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7/30/2019 My Life is like a Roller Coaster, but this is my Theme Park.
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Tmn Je` h` tmn Cejr
Chan hw dhaahg~ct wojnthjnw. H `nqnv yo~cd int tmn tmh`iw H ye`tnd. H yo~cd ecyexw meqn to
yovl to int tmn tmh`iw H chlnd. H ecyexw med to do tmh`iw tmet yo~cd jeln jx revn`tw merrx. Tmet
hw rvofefcx tmn fhiinwt ioec h` chan. F~t ht yo~cd fn to~im to gojrcntn tmnwn fhi tewlw. H ecyexw
med fhi dvnejw e`d cotw oa yhwmnw. Tmnx `nqnv gejn tv~n. ^`thc o`n dex.
H yo~cd ~w~eccx chln to rcex o` tmn wtvnntw yhtm jx avhn`dw. Jx aetmnv hw e tehcov. Jx
jotmnv yew chln e `ovjec mo~wn yhan. Ymnvn H chqn anjecnw dhd`t do j~gm e`d tmnx ynvn`t
eccoynd. Wojnthjnw tmnx evn`t eccoynd to io o~twhdn h` tmn dexchimt. H chqnd e rvnttx iood chan#
jx joj yew `hgn e`d jx ded jedn e iood ejo~`t oa jo`nx.
O`n wed dex# jx aetmnv rewwnd eyex. Tmn ge~wn oa mhw dnetm hw wthcc e jxwtnvx. Jx joj
ye`tnd jn to fngojn e tehcov. Wmn ye`tnd jn to ivoy ~r e`d gme`in. F~t H wtexnd doh`i ymet H
do nqnvx dex. O`n dex tmhw jxwtnvho~w je` gejn ~r to jn ymhcn H yew rcexh`i. Mn wehd mn yew
jx co`i cowt ~`gcn.
Mncco. tmn jxwtnvho~w je` wehd.
Mh? Ymo evn xo~? H ewlnd.
Mn ce~imnd# Xo~do`t vnjnjfnv jn?
@o. H wtetnd.
Hvnjnjfnv ymn` xo~ ynvn k~wt e chttcn fox ecyexw wtexnd yhtm xo~v ded# mn wehd.
Moydo xo~ l`oy jx ded? H do`t l`oy ymo xo~ evn? H u~nwtho`nd.
Moy evn xo~ ioh`i to vnjnjfnv jn? Xo~ ynvn wo xo~`i ymn` H ahvwt wey xo~. mn wehd.
Ge`xo~ rcnewn tncc jn ymo xo~ evn? H dnje`dnd.
Hej xo~v ~`gcn. H mnevd efo~t xo~v aetmnv# wo H dnghdnd to qhwht xo~ e`d xo~v jotmnv.
mn wehd.
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Om. Hj wovvx aov ewlh`i xo~ wo je`x u~nwtho`w. H wehd.
Htwecvhimt. Xo~`i foxw wmo~cd fn h`u~hvnvw. mn wehd. Ge` xo~ teln jn to xo~v
jotmnv? mn ewlnd. H `oddnd jx mned. H yeclnd mhj to jx mo~wn. Mn e`d jotmnv teclnd aov
je`x mo~vw. H yew h` jx fndvooj# k~wt chwtn`h`i to tmnhv go`qnvwetho`. H {o`nd o~t aov e ymhcn
Jx ~`gcn yew qnvx lh`d. Mn fo~imt jn `ny gcotmnw e`d tool jn whimt*wnnh`i. Mn tmn`
dvorrnd jn oaa et jx mo~wn. Jx jotmnv yew merrx to wnn jn ah`n. Cetnv tmet `himt H med e gmet
yhtm jx joj.
JojH dhd`t l`oy H med e` ~`gcn? H ewlnd.
Xnw# xo~v aetmnv med e fvotmnv# f~t H tmo~imt mn rewwnd eyex e co`i thjn eio. jx joj
wtetnd.
Mnhw qnvx `hgn. H wehd.
Moy? jx joj ewlnd. Wmn wnnjnd qnvx w~vrvhwnd.
Yncc# mn fo~imt jn `ny gcotmnw# e`d tool jn evo~`d tmn ghtx. H wehd.
Tmet hw qnvx wtve`in. H mnevd wtovhnw avoj xo~v aetmnv# e`d tmn yex xo~ evn dnwgvhfh`i
mhj hw `ot tmn wejn dnwgvhrtho` xo~v ded dnwgvhfnd mhj. jx joj wtetnd.
Ymetdhd ded wex efo~t mhj? H ewlnd. H yew vneccx h`tnvnwtnd h` jx dedw roh`t oa qhny
o` mhw oy` fvotmnv.
HaH tncc xo~# xo~ fnttnv rvojhwn `ot to tncc e`xo`n. wmn wehd.
Ecvhimt. H yo`t tncc e`xo`n. H wehd. @oy H ej yo`dnvh`i ymet hw wo wngvnthqn efo~t jx
~`gcn.
Xo~vded tocd jn tmet xo~v ~`gcn hw e qnvx tvhglx je`. Mn ecwo wehd tmet xo~v ~`gcn hw e
jeihghe` avoj Eavhge. jx joj wehd. H wtood tmnvn d~jao~`dnd. H yew wmoglnd. H dhd`t l`oy
tmet mn yew e jeihghe`. Jx joj tocd jn to fn gevna~c ymn` H ej evo~`d mhj.
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Tmn `n}t dex jx ~`gcn tool jn to e ievdn`. Ht yew yex o~twhdn oa tmn ghtx. H wtevtnd
intth`i wgevnd. Mn tool jn to e qeccnx fntynn` tyo jo~`teh`w.
Doxo~ ye`t to wnn wojntmh`i qnvx wrngteg~cev? Mn ewlnd.
Xnw# tmet yo~cd fn `hgn. H ewlnd yo`dnvh`i ymet mn yew ioh`i to do.
Ahvwtietmnv wojn wthglw wo yn ge` jeln e ahvn. mn wehd. Wo H yn`t e`d ietmnvnd wojn
wthglw `nevfx. Ymn` mn jedn tmn ahvn# mn tmvny wojn roydnv e`d wehd wojn ve`doj yovdw. E
wrevl gejn e`d e vogl gejn avoj tmn ivo~`d. H wtevtnd to v~` eyex f~t mn r~`gmnd jn wo mevd H
iot l`oglnd o~t.
@oychwtn` to ymet H meqn to wex. mn wehd h` vein. H ye`t xo~ to ynev tmhw vh`i e`d wex
tmn `ejnw oa xo~v aetmnv e`d xo~v ive`daetmnv. mn dnje`dnd. Wo H dhd ymet mn tocd jn to do.
Eatnv wexh`i tmn `ejnw oa jx ded e`d ive`dre tmn vogl wrcht e`d tmn` errnevnd wojn wtnrw ioh`i
doy`.
@oyH ye`t xo~ to yecl doy` tmown wtehvw e`d do`t to~gm e`xtmh`i fnge~wn o`gn xo~
do xo~ yhcc dhn h`wte`tcx. mn wehd. Xo~ yhcc ah`d wojn tvnnw yhtm av~htw# f~t H ye`t xo~ to
vntvhnqn aov jn e iocdn` cejr. O`gn xo~ int ht fvh`i ht to jn. mn dnje`dnd. O`gn H yn`t doy`
tmn wtnrw H wey e fhi ievdn` yhtm av~ht tvnnw. Mn yew vhimt. Wo H lnrt yeclh`i e`d H wey tmn cejr
mn yew teclh`i efo~t. Ht yew fne~tha~c. Ew H yew yeclh`i ~r tmn wtehvw jx ~`gcn yew intth`i qnvx
e`}ho~w.
Ihqnjn tmn cejr `oy% mn xnccnd. F~t H yew `ot wt~rhd H yew ioh`i to ihqn ht to mhj
o`gn H ej a~ccx o~t oa tmn geqn. F~t tmn` mn wehd wojn jeihg yovdw e`d tmn wto`n goqnvnd jx
n}ht. @oy H ej wt~gl h` mnvn. H yew tverrnd h` mnvn aov tyo dexw. Ymn` H tvhnd to gcewr jx me`dw
to rvex# H v~ffnd o` tmn vh`i H wthcc iot. Doh`i tmet tmhw ~icx je` gejn o~t avoj tmn vh`i.
H ej wceqn oa tmn vh`i# e`d H yhcc ofnx e`xtmh`i xo~ wex. tmnx ynhvd je` wehd.
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Intjn o~t oa mnvn% H dnje`dnd. @n}t tmh`i xo~ l`oy tmn nevtm orn`nd e`d H ge` wnn
tmn wlx. H med to yecl ecc tmn yex mojn. O`gn H evvhqnd jx joj yew qnvx jed.
Ymnvnmeqn xo~ fnn`? wmn dnje`dnd.
H yew rcexh`i o~twhdn. Do xo~ meqn e`xtmh`i to net? H ej wtevqh`i. H wehd.
@o H meqn `o aood# e`d H meqn `o jo`nx. H ej ioh`i to wncc tmhw gotto` H wr~` e`d wnn
moy j~gm H ge` int. wmn wehd.
Ymx do xo~ meqn to wncc tmet? H ao~`d tmhw `hgn cejr. Hcc wnn moy j~gm ht hw yovtm. H
wehd. H `othgnd tmet tmn cejr yew dhvtx wo H dnghdnd to gcne` ht. Ymn` H v~ffnd ht e`otmnv ~icx je`
gejn o~t oa tmn cejr. Jx joj aeh`tnd# f~t H l`ny ymet do to.
Antgmjn wojntmh`i to net. H dnje`dnd. O`gn H wehd tmet# tmn je` fvo~imt e cot oa
whcqnv rcettnvw ahccnd yhtm aood.
Ymnvndhd tmhw ecc gojn avoj? jx joj u~nwtho`nd.
Do`tewl# k~wt net. H wehd. Avoj tmn jov`h`i ~`thc tmn nqn`h`i yn wtexnd et tmn tefcn
e`d etn. Jx joj ye`tnd jn to wncc tmn cejr f~t H k~wt go~cd`t.
Yn chqnd yncc aov je`x jo`tmw. F~t o`n dex H yew yeclh`i evo~`d toy` e`d wey tmn
jowt fne~tha~c ihvc h` tmn yovcd yeclh`i evo~`d tmn jevlntrcegn. H ancc h` coqn hjjndhetncx. H med
to l`oy ymo wmn yew f~t wmn cnat.
Mnx. Ymo yew tmet cedx yeclh`i evo~`d oqnv tmnvn? H ewlnd e wmor oy`nv.
Yncctmetw tmn W~cte`w de~imtnv. mn wehd. Yoy. H k~wt wey tmn rvh`gnww% @oy H meqn to
meqn mnv. H yn`t mojn to jx joj tmet dex# e`d tocd mnv jx gve{x dex. H tocd mnv tmet H meqn to
jevvx tmn rvh`gnww. Wmn ce~imnd. Wmn wehd tmnvn yew `o yex tmet H ge` jevvx tmn rvh`gnww ymn`
tmnvn evn jovn i~xw yehth`i h` ch`n to jevvx mnv too. Tmet jedn jn dhwerroh`tnd. Tmn` H wey tmn
cejr o` tmn tefcn. H l`ny H med to hjrvnww tmn W~cte` e`d tmn rvh`gnww wojnmoy. H w~jjo`nd
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tmn je` avoj tmn cejr.
H ej tmn wceqn oatmn cejr# H yhcc ive`t ymetnqnv xo~ dnwhvn. tmn je` wehd.
F~hcd jn e recegn jedn oa jevfcn e`d otmnv rvngho~w wto`nw. H` tmn jhddcn H ye`t e mecc
yhtm e fhi dojn e`d tmn yeccw evn jedn oa iocd e`d whcqnv. Jeln w~vn tmnvn hw e wtefcn yhtm
movwnw e`d wnvqe`tw. H dnje`dnd. Tmn Recegn yew do`n tmn `n}t dex# gojrcntnd yhtm tmn
vnu~hvnjn`tw H ewlnd aov. H tocd tmn je` avoj tmn cejr to cex e qncqnt gevrnt avoj jx recegn to
tmn W~cte`w. Tmn W~cte` e`d rvh`gnww gejn o~t vhimt eyex. Tmnx yo`dnvnd ymnvn tmhw gevrnt cnd
to. H h`qhtnd tmn w~cte` to jx `ny mojn. Mn wehd tmet jx recegn yew e`otmnv yo`dnv oa tmn yovcd.
H hjrvnwwnd je`x. H yo` tmn mnevtw oa nqnvxo`n. H ah`eccx yo` tmn mnevt oa tmn rvh`gnww e`d tmn
W~cte`. Tmn rvh`gnww e`d H wtexnd h` jx recegn. Eatnv tmn W~cte` rewwnd eyex H fngejn tmn `ny
W~cte`. H ah`eccx chqnd tmn chan tmet H ye`tnd. H jedn jx jotmnv merrx e`d nqnvxo`n yew rvo~d oa
jn. Tmetw tmn o`cx tmh`i H ye`tnd h` chan.
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Anjecn Ech
Vnwmjh` Gmoydm~vx yew e ahimtnv. Wmn yew ecwo e qnvx mevd yovlnv. Mnv dehcx wgmnd~cn
yo~cd fn yeln ~r nevcx h` tmn jov`h`i# int dvnwwnd# e`d io to yovl. Wmn yovlw ew e rvh`ghrcn et
e ^`hqnvwhtx. Wmn yo~cd gojn mojn avoj yovl chln et >rj h` tmn nqn`h`i. Tmn` wmn yo~cd mncr
mnv tyo de~imtnvw h` tmnhv wt~dx. Eatnv mnv de~imtnvw yn`t to wcnnr# wmn yo~cd gool aov tmnj e`d
wmn yo~cd do wojn gcne`h`i. Fx tmn thjn wmn yn`t to wcnnr ht yo~cd ecvnedx fn rewwnd jhd`himt.
Tmn` wmn yo~cd meqn to yeln ~r nevcx h` tmn jov`h`i e`d do mnv dehcx vo~th`n eieh`. Wmn yo~cd
do tmhw avoj Jo`dex to Avhdex. D~vh`i tmn ynnl wmn yo~cd fevncx meqn thjn to net e`d wcnnr.
Mnv fvotmnvw e`d whwtnvw yo~cd tncc mnv to teln wojn dexw oaa e`d net `ovjeccx e`d int wojn vnwt.
F~t wmn yo~cd ecyexw wex tmet wmn yew ah`n. Jx joj yo~cd tncc mnv# Whwtnvxo~ `nnd to vnce}#
tmhw j~gm yovl yhcc eaangt xo~ cetnv o`. F~t jx e~`t dhd ymet wmn ecyexw donw.
H` 622= jx e~`t yew annch`i vneccx whgl# mnv m~wfe`d# ymo hw e dogtov f~t yovlw e`d
chqnw h` e`otmnv ghtx# tool mnv to tmn cogec mowrhtec. Tmnx wehd tmet wmn yew`t annch`i vhimt e`d
tmnx `nndnd to do je`x tnwtw. Wmn med to io to je`x mowrhtecw# int gmnglnd fx je`x dogtovw# e`d
med to do ecc tmnwn tnwtw. Et tmn n`d tmn dogtov wehd tmet wmn mew goco` ge`gnv.
Nqnvxo`n yew wmoglnd fx tmn `nyw. Tmnx dhd `ot l`oy ymet to do. Tmn dogtov wehd wmn
wmo~cd wtevt mnv ge`gnv tvnetjn`t# f~t tmnx do `ot annc iood efo~t doh`i tvnetjn`t h` Fe`icednwm
ew tmn rmxwhghe`w h` Fe`icednwm evn `ot n}rnvhn`gnd h` ge`gnv tvnetjn`t.
H go~cd `nqnv meqn hjeih`nd jx e~`t intth`i ge`gnv. Wmn hw w~gm e ivnet rnvwo`. Fnaovn
intth`i dhei`ownd jx e~`t med e yo`dnva~c chan. Jx joj yo~cd wex tmet wmn yew qnvx wjevt e`d
fvhimt. F~t `ot o`cx yew wmn wjevt wmn yew ecwo qnvx avhn`dcx. Wmn coqnd to tecl to rnorcn. Wmn
jelnw nqnvxo`n h` tmn vooj annc iood. H ecyexw wey jx e~`t wjhch`i# H `nqnv wnn` mnv jed ov
wed. @ot o`cx yew wmn avhn`dcx wmn yew gevh`i too. Wmn coqnd to mncr otmnv rnorcn. Nwrngheccx tmn
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roov rnorcn h` Fe`icednwm. Wmn yo~cd ecyexw mncr tmn rnorcn h` mnv ghtx e`d h` tmn qhcceinw. Jx
joj wehd wmn med wo je`x rce`w wmn ye`tnd to do. H mnevd tmet wmn ye`tnd to f~hcd e wgmooc aov
tmn lhdw ymo go~cd`t eaaovd ht. Wmn hw w~gm e ivnet rnvwo`. Tmhw hw ymx H yew wmoglnd ymn` H
mnevd tmn `nyw. Moy go~cd wmn do ecc tmnwn `hgn tmh`iw e`d tmn` fn dhei`ownd yhtm ge`gnv.
@oy tmnx med to teln jx e~`t wojnymnvn to fn tvnetnd. Tmnx dhd`t ye`t to do ht h`
Fe`icednwm# wo tmnx yn`t to H`dhe. Mnv ocdnv whwtnv e`d mnv m~wfe`d tool jx e~`t e`d yn`t to
H`dhe aov mnv tvnetjn`t. Tmnx yn`t to tmn mowrhtec h` J~jfeh# H`dhe. Tmn mowrhtec gmnglnd mnv
eieh` e`d dhd e w~vinvx o` mnv. Tmnx vnjoqnd revt oa tmn h`tnwth`n tmet yew e t~jov. Eatnv tmn
w~vinvx tmn Dogtovw h` tmn mowrhtec tocd mnv tmet wmn `nnd to vngoqnv avoj w~vinvx fnaovn tmnx
ge` wtevt tmn gmnjo tmnverx. Wmn go~cd`t wtex h` H`dhe e`xjovn fnge~wn mnv fvotmnv h` cey qhwe
hw ioh`i to n}rhvn. Wo tmnx teclnd to tmn Dogtovw e`d tocd tmnj tmet yhcc f~x tmn gmnjo jndhgh`n
e`d io fegl to Fe`icednwm e`d wtevt telh`i gmnjo tmnverx oqnv tmnvn. Tmet yew tmn fhiinwt
jhwteln tmn aejhcx dhd. H` Fe`icednwm ymn` wmn wtevtnd tmn gmnjo tmn Dogtovw go~cd `ot ihqn
mnv gmnjo rvornvcx# tmnx jedn mnv go`dhtho` j~gm yovwn. Wmn go~cd `ot net et ecc e`d wmn wtevtnd
to cown jovn ynhimt. Wo jx joj dnghdnd to io to Fe`icednwm e`d teln mnv whwtnv to Fe`ilol#
Tmehce`d aov tvnetjn`t. Tmnx meqn wojn qnvx iood ge`gnv tvnetjn`tw Mowrhtec h` Fe`ilol. Jx
joj wtexnd yhtm mnvn aov efo~t 1 jo`tmw e`d jx e~`t wtevtnd to annc fnttnv h` Fe`ilol. Jx e~`t
yo~cd ecyexw yovvx efo~t mnv tyo de~imtnvw. Wmn yo~cd ecyexw tncc jx joj tmet ymn` wmn
ionw fegl to Fe`icednwm wmn yo~cd tnegm mnv ncdnwt de~imtnv moy to teln tmn fhi ioqnv`jn`t
tnwt h` Fe`icednwm. Wmn anct yex fnttnv ymn` wmn yew h` Tmehce`d. Eatnv mnv tvnetjn`tw ynvn do`n
h` Fe`ilol tmn dogtovw wehd wmn hw iood n`o~im to io fegl. Wmn yew iood n`o~im to chqn h`
Fe`icednwm e`d do tmnverx tmnvn. Wo tmnx dnghdnd to io fegl to Fe`icednwm.
Jx joj wehd tmnx med wo j~gm a~` h` Fe`ilol. Tmnx iot to tveqnc tmnvn e`d tmnx iot
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egg~wtojnd to tmn chan wtxcn. Jx e~`t wnnjnd to chln ht tmnvn. Tmnx chlnd tmn `nhimfovw evo~`d
tmnhv erevtjn`t. Tmnx nqn` jnnt wojn Fe`icednwmhw oqnv tmnvn. Tmet jedn tmnj annc chln ew ha
tmnx ynvn wthcc h` Fe`icednwm. Jx joj wehd tmnx yo~cd io wmorrh`i nqnvx dex to f~x tmnhv
fvotmnvw# ov tmnhv joj ihatw. Jx joj tocd ~w tmet jx e~`t go~cd`t yeht to ihqn mnv de~imtnvw
tmn `ny dvnwwnw wmn fo~imt tmnj. Wmn wehd wmn ye`tnd to wnn tmn cool o` tmnhv aegn. Jx e~`tw
de~imtnvw jne` e cot to mnv.
Ymhcn jx joj yew oqnv tmnvn# jx ive`dje yew mnvn yhtm ~w telh`i gevn oa ~w. Jx
ive`dje `oy ge`t yeht to io fegl e`d wnn mnv de~imtnv. Jx joj gejn fegl to ^WE o` K~`n
72# 6255. Ymn` jx joj gejn mojn# jx ive`dje yew ewlh`i e cot oa u~nwtho`w efo~t mnv
de~imtnv. Jx joj wehd wmn yew doh`i fnttnv tme` nqnv. Mnv mnectm yew ivnet e`d wmn ge` `oy do
tvnetjn`t h` Fe`icednwm. Tmn tvhr aov jx ive`dje to io fegl yew K~cx 52tm# 6255.
E dex fnaovn jx ive`djew achimt to Fe`icednwm jx ded iot e gecc avoj jx ~`gcn ymo hw
tmn xo~`inv fvotmnv oa jx joj. Mn geccnd jx ded e`d tocd mhj tmet jx e~`t go`dhtho` iot
yovwn e `himt fnaovn e`d wmn rewwnd eyex. Jx Ded e`d jx ~`gcn dnghdnd `ot to tncc jx Joj
e`d jx ive`dje efo~t jx e~`t rewwh`i eyex. Tmnx tmo~imt tmet wh`gn jx ive`dje hw ioh`i ecc
eco`n tmnx do `ot ye`t to ihqn mnv tmn fed `nyw. Et tmn ehvrovt jx joj ye`tnd to io yhtm jx
ive`dje to Fe`icednwm ecwo# fnge~wn wmn yew`t annch`i iood. Et tmn thjn tmnx dhd`t l`oy
efo~t tmn `nyw oa jx e~`t rewwh`i eyex. Wo jx ded wn`t fotm oa tmnj fegl mojn. H dhd `ot
l`oy efo~t tmn `nyw nhtmnv. H yew vneccx n}ghtnd tmet jx joj e`d ive`dje ynvn ioh`i fegl
fnge~wn tmet jne`w H ge` do ymetnqnv H ye`t. Ymn` jx ded# whwtnv# e`d H ynvn yeqh`i tmnj
iood*fxn H yew h` e ivnet jood. Tmn` et tmn ehvrovt jx ded tocd jn efo~t tmn wed `nyw. Tmhw yew
tmn ahvwt thjn wojno`n gcown to jn mew rewwnd eyex. Ymn` jx ded tocd jn H anct qnvx fed. H anct
wo fed H k~wt wtexnd u~hnt aov tmn vnwt oa tmn dex. Jx joj e`d ive`dje ao~`d o~t ymn` tmnx
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ce`dnd# fnge~wn tmnx med to teln e`otmnv ehvrce`n to Go}wfe{ev# Fe`icednwm. Oqnv tmnvn tmet hw
ymnvn tmn f~vhec tool rcegn. H anct fed aov jx ive`dje fnge~wn wmn dhd`t int to wnn mnv de~imtnv
fnaovn wmn rewwnd. Wmn yew vneccx n}ghtnd to jnnt mnv too.
Jx e~`t `nqnv iot e gme`gn to chqn mnv chan gojrcntncx. F~t wmn yew e mnvo to mnv
gojj~`htx. Ymn` wmn dhnd nqnvxo`n h` tmn goccnin anct fed. Wmn o`cx med ge`gnv aov tyo xnevw
e`d rewwnd eyex ymn` tmn eqnvein chan n}rngte`gx hw ahqn xnevw. Jx e~`t med fhi dvnejw e`d wmn
`nqnv iot to eggojrchwmnd tmnj. Wmn yew e ahimtnv tmvo~im ecc oa tmhw. Wmn vneccx hw e` h`wrhvetho`
to tmn aejhcx e`d to tmn rnorcn h` mnv gojj~`htx.
Jx e~`t vneccx `nqnv iot to wnn mnv de~imtnvw fnaovn mnv chan n`dnd. Wmn dhd`t nqn` ihqn
tmnj tmnhv ihatw avoj Fe`ilol. Wmn ye`tnd to wnn ha tmnx coqnd tmn dvnwwnw ov `ot. F~t H i~nww wmn
yhcc meqn to wnn tmnj avoj mneqn`. Jx e~`t vneccx med to wtv~iicn tmvo~imo~t mnv chan. F~t wmn
l`oglnd tmnj doy` e`d yn`t o` to tmn `n}t vo~`d. F~t d~n to ~`aovt~`etn nqn`tw wmn iot
l`oglnd o~t fnaovn tmn ah`ec vo~`d. Tmn `nyw oa mnv dnetm iot to e cogec `nywrernv h` Go}w
Fe{ev. Nqn` h` tmn rmoto oa tmn evthgcn# jx e~`t yew wthcc wjhch`i. Wmn rvoqnw tmet ymn` fed
tmh`iw merrn` xo~ ge` aovint efo~t ht# yeht e`d wjhcn aov tojovvoy. Nqn` tmo~im wmn rewwnd
eyex# yn yhcc tvx `ot to cnt ht eaangt ~w# f~t k~wt gevvx o` e`d fn merrx aov ecc oa mnv
egmhnqnjn`tw.
Jx e~`t vnjh`dw jn oa J~mejjed Ech wo j~gm. @ot fnge~wn# wmn ge` ahimt e`d cewt
tmvo~im je`x vo~`dw# f~t wmn mew tmn wejn jh`dwnt ew mhj. Wnvqhgn to otmnvw hw tmn vn`t xo~ rex
aov xo~v vooj mnvn o` nevtm. -J~mejjed Ech( Jx e~`t ecyexw yo~cd wrevn thjn aov otmnvw#
nqn` ha ht gowt jovn tme` `nndnd. Wmn tmo~imt tmet `ot mncrh`i otmnvw yew wncahwm. K~wt chln Ech wmn
fnchnqnd h` mncrh`i otmnvw# `ot fx doh`i gmevhthnw# f~t fx fnh`i tmnvn aov tmnj# wo ha tmnx aecc xo~
ge` mncr tmnj fegl ~r. Wmn dhd tmh`iw tmet `o o`n yhcc aovint e`d wmn yhcc `nqnv fn aoviottn`.
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Tmnx Wnn Jn Vocch`
Coolh`i fegl et jx gmhcdmood# H meqn ivoy` wo j~gm wh`gn tmn`. D~vh`i e any xnevw H
meqn jnnt je`x rnorcn h` jx chan. Wojn oa tmnwn rnorcn h`ac~n`gnd jn h` je`x yexw. Tmnx
h`ac~n`gnd jn h` e iood yex# e`d H iot h`ac~n`gnd h` e fed yex too. F~t ecc tmn wejn H vnwrngt
negm rnvwo` ymo mew. Tmnx jne` e cot to jn e`d yhtmo~t tmnj H yo~cd`t fn ymo H ej todex.
Wojn yo~cd wex tmet ht yew e iood tmh`i e`d wojn jhimt evi~n tmet ht yew`t. F~t ht hw too cetn# H
ej ymo H ej e`d H yo`t gme`in. ^`cnww H meqn fnn` h`ac~n`gnd eieh`. F~t coolh`i fegl et jx
chan# H ye`t to wex tmet jx go~wh`# Wnn~j Tec~ldnv# yew tmn fhiinwt h`ac~n`gn. Wo fhi ht gme`ind
jx chan.
H` ao~vtm ivedn H yo~cd go`whdnv jxwnca ew tmn wjevtnwt lhd h` jx gceww. Ymn`nqnv yn
med mojnyovl ecc jx avhn`dw e`d gcewwjetnw yo~cd ewl jn aov mncr. H tmo~imt H yew tmn goocnwt
lhd h` jx gceww. F~t h` vnechtx H yew ecjowt et tmn fottoj oa tmn aood gmeh`. H yew l`oy` h` jx
ao~vtm ivedn gceww# f~t `o o`n nqn` l`oyw jx `ejn o~twhdn oa jx gceww. Tmnvn ynvn ahqn ao~vtm
ivedn gcewwnw e`d H yew o`cx vngoi`h{nd h` o`n oa tmnj. Ecc jx avhn`dw ynvn iood et wojntmh`i
aov n}ejrcn jx avhn`d Gmed yew l`oy` ew tmn etmcnthg o`n# ymo ge` go`u~nv h` e`x wrovt. Jx
avhn`d Jevl yew tmn a~``x o`n e`d jx avhn`d Fve`do` yew tmn wmovt lhd tmet ge` fvnel de`gn.
Nqnvxo`n med e `hgl`ejn e`d H yew k~wt tmnvn. H yew k~wt tmn i~x tmnx yo~cd k~wt me`i evo~`d
yhtm tmnj et wgmooc. H yew tmn ynelnwt jnjfnv h` tmn ie`i. Ha xo~ ge` gojrevn jx ivo~r# to
otmnvw H yo~cd fn tmn Jevthe` Je` M~`tnv oa jx ivo~r. Ymhcn tmn otmnvw yo~cd fn W~rnvje`#
ov Fetje`# e`d jexfn nqn` Acewm.
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O`n dex H yn`t to e revtx# e`d H jnt tmhw i~x. Mhw `ejn yew Wnn~j. Eatnv jnnth`i mhj#
jx chan yew`t tmn wejn. H vnjnjfnv tmn n}egt go`qnvwetho` yn med. Coolh`i fegl H lh`d oa
egtnd chln e innl fegl tmn`.
Ymetw~r# xo~`i fcood. mn wehd.
Mncco. Ymet dhd xo~ gecc jn? H ewlnd r~{{cnd.
Om H tmo~imt xo~ l`ny ymet tmet jne`t. Wovvx# efo~t tmet. Moy ocd evn xo~? mn ewlnd ymhcn
ce~imh`i.
Hej `h`n xnevw ocd. E`d moy ocd evn xo~? H ewlnd.
Hej 57 xnevw ocd. mn wehd.
Yoyxo~vn w~rnv ocd% H wehd eje{nd.
^jtme`lw? mn wehd. H i~nww mn yew go`a~wnd o` moy eje{nd H yew.
Hchln xo~v wmonw. H wehd. Mn med wojn `hgn Kovde`w# f~t H dhd`t l`oy ymet tmnx ynvn geccnd
fegl tmn`.
Tme`lw e`d H chln xo~v~jwe`decw? mn wehd. Evntmown xo~v ive`drew ov wojntmh`i% mn
wehd ymhcn ce~imh`i.
@o. Egt~eccx jx joj fo~imt tmnj aov jn.Wmn wehd tmnx yhcc jeln jn cool ocdnv. H wehd
dnan`whqncx.
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Yncc tmnx jeln xo~ cool chln xo~ k~wt gejn fegl avoj tmn vnthvnjn`t mojn g~{. Tmnx ecwo
jeln xo~ cool chln xo~ k~wt iot oaa tmn rce`n avoj Eaime`hwte` ov wojntmh`i% mn wehd ce~imh`i.
H dhd`t l oy ymet tmet jne`t f~t H ce~imnd too.
Mn yew e ivnet i~x e`d e gooc i~x to chwtn` too. Mn tocd jn h`aovjetho` H `nqnv l`ny
efo~t. -F~t H ge`t tncc xo~ efo~t tmnj fnge~wn H jhimt int h`to tvo~fcn(. Nqn` tmo~im mn yew
ao~v xnevw ocdnv tme` jn H chlnd me`ih`i o~t yhtm mhj. Tmn` mn h`tvod~gnd jn to wojntmh`i H
`nqnv nqn` mnevd efo~t. Ht yew geccnd mhr*mor. H vnjnjfnv tmn ahvwt wo`i mn rcexnd aov jn ht yew
Vhdh` fx Gmejjhcho`ehvn. Eatnv H mnevd tmn wo`i H ao~`d e `ny jne`h`i to chan. H gejn to
wgmooc yhtm jx hRod e`d cnt ecc jx avhn`dw chwtn` to tmet wo`i. H yo~cd ecyexw egt chln H yew e
verrnv# H yo~cd yecl yhtm e chjr# H yo~cd ecyexw wex xo fnaovn H wtevnd teclh`i e`d H yo~cd
ecyexw vnghtn e any ch`nw avoj jx aeqovhtn wo`iw. Tmetw ymn` H yo~cd ynev e cot oa ~vfe`
gcotmh`i fve`dw. Wo jx avhn`dw geccnd jn# K~lnFo} fnge~wn H yo~cd ecyexw vnghtn cxvhgw e`d
ver e any wo`iw aov tmnj. Avoj tmet roh`t o` tmet `ejn wt~gl o` jn. H yew intth`i mhim ahqnw
avoj rnorcn o~t oa `oy ymnvn. H wtevtnd ynevh`i @hlnw e`d Kovde`w h` ao~vtm ivedn too. Wo aovtm
ivedn yew vneccx jx xnev. H yo~cd chln to tme`l Wnn~j fnge~wn yhtmo~t mhj H do`t l`oy ymnvn
H yo~cd fn. Fnh`i h`tvod~gnd to ver vneccx dhd gme`in jx chan h` je`x yexw. Yhtmo~t ht H
yo~cd`t meqn e rewwho` ov wojntmh`i Hj rvo~d efo~t.
Tmn` h` nhimtm ivedn H gejn to Wtoglto` Goccnihetn H`tnv`etho`ec Wgmooc. H yew qnvx jed
fnge~wn ht tool jn e ymhcn to fngojn l`oy` Et Ivnet Qeccnx e`d ymn` H ah`eccx yew gooc yhtm e
cot oa rnorcn# jx revn`tw k~wt joqnd jn to e`otmnv wgmooc. Wo H yew fewhgeccx fegl et wu~evn o`n.
H jnnt Wej Whvote o` tmn ahvwt dex mnvn et WGHW. Mn yew gooc to tecl to f~t yn med `otmh`i echln.
Tmn` H jnnt tmhw i~x `ejnd Vhgmcnx Ietnyood. Mn yew newx to tecl to e`d yn fngejn gooc nqnv
wh`gn. Ymet jedn ht goocnv yew tmet mn chqnd vhimt doy` tmn wtvnnt avoj jn. Yn ynvn ecwo h`
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gojjo` fnge~wn yn fotm chqnd h` Ynwto` Ve`gm e`d yn med e cot oa j~t~ec avhn`dw. -Rvoqn` fx
Aegn Fool.( Tmn` eatnv e ynnl wgmooc fnie` H jnt Fv~gn Xe`i. H yew w~rnv gooc yhtm mhj fegl
tmn`. Wo ecc ao~v oa ~w dnghdnd to do ver fettcnw# wh`gn yn ecc coqnd chwtn`h`i to ver. Yn ecc chlnd
to ver wo ymx `ot wnn ymo yew fnttnv.
Yn yo~cd do tmhw nqnvx c~`gm. Yn nqn` med e to~v`ejn`t to wnn ymo tmn fnwt yew. Ht
n`dnd ~r fnh`i Vhgmcnx e`d jn h` tmn ah`ecw. Wojnmoy Vhgmcnx yo` ht. H yew voffnd e
gmejrho`wmhr f~t ht yew ol. Yn dhd ver fettcnw wo j~gm tmet yn yo~cd dvey e gvoyd. Yn nqn`
vngovdnd tmnj e`d r~t tmnj o` Xo~ T~fn. Yn ynvn l`oy` aov yvhth`i verw# tmet ymn` yn yo~cd
yvhtn tmnj h` gceww yn yo~cd int tmnj go`ahwgetnd.
H` avnwmjn` xnev oa mhim wgmooc et WGHW yn cowt e fvo. Wej dhd`t gojn to WGHW aov
avnwmjn` xnev. F~t yn wthcc med o~v to~v`ejn`tw. E`d xnt eieh` Vhgmcnx iot tmn gmejrho`wmhr
oqnv jn. Eatnv tmet yn iot e chttcn wnvho~w efo~t ver. Yn tmo~imt wh`gn yn meqn wo j~gm iood
cxvhgw cntw yvhtn e wo`i e`d vngovd ht. E`d tmn rnvangt orrovt~`htx wmoynd ~r. Yn med to do e
rvokngt aov N`ichwm e`d yn dnghdnd to yvhtn e wo`i e`d vngovd ht. Yn yn`t to Vhgmcnxw ocdnv wtnr
fvotmnvw mo~wn. Mn yew ecwo e verrnv ymo vngovdnd je`x wo`iw. Eatnv vngovdh`i tmn wo`i yn
anct rvo~d. Eatnv tmn wo`i yew r~fchwmnd o` Xo~ T~fn# yn ah`d o~t tmet e cot oa rnorcn chlnd ht.
Wo yn dnghdnd to jeln e jh} tern. Yn do`t l`oy ymn` ht yhcc gojn o~t f~t ht yhcc gojn o~t
woo`.
Mhr*mor mew gme`ind jx chan h` je`x yexw. H `nqnv med wo j~gm rewwho` aov wojntmh`i
fnaovn. Ht jedn jn rvo~d ymn` H yo~cd mnev e `ny wo`i avoj jx aeqovhtn evthwtw e`d jedn iot
jn h`wrhvnd to int e wo`i r~fchwmnd. H yo~cd wex tmet mhr*mor yew jx ahvwt tv~n coqn. H yo~cd
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ecyexw dnan`d aov mhr*mor e`d rvoqn tmet htw `ot ecc fed. Ht ieqn rnorcn chln jn e chan e`d
wojntmh`i to wte`d fx.