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    RETRE T

    Lung The Meditator

    :s' Disease

    By Ven Lhundup Nyingie

    The most important aspect of retreat is to keep your

    mind happy

    G e s he Lhundup S opa

    Lhundup Nyingje Paula

    March 2001).

    nervous sys tem wh en we begin our m edi ta tion prac t ice .

    Unless the lung i s v e ry severe , i t i s nothing to be a fra id

    of or to wo rry about , i t is jus t a t rade haza rd tha t we can

    lea rn to work wi th and endure . Lung i s our teacher

    because i t i s the feedback w e rece ive when w e a re not

    meditating properly or not l iving a balanced lifestyle.

    Lung is the Tibetan word for "wind." Generally,

    medi ta tor ' s lung i s conges ted chi in and a rou nd the

    heart chakia . We a l l l ea rn about lung when w e a t tend

    our f i rs t Tibe tan Va j rayana Bu ddhis t group m edi ta tion

    re t rea t. Ei the r we ge t i t , or w e hea r about i t f rom our

    fr iends who ge t i t . Lung l i te ra l ly m eans wind but w e

    can translate i t , in this context, as "mental stress." The

    mind r ides on the subt le winds of the body, and when

    the winds do n ' t run smo othly , we fee l s t re ss .

    W hen many peop le beg in a r e tr ea t on a T ibe tan

    man tra yoga sadhana prac t ice tha t invo lves v isual iz-

    ing com plicated forms , reci t ing l i turgy, and reci t ing

    mantras , they discover af ter a week or a month that

    the i r minds ac tua l ly becom e m ore ag i t a ted than they

    w ere be fo re . They may ex per i ence pa in in the ches t

    o r back pa in , headaches ; they may c ry eas i ly and

    anger easi ly , too . They m ay fee l anxious o r have

    pan ic a t t acks o r in s omnia . S ome peop le becom e

    depressed. Some people have delus ional paranoia, or

    hear th ings , or feel s trange sensat ions in their bodies .

    Others have indige s t ion, cons t ipat ion, or d iarrhea.

    Lung is of ten exper ienced as a negative at t i tude

    tow ard the p r ac t ice ( you r mind and body w an t to

    s top ) so you exper ience do ubts about the pract ice,

    doub t s abou t you r l ama . Lung can becom e bad i f i t i s

    not remedied, and if the person continues the pat tern

    that causes i t , that person can become severely

    me ntal ly dis turbed. But that is rare . Mostly i t ' s a

    good cas e o f nega t ive mind o r a nagg ing obs es s ion

    tha t w on ' t go aw ay . S omet imes lung m an i f est s a s an

    aversion to med i ta t ing . You just don ' t wa nt to go

    back and s i t on that cushion

    Anyone u nder menta l p ressure and s t ra in exper i -

    ences lung . Mee t ing dead l ines a t work , family s t ress ,

    and s tudy ing fo r f ina l exams br ings on lung . Everyone

    has the i r ow n sty le o f lung . I t ' s a good idea to learn

    your personal pa t tern so you can know when to re lax

    in your re t rea t . When y ou s tar t to fee l negat ive o r can ' t

    s leep one n igh t o r have ind igest ion , o r when you

    uncontro l lab ly g rowl a t someone, then you know i t i s

    t ime to rest , to back of f on the in tensi ty o f your p rac-

    t ice . Of ten there are s igns tha t ind ica te lung is on the

    verge o f b reak ing ou t in to major symp toms. For me, I

    a lmost a lways have an anxie ty d ream based on the

    theme of the n igh t before a f ina l exam at un iversi ty

    when I haven ' t s tud ied a t a l l and I 'm f ran t ic . That te l ls

    me, "T ime to s low dow n, Nying je- la " W hen I used to

    star t design ing fash ions in my m edi ta t ion sessions

    whi le rec i t ing a mantra , I knew i t was t ime fo r a good

    long break and a w alk .

    W h e n so m e o f o u r wo n d e r f u l T ib e ta n m a s t e rs

    f i r s t encountered people f rom m odern industr ia l ized

    socie t ies , they we re impressed with our level o f edu-

    cat ion and in te l lec tua l acu i ty ; thus, they assume d we

    would m ake grea t p rac t i t ioners . They taught us

    advanced prac t ices and soon w atched us a l l ge t lung

    I th ink th is is rather l ike a f igure skat ing m as ter who

    discovers a g roup of ba l le t dancers and th inks they

    wil l make grea t f igure skaters . The bal le t dancers ge t

    out on the ice and try to dance, and they al l end up

    with spra ined an ldes and broken bones. We have these

    grea t ly ac t iva ted minds, bu t they developed withou t

    any awa reness o f the winds tha t car ry those mind-

    by tes . Watch ing our b rea th and learn ing about our

    wind-m ind before we add a l l the v isual iza t ions and

    ma ntras is like skat ing round and rou nd the r ink for

    hours and hours before we eve n t ry to tu rn around on

    the skates .

    Geshe Rabten thought a l l Weste rne rs have tsog

    lung

    (chronic hea rt lung) . Afte r he spent a yea r leading

    a ca lm abiding re t rea t for Weste rne rs , Gen Lamrim pa

    sa id to us tha t he thought W este rne rs could never lea rn

    to medi ta te : Our minds a re too fas t because we grew u p

    wi th machines and compu te rs . In othe r words , we a l l

    have chronic low-grade anxie ty or t sog lung. I t i s so

    ubiqui tous tha t we think i t i s norm al . There i s an

    epidemic of depress ion and an xie ty in modern indus t r i -

    alized society that is growing rapidly, even among

    chi ldren. Our l i fe s tyle gives us lung. T his same so urce

    of m ost of our hea l th problems i s a l so wha t causes us to

    have a difficult t ime in med itation retreats.

    Wh en we ta lk about lung, we must d i s t inguish

    be tween acute lung and chronic lung. Acute lung comes

    from con cent ra ting too ha rd on the manda la or rec i t ing

    mant ras too fas t or working too ha rd in se rvice a t our

    jobs, or frustration in relationships. Chronic lung can be

    treated with herbs, diet , acupuncture, Tibetan medicine,

    and ta lking the rapies . I would t ry these opt ions be fore

    going to pharm aceut ica ls because in the long run these

    chemica ls may only comp ound the imba lance .

    How ever, when sym ptoms a re e spec ia l ly in tense ,

    people may n eed immed ia te re l ie f . One m ight dec ide to

    take pharmaceu t ica ls fo r a shor t t ime, wi th the he lp o f

    other support ive the rapies, and then s lowly wean one-

    se l f off the pharmaceut ica ls . I would recomm end

    checking wi th a lama b e fore taking any pharmaceut ica l

    chemica ls . I t is m y imp ress ion tha t they a re dispensed

    fa r too eas i ly , and they may ha rm the body and m ind in

    the long te rm. I f a pe rson i s wi l l ing to change the i r ea t -

    ing habi t s , t ake he rbs , or go to an acupunc turi s t and/or a

    skillful psychotherapist , pharmaceutical medicines are

    most l ikely not necessary.

    How and

    w hy w e

    get lung

    Kirt i Tsenshab Rinpoche to ld us tha t fa i th and

    intention are the m ain activities of tantric practice. This

    i s so important . We ge t lung because we don ' t know this

    essent ial ingredient . We ge t too se r ious and t ry ve ry

    hard to see a l l the de ta il s of the manda la and to say

    thousands of mant ras a day, th inking tha t more

    is

    better.

    This gives us lung.

    In Tibe tan m edic ine , lung (wind) im ba lance i s

    related to attachment; bile imbalance is related to

    anger/aversion; and phlegm imbalance is related to

    ignorance . At f i rs t , it may not be so c lea r how un ski l lfu l

    meditation that leads to lung is related to attachment. If

    you think of a t tachment a s the m ind tha t wants , tha t

    grasps , tha t c lings , and then check up w hi le you medi-

    ta te , you can see ho w a sub t le ve rs ion of grasping and

    c l inging can abide wi th you as you focus on you r medi-

    ta t ion objec t . I t comes in the form o f want ing m ore

    c la r i ty than you have , or want ing to f in i sh up, or not

    want ing to f in i sh . I f you a re in a neut ra l s ta te of mind,

    and then th ink of something you w ant to do, you can

    feel a slight t ightening in your chest, a l i t t le excitement

    or anticipation. Most of us think this is happiness, but i t

    i s ac tua l ly a s ta te of grasping. T his can a l so cause lung.

    Those who do and don t get lung

    People who medi ta te for s t re ss reduc t ion purposes

    only and a ren ' t in te res ted in a t ta ining enl ightenment

    probably don ' t ge t lung. We ge t lung because we a re

    t rying to do

    something, t ry ing to a t ta in som ething,

    instead of relaxing and lett ing it happen naturally. Lung

    comes from forc ing our mind beyon d i t s capac ity to

    stay relaxed while meditating. The key to good medita-

    tion is a relaxed m ind. W e don ' t o f t en know w he n w e

    are forc ing our mind unt i l we ge t lung We a re habi tu

    a ted to having a s l ight ly grasping or exc i ted mind when

    we do things , because th is i s of ten where we f ind the

    energy to do wh a t we want to do; but th i s does not work

    for us when w e want to medi ta te . We ge t lung from

    forc ing our minds to s tay on the med i ta tion objec t when

    i t i s ti red . We ge t lung from saying the mant ra too fas t

    and for too long. We ge t lung from forc ing a visua l iza -

    t ion to be c lea r . We ge t lung from t rying to keep the

    thoughts a t bay ins tead of unders tanding tha t i t 's okay

    for thoughts to come and go. W hat we a re looking for i s

    to s tabi l ize on the mind tha t l i es be low the thoughts . No

    accepting and no rejecting. . . the ocean, not the waves. . . .

    R e m e m be r?

    Lung usua l ly com es on ve ry s lowly, a f te r days of

    forcing concentration or reciting mantras too fast with-

    out be ing aware of i t . By the t ime y ou rea l ize you have

    lung, i t ' s ve ry ha rd to diss ipa te wi thout s topping the

    medi ta t ion a l toge the r and res t ing the mind for a few

    days by engaging in fun and play. Lung jus t seems to be

    part of lea rning how to do V a j rayana prac tice . The more

    you prac t ice , the sooner you ca tch the habi t s tha t lead to

    lung, and the re fore , i t becomes le ss of a problem.

    The m ore you m edi ta te , the more you a re able to

    perce ive the tex ture of your m ind, so you can see o r

    hea r the m is takes jus t a s an a r t is t or a m usic ian would.

    L

    ung (pro-

    nounced

    "bong ") , o r

    "medi ta tor ' s

    d i s e a s e , " happens to

    almost every meditator,

    even ve ry experienced

    ones. It is similar to an

    athlete who strains a

    musc le and then has to

    rest for a wh ile to let that

    musc le hea l . We m edi ta -

    tors s t ra in our ne rvous

    sys tems. Some of us

    already have a strained

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    dvice about Lung from Lama Zopa Rinpoche

    I t just takes time on the cushion. Like a ny other form of

    discipline, i t only becomes easy with a lot of effort. . .

    r ight effort: gentle, loving, relaxed, no expectation, no

    pushing effort. We need to remem ber that one of the

    four powers of joyous effort in Shanticleva's teachings

    on the six perfections is the power of rest. hi modern

    industrialized society, resting is a sign of w eakness.

    Rest is just as important as activity in manifesting any

    sort of production.

    Tibe tan master s descr ibe the process o f medi ta -

    t ion as be ing s imi la r to t r a in ing a wi ld horse . I f you

    te ther i t to a shor t rope and t ry to b eat i t in to submis-

    s ion , you wi l l have a v ery d i f f icu l t t ime taming tha t

    horse . Bu t i f you give i t a la rge co r ra l to run in and

    approach the wi ld an imal w i th k indness and love , you

    can r ide tha t horse in a shor t whi le . W e have to t r ea t

    ourse lves very gen t ly . Ribur Rinpoche te l ls us over

    and over again, " . . . r . .e. .1. .a. .x. . . ." This is the key to

    m e d i ta t ion w i thou t l ung .

    LUNG

    Prevention Management

    1 . Don ' t push yourse lf , your body o r your mind

    more is not bet ter and might is not r ight . W hatever

    you do , do i t fo r o thers

    2. Pros trate before sess ions or do chi gong in the

    breaks. Twice a day is good, i f you can .

    3.

    Begin your session w i th a qu ie t t ime, ca lming

    your mind, tuning in to your energy. Breathe into your

    lower chakras and le t the anxie ty come ou t . Mel t the

    tension wi th the exper ience o f re fuge . Soo the your

    inner child; listen kindly to its complaints.

    4. End your sess ion with f ive minutes of spa-

    cious m edita t ion , jus t re lax ing in to the three c ircles of

    emp tiness of dedicat ion or re lax at the dissolu tion

    t ime. Even thoug h you w ant to get up, jus t s i t and

    breathe in to the men tal tens ion unt i l your mind is

    relaxed. Aim to end the sess ion before you are t i red.

    Also , you can v isual ize your hollow body f i l led with

    f ive-colored l ights radiat ing out a l l the lung and

    bless ing al l the sent ient beings and the env ironme nt .

    5.

    Spend a l i t t le t ime e very day , i f possib le ,

    re lax ing your gaze by looking up at the sky or s tar ing

    out a t a long dis tance v iew as you g ent ly recognize

    empt iness . Th is rea l ly le ts the lung ou t .

    6.

    Eat enough protein and cut back on (no t cut

    out ) a l l sweets . Eat a w ell-balanced diet , su i ted to

    your body type and heal th needs , i .e . , s tudy nu tr i tion .

    Exerc ise s ix days a week .

    7.

    Learn to re lax in a l l your act ions . Medita t ion

    is play , not work. Relax : Lie dow n or s i t in a comfor t-

    able chair or do chi gong for a few m inutes af ter your

    sess ion ends . (This is adv ice f rom His Holiness the

    Dala i Lama. )

    8.

    Don ' t force your v isual izat ion . Be sat is f ied

    wi t h wh a t c o m e s .

    9.

    Contentm ent is the key to a good retreat ; cul t i -

    v a t e co n ten tmen t an d a h appy m in d . Med i t a te o n th e

    innermost jewels o f the Kadam gesh es every day . The

    key to contentm ent is breath ing with bodhichi t ta a l l

    the t ime. Detach yourself f rom grasping exper iences

    by a deep unde rs tanding of karma, and le t go of a l l

    not ions of blame and sham e. "Follow your bl is s ," as

    Joseph Cam pbel l used to say .

    10.

    "Set your re-set but ton" once a w eek, i f not

    once a day . Th at i s , r ecrea te un t i l you fee l grounded,

    o pen , j o y f u l , c l ea r , an d m o t iv a t ed .

    [Excerpted from a forthcoming book of selections of

    advice from Lama Zopa Rinpoche to students on

    everything from specifie practice questions to

    personal problems. The book will be on sale later

    this year.]

    1

    To a monk who has lung

    "I unders tand about lung . When one is bored and

    t i red of doing prayers , one sees the prayer book, and

    lung com es . Things that are dif f icul t and th ings that

    we do n ' t l ike br ing lung . I don ' t th ink that the th ings

    you real ly enjoy g ive lung . Do you agree? Sometimes

    w h en y o u do s o me th in g w i th s o mu ch en e r g y , s u dden -

    ly the energy changes and then you change; you g ive

    u p . F o r ex ample , a mo n k w o r k ed s o h a r d f o r a v e r y

    long t ime with com puters , even through the n ight ;

    then i t suddenly changed, and he couldn ' t do it any-

    more . The energy just changed

    "So in th is case, some thing that you get bored

    with and don ' t l ike wi l l g ive you lung. Psycho logica l ly ,

    the ant idote is to accept . Wh enever you enco unter

    problem s , ra ther than being unhapp y about i t , accept

    i t as a result of pas t karma , then i t no longer becom es

    a problem, or i t i s mu ch less of a problem. Think

    especial ly of the benef i ts . Kadam Geshe Karab

    Gom chung said that even a small suf fer ing in the

    present f in ishes heavy pas t negat ive karmas that cause

    us to be reborn in the lower realms , where we w ould

    exper ience su f fer ing fo r many eons. As a resu l t , there

    will be a ha ppy l i fe in the fu ture .

    "Therefore , one should m edita te , re jo icing in the

    suffer ing . Of course, as you know from thought t rans-

    formation, you can use your problem to pract ice bod-

    h ich i t ta , use i t fo r the ' tak ing and giving ' p rac t ice

    tak ing al l sent ient beings ' suf fer ing in the form of

    pollu t ion through the nos tr i ls , tak ing i t in to the hear t ,

    des troying al l the ego and the self -cher ish ing thought

    com pletely , so there 's noth ing lef t . Do th is a few

    times . At o ther t ime s , th ink, 'I 'm expe r iencing th is for

    al l sent ient be ings . '

    "By doing th is , you collect sk ies of mer i t , and the

    body becomes l ike a wish-grant ing jewel. With th is

    body , when y ou exper ience su f fer ing fo r o thers wi th

    each taking and g iv ing , many eons of negat ive karma

    are pur if ied. Each t ime you com e closer to enlighten-

    ment . Th is i s the best p rac t ice , as you know

    " Y o u can a l s o u s e th e lu n g in cen s e made by

    Tibetans, apply Tiger Balm, o r take the Tibe tan med i-

    c ine , Akara-soga 35, fo r l i f e -wind s icknesses . "

    2 To a student who could not sleep

    "People in the W est th ink tha t i f you do no t s leep

    there is something w rong with you , but is i t i s only a

    problem i f i t i s causing harm to your hea l th ; o ther -

    wise , i t can be very usefu l . Maybe people w ho need to

    do c lear l igh t medi ta t ion need to s leep . Actua l ly , my

    job is pu t t ing people to s leep , I th ink you know th is

    "I f you can ' t fa l l as leep, one method is to do

    prayers and read the Lam -r im. Mayb e i f you t ry to

    med ita te for a long t ime you w il l fa ll as leep.

    "For problems associated with lung eat ing meat

    can be very b enef ic ial , and eat ing gar l ic and onion

    can help as well . Also , one can dr ink broth made f rom

    bones , boi l ing the bones in hot w ater [see

    Mandala

    June-Ju ly 2004 Tibe tan M edic ine] .

    "The bes t th ing to do is the pract ice of the 35

    Confess ion Bud dhas , with pros tra t ions and reci ta t ion

    This may he lp because i t pur if ies your negat ive karm

    and creates the cause for you to achieve enlighten-

    ment . You can d o i t in the morn ing o r even ing."

    3

    To a student who said she had had lung for the

    past three years

    "Visualize the guru on your crown. Nectar f lows

    from the guru 's hear t down in to your body, speech,

    and m ind, pur ify ing i l lness , spir i t harm, negat ive

    karma, and obscu rat ions (especial ly lung energy). As

    you v isual ize th is , reci te the guru 's mantra .

    "This method can also be used for any heavy

    s ickness . While the guru is s t i l l on the crown of your

    h ead , m ak e s t r o n g r equ es t w i th to t a l r e l i an ce o n th e

    guru fo r th is nega t ive karma to be pur i f ied comple te ly

    Do th is before absorbing the g uru in to the hear t .

    "When you have s t rong lung , while s tanding ,

    v isual ize an i ron n ine-pronged vajra a t your hea r t ,

    in s ide your body . T h is i ron va j ra i s r ed-ho t , b laz ing

    oneness with f i re . Concentrate pointedly on that vajra

    That is the main pract ice ."

    4 To a nun was suffering from lung in the

    heart and depression.

    R in po ch e r eco mmen ded acu pu n c tu re an d th e

    following Tibetan precious pi l ls : Moo n Crys tal , three

    a week for seven weeks , and Rinchen Jumar , four

    t imes a week for seven w eeks . This completely got r i

    of her lung.

    5 To a monk who had been experiencing serious

    lung while attending the Basic Study program

    He had beg un hav ing dif f icul ty s tudying , to the

    point that he reques ted permiss ion to become a pa r t-

    t ime s tudent . He reques ted Lam a Zopa 's adv ice as to

    whether he shou ld remain at the s tudy center and do

    par t- t ime s tudy, or work par t- t ime. He also asked

    R in po ch e to r eco mm en d a p r ac t i ce f o r h im to do .

    Rinpoche responded as fo l lows:

    "Ear ly in the morning , and at n ight , breathe in

    very s t rongly and then brea the ou t v ery s t rongly .

    Think that the lung has gone out as negat ive karma.

    Do th is many t im es . Also do the phys ical exercises

    f rom the Six Yog as o f Naropa . Ch i gong is a lso

    helpful.

    "There is a special lung pract ice cal led Ma th

    H ar du n th a t Lama T s o n g k h apa came ac r o s s w h en h e

    was s tudying and w as manifes t ing the aspect of lung .

    He rece ived the prac t ice f rom an o ld Sa lcya m onk . I t

    may be dif f icul t to find, but you could ask a g eshe. A

    s tuden t rece ived the t ransm ission fo r th is p rac t ice

    f rom Kir t i Tsenshab Rinpoche and was cured jus t by

    r ece iv in g th e t r an s mis s io n . " *

    A u g u s t / S e p t e m b e r 2 00 4 M A N D A L A