`erovnuli mwerloba~Tbilisi

2006

m u r a d n e b i e r i Z emamakacuri

udabnos mze

ISBN 99940-0-792-0

redaqtori ivane amirxanaSvili

fotoebi Tiko nebieriZis

dizaini giorgi wereTelis

kompiuteruli uzrunvelyofa

irakli xuciSvilis

© m. nebieriZe, 2006

mosalodneli moulodnelobebi

jer dadgenili ar aris, poeti `TavisT-vis~ wers, Tu `sxvisTvis~, magram faqtia, rom leqsi rac ufro ̀ TavisTvis aris dawer-ili, miT ufro advilad xdeba `sxvisi~.

am sxvaSi, upirveles yovlisa, poeziis gulis-mieri moyvaruli igulisxmeba, vi-naidan SeuZlebelia TvaliT an gonebiT leqsis `cnoba~, miTumetes iseTi leqsisa, sadac cal-calke yvelaferi nacnobia, er-Tad ki – rTuli da arcTu iolad gasagebi.

kacma rom Tqvas, `nacnobi~ da `rTuli~ sulac ar gulisxmobs raRac upirobo, gadaulaxav antinomias. SeiZleba sagans garegnulad icnobde, magram verasodes amoxsna misi Sinaarsi da pirtiqiT, SeiZle-ba rTulSi uceb aRmoaCino raRac, nacnobi da advilad misawvdomi.

poeziaSi yvelaferi, maT Soris, sirTu-lec, fardobiTia da amitom ar aris gamor-icxuli, is, rasac rTuls vuwodebT da Zneli gvgonia, sinamdvileSi wminda wylis metafora aRmoCndes.

murad nebieriZis leqsi rTulia imde-nad, ramdenadac advilia masSi avtoris pirovnebis ganWvreta.

am leqsebis xma, ritmi, feri, gancda, azri – es aris avtoris individualoba Tavisi vnebebiT, fiqrebiT, tkivilebiTa da mso-flmxedvelobiT, romelSic naTlad ikveTe-ba Tanamedrove qarTveli kacis krizisuli fsiqologia.

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tkivili da gansja – ai, ori polusi, romelTa Soris poetis suli mimoiqceva – eWviT daRlili hamletiviT.

krizisuli fsiqologiis mxatvruli re-alizacia xdeba metaforebisa da sxva poet-uri saSualebebis intensiuri gamoyenebiT, rac marTlac Zneli aRsaqmeli iqneboda, kulminaciis efets rom ar mimarTavdes av-tori.

saqme is aris, rom murad nebieriZis TiTqmis yvela leqsi tragikuli gancdis maRali registriT iwyeba, `Siga wvis~ en-ergia bolomde Tanabrad ixarjeba, magram finalSi xdeba araCveulebrivad dinamiuri ritmis mkveTri Seneleba, eqspresiis Secv-la sruliad mSvidi tonalobiT, iqmneba is-eTi STabeWdileba, TiTqos qariSxali Cadga, mze Caesvena, suli nirvanaSi eSveba, iwyeba metamorfoza, romelsac mravalwertili agvirgvinebs.

kulminaciis efeqti – es aris murad ne-bieriZis leqsis Tavisebureba, romelic sakmaod saintereso mxatvrul mignebad unda iqnes miCneuli, Tu, ra Tqma unda, mas ise ar wavikiTxavT, rogorc instruqcias leqsis finalis asaxsnelad. marTalia, aq xSirad gvxvdeba nacnobi warmomavlobis mqone tropebi, magaliTad aseTebi: `melan-qolia – beberi yvavi~, `kosmiuri velebi~, `warmavloba – qameleoni~, `grZneuli Tov-li~, `laJvardebis lurji sicive~, magram sagulisxmo swored is aris, rom poetur trafaretebs avtori TviTonve usworebs angariSs, - moulodneli ritmuli tex-

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ilebiT Slis asociaciebs, rasac SeiZleba nacnobi sityvebi iwvevdnen da qmnis ilu-zias, rom es trafaretebi ki ara, optikuri cdomilebaa.

mkiTxveli axali wignisgan, rogorc wesi, moelis raRac iseT moulodnels, rac misTvis mosalodnelia, anu rac sasurve-lia, rac siaxliT sunTqavs.

am wignSi aris mosalodneli moulodn-elobebi.

dakvirvebuli mkiTxveli imasac mixvde-ba, Tu sad daZlia poetma dedamiwis mizid-uloba, sad SeZlo frena.

murad nebieriZe xSir SemTxveva-Si dinebis sawinaaRmdegod micuravs, Znel gza-savals irCevs, magram man icis, ras akeTebs da rogor akeTebs. poetur saTqmels gamoxatavs im saSualebebiTa da im masalebiT, romelTa gamZleobis xarisxs TviTonve adgens, TviTonve gansazRvravs bevr rames, TviTonve awesrigebs formalur da Sinaarsobriv proporciebs, erTi sity-viT, TavisTvis wers, TavisTvis mReris, `viT frinveli garegani~, romelmac ar icis, rom sxvebisTvis mReris.

ivane amirxanaSvili

Tbilisi, 2006

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Cemi apologia

vnebaTa Relvas Tavdaxsnili sityvis grigalilaJvards amsxvrevs da binds miidenis...

cecxls anTxevs Rrublis gveleSapi elvis totebiT.gulsguli musravs da miimReris...

sneuli,munji —martomyofi ca usasoo —natrobs ciskari, dairekos da...

maradiuli ganaxlebisTvisborgavs sicocxle -azanzarebs dReebs eqos xma...

ar ZalmiZs,azri daemgvanos uZrav niJaras,velur qariSxals mivugde frTebi...

usinanulod gadaberda Tavisufleba _ualkoholo sevdisgan vTvrebi...

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gojic ar SerCa uuflebo mzes, Semifaros _ironiuli siyvaruliT kvdeba epoqa...

grigals aRagznebs Cemi leqsida cofmoreulssivrce sajijgnad TuRa eyofa...

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cremli demonis niRabze

TeTri mindvrebis sazarel dumils —sufTa furclebis av misterias,miveci guli...

yvavilebsa da varsvlavebs Soris mimoiqceva suli-demoni,da fanatizmi —siyvaruli,samyarov, Cemi — maZrwunebs gancda, sakuTar xmas, vcdilob, gaveqce,vcdilob,gaveqce gadamfren cisken...

mZime da tlanqi bolaven mTebi,nislSi ifloba horizonti,yefen Rrublebi...

melanqolia — beberi yvavi —mwuxris gumbaTze daabotebs wvimis xmauri —maisiCveul simReras mReris...

gaxsovs...

ymawvilis umweoba,roca pirvelad aujanydi ocnebebs mamrida afroditev,

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SeniT mzeradafeTebuli —wamofrTxialda magiurimwveli,wyvili mze...

gevedrebodi,miyvarda da ar Semibrale,Tvalebma civi laJvardi Sesva —davTver umanko usazRvroebiT...

da nuTu,axlac xsovnas gaatanCemi amboris siTbos da tkivils —TeTri mindvrebis mdumarebazemoswveTs,cremlebma dakarga sxivi...

daval sikvdiliviT umZafresi,siyvaruliT mgznebare da realuri —uzRvav sinaTliT gavibrwyineb...

varskvlavebsa da yvavilebs Sorismimoiqceva suli —demoni...

simSvide versad vpove...

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samoTxis karTan

mSvenierebas vinc daudotanjvis saTave, dammarxa tanjvis sidiadeSi...

preistoriamavanscenidan gaireka dinozavrebi...

cis moimeded SegrCi, zecao —me —RrubelTa arqeologi...

arsebobis sazRvari da sazRauriagenebis artistuli feierverkida zardamcemia realoba:sarkis da briliantis aTinaTi —msgavsi ganwirulebiT Semosili...

brwyinavs sadafi —dro, Sededda margalitebad —elva gaqvavda gardacvlil wamSi...

guli dums — aRar mekiTxeba:RvTaebrivi da erTaderTivisia neba maradiuli...

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daukvdavebis JiniT gaTanguli,sulssinanuliT avsebsSemodgomis maradmwvane sicariele...

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vedreba

uTqmeli sityviT davadumeamoZaxili —sakuTar gulSi gavuCinardi...

ver davitie Sengan siSore —daoblda gancda gandgomilebiT...

Cemgan samyaros dasazRvrulobasusazRvroebiT damSvideba aRar eRirsa —daJinebuli movikvlev dRemdesityvas, boboqar vnebaTa wiaRs...

ltolvili sulis cecxlis sxeuliSeboWiliamudmiv tkiviliT —wminda grZnobaTa saxierebav, gvedri moiqec Cemda, ufalo,rommaradiul vnebas SeerTos,RvTaebriv nebis gaxdes ziari —uTqmeli sityviT davadume amoZaxili,sakuTar gulSi gauCinardi.

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sinaTlis lodi

ver gwvdeba Tvali- Tvalebi brmaa,sxivTa ciagSi rogor gixilo...

gulis karnaxiT vazanzareb samyaros bWeebs _gepotinebi,rom davZlio Seni sicive...

uvicad Sobils veluri nervimiTrTisda mamsxvrevs biZgebis ritmi —angrevs logika, usazRvro ovals _mzis Crdils _kosmosis mistiur yvavils...

me _sakuTari cnebebis msxverpli,Sen _SeuRwevi _ mawameb fiqri...

me ver SevZeli Secnoba Seni,ratom mdinareb uCinarqmnili...

da damrTgunveli Seni sicxade _ver uarvyavi cxovreba Cemi...

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Tu Semogbede sayveduri _ rad momec niWi,iqneb didebas Cemi gulic minebeboda,mecxovra mSvidad,boZebuliT, Tvalis axeliT —merwmuna xsovna sinamdviled da realobad...

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me — maiakovski

midian wlebi mkacri JamTasvlis, es me var TviTon, me var patroni;cisa da miwis SesayarTanvdgevar Tavxedi,farisevelTa wkavwkavs ar hgavs Cemi Rriali...

epiTetebmayalbi toniT JRera daiwyes,Zalze xmamaRlobs, Sors gahyviris reproduqtori,totaluri Zvra ganaxlebis _ai goneba _suls Rafavs sityva, momavali roca axloa…

mokvdes yoveli umomavlo _ nTqavs istoria, uferul azrebscru didebis dafna exveva,brazmoreuli,qartexilebs risxviT movamtrev…

maiakovski _poeziis ficxi genia…

xmamaRla vambob: me var TviTon am dRis patroni,

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brZolaSi viwvev yvela qvemZroms, yvela laqias…

wamofrenila qedebidan cecxlis frinveli,

cecxlis frinveli _ Cemi naTlia…

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gadamaluli dRe

wamomelande – aborgda sisxli –gaiJRriala foladma qarSi...

wamomelande,wvimam bindi wamoitira,crisda varskvlavTa civi ciagiTdakawrulia Rame – niRabi...

umTvaro Ramessinanulic ar abadia –survilebs miRma RvTaebrivi kvdeba wyurvili,cnobierebis ekrans elvam gadaukivla,SemboWa ucebmogonebis mZafr misteriiT...

gadaviwyebuls sivrcis Jini wamomabodebs –tkivilebs vmalav simaRleTa daviwyebamde,rac gixile da SemaZrwuna,an Sen rom ara,vin miaqcevda guls wamier garindebisTvis...

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fiqri mbrZaneblobs,ha,sacaa gansxeuldebi _suli ubadruk siSiSvles malavs...

wamomelande – rekavs foladi – gazafxuli JRrialebs qarSi...

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aprilis Tovli

sul axalgazrda daaberaTovlma aprili...

odesme mainc xom unda giTxra,Tundac usityvod am siyvarulze...

Sen iRimebi, kurcxali brwyinavs,cremlSi almasi gainamdvilebsda irekleba tyemlis yvavilSi _ aprilis bolos mainc moTova...

feradi, rogorc simRerebi, Tovlma daaqro,tye gaafiTrafrinvelebis dumilma TovliT,qarma imZlavra,aaqafa TeTri wyvdiadi,rekavs...

tyemlebi imeorebs: zari da zari...

vici,erTxelac Sens winaSe simunje momklavsda mwuxarebiT srulqmni saRamos...

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demoni Cemsken mouwode,Sens qalobas Cemsken mouwode...

Sen CemSi naxav marad Zvelda marad axal aRfrTovanebas...

garindebas, amaRlebas,gaocebasda sigiJesac,romelic duRs da moedineba aRuvsebel vnebaTa Relvad...

moitaneCemamde Seni simxurvale,moitaneCemamde xibli Seni sxeulis,daRvinebuli da moCuxCuxe...

yuri miugde,guli rogor xmamaRla yviris,aRvsili Seni formis srulyofiT...

momande fiqri damTrgunveliSeni qalobis!..

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ayevi sxivTa sagalobels,mamakacuri sidiadiT Senzed rom mReris da magiuri sinaziT savsem,Cemsken mouwode,Sens qalobas

Cemsken mouwode...

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kentavri

ciskris varskvlavigamTenias didxans tkepnida,veRar gavuZel,wamobolda sevda uZiro...

da gamomtaca siyvaruli eSmakis wyevlam,uunaTlesiuvicobiT gadamimala...

bevrjer uarmyo _daaduma Jinis grigali,da Cems wadilSigauZlebi Cado moTmena,qviSis alyaSi cofianimivqri kentavri,mivqri kentavri,vematebi risxvad qariSxals...

agvistos xvatSi melandeba iaiebi,miyefs miraJi _ laJvardebis lurji siciveda siyvaruliT gaTanguli cecxlis alvaSi,mze moWixvinebs maradiul dasabamidan...

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gzajvaredini

SemomefeTe...Semodgomis yviTel mosasxams miafrens qari...

SemomefeTe...retdasxmuli vTrTi da vkankaleb,mziT garujulisrialaaeg Seni tani...

oqtombris wvimas moTmineba aRar eyofa,Wirveulobs da, sadacaa, daiwyebs Rrials...

SemomefeTe...dReis Semdeg rogor vicxovro,yviTel foTlebze siWabukis qarebi qrian...

SemomefeTe...aRerili mixval, milaRob, Cemgan gamorbis kentavris landi...

SemomefeTe...rogorc srulqmna, sagalobeli,da Cemi natvris axdenad mwamdi...

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guls ra daacxrobs,gaglejili gulidan Jonavssisxli,usityvo sasowarkveTis...

kentavris mzeras ver gaurbida Sen caxcaxeb,siyvaruliviT brolSi nakveTi...

SemomefeTe...dReis Semdeg rogor vicxovro,yviTel foTlebze siWabukis qarebi qrian...

oqtombris wvimas moTminebaaRar eyofa,Wirveulobs da, sadacaa, daiwyebs Rrials...

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es dRec gaTenda

nazamTral miwasmzem cxeli sisxlidaanTxiada ca gazafxulis _Tovli uecrad wamofrTxialda...

da dedamiwa simwvanis wyurvils _siyvaruls malavs gogona cidada me mis trfobasvcdilob,ver vmalav,movida Cumad da Semparavad...

SiSvel baRebSi fifqis lianebsda zamTris JrJolas,Tebervlis Jini waekida _ xeli daria,SiSiTda ZrwoliT Tvals vapareb sarkisken Cumadda gekiTxebi _ubeduro ram gadagria...

kiviliT Cxapnis Cem Tvalebs cremli,ZvelisZvelia tkiviliviTdambaCis lula,

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Tovlis nagleji _sanagveze agdia wigni,axla mis avtors gavyvebodi duelSi sulac,magram sicocxlis veluri Tafli _gaxelebuli mziT gazafxulis,Tovli,uecrad wamofrTxialda...

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magia `l~

aRematebi: sevdas, borials,monatrebas da melanqolias _Tavs veRarafriT vSveli...

damuflebia: gancda netari,suli Wixvinebs — lurji kentavri,satkivari mWirs Zveli...

elva daferflavs aTasTa gulebsSeni Tvalebis da Sen ugnurebs gaacofeb daSeSli...

me ki vumRereb: Sens lamaz sxeuls,sicocxliT Trobas _ siyvaruls wyeuls,rom ver vexsnebi dRemdi...

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mkvdris mze

guli daeca ...

maxrCobs wyurviliSeni naxvis da Cemi survili gizgizebs,Tovlis cecxli...

guli daeca...

sityvis samani,dacxra, dadumda kari samaris –bolavsmTvareSi vercxli...

guli daeca...

aRar inebaRmerTma da SeniT daimedeba –cotac,daqreba Rvelfi...

guli daeca...

moswveTs yinuli,mkvdari daeca ca Soreuli –Tovs,margalitis ferfli...

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uwera

mTebi mojrilan,gaxviTqulebsabolebiaT Tor-abjari...

ca axatianislze dafrenil sivrces...

mohquxs, modReobs,sizmarcxadis bolavs mdinare...

brwyinavs myinvari _ maradisobis Zvali...

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depresia

Cems mkacr dumilSi moSrialewvimis totebi,sacaa elvad daitoteba...

dakargvis SiSiT gadamaluliazri dakarga WeSmaritebam...

me Sengan alerss danatrebuli,cremlebSi vaxrCob mzesda alions...

Tu arvin SemrCa,usixarulodsamyaros sunTqva rogor davlio...

o,sastikia ganaCeni _ aRar giyvarvar,dRe nisliani uceb berdeba...

Semazrzenia SiSveli sulida udabnoze qaris vedreba...

Cems gulSi godebsda qariSxaliTavis simZafriT vnebas iokebs...

freskebsRa SevrCi _ munji taZari,

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axla qar-wvima rom awiokebs...

daviwyebuliTan warvitaceb,Cven Soris damqral drosa da manZils...

dadumebuliSemodgomis uZrav naTelSi _Cem arsebaSi maxviliviT siCume dadis...

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foTolcvena

yviTlad gaTovda...

nisli farad daexeteba,daRvinda ferTa dResaswauli...

qari aTrTolda xmel foTlebze,momakvdavi tyis xelisgulebze...

nakadulebze borialobs TeTri afTari...

daqra vnebaTa qariSxali,aRarc wuxili siyvarulze,mxolodRa ngrevis gancda...

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igzavneba umisamarTod

is SeSlilia,SeSlils, aba, ra gaegeba...

dro – mdinareba uCinari – TiTebs Soris qviSis saaTi –rekavs ...

uxmo qari simRerebs...

is SeSlilia,SeSliliviT an vin imRerebsxibldakarguli satrfos Rimilzeda enarcxeba sasowarkveTistalRa,yavlgasul WeSmaritebebs...

is SeSlilia,SeSliliviT an vin imRerebswarsulze: sadac aireklada cnebebs SerCa:amaoeba_sakinZedan cxovrebas uCans damWknari ZuZu...

kunZulze:sadac ganmartovda da daesaxla-suli,vnebaTa cecxlia mxolod...

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Tvali esrwafvisgonis SemZvrel mzis agonias –saRamo wveba horizontze_ daRamda Jolo...

dro –mdinareba uCinari –TiTebs Soris qviSis saaTi –rekavs uxmo qari simRerebs...

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maisi

gadaiquxa cremlze triumfiTelvam da wascda Sori yivili...

wero sakuTar budes Caewoda waekida qari yvavilebs...

klanWi gahkrada bolavs myinvari _mzem dauRara mkacri profili...

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kulisebSi

survilTa kvdomiT ganleuli dRis uaryofiT,Semazrzen gancdiT SiSismgvrelida Seuvali – goneba Cemi,mosazRvrula usazRvroebiT,Slegis xilvebiT paradoqsul mizezTa gamo...

damwuxrebula siyvaruli Cem bilw sxeulSida uformobiT SemzaraviTan mdevs Crdilebi,visworeb niRabs,gardasulsda momavals Soris,Slegis xilvebiT da mizeziT mizezTa gamo...

vnebaTa mefe – gamgebeli – Cemi demoni –ixrwneba bindi fericvalebiT,dasabamidandasabamis reken zarebi, satanur eldiTda RvTaebriv mizezTa gamo...

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metamorfoza

Cemi vnebaa myinvarebi tandaRaruli,didi tkiviliT viviwyeb warsuls...

jojoxeTuri udardelobis varskvlavi brwyinavs simSvidis zRvarze...

SeRamebas da ganTiads SorisSededda sisxli bindis simZimiT...

sivrce ganabnevs Cems STagonebas,SiSi aqvavebs sinaTlis wiaRs – marmarilodan moJonavs cremli –wyvdiadis brolSidamsxvreuli qarebi yria...

vaSlis yvavilTa burusidanSen ibadebi,miliard saxiT modixar CemTan _yvela mizezTa upirvelesi _ mze, ambroziis surneliT Tvreba...

gulma Sescura udroobaSi —sivrces ver itevs Cemi Tvalebi,Sen ibadebi yvavilTmravlobiT – cecxli, simZafriT gadigizgizeb...

me uneburad SeveCvie am dResaswauls – Cemsken gamowvdil

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ayvavebul sfinqsis sacecebs _aTinaTebi cialebs Tovlis _vaSlis yvavilTa metamorfoza...

ai nayofi, romelic itevs mTeli samyaros vnebaTaRelvas...

frTxilad miWiravs,gamovtace TavdaviwyebasTesli _varvara nakverCxali, guliviT feTqavs...

qarebs mivugde albaToba nayofad qcevis...

rekdi molodins...

da aha,isev,Sen Cem win dgexar, ayvavebuli vaSlis toti,romelic itev realobisyvela ganaCens...

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gaucxoebis metamorfoza

varskvlavTa mtveri CavisunTqeda cad gavqvavdi _Zlivs momixelTa mzem myinvari,dros Cafrenili...

davkarge saxe,avifare sfinqsis niRabi _sarkazmi _ gvelis perangi, Zveli...

eWviT damSorda, visac vuyvardi,male moswyindaT Cemi TviTgvema _TavgabezrebaxangrZliv bavSvobiT...

ucxo viyavi yvelasTvis didxans,didixnis Semdeg momarges CarCo,CarCoSimTvaris sicive brwyinavs...

am diliT iyo, Zil-RviZils Soris,ganwyoba_sfinqsi, gardaicvala,bindi rodesac ganerida uferul qalaqs,qars uecari wamoscda Tovli...

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munji agonia

zRvas adga nislis msubuqi bolizRva irweoda _varskvlavebiT fexmZime Rame...

me movel SenTan, SenTan da zRvasTan,me,sivrceebiT sneuli kaci...

me Segiyvare _mivec saxe Tavneba qaossda gavaqvave sasowarkveTa...

aSrialebda sanapiros TeTri Sleifida Cagvesmoda magnoliis mwvane vedreba...

me mogixmobdi,me _Rameul fskerze ganrTxmuli,Cemi survili _

mtveri tiali _ibadeboda afrodite martosulobiT,martosuloba _miamiti Cemi mxevali...

Tavdaviwyebad gavicale, mborgav zRvis Wakebs qanci gaarTva mTvaris ulayma...

ramdeni wyevla davitie,

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rom siyvaruli _siyvaruliviT mimerTmia gulis karamde...

Sen damamarcxe,ra male Wkneba,cru —maradmwvane didebis dafnada wyevladqceul molodinis urCi dReebiCems samsxverploze elvam daRadra...

da vdumvar SenTan, SenTan da zRvasTanme,sivrceebiT sneuli kaci...

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sivrcis napiri

xiluli zRvari – Cemi landi,me –paradoqsi,dro msgavsis msgavsi – gulgrili da daudevari...

erTferovnebis abstraqciasivrcismieri –bindiT sarkmelSi SeboWili varskvlavT qaosi...

zraxvad gamrige: bilwi vnebis sulwasulobis, manWvis da grexis, gandidebis,ampartavnebis –zeimobs CemSi damTrgunveli – eSma – wyurvili,Tavzardamcemi usxeulo gansxeulebiT...

ganurCevlobamgankiTxvis dRec gadamimala,veRar viokeb am agznebulcnobierebas

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da rogor SevZlo,davemalo mokvdavis imeds,momakvdav imeds –arsebobas, am cru didebiT...

xiluli zRvari – gdia landi – dro xelTuqmneli –bediswerasTanalbaTobiT Seyris ufleba...

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qameleoni

sicariele _ sarke aryofnis,me Sens winaSe _ mzarav demoni,brwyinavda dneba fifqi sarkmelze _qercli astralur qameleonis...

gansxeuldebida magiuri feri Rrialebs _ bindma Semosada gaaSiSvla dro Cems winaSe _ maradiuli metamorfoza...

veRar viokeb gardacvalebis Jinsda sinaTle _ Tovli grZneuli,cdilobs walekos mTeli samyaroefemeruli sivrciT sneuli...

usazRvroebiT dausazRvreli _igiveoba, mudam axali _dammuflebia kvdomis eqstazi _pirvelyofili sevda maRali...

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cisa da miwis mJReri niJara _Srialebs Tovli _ mzarav demonida iferfleba warmavaloba —fifqi sarkmelze _ qameleoni...

49

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daRweva

mwuxrSi mewamul caze weroTa landi farfatebs –xsovna edemis,Tvalisxivmimqral mzes Sescaxcaxebs –daiss miemsxvra leqsi _Sedevri...

damfrTxal survilTa gadanafreni –wlebi –tkivilebs mTvares unTebenda Tan mdevs SiSi mdumar taZrebis,faruli cremliT nasaTuTebi...

vedrebiT gacvda – sityva,Rrublebis Crdili gadasdis miwas zvirTebad,miuwvdomeli mixmobs eTeri –varskvlavTa civi sxiviT irTveba...

zecav, Soreul monatrebebiTisev mibiZgeb zRaprul bilikiT,avimarTebi, Tan mdevs SemSleli amqveyniuri sevdis bilingva...

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50

usasrulobas _ brZens da uCinars, sarkmeli darCa dauketavida am RvarZlian saukunidan Tavdaxweuli viltvi kentavri... da Cemgan ltolvil wamze damsxvreulamaoebis ZrwoliT kirTeba –kosmosis zRurbli, Seucnobeli,jojoxeTuri, cecxliT irTveba...

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feniqsuri vnebani

isev Tavidan ferflidan da...

ai, saRamo...

unda wamovdgegaognebul cnobierebiT...

vucqer: RameTa saxrCobelas veRar mamSvidebsfiqriTanmdevi amaoebis...

iyo warsuli _iqneb SevZlo gadaviRamo _vnebaTa cecxli gailia gaqra minaSi _TviTuaryofissinanuliT dagemSvidobeda rac amovTqvimkvdarSobili amovRerRe me es simRera:damuflebiamrisxanebis Tan mdevs aCrdilida vinc uarmyo didebisTvis gadamiviwya _muzebi duman SeboWilicivi gonebiT _Cemi umweo siyvaruliTme Sen winaSe...

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isev Tavidanferflidan da dausabamod _sarkmelSi brwyinavs mze RvTaebriv cnobierebiT,Sevcqeri:sarke iqercleba mewamul zeciTmoswveTs laJvardiguli cisfer sisxlSi banaobs...

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saRamos interieri

mowyvetil yvavilsdro ar rCeba sinanulisTvis...

oqtombris mwuxrSi aResrulagazafxuli _ urcxvi genia...

sarkmlis minaze misrialebs, Cemgan iCqaris _memSvidobebawvimis bilikiTda dakargulze ufro mwveliadakargvis SiSi – mTeli cxovreba...

martooba sanetaro ucxoobaSida RvTaebriviharmoniis wvdomis eqstazi...

moklebulia dro yovelgvar maradisobas _tkivilis absurdssiameTa absurdi Secvlis...

gamrudebuli bedisweriTCaxergilia aRsavlis kari _daqra imedi warsulidan daviwyebamde...

axlamaRali meseri sjobs horizontamde manZils...

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xsovnaSi,sadac aRaravin mefobs, budobs aryofna _sicarielesavse aris mudam aryofniT...

RameSi bolavs mTvaris TeTri TeTri TeTri usurviloba...

galoTda suli _veZalebi fiqris opiums...

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sicxade

TmaSi WaRara,sulSi eSmaki _SiSvel wvivebiT TovlSi aprili,dums da miRimis ase srulqmnili...

vwuxdi:arasdros ar ayvavdeba...

TmaSi WaRara,sulSi eSmaki _SiSvel wvivebiT TovlSi aprili,maxsovs, meloda _ gaxma tyemali...

vwuxdi:arasdros ar ayvavdeba...

TmaSi WaRara,sulSi eSmaki _SiSvel wvivebiT TovlSi aprili,cremlSi daixrCo is gazafxuli...

vwuxdi:arasdros ar ayvavdeba...

TmaSi WaRara,sulSi eSmaki _

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SiSvel wvivebiT TovlSi aprili,jiutad yvavis es gazafxuli...

RvTaebrivs,mxolod sityva edreba...

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gandoba

gaminapira Semodgomam...

gazafxulis SiSi yvavilobsyviTel foTlebSi sulganabuli...

ver SeviZeli, ver daveRwieukmarisobiT gaSmagebul sicarielesda bedisweris ablabudaSi aTrTolebul azrsimediT wamlavsganwirulebis realoba...

faTquneben Savi gedebi...

mTvaris avsebis misteriasimedebs uqrobsuZinari Rameebis sigrZe...

Sededdada dakristalda bibliuri sasowarkveTa:didi dro,mcire dro da droebi...

samyaros dausrulebel metamorfozaSiqvecnobieri isvenebs _Sens saxes malavs — frTebs gafarebs Cems gulSi Rame...

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ise daRamdada gulgrilad damemSvidobamze _nuTu marTla araferi hqonda saTqmeli...

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damkvidreba

SeZleb odesme yovelivegadamimalo‚rasac mieltvis Tvali Cemidaguli krTeba‚Tu swrafvis mizezsarsebobis mZafri wyurvili _tkivili‚ srulqmnis xorcsSeasxams abstraqciaSi...

verdateuliCems sxeulSi suli _ cis landi,samyaros srulqmnis siyvarulad gardaicvleba‚sicocxlis JiniT avxorcida swrafviT grZneuli‚RvTaebriviaidumali es misteria...

siamis tyupi –Tanagancda‚ Slegi da urCi,crusxiani, wyvdiadis bke, mzis paradoqsi —cremlidancremlze mogizgize, Cveni gulebi,urTierTtanjviT sazrdooben erTurTs eltvian...

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60

zRvardaudebi agonia _ borgva satanis _survilebTan oms moviazrebgarduvalobad‚wlebs msxverplad vwiravgardasaxvis metamorfozas _sicocxles‚amiTsakuTar Tavs vuaxlovdebi...

dauZleveli Cem wadilSi rac gantotvila;Tavzardamcemi,harmoniis SemSlel logikad,dauflebia Cems gulisTqmasda riTac mTrgunavs:poeziaa _Serigeba saganTan Crdilis...

dro _warsuli da momavali _ rac rom CemSia _dausabamo —ganfenili usazRvroebad‚guls gandobili kosmiuri uSurvelobiT,mbrZaneblobs sityva,RvTaebrivi – sinaTliT Tbeba...

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cisartyelas ferfli

me bevri ucxo zmaneba maxlavs...

gaZnelda yofna – molodini dausrulebi...

samsala gvasves‚bageebi bavSvobis TafliTmainc gibrwyinavs‚meuRlev Cemo...

demonur wadils mijaWvuli Zlivs gaimedebdanawyevari‚rad gaSinebs Cemi profili _galaqtikebi mrisxanebis uxmo ZeglebadCanankosmiur gaognebad cnobierebis...

mimwuxris farze mimobneul varskvlavTa cimcims _sivrces‚mivugde frenis Jini _ bJutavs naTura‚guliSen gergo‚ironia cdunebul landebs –daviwyebidan gamoxmobils kacur Rirsebad...

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62

gulisTqmas vusmen‚ar mexsneba _ zeca meZaxis‚Sendobas SegTxov‚sjobs‚ gavsxvisde dasabamier _gamovlil gzaze wyvdiadi wevs _ wyvdiadebs zaravs...

momelis‚vici‚mkvdris niRabSi gaukvdaveba...

iyuCe‚ bavSvo _ maradiul ltolvav adamis‚sicofes vZlie‚Segiyvareda mtanjvel gancdasidumaleba suls laJvardis frTebiT emTxvia...

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ambiciebis skivridan

zvigenebis garemocvaSi vcxovrob...

Cemi cremli —Rrubliani dRis karnavali —dedamiwis moduri brwyinvalebaa...

SadrevaniviT icleba guli...

sityvebis Wrela-WrulaTi morTuliaCiCilaki,damaxvilze mWrelia imedi...

bolomde Sekruli Rilebis etiketsda asketizmiT Tavisuflebasgarduvalobis SiSiTganvasxvaveb...

gardasulis pirmSoa gulisTqma...

dumili faravs silaJvardis gancdas,silaJvardis wiaRsda sispetakes...

gaanCxlebuli kivis eleqtronika —mxeci,Sinauri da uwvrTneli...

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wamlekavi sizmrebidan moedinebawinaTgrZnoba —torolebi mocviva gamTeniis Jruna RriWoSi...

sisxlis yovel wveTs ufrTxildebi da,umegobro delfini,zvigenebis garemocvaSi vcxovrob...

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qvaSveTTan – 7. 1. 92 w.

apokalifsi –mistiuri gmosavs mantia‚ Cemo qalaqo....

RvarZlma waleka‚ moaoxra‚ duman quCebi. . .

qalwulebic ki uxmod dadian‚Tvaldaxrilebi saxes malaven. . .

nagrigalari _sasaxleTa bolavs ConCxebi _aryofnis sarkis namsxvrevebze mzis mkvdar yvavilebsukrefs warmarTimaTdRes‚ romelTac. . .

qameleonTa fitulebis dekoraciamazri daamxo metamorfozis – sawyalobeli demokratia –absurdis gvamze xavis zarnaSo. . .

Tvals efeTeba daTofili TeTri taZari. . .

netarTmaT kacTa. . .

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vinc gadaego guliswyvetiTamasoflidan. . .

netav maTkacTa. . .

apokalifsi –mistiuri gmosavs mantia‚ Cemo qalaqo...

rad Semiyvare‚ RvTaebrivo‚sasowarkveTiT...

dedav-mariam...

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sisxlis wvimaSi

daemxos unda dasamxobeli –wamoabodebs mfrinav ikaross...

sityva utyvia – iqneb wyeulma sisxlis wvimebmagadaikaros...

sikvdili mefobs mdumar qalaqSi –TalxiT Semosils vucqer asulebs...

mosTqvavs gulisTqma –vucqer taZrebis maRal gumbaTebscamde asulebs...

Surma imZlavra _usinanulod‚ aRarvis SerCa mzis qveS adgili...

RvarZlma wabilwada moaoxraTavisuflebis cneba namdvili...

gaucxovebul saxiTniRbebiTvalebs malaven cremlis minaSi...

aq mravals ergo cocxlad sikvdiliWeSmaritebis naTlis winaSe...

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69

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70

daemxos unda dasamxobelidro ulmobelida Sesazari...

maradisobis RvTaebriv nebiTamaoebisbolavs vagzali...

71

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eriZe

g _ s

wvdomiT umaRless _ sikvdils verTguleb _uSenobidan Tavis daRwevis aRar arsebobs raime sxva gza...

sakuTar Tavis uaryofiTuaryofamdemivedi da suls monatrebis sicive ahyva...

eg Seni mzera _Cems TvalebSi cremli gacivda _ ar mtoveb arsad...

SevfarebulvarT dros _uJangav maradisobasda realurda irealur polusebidan erTurTs veswrafviTda uZleveli _siyvaruliT ganuyofloba,Cemda imedad cad megulebi _ mmfarvelob axla...

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SuqCrdilebi

SekrTeba guli –gamTliandeba dro wamier mdumarebaSi...

da rac bindis erTferovnebam gadamalasinaTle anawevrebs da urTerTs andobs...

sarkmelSi CanangrZeli zamTris momelodine qvrivi xeebi...

usasoobiT daTrgunul damartoobiT SemosazRvrul avanscenazeausrulebel ocnebaTa negativi,misteriul samyaros gamimJRavnebs...

dailuziuri gancdis opiumiumweobis SegrZnebasaTrobs...

didixaniaCemgan gaucxovdi daganTiadis simRerebidan wamofreniliRameSi Ramurebi – bindis nafleTebi frenen...

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amoZaxili

suli sxeulSi momwyvdeuli sivrcis landia . . .

Sededda cremli‚dakristalda da varskvlavad iqca.. .

axla me ZalmiZs Sevifaro sasowarkveTa –garduvalobis mizezTa miRmaavanscenaze arokda qari. . .

me vwuxvar Tqvenze‚visac mkvdris mzis libri gefarviT‚me vwuxvar Tqvenze. . .

dRe sastikad uimedoa.. .

Sevewire Tu Semiwires –dumilis farTiT gadamalesda miuwvdomi gaxda naTeli. . .

usixarulod amovRerRe bolo akordi:munji‚erTferi‚usaxuri, umisamarTo…. . .

udabur caze molivlivewyeulo lando – sicivis sunTqvav‚

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daundobel dReebis xrovav. . .

siyvarulisTvis dabadebulsgulgrilobam gamiSro cremli . . .

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gamxelili parametrebi

me SeniT vpove saxe Cemi _azri yoveli...

Sen xar maRali, Sen xar mteri,

da gancda msgavsis,Cvena varT orni, arasodes vyofilvar erTi...

erTmaneTSi rom erTmaneTigadavarCinoT...

Sen mzeze gidevs mrisxane torida erTmaneTis molodinivarT samudamo _Cvena varT orni _ arasodes vyofilvarT erTi...

dawyevlilia misteriiT kacis gumani...

naTelze brwyinavs siSoris toli _ dro,aris fici,siyvaruliT Tavdaviwyebis _Cvena varT orni,arasodes vyofilvar erTi...

Cvena varT orni,erTmaneTis Tavdaviwyeba...

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nislis taZari

vis aemgzavraCumi cecxlis utyvi mdinare _uxorco kerpTa mimqrali landi...

gaZarculia gardasuliTes ganSoreba,vin momaCeCa gardauvali _am molodinis zRvas ra gascuravs...

gawyda moTmena, noemberi dadga, damdovrda,mze CaWkna laJvards,Rameebi saSvels iTxoven...

daqra usivrco Semodgomis ca,Tvalsawieri uSenobiTdakargulia _melanqoliad mTebis grexilzeabobRebula naTlis Wriali...

damarxulia gulSi varskvlavi,miyinuliagulis kidekars...

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enZelas trfoba gamomiyvans Tovlis xnulidanda mkvdar xsovnaSi afeTqdebaisev aprili...

jer ki CrdiliaCumi cecxlis utyvi mdinare _uxorco kerpTa mimqrali landi...

Cqamic ar iZvris,nislis kuboSi Cawva momakvdav dReebis rigi...

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fiTri sevdis totebze

Seni dakargviT movipove, rac movipove...

da guli ggesavs _rekavs,angrevs taZars zarebi;nuTu gadarCa naterfali

ganSorebidan _isev ayvavda Semodgoma _yviTeli vardi...

vCurCuleb,vwuxvar,molodini Sen gekuTvnoda,warsuliT waxda Cemi warsuli,gacruebuli imedebis sasaflaozehyvavis udabnod dakarguli usasruloba...

rac ukve iyomzis totebSi elvam dalia,arra iyo ra mSvenieri kvdomis gareSe...

TvalSeubami efemera zRaprad STenili _ido magia im umaRles wvdomissurvilSi...

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cxovreba gacvda, sxeulidan qandaks aRvmarTav, verafers getyvi, Tu yvelafers gamovigoneb...

rom gavixseno momavlis ca, warsuli mmosavs _mokvdavT didebis dResaswauls mainc moveli...

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proporciebi

nazamTarali dRe _abuzulimewamul Tovlze Cxavis yorani...

uberavs qari _xsovna, avad mosagonari...

dafrTxnen xilvebida qalaqi hkivis SiSveli _bindi mbrZaneblobsaminanqrebs bindbunds giSeri...

caTambrjenebi _koSmaria kacTa gonebis,gadauxdeli maZrwuneben xibli omebis,wyvdiadis sarkmels aCuqurTmebsmrudi qedebi...

daundobelo _drov,aRarc Sen meimedebi...

garduvaloba _ sasjelia,yofna _ miraJi,Cems ymawvilur Jins _mSvidad sZinavs qalwuls silaSi...

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CemTvis ver iclisda cxovreba saxes mimalavs _veTamamebi urCi bavSvi saSiS iaraRs...

omebis eqo _wyevla adamis da saxsovari,bindis badeSi farTxalebs bindi _ moTqvams yorani...

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didTovloba

mizezSive devs eWvis saTave _wascdeba guls da siyvaruliT amoiZaxebs...

WeSmariteba mevlineba miliard mcnebadda marcvalSic ki monumenti kuTavs didebis...

roca siyvaruls eziara, samoTxe daTmogulma wamier TavdaviwyebiT...

yvela mizezTa mizania udiadesi...

Cemi sicocxle Zalian gavsbavSvs gulubryvilos_roca gamxela amoucnob gancdis maSinebs,

xmamaRla vmReri —warmavalis SiSi davicxro...

usasrulobis naterfalze mimobneuliiaiebi _ yvavis laJvardida imoseba idumali dResaswauli,tanjviT Sobili poeturi landeminebiT...

83

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eriZe

me veswrafodi amboxebas pigmalioni.ver gavimetemtvrad meqcia mzeTunaxavida gavamefe ocnebebze maradiuli_Tvalsxiviani xati mnaTobis...

yvela nacari wvis naSTiada Cemi leqsic nacaria TeTr Rameebis...

moulodnelididTovloba icis zamTarma...

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frena irealuris zRvarze

vis axsendeba mikarguli caze frinveli...

mze _udardeli mijnuris landi _Tan devs Cems ltolvas araamqveyniurs...

vin moityua sicocxliT Tavi...

uecrad qreba kometis brwyinvada erTgulebis xundeba droSa _gamWvirvaleacremlebis broli...

efemeruli — satevris elva _mzeras mibindavs cecxlis Cqerebi.vin,vin SeiZlomomnusxveli Tvalebis elvasgauZlos,guli ar gaucxovdes...

mimoiqceva _ ca, fiqrobs Cemze _ca uZraobiT dafeTebuli...

riT mogawono,miTxari,Tavi...

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impresionistuli peizaJi

mzeTunaxavma _TeTrma, rogorc monatrebam zafxulSi Tovlis _tyemlis tyeebze gazafxulma gadaigrgvina...

preistoria,mozaikur askinkilaTiaprilis wvima CorTiT movarda...

mamontebis jogs midenis qari —ca idrikeba civida Sori...

SemovisazRvre SeniT samani,dums horizontze mokiafe afra euli...

eCurCuleba wvimas Cinari _TrTis miwis nervi —lurji, maRali...

faskunjis kvercxi _ wiTeli mze,bindma Caylapa,mwuxrSimwuxare rekavs foladi...

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borjRali

momxible SoriT,uSoresiT Semomaqcie,warRvnis simSvidiT daavane

CemSi myofadi...

mzed hyvavi _ mzeSi mileuli, vpove mzis saxeda sicocxleagarduvali Saravandedi...

me mokvdavobiT dawyevlili wamze vmrisxaneb;alersiT vaxrCob qalsa da yvavils...

grZnobis cdunebiT, uvicobiT, vnebebis JiniT,urTierTisken miiswrafvis _ Cqarobs samyaro...

mdore eTero, naTelbindo, arvisSobilo,iyav ocnebada ocnebiT iqmen pirveli,davanebulo cnobieriT maradiulSi,maradiulSi,maradiul aryofnis gamo...

87

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ukusvla pirvel siyvarulidan

rac gadiaddada gadascda Tvali miriads _gulisTqma Cemi _usazRvro da ukidegano _Cemi cremlia mziT daferili...

vin SemomsazRvra dasabamiT‚an dasasruliT...

uZrav TvalebiT iZireba CemSi eTeri‚da naTlis Cqeri‚ufskruliT rom amomziurda‚is an gulia‚an karnavali...

gafocebuli survilTa remaTavawyvetilimiaqrolebs dReebs Tovlians –cimcimebs qercli Semodgomisa –cvivada cviva naTels foToli…

bednierebiT gamaxele da momaCeCeam gardamaval wamze ocnebada gardauval bedisweris qariSxalidan‚zecav‚aRmomxdi lurji wyvdiadiT...

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horizontebi miisila yanCis yiviliT‚siSoreebi dadrekila rogorc mtkiceba…

aha sizmari _siyvarulma fifqis klaviSzeaaJRera da mxolod CemTvis mTeli samyaro...

civia xsovna _misrialebs‚mifrens Rrubeli,mivkvalav biliks ardabrunebis...

marionetinaTel bindSi davborialeb‚es me var – igi...

igi‚romelic Sens trfobas Sehyvada natvras SerCa mzis galavanze...

dadumda Tovlis orientiriT –yviTel foTlebma mokles mSvidoba...

gadaiRala gonebiT Tvalida dawyevlilma siyvaruliTdidxans giglove...

aha‚ Seeba‚simSvideSi miinavla dReda dums udabno –Tovli TeTrad gadafrenili...

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varskvlavebi _ nafexurebi

anTia sivrce,sivrceebiT SemoTovlili _daundobeli siyvarulis Cumi mudara...

sasowarkveTils mesizmrebi,da aRar myofnisefemeruli —varskvlavT morevi...

galaqtikebi mZvinvareben _Cemi saxe aqvT _daglejilia firuzis ca elvis totebiTda rad itvirTe,rom mexile mudam wamierda usasrulo daviwyebaSi...

vgodeb da hyvavi ukuni mziT, drois moreviT...

o,dedamiwav,sizifes lodi mielia da miecalavarskvlavT miriads...

da xomaldebis cecxlovani nafexurebiTvwrialeb bnelzeda kosmosis akvariumi _yofna-aryofniT damtverili varskvlavebi rialeben brolis WurWelSi,da civ naTebiT gaTanguli mTvaris sxeuli...

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90

SavTeTri cisartyela

hyvavis biliki,mzis mozaikiT mokirwylulia

qalaqebi Cemi JamTasvlis...

aras imetebs dResaswauli,Tvali erToba yovlismtvirTveli...

gadamiviwya, guli warmtaca,feri da forma srulqmnis paradoqss...

martoobisTvis vinc gamwira _man Semiyvara,aRar Camesmis misi CurCuli...

aTaswleulebs gamovaRwie,Semomcqeri daveRar gicvnivar...

namexars vgavar,Cemi bavSvoba _ zRva ifofreba xmeleTs momwydari...

amao iyo,siyvaruliT vinc mca nugeSi,ver amarida bedisweris garduvalobas...

91

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mze,Tavis CrdilqveS xanmoTeuli _dro,TavisTavsve ganadidebs, CemiT erToba...

hyvavis biliki,mzis mozaikiT mokirwlulia fskeri JamTasvlis,mudam simSvidiT da siamayiT

efemerula misi mSveneba...

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maradi eqo

maradisobis mkacri mdevari _warmavalobis basri eSvebi _aTinaTebi wivis minaze...

gaikometebs — gasxlteba wami,da vcdilob,Zrwolas gadavarCino xilva,grZnoba da laJvardi Sori...

gulSi aRiZvris: frTxialebs ritmida kamertonis eqo _maxvili,win,win mibiZgebs, midi, daipyar...

samyaro _Cemi winapris geni,Cems gulisTqmasTan mogebul omebsasgzis mTavazobs isev Tavidan...

usasrulobis damTrgunvel gancdad

mesmis: yvavilSi nayofi godebsda moZraobis mistikur wadilsdasCxavis yvavi _ melanqolia...

93

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mziT gaJRenTili foTlebi cviva,oqtombris yviTel nafexurebsvtorav kentavri...

vin ganmsjis SeSlils _ siyvaruliT Tavdaviwyebuls...

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94

feierverki

dResaswauli...

orgiebi...

mTvrali maisi...

afeTqebuli cis gumbaTi TavdaviwyebiT,gawewil TmebiT morbenaliTbili wvimebi,Camoicala da gadilia...

me zRva siyvaruls veRar vitev,vexlebi napirs...

horizonts waSlis fiqris Tolia...

dReebis iqiT,wlebis iqiT danTebul imedsamoabrwyineb dasasrulidan...

Tu vebrZvi napirs,Cems survilze viyav maRali,grigali dacxra, siCumeze davardnil sivrciT...

miyvarxar,Ramev —dumilis fskero...

es cremli mTvariT sxivebuxvi sixarulia...

95

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cecxli niJaraSi

preistoriis kirqvis talRebi _Sleg afroditesqitonis kalTa _ miWiravs kvercxi _siyvarulis umweo kvirti,kodirebulimaradiul seqsualobiT...

gamoketili daxSul gumbaTSijer ganucdeli tanjvissazrisi _sakuTar mrwamsSi dums bediswera...

mistikur niRbiT ilandebajini WurWelSi _ sicocxlis ritmi,alkoholursimZafriT maTrobs...

SeZrwunebuli gavurbivarangelozis gansxeulebas _ RvTaebriv nebas,irealur far-muzaradiT...

gaqvavebuli talRis maqmaniSleg afroditesqitonis kalTa – TeTri niJara,miWiravs,vusmen:

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96

isev CurCulebs _mimoiqceva,dro _eSafoti, garduvalobis...

97

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sinaTlis striptizi mTvaris amforaze

sicivis ferfli –unayofo sinaTle mTvaris –Rrublebs mousxams Ramis CrdilTa mdumarebaSi...

qvebze agdia abreSumis nagleji Talxi _Tanmdevi landi _oreuli‚arc visi msgavsi...

goneba Cemiparadoqsul xilvebs asxivebs...

dafaruls Cemgan –SegTxov‚ ar Tmob‚ maradisobav‚da am amao wadilidan TavdaRweuli‚mivapyar roca WeSmaritis Ziebas Tvali‚Cemi cxovreba arsebobis msxverplad aqcie...

mtanjvel siyvaruls _harmoniul xilul irgvliveTs‚ Sevwire wlebi _dRemde Slegis TavisuflebiTmovedida dros simkacrisTvis raRad vedavo‚

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aw gardasuliT uZlevelda srulqmnil didebas...

Zlivs gamxelilida mokvdavis ugvano SiSimTrgunavsda daZrwis Cemi suli Sens monumentTan...

goneba Cemi paradoqsul xilvebs asxivebs...

99

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wyurvilis fasi

ca–dadrka Rame‚wvims‚wamoscda cremli faruli _Cems cisfer Tvalebs mwuxarebaaRar eTmoba...

yofna – aryofnis iluziiT SeboWil wamebs‚mec mivemate sinanulad -TviTuaryofad...

azrs kargavs roca gazafxuliusixarulod‚usiyvarulod vinRa SeZlebs cremlis atanas _aRsavlis karTan CamoberdaCemi profili‚vdumvarda Cem suls daeWveba _ ipyrobs satana...

aRdgomis rwmenada codna‚ rom unda gaTavdesuazrod Tvlema – dRes aRagznebs gadasafrenad...

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100

sadac sfinqsebis mdumar naTelsdarajobs Jami – SiSvldeba awmyoda‚ aryofnav‚geZaxi:dedas...

101

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mrisxanebis dResaswauli

Senca, brutus?!

bednieri xar, keisaro...

mematianev,madloba Senda,magram xanjali galesili CemTvis sad aris...

ratom ar damcem!samudamo gansasvenebels daicxros gulma –mzem _ RaRadi amaoebis...

o, saukunev,sicocxleze wertilis dasmaspirmoelvare satevariT gadaeCvieda moWartale dedakacis SxamiT ivsebamamakacuri nebisyofa...

sada xar, brutus —megobrobiT daRlilo gmiro,dro rom ar meqces sinanulad,sisxliT ganwminde Cemi mantia...

bednieri xar, keisaro...

sada xar, brutus?!

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misteria

Zlivs gadumala gulgrilobasxsovnam taZari...

mZvinvare gulis samsxverplodanqaris vedrebaubadruk gancdas momaxuravsda civ Jruantelswamkidebs _sevda merekebaam avbediT yofiTobidan...

fiqri eswrafvis gadafrenas _Tovli tramalze _ idumalia Jini survilTa...

amoigmina daisis mzem _ cas milursmuli cris safironi,mewamuli kvdeba genia...

warsuliT iyo daRdasmuliaw gardasuli?amaoebaubadrukma drom daitira _dakarga xibli mdumarebam, Tovlis ca mSierasrtalur sivrces gamoeyo:Zrwis oreuliamosunTqvamde ukanasknel gafiqrebidan...

Zlivs gadumala gulgrilobas xsovnam taZari...

103

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reqviemi

Seurigali dacxra grigali _mze borialobs landTa bindebiT,Soreuldebi _RmerTo, am tkivils,

nuTuarasdros moisakliseb...

demoniuri cecxli ciuri,gadalevs xsovnas, sisxli binddeba,gamiWirdeba marto ufalo,

nuTuarasdros momisakliseb...

suli abolda cisken wveuli,sacaa,xorci leSad iqceva,mimoiqceva ca uSurveli _

Sen,aRarasdros momisakliseb...

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taimauti

amaod vrekdi...

sul amaod miyvarda cecxli,cecxli da qari _saZirkveli Cemi cxovrebis...

amaod vrekdi...

ver SevaRe daxSuli kari _minelda cecxlida dadga qari...

ukmarisobiT dauTrgunvelsda tanjviT Zliers,aRar meTmoba warmavali xibli dReebis...

wyurvils upyria Cemi guli _ mze miwurvili,aRarvis vuxmob, arc veferebi...

rac mivamate kacTa saTqmels,amovTqvi wyevliT _ganadgurebiT momkiodi mravali welida Svebas Tu mgvris axla es cremli _nuTu amaod rekavda zari...

105

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iluzia _ Tovli

civi usasrulobis wreze daexeteba

suli _TeTri sinaTle, iluzia Tovlis...

ukareba da undo kosmiuri bilingva,sicocxlis ganaCeni,sinanuli yovlis...

gancdils _ damWknar yvavilebs _dRes umizno glovidan,vucqer _aRararsebul realobas Sori...

sulswraf warmavalobas aryevs Jini cdomilTa,siyvaruls da siZulvils _paradoqsis Wori...

momnusxveli cxovreba _brma, gorgonas Tvalebi _ ocnebebis fituli,feruxvi da utyvi...

arsebobis simarTle, Camfrenia brWyalebiT,Cemi mzera zviadi

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xarbia da kuSti...

borblis usasrulobis wrezesulis xetials,msxverplad vwirav kamaTelsaryofnisda yofnis...

ukareba da undoCemi suli mtredia,suli _ TeTri sinaTle, iluzia Tovlis...

107

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refreni

erTxelac ityvi: moved,ar damxvdi,vin unda damemarcxebina...

SeerTvis warsuls,sul erTi wveTi cremli aRagznebs zvirTad mdinares...

daWkna,yvavilis ConCxiRa SemrCa,waxda samzeo siyvarulisTvis...

farTxalebs...

kvdeba...

damsxvreuli gaqvavda fiqri _daRrRna kldeebi qariSxalma, TviT gailia...

nuTu amao...es brZolebi msgavsebis iyoda mdumar tevrze Tovlis gvalvaSimaxvili Casca mzis gaelvebam...

erTxelac ityvi: namleva wuTicdunebis iyo, vin momaCeCa?!rac ganvicade,rad megona kvarcxlbekze mdgari,ratom dammarxe siyvarulSi Cemi siSmagiT,

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Cemi Tvalebisarkea Tu fskeri gonebis...

me Seviyvare wamieri maradisobada Cems Zrwolaze daamkvidra gulma taZari,vpove yvavili _sibnelidan gamoexeta cdunebis saxe,mSvenieri sfinqsia igi...

eWviT Zleuli,es dReebi mouTmeneli _ferflia xsovnis, civi da mTvareWvretaSi qreba aResruleba...

momec simSvide —sifxizleze momeci Zili...

me siZulvilze vmZvinvarebdi,Sen ki mefobdi,mgels gpatronobdi, moTminebiT gadaviRale...

cdunebis iyo, verdaZlevis, iyo sisustis...

siyvarulisTvis jojoxeTze mergo saflavi...

109

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erTxelac ityvi: nu gansji avad,mogzauro,ganvle uRrani,sakuTar wyurvils Cafrenilida udReuri,adamis fiqrze gafoTlili fiTri Srialebs,dRe wamomdgaragadamwvari Zleul gancdidan...

aRar vwer leqsebs da Cems SeSlas qari apirebs,bolavs ciskari nisliani daamazrzeni,warsulis leSze mozeime unda gamwiro _laSsisxliani kivis afTari...

yornebis gundi miyrantalebsiklebs alions,gadasZovs qalaqs WuWyiani Rrublebis jogi,am siyvarulmac amiklo da gaatiala _asfaltze kvdeba mofarTxale alvis rtoebi...

erTxelac ityvi: vpove yvavili, sibnelidan gamoexeta,da gavifiqre: cruob,yvavilo,Senc nayofis molodini xar...

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matadori

cnobierebis feierverki mbrwyinav cdomilTa _omebs gadahyva siWabukeda win korida _gaveSebuli isev mixmob brZolad, samyarov,da brZolis Jini riT davicxro,rogor davmalo...

dabadebidanSeZrwunebuls mSvenierebiT,Tvals mtacebda da mabrmavebda xibli omebis,TavdaRweuli sikvdilis SiSs _maRal bariers,boboqrobs suli daumcxralimarad _ wamier...

cxovreba CemifexqveS Telavs macdur miraJebs,gakerpda guli _ leqss vuZRveni mTeli sinazeda sixaruli sityvis flobisroca srulebiT, momicavs,CemTvis ar arsebobs saswaulebi...

da Tavbrudamxvev feierverks mbrwyinav cdomilTa,

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geZaxi _ toro,ole,ole _ hkivis korida,gaveSebuli roca mixmob brZolad, samyarov,am brZolis Jini riT davicxro,an rad davmalo...

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saTamaSo

didxans micqerdnen daeWvebiT dedis Tvalebi _rogorSvenoda mzes Tavganwirva...

uaryofili leqss vekrZalebida xSirad vyvedri Tavs sijiutes...

fesvze moglejils male scvivayvavils furclebi _davbadebulvarme samyaros gasaoceblad...

gaocebuli sikvdilmac ki gadamiviwya...

didxans micqerdnen daeWvebiT dedis Tvalebi...

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dumilis anabeWdi

wamofrenilisivrceze drois _uqarqaSoa mzis gaelveba...

samrekloebi amoCrila qalaqis Tavze _tanjvis fasia yvela mizani...

ramden molodins mtveri daedo _ Tavgza dakarga yofnis zRaparma...

Seni sicocxle _nostalgia Cemi Tvalebis _siyvarulisTvis vinc gaimeta,qars gaatana muxis foToli...

marcvlis funqciam srulad itvirTa,yoveli azri da misi mcneba _bevri vuare pandoras yuTs, asgzis vecade,ver Camovglije kupris karebi...

ocnebaSive TvalSeubami cecxlovania mzeTunaxavi...

tyem aiqSia foTlebis cvena _fiqri amaRlda fiqriT zecamde...

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iqiT milion saukuneTaRvelfze mZinvarierTaderTia is gazafxuli...

nuTu mSvenierSeniT iyo is yovelive,o, ra sastiki gaxda ufali...

115

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peizaJi

caTambrjenebis tevrSi damfrTxali

mze JirafiviT moyelyelaobs,da gadakargul frinvelebiT –usivrcobaSi,mgladqceula, Cemi genebi...

miWedilia cad Tvalebida amweebiT mibajbajebstyeebisken mZimed qalaqi...

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qvecnobieri impulsebi

me davibade albaTobadCemi winapris...

ferTa siuxvem gadamalaCemi sibrmave,velurma Jinma-formis srulyofa...

sicocxle grZneul idumalebiTbrwyinavs ufskrulze da rac meboZa: vusmen Tanxmobis melodias,iqve aRiZvrisda menaneba harmoniis ganwiruloba...

me da samyaro _ polusebi, urTierTwvdomis,gauazrebel uaryofasda natvras Soris _urTierTltolviT gacxadebulsamoTxiT vcxovrobT...

dasabamier _RvTaebriv nebiT,Cemamde aRwevs ucxo da mSvidixmebiromlebic waritaca xsovnam da axlascvivada bindSi rialebs Tovli...

117

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damangrevelma cecxlovan wamiselva, gadawva fiqris yivilma, SemZra tkivilma,simZafrisgan suli akivlda _Rames uecrad gaexsna wyluli...

me davibade albaTobad Cemi winapris...

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STamomavalo

gavarvarebul gonebidandaZrul sicxadessaSodan wydeba Cvili nayofi...

mtkivada vmReri sakuTar Tavisda samyaros erTad Secnobas...

raxan itvirTe sicocxlis grZneuleba _sinaTlis xilvis simZafre _momeci xeli,dameyrdeni STamomavalo...

xedav?CabRuja naTeli wami,elam urCxulma uceb gamoxra,mtvris fitulad gadaaqcia...

Seyvarebulis uZlurebiT vdumvar

Zleuli...

aifofrada sakuTari msxverplis garSemoTavdaviwyebiT arokda qari...

Seaxe xeli –Searxie yvavilis Rero,xedav?

119

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icvala samyarom saxe...

sicocxles mSvidi _bedisweris nayofi Svenis,sufTa furceli sisastikiT mohgavs ganaCens...

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saRamos reqviemi

laJvardsfrTa miTrevs‚ mewamuli mifrens Rrubeli...

gaavebuli cecxlis frinveli –elva‚binds geslavs – sisinebs Sori –basri klanWebiT Cafrenia elam horizonts...

Tanmdevs sicocxlis magia –qali‚ azvirTebuli ganwyoba Cemi –tyviisferia sivrce zecamde...

garduvalobiT kankalebs suli‚mzis namsxvrevebze – foTlis grovaze‚ rokavs sikvdili –yviTeli qari...

laJvardsfrTa misTrevs gaglejili moswveTs Rrubeli...

gacofebuli cecxlis frinveli –elva‚ binds geslavs – sisinebs Sori _basri klanWebiTCafrenia da fleTs horizonts...

121

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wrebrunva

is brunavs,brunavs, miwyiv mavali _dauridebel ferTa grigali,Cemi saxea misi simSvide,miec mpovneli mpovnelTa CemTa...

mkiTxav: da yofna?mkiTxav: aryofna...

dausabamo _dRe da Rame _ brunavs meseri...

Wrialebs RerZi yofnis,aryofnis _gza aris munji, gzaa dilema...

gizgizebs guli _ cecxli daRamda,TxemiT terfamde arcodnis zRvaa_gacxadebamde kvdeba yoveli...

samsxverplos dagmobs SemwirvelicTu TviT msxverplia _mokvdavis JiniT vin Sebeda yofnas

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amaod...

maRlada maRlamzis mtvirTveli daqra napiri...

Sen saiT,dReo,molodini TiTqos gaqvavda...

123

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oforti

mze iluleba...

bindis yvrimalebs _mwvervalebs, Jonavs sisxlis yvavili...

TavdaRweuli cnebebs sagnebinaz da absurdul samoss icvamen...

damqrali vneba _ hyria CrdilebiaxlasakuTar ConCxs gavs samyaro...

cnobierebis ekrans gadaxevs:Seni mzera _ tbaze Tolia,gakrTeba,laJvards frTebs Seatovebs...

mze iluleba...

bindis yvrimalebs _ mwvervalebs,Jonavs sisxlis yvavilida Cemi sulis cecxlis sxeuli —iwvis saRamo, Rrublis abraze...

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masxara _ brZeni

gaqvavebula zRva _ udabno _ oqro damdnari...

varvarebs lurji _Cems TvalebSi agvistos xvati,mZvinvare demons gulSi viklav _gardasuls vwyevlidaarad vagdeb,Rrubeli sad miexeteba...

lodze daRlilimagnoliis uZravi Crdili _Cemi profili axla aras moimedea...

zRva krialosans marcvlavs_sveli Srialebs qviSada mecremlebic veRar mSvelis rodesac veZeb...

Cemi warsuli _dRes masxarad qceuli brZeni _Sor da umZafres realobad mze itoteba...

125

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saukunis zRurblTan

yoveldRiur gasarTobSi _auracxel nivTis grovaSi,dagkargvia miznis sicxadeda aRar ZalgiZs mzera moswyvitoSens mier Seqmnil sagnebis triumfs...

sajijgnad qceul istoriasmovaleobas TuRa usrulebda sakuTar uzneobas ise ufrTxildebi,rogorc ukanasknel siyvaruls...

grZnob,uecrad daiferfla siWabukiT amoZaxili:wyvdiadSi unda gavde meteors...

nabiji agreviaTiTqos sxvis baRSi gadaparuls Segaswres Tvali _dabneuli dgexarwarsulisa da momavlis mijnaze...

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adamiano

roca Tvalsazrisi meSCanur kerpadqcevis Tvalsazrisze daiyvane...

roca SegnebaSi gminavs ucodvelobis familaroba...

roca aRar ici, samyaros Tavs moaxvie Seni arseboba, Tu TviTon gabatondi sakuTar uZlurebaze...

roca Senive mrisxanebis Crdils Sefarebuli, ugrZnoblobiT aRagzneb neitronul wiaRs...

roca sxvisi sasowarkveTa banalur ambad geCveneba da TavdaviwyebaSi gadamale Tavdaviwyebis SiSi...

roca sityvis uZlurebam dumili gaamZafra da mistikaSi ganzavda...

127

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roca daZabuli cdilob emociebisgan gantvirTvas da sapyari bavSviviT aRar SegiZlia meurvis gareSe icxovro, ratom gikvirs, rom aRar gagaCnia sakuTari survilebis jami _ cxovreba...

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celofanebi

elavs yornis frTebi _ Savi celofanebi,sanagveze hyriasaukunis glova...

Tu ram miocnebia _ mistikis sazRauri _aris araorganuli _organuli qimia...

celofanis siyvaruls ar gauva wyalida Srialebs feradi _plastmasebis seria...

xelovnur yvavilebis Wknoba maradiuli _waTvlemila aryofnada Cems sizmrebs lambavs...

matortmanebs mzis vnebada hquxs oratoria _ mrisxanebadqceulidifuzia Woris...

miyvars Tavdajereba aqciad rom vaqcio:warmavloba,sibece _am cxovrebis mZori...

129

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dros CamorCa da sofelsmotorebi acofebs,manqanebi gugunebs guli, gulis swori...

ver auvel eqscesebs _ siyvarulis eqspresebs _vCqarobda Tavs ver varTmev yoveldRiur urvas...

vexeTqebi napirebs,qimebs _folad rapirebs.verc rom mklavi aClungebsda verc wlebis Tova...

elavs yornis frTebi _ Savi celofanebi,sanagveze hyria saukunis glovad...

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Sexeba

wamoikivla elmavalma,Sepyrobilia liandagebiTda gaTokili kivis qalaqi...

TavdaRweuli ocnebebidanim siyvarulis Crdili var axla...

ramdeni vneba miCumaTda,wamsvlel-momsvlelis kvali ireva,yovelgvar javSans yavli gaudis...

qalaqis faSvi sanagveze iwvis da xrColavs,guls ara kaci ar gadamiSlis...

Tu iyo srulqmna,siyvarulma SemaZlebina _xmamaRalia gamocxadebada sastikiada sabralo qalis sinaze...

wamoTovada dRe gadilia,erTferovnebiT carieli, savse yelamde...

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qviSis Rrubeli

qreba,caxcaxebs,qviSis Rrubeli _ guli,dneba da kvlav aprildeba...

Cemia wvimis Semogareni,sivrceze vRreob, muxa bubunebsda horizontze hyefs arwivi, bindSi mjdomare...

rad miaSure,sulo, maradiss _Senakadebis ferTa boriays...

dabadebidan darxeuliaxe cnobadisa codviT elvare...

cas Senve afen droTa mxilebas,qviSis uReli, cis qveS mtveria...

wvimam masmina,Sori guguniT daacxra mwyurval sanapiroebs...

mze yvavilebad ganxorcieldada udabnoze aTasferi daeSva farda,simReris gardawyurvils qonda odesme bolo,guls siyvarulis rodesac swamda...

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mexTatexaa dReebis qoro,vin medaveba me Sens mSvenebas,dawyevlili var siyvaruliT,Tu RmerTs eneba,am amoTqmaze samyaro TrTodes...

mSveniereba snebad Semyria,usazRvroebis kvarcxlbekidan Cem Tavs davyureb...

Wknobis simZafres Sebmiada Semodgomis zvirTsyviTel foTlebzemzessinaze dauTovia...

siyvarulia usaqmuri dReebis tvirTi,ver Seedreba ocnebaSi qarTan xetials...

arara ciur cdomilTa xvedri,Cemi xvedriamzis da mTvaris borbalqveS wola...

gaveSebulida mwyurvali vaxli qaoszeCems siyvaruls da Tavdaviwyebas...

cecxlis yvavilad gardacvliliwamier yofis dResaswauli triumfebis gloviT iwyeba...

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dasabams‚mxolod sityva SerCa maradiuli...

miedineba ganusjeli TeTris da Savis uxmo riali –dro sivrceSi – mamris Rirseba...

poeti –sityviT mTvrali demoni –sityvis sicxovles vwirav aisebs...

gamovlilia gza uwarsulo‚usasoo da umisamarTo...

geZaxdi...

gimxob da Seni trfoba –dRemde mbrZaneblob CemzevarskvlavTa magiuri misteriebiT...

laJvardebs ascda gumbaTis yeli _amaRlda suli pirvelSobili...

rad sufev; RmerTo‚ mokvdavis SiSSi _ am Cems ZrwolvaSi...

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dumxar‚ ufalo…

da idumal wams fericvalebis –angelozis xmas‚ gancda sazarigulSi daeZebs gonebis Tvali...

naqandakari – Cemi wyurvili –veRar davicxre sicocxliT Troba –mSveniereba‚ mravlismetyveli...

miedineba‚ Tan waritacebs‚vnebebis tyvedqmnil mZafr realobas –TeTris da Savis uxmo RrialiTdro sivrceSi gardaicvala...

da uxseneblis Semzarav saxesvucqer da gverdi: vin Seibralosxibldakarguli wuTisofeli –Sengan siSore‚ gulTamxilavo‚ Cemo ufalo...

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xmas veRar gawvden‚ roca gixmob‚ Tundac RrialiT‚cis TaRs miaskdesgulis Zgera –SevaSfoTo zecis mxedroba...da warmavlobis Tanmdevi SiSiTfericvalebis unugeSo avanscenaze‚amaoebis cqeriTbndeba‚Cemi lurji – zecis Tvalebi...

gaucxovdi...

wavedi‚ Cem martoobaSi...

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mosalodneli moulodnelobebi ............................5

Cemi apologia .................................................................9

cremli demonis niRabze ..........................................11

samoTxis karTan ..........................................................13

vedreba ............................................................................15

sinaTlis lodi ............................................................16

me — maiakovski ............................................................18

gadamaluli dRe ..........................................................20

aprilis Tovli ............................................................22

demoni .............................................................................23

kentavri..........................................................................25

gzajvaredini ................................................................26

es dRec gaTenda ...........................................................28

magia `l~ .........................................................................30

mkvdris mze ....................................................................31

uwera ................................................................................32

depresia .........................................................................33

foTolcvena .................................................................35

igzavneba umisamarTod .............................................36

maisi .................................................................................38

kulisebSi ......................................................................39

metamorfoza ................................................................40

gaucxoebis metamorfoza ........................................42

munji agonia .................................................................43

sivrcis napiri .............................................................45

qameleoni .......................................................................47

daRweva ............................................................................49

feniqsuri vnebani .......................................................51

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saRamos interieri ......................................................53

sicxade ............................................................................55

gandoba ...........................................................................57

damkvidreba ...................................................................59

cisartyelas ferfli ................................................61

ambiciebis skivridan .................................................63

qvaSveTTan – 7. 1. 92 w. .................................................65

sisxlis wvimaSi ............................................................67

g _ s .................................................................................71

SuqCrdilebi .................................................................72

amoZaxili .......................................................................73

gamxelili parametrebi ............................................75

nislis taZari ...............................................................76

fiTri sevdis totebze ..............................................78

proporciebi .................................................................80

didTovloba .................................................................82

frena irealuris zRvarze .......................................84

impresionistuli peizaJi ........................................85

borjRali ......................................................................86

ukusvla pirvel siyvarulidan .............................87

varskvlavebi _ nafexurebi ....................................89

SavTeTri cisartyela ...............................................90

maradi eqo ......................................................................92

feierverki .....................................................................94

cecxli niJaraSi ..........................................................95

sinaTlis striptizi mTvaris amforaze .............97

wyurvilis fasi ............................................................99

mrisxanebis dResaswauli ..................................... 101

misteria ...................................................................... 102

reqviemi ....................................................................... 103

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iluzia _ Tovli ...................................................... 105

refreni ........................................................................ 107

matadori ..................................................................... 110

saTamaSo ...................................................................... 112

dumilis anabeWdi ..................................................... 113

peizaJi .......................................................................... 115

qvecnobieri impulsebi ......................................... 116

STamomavalo ............................................................. 118

saRamos reqviemi ...................................................... 120

wrebrunva ................................................................... 121

oforti ........................................................................ 123

masxara _ brZeni ...................................................... 124

saukunis zRurblTan .............................................. 125

adamiano ....................................................................... 126

celofanebi ................................................................ 128

Sexeba ............................................................................ 130

qviSis Rrubeli ......................................................... 131

aRsavlis karTan ....................................................... 133

epilogi ........................................................................ 135

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