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MONSIEUR,MADAMEANDBEBE
ByGUSTAVEDROZ
BOOK3.
CHAPTERXX
THEHOT-WATERBOTTLE
Whenmidnightstrikes,whentheembersdieawayintoashes,whenthelampburnsmorefeeblyandyoureyescloseinspiteofyourself,thebestthingtodo,dearMadame,istogotobed.
Getupfromyourarmchair,takeoffyourbracelets,lightyourrosecoloredtaper,andproceedslowly,tothesoftaccompanimentofyourtrailingskirt,rustlingacrossthecarpet,toyourdressing-room,thatperfumedsanctuaryinwhichyourbeauty,knowingitselftobealone,raisesitsveils,indulgesinself-examination,revelsinitselfandreckonsupitstreasuresasamiserdoeshiswealth.
Beforethemuslin-framedmirror,whichrevealsallthatitseessowell,youpausecarelesslyandwithasmilegiveonelongsatisfiedlook,thenwithtwofingersyouwithdrawthepinthatkeptupyourhair,anditslong,fairtressesunrollandfallinwaves,veilingyourbareshoulders.Withacoquettishhand,thelittlefingerofwhichisturnedup,youcaress,asyougatherthemtogether,thegoldenfloodofyourabundantlocks,whilewiththeotheryoupassthroughthemthetortoiseshellcombthatburiesitselfinthedepthsofthisfairforestandbendswiththeeffort.
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Yourtressesaresoabundantthatyourlittlehandcanscarcelygraspthem.Theyaresolongthatyouroutstretchedarmscarcelyreachestheirextremity.Henceitisnotwithoutdifficultythatyoumanagetotwistthemupandimprisontheminyourembroiderednight-cap.
Thisfirstdutyaccomplished,youturnthesilvertap,andthepureandlimpidwaterpoursintoalargebowlofenamelledporcelain.Youthrowinafewdropsofthatfluidwhichperfumesandsoftenstheskin,andlikeanymphinthedepthsofaquietwoodpreparingforthetoilet,youremovethedraperythatmightencumberyou.
Butwhat,Madame,youfrown?HaveIsaidtoomuchornotenough?Isitnotwellknownthatyoulovecoldwater;anddoyouthinkitisnotguessedthatatthecontactofthedrippingspongeyouquiverfromheadtofoot?
Butwhatmattersit,yourtoiletteforthenightiscompleted,youarefresh,restored,andwhiteasanuninyourembroidereddressing-gown,youdartyourbarefeetintosatinslippersandreenteryourbedroom,shiveringslightly.Toseeyouwalkingthuswithhurriedsteps,wrappedtightlyinyourdressing-gown,andwithyourprettyheadhiddeninitsnightcap,youmightbetakenforalittlegirlleavingtheconfessionalafterconfessingsometerriblesin.
Gainingthebedside,Madamelaysasideherslippers,andlightlyandwithouteffort,boundsintothedepthsofthealcove.
However,Monsieur,whowasalreadyasleepwithhisnoseontheMoniteur,suddenlywakesupatthemovementimpartedtothebed.
"Ithoughtthatyouwereinbedalready,dear,"hemurmurs,fallingofftosleepagain."Good-night."
"IfIhadbeeninbedyouwouldhavenoticedit."Madamestretchesoutherfeetandmovesthemabout;sheseemstobeinquestofsomething."Iamnotinsuchahurrytogotosleepasyouare,thankgoodness."
Monsieur,suddenlyandevidentlyannoyed,says:"Butwhatisthematter,mydear?Youfidgetandfidget--Iwanttosleep."Heturnsoverashespeaks.
"Ifidget!Iamsimplyfeelingformyhot-waterbottle;youareirritating."
"Yourhot-waterbottle?"isMonsieur'sreply,withagrunt.
"Certainly,myhot-waterbottle,myfeetarefrozen."Shegoesonfeelingforit."Youarereallyveryamiablethisevening;youbeganbydozingoverthe'RevuedesDeuxMondes',andIfindyousnoringoverthe'Moniteur'.InyourplaceIshouldvarymyliterature.Iamsureyou
havetakenmyhot-waterbottle."
"Ihavebeendoingwrong.Iwillsubscribetothe'Tintamarre'infuture.Come,good-night,mydear."Heturnsover."Hello,yourhot-waterbottleisrightatthebottomofthebed;Icanfeelitwiththetipsofmytoes."
"Well,pushitup;doyouthinkthatIcandivedownthereafterit?"
"ShallIringforyourmaidtohelpyou?"Hemakesamovementofill-
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temper,pullstheclothesuptohischin,andburieshisheadinthepillow."Goodnight,mydear."
Madame,somewhatvexed,says:"Good-night,goodnight."
TherespirationofMonsieurgrowssmooth,andevenhisbrowsrelax,hisforeheadbecomescalm,heisonthepointoflosingallconsciousnessoftherealitiesofthislife.
Madametapslightlyonherhusband'sshoulder.
"Hum,"growlsMonsieur.
Madametapsagain.
"Well,whatisit?"
Madame,inanangelictoneofvoice,"Mydear,wouldyouputoutthecandle?"
Monsieur,withoutopeninghiseyes,"Thehot-waterbottle,thecandle,thecandle,thehot-waterbottle."
"Goodheavens!howirritableyouare,Oscar.Iwillputitoutmyself.
Don'ttroubleyourself.Youreallyhaveaverybadtemper,mydear;youareangry,andifyouweregoadedalittle,youwould,infiveminutes,becapableofanything."
Monsieur,hisvoicesmotheredinthepillow,"No,notatall;Iamsleepy,dear,thatisall.Good-night,mydear."
Madame,briskly,"Youforgetthatindomesticlifegoodfeelinghasforitsbasisreciprocalconsideration."
"Iwaswrong--come,good-night."Heraiseshimselfupalittle."Wouldyoulikemetokissyou?"
"Idon'twantyouto,butIpermit."Sheputsherfacetowardthatofherhusband,whokissesherontheforehead."Youarereallytoogood,youhavekissedmynightcap."
Monsieur,smiling,"Yourhairsmellsverynice...YouseeIamsosleepy.Ah!youhaveitinlittleplaits,youaregoingtowaveitto-morrow."
"Towaveit.Youwerethefirsttofindthatthatwayofdressingitbecameme,besides,itisthefashion,andtomorrowismyreceptionday.Come,youirritableman,embracemeonceforallandsnoreatyourease,youaredyingtodoso."
Sheholdshernecktowardherhusband.
Monsieur,laughing,"Inthefirstplace,Ineversnore.Ineverjoke."Hekisseshiswife'sneck,andrestshisheadonhershoulder.
"Well,whatareyoudoingthere?"isherremark.
"Iamdigestingmykiss."
Madameaffectsthelackadaisical,andlookssidewiseatherhusbandwith
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aneyehalfdisarmed.Monsieursniffsthelovedperfumewithopennostrils.
Afteraperiodofsilencehewhispersinhiswife'sear,"Iamnotatallsleepynow,dear.Areyourfeetstillcold?Iwillfindthehot-waterbottle."
"Oh,thanks,putoutthelightandletusgotosleep;Iamquitetiredout."
Sheturnsroundbyrestingherarmonhisface.
"No,no,Iwon'thaveyougotosleepwithyourfeetchilled;thereisnothingworse.There,thereisthehot-waterbottle,warmyourpoorlittlefeet...there...likethat."
"Thanks,Iamverycomfortable.Good-night,dear,letusgotosleep."
"Good-night,mydear."
AfteralongsilenceMonsieurturnsfirstononesideandthenontheother,andendsbytappinglightlyonhiswife'sshoulder.
Madame,startled,"Whatisthematter?Goodheavens!howyoustartled
me!"
Monsieur,smiling,"Wouldyoubekindenoughtoputoutthecandle?"
"What!isitforthatyouwakemeupinthemiddleofmysleep?Ishallnotbeabletodozeagain.Youareunbearable."
"Youfindmeunbearable?"Hecomesquiteclosetohiswife;"Come,letmeexplainmyideatoyou."
Madameturnsround--hereyemeetstheeye...fullofsoftness..ofherhusband."Dearme,"shesays,"youareaperfecttiger."
Then,puttinghermouthtohisear,shemurmurswithasmile,"Come,explainyouridea,forthesakeofpeaceandquiet."
Madame,afteraverylongsilence,andhalfasleep,"Oscar!"
Monsieur,hiseyesclosed,inafaintvoice,"Mydear."
"Howaboutthecandle?itisstillalight."
"Ah!thecandle.Iwillputitout.Ifyouwereveryniceyouwouldgivemeashareofyourhot-waterbottle;oneofmyfeetisfrozen.Good-night."
"Good-night."
Theyclasphandsandfallasleep.
CHAPTERXXI
ALONGING
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MONSIEURandMADAMEarequietlysittingtogether--Theclockhasjuststruckten--MONSIEURisinhisdressing-gownandslippers,isleaningbackinanarmchairandreadingthenewspaper--MADAMEiscarelesslyworkingsquaresoflaces.
Madame--Suchthingshavetakenplace,havetheynot,dear?
Monsieur--(withoutraisinghiseyes)--Yes,mydear.
Madame--There,wellIshouldneverhavebelievedit.Buttheyaremonstrous,aretheynot?
Monsieur--(withoutraisinghiseyes)--Yes,mydear.
Madame--Well,andyet,seehowstrangeitis,Louiseacknowledgedittomelastmonth,youknow;theeveningshecalledformetogototheperpetualAdoration,andourhourofadoration,asitturnedout,bytheway,wasfromsixtoseven;impossible,too,tochangeourturn;noneoftheladiescaringtoadoreduringdinner-time,asisnaturalenough.Goodheavens,whataragewewerein!HowgoodGodmustbetohaveforgivenyou.Doyouremember?
Monsieur--(continuingtoread)--Yes,dear.
Madame--Ah!yourememberthatyousaid,'Idon'tcarea...'Oh!butIwon'trepeatwhatyousaid,itistoonaughty.Howangryyouwere!'Iwillgoanddineattherestaurant,confoundit!'Butyoudidnotsayconfound,ha!ha!ha!Well,Ilovedyoujustthesameatthatmoment;itvexedmetoseeyouinarageonGod'saccount,butformyownpartIwaspleased;Iliketoseeyouinafury;yournostrilsexpand,andthenyourmoustachebristles,youputmeinmindofalion,andIhavealwayslikedlions.WhenIwasquiteachildattheZoologicalGardenstheycouldnotgetmeawayfromthem;Ithrewallmysousintotheircageforthemtobuygingerbreadwith;itwasquiteapassion.Well,tocontinuemystory.(Shelookstowardherhusbandwhoisstillreading,andafterapause,)Isitinteresting-thatwhichyouarereading?
Monsieur--(likeamanwakingup)--Whatisit,mydearchild?WhatIamreading?Oh,itwouldscarcelyinterestyou.(Withagrimace.)ThereareLatinphrases,youknow,and,besides,Iamhoarse.ButIamlistening,go,on.(Heresumeshisnewspaper.)
Madame--Well,toreturntotheperpetualAdoration,Louiseconfidedtome,underthepledgeofsecrecy,thatshewaslikeme.
Monsieur--Likeyou?Whatdoyoumean?
Madame--Likeme;thatisplainenough.
Monsieur--Youaretalkingnonsense,mylittleangel,folliesasgreatasyourchignon.Youwomenwillendbyputtingpillowsintoyourchignons.
Madame--(restingherelbowsonherhusband'sknees)--But,afterall,theinstincts,theresemblanceswehave,mustcertainlybeattributedtosomething.Cananyoneimagine,forinstance,thatGodmadeyourcousinasstupidasheis,andwithaheadlikeapear?
Monsieur--Mycousin!mycousin!Ferdinandisonlyacousinbymarriage.Igrant,however,thatheisnotverybright.
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Madame--Well,Iamsurethathismothermusthavehadalonging,orsomething.
Monsieur--WhatcanIdotohelpit,myangel?
Madame--Nothingatall;butitclearlyshowsthatsuchthingsarenottobelaughedat;andifIweretotellyouthatIhadalonging--
Monsieur--(lettingfallhisnewspaper)--Thedevil!alongingforwhat?
Madame--Ah!thereyournostrilsaredilating;youaregoingtoresemblealionagain,andInevershalldaretotellyou.Itissoextraordinary,andyetmymotherhadexactlythesamelonging.
Monsieur--Come,tellitme,youseethatIampatient.Ifitispossibletogratifyit,youknowthatIloveyou,my...Don'tkissmeontheneck;youwillmakemejumpuptotheceiling,mydarling.
Madame--Repeatthosetwolittlewords.Iamyourdarling,then?
Monsieur--Ha!ha!ha!Shehaslittlefingerswhich--ha!ha!--gointoyourneck--ha!ha!--youwillmakemebreaksomething,nervousasIam.
Madame--Well,breaksomething.Ifonemaynottouchone'shusband,onemayaswellgointoaconventatonce.(SheputsherlipstoMONSIEUR'Searandcoquettishlypullstheendofhismoustache.)IshallnotbehappytillIhavewhatIamlongingfor,andthenitwouldbesokindofyoutodoit.
Monsieur--Kindtodowhat?Come,dear,explainyourself.
Madame--Youmustfirstofalltakeoffthatgreat,uglydressing-gown,pullonyourboots,putonyourhatandgo.Oh,don'tmakeanyfaces;ifyougrumbleintheleastallthemeritofyourdevotednesswilldisappear...andgotothegrocer'satthecornerofthestreet,
averyrespectableshop.
Monsieur--Tothegrocer'satteno'clockatnight!Areyoumad?IwillringforJohn;itishisbusiness.
Madame(stayinghishand)Youindiscreetman.Theseareourownprivateaffairs;wemustnottakeanyoneintoourconfidence.Iwillgointoyourdressing-roomtogetyourthings,andyouwillputyourbootsonbeforethefirecomfortably...topleaseme,Alfred,mylove,mylife.Iwouldgivemylittlefingertohave...
Monsieur--Tohavewhat,hangitall,what,what,what?
Madame--(herfacealightandfixinghereyesonhim)--Iwantasou'sworthofpaste.Hadnotyouguessedit?
Monsieur--Butitismadness,delirium,fol--
Madame--Isaidpaste,dearest;onlyasou'sworth,wrappedinstrongpaper.
Monsieur--No,no.Iamkind-hearted,butIshouldreproachmyself--
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Madame--(closinghismouthwithherlittlehands)--Oh,notaword;youaregoingtouttersomethingnaughty.ButwhenItellyouthatIhaveamadlongingforit,thatIloveyouasIhaveneverlovedyouyet,thatmymotherhadthesamedesire--Oh!mypoormother(sheweepsinherhands),ifshecouldonlyknow,ifshewerenotattheotherendofFrance.Youhavenevercaredformyparents;Isawthatverywellonourwedding-day,and(shesobs)itwillbethesorrowofmywholelife.
Monsieur--(freeinghimselfandsuddenlyrising)--Givememyboots.
Madame--(witheffusion)--Oh,thanks,Alfred,mylove,youaregood,yes,youaregood.Willyouhaveyourwalking-stick,dear?
Monsieur--Idon'tcare.Howmuchdoyouwantofthatabomination--afranc'sworth,thirtysous'worth,alouis'worth?
Madame--YouknowverywellthatIwouldnotmakeanabuseofit-onlyasou'sworth.Ihavesomesousformass;here,takeone.Adieu,Alfred;bequick;bequick!
(ExitMONSIEUR.)
Leftalone,MadamewaftsakissinhermosttenderfashiontowardthedoorMonsieurhasjustclosedbehindhim,thengoestowardtheglassand
smilesatherselfwithpleasure.Thenshelightsthewaxcandleinalittlecandlestick,andquietlymakesherwaytothekitchen,noiselesslyopensapress,takesoutthreelittledessertplates,borderedwithgoldandornamentedwithherinitials,nexttakesfromaboxlinedwithwhiteleather,twosilverspoons,and,somewhatembarrassedbyallthisluggage,returnstoherbedroom.
Thenshepokesthefire,drawsalittlebuhltablecloseuptothehearth,spreadsawhitecloth,setsouttheplates,putsthespoonsbythem,andenchanted,impatient,withflushedcomplexion,leansbackinanarmchair.Herlittlefootrapidlytapsthefloor,shesmiles,pouts--sheiswaiting.
Atlast,afteranintervalofsomeminutes,theouterdoorisheardtoclose,rapidstepscrossthedrawingroom,MadameclapsherhandsandMonsieurcomesin.Hedoesnotlookverypleased,asheadvancesholdingawkwardlyinhislefthandaflattenedparcel,thecontentsofwhichmaybeguessed.
Madame--(touchingagold-borderedplateandholdingitouttoherhusband)--Relieveyourselfofit,dear.Couldyounothavebeenquicker?
Monsieur--Quicker?
Madame--Oh!Iamnotangrywithyou,thatisnotmeantforareproach,youareanangel;butitseemstomeacenturysinceyoustarted.
Monsieur--Themanwasjustgoingtoshuthisshopup.Myglovesarecoveredwithit...it'ssticky...it'shorrid,pah!theabomination!AtlastIshallhavepeaceandquietness.
Madame--Oh!noharshwords,theyhurtmeso.Butlookatthisprettylittletable,doyourememberhowwesuppedbythefireside?Ah!youhaveforgottenit,aman'shearthasnomemory.
Monsieur--AreyousomadastoimaginethatIamgoingtotouchit?Oh!
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indeed!thatiscarrying--
Madame--(sadly)--SeewhatastateyougetinoveralittlefavorIaskofyou.Ifinordertopleasemeyouweretoovercomeaslightrepugnance,ifyouwerejusttotouchthisnice,whitejellywithyoulips,wherewouldbetheharm?
Monsieur--Theharm!theharm!itwouldberidiculous.Never.
Madame--Thatisthereason?"Itwouldbeabsurd."Itisnotfromdisgust,forthereisnothingdisgustingthere,itisflourandwater,nothingmore.Itisnotthenfromadislike,butoutofpridethatyourefuse?
Monsieur--(shrugginghisshoulders)--Whatyousayischildish,puerile,silly.Idonotcaretoanswerit.
Madame--Andwhatyousayisneithergenerousnorworthyofyou,sinceyouabuseyoursuperiority.Youseemeatyourfeetpleadingforaninsignificantthing,puerile,childish,foolish,perhaps,butonewhichwouldgivemepleasure,andyouthinkitheroicnottoyield.Doyouwantmetospeakout,well?then,youmenareunfeeling.
Monsieur--Never.
Madame--Why,youadmittedittomeyourselfonenight,onthePontdesArts,aswewerewalkinghomefromthetheatre.
Monsieur--Afterall,thereisnogreatharminthat.
Madame--(sadly)--Iamnotangrywithyou,thissternnessispartofyournature,youarearodofiron.
Monsieur--Ihavesomeenergywhenitisneeded,Igrantyou,butIhavenottheabsurdprideyouimagine,andthere(hedipshisfingerinthepasteandcarriesittohislips),istheproof,youspoiltchild.Areyousatisfied?Ithasnotaste,itisinsipid.
Madame--Youwerepretending.
Monsieur--Isweartoyou...
Madame(takingalittlesoon,fillingitwithherpreciouspasteandholdingittoherhusband'slips)--Iwanttoseethefaceyouwillmake,love.
Monsieur--(Putsouthislips,burieshistwofrontteeth,withmarkeddisgust,inthepaste,makesahorriblefaceandspitsintothefireplace)--Eugh.
Madame--(stillholdingthespoonandwithmuchinterest)Well?
Monsieur--Well!itisawful!oh!awful!tasteit.
Madame--(dreamilystirringthepastewiththespoon,herlittlefingerintheair)--Ishouldneverhavebelievedthatitwassonasty.
Monsieur--Youwillsoonseeforyourself,tasteit,tasteit.
Madame--Iaminnohurry,Ihaveplentyoftime.
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Monsieur--Toseewhatitislike.Tastealittle,come.
Madame--(pushingawaytheplatewithalookofhorror)--Oh!howyouworryme.Bequiet,do;foratrifleIcouldhateyou.Itisdisgusting,thispasteofyours!
CHAPTERXXII
FAMILYLIFE
Itwastheeveningofthe15thofFebruary.Itwasdreadfullycold.Thesnowdroveagainstthewindowsandthewindwhistledfuriouslyunderthedoors.Mytwoaunts,seatedatatableinonecornerofthedrawing-room,gaveventfromtimetotimetodeepsighs,and,wrigglingintheirarmchairs,keptcastinguneasyglancestowardthebedroomdoor.Oneofthemhadtakenfromalittleleatherbagplacedonthetableherblessedrosaryandwasrepeatingherprayers,whilehersisterwasreadingavolumeofVoltaire'scorrespondencewhichsheheldatadistancefromhereyes,herlipsmovingassheperusedit.
Formyownpart,Iwasstridingupanddowntheroom,gnawingmymoustache,abadhabitIhaveneverbeenabletogetridof,andhaltingfromtimetotimeinfrontofDr.C.,anoldfriendofmine,whowasquietlyreadingthepaperinthemostcomfortableofthearmchairs.Idarednotdisturbhim,soabsorbeddidheseeminwhathewasreading,butinmyheartIwasfurioustoseehimsoquietwhenImyselfwassoagitated.
Suddenlyhetossedthepaperontothecouchand,passinghishandacrosshisbaldandshininghead,said:
"Ah!ifIwereaminister,itwouldnottakelong,no,itwouldnotbeverylong....YouhavereadthatarticleonAlgeriancotton.One
oftwothings,eitherirrigation....Butyouarenotlisteningtome,andyetitisamoreseriousmatterthanyouthink."
Herose,andwithhishandsinhispocket,walkedacrosstheroomhumminganoldmedicalstudent'ssong.Ifollowedhimclosely.
"Jacques,"saidI,asheturnedround,"tellmefrankly,areyousatisfied?"
"Yes,yes,Iamsatisfied...observemyuntroubledlook,"andhebrokeintohisheartyandsomewhatnoisylaugh.
"Youarenothidinganythingfromme,mydearfellow?"
"Whatadonkeyyouare,oldfellow.Itellyouthateverythingisgoingonwell."
Andheresumedhissong,jinglingthemoneyinhispockets.
"Allisgoingonwell,butitwilltakesometime,"hewenton."Letmehaveoneofyourdressing-gowns.Ishallbemorecomfortableforthenight,andtheseladieswillexcuseme,willtheynot?"
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"Excuseyou,Ishouldthinkso,you,thedoctor,andmyfriend!"Ifeltdevotedlyattachedtohimthatevening.
"Well,then,iftheywillexcuseme,youcanverywellletmehaveapairofslippers."
Atthismomentacrycamefromthenextroomandwedistinctlyheardthesewordsinastifledvoice:
"Doctor...oh!monDieu!...doctor!"
"Itisfrightful,"murmuredmyaunts.
"Mydearfriend,"Iexclaimed,seizingthedoctor'sarm,"youarequitesureyouarenotconcealinganythingfromme?"
"Ifyouhaveaveryloosepairtheywillsuitmebest;Ihavenotthefootofayounggirl....Iamnotconcealinganything,Iamnotconcealinganything....WhatdoyouthinkIshouldhidefromyou?Itisallgoingonverywell,onlyasIsaiditwilltaketime--Bytheway,tellJosephtogetmeoneofyoursmokingcaps;onceindressing-gownandslippersasmokingcapisnotoutoftheway,andIamgettingbald,mydearCaptain.Howinfernallycolditishere!Thesewindowsfacethenorth,andtherearenosand-bags.MademoiselledeV.,"headded,
turningtomyaunt,"youwillcatchcold."
Thenasothersoundswereheard,hesaid:"Letusgoandseethelittlelady."
"Comehere,"saidmywife,whohadcaughtsightofme,inalowvoice,"comehereandshakehandswithme."Thenshedrewmetowardherandwhisperedinmyear:"Youwillbepleasedtokissthelittledarling,won'tyou?"Hervoicewassofaintandsotenderasshesaidthis,andsheadded:"Donottakeyourhandaway,itgivesmecourage."
Iremainedbesideher,therefore,whilethedoctor,whohadputonmydressing-gown,vainlystrovetobuttonit.
Fromtimetotimemypoorlittlewifesqueezedmyhandviolently,closinghereyes,butnotutteringacry.Thefiresparkledonthehearth.Thependulumoftheclockwentonwithitsmonotonousticking,butitseemedtomethatallthiscalmwasonlyapparent,thateverythingaboutmemustbeinastateofexpectationlikemyselfandsharingmyemotion.Inthebedroombeyond,thedoorofwhichwasajar,Icouldseetheendofthecradleandtheshadowofthenursewhowasdozingwhileshewaited.
WhatIfeltwassomethingstrange.Ifeltanewsentimentspringingupinmyheart,Iseemedtohavesomeforeignbodywithinmybreast,andthissweetsensationwassonewtomethatIwas,asitwere,alarmedatit.Ifeltthelittlecreature,whowastherewithoutyetbeingthere,
clingingtome;hiswholelifeunrolleditselfbeforeme.Isawhimatthesametimeachildandagrown-upman;itseemedtomethatmyownlifewasabouttoberenewedinhisandIfeltfromtimetotimeanirresistibleneedofgivinghimsomethingofmyself.
Towardhalf-pasteleven,thedoctor,likeacaptainconsultinghiscompass,pulledouthiswatch,mutteredsomethinganddrewnearthebed.
"Come,mydearlady,"saidhetomywife,"courage,weareallroundyouandallisgoingwell;withinfiveminutesyouwillhearhimcryout."
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Mymother-in-law,almostbesideherself,wasbitingherlipsandeachpangofthesuffererwasreflecteduponherface.Hercaphadgotdisarrangedinsuchasingularfashionthat,underanyothercircumstances,Ishouldhaveburstoutlaughing.AtthatmomentIheardthedrawing-roomdooropenandsawtheheadsofmyaunts,oneabovetheother,andbehindthemthatofmyfather,whowastwistinghisheavywhitemoustachewithagrimacethatwascustomarytohim.
"Shutthedoor,"criedthedoctor,angrily,"don'tbotherme."
Andwiththegreatestcoolnessintheworldheturnedtomymother-in-lawandadded,"Iaskathousandpardons."
Butjustthentherewassomethingelsetothinkofthanmyoldfriend'sbluntness.
"Iseverythingreadytoreceivehim?"hecontinued,growling.
"Yes,mydeardoctor,"repliedmymother-in-law.
Atlength,thedoctorliftedintotheairalittleobjectwhichalmostimmediatelyutteredacryaspiercingasaneedle.Ishallneverforgettheimpressionproducedonmebythispoorlittlething,makingits
appearancethus,allofasudden,inthemiddleofthefamily.Wehadthoughtanddreamedofit;Ihadseenhiminmymind'seye,mydarlingchild,playingwithahoop,pullingmymoustache,tryingtowalk,orgorginghimselfwithmilkinhisnurse'sarmslikeagluttonouslittlekitten;butIhadneverpicturedhimtomyself,inanimate,almostlifeless,quitetiny,wrinkled,hairless,grinning,andyet,charming,adorable,andbelovedinspiteofall-poor,ugly,littlething.Itwasastrangeimpression,andsosingularthatitisimpossibletounderstandit,withouthavingexperiencedit.
"Whatluckyouhave!"saidthedoctor,holdingthechildtowardme;"itisaboy."
"Aboy!"
"Andafineone."
"Really,aboy!"
Thatwasamatterofindifferencetomenow.Whatwascausingmeindescribableemotionwasthelivingproofofpaternity,thislittlebeingwhowasmyown.Ifeltstupefiedinpresenceofthegreatmysteryofchildbirth.Mywifewasthere,fainting,overcame,andthelittlelivingcreature,myownflesh,myownblood,wassquallingandgesticulatinginthehandsofJacques.Iwasoverwhelmed,likeaworkmanwhohadunconsciouslyproducedamasterpiece.Ifeltmyselfquitesmall
inpresenceofthisquiveringpieceofmyownhandiwork,and,frankly,alittlebitashamedofhavingmadeitsowellalmostwithouttroublingaboutit.Icannotundertaketoexplainallthis,Imerelyrelatemyimpressions.
Mymother-in-lawheldoutherapronandthedoctorplacedthechildonhisgrandmother'sknees,saying:"Come,littlesavage,trynottobeanyworsethanyourrascalofafather.Nowforfiveminutesofemotion.Come,Captain,embraceme."
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Wedidsoheartily.Thedoctor'slittleblackeyestwinkledmorebrightlythanusual;Isawverywellthathewasmoved.
"Diditmakeyoufeelqueer,Captain?Imeanthecry?Ah!Iknowit,itislikeaneedlethroughtheheart....Whereisthenurse?Ah!heresheis.Nomatter,heisafineboy,yourlittlelancer.Openthedoorfortheprisonersinthedrawing-room."
Iopenedthedoor.Everyonewaslisteningontheothersideofit.Myfather,mytwoaunts,stillholdingintheirhands,oneherrosaryandtheotherherVoltaire,myownnurse,pooroldwoman,whohadcomeinacab.
"Well,"theyexclaimedanxiously,"well?"
"Itisallover,itisaboy;goin,heisthere."
YoucannotimaginehowhappyIwastoseeonalltheirfacesthereflectionofmyownemotion.Theyembracedmeandshookhandswithme,andIrespondedtoallthesemarksofaffectionwithoutexactlyknowingwheretheycamefrom.
"Damnitall!"mutteredmyfather,inmyear,holdingmeinhisarms,withhisstickstillinhishandandhishatonhishead,"Damnitall!"
Buthecouldnotfinish,howeverbravehemightwishtoappear;abigtearwasglitteringatthetipofhisnose.Hemuttered"Hum!"underhismoustacheandfinallyburstintotearsonmyshoulder,saying:"Icannothelpit."
AndIdidlikewise--Icouldnothelpiteither.
However,everybodywasflockingroundthegrandmamma,wholiftedupacornerofherapronandsaid:
"Howprettyheis,thedarling,howpretty!Nurse,warmthelinen,givemethecaps."
"Smileatyouraunty,"saidmyaunt,janglingherrosaryabovethebaby'shead,"smileataunty."
"Askhimatthesametimetoreciteafable,"saidthedoctor.
Meanwhilemywifewascomingtoherself;shehalfopenedhereyesandseemedtobelookingforsomething.
"Whereishe?"shemurmuredinafaintvoice.
Theyshowedherhermother'sapron.
"Aboy,isitnot?"
Takingmyhand,shedrewmedowntowardherandsaidinawhisper,"Areyousatisfiedwithme?Ididmybest,dear."
"Come,noemotion,"exclaimedthedoctor,"youshallkisseachothertomorrow.Colonel,"hesaidtomyfather,whostillretainedhishatandstick,"keepthemfromkissing.Noemotion,andeveryoneoutside.Iamgoingtodressthelittlelancer.Givemethelittleman,grandmamma.Comehere,littlesavage.YoushallseewhetherIdon'tknowhowto
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fastenpinsin."
Hetookthebabyinhistwolargehandsandsatdownonastoolbeforethefire.
IwatchedmyboywhomJacqueswasturningaboutlikeadoll,butwithgreatskill.Heexaminedhimallover,touchingandfeelinghim,andateachtestsaidwithasmile:
"Heisafineone,heisafineone."
Thenherolledhimupinhisclothes,putatriplecaponhislittlebaldhead,tiedafoldedribbonunderhischintopreventhisheadfallingbackward,andthen,satisfiedwithhiswork,said:
"YousawhowIdidit,nurse?Well,youmustdressthislancereverymorninginthesameway.Nothingbutalittlesugarandwatertillto-morrow.Themotherhasnofever.Come,allisgoingonwell.
LuckyCaptain!Iamsohungry.Doyouknowthatitisoneinthemorning?Youhaven'tgotcoldpartridgeorabitofpiethatyoudon'tknowwhattodowith,haveyou?Itwouldsuitmedowntotheground,withabottleofsomething."
Wewentbothintothedining-roomandlaidtheclothwithoutanymoreceremony.
Ineverinmylifeateanddranksomuchasonthatoccasion.
"Come,getofftobed,"saidthedoctor,puttingonhiscoat."To-morrowmorningyoushallhavethewet-nurse.No,bytheway,I'llcallforyou,andwewillgoandchoosehertogether;itiscurious.Beunderarmsathalf-pasteight."
CHAPTERXXIII
NEWYEAR'SDAY
Itisbarelyseveno'clock.Apalerayofdaylightisstealingthroughthedoublecurtains,andalreadysomeoneistappingatthedoor.IcanhearinthenextroomfromthestifledlaughterandthesilverytonesofBaby,whoisquiveringwithimpatience,andaskingleavetocomein.
"Papa,"hecries,"itisBaby,itisBabycomefortheNewYear."
"Comein,mydarling;comequick,andkissus."
Thedooropensandmyboy,hiseyesaglow,andhisarmsraised,rushestowardthebed.Hiscurls,escapingfromthenightcapcoveringhishead,floatonhisforehead.Hislong,loosenight-shirt,catchinghislittlefeet,increaseshisimpatience,andcauseshimtostumbleateverystep.
Atlengthhecrossestheroom,and,holdingouthistwohandstomine:"BabywishesyouaHappyNewYear,"hesays,inanearnestvoice.
"Poorlittlelove,withhisbarefeet!Come,darling,andwarmyourselfunderthecounterpane."
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Ilifthimtowardme,butatthismomentmywife,whoisasleep,suddenlywakes.
"Whoisthere?"sheexclaims,feelingforthebell."Thieves!"
"Itiswetwo,dear."
"Who?Goodheavens!howyoufrightenedme!Iwasdreamingthehousewasonfire,andthatIheardyourvoiceamidtheragingflames.Youwereveryindiscreetinshoutinglikethat!"
"Shouting!butyouforget,mamma,thatitisNewYear'sDay,thedayofsmilesandkisses?Babywaswaitingforyoutowakeup,aswellasmyself."
However,Iwrapthelittlefellowupintheeiderdownquiltandwarmhiscoldfeetinmyhands.
"Mamma,itisNewYear'sDay,"heexclaims.Withhisarmshedrawsourtwoheadstogether,putsforwardhisownandkissesusathaphazardwithhismoistlips.Ifeelhisdimpledfistsdiggingintomyneck,hislittlefingersentangledinmybeard.
Mymoustacheticklesthetipofhisnose,andheburstsintoafitofjoyouslaughterashethrowshisheadback.
Hismother,whohasrecoveredfromherfright,takeshiminherarmsandringsthebell.
"Theyearisbeginningwell,dear,"shesays,"butwemusthavealittledaylight."
"Mamma,naughtychildrendon'thaveanynewtoysonNewYear'sDay,dothey?"
Andashesaysthistheslyfelloweyesapileofparcelsandpackages
heapedupinonecorner,visibledespitethesemidarkness.
Soonthecurtainsaredrawnaside,andtheshuttersopened;daylightfloodstheroom;thefirecracklesmerrilyonthehearth,andtwolargeparcels,carefullytiedup,areplacedonthebed.Oneisformywife,andtheotherformyboy.
"Whatisit?Whatisit?"Ihavemultipliedtheknotsandtripledthewrappings,andIgleefullyfollowtheirimpatientfingersentangledamongthestrings.
Mywifegetsimpatient,smiles,pouts,kissesme,andasksforthescissors.
Babyonhissidetugswithallhismight,bitinghislipsashedoesso,andendsbyaskingmyhelp.Hislookstrivestopenetratethewrappers.Allthesignsofdesireandexpectationarestampedonhisface.Hishand,hiddenunderthecoverlet,causesthesilktorustlewithhisconvulsivemovements,andhislipsquiverasattheapproachofsomedainty.
Atlengththelastpaperfallsaside.Thelidislifted,andjoybreaksforth.
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"Afurtippet!"
"ANoah'sark!"
"Tomatchmymuff,dear,kindhusband."
"WithaNoahonwheels,dearpapa.Idoloveyouso."
Theythrowthemselvesonmyneck,fourarmsareclaspedroundmeatonce.Emotiongetsthebetterofme,andatearstealsintomyeye.Therearetwointhoseofmywife,andBaby,losinghishead,sobsashekissesmyhand.
Itisabsurd.
Absurd,Idon'tknow;butdelightful,Icananswerforit.
Doesnotgrief,afterall,callforthenoughtearsforustoforgivejoythesolitaryonesheperchancecausesustoshed!
Lifeisnotsosweetforustoriskourselvesinitsinglehanded,andwhentheheartisemptythewayseemsverylong.
Itissopleasanttofeelone'sselfloved,tohearbesideonethecadencedstepsofone'sfellow-travellers,andtosay,"Theyarehere,ourthreeheartsbeatinunison."Sopleasantonceayear,whenthegreatclockstrikesthefirstofJanuary,tositdownbesidethepath,withhandslockedtogether,andeyesfixedontheunknowndustyroadlosingitselfinthehorizon,andtosay,whileembracingoneanother,"Westillloveoneanother,mydearchildren;yourelyonme,andIrelyonyou.Letushaveconfidence,andwalksteadfastly."
ThisishowIexplainthatonemayweepalittlewhileexamininganewfurtippetandopeningaNoah'sark.
Butbreakfasttimedrawsnear.Ihavecutmyselftwicewhileshaving;
Ihavesteppedonmyson'swildbeastsinturninground,andIhavetheprospectofadozendutycalls,asmywifetermsthem,beforeme;yetIamdelighted.
Wesitdowntothebreakfasttable,whichhasamorethanusuallyfestiveaspect.Afaintaromaoftrufflesperfumestheair,everyoneissmiling,andthroughtheglassIsee,startlingsight!thedoorkeeper,withhisownhands,wipingthehandrailofthestaircase.Itisagloriousday.
Babyhasrangedhiselephants,lions,andgiraffesroundhisplate,andhismother,underpretextofadraught,breakfastsinhertippet.
"Haveyouorderedthecarriage,dear,forourvisits?"Iask.
"ThatcushionforAuntUrsulawilltakeupsuchadealofroom.Itmightbeputbesidethecoachman."
"Pooraunt."
"Papa,don'tletusgotoAuntUrsula,"saidBaby;"sheprickssowhenshekissesyou."
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"Naughtyboy....Thinkofallwehavetogetintothecarriage.Leon'srocking-horse,Louise'smuff,yourfather'sslippers,Ernestine'squilt,thebonbons,thework-box.Ideclare,aunt'scushionmustgounderthecoachman'sfeet."
"Papa,whydoesn'tthegiraffeeatcutlets?"
"Ireallydon'tknow,dear."
"NeitherdoI,papa."
AnhourlaterweareascendingthestaircaseleadingtoAuntUrsula's.Mywifecountsthestepsasshepullsherselfupbythehand-rail,andIcarrythefamouscushion,thebonbons,andmyson,whohasinsistedonbringinghisgiraffewithhim.
AuntUrsula,whoproducesthesameeffectonhimasthesightofarodwould,iswaitingusinhericylittledrawing-room.Foursquarearmchairs,hiddenbeneathyellowcovers,standvacantbehindfourlittlemats.Aclockintheshapeofapyramid,surmountedonasphere,ticksunderaglasscase.
Aportraitonthewall,coveredwithfly-spots,showsanymphwithalyre,standingbesideawaterfall.ThisnymphwasAuntUrsula.Howshe
hasaltered!
"Mydearaunt,wehavecometowishyouaHappyNewYear."
"Toexpressourhopesthat--"
"Thankyou,nephew,thankyou,niece,"andshepointstotwochairs."Iamsensibleofthissteponyourpart;itprovestomethatyouhavenotaltogetherforgottenthedutiesimposeduponyoubyfamilyties."
"Youarereckoning,mydearaunt,withouttheaffectionwefeelforyou,andwhichofitselfisenough...Baby,goandkissyouraunt."
Babywhispersinmyear,"But,papa,Itellyoushedoesprick."
Iplacethebonbonsonaside-table.
"Youcan,nephew,dispensewithofferingmethatlittlegift;youknowthatsweetmeatsdisagreewithme,and,ifIwerenotawareofyourindifferenceastothestateofmyhealth,Ishouldseeinyourofferingaveiledsarcasm.Butletthatpass.Doesyourfatherstillbearupagainsthisinfirmitiescourageously?"
"Thankyou,yes."
"Ithoughttopleaseyou,dearaunt,"observesmywife,"byembroidering
foryouthiscushion,whichIbegyoutoaccept."
"Ithankyou,child,butIcanstillholdmyselfsufficientlyupright,thankGod,nottohaveanyneedofacushion.Theembroideryischarming,itisanOrientaldesign.Youmighthavemadeabetterchoice,knowingthatIlikethingsmuchmoresimple.Itischarming,however,althoughthisrednexttothegreenheresetsone'steethonedge.Tasteincolorsis,however,notgiventoeveryone.Ihave,inreturn,toofferyoumyphotograph,whichthatdearAbbeMironinsistedonmyhavingtaken."
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"Howkindyouare,andhowlikeyouitis!Doyourecognizeyouraunt,Baby?"
"Donotthinkyourselfobligedtospeakcontrarytoyouropinion.Thisphotographdoesnotinanywayresembleme,myeyesaremuchbrighter.Ihavealsoapacketofjujubesforyourchild.Heseemstohavegrown."
"Baby,goandkissyouraunt."
"Andthenweshallgo,mamma?"
"Youareveryrude,mydear."
"Lethimspeakout;atanyrate,heisfrank.ButIseethatyourhusbandisgettingimpatient,youhaveother...errandstofulfil;Iwillnotkeepyou.Besides,Iamgoingtochurchtoprayforthosewhodonotprayforthemselves."
Fromtwelvedutycalls,subtractonedutycall,andelevenremain.Hum!"Coachman,RueSt.LouisauMarais."
"Papa,hasAuntUrsulaneedlesinherchin?"
Letuspassovertheelevendutycalls,theyarenomoreagreeabletowriteofthantomake.
Towardseveno'clock,heavenbepraised,thehorsesstopbeforemyfather's,wheredinnerawaitsus.Babyclapshishands,andsmilesatoldJeannette,who,atthesoundofthewheels,hasrushedtothedoor."Heretheyare,"sheexclaims,andshecarriesoffBabytothekitchen,wheremymother,withhersleevesturnedup,isgivingthefinishingtouchtohertraditionalplumcake.
Myfather,onhiswaytothecellar,lanterninhand,andescortedbyhisoldservant,Jean,whoiscarryingthebasket,halts."Why,children,howlateyouare!Cometomyarms,mydears;thisisthedayonwhich
onekissesingoodearnest.Jean,holdmylanternaminute."Andasmyoldfatherclaspsmetohisbreast,hishandseeksoutmineandgraspsit,withalongclasp.Baby,whoglidesinbetweenourlegs,pullsourcoat-tailsandholdsuphislittlemouthforakisstoo.
"ButIamkeepingyouhereintheanteroomandyouarefrozen;gointothedrawing-room,thereareagoodfireandgoodfriendsthere."
Theyhaveheardus,thedooropens,andanumberofarmsareheldouttous.Amidhandshakings,embracings,goodwishes,andkisses,boxesareopened,bonbonsareshoweredforth,parcelsareundone,mirthbecomesdeafening,andgoodhumortumultuous.Babystandingamidhispresentsresemblesadrunkenmansurroundedbyatreasure,andfromtimetotime
givesacryofjoyondiscoveringsomefreshtoy.
"Thelittleman'sfable,"exclaimsmyfather,swinginghislanternwhichhehastakenagainfromJean.
Adeepsilenceensues,andthepoorchild,whosedebutintheelocutionaryartitis,suddenlylosescountenance.Hecastsdownhiseyes,blushesandtakesrefugeinthearmsofhismother,who,stoopingdown,whispers,"Come,darling,'Alambwasquenching';youknowthewolfandthelamb."
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"Yes,mamma,Iknowthelittlelambthatwantedtodrink."Andinacontritevoice,hisheadbentdownonhisbreast,herepeatswithadeepsigh,"'Alittlelambwasquenchinghisthirstinaclearstream."'
Weall,withearsonthealertandasmileonourlips,followhisdelightfullittlejargon.
UncleBertrand,whoisratherdeaf,hasmadeaneartrumpetofhishandanddrawnhischairup."Ah!Icanfollowit,"hesays."Itisthefoxandthegrapes."Andasthereisamurmurof"Hush,"atthisinterruption,headds:"Yes,yes,hereciteswithintelligence,greatintelligence."
Successrestoresconfidencetomydarling,whofinisheshisfablewithaburstoflaughter.Joyiscommunicative,andwetakeourplacesattableamidtheliveliestmirth.
"Bytheway,"saysmyfather,"wherethedeuceismylantern.Ihaveforgottenallaboutthecellar.Jean,takeyourbasketandletusgoandrummagebehindthefagots."
Thesoupissmoking,andmymother,afterhavingglancedsmilinglyroundthetable,plungesherladleintothetureen.Givemethefamilydinner
tableatwhichthoseweloveareseated,atwhichwemayriskrestingourelbowsatdessert,andatwhichatthirtyweoncemoretastethewineofferedatourbaptism.
CHAPTERXXIV
LETTERSOFAYOUNGMOTHERTOHERFRIEND.
ThelittlecapsaretheonesIwant,Marie.Begoodenoughtosendmethepatternofthebraces,thoseofyourowninvention,youknow.Thanks
foryourcoverlet,itissoft,flexible,warm,andcharming,andBaby,amiditswhitewool,lookslikearosebudhiddeninthesnow.Iambecomingpoetical,amInot?Butwhatwouldyouhave?Mypoorheartisoverflowingwithjoy.Myson,doyouunderstandthat,dear,myownson?WhenIheardthesharpcryofthelittlebeingwhommymothershowedmelyinginherapron,itseemedtomethataburningthrillofloveshotthroughmyveins.Myolddoctor'sbaldheadwasclosetome,Icaughtholdofitandkissedhimthrice.
"Calmyourself,mydearchild,"saidhe.
"Doctor,bequiet,orIwillkissyouagain.Givememybaby,mylove.Areyouquitesureitisaboy?"
Andintheadjoiningdrawing-room,wherethewholefamilywerewaiting,Icouldhearamidthesoundofkisses,thedelightfulwords,"Itisaboy,afineboy."
Mypoorhusband,whofortwelvehourshadnotleftme,overcomewithfatigueandemotion,wascryingandlaughinginonecorneroftheroom.
"Come,nurse,swaddlehim,quicknow.Nopins,confounditall,strings,Iwillhavestrings.What?Givemethechild,youdon'tunderstand
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anythingaboutit."
Andthegooddoctorinthetwinklingofaneyehaddressedmychild.
"HelooksaColonel,yourboy.Puthimintothecradlewith...nowbecalm,mydearpatient...withahot-waterbottletohisfeet.Nottoomuchfire,especiallyintheColonel'sroom.Now,nomorenoise,repose,andeveryoneoutoftheway."
Andasthroughtheopeningofthedoorwhichwasjustajar,AuntUrsulawhispered,"Doctor,letmecomein;justtopressherhand,doctor."
"Confoundit!everyonemustbeoff;silenceandquietareabsolutelynecessary."Theyallleft.
"Octave,"continuedthedoctor,"comeandkissyourwifenow,andmakeanendofit.Goodlittlewoman,shehasbeenverybrave....Octave,comeandkissyourwife,andbequickaboutitifyoudon'twantmetokisshermyself.IwilldowhatIsay,"headded,threateningtomakegoodhiswords.
Octave,buriedinhischild'scradle,didnothear.
"Good,nowheisgoingtosuffocatemyColonelforme."
Myhusbandcameatlength.Heheldouthishandwhichwasquiveringwithemotion,andIgraspeditwithallmymight.Ifmyheartatthatmomentdidnotbreakfromexcessoffeeling,itwasbecauseGodnodoubtknewthatIshouldstillhaveneedofit.
Youknow,dearMarie,thatbeforeachildcomesweloveeachotherashusbandandwife,butweloveeachotheronourownaccount,whileafterwardweloveeachotheronhis,thedearlove,whowithhistinyhandhasrivettedthechainforever.God,therefore,allowsthehearttogrowandswell.Minewasfull;nevertheless,mybabycameandtookhisplaceinit.Yetnothingoverflowed,andIstillfeelthatthereisroomformotherandyourself.Youtoldme,andtruly,thatthiswouldbea
newlife,alifeofdeeploveanddelightfuldevotion.Allmypastexistenceseemstrivialandcolorlesstome,andIperceivethatIambeginningtolive.Iamasproudasasoldierwhohasbeeninbattle.Wifeandmother,thosewordsareourepaulettes.Grandmotheristhefield-marshal'sbaton.
HowsweetIshallrendertheexistenceofmytwolovedones!
HowIshallcherishthem!Iamwild,Iweep,Ishouldliketokissyou.IamafraidIamtoohappy.
Myhusbandisreallygood.Heholdsthechildwithsuchpleasingawkwardness,itcostshimsucheffortstoliftthisslightburden.When
hebringsittome,wrappedinblankets,hewalkswithslowandcarefulsteps.Onewouldthinkthatthegroundwasgoingtocrumbleawaybeneathhisfeet.Thenheplacesthelittletreasureinmybed,quiteclosetome,onalargepillow.WedeckBaby;wesettlehimcomfortably,andifaftermanyattemptswegethimtosmile,itisanendlessjoy.OftenmyhusbandandIremaininthepresenceofthistinycreature,ourheadsrestingonourhands.Wesilentlyfollowthehesitatingandcharmingmovementsofhislittlerosy-nailedhandonthesilk,andwefindinthissodeepacharmthatitneedsaconsiderablecounter-attractiontotearusaway.
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Wehavemostamusingdiscussionsontheshapeofhisforeheadandthecolorofhiseyes,whichalwaysendingrandprojectsforhisfuture,verysilly,nodoubt,butsofascinating.
Octavewantshimtofollowadiplomaticcareer.Hesaysthathehastheeyeofastatesmanandthathisgestures,thoughfew,arefullofmeaning.Poor,dearlittleambassador,withonlythreehairsonyourhead!Butwhatdearhairstheyare,thosethreadsofgoldcurlingatthebackofhisneck,justabovetherosyfoldwheretheskinissofineandsofreshthatkissesnestlethereofthemselves.
Thewholeofthislittlebodyhasaperfumewhichintoxicatesmeandmakesmyheartleap.What,dearfriend,aretheinvisibletieswhichbindustoourchildren?Isitanatomofourownsoul,apartofourownlife,whichanimatesandvivifiesthem?Theremustbesomethingofthekind,forIcanreadamidthemistsofhislittlemind.Idivinehiswishes,Iknowwhenheiscold,Icantellwhenheishungry.
Doyouknowthemostdelightfulmoment?Itiswhenafterhavingtakenhiseveningmealandgorgedhimselfwithmilklikeagluttonouslittlekitten,hefallsasleepwithhisrosycheekrestingonmyarm.Hislimbsgentlyrelax,hisheadsinksdownonmybreast,hiseyesclose,andhishalf-openedmouthcontinuestorepeattheactionofsuckling.
Hiswarm,moistbreathbrushesthehandthatissupportinghim.ThenIwraphimupsnuglyinmyturned-upskirt,hidehislittlefeetunderhisclothesandwatchmydarling.Ihavehimthere,alltomyself,onmyknees.Thereisnotaquiverofhisbeingthatescapesmeorthatdoesnotvibrateinmyself.Ifeelatthebottomofmyheartamirrorthatreflectsthemall.Heisstillpartofme.Isitnotmymilkthatnourisheshim,myvoicethathusheshimofftosleep,myhandthatdressesandcaresses,encouragesandsupportshim?ThefeelingthatIamallinallforhimfurtheraddsadeliciouscharmofprotectiontothedelightofhavingbroughthimintotheworld.
WhenIthinkthattherearewomenwhopassbysuchjoyswithoutturning
theirheads.Thefools!
Yes,thepresentisdelightfulandIamdrunkwithhappiness.Thereisalsothefuture,farawayintheclouds.Ioftenthinkofit,andIdonotknowwhyIshudderattheapproachofastorm.
Madness!Ishalllovehimsodiscreetly,Ishallrendertheweightofmyaffectionsolightforhim,thatwhyshouldhewishtoseparatefromme?ShallInotintimebecomehisfriend?ShallInotwhenablackdownshadowsthoserosylittlelips,whenthebird,feelingitswingsgrown,seekstoleavethenest,shallInotbeabletobringhimbackbyinvisibletiestothearmsinwhichhenowissleeping?Perhapsatthatwretchedmomenttheycallaman'syouthyouwillforgetme,mylittle
darling!Otherhandsthanmineperhapswillbrushthehairawayfromyourforeheadattwenty.Alas!otherlips,pressedburninglywhereminearenowpressed,willwipeoutwithakisstwentyyearsofcaresses.Yes,butwhenyoureturnfromthisintoxicatingandfatiguingjourney,tiredandexhausted,youwillsoontakerefugeinthearmsthatoncenursedyou,youwillrestyourpoor,achingheadwhereitrestsnow,youwillaskmetowipeawayyourtearsandtomakeyouforgetthebruisesreceivedontheway,andIshallgiveyou,weepingforjoy,thekisswhichatonceconsolesandfillswithhope.
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ButIseethatIamwritingawholevolume,dearMarie.Iwillnotre-readitorIshouldneverdaretosendittoyou.Whatwouldyouhave?Iamlosingmyheadalittle.Iamnotyetaccustomedtoallthishappiness.Yoursaffectionately.
CHAPTERXXV
FOURYEARSLATER
Yes,mydear,heisamanandamanforgoodandall.Hehascomebackfromthecountryhalfasbigagainandasboldasalion.Heclimbsontothechairs,stopstheclocksandstickshishandsinhispocketslikeagrown-upperson.
WhenIseeinthemorningintheanteroommybaby'slittleshoesstandingproudlybesidethepaternalboots,Iexperience,despitemyself,areturntowardthatpastwhichisyetsonear.Yesterdayswaddlingclothes,todayboots,tomorrowspurs.Ah!howthehappydaysflyby.Alreadyfouryearsold.Icanscarcelycarryhim,evensupposingheallowedmeto,forhismanlydignityisticklish.Hepasseshalfhislifearmedfor
war,hispistols,hisguns,hiswhipsandhisswordsareallovertheplace.Thereisahealthyfranknessaboutallhisdoingsthatcharmsme.
Doyouimaginefromthisthatmydemonnolongerhasanygoodinhim?AttimesheisanangelandfreelyreturnsthecaressesIbestowuponhim.Intheeveningafterdinnerhegetsdownintomyarmchair,takesmyheadinhishandsandarrangesmyhairinhisownway.Hisfreshlittlemouthtravelsallovermyface.Heimprintsbigsoundingkissesonthebackofmyneck,whichmakesmeshudderallover.Wehaveendlesstalkstogether."Why's"comeinshowers,andallthese"why's"requirerealanswers;fortheintelligenceofchildrenisaboveallthingslogical.Iwillonlygiveoneofhissayingsasaproof.
Hisgrandmotherisratherunwell,andeverynighthetacksontohisprayerthesesimplewords,"PleaseGodmakeGrannywell,becauseIloveherso."Butforgreatercertaintyhehasaddedonhisownaccount,"Youknow,God,GrannywholivesintheRueSaint-Louis,onthefirstfloor."Hesaysallthiswithanexpressionofsimpleconfidenceandsuchcomicseriousness,thelittlelove.Youunderstand,itistospareGodthetroubleoflookingfortheaddress.
Ileaveyou;Ihearhimcough.Idonotknowwhetherhehascaughtcold,butIthinkhehasbeenlookingratherdepressedsincethemorning.Donotlaughatme,Iamnototherwiseuneasy.Yoursmostaffectionately.
Yesterdaytherewasaconsultation.Onleavingthehousemyolddoctor'seyesweremoist;hestrovetohideit,butIsawatear.Mychildmustbeveryillthen?Thethoughtisdreadful,dear.Theyseektoreassureme,butItremble.
Thenighthasnotbroughtanyimprovement.Stillthisfever.Ifyoucouldseethestateoftheprettylittlebodyweusedtoadmireso.IwillnotthinkofwhatGodmayhaveinstoreforme.Icehasbeenorderedtobeputtohishead.Hishairhadtobecutoff.Poorfair
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littlecurlsthatusedtofloatinthewindasheranafterhishoop.Itisterrible.Ihavedreadfulforebodings.
Mychild,mypoorchild!Heissoweakthatnotawordcomesnowfromhispaleparchedlips.Hislargeeyesthatstillshineinthedepthsoftheirsockets,smileatmefromtimetotime,butthissmileissogentle,sofaint,thatitresemblesafarewell.Afarewell!Butwhatwouldbecomeofme?
Thismorning,thinkinghewasasleep,Icouldnotrestrainasob.Hislipsopened,andhesaid,butinawhispersolowthatIhadtoputmyearclosedowntocatchit:"Youdolovemethen,mamma?"
DoIlovehim?Ishoulddie.
NICE.
TheyhavebroughtmehereandIfeelnobetterforit.Everydaymyweaknessincreases.Istillspitblood.Besides,whatdotheyseektocuremeof?Yoursasever.
IfIshouldneverreturntoParis,youwillfindinmywardrobehislasttoys;thetracesofhislittlefingersarestillvisibleonthem.Totheleftisthebranchoftheblessedboxthatusedtohangathisbedside.Letyourhandsalonetouchallthis.Burnthesedearrelics,thispoorevidenceofshatteredhappiness.Icanstillsee...Sobsarechokingme.
Farewell,dearfriend.Whatwouldyou?Ibuilttoohighontoounstableasoil.Ilovedoneobjecttoowell.Yoursfrommyheart.
CHAPTERXXVI
OLDRECOLLECTIONS
Coveryourselveswithfinegreenleaves,talltreescastingyourpeacefulshade.Stealthroughthebranches,brightsunlight,andyou,studiouspromenaders,contemplativeidlers,mammasinbrighttoilettes,gossipingnurses,noisychildren,andhungrybabies,takepossessionofyourkingdom;theselongwalksbelongtoyou.
ItisSunday.Joyandfestivity.Thegaufresellerdeckshisshopandlightshisstove.Thewhiteclothisspreadonthetableandpilesof
goldencakesattractthecustomer.
Thewomanwholetsoutchairshasputonherapronwithitsbigpocketsforsous.Theparkkeeper,mydearlittlechildren,hascurledhismoustache,polisheduphisharmlessswordandputonhisbestuniform.Seehowbrightandattractivethemarionettetheatrelooksinthesunshine,underitsstripedcovering.
Sundayrequiresallthisinitshonor.
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UnhappyarethosetowhomthetalltreesofLuxembourggardensdonotrecalloneofthoserecollectionswhichclingtotheheartlikeitsfirstperfumetoavase.
IwasaGeneral,underthosetrees,aGeneralwithaplumelikeamourningcoach-horse,andarmedtotheteeth.Iheldcommandfromthehutoftilenewspapervendortothekioskofthegaufreseller.Nofalsemodesty,myauthorityextendedtothebasinofthefountain,althoughthegreatwhiteswansratheralarmedme.Ambushesbehindthetreetrunks,advancedpostsbehindthenursemaids,surprises,fightswithcoldsteel;attacksbyskirmishers,dust,encounters,carnageandnobloodshed.Afterwhichourmammaswipedourforeheads,rearrangedourdishevelledhair,andtoreusawayfromthebattle,ofwhichwedreamedallnight.
Now,asIpassthroughthegardenwithitsarmyofchildrenandnurses,leaningonmystickwithhaltingstep,howIregretmyGeneral'scockedhat,mypaperplume,mywoodenswordandmypistol.Mypistolthatwouldsnapcapsandwasthecauseofmyrapidpromotion.
Disportyourselves,littlefolks;gossip,plumpnurses,asyouscoldyoursoldiers.Embroiderpeaceably,youngmothers,makingfromtimetotimealittlegameofyourneighborsamongyourselves;andyou,reflectiveidlers,lookatthatcharmingpicture-babiesmakingagarden.
Playinginthesand,agameasoldastheworldandalwaysamusing.Hillocksbuiltupinalinewithlittlebitsofwoodstuckintothem,representgardensinthewalksofwhichbabygravelyplaceshislittleuncertainfeet.Whatwouldhenotgive,dearlittleman,tobeabletocompletehisworkbycreatingapondinhispark,apond,agutter,threedropsofwater?
Furtheronthesandisdamper,andinthemountainthelittlefingerspierceatunnel.Agiganticworkwhichthebootofapasser-bywillsoondestroy.Whatpasser-byrespectsababy'smountain?Hencetheyoungrascalavengeshimself.Seethatgentlemaninthebrownfrockcoat,whoisreadingthe'RevuedesDeuxMondes'onthebench;ourworkershavepileduphillocksofsandanddustaroundhim,theskirtsofhiscoat
havealreadylosttheircolor.
Butletthisequipagenoisilydashingalonggoby.Fourhorses,twobitsofstring,andafifthhorsewhoisthedriver.Thatisall,andyetonefanciesone'sselfinapostchaise.Howmanyplaceshasonenotvisitedbynightfall?
Therearedriverswhoprefertobehorses,therearehorseswhowouldratherbedrivers;firstsymptomsofambition.
Andthesolitarybabywhoslowlydrawshisomnibusroundthegaufreseller,eyeinghisshop!Anindefatigableconsumer,butapoorpaymaster.
Doyouseedownthereundertheplane-treesthatgroupofnurses,aherdofBurgundianmilchkine,andattheirfeet,rollingonacarpet,allthoselittlerosycheekedphilosopherswhoonlyaskGodforalittlesunshine,puremilk,andquiet,inordertobehappy.Frequentlyanaccidentdisturbsthedelightfulcalm.TheBurgundianwhomistrustedmattersdartsforward.Itistoolate.
"Thecourseofariverisnottobechecked,"saysGiboyer.
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Sometimesthedisasterisstillmoreserious,andonerepairsitasonecan;butthephilosopherwholovesthesedisastersisindignantandsqualls,swearingtohimselftobeginagain.
Thoselittlefolkaredelightful;welovechildren,butthisaffectionforthespeciesingeneralbecomesyetmoresweetwhenitisnolongeraquestionofababy,butofone'sownbaby.
Bachelorsmustnotreadwhatfollows;Iwishtospeaktothefamilycircle.Betweenthoseofatradethereisabetterunderstanding.
Iamafather,mydearmadame,andhavebeenofcoursetherejoicingpapaofamatchlesschild.Frombeneathhiscapthereescapedafairandcurlytressthatwasourdelight,andwhenItouchedhiswhiteneckwithmyfingerhebrokeintoalaughandshowedmehislittlewhitepearls,asheclaspedmyheadinhistwochubbyarms.
Hisfirsttoothwasanevent.Wewentintothelightthebettertosee.Thegrandparentslookedthroughtheirglassesatthelittlewhitespot,andI,withoutstretchedneck,demonstrated,explainedandproved.AndallatonceIranofftothecellartoseekoutintherightcornerabottleofthebest.
Myson'sfirsttooth.Wespokeofhiscareerduringdinner,andat
dessertgrand-mammagaveusasong.
Afterthistoothcameothers,andwiththemtearsandpain,butthenwhentheywerealltherehowproudlyhebitintohissliceofbread,howvigorouslyheattackedhischopinordertoeat"likepapa."
"Likepapa,"doyourememberhowthesetwowordswarmtheheart,andhowmanytransgressionstheycausetobeforgiven.
Mygreathappiness,--isityourstoo?--wastobepresentatmydarling'sawakening.Iknewthetime.IwouldgentlydrawasidethecurtainsofhiscradleandwatchhimasIwaited.
Iusuallyfoundhimstretcheddiagonally,lostinthechaosofsheetsandblankets,hislegsintheair,hisarmscrossedabovehishead.Oftenhisplumplittlehandstillclutchedthetoythathadhelpedtosendhimofftosleep,andthroughhispartedlipscametheregularmurmurofhissoftbreathing.Thewarmthofhissleephadgivenhischeeksthetintofawell-ripenedpeach.Hisskinwaswarm,andtheperspirationofthenightglitteredonhisforeheadinlittleimperceptiblepearls.
Soonhishandwouldmakeamovement;hisfootpushedawaytheblanket,hiswholebodystirred,herubbedaneye,stretchedouthisarms,andthenhislookfromunderhisscarcelyraisedeyelidswouldrestonme.
Hewouldsmileatme,murmuringsoftly,sosoftlythatIwouldholdmy
breathtoseizealltheshadesofhismusic.
"Doodmornin',papa."
"Goodmorning,mylittleman;haveyousleptwell?"
Weheldoutourarmstoeachotherandembracedlikeoldfriends.
Thenthetalkingwouldbegin.Hechattedasthelarkwouldsingtotherisingsun.Endlessstories.
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Hewouldtellmehisdreams,askingaftereachsentencefor"hisnice,warmbreadandmilk,withplentyofsugar."Andwhenhisbreakfastcameup,whatanoutburstoflaughter,whatjoyashedrewhimselfuptoreachit;thenhiseyewouldglitterwithatearinthecorner,andthechatterbeginagain.
Atothertimeshewouldcomeandsurprisemeinbed.Iwouldpretendtobeasleep,andhewouldpullmybeardandshoutinmyear.Ifeignedgreatalarmandthreatenedtobeavenged.Fromthisarosefightsamongthecounterpanes,entrenchmentsbehindthepillows.InsignofvictoryIwouldticklehim,andthenheshuddered,givingventtothefrankandinvoluntaryoutburstoflaughterofhappychildhood.Heburiedhisheadbetweenhistwoshoulderslikeatortoisewithdrawingintohisshell,andthreatenedmewithhisplumprosyfoot.Theskinofhisheelwassodelicatethatayounggirl'scheekwouldhavebeenproudofit.HowmanykissesIwouldcoverthosedearlittlefeetwithwhenIwarmedhislongnightdressbeforethefire.
Ihadbeenforbiddentoundresshim,becauseithadbeenfoundthatIentangledtheknotsinsteadofundoingthem.
Allthiswascharming,butwhenitwasnecessarytoactrigorouslyandchecktherompingthatwasgoingtoofar,hewouldslowlydrophis
eyelids,whilewithdilatednostrilsandtremblinglipshetriedtokeepbackthebigtearglitteringbeneathhiseyelid.
Whatcouragewasnotnecessaryinordertorefrainfromcalmingwithakissthestormonthepointofbursting,fromconsolingthelittleswollenheart,fromdryingthetearthatwasoverflowingandabouttobecomeaflood.
Achild'sexpressionisthensotouching,thereissomuchgriefinawarmtearslowlyfalling,inalittlecontractedface,alittleheavingbreast.
Allthisislongpast.Yetyearshavegonebywithouteffacingthese
lovedrecollections;andnowthatmybabyisthirtyyearsoldandhasaheavymoustache,whenheholdsouthislargehandandsaysinhisbassvoice,"Goodmorning,father,"itstillseemstomethatanechorepeatsafaroffthedearwordsofold,"Doodmornin',papa."
CHAPTERXXVII
THELITTLEBOOTS
InthemorningwhenIleftmyroom,Isawplacedinlinebeforethedoor
hisbootsandmine.Hiswerelittlelaced-upbootsratheroutofshape,anddulledbytheroughusagetowhichhesubjectsthem.Thesoleoftheleftbootwaswornthin,andalittleholewasthreateningatthetoeoftheright.Thelaces,wornandslack,hungtotherightandleft.Swellingsintheleathermarkedtheplacesofhistoes,andtheaccustomedmovementsofhislittlefoothadlefttheirtracesintheshapeofcreases,slightordeep.
WhyhaveIrememberedallthis?Ireallydonotknow,butitseemstomethatIcanstillseethebootsofthedearlittleoneplacedthereonthe
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matbesidemyown,twograinsofsandbytwopavingstones,atomtitbesideanelephant.Theywerehisevery-dayboots,hisplayfellows,thosewithwhichheascendedsandhillsandexploredpuddles.Theyweredevotedtohim,andsharedhisexistencesocloselythatsomethingofhimselfwasmetwithagaininthem.Ishouldhaverecognizedthemamongathousand;theyhadanespecialphysiognomyaboutthem;itseemedtomethataninvisibletieattachedthemtohim,andIcouldnotlookattheirundecidedshape,theircomicandcharminggrace,withoutrecallingtheirlittlemaster,andacknowledgingtomyselfthattheyresembledhim.
Everythingbelongingtoababybecomesabitbabyishitself,andassumesthatexpressionofunstudiedandsimplegracepeculiartoachild.
Besidetheselaughing,gay,good-humoredlittleboots,onlyaskingleavetorunaboutthecountry,myownseemedmonstrous,heavy,coarse,ridiculous,withtheirheels.Fromtheirheavyanddisabusedaironefeltthatforthemlifewasagravematter,itsjourneyslong,andtheburdenbornequiteaseriousone.
Thecontrastwasstriking,andthelessondeep.Iwouldsoftlyapproachtheselittlebootsinordernottowakethelittlemanwhowasstillasleepintheadjoiningroom;Ifeltthem,Iturnedthemover,Ilookedatthemonallsides,andIfoundadelightfulsmilerisetomylips.Neverdidtheoldviolet-scentedglovethatlayforsolongintheinmost
recessofmydrawerprocuremesosweetanemotion.
Paternalloveisnotrifle;ithasitsfolliesandweaknesses,itispuerileandsublime,itcanneitherbeanalyzednorexplained,itissimplyfelt,andIyieldedmyselftoitwithdelight.
Letthepapawithoutweaknesscastthefirststoneatme;themammaswillavengeme.
Rememberthatthislittlelacedboot,withaholeinthetoe,remindedmeofhisplumplittlefoot,andthatathousandrecollectionswereconnectedwiththatdeartrifle.
Irecalledhim,dearchild,aswhenIcuthistoenails,wrigglingabout,pullingatmybeard,andlaughinginspiteofhimself,forhewasticklish.
Irecalledhimaswhenofaneveninginfrontofagoodfire,Ipulledoffhislittlesocks.Whatatreat.
Iwouldsay"one,two."Andhe,cladinhislongnightgown,hishandslostinthesleeves,wouldwaitwithglitteringeyes,andreadytobreakintoafitoflaughterforthe"three."
Atlastafterathousanddelays,athousandlittleteasingsthatexcitedhisimpatienceandallowedmetosnatchfiveorsixkisses,Isaid
"three."
Thesockflewaway.Thentherewasawildjoy;hewouldthrowhimselfbackonmyarm,wavinghisbarelegsintheair.Fromhisopenmouth,inwhichtworowsofshininglittlepearlscouldbedistinguished,welledforthaburstofringinglaughter.
Hismother,who,however,laughedtoo,wouldsaythenextminute,"Come,baby,come,mylittleangel,youwillgetcold....Butleaveoff....Willyouhavedone,youlittledemon?"
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Shewantedtoscold,butshecouldnotbeseriousatthesightofhisfair-hairedhead,andflushed,smiling,happyface,thrownbackonmyknee.
Shewouldlookatme,andsay:
"Heisunbearable.Goodgracious!whatachild."
ButIunderstoodthatthismeant:
"Lookhowhandsome,sturdyandhealthyheis,ourbaby,ourlittleman,ourson."
Andindeedhewasadorable;atleastIthoughtso.
Ihadthewisdom--Icansayitnowthatmyhairiswhite--nottoletoneofthosehappymomentspasswithoutamplyprofitingbyit,andreallyIdidwell.Pitythefatherswhodonotknowhowtobepapasasoftenaspossible,whodonotknowhowtorollonthecarpet,playatbeingahorse,pretendtobethegreatwolf,undresstheirbaby,imitatethebarkingofthedog,andtheroarofthelion,bitewholemouthfulswithouthurting,andhidebehindarmchairssoastoletthemselvesbeseen.
Pitysincerelytheseunfortunates.Itisnotonlypleasantchild'splaythattheyneglect,buttruepleasure,delightfulenjoyment,thescrapsofthathappinesswhichisgreatlycalumniatedandaccusedofnotexistingbecauseweexpectittofallfromheaveninasolidmasswhenitliesatourfeetinfinepowder.Letuspickupthefragments,andnotgrumbletoomuch;everydaybringsuswithitsbreaditsrationofhappiness.
Letuswalkslowlyandlookdownontheground,searchingaroundusandseekinginthecorners;itistherethatProvidencehasitshiding-places.
Ihavealwayslaughedatthosepeoplewhorushthroughlifeatfull
speed,withdilatednostrils,uneasyeyes,andglancerivettedonthehorizon.Itseemsasthoughthepresentscorchedtheirfeet,andwhenyousaytothem,"Stopamoment,alight,takeaglassofthisgoodoldwine,letuschatalittle,laughalittle,kissyourchild."
"Impossible,"theyreply;"Iamexpectedoverthere.ThereIshallconverse,thereIshalldrinkdeliciouswine,thereIshallgiveexpansiontopaternallove,thereIshallbehappy!"
Andwhentheydoget"there,"breathlessandtiredout,andclaimthepriceoftheirfatigue,thepresent,laughingbehinditsspectacles,says,"Monsieur,thebankisclosed."
Thefuturepromises,itisthepresentthatpays,andoneshouldhaveagoodunderstandingwiththeonethatkeepsthekeysofthesafe.
WhyfancythatyouareadupeofProvidence?
DoyouthinkthatProvidencehasthetimetoserveuptoeachofyouperfecthappiness,alreadydressedonagoldenplate,andtoplaymusicduringyourrepastintothebargain?Yetthatiswhatagreatmanypeoplewouldlike.
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Wemustbereasonable,tuckupoursleevesandlookafterourcookingourselves,andnotinsistthatheavenshouldputitselfoutofthewaytoskimoursoup.
Iusedtomuseonallthisofaneveningwhenmybabywasinmyarms,andhismoist,regularbreathingfannedmyhand.Ithoughtofthehappymomentshehadalreadygivenme,andwasgratefultohimforthem.
"Howeasyitis,"Isaidtomyself,"tobehappy,andwhatasingularfancythatisofgoingasfarasChinainquestofamusement."
Mywifewasofmyopinion,andwewouldsitforhoursbythefiretalkingofwhatwefelt.
"You,doyousee,dear?loveotherwisethanIdo,"sheoftensaidtome."Papascalculatemore.Theirloverequiresareturn.Theydonotreallylovetheirchildtillthedayonwhichtheirself-esteemasitsfatherisflattered.Thereissomethingofownershipinit.Youcananalyzepaternallove,discoveritscauses,say'Ilovemychildbecauseheissoandso,orsoandso.'Withthemothersuchanalysisisimpossible,shedoesnotloveherchildbecauseheishandsomeorugly,becausehedoesordoesnotresembleher,hasorhasnothertastes.Sheloveshimbecauseshecannothelpit,itisanecessity.Maternalloveisaninnatesentimentinwoman.Paternalloveis,inman,theresultof
circumstances.Inherloveisaninstinct,inhimacalculation,ofwhich,itistrue,heisunconscious,but,inshort,itistheoutcomeofseveralotherfeelings."
"Thatisallveryfine;goon,"Isaid."Wehaveneitherheartnorbowels,wearefearfulsavages.Whatyousayismonstrous."AndIstirredthelogsfuriouslywiththetongs.
Yetmywifewasright,Iacknowledgedtomyself.Whenachildcomesintotheworldtheaffectionofthefatherisnottobecomparedtothatofthemother.Withheritislovealready.Itseemsthatshehasknownhimforalongtime,herprettydarling.Athisfirstcryitmightbesaidthatsherecognizedhim.Sheseemstosay,"Itishe."Shetakes
himwithouttheslightestembarrassment,hermovementsarenatural,sheshowsnoawkwardness,andinhertwotwiningarmsthebabyfindsaplacetofithim,andfallsasleepcontentedlyinthenestcreatedforhim.Itwouldbethoughtthatwomanservesamysteriousapprenticeshiptomaternity.Man,ontheotherhand,isgreatlytroubledbythebirthofachild.Thefirstwailofthelittlecreaturestirshim,butinthisemotionthereismoreastonishmentthanlove.Hisaffectionisnotyetborn.Hisheartrequirestoreflectandtobecomeaccustomedtothesefondnessessonewtohim.
Thereisanapprenticeshiptobeservedtothebusinessofafather.Thereisnonetothatofamother.
Ifthefatherisclumsymorallyinhisloveforhisfirstborn,itmustbeacknowledgedthatheissophysicallyinthemanifestationofhisfondness.
Itisonlytremblingly,andwithcontortionsandefforts,thatheliftstheslightburden.Heisafraidofsmashingtheyoungster,whoknowsthis,andthencebawlswithalltheforceofhislungs.Heexpandsmorestrength,poorman,inliftinguphischildthanhewouldinburstingadooropen.Ifhekisseshim,hisbeardprickshim;ifhetoucheshim,hisbigfingerscausehimsomedisaster.Hehastheairofabear
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threadinganeedle.
Andyetitmustbewon,theaffectionofthispoorfather,who,attheoutset,meetsnothingbutmisadventures;hemustbecaptivated,captured,madetohaveatasteforthebusiness,andnotbelefttoolongtoplaythepartofarecruit.
Naturehasprovidedforit,andthefatherrisestotherankofcorporalthedaythebabylispshisfirstsyllables.
Itisverysweet,thefirstlispingutteranceofachild,andadmirablychosentomove--the"pa-pa"thelittlecreaturefirstmurmurs.Itisstrangethatthefirstwordofachildshouldexpresspreciselythedeepestandtenderestsentimentofall?
Isitnottouchingtoseethatthelittlecreaturefindsofhimselfthewordthatissuretotouchhimofwhomhestandsmostinneed;thewordthatmeans,"Iamyours,loveme,givemeaplaceinyourheart,openyourarmstome;youseeIdonotknowmuchasyet,Ihaveonlyjustarrived,but,already,Ithinkofyou,Iamoneofthefamily,Ishalleatatyourtable,andbearyourname,pa-pa,pa-pa."
Hehasdiscoveredatoncethemostdelicateofflatteries,thesweetestofcaresses.Heentersonlifebyamasterstroke.
Ah!thedearlittlelove!"Pa-pa,pa-pa,"Istillhearhisfaint,hesitatingvoice,Icanstillseehistwocorallipsopenandclose.Wewereallinacirclearoundhim,kneelingdowntobeonalevelwithhim.Theykeptsayingtohim,"Sayitagain,dear,sayitagain.Whereispapa?"Andhe,amusedbyallthesepeopleabouthim,stretchedouthisarms,andturnedhiseyestowardme.
Ikissedhimheartily,andfeltthattwobigtearshinderedmefromspeaking.
FromthatmomentIwasapapainearnest.Iwaschristened.
CHAPTERXXVIII
BABIESANDPAPAS
Whenthebabyreachesthreeorfouryearsofage,whenhissexshowsitselfinhisactions,histastesandhiseyes,whenhesmasheshiswoodenhorses,cutsopenhisdrums,blowstrumpets,breaksthecastorsoffthefurniture,andevincesadecidedhostilitytocrockery;inaword,whenheisaman,itisthenthattheaffectionofafatherforhissonbecomeslove.Hefeelshimselfinvadedbyaneedofaspecial
fondness,ofwhichthesweetestrecollectionsofhispastlifecangivenoidea.Adeepsentimentenvelopeshisheart,thecountlessrootsofwhichsinkintoitinalldirections.Defectsorqualitiespenetrateandfeedonthissentiment.Thus,wefindinpaternallovealltheweaknessesandallthegreatnessesofhumanity.Vanity,abnegation,pride,anddisinterestednessareunitedtogether,andmaninhisentiretyappearsinthepapa.
Itisonthedaywhichthechildbecomesamirrorinwhichyourecognizeyourfeatures,thattheheartismovedandawakens.Existencebecomes
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duplicated,youarenolongerone,butoneandahalf;youfeelyourimportanceincrease,and,inthefutureofthelittlecreaturewhobelongstoyou,youreconstructyourownpast;youresuscitate,andarebornagaininhim.Yousaytoyourself:"IwillsparehimsuchandsuchavexationwhichIhadtosuffer,IwillclearfromhispathsuchandsuchastoneoverwhichIstumbled,Iwillmakehimhappy,andheshallowealltome;heshallbe,thankstome,fulloftalentsandattractions."Yougivehim,inadvance,allthatyoudidnotgetyourself,andinhisfuturearrangelaurelsforalittlecrownforyourownbrows.
Humanweakness,nodoubt;butwhatmatter,providedthesentimentthatgivesbirthtothisweaknessisthestrongestandpurestofall?Whatmatterifalimpidstreamspringsupbetweentwopavingstones?Arewetobeblamedforbeinggenerousoutofegotism,andfordevotingourselvestoothersforreasonsofpersonalenjoyment?
Thus,inthefather,vanityistheleadingstring.Saytoanyfather:"Goodheavens!howlikeyouheis!"Thepoormanmayhesitateatsayingyes,butIdefyhimnottosmile.Hewillsay,"Perhaps....Doyouthinkso?...Well,perhapsso,sideface."
Anddonotyoubemistaken;ifhedoesso,itisthatyoumayreplyinastonishment:"Why,thechildisyourveryimage."
Heispleased,andthatiseasilyexplained;forisnotthislikenessavisibletiebetweenhimandhiswork?Isitnothissignature,histrade-mark,histitle-deed,and,asitwere,thesanctionofhisrights?
Tothisphysicalresemblancetheresoonsucceedsamorallikeness,charminginquiteanotherway.Youaremovedtotearswhenyourecognizethefirsteffortsofthislittleintelligencetograspyourideas.Withoutcheckorexaminationitacceptsandfeedsonthem.Bydegreesthechildsharesyourtastes,yourhabits,yourways.Heassumesadeepvoicetobelikepapa,asksforyourbraces,sighsbeforeyourboots,andsitsdownwithadmirationonyourhat.Heprotectshismammawhenhegoesoutwithher,andscoldsthedog,althoughheisverymuchafraidof
him;alltobelikepapa.Haveyoucaughthimatmealswithhislargeobservanteyesfixedonyou,studyingyourfacewithopenmouthandspooninhand,andimitatinghismodelwithanexpressionofastonishmentandrespect.Listentohislonggossips,wanderingashislittlebrain;doeshenotsay:
"WhenIambiglikepapaIshallhaveamoustacheandasticklikehim,andIshallnotbeafraidinthedark,becauseitissillytobeafraidinthedarkwhenyouarebig,andIshallsay'damnit,'forIshallthenbegrownup."
"Baby,whatdidyousay,sir?"
"Isaidjustaspapadoes."
Whatwouldyou?Heisafaithfulmirror.Youareforhimanideal,amodel,thetypeofallthatisgreatandstrong,handsomeandintelligent.
Oftenhemakesmistakes,thelittledear,buthiserrorisallthemoredeliciousinitssincerity,andyoufeelallthemoreunworthyofsuchfrankadmiration.Youconsoleyourselfforyourownimperfectionsinreflectingthatheisnotconsciousofthem.
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Thedefectsofchildrenarealmostalwaysharrowedfromtheirfather;theyaretheconsequencesofatooliteralcopy.Provide,then,againstthem.Yes,nodoubt,butIaskyouwhatstrengthofmindisnotneededbyapoormantoundeceivehisbaby,todestroy,withaword,hisinnocentconfidence,bysayingtohim:"Mychild,Iamnotperfect,andIhavefaultstobeavoided?"
Thisspeciesofdevotiononthepartofthebabyforhisfatherremindsmeofthecharmingremarkofoneofmylittlefriends.Crossingtheroad,thelittlefellowcaughtsightofapoliceman.Heexaminedhimwithrespect,andthenturningtome,afteramoment'sreflection,said,withanairofconviction:"Papaisstrongerthanallthepolicemen,isn'the?"
IfIhadanswered"No,"ourintimacywouldhavebeenbrokenoffshort.
Wasitnotcharming?Onecantrulysay,"Likebaby,likepapa."Ourlifeisthethresholdofhis.Itiswithoureyesthathehasfirstseen.
Profit,youngfathers,bythefirstmomentsofcandoronthepartofyourdearbaby,seektoenterhisheartwhenthislittleheartopens,andestablishyourselfinitsothoroughly,thatatthemomentwhenthechild
isabletojudgeyou,hewillloveyoutoowelltobesevereortoceaseloving.Winhis,affection,itisworththetrouble.
Tobelovedallyourlifebyabeingyoulove--thatistheproblemtobesolved,andtowardthesolutionofwhichallyoureffortsshouldbedirected.Tomakeyourselfloved,istostoreuptreasuresofhappinessforthewinter.Eachyearwilltakeawayascrapofyourlife,contractthecircleofinterestsandpleasuresinwhichyoulive;yourmindbydegreeswillloseitsvigor,andaskforrest,andasyoulivelessandlessbythemind,youwilllivemoreandmorebytheheart.Theaffectionofotherswhichwasonlyapleasantwhetwillbecomeanecessaryfood,andwhateveryoumayhavebeen,statesmenorartists,soldiersorbankers,whenyourheadsarewhite,youwillnolongerbe
anythingbutfathers.
Butfilialloveisnotbornallatonce,norisitnecessaryitshouldbe.Thevoiceofnatureisavoiceratherpoeticalthantruthful.Theaffectionofchildrenisearnedanddeserved;itisaconsequence,notacause,andgratitudeisitscommencement.Atanycost,therefore,yourbabymustbemadegrateful.Donotreckonthathewillbegratefultoyouforyoursolicitude,yourdreamsforhisfuture,thecostofhisnursing,andthesplendiddowrythatyouareamassingforhim;suchgratitudewouldrequirefromhislittlebraintoocomplicatedacalculation,besidessocialideasasyetunknowntohim.Hewillnotbethankfultoyoufortheextremefondnessyouhaveforhim;donotbeastonishedatit,anddonotcryoutathisingratitude.Youmustfirst
makehimunderstandyouraffection;hemustappreciateandjudgeitbeforerespondingtoit;hemustknowhisnotesbeforehecanplaytunes.
Thelittleman'sgratitudewillatfirstbenothingbutasimple,egotisticalandnaturalcalculation.Ifyouhavemadehimlaugh,ifyouhaveamusedhim,hewillwantyoutobeginagain,hewillholdouthislittlearmstoyou,crying:"Doitagain."Andtherecollectionofthepleasureyouhavegivenhimbecomingimpresseduponhismind,hewillsoonsaytohimself:"Nooneamusesmesowellaspapa;itishewhotossesmeintotheair,playsathide-and-seekwithmeandtellsme
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tales."So,bydegrees,gratitudewillbeborninhim,asthanksspringtothelipsofhimwhoismadehappy.
Therefore,learntheartofamusingyourchild,imitatethecrowingofthecock,andgambolonthecarpet,answerhisthousandimpossiblequestions,whicharetheechoofhisendlessdreams,andletyourselfbepulledbythebeardtoimitateahorse.Allthisiskindness,butalsocleverness,andgoodKingHenryIVdidnotbeliehisskilfulpolicybywalkingonallfoursonhiscarpetwithhischildrenonhisback.
Inthisway,nodoubt,yourpaternalauthoritywilllosesomethingofitsaustereprestige,butwillgainthedeepandlastinginfluencethataffectiongives.Yourbabywillfearyoulessbutwillloveyoumore.Whereistheharm.
Donotbeafraidofanything;becomehiscomrade,inordertohavetherightofremaininghisfriend.Hideyourpaternalsuperiorityasthecommissaryofpolicedoeshissash.Askwithkindnessforthatwhichyoumightrightlyinsistuponhaving,andawaiteverythingfromhisheartifyouhaveknownhowtotouchit.Carefullyavoidsuchuglywordsasdiscipline,passiveobedienceandcommand;lethissubmissionbegentletohim,andhisobedienceresemblekindness.Renouncethestupidpleasureofimposingyourfanciesuponhim,andofgivingorderstoproveyourinfallibility.
Childrenhaveakeennessofjudgment,andadelicacyofimpressionwhichwouldnotbeimagined,unlessonehasstudiedthem.Justiceandequityareeasilybornintheirminds,fortheypossess,aboveallthings,positivelogic.Profitbyallthis.Thereareunjustandharshwordswhichremaingravenonachild'sheart,andwhichheremembersallhislife.Reflectthat,inyourbaby,thereisamanwhoseaffectionwillcheeryouroldage;thereforerespecthimsothathemayrespectyou;andbesurethatthereisnotasingleseedsowninthislittleheartwhichwillnotsoonerorlaterbearfruit.
Butthereare,youwillsay,unmanageablechildren,rebelsfromthecradle.Areyousurethatthefirstwordtheyheardintheirliveshas
notbeenthecauseoftheirevilpropensities?Wheretherehasbeenrebellion,therehasbeenclumsypressure;forIwillnotbelieveinnaturalvice.Amongevilinstinctsthereisalwaysagoodone,ofwhichanarmcanbemadetocombattheothers.Thisrequires,Iknow,extremekindness,perfecttact,andunlimitedconfidence,buttherewardissweet.Ithink,therefore,inconclusion,thatafather'sfirstkiss,hisfirstlook,hisfirstcaresses,haveanimmenseinfluenceonachild'slife.Toloveisagreatdeal.Toknowhowtoloveiseverything.
Evenwereonenotafather,itisimpossibletopassbythedearlittleoneswithoutfeelingtouched,andwithoutlovingthem.Muddyandragged,orcarefullydeckedout;runningintheroadwayandrollinginthedust,
orplayingatskippingropeinthegardensoftheTuileries;dabblingamongtheducklings,orbuildinghillsofsandbesidewell-dressedmammas--babiesarecharming.Inbothclassesthereisthesamegrace,thesameunembarrassedmovements,thesamecomicalseriousness,thesamecarelessnessastotheeffectcreated,inshort,thesamecharm;thecharmthatiscalledchildhood,whichonecannotunderstandwithoutloving--whichonefindsjustthesamethroughoutnature,fromtheopeningflowerandthedawningdaytothechildenteringuponlife.
Ababyisnotanimperfectbeing,anunfinishedsketch--heisaman.
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Watchhimclosely,followeveryoneofhismovements;theywillrevealtoyoualogicalsequenceofideas,amarvellouspowerofimagination,suchaswillnotagainbefoundatanyperiodoflife.Thereismorerealpoetryinthebrainofthesedearlovesthanintwentyepics.Theyaresurprisedandunskilled,nodoubt;butnothingequalsthevigoroftheseminds,unexperienced,fresh,simpl