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8/14/2019 OBUUC Sermon - When Logic Fails
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Good morning.
Im pleased to be herewith you today to share
my thoughts andexperiences about the
values and pitfalls of
logic.
and lots of other
things.
As you have heard, I
am by profession a
psychotherapist, coach,psychodramatist andeducator.
I design and facilitate safe experiencesfor people want to solve problems,
heal, learn, make decisions or change.
I am here to talk about the immensevalue of experience in our lives and
how it fits with logic and intellect.
Typically, when we speak of problem, itis suggested that we think and talk
about the problem and apply logic tosolve it.
Here are the usual kinds of advice that
people give when someone isstruggling with a dilemma, decision or
problem:
Think before you speak.
Think it through.
Think out of the box.
Now, thinking is a good thing. We can
remember times when we have usedour brains. We made lists of pros and
cons about a certain decision and
followed a plan ofaction that sounded
really good in ourheads.
There was one
problem when the
logical solution wasapplied to real life, it
just didnt work very
well.
We have an idea
about how
wonderful it wouldbe to go on thisvacation or have
that girlfriend orpurchase this great new outfit.
Thats the logical mind speaking. We
can have lots of reasons to back up therightness of our desires.
In my own life, Ive had the
opportunity to learn and relearn thisconcept many times, most recently
with the purchase of lovely oldVictorian house that I now use for my
holistic health center.
I had lots of really good reasons forthis purchase:
A good real estate investment.
A contribution to the growth andrevitalization of the citys business
sector.
Remodeling appreciating a lovelyold building.
And on and on.
But the experience of owning abusiness building was quite different
than the reasoning.
When logic fails the gift of experience
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What I discovered was that owning a
business building while practicing my
occupation was like having two careers much too much for middle-aged ladywho also enjoys volunteering for her
church and spending time with friendsand wanting to simplify her life and aspouse who wants to see her now andthen.
So, that lovely old building is for sale.
That brings me to another old piece ofadvice:
Be careful what you pray for.
It seems that many times when we getwhat weve been wanting, theexperience we receive is quite
different.
A loyalty to logic presumes that wehave control over our world. It
further presumes that we canpredict everything that w ill
happen:
Such as: 2 + 2 = 4.
However, the life is not logical.
For instance:
How is it that a woman claims to bea loving and caring mother buys
heroin with her son, teaches himhow to use the heroin and uses the
drug with him.
How is it that a man says he wantsto be healthy but eats a double
cheese pizza every day followed
with a chaser of three doughnuts, abag of cheese curds and a glass ofbeer?
How is it that a woman is terribly
abused but does not leave her
spouse even when financial help
and refuge is offered?
When we ponder these questions, we
see that there are limits to logic, justlike there are limits to our control overthe word.
For some people, the logic of thesolution follow me on this lays in
other kinds of advice:
Follow your heart.
Listen to your gut.
Go with the flow.
But this advice is bare of real content
and direction during the decision-making process, especially one that will
have repercussions for a long time tocome.
So
What does it mean to follow your
heart?
And how do we separate what wewant from what is really right for us
if there is anything that is really right
for us.
Does it mean that we follow the
anthem of the 1960s -- if it feels
good, do it?
Well, we might know a teenagerwho just got pregnant because sex
felt good but who will have to deal
with the very real consequences of
tending to an actual needy andnoisy infant.
Or an alcoholic or drug addict who
said that first drink or drug felt good
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but now the eighth drink and ninth
drug spiraled to compulsive and
out-of-control behavior.
Or on and onmaybe you have astory like this.
As I see it, the truth is:
We need to actively value both feelings
AND thoughts.
One of the reasons that I was originally
drawn to the denomination of theUnitarian Universalist church d is thestatement that follows the U.U.
principles. It notes the many sources of
our beliefs, including the value of
experience as a source of faith.
I quote:
Direct experience of that transcending
mystery and wonder, affirmed in allcultures, which moves us to a renewal
of the spirit and an openness to theforces which create and uphold life.
We need both and we are meant to use
both.
The truth is:
Logic is important and good. It is a
gift.
But experience is necessary. It is a
gift.
A short lesson in brain science:
We have a complicated brain with anumber of parts that have specific
jobs. And our brain has two
hemispheres, the right brain and theleft brain.
The left brain is the logical side of the
self.
Logic examines general forms that
arguments may take, which forms are
valid, and which are fallacies. It is onekind of critical thinking. It is the part ofthe brain that puts words together,
allowing me to speak and you to listenand make sense of what I am saying.
The right brain is focused on emotions,
intuition and sensory experience.
Your right brain loves colors and
textures and pink, purple and red with sparkles and fringe, even if itdoesnt match! And together! Your
right brain loves the candles flickering
on this altar and the basket of flowers,
too. It is the storehouse of feelings,and feelings are not logical they justare.
And if you think that you can explain
your feelings through logic, then youmight be rationalizing and denying or
just making stuff up!
The logic and intuition of our brains ismeant to swing back and forth so that
we are able to constantly switchbetween these two valuable ways ofbeing in the world.
Heres another interesting tidbit:
We also know that experiences changeour brain.
In trauma studies, for instance,scientists have actually been able to
monitor how there are cellular changeswithin the brain when the person
experiences a trauma such as abuse,combat or another horrifying event.
How ever, theres other good news:
People who are survivors of trauma can
heal when their brains change. This
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means that extremely painful or scary
experiences can change the brain for
the worse and that positive experiencescan change the brain for the better.
This is called healing.
Long before I was a psychotherapist, Idecided it was never too late to have a
happy childhood.
A personal experience:
I never attended my high school prom.I was too nerdy, too shy and too
lacking in social skills to enjoy this
highlight milestone of high school.
Later, when I was in my 30s, I had thegood luck to be a newspaper reporter
and editor. I wanted to give myself thismissed experience and decided to
assign myself to attend a local highschool prom and write about it.
I had girlfriends who went prom
dress shopping with me, giggling andwaiting patiently as I finally picked a
filmy gown with a peach colored sashand pearl buttons.
I found an adventurous male friend
who agreed to be my date.
I had friends who lent their house forthe big date and clapped as I
descended down the staircase and
YES! took pictures of me and mydate posing in front of the fireplace
before we left for our big date.
It was a wonderful evening and I loveand treasure my wonderful memories
that I hold within me today, more than20 years later.
Another truth is that I can give you a
lot of information about a lot of things
thats the left brain speakingbut it
is the experience that you create that
deepens the learning and growth.
For instance, I can talk for an hour
about the challenges of change and wemight admit that change is oftendifficult and scary -- althoughsometimes exhilarating and necessary.
But we will have an experience in amoment that will allow you to
experience change that will lead tounderstanding yourself and an idea
much more deeply than I can everexplain.
So, lets have a simple experiencerelating to change.
First, lets give attention to our handson our laps. Without looking, interlace
the fingers on your right hand with thefingers on your left hand.
Good. Now take a moment to glance at
your hands and notice how your handslook, how your fingers are laced and
where your thumbs are placed.
Notice if your right thumb is placedover your left thumb or vice versa.
Its OK whatever way your thumbshave intersected is just fine. We justwant to notice what happens and we
want to notice how this feels.
Now, slowly and with awareness, lift
the thumb thats on the top.
Move your other thumb to allow the topthumb to go underneath and then put
the remaining thumb on top.
Now, lets take a moment to noticewhat your experience is like.
Odd?
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Strange?
Different?
Uncomfortable?
Awkward?
Or something else?
This is an experience admittedly avery simple experience aboutchange. Notice that one way is not
right and the other way is not wrong.They are just different.
And in just a few minutes you have anexperience about change that goesmuch more deeply into your being than
I could ever explain, even if I talked
about change for the next twelve days.
Now, we also want to notice whatyou DO with the experience.
Do you decide, without thinking very
hard, that the second way is much toodifficult and that you want to quickly
return to the old comfortable way?
Do you notice that you are intrigued bythe difference of the two experiences
and start overlapping your thumbs invarious configurations to learn moreabout how this feels?
Are you able to consider that change
involves some level of discomfort andare you willing to figure out how totolerate the discomfort while you are
approaching or in the midst of change?
Notice that the experience comes first.
Once we have the experience, we canbegin to find the context about how theexperience fits in our lives.
Now, there is a little bit of cautionhere. Sometimes we interpret anexperience that is not to our benefit. In
other words, the story that we made
An example:
I know a woman who lived in a small
town and decided to leave the town
and her family to move across fivestates to find a good job in a big city.
Her family was important to her. Shetried to stay in touch with her familywho lived more than 500 miles away,but it wasnt easy to make that long
drive on a regular basis. She always
was the one to visit and very fewmembers of her family traveled to visit
her.
She came to the conclusion that theydidnt care about her and that their
lives and families were more important
than her and her family. Many yearspassed, and her contact with themdiminished to the bare minimum
exchanging holiday card at Christmaswith just a brief signature at the
bottom of the card.
But I saw a different conclusion, adifferent story.
She was the adventurous one the
one who bravely left home and hearthfor a new life in a strange town. Theones who were left behind were hardlyadventurous at all. They preferred to
play it safe and stay in their
hometown, even though opportunitieswere very limited.
The truth is the woman loved her
family members and missed them.Rather than experiencing the sadness
and the yearning to connect more withher family, she quickly made up a story
that they were self-centered and toointerested in their own lives to pay
attention to her.
Now thats just MY story.The notion that experience is important
bodes well at any time of year, but I
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believe that it is especially important
during the holiday season.
(I hope you made that logical leap withme!)
This is the time of year when we oftenfeel overwhelmed with all the demandsof the holiday. It happens that manypeople face the holidays with dread,
disgust, fear or worse or acombination of the above.
Yes, we need to think about this. Butwe also need to marry our thoughtsand plans with the context, feelings
and gifts of experience.
The logical question that I havelearned to ask myself is:
What kind of meaningful experiencescan I create at this time of year for
myself and those I love?
If I want to experience joy, I strive togive myself opportunities to put myself
in situations where I will find joy taking part in activities that are
fulfilling and enjoyable and spendingtime with people that are healthy,warm and positive.
Although not every experience during
the season can fit that assignment, myintention is that most of my decisionswill lead to good experiences.
The experience lives within me.
I carry those good experienceswherever I go, just like I hold the
memory of my prom date.
Furthermore, I can revisit thoseexperiences within myself that arewarm and comforting no matter what
time of year they took place.
So today, I wish you good experiences:
Experiences that will build warmfeelings and good memories.
I also wish that we can value the giftswe contain within ourselves:
The brain which thinks and
reasons is a gift.
And the body which senses
and holds much unconsciousmaterial is also a gift.
Perhaps you are remembering a good
moment, a moment of joy that you
treasure that makes you smile.
Or a moment of logic that failed and
gave you a great and importantlearning.
Or your own discovery how your brain
and emotions have successfully workedtogether.
Thats good.
Thanks for listening. Thanks forthinking, and thanks for feeling.
Karen Carnabucci, MSS, LCSW, TEP,
was invited to give this sermon tothe Olympia BrownUnitarian
Universalist Church,
Racine, Wis., onDec. 5, 2009.
For more about thechurch, see
www.obuuc.org. For
more about Karen,see her Web site atwww.lakehousecenter.com.