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Her Best Friends Brother

By: TJ Dell


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Table of Contents

Prologue

Chapter one

Chapter two

Chapter Three

Chapter four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine


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Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen.


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Epilo ue


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Prologue

These are good Tony Marchetti stuffedhocolate chip cookie into his mouth and scooped thwo cookies off the plate and into the front pocket hirt. anks ibbyy he mumbled at her as he strolled

liding glass door with crumbs trailing behind him. McKays whole face lit up and she beamed a grin aftefor many long moments after she could no longer seeLibby knew the cookies were good. Chocolate chipTonys favorite, and Libbys mom owned a bakery.

had taught Libby the secret to making the veryhocolate chip cookies. Libby had loved Tony for han two years. And two years is a long time when yonine years old.

Libby met Melanie Marchetti on the first decond grade. Four days later, on a Friday night, LibbMelanie took turns braiding each others hair in front elevision with a big bowl of popcorn between themrue slumber party fashion. The back door slammed,


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urned around, and in walked a boy dressed head to mud. Immediately he began to elbow out of his sfootball jersey, and using the relatively clean undershat jersey he swiped most of the mud and dirt fro

face. Soft brown eyes appeared out from under the ladirt. Dark shaggy hair fell across his forehead. He tohis shoes and carried them with him into the Maaundry room. When he reappeared he was wearingeans, and soft white tee shirt. His face and hair

damp, and still smeared as if all he had bothered to doas washing was splash a handful of water on his face. his happened in about 45 seconds. And for 45 seLibby stared, with her mouth wide open, and without a breath.

Whos this Pigtails? The boy rounded the cugging on the ends of Melanies painstakingly braidetyled hair, and plopped into the recliner across from th

Mels hair was exactly color Libby wished for herse

pale silvery blond; Libby had carefully gathered it intpretty French braid for her friend. Libbys own darkhad been slightly more sloppily arranged in two braidspigtails really, but all the same Libby quietly pulled theuddenly hating the childish hairstyle.


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Dont call me that! Mel tossed a handpopcorn at him. Lunging forward he chomped at trying in vain to catch the kernels. You would neefor pigtails! Libby thats Tony my brother. He a

alls me that even though I havent had pigtails KINDEGARTEN! The last word was yelled ibrothers direction.

Every day of kindergarten. Tony chuckled

brushed the popcorn off his shirt and strolled out oom.

And that was all it took. Libby was in lovehat she told Mel. She did have some pride afte

Besides, Tony was 11 years old and in Middle Scho

After that first week of school Mel and Libbyarely apart. They ate their lunches together in schoohey did their homework together at Mels house

chool. On Saturdays they alternated between playMels big back yard and playing at the park acrossLibbys apartment building. The first week of Januarand Libby celebrated their birthdays together at thkating rink. Mels birthday was actually in Decemb


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he didnt mind waiting for her party because nowanted to go to a birthday party right before Chrianyway. In June when the Marchetti family spent a whe outer banks Libby was invited along, and in July

Libby and her mom took a long weekend in WilliamVA Mel tagged along. Of course a week spent in thebanks had the added benefit of Tonys company.

Nothing much changed in the third grade eMel and Libby were forced to endure being in selasses. They still traded sandwiches at lunch timehey still watched The Little Mermaid every weekendLibby was still in love with Tony. And thats how iyear after year; Libby and Melanie were best friendloser than sisters.


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Chapter one

Its red. Libby stared into the three-way mihe dressing room. At sixteen she was beginning twhat she saw in the mirror. Her hair was still a plainbrown, but Mel had spent the last summer experimwith home hair dyes, and Libby reaped all the benefit

her almost expertly done low lights. Also over the lasher figure had certainly blossomed. Mels tall willowy was more stylish, but Libby secretly preferred herurves. The red dress that hugged her full breasts

drapedjustso over the swell of her hips would have

awkwardly on her friend. Red is not appropriate wedding. Libby twisted slightly admiring how the stewinked open displaying one long leg.

Its a Christmas wedding Lib. I dont think

ules apply. Besides it isnt really redits more of a wMel sighed dramatically and flounced into a chair. ant really be considering putting it back. This dres

made for you, if anyone else were to wear it you could


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Its not exactly a one of a kind; there is a racof identical dresses waiting to drain other wallets ofgirls. Libby was used to Mels dramatics. But she st was her duty to bring her friends brain out of fa

magazines and back to earth every now and then. while it isnt haute couture it also isnt exactly pricmove. Grimacing at the price tag Libby mentally calchow many batches of cookie dough she would need toover to cover the price of the dress. Not that work

her moms eat your heart out caf and bakery waeally slaving. She loved baking and it sure beat theob Mel was stuck with. That reminded her that unch break was almost over and a decision must be mhe was going to take shameless advantage of her fr

mployee discount. Maybe I should try the pinkagain? She reached for the cocktail length dress cfrom the clearance rack.

Absolutely not. This is a grown up event, an

s a little girls party dress! Mel took a deep breattarted again in what she obviously thought was a one. Tony is flying in tonight, did I mention that?decided he could use a break after his finals after all.he didnt really want to miss Olivias wedding anyway


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Libbys stomach turned over. I thought he ob for the winter break.

He did. Some newspaper something gaze

herald or whatever. He doesnt start until Mondamom and dad paid for his plane tickets so hell beonight, go to the wedding tomorrow, and fly back Safternoon.

Actually it was The Examinerin Trenton. Hented a cheap apartment in New Jersey for the nexmonths and his salary would only just cover the rent, bwas so excited about the job he didnt care if he endosing money. That was why he hadnt originally plann

making it to his cousins wedding. He was worriwould run out of cash and was hesitant to buy the thome. Of course Libby couldnt exactly correct Because Melanie didnt exactly know that Libby hadalking to her brother lately. Well not talking really, bu

had been trading short emails, and there had been a fenight online chats.

It was mostly just silly stuff. It must be hard foo be away from home and it wouldnt be very mac


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him to be talking to his baby sister all the time, so figured this was just his way of staying pluggedLindstown. It was such a small town they didnt evenheir own Examiner. So it was hardly like he could g

home-sick-fix any other way.Anyway, there really wasnt that much to sa

ouple times a week she would get a thrill whehecked her email and saw tmarchetti124@gmai

pop up in her inbox. It was never more than 3 or 4 Usually about something silly in his day or lately aboumuch more stressful exams were as a sophomoopposed to last year. Sometimes he would ask her her schoolwork, or about the bakery. Once, he hadher text message with a picture of a guy using an eazor on the subway and the caption only in NY, gottat. It was the only time he had ever texted her, anhamelessly looked at that stupid photo approximateimes a day. It made her grin so uncontrollably that sh

areful not to sneak any peaks when Mel was aroTwice, when shed been online later than was normal fTMarchetti: had popped up in a chat window ovmail account. Both times they chatted for over an

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wasnt fighting the urge to swoon every time he smilonversation didnt have any awkward pauses.

Tony was in the middle of his sophomore yColumbia in New York. Libby knew he had re

decided on a journalism major. It made sense to her;had a way with words. He always told the most hilling scary stories when they were kids. So will

going to the wedding with us? Libby felt her facup and began concentrating on the hem of the gowquestion. It was too humiliating that she couldnt muster Mels level of false casual tone.

He doesnt have a date if thats what you mMels grin split open behind her, but the mirror still

Libby three horrifying views of it. Its is about timnoticed you werent a little girl anymore, and that dreget the message across loud and clear.

Dont be ridiculous Mel. Libby blustere

denial even as she made the decision to buy the red gA girl was only young once right? And she could ome extra time at the bakery over Christmas

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Please, you have been drooling over him for yNot that I know why you have seen his bedroom The whole room ought to be condemned!

I dont make a habit of hanging out in

brothers room. Libby called from inside the droom where she was hurrying into her own clothe

wasnt precisely true, but there were some things ouldnt share even with her best friendespecially

girl was in love with her best friends brother. Thdress. Youre right, it is perfect and with your discoan afford it.

Good. I am pretty sure my lunch break wke 4 minutes ago. Mel held out her arms for the dr

Libby emerged from the dressing room, and the girls hfor a cash register. Im not exactly glad that thingCory didnt work out, but as far as dates go I couworse than you. Mel linked arms with her best friendonly reason Libby even had to spring for the s

beautiful-look-how-grown-up-I-am dress in the first was because Mel and her boyfriend, Cory, had split upMel had rsvpd a plus one. I am glad you are goinknow. I dont know what you see in my slob of a b


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around with Tony? And he hadnt mentioned herwould certainly have remembered that.

So they are dating, but not go to a weddingme dating, or not fly to North Carolina for a weekend

me or Libby couldnt go on. It was too awful. TGirl. Cats eye glasses. Suddenly she completely awith Mel that 1950s eye glasses were obviously tacky

I dont know. I got the impression they had

out a few times but it isnt like I found her name scrnext to his on his school books or anything. He is goove the dress. You know he and Olivia have never very close. I didnt really think he minded missing ohe wedding, and then the other day I told him about

and that you were my new date. Voila, home foweekend. Makes you think.

But all Libby was thinking of as she walked ar with her bags was little miss turtlenecks and her

ye glasses. Stephanie. She even had a stupid nActually Libby had an aunt named Stephanie, and the had never bothered her before. But she hadnt hinking objectively then, and of course now she wabout ob ectivenessri ht. It shouldnt matter. She


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Tony dated, she knew he had had girlfriends. Somhose girlfriends had been to the Marchettis for dinnnights when Libby was also there. But now, well wasmagination that she and Tony had gotten closer la

Certainly he hadnt ever emailed her last year while haway at school, and then there had been all those late n his bedroom.

Last summer when Libbys mom had been ino teach a two week workshop at some pastry schPennsylvania Libby spent 14 perfect days at the Marchhome. Not that she was glad when Mel caught a tomach bug the last 5 days of her visit, but she hadnn a hurry to turn Tony down when he offered to tak

ouch and give Libby his bed so she would stay germ Tony had made a small attempt to clean up, a

ourse Mrs. Marchetti had changed the sheets, but itill his room. His bed. His space. Just remembering

her goose bumps. The Tuesday that Mel started feehe new sleeping arrangements were finalized and her were moved to Tonys room by 7:00. It had been toofor bed really, but for the first time in eight years she haawkward and out of lace in the Marchetti home. Wi


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family room transformed into Tonys temporary bedrhere werent a lot of options. So she had changed inpjs, borrowed a book from the family library, and snervously on top of Tonys twin bed to read and wa

leepiness to claim her.At first she almost didnt hear the knock

door. But then came a louder knock. Libby? You asleep already are you? Tonys voice always gavheart flutters but Libby had forced herself to sound calm

No. Come on in. Is this okay? Libby gendicating where she was sitting on his bed.

Of course. Tony pulled a face and shoo

head at her. We told you it was fine a million timdont mind the couch really Mom never let me haven here anyway, and in the dorm I got used to falling o Lettermans top ten. I just thought it was pretty earall the years Ive known you I dont think I have eve

you hit the sack before midnight.

Well I usually have very important and lumber party rituals to complete Libby was relaxing

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wasnt all that different from talking to Tony anywhereExcept that now she wasnt wearing a bra, and thaeally started to matter lately. Shivering nervously ooked around for a discreet way to cover herself.

Tony must have seen her shiver because he gra blue hoodie off a hook on the back of the doorossed it to her. Here it can get chilly in here.made himself a little busy straightening the frame holdihigh school diploma on the wall for several seconds.

Thanks. Libby shrugged into his swenhaling deeply the mix of his cologne and laundry deta smell that was distinctly his.

When she looked up Tony was looking at her trangely. It is clean. I wore it for a few m

yesterday, but only out to the mailbox and back, its cl

Okay. Its clean. Now Libby almost th

Tony might have been the nervous one, but thatprobably just her over active imagination

Shaking off the weird moment Tony produvery battered monopoly box from under his arm. I th


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we could play. Maybe its time we had our own sluparty rituals. The last part was said with a teasing grdespite the fact that her heart was desperately tryipound its way out of her chest an easiness settled back

hem. Tony sat cross legged at the foot of the bed anup the board between them.

They played for hours, and talked the whole t was the first time Libby could remember havinengthy conversation with Tony that didnt also inanother member of the Marchetti clan. And they about a lot of stuff. First they debated the strategy bgreat monopoly players: green properties vs. blue obviously), and utilities vs. railroads (railroads if you get all four of them were the better deal by far). Evenhe topics spun off and they were discussing lifelasses, and colleges. When Libby admitted she had

out for cheerleading at the end of the school year aughed.

You would make a terrible cheerleader.

I wasnt that bad. Libby whispered pracoo herself. She could jump and giggle as well as alse. Besides she knew erfectl well that Ton had


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Ellen Kirkpatrick for months his senior year, and shbeen the cheeriest of cheerleaders.

Dont get all sullen on me, Libby. Tony chuand shook his head at her. Every year you come ovhe super bowl, and every year you make me explaules of football, and every year you fall asleep befo

over! And thats the most exciting game of the yearway you make it through a high school football gameFriday night for an entire season. No way.

You might be right about that. Libby chewher lip as she counted out the price for Pacific Avenuhink I am going to try out for track and field. I like to

Tony stilled for a moment and raked his eyesher the length of her body. Yeah. His voice was huskier than normal. I could see that. You definitelyhe legs for it.

Just remembering the appraising way his eyeettled on her legs where they were stretched out alondge of his bed was enough that she could feel a blusho her cheeks.


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Every now and then Tony would smile at her. when she told him that she remembered what a goodeller he had been as a kid, and that journalism soundea good idea. It was not theI love my life easy-going

mile she was used to. It felt like a new only-for-mile. When Libby could no longer hold back her yhey checked the time; it was actually early morninTony had long ago missed The Top Ten.

Should we call it a draw? Or see who hmost cash? Tony smiled slyly and Libby knew ewhat he was up to.

No way Marchetti! I have 3 monopolies! might have more cash but a few more turns aroun

board and it will all be mine! Nothing doing we canomorrow.

How do I know you wont cheat durinnight? Tony played along with mock outrage. So

arefully wrote down who owned what and their cashand they even went to the extreme of carrying the bohe garage and locking it inside. When the door was land the key solemnly slid underneath Mr. and Marchettis bedroom door for safekee in the hilarit


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all (compounded by the fact that it was now almost 2he morning) over took them and they explodedgiggles. Giggles! Anthony Marchetti actually giggled!

Libby grinned at the memory.

When they caught their breath Tony walkeback to her room, his room really, and forxcruciatingly long moment things got weird again. E

weird. At the door to his room she turned to say good

and found him only inches away from her. With onbraced against the door frame over her shoulder he ln and was so close she could almost taste his breaoccurred to her that if she arched into him even a lithe would feel his hard chest against her body. And

ight summers of beach vacations with him she had appreciation of his upper body.

This was fun. You know, Libby, I think this first time we have ever played together. We should

again. His voice went all husky and low. Was he with her? No, he couldnt be but still this was new.

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Marchetti family vacation staple. Tony looked aonfused for a moment, and then his smile returned.he only-for-Libby smile, but the old friendly smile.

Night Lib. Tony straightened up, reached

open the door behind her, and turned and walked dowhall. For one fantasy moment she had thought Tonactually been about to kiss her. Even though shexhausted it took her a very long time to drift off tohat night, and she nearly slept through Mrs. Marchuevos rancheros the next morning.

The next night instead of sitting on the bed wheeled in his fathers office chair. It made the smallven smaller, and Libby felt a certain loss at sitting o

bed alone. I must be getting too old to sit up all nighno back support. Tony joked as he settled into the cFor just one fleeting second she thought she saw himort of longingly at the empty space on the bed.

Monopoly lasted three more nights, with holding on through stupid barters, and desperate trHonestly Libby purposely let him make those stupid bust to drag out the game, but somehow she had the hat he knew what she was u to and he didnt se


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mind. Every now and then his voice would drop an oand tease her in that new way that made her heart leahere were no more moments when she could tasbreath. No more is he going to kiss me goodnights.

night they locked up the board as if it were the mportant game of monopoly in the history of gammonopoly, and each night Libby lay awake far tooafterwards reliving each word, and each smile.

On Friday night Tony finally, albeit grudgadmitted his utter defeat in monopoly. This seemed onvenient since she was going home the next Libby? Tony took a deep breath. Libby, did youke those stories I used to tell? When we were kids?

I dont know iflike is the right wordsinceister and I would be awake for days afterwards afrlose our eyes. but yeah. They were good.

Did you know I used to write them down?

ust when we were kids, but I wrote a lot of stuff mouple of years in high school. It would be cool, I thin

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kind of thing people kept on their shelves and readagain every once in a while.

A book. Tony you are talking about wribook and I think that is fantastic. Libby smiled wid

bright because she knew Tony was sharing somethingher, and because she knew he could write a phenobook.

Tony smiled back. Her special just-for-

mile. Yeah. A book. I want to write a book.breathed out a deep sigh. I think I could do ollection of short stories, or maybe Ill really go for

and spin out a full length novel. A thriller. I love a hriller you know? It all came out in a rush and Libb

o swept up in his excitement that she threw her around him and squealed.

Go for it Tony. Go for brokeits gonngreat! Less than a second later Libby realized wh

had done. And from her head to her toes she felt everof her skin come alive. Slowly, almost hesitantly, Tarms circled around her waist. He barely touched first, and then suddenly he tugged her against him in hu . His hands s la ed o en across her back ressin


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orso to his. She had wanted to open her hands againback, and feel the muscles she knew, from lots of cobservation, were there. But an instant later his handsat her hips and he was setting her carefully away from h

Thanks Lib. Without looking away from heached over to his desk and pulled out a pretty bapiral notebook. Maybe you could read some of tust enough to tell me if they are any good. Really. I

you to be honest with me. Tony shoved the book atThe stuff at the back is the most recent. I know

grammar will need some work, but He was aambling. Tony Marchetti had lost his cool talking to

Definitely a highlight of her life so far.

Not tonightsince I am sure I wouldnt sleeas soon as the sun is up I would love to read these.

Dont this isnt public knowledge okay?doesnt need to know about this.

Of course! I wont tell anyone. It ranklehat he felt the need to even say such a thing. Thilearly personal for him and not her business preading around.


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I know you wont Lib. Youre a good friSoftly he leaned in and brushed his lips againsforehead. Her forehead! Like a child! But it was aand hope bloomed warm and bright in her heart.

And his stories really were great. Now that was old enough not to let them give her bad dreanight. That was how the email-pal bit had gotten staWith Mel no longer incapacitated it wasnt like Libby

eason to have many private conversations withbrother. So she had started emailing him as she finach story, and he would email her back. When shead the last story there hadnt felt like a need tomailing him. And surely he would have let her know

was starting to pester himwouldnt he?

This was dumb. There was no reason for htart second guessing herself now. They were closehey used to be. She used to be his kids sister best fr

And now she was his friend. As much as it pained hear him put her in the category of good-friend at leawas in a category. She was not going to start sguessing herself now. And the dress was perfect.


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Chapter two

It was probably too much. No. She lofantastic. Looking into the full length mirror in bedroom Libby couldnt quite convince herself. Libbpent more time getting ready that morning than M

did, and Mel was a bridesmaid! Of course Me

basically just stepped into the elegant gold shiftbridesmaid dress, clipped a few strategic locks of hairand applied a little make up with practiced ease. Itabout two minutes for Mel to look as though shtepped out of one of her fashion magazines. Libby o

other hand had subjected herself to over an hour of fidwhile Mel tucked, and pinned, and pulled her curlshey looked to be gathered effortlessly away from heave for a few carefree strands that had escaped. M

also done her make up for her. The finished pr

ooking back at her from the mirror was far more drahan Libby had envisioned, but she really did look fantAt 57 Libby tended to avoid heels, but she was glahad insisted on the cute little spiky heels, and anyway was rett tall definitel over six feet.


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It isnt too much. And Tony is going to Mels reflection appeared behind her in the mirror. Shalways been a little too good at reading Lixpressions.

No. I was just making sure everything wplace. Libby denied uselessly as she backed awayhe mirror. Further discussion was made blempossible as there was someone knocking on the doo

Are you two ready yet? For crying out louddont leave now well be late! Tonys exasperated ounded from the other side of the door. Melupposed to be early for bridal party photos and Tony

driving them over so that Mel could ride with the othen the limo after the ceremony. So while they wxactly late they probably did need to leave.

Hold onto your shirt brother! Mel hollered

as she handed Libby a beaded purse, and tucked helutch under her arm. We have plenty of time, bugo. Mel pulled open the door and strolled down theo the front door. Libby stalled before the doorwayhad never seen Ton in a suit and tie before. His no


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haggy hair had been trimmed short, and while she lovwatch him habitually brush his hair out of his eyes thityle made him look well like an adult. An incredib

adult. Libby took a moment to concentrate on not all

her tongue to hang out of her mouth.Tony took one look at her and let out a

whistle. Libby McKay all grown up. Had he realwhistled at her? What should she say? Why was he sat her that way? Are you ready Lib? Tony crookelbow towards her and Libby realized that of cours

was waiting for her to move forward. Silently, sincouldnt trust her voice, Libby tucked her hand und

arm and allowed herself to be led to the car.

At the church Mel was whisked away for peaving Libby and Tony with 45 minutes until the ceremHe looked questioningly down at her feet. Are those okay for walking? Main Street is only one block that

thought we could take a walk and check out the Chri

window displays.

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wrap isnt exactly December appropriate. Libby pullhin wrap closer around her body emphasizing that dhat it was a mild evening there was still quite a chill air.

Tony nodded thoughtfully for half a momenhen wordlessly shrugged out of his wool pea coadraped it over her shoulders. Lets go. He touchhand to her back and nudged her towards Main Street

They walked quietly at first. Not touching beLibby was just about swallowed up in Tonys coat, buhey walked side by side close enough for Libby to smologne. After a few minutes of comfortable silence aid. So, still thinking about Track and Field i

pring?

Try outs are right after winter break. I haveunning most days at the indoor track at the Y. I lik

distance runs the best. Im working on my mile, but

practicing sprints too.

Does Mel go with you? Or someone elswould probably help to have a coach with a stopwaknow Sam Tucker was rett bi into track back w


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went to school there.

Sam Tucker was a senior, and he was on theeam. It surprised Libby that Tony would remembeince he would have been a sophomore when Tony

enior. Sam and Libby had gone out a few times inche homecoming dance a couple months earlier. Theygood time, but had both agreed that they werent sernterested in each other.

I usually go pretty early, and you know Mewakes up early for important things like sales. But an old stop watch and can time myself and I do okay.

So Sam doesnt take you running?

Umm no. Why were they talking abouTucker? Talking about Sam was sort of killing thepseudo-date buzz Libby had going a moment ago.

Tony nodded and checked his watch. We sprobably start back if we want good seats. Tony slone arm around her waist and turned her around toback towards the church.


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anyway. The sooner they were surrounded by relativasier keeping his hands to himself would be. And unt

he made fists in his pocketsjust in case. Thisrouble. Libby was his baby sisters best friend, a

ould probably be arrested for the thoughts he was hight now. But the way she looked tonight he was havery difficult time convincing his body that she was onlSure lately he had been thinking that they might be ogether, but not for a few more years. Four years wo

eem like such a big difference when they were aolder. She was still a kid for crying out loud. Of couhad been younger than she was doing a hell of a lothan some mistletoe kissing, but that was really npoint. Did she have any idea how she looked in that d

She was basically walking sin. It covered much morany of the swim suits he had seen her wear year afterand for that matter it covered more than those skpajama shorts he had been tortured with last summer.yet somehow it was much more shall we say effecti

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With plenty of time to spare too. Libby seettle miffed with him. Although he had been very rude

of the walk back here, so he probably deserved it. ifted the hem of her dress slightly as she climbed the

And that scandalous skirt fell open revealing oneperfect leg clear up to her slim, toned thigh. Tony stigroan.

They should have had to ask for ID before her that dress. It was a wonder she had time to buy aat all let alone find one so. A horrible thought tookn his brain. Her invite to the wedding had been terribminute. Maybe she hadnt had time buy a new dHomecoming couldnt have been more than 8 or so wago. Maybe that was what the dress from. Mel hadannoyingly vocal about how cute Libby and Sam logether at the dance. It was possible Libby had bhis sirens dress for Sam Tucker. That particular thame with a punch to his gut. Sam Tucker with his

black truck and tinted windows. There was only oneeason for a teenage boy to have tinted windows. Thhought of Sam Tucker seeing Libby, his Libby, in thismade Tony so angry he couldnt think.


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Have I told you how much I like your drTony leaned over to whisper in Libbys ear when theyettled in a pew waiting for the ceremony to start.

You whistled at me before we left. ouldnt help her teasing smile. Id say that translaike. I havent ever been whistled at before.

decided not to mention that 15 minutes ago a strangewhistled at her when she was in his arms unde

mistletoe. He took a deep breath and tried again. Iuddenly very important that he know if Libby had wo

beautiful dress for Sam Tucker. I guess Mel was you could get a dress on such short notice. Or maybalready had itfrom homecoming or something?

Homecoming? This would have been overboard for a homecoming dance. Mel picked yesterday actually, and she lent me her store discount.

Thats good. Sounding genuinely pleased elaxed into his seat and draped one are across the bahe pew.

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his creative writing professor, and about a writing grohad joined that was full of peer critiques which apparently tremendously helpful. Libby smiled and listThis was how she liked Tony: full of excitement and

and sure of himself. This was her Tony. I havent givon a real novel though. I have a hundred ideas. eaning towards a detective series. Thrillers. Reaeller list stuff, but I think getting my feet wet with hort stories is smart. Tony guided his car into a sp

he hotel. Im boring you arent I? He said it with hbut there was sincerity too. He hadnt meant to ramband he didnt have many private moments with Libbnow their 15 minute car ride was over and she hadnt a word in edgewise.

You never bore me. Libby giggled softly very idea of being bored and being with Tony at the ime. Will I get to read it?

And there it was, that only-for-Libby smile. overed her hand with his. You will be the very fi

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Libby was charmed by the silver and gold Chrihemed decorations. Of course, she was seatedMarchetti family, but it didnt escape her that she endn the chair next to Tony rather than the one next t

date, Mel. They were served a beautiful fancy meamore forks than she had any idea what to do with, bould hardly feel uncomfortable sharing a meal wi

Marchettis. No matter what the trappings.

When the band started to play great omebody-or-another came and stole the family awa

photos. Even then when she was left alone at the miling dumbly at her goblet of ice water, she still

have any time to feel awkward. Because the minute Tarm left the back of her chair she had plenty of attenShe danced once with one of the grooms friends btepped on her toes, and his hand was a little too low o

back. So she was happy to oblige when Mels cousinut in. Nick was probably two years younger than he

he kept his hands to himself and he was a good daBesides he confided in her that he had been stuck at aable. And if there was anything Libby could symp

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narrowed when he steered her back to their table. Ddrink now? He accused her.

How do you know I wasnt going to ordCherry Coke? Libby bristled at her abrupt return

isterstatus.

You wear your every thought on your face. were a little older I would love to play poker with you

Libby jerked her elbow out of his grasp. I anough thank you very much. Although at this point

anybodys guess as to what she was oldenough for. you are hardly a stellar example. What would youdone if they had carded you for that glass of champagn

Tony arched a brow in her direction. I wouldhown him my ID. He answered wryly.

Dont be ridiculous you are only 20.

I have an ID that says otherwise Tony murmas they settled themselves back at their still empty table

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Come on Lib. There is a difference. You arewill be 21 this summer.

Ill be 17 in two weeks. Now Libby was

alking to herself as she felt the last of her pseudo-datelip away.

And is 17 old enough to make out witomewhat skeazy cousin Frank? Tony was whisp

now but every word was laced with anger and disapprSo that was it. Tony felt he had to rescue little McKay from his big bad wolf of a cousin. He girlfriend. And how would Sam Tucker feel aboudraping yourself around Frank?

Again with Sam Tucker. For Petes sake thebeen on three lousy dates, and shared one lousy kissmphasis on the LOUSY. I did not make out

Frankie. We danced to two songs. Then I got warm

decided to get a drink and sit down. She didnt aditting down had actually been Tonys idea. No poeminding him of that. And Sam Tucker wouldnt haveason to give a damn one way or another even if I lef

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Which you are NOT going to do! Tony whocked by her words he knocked over the glahampagne. Not that he really wanted ithe had

more trying to make a point by ordering it.

Which I am not going to do. Libby agreed eJust like I did not make out with him.

He kissed you. Tony hissed although more c

ince reason was now settling back into place in his bAnd why wouldnt Sam care?

We arent a couple Tony. We went out imes, but it was nothing. And Frankalmost kissed walked away but I guess you missed that part whilwere busy rescuing me from myself. Not that any of your business. I have been kissed before. I am not girl.

Sam wasnt her boyfriend. Libby didnt h

boyfriend. Wait who had she been kissing? Whoyou been kissing?

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pressing against her the way Frankie had, but he ugged her into him and tucked her head under his You smell like lavender.

Its lotion. I have dry skin.

Tony chuckled. Only Libby could make havinkin sound so sexy. You smell great. I love it. A

heartbeats passed before Tony spoke again. Did I teOlivias college roommate, Tara, pinched my ass durin

photos?

What! Libby laughed at the conversation cand pulled back a little to look him in the eyes.

She did! I felt like a piece of meat. Itdisgusting. A smile quirked at the edge of his mouthhe is headed right for us. Tony leaned down

whispered in her ear. Lets you and I pretend we areogetheron a real date.

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warm and moist on the shell of her ear.

Kay she turned to look at him, but his faconly an inch away from hers. He wasted no time in chat distance. This was no gentle mistletoe kiss.

His lips molded firmly to hers. His tongue over lips and she opened, willing him to deepen the Tonnyy!! A high pitched, sugar sweet, sing-song nvaded their moment. I hope you are saving a dan

me. The woman was a few years older than Tonblond bombshell that filled out her bridesmaid dress likhad gotten it a size too smallon purpose.

Tara. Tony turned keeping his arm a

Libby. I dont believe you have met my dateMcKay. His voice was easy, but not warm. Tara dake the hint.

Your date? Tara looked confused for a mo

but she recovered quickly. Libby. Oh right, LArent you little Melanies date?

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uit jacket Libby angled her body into his. Libby wgoing to be intimidated, and she sure as hell wasnt givion a date with Tony Marchetti even if it was a prdate.

Well I guess I will see you two around. urned around looking a little dazed and headed towarbar.

You were amazing! Tony spun Libby bac

his arms laughing. Is she still watching?

Libby had no idea where Tara was. Yesanswered immediately.

Good. Tony drew her into another deep Angling his mouth over hers this kiss shook her all tho her toes and as he backed away he softly whiswow.

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he would walk her to the door and maybe she wouldget another kiss.

I had fun Lib. Tony cocked a grin at her pulled up in front of her building.

Me too.

Well have a great Christmas. I wont be again for awhile. I have an early flight out tomorrow

tart at theExaminerthe next day. But Ill be in toAnd he said the whole thing smiling. Libby couldnt bt. The best night of her life and a dress worth an winter break of servitude to her mothers bakery anwould be in touch.

Great. Thanks for the ride. Merry ChristShe climbed out of the car. Her apartment was ofourth floor. For the first two flights she was determinbe angry with him. But by the time she finished climbi

ast two flights she was determined to be positive. Ibeen a great night. And he did say that he had fun. Bime she fell asleep that night she was sure that Marchetti was one step closer to realizing he couldnwithout her.


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I missed you too

-L-

A few days later a box came in the mail for Lnside she found a digital runners stop watch. A little

held thing that had settings for keeping track of heimes, and trends, and other things she hadnt even k

he needed to track. It was the most thoughtful gift.Libby liked it almost as much as the card she nclosed. It was a plain holiday card with a draw

mistletoe on the front and inside Tony had scrawled an this barely decipherable writing.

thought this would come in handy. Lots of Love, Tony.

Love. Not Sincerely, and not Yours Truly. Tony had signed love. Of course boys probably

hink very much about these sorts of things so Libbyvery hard not to read too much into it. But that didnthat she didnt do a happy dance around her bed roomucking the card into the frame of her dressers mirror.


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have never played any sports before. At first I just wo have an extracurricular for my college apps this sumbut now I totally want to win.

TMarchetti: thats great lib. You sound happy.

ure it was all you, but I am glad you liked the stop wa

They chatted about nothing in particulalmost 45 minutes. Libby floated into her bed that

Every couple of days she had come to expect an emaext from Tony. Nothing particularly special or persoontent, but he always made her smile and occasiona

had her laughing so hard her eyes would water. A weo later she got a birthday card in the mail, and it join

Christmas card in a place of honor above her dresser. was their pattern. Light and occasionally slightly flirtpen pals. It meant the world to Libby, but sometimehad to wonder what, if anything, it meant to him.

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disappointed in Prince-Whats-his-Name. I hopehave fun.

-t-

It was Prince Eric! And the actor was all wthe movie was fun. I guess we have just outg

princesses and ice shows.

-L-

Wow. All state! Mel was so excited for yobarely spent any time talking about prom hopping. I was more interested in your news anyw

Why didnt you tell me last week when we talked?

-t-

Well I am pretty excited, but I figured I would

and see how I actually place before I got all brabout it. I didnt want to have to tell you if I camast it would be too awful.

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Youre dumb. That better be the last time youworry about having to tell me anything. Besides noare you coming in last place. I wish I could ma

home for the all state meet, but I really need atudy time I can get.

-t-

Sam Tucker asked you to prom? Meout of breath as she ran into the bakery. And youNO!

Really Mel, who is your informant? It

been more than an hour. Sam had asked her righchool let out, and now 45 minutes later Mel was alrehe know. He wasnt upset; it was more of an I-

have-a-date-you-dont-have-a-date sorta thing.

Mel pulled a face. You could have a daknow you arent interested in Sam that way, but he ihot and a good dancer. And at least you could go PROM! Her eyes narrowed as Libby concentratarranging a tray of cup cakes. You do want to go


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???? When did you decide this? He ihree and a half years older. What happened to makee you as a grown up?

Well That is hardly going to happen if yaround at home every weekend! Mel suncomfortably. Effie has been hanging around a lot l

think she is spending the summer in New Jersey witwhen he goes back to The Herald.

Examiner. Libby corrected absently. WEffie?

You remember I told you about her befowedding. Cats eye glasses, always cold?

You said her name was Stephanie. Whaof a name is Effie? Geezhow many girls waompeting with. Not that she was actually inompetition, because she was in North Carolina and

well he wasnt.

Did I? Mel didnt seem overly concabout that detail. Mel wasnt really a detail kind of per

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Tony: whats the difference in salted or unsalted bu

Libby: one has salt

Libby: why

Tony: I am baking cookies.

Libby: ???????

Tony: Ive seen you do it 1000 times! I am sure

handle it. Salted or unsalted?

Libby: unsalted you know you can buy coight? Premade and everything

Tony: I want to smell them baking!***

Tony: It burned and the inside is still raw

Libby: I am almost afraid to ask it?

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Thanks. You too. Except I guess you wonhaving the whole summer off since you are woagain. Are you looking forward to New Jersey?

-L-

Libby knew she shouldnt be fishing. Tony was her friend why wouldnt he want to tell her his living arrangements.

Yeah I guess I am probably done with sumvacations. Just wait though, when you get a littleyou kinda would rather work than lay on the beach

-T-

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at all over the summer you know. John calls me aime. Him and Parker even came out to spend the fouuly with me and Libby. That got his attention.

Parker is visiting Libby? Did that

asual and offhand? Maybe he should have asked ohn first. Umm so you like John hmm?

Yes to both. Libby was seeing Sam Tubut I think she likes Parker better. We went to the

and had a picnic for fireworks.

Sam Tucker! Okay that was not offBut he had been taken by surprise.

Yes. Sam Tucker, the guy who actuallyher out on dates. You know what they are right. Oryou and Effie go out on dates?

It isnt like that with Effie. We were workhe same town, and it saved on rent.

In a one bedroom apartment?

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her mom, but it would seem that some time during thehe had swallowed a basket ball. Her throat felt tighcratchy. Crap. She was sick. She would have to

Mels party tonight, and Parkers visit. Although she w

o much worried about missing him, as she felt baeaving him alone at a party where he wouldnt anyone. Hopefully Mel would take the time to intrhim around before she crawled into a dark cornerohn. The two of them werent exactly discreet.

By the afternoon, and after some hefty doDayquil, Libby was feeling marginally better. Not reallnough to go to the party, but the room was staying stihe had found the energy to finish her English paper. he had warmed her voice up a bit she was able to ca

and rasp out an explanation. Mel was disappointedohn had already arrived so Libby was confident th

would cheer up soon enough.

After a shower that, she imagined, w

away all her germs, Libby changed into fresh clean paand climbed back into bed determined to sleep off thof this awful day. And then the door bell rang. Libbnot hung the trick-or-treaters welcome sign provid


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was carrying. His eyes seemed to travel from the top head to where she sat cross legged under her pink flowomforter. Your hair is wet. He took anotherowards her.

I just got out of the shower. That is a oup

Tony stopped. Libby with wet hair. Libhe shower. Water rushing down No. He was not

o think about Libby in the shower. He took a few band forced a friendly smile. I brought more than sowill be right back. He turned and jogged out of her ro

Two minutes later he came back empty h

and swept a quick look around her room. Libby shanked the powers that be for Wednesdays spontanleaning episode. And she prayed that she had rememo put the lid down on her hamper. Dirty laundry was a part of her Tony-in-my-bedroom hallucinations.

snt going to work Tony quickly closed the distance bedside, and in one motion scooped her (pink comand all) into his arms. Her arms instinctively wraround his neck as he carried her down the hall in


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family room. Somewhere at the edge of her mind sheecognized that while this did happen in her hallucinatio

was usually carrying her in the other direction. Tony put her down on the couch, and left the room again.

When he came back he was carryingbowls, and had a couple bottles of water wedged undarm. Dinner is served. He pulled their coffee table o the sofa and placed a bowl of chicken noodle sofront of each of them. I hope you dont mind I hmyself. I love my mothers soup. He cocked a happat her as she scrambled to edge of the couch to taste.

Libby took two big spoonfuls and s

happily. mmm. Me too. Whats in the rest of the ba

Tony watched her eat stupid spoon. Mhe should have brought a thermos. Was chicken noodkind of soup you could drink from a thermos? Tony

hink so and anyway somehow he doubted that drinking out of a thermos would be any less effechan watching her lick that damn spoon.

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o completely ignore her existence.

We were friends who were rooming togand I have hardly seen her since we moved baampus. Not that it was her business, but it sudeemed important to Tony that Libby understand. I

have a girlfriend at the moment.

His words reverberated in the air for awhile. Libby could almost feel the electricity z

between them. She opened her mouth to say somethinshe sneezed a loud and somehow hilarious sneeze. were both laughing uncontrollably, and Libby was tryatch her breath. It was amazing that even thoug

delicious tension from a moment ago had disappeared

was still having the time of her life.

Ill get you some tissues. I should have thof that. Tony was still chuckling as he unfolded hfrom his corner of the couch. Do you need anything e

Actually the Nightquil is over the sink dont mind bringing it to me. Nightquil usually knLibby out, but she knew she had taken the last oda time stuff, and she didnt want to risk another sneez


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onto Tonys shoulder and sleeping deeply. onsidered carrying her to her room, but he couldnt

himself to do it. And anyway her mother wouldnt be for hours, and what if Libby needed someone? S

eaned back into the arm of the couch, and pulled Libbwrapped in her blanket, into his chest. It was gettinand he concentrated on matching his breathing with thand fall of her back until he too drifted off to sleep.

The next morning Libby woke up in her owand felt as if she had never slept better in all her life. Iher awhile to focus and then she remembered Tony vibringing her soup, and a movie. She also had a memory of Tony wrapping her in his arms and snugglin

lose to him, but that part was probably a dream. was no way that her mom, at 5 foot nothing could pohave gotten Libby from the couch into her bed, and thLibby with one thrilling option for how she had gottennto bed last night. Sitting up she found a thick blue fol

he foot of her bed.

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Chapter Five

We did it! Mel was jumping up and dow

quealing her very best squeal. The pale green gradgown bounced lightly as Mel did her dance. Pale ooked wonderful against Mels blond hair and fair

ohn picked Melanie up and spun her around in a circl

Congrats babe! He said, before wrappin a slightly inappropriate embrace. They weridiculously cute together. You too Libster. John

her with a finger gun. God she hated that nickname.

Parker pressed a kiss to the top of Lihead. Yeah. Congrats. He whispered. Libby wished he would stop doing stuff like that. John anhad been together for awhile now, and inevitably

always ended up paired with Parker. Not that she mt had actually been nice that she could count on havdate for all the major social events of her senior year.he really liked Parker. He was funny and confiden


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while she hated to admit to being shallow --having a mn from his New York College to see her had leant ertain amount of prestige. Mostly they got along gre

while they had shared a few lukewarm kisses he h

eemed to be interested in much more. But lately hbeen calling more, and always seemed to be touchingttle more than was necessary. Libby knew that witchool behind her she was ready to take the Tony Maituation into her own hands. So the Parker thing cou

awkward.

The Marchetti back yard looked beauPaper lanterns hung from wires that Mr. Marchetttrung between the trees, and tiki torches dotted the ed

he yard. Mel had spent months planning her Hawgraduation party. Judging from the size of the crowd, a big hit. A big white rented tent sheltered lots of tablehairs, but extra lawn chairs had been arranged all ov

yard to accommodate the guest list. Libby had playe

good hostess to Parker most of the night so far, but shgrateful when Parker got caught up in a conversation baseball and she could slip away. Libby wandered theof the yard feeling a little chilly in her grass skirt and


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NYU. With Parker. Tony hoped that wouldnt be able to see him grimace in the dark. Libby had first applied to Columbia Tonys mind hadnto overdrive imagining being with her. But she had

been excited after she met with the people from Floridhe only had one year left in New York. He had evenoying with the idea of moving down there after grad assuming Libby amenable to the idea. One more yold himself. Let Libby spend a little time in collegemester or two out of high school, and surely they couogether then. Of course that was before he walkehis god awful party. He had spent hours waiting airport, and he had still missed the graduation. Walkinhe party tonight he had no trouble finding Libby.

She looked incredible in her luau costThere were plenty of other girls here dressed in similups. Hell, he had even seen someone walking around oconut bra! But only Libby could get his hear

umping like thatof course she was the first thing heThe second thing he saw was that jackass Parker trbehind her always with his hand on her back or aaround her waist. Of course he had known they


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December. I am almost a year older. Libbys wwas barely audible, because it took all her remaining eo keep from crying. Had she ever felt so small?

Tony nodded. He knew thathe just h

been thinking clearly. Eighteen. Okay, but you stigraduated high school. I dont know if the actual numakes a difference. And not now Libby. I cant dwith you.

Libby nodded. She couldnt trust her voic

What about Parker? For crying out louyou are here with someone else. I am not about to another mans date. Now Tony was just talking

hought if he could keep talking than he could take thout of her eyes. If he could keep talking he just migable to convince himself he was doing the right thing.

It isnt like that. Libbys voice shook slig

Lib. Hes here like once a month. Dhave any idea what it costs to fly to and from New YTrust meits like that. Libby started to walk aWait. Lets just Can we talk? Were still friends


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after they were settled in the car Parker explained. Jgrandfather owns an airline. You know corpharters, but John works off the price of his flights, m

as an air steward, and it doesnt cost the old man any

xtra if I tag along so really it only costs John ahumiliation.

An air steward? Like a flight attendant?

Yeah except the old man is kind o

fashioned --- he prefers airsteward, and since thamakes John turn red as an apple I have to say I like itThey shared a good laugh, and Libby was satisfied thfriend hadnt been spending next years tuition on ickets.

She was leaving. With Parker. Tony lack jawed in the hallway. He had come to find her, a

beg her for another chance. He was such an idiot. Sh

offered him everything he had wanted for what seemeforever and he had thrown it all back in her facebecause he was a little uncomfortable with her age. ould have worked it out--maybe started slowly he

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hould do? He could have taken her to Broadway, anmpire state building. But never in a million years hxpected to find her wrapped around Parker and h

out the door. It was probably his fault. He had drive

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Thats great Lib. I know that must make you happ

I know how busy you are, but maybe you couldet me know how youre doing?

-T-

One of my short stories was run in a local litmagazine. I wanted to send you a copy, but Mel wgive me your address. She says she thinks youreat me. I know shes right.

PS: Maybe you could give me an idea of homake you less mad?

-t-

This year for Halloween I am thinking of rentinapple costume and riding the subway all day. You used to get such a kick out of the characters I wmeet on the train that I think it is only fair I giveo the community.

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-t-

I heard a joke today and thought of you W

do cookies sleep?.... Do you give up? Okay I wiyou A cookie sleeps under the cookie sheets.

-t-

For the first time in almost five months Tonmade Libby smile. She was tired of ignoring him, andof feeling humiliated. It was hardly his fault. Besidesurns out she was really happy at Florida State. Solicked reply.

That was so lame! You know why the cookie whe doctor right? Because he was a little bit nuts.

I do love school. I am making lots of friends,

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onclusion regarding John Grisham however becauforgotten cookies had burnt up, smoking Tony right he apartment. Libby seriously considered sending eplacement batch of cookies, but she was unwilling t

falling back into old and unhealthy habits with him again

After the last of her final exams Libby turned surveying her now basically empty dorm room. Suz

eft the night before so one whole side of their tiny roombarren. The other side was piled with boxes to be lnto the small U-Haul she was picking up in the morHow strange she thoughtto be going home imorning. Actually make that later this morning Libby m

as she noticed the time it was after 2:00 am. Shxcited to see Mel, and her mom, and even Stuart

moms boyfriend. But still it felt a bit strange to thtaying in her old bedroom in the apartment again.

phone rang-- shaking Libby out of her reverie. T

name blinked on her caller ID. He had graduatedColumbia that afternoon. Libby flipped her phone ope

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Umm yeah? Was wet hair sexy?

I have dreams of you with your hair wet weapink blanket. Yep, apparently wet hair was sexy.

You dream about me?

Will you get into the bed?

The towel will make the sheets wet. Libbyurprised he could hear her voice over the sound o

heart pounding.

You could always take the towel off. She hear Tonys breath with each word.

Tingles danced across her skin at the thought opicturing her slipping the towel off and climbing betweheets. That does seem to be the sensible solution.

Libby?

Yes, Tony?

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Wow you really suck at this.

Tony laughed loud and warm, and the soundher more tingles.

Sorry Lib. And here I thought I was beimooth. He paused. I was out of my mind last su

Libby, I couldnt take it if you cut me out again. I neen my life and this is a bad idea.

Youre right. Libby sighed but she was surn the morning she would be glad he had a called a shings. I wish you were drunker too. That earned groan.

Are you in the bed?Yes

Pull the covers up Lib. Close your eyes. Tdeep breath. Libby did as she was told. Go to

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business classes, design classes. Make sure you areprepared to succeed. That was Libbys plan anywaywanted her degree in business so she could open heaf and bakery.

Nah. I am kind of making this up as I go. has a friend in law school that can probably point me ight direction while I am getting set up. But now

figured out what I want to do I dont want to wait anhree years to get started!

Libby nodded dumbly. When did this happen

Werent you listening? My cousin got mand

Not that Mel. I was actually talking to myswas just wondering when I got left behind. You are o be in New York with your career, and Tony is in ersey with his career, and I am left behind.

Geez! Pity party much? Mel tossed her crunapkin at Libby. You arent left behind you are goingo Florida next week, and you have lots of friends theryou actually like school. Libby I was miserable last


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You were in Tallahassee, and John was in New York. you please try and be happy for me?

I am Mel. If I were a man I would buy neckwear from you.

Okay good. Now that that is settled dwant to help me move? John and Parker are going here tomorrow morning, and we are renting a trucdriving back. You could spend the weekend. Parker

Id love to Mel, but I have a lot to do bMonday. I will come by in the morning and help youhough. Libby wanted to say yes. That she would lohelp Mel move, and see the fabulous town house

ohn lived. But she needed to start back to FloriMonday, and Tony was going to be home for the weekHe had told her so himself.

Well I suppose I should have given you

notice. Melanie seemed to be studying Libbys faceblew her bangs out of her face and started talking aTony is coming home tomorrow night. Libby wasn

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fe. She had really crappy timing. I go out Mel. Aust pointed out I do live in Florida, so that is where I dmajority of my going out.

Relief spread across Mels face. Okay! So

Who are we dating?

Damn. Well it isnt serious but Brian and I spot of time together last semester. That wasnt exae. Brian had sacrificed most of his Thursday nights h

her pass freshman accounting. And it wasnt semostly, because Brian was hopelessly devoted tgirlfriend. Not that she was disappointed seeing as was a bit dull. He would probably make a baccountant one day, but he was still dull.

They chatted a little longer with Libby beidiplomatic as possible when the topic of Brian camWhen Mel hopped up and announced she was going o pack Libby was glad to have some time alone wi

houghts. She needed to think. It wasnt enough thwasnt in love with Tony anymore, which she wasnt.was right. Libby needed to date more. She had pleopportunities, but she always seemed to have more ex


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Not anymore. Starting next week Libby Mwas in the market for Mr. Right. Or at the very leasRight Now.

The next morning Libby arrived bright and eahe Marchetti house bearing a carry-out tray full oappuccino and a box of muffins from her moms ba

Sometime last night it had occurred to her that she had

ess than supportive of Mels new life plan. Now shdetermined to make up for it. She found Mel, JohnParker still taping up boxes. This didnt really surpriseMel might have put a lot of thought into moving, but shlearly left all the packing for the last minute.

omplaining thoughLibby silently joined the effort. didnt work quickly. Every 90 or so seconds Melanhe need to stop and play remember when. Caughther friends nostalgia Libby usually joined in relivinmoments of their youth. These trips down memory

provided no end of amusement for the guys. BeforeParker and John were sharing increasingly outrafictitious memories of their own.

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hose kittens from the burning barn?

That was nothing compared to the time you chat old lady with a broken leg ten miles to the emeroom.

Well it isnt as though I had much of a chowould have driven her but if you remember youborrowed my car to go on that safari

A safari in New York?

Dont be ridiculous Libsterthe safari wCanada that was probably why I needed a car. Johgrinning like a ten year old at the idea.

Sure! If I remember correctly they were hhe ever elusive Canadian unicorn.

What makes a unicorn Canadian? Mel stogiggling long enough to interject.

Parker made a face. The live in Canada.

Yeah. John looked excited. And they have that pansy spiral horn these American unicorn


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porting. Nope they each have a great big moose anhe middle of their heads. John opened one hand, phis thumb in the center of his forehead and chilgalloped about the room a few times. The four f

rupted into laughter.Did you catch one? Mel managed whe

aught her breath.

Of course he did! Parker piped up. An

know if you catch a unicorn they have grant you a wish

I thought that was leprechauns Libby stoand began to gather the remnants of their breakfast tout to the trash.

Nah, Leprechauns arent real John answeredmock seriousness.

What did you wish for?

John didnt even stop to consider. The Girls

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now melted, cappuccinos splashed across Libbys tee Mel! Libby pulled the wet and stained cotton away

her skin. Tell me you have something in one of these can wear.

Giggling Mel shook her head. You know anown would look positively indecent on you. It was

Libbys much more pronounced bust line had long agan end to any closet sharing. Maybe your mother?Libby knew that Mel had inherited her figure fromMarchetti and she was unsurprised to see Melanie shher head a little mournfully. The coffees hadnt beefor several hours now, but the liquid was still coldombined with her embarrassment caused her breaighten and increase her embarrassment.

Ever the gentleman, Parker reached behind hisgrabbed a handful of cotton and dragged his own shirhis head. Here you go Libby. He tossed it acrooom to her and Libby retreated to the hallway bath

o change and rinse the coffee out of her shirt. Parkeall, and his shirt fell below the hem of her shorts. Cinhe material closer to her waist, Libby tugged the band out her hair and used it to knot the excess mate


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he small of her back. When she returned to Mels Parker was flexing his, now bare, muscles and tauntingforletting himselfgo. Libby stood for awhile doorway just watching her friends. Soon they would

n New York and she would be in Tallahassee.

Think you have enough clothes? John laughhe carried a heavy armload of garment bags over to a puitcases. It had taken all morning, and part of the

afternoon to get her completely packed up. Libby have been sorry for volunteering except she emembering how much fun the four of them couldogether.

A girl likes to look her best you know. answered sweetly and stood on her tip toes to give peck on the cheek

John swept her off her feet into a big bear

Babe you can have all the clothes you like, but you you look your best in nothing at all He gave her bxaggerated squeeze to make his point.

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made a big show of averting his eyes. Lets start ome of this out to the truck Libby. He handed her a

pile of boxes, and hefted a heavy suitcase into each own hands. Youre going to leave me alone with

wo walking hormones for a ten hour car ride! Arure you dont want to ride back with us?

Sorry, I have my own packing to do. And Iplans this weekend anyway.

With Brian?

What! Libby dropped the boxes she was ha little harder than she had planned and spun toParker. Im sorry, what? She tried to ask again

omposedly.

Parkers eyebrows drew close together. Tyour guys name right? Mel mentioned him, but shealways good with names. Libbys heart lurched whe

emembered thinking something similar about her during the Stephanie/Effie conversation. In the end it heally mattered what her name was; except perhaps th

had been able to forgive her Aunt Stephanie for havinbad luck of sharing a name with Tonys girlfriend. A


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would be worth the price of flying commercial. Pgrinned. Parker had a nice grin. Actually, Libby mushe followed him back up the stairs, Parker had averything. Tall and slim, he escaped appearing awk

and lanky with confident graceful movements. He hakind of muscle tone you might get from swimmiunning. He could have been a dancer she thought.

male ballet dancers were straight right? Who was thfrom Dirty Dancing? Libby was pretty sure he had b

eal dancer. Yes Parker was certainly nice to look was a crying shame that she couldnt convince her hebeat even a little faster when he walked in the roopersuade her skin to tingle whenever she heard his voit werent for those little details Parker would have b

perfect candidate for mister right.

Parker paused, grimacing, outside Mels cbedroom door. Libby was pretty sure they had left it He knocked. You guys still in there? No answer.

hould really finish loading the truck if we are still plaon leaving tonight. There was a heavy thud. WoLibby rushed towards the door, but Parker pulled hermaking a shushing motion placing a finger on his lips.


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Sure enough Libby began to hear heavy breathoft moans. Eww. She took an involuntary

backwards yanking her hand off of the door knob as ifhad been burned. They wouldnt She blushed.

Parker pounded on the door with the palm hand a few times. Dude! Come on!

Get lost Park John finally answered througlosed door.

What do you suggest we do?

Parker, my friend, if I have to explain that then you are beyond my help. Now get lost-- yo

mbarrassing my girlfriend.Come on Libby. We might as well go find

unch. Parker was shaking his head as he led her downstairs. Libby was speechless.

In the kitchen Libby pulled out all the ingrediengrilled cheese sandwiches and Parker manned the pan. Should we make something for John and Mel?

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heyre working up quite an appetite. They can makeown when theyve finished. Libby found herself blagain.

Parker, do think we, I mean John seemed to

we She wasnt actually sure how to ask her queWell we almost before and maybe now

Parker laughed. Loud, knee slapping, sobnoxious laughter.

I didnt think it was that funny! Libby wmortified she barely remembered what just mbarrassed felt like. All I meant was oh never m

was dumb.

Im sorry Libby. I shouldnt have laughed, booked so nervous and we didnt really almost anythHe slid a plate, with her grilled cheese on it, oveounter to her and took a big easy bite out of his.

Last summer!

Sweet heart if thats almost thanwell tguess that explains your scarlet cheeks upstairs. H


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aughing again.

Oh for Petes sake! Libby huffed. I dont why I bother.

Parker seemed to register the genuine distreLibbys face. He walked around the kitchen islanpun her around to face him bracing his arms on the co

on either side of her. It would be awesome Libbyme. You are beautiful, and sexy, and I have totally th

about it. But it would just be sex. And you arent aex kinda girl. Do you really want to trash two ye

friendship for an hour of fun?

An hour? This brought more chuckling

Parker, and he dropped a light kiss on her nose.

Damn I like you Libby! I wouldnt riskfriendshipeven for three hours! He whispered thpart into her ear before shoving off from the counte

eturning to his lunch.I am surrounded by men determined to sav

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Is this about Brian? You two not getting aloParker was eating his lunch again.

No, Brian is fine but we arent really togeust forget it okay? Libby stuffed her mouth full of

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Okay, he had to get a handle on this. oncentrated on taking deep breaths. Libby hadnt spo him for five months after that party. After the nighad basically chased her into Parkers arms. He w

tupid! She had been right there and he had pusheaway. He had actually reminded her that Parker hadher date. Told her that ofcourseParker wantedmorethanfriends. Stupid! No. He wasnt going toabout that. He was just going to remember that, hose long quiet months, he had sworn to himself thwouldnt make any more dumb mistakes where shoncerned. And if that meant being just friends the

was what he would do, because he wasnt prepared ther again. Maybe he should just drive around towawhile. How long until Mel was leaving for New YSurely Parker would be leaving then too. When he back he could take his friend Libby out to dinnermaybe a movie, and maybe an ice-cream after that. J

he had made up his mind, and was heading for his heard the front door open.

Tony! Turning he saw Libby running towhim. Youre early. She said as she slipped her


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around him for a too-brief hug. You werent leaving, you? Libby glanced between him and his car.

Yes, he thought, I am leaving so I dont putdumb shirtless boyfriend through a wall. What he said

Oh, no. I was just making sure I locked it.

Well come on. Mel is your sister; it is only fayou help us carry some of her crap down to the trLibby towed tony into the house.

Awkwardly, Tony joined everyone in the kiwhere John and his sister were finishing lunch. SoMel make you guys do all the packing?

NoYes

Yes

Yes

Everyone spoke at once.

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glaring at Parker. Finally catching on Parker clearehroat. Oh Libby is just borrowing my shirt untidries. Tony raised his eyebrows. Because she offee Parker trailed offhis usual confidence sha

Well Im sure youll want it back before youget on the road. Tony turned to Libby. You canyourself to anything in my bedroom. You know whers. Libby looked a little confused but she headed off he hall anyway. When she returned she had tradeoversized shirt for another and Tony barely restrhimself from pounding on his chest caveman style.

A couple hours later the truck was finally loand they were saying their goodbyes.

I dont think Mels brother is my biggest Parker smirked a little as he wrapped Libby in a onhug. The other arm was holding a barrel sized contaipopcorn. Parker had proclaimed that he needed suste

o deal with the upcoming road trip.

Dont let it bother you. He is sometimes overprotective of me. Libby pulled a face. Like mobrothers.


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Right, but he isnt your big brother is he? Hdanced across Parkers face.

Tell him that. Libby murmured into Pa

houlder.

I think he can work it out on his own. Parka friendly hand on Libbys cheek. You okay? Ybeen a little off all day.

End of the summer blues I guess. Remind Mext me when you get there.

You got it. Parker kissed her cheek andlimbed into the truck. See ya. Have a good seme

The truck pulled away, and her friends left.

Shaking her head Libby started back to the hShe had to snap out of this. It wasnt like theyxcluded her from their little New York club on purp

And she loved Tallahassee. Mel was right. Libby no go out more. And that would be on the first ordbusiness when she returned to school next week.


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Tony watched Libby through the window. Halready made arrangements to meet John and Mel in thfor dinner at the end of the week. Having acceptedime position at the Examiner, Tony would be in

ersey. He would be able to see a lot more of MeLibby would, so he had left them alone to say gooAlso he had reached his Parker tolerance level at leminutes ago. And he was pretty sure Libby woappreciate it if he decked her boyfriend. Maybe he

get lucky and Parker would choke on a piece of popco

The rest of the evening was more fun. TonyLibby to a movie. The movie was bad, but it didnt mbecause it was so bad it was funny. After the movi

got a pizzahalf Hawaiian for Libby, and half pepand sausage for Tony. They talked as they ate. LibbTony how she had fallen in love with St. Georges Iand about the sea shell collection she and Suzy had stTony talked about being a full time at the paper, and ho

had his own cubicle well his own desk with aanyway. Tony was a little disappointed in being assignhe sports section, but he was working on a few hnterest pieces that one of the editors had said wer


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bad. Libby complained mournfully about needing toophomore accounting, and about how her friend

wouldnt even be available for tutoring this year becauwas doing a year abroad with his girlfriend.

Maybe he can tutor you over the phone. eased.

Righthes going to Australia. Its a 14 houdifference! And I am so not paying that phone bill.

14 hours! Wow. I mean I knew it was fgeez. Still though its probably pretty cool, you shouhim to check out the toiletsI hear they flush backwa

Libby laughed. I think thats an old wives talwill get him to find out for you. If I were going toyear abroad, you know if I hit the lottery, I think I wather see Europe. Maybe Rome. Or Paristhe F

are all about pastries!

They kept talking until the Pizza was cold. was no use in leaving two slices though, so with exaggelf sacrifice they each lifted a slice from the tray.

does not belong on a pizza. Tony declared as he p


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an errant piece of pineapple off his slice and offered it disdainfully. Libbys hands were full with her own slpizza, and she reacted without thinking. Leaning inibbled the fruit out of Tonys hand.

Desire, white hot, shot through Tonys neystem. Her

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