My Star, my love

8/7/2019 My Star, my love

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My Star,My Love

by yncassie

Characters:

Lee ~~~~~~~-20

-fan of DBSK, especially Yunho

-attractive, sweet, kind, obtuse with others feelings

Kim Jaejoong-24

-member o DBSK

-hates SM Lee and left the group secretly

Jung Yunho-24

-member of DBSK

Minors:

Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin from DBSK

You were a Cassiopeia and you were crazy about Yunho. But one day you met Jaejoong in

person and slowly developed feelings towards him(but you didnt realize). Suddenly Yunho

came into your life and revealed his feelings towards you. What would you do? And who wouldyou choose?


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Chapter 1

Runaway

DBSK & SM Lee were in the meeting room.

YAH! Im tired of this! Jaejoong shouted.Well, I dont care! No matter what, you have to take these jobs and make money! SM roared

back. Furious, he walked away and shut the door with a loud bang.

Huh, make money? For you? You fucker, Jaejoong shouted back bitterly.Hyung, I think you better listen to him, said Changmin, Before he gets someone to beat you

up.

NO WAY!! shouted Jaejoong, Im sick of him!

Late at night, DBSK went back to their apartment.

-Jaejoongs POV-

* I better get out of here, or else I will be working to death! *

Oh my God! Its already 3 in the morning! Junsu yawned while looking at his watch.Lets take a rest. We have to wake up early tomorrowoops! I mean today, Yunho walked to

his room, Night guys!

Jaejoong waited until everyone was back in their rooms and he secretly packed his belongingsand left.

-The next morning-

Junsu came out from his room rubbing his eyes. Suddenly, he eyed a letter on the dining table.

Out of curiosity, he instantly took a look of it. After reading the first few lines, he quickly wentto the rooms of the rest of DBSK.

Hyungs, wake up! Jaejoong hyungs gone! he screamed anxiously.

Whawhat?! Jaejoong hyungs gone? Why? Yoochun was totally awake now after hearingthe news.

He didnt say, Junsu was trying to explain, He just left this on the table and------

Give me the letter, Yunho snatched from Junsus hand and read it out, Sorry guys, but I gottaget the hell out of here cause I have had enough of SMs shits. Ill try to contact you once Im

settled. Youre always hyungs best friends

Everybody was in silence.

Suddenly, Changmin asked, Should we tell SM? cause DBSK is missing a member right now.But hyung doesnt want to come back! If we tell him, hes gonna track hyung down, Yoochun

pointed out.

They all sighed.Right, Yunho hid the letter, So well say nothing about this if SM asks.

Chapter 2

Saved

Meanwhile, Jaejoong was walking on the street in disguise.

-Jaejoongs POV-

* God, this is the first time in all these years that I can finally walk on the street like

a normal guy. * Just when he was trying to enjoy this peaceful moment of


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relaxation, a high-pitched voice shouted behind him, Ooh! Is that Kim Jaejoong

from DBSK?

Jaejoong turned his head and saw many girls screaming and running towards him,

Oppa, wait up!

* Shit! * He fled. Luckily he ran fast enough, leaving those fan girls a few blocks

behind. He was getting tired and was panting so he turned into an alley.* Oh shit! Dead end! * He was so frustrated but there was no time to think, those

girls were coming.

Out of nowhere, a girl riding a motorcycle came out. (You! ^^)

-Your POV-

You saw a guy standing in the centre of the alley and constantly looking back in

panic.

* He looks quite familiar, but I cant think of where have I seen him before. * You

thought while you were examining him.

Hey! Do you need help? you offered.

Yeah, can you get me out of here? Ill really appreciate it if you do me this favor,

Jaejoong answered absentmindedly and kept on looking back to see if the fan girls

had caught up yet.

When you heard Jaejoongs voice, you finally remembered who he was and you

exclaimed, Omo, are you Hero Jaejoong?

* Oh no! Is she a fan girl too? * While Jaejoong was worrying about it the two of you

heard the fan girls screams and you knew that they were approaching.

Sympathizing his dilemma and not wanting to get into trouble, you immediately

handed a helmet to Jaejoong, I think we better get out of here first.

Where are we going? Jaejoong hesitated. After all he didnt know what kind of

person you were.

Well talk about it after we get out of here, okay? you became impatient as youwere quite scared about those fan girls, If you want to stay alive, just hop on!

Once Jaejoong was settled on the backseat, you sped up and went onto the main

road, but those crazy fan girls never let go. You were not familiar with other paths

and the only way was to go back to your house, so you decided to hide at your

place.

-After a while-

You can go now. Dont think theyll follow that far, you took off your helmet.Jaejoong was really confused now, as he didnt know whether you had a hidden aganda. Yet,

when you took off your helmet, he was stunned by your beauty.Do you know who I am? he suddenly asked.Yeah, as Ive mentioned before, you wondered why he suddenly acted so weird. * Whats in

the head of these celebrities? Do they all act in this way? *

And are you going to act like those girls? he straightforwardly asked.No, you chuckled, For me,, youre just a n idol, thats all.

Oh, after knowing your thoughts, Jaejoong relaxed and tried to be friendly to you.

So he rubbed the back of his head, Erthanks.


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No problem, you smiled.

Well, Im Jaejoong, as you know, he chuckled nervously, And you are

Im ~~~~~~~, you gave out a hand. Jaejoong took it and shaked.Nice to meet you! both of you said together. Then the two of you laughed.

* Shes so cute, * thought Jaejoong, * and shes the first girl who treats me as a normal person in

all these years. *

Chapter 3

Can I Stay?

You two were in the garden of your house.

Wow, your houses awesome, Jaejoong was admiring the architecture of it, Do

you live here alone?

No, I live with my parents. Im not rich enough to own a house like this, you

laughed light-heartedly.

So, am I going to meet your parents? Jaejoong asked while you two walked for a

while and then sat on the bench.You wont be seeing them in a while, you answered casually, In fact, they have

just started travelling around the world last month. So I am living alone now.

You two then started talking about yourselves to know more about each other.

Sowhere are you staying right now? you asked after knowing that Jaejoong had

left the group secretly.

Erthats the thing, he rubbed the back of his head, You know, I have no place

to go after Ive ran away. So I wonder er if I can stay with you for a while? he

asked nervously.

Sure! you answered without hesitation, You can stay as long as you like. Plus my

parents are not around so their room is spared. You can sleep in their room.

Thanks, again, Jaejoong was really grateful as you had helped him a lot. *

~~~~~~~ is really my angel.*

Its getting dark, lets go inside, you smiled and pulled Jaejoong to the front door.

Come in, you beamed.

As soon as Jaejoong walked in, a sense of jealousy rushed through his vein. * No

wonder she doesnt really care even when she found out I am Jaejoong. *

Inside your house, posters of Yunho were on every single wall. (LoL)Wow, do your parents let you put on posters on the walls even in the living room? Jaejoong

asked in a sarcastic tone, and also a hint of sourness.

Ow, are you jealous? you sensed his tone and said playfully.Then you casually walked to the sofa and sat down, flipping through TV channels in a relaxed

manner and ignoring Jaejoong.

Hey, you still havent answered my question, Jaejoong sat down next to you and flipped to a

boring channel so that you would focus on his words.Well, I stick them up after my parents went onto their vacation, you shrugged.

So thats why you acted in that way in the morning? Because your favourite is Yunho?

Jaejoong was a bit hurt right now.


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Yeah I really like Yunho, but thats different cause hes my idol but you are my friend. I can

take them down if you dont like it, you looked at Jaejoong sheepishly, hoping that he wouldnt

be mad at you for a long time.Whatever, Jaejoong said flatly. He picked up the remote control and flipped through the

channels.

Pleasedont be mad at me, you gave him the puppy-eyes look.-Jaejoongs POV-

* God, dont look at me in that way, I just cant stand it! * He felt his heart had skipped a beat

and his cheeks were burning. * Aish, what has happened to me? *You nervously looked at him as you saw his face turning red and thought that he was really

angry with you. * Oh no! Have I gone too far? *

Just when you were trying to start a conversation, Jaejoong said, Fine! I give up But you

have to put the posters away, he quickly added.Phew! I thought youre angry, released, you gave him a quick hug.

Its late now, lets eat, you walked to the kitchen while Jaejoong was still shocked by your act.

Jae, can you come and help me? cause Im not good at cooking, you said sheepishly.

Jaejoong came around and took the pan from your hands, From now on, Ill be responsible forcooking. Just say its for the rent.

~~~~~~~ -ah, why dont you go and watch TV. Ill call you once the food is ready, thenJaejoong continued to cook.

After a few minutes, you smelled a scent of delicious food which made your stomach growled.

Dinners ready, Jaejoong placed the dished on the table.

Since you two were starving, you started to dig in, Wow! Jae, you are really a good cook, yousaid with your mouth full, I havent eaten such delicious food after appa and omma have left.

So what have you been eating in those days? Jaejoong asked.

Every time I tried to cook, it ended up like crap. So I just had to eat instant noodles, youlaughed.

Oh, poor you, Jaejoong gently stroked your hair, But you dont have to worry about it

anymore cause Ill be cooking for you.Thanks, you smiled.

That night, you two continued chatting (kind of like knowing each other) until midnight.

~~~~~~~ -ah? Jaejoong had just taken a shower and gotten changed. He came back and foundyou sleeping serenely on the sofa and didnt want to wake you up.

-Jaejoongs POV-

* She is so beautiful when shes asleepOh, what am I thinking? I think Im starting to fall for

her, even though she only sees me as a friend. I wish I would stand by her side forever. * Thenhe carried you in bridal style and brought you back to your room

Chapter 4

Oppa

-Some time later-

Jaejoong feared that SM would find him and force him to go back to DBSK and to be

his moneymaking machine so he withdrew all the money from his bank account and

transferred it to another account. He changed his cell phone number and sold his

old car and got another one so that theres no way SM could find him. Not wanting


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to catch the attention of others, he earned money from buying stocks. (Just to let

you know why he is so rich yet he doesnt have to work. LoL)

As time passed, the two of you were really close, but you still didnt know that Jaejoong had a

crush on you since he had hidden his feelings very well and you were absolutely obtuse when

others had feelings towards you. You two hanged out almost every day and did everythingtogether. Jaejoong had become your best friend.

One day, Jaejoong suddenly asked, Why do you like Yunho the most?

You didnt know what to answer at that moment, after all you knew Jaejoong would be somehowjealous, huh? Oh cause hes really good at dancing plus hes handsome, you tried not to

exaggerate. * Thats a normal answer, right? * You worried.

Jaejoong was trying hard not to lose his temper, * Stay calm, Jaejoong. Damn! Why does~~~~~~~ -ah like Yunho? * He didnt want to be jealous of his good friend, yet its definitely a

struggle when he knew that the girl he loved was kind of in love with Yunho, So who do you

like better, me or him?

Hey, thats different. I know you but I dont know Yunho. You know, its different betweenliking a friend and liking an idol, you fought back.

Jaejoong silently sighed. * You still havent denied that you like Yunho more that me, ~~~~~~~

-ah. *Jae, can we have lunch now? you pouted, Im hungry.

Shouldnt you call me oppa? Im older than you. Actually, Jaejoong really wanted you to call

him oppa, so it sounded more like a couple. (xD)Butbut Ive been calling you Jae for like two months? Why do you want me to call you

oppa anyways? you still didnt get it.

I wont cook if you dont call me oppa FROM NOW ON. Besides, Im not hungry at all, I dont

mind skipping a meal, he smirked and crossed his arms before his chest.

Defeated, you said, Fine! Ill call you oppa, okay? Jaejoong oppa, please can we have lunchnow?

Jaejoong smiled and lightly patted your head, Thats my good girl. He seemed satisfied with it.Do you need any help, Jaejoongoppa? you asked.

No, you just have to wait till the foods ready, princess, he continued with the cooking.

* Since when have I been princess? * you thought. But once Jaejoong had finished cooking,you quickly put that thought aside.

Let in the night, Jaejoong called Yunho, hey, its me.

Jaejoong hyung? Omo, I thought I would never hear from you again.

Yah, Im only hiding from SM, not you guys. By the way, this is my new number. Now you can

contact me, right? Jaejoong chuckled.But where do you live now? Can we visit you?

Er Jaejoong hesitated. He didnt know what would happen if you meet Yunho in person.And, most importantly, would you choose Yunho over him. Maybe well talk about it next time.

Call me when you have time. Bye.

Jaejoong went into your room quietly so that he wouldnt wake you up. You were sleeping

peacefully and seemed that you were having a sweet dream.-Jaejoongs POV-


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* ~~~~~~~ -ah, forgive me if I dont give you a chance to meet Yunho. I know you really like

him. But Im scared that you would leave me if you know him. I really love you. Forever. * He

affectionately gazed at you and then kissed you on your soft cheek.

Chapter 5

Boyfriend?!

Since you were a college student, you were going back to school after the holiday.

Jaejoong oppa, Im leaving now, you hurried down the stairs looking at your

watch.

Hey, what about your breakfast, ~~~~~~~ -ah? Jaejoong was just about to put

your omelet onto the plate.

Im running out of time now---

No, you come back here ~~~~~~~ -ah, finish your breakfast and Ill drive you to

school, Jaejoong pulled you back and forced you to sit on the chair, eat up.

Okay, you quickly finished up your food.

-On the way to school-

Thanks oppa. I thought I was going to be late in the first day, you said gratefully.No problem. Besides, I think youll be a bit earlier when you arrived. Just calm down, alright?

Jaejoong gazed at you and then quickly focused back onto the road.

Hmm, you must be boring when Im at school. So what are you going to do, oppa? youcasually asked.

Emmaybe Ill meet DBSK. You know. I havent seen them for months.

Oh, so youll see Yunho too? suddenly your eyes brightened up. * I really hope that I could

meet him. Plus Jaejoong oppa is his good friend so maybe well become friends too. *Just then, you arrived at the entrance of your school. Go now. Call me when youve finished,

Ill pick you up. Jaejoong flashed a smile and winked at you. But inside, he was hurt by yourwords.Okay then, bye oppa, you got out and waved while Jaejoong drove off.

Hey, ~~~~~~~ -ah, your good friend Hee Yeong patted your shoulder, Whos that handsome

guy in the car, your boyfriend?Huh? No, hes just my friend. Why do you say that anyways? you raised you eyebrow and

looked at Hee Yeong.

Nothing, she shrugged, Just that it seems like you two are really close, she smirked.Were close too. Does that mean that were together? you tugged her arm and said playfully.

Aish, youre so dumb, Hee Yeong rolled her eyes, Seriously, ~~~~~~~ -ah, do you think you

would feel it if youre in love with a guy?

Of course! I know I love Yunho, you said innocently.Yah! Its different! Plus that guy, whoever he is, does mean something to you right? If hes

close enough to drive you to school. Hee Yeong impatiently said.

Told you, hes just a good friend of mine, thats all!Ha! Well see! I say youre in love with him. Lets wait for a few months and tell me that hes

JUST your friend, ~~~~~~~ -ah, she said.

* Weird. Jaejoong oppa and I are just good friends. Why would Hee Yeong-ah think in this way?* you silently thought. During lessons, you tried hard to concentrate on your teachers lecture but


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the question kept on coming back to you.

While you were waiting for your lunch, Hee Yeong walked to you with her tray, Thinking about

the question that I gave you?No, you shook your head, hoping that the thought would also leave you.

Ha, I know you girl. Sure you have a crush on him, Hee Yeong laughed.

Jaejoong was on his way to pick you up. * Why ~~~~~~~ -ah, why do you care for Yunho more

than me? You dont even know him. * He was thinking about what you had said previously.Hey ~~~~~~~ -ah, are you done? Jaejoong called you.

Hi oppa, Im coming.

You saw his car and ran forward, Jaejoong oppa, youre early!Come on, lets go home, he flashed a dazzling smile.

On the way back home, you frequently glanced at Jaejoong and thought about what Hee Yeong

had said earlier. * Do I like him as a guy but not as a friend? *Suddenly Jaejoong looked at you affectionately, Whats wrong?

Nnothing, you slightly blushed and quickly looked out of the window so he couldnt see

your face turning crimson.* Hee Yeong-ah must be wrong. Thats just impossible. Jaejoong oppa and I are just friends. *

Chapter 6

Hang Out

It had been a while and you were on you holiday again. (XD, wonder which school

youre in. Always having holidays.)

Hey, ~~~~~~~ -ah, what should we do now? You and Jaejoong were sitting on

the coach watching TV.

Dunno, you lazily placed your head on his shoulder, which nearly gave him a

heart attack.Whawhat! Its your holiday. Lets hang out, he jumped up from his seat and

calmed himself down, Ill go and get changed. You should get prepared too,

~~~~~~~ -ah.

You looked at him puzzled, wondering why he suddenly reacted in that way. Okay,

you shrugged.

Since Jaejoongs disappearance, SM tried not to let the public know about it and DBSK hadattended less functions. As a result, people usually didnt recognize Jaejoong now. But just to be

safe, he still wore a cap and kept himself as low profile as he could.

The two of you went into a shopping mall.Its been a long time since I came here last time, you said as you looked at some new shops

that were opened recently.

Its been YEARS that I can finally walk into a shopping mall without people screaming and

staring at me, Jaejoong chuckled.Oh, right. That must be bad. I cant imagine not going into a shopping centre for years, you

lightly tugged his arms.

At least Ive run away. So I can enjoy hanging out now. * And most importantly, to be with


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you, ~~~~~~~ -ah. * He silently thought.

Suddenly, you spotted a jacket which you really liked, Oppa, can I take a look at that? you

pointed at the shop.Sure, lets go in.

You tried it on and asked, How was it, oppa?

Everythings good on you, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he dazzlingly smiled.You blushed slightly. Then you took a look at the price and it was outrageously expensive.

Although you came from a rich family, you decided not to buy it, Come on, oppa, lets go.

I thought you like that jacket, he looked at you in surprise.But its not worth it, you whispered to him since you were still in the shop.

* Shes so cute, * Jaejoong took out his credit card and gave it to the sales, Ill have that.

But oppa

No buts. Since youre a good girl, Im giving you a prize, he took the bag containing your newjacket and handed it to you, Here, you deserve it.

Thanks, oppa, since you knew it costed Jaejoong a lot, you were quite guilty about it.

You two went on walking and you saw a silver necklace in a shop. * Thats nice, * you decided

to buy it for Jaejoong.You dragged Jaejoong towards the boutique and asked the shopkeeper, Can I have a look at that

please.* Does ~~~~~~~ -ah like this kind of boyish necklace? * He thought.

Ill have this. Thank you, you quickly paid for it after you had examined it.

Oppa, this looks good on you. Here, you stood on your tiptoe and clasped it on Jaejoongs

neck.Jaejoongs eyes widened, * She bought this for me? *

Seeing this, the shopkeeper thought that you two were couple and quickly added, Oh! This is

actually a couple necklace and this is for girls, she handed it to you.Oh, but we are not---

Lets have a look. Oh, I think its nice on you ~~~~~~~ -ah. Ill have this, Jaejoong quickly

said.Here, this time, Jaejoong clasped it on your neck.

Erthanks. * I owe him even more now, * you thought. * Guess that its fine for us to wear

couple necklace even though were not couple. After all were best friends. *

After a while, you guys walked to a plaza and suddenly you spotted an ice-cream store. Oh, ice-cream! you squealed. And without realizing, you grabbed Jaejoongs hand and rushed to the

store.

You love ice-cream? he asked.YES! Its my favourite! you said as if you were an excited child, My treat. What flavor do

you want?

Chocolate, whenever Jaejoong looked at you, he just wanted to smile. * God, shes so cute! *

Okay. One chocolate and one strawberry please. Thank you. You handed Jaejoong hischocolate ice-cream and you started eating your strawberry ice-cream.

Yummy! you licked your lips. You two sat on a bench and enjoyed your ice-creams.

Oppa, do you want some? you handed Jaejoong your ice-cream.Sure. You want a try? he gave his to you in exchange.


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Chapter 7

Amusement Park

The next day you and Jaejoong decided to go to an amusement park. You had been

to the amusement park a few times but you had never tried riding on a roller

coaster.~~~~~~~ -ah, that looks cool. Lets try it, Jaejoong pointed at the most scary-

looking roller coaster and exclaimed.

* Omo, * you felt your legs shaking.

Are you scared, ~~~~~~~ -ah? If you are, we can do something else, Jaejoong

saw your expression changed.

No, its alright. Seems fun! you didnt want to let him down, * Maybe its not that

bad after all. Guess it wont do any harm giving a try, right? *

Oppa, lets go, you quickly pulled him to the roller coaster.

~~~~~~~ -ah, are you sure you want to do this? Jaejoong noticed your face

turning pale.

Yeah, at least I should try once, you weakly smiled.

As the roller coaster began and slowly accelerated to the top, you tightly shut your

eyes and instinctively grabbed Jaejoongs hand.

Jaejoong was quite shocked a first but then he lightly squeezed your hand to

reassure you.

* I guess theres something good about it when ~~~~~~~ -ahs scared, * he lightly

chuckled.

ARGH!!!!!! you screamed and tightly held Jaejoongs hand from the beginning till

the end.

When the roller coaster finally stopped, you tightly hugged Jaejoong and buried your

head into his chest.Its alright now, ~~~~~~~ -ah, lets go, he gently stroked your hair.

Guess this is my last time playing this, you looked up and weakly smiled.

After that, you and Jaejoong played some more less stimulating rides.

It was getting dark and you wished to look at the sunset, Jaejoong oppa, lets go to the ferriswheel! Then you noticed that Jaejoong stiffened, Whats wrong?

Nothing. Come on, lets go, he gently grabbed your hand and you two walked towards the

ferris wheel.As you two went in, you started looking out and exclaimed, Wow, Jaejoong oppa, look! The

sunset is so beautiful! Oppa? you looked back and saw Jaejoong staring at the floor

expressionlessly, * Whats wrong? *Then you suddenly realized and laughed, Oh oppa. You are not afraid of those horrifying roller

coasters but you are scared of riding on a ferris wheel?

What! We are now a few stories high and its moving so slowly---

So youre afraid of height? you slyly smiled.Not if it is fast, he looked at you so as to distract him from looking out.

That means you are STILL afraid of height, you teased.

Yeah, kinda, Jaejoong finally admitted.


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Aww, you are so cute, you sat next to him and cupped his face with your hands.

~~~~~~~ -ah, Jaejoong gently grabbed your hands and slowly put them down, I wont be

scared if youre with me, he softly gazed at you.Then you realized that your faces were only a couple inched apart. You felt Jaejoongs breath

tickling you and your cheeks burning. You knew you were really red. Yet Jaejoong was still

staring straight into your eyes, making your heart thudded loudly.Suddenly, you heard snap and knew that the camera had taken a shot. (like when the rides

nearly end, theyll take a photo)

When the two of you left the ferris wheel, a staff came up and said, Today is our amusement

park 15th anniversary and we are giving out photos for free, she said as she handed the phototo you.

You looked at the photo and were so embarrassed as you saw the two of you in that ambiguous

pose.Just then, Jaejoong willingly took the photo from the staffs hand, Thank you, he smiled

brightly.

* This is the best picture ever, * Jaejoong looked at the photo and thought about the scene whichyou two nearly kissed.

Chapter 8

Badminton

Since Jaejoong said hes good at badminton, (in All About TVXQ season 3) hes going

to teach you here. LoL.

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You were tidying Jaejoongs room one day and saw his badminton rackets, Oh

Jaejoong oppa, do you play badminton? you shouted out.Huh? Oh yeah, Id been learning badminton for a few years, he suddenly popped

his head in.

Oh, I wish I know how to play badminton, you pouted.

I can teach you if you want to learn, ~~~~~~~ -ah. Do you want to try it

tomorrow? he asked.

YES!! you eagerly nodded.

-Next morning-

Jaejoong oppa, wake up! you rushed into his room, lets go to play badmin---Then you realized that he was ONLY wearing his shorts, Omo! you instantly covered your

eyes with your hands.Argh shit, ~~~~~~~ -ah, Im changing! Knock the door before you come in, okay? he blushedin embarrassment.

IllIll wait for you outside, you quickly got out and closed the door.

* Omo! * you leaned on Jaejoongs door, burying your face in your palms, * What am I doing?Why is my heart beating so fast? *


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After a while, Jaejoong brought the rackets and stuffs to his car and said to you, Ready to go,

~~~~~~~ -ah? he smiled uneasily.

Yeah, sure, you got into the car without looking at him. * God! Its so embarrassed right now!*

The two of you was in awkward silence but both of you didnt know what to say.

You were about to press the button for some music but Jaejoong also planned to do that and yourfingers instantly touched. You felt as if there was a strong electric current and you quickly

shirked. * Whats happening to me lately? *

You finally arrived and you thought that things could not be like this any longer. You tried hardto act normal, Oppa, can we start now?

Jaejoong was so surprised by your sudden change of tone, but he was also pleased that you two

were no longer in that awkward situation, Sure! he quickly gave you a racket and started to

teach you patiently.After a while, when you were able to handle it, you started to play the game with Jaejoong. He

slowly served the ball to you and you played quite well throughout the game. Suddenly,

however, you jumped up to hit the ball and you accidentally sprained you ankle when landing.

Ow, you painfully screamed and sat on the floor.~~~~~~~ -ah! Are you hurt? Jaejoong rushed to you and asked in concern.

I guess soARGH! That hurts oppa, tears were filling your eyes when Jaejoong examinedyour injury and touched your ankle.

Its all my fault. I shouldnt have brought you here, Jaejoong was so guilty that he kept on

blaming himself.

No, oppa, dont blame yourself. Im always clumsy, you smiled encouragingly.Come on, lets go home now, Before you could react, Jaejoong swiftly carried you in bridal

style.

Oppa, I can walk---Hush, I dont want to worsen your injury. * My heart breaks when I see you getting hurt,

~~~~~~~ -ah. *

Jaejoong carried you back home and laid you on the coach, Ill get the first-aid kit. Wait here.I cant go anywhere, remember? you pointed at your ankle and joked.

Youre just too optimistic, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he lightly chuckled. Coming back with the first-aid

kit, Jaejoong treated your sprained ankle carefully.Ah! you winced.

Oh, Im sorry, ~~~~~~~ -ah. Tell me if it hurts, okay? Jaejoong gave you a concerned look

and then treated your ankle more delicately.

Done! Jaejoong gently patted your head.Thanks, oppa. I dont know what would happen if youre not with me, you said with gratitude,

But can you help me up? I cant walk now.

At your service, princess, he carried you in bridal style again and brought you back to yourroom. He laid you on bed and tucked you in, Good night, ~~~~~~~ -ah, Jaejoong gently

brushed away your bangs.

Night, Jaejoong oppa, you smiled sweetly.Then, Jaejoong gave you an unexpected kiss on your forehead and left, leaving you in

bewilderment.


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Chapter 9

Exam

It was near the end of term and you were going to have your exam soon. Although

you were doing quite well in class you were still very stressed .You started to lose

you appetite and eventually became really thin. You always locked yourself in yourroom studying. Seeing your thin figure, Jaejoong was really worried about you,

~~~~~~~ -ah, take a rest! Youve been studying for 5 hours non-stop!

Im fine, oppa, you finally got out of your room and went to the kitchen to get a

glass of water, call me when its dinner time.

But its only 3 oclock in the afternoon! he shouted after you shut the door again.

Hmm, life is so boring without ~~~~~~~ -ah around, Jaejoong whined. He tried

watching TV, listening to music, reading books, even composing songs, but theres

no use, URGH!!! SOOOOOO BORINGGGG! This is really driving me crazy!

Then he heard some noise coming from your room, *is there something happening

to ~~~~~~~ -ah? He quickly ran upstairs and gently knocked on your door,

~~~~~~~ -ah, are you alright?

Then he heard you screaming which got on his nerves and he rushed into your

room, Whats wrong? He saw you throwing things everywhere.

Are you okay? he grabbed your shoulders and lightly shook you.

Yeah, I guess, but you started crying.

Jaejoong tightly hugged you and you buried your head in his chest.

Its okay now, ~~~~~~~ -ah. Just tell me whats bothering you, he gently

stroked your hair.

Im okay. Its just that Im too stressed and I dont understand some of the theories

and I get really frustrated, you hugged his neck and cried again.

Come, lets go out, Jaejoong gently wiped away your tears with his thumbs.To where? I still have to revise, you asked.

Oh forget about that for a while, okay? Youve done enough revision today, he

grabbed you hand and dragged you out.

Get in, he opened the door of his car.

Once Jaejoong started driving, you wondered where he was taking you to, Oppa,

where are we going?

Just wait. Well be there soon, he then concentrated back on the road.

Okay, ~~~~~~~ -ah, lets get out, Then Jaejoong walked you to the beach, Come on,

~~~~~~~ -ah. Do this. It will make you feel better, he shouted for a long time towards the sea,Im done. Now its your turn, he encouragingly smiled.

Alright, you took a deep breath, and then you shouted, ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow, it really

works. I feel a lot better now. Thanks, oppa, you beamed.No need to thank me. You are the one who release your own stress, not me. But you have to

promise me, ~~~~~~~ -ah, dont ever put too much pressure on yourself again, he looked at you

affectionately.I promise, oppa, you smiled, Since were here now, lets have some fun! you ran towards the

seaside. Jaejoong was concerned about you and he rushed forward too. You turned around and


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splashed water on him, got cha, you laughed and ran away.

AISH! YOU COME BACK HERE LEE ~~~~~~~!!! he ran after you and took his revenge.

YAH! Be careful, Kim Jaejoong. Im gonna get you, you pushed him on the ground and hewas completely soaked.

Not so fast, young lady, he grabbed you while you were about to run away and you landed on

him.Suddenly, Jaejoong realized that you were wearing a white T-shirt and now you were soaked

from head to toe. He quickly pulled you up, Its getting dark now. Lets go back before you

catch cold, he walked in front of you and lead you back to his car so as not to let you see hisface blushed in embarrassment. He quickly grabbed his jacket in the car and cover you up,

Wear it, or youll get cold.

How about you oppa? Youre all wet too, you saw water dripping from his hair.

Im fine, dont worry about me. Plus you will have your exam soon, so dont get sick, he triednot to look at your body. (lol)

Chapter 10

Sick

-The next day-

It was already 10 oclock in the morning but Jaejoong was still in his room.

Oppa, its already late in the morning. Are you okay? you gently knocked the

door, Im coming in.

When you stepped in, you saw Jaejoong was still lying in bed.

* Lazy Jaejoong! * you thought. Then you heard him coughing and sneezing. Omo!

Jaejoong oppa! Are you sick because of yesterday? you gently shook him in

concern.

I guess * cough cough * Im just a little unwell * cough cough *, thats all *cough *

he looked at you reassuringly.NO, its not a LITTLE unwell, you touched his forehead, Oh my God! You are

burning! Stay here, Ill be back soon. You got out of the room. A couple of minutes

later, you came back with an ice bag and put it on Jaejoongs forehead, Dont

move, okay? Ill make you some congee and buy some medicine. You gotta take

some rest.

Jaejoong nodded and closed his eyes.

Later, you were finally back, Oppa, wake up and eat some congee, you softly patted his

shoulder.Did you make it, ~~~~~~~ -ah? Jaejoong asked curiously. * ~~~~~~~ -ah mentioned that she

cant cook *

Yeah, hope it isnt too bad, you sheepishly said. As Jaejoong started to eat, you worriedlylooked at his reaction.

Well, not bad at all. In fact, its quite good, Jaejoong gave you a thumbs-up.

Thanks, you beamed, Ill go out now, so you can rest. You were about to stand up butJaejoong suddenly grabbed your arm, Dont go. Stay with me, he pleaded.

Okay, you sat next to his bed and gently brushed his bangs from his eyes, Just sleep. Ill stay

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Jaejoong closed his eyes. But suddenly he asked, ~~~~~~~ -ah, can I ask you something?

Of course, oppa, you leaned closer.

Remember the first day that we met? You were so tough then. But now youre different. Youeven stop riding your motorcycle, he chuckled.

Really? I dont even notice that Ive changed, you thought for a while, but Hee Yeong ah

also said that I treat friends very differently than I treat other people, you shrugged, After all,Im not good at directions, and now I have a good driver, I dont have to drive anymore, you

smiled.

So Im just your driver? Jaejoong pretended to be angry.No no no, Im just kidding. You are my best friend! you were worried that he would really get

angry.

Jaejoong remained silence as he was deep in his thought. * Am I only your best friend, ~~~~~~~

-ah? Why dont you know my feelings? *You didnt know what Jaejoong was thinking and thought that he was really mad at you,

Jaejoong oppa, Im just kidding. Please dont be angry with me, you looked at him with puppy

eyes, Hey, say something!

Huh? Oh, dont worry, oppa will never be mad at you, okay? Silly girl, he stroked you hairgently.

Then what are you thinking just now? you curiously looked at him.Nothnothing, he lied.

Okay then, Ill go out now. You really need to sleep. Or just a nap. And the medicine is on your

desk. Take it when you wake up, okay? Fighting! you gave Jaejoong a hug unexpectedly and

then you left the room.After you had left, Jaejoong was as red as a tomato because of your sudden reaction. * I just have

my body temperature back to normal. Now she wants me to have a fever again? God! * He

sighed and sank into his bed.

Chapter 11

Meeting DBSK

Finally! I know you guys are waiting for Yunho!! LoL^^

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It had been a while and Jaejoong was fully recovered. You also finished your exam

and resulted in good grades. Everything was back to normal now and the two of you

stuck together everyday as usual.

~~~~~~~ -ah, lets go out and have tea, Jaejoong said eagerly, Say its to celebrate for your

exam results.He brought you to this caf. Do you come here often, oppa? you asked.

Yeah, I used to come here at least once a week. I think its the best caf Ive ever had, he

chuckled. He held your hand and you two walked into the caf.

As you two walked in, you heard a familiar voice shouted out, Jaejoong hyung!* Yunho?! * You instantly looked back and saw YUNHO with the rest of the DBSK in person.

You instinctively let go of Jaejoongs tight grip.


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Hehe, hyung, is that your girlfriend? Junsu squealed.

No, Jaejoong hesitated, Were just friends. He was thinking about your reaction just now, *

its Yunho again, * he silently sighed.Guys, Jaejoong tried to act normal, This is ~~~~~~~, he put his hand on your shoulder and

pulled you closer to him, Im staying at her place now.

Oooh, so you guys are LIVING TOGETHER now? Yoochun slyly chuckled.Hey, get the dirty thoughts out of your mind, Park Yoochun, Jaejoong gave him dead glares.

But you werent listening. * OMO, this is like a dream come true! Seeing Yunho oppa in person

and he smiled at me! Aish, I feel Im going to explode! *Jaejoong hyung, ~~~~~~~ -ah, come sit down, Changmin said, Im hungry, lets order

something.

You sat next to Jaejoong and Yunho which made your heart beat really quickly. But Yunho

seemed to be deep in his thoughts. He didnt say a word after he saw you. * Is there somethingwrong happening? Oh no, maybe Yunho oppa doesnt like me. * you worried.

Just then, Yunho leaned closer to you, ~~~~~~~ -ah, do you happen to have a sister or a cousin

that looks like you?

You slightly blushed because of the distance between you and Yunho. Then you politelyanswered, No, Im the only child and I dont have any cousins.

Whats wrong? Jaejoong asked.Nothing, just that ~~~~~~~ -ah looks like someone I knew, Yunho smiled warmly, which

melted you instantly and made you feel weak.

Jaejoong sensed that you had behaved differently so he gently grabbed your hand, ~~~~~~~

-ah, are you okay?Yeah, I guess, when you met DBSK, especially Yunho, you finally became aware that you and

Jaejoong seemed to be too close. You let go of Jaejoongs hand, fearing that Yunho would

misunderstand your relationship.* Why is it always Yunho? * Jaejoong couldnt stop envying him after he figured out what was

going on.

But the rest of DBSK didnt realize the tension and they quickly became friends with you after afew chats.

Hey ~~~~~~~ -ah, since were all older than you, you should call us oppa, Junsu stated.

Sure, Junsu oppa, you giggled.

Meanwhile, Jaejoong was talking with Yunho in private.You think ~~~~~~~ -ah is related to her? Jaejoong asked.

At first I thought so. But then they are so different. And ~~~~~~~ -ahs surname is Lee, not

Cho, Yunho replied.Right, I dont think ~~~~~~~ -ah knows anyone with the surname Cho, Jaejoong said, But

you still cant get over it, right?

Its been years since she broke up with me, Yunho simply replied, But you twoare you

really just friends, hyung?Huh? Ohyeah, just friends.

You were still chatting with Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin on another side so you couldnt hear

Jaejoong and Yunhos conversation and didnt know what they were talking about.Aw, I miss Jaejoong hyungs cooking, Changmin pouted.


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Such an eating machine, Yoochun chuckled and rubbed Changmins hair.

Why dont you guys come and eat with us? you invited.

Oh great!! How about tonight? Changmin exclaimed.Yeah, then you shouted out, Jaejoong oppa, is it okay if oppas come around for dinner

tonight?

Sure. Lets go guys, Jaejoong pulled you closer towards him as all of you walked out.

Chapter 12

Birthday

Hi guys! Since today is my birthday Ive decided to write this chapter. I try to make

this chappie longer XD. Enjoy~

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Since then, you and DBSK became close friends (jealous~XD), but you were still the

closest with Jaejoong. They always came around to your home now, as they had

fewer jobs because of Jaejoongs leave. Although you still felt nervous every timeyou faced Yunho, you managed to act normal and treated him just as you treated

the rest of them.

You were at school having lectures while Jaejoong secretly called a meeting.

Sup, hyung, Yoochun greeted as DBSK went into your house.Hey guys, Jaejoong started once they were settled, I need your help. ~~~~~~~ -ahs birthday

is on this Saturday, and its only two days from now. Her parents are still travelling so we should

celebrate with her, right? I want to give her the most unforgettable birthday she has ever had and

we better start to prepare.Thats great! I love parties! Junsu squeaked.

Then we better go and buy presents for her now, said Yunho.Right, you guys go to buy presents first. Ill get some ingredients for the birthday cake andsnacks, Jaejoong quickly grabbed his wallet.

I go with you, hyung, Changmins eyes sparkled once the word food was mentioned.

Then Ill buy materials for decorating the house, Yoochun offered.Thanks for helping, guys, Jaejoong said gratefully.

No problem! ~~~~~~~ -ah is also our good friend, right? Junsu grinned.

Finally, the big day had come.

You didnt know that DBSK had prepared a party for you.Jaejoong oppa, Ill go back to school for a while, you shouted out.

Alright, see you later, Jaejoong called out and quickly phoned DBSK, ~~~~~~~ -ahs gonenow. Come quickly.They came in a few minutes and started decorating the house while Jaejoong was baking your

favorite cheese cake. He also prepared some snacks for all of you.

Yah, Changmin-ah, stop eating the snacks! Or ~~~~~~~ -ah will have nothing to eat! Jaejoong

shouted to Changmin.Fine. Last one, Changmin quickly grabbed one and popped it into his mouth.

Aish, Jaejoong looked at his watch, ~~~~~~~ -ah is about to leave school now. Yunho-ah,


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can you go and pick her up?

Sure, Yunho grabbed the key and went out while the rest kept on preparing.

You were about to leave school. As you walked to the main entrance, you saw Jaejoongs car. *Is Jaejoong oppa here to pick me up? *

But as you got closer, you saw Yunho instead.Hey, ~~~~~~~ -ah, Yunho greeted you, Lets go home.

Hi Yunho oppa, you sweetly smiled as you got into the car.Yunho suddenly felt his heart beating faster. * Whats wrong with me? Right, just that ~~~~~~~

-ah looks like my ex-girlfriend, thats all. Oh, but ~~~~~~~ -ah smiles exactly like her! Gosh,

how can someone be so alike? *Yunho oppa, are you okay? you looked at him with your big eyes, Is there something

bothering you?

Yunho couldnt manage to have eye contact with you. He felt that his cheeks were heated.Some time later, you finally arrived home.

Yunho opened the door for you. Thank you, you beamed as you stepped out of the car.

Yunhos heart fluttered when he saw you smile. * Damn, whats wrong with me lately? *~~~~~~~ -ah, lets go in, Yunho ushered you to the door and pressed the bell.As soon as the door was opened, you heard a loud roar, Happy birthday, ~~~~~~~ -ah!

You saw DBSK warmly welcomed you, Omo, how do you know todays my birthday, oppas?

your eyes filled with tears of joy.Aish, ~~~~~~~ -ah, dont cry. Its your birthday, Junsu said.

* I really want to hold her in my arms now, * Jaejoong and Yunho thought at the same time.

Come on, ~~~~~~~ -ah, dont just stand there. Lets have your birthday cake, Changminpatted your head and dragged you to the dining room eagerly.

Do you think of other things other than food? you let out a laugh.

Right then, Yoochun brought out the birthday cake and DBSK sang the birthday song to you in

chorus. Your eyes were once again filled with tears, You sang beautifully, oppas. This is thebest birthday I have ever had. I wish that appa and omma were here too, you quietly added.

Jaejoong heard it and gave you a tight hug, They maybe back soon, ~~~~~~~ -ah. Seeing this

scene, Yunho was fumed suddenly.Why dont we give our presents to our birthday girl now, Yunho said deliberately, wanting to

separate you and Jaejoong.

Yeah, you quickly broke away from Jaejoongs arms.DBSK took out the presents and you opened them one by one.

Changmin gave you a limited edition T-shirt, Thanks Changmin oppa. This is the coolest T-

shirt Ive ever had.Junsu bought you a handbag, Junsu oppa, I love it! Thanks.

Yoochun gave you a delicate key chain that was made of crystal, Oh, its so beautiful! Thank

you, Yoochun oppa!

You beamed and hugged each of them.Then, it was Yunhos turn, ~~~~~~~ -ah, hope youll like it, he softly gazed at you and handed

you the present. It was a charm bracelet.

Its gorgeous. Thanks, Yunho oppa! you smiled and hugged him.Jaejoong was burning with anger and he quickly took out his gift, ~~~~~~~ -ah, this is for you.

You opened the box and found a ring carved with My Angel ~~~~~~~ on the inside. Thanks,


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Jaejoong op---

Jaejoong tightly hugged you before you could finish your sentence. Then he held your hand and

slipped the ring onto your finger, Happy birthday, he whispered into your ear.

Chapter 14

Accident

It had been a while after your birthday and you had to go back to school again.

~~~~~~~ -ah, are you ready? We better go now or youll be late, Jaejoong was

waiting for you at the front door.

Coming, you rushed down from the your room.

Jaejoong opened the door for you while you stepped into his car. ~~~~~~~ -ah,

can you go home by yourself today cause I have things to do, sorry, as Jaejoong

took your hand while his other hand driving on the wheel, you felt your cheeks

heated and your pulse beating faster and faster.

Nno problem, oppa, you gave him a warm smile which instantly melted

Jaejoongs heart.

-After school-

When you arrived home later in the afternoon, you heard noises coming from your house, *

Someone is in my house?! Oh no, is it a burglar? *You tightly gripped your cell phone in case something went wrong and you quietly opened the

door.

Yunho oppa!! you shouted in relief but also a sense of anger, How did you come in? Youvescared me!

No, YOU have scared me, ~~~~~~~ -ah. Dont shout behind my back! Yunho said.

You havent answered me yet. How did you get in? you raised an eyebrow.

He shrugged, The spare keys just under the mat. I saw Jaejoong used it.So why are you here? you asked as you took a seat next to him on the coach.

Just wanna see you, Yunho casually put his arms around your shoulder, pulling you closer to

him and gently rested his head onto yours.The sudden touch turned your face as red as a tomato and nearly gave you a heart attack. Both of

you stayed in this position in awkward silence. * Why is Yunho oppa acting so weird lately? *

You looked up and saw him seemingly at ease, * And how can he be so calm? *Why are you staring at me? Yunho teased, Am I that good looking?

Yah just when you were thinking how to answer him, the phone suddenly rang. * Saved! *

-On the line-

Yeoboseyo, you said.

Is this Lee Jung Hees family?Yes, Im his daughter.

Im very sorry to tell you that Mr. and Mrs. Lee were killed in a car accident in Paris. Theirbodies have already been sent back to Seoul. Please come and identify their bodies in the

following three days

Tears streamed down to your cheeks and filled your eyes which blurred your vision.Miss Lee? Miss Lee?

Yes, Im here. Araso, Ill go tomorrow, you tried hard to control yourself.


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Whats wrong? Yunho panicked as he saw you cried.

Appa and ommadied. Theyre goneforever, you breathed heavily while you spoke.

* Oh no! * Yunho quickly got up and hugged you tightly. You buried your head into his chestand sobbed. He gently stroked your hair, rocking you back and forth.

~~~~~~~ -ah, please dont cry. Your parents will not want to see you in tears, he pulled you

closer, Im here for you, ~~~~~~~ -ah.Right then, Jaejoong was back and he was just going to open the door. But he caught a glimpse

of you and Yunho hugging each other through the window. He was fumed instantly, * So you

two are in love with each other, huh? *He ran back to his car and drove onto the highway at 200km/h.

A few hours later Jaejoong finally went back to your house. He was still angry and he shut the

door loudly when he came in which made you jump.

Oh, Jaejoong oppa, youre back, you weakly smiled.Once Jaejoong saw your red and puffy eyes, he knew that you had cried. He anger vanished right

at that moment and asked in concerned, Babe, why did you cry?

My parentsthey died in an accident, you tried to hold back your tears but failed. Then you

started to cry again.* Oh, so thats why Yunho hugged her. * Jaejoong felt really guilty for being mad at you when

you were suffering from your sorrow.Sorry, I should be there for you, he softly kissed your forehead and hugged you tightly.

Its alright, oppa, you said while you rested your head on his chest, At least youre here now.

Chapter 15

Oppa Loves Me?

Two weeks had passed after your parents death. Although you still went to school

and did things as usual, you seldom spoke now and you had never smiled since that

day. DBSK, especially Jaejoong and Yunho, worried about you a lot.

This is not good for her, Yunho frowned, She might get a depression eventually.

I know! Jaejoong buried his face into his hands, But what can we do?

Maybe we can take her out, Junsu suggested.

Yoochun shook his head, Shes the only one who can help herself to come over it.

Just then, you came back from school.

Shes back, Changmin whispered.

Hey ~~~~~~~ -ah, DBSK greeted you together.

Oh, hi oppas, you weakly smiled. But all of them noticed that there was no joy in

your smile.

They sighed as you went back to your room.

One day, you and Jaejoong went to the grocery store to shop like any other day. He noticed thatthe ring he gave you was still on your finger. * She always put that on. * His heart fluttered in

happiness while he smiled.

But then, as he eyed on your wrist, his expression instantly changed. Jaejoongs attention was on

the bracelet which clasped around your wrist. He examined it only to find that it was the charmbracelet given by Yunho. He was now burning in envy.

Do you always wear that bracelet, ~~~~~~~ -ah? he pointed at it.


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Yeah, you casually answered, Like I always wear your ring and Changmin oppas T-shirt and

use Junsu oppas bag with Yoochun oppas key chain on it.

But Jaejoong was still angry at the fact that you always treated Yunho differently since that daywhen he saw you two hugging.

As you two reached home, Jaejoong suddenly dragged you to the living room and sat you on the

coach.I have something to tell you, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he looked straight into your eyes seriously.

Yes, Jaejoong oppa? you tried to look away but you were mesmerized by his hypnotizing eyes.

~~~~~~~ -ah, Jaejoong sat next to you and gently held your hand, II love you.You blinked at him in shock. * What? Jaejoong oppais in love with me? How is that possible?

* Right before you could react, Jaejoongs lips crushed onto yours.

Your mind suddenly went blank since you had received too much information in a short time. *

Appa and omma have just died and now Jaejoong oppa says he loves me. * You were soconfused.

Jaejoong noticed that you werent kissing him back and you were spacing out.

Mianhe, Jaejoong drew back and apologized. He stood up and walked away.

Wait, oppa But Jaejoong just ignored you and went straight to his room.Your head was flooded with millions of thoughts. Part of you denied your feelings towards

Jaejoong, persuading yourself that you only liked him as a friend. But another part of you wasgoing to explode in happiness after hearing Jaejoongs words.

* Im so confused! Someone please come and help me! * you shouted in your head. But once

you had this idea, you instantly thought of your dead parents and your eyes were moisted again.

You ran back into your room and covered yourself under your blanket. What should I do? yousilently whispered to yourself.

Chapter 16

Yunho's Feelings

Back in Jaejoongs room, he was lying on his bed, * Aish! What have I done just

now? ~~~~~~~ -ah is definitely going to hate me! * He covered his face with his

hands.

The next day, Jaejoong went out early so as to avoid you. He went to Yunhos place and seek forhelp. He told Yunho his feelings towards you and the situation he was in.

Hyung, I thought you said that you and ~~~~~~~ -ah are just friends, Yunho frowned as he

took a sip of his coffee. * Shit. I don't want to be in love with the same girl as my best friend, butIm certainly not gonna give up. *

Well I have a crush on her for a long time. Just that she would never figure it out if I didnt tell

her. Aish, shes so obtuse, Jaejoong whined.So what are you going to do now? Yunho suddenly asked.

Yah, I don't know how to face her again after my confession, Jaejoong buried his face into his

palms and sighed. But he didn't tell Yunho about his kissing you that night.

Hyung, I have something to tell you too, Yunho solemnly said to Jaejoong suddenly.What? Jaejoong looked up.

II, Yunho scratched the back of his head and sighed, Im also in love with ~~~~~~~ -ah.

Huh? Jaejoong couldnt believe his ears. He just stared at Yunho in shock, Are you serious?


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Sorry, Yunho looked away.

Maybe I should go now, Jaejoong said uneasily and left.

-Jaejoongs POV-What?! Yunho is also in love with ~~~~~~~ -ah? How could he betray me? he said to himself

in disbelief.* ~~~~~~~ -ah likes Yunho a lot and now he is in love with her. I simply don't have the

confidence now. If ~~~~~~~ -ah knows, I bet shell leave me and go to Yunho. After all Im justa friend to her, * he desperately sighed, * ~~~~~~~ -ah might be happier if shes with Yunho. *

The thought angered him but at the same time hurt him deeply. His heart ached every time he

thought about you.

Meanwhile Yunho went to see you. * Even though they have been living together for a longtime, ~~~~~~~ -ah may not love hyung as a guy. Maybe I still have a chance. *

Hi, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he greeted you, Are you alright? You seempuzzled.

Im just a bitconfused, you tried to avoid talking about this topic.

About what? Yunho slyly asked.* Does Yunho oppa know? But it just happened yesterday. How come he seems to know

everything? * you raised an eyebrow.Nothing, you lied. Just that Ive been thinking recently.

Boys? Yunho gave you that I-know-what-you-are-thinking look.

Once youd heard what Yunho said, you slightly stiffened.So? he asked again.

Well, sort of, you hesitated, Aish, I just don't know!

Yunho oppa, have you ever been in love with a girl who doesn't know about your feelings?

you suddenly asked.Im always in that situation, he casually answered. * In fact, I am NOW facing that situation.

And you are the one making me like that, ~~~~~~~ -ah, * he silently chuckled.So did the girl find out later? How did she react? you impatiently asked, hoping to get ananswer that could save you from your situation.

What do you think? Yunho passed it back to you, My advice is, be aware of others feelings.

* And hopefully, you will discover my feelings towards you, ~~~~~~~ -ah. *

Chapter 17

Gone

You hadnt seen Jaejoong for nearly a week. He left the house early in the morning

and came back after you were asleep. Although you knew he still came back to

sleep, you really missed him a lot.

One day, you decided that you needed a talk with him so you woke up before the

sun rose and waited for him in the living room.

However, hours had passed but there was no sign of Jaejoong. You went up and

knocked his door, Jaejoong oppa, I want to talk to you. But there was no reply.

* Strange. * Im coming in now, you gently twisted the knob and walked in.

The room was so tidy as if no one had used it before. Jaejoongs belongings were

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You sank onto the floor and your mind went blank.

* Jaejoong oppa has left me too? * you thought in disbelief and your tears started

streaming down.

No, I have to find him. What if hes in trouble? you wiped away your tears with

your arms and quickly grabbed your cell phone and dialed Jaejoongs number.

Jaejoong op--- all you heard was the voice mail.You kept on dialing but its still the same.

Jaejoong oppa, please I need to talk to you. Call me back when you get my

message, okay? you left your 15th message in tears.

* Appa and omma had left me. Now you are leaving me too, oppa? * you lied on the

bed and wept quietly.

A long time had passed but you still hadnt heard from Jaejoong. Later, you decided to call

Yunho and hoped that he was in touch with Jaejoong.Yunho oppa, you sobbed again, Do you know where is Jaejoong oppa?

Whats wrong, ~~~~~~~ -ah? hearing your shaky voice, Yunho was very concerned.

Jaejoong oppa is missing. He took all his belongings and he didn't answer my callsHold on, I'll come over to your house, then Yunho cut the line.

A few minutes later, you heard your front door slapped open. You thought Jaejoong was back

and you turned your head immediately, but then you remembered that Yunho was coming.

Oh, Yunho oppa, you smiled, but you couldn't hide your disappointment.Sorry that Im not Jaejoong, he gave you a warm smile.

No, Im happy that you are here, you slightly blushed in embarrassment and then hugged him

unexpectedly.Yunho was shocked at first, but then he tightly hugged you back.

Everyone has left me, you cried in his arms, Im scared.

Dont worry, Im here, he gently stroked your hair, * Ill stay with you as long as you want

me, ~~~~~~~ -ah. *Your tears had soaked Yunhos shirt but he didnt mind. All he wanted to do was to soothe you

and make you happy.

~~~~~~~ -ah, don't cry, he cupped your face and wiped away your tears with his thumbs, Myheart breaks every time youre sad.

Your cheeks slightly heated. Then you took a deep breath and nodded, Right. I have enough

cries today. My eyes will be puffy, you joked.Good that you are optimistic again, Yunho ruffled your hair.

Hey! Youve made my hair untidy! you raised an eyebrow and pretended to be angry.

Youre mean to your oppa, Yunho pouted.Just kidding, you laughed.

Yunho was glad to see you laugh again. You hadnt truly smiled after your parents death andJaejoongs leave.* I wish we could stay like this forever, ~~~~~~~ -ah, * Yunho gazed at you with much

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Chapter 18

Sleepover

The next morning you heard some noise and you woke up.

* Whos that? * you wondered and quickly walked down the stairs.

Yunho oppa? Yunho was standing in the centre of your living room with a hugesuitcase, What are you doing here?

Yunhos eyes nearly popped out from his eye sockets as he saw you only in your

tank top and hot pants. * Stop staring Jung Yunho, you look like a pervert, * he

thought to himself.

Hey, ~~~~~~~ -ah, his face turned red and he tried not to look at you, Umm,

Im moving in with you. I think you need accompany.

You looked down and suddenly realized the reason why Yunho had blushed, Shit!

Ill be back in a moment, you quickly dashed back to your room.

A few minutes later, you went back to the living room with your clothes changed

into T-shirts and shorts.

Hey, sorry, you sheepishly smiled as you sat next to Yunho on the coach.

No, I should apologize, then the two of you blushed again.

~~~~~~~ -ah, can I stay with you? Yunho changed the subject so as to end the

awkward situation.

Hmm? Sure, you suddenly felt sad when you thought about your parents and

Jaejoong who had once stayed with you in the same house, Come, Ill show you the

room.

You were about to grabbed Yunhos suitcase but he swiftly lifted it up, Its heavy,

how can I let you to carry it for me? he raised an eyebrow.

Okay then, you beamed and took Yunhos hand, giving him butterflies in his

stomach, and lead him to his room.

You and Yunho watched movie for the rest of the day. You constantly reminded yourself thateverything was fine even though deep inside your heart, you felt as if there was a hole. You

didnt know how to explain it. It was like a part of you was missing. This feeling was even worse

than the sorrow you had when you knew that your parents had passed away.

In the middle of the night, strong wind and rain were slapping and banging on the windows.Then there was a spark of bright light followed by a deafening roar of thunder.

ARGH!! you screamed with tears streaming down your cheeks.

You immediately thought of Jaejoong, wishing him to hold you in his arms and stroke your hair,

telling you that everything was fine. * Please Jaejoong oppa, come back. I miss you. * yousilently prayed as you heard another roar outside.

Once Yunho heard you scream, he quickly dashed into your room.Whats wrong, ~~~~~~~ -ah? Yunho said softly while he sat next to your bed. He worried

when he saw the tears stained on your face.

Nothing, you quickly wiped your tears away and reluctantly smiled, Its justArgh!

Thunder roared again. You instinctively buried your head into Yunhos chest. He hugged youcloser and gently soothed your back.


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Its okay, don't be scared. Im here, he whispered into your ears and stroked your hair.

I dont think it is going to stop soon, he said as he tugged you in bed, But dont worry, just

sleep.Yunho oppaI cant, you murmured.

Youre really scared of thunder, arent you, he softly gazed at you.

You nodded.Do you want me to stay here? he asked.

If you dont mind, you looked at him pleadingly.

Alright, then he suddenly hopped onto your bed and lay next to you. Your eyes widened inshock. But then you felt safe when he was by your side and you quickly fell asleep.

While you were deep in your dreams, Yunhos arms snaked around your waist and pulled you

closer to him so that your back was against his chest.

Yunho whispered softly into your ears, ~~~~~~~ -ah, you dont have to be scared anymore. Illalways be there for you. Then he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Chapter 19

Sweet Yunho

The next morning as you woke up, you found yourself encircled byARMS?!

You were about to scream. But then you suddenly remembered yesterdays

incident. * Right, its just Yunho oppa. *

You turned around and were about to wake him up. Just then you realized that your

faces were only inches apart. Your face flushed pink but you couldnt help but

stared at Yunhos handsome face that fascinated you all the time. * He looks so

peaceful. Maybe I shouldnt wake him up. *

You gently broke away from his strong arms. But then, you felt a firm grip on yourwrist, ~~~~~~~ -ah, where are you going?

You turned around and saw Yunho gazing at you tenderly.

Morning oppa. I thought you were still sleeping and I dont want to wake you up,

you gave him a warm smile.

Yunhos heart instantly melted, * I wish I could wake up everyday and see her by

my side, being the first one to greet me. *

Im up, Yunho got out of your bed, Seems like today is a sunny day, ~~~~~~~

-ah, he looked out of the window and then looked back at you and smiled.

You blushed slightly, Yunho oppa, erthanks for yesterday.

No problem, he flashed a smile, If youre scared again, just let me know. Ill be

there for you.Yunho went out of your room and shouted, ~~~~~~~ -ah, you better get change

now. Well go out soon.

Where are we going? you quickly asked. But Yunho was already gone.

Yunho oppa, you still havent told me where were going, you asked as you two were strolling

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To the mall, he casually said.

But why?

You were frightened yesterday, so you have to calm down and relax. Don't girls love to shop?he smiled as you two walked into a shopping mall.

But once you were in the mall, you immediately thought of Jaejoong. You remembered him

buying you presents and exchanging gifts and having a great time eating ice-creams.You felt your eyes moisted and you swallowed hard, * Jaejoong oppa, where are you? I just want

to know if you are alright. Please, just a phone call will do. *

You didnt talk much and didnt pay much attention to the shops. Yunho noticed your expressionchanged, Whats the matter? he asked in concern.

Nothing, you lied.

Yunho knew that your mind was occupied with something but he knew you wouldnt tell him

about it. Then, he came up with an idea.He grabbed your wrist and dragged you to somewhere else.

Yunho oppa, what are you doing? you asked in shock.

Youll know when we get there, he smiled.

A few minutes later, he brought you to the photo booth.Yunho oppa, how do you know I like to come here? you raised an eyebrow.

My little sister likes to come here too. So I think this can cheer you up, he shrugged.Thanks oppa, you beamed, Lets go in!

The two of you went in and took several pictures with cute and lovely poses.

At the last shot, you and Yunho were closed to each other, your cheek against his.

3-2-1-Snap!Yunho suddenly turned his face and kissed you on the cheek.

Your eyes widened, Oppa

I love you, ~~~~~~~ -ah, Yunho looked deeply into your eyes.

Chapter 20

Realizing

-Recap-

Yunho suddenly turned his face and kissed you on the cheek.

Your eyes widened, Oppa

I love you, ~~~~~~~ -ah, Yunho looked deeply into your eyes.

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You looked at him dumbfounded, * Omo, another oppa is in love with me now? *

Youre so oblivious, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he lightly chuckled, Would you ever notice if

no one tells you about it?Yunho oppa, sorry. II dont know. Ive never thought of this. II just dont know,

you suddenly felt so frustrated with yourself that your eyes were filled with tears.

Come on. ~~~~~~~ -ah, maybe we should go home, he grabbed your shoulder

but you instinctively shook him off, I need some time to think. Ill go home later,

you weakly smiled.

Yunho looked at you walking away, hurt.


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You aimlessly walked on the street but you couldnt think. Then you went back to your house

and locked yourself in your room.

* How can this be happening? Both Jaejoong oppa and Yunho oppa are my friends. But nowthey said they are in love with me. What should I do now? Argh! Im so confused right now! *

You took out your cell phone and dialed.

-On the line-Hee Yeong-ah, its me.

Oh, ~~~~~~~ -ah, whats wrong? Hee Yeong heard your voice became shaky.

Im just wonderinghow can I know if Im in love with a guy?The guy who drove you to school last time, right? you heard her smirked.

Aish, honestly, I really dont know.

Well then, do you miss him most of the time? Do you want him to be always by your side more

than anyone else?Yeah.

Then youre falling for him.

But Ive always treated him as a good friend!

Well most relationships are started off with friendships.OkayI need some time to think.

Then tell me when youve reached a decision. Bye.Bye.

You kept on thinking. Then you realized that you had been thinking of Jaejoong since the day he

left. You wished he would come and soothe you when you were frightened. You wanted to share

all your joy with him. You hoped that he would always be by your side no matter whathappened.

* Jaejoong oppa, I think Im in love with you, * you finally discovered your feelings towards

him.

You instantly grabbed your phone and called Jaejoong but he never picked it up.Then you called Hee Yeong again while you grabbed your leather jacket and key.

Hee Yeong-ah. I think I really love him.

Thank God! Youve finally figured out!But the problem is, I cant find him. You then told her about Jaejoong running away. Of course

you didnt say it was Hero Jaejoong.

Are there any places thats special to the two of you?Thanks. Bye.

Wait--- But you had already cut the line.

You ran out and quickly hopped onto your motorcycle. * Where are you, Jaejoong oppa? * youworriedly thought.

You thought of all those places that you and Jaejoong had went to. You searched for every places

you could think of.

First you went back to the alley which you two first met.* Shit, theres no way he would be here. Its a dead end. * you mentally slapped yourself for how

stupid you had acted.

Then you thought of that day when you had saved Jaejoong, he was riding your motorcycle withyou. * Were in the same alley. And Im wearing the same jacket and riding the same

motorcycle. But you are not here oppa. * you felt your eyes moisted again. You swallowed hard


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and then continued to look for Jaejoong.

Suddenly, your phone rang. You thought it was Jaejoong and quickly answered it with your heart

pounding rapidly, Jae-~~~~~~~ -ah! Where are you? I thought you were going home, you felt a bit disappointed

when you heard Yunhos voice.

Yunho oppa, you took a deep breath, Im sorry.Huh? What are you talking about?

II think Im falling for Jaejoong oppasorry.

Its okay, I understand, but you heard his tone saddened.Ill go and look for him. Oppa, youre always my good friend, you quickly added.

Then you cut off the line and kept on your search for Jaejoong.

Chapter 21

Lost & Found

You went to the shopping mall where you and Jaejoong had your first date.

Jaejoong oppa, where are you? you whispered to yourself while you searched

every shop in every floor like mad.

Then you went to the plaza where you two had ice-creams. You sat on the same

bench, thinking of the sweet time that you had with Jaejoong, * Oppa, how would I

not realize my love for you? I was already in love with you before I even notice it.

Aish, Im such a pabo. * You let out a laugh but tears kept streaming down your

cheeks.

You quickly left and went to Jaejoongs favorite cafe, where you first met the rest of

DBSK, you also went to the badminton court but Jaejoong was nowhere in sight,

Damn! Where else can he be? you hushed to yourself. You were exhausted after

looking for him for the whole day but you didnt care.

Again you hopped onto your motorcycle and hurried to the amusement park.* Please be there oppa * you thought as you sped up to 200km/h. However. When

you arrived, the park was already closed.

Excuse me, are you sure that everybody has left the park? you quickly asked once

you saw a staff.

Yes miss. We double-check it every day before we close the park, he confirmed.

Oh, thanks, you disappointedly sighed and drove away.

YAH!! Where are you Kim Jaejoong! you shouted in frustration and then you

started to cry.

* Wait, * you suddenly remembered that you had left out a place, * Last time when I

was stressed, oppa brought me to the beach. * you started the engine and headedto the beach.

Jaejoong was sitting on the shore. Since it was already dark, everyone was gone. He closed his

eyes thinking of the time when you were playing and splashing with him, * Its really my best

time when I was with you, ~~~~~~~ -ah, * he felt his eyes moisted and he swallowed hard.


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JAEJOONG OPPA!!!! he heard a familiar voice shouting behind him.

He turned around and saw you, * Am I dreaming? God, I miss her too much. I must be having

illusions. *~~~~~~~ -ah-

Before Jaejoong could finish his sentence, you had already run towards him and tightly hugged

him.~~~~~~~ -ah, is it really you? Am I dreaming? he asked as he pulled you closer.

Jaejoong oppa, I miss you, your tears streaming down your face, I thought I wouldnt find

you.Jaejoong wiped away your tears with his thumbs, How do you know Im here---

Suddenly you threw your arms around his neck and shut him up by kissing him. Jaejoong was

shocked by your sudden action. Nonetheless he happily kissed you back. After a while, you drew

back, I love you, Jaejoong oppa.Did you say you love me just now? Jaejoong blinked, still didnt believe what he had just

heard.

You shyly nodded.

He leaned in and kissed you again, this time more passionately.Some time later, you and Jaejoong sat along the beach. Jaejoongs arm was around your waist

while you rested your head on his shoulder.~~~~~~~ -ah, he suddenly said, I thought you would choose Yunho over me.

But I choose you, oppa, you sweetly smiled and gave him a peck on his cheek, Ive told you,

loving a friend is different from loving an idolI mean BOYFRIEND, you quickly added,

emphasizing the word boy.Jaejoong seemed to be pleased with your answer, So, Im your boyfriend now? he softly gazed

at you, brushing your bangs away from your eyes and caressed your face to kiss you again.

One more problem, ~~~~~~~ -ah, Jaejoong said as he pulled away from the kiss, I didntdrive here.

Dont worry, you smiled, Well just take my motorcycle, then we go and pick up your things

and go back home.Just like the day when we first met, Jaejoongs hand intertwined with yours as you two walked

towards your motorcycle.

Chapter 22

-Final-

So this is the last chapter, hope you guys like it! And Ill post my next fanfic on

asianfanfics.com some times later(After my finals maybe)

Anyway, enjoy!

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You and Jaejoong rode on your motorcycle, but this time he was the one driving

instead of you.

Your arms clasped around Jaejoongs waist and tightly hugged him from the back

with your head rested on his back, while Jaejoongs lips curled into a smile. * YES!!!

~~~~~~~ -ah is now MY girl!! *


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When you and Jaejoong arrived home, you suddenly remembered that Yunho was staying in

your place, * Shit! Jaejoong oppa is going to be jealous if he finds out that Yunho oppa has

stayed here when hes gone. What should I do? * you panicked.You cautiously walked in, but Jaejoong didnt notice a thing as he was too happy because of

your confession.

Jaejoong oppa, let me help you to put your stuff back to your room, you took his suitcase.No. Jaejoong grabbed your wrist, Its heavy. Let me take it.

But but Jaejoong already took it and headed to his room.

You worriedly rushed up and walked in front of him, Ill open the door, you faked a smile.

You quickly opened the door, and surprisingly you sawnothing.Everything was in the right place, just as the day when Jaejoong left. And there was no sign the

Yunho had stayed before. * Phew, that was close, * you silently thought.

Mmm, Ill go and get change now. Take your time, oppa, you smiled at Jaejoong and then left.Back in your room, you found a letter on your desk. You opened it and read:

~~~~~~~ -ah, now that I know you love Jaejoong, I feel hurt every time I think of you. But dont

feel bad about it. It will heal as time passes. Guess that theres no point for me to stay here (dontwant to interrupt you two :P), so Im going back to DBSK, after all I am the leader and I gottalook after them. Anyway, promise me that were still good friends, araso? I wish the two of you

happily ever after. But warn Jaejoong that if he makes you sad, Ill come back. Just kidding XD.

Yunho.Your eyes were a bit moisted when you knew that Yunho had left. But you also felt relieved as

you wouldnt have to deal with two guys. * Sorry, Yunho oppa, I just cant love you. But youre

always my best friend, * you lightly chuckled.Hey babe, Jaejoong suddenly popped in and made you jumped slightly, Whats wrong? Are

you hiding something? he joked.

You instinctively put down the letter but Jaejoong noticed it, What are you doing just now? he

started to get suspicious.Nothing, oppa. Its just Yunho oppa saying that hes going back to DBSK, you sat down on

your bed.

So he gives up? That means he doesnt love you as much, Jaejoong teased as he sat down nextto you.

Youre so childish, oppa. He gave up because I told him that I love you, okay? you chuckled.

Jaejoongs face slightly reddened and he felt butterflies formed in his stomach.You just dont know how much I love you, oppa, you intertwined your hand with his and

sweetly smiled.

Well, I know that I love you more, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he affectionately gazed at you and planted akiss on your lips.

-A few months later-

Oppa, where are we going now? you asked as Jaejoong pushed you into his car and he started

driving.Shh, youll find out later, ~~~~~~~ -ah, he slyly smiled and continued driving.

Aish! Why are you always like that, you whined and looked out of the window.

Jaejoong parked his car and opened the door for you, Close your eyes babe, dont peek, hethen covered your eyes with his hand.


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But oppa, I cant see where Im going! you nearly tripped and fell while Jaejoong swiftly

grabbed your waist and pulled you closer to him while his another hand still covering your eyes,

Dont worry. Im right behind you,He lead you to walk for a while, Okay, were here, he said.

You could feel the mild breeze blowing and you could hear the sound of the waves. Jaejoong

slowly put down his hands, revealing the scene of the beach.Why are we here, oppa? you turned around to face him and smiled curiously.

We have a lot of memories here, Jaejoong shrugged, I think its special.

And I want us to have another special memories here, he continue.Huh? you looked at him dumbfounded.

Suddenly, Jaejoong knelt down in front of you and took out a small velvet box from his pocket.

He opened it and revealed a diamond ring, ~~~~~~~ -ah, will you marry me?

You eyes were filled with tears of joy and you happily nodded, Yes, Jaejoong oppa.Jaejoong slipped the ring onto your ring finger, Do you like it, Mrs. Kim?

You threw your arms around his neck and softly kissed his cheek, You know what, I dont care

if you were a star. Jaejoong oppa, you are my one and only love. Saranghae.

I love you too, ~~~~~~~ -ah. Forever and ever, Jaejoong smiled and leaned it to give you apassionate kiss.

-THE END-

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