtci pruchry mu vhhki sgo egbhd' tuitho ctprhhgi pui zhhi tungy tui nrv ajurv' tcgrdtrbhay vty bhay dgvtkpi' sgr egbhd thz dguugimucrtfi chz dtr' tui sgr ptrkuxy pui sgo ayhhi vtytho nna ruthbhry/

chz uugi gbskhl thz tbdgeungi ti tkygr strphagrsteytr' gr thz dgdtbdgi nhy t aygei' tui sh vgbyvtci tho auhi dgyrhhxgky pui tkyehhy/ gr vtytubygrdgzufy sgo egbhd' tui shtdbtzhry zhhi nmc' tuisti vty gr dgztdy "thl vtc bhay ehhi ngshmhi mu vhhkisgo egbhd' tcgr t uutubsgrkhfg xdukv uutx thz chh tubzneuck pui nhhbg gkygri auhi gykhfg suru, stx vtc thlht' tui stx uugy vhhki sgo egbhd' dkhekhl zgby thr uutxthr vty nhl btl dgyrtpi chho kgci!"

tkg trunhdg nhyi egbhd thi aph. zgbgi dgaytbgidgaptby uutrygbshd mu vgri pubgo tkyi steytr uutxgx thz sh uutubsgrkhfg xdukv' uutx gr vty dgyrtpiptri egbhd/

sgr steygr mhvy trhhi ti tygo tui ztdy sh xdukv:"sgr egbhd ztk tbyuvi t vgns pui t muprhsgbgo ngbya'tui gr uugy ctks tuhxdgvhhky uugri///"

ctks vty zhl truhxdgktzy t drupg dgyrhhg ctshbgrpui egbhd' zhh vtci zhl dguutbsi mu tkg druhxg arho thish nkufv' tui dgzufy thhbgr uugr gx thz ctn, dkhekhltui muprhsi tz ngi ztk egbgi bgngi pui thvo t vgns/tcgr ehhbgr vty zhl bhay grekgry tkx sgr ptxgbsgrngbya/ mu uugngi zhh vtci zhl btr dguutbsi bgngi tvgns vty hgbgr ektr dgztdy tz sh xdukv uugy tuh;zhhi vgns bhay trcgyi' uuhhk mukhc ptrahsgbg xhcu, thzgr uuhhy bhay ehhi muprhsgbgr ngbya/

pui sh tkg druhxg arho' uutx ehhi ztl tuh; sh uugkyvty zhh bhay dgpgky' vty sgr dgztdy tz gr vtyprtckgngi nhy napjv' t muuhhygr nhy dgzuby' tsrhygr vty x,o bhay ehhi nbujv' vehmur' ehhbgr puizhh thz bhay muprhsi/

zhh vtci tphrdgzufy t khxyg pui gahrho' rhhfgngbyai' uutx kgci tui auutuhkytd' tcgr mu zhhgr atevtci zhh dgvgry tz ehhbgr pui zhh thz bhay ehhi ruthdgrmuprhsgbgr ngbya/ ptregry kuhy uuh zhh ztdi zgbgi zhhgp"h ruc tbdgmuhdi' zhh aktpi bhay ehhi bgfy/ nrcv

bfxho nrcv stdv/zhh vtci zhl trtpdgktzy muo bgexyi ahfy/ cgkh

c,ho' dgagpyxkhhy' chzbgx thhdgbyhngr' uugkfg vtcibhay tzuhphk ptrngdgbx' tpar stry uugy ngi yrgpi trputv ptri egbhd/ tcgr bhhi! zhh zgbgi ptrhtdy tuiptrpktdy gk vnjhv ugk vfkfkv' prbxv thz bhay drhbd'mgr dhsuk cbho thz auugr/ tui pui ehhi tn,wgmuprhsgbvhhy zgvy ngi bhay ehhi zfr thi zhhgr dgdby/

ptrmuuhhpgky tui tbyuhay zgbgi zhh tbdgeungi muotrhngi ahfy/ t crhrv vty ngi sgi? sgr egbhd nuz stldgzuby uugri' tuhc chz st vty ngi bhay dgyrtpi' tparuugy pui st eungi sh haugv/

tcgr sh trgngkhhy zgbgi ctkhhshdy dguutri vgrgbshdzhhgr atkv/

"uutx? chh tubz zufy thr muprhsgbg ngbyai? nhrvtci bhay ehhi cruhy mu gxi' tui bhay ehhi ekhhstbmuyuvi' tubzgrg ehbsgr dhhgi tuhx ptr vubdgr' tuimhygri ptr egky/ uutx euny thr tubz dhxi ztk. tuh; shuutubsi' tui suet chh tubz euny thr zufi muprhsgbgngbyai?"

nwytr bhay tuhpdgci thi ptk gx vtbsgky zhl thbgoegbhdwx kgci/ ngi vty zhl uuhhygr thbygrgxhry tuibtfdgdtbdgi' chz uugi gx thz tuhpdgeungi t ntsbg hshgvthcgr t ngbya uutx uutuhby bgci uutxgr/ gr uutuhby thit druhxi ptx' gr kgcy pui yrhbegi euutk uutxgr' tuigxi pha uutx gr ptbdy pui ho/ tcgr sgr ngbya thzdkhekhl tui muprhsi/

uuh thbygrgxtby stx ztk btr bhay ekubdgi' vtci zhhzhl dgthhky tvhi' tui zhh vtci dgzufy sgo druhxi ptx/

"euo truhx pubgo ptx' nhr vtci mu shr t ctpgkpubgo egbhd!" vtci sh ctshbgr dgztdy/ gx erufy truhxt ngbya' tui/// ht gx ayhny' gr vty t anhhfktuhxdgmuhdi pui tuhgr mu tuhgr///

"sgr egbhd thz ertbe pui nrv ajurv" ztdi zhh "tuinhr vtci t xdukv ptr thvo' tz gr ztk tbyuvi shhivgns!"

"t vgns?" euey gr nhy uutubsgr/ "pui uutu ztk thlvtci t vgns?!" gr ahxy tuhx thi t prhhkhfi dgkgfygr/

ptragny tui tbyuhay zgbgi zhh murhe dgeungi muoegbhd' bhay uutuxgbshd uuh tzuh ngi uugy zhh strytuhpbgngi uugi zhh vtci bhay ctuuhzi nhymucrgbdgi nhyzhl ehhi thhi vgnswk/

tcgr bhhi! sgr steygr ayhhy auhi stry tuianhhfgky/ ht' stx vty gr dguutky' tui stx thz zhhixdukv/

"tsubh vnkl! stx vtc thl dguutky mhhdi sgoegbhd'" vty gr dgztdy/ "hgsg vgns uutx t ngbya vtythz auhi t stdv' btl t xhcv uutx akhxy tho tp pubgouugd mu dkhe tui muprhsgbvhhy' st thz sgr vgns anumhddguutri' st mgrhxi' st muebhhyay' tui tzuh uuhhygr/// trgek btfngr' tui tuusth t vuy' tui uugr rgsy btl pui tstkkgr/// bu' uutx thz uugry gahru, tuhc stx bgnytuuge stx chxk dkhe tui muprhsgbvhhy pubgo ngbya?tui gx thz bhay ahhl tuugemubgngi stdu,' tui zhl ntfimuprhsi fk zni ngi kgcy thi tzt uugky"/

btr uutx sgi? thz yteg bhay ehhi nmhtu, mu vtcitchxk dkhe tui muprhsgbvhhy tuh; sh uugky? gx thztcgr st ti gmv sgregdi' gx thz tcgr ht st t uugd muzhhi muprhsi/

gx thz ctetby t vhhkhd uugryk uutx sgr hjhs csurucjfn, tkeho sgr rtpahmgr rc zh"g vty dgztdy'thshag ehbsgr khhsi txtl mru,' ngi ntfy zhhgr txtlnhy tuh; sh uugky/ uugi nahj uugy eungi uugki thshagehbsgr egdi kuhpi nahj msehbu' hgsgr thhbgr nhy zhhipgek mru,/ uutx uugy sgr nkl vnahj yui? gr uugyshbdgi t druhxi ztk' tui gr uugy ktzi rupi thhi ths btfimuuhhyi' gr tui uugy ptr hgsi ztdi' "bgo chyg trtp shhizgek mru, pui shhi pkhhmg' gpi stx tuh; tui khhd stxtrtp st thi sgo ztk"' tui tzuh uugki sh thsi yui' gx

uugki tzuh trhcgrdhhi yuhzgbygrthsi hgsgr uugy gpgbgi zhhi zgekmru, tui stx trtpkhhdi thi thhidruhxi ztk' tui sti uugy zhl sgraphk btftntk tbvhhci/

nahj uugy ktzi rupi sgograyi ths tui gr uugy tho ztdi'"rch ths' dhhy trhhi thbgo ztk'ctyrtfy tkg pgekgl tui bgoshr thhbx uutx dgpgky shr

cgxgr/" sgr ths uugy trhhbkuhpi nkt anjv' gr uugykuhpi zufi sh pgekgl pui sh wdkhekhfg ngbyai tuh; shuugkyw' gr uugy zgvi tkgx' tkgx' sh gahrho tuitrhngkhhy' sh ertbeg tui dgzubyg' sh trchhygr tui shkhhshd-dhhgr' tkgx uugy gr zgvi' tcgr gr uugy bgngi zhhizgegkg/// btr zhhi thhdgbg zgegkg uutx gr vty prhgrtrtpdgkhhdy stx uugy tho dgpgki' gpgx tbsgra uugytho cfkk bhay dkuxyi///

nhy sgo yhhyai sh cgkh vnuxr sgo pxue thi gar,vscru,' "kt ,jnus ch, rgl gcsu utn,u auru ujnuru ufktar krgl"' kfturv tz sgr pxue ztdy auhi "ufk tarkrgl" khdy stl auhi tkgx cfkk' ptruutx str; sgrpxue pui ptrtuhx tuhxrgfgbgi sh pryho pui zhhi vuhz'ebgfy' tex tui thhzk?

btr uutx' uugi ngi zgvy pui vhnk tz sgr ngbya vtyygbu,' ztdy ngi tho tzuh' wrch ths' thr zgby dgrgfy'thr strpy zhhi vuhz' zhhi etr' thr strpy zhhbg srhhxgkptubx tui bgex-ygkx' zhhbg akhxkgl' tkgx phhi tuiuutuhk/ tcgr nhy uutx ptrt rgfy ztky thr btrcteungi zhhbg duyg ztfi' tui sh duyg ztfi uutx su vtxyngr pui tho ztki tuhl ckhhci chh shr?!

su chxy dgzuby! su vtxy duyg nhsu,! su vtxyuutuhkg ehbsgr! su vtxy t muprhsgbg thshag ayuc! suvtxy ruthdehhy thi bj, chh shr thbsgrvhho' tuhc chxyunebt tui su uuhkxy yuhai nuzyu zhhi drhhy mu yuhai nhytkgx' tphku sh ztfi uutx su uuhhxy bhay tui ngi zgvystx bhay pubsgruhxi!

uuhkxy suet' btshr zhhi shrv tui tkg duyg ztfi'tcgr bgo tuhl nhy tkg gdn, bpa tui etp-uuhh uugkfgctdkhhyi zhh' zhhi vuhz nhywi ptrpkhhmubd' zhhi etr nhy shpghngbyx tui prhnhuo dgz' zhhi chzbgx nhywi xyrhhe thiptrhz' zhhi uutetmhg nhy aktpktzg bgfy' zhhbgyrghktrx nhy etxyunx thbuugxyhdghatbx' zhhbgxytex nhy gkhty xphmgr' zhhbg jbufv tui purhogbuugktpx nhy sh yruhgrhdg nbvk dgaprgfi' zhhitexptrs thbaurgbx nhy sh rgpgrkx/ vtnhr t dgagpy'vt///?!?!

ty stx ztdy sgr pxue "kt ,jnus ch,u' ta,u' auru'jnuru" dkuxy bhay sh ztl tsgr hgbg ztl' uuhhk tuhc suuugxy ht dkuxyi ztkxyu uuhxi "ufk tar krgl"' stiuugxyu nuzi nhybgngi tkgx uutx hgbgr vty' sgr yuhauugy zhhi etnpkhy/

gx thz ektr tz ti grgbxygr yhhk uutx aygry tubzvhhby nehho mu zhhi sh nmuv pui "uanj, cjdhl"' ptruutxngi thz tunmuprhsi tui etknuybg thz mukhc sgo "kt,jnus/" gxebho uutx yugi thbgo dgchy pui thshag mru,ygbvwgi tz zhh ctdgdgbgi zhl ytd ygdkhl nhy dtbmgnapju, uutx uugri ptrtundkhekhfy btr uuhhk ngi thznebt tbsgrg' ngi thz bhay muprhsi nhy uutx ngi vtytui ngi yuy tkgx uuh tzuh ngi ztk egbgi hgbgo btfntfi'tui ngi ztk zhl egbgi tvgraygki wfthkuw ngi thzptrngdkhl' wfthkuw ngi vty dgky/ thh su btr' sgr"guar" yuy gx tuhl btr su ztkxy nhhbgi gr thz "yteg"ti guar///

hgsgr egi kgci ruthd tui muprhsi tui zhl akgpi zhhictagryi pgek uutx ngi vty tho truhpdgkhhdy tuh; shpkhhmgx/ ngi str; n,pkk zhhi' ngi str; cgyi' tui ngistr; truhxeuei tui vtpi tuh; cgxgrg mhhyi' tcgr mueuei tuh; hgbgo nhy druhxg tuhdi' nebt mu zhhi hgbgo'thz bhay rhfyhd ni v,urv tui dgzubykhl tui ngbyakhl/

sgr zhxygr kgci euny uugi nwthz thhbdguutuhby mukgci nhy tzt ckhe' tzt vaepv' trcgyi tuh; zhl tzngi ztk hgbgo ptrdhbgi stx kgci' tui btr zhhi muprhsinhy sh wthhdgbg mru,w stx pgek uutx vah", vty tubzmudgyhhky' tha fn,b, hsu cfrf, vw tkehl tar b,i kl'uutx stx uugy phk ctayhhgri mu tubzgr dgzuby'ruthdehhy' muprhsgbvhhy' tui njbl mu zhhi grkhfg thshagehbsgr ahhbg kgfyhdg suru, kao uk,ptr,/

ty tzuh vty ngi stx rhfyhdg "uanj, cjdhl!"

tt mmuupprrhhssii vvggnnsswwkkpui: vrc a/ a/ ygkkgr pui: vrc a/ a/ ygkkgr


ac, juk vnugs xufu,/ nzkyuc' nzk yuc!

t hubdgkg' 8 puby 11 tubxgx/eg"v t nuxygr pui dgzuby c"v/

stx phmk vty ptrcrgbdynhy nhr t dtbmg btfy/ tuh tnjhw/ gr uuhhby nhy fuj/ grakhbdy nhy suray/ ac, muprhvty zhl sgr "ban, fk jh" uuhdgzhbdgi pui zhl tkhhbx/ vkk' thhvkk' "to vcbho anjv' vkkuev!"

sgr phshgyrhati uugy eungitchxk apgy mukhc sh"vtkhsgh"/// gr thz tuhl t ths/thl gx nhhi xgusvwkg tkhhbx'cag, nhhi nti b"h dhhy truhx thivuh;' nhy btl t ths' mu sh cheurjukho xufv/

t buhrx euny bgngi sh cghch'uuhhk sgr phshgyrhati thztbdgeungi/ thl cgy nwztk ctksmurhecrgbdgi stx phmk btfwitubygrzhfubd/ ztk gr zhhi uuh t cihjhs ftya chz nwdhhy tvhho/ gxdhhy surl t vtkcg agv' tui thlvgr puxyrhy/ tv' sgr steytr/"duy huo yuc' nzk yuc!" ztdy gr/

"thl nhhi tz nhr vtci tprtckgo///"

uutx ptrt prtckgo' uugr?"sh cghch/"uutx?"t nurnur/"bu' thz uutx' thl vtc tuhl t nurnur mgbskhdgr htr'

dgbmkhl tunaukshd?"bhhi' nhxhx /// nwstr; zhl bhay tbayrgbdgi gx mu

vgri/ uutu thngr thl aygk sgo xygyhxetup vgr thlgx vuhl tui ektr/ fwvtc auhi trtpdgrupgi t"phshgyrhe etrshtktszahxy" pui "etktnchg" gr ztkpgxyaygki uutx st dhhy ptr/"

yrtttl/thl yrtfy mu nhr' ayu,ho! st vtc thl dgvtkyi

sgo ehbs t dtbmg btfy/ gr vty zhl tuhpdgphry pubeyuuh nhhbg tbsgrg phmkgl cgptr/ thl vtc bhay dgzgitsgr dgvgry tsgr dgaphry ehhi auo jhkue' dtrbhaytbsgra uuh pgrpgey dgzuby/

"thh stby uutby yu shxgpthby hu' cty uuh ntxyytke tpgbkh gcguy shx/" )thl uuhk thhl bhay tbyuhai'tcgr nhr nuzi rgsi tpgbgrvhhy uugdi sgo/( "thl uuhhxbhay uutx su vtxy dgzgi' tcgr thl zgv tz zhhi etkhrthz bhay uuh xwstr; mu zhhi' tui zhhi TAS thz bhsgrhd/")"gx/ gh/ yh/" nhhby uuhphk texhszagi uugry mhreukhrythi sh ckuy: thi btrntki dgzuby muaytbs thz gx thi shvuhfg 09wgr' tui uuh bhsgrhdgr sgr bungr tkx ngr ckuh shvuhy etkhr(/

ztdy nhr steytr' uutx thz sh cgxyg tsgr grdxyguutx egi zhhi?

"sh cgxyg thz'" ztdy gr' "tz sh btrntkgtbyuuhekubdgi pubgo vtr. chh t bhhg cghch thz st tchxkptrakgpy' tui sh grdxyg thz t druhxg vtr. pgkgr/")"nghszagr vtry shpgey"/(

thl vtc nhl dgvgry ztdi: "zhhy nujk steytr'tuhpwi uugd truhx pui aphytk' ctzufy sh xufv tuisgrmhhky ptr nhhi nti uutx thr vty nhr dgztdy/"

"zhhgr dgri/"*

bhay ktbd sgrbtl aptmhry trhhi nhhi nti' tuicrgbdy nhy sgo tbsgri ths uugngi gr vty dgyrtpi thish xufv/ "ptruutx nhhby thr vty vah", nhltvgrdgahey pubey vhhby ac, juk vnugs? thhl mu ztditz thhbgr ptrayhhy thhgr nmc' uuhhk thl vtc dgvty tehbs nhy t druhxi vtr. prtckgo tui gr vty gx abgkdgntfy///"

sgr ths vty tubz zhhgr njze dguugi' ctn,' tcgrstx vtc thl gray apgygr ptraytbgi/ hgbg nhbuyi

vtc thl dgvtkyi ektr tz bhay tubz nhhby ngi/ dtbmg71 ayubsgi thz gr dguugi bgci nhr' zhhi ntng' tui thinhhbg tuhdi vty gr dtrbhay tuhxdgzgi uuh t jukv nxufiuutx nwuuhk tho st ntfi/ ptrptki' vtc thl tpdgntfy'ngi rgsy bhay mu nhr/ ntexhnuo atbxi uutx thl dgctz sh xmgbg thz t kgcgshdg nmhtu,' thz dgbuh pupmhdprtmgby///

thl bgo t aptmhr muo yhr' thl dhh truhx/ nx,ntthz st t "nhxyghe"' zhfgr t ygu,/ tcgr nhhi hubdk thzbhay stryi' btr thi "thh/ xh/ hu" ptr cghchx' dgrupgithi eurmi "bhehu"/ gx uugry nhr akgfy/ ht' sgr nmc thzgrbxy/ gr khdy thi t "egxygkg"' mudgyagpgy mutexhszagi tui bgvrubd tui thbygruuhbgx rgrkgl tuintbhytrx ptr vtr. pukx' ckuy prgaur' texhszagintx tui tygo rtyg/ xl vfk thz zhhi � zhhi? "nhhi"yhhgr ehbswx! � ekhhi egrpgrkwx tbdgebhpy mu thcgr01 "ztfi"/

tegh' sh atbxi ptr t kgcgshdg nmhtu, thz auhivgfgr 07 prtmgby' tcgr stl' dguutks' tpar uugy sgretrshtktszahxy tbeungi tui ztdi tkgx thzbtrhaehhyi' ngi thz tpdgeungi nhy arge?

bx,rho srfh sw/ sgr vtr. gexpgry euny trhhi tuictaygyhdy sgo ptey: nhhi hubdk vty t vtr. pgkgr/ sh"pukntbgrh uugkuu"' sgr rgr uutx phry sh ckuy pubgovtr. mu sh kubdgi zhl tbmuphki nhy prhag texhszagi'thz zhhgr gbd/ sh vtr. str; ptnpi zhhgr auugrsurfmuayhpi sh kgcbxuuhfyhdg ckuy mu cteungi shkgcbxuuhfyhdg texhszagi/

mu ktbd egi zhl sh vtr. bhay tzuh tbayrgbdgi/ muktbd egi sgr nuj tui tkg tbsgrg dkhsgr bhaytuhxvtkyi sgo ntbdgk thi texhszagi uutx vgray thidtbmi egrpgr mukhc sgo vtr.-kubdgi prtckgo/ gr thzht t jukv nxufi/ ngi nuz tho auhi "yrgbxpgri" puitubzgr strphagr aphytk mu sh druhxg' aytyhag' uugky-ctrhnyg "yahksrgbx vtxphytk" chh "etktnchgprgxchygrhgi" thi ntbvgyi/

tcgr vgry uuhtzuh' bhay nhy dgyrhhg thcgrdgdgcgbgtui vhhnhag "vmkv" hubdgkhhy/ sh aphygkgr vtci gxtkhhbx trtbszahry muuhai zhl' tui thl vtc stx bhaynhydgvtkyi/ pkumkhbd' xwthz btl ac, btfnhytd thidruhxi' eungi trhhi aytyhag "th/ go/ gx/ptrtngshex"' tpdgdtkyg hubdgi nhy "ytyugx" tuituhgrhbdkgl/ btr zhhgr aytyhagr tubhptro thz dguugigpgx btrntk' tui zhh' zhh' ptrgbgi zhl nhy nhhi agpgkg!

sh yrgri vtci dgdtxi uuh pui uutxgr-ptki/ thl ztdzhh fwdhh nhl murhai tui nhyptri/

"btu uugh!"thl egi bhay nhydhhi' ztdi

zhh' uuhhk nhhi agpgkg nhy zhhi"egxygkg" tui sh phkg ntahbgiuugkfg strpi tho ctdkhhyibgngi tuh; muphk pkt. thitncuktbx/ tz thl uuhk' ztdi zhh'egi thl nhyptri nhy nhhithhdgbg etr/ xwthz ac,btfnhytd' tui bhytntk vtcinhr tubzgr etr st/

thmy aygky thhl ptr'rcu,h/ uutx egi t ytyg tuintng aphri uugi aemho phrituuge t phmgkg agpgkg///? uugygr btl sgrkgci nhl mu zgvi?uugki nhr tho sgregbgi? ehhiths dhhy bhay nhy tho? uuhtzuhuugki zhh tho ctvtbskgi tuhpwiuugd mu etktnchg? tuh t crtl'uuhh uuhh' t crtl/

vhkpktz tui mucrtfi tuh;ayhegr dhhgi nhr murhe thitubzgr mhngr/ thl vtc sgntkytpdgntfy' tz pui vhhby tuiuuhhygr uugi thl ctngre tduhwthag tncuktbx xhh uutu' uugkthl uuhxi tz xwegi zhhi sgrhbgi tthsha ehbs/ uugr uuhhxy?

*nhr uutryi tuhx chz numth ac,/thmy vty zhl gray tbdgvuhci sh "rtkgr etuxygr"/

hgsgr crgbdy t "duyg gmv"/// thhbgr ztdy' uutx vhhxy't ehnpgytrhi ztk zhhi huo yuc thi "uutahbdyti vhhyx"?uutu uugy ngi aktpi? gxi?

ztdy t muuhhyg' "ckhhc thbsgrvhho' zh. chho gbxgrhbdntahi tui tuhc xwuugy zhl ntfi tz nwstr; trhhbptri'rupy ngi t duhwthag ygexh/" grekgry t srhyg' "ptrauhi ntrdi muprh' nwegi bhay uuhxi///"

uutx yuy ngi ptry? xwthz t dgdby ptrpgxygy nhysrtdx' yt uuh egi zhl t ths srhhgi stry huo yucchhbtfy? tui chhytd thz sgi cgxgr? sh cghch' nhhiagpgkg' thz stry thi "thbygbxhuu eghr" hubhy' uutu grvty t buhrx ENO" NO "/ENO ehhbgr ehngry zhl bhayptr t ehnpgytrhi/

gbskhl vtc thl ctaktxi tz ruvgi thbsgrvhho uugkthl xhh uuh bhay/ tuugerhei zhl pubgo gbxgrhbd ntahiuugk thl zhfgr bhay/ tui t duhthag ygexh ptrgngrszagbxh thz bhay sh cgxyg gmv' uuhhk uugr uuhhxytuhc xwuugy zhhi thhbx tuh; sh nhbuy/ vfkk' thl dhh tvhi� ztk zhhi uutx ztk zhhi/ cgxgr ztk thl zhhi "ti ytp"pubgo nmc' uuh thhsgr tubygrsruey pubgo nmc/ nhr zgbgitruhx pui ekhhbgo aphytk tui tpdgptri ehhi"etktnchg"/

apgy btl vtkcgr btfy thz nhhi nti tvhhndgptri/sh cghchxhygrx vtci dgvty trtpdgktzyg egp/ euhovty sh zui tuhpdgahhby tui sh ehbsgr zgbgi auhi dguugichh ytyhwx cgy tui ,nhnu,wshd dgnuyagy' "uugi dhhyngi zgvi sh bhhg cghch?"

"crgbd zhh'" vty thl dgztdy nhhi nti tuhpwiygkgpti' thi t srhhxyg ayhng uutx vty ctvtkyinhhbg rhhxbsg dgphki vgrbshd nhy uutx gr str; zhlctptrgbgi stry thbsgrvhho/ "gx eungi st 2 ygd huoyuc' uugr uuhhxy uugi zhh uugki tubz btftntk zgvi?" shehbsgr zgbgi tkg tubygr 8 htr eg"v' uutx uugi sh ntnguugry pkumkhbd ptrauutubsgi thz gx btl ngr argegshduuh uugi zhhi yrgpi thr thi aphytk/

gr vty zhh dgcrgbdy/ uutx vtc thl zhh dgegby uuhhzi'tz sh cghch thz dguugi thztkhry thi zhhi "bhehu"egxygkg nhy mgbskhdgr rgri trhhi tui truhx? thl vtcdgvty sgo mgyk nhy sh "puxyrhy prhbyx"' tui stxvtci zhh dgzgi/

nhy yrgri vtc thl zhh grekgry tz "sh cghch egibhay duy tygngi tui nwdhhy phexi zhhi vtr.' to hrmvvao/ uugi tkgx uugy zhhi duy' uugki nhr tvhhndhhi/"

mmuuuuhhhhyygg yyggdd tthhii

""""bbbbhhhheeeehhhhuuuu""""pui: t thshag ntng pui: t thshag ntng


*sgo tbsgri ytd chi thl

tchxk truhx/ thl vtctrtbszahry mu ptryhhki shehbsgr muuhai zhhsh' ctch'pgygrx' nungx/ "zhh uugki gbebgngi mu sh vepu,'" vtc thldgztdy sh ehbsgr/ thl chidgdtbdgi thi dgagpy nhy shehbsgr euhpi pgbsgkgl kfcusanj, ,urv/

sh cghchxhygrx vtcituhpdgkgcy sgo nmc' tchxk/thhbg vty tuhpdgruhny sh vuhz'sh muuhhyg vty mudgaygky teudk tui tbdguutrhny jku,' nnat njhw/ gx vty zhl dgyti t"prhhytd dgrul" thi dtbmi vuhz/thl vtc dgdgxi t huo yucwshdgxgusv thi sh xufv tui tuh;eurmg nhbuyi dgvty nbujv/

t ektp thi yhr/ t btbygafhbv euny trhhi' uutubyay nhr"nzk yuc"' tui sgrktbdy t n,bvkfcus sh anjv � t abhh uuhhxg"xyrgyah"/

t euutk yrgri vtytuhpdgrhxi pui nhhbg tuhdi/ thlegi euho rgsi/ "hhar fuj'" ztdthl/ "tcgr fwuuhhx bhay tuhc nhhi ehbs uugy stx egbgitbyti/" zh thz atehry/ "thl vtc bhay dguutuxy'"nurngky zh thi t ptragnyg cktxg anhhfk/ uugi htuutky zh bhay dgeuey thi nhhbg sw tnu,/ zh tbyaukshdyzhl gykhfg ntk tui yrtdy tp uuh t aktbd uutky thrdgchxi/

*vuagbt rcv/xwthz grc huo yuc' nhr yrtdi tp sh ehbsgr tui ktzi

zhl murhe ehhi ntbvgyi/ nhr eungi ti euho 51 nhbuyptrwi zni' tcgr xwthz bhayt ehhi phhpgr chh"etktnchg"/// ctks uugri nhr thbptrnhry tz nwegitruhxshbdgi t mhngr sgrbgci/ t njhw/ sh prtdg pui "uutuaktpy ngi" thz c"v grkgshdy/ tcgr bhayt ehhi mhhyzhl tuhxmuptei hgmy/ thl mhbs khfy kfcus huo yuc' tuicgy vah", muuhh ztfi: thhbx' thl ztk sgregbgi nhhiehbs' tui muuhh' gr ztk thcgrkgci/

nhr dhhgi truh; muo 21wyi ayte/ ngi uuhhxy tubz shsrhyg buhrxgrh/ vgrngyha ptraktxi tubygr aytkgbgyhri' phk nhy uutrgbubd mgykgl tui btyhmi/ apgygr vtcthl ptraytbgi st khdi sh "vuhfg rhzheg"/ thl gpi shauugrg yhr' tui sh aytreg ckuhg kgnp vtci nhl ckhbsdgntfy tuh; t eurmg ntngby' tui sh tunmtkhdg "chp'chp' chp'" ergfmi vtci dgntfy nhhi etp auuhbskgi/ thlprgd tuh; nhhi ehbs' uuhhzi zhh nhr stry/

gx ektpy t mti thi t mti' t ebh mu t ebh/ fwaphrthl ptk muztngi/ thz stx t chhzgr jkuo tsgr uutx?sgr nmc euey tuhx trdgr uuh trd/ xwthz st 21 cgygkglnhy pkgxyhe egxygkgl' phmgkg phmkgl cghchx' tuipkumkhbd t druhxg cghch/ ht' xwthz nhhbgr/

tuh; t vgk-ckuhg sgetrhryg mgyk ayhhy tubzgrnapjv btngi/ tcgr fwstr; stx bhay vtci' uuhhk thhickhe tuh; zhhi pbho sgrmhhky auhi tkgx/ gr zgvy tuhxpubey uuh nhhbg ehbsgr/ sgntky' tui sgntky thz tuh;mhhyuuhhkhd murhedgeungi sgr dgphk pui t dkhekhfgntng/ gx vty nhl trundgbungi ti thbgrkhfg anjv/sgr "to vcbho anjv vkkuev" vty zhl btftntktruhxdgzhbdgi pui yhpi vtr./ zhh grkuhci nhr tho muvtkyi' zhhgr ptrzhfyhd' xwztk zhl bhay ptrvtbegri sh"thh/ uuh/" thl srue tho mu muo vtrmi tui fwztd tho'"agpgkg' ntnh thz st/ ntnh thz auhi st/"

*thi auvk ztdy ngi vhhby "dao"/thi "etktnchg" eungi sh steyuhrho nhy t pxe tz

nwstr; tho ntfi t "ctkui" prtmgsur' pubey uuh nwyuychh ptraytpyg tsgri pui etkgxygrtk ts"d/ stx uugy

ptrcrhhygri sgo uuhfyhdi tsgr uutx thz mu gbd chh tho/nhr strpi tubygrarhhci "etbxgby" )vxfnv'grkuhcgbha(/

uutx yuy ngi? nhr uuhki zhl surfanugxi nhy thhbgocgptr nhr arhhci tubygr tzt steungbyi/ tcgr xwthzstl huo yuc/ nwngd rupi? sgo ,hru. thi tzt nmc vtcthl bhay dgkgrby thi xeuk/

uugngi rupy ngi? thl ntl tp tz nwegi bhay tkhhbxtubygrarhhci cgptr rgsi nhy thhbgo pui "vmkv" tsgrt cheur jukho gxei/ thl etk thhbgo/ gr vhhcy tuh;btrntk' uuh gr uutky tpdguutry tzt ygkgpti etk grdhy nhr sgo ygkgpti buncgr pui t druhxi gxei uutx thzctetby thi "etktnchgwx" ehbsgr aphytk/ thl etkhgbgo/ gr vhhcy tuh; zhhi xgkptui' btl thhi ekhbd' nhy tsrhhxyg "vgktu/"

"thhi rdg' thl dhh truhx pui auvk/" thl aphr uuh thlrgs pui thhi ge uugky muo tbsgri' mu t muuhhyg pktbgy/

gr vgry sh dtbmg ngav/ gr prgdy tubz ngrthhbmkvhhyi' ygfbhag tui ngshmhbhag/ thl ztd tho thlegi bhay tubygrarhhci tz tuh; nhhi tjrhu, ztki zhhtrhhbdhhi thi zhhi phmgkg vtr.' pauy tui drts/

zhhgr dgsukshd thz gr tubz njze tz nhr zgbgi thi shcgxyg pkt. tuh; sgr uugky ptr tzt prtmgsur/ gr uuhkbtl uuhxi gykhfg pryho/ thl ztd fwuugk tuhxdgphbgi tuigr ztdy "rupy nhl ctks murhe/" t ayhhi thz trtp puivtr./

hgbg nhbuyi vtc thl dgaphry uuh t akhj ch, shi/ thlprgd "uuhfyhdg prtdgx" pui "uuhfyhdg ngbyai/" thl ru;murhe sgo gxei' tui sgntky aphr thl uuh t juytunjyht/ gr thz zhhgr muprhsi pui sh "etygygrhzghati"xyg;/ gr thcgrmhhdy tubz btftntk tz xwthz bhayptrvti t cgxgrg ztl tubygr sh tunaygbsi uuhtubygrarhhci sgo "etbxgby" tui vtpi tuhpwi cgxyi/thl bgo sgo pgsgr tui arhhc tubygr' cag, thi etpvtngry sgr "pheuj bpa sujv ac,/" tcgr gx sruey tprtdg mh uugk "thl" thcgrkgci sgo nmc/

*zhh akgpi tho thhi' tkgx uugry mudgdrhhy/ nhr zhmi

bgci tho tui uutryi' tui gr thz auhi thi t yhpg yhpgakt;/ t buhrx euny tui sgey thcgr zhhi egxygkgwxsgfk nhy t "ckgbegy" uutx vty 2 etkhryg ayrhhfichh sh zhhy/ thi etp ckhmy tuh;: yteg sgo huo yucayhhgi tkg ekhhbg hubdgkgl tubygrwi ykh,' nhy ayrhhpichh sh zhhy' tui zgbgi gukv "fk vbgrho"/// vnktl vdutktu,h nfk rg///

nweuny tho bgngi/ sh gkguughytr akhbdy tho thhi/

t ho yrgri/thl prgd chho "buhrx

xyghati" uuhktbd xwuugy bgngi/"3 agv/" thl cgy zhh ztki nhrrupi ptr xhh uugkfg bhhgx' xhhduyg tui xhh/// nhr dhhgituhxuutryi thi tubzgr mhngr'mudgbtdky muo ygkgpti/ grdg.thbnhyi sh ptr agv vty zhlsgr ygkgpti vuhl mgekhbdgi tuithl aprhbd mu' drhhy mu vgri/

"thhgr vtkhsgh pus thz hgmytbdgeungi mu sh prtby sgxe///"tuh' t ats/ ptrsgo vty ngidgstrpy njkk huo yuc zhhi/

gbskhl thz sgr "etk"tbdgeungi/ nhr egbgi dhhi zgvitubzgr ehbs/ pkhbe uuh t vgrakuhpi nhr pui sh 5wyg chz sh21wyg ayte/

uutx ehnpgytrhi' uugiehnpytrhi/ mu tubzgr dkhe thzehhi drgbh. bhayt/ gr kgcy crulvao/ ngi tczgruuhry tho/ zhhzgbgi muprhsi pui sh rgzukytyi/zhhi etkhr thz cgxgr c"v' zhhitygngi thz drhbdgr/ nhr zgbgidgckhci btl tptr ygd/

*thl mhygr tvhhnmudhhi/fwvtc nurt pui sh tjrhu,/ zhh grkuhci nhr auhi

tkhhbx mu phygri stx ehbs/ cag, thl dhc nhl tzuh tpnhy tho' ztdy nhr t buhrx stry uutx vty auhi thcgr02 htr grptrubd/ "stx thz bhay shhi grayg ehbs/"uuhtzuh uuhhxyu? "fwvtc dgbud gexphrhgbx mu sgregbgigexphrhgbx/ fwvtc ctngrey uuhtzuh su vtkyxy tho'phygrxy tho' zhbdxy mu tho/"

uuh t ehk uuhbyk thi t vhhxgr ytd vtci sh uugrygrnhl njhw dguugi/

zh vty nhr nxchr dguugi' tz csrl vycg str;dtrbhay "pkumkhbd" dgagi/ thl str; tho ctvtbskgipubey uuh nhhbg tbsgrg ehbsgr' tui dhhi muoetrshtktszahxy hgsg ayhe mhhy/

gbskhl vty nhhi zui "drtsuthry" pui sh "gexyrgngvuhfg rhzheg" tpyhhkubd mu sh "vuhfg rhzheg"' uutu thhibuhrx ctvtbsky gykhfg ehbsgr muztngi/ btl t ytdmuuhh vty gr drtsuthry mu "pauyg" thbygbxhuu eghr/chz nhr zgbgi dguutri/// shxyatrszay/ tvhho/

*thhi prtckgo thz dgckhci/ uutx ztdy ngi ptr

"hgsi"?sh tunuuhxbsg ngbyai uugki nhhbgi tz t vtr. pgkgr

thz "tbaygehd" tui uugki bhay ktzi zhhgrg ehbsgr zhlaphki nhy tubzgr' tn,? uugr uugy nhr ahei tcghchxhygr uugi fwuugk zhl auhi aphri dgbud zhfgr thothcgrmuktzi?

sh prav pui "hgsgr" thz t prav ptr zhl/btfwi gbshdi "tbyhchtyhex" vty gr dgvty zhhi crh,/

nhr vtci tho dgbungi hgsg 4 uutfi muoetrshtktszahxy chz 1 htr/ sgrbtl hgsg 6 ntbtyi chzsh 2 tui tvtkc/ sgrbtl thhbntk t htr/

gr vty zhl c"v tbyuuheky btrntk uuh tkg ehbsgrzhhi gkygr/ gr thz kuxyhd tui kgcgshd/ cgptr gr dhhymuo sgbyhxy bgny gr gykhfg kgpgkgl tbyhchtyhe muptrnhhsi cteygrhg pui nuhk trhhbmudhhi thi zhhi zuhcgrgckuy tui crgbdgi ti thbpgemhg uutx egi atyi/

uugi gr rgsy zhl tp tz "nhhi vtkz yuy uuhh'" prgdthl tho: "shhi vtkz tsgr shhi vtr.?"

tui gr gbypgry' "uugi thl akhbd' yuy nhhi vtr. uuhh/"thl ptrayhh/ tui thl ptrayhh tuhl tz dtrbhay tuh;

sgr uugky uugy tpehki nhhbg dgphki uugi thl ptr trhcgrsh szatrsza uutahbdyti crhe tui fwctngre puisgruuhhybx sgo "etktnchg" aphytk tui gx agpagyzhl truhx t ayhkg crfv nhy fuubv "crul agav kh bxcneuo vzv/"


rtuuwx bhri ayhhbgrprgzhsgby cuawx nhhxygr ptkhyhagr trfhygey' etrk

rtuu' vty cteungi grbxyg ayhhbgr thi sh bhri' tui vtyuuhhbhdxybx thhbntk dgstrpy zhhi thi aphytk mukhc sgoprtckgo/

t uuh. dhhy thi uutahbdyti tz sh phzhag uuhhytd aphry rtuutkhhbx' tcgr sh ptkhyhag etbxeuugbmi sgrpui egbgisgrdrhhfi chz muo prgzhsgby pui tngrheg/ bhay ehhi uutubsgrsh cua tsnhbhxyrtmhg thz vhhby tuhpwi auutfxyi ptkhyhaiaytpk zhby thr etsgb.' tzuhphk druhxg ayhhbgr tuh; yrhy tuiarhy/

*ertbeg ctvtkygbg phktyi

04 phktyi thi etkhptrbhg zgbgi trgxyhry tui dgektdydguutri ptr ctvtkyi grbxyg ertbevhhyi uutx ntfy zhhtunkgdtk mu phri grtpktbgi' uuh xehmtprgbhg' tunkgdtkgsrtdx tui vtr. ertbevhhyi/ ruc zgbgi prhuutyg phktyi'gykhfg vtci etngrmhgkg khhxgbx' tui thhbgr trchhy ptr tdruhxg ghrkhhi/

tuhxgr ctvtkyi zhhgr prtckgo pui sh ghrkhhbx' vtci zhhdgvty sgo eurtza mu cgyi � tui cteungi � "xtagkxgehurhyh shxgchkhyh" cgbgphyi' ztdi ktetkg ctrhfyi/

*tuhpyti pui ptrtuhx

gxebho chho jrshai mhcur thi trv"e vtci dgdrhbsgy tbhhg trdtbhztmhg nhywi btngi "cyro" )"pui ptrtuhx"('tuhxmukgrbgi hubd tui tky uuhtzuh zhl mu vhyi pui xfbu,' tui btlgbkhfg dgzubyvhhy thbptrntmhg/

steyuhrho tui aphygkgr sgrmhhki tz t uutexbsg mtkprtckgngi uutkyi khhfy dgegby ptrnhyi uugri tuhc ngi thzngr thbptrnhry zhl mu vhyi pui xfbu, ts"d/

* pghxnghegr etnhubhetmhg

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty ctaygyhdy sgo ctbu. pui txpgmhgkg gkgeyrtbhag etnhubhetmhg bgyuutre uutx sh"dhhsgby" etnptbh vty dgdrhbsgy ptr "sgphcrhkghytrx"tui "pghxnghegrx"' tz styt pui sh ntahbgi ztki egbgidgahey uugri mu steyuhrho 42 agv thi ytd/

sgr bgyuutre thz xpgmhgk dguuhsngy ptr sh "etbygerhbugk 3tr-g;" sgphcrhkghytr tui sh "zuo kgyhyus"ntahbeg/

* uuhhgywx etkhptrbhg akhfyubd

sh "uuhhgy" ptrntxuyhek phrng vty dgakhfygy thr yhhkpui t rhzhdg ektdg uutx etkhptrbhg xyghy vty dgcrgbdyegdi 63 phrngx' ptr tunkgdtk vgfgri sh prhhzi uutx shxyghy ctmtky ptr ngshmhbgi ptr ktu-thbeto tui ngbyainhy shxgchkhyhx/

sh ektdg mhy zhl auhi ebtpg 2 htr' nhy prhag "tpsghyx"hgsg gykhfg ntbtyi' surl ptrvtbskubdgi uutx sh xyghy phrynhy sh mgbskhdgr ptrntxuyhek phrngx/

* mudrhhyubdgi muo ctbhhtubd

sgr bhu htre xyghy vgky sgptryngby vty auhitbdgvuhci sh ntxhuug trchhy tbmudrhhyi sh ctbhhtubd pui "shptrybgrahp pkgi"' sh "ngsheghs sgnt" prtdrto uutx vtytrhhbdgcrgbdy "vgky pktx" tui sgo thcgrdtbd pui x,o"ngsheghs" mu "ngbgszas eghr ngsheghs"' uuhhk sgrtrhdhbtkgr pkti kuhpy tuhx eungbshdi tprhk 1/

kuhy tkg tbshhyubdgi' uugy sh vgky sgptryngby thiuutahbdyti ctaygyhdi sgo pkti tuh; btl 5 htr tsgr ngr/

* "pku" ngshmhi bscv

3 nhkhti stzgx pubgo tbyh-pku ngshmhi "ytnhpku" vtysgo srtdwx prtsumhrgr' "rtua vtkshbdx"' dgatbei ptr sh"uugky vgky trdtbhztmhg" pui sh "hu/ gi/" muo ctbu. thisrhyg uugky kgbsgr thi ptk pui t "pku" tuhxcrul/

sh etnptbh' ctzhry thi auuhh.' vty vhh-htr dgstpky thr

ntbupgeyaurhbd ngdkhfehhy' tui stx vty grngdkhfy shdruhxg bscv mu sh dktctkg tdgbyur' tuhl ctzhry thi auuhh./

* thbuugxyhdghytr egi tuhl///

bhay btr ruhcgrx egbgi ruhci' btr tuhl rgdhrubdtuhxptragr egdi ruhcgr egbgi tuhl sh nktfv/// uuh nwzgy puiti thbuugxyhdghytr chho xyghy thbaurgbx sgptryngby thitkctbh uutx thz trgxyhry dguutri ptr thhbdgci 447'8$ thiptkag tuhxdtci tkx yhhk pui zhhbg szatc etxyi/

sgr thbuugxyhdghytr vty dgcgyi sh xung tkxetnpgbxtmhg ptr vtygk etxyi muuhai tprhk 40w tui nth50w' trunptrbshd sh xyghy tuhxmuptrai muuhhpkvtpyhdgthbaurgbx ekghnx/ pteyha vty gr thcgrdgbgfyhdy chhptnhkhg nhydkhsgr tui dgkhhdy sh ebtpg 9 tkpho thi yta/

* buhrxhbd vtuo ptrthhbhdubd

"btry tngrhegi xhbhtr eghr"' t bhhg prhuutygthbuugxyngby drupg thi buhrxhbd vtunx' pktby tpmueuhpi shbuhrxhbd vtuo phrng "cguugrkh gbygrprhhzgx" ptr 56/1chkhti stktr/ "cguugrkh" ptrntdy 543 buhrxhbd vtunx'gxhxygs khuuhbd tui "vtxphhx" mgbygri thi mgbskhdgrxyghyx' nhy 2 chkhti stktr thi hgrkhfg thhbeubpy/

cgptr "btry tngrhegi"' vty t muuhhyg drupg' tbdgphrysurl "ptrnghati egphytk"' dgzufy tpmueuhpi "cguugrkh"'tcgr "btry tngrhegi" vty dgdgci t cgxgrg prhhz/

* "tsgrgk" murhe thi etbtst

"tsgrgk gex-tr"' sh ctetbyg "vhhpgr" ngshmhi' thzmurhe tuhpwi ntregy thi etbtst' muo grayi ntk zhby shtryhdg thbxytbmi vtci gx ptrctyi thi pgcrutr/ sgo srtdwxptcrhetby' "ahgr ptrntxuyhekx"' vty tbvuhc uuhbygrtktrnhry sh tngrhetbgr tui etbtsgr thbxytbmi thcgrctrhfyi pui xyrtuex tui ptytkhygyi pui sgo ngshmhi/ sh"g;/ sh/ gh/" vty tuhxdgptray' tui dgphbgi tz sh rtyg puitundkhei thz pubey uuhphk chh ngbyai tui tkdgnhhi tui vtydtrbhay nhy "tsgrgk/"

thi etbtst vtci sh thbxytbmi ctks trtpdgbungi sgosrtd pui ntregy' tcgr btl t vtkc htr zgbgi zhh dgeungi muozgkci tuhxphr' tz sgr ngshmhi thz dgbmkhl tunagskhl tui egiuuhhygr dgbumy uugri tundgaygry/

* ptkag "khphytr" dgftpy

11 ngbyai thi thkhbth' nhzurh tui bguutst zgbgitbdgektdy dguutri thi prtsumhri tui ptraprhhyi ptkag"khphytr"' sh ptpukgrg tbyh-etkgxygrtk ngshmhi )uutx thzsh cgxyg-ptreuhpyg prgxerhcati srtd tuh; sgr uugky(/

sh trgxyi tui ektdgx zgbgi muaytbs dgeungi btl tdrubykhfg tuhxptraubd uutx vty zhl tbdgvuhci thi btuugncgr30w' tuh; "tkcgrx ngshegk shxyrhchuygrx" thi egbxgx xhyh'nhzurh/

* agskhfg "xhgk xprgh"

uugr ywbhay dgstrpy tntk muaytpi t kgfk truo tuutbg' xhbe' pgbxygr' mu ptrnhhsi uutxgr tsgr uuhbyi/ bu'euhpy ngi tzt xpgmhgkg "dkuqmgngby" uutx nwanhry ti chhouuhbek' dkhhl pui pkgak tsgr nhy t cgrayk' tui ptryhd/

thz tcgr ptrvti t bhhg "xprgh" uutx yuy sh zgkcg ztlsurl aprhmi tuhpwi ktl' tui nwstr; zhl auhi bhay chhdi' pktdinhy anhri tui tuugeruhngi/// gx vhhxy "yhhk pgrpgey xygbsiw xhgk" tui uugry ptreuhpy btr chh "vtuo shptu"/

uutx thz sgr prtckgo? gx thz zhhgr agskhl' zhhgrtdrgxhuu muo vtkz tui kubdgi' tuhpwi ayhhdgr uuh "thzh t;"/tuhc ngi bumy gx thi t ptrntfyg pkt.' tsgr xhh uutu xwthzbhay dgbud tuhxdgkupygry' egi gx agshdi tuh; thhchd!

*"khkh" vtsguugy prgzhsgby

sh druhxg ptrntxuyhek thnpgrhg "thkhh khkh" vtydgvgfgry sgo ktbdhtrhdi gezgehuyhuu szati kgfkhhygr muo

stpkyi tny pui prgzhsgby tui yah; tuu tpgrghatbx' tegbykhfgr arhy tuhpwi uugd mu uugri sh etnptbhwx ag;gezgehuyhuu uugi sgr thmyhdgr phrgr xhsbh ytrgk stbey puitny/

kgfkhhygr thz trhhbdgeungi thi "khkh" dgbuh 72 htr murhe'tkx t "fgnhxy" pui "vtruutrs" tubhuugrxhyh' tui thzmgchxkgl dguutexi vgfgr tui vgfgr/ ag; gezgehuyhuuytrgk thz tuhl tuhpdgayhdi tuhpwi zgkci uugd cgptrthcgrbgngi sh vuhpy phrgratpy thi 89w/

* "phntrt" uuh tnabgkxyi

"phntrt" )ARAMEF( t ctetbyg ngshmhi egdi pruhgiegbxgr uutx uugry dgbumy btl 5 htr "ytngexgphi"' vtycteungi pui sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" t "abgkg thcgrzhfy xytyux" muctakhxi tuhc sgr srtd ztk uugri t xytbstry ygrtph ctksbtl tzt xtry egbxgr tpgrtmhg' tz nwztk bhay strpi uutryigykhfg htr nhy tbsgrg ehntu ygrtph/

sgr ngshmhi' prtsumhry surl "btuutryhx" pui auuhh.' vtyzhl truhxdgaygky thi ayushgx tkx t cgxgrg ygrtph uuh"ytngexhphi"' ztdy t etnptbh uutryztdgr' tui stx vtythcgrmhhdy sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" mu ptrabgkgri sh prtmgsuri uutxzgbgi buhyhd mu cteungi tzt ctaygyhdubd/

* tunkgdtkg ngshmhi akhfyubd

pgsgrtkg cttnyg vtci ctaygyhdy t 051 nhkhtistktrshdg akhfyubd surl sh "dkgextu xnhy ekhhi"ptrntxuyhek phrng' mu gbshdi ektdgx tz sh phrng vtytunkgdtk dgvgfgry sh prhhzi ptr "ztprti" tui "ehyrhk" uugi"ngsheghr" tsgr "ngsheghs" vtci dgsgey sh ngshmhbgi/

chhsg srtdx zgbgi dgmhky egdi btuzhg )thckubd( uutx eunytpyntk btl ehntu tsgr rtshtmhg ygrtph chh egbxgrptmhgbyi/

* ertbeg eh ygxy///

ptragr chho tubhuugrxhyh tuu ygexgx vtci grphbsgi t"ckuy ygxy" mu yrgpi "ngs etu shzhx"' t ertbevhhy thi ehgiuutx vty sh kgmyg htr gykhfg ntk tuhpdgyrhhxky sgopkhha ntregy thi tngrhet tui etbtst/ chz vhhby egi ngi btrtbysgei sh ertbevhhy surl phzha tubygrzufi sgo nuj puiptrsgfyhdyg ehgi/

sgr ckuy ygxy uugry thmy ayushry chh ehgi' tui tuhcxwthz grptkdrhhl tuh; cvnv pkhha' uugy ngi gx btfsgopruchri mu bumi tuh; ngbyai' mu zhhi drhhy thi ptk ngiptrsgfyhdy t ngbya nhy vtci thcgrdgbungi sh ertbevhhysurl gxi ptrstrcgbg pkhha/

* aukshd chzwi xugr

"ngeuughi"' t druhxgr aphkgr thbgo ntregy puietbxyrteagi phhpx' xugr phhpx' thhrti egxy tt"uu' vty zhlsgrekgry aukshd tuh; mgbskhdgr xghpyh uuhhtkghatbx thithrg ntbupgeyaurhbd pkgbyx thi bhu htre' bhu szagrxh'tktctnt' tui btl' tui uugy tuhl ctmtki t ayrt; pui 2/4nhkhti stktr/

sgr huxyh. sgptryngby vty tbdgvuhci tuhxptrai shphrng btfwi 30w tuneuo pui t 72whgrhdgr trchhygr uugkfgrthz truhpdgptki tuh; t "etbuughtr cgky" cag, sgr tktrothz dguugi mucrtfi/ sh tuhxptraubd vty tbysgey mgbskhdgrprtckgngi nhy zhfgrvhhy ptr sh trchhygr tui prtsueyimudkhhl/

* khhc-uugfygr ptr rgsteytri

sgr "szaurbtk tuu sh tngrhegi ngshegk txtxhgati"'ctetby tkx "szatnt" tui sh prtnhbgbyxyg ngshmhbhagrszaurbtk thi tngrheg' vty tuhpdgbungi khhc-uugfygr ptrvuhpy rgsteytr sr/ egyrhi shgbszagkhx' btfwi grvtkyi txgrhg vgxkhfg crhuu tuh; sgr ptxy' thhbx sgrpui nhy txyrtaubeg mu thr kgci/

bhay ktbd murhe vty sh prgxyhzapukg "bhu thbdktbsszaurbtk tuu ngshmhi" tuhl dgstrpy shbdgi khhc-uugfygr/

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phhi' etuug ptrayhh thl/tcgr pkgh-uut/// uutttx///?

zgmy thhl tuuge' vgrywzag tngav/ vgrak euny truhx puineuv nhy btxg phtu,/ tv thzstx dguugi t vhhxg neuv/ nnat njhw/

vgrak yrtfy mu zhl: uutudhhy thl hgmy? kgrbgi? tuusthdhh thl kgrbgi' tcgr euso str;ngi stl bgngi t etuug/ egi ngisti tbptbdgi sgo ytd ti tetuug? uuhtzuh vty btr sgr rchthi jsr dgztdy? wetuugw tk vw///sgr rch vty aygbshdtuhpdgekgry zhhi etuug yrhbegi'tz stx dhcy fuj mu shbgi sgotuhcgrayi tui kgrbgi ,urv nhysh ehbsgrkgl/ )stx tz sh etuugntfy tho bgruugz tui gsheygsmuo etbyahe' vty gr bhayptrmhhky ptr sh ehbsgr///(

tkzt' vgrak bgny t dkgzk' khhdy trhhi tchxk etuugayuhc' dhxy trhhi vhhx uutxgr' khhdy mu tchxk nhkl'bgny tchxk muegr' tui vhhst: nwdhhy trhhi kgrbgi/

zhhi jcr' sgr tbdgcktzgbgr anutk' euny trhhi thi shzgkcg mhhy thi chvn"s' bgny truhx muuhh pxjho dnru,'tui zgmy zhl muo yha/ tcgr uutx vtky gr thi shtbsgrg vtby? uutx thz stx? dtrbhay!

anutk vtky bhay pui yrhbegi etuug/ gr vty tntkdgvgry tz xwthz bhay dgzuby' tui bhay vtcbshd sh mhhyncrr mu zhhi sgo tn,' vty gr ctaktxi tz ngr yrhbeygr bhay ehhi etuug/

zhh zgmi zhl trtp nhy sh dnru,' tui nwvhhcy ti mukgrbgi pkhhxhd/ ztdy sh vhhkhdg dnrt/// tui zhh ktzi zhltrhhi thi t yhpg xudht/

tzuh vtky ti stx kgrbgi pupmi nhbuy ti ehhi vpxe'tcgr sti uugry sh ahgur thcgrdgvtey/ vgrak aygkyzhl tuh;' khhdy truh; sgo vuy tuhpwi tpgbgo dnrt' tuidrhhy zhl truhxmudhhi/

"uutu dhhxyu"? prgdy anutk/"thl dhh bgngi btl t etuug"' ztdy vgrak/anutk vty zhl ptrchxi sh khpi tui dtrbhay dgztdy/tcgr uugi vgrak thz murhedgeungi nhywi muuhhyi

etuug thi sh vtby tui zhl dgbungi yrhbegi nhy tdganteehhy tz xwthz wdgdtbdgi t ruhlw' vty stx anutkngr bhay dgegby tuhxvtkyi' tui gr vty ctaktxitphrmubgngi zhhi jcr/

anutk: vgrak' ptruutx yrhbexyu auhi uuhhygretuug? thl egi bhay sgrkhhsi sh dgrul/

vgrak: uutx ztk thl yti' anutk/ thl str; gxvtci/

anutk: mu uutx pgky gx tuhx' xwyuy dtrbhay tuh;'tui xwthz bhytntk dgzuby/

vgrak: thl uuhhx bhay pui uutbgy su bgnxy tz stxthz bhay dgzuby/ etuug thz zhhgr dgzuby/

anutk: pui uutu bgnxyu stx?vgrak: xwthz t ctetbyg ztl/ drtsg vtc thl bgfyi

dgvgry pui t prhag ctrhfy' uutx uuhhzy tz etuug thzzhhgr dgzuby tui tbyvtky duyg uuhytnhbgi ptrwi ngbyaiuutx dhcy tho fuj tui aytreehhy/

anutk: ktz auhi tp nhy shhbg prhag ctrhfyi/ hgsiytd eungi zhh truhx nhy prhag ctrhfyi/ uutx bgfyi thzduy thz vhhby bhay duy' uutx vhhby thz duy thz ntrdibhay duy/ hgsgx ntk uugi t prtpgxtr str; t dgvtkyvgfgrubd' dhcy gr truhx t prhag ctrhfy/// chzwi htr vw,,em"y uugki nhr auhi uuhxi pubeykhl uutx xwthz duytui uutx bhay///

vgrak vty drtsg vbtv dgvty tz anutk vtydgntfy t uugryk' t ztl uutx ptxhry bhay dguugbkhl'tcgr chh zhl thz gr dguugi muprhsi nhy zhhi etuug'uuhxbshd tz stx thz ht dgzuby tui xwtbyvtky dgzubygctaytbsyhhki' uutx uugy tho yteg dgci fuj mu kgrbgi

tui stuugbgi tui shbgi sgo tuhcgrayi/

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pui uutu vty vgrak dguutuxy ctayhny tz yrhbegietuug thz dgzuby? uuhtzuh vty gr dgegby rgsi nhy tztzhfgrehhy?

ptkdgbs ctegby thhl nhy sh rgzukytyi pui t prhagayushg uutx thz kgmybx surfdgphry dguutri:

sh ayushg thz ctrhfygy dguutri nhy dgmhhkyg uutfimurhe chho btmhtbtki nhyhbd pubgo "tngrhegi egnhegkxtxhhgyh"/ kuhywi ctrhfy ptrntdy etuug bhay ckuhz shthhdbatpyi tuhpmuvhhci sgo nuy pui t ngbyathbsgrprh' btr stx thz sh wbungr thhbxw euutk ptrwtbyh-texhsgbyxw thbgo shgyg pui t dguugbkhfgrtngrhetbgr ngbya/

szatu uuhbxti' t fgnhxyrh prtpgxtr thbgoxergbyti hubhuugrxhyh thi pgbxhkuugbhg' vty dgztdy thiti thbygruuhu: "uuhctks tngrhetbgr yrhbegi tzuhphketuug' cteungi zhh ngr pui zhhgrg tbyh-texhsgbyx puietuug uuh pui xhh uugkfg tbsgrg euutk/ dtrbhay eunytphku bhay btby sgrmu/"

kuhy uuh uuhbxti grekgry stx' cteuny t dguugbkhfgrngbya thcgr thhi drto pui ti tbyh-texhsgbyctaytbsyhhk uutx rupy zhl wpkghuutbthsxw pui t dkgzketuug uutx thz 8 tubxgx/ yhh' uuhsgrtuo' vty phk ngrtbyh-texhsgbyx pgr dkgzk uuh etuug' tcgr thitngrheg bhay mu aytre thhbdgphry stx yrhbegi yhh'tui sgrptr thz stx pteyha bhay ehhi druhxgdgzubyvhhy cgbgphy ptr dguugbkhfg tngrhetbgr chrdgr/

sh bhhgx tz etuug vty thi zhl t druhxg ntx tbyh-texhsgbyx' euny auhi btl gykhfg kgmyhdg ayushgxthcgr sh dgzubyvhhy cgbgphyi pui etuug' trhhbdgrgfbytz gx egi vgkpi ctahmi pui kgcgr tui etkti egbxgr'"yhhp 2" shhgchyhx' tui ptrehbxtbwx shzhx/ shgexpgryi vtpi tz eungbshdg ayushgx uugki tbuuhhzi

tuh; btl dgzubyvhhy cgbgphyi puietuug/

sgr sgrntbygr prtpgxtrztdy' tz xhh "egphbghygs" tuixhh "shegphbghygs" etuug' vtcidgvty truo sh zgkcg ntx tbyh-texhsgbyx/

sh dgzubyvhhy cgbgphy pui shtbyh-texhsgby thz dguutbsi kuhyuuh duy sh etuug uugrythhbdgztpy thbgo egrpgr pubgongbya/ nwstr; btl surfphripubeykhfg ayushgx sgruh;' tcgrstx thz ektr tz gpgx ntfystx zhfgr tuhx ptrwi dgzubyvhhypubgo ngbya/

fsh surfmuphri sh ayushg'vtci uuhbxti tui zhhbg etkgdgxmuztndgbungi thcgr 001 xtrygxbuutrd tui dgyrtbegi' tuivtci tpdgatmy uuhphk tbyh-

texhsgbyx hgsg ztl ptrntdy/ uuh tuhl vtci zhh zhlctbumy nhy thbptrntmhg pubgo "sgptryngby tuutdrheukyur"' mu uuhxi uuhphk t dguugbkhfgr ngbya gxytsgr yrhbey t ytd pui hgsg ztl/

uuhbxti ztdy' tz tkg chz-vhhbyhdg ayushgx vtcidgeuey tuh; ckuhz thhbg pui sh muuhh pteytri' 1( uuhphkthz sh ntx pui t dguuhxg ctatbsyhhk thi t dguuhxggxbuutrd tsgr dgyrtbe' tsgr 2( uuhphk sgrpui t ngbyabgny trhhi t ytd/ "thi nhhi ayushg vtc thl pauymuztndgbungi sh chhsg pteytri"/

etuug thz truhxdgeungi sh vgfxyg tuh; sh khxyg'uugi nwrgfby muzto uuhphk tbyh-texhsgbyx xwthz st pgrdkgzk' tui uuhphk tui uuh tpy t ngbya yrhbey t dkgzketuug/

tuhxrgfgbgbshd sh tbyh-texhsgbyx kuhy uuhphk tdguugbkhfgr tngrhetbgr bgny trhhi thi zhl pui sh tkgxtry ntfkho' thz etuug aytre thcgrdgayhdi gykhfgctetbyg ztfi uutx zgbgi rhhl thi tbyh-texhsgbyx'm/c/a/ yhh' nhkl' uuhhi' yatetkts tui ergbcgrhx/yhhykgi vtci pteyha sh ngrxyg tbyh-texhsgbyx'tcgr uuhphk ngbyai egby thr uutx gxi yhhykgi )tuhxgrrta vabv tui jnav gar cacy(?

yrt. sgo uutx sh ayushg egi ptrturztfi tzngbyai ztki zhl bgngi yrhbegi ngr etuug uuh chz vhhby'uutrby sgr prtpgxtr tz thhbx tsgr muuhh dkgzkgl tytd thz btl phhi' tcgr nwztk bhay yrhbegi muphk ngrpui sgo' uuhhk tbsgrg ctaytbsyhhki pui etuug egbgivgfgri sgo ckuy-srue tui vtr. rtyg' tui xwegi ntfit ngbya tbdgmuhdi )duy ntrdi' xwtrt dgbhtkg tuhpyu(/yhhk ayushgx ztdi tz stx egi tuhl ptrturztfi ntdiuuhhytd )nna t vgskhhi bhhgx(/

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anutk vty dtrbhay dggbypgry/ ayhkgrvhhy vtygr zhl tuhpdgaygky pui pkt.' tui truhxdgdtbdgi/ vgrakvty bhay dguutuxy uutu anutk thz dgdtbdgi' tcgr chzmuuhh nhbuy thz tkgx ektr dguutri: anutk thztrhhbdgeungi nhy/// t etuug thi sh vtby!

"crul t,v vw ufuw avfk bvhw cscru"' ztdy anutknhy fuubv/

"tni"' gbypgry vgrak nhy t anhhfk/ztdy uuhhygr sh vhhkhdg dnrt/// tnr rct' nth

sf,hc///anutkwx tuhdi vtci tuhpdgkuhfyi/ sh zgkcg dnrt

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ekhhbg cghchx tubygr 1 htr tkystrpi aktpi tuhpwi ruei' nhy tmtmk )tsgr "munh"( thi nuhk' thi tcgy uutx tbyvtky bhay ngr uuhsgr nhbhnuo cgy dguutby' ztdy tprhag "ptkhxh sgekgrtmhg" puidrgxyi tngrhetbgr ptrthhi puiehbsgr steyuhrho/

sh stzhdg thhbphrubdgi zgbgizhhgr uuhfyhd mu rgsumhri sh mtkptytkhygyi pui "xhsx" k"g uutxthz sgr drgxygr tundkheptrturztfgr chh sh ekhhbg phmgkgl'ztdy sgr ptrthhi/

sgr ptrthhi ctbhhy thr ptkhxhptr ekhhbg cghch aktpi hgsg 5 htr'tui xwthz vhh htr bhay tbsgra uuhptrhdg ntk' btr euny nhyayrgbdgrg uugrygr tz gkygriuugkfg vtci ptrhdg ntk bhaydgkhhdy ehhi tfyubd sgruh; ztkithmy auhi ht/

khdbshd tuhpwi cuhl aktpy ngiyhpgr uuh tuhpwi ruei' ztdigexpgryi/ stx vtkyi t mtmk thinuhk vtky tuhl tp stx ehbs puiaktpi mu yh;' tui tpvtkyi t cghchpui trhhbptki thi dtr yhpg akt;vgkpy srtntyha rgsumhritundkhexptki/

thi sh kgmyg 51-01 htr thz dtraytre dgptki sgr mhpgr tundkheipui xhsx' mukhc thbygbxhuugetnphhbgi mu gkygri pui ehbsgr ngiztk tuhxptkdi sh rgetngbstmhgx/thi 29w zgbgi dguugi 066'4 xhsxtundkhei thi tngrheg' tcgr thi 40wvty gx auhi dgvtkyi chh truo 2yuhzby/ dguuhxg steyuhrho ztdi tzsgr mhpgr thz bhay dgptki tzuhaytre' btr tbsgrg ztfi uutxnwpkgdy tntk ctmhhfgbgi tkxxhsx uugri auhi cgxgr shtdbtzhry/

t aytreg sgctyg vgry zhltuhpwi steytr rty bhay mu ktzi tekhhi ehbs aktpi thi cgy pui ytygtsgr ntng/ gykhfg drupgx vtcitbdgrupi sh ptkhxh t "aygr" muoehbswx bgvrubd' tcgr steyuhrhovtci vhh htr btl aytregrdguutrby tz cghchx ytri bhayaktpi thi t cgy pui gruutexgbg/thi cgxyi ptk' ztk ngi vtkyi sgoehbswx cgyk thi druhxi akt; mhngr'ztdi sh steyuhrho' tcgr bhay muntfi cteuugngr ptr sh gkygri'btr tz sh gkygri ztki abgkgrctngrei tuhc gpgx thz bhaydktyhd/

sr/ etyuuhbekwx etnhyg vtytuhl dguutrby gkygri ngi ztk bhayktzi uuhhfg dguutby tsgr aphkmhhdi)stkhx' cgrgkgl' ts"d( thi ehbswxcgyk' uuhhk thi t yhpg akt; egistx ehbswx dgzhfy trhhbptki thi shuuhhfg pul tui cteungi prtckgnginhywi tygo/

ptr sh ngbyai uutx zgbgictztrdy tz mudguutuhbgi sgo ehbsmu t "munh" crgbdy rhzheg ptrtuhgri thbpgemhgx' ztdi shsteyuhrho tz tuhgr thbpgemhgxeungi gray thi druhxi apgygr uuh21 ntbtyi tky' tcgr sh xhsxrhzheg thz stx vgfxyg tubygr sh21 ntbtyi' nnhkt str; ngi bhayztrdi ptr tuhgr thbpgemhgx/ zhhkhhdi btr mu tz apgygr' uuginwuugry auhi t htr' ztk ngi pruchrituhxnhhsi t mtmk' xhhsi stx ehbscgy gx shrgey/

tui zhh vtci tuhl bhay ptrdgximu tsrgxhri sgo ztrd pui phkntngx tz t "munh" egi ptrerungish mhhi/ sh steyuhrho ztdi tcgr tzsgr prtckgo uugry btr dgatpi pui

bumi sgo mtmk ti tuhpvgr tphku thigkygr pui 3-2 htr' bhay chh dtb.ekhhbg phmgkgl/

tcgr sh ayrgbdxyg uugrygrthi sh ptkhxh ptphri zgbgi dguutbsimuo "ptrcty" pui khhdi ehbsgrtuhpwi cuhl' muarhhcbshd tz ngi ztkbhytntk khhdi tuh; sgr zhhy uuhhknwegi zhl thcgreuhkgri muo cuhl/

tpxyghy thhbuutuhbgr strpingr bhay nebt zhhi bhu htre xhyhwxdgkubdgbg "113" thbptrntmhgvtykhhi' uuhhk gykhfg "bti-prtphy" trdtbhztmhgx thi vtsxtiuugkh rthti vtci zhl muztndgbungitui dgdrhbsgy sh "112" vtykhhi pui7 muprh chz 7 chhbtfy/

tzt xtry thbptrntmhg khbhgthz auhi ktbdg htri sgr yruho puirgdhrubd phrgr tui mhuuhkgngbyavhhy tungyuo/ thcgr dtb.tngrheg zgbgi ptrvti 071 "112"khbhgx thi 23 xyghyx' xgruuhrbshd731 nhkhti ngbyai' ctks vtkc puiktbswx ctpgkegrubd/ tmhbs thz sgrvtsxti uugkh prtdrto dgdrhbsgydguutri surl ktetkg tpyhhkubdgipui "hubhhygs uugh'" sh ctrhnyg bti-prtphy vhk; tdgbyur uutxpubemhtbhry thcgr dtb. tngrhegtui btl kgbsgr/

01 tpgrghytrx zhmi chh shygkgptbgi mu bgngi etkx'ngrxybx thcgr xtagk xgruuhxgxtui vgky eghr prtdrtngi' tui suetmu vgkpi ktu-thbeto tui tuhlnhyk-ektx ptnhkhgx/ shtpgrghytrx vtci t khxyg pui

000'3 etbytey thbptrntmhg ptrvhk;' tui sh khxyg uutexy ygdkhl/

dgky mu drhbsgi sgo prtdrtothz dgeungi pui "hubhhygs uugh'" nhybtl tdgbyuri tui prhuutygctayhhgrubdgi/ gykhfg etubyhxvtci mudgkhhdy rgdhrubd phbtb./ gxetxy cgrl 1 nhkhti stktr hgsiytd' tui uugy uutrahhbkhl uutexinhywi tuhxcrhhygrubd/

chho arhhci sh auru, vty shrgstemhg tbdgrupgi "112" tui zhlthcgrmhhdy tz xwthz yteg tkgcgshdgr ptey/ sgr graygrgbypgr thz rtctyha' "ptr gbdkhasruey 1"' tcgr btl sruei sgothhbgo ebgpk euny t kgcgshdgayhng' zhhgr vgpkhl tui dgsukshdtui thbptrntyhuu/

"112" trchhy thi rtekgbs'trtbsza' uugxyagxygr' puybto'styagx' xtkhuugi tui tkxygretubyhx/ guugbyugk uugy sgrvtykhhi pubemhtbhri 42 agv thiytd/ pui xgkhukgr ygkgptbgitrchhy btl bhay sgr xhxygo' tcgr"hubhhygs uugh" cttnygptrvtbskgi nhy sh etnptbhx gxztk ht surfdhhi/

t uuhfyhdgr yrhtun; thbgoetn; egdi egbxgr thz tpdgmhhfbydguutri nhywi grphbsubd pui tuutexhi uutx ptrnhhsy t dguuhxguuhhrux thbpgemhg uutx thz aukshdthi 07 prtmgby pui t xpgmhphagegbxgr chh pruhgi ptmhgbyi/

sgr uutexhi "dtrstxhk" vtyzhl truhxdgaygky tkx 001prtmgby tpgeyhuu thi ptrnhhsisgo uuhhrux' ti tuhxygrkhaggrptkd ptr sh "ngre"ptrntxuyhek etnptbh uutxgrmhhdy sgo uutexhi/ sh etnptbhuugy thmy trhhbdgci ptphri mucteungi ctaygyhdubd puipgsgrtki "g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur' tui

tuhc tkgx dhhy dktyhd egi sgruutexhi auhi ctbumy uugri thi 8-7jsaho truo/

sr/ tprho rgzbhe' t pruhgiegbxgr xpgmhtkhxy thi ptntbgbgci ntbxh uugkfgr vty htri murhedgyti phk ayushgx tuh; sgoegbxgr' vty ctdrhxy sh ptzhyhuugtbyuuhekubd' tcgr nhy dgnhaygdgphki/

sgr xtry egbxgr euny pui"ghya/ ph/ uuh/" uuhhrux/ thcgr 02nhkhti ngbyai thi tngrheg vtcisgo uuhhrux thi t "ptraktpgbg"ptzg uutx thz tunagskhl' tcgruugi sgr uuhhrux gruugey zhl muogrbxyi ptzg thz gx t khhfygr

aprhbd chz t chygrg shtdbtz/"tuhc nhkhtbgi ngbyai nhy sgo

uuhhrux zgbgi dgzuby tui aytre' tuisgr uutexhi thz btr egdi sgouuhhrux bhay egdi btfyrgdkhfgegbxgr shrgey' dhhxyu vhhxi tkgnhkhtbgi ngbyai bgngi sgouutexhi?" prgdy gr/ "uugy shxyghy vgky sgptryngby muuhbdgimu bgngi sgo uutexhi? chh uugkfggkygr? tubygr uugngbwxtuhpzhfy?" tcgr sgr tbetktszahyah; chho druhxi uugxyagxygraphytk thz kuhygr ptzhyhuu/ "gxthz t dguutkshdg tuhpyu'dguutkshd'" sgrekgry sr/ ytuxh;tfngs/

bhhg uutexhi trchhy uutubsgrkhlegdi uuhhrux uutx egi crgbdgi

egbxgr chh pruhgi ptmhgbyi

"112" thbptrntmhgvtykhhi dgdrhbsgy

thi tpxyghy bhu htre

"vmkv"' sgr uutry uutx thzxhbtbho nhy sh cgxyg rgyubdntbatpy thcgr sh uugky' ntfydruhxg yrhy truo sh dktctkgntpg' cfnu, ucthfu,/ gbsg zungrthz dgdrhbsgy dguutri t bhhg"vmkv" tpyhhkubd thi bhu szagrxhwxhubhti etubyh' ptr tzgkfg dgdbygruuh gkhztcgy' vhkxhhs tui btl/

thi tunti' sgr sgrpk thi yhpituerhhbt uutx kgcy tuh; ,jhh,vn,ho hgsi rta vabv nhymgbskhdgr yuhzbygr thsi pui thcgrsh uugky' thz sgo hu"y dguugi tdruhxg tui xtphxyhehryg "vmkv"pubemhg' uutkubyhri tuiptrtngshex tui steyuhrho'tbdgphry surl "vmkv" pui trv"e/

tcgr nwstr; bhay dhhi chz yhpituerhhbt mu vgri sh duyg drhxi/ thierh, hutk tui thi uuhkhtnxcurd vtciktetkg "vmkv" phrgr thhbdgeuhpydtr xtphxyhehryg "xh/ ph/ tr/"ntahbgi uugkfg sruei bhay tuhpwivtr. shrgey' btr mhgi thhi sgo

dtbmi egrpgr truo stx vtr. uuhnhy t ptxhe/ surfsgo uugriptrnhyi sh agskhfg btfuuhhgi puidguugbkhfg "xh/ ph/ tr/" tui sgrxtry ntahi vty auhi thi threurmg ctbu. ctuuhzi murhemucrgbdgibpau, hartk pui hgbg uugky nna/

dkhhfmhhyhd vty sh t"hwshdg

vmkv tuhl tbdgvuhci trchhyi nhyvrc cgrk ktztr akhy"t' vuhpy rcpui ruxktbs' mu drhbsgi t bhhg vmkvtpyhhkubd thi sh vuhpyaytyntxeuug' tui guugbyugk tbsgrgaygy nhy druhxg thshagctpgkegrubdgi thi ruxktbs zgkcxytui tuhl thi sgrbgcbshdg kgbsgr/

tuhpwi ayhhdgr pui "113" thi bhu htre xhyh' sgruuhhk btrptr xtagk xgruuhx tui prtdgx tuh; vgky eghr

"vmkv" uutexy thi tkg dgchyi chh phkdgdbygr truo sh dtbmg thshag uugky

sgr bhhgr "vmkv" tncuktbx thi hubhti etubyh' bhu szagrxh

bhhg uutrgbubd uugdi cghch aktpi ptkhxh

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