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Lest Our Passage Be Forgotten& Other Stories
Bradley P. Beaulieu
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Copyright © 2013 by Bradley P. Beaulieu
Cover art by Sang Han © 2011Cover design by Bradley P. Beaulieu
Interior art by Evgeni Maloshenkov © 2013Author photo courtesy of Al Bogdan
All rights reserved.
All characters and events in this book are !ctitious. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is strictly coincidental. "e scanning, uploading and distribution of this book via the Internet or any other means without the permission of
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“In the Eyes of the Empress’s Cat” (as by Brad Beaulieu) © 2006 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First
published in Orson Scott Card’s Intergalactic Medicine Show, March 2006.
“Lest Our Passage Be Forgotten” © 2008 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Realms of
Fantasy Magazine, June 2008.
“Prima” © 2013 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. Previously unpublished.
“Sweet as Honey” © 2009 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Orson Scott Card’s
Intergalactic Medicine Show, November 2009.
“Shadows in the Mirrors” © 2008 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Dimensions Next
Door, edited by Martin H. Greenberg and Kerrie Hughes, DAW Books, 2008.
“Parting the Clouds” © 2012 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Time-Traveled Tales,
edited by Jean Rabe, CreateSpace, 2012.
“An Instrument of War” © 2013 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. Previously unpublished.
“Unearthed” © 2013 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. Previously unpublished.
“Flotsam” © 2004 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in L. Ron Hubbard Presents Writers
of the Future Volume XX, edited by Algis Budrys, Galaxy Press, 2004.
“Prey to the Gods” © 2013 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. Previously unpublished.
“A Trade of Shades” © 2004 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in AlienSkin Magazine,
February 2004.
“Good Morning Heartache” © 2009 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Spells in the
City, edited by Martin H. Greenberg and Jean Rabe, DAW Books, 2009.
“Cirque Du Lumière” (as by Brad Beaulieu) © 2008 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published
in Fellowship Fantastic, edited by Martin H. Greenberg and Kerrie Hughes, DAW Books, 2008.
“How Peacefully the Desert Sleeps” (as by Brad Beaulieu) © 2007 by Bradley P. Beaulieu.
First published in Orson Scott Card’s Intergalactic Medicine Show, October 2007.
“Foretold” © 2010 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Steampunk’d, edited by Martin
H. Greenberg and Jean Rabe, DAW Books, 2010.
“To the Towers of Tulandan” © 2013 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. Previously unpublished.
“From the Spices of Sanandira” © 2011 by Bradley P. Beaulieu. First published in Beneath
Ceaseless Skies, issues #70 and #71, 2011.
!ese stories were "rst published in slightly di#erent form and appear here in the author's
preferred texts.
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Also by Bradley P. Beaulieu
!e Lays of Anuskaya!e Winds of Khalakovo!e Straits of Galahesh
!e Flames of Shadam Khoreh
Short Story CollectionsLest Our Passage Be Forgotten & Other Stories
Forthcoming in 2014 from DAW Books
!e Song of the Shattered SandsTwelve Kings in Sharakhai
!e Inverted !orn!e !irteenth Tribe
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Praise for !e Winds of Khalakovo
“Well worth exploring… Beaulieu [depicts] a strange culture [with] a remarkable fantasy/magical reality feel.”
—Glen Cook, bestselling author of !e Black Company
“Overlaid with the rich feel of Cyrillic culture, Beaulieu’s debut introduces a fascinating world of archipelagic realms and shamanic magic worked primarily by women. Verdict: Strong characters and a plot "lled with tension and di$cult choices make this a good option for fantasy fans.”
—Library Journal
“Sailing ships of the sky! Bradley P. Beaulieu’s !e Winds of Khalakovo is an energetic, swashbuckling novel with a distinctive %avor, a lush setting, and a plot "lled with adventure, interesting characters, and intrigue. Exactly the kind of fantasy I like to read.”
—Kevin J. Anderson, New York Times bestselling author of !e Saga of Seven Suns
“Elegantly crafted, refreshingly creative, !e Winds of Khalakovo o#ers a compelling tale of men and women "ghting to protect their world. Politics, faith, betrayal, sacri"ce, and of course supernatural mystery—it’s all there, seamlessly combined in a tale driven by intelligent and passionate characters whose relationships and goals a reader can really care about. A great read!”
—C. S. Friedman, bestselling author of the Cold"re and Magister trilogies
“A page-turner with twists, turns and palpable danger...”
—Paul Genesse, author of !e Golden Cord
“In !e Winds of Khalakovo Beaulieu navigates through a web of complex characters... dukes, duchesses, lovers, and more, while building a rich and intricate world thick with intrigue. He plots the course of Nikandr Iaroslov Khalakovo, a prince laden with disease and courtly responsibilities, and deftly brings the tale to a satisfying end that leaves the reader hungry for the next installment. Beaulieu is a writer that bears watching. I look forward to his next novel.”
—Jean Rabe, USA Today bestselling fantasy author
“Bradley P. Beaulieu is a welcome addition to the roster of new fantasy novelists. !e Winds of Khalakovo is a sharp and original fantasy full of action, intrigue, romance, politics, mystery and magick, tons of magick. !e boldly imagined new world and sharply drawn characters will pull you into !e Winds of Khalakovo and won’t let you go until the last page.”
—Michael A. Stackpole, bestselling author of I, Jedi and At the Queen’s Command
Praise for !e Straits of Galahesh
“Dark, ambitious, complex, populated with a great cast of characters that leap o# the pages, !e Straits of Galahesh is just what the doctor ordered if you are looking for a quality read that’s di#erent from everything else on the market today. !e Winds of Khalakovo turned out to be one
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of the very best SFF works of 2011. Somehow, Bradley P. Beaulieu has raised the bar even higher for this sequel, making !e Straits of Galahesh a ‘must read’ speculative "ction title for 2012.”
—Pat’s Fantasy Hotlist
“If you’re the kind of reader who enjoys Steven Erikson’s approach of throwing readers into a setting without too much guidance and letting the story do the job of explaining the details as it progresses, you should have a great time getting to know this fantasy universe. While that happens, you’ll be treated to healthy doses of feudal and international politics, strong characters, unique magic, romance, spectacular battles on land and in the air, and a story that continues to broaden in scope. !e Lays of Anuskaya is shaping up to be a "ne fantasy trilogy.”
—Tor.com
“Beaulieu presents a [...] vividly realized tale of heroes torn between duty and love.”
—Publishers Weekly
“In the title to this review, I called !e Straits of Galahesh a Russian Bear of a novel. Like !e Winds of Khalakovo, this is a thick, dense secondary world fantasy that requires a full engagement from the reader to really get the best enjoyment out of. And yes, given the stakes, and the scope of the novel, this is de"nitely epic fantasy.”
—!e Functional Nerds
“If you read !e Winds of Khalakovo, then you will want to read !e Straits of Galahesh. If you haven’t, then buy and read them both. !is one is full of excitement, suspense, and betrayal. Lots of betrayal, some intentional, some not. I’ve read a great deal of fantasy in the last year, and almost all of it was good to great. !e Straits of Galahesh was one of the best.”
—Adventures Fantastic
“Reading Bradley P. Beaulieu’s !e Lays of Anuskaya series is like traveling through grand undiscovered country, being in a place that is familiar enough to understand and di#erent enough to amaze. [...] !e Straits of Galahesh continues the breakneck pace of a "ght for an entire world, touched by passion, love, and loyalty. As a reader, almost every chapter added to my sense of wonder and realization. I can’t recommend this fabulous fantasy series highly enough. Read it.”
—Brenda Cooper, author of !e Creative Fire and Mayan December
“With !e Straits of Galahesh, Beaulieu returns to the vibrant fantasy he introduced in !e Winds of Khalakovo. A gritty book packed with big ideas and Byzantine politics, and inhabited by compellingly %awed heroes, Straits is the sort of fully realized epic one can sink into for days. It sings with action, magic, and heart—the perfect second act in a brilliant series.”
—Rob Ziegler, author of Seed
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For Mom, who nurtured me in all the ways that mattered.And Dad, who showed me the man I might become.
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To the Towers of Tulandan
As Khadija crawled along the dank sewer pipe, she allowed the freezing chill to !ll her.
Her breath billowed into the enclosed space ahead as her arms and belly and legs
crunched over the !lthy, ice-rimed water lining the trough. Wind scoured the streets of
Kirishci somewhere above, and it felt no less brisk in this dark place as she forced her
numb limbs to drag herself slowly along. It felt as though she would never reach the grate
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in time for the hanging, so slow was the going, but she forced herself to pull, one arm in
front of the next—the fates would see to the rest.
When she reached the grate at last, she pushed it up and out, then brought the grate
into the sewer pipe with her. She pushed it forward and away from the clear opening, for
it was made of iron and would foul her abilities were it too near. Bersuq had loosened the
grate three nights prior, but he’d been spotted by the city’s oprichni while leaving, so
they’d all agreed, including Khadija herself, that it was best if she entered the sewers
through another route.
She backed up into the darkness and waited, forcing herself to relax rather than shiver
like one of the soft Landed nobles.
When the sun rose at last, she saw a woman limp across the square. More of the
Landed soon followed—peasants leading carts laden with bales of harvest hay over the
snow-covered cobbles; children running and slipping along the snow and ice, laughing;
the occasional soldier, one of Kirishci’s oprichni, wearing the long, dark cherkesskas and
fur-lined kolpaks of Rhavanki—and !nally, as the sun rose over the old stone buildings,
people began to gather, crowding the gallows as a young boy in courtly clothes stepped
onto the platform and rang a brass bell three times. Soon after, three men and two
women were led onto the platform. Ten oprichni followed, six of them bearing #intlock
muskets and berdische axes with their broad blades and long hafts.
"e remaining four held other implements at the ready, no less a weapon than the
axes or muskets. "ey were dousing rods, circles of iron with long handles that allowed
the oprichni to snu$ any attempt by Maharraht qiram like Khadija to draw upon the
powers of #ame or wind or water. No matter to them that none of the condemned wore
circlets or bracelets or anklets with stones set into them; the oprichni eyed them warily
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just the same, preparing against a summoned gust of wind or the release of a bolt of
bright white lightning that might course through all of them at once.
It’s good they’re scared. !ey deserve to be.
"e oprichni studied the crowd as well, expecting retribution, a thing the Maharraht
had given them at many of the recent hangings around the islands of Rhavanki. "ey
expected an attack, and that was exactly what was coming, though not for the reasons the
oprichni might expect. "e !ve gathered Maharraht, those condemned to die, had chosen
to come here, to give themselves up that Khadija and the others could create a diversion
for their leader, Soroush. "eir bravery and sacri!ce was a source of pride for them all, for
a prize was being brought to Rhavanki this day. A boy. A very special boy. Why Soroush
had chosen Rhavanki she didn’t know, but she knew enough to understand that the day
when the Landed would be overthrown was nearing.
Khadija wore an anklet with a stone of azurite set into it. As the leader of the
oprichni, their desyatnik, read the transgressions of the condemned—transgressions no
doubt fabricated by the High Magistrate of Kirishci—Khadija opened herself to the
stone, allowed the chill of the water to su$use her more fully. She felt the way it seeped
through her clothes and stole her warmth, how it ran the length of the channel below her
and met larger runnels of water as they trailed out from the city toward the nearby river
and down toward the sea more than two leagues away. What she was doing would attract
the notice of the Matri—the Duchess Katerina or one of her four daughters. After all,
with a hanging taking place, they would have taken precautions, the Matri submerging
themselves in their drowning basins and watching for signs of the Maharraht, which was
precisely why Khadija had waited to forge her bond until now.
Focus, Khadija.
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Spending undue thoughts on the Matri would foil her attempts to bond with a spirit,
so she let her mind relax as nooses were slipped around the necks of the Maharraht. Her
brothers and sisters stood stoically, con!dent in the sacri!ces they’d made, preparing
themselves for their next lives.
Khadija reached out, calling upon nearby spirits. One approached quickly, young
from the feel of it but powerful enough for her purposes. She o$ered herself to the
jalahezhan, giving of her form that it might taste of the material world. She thought it
might refuse her—they were mercurial, after all—but soon, the bond had coalesced.
"e nooses had now been tightened. "e desyatnik, wearing a grey cherkesska and
black boots and a golden medallion in his kolpak hat that gleamed in the otherwise grey
morning, read the last of the writ as Khadija bid a tendril of water to snake up and out
from the sewer pipe. It slithered forward, the snow melting where it touched, drawing
still more water to its form, causing it to widen as it approached the edge of the gallows.
As the desyatnik stepped back, rolling up the writ, many in the crowd looked up at a
black rook as it #apped through the square, cawing wildly. “Maharraht!” it called.
“Beware! Maharraht!”
It was the Matra, speaking through the voice of the rook. "e warning had come
sooner than Khadija had hoped, but she was not unprepared, and neither would the
others be.
"e tendril of water snaked up the nearest of the platform’s stout wooden posts. "e
wind picked up, blowing strongly across the square. "e peasants began to scatter as the
desyatnik bellowed orders and his oprichni brought their dousing rods to bear, pointing
them into a growing wind that was now howling through the streets, pressing the crowd
and the oprichni and the gathered Maharraht.
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"e rook cawed violently as it was tossed by the gusting wind, and Khadija smiled
bitterly. "e wind, though it was now starting to die from the e$orts of the oprichni and
the e$ects of the black iron dousing rods, was only a diversion. Hers was the true assault.
Drawing further upon her bonded hezhan, Khadija forced the stream of !lthy water
to divide. It split and split again until there were ten in all, enough for each of the ten
gathered oprichni. Each stream held enough to !ll a man’s lungs. As they gamboled along
the planks like tiny brooks, a woman standing in the square shouted and pointed wildly
at them, but the oprichni were occupied. Khadija did not revel in the death she was about
to deal, but neither would she weep for the souls of these Landed men when they were
gone.
As the !rst of the cords of water began to snake up the leg of the nearest soldier,
however, someone stepped into the square, a man set apart by the robes he wore—inner
robes of ivory, outer robes the orange of the setting sun. "ough nearly obscured by his
mop of curly brown hair, she could see a golden circlet upon his brow, and within the
circlet was a tourmaline gemstone that—like Khadija’s own stone of azurite would be
doing now—was glowing under the morning sun. "ere was something familiar about
him, even his gait, but he was too far away, the crowd too frenetic, for the half-formed
memories to coalesce.
On the platform, the soldier’s eyes widened as the water streamed up his leg to his
chest, then his neck, and into his mouth and nostrils. He turned, gripping his musket,
staring skyward as if the cawing rook could somehow help him. He was an older soldier,
approaching !fty or more. He looked to be a petty man, his eyes like a rat’s, his small
mouth loath to utter a kind word. As it dawned upon him what was happening, his eyes
locked on one of the Maharraht still bound by her noose. Perhaps the soldier thought the
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Maharraht had done this, or perhaps he’d just grown angry, but as the water continued to
pour down his throat and lungs, he pulled the trigger of his #intlock musket and !red
pointblank into the chest of the staring woman.
"e woman blinked, blood #owing from the wound between her breasts. She
slumped as some of the nearby oprichni turned. "ey saw the choking soldier fall to his
knees, gripping his throat, they saw the water creeping across the planks toward their own
black boots, and they turned to meet this new threat.
But just then the Aramahn man spread his arms wide and the rest of the water
Khadija had summoned #ashed to steam, !lling the air around the platform with a nearly
impenetrable mist.
At that moment, someone on the platform pulled the lever that would activate the
trap doors beneath the Maharraht. As the mist spread, their forms dropped, jerking
sharply as the ropes caught their weight. "en the snow around the platform began to
steam as well, obscuring more of the surrounding square. Flashes of orange light came
from within the mist like the cannon-!re Khadija had once seen in the mists of an early
summer dawn. Moments later she heard bodies dropping. Fire had cut the ropes of the
hanging Maharraht.
"is man was gifted, then. Gifted indeed, to wield both !re and water.
Soon the entire scene was cast in a downy white fog so thick Khadija could see
nothing. She felt the cool dampness enter the sewer as she climbed out and stood once
again on solid ground. She was reluctant to release her jalahezhan, but the Matri could
!nd her too easily if she didn’t, so she allowed the spirit to slip back across the veil to the
world beyond.
And suddenly she felt the cold much more deeply than she had only moments ago.
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"e Matri had discovered them. "ere was nothing to do now but retreat and
regroup. So she ran, though she’d not made it twenty paces before coming upon someone
standing in the mist ahead. She cursed herself for releasing her jalahezhan so soon, but
she was not unarmed. She pulled the curved khanjar from her belt and held it before her.
“Fates be, Khadija,” a golden voice called, “would you take a knife to your kuadim?”
Khadija held her ground as the mists began to part. "ere, standing before her…
Could it be? By the fates who shine above, it was Ashan, the one who had taught her the
ways of the Aramahn when she was young.
“I thought my message might never reach you,” she said.
“You said it was important.”
“It is, son of Ahrumea.” She took Ashan by the hand and led him quickly down the
road. “It is.”
Ashan squatted near a !re, patting dough between his hands, forming it into a rough
circle. After sprinkling it with salt and rosemary from a small wooden container by his
side, he tossed it lightly onto a cooking stone. "e bread sizzled for a moment, mixing
with the sounds of the surf, and the smell !lled the small seaside cave to which they’d
retreated after the attack in Kirishci. It was the place she’d been assigned, the place
Soroush would come to !nd her when all was well. A good enough place to introduce
him to Ashan, she thought.
For a time she and Ashan had been followed by the oprichni, but Ashan had
summoned more steam before !nally releasing his spirits as well. Khadija worried that the
Matri were watching them even now from their drowning basins in Palotza Iyakar, but as
time wore on and she and Ashan ate their simple meal of #atbread and black bean paste
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in silence, she began to worry less, not because the danger was not high, but because she’d
promised herself long ago to never fear the Landed again. If the fates willed her to be
taken and hung, she would accept it and welcome her next life and begin her long
journey of penance from the violence she’d dealt in this one.
“Where did my message !nd you?” Khadija asked him.
Ashan smiled widely, showing his gapped and angled teeth. “Is that where you wish to
begin?”
“It’s a good enough place to start,” she replied.
“I’ve come from Khazabyirsk, and before that Bolgravya, and before that the Towers
of Tulandan, which was where”—he looked up from tending the cooking #atbread with a
goggle-eyed expression—“your message found me.”
Khadija closed her eyes. "e Towers… How she wished she could go to that ancient
place of learning and read their texts, perhaps share her stories with others and listen to
theirs. But she’d chosen another life. Like an eclipse of the sun, the life she’d chosen had
long ago sti#ed her will to learn, had in fact smothered it until the thirst for knowledge
she’d once felt so keenly now felt instead like something that had never been hers; but
when she came in contact with someone like Ashan, her desires were rekindled, at least
until her next act of violence.
“What made up your mind to come?” Khadija asked.
While #ipping the #atbread with practiced movements, he laughed, a joyous sound
she’d nearly forgotten. “One would think you wished I hadn’t come.”
“I don’t remember you being so circumspect.”
His smile faded. “I don’t remember you being so violent.”
Khadija ignored the jab. Behind the smiles, Ashan was shrewd, and he was trying to
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push her into revealing more than she wished. “Have you come to save me, then? To turn
me back to the path of vashaqiram, to enlightenment?”
Ashan had already lost his humor, but now he became gravely serious. When he
spoke, he spoke in low tones. “It is a path you can always return to, daughter of Fassed.
Even were you to be caught and hung tomorrow. Even”—he gave her that look again
—“were you to kill everyone on this island.”
At this, Khadija’s breath caught, and to her great shame Ashan saw. Not shame for the
acts she and the others hoped to commit against the Duchy of Rhavanki, but for the life
she’d left behind, the vows—to herself if no one else—she’d turned her back on.
“Khadija, what happened to Mirilah does not have to happen to you.”
“Do not speak to me of my sister!”
Suddenly the message she’d sent so long ago seemed foolish indeed. What had she
hoped in summoning Ashan here? He would never agree to help, or if he did, then
Soroush would refuse him.
“What made you come?” she !nally snapped.
Ashan pursed his lips. He looked strange, as if choosing his words with great care, but
then there came a sound from the entrance to the cave, and Ashan turned toward it. A
bear of a man with a long grey beard stooped low to enter the cave. Khadija grit her teeth
and did her best to hide her disappointment. She’d hoped Soroush himself would come.
He at least she could reason with. Bersuq, Soroush’s brother, was like a stone, rigid in his
thinking and resolute that others should be the same.
Bersuq could not come to full height when he reached the open space near the !re, so
he crouched and sat on his heels, eyeing Ashan warily. Bersuq wore the clothes of the
Maharraht, robes of rough woolen cloth, almond-shaped turban with a ragged tail that
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hung down his chest.
Khadija motioned to Ashan. “"is is Ashan Kida al Ahrumea.”
“Ashan is known to me.” Bersuq’s greying beard waggled as he spoke.
“Forgive me,” Ashan said as he ripped some hot bread free and popped it into his
mouth, “but I do not know you.”
“And why would you?” Bersuq asked.
“Ashan,” she waved to the man across from him, “may the fates smile as you meet
Bersuq Wahad al Gatha.”
“Peace be upon you,” Ashan said around his food, o$ering Bersuq his smile.
Bersuq refused to return it, turning his head to Khadija instead. He said nothing, but
his gaze demanded answers.
“I summoned him here, Bersuq, for I’m running out of answers. In truth, I was
running out long before we came here.”
Bersuq’s face soured. He was not a forgiving man, nor a patient one, and he was
beginning to show his anger, which meant surely that considerably more was bottled up
inside him. “You imagine that an arqesh will help us?”
“In this he might.”
“Why?”
“Allow me to ask him and you’ll see.”
"e muscles along Bersuq’s jaw worked. His reddened eyes looked her up and down,
then they studied Ashan. “Are you Maharraht?”
“I am not,” Ashan said matter-of-factly.
Bersuq stood, hunching over, and stared down at Khadija. “"en he cannot come.”
And with that he left the cave, leaving a dread feeling in the pit of Khadija’s heart.
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"e sound of rushing water !lled the valley walls. Khadija walked along a trail layered
with fresh fallen snow. Two sets of footprints were nearly lost, but she could see them,
dimples mirroring one another along the trail that hugged the steep right side of the
valley. After a bend in the path the sound of rushing water rose dramatically. On the
valley’s opposite face frothed a wide, white waterfall that issued from a gap in the black
cli$ face and fell to a churning pool below. Standing even with her on an outcropping of
rock halfway down the course of the roaring water were a tall man and a young boy, both
dressed in the ragged clothes of the Maharraht.
"e man was Soroush Wahad al Gatha, the very man she had been following, her
guiding light, these past seven years.
And the boy…
His name was Nasim, and he was gifted. Gifted in ways not seen in centuries.
Speaking to him, however, communicating with him, that was another matter entirely.
Soroush crouched next to him, his long black beard blowing in the wind as he
whispered in Nasim’s ear. He whispered not because of the falls but because Khadija
herself had learned that to whisper so close seemed to reach him more often than other
methods. Nasim was not watching the water. He was hugging himself around his waist, as
he did so often. Only rarely did he act otherwise, and even more rarely did he speak,
though she knew he was not a boy without words. He could speak, but only when the
fates and some queer working of Nasim’s mind saw !t.
Khadija continued on the trail and eventually stepped from soft earth onto black
stone wet from the spray of the waterfall. "e moment she did, Nasim’s head snapped
toward her. Soroush turned as well, alarmed, not from her presence, but from Nasim’s
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unexpected reaction to it. Nasim rarely noticed the details of the world around him.
Khadija had worked with him for nearly three years now, but he’d only spoken with her
twice: once while ferrying him across the White Sea north of Bolgravya, and another
while cutting across the Great Northern Sea as they’d approached Rafsuhan, one of the
few Maharraht refuges. Both times Khadija had felt a yawning inside of her, something
Nasim himself had surely caused.
She felt it again here, a hollow in her gut that felt as though the world were opening
up beneath her and that any moment it would swallow her whole. Her instinct was to
reach for her gut, to protect herself with the very gesture she’d seen so often from Nasim,
but the truth was she was too trans!xed by what was happening to do so.
She stepped carefully toward him. “Nasim?”
But she realized then he wasn’t looking at her. He was looking over her shoulder. She
turned and found Ashan walking along the trail behind her. She glanced quickly to
Soroush, hoping to read his mood. She’d asked Ashan to remain in their cave, and he’d
smiled and nodded, but she realized now he hadn’t actually agreed to her demand.
Soroush was angry—she could see it in his eyes—but he said nothing as Ashan
stepped lightly onto the black stone beside Khadija and approached. Like a man hoping
to settle the nerves of a skittish yearling, Ashan glided toward Nasim, ever closer, hands at
his sides. "e stone set into the golden circlet upon his brow glowed dully in the daylight.
He was bonded, then, and Khadija could tell he was bonded not merely to one hezhan,
but many. Ashan was arqesh, a man gifted among the Aramahn people. To be arqesh
meant many things, but here was one facet of it: the ability to commune with !ve hezhan
at once. Five. All of the elements. Vana, hava, suura, jala, and dhosha—earth, air, !re,
water, and life.
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As had always been true, Khadija stood in awe of his gifts, and it made the blood rise
to her cheeks as she thought of the things she’d done since leaving Ashan’s side.
When he judged he’d come near enough, Ashan crouched so that he was looking up
at Nasim, not the other way around. “Can you hear me?” he asked as the water roared.
And now Nasim appeared to be looking over Ashan’s shoulder. He looked around
him, to the sky above, to the moist stone below. “"ey are old,” he said.
Ashan seemed to know what he meant immediately, for he smiled and replied, “"ey
are indeed. Have you seen them before?”
Nasim looked again, his brown hair damp from the water drifting on the breeze
around them. “"em, neh. But their brothers. "eir sisters.”
Ashan nodded. “I can feel them as well.”
And now that Ashan said it, Khadija could too. "ey were speaking of hezhan—
spirits, separated from the world of material things by the aether. "ey stood always on
the other side of the veil, in Adhiya, yearning to return to the lives they once led. It was
why qiram like Ashan and Khadija could commune with them. Hezhan wished to touch
life in Erahm, to experience it through the bond they shared with a qiram. And the
qiram… "ey wished to touch the stu$ of Adhiya, a thing the hezhan might grant—that
and to learn more about the world beyond. It was an exchange into which both qiram
and hezhan willingly entered.
Sometimes there were few spirits near and communing was di%cult, but not here, not
on Rhavanki, which was precisely why Soroush had brought them to this island. Khadija
could feel gathered in this place hordes of hezhan, many of whom not only yearned to
cross, but seemed desperate for it. "ere were some special few among these that felt old
and ancient indeed. Elders, they were called, hezhan with whom only the most powerful
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could commune safely. Yet Nasim was doing so with apparent ease. And he did so
without a stone. He needed no stone of alabaster to commune with a spirit of air, no
azurite for a spirit of water. He simply did, like the qiram of ancient days.
"roughout this exchange Soroush watched, the golden earrings in his ruined left ear
glinting as his gaze swiveled back and forth between them. His brother had denied
Khadija’s request for Ashan’s presence, and Soroush most likely would have again when
Khadija pleaded for him to reconsider. But this was di$erent. "is was proof before his
very eyes that Ashan could speak with this boy—at least more so than anyone else in the
Maharraht had been able to do.
Ashan, smiling softly, inched closer to Nasim. “Where have you come from, Nasim?”
Nasim frowned at this. He shook his head. “I don’t remember.”
Ashan seemed una$ected by his answer. “Who was your mother?”
And now Nasim’s frown deepened. His eyes rolled up in their sockets until only the
whites could be seen. He shivered and doubled up, holding his gut and screaming. He
was a boy of nine, perhaps ten, but just then he looked three years old as he curled inward
over his knees, muscles taut, his whole body shivering with pain.
“Nasim!” Ashan reached out to touch him.
And when he did, the wind rose. In mere moments it was howling around them,
tugging at their clothes and whipping their hair. It pressed on them, thrust them around
on the stone, and for a moment Khadija thought they might all be thrown from it into
the waiting water below, or worse, dashed to the unforgiving stone around it.
She realized the wind was swirling around Nasim himself. It twisted his clothes, spun
the droplets of water around him and tossed them skyward in a swirling maelstrom that
went up and up and up. "e water from the waterfall was drawn in as well, more and
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more of it frothing around him until Nasim was completely obscured. Soroush and
Khadija both stepped away, but Ashan drew upon his hezhan, he countered the e$ects
Nasim was creating through his own bonded spirits.
Ashan was shouting something as he stood there, but Khadija couldn’t hear it among
the roar of wind and water. His words must have made their way to Nasim, though, for a
moment later the water around Nasim and in the column above him burst. It spread
outward, spraying the area all around, misting the sky above this hidden vale. Rainbows
formed as the water drifted downward, turning a place that had seemed ready to deal
death only moments ago into something strangely idyllic.
"e roar became a hush, and Khadija could hear Ashan calling to Nasim. “All is well,”
he said, holding Nasim closely. “All is well.”
Soroush was nervous. Khadija could tell from the way he was watching Nasim, but he
didn’t wish to interrupt the tentative peace Ashan had somehow brokered.
At last, Nasim stood, holding his gut with both arms, with Ashan at his side.
Soroush glanced southward toward a white mountain peak. Beyond that mountain—
three leagues from where they stood—lay Kirishci and Palotza Iyakar, and unless no one
lay in the cold drowning basins deep beneath the palotza, the Matri’s attention would be
drawn here. "eir only chance was to move below ground, where it was said the
con#uences of aether gave the Matri di%culty seeing. “Come, quickly,” he said, and the
four of them walked down a hidden path to a tunnel near the base of the falls.
Khadija followed as they walked down the tunnel, going deeper and deeper into the
mountain. Soroush, at the lead, held a siraj, a stone the size of a pear that shed a bright
pink light. Khadija had not been to this place before, and she didn’t know whether it was
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one of the forgotten Aramahn villages that dotted the many, many islands of the Great
Sea. She decided it wasn’t, that this place had been freshly built, for the tunnel they
followed, and the others that met and crossed it, all looked to be freshly made, carved by
the hand of dozens of vanaqiram over the course of months, even years. She had known
that Soroush had been planning their journey to Rhavanki for some time, but she’d had
no idea just how long.
"ey came eventually to a room, more of a cavern, with many siraj stones set into
pedestals throughout. "e room itself was circular with a high vaulted ceiling that held
the curving traceries of her people. "ey may have abandoned the tenets of the Aramahn,
but not the love of place, of creating; this would never leave them, and it made Khadija
yearn for her earlier days she’d spent #ying on ski$s and windships among the islands,
traveling the world.
Learning, not killing.
She shook these thoughts away as she and the others walked toward the center of the
room. Groups of Maharraht rested about the place—some standing and talking, others
sitting cross-legged, taking breath—but when Soroush clapped his hands, they all left,
leaving Khadija and Soroush alone with Nasim and Ashan.
Soroush set his siraj into an empty pedestal at the exact center of the room and
regarded Khadija with dark eyes. “You knew why I asked you to meet me this morning.”
“I did.”
“And yet you brought this Aramahn with you.”
“She did not,” Ashan broke in. “I followed of my own accord.”
“Why?” Soroush asked, turning to face him.
Soroush was an imposing man, and a rage was clearly building within him, but Ashan
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appeared not to notice. “Because the message that Khadija sent me made it clear how
special Nasim was, and that you were having di%culty with him.”
“"ere have been di%culties, that is true, but whether Nasim is special or not remains
to be seen.”
Ashan’s look of shock was comical, cast as it was by the reddish light from the siraj.
“Did you not stand upon the same slab of basalt as I?”
Soroush sti$ened. “"ere is no doubt Nasim has the potential to be special—very
special, as we saw—but that is a far cry from being special.” He regarded Nasim with a
sour expression, as if Nasim were his own son. “Like this he is little more than a burden.”
“A burden…” Ashan echoed. “And you would rather he be … what?”
“Why have you come here?” Soroush countered.
“To help.”
“So you implied. But why? What do you hope to gain here?”
Ashan laughed, and Soroush’s mood grew the darker for it. “Does one need to gain
from everything they do in life? Might a man not grow simply by helping?”
“He may,” Soroush allowed, and with that he turned to Khadija. “What did your
message say?”
Khadija’s heart jumped. Soroush demanded extreme loyalty from all his followers. She
had known it might come to this when she’d sent for Ashan, but the Maharraht had so
few with his sort of knowledge. So much had been lost—particularly among those who
followed the violent ways of the Maharraht—but she would tell him the truth; she would
not sully her soul by lying. “I told him of Nasim’s abilities. "ough Nasim reveals them
little enough, I told him they were wondrous, that they were akin to the qiram of old,
that he can reach across the aether with but a thought, a wave of his hand. I told Ashan of
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our inability to reach Nasim, to talk, to tell him what we wish.”
“And what is it you wish?” Ashan broke in.
Soroush stroked Nasim’s hair. It was a tender gesture, but it made Khadija’s insides
squirm. She’d never been wholly comfortable with using a boy in such a way, but she
recognized the need. "ese were desperate days, and if the fates saw !t to deliver one such
as Nasim into their laps, who was she to argue?
“You knew Khadija was Maharraht?” Soroush asked Ashan, ignoring his question.
“I did.”
“And still you came, knowing Nasim was ours.”
Ashan smiled again, but the mirth had left his eyes. “"at boy is yours no more than
this cavern is, son of Gatha, or the island that cradles it.”
Soroush kept one hand on Nasim’s head; the other moved to the steel butt of his
khanjar. “He is mine as this knife is mine. As my musket is mine.” He nodded his head
toward Khadija, the deadened stone of jasper glinting in his red turban as he did so. “As
the men and women who have pledged their lives to our cause are mine.”
“Except Nasim has made no such pledge.”
“And yet he has fallen into our care. "e fates shined on us that day, and I won’t allow
you to change his course, or ours.”
“"at isn’t why I’ve come. "e fates will guide as they see !t.”
“"en get to it, Ashan, for I tire of this. Why have you come?”
“To reach this boy. To teach him. To learn from him if I can. What else is there in
life?”
“"ere is much,” Soroush said, his voice rising. “Are you Maharraht?” "e words
echoed harshly in the large chamber.
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If Ashan felt insulted by the question, he didn’t show it. “I am not,” he said simply.
“"en why would you think I would allow you to stay?”
As much as Soroush’s voice was rising, Ashan’s was becoming calmer. “I wish to learn
more about Nasim. So do you. And if that is so, then what harm is there in allowing me
to stay?”
Soroush’s hand was still resting on his knife, but now he was looking at Ashan as if he
was ready to draw it, to run it across Ashan’s throat and be done with this charade. He
viewed Ashan as a threat, and not only that—Ashan was a reminder to Soroush or any
other Maharraht who looked upon him of the life they’d left behind, the life of peace.
"ey had all come to terms with that in their own ways, but to be reminded of it each day
seemed as though it would prove too much for Soroush to bear. But then he relaxed. He
stared down at Nasim, and his eyes softened, as if he’d seen—even if it was only for one
brief moment—how great Nasim might become.
“I’ll not change my mind,” he said softly.
In reply, Ashan merely smiled his gap-toothed smile.
“I’ll have your stones.”
At this, Ashan paused. “"at will make things di%cult.” His gemstones allowed him
to reach beyond the veil and into Adhiya to bond with hezhan.
Soroush didn’t seem to care. He turned and began walking toward one of the many
tunnels leading out from this room. “And you’ll be bound with bands of iron.”
"e days #owed quickly for Khadija. Days soon turned to weeks, and weeks to months.
She was assigned as Nasim’s escort. She was to study him as closely as Ashan did, to learn
what he was doing and to carry on if ever Ashan’s actions were deemed suspicious. But
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she never felt that was the case. Ashan spoke to Nasim endlessly, told him stories of the
creation of the world, how the fates had cradled the world in the palms of their hands,
how they’d wept and created the stars, how they’d smiled and created the sun, how they’d
breathed and granted life to the world. Ashan told him the stories parents told children,
but also deep and ancient tales Khadija had never heard. Tales of the travels of ancient
men and women through the islands or the mainland of Yrstanla far to the west.
One story—a tale of an ancient man who wandered the Gaji desert searching for the
stone of creation—was so vivid that Khadija had to wonder… “"at story you told
Nasim,” she said one night over a small !re in a vale of stunted trees, “was it from another
life?”
Ashan was staring into the !re, bracelets of heavy iron around his wrists and ankles,
chin resting on his knees, looking for all the world as young as Nasim, who was sitting
cross-legged nearby. “I dreamed it when I was young”—he motioned to Nasim with a tilt
of his head—“when I was no older than him. As vivid as this !re before me. As vivid as
the stars above.”
“It was, wasn’t it? Your prior self…”
But Ashan merely shrugged. “Who can tell?”
“It must be.”
“"ere are days when I think that’s true, and others where I think I’m merely fooling
myself, wishing it were so. I hold on to it, hoping it comes clearer in the next life, or the
one after that.”
“I dream…”
Both Khadija and Ashan looked to Nasim. Neither one spoke; they didn’t wish to
break the spell, for Nasim had spoken not at all since the waterfall.
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Nasim picked up a brand from the !re. He held it near his lips and blew softly upon
it, embers lifting into the night sky to mingle among the stars. “I dream of an island far
from here.”
“What island?” Ashan asked softly.
“"ere were many there once. Men and women like you.” He looked to Ashan. “And
you.” He turned to Khadija. “"ey were learned, but they took much for granted.”
“What, Nasim? What did they take for granted?”
He turned the brand over, staring into the deep orange glow between the plates of
bitter coal. “Life, both ours and the next. "ey broke much. "ey sacri#ced much.”
“Who? Your parents?”
Nasim set the brand back into the !re and ran his hands over the #ames. He reached
within it and touched something there.
And suddenly Khadija could feel it.
A suurahezhan, a !re spirit, ready to cross over if Nasim willed it.
A hand formed in the #ames, and Khadija scrabbled to her feet, ready to pull Nasim
away if needed, but the moment she moved, the diaphanous hand lifted with the #ames,
twisting and turning until it was gone.
He could have done it, she realized. He could have pulled the hezhan across the veil
and into the material world. With no stones. Just a brush of his hand.
Ashan watched Nasim carefully for some time, but Nasim merely returned to his
silent scrutiny over the !re and wouldn’t respond to their questions.
“Can you look upon him and not see what we might become?” Ashan was staring
directly into Khadija’s eyes now, the !re casting shadows across his face and beard and
curly hair. In all his time on the island so far, Ashan had not once touched on the subject
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of her betrayal, her abandonment of the Aramahn for the Maharraht.
“Why would you ask a question you already know the answer to?”
“Because I cannot understand why you would take up this life. How can you hope to
reach your better self with blood upon your hands? All you see is red, Khadija, daughter
of Gheddesh and Fassed. Red, when you might see the golden light of dawn. Darkness,
when you might see the silver moon.”
“How can you protect the Landed? "ey hold our travels hostage, refusing us gems,
refusing us access to the land that is not theirs, but everyone’s. You speak of blood. What
of the blood on their hands?”
“Do you claim no responsibility for your actions then? Are you nothing more than a
puppet?”
“Don’t pretend they’re blameless,” Khadija spat. “"ey’re cruel. Cruel even to
themselves. "ey don’t deserve a place on the islands.”
“We were speaking of you and why you’ve turned your back on your own future.”
“"is is where you’ve always been blind, Ashan. You speak of my future? My future is
nothing if the Landed take and take and take! "ere will be nothing left for me! Or you!
Or any of us! You cannot separate one from the other.”
“You cannot take responsibility for anyone but yourself.”
“Forgive me, kuadim, for you are gifted in so many ways, but in this you are a fool. I
must take responsibility for everyone but myself, for you will never do it.”
“"e fates see farther than the horizon. "ey will guide us.”
She waved to Nasim emphatically. “"ey already have! "ey guided me to Soroush’s
side. "ey guided Nasim to me. And they will guide my hand as I slip a knife into the
heart of the Landed.”
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If Ashan was shocked by her words, he didn’t have time to show it, for just then
several things happened at once.
Soroush stepped into the !relight, but there he stopped, staring, mouth agape.
Near the !re, Nasim was now standing, touching his !ngers to the #ames. Khadija
made to grab for him—thinking he was merely curious—but before she could, Nasim
used his !ngers to coax the #ame, as one might pull a tuft from a ball of wool, and it
seemed to Khadija in that moment that Nasim was holding his hand out to a dear friend,
o$ering it that they might step safely across a treacherous threshold.
"e #ame grew and grew, and Khadija felt something blossom within her. "e world
broke and gaped wider. It felt as if she’d been drawn to the other side, swallowed by the
very stu$ of creation. Khadija doubled over, holding her waist, and while she did a form
burgeoned from the #ames. An arm, a head, the vague shape of a body, roughly as tall as
Nasim himself.
A suurahezhan. A spirit of !re standing before her. Ashan looked on with shock, but
Soroush had recovered. He was staring at Nasim with wonder, but also with an expression
she could only describe as deep satisfaction. "ere was a yearning that made Khadija go
cold. Soroush had expected this. It was why he’d brought Nasim here. To this place in
particular. And she’d felt it. "e yawning sensation was still present, and it was all she
could do not to fall to her knees in awe.
Acrid smoke !lled the air. Nasim’s clothes…
"ey were burning.
“Stop it, Nasim!” For a moment Khadija didn’t know if it had been Soroush or Ashan
who had said it, but then she saw Ashan move quickly and surely to wrap his hands
around Nasim.
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"e form a#ame stepped back.
Wavered and was gone.
Ashan cried out, releasing Nasim, falling back to press his arms against the cold earth.
Khadija rushed to his side, checking his skin as he shivered with pain. He’d been burned
badly. Nasim had been hot as glowing coals, but Ashan had smothered the #ames anyway
in order to send the suurahezhan back to its proper place, across the aether to Adhiya.
She realized to her shame what he’d done. He’d saved them all, for if the spirit had
crossed, it would surely have killed each and every one of them.
Khadija walked through a dark tunnel holding a siraj to light her way. She came to a
room where several simple beds lay, only one of which was occupied, by Ashan. A
Maharraht woman in a plain blue dress sat on a stool next to him spreading a salve over
his stomach and chest. His arms were bound in white bandages. When she was done
applying the salve, she wrapped more bandages around Ashan’s torso. He grimaced, and
yet, even with pain clearly on his face, there was also mirth. Here was a man always
prepared to smile, whereas Khadija felt her mouth was set in a perpetual frown.
How Khadija wished she could be like him, but her anger was so tightly wound she’d
never managed to unravel it. Not that I’ve ever tried. And she doubted she ever would.
Her anger was a source of power, a source of drive. It was what kept her by Soroush’s side,
working for the good of the Maharraht.
If she were ever to look too closely in her heart…
When the woman nodded to Ashan and left, Khadija sat down on the stool. “You
asked me to come?”
Ashan chuckled. “Direct and to the point.”
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“Just get on with it, Ashan.”
“Fair enough. Why did Soroush bring you here? Why have you come to Rhavanki?”
“I told you. He felt this place would open paths we could use to speak with Nasim.”
“And so it has.” He paused, looking more deeply into her eyes. “But there were more
reasons for Soroush to bring Nasim here, weren’t there?” Although Khadija sti$ened at
these words, she forced herself to relax lest Ashan notice. But he’d always been an
insu$erably observant man. "ere was a cold satisfaction in his eyes when he spoke again.
“You felt the hezhan. I’m sure you felt the others as well. "ere were dozens of them,
Khadija, perhaps more. Why would that be? And why here?”
“I merely do as I’m bid.”
“As your sister did?”
Khadija’s head jerked back. “I told you not to speak of my sister.”
“You do not owe her this, Khadija. "e Maharraht may !ght, but you don’t need to
follow them. Mirilah’s voice will still be silenced, and you’ll be the poorer for it. "e world
will be the poorer.”
“Mirilah may have been the reason I came to the Maharraht, but she’s not the reason I
stay. I am my own woman, Ashan.”
“And yet you merely—how did you put it?—do as you are bid…”
“Soroush is wise. He sees many paths ahead that I cannot.”
“You’ve chosen not to. You’re not speaking to some fool you’ve never met, Khadija. I
was your kuadim. Do you expect me to believe you’ve stopped questioning the world
around you? Perhaps you’ve managed to shackle your own mind so, but believe me,
Soroush has not. You saw his face as well as I did. What happened with Nasim was
something he’d been waiting for since the moment Nasim arrived. He’s using the boy. I’ve
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known that since I came to this island. What I can’t fathom is the reason behind it.”
"e truth was she hadn’t asked. She hadn’t cared what Soroush would be doing, only
that she would be given a chance to deal pain to the Landed while here. She had thought
that Soroush had chosen her for her connection to Nasim. Later she’d decided that, while
it may have something to do with the fact that she’d found Nasim and brought him to
Soroush, it was because she’d been faithful to him these past seven years. In that time
she’d never once questioned his orders. And that, she realized now, was precisely why he’d
chosen her to watch over Nasim. Because she bore a burning hatred for the Landed and
because she knew that Soroush did as well.
But this was something di$erent. Ashan was right. "e islands of Rhavanki were
home to this strange phenomenon. And Soroush had somehow deduced that. She felt
foolish for not asking more questions of him. Her thirst for revenge had blinded her. But
for some reason she couldn’t admit this to Ashan. How small she had become. How petty
and self-serving. And yet she couldn’t muster the courage to do anything more than
withdraw from Ashan’s bedside and make for the exit.
Before she turned to leave, Ashan reached up and grabbed her wrist, which from the
grimace on his face caused him no small amount of pain. “Tell me, Khadija.”
She snatched her wrist away, a spike of shame running through her at the further pain
it caused him. “You are wise. Find your own answers.”
Ashan’s words trailed after her as she strode away. “If you would abandon that boy like
this, then you are truly Maharraht.”
“I owe him nothing,” she said as she entered the tunnel, “nor you.”
Ashan did not respond, which for some reason was far worse than any biting reply he
might have o$ered.
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She followed the tunnel through a myriad of twists and turns before eventually
hearing the call of the sea. "e waves had always calmed her. She wanted nothing more
than to be alone with her thoughts, but when at last she reached the shore and the white
foamy waves she found someone standing on the rocks.
Nasim. He was crouched down, staring from the edge of one of the black rocks into
frothing surf. How much the child he looked. How innocent and pure.
He reached down to the water and touched his fore!nger to it. As he drew it back, a
tendril of water followed. Like a serpent it snaked upward, following where his !nger
trailed, and soon there was a spiral of water around him, glinting in the afternoon sun. As
easy for him as plucking a stalk of grass. He wore no stone, and yet the hezhan #ocked to
him at his bidding.
“Did you speak with your kuadim?”
Khadija started. She turned and found Soroush squatting on a stone ledge above the
mouth of the tunnel. He held his musket across the back of his shoulders, his arms resting
lazily along the length of the weapon as his long black beard swung idly in the wind.
“I did,” she said, realizing in that moment what Ashan had done. He’d asked for his
message to be passed to Khadija, knowing full well the request would be passed to
Soroush as well. For whatever reason, Ashan wanted Soroush to be suspicious of Khadija.
“I did,” she replied. “He asked me to stand with him, and against you.”
“Did he?” Soroush stood and leapt down from his perch. “And what was your
answer?” He set the butt of the musket onto the dark stone they stood upon and held it
near the muzzle with both hands. He did so absently, in a way that made it clear how
intimate he was with the weapon.
“It wasn’t a serious appeal,” she said. “He did it only in hopes of catching me o$-
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guard, in hopes of !nding answers.”
“Answers to what?”
“Your purpose here.”
“Does he not know my purpose?”
“I’m sure he now suspects.”
Soroush looked to Nasim, eyes piercing, his jaw set grimly. “Because of what Nasim
did?”
“Of course.”
Soroush went silent. On the rock in the surf, Nasim was using his !ngers to spread
the water into wide sheets that re#ected the sun brightly.
When Soroush spoke again, it was to ask the question Khadija had been dreading for
months. “Do we have need of Ashan still?”
With that question, her skin went cold.
"e Aramahn—those still dedicated to the path of learning, in any case—were treated
with reverence by the Maharraht. Much of what the Maharraht did—the violence against
the Landed, the protracted war to push them from the islands—was done so that the
Aramahn didn’t have to. All Maharraht knew this. "ey kept it at the forefront of their
minds in everything they did, even Khadija, who had many reasons to hate the Aramahn.
But in this Soroush would not turn a blind eye. He would not allow Ashan to leave now
that he knew as much as he did.
Soroush, like all Maharraht, had come to grips with the lives they led. "ey would kill
when the need arose, and if counted among the dead were Aramahn, the loss was grieved
but considered necessary in their plans to retake the islands. But to consider killing one of
the Aramahn in cold blood—murder, plain and simple—was something di$erent. It was
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something she would never have considered, and before Soroush had asked his question,
she would never have thought he would consider it either.
"e Aramahn were revered by the Maharraht, and here was Soroush ready to press the
life from one of them.
For Nasim. For Nasim and the plans Soroush had for him.
"is changed everything. For Soroush to be willing to take such a step meant that the
secrets within Nasim were much more signi!cant than Khadija had suspected.
"is all implied something else, however—not only that Soroush had planned to kill
Ashan, but that Ashan had known it from the start. And still he’d come.
Why? Why would he have put his faith in her like this?
"e sound of the surf suddenly diminished until all she could hear was her own
heartbeat.
He’d done it to save her, she realized. To save her.
A fool’s quest. She would not be saved by some simple ploy from Ashan.
But neither would she allow Ashan to be murdered like a mongrel dog.
“He has use still,” Khadija said !nally.
Soroush’s eyes were piercing. Weighing. “Does he?”
Khadija stared at him #atly. “Try to work with Nasim on your own if you doubt me.”
Soroush considered this. She’d been blu%ng, hoping he would see how little progress
he’d made with Nasim on his own, but instead he said to her, “You’re right. It’s time we
learn to live with Nasim and his peculiarities.”
“What?” she asked lamely.
Soroush turned and walked back into the tunnels, but when he was nearly out of
hearing he called back to her, “It’s time that boy gave us our islands back, Khadija, as the
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fates have decreed.”
She watched him recede into the darkness as a chill washed down her frame.
Bersuq came for her before dawn the next day. He snatched her blanket away, grunting at
her, “Up!”, before moving to stand at the doorway of her room in the tunnels. After she’d
slipped out of her night dress and pulled on her robes, Bersuq led her out from the
tunnels and up into open air.
"ere, standing with two other Maharraht just outside the mouth of the tunnel, was
Ashan. She walked side-by-side with him as Bersuq led the way along a path to higher
land. Ashan moved sti&y, as she might well expect, but the bandages around his hands
had already been removed. "e skin there was red and #aky in spots, but otherwise
seemed much better than she would have guessed.
Eventually they came to a copse of windwood trees that ran along the southern ridge
of the waterfall vale. "e morning humidity had settled in Khadija’s chest, and she
coughed from time to time trying to clear it. Ashan looked at her sidelong. “Are you
well?”
She ignored him, looking up through the branches bowing to the wind as the sky
brightened in the east. In the center of the trees, Soroush stood with Nasim. Dozens of
Maharraht had gathered here. It must be nearly everyone who had come to this island—
all save a few that Soroush had stationed in Kirishci to stage the diversion for this very
ritual. It wouldn’t do, after all, to go through this trouble and have the Landed drawn
here before it was done.
"is was an important step in Soroush’s plans. He wouldn’t have called so many if he
didn’t think it would be so. It might even be the ful!llment of Soroush’s desires here on
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this island.
But things hadn’t gone according to plan. Soroush was angry. She could tell by his sti$
stance and the way he was stroking his beard while staring at the ground. Nasim was
kneeling on the dewy grass, blood pouring from a cut along his cheek, the skin around it
reddened and pu$y. He seemed not to notice, however. He was hugging his waist and
rocking back and forth, eyes staring lifelessly at the ground. Or perhaps through it,
Khadija thought, to the world beyond.
In one hand Soroush held a circlet with an opaline gem in the lone setting. He
motioned Khadija to a clear space between three of the trees. “Kneel,” he said to her.
She complied, knowing that to press him now would be a foolish choice indeed.
Clearly he had tried to work with Nasim and had failed miserably. His plans hinged on a
boy he could not control, and it pleased him not at all.
Soroush handed her the circlet, which she set upon her head without question. He
wanted her to bond with a dhoshahezhan using the opal. Many of her people could not
commune with spirits at all, some could commune weakly with one or two, but Khadija
was gifted—due in no small part to Ashan’s mentoring—in that she could commune
strongly with three. Dhoshahezhan, the spirit of life, was among them, and it was to these
spirits that she opened her mind now. It was why Soroush had chosen this place. It was
often easier to attract such rare spirits among woodlands or groves of trees, especially elder
windwood like these.
“What do you wish me to do?” Khadija asked.
“Give of yourself,” Soroush replied, “more deeply than you ever have before. Summon
the spirit close so that Nasim has no choice but to draw it forth.”
Khadija was stunned. Spirits crossed of their own will at times, but the days of qiram
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summoning spirits forth from Adhiya had long since passed. “And what shall we do when
it crosses?”
“I suspect Nasim will handle the rest.”
“And if he doesn’t?”
“"en perhaps it is our time to die.”
With that he moved to stand next to Bersuq and the other men and women of the
Maharraht. Ashan was kneeling next to Nasim, whispering into his ear, and it was having
its intended e$ect. Nasim was calm now, and it made Khadija wonder, not for the !rst
time, what Ashan was doing here. He was, in e$ect, helping Soroush. Even now, this was
allowing Soroush to achieve his goals. "e teacher she had known once would have died
before doing such a thing.
But she couldn’t worry about that now. If Ashan was willing to help, then so be it.
She opened herself to the world around her. She could feel the veil of the aether that
stood between Erahm and Adhiya. She touched this and moved beyond, reaching out to
the spirits that lay near. And there were many, as there were when Nasim had touched the
suurahezhan—so many, in fact, that it soon felt overwhelming. Somehow they had been
drawn to this place. Part of it, she knew, was the state of things here on Rhavanki, but
another factor was Nasim himself. "is child was not merely gifted; it felt as if the fates
themselves had kissed him and sent him here.
It would be easy to bond with any of the hezhan that surrounded her, but Soroush
had said to bond more deeply than she ever had before, so she coaxed one near the edges
of her perceptions. It approached, pressing beyond the others, and Khadija realized this
was no simple hezhan. It was an elder. It shook her, made her skin tingle at the thought of
bonding with a spirit of such age. What might it have seen in its time? "e birth of the
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Grand Duchy? "e coming of the Landed to the shores of the islands once touched only
by the Aramahn? "e arrival of the !rst ski$ on these shores? "e thought of it awed her.
She did as Soroush had asked. She opened her mind. Gave of herself that the hezhan
might taste of this world. And in doing so she was consumed.
She felt the hezhan as it stood in Adhiya. She felt something else as well. Never had
she been able to feel the land around her as she supposed the Landed Matri did in their
drowning basins, but standing there among the windwood she thought she might have.
She felt the weight of the islands themselves for a moment, their immensity. She felt the
ways they were connected with one another. "e ley lines that guided the windships of
the Grand Duchy also connected the islands in vital ways. And there was a tear in this
fabric. A tear in the veil between worlds. Such creases happened from time to time—it
was how hezhan could cross spontaneously—but they were never so wide. Surely it was
no #eeting thing. It had been this way for some time. Weeks. Months. Perhaps even
years. "is is what had brought Soroush to these islands. He wished to use the rifts
against the Landed. And Nasim was the key to doing so.
"e dhoshahezhan was so close now she might touch it. She felt the hair on her head
and the back of her neck lift. Above her, lightning arced between the boughs of the trees.
A pinpoint of light formed directly above Khadija, and something tore through her. Body
and soul. Something bright and white and !lled with a thousand years of love and
knowledge.
Khadija had birthed no daughters. But she felt as though that wondrous event might
be similar to what she experienced now. "e elder spirit was crossing over to Erahm, and
it was using Khadija to do so. Her entire body went sti$, but she didn’t !ght it—this was
what Soroush had wanted, after all.
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In those endless moments she felt as if she were the hezhan, and she felt another soul
in those moments as well: a boy who stood nearby, drawing the elder forth. Khadija had
summoned this ancient soul, she knew this, but so had Nasim—the only di$erence was
that it had taken every ounce of will Khadija had while Nasim did this with apparent
ease. She doubted he was even fully aware of it.
At last the spirit crossed. It was a #are of white light. A ball of lightning, brightening,
darkening—a coruscating star that made the clearing come alive.
As Khadija’s connection to it faded and vanished altogether, the spirit became brighter
and brighter.
No longer was Nasim hugging himself. No longer was he rocking back and forth. He
was watching this creature with widened eyes, his arms at his side in supplication.
“Nasim!” Ashan called.
But Nasim wasn’t listening. He raised his arms higher, and the dhoshahezhan
responded, brightening further.
“Nasim, don’t!” Ashan barreled into him, wrapping his arms around the boy, pressing
the iron bracelets around his wrists purposefully against Nasim’s skin as he brought him
to the ground.
At that very moment, the hezhan released a bolt of pure white lightning. It crashed
into the dirt near Khadija’s feet. Another shot out, striking the bole of the tallest
windwood tree.
"ere was an expectant pause—a moment when every man and woman in that
clearing stared wide-eyed at the hezhan, wondering whether to run or to stand still—and
then dozens more #ew forth, striking those gathered around, spreading through them.
Khadija watched them go rigid as the energy coursed through their bodies.
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And then a bolt coursed toward Khadija herself. It struck, and her muscles all
tightened at once. She felt herself collapse to the ground, shaking violently. She heard
herself release a groan as the pain rose to impossible heights.
And then the world went dim.
When she woke, she had no idea how much time had passed. She pulled herself up with
quivering limbs and saw that most everyone was still unconscious.
Most, except for Ashan and Nasim.
Of them there was no sign.
Soroush woke soon after, then Bersuq and many of the others. "ree remained still,
killed by the power that had surged through them.
Khadija was about to go to Soroush when she saw something glinting in the soil at
her feet. She reached down and picked it up. A gemstone, she realized. It was opaline and
roughly the size of a robin’s egg.
“What is it?” she asked Soroush when he came near.
He took it from her, examined it, as if he had hoped for this but never truly believed
it would happen. He handed the stone to Bersuq, who seemed to be seething at all that
had happened, but as he began turning the stone over in his hands, the lines of anger and
worry on his forehead relaxed, and the grim line that was his mouth turned to something
like wonder—at least, as much as a man like Bersuq would allow.
Soroush ignored Bersuq for the moment and turned to Khadija. “Tell me what you
felt. Every detail.”
She did. And she held nothing back, for though Soroush was forcing himself to
remain calm, she could tell he was every bit as angry as Bersuq that Ashan had managed
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to escape with Nasim. She told him of the hezhan and its crossing to this world. She told
him how thin the aether felt here. She told him how deeply she’d bonded with the
hezhan, how intimate it had been, how ancient a creature.
When she was done at last, Soroush looked to Bersuq. Bersuq, now !nished with his
inspection of the glittering opal, nodded to his younger brother, as if to say the stone was
acceptable. It made it seem as though the stone was the very thing they’d come to this
island to obtain. But that couldn’t be true, could it?
"e rest of the Maharraht soon left, taking their dead with them. "is left Khadija
alone with Soroush and Bersuq, a fact she was suddenly and inexplicably uncomfortable
with.
“When the hezhan crossed,” Soroush said, treading away from her to the spot where
Ashan had tackled Nasim to the ground, “were you bonded to it still?”
She thought back. "e time was a jumble of memories and disquiet and pain. “It’s
di%cult to remember.”
Soroush stopped and spun on his heels. “Try.”
And she did, though she could also feel their stares as she did so. “I suppose I was,
though I couldn’t think well enough to make use of it.”
“Could you not?” Soroush asked.
She understood what he was hinting at. He thought that at the last moment she had
done something to save Nasim and—more importantly—Ashan. She hadn’t, but that
wasn’t what Soroush believed.
Khadija stepped forward until she was practically chest-to-chest with him. He was a
tall man, a full head taller than she, but she squared herself and stared into his eyes. “Do
you doubt my commitment?”
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“"ey escaped, Khadija, something I doubt Ashan could have done on his own.”
“Were you not listening to me? Ashan wasn’t alone. Nasim had drawn the hezhan
forth. He was communing with it in a way I never have before, with any hezhan. Nor
have you, I’ll wager. It was Nasim that protected Ashan, not the other way around.”
“You summoned your kuadim here from the ends of the world. You’ve bonded with
him these past months. You’ve grown closer to Ashan and Nasim, enough that I doubt
you can do what needs to be done in the days and months ahead.”
“I will do what needs to be done.”
“I hear your words, Khadija Gheddesh al Fassed, but I do not believe them. Not any
longer.”
“My desire to kill the Landed is unswayed, Soroush. How can you doubt this?”
“I doubt you because your goal was never to harm the Grand Duchy.”
“"ey killed my sister!”
“Your sister #ung herself from a cli$.”
Khadija spit upon the ground. “After she’d been tortured by them!”
Soroush’s eyes softened, as if he were saddened, as if she were someone to take pity
upon. She swung her hand to slap him, but he grabbed her wrist.
“Do you want to know why I chose you to watch Nasim?”
“Because I found him.”
“Neh. I chose you because I thought it would bring you some peace, to work with a
child. I thought it might bring you closer to your brothers and sisters.”
Khadija shook her head. “"e Maharraht are my brothers and sisters.”
“I mean the Aramahn…” Soroush nodded to Bersuq, who stared at Khadija with
contempt for a moment before nodding to Soroush and following the others. Soon
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enough, Khadija and Soroush were alone. “I’ve known you long years now, Khadija, and
I’ve learned more than a little about what drives you. You came to me with !re in your
eyes and a hand upon your knife. You told me that you came to cripple the Landed. But
I’ve come to know the love you hold for your sister.”
“Five days they kept us, Soroush. Five days, and Mirilah took the worst of it. She lost
her eye to their gaoler. Her leg was ruined!”
“And yet you did not join the Maharraht along with her.”
Khadija’s jaw tightened. She’d told no one this.
“She came to us months before you—”
“Stop,” Khadija said.
“—and when she returned home at last to visit her sister, she was taken by the
Aramahn.”
“Stop!”
“"ey burned her, didn’t they? "ey burned her and she lost her will to live because of
it.”
“Stop it!” Khadija put her hands over her ears and crouched down over her knees,
trying to make Soroush’s words go away. “Stop it!”
“Hide your head if you wish, but you need look no further than your kuadim for the
truth.”
She cried for a long time, crouched there, hugging her knees to her chest. She didn’t
know how much time passed, but when at last the tears had faded, she looked up to !nd
Soroush crouched by her side, stroking her hair and rubbing her back.
“"e Maharraht is no place for you. I should have realized this long ago.” He kissed
her head and stood. “Forgive me for not doing so.” And with that he left her there in the
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clearing.
She remained, listening to the wind through the trees, wondering where the
Maharraht would go now that Nasim was gone, wondering when the oprichni of
Rhavanki would come to !nd her here. Part of her hoped they would. Part of her hoped
they would take her back to Kirishci and string a rope around her neck like they had the
others the day Ashan had come. Or shoot her in the chest like the drowning soldier had
the woman who’d been waiting to die.
But Soroush’s words haunted her. You need look no further than your kuadim. She
didn’t at !rst understand what he’d meant, but then she realized she was hiding behind
her thoughts. She’d drawn Ashan here. She’d told herself for a long time that he would
never come, but a secret part of her hoped that he would. A secret part of her hoped that
he would come to harm. He’d had nothing to do with Mirilah’s death, but that wasn’t
what had mattered. What mattered was that for Khadija, he embodied the Aramahn
people. What mattered was that the Aramahn had destroyed Mirilah, not the Landed.
Not really. It had been the people she’d been born to, the people she’d loved and cared for,
even while turning to the Maharraht. "e people to whom Khadija had clung while
Mirilah had waged her own personal war. And then they’d stolen Mirilah’s last true love.
Her ability to touch Adhiya. "ey’d stripped her of it, and in turn it had stripped her of
her will to live.
And ever since Mirilah’s death, ever since Khadija’s !rst steps across the threshold of
the Maharraht, Khadija had been harboring, deep within her a desire to return that pain a
thousandfold. On the Landed, certainly, but even more so on the Aramahn themselves.
She stood and stared at her opened hands.
By the fates above, what had she become?
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She sullied her sister’s name. She sullied everything she’d ever believed in. But she
would do so no longer.
Soroush would !nd Ashan. He would take Nasim back, for his plans hinged on that
boy. What Soroush would do with him she didn’t yet understand, but she knew she
couldn’t allow it.
She would never be able to repair the damage she’d caused, but she could protect
Nasim. "at, at least, she could do.
So she stood and made her way toward Kirishci.
As the wind gusted across the blue of open sea, Khadija bid the dhoshahezhan, the spirit
of life to which she was bonded, to lift the ski$ higher in the sky. Hours before dawn she
had stolen the ski$ from the island’s large eyrie built into the tall cli$s to the east of
Kirishci. It was not a simple matter, but there were many to choose from among the
dozen ships that had been berthed there. It had simply been a matter of watching and
judging them carefully, choosing the one tied to the ship least guarded.
With the morning sun now high in the east, she was well out to sea. Rhavanki’s
northernmost islands lay southeast of her, little more than a series of dark smudges on the
horizon. She was headed west. Ashan might have taken a ski$ as she had, but more than
likely he had stowed aboard one of the Landed ships for another duchy. With Nasim as
unpredictable as he was, Ashan would want some protection, and that meant he would
hide in the relative anonymity that could be found in the holds of the Grand Duchy’s
ships. Khadija had learned that the only ship departing today was headed west toward the
Duchy of Khalakovo, and so she had followed, sure that Soroush would as well.
Sure enough, near midday she saw a ponderous ship #ying high, catching the best
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winds as the havaqiram aboard it guided the ship on the kapitan’s chosen course, just as
Khadija was doing now with the sail of her single-masted ski$. "e ship was large, a
twelve-masted barque from the look of it. "ree masts ran up from the deck, three more
to the landward and windward sides, and three more down toward the sea. It was large
enough that it would be !tted with two, perhaps even three cannons—any more than
that and the heavy iron would throw o$ the delicate balance needed to guide the ship
along the ley lines.
Khadija drew further upon her bonded havahezhan, gathering the winds to bring her
closer, and while she did she scanned the horizon carefully, looking for Maharraht ships.
She knew Soroush would be coming for Nasim. It was just a matter of the time and place
they would choose for their attack.
When she’d come within a league of the ship, she thought perhaps Soroush would
wait until after sunset, but then she saw them, three ships #ying low near the horizon.
"eir sails dyed a dark grey, making them more di%cult to spot as low as they were #ying.
"ey were distant yet, but they were ahead of the barque and on a bearing that would
allow them to intercept. "ree ships Soroush had brought, and they would be !lled with
!ne windsmen, battle-hardened. "e soft merchant vessel ahead wouldn’t stand a chance
against them. Not without help.
No sooner had she drawn upon her havahezhan to summon more wind than the very
air around her changed. Her skin felt clammy. "e sky became overcast, then a mist
formed, and soon she was in a fog so thick that she lost sight of the barque ahead.
She used the ship’s last bearing as a guide, and in the still air she could hear orders
being called, the ship changing course as they sensed the trap the Maharraht had laid, but
she soon realized that she had misjudged the Landed crew. After a few moments she
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could hear nothing. With attack imminent they would have turned to hand signals to
pass orders about the ship. Soon she had lost track of the ship entirely.
Khadija was trying to judge how close the Maharraht ships would be—and wondering
whether she’d passed the Landed ship—when she heard a resonant boom roll across the
seas. It came from above her ski$, and slightly behind. She gripped the ski$’s mast and
used her dhoshahezhan to grant lift to the windwood hull, bringing her higher as more
cannon-!re shook the air around her.
"e wind was playing games, throwing her ski$ about. She knew it was because the
Maharraht qiram were foiling those aboard the Landed ship, preventing them from using
the wind to maneuver. Soon the barque would be a plum ripe for the picking, and the
three Maharraht ships would surround it and slowly pick it apart until it surrendered.
But again the Landed crew surprised her. "ey were sharp and quick to battle. As two
ships resolved in the fog ahead, one of them, a small ten-masted schooner, was dropping
down toward the sea, its hull caved open in several places.
Khadija summoned wind to help drive the ship downward faster, but only until it was
clear that the ship would strike the waves below. "en she reversed the direction of the
wind, buoying the ship so that those onboard would not be killed outright and would
stand a chance at survival. For many years she had been a woman used to dealing death,
but she would do so no longer, not if it could be helped.
Cannons shook the heavy air, ripping into the hull of the Landed ship. A chained shot
streaked in from the clipper and struck the starward foremast a third of the way down its
length. "e mast snapped, sending the sails and rigging crashing down and fowling many
of the windward sails. "e ship would be nearly impossible to maneuver; as well as the
Landed crew had fought, the outcome was no longer in doubt.
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Unless something changed.
Khadija asked herself if she truly wished to do this, to stop Soroush from achieving his
goals. But she already knew the answer. As much as anyone, she was responsible for
Nasim’s safety.
She stood and gathered the wind about her before leaping over the side of her ski$.
She opened her arms wide and used the wind to carry her upward. "e clipper loomed
larger and larger before her and soon she had wrapped her arms around the seaward
mainmast, the one that hung straight down from the ship toward the sea, the one
through which an obsidian core ran, catching the ley lines and helping to orient the ship.
She called upon her dhoshahezhan and worked against the qiram on the deck above her.
She pushed hard, knowing that the other would quickly work against her. "e windwood
lost some of its buoyancy, and soon it was sinking, sinking toward the grey sea below.
"ere were shouts from above. Men and women moving into ski$s. But Khadija paid
them no mind. She concentrated wholly on the bond she had forged with the spirit of
life, working desperately to sap the lift from the windwood. She coughed as she clung to
the mast. Using the spirits to drain lift was like losing oneself, and she was pushing so
hard she felt as if she were being drawn across the aether to the world beyond.
She grew lightheaded. Her skin began to prickle and tingle as the world around her
spun. And still she pushed, for the dhoshaqiram on the deck of the ship was strong
indeed. He was refusing to give up, though his brothers and sisters in arms were preparing
the ship’s two ski$s.
He might be strong, but Khadija refused to bend. She pushed even harder than
before, screaming to stay awake as blackness closed in around her.
She could see now that the ship would crash into the sea. She released her hold on the
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spirit of life. If she didn’t, it would have consumed her, or she would have passed out and
fallen into the sea below to drown.
As the ship continued to drop, she shook her head violently in hopes of clearing her
mind. Only as the ship neared the waves was she able to leap free and summon the wind
one last time. "e wind carried her like a seed in spring toward the ski$ she’d left #oating
in the skies. She was nearly at her limits, and she thought surely she would never make it,
but with one last push, she caught the gunwale and hauled herself over it as the wind
!nally gave out in a sharp gust that sent the ski$ twisting and tumbling.
She raised herself up, staring at the remaining Maharraht ship, a wounded schooner,
that was being pushed forcefully away by someone on the Landed barque. Khadija looked
to that massive ship and thought she could see a boy looking over the side of the ship
down at her.
It was Nasim, she knew, but he made no sign of recognition. He did not wave, nor,
she suspected, did he smile. No doubt she was just some oddity that had caught his
attention for a moment and nothing more.
"e wood of the gunwale exploded next to Khadija.
She jerked back re#exively and scanned to her left.
"ere, not a hundred strides from where she sat, was a ski$ !lled with a dozen
Maharraht, the ragged tails of their dark turbans #uttering in the wind. One of them had
!red a musket at her. Bersuq. And he looked ill pleased that he had missed. He took
another loaded musket from one of the other men and sighted along it. Khadija could
feel it pointed at her chest. He would not miss again.
But then Soroush laid his hand on the barrel.
Bersuq stared unbelieving at his brother. He seemed ready to disobey, but then he
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lifted the musket and rested the butt against his thigh, the barrel pointing at the thinning
white clouds above.
Khadija ignored him, though. She stared into Soroush’s eyes, and Soroush stared back,
not with a look of betrayal, but of consideration, as if he were contemplating, even now,
the lessons that had been laid before him this day.
Above, another cannon shot came from the barque toward the retreating ship, and a
musket shot was sent down toward them, more warning than threat.
Khadija looked along the gunwale of the barque one last time, but Nasim was gone,
and she never did see Ashan. She didn’t care, though. She’d done what she’d set out to do
this day, and she hadn’t done it for Ashan’s approval.
As the barque limped on a westerly heading, she guided her ski$ quickly eastward,
allowing the prevailing winds to help her. "e Maharraht did not give chase. And soon
she was on her own in the skies, the wind and the setting sun her only company.
It was peaceful, she realized—more peaceful, in fact, than at any time since her sister’s
death. "is wouldn’t last. Her violent days in the Maharraht would come back to haunt
her. As would her inability to support Mirilah when she had most needed it. Khadija was
no longer Aramahn, nor was she Maharraht. She was of both, and of neither, and it was
these things she would contemplate on her way around the world.
It might take her years to circle the world, but when she did, as she’d decided early
that morning, she would go to the place she’d always dreamt of. She would go to the
Towers of Tulandan, that place of ancient knowledge. She would learn, and in time, she
might even teach.
And for now, that was enough.
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!is concludes the short story, “To the Towers of Tulandan,” a prequel story to Bradley P. Beaulieu’s critically acclaimed trilogy, !e Lays of Anuskaya.
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About the Author
Bradley P. Beaulieu is the author of !e Lays of Anuskaya, a tale that begins in !e Winds of Khalakovo, continues in !e Straits of Galahesh, and concludes with !e Flames of Shadam Khoreh. In addition to being an L. Ron Hubbard Writers of the Future Award winner, Brad’s stories have appeared in various publications, including Realms of Fantasy, Orson Scott Card’s Intergalactic Medicine Show, Writers of the Future 20, and several anthologies from DAW Books. For more, please visit www.quillings.com.
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!e adventure begins in !e Winds of Khalakovo…
Among inhospitable and unforgiving seas stands Khalakovo, a mountainous archipelago of seven islands, its prominent eyrie stretching a thousand feet into the sky. Serviced by windships bearing goods and dignitaries, Khalakovo’s eyrie stands at the crossroads of world trade. But all is not well in Khalakovo. Con%ict has erupted between the ruling Landed, the indigenous Aramahn, and the fanatical Maharraht, and a wasting disease has grown rampant over the past decade. Now, Khalakovo is to play host to the Nine Dukes, a meeting which will weigh heavily upon Khalakovo’s future.
When an elemental spirit attacks an incoming windship, murdering the Grand Duke and his retinue, Prince Nikandr, heir to the scepter of Khalakovo, is tasked with "nding the child prodigy believed to be behind the spirit summoning. However, Nikandr discovers that the boy is an autistic savant who may hold the key to lifting the blight that has been sweeping the islands. Can the dukes, thirsty for revenge, be held at bay? Can Khalakovo be saved? !e elusive answer drifts upon the Winds of Khalakovo…
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!e adventure continues in !e Straits of Galahesh…
West of the Grand Duchy of Anuskaya lies the Empire of Yrstanla, the Motherland. !e Empire has lived at peace with Anuskaya for generations, but with political turmoil brewing and the wasting disease still rampant, opportunists from the mainland have begun to set their sights on the Grand Duchy, seeking to expand their empire.
Five years have passed since Prince Nikandr, heir to the scepter of Khalakovo, was tasked with "nding Nasim, the child prodigy behind a deadly summoning that led to a grand clash between the armies of man and elder elemental spirits. Today, that boy has grown into a young man driven to understand his past—and the darkness from which Nikandr awakened him. Nikandr’s lover, Atiana, has become a Matra, casting her spirit forth to explore, in%uence, and protect the Grand Duchy. But when the Al-Aqim, long thought lost to the past, return to the islands and threaten to bring about indaraqiram—a change that means certain destruction for both the Landed and the Landless—bitter enemies must become allies and stand against the Al-Aqim’s horri"c plans.
Can the Grand Duchy be saved? !e answer lies hidden within the Straits of Galahesh…
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!e adventure concludes in !e Flames of Shadam Khoreh…
Nearly two years after the harrowing events of !e Straits of Galahesh, Atiana and Nikandr continue their long search for Nasim. !e clues they "nd lead them to the desert wastes of the Gaji, where the fabled valley of Shadam Khoreh lies.
But all is not well. War has moved from the islands to the mainland, and the Grand Duchy knows its time may be limited if Yrstanla rallies its forces. Worse, the wasting disease and the rifts grow ever wider, threatening places that once thought themselves safe. !e dukes believe their only hope may be to treat with the Haelish warriors to the west of Yrstanla, but Nikandr knows that the key is to "nd Nasim and a lost artifact known as the Atalayina.
Will Nikandr succeed and close the rifts once and for all? !e answer lies deep within the Flames of Shadam Khoreh.
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Strata is a stand-alone novella by two Writers of the Future Award winners.
It’s the middle of the twenty-second century. Earth’s oil and gas reserves have been spent, but humankind’s thirst for energy remains unquenched. Vast solar mining platforms circle the upper atmosphere of the sun, drawing power lines up from the stellar interior and tight-beaming the energy back to Earth. For most of the platforms’ teeming masses, life is hard, cramped—and hot. Most dream of a return Earthside, but a two-way ticket wasn’t part of the bene"ts package, and a Sun-Earth trip doesn’t come cheap.
Kawe Ndechi is luckier than most. He’s a gifted rider—a skimmer pilot who races the surface of the sun’s convection zone—and he needs only two more wins before he lands a ticket home. !e only trouble is, Kawe’s spent most of his life on the platforms. He’s seen the misery, and he’s not sure he’s the only one who deserves a chance at returning home.
!at makes Smith Pouslon nervous. Smith once raced the tunnels of "re himself, but now he’s a handler, and his rider, Kawe, is proving anything but easy to handle. Kawe’s slipping deeper and deeper into the Movement, but Smith knows that’s a fool’s game. His own foray into the Movement cost him his racing career—and nearly his life—and he doesn’t want Kawe to throw everything away for a revolt that will never succeed.
One sun. Two men. !e fate of a million souls.