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Caution !!

Alot of people who even talked to me once

may be mentioned in these series of posts.If you're one of my friends,you are not

advised to read this post for maintaining ourfriendship :)

And because I write every post according tomy ideas and how my mind works,then I

have a purpose.I want to change those who

I'm going to talk about,and if I couldn't-and Ithink so-then it will be enough for me tochange myself

And still,,,

I felt such a fool when . . .

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1-I thought that sending a poem to the girl Ilove will make her love me.But,she thought

I'm a gay and them left me.

2-I loved that girl in particular.As,I didn'teven see her.We just heard each other

online&she is also Egyptian and that makesme fooler.

3-I missed a lecture about the AutonomicNervous System for meeting a girl for the

first time and getting embarrassed by her asshe refused to shake hands with me,claiminglater on that that is forbidden in Islam!And

missing our lecture for meeting eachother,messing,kidding,eating damn cookedbeans&talking about trifling things is Halal

for God sake,girl?!

4-I thought that a song called "The LastLetter" which I made up for my best friend

Omar will bring us together after we hadbroken up.As it did!!

5-I felt I couldn't move or talk the moment Iknew that the girl I loved from section three

is in love with another guy and they aregoing to get married in the near future.As

that was my second time to love an engagedgirl !And that was also my second time tolove an Egyptian girl,and that makes me

fooler.

6-I thought that my glasses make me look

like a fool guy.They make me look fooler.

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12-I ran away from my fears till I got trappedin my mind.All I want to say is right there on

my papers.But not forever,I wish.

13-I published this post.Not because I'mafraid of anyone I talked about in this

post,but because I still have other moments-that I say,"I felt such a fool when . . ." when

I remember- to talk about.

To Be Continued

Muhammad Mag-D Bishr