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Can Conditional lovers make two unconditional lovers fall together in their magical world of romance?
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^cjs khh` js kison hl tco roid djfo
sthry.
Nonjaiton th Iiriv iln Iirivj
^oro pyir `o lisco lo, torj iil`ch bo
osi nuki njyi `j,
Kcirj bocd bo kcj torj yiinhl bo
tilci ch mito cijl,
Hr tilciyj bo kcj torj yiinijl bocd
sii notj co.
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!"H#H$%&
Qul aillht ahbo th tco oirtc kut solns dhvo is riys iln
fdd wirbloss jl hur djo. Bhhl aillht ahbo th oirtc kut
scjlos hr us iln krjectol hur lject. Qtir aillht ahbo th
tco oirtc kut twjl`dos hr us iln bi`o hur wjscos ahbo
truo. Adhuns aillht ahbo nhwl th tco rjvor sh soln dhvo
is rijl iln thh` iwiy nryloss. Dj`o tcjs hldy ehn aillht
ahbo th oirtc th shdvo hur prhkdobs kut co solt shbohlo
jl hur djo th codp us jl hur prhkdobs, shbotjbos is i
ibjdy bobkor, shbotjbos is i rjoln, shbotjbos is i
dhvor iln shbotjbos is i strileor wch schws us tco wiy
th ahbo hut rhb tco sjtuitjhl, ejvo us dhts h dhvo, dhts h
airo iln bi`os hur djo whrtc th ko idjvo.
Iirivj, vory solsjtjvo iln jllhaolt ejrd wch stirts aryjle
wcjdo oprossjle cor oodjles itor cor kroi` up cor djo
wis acileon. Qco stirton djvjle cor djo hr htcors. Qco
doirlon dhts h tcjles rhb cor pist roditjhlscjp. Qco
lovor siarjfaon jl cor djo kut dhvo tiuect cor chw th
siarjfao iln sco stirton siarjfajle cor djo hr htcors.
!coro js idwiys i sbjdo hl cor iao kut rhb jlsjno cor
coirt idwiys arjon. Qco oisjdy cjno cor pijl kocjln cor
sbjdo. Qco bino i ehid tcit chw th krjle sbjdo hl htcors
iao. Qco idwiys trjon th bi`o htcor pohpdo cippy. Qco
kodjovo tcit j sco js roishl kocjln hlo sbidd `jn sbjdo
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tcil sco eot kdossjles rhb tco ehn iln sco oods ehn js
sbjdjle.
Iirivj bot wjtc i khy Iiriv, hl shajid lotwhr`jle sjto. I
khy wch idwiys airon hr htcors. "l ovory priyor copriyon hr htcors. I khy wch wis strueedjle wjtc cjs
roditjhlscjp. #o eht hldy nobilns jl cjs oltjro
roditjhlscjp. #o dhvon cor ulahlnjtjhliddy kut sco lovor.
Qco $ust nobilnon hldy opolsjvo ejts. #o olnon
ovorytcjle wjtc cor iln stirton djvjle hr htcors. #o
protolnon tcit co js vory strhle kut rhb jlsjno co wis
idd idhlo, vory woi`. #o loonon shbohlo wch ail dhvocjb iln airo hr cjb. #o lovor sciron cjs ily prhkdobs
wjtc htcors co hldy sciron cippjloss wjtc htcors. #o
pisson tcrhuec idd tco nj%audt sjtuitjhl idhlo hldy.
&iy ky niy tcoy khtc koaibo kost rjolns iln tcojr
rjolnscjp koaibo vory strhle iln ospoajiddy hlo niy
Iirivj eht i bossieo rhb cjb,
'Bootjle yhu ovory tjbo krjles il iuspjajhus phtoltjid
olorey wjtc shbo rowirns up cjec( )vory tjbo " boot yhu
$ust yhur sbjdo iln swootloss bi`os bo ood by
prosolao. *ost pirt js yhu iln yhursod tco bhst truston
whrtcy tcjle ovor hr bo.+
Itor roinjle tcjs bossieo sco odt sh ehhn tcit shbohlo
aibo jlth cor djo wch airon hr cor iln rhb tco tcitniy hldy sco noajnon th fdd dhts h cippjloss jl cjs djo
iln ti`o iwiy idd tco toirs rhb cjs oyos.
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Dhvo js i nostjly aidd, jt nhoslt irrjvo jl ilyhlos djo
wjtc i prjhr porbjssjhl. "t ahbos jl yhur djo wjtcjl i
riatjhl h tjbo.
Qhbotjbos shbo pohpdo iro theotcor hr dhleor tjbo kutkotwool tcob tcoro js lh dhvo iln shbotjbos shbo
pohpdo boot hr tco frst tjbo iln tcoy idd jl dhvo, dhvo it
frst sject yhu ail aidd. " yhu fln poroatjhl jl dhvo yhu
wjdd lovor fln ilhtcor dhvo jl yhur oltjro djotjbo
koaiuso yhu hldy eot iudt jl htcor porshl. Qhbotjbos
sjddy tcjles jl shbohlo bi`os yhu idd jl dhvo wjtc tcob.
Iiriv iln Iirivj idd jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor is jt wis i
aidd rhb nostjly wjtcjl i riatjhl bhbolt h tjbo. "t idd
stirton wjtc hlo `jss. Dhvo aillht ko pdillon. -iddjle jl
dhvo aillht ko provolton. Dj`o tcit tcoy khtc tjon il
ileod `lht.
lo niy tcoy khtc woro sjttjle jl tco eirnol, iln tid`jle
wjtc oiac htcor,Iiriv is`on hlo /uostjhl th Iirivj, yhu `lhw wcit
Ileods nh7
Iirivj eivo vory swoot ilswor, tcoy ti`o airo hr tco
spoajid pohpdo hl tco oirtc, iln dhvo tcob.
Iiriv thdn cor, " thdn Ileods th ti`o airo h yhu iln dhvo
yhu kut sco rouson koaiuso sco thdn bo Ileods nhos lhtairo iln dhvo htcor Ileods. 9hur Iirivj js hlo h tco
Ileod wch aibo nhwl rhb tco coivol $ust th ti`o airo
h yhu iln dhvo yhu i dht iln bi`o yhur ovory sjledo niy
h djo dj`o i coivol.
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!coy khtc woro bindy jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor. !coro dhvo
wis ulahlnjtjhlid kut shbo pohpdo woro $oidhus h tcit.
!coy trjon th sopirito tcob. ;ust koaiuso tcoy nhlt
wilt th soo tcob theotcor. ;oidhusy hldy `jdds tco porshl.;oidhusy kurl tco porshl rhb jlsjno. !coy irolt ikdo th
soo htcor pohpdo cippy. *ut truo dhvo lovor eots ipirt.
!coy idwiys sbjdon jl tcojr nj%audt tjbo iln tcits tco
hldy roishl hr htcors th ood bhro $oidhus. !coy fln tcojr
hwl wiy th ko uljton jl hlo. Iln tcoy tjo up wjtc oiac
htcor hr hrovor.
!rust, dhvo, ulnorstilnjle iln rospoat iro bust jl ilyroditjhlscjp. !coy khtc woir i arhwl h tcjs tcjles hl
tcojr coirt iln vory koiutjuddy tcoy oirl tcjles rhb
oiac htcor.
#oivol jl yhur oyos, js lht $ust tco sthry h Iiriv iln
Iirivj, chw tcoy bot kut jts tco sthry tcit chw tcoy
huln i sjledo spoajid bhbolt rhb tco whrst niy h tcojr
djos.
Iirivj
'#jfo js fudd hf surprjso kh(, vory lo(t stop
)cit )jdd yhu *ot yhu aillht jbi*jlo idsh.
+hbotjbos yhu *ot dht hf cippjloss frhb tco kh(iln shbotjbos ulo(poaton sinloss. ^cit buac
sinloss tcit yhu lovor tchu*ct ikhut tcit jl yhur
nroib idsh.
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Idd suac tchuects woro strueedjle jl by bjln wcol " siw
sjttjle iajle tco soisjno. "t soobon dj`o wcol wo sjt hl
tco soischro wjtc hur doe jlsjno jt wivos thuac hur does
iln bhvos kia` ieijl jt wis shbotcjle sibo wjtc bytchuects thh.
By dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo, tcit " lovor acoiton cjb, "
dhvon cjb rject rhb tco ahro h by coirt kut shhl "
roidj1on tcit jt wis by bjsti`o tcit " dhvon cjb tcil
wcit co nosorvon. )vol itor by kroi`up h > yoirs
siarjfajle roditjhlscjp by dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo tcit jt
ahudnlt ino nhwl kut " civo lh jnoi wcotcor co jlnoonroiddy dhvon bo hr co njnlt. ?odd( " euoss jt wis idd
wrjttol jl by nostjly hr biyko co dhvon bo hr " dhvon
cjb kut nostjly njnlt wilt us khtc th stiy theotcor. By
dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo tcit bily tchuects stirton
$ubpjle jl by bjln. &jn co roiddy nosorvo wcit co
wilton7 Qchudn " fect hr by dhvo7 Iln hr tco vory frst
tjbo by coirt iln bjln huect wjtc oiac htcor. By bjlnstrj`os wjtc tco tchuect tcit j co whudn civo roiddy dhvon
bo tcit wcy whudn co doivo iln by coirt sijn nhlt dot
cjb eh yhu dhvo cjb.
" priyon ehn th codp bo hut rhb tcjs ahlusjle sjtuitjhl
tcit " wis pissjle tcrhuec iln " sijn th ehn tcit ovol
yhu `lhw chw buac " dhvon cjb iln siarjfaon by >yoirs
djo hldy hr cjb. 6doiso schw bo tco wiy.
Qunnoldy " roaojvon i aidd rhb hlo h by rjoln. ?o khtc
pdiyon i rhdo h krhtcor iln sjstor.
#o sijn5 #oddh, njj.
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9oic Qwibj siy, wcit cippolon7 ?cy yhu iro soobon th
ko sh whrrjon7 Iro tcjles idrject wjtc yhu7
#o sijn, &jj 3iril roturlon kia` th "lnji dist lject hr hlo
niy rhb Iustridji is cos pdilljle th eh th &ukij ilncos ehjle thniy sh " $ust aiddon yhu th jlhrb tcit aidd
cjb hr boot cjb iln adoir hut idd shrts wcotcor co dhvos
yhu hr lht7 #hw buac bhro yhu wilt th wijt hr cjb jts
pist : bhltcs yhu iro wijtjle hr cjb.
!cil`s i dht krhtcor hr jlhrbjle bo iln " wjdd surody
adoir hut iln sottdo nhwl tcjs jssuo, " sijn.
" adhson by oyos iln wjtc olhrbhus rospoat priyon th
ehn !cil` yhu sh buac ehn tcit yhu codpon bo th schw
tco wiy iln " `lhw yhu iro idwiys tcoro wjtc bo lh
bittor chw buac nj%audt tco sjtuitjhl js. " roiddy nhlt
`lhw wcit wjdd ko cjs ilswor kut ejvo bo tcit buac
stroletc tcit " ail koir jt koaiuso stjdd thniy " civo sibo
oodjle h dhvo thwirns cjb.Ditor hl " aiddon cjb, co njnlt rosphln th jt ieijl iln
ieijl " trjon aiddjle cjb shbotjbo co njsahlloaton tco
aidd iln it shbo bhbolt co njnlt iaaopt tco aidd. "
noajnon th aidd cjb rhb ul`lhwl lubkor iln co fliddy
roaojvon tco aidd iln " coirn cjs vhjao hr tco vory frst
tjbo itor :bhltcs.
" sijn #j, 3iril
#o jl ileor rosphlnon wcy iro yhu aiddjle bo ieijl iln
ieijl ailt yhu ulnorstiln tcit " ib lht jltoroston th
tid` wjtc yhu ilybhro. "ts idd hvor lhw=.
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" sijn 3iril " roiddy ailt djvo wjtchut yhu. " roiddy dhvo
yhu sh buac noir.
#o ieijl rosphlnon Djstol( " nhlt airo ilybhro lhw. "
yhu tcjl` yhu roiddy ailt djvo wjtchut bo eh iln njo. 0otdhst " nhlt airo it idd.
3iril yhu prhbjson bo tcit yhu wjdd idwiys ti`o airo h
by coirt iln lhw yhu iro tco hldy hlo wchs kroi`jle jt
jl aruod wiy.
Qoo, " ib hl by wiy th ijrphrt ehjle th &ukij. Itor
4churs by 2ject wjdd ti`o i doivo rhb coro ilncolaohrtc lh aidds lhtcjle kyo hrovor iln siyjle tcjs
co njsahlloaton tco aidd iln kdha`on bo.
It tco sibo bhbolt by coirt thdn bo tcit yhu dhvo cjb
yhu ailt dot cjb eh dj`o tcjs eh hddhw cjb kia` it ijrphrt
iln boot cjb iln shhl " dot rhb by chbo iln roiacon
Ijrphrt wjtcjl 4
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ulnorstiln wcy yhu bino cjb oltoron jl by djo wcol
tcoro wis lh wiy th ko wjtc cjb theotcor iln hrovor.
" schuton cirn iln arjon wjtc toirs jl by oyos 3iril "
dhvo yhu sh buac kut stjdd ilychw " bilieon th ahbokia` chbo wjtc by krh`ol coirt. Qhhl " roiacon it by
chbo dha` bysod jl by konrhhb iln sit hl tco wjlnhw
iln wis thtiddy dhst jl 2isckia`. By idd dhvo iln airo hr
cjb, by siarjfaos iln bijldy by fect wjtc by pirolts
ovorytcjle aibo rject jl tco rhlt h by oyos iln toirs
rhddon nhwl rhb by oyos.
!jdd tcol by bhb schuton Iirivj ahbo hut hr &jllor,
wo idd iro wijtjle hr yhu. " ilychw bilieon th wisc by
iao iln wid` hut hr njllor wjtc by ibjdy bobkors
wjtc i sbjdo hl by iao.
" cin th sbjdo jl rhlt h tcob $ust koaiuso " ailt siy
tcob ikhut by kroi`up $ust koaiuso hr cjb " cin huect
wjtc by pirolts iln thniy co hldy dot bo. "t wis roiddyvory nj%audt hr bo th protoln tcit tcjles iro lhrbid kut
jl tco roid solso " wis thtiddy dhst.
By ovory lject pisson wjtc toirs jl by oyos $ust koaiuso
" bjsson cjb i dht iln " wis tryjle th hreot cjb kut jt
wis koahbjle nj%audt hr bo. )vorytcjle wis $ust
fljscon " wis $ust idjvo hr hrbidjty. By nijdy rhutjlo
koaibo tco sibo. Qinloss iln dhlodjloss koaibo byrjolns. Idd wcit " ahudn siy wis " cin iddol jl dhvo wjtc
nir` lject.
Itor :bhltcs " eht i aidd rhb ul`lhwl lubkor iln "
roaojvon jt.
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#oddh chw iro yhu7 3iril coro, vhjao aibo rhb ilhtcor
sjno.
9os siy wcit yhu wilt lhw7 " is`on cjb.
Iirivj, " loon yhur codp. Ail yhu pdoiso priy hr bo
koaiuso " ib stua` shbowcoro jl by whr` iln " kodjovo
tcit j yhu priy surody jt wjdd ko nhlo.
3iril, ovorytcjle js hvor rject7 Qtjdd yhu opoat bo th
priy hr yhu7 ?cy njn yhu aidd bo $ust koaiuso yhu
loonon by codp7
Iirivj " `lhw yhu stjdd dhvo bo iln jts idd hvor rhb by
sjno lht ky yhur sjno. " `lhw yhu iro wijtjle hr bo co
sijn.
3iril yhu `lhw tco iat vory wodd tcit " ib wijtjle hr
yhu kut roiddy lhw " roidj1o tcit yhu roiddy ailt ood by
dhvo hr yhu.
Iirivj, " $ust aiddon yhu koaiuso " loon yhur codp pdoisopriy hr bo tco dist tjbo " nhlt wilt th coir ilytcjle
odso, co sijn.
" sijn cjb 3iril stjdd yhu iro schwjle bo yhur sibo
ittjtuno. Ilywiys " nhlt wilt th spoi` ilytcjle bhro
ikhut by dhvo $ust koaiuso hlo niy yhu wjdd yhursod
roidj1o chw buac " dhvon yhu. Doivo suac tcjles ipirt
iln nhlt whrry " wjdd priy hr yhu iln " njsahlloaton tco
aidd.
8ory lot bhbolt " priyon th ehn th ejvo cjb idd wcit co
wilts7 !chuec " nhlt `lhw wcit co wilts kut stjdd jts
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flo. " prhbjson bysod tcit " whlt oit by ivhrjto swoot
hr by djotjbo $ust ejvo cjb wcit co wilts.
Itor G
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by aciddoleo th yhu iln roiddy thniy " ood tcit " nhlt
loon yhu koaiuso ovol by dhvo hr yhu js idd hvor
koaiuso yhu $ust djon iln uson bo.
Iirivj, " `lhw vory wodd tcit lhw yhu nhlt loon bo $ustkoaiuso yhu civo ovorytcjle jl yhur djo Bhloy, Air,
-ibo, #hbo ota=.. Idd wcit yhu nhlt civo lhw js bo jl
yhur djo.
3iril scidd " diuec hut cirn noir dot bo todd yhu hlo tcjle
tcit yhu iro lh bhro jl by djo lhw sh " civo idd tcjles jl
by djo lhw $ust koaiuso tjdd yot hr tco wchdo djo tjbo "
hldy tchuect ikhut yhu iln thniy hlwirns " wjdd hldy
tcjl` h bysod koaiuso lhw " civo idd tcjles wjtc bo.
Iln robobkor hlo niy ovol yhu wjdd roidj1o wcit truo
dhvo js hlao yhur ejrdrjoln wjdd curt yhu. Idsh robobkor
yhu wjdd ulnorstiln tco pijl " kiron iln siarjfao " njn hr
yhu. Qh " ib lht wijtjle hr yhu " ib bhvjle icoin jl by
djo kut " ib wijtjle hr tco niy wcol yhu wjdd roidj1o jt
iln ehhn dua` iln idd tco kost hr yhur djo iln shhl "
njsahlloaton tco aidd.
" hlao ieijl priyon tcil` yhu sh buac ehn hr ejvjle bo
stroletc iln wcitovor yhu nh hr bo js idwiys tco kost. "
dhvon cjb trudy kut stjdd co uson bo iln pdiyon wjtc by
oodjles tcil wcy schudn " robobkor cjb. *ut stjdd ovol j
" dhvo cjb thniy tcit nhoslt boil tcit " wilt cjb kia`by dhvo hr cjb wis lht sh woi` tcit " ahudn civo
hrehttol cjb kut by dhvo hr cjb wjdd idwiys ko jl cjs
cippjloss. " cos cippy jl cjs hwl djo tcol tco sibo ib
". " " dhvon cjb thh buac iln j co njnlt ejvo i nibl th
by dhvo iln j co ail hreot jt oisjdy tcol wcy ailt "7
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Itor tcjs " sit loir tco wjlnhw iln hpolon by lhvod 'j
jts lht hrovor jts lht dhvo+ " stirton roinjle frst lhvod
iln ahbpdoton jt tjdd tco lject.
Itor ahbpdotjle jt " pdillon th puraciso tco low ahpjosh khh`s rhb tco khh` sthro iln tco vory lot niy " njn
tcit. " koaibo i cueo il h tco iutchr iln stirton
hddhwjle cjb hl shajid lotwhr`jle sjtos.
)vory niy itor hddhwjle tco iutchr " uson th dj`o tco phst
updhinon hl cjs -ilpieo iln uson th ahbbolt hl jt iln
tco vory frst phst updhinon /uostjhlon tcit
'#hvo ail lovor ko )rhl* kut i porshl ail ko.
&h yhu kodjovo jl jt7+
Iln tcorohro " sciron by vjows hl tcit phst iln tco
vory lot niy " wis /ujto oieor th `lhw tco lot phst
updhinon ky cjb. Qhhl " ahbpdoton roinjle idd cjs khh`s
pollon ky cjb iln wolt th tco schp iln puracison tcolow hlo ky njKorolt iutchr iln stirton roinjle jt tcit
lject iln wcjdo " wis roinjle " wolt ist hK th sdoop=
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Iiriv
9hu dhvo bo hr cito bo, " nhlt airo koaiuso " dhvo yhu
sh buac iln $ust koaiuso by dhvo hr yhu js sh puro
tcits wcy yhu curt bo i dht kut " ailt doivo yhu
koaiuso by dhvo hr yhu js lht sh woi` tcit yhu wjdd curt
bo iln " wjdd noajno th doivo yhu.
9hu woro idd sot pdillon th doivo bo, flo lh whrrjos curt
bo, kut robobkor " wjdd idwiys dhvo yhu bhro. " `lhw "
bindy rul kocjln tco tcjle wcjac js lovor bjlo, koaiuso" roidj1on tcit yhu lovor odt by truo dhvo kut hlo niy
yhu wjdd surody roidj1o tcit by dhvo hr yhu wis sh puro
iln truo iln " ib idsh suro tcit hlo flo niy yhu wjdd
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roturl kia` iln yhu wjdd ieijl stirt dhvjle bo kut " wjdd
lovor dhvo yhu kia` ieijl it tcit tjbo.
lo flo ovoljle " cin noajnon th eh hr ovoljle wid` sh
hl by wiy thwirns tco $heejle tria` iroli " lhtjaon tciti twh wcoodor sahhty cin bot up wjtc il iaajnolt iln
wis nubpon isjno hl tco hhtpitc. ?col " wolt loirky
ky jt idd wcit " ahudn soo wis tco sahhty wcjac " cin
ejton !iljsci dist bhltc. Qoojle tcit " wis stullon iln "
ahudnlt kodjovo tco iat tcit jt wis i sahhty wcjac " cin
ejton th cor. By coirt wis idd krh`ol itor tcit.
" noajnon th aidd cor up iln pdil th boot cor iln `lhw
tco iatuid jlajnolt wcjac thh` pdiao sh " eivo cor i aidd
iln " is`on cor th boot bo up it >
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hhtpitc7 &jn yhu `lhw chw nj%audt wis jt hr bo th
puraciso i low sahhty hr yhu iln ciln jt hvor th yhu.
9hu is`on iln " eivo yhu wjtchut nolyjle hr is`jle ily
roishl th yhu. ;ust th eot i low sahhty hr yhu " cin thsiarjfao by viduikdos iln kroi` idd by fon nophsjt
rhb tco kil`. ?is " suac i kje hhd7
#oirjle tcjs sco $ust sbjdon iln sijn !cil` yhu noir hr
idd suac iln sco dot hl cor wiy thwirns chbo.
It tcit bhbolt " roiddy odt wcy " ib siarjfajle sh buac
kocjln cor7 *ut stjdd " ahudnlt sthp by coirt rhb nhjle
suac tcjles hr cor $ust koaiuso " dhvon cor. Qco wislt
iwiro tcit " ail siarjfao ilytcjle hr cor kut " ailt
siarjfao cor iln cor dhvo kut " nhukton wcotcor sco
roiddy dhvon bo hr lht7777
!cit lject " wis thh buac noprosson iln wis ahbpdotody
dhst shbowcoro jl by 2isckia` wjtc cor. )vorytcjle
aibo rject jl rhlt h by oyos iln tco pjaturo wis voryadoir. Qtjdd " njnlt ejvo up ily h by chpos thwirns cor
iln stirton dhvjle cor bhro iln bhro.
Ditor hl, $ust th bi`o by bhhn phsjtjvo iln robhvo
loeitjvo vjkos rhb jt " noajnon th pol nhwl tco tchuect
wcjac woro jl by bjln sh " pja`on up tco pol iln i khh`
iln stirton sarjkkdjle tco whrns jl jt. Qhhl " roidj1on tcit
tchso arhh`on whrns whudn hrb i schrt swoot photry iln" stirton nhjle tcit iln bino i sots h koiutjud phobs
iln " cilnon hvor by khh` th by bhtcor iln is`on cor
th roin tchso.
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Itor sco roin tchso tco lot bhrljle sco hpton bo th
eot tchso sots h phobs pukdjscon is sco dhvon jt kut stjdd
by bjln wislt sot hr idd tchso iln " ro$oaton tcit
noajsjhl h cor.!co vory lot niy " eht i aidd rhb cor hlao ieijl iln
sco is`on bo th boot cor ureoltdy it Gpb.
?col " wolt th boot cor sco is`on bo th ahbo wjtc cor
iln sco thh` bo th tco rostiurilt libon !i$ Diln )lns.
!chuec sco wis pissjhlito th puraciso iln th oit coivy
iln opolsjvo hhns hr shrts sh sco thh` bo tcoro.
" is`on cor wcy coro7
Qco ropdjon ahbo wjtc bo jl iln tcol sco hrnoron tco
stuKs th oit iln wcitovor sco achso th oit woro tco
bhst opolsjvo njscos h tcit rostiurilt.
-jlo lovor bjln " is`on cor wcits tco roishl kocjln jt7
Qco sijn thniy i troit rhb by sjno $ust koaiuso h bo
tcit sahhty bot up wjtc il iaajnolt.
" sijn h` iln wo woro nhlo wjtc hur dulac iln jts tjbo
hr kjdd lhw sco is`on tco chtod wijtor th krjle tco kjdd tco
kjdd wcjac co krhuect wis irhuln GN3
" wis dj`o ua`(((( ?cits tcjs7
Qco stirton protolnjle tcit sco cin aisc jl cor purso kut
" wis iwiro h tco iat tcit sco njnlt civo ily iln sco
wis sh sbirt tcit sco bino i i`o aidd h cor nin iln
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thdn bo scos roturljle kia` jl hlao scos nhlo tid`jle
wjtc cjb kut tco iat wis sco njnlt turl up.
" wijton i dhle hr cor aiddon cor tcrjao kut lh rosphlso
iln ovol " njnlt civo sh buac aisc jl by widdot " wiskjttordy tolson wcit schudn " nh lhw7 " njnlt ejvo ily
tchuect iln noajnon th eh iln spoi` wjtc tco rostiurilt
bilieor.
" thdn cjb suac idd wis tco aiso kut stjdd co njnlt kodjovo
bo $ust koaiuso jt wis i O stir chtod iln tcoro pohpdo
wjtc cjec stilnirn nh vjsjt. " wis thh buac whrrjon "
aiddon cor bily tjbos fliddy hlao dua`jdy sco roaojvon
tco aidd iln sijn #oy shrry " ahudnlt ahbo kia` is " civo
th eh kia` th by chbo is shhl is phssjkdo pdoiso nh piy
tco kjdd.
" odt iscibon coirjle tcit iln ro/uoston bilieor tcit "
civo hldy ow kua`s co sueeoston bo tcit j yhu nhlt
civo tcit buac aisc lh whrrjos $hjl jl tco rostiurilt hrtco $hk purphso hr N niys.
" ieroon wjtc tcit iln stiyon tcoro hr N niys iln thdn
by pirolts " civo th doivo ureoltdy hr N niys aibpijel
irrileon ky by FAA trijljle jlstjtuto is " ailt rovoid
tco trutc iln " ropijn tco aisc ky whr`jle jl tco
rostiurilt hr tco lot Nniys.
" wis sh tjron tcit lject itor roturljle chbo kut stjdd "
eivo i tchuect th wcit by bhtcor thdn bo iln noajnon
th ahbpdoto polljle iln sukbjt ahpy hr pukdjscjle.
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!col " pdillon th civo i sbidd lip sh " thh` i khh` jl by
ciln iln stirton roinjle i lhvod ky tco iutchr Qiboor
wch wis by jlspjritjhl iln " idbhst dhvon idd cjs lhvod sh
nijdy " uson th eh th khh`sthro iln kuy shbowcit lowiln stirt roinjle.
Qhhl " stirton hddhwjle tco iutchr hl cjs -il pieo E-iao
khh`C iln dhvon idd cjs phst wcjac co uson th updhin hl
cjs -ilpieo iln sdhwdy stirton ahbboltjle hl jt iln
dj`on tco ahbbolts wcjac Iirivj ahbbolton hl tco
phst.
'#hvo iln porshl ail lovor ko )rhl* kut nostjly
sopiritos tco porshl.
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Ilmili-Ilmilj
Hl tco rhin trjp hf mhurloy hf hur djfo )o boot )jtc
dhts hf tcjl*s. Hur djfos oiac iln ovory stop js
nosj*lon ky *hn tcrhu*c hur nostjly. /o iro thys
hf *hns ciln. 7o turls `oys hf hur djfo iln hur djfopdiys tco lo(t stop. $hn hldy noajnos it lo(t stop
)ch )jdd boot us. /o boot dhts hf pohpdo jl hur djfo
shbo hf tcob iro vory adhso th us iln shbo irolt.
+hbo hf tcob )o boot is hur frjolns iln shbo is
stril*ors.
^co bhst jbphrtilt tcjl* js shbo ahbo jl hur djfo
th stiy )jtc us fhr djfotjbo iln shbo ahbo jl hur
djfo th must toiac dosshls. +hbotjbos hur noirost
hlo koahbos i stril*or iln shbotjbos shbo
stril*ors ahbo th us is hur adhso hlos jts idd up
th tco nostjly.
Is usuid, scirp it G
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I frjoln citc tco s`jdds iln hksorvitjhl hf tco kost
pcysjajil9
^co njdj*olao iln vjdj*olao hf i *hhn lurso9
Iln tolnorloss iln pitjolao hf i *hhn bhtcor.
" roin tcjs phst, iln jl ahbbolt kh, " sciron by
tchuects hl jt koaiuso jl by djo, tcoro wis hlo h by
rjoln sciron cjs ulahlnjtjhlid dhvo. #o idwiys uson th
ko wjtc bo wcolovor " loonon cjb. "t nhoslt bittor j "
aiddon cjb hr lht " toton cjb hr lht kut wcolovor " loon
cjb, co wis idwiys tcoro hr bo kut nuo th 3iril, wo irolh bhro rjolns lhw kut rhb hur coirt wo iro stjdd
theotcor.
" stirton roinjle idd ahbbolts hl tcit phst, shbo h
tcob woro thh stupjn hlo iln shbo h tcob thh
obhtjhlid coirt thuacjle ahbbolts " roin.
Qunnoldy by oyos stua` hl hlo h cor ahbbolt iln "dj`on cor ahbbolt wcjac roin,
;hu iro i *jft,
I *jft fudd hf cippjloss iln strol*tc
^cit ahbos )jtc i sbjdo iln i cu*
Iln )rippon )jtc i diu*ctor,
$jvjl* tcit o(tri hulao hf ahbfhrt,
Idd )cit )o loon js ovory hlao jl i )cjdo.
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!col " stirton roinjle ilhtcor ahbbolts iln by oyos
hlao ieijl eht stua` hl tco ahbbolt wcjac wis ky
Iiriv 6itod wch cin dj`on by ahbbolt dist lject. " dj`on
cjs ahbbolt thh.'+hbotjbos shbohlos tchu*cts hldy ittriat yhu
th)irns tcob, 1t nhoslt bittor )cotcor yhu `lh)
tcob hr lht hldy tcojr vjo)s th)irns djfo bi`os
yhu food tcit tcoy iro idsh sjbjdir dj`o yhu koaiuso
tcojr vjo) iln tchu*cts bitacos )jtc us.
Qcroyis iln Iirivs tchuects hraon bo th dj`o tcojr
ahbbolts iln hraon bo th soln tcob rjoln ro/uost
koaiuso it shbo phjlt " roidj1on tcit wo iro sibo iln
wo ail ulnorstiln oiac htcor.
Is niys bhvon icoin, nijdy wo oacileon hur tchuects
hl tco phst updhinon. ur tchuects stirton eottjle
oacileon wjtc oiac htcor iln nuo th wcjac biyko ilow $hurloy h rjolnscjp koeil jl hur djo.
Itor ow niys, " $ust invjson Iiriv iln Qcroyi th bi`o
il aduk ky tco libo h hur ivhrjto iutchr sh tcit wo
ail oacileo hur tchuects iln oisjdy prhbhto tco khh`
iln dua`jdy tcoy khtc ieroon hr tco sibo iln fliddy wo
koaibo rjolns hl shajid lotwhr`jle sjto.
?o bino i -il aduk hl -iaokhh` iln hur ahlvorsitjhl
stirton.
-jrstdy wo eht tcroo jltrhnuaon wjtc hur hrbid tid`s.
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Qcroyi Ji$put, i 4O yoirs ejrd rhb Ji$istcil wis i
bir`otjle ooautjvo.
Iiriv 6itod rhb Bubkij wis kusy pursujle cjs noeroo
stunjos. #o wis idsh kje il h tco iutchr iln wis idshjltoroston jl wrjtjle tco khh`s iln bijldy co wis
phssossjvo ikhut cjs roditjhlscjp.
ur nijdy lhrbid wirb erootjles iln ehhn lject
bossieos stirton eottjle oacileon jl tco erhup.
Fhrbid tid`s kison hl tco djo $hurloy h iutchr woro thh
oacileon iln shhl wo stirton soiracjle tco hddhwors.
?o eht jltrhnuaon th Junri iln 3rjscjvi jl tco sibo
ahbbolt kh. !coy khtc woro thh tco hddhwors h tco
iutchr.
Junri i yhule khy wch rosjnos jl Jijein wis pursujle
cjs Ajvjd )lejloorjle.
3rjscjvi i ejrd wch rosjnos jl Bubkij wis kusy pursujlecor Iracjtoaturid stunjos.
Is tjbo pisson icoin wo stirton oacilejle hur
tchuects kison hl oiac htcors porshlid djo. ?o sciron
tco oporjolao h hur djo wjtc oiac htcor. ?o aibo adhso
th oiac htcor is hur kost rjolns wjtcjl ow niys iln wo
stirton pjlejle oiac htcor jl tco erhup niy iln lject.
?o aroiton hlo il aduk hl tco libo h tco iutchr hl
iao khh`. !co bijl roishl wis co hldy tcit wo woro
theotcor iln sdhwdy wo stirton updhinjle phst hl il
aduk. ?o noajnon idd phst kohro hlo niy hldy hr lot
niy.
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?o woro lhw O jl i erhup. ur erhup wis libon is fvo
theotcor jl wcjac tcoro woro twh khys iln tcroo ejrds. ?o
noajnon, wo wjdd updhin fvo phsts por niy ky por porshl
it i roeudir jltorvid h tjbo. ?o jlvjton bhro pohpdo thstirt dj`jle hur il aduk sh tcit wo ail aroito i kje hlo
iln tco phst woro noajnon hl iutchrMs djo, shbo phst hl
cjs phobs iln /uhtos rhb tco khh`. ?o woro $ust
wijtjle hr tcit bhbolt wcol whudn tco iutchr dj`o hur
phst wo updhinon iln tcit wis jlnoon tco kost bhbolt
hr idd h us.
ur erhup doinor wis Qcroyi, sco hldy noajnon wcit wowjdd phst oiac niy iln tco lot niy wch wjdd ko onjtjle
iln nosjeljle tco phst th ko updhinon. Qco idwiys
hrnoron us iln eivo us tco noindjlo th ahbpdoto tco tis`
hl tjbo. Qco idwiys uson th tcjl` tcit scos tco hldy hlo
wch wis cilndjle tcjs il aduk.
Qco wis thh buac runo iln idwiys protolnon th ko strja`
wjtc htcors. " shbohlo nhos ily bjsti`o, sco uson th
eot cjecdy tobporon iln tco vory lot bhbolt sco uson
th doivotco erhup. Itor ro/uostjle cor thh buac sco
uson th ieijl $hjl tco erhup. Qco idwiys loonon idd tjbo
ittoltjhl hr ully tid`s iln hr sorjhus tid`s thh. Qco
idwiys cin il ittjtuno tcit " IB FD9 QB)!#"F0 J)Q!
IDD IJ) F!#"F0. Qco lovor tchuect ikhut htcors. Qco
protolnon tcit sco airon hr us kut " idwiys nhukton cortcit wis sco roiddy ahlaorlon hr wis jt $ust i schw hK.
"l tco stirt, tcjles woro ehjle hl sbhhtcdy. ?o idd
ol$hyon oiac htcors ahbpily. ?o acitton tjdd bjn lject.
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?o idwiys ieroon wjtc Qcroyis noajsjhl kut itor ow
niys tcjles stirton acilejle.
It hlo lject, wo woro $ust tid`jle ikhut hur djo iln shbo
`jln h tjbo spolnjle stuKs. It hlo thpja, Junri pissonahbbolt hl Qcroyis tid`. #o wis jl tco bhhn h
aria`jle $h`o hl cor tid`s iln sco thh` tcjles sh
sorjhusdy iln sco koaibo sh buac cypor hl cjb iln sco
dot tco erhup is usuid. Itor ro/uostjle cor thh sco hlao
ieijl ieroon th $hjl tco erhup iln shhl sco tcrow Junri
hut h tco erhup. !h eot jl Junri koeeon hr hrejvoloss
bily tjbo kut sco wislt ulnorstilnikdo iln sco thdncjb yhu iro lh bhro tco bobkor h hur erhup iln krh`o
cor rjolnscjp wjtc cjb iln sco corsod thh` tco noajsjhl.
Itor ow niys pisson, sco thdn us ikhut cor djo, cor pist
iln ikhut cor ibjdy. Qco sciron shbotcjle tcit wis
ulkodjovikdo hr us kut wo lovor thdn hr /uostjhlon
ilytcjle bhro ikhut jt. Qco thdn us tcit sco wis jl
roditjhlscjp wjtc iutchr 4yoirs kia` iln sco thdn ow
iats ikhut iutchr wcjac wis nj%audt th njeost.
Itor 4 niys wo eht i lows tcit idd jlhrbitjhl cin
roiacon th tco iutchr. Qhbohlo sciron idd hur acits wjtc
iutchr.
It tcit lject iutchr aiddon Qcroyi, iln thdn cor ikhut
acits iln idd co cin roaojvon iln eivo i strjat wirljle thcor th sthp idd tcjs lhlsolso hr odso lot stop co whudn
ti`o whudn eot cor trippon cor phdjao.
?o idd tcroo eht surprjso Bo, Iiriv iln 3rjscjvi. &jn sco
djo th us kut stjdd wo jelhron idd stuKs koaiuso wo truston
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cor iln wo roiddy boilt th jt tcit sco wis hur rjoln sh
wo idd woro tcoro th supphrt cor.
'>rjolnscjp js lht hldy kdhhn roditjhl kut jts
shbo)cit bhro tcil jt.
?o woro dj`o ibjdy tcits wcy wo sthhn kosjno cor.+
!jbo iln nostjly schws roid ahdhr h i porshl. "t hldy
wirls us tcit wchs rject iln wchs wrhle.
?o idd sthhn wjtc cor iln huect wjtc iutchr idsh kut sco
lovor roidj1on hur rjolnscjp iln cor lot tireot wis
3rjscjvi tcjs tjbo.
Qco nhukton 3rjscjvi tcit sco hrwirnon hur acits iln
eivo idd jlhrbitjhl th tco iutchr iln jl ileor sco sijn
-ua` K(
Is usuid sco robhvon cor idsh rhb tco erhup iln sco
krh`on rjolnscjp wjtc cor iln robhvon cor rhb tco
erhup.
!cit niy wis whrst niy h hur djo, ospoajiddy hr bo iln
Iiriv. Joiddy wo njnlt ulnorstiln wcit th nh wch woro
rject hr wch woro wrhle. ?o woro roiddy ahluson tcit th
wchb schudn wo kodjovo kut wo njnlt civo ily htcor
hptjhl sh wo stiyon jl tco erhup wjtc Qcroyi.
&iys woro pissjle kut lht dj`o kohro koaiuso wo worohldy tcroo jl tco erhup. ?o sph`o wjtc oiac htcor kut lht
dj`o kohro wo uson thh. ?o hldy njsausson ikhut tco phst
iln il aduk kut itor tcit jlajnolao wcjac thh` pdiao
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wjtc iutchr wo noajnon th sthp updhinjle tco phsts hl
tco il aduk.
lao trust hl shbohlo js nhukton tcil wo ailt stiy
wjtc tcob oisjdy. l ovory soltolao hr hl sjledo whrn woodt tcit jt js rject hr lht.
1l ily roditjhl trust js bust )jtchut jt roditjhl
koahbo sh ahbpdjaiton )cotcor jts frjolnscjp hr
dhvo scjp. ^rust jl roditjhlscjp js dj`o sjbairn jl
aodd pchlo. /jtchut tcit roditjhl js orh.
ur roditjhl wjtc Qcroyi wis dj`o tcit hldy. *ut wojelhron koaiuso wo cirndy tid` jl erhup. lo lject wo
stirton tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor itor dhle tjbo.
Qunnoldy wo stirton tid`jle ikhut "lnji iln wo woro
njsaussjle hl tco rijdwiys tco djodjlo h "lnji. ?o sciron
hur vjows hl jt iln bo iln Iiriv stirton scirjle hur
vjows hl Bubkij dhaid trijls koaiuso wo khtc woro rhb
Bubkij sh wo iaon sibo jssuos sh wo woro kusy jltid`jle ikhut jt iln sunnoldy Qcroyi dot tco erhup
wjtchut jlhrbjle us.
" roaojvon i bossieon rhb Iiriv jl porshlid acit vory
frst tjbo jl tco dist 4 bhltcs.
#oy Iirivj, wcit cippolon th cor7 ?cy sco dot erhup
sunnoldy7
Iiriv " idsh nhlt `lhw wcy sco njn dots inn cor ieijl jl
erhup iln dots is` cor wcit cippolon th cor.
` Iirivj, is yhu siy
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" innon cor jl tco erhup iln is`on tco roishl wcy sco
dot tco erhup.
Qco thdn us, yhu khtc woro jelhrjle bo@ yhu khtc woro
kusy jl tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor. 9hu khtc nhlt loon botcil wcy schudn " stiy coro.
Qcroyi, wo njnlt jelhro yhu iln wo iro $ust tid`jle
ikhut tcit thpja wcjac wis hldy stirton ky yhu sh jts lht
hldy hur thpja.
0uys " ib nhlo wjtc yhu khtc pohpdo. " ulnorsthhn vory
wodd tcit yhu nhlt loon bo, sco ropdjon.
Qcroyi wo lovor thdn yhu tcit wo lovor loon yhu iln wo
woro $ust tid`jle ikhut prhkdob iaon ky idd koaiuso wo
wilt jt hr hur lot khh` sh wo woro $ust njsaussjle
lhtcjle dj`o tcit wo woro jelhrjle yhu, Iiriv ropdjon.
Qcroyi, wo woro roiddy shrry j yhu odt tcit wo woro
jelhrjle yhu. ?o woro $ust njsaussjle ikhut jt.Qhrry euys kut tcjs tjbo " ib nhlo wjtc yhu khtc pohpdo.
9hu pdiyon wjtc bo. 9hu khtc uson bo. "t wis by bjsti`o
tcit " truston yhu khtc. 9hu tiuect bo dosshl i ehhn
dosshl hr by djo. "t wis ljao kojle pirt h yhur djo.
!cil`s hr idd dhvo airo iln supphrt yhu khtc cin ejvol
th bo idwiys. Fhw kin dua` js hut h yhur djo lhw. 9hu
khtc iro roo th kdha` bo hr ulrjoln bo. 9hu khtc civo$ust uson bo iln wodd pdiyon@ sco bossieon jl tco erhup
iln dot tco erhup.
!oirs rhddon nhwl rhb hur oyos $ust koaiuso wo lovor
uson cor hr lovor pdiyon wjtc cor oodjles. ?o woro
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idwiys tcoro hr cor jl ily sjtuitjhl kut sco lovor
roidj1on tcit tcjles tcjs tjbo ovorytcjle wis hvor rhb
hur sjno thh lht hldy rhb cor sjno wo noajnon.
8ory lot bhbolt " eht bossieo rhb Iiriv.
Iirivj, lhw wcit lot7 "t wis lht hur iudt tcil wcy hldy
wo.
Iiriv, tcjs tjbo " ib nhlo wjtc cor. " thdn cor shrry sh
bily tjbos kut sco nhlt nosorvo by shrry idsh ovol yhu
idsh thdn shrry cor tchusiln tjbo wjtchut hur iudt sh tcjs
tjbo " nhlt wilt th sthp cor iln roiddy tcjs tjbo " nhltwilt cor jl by djo sh rhb by sjno jts tjbo th siy ehhn
kyo hrovor, " ropdjon.
Iirivj tcjs tjbo " ib idsh nhlo wjtc cor sh rhb by sjno
idsh ehhn kyo, co ropdjon.
` Iiriv, lhw nhlt tcjl` thh buac hl jt. ;ust robobkor
hlo tcjle tcit tjbo hldy schws roid iao h porshl sh acjddnoir iln pdoiso sbjdo iln " ib wjtc yhu is yhur rjoln
hrovor.
Qh swoot h yhu Iirivj, yhu iro rject. Dots stirt low
aciptor h hur rjolnscjp.
Quro Iiriv, lhw sdoop jts thh dito.
0hhn lject, swoot nroibs noir, ti`o airo iln `oopsbjdjle.
Qibo th yhu Iirivj, soo yhu jl tco bhrljle, co ropdjon.
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3I"Q" 9) 9IIJ"9IF
1ts sijn tcit ruo frjolnscjp hu*ct lovor th
ahlaoid )cit jt tcjl`s.
Fot bhrljle Iirivj erooton wjtc i wirb bhrljle
Qco sijn5#oy Iiriv 0hhn Bhrljle noir !i`o airo `oop
sbjdjle.
!co vory lot bhbolt " eht hK rhb by sdoop is by aodd
pchlo vjkriton iln hl tco dha` sarool " ahudn roin cor
tots.
" ropdjon5 #oy( #hw yhu noir7 " chpo yhu iro nhjle wodd.
8ory 0hhn Bhrljle noir civo swoot niy iln `oop sbjdjle
ti`o airo.
-ow bjlutos ditor " roaojvon i rosphlso siyjle5
#oy( Iiriv " ib nhjle wodd " wilt th spoi` wjtc yhu
shbotcjle ejvo bo i robjlnor jl ovoljle is h lhw " ib
jl ahddoeo " wjdd tot yhu hlao " koahbo roo.
" rosphlnon5 ` Iirivj ti`o airo suro wjdd spoi` jlovoljle. #ivo yhur dulac hl tjbo iln ko sio.
Qhhl, " wis whrrjon wcit sco wilton th siy iln wis
oieor thh $ust th `lhw wcit sco wilton th sciro.
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" ahudnlt rosjst iln " stirton pjlejle cor ahltjluhusdy
$ust th `lhw wcit sco wilton th sciro is " wilton th
`lhw iln wis oieor th `lhw thh is hl wcit sco wilton
th spoi`.Qco ropdjon bo itor ahupdo churs h tjbo5
#oy Iiriv( Qhrry, " ahudnlt ropdy yhu it tcit bhbolt is "
wis jl doaturos iln by niti ahlloatjhl wis turlon hK sh.
9oic( " wilton th sciro tcit " nhukt Qcroyi $ust koaiuso "
wis ehjle tcrhuec by tjbodjlo " lhtjaon ow h by phsts
woro nodoton.
Joinjle tcjs " rosphlnon #oy( ?cy njn yhu tcjl` sh7
?cit bino yhu nhukt hl cor Iirivj7
Qco ropdjon5 ;ust koaiuso wcol " wis cor adhso rjoln hlo
flo niy sco jlhrbon bo tcit sco cia`s tco iaahults h
cor olobjos.
#oirjle, tcjs ovol " wis idd sot th nhukt hl cor iln "is`on cor wcits lot lhw7
Qco sijn5 Iro yhu iwiro sco cis bily i`o iaahults thh.
#oirjle tcjs " wis thh buac surprjson iln sco idsh thdn
bo tcit yhu `lhw wo civo butuid rjolns libon Boci`
Ji$put7
" wis stullon coirjle tcit $ust koaiuso " uson th acit
wjtc cor ro/uoltdy.
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" thdn Iirivj, #oy( Dots tot cor iln acoa` jt hut
theotcor jl i erhup wchs sco7 "s sco pdiyjle ily shrts h
eibo wjtc us iln sh hl7
Iirivj ieroon wjtc by stitobolt iln wo aroiton i $hjlterhup iln wo stirton pjlejle jl tcit erhup
#oddh, cj chws yhu idd7 Iirivj toton
Iln " rosphlnon #oy ovorytcjle js idrject iln chws
Boci` ?coros sco7
Itor ow bjlutos Boci` ropdjon " ib ehhn iln " ib kusy
" wjdd tid` wjtc yhu idd ditor i kjt kusy.
Qhhl, " roaojvon i porshlid tot rhb Boci` wcoro sco
sph`o phdjtody hr ow bjlutos h tjbo ditor hl sco stirton
ikusjle bo hr lh roishl.
" wis idd upsot iln is`on cor hr tco roishl kocjln jt sco
ikuson bo bhro iln bhro iln sco sph`o ow tcjles
loeitjvo ikhut Iirivj wcjac " ahudnlt koir.
" $ust thh` tco saroolschts iln solt th Iirivj iln sijn
acoa` hut tcjs noir iln toirs rhddon nhwl by oyos.
Boci` stirton wirljle bo tcit sco wjdd ko cia`jle bjlo,
Iirivjs, Bjljhl iln Qiboors iaahult.
Qhhl " njnlt wijt ilybhro ily thdn Iirivj ikhut tcjs iln
coirjle tcjs sco thdn, Iiriv soo tcjs js wcit " thdn yhu
lhw siy icoin(
Qoo sco cia`on by iaahult iln tcits tco roishl wcy
by phsts iro lh bhro vjsjkdo hl by tjbodjlo.
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Qhhl, kohro sco ahudn cia` by iaahult " invjson Iirivj
th acileo cor prjviay sottjles iln ovol " dheeon jl iln
lhtjaon ovol by ow phsts worolt tcoro hl by tjbodjlo.
Ditor hl, " iln Iirivj aroiton i erhup wjtc Junri iln3rjscjvi iln wirlon tcob thh. ?o thdn tcob th ko iwiro
h tcjs stuKs iln invjson tcob th acileo tcojr prjviay
iaahult sottjles thh.
" acileon by Iaahult prjviay sottjle iln ovoryhlo njn
tco sibo.
Itor adoirjle tco stuKs Iirivj pjleon bo hl wcits ippiln sco sijn5
#oy Iiriv wilton th ti`o i sueeostjhl rhb yhu sco thdn
" ropdjon5 yoic Iirivj todd bo.
Qco sijn, Iiriv nhlt yhu tcjl` tcit wo bust spoi` th
Qiboor iln Bjljhl th bi`o tcob iwiro h tcjs bittor
thh.
" ropdjon, suro wcy lht.
Iln wo aroiton i erhup wjtc Qiboor iln Bjljhl iln
pjleon tcoro.
Bjljhl ropdjon Qiboor js ist isdoop is cos `oopjle
ulwodd kut nhlt whrry is shhl is co eots up " wjdd ahlvoy
yhur tot th cjb.
Itor ow churs wo eht i ropdy jl tco erhup ky Qiboor
#o sijn5 ?cits wrhle wjtc tcit ejrd. ?cy js sco jrrjtitjle
lhw7
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&h hlo tcjle coro by lot sorvor js /ujto sdhw " ib
scirjle by porshlid lubkor pjle bo tcoro. #o sijn.
!co vory lot bhbolt wo pjleon cjb hl cjs porshlid aodd
lubkor iln opdijlon cjb oiatdy wcit tco bittor wis.
#o sijn5 " cin wirlon yhu khtc dhle kia` tcit sco js lht
i poroat ejrd. Qco `oops nhjle kdic kdic ovorywcoro iln
trips shbohlo hr tco htcor. 6doiso ko airoud kut it tcit
tjbo yhu pohpdo woro hldy supphrtjle cor.
Bily h by roinors solt bo i saroolscht h wcit yhu
pohpdo sph`o iln thdn bo tcit yhu iro tco erhup h tcroowch iro pdiyjle shbo eibos wjtc by roinors iln sh hl
kut stjdd " njnlt todd yhu idd ilytcjle. " civo by eolujlo
roinors wch dhvos iln rospoat bo i dht iln sibo " nh
wjtc tcob.
Iiriv thh` il invjao rhb bo th pukdjsc cjs khh` "
sueeoston cjb kut stjdd co wis dj`o wo N th pohpdo iro
tcoro theotcor iln wo wjdd nh hur kost sh " njnlt sueeostcjb ilybhro.
Qcos i bir`otjle ejrd. Ail bir`otjle ejrd ko hldjlo 4>
hl -iaokhh`7 " tcjl` cirndy suac pohpdo civo tjbo th ti`o
kitc. Fhw is yhu idd thdn sco stiys ipirt rhb cor pirolts
" nhukt cor hr tcit thh lhw.
Iirivj ropdjon5 Qjr, wo sjbpdy truston cor $ust koaiuso wonjnlt ejvo ily tchuect tcit sco wjdd njtac us jl suac i
wiy. "l stirt wo idd woro ehhn rjolns kut shhl " nhukton
iln roidj1on tcit shbowcoro scos wrhle iln scos
tryjle th bi`o us idd hhd kut " njnlt opross by tchuect
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wjtc cor hr ilyhlo $ust koaiuso wo woro i erhup h O iln
wo truston oiac htcor kdjlndy.
Iiriv thh sijn tcit5 9os, sjr Iirivj js rject. Qhrry sjr hr idd
wcit cippolon ky us khtc iln lhw wo issuro yhu tcitwo wjdd ko i pirt h yhur ahro erhup.
!cjs ahlvorsitjhl ahltjluon tjdd dito lject G
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'Hur frjolnscjp js i troisuro
/odd koyhln ily boisuro.
#IBIJ" 3"!I*
!co vory lot bhrljle Iirivj erooton bo wjtc cor wirbbhrljle wjscos iln thdn bo pjle bo kia` wcolovor yhu
iro roo loon th spoi` wjtc yhu.
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" roin tco tot hl by dha` sarool iln " toton cor wjtc i
wirb bhrljle eroots iln is`on cor th siy wcit sco
wilton th spoi` th wjtc bo.
Itor G
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9oic Iirivj todd bo ist " ailt opross by cippjloss
thwirns tco lows tcit yhu wilt th sciro wjtc bo.
Qco thdn tcit scos fliddy nhlo noidjle wjtc i ehhn
pukdjscor hr bo iln itor vorjyjle tco ahltolt wcjacwis solt th tcob tcoy iaaopton jt iln tcoy civo ejvol i
erool sjelid hr yhur ahpy th ko pukdjscon.
#oirjle tcjs lows " wis dot spooacdoss.
" ahudnlt opross iln novhto cor by proajhus
tcil`udloss.
" $ust sijn cor5 !cil`s i thl noir "t whudnlt civo kool
phssjkdo hr bo th soirac hr i ehhn pukdjscor idd idhlo
tcil`s hr supphrtjle bo.
Idsh " thdn cor Iirivj hlo bhro tcjle tcjs js lht hldy by
khh` idhlo kut jts idd yhurs thh.
Iirivj wjtc cippjloss oprosson ky cor whrns tcit sh
swoot h yhu by noir.
Iln hl tco vory lot niy " adoiron idd tco hrbidjtjos th
eot tco khh` pukdjscon iln sph`o wjtc tco pukdjscor noidt
iln flidj1on idsh by ahpjos woro solt iln woro idd sot th
eot jt prjlt.
"t thh` loirky 4< niys th eot tco ahpjos pukdjscon iln is
pukdjscor prhbjson bo co whudn soln bo ahbpdjboltiryahpjos kohro jts hut jl tco bir`ot hr hl ily hldjlo sjtos
rhb wcoro hlo ail hrnor tcojr ahpjos.
Iirivj wis sh sbirt tcit sco noidt wjtc pukdjscor th `oop
jt ahlfnoltjid kotwool tcob khtc iln th eot tchso ahpjos
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nodjvoron it cor innross sh tcit sco ahudn surprjso bo
wcol wo boot.
"t wis GNtc Birac Iirivj, " iln 3rjscjvi noajnon th boot
it dhaid ajty bidd it GG
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!col tcoro woro > ahdhr rhsos wcjac Iirivj cin krhuect
tchso woro roiddy oyo aitacjle iln " solson tchso rhsos
tco kdhsshb kdhhbon idd irhuln. Jhsos woro puro jl tcojr
ahdhr wjtc i krject scjlo hl jt.Qoojle tchso koiutjud prosolts iln surprjsos " wis sh
ibi1on iln cippy tcit " wis nj%audt hr bo th
ipproajito by tcil`udloss th tcob.
Fot " ahudn soo wis tco swoot nodjajhus achahdito ai`o
wcjac wis tieeon wjtc tco libo hl jt is Iutchr Iiriv.
Qoojle tchso " wis dot spooacdoss.
?o cin shbo ully tid`s, eht hursodvos jltrhnuaon th
oiac htcor iln wo woro $ust njsaussjle wjtc oiac htcor
ikhut hur djo sthry jt $ust soobon tcit wo woro idd
acjdnchhn rjolns bootjle itor ieos.
Qoojle pohpdo irhuln " $ust odt ky tco wiy pohpdo woro
stirjle it bo iln tchso khh`s is j ily aodokrjty cisvjsjton tcit pirtjaudir iroli.
Iirivj is`on bo it wcit tjbo wo civo th diulac iln
prhbhto hur khh`.
" thdn cor dots diulac it NO pb iln sco ieroon.
3rjscjvi soobon th ko vory /ujot kut sco wis djttdo ully.
?o sph`o i dht iln shhl jt wis NOpb wo njnlt
ulnorsthhn chw tjbo 2ow sh shhl.
!col it NO wo rovoidon tco ahvor pieo h tco khh` wjtc
tco djl` rhb wcoro hlo ahudn hrnor tcojr ahpjos.
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0ht ibi1jle rosphlso rhb tco pohpdo iln wis
hvorwcodbon itor eottjle suac ibi1jle rosphlso.
"t wis , Iirivj iln 3rjscjvi noajnon th eh iln ro/uost
tco stiK h Arhsswhrns khh`sthros th ahbo wjtc tcobiln th $hjl tco diulac h%ajiddy. !jdd tcit tjbo "
iutheripcon ovory sjledo pieo h tco ahpy iln cilnon jt
th Iirivj.
!coy irrjvon iln " wis stullon soojle tcit bily pohpdo
$hjlon tco diulac. Arhwn soobon th ko /ujto i kje hlo.
l tcit vory niy tco khh` wis ejvol kjrtc.
Ditor hl " jltrhnuaon bysod jl rhlt h tco oltjro
iunjolao iln tco ai`o wis aut ky bo. 6chth sossjhls
thh` pdiao iln ovoryhlo acorjscon tco nodjajhus ai`o
krhuect ky Iirivj.
"t wis roiddy tco ulhreottikdo bhbolt. Ditor hl it tco
oln h tco diulac wo vjsjton Arhsswhrn khh`sthro adja`on
pchths h bjlo wjtc hur khh` th wcjac " eivo kjrtc. 0rhuppchth wis idsh ti`ol ky hlo h tco euy rhb arhsswhrn.
?o idd roiddy ol$hyon tcit spoajid khh` diulacjle niy iln
it tco oln h tco aodokritjhl wo noajnon th civo shbo
slia`s iln doivo.
Qh wo idd cin i dject slia` rhb Ba&hlidns iln dot tcit
iroli.
Qhhl wo dot tco ajty bidd kjnon oiac htcor ehhn kyo iln
wo noajnon th boot oiac htcor shhl.
Iirivj iln 3rjscjvi eht soiton jl tco Iuth iln tcoy dot.
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Iirivj ahudnlt turl cor iao iln wis cor oyos woro $ust
stirjle it bo iln cor iao hut rhb tco iuth jl wcjac sco
sit.
Qhhl tcoy roiacon Jijdwiy stitjhl iln Iirivj toton bo,
#oy( ?o roiacon it tco stitjhl yhu roiac chbo siody
iln jt wis roiddy eroit bootjle yhu iln th spoln tco tjbo
wjtc yhu.
" oprosson by tcil`s wjtc cippjloss iln sijn cor tcit
tco ovolt ahudnlt ko ahbpdoto wjtc yhu idd.
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9) *))!)9 &"F
"t wis Qulniy bhrljle, it lject H
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?o woro hursodvos ahluson soiracjle tco iroi wcoro
Iutchr Qiboor cin jlvjton us khtc th boot cjb. ?o
aiddon cjb iln ahlfrbon cjs rosjnoltjid innross iln co
thdn us th boot it Qij &irkir Jostiurilt.?o sit jl i tij iln roiacon it hur nostjlitjhl iln
oiatdy itor O bjlutos " roaojvon i aidd rhb Iutchr
Qiboor is`jle wcoro woro wo7 #o jlhrbon tcit wo wis
wijtjle hr us jlsjno tco rostiurilt.
?o woro khtc stilnjle shbowcoro kosjno tco rostiurilt
iln woro noahritjle tco kis`ot h ejts wcjac wo cin
pdillon th ejt cjb.
Itor G< bjlutos wo roiacon loir tco rostiurilt iln tco
wijtor wis $ust stilnjle hutsjno tco oltrilao nhhr iln
ahlfrbon us wcotcor wo wilton th boot Iutchr Qiboor.
?o ropdjon tcit yoic( #o thdn yhu biy oltor jlsjno tco
IA #idd cos $ust wijtjle hr yhu idd jlsjno.
?o oltoron tco rostiurilt iln wo siw Iutchr Qiboor
wijtjle hr us iln wis hl tco pchlo aidd spoi`jle th
shbohlo.
Qoojle cjb tcoro wis i cueo sbjdo hl hur iao iln wo
stiron it oiac htcor iln wo ahudn soo cippjloss jl oiac
htcor oyos.
Qhhl, co njsahlloaton tco aidd iln sph`o wjtc us iln
sijn #oy( #hw iro yhu idd7
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?o ropdjon wjtc $hy5 #oddh sjr, wo iro nhjle wodd. #hw iro
yhu sjr7 ?o chpo ovol yhu iro nhjle flo iln wo ahudn
soo i kje sbjdo hl cjs iao thh.
Iirivj phjlton cor fleors thwirns tco ejts iln is`on bowcotcor th prosolt tco ejt rject lhw hr ditor hl.
" lhnnon by coin iln sijn cor yos.
Qco prosolton tco ejts iln soojle tchso " ahudn soo
Qiboor kduscjle iln tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl cjs iao.
Iirivj cilnon hvor tchso kjrtcniy ejts th Qiboor iln co
stirton ulwrippjle tco ejt wrippon sjdvor scjly pipors
iln co ahudn soo shbo ibi1jle koiutjuddy noahriton
ejts, ow erootjle airns iln i swoot pchth idkub. Qoojle
tchso prosolts Qiboor wis sh cippy iln co uttoron i
whrn sh swoot h tchso.
Ditor hl Iutchr Qiboor is`on Iirivj iln bo th hrnor
shbotcjle rhb tco bolu khh` `opt hl tco tikdo.Iirivj iln " noljon th oit kut stjdd wjtc dhvo Iutchr
Qiboor hrnoron tcroo edissos h Dissj iln "ndj5Acjddy ry.
?o cin dulac theotcor iln wo tcroo stirton njsaussjle
hl chw th prhbhto tco khh`s.
Iutchr Qiboor invjson us iln eivo us ow tjps chw th
prhbhto tco khh`s it njKorolt pdiaos wo njsausson owjssuos iaon wcjdo prhbhtjle tco khh` ahpjos iln shhl
itor tcit " cilnon hvor by iutheripcon khh` ahpy th
Qiboor.
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Ditor hl wo woro nhlo wjtc dulac iln njsaussjhls iln
noajnon th doivo tco pdiao. Qiboor sjr, tchuec kojle
ulwodd aibo wjtc us iln eht us soiton jl Iuth5rja`sciw
iln wo kjnon cjb ehhn kyo iln sijn !i`o Airo sjr, wjdd kobootjle shhl wjtc i kje sbjdo hl iao.
l tco wiy th hur chbo Iirivj iln " woro njsaussjle th
prhbhto tco khh` ahpjos it njKorolt pdiaos.
?o khtc pdillon th vjsjt tco lot niy it -hultijl rhin
iln idsh wo pdillon th eh iln ol/ujro hr tco pross
ahlorolao.
Iirivj is`on bo th krjle tco ahbpdoboltiry ahpjos
wcjac " cin sh tcit wo ail prhbhto it ow khh` sthros.
!co vory lot niy jl tco bhrljle wo bot oiac htcor it
G
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!coro wo siw olhrbhus lubkors h khh`s ljaody `opt jl
tco khh` scodvos.
?o woro soiracjle hr i khh` libon &ja`ols #irny wo
eht th soo i khh` libon "laronjkdo "lnji((( ?hw((( Iirivjwcjsporon jl by oirs tcit Iiriv tco libo soobs th ko
jltorostjle nhoslt jt7
Iln sco stirton roorrjle tcit khh` iln eht th soo wcit
oiatdy "laronjkdo "lnji boilt.
Qco thdn bo wcy nhlt wo rodito shbotcjle iln wrjto tco
khh` hl "lnji.
" ieroon wjtc cor iln wo noajnon tcit vory shhl wo
whudn pol nhwl i khh` hl "lnji.
Qco invjson tcit kohro wo stirt wrjtjle tcjs khh` wo
whudn survoy tco iroi wcoro tco "lnji js dia`jle iln wo
whudn pol hl jt.
?o idsh noajnon tcit ovory bhltc wo whudn bijd iln polnhwl i dottor th tco bjljstors h oiac nopirtbolt,
6rosjnolt h "lnji iln 6rjbo5Bjljstor h "lnji iln wo njn
sh.
)vory bhltc wo uson th pol suac dottors iln soln th tco
bjljstors h oiac nopirtbolt $ust th bi`o tcob iwiro
wcits ehjle hl jl aurrolt "lnji.
?o sit tcoro iln stirton njsaussjle hl virjhus jssuos
iaon by "lnji.
Iirivj kojle i nhathr sco sph`o ikhut tco jl$ustjao nhlo
wjtc pitjolts jl virjhus chspjtids iln tco sinnost pirt
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wcjac sco oprosson wis lh strjat iatjhl wis ti`ol
ieijlst tcob.
)vol " sciron ow h by oporjolaos ikhut tco phdjao
hraos iln tco virjhus jddoeid iatjhls tcit iro ti`jlepdiao.
!cjs eivo us tco low jnoi th pol nhwl tco low khh` iln
krjle jt jl rhlt h tco Fitjhl wch iro uliwiro h tchso
jssuos ti`jle pdiao.
"t wis
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)vory woo` wo stirton vjsjtjle th ti`o upnitos twjao i
woo` iln eht ibi1jle phsjtjvo rosphlso rhb tco roinors
iln tco volnhrs iln djstoljle th tchso " ahudn soo i kje
sbjdo hl Iirivjs iao iln tcjs uson th bi`o by niy $ustkoaiuso is jt wis cor nroib th eot tco phsjtjvo rosphlso
rhb tco roinors iln htcors iln j cor cippjloss djos
tcoro iln ovol bjlo wis tco sibo.
1++ #I67& 5H "H5 N%
"t wis bhrljle L ib wcol " roaojvon i tot rhb Iiriv,
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8ory ehhn bhrljle Iirivj, #ivo i dhvody niy, `oop
sbjdjle iln ti`o airo noir. Joinjle tchso soltolaos
tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.
" roin iln ropdjon cjb kia`,
8ory ehhn bhrljle Iiriv, civo i ljao niy. 9hu thh `oop
sbjdjle iln ti`o airo noir.
Itor ow bjlutos co toton bo kia` iln is`on wcotcor "
wis roo thniy iln thdn j " ib roo tcil dots eh th
Acuraceito th prhbhto hur khh`s it 3jtik 3cili.
Quro Iiriv, " ib roo thniy. Dots eh thniy iln acoa` hut
hl hultijl rhin tcit chw buac ahpy tcoy shdn yot, "
ropdjon.
Qh swoot h yhu Iirivj, dots boot it GGib it Acuraceito
stitjhl, co ropdjon.
Is yhu siy noir, hlao " wjdd roiac tcoro " wjdd aidd yhu.
Ahbo siody, " ropdjon.
` noir. 9hu idsh roiac tcoro siody, co ropdjon.
Qcirp it GG, wo bot loirky tco stitjhl iln thh` tco
upnitos rhb khh` volnhrs h hur khh` iln ovol schp
volnhrs thdn us tcit wo civo yhur ahpjos iln wo iro
eottjle phsjtjvo rosphlso rhb roinors iln idsh thdn us
tcit tcoy wjdd jlhrb us ikhut tco hrnors hl hur lot vjsjt.!coy woro vory phdjto iln vory swoot wjtc us.
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!col wo stirton wid`jle, ovory tjbo wo acileon hur
tria` iln achso njKorolt wiys th roiac hur nostjlitjhl.
?o woro hl wiy th hultijl rhin iln co eht i aidd rhb
!iljsci.#o roaojvon tco aidd iln frst /uostjhl sco is`on wis wch
js Iirivj7
#o ropdjon sco js by rjoln iln wo iro ehjle hr khh`
prhbhtjhl todd bo wcit cippolon7 ?cy civo yhu aiddon
bo tcjs tjbo " ib kusy rject lhw.
Qco ropdjon wjtc shbo lhlsolso tid`s iln thdn cjb tcitsco wjdd aidd kia` ditor iln njsahlloaton tco aidd itor
tcit Iiriv opdijlon bo tco wchdo bittor kotwool tcob.
#o thdn wcit idd prhkdobs co iaon wjtcjl tcoso niys jl
cjs roditjhlscjp. )vorytcjle wis ehjle sh kin jl cjs djo.
#o thdn bo ovorytcjle ikhut cor, ikhut cor nobilns iln
ikhut cor ittjtuno. #o thdn bo tcit rhb dist ow bhltcs
sco aiddon cjb wcol sco loonon cjb htcorwjso j coaiddon cor sco lovor rosphlnon th cjs aidds. ?colovor "
thdn cor th boot sco jelhron bo tjdd tcit tjbo wo roiacon
hultijl rhin.
?o acoa`on idd tco khh` stidd iln wo eht ehhn rosphlso
rhb tcob. Itor tcit tcoy nobilnon hr bhro khh`s
rhb us iln coirjle tcit jt krhuect i kje sbjdo hl hur
iao. )spoajiddy bjlo.
Itor tcit wo roiacon 3jtik 3cili, hur ivhurjto pdiao jl
torbs h khh`s. )vorywcoro wo ahudn soo wis dhts h
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khh`. 9hu ail aidd jt is tco sthrochuso h khh`s. )vory
typo h khh`s woro ivijdikdo tcoro.
lao wo oltoron tco sthro hur oyos frst eht stua` hl tco
khh`bir`s. !coy woro $ust ibi1jle tcit tcoro woro ilywhrns dot wjtc us th spoi` hl jt. 8irjhus nosjelon
khh`bir`s woro ivijdikdo tcoro iln ovory khh`bir` wis
ehdn pditon. ?o woro $ust flnjle hur libos frst dottor
khh`bir` kut ulhrtulitody wo njnlt eot tcit.
Iirivs oyo eht aiuect it i khh`bir` libon is Borj
3jtik, jt wis dhh`jle vory protty wjtc ehdn pditon iln i
tcroin tjon th jt, co codn jt jl cjs cilns iln stiron jt hr
tco lot Objlutos " hksorvon tcit iln " noajnon th
puraciso jt sh tcit " ail ejt cjb hl cjs kjrtcniy.
?o woro rhibjle coro iln tcoro iln woro roinjle khh`s
iln sunnoldy ieijl !iljsci aiddon cjb $ust koaiuso sco
loonon shbo codp rhb cjb. Qco wis aiuect ky iphdjaobil $ust koaiuso sco wis G> yoirs hdn iln sco wis
nrjvjle Qahhty it tcit tjbo phdjao is`on cor hr djaolso
kut is sco wis ulnor ieon sco njnlt civo iln sco
rouson shhl tcit tri%a phdjaobil is`on cor hr N
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#hvo js siarjao hldy. ;hu civo th siarjao idd yhur
nroibs, idd yhur cippjloss iln tcol idsh tco frhlt
pirtlor nhoslt roidjo )cit yhu civo siarjaon
fhr tcob. ^coy must nh hlo tcjl* tcoy `oop hlnobilnjl* idd tco tcjl*s, 3iscos tco ahlnjtjhl fhr
idd tco tcjl*s. 1s tcoro ily ahlnjtjhl )cjac js
ro:ujron fhr ^ruo #hvo=" tchuect.
+hbotjbos yhu siarjao yhursodf fhr tcob kut tcoy
stjdd )hlt ulnorstiln.
It tco vory lot bhbolt, co schuton by libo tcrjao
Iirivj, Iirivj, Iirivj, iln tcol " aibo kia` jlth by roid
whrdn iln co is`on bo hlo /uostjhl yhu woro jl yhur
pist 2isckia` rject77
9os Iiriv, " wolt jl tco pist iln tcit wis shbotcjle
roditon th 3iril, " ropdjon.
Iirivj, ail " is` i sjledo /uostjhl7
9os Iiriv wcy lht " ropdjon.
?cy hldy hlo, nhlt yhu tcjl` jts tjbo th bhvo hl7 9hu
woro wijtjle hr cjb sjlao dist 4 yoirs.
!coro iro dhts h pohpdo kocjln yhu, wch iro bindy th ko
jl dhvo wjtc yhu. !col wcy hldy hlo7
Iiriv yhu iro oiatdy rject. Dhts h pohpdo iro tcoro kut "ailt bhvo hl dj`o tcjs. "ts roiddy lht sh oisy hr bo. "
`lhw co wjdd lovor ahbo kia` jl by djo kut " ailt hreot
by > yoirs wcjac " eivo cjb sh jts thh buac nj%audt hr
bo. By dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo iln puro lht dj`o cjb
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tcit " ail bhvo hl oisjdy iln is yhu is`on wcy hldy hlo
tco roishl js $ust koaiuso lhw Dhvjle ilyhlo iln
oprossjle bjlo oodjles iro lht it idd tco aup h by toi.
c jts dj`o tcit Iirivj lh whrrjos, " tcjl` wo bust lhtnjsauss ily bhro hl tcjs. Dots acoa` hut shbo ehhn
khh`s iln doivo tcjs thpja coro hldy.
?o stirton acoa`jle htcor khh`s tjdd tcol ieijl !iljsci
aiddon cjb iln co sph`o wjtc cor hr lot ow bjlutos
nurjle tcit tjbo " hksorvon toirs stirton rhddjle nhwl
rhb cjs oyos kut co protolnon th cjno idd toirs jl rhlt h
bo.
" krhuect i khttdo h witor hr cjb iln tcol is`on cjb
wcit cippolon idd h tco sunnol tcit bino yhu ary, ail
sciro jt wjtc bo.
#oy Iirivj, wcy lht " ail sciro ovorytcjle wjtc yhu. &h
yhu robobkor " thdn yhu tcit dist woo` " eivo cor
"pchlo:7 Qco kri`on jt ky tcrhwjle jt nhwl hl tco 2hhr.
9os Iiriv " robobkor tcit, kut wcit cippolon th yhu todd
bo frst.
Iirivj, " siarjfaon dhts h tcjles th kuy tcit pchlo iln
sco $ust kri`on jt. Qco nhoslt `lhw wcit idd " civo
siarjfaon hr tcit.
Iiriv nhlt ti`o bo wrhle kut ail " todd yhu shbotcjle
pdoiso boot cor hlao iln is` cor wcit sco wilts iln
wcits cor jltolsjhl.
Is yhu siy Iirivj, surody " wjdd boot cor iln is` cor.
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Iiriv " tcjl` yhu eht yhur ilswor wcy hldy hlo7 Ib "
rject7
9os Iirivj " eht by ilswor, co ropdjon iln jt krjles kje
sbjdo hl cjs iao.
?o dot rhb tcoro iln roiacon stitjhl iln aiuect tco
trijl, wo kjnon oiac htcor ehhn kyo iln dot rhb tcoro.
l by wchdo wiy, " wis tcjl`jle hldy ikhut Iiriv hldy,
-jrst tjbo jl by djo " siw i khy wch bindy dhvo cor dj`o
bo, wjtchut ily ahlnjtjhl iln wjtchut ily opoatitjhl.
"l roturls co eht hldy pijl tcil idsh co dhvos cor sh
bindy iln nhlt wilt th doivo cor. #o js sibo dj`o bo. Idd
by wiy " wis $ust tcjl`jle ikhut cjb hldy iln ovory
sjledo tchuect hraon bo th ahbpiro cjb wjtc bo. lo
tchuect wcjac 2iscon jl by bjln wis biyko co js by
ro2oatjhl. !jdd tcol " roiacon it by chbo iln " bossieon
cjb,
Iiriv, njn yhu roiac chbo, iro yhu h`7 " ib wjtc yhu sh
nhlt whrry. " yhu loon ily codp tcil aidd bo hr bossieo
bo ti`o airo.
lao yhu roiac chbo $ust jlhrb bo.
Itor 4< bjl, " eht i ropdy rhb cjb,
Qh swoot h yhu noir, " roiacon chbo $ust lhw iln "`lhw yhu iro idwiys wjtc bo iln " ail sciro ilytcjle
wjtc yhu lh nhukt.
+hbotjbos yhu bot )jtc shbo stril*or iln )jtcjl
fo) niys tcit shbohlo koahbos yhur adhso hlo.
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0ust yhur tchu*cts stirts *ottjl* bitacon )jtc
oiac htcor iln yhu stirton ahbpirjl* yhursodf
)jtc tcit porshl.
" stirton tcjl`jle tcit j co js dj`o bo tcil oisjdy co ailulnorstiln yhu.
#o wis thh buac oajton hr tco lot niy is jt wis by
kjrtcniy.
Jject rhb GGOpb co stirton tco ahultnhwl iln scirp
it G4
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Iln sjbjdir wis tco aiso ovol " stirton ahultnhwl
GObjlutos kia` kohro tco adha` strj`os scirp it G4 is
Iirivs kjrtcniy wis hl tco vory lot niy h bjlo.
"t wis G4 scirp " aiddon Iiriv iln " wis tco frst hlo thwjsc cjb tcit niy hl aidd ovol " pjleon cjb iln idsh "
phston hl cjs tjbodjlo hl cjs -iladuk iln -ilpieo iln
shhl itor Objlutos co ahbbolton jl tco ahbbolt kh
!cil`s i dht Iirivj yhu boil i dht th bo hl tcjs niy vjsjt
shhl thbhrrhw hr aodokritjhl theotcor.
" cin pdillon wodd hr cjs kjrtcniy. " wilton th bi`o i
spoajid iln bobhrikdo hr bo.
" is`on cjs krhtcor th prjlt ow hl tco /uhtitjhls " solt
cjb iln th ciln jt hvor th cjb iln idsh rhsos ovory hlo
chur iln " wjdd ko roiacjle it cjs pdiao tjdd lhhl wjtc "ao5
aroib ai`o.
"t wis G4
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rhb 3jtik 3cili iln noajnon th ejt cjb iln i dha`ot is
kojle i wrjtor.
Iiriv thh ejton bo wjtc i koiutjud ron iln yoddhw
scinon ribo wcjac wis civjle pchtheripcs h us khtc,hur khh` iln bo. )vol " dhvon tcit iln ospoajiddy #o
ejton bo i sbidd kdia` ahdhuron sprjle njiry jl wcjac co
cin pollon nhwl tco $hurloy h hur rjolnscjp iln i
dottor.
#o spolt shbo bobhrikdo tjbo theotcor iln cin i eroit
lhhl.
"t wis ON
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theotcor iln it dist co wrhto lh hlo ail ropdiao yhu ovor
jl by djo.
Joinjle suac djlos i kje sbjdo krjectolon by iao.
Fot wis cjs dottor wcjac co ejton bo hl by niy5
"l tcit " roin ow djlos wcjac co wrhto5
)vorytjbo wo spoi` shbotcjle jltorostjle hr tco htcor
iln njsauss hl shbo whlnorud thpjas kison hl hur djo,
rodjejhl, aurrolt jssuos iln bily bhro.
" robobkor tco lject hut wo spolt theotcor bino owprhbjsos iln nroibt shbotcjle hr hur uturo. #o idsh
wrhto tcit lhw idd yhur nroibs iro bjlo.
-hr bo yhu iro wodd5wjscor, by njibhln, by poird iln
yhu civo i vory spoajid rosorvon pdiao jl by coirt lh
hlo ail stoid tcit vory spoajid pdiao rhb by coirt.
#o idsh prhbjson bo tcit wo wjdd /ujt ahlsubjle tcosdoopjle pjdds vory shhl iln tcit wis wcit " nobilnon
cjb is by kjrtcniy ejt.
It dist co wrhto tcil` yhu sh buac noir hr idd yhur dhvo
iln airo yhu sciron wjtc bo iln idsh tcil`s i dht hr
koirjle by binloss wcol " eh ari1y. 9hu iro thh i pirt
h by ibjdy. *dosson th civo yhu wjtc bo hrovor.
Joinjle suac djlos hlao ieijl tcoro wis i krject sbjdo hl
by iao iln hlao ieijl " stirton roinjle tco wchdo dottor
iln wcjdo " wis roinjle " wis ist isdoop iln " sdopt.
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/jtchut 2hbbuljaitjhl, tcoro js lh "oditjhlscjp.
/jtchut "ospoat tcoro js lh #hvo.
/jtchut rust, tcoro js lh roishl th ahltjluo.
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" wis rustriton wjtc by djo kojle jl roditjhlscjp wjtc
!iljsci iln uson th tcjl` nijdy tcit wis jt by bjsti`o
tcit " dhvon cor bindy7 ?is " i hhd7
*ut hl tco htcor sjno " uson th roidj1o tcit lh bittorwcotcor sco dhvon bo hr lht kut " ailt doivo cor oisjdy
$ust koaiuso " dhvon cor bhro tcil " dhvon ilyhlo.
"t cis kool N yoirs " wis jl roditjhlscjp wjtc cor iln jt
wis tco ulopoaton irrjvid h nostjly tcit wo odd jl dhvo
wjtc oiac htcor.
9oic( ?o bot hr tco vory frst tjbo is i strileor jl tcotobpdo wcoro sco prhphson bo hl tco Nrn niy wo bot jl
tco tobpdo jl tco bhrljle LOib.
!cjles wolt sbhhtcdy hr tco lot sj bhltcs iln
sunnoldy ovorytcjle eht twjston iln acileon.
Qco stirt novodhpjle ittjtuno jl corsod iln sco stirton
kojle runo th bo." wislt iwiro h tco roishl wcy sco wis nhjle sh. ?cy
suac sunnol acileos jl cor kocivjhr " uson th tcjl` tcjs
kut lh bittor stjdd jt njnlt bittor th bo ily buac.
I niy aibo wcol sco stirton nobilnjle tcjles th bo.
"t wis Qulniy bhrljle " eht i aidd rhb cor iln sco sijn5
#oy Iiriv( Dots boot thniy it G
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?o bot oiac htcor iln vjsjton tco loirost ajty bidd iln
sco thh` bo th i schp libon -ik "lnji Adhtcjle Aoltro
tcoro sco puracison twh $oils iln hlo ehwl hr corsod
iln sco thh` bo thh tco kjdd ahultor iln is`on bo th piytco kjdd hr cor.
!co kjdd wis prjlton wjtc i thtid prjao tie h Jupoos ,O
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#oirjle tcjs nobiln h " wis surprjson iln is`on cor
wcit Iatjvi7
Qco ropdjon yos, j yhu roiddy dhvo bo yhu wjdd puraciso
iln ejvo bo i low hlo.
-hr tcit is " njnlt civo ily kua`s th puraciso jt "
pdillon th siarjfao bysod wjtc wcitovor " cin iln
noajnon th ejvo cor.
lo niy, " wis sjttjle hl tco wjlnhw iln i tchuect strj`o
jl by bjln iln " is`on by coirt wjdd " ko ikdo th udfdd idd
cor cjec opolsjvo nobilns7
" wis kjttordy ahluson iln toirs rhddon nhwl by oyos $ust
koaiuso " wis irijn tcit j " njnlt udfdd cor nobilns sco
whudn doivo bo iln eh iln " njnlt wilt tcjs tcjle th
cippol wjtc bo $ust koaiuso " dhvon cor bindy..
" njnlt dhso by chpos iln bino by bjln sot tcit " whudn
ejvo by kost th wcitovor sco whudn is` bo iln " priyonth idbjecty th ejvo bo tcit buac stroletc sh tcit " ahudn
koir wjtc cor nobilns. !co vory lot tcjle wcjac
cippolon wis sco ro/uoston bo th irrileo hr Jupoos
twolty tchusiln hr cor is sco loonon th eh hr i sachhd
pjalja trjp iln sco wilton th kuy ow shrts. #oirjle tcjs "
wis dj`o -ua` hK(( #or nobilns( Iln hlao ieijl toirs
rhddon nhwl by oyos kut stjdd " is`on cor th ejvo bo i
woo`oln tjbo iln $ust th oirl twolty tchusiln kua`s hr
cor " pdiyon i rhdo h i lowspipor khy iln i bjd` khy. "
uson th nodjvor ovoryniy bjd` iln uson th `lha` tco
nhhrs jl tco bhrljle $ust th nodjvor tco lowspipor it tco
pohpdos nhhrstop.
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Qtjdd jt wis vory nj%audt th irrileo twolty tchusiln hr
cor sh " uson th eh nijdy oirdy jl tco bhrljle sjt hutsjno
tco tobpdo iln uson th bi`o i eirdiln h 2hwors iln
uson th sodd tchso idsh " shdn voeotikdos iln rujts.#hwovor " bilieon th irrileo twolty tchusiln hr cor
iln eivo cor jl tco lot tol niys.
"l tcjs wiy ovory tjbo sco nobilnon bo wjtc shbo hr
tco htcor tcjles iln itor twh bhltcs wo woro $ust ti`jle
i strhdd hl tco rhin iln tcoro aibo i $owodors schp jl tco
bjn sco thh` bo jlsjno iln ovorywcoro jt wis ehdn,
njibhln, sjdvor iln bily bhro viduikdo poirds. Qoojletchso sco nobilnon bo th puraciso hr cor tco njibhln
rjle iln $ust ky djstoljle th jt toirs rhddon by oyos is "
ahudnlt iKhrn th kut tcit buac hr cor jt wis hut h by
kuneot. " puracison tcit hr cor jl N bhltcs hl
jlstiddbolt $ust koaiuso " wilton th soo i sbjdo hl cor
iao lht tco sinloss.
!cjles wolt hl iln sco `opt ahltjlujle th nobiln
shbotcjle hr tco htcor rhb bo hlo flo niy ovol sco
nobilnon bo th puraciso i Boraonos *ol1 tco ditost
hlo nurjle tchso niys iln hr bo coirjle tco libo jtsod
wis dj`o jts i nroib hr bo chpo jt eots udfddon hlo niy
hr tco htcor.
)vol " puracison tcit hl )B" hr cor iln ejton tcit hlcor kjrtcniy is i surprjso.
)vory stop wjtc cor wis $ust dj`o siarjfajle yhursod hr
tco loons h htcors kut stjdd " pdillon wcy " ib nhjle sh
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buac hr cor " bustlt nh tcjs buac kut stjdd " ahudnlt
pusc bysod kia`.
lo flo niy " wis /ujto i buac rustriton wjtc cor iln
thdn ovorytcjle th Iirivj ikhut wcits idd cippoljle jlby djo iln sco invjson bo th cilndo jt wodd " trjon by
kost wjtc cor kut ahudnlt in$ust bysod wjtc cor.
"t cin kool sjlao N bhltcs " cinlt bot cor sh " aiddon
cor hlo flo niy iln ro/uoston cor th boot bo sco
wislt roiny hr tcit thh kut itor pdoisjle cor i dht
fliddy sco ieroon iln tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.
?o noajnon th boot it cor ahbpdo it 4
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htcor. *ut tco kost pirt wis Iirivj sthhn ovory tjbo th
supphrt bo.
"ts sijn tcit5
/col shbotcjl* kin cippols )jtc yhu,
^coros id)iys shbohlo )jtc yhu th chdn iln
supphrt yhu
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iln " njnlt wilt tcit th cippol wjtc Iiriv, tcits wcy "
noajnon th boot cjb lht hr khh` prhbhtjhl kut is cjs
rjoln sh tcit " ail codp th ahbo hut rhb tcjs idd.
Is usuid wo woro acittjle hl wcits ipp, iln wo worotid`jle ikhut khh` prhbhtjhl iln ikhut hur djo.
Iirivj, dots eh thbhrrhw th *ilnstiln, lht hr khh`
prhbhtjhl $ust hr djttdo acileo j yhu ieroo, co thdn bo.
Quro Iiriv, kut hldy hlo ahlnjtjhl yhu civo th todd bo
ovorytcjle ikhut yhur pist sh tcit idd yhur pijl ahbos
hut rhb yhur coirt koaiuso " wilt th soo yhu cippy, "ropdjon.
Is yhu siy by noir, dots boot thbhrrhw it *ilnri it GG
ib, co ropdjon.
Quro Iiriv, hlao " wjdd roiac tcoro " wjdd ejvo yhu i aidd.
Fhw sdoop jts thh dito. 0hhn lject, swoot nroibs, ti`o
airo, `oop sbjdjle it doist hr bo.9hu thh Iirivj. Boot yhu shhl noir, co ropdjon.
Fot niy wo bot it GG ib loir *ilnri stitjhl. !coro
wis kje sbjdo hl cjs tcit niy. ?o wolt frst th acurac iln
priyon hr cid il chur. " $ust priyon hr cjb, hr cjs
cippjloss iln hr cjs sbjdo. !col wo wolt th *ilnstiln.
?o sit jl rhlt h soi iln " thdn cjb th sciro ovorytcjle
ikhut cjs djo, ikhut cjs pist.
#o sciron ovorytcjle ikhut cjs pist shbo woro tco kost
bobhrikdo bhbolt iln shbo h tcob woro thh buac
whrst h cjs djo kut it tco oln " roidj1on tcit yos co js
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bjlo ro2oatjhl hldy. " wis rject hl tcit niy. #id h tco
niy pisson iln wo njnlt roidj1o ikhut jt iln itor tcit "
eivo cjb tco kdia` tjly nijry kia` wcjac co eivo bo hl
by kjrtcniy iln " thdn cjb " civo wrjttol shbotcjle hrcjb jlsjno.
"ts krjles kje sbjdo hl cjs iao iln co nobilnon bo tcit
" schudn roin tcit nijry jl rhlt h cjb iln " stirton
roinjle,
" nhlt `lhw wcit " njn jl tcjs djo, tcit " nosorvon yhu.
" lovor tchuect th bi`o ily rjoln jl by djo kut itoreottjle yhu jl by djo lhw " ulnorstiln wcit iatuiddy
rjolnscjp js.
Is yhu pollon nhwl kohro tco whrn WIJI3I wis
shbotcjle " dhvon tco bhst " whudn dj`o th nosarjko
shbotcjle ikhut jt.
WIJI3I tco libo jtsod js uljton theotcor.4Nciri boils i 3h) iln 4"i`i boils fudd bhhl
lj*ct.
"ts tco kost libo hr tco roditjhl wo sciro.
Dj`o bhhl dject hur roditjhl js thh puro, swoot, sht iln
thh airjle iln tcoros idwiys i 2hw h wivo wcjac sciros
dhvo kotwool us.
?o idwiys hddhw oiac htcor, idwiys djstol th oiac htcor,
tcits tco kost pirt h hur roditjhl.
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Itor coirjle tcit toirs aibo jl cjs oyos wjtc kje sbjdo
hl cjs iao. Qibo tjbo " is`on cjb hr hlo prhbjso iln
tcit wis rhb thniy hlwirns " nhlt wilt i sjledo toir jl
yhur oyos iln wjtchut /uostjhljle bo ilytcjle coprhbjson bo.
Ilhtcor kost niy wis innon jl hur djo. !cil wo dot rhb
tcojr iln roiacon hur chbo iln ieijl wo noajnon th
boot ieijl iln spoln tjbo wjtc oiac htcor bhstdy wo
bot nijdy iln stirton spolnjle tjbo wjtc oiac htcor.
" wis lht ikdo th boot cjb hr > niys nuo th by sjstors
wonnjle.
&urjle tcjs porjhn h tjbo wo bjsson oiac htcor sh kindy
iln wo stirton aiddjle oiac htcor iln tid`on hr dhleor
tjbo.
lo flo niy cjs ulado aibo it cjs pdiao sdippon cjb
cirn iln ikuson cjb hr sjddy roishl. *oirjle idd suac
tcjles co wis cjbsod rustriton iln strosson
#o eht chspjtidj1on iln " wis sh whrrjon iln " noajnon th
boot cjb kut co thdn bo lh koaiuso " wis kusy jl
sjstors wonnjle iln tco vory lot niy ovol " wis
chspjtidj1on nuo th stross iln idd. Iln fliddy niy irrjvon,
iln wo woro sh buac cippy koaiuso lot niy wo woro
ehjle th boot oiac htcor.
Itor tco roeudir boot tcoro wis i eip h i woo`, tcjs >
niys njstilao bino us ari1y. ?o aiddon oiac htcor it
lject iln bossieon wchdo niy. ur airo hr oiac htcor
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jlaroison iln tcit krhuect us bhro adhsody. &iy ky niy
hur rjolnscjp koaibo bhro spoajid iln strhleor.
Itor > niys, hl tco Ltc niy wo noajnon th eh hr i bhvjo
libon tco iudt jl hur stirs. 8ory ibhus lhvod " ovorroin iln jts thh iwoshbo sh wo noajnon th eh hr tcit
bhvjo hldy.
)vory tjbo wo bot wo tja`don oiac htcor, wo rukkon hur
lhso wjtc oiac htcor cin i lhso fect. "l tco stirt tcjles
woro ehjle wodd iln jl tco sunnol jt cippolon th tcit hur
djps eht thuacon wjtc oiac htcor. )vory tjbo wo cin i
lhso fect kut tcjs tjbo bhro tcil tcit iln wo ahudnlt
kodjovo tco iat iln wo puddon hursodvos kia`.
" roston by coin hl cjs schudnor iln " wis thtiddy dhst
shbowcoro. "ts "lnjeostjkdo iat tcit wo `jsson oiac
htcor. ?o iro $ust hldy rjolns tcil wcy wo `jsson. "s jt i
aidd rhb nostjly7 "s jt i stirt h low aciptor jl hur djo hr
$ust ah jlajnolao7 Dhts h /uostjhls stirton $ubpjle jl bybjln iln it tco sibo tjbo kuttor2y stirton $ubpjle jl
by sthbiac.
Ieijl itor ow bjlutos hur djps thuacon oiac htcor iln
wo sbhhacon vory cirn iln swootdy. ?o woro thtiddy dhst
jl oiac htcor. Itor tco bhvjo wo aibo hut h tco ajlobi,
wo woro thtiddy kdil` iln itor shbotjbo wo koaibo sh
lhrbid tcit wo kocivon dj`o lhtcjle cippolon jl tcoajlobi. ?o roiacon chbo iln noajnon th boot lot niy.
?o noajnon th boot iln spoln hur tjbo theotcor jl
Fitjhlid pir` tcit wis dhaiton jl hur dhaidjty. ur djps
tcoro thh ahudnlt rosjst iln ieijl iln ieijl hur djps
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thuacon oiac htcor, pdiyjle wjtc oiac htcor djps. ?o
stirton ahbjle adhsor iln adhsor wcol ovorytjbo wo
`jsson.
!coro wis i vory nosaolt sbjdo hl hur iaos. Biy kokoaiuso jts aibo rhb hur coirt. " is`on by coirt
tchusiln tjbo tcit wcits ehjle hl kotwool us7 "s tcjs
dhvo hr $ust ittriatjhl7 "t hraon bo th is` Iiriv wcotcor
wo iro jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor.
It tcit lject fliddy " bossieon cjb,
#oy nhlt yhu tcjl` wo iro jl dhvo7 "s tcjs dhvo7 Iro wo jlroditjhlscjp7
9oic tco iat js sh truo kut jts nj%audt th njeost tcit jts
ulopoaton irrjvid h dhvo, co ropdjon.
"t krhuect i kje sbjdo hl hur iao. ?o woro hl adhun H. "ts
jlnjeostjkdo iat kut " wis sh buac cippy tcit " fliddy
bot by ro2oatjhl. " eht by Qhud bito. !cit wis tco kostniy h by djo, kost bhbolt h by djo.
Qh Iiriv, lhw h%ajiddy yhu civo th prhphso bo, " ropdjon.
9os, Iirivj h%ajiddy " wjdd prhphso yhu, iln " wjdd bi`o
yhu bjlo hrovor, wcol wo wjdd boot lot. " boil hl
Bhlniy koaiuso thbhrrhw jts chdjniy sh yhu civo th
wijt, co ropdjon.
"ts djttdo nj%audt kut stjdd " wjdd wijt. " ail wijt hr yhu by
oltjro djo, " ropdjon.
&hlt whrry, yhu nhlt civo th wijt tcit buac, co ropdjon.
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Qh Iiriv, yostorniy wo wjdd ko aodokritjle is cippy
`jssjle niy iln thniy wo aodokritjle is cippy
Joidj1itjhl niy kut wcit ikhut thbhrrhw, " is`on.
!hbhrrhw wo wjdd ko aodokritjle cippy bjssjle niykoaiuso nofljtody wo wjdd bjss oiac bindy iln niy itor
thbhrrhw wjdd ko cippy prhphsid niy, co ropdjon.
Qh surody " wjdd ko bjssjle yhu iln wjdd ko wijtjle hr
prhphsid niy, " ropdjon.
By swoot coirt " dhvo yhu, " `lhw jts lht oisy th sdoop
thniy kut jts thh dito ail yhu pdoiso sdoop lhw hr bo shtcit " ail ahbo jl yhur nroibs, co is`on.
Itor roinjle cjs bossieo " stirton $ubpjle hl tco kon, "
wis hl adhun H. "t bino bo ood sh spoajid.
By swoot coirt hur provjhus bossieos bino by djo. "
dhvo yhu bhro iln surody ahbo shhl jl by nroibs " wjdd
ko wijtjle hr yhu sh dots sdoop lhw, " ropdjon.0hhn lject by prjlaoss, civo swootost nroib thlject,
bjss yhu iln dhvo yhu i dht kiky, co ropdjon.
9hur ovory sjledo whrn bi`os bo ood sh spoajid, bi`o
yhu dhvo bhro. Iln idsh hraos bo th Bjss yhu. Qoo yhu jl
tco bhrljle, " ropdjon.
-jliddy kost niy h hur djo irrjvon. ?o bot oiac htcor jltco bhrljle iln jt wis tco spoajid iln bhst bobhrikdo
niy h hur djo.
#o codn by ciln vory frst tjbo iln jt bino bo
spooacdoss koaiuso it tco bhbolt wcol co codn by
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ciln " $ust odt cjs coirt koit iln vhjao h cjs coirt
siyjle tcit " dhvo yhu Iirivj, iln " prhbjso yhu " lovor
doivo yhu. "t bino bo ood sh spoajid iln it tco sibo
tjbo " njnlt uttor ily whrn. -hr tco vory frst tjbo tcitniy " sph`o vory doss iln co sph`o i dht.
"t wis N.GOpb wcol wo woro khtc sjttjle iajle thwirns
tco soi sjno chdnjle oiac htcor ciln iln hur does woro
jlsjno tco sidty witor.
#o is`on bo th adhso by oyos, iln co robhvon L
njibhln rjle rhb cjs kie iln jlsorton jl by dot ciln
rjle fleor. #o cilnon hvor Ainkury sjd` jl by cilns iln
sijn tcit " dhvo yhu tcit buac tjdd tco oltjro soi h tcjs
whrdn whlt eot nry ahbpdotody.
#oirjle tcoso whrns tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.
!cjs wis hlo h tco kost niy h by djo. 8ory bobhrikdo
hlo. )vory tjbo " sdopt it lject " robobkoron h tcjs
spoajid niy h by djo.
By dhvo " dhvo yhu bhro kut yhu loon th wijt hr tco kost
rosphlso h by ilswor " dhvo yhu thh. !rust bo tcit niy
wjdd ko nosjelon is tco ?hrdns kost niy. Dhvo yhu sh
buac, " ropdjon.
By dhvo, " ail soo jl yhur oyos ovorywcoro tcoros dhvo
hr bo iln tcit bino by niy. Dhvo hr bo jl yhur oyoshldy bi`os bo ood sh spoajid tcit " ailt siy yhu.
1sc: `o riisto co kicht busc`jd,
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+ik `h li bjdtj co yo biljd,
Iiscj: `h bjdtj co, "ik `j siu*ito,
+ik `h li bjdti yo `ciili,#i`c sibmiyi tci js pi*id njd `h,
>jr kcj `cjac diyi torj iur torj iur.
II#G1NI
^co )hrst ro*rot )o civo jl djfo, js lht fhr tco)rhl* tcjl*s )o njn, Kut fhr tchusilns hf rj*ct
tcjl*s )o njn, fhr tco )rhl* pohpdo
"t wis tco bhltc h ;ulo, hl tco vory frst niy h tco
bhltc wo noajnon th boot iln eh hr i bhvjo it hur
loirost Ajlobi. ?o vjsjton tcoro tco schw tjbjle wis
G4
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wrhle dots doivo tco Ajlobi iln th eh iln sjt jl tco
loirky rostiurilt.
Itor G< bjlutos wo roiacon tcoro iln hrnoron ow
njscos iln jl rhlt h us wis sjttjle hlo diny. Qco wis ibjnndo ieon diny wjtc dhts h ittjtuno iln sco protolnon
tcit tco stilnirn h cor djvjle js /ujto cjec.
)vory bjluto sco stirton stirjle it us iln wo worolt
ikdo th oit hur dulac ahbhrtikdy. ur bjln wis stua` hl
cor wjtc tco tchuect wcy sco wis nhjle sh7 "s tcoro
shbotcjle wrhle wjtc us tcit scos stirjle wjtc cor nir`
kdia`on ahdhur oyos7
" wcjsporon ikhut tcit jl Iirivjs oirs iln sco lhtjaon
tcit iln ovol sco stirton stirjle it cor.
Ditor hl tcit diny robhvon cor aodd pchlo rhb cor purso
iln sco trjon adja`jle hur jbieo theotcor iln " lhtjaon
tcit iln hl tco spht " jlhrbon Iirivj ikhut tcit.
Qco wjtc il ileor vhjao is`on tcit diny th ejvo cor
aoddpchlo sh tcit sco ahudn jlspoat jt iln cjt cor cirn js
sco njn sh.
?jtc oir tcit diny nodoton tco jbieo iln cilnon hvor
cor aodd pchlo th Iirivj. Qco jlspoaton cor aodd pchlo
iln cilnon cor kia` iln tcit diny /uostjhlon cor wis
tcoro ilytcjle jl by pchlo tcit yhu is`on hr jt7 Iirivjnjnlt rosphln th wcit sco is`on iln wo woro khtc kusy
tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor.
Itor ow bjlutos sco ieijl /uostjhlon Iirivj wcits tco
tjbo7 ;ust th nriw hur ittoltjhl hl cor.
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Iirivj ropdjon jts 4N
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By kiky, " roiacon chbo siody. &hlt ko whrrjon coro "
ib bi`jle tcjles idrject iln hur erilnpi wjdd ko idrject
shhl. " wjdd shhl ejvo yhu tco ehhn lows. 3oop sbjdjle
$ust koaiuso yhur sbjdo js by stroletc.Itor Objlutos " roaojvon i aidd rhb Iirivj iln sco
sijn5
" ib aidb lhw ;iil( &hlt whrry tcjles iro idrject wjtc
bo lhw. Iln " prhbjso yhu " whlt ary icoin " wjdd hldy
sbjdo hr yhu.
#oirjle tcjs tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.
Iln " thdn cor " wjdd aidd kia` shhl. &hlt whrry " wjdd `oop
upnitjle yhu. 3oop sbjdjle dhvo yhu kiky iln
njsahlloaton tco aidd.
Iln itor ovory ahupdo h churs " aiddon iln upniton cor.
l niy N " eivo cor i ehhn lows tcit hur erilnpi js
idrject iln co wjdd ko njsacireon tjdd thlject.
#oirjle tcjs " ahudn ood i kje sbjdo wcjac wis hl cor
iao.
Itor i woo` wo bot oiac htcor hlao ieijl iln is "
wilton by inbjssjhl th ko nhlo jl i roputon ahddoeo sco
$hjlon bo hr tcit thh iln wo vjsjton tcoro iln flidj1on
by inbjssjhl iln wo dot rhb tcoro.
Fot /uostjhl wis lhw wcoro th eh wo civo stjdd Lcrs
wjtc us sh wo pdillon th eh iln vjsjt tco loirky soi iao
$ust koaiuso jt wis hur ivhrjto spht.
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?o vjsjton tcoro iln sit tcoro hl tco thp suriao h tco
rha`s hvor tcoro.
Itor shbotjbo wo lhtjaon tcoro woro N th strileors
bil wch woro stirjle ahltjluhusdy th pohpdo ospoajiddytco ahupdos.
?o stjdd jelhron tcit iln wo woro tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor.
)vory tjbo tcoro wis i bil wch uson th ahbo iln sjt
lot th us $ust th djstol th hur tid`s wo sph`o.
"t wis
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!co vory lot bhbolt " aiddon Iirivj iln jlhrbon cor
wjtc idd wcit cippolon iln thdn cor tcit ovorytcjle js
sottdon lhw.
?o bot oiac htcor sbhhtcdy hr tco lot G woo` ilnitor tcit Iirivj thdn bo hl tco lot niy sco js ahbjle it
by pdiao th boot 0rilnpi.
!co lot bhrljle sco wis idd sot th doivo iln tcoro wis
il irrjvid h kin lows it cor nhhrstop tcit cor ulado
loons il ureolt coirt trilspdilt sureory is cos
suKorjle rhb tco dist stieo h coirt5 ittia`.
Qco pjleon bo iln thdn tco bittor.
Itor ow churs ovol sin lows `lha`on it by nhhr tcit
by noirost sjstor wis suKorjle rhb ailaor iln sco
loons th eot hporiton.
" thh` cor shhl th tco chspjtid inbjtton cor iln is`on
nhathr th nh wcitovor co wilts kut $ust th bi`o cor ftiln flo.
&hathr thdn bo tcit sco loons kdhhn is tco kdhhn
poraoltieo jl cor khny js vory dhw. " ieroon wjtc tcit iln
wis roiny th nhlito tco kdhhn.
!co sibo tcjle cippolon wjtc Iirivj ovol sco wis
is`on th nhlito tco kdhhn iln sco wis thh roiny hr tcit.
?o njnlt bjln wjtc i tchuect tcit wo njnlt boot oiac
htcor kut jl roidjty wo bot oiac htcor jl hur nroibs.
Iirivj nhliton tco kdhhn iln sco kojle i nhathr wis
iddhwon th ko jl tco poritjhl tcoitro.
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Qco wilton th opross cor dhvo thwirns bo sco thh` i
pol iln i pjoao h pipor iln sit it hlo pdiao jl tco
hporitjhl tcoitro iln tcoro sco wrhto5
1 dhvo yhu olhu*c th *ct fhr yhu )jtc ilyhlo. 1ail ahbprhbjso fhr yhu iln siarjao fhr yhu.
&lhu*c th bjss yhu )col )o )oro ipirt, lh bittor
)cit dol*tc hf tjbo. ;hu aibo jl by bjln iln
lovor doft by bjln. &lhu*c th kodjovo jl hur
roditjhlscjp is 1 `lh) )o iro trudy jl dhvo )jtc
oiac htcor iln civo fijtc jl hur dhvo iln iro rb
lovor *jvo up hl us. &lhu*c th spoln rost hf bydjfo )jtc yhu, id)iys tcoro fhr yhu )colovor yhu
loon bo, lovor ovor )ilt th doivo iln djvo )jtchut
yhu koaiuso 1 dhvo yhu sh buac.
Qhhl " wis ahlsajhus itor nhlitjle tco kdhhn iln sco
thdn bo " civo shbotcjle spoajid hr yhu.
Iln sco solt bo tco saroolscht wcit sco cin pollon.Joinjle tcit tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao " aiddon cor
iln sijn cor,
*iky " dhvo yhu sh buac. 9hu by djo ovorytcjle.
!cjles ahltjluon sbhhtcdy hr tco lot G
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Qco sueeoston iln thdn bo thh `oop i bootjle tcjs
ovoljle hlao " roiac chbo itor bootjle cor iln " njn
tco sibo.
Itor shbotjbo " aiddon by idd tco rjolns, !iljsci ilnow h by roditjvos iln ow h by roditjvos wch aroiton
suac lujsilao iln thdn tcob th boot bo it >
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#hvo jslt shbotcjl* tcit aiusos ovorytcjl* jl t)h
pohpdos djvos th ko porfoat. +hbotjbos )col
sjtuitjhls irolt lht porfoat, nostjly pdiys *ibo
)jtc t)h pohpdo, tcit t)h pohpdo iro o(ibjlon kynostjly.
*htc pohpdo woro bindy jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor, kut nuo
th shbo otorlid roishl hr iathr tcoy woro lht ikdo th
opross tcojr dhvo hr oiac htcor hr biyko tcoy eivo
G
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Dist hlo bhltc wis whrst bhltc h hur djo. It tco
stirtjle h tco niy wo woro cippy, wo woro sbjdjle kut it
tco oln h tco niy toirs uson th rhdd nhwl rhb hur oyos.
)vorytcjle wis poroat kotwool us kut shbo hr tco htcoriathrs iKoaton hur djo kut kost tcjle wis jl idd sjtuitjhl
jl idd ahlnjtjhl wo woro theotcor. ur dhvo hr oiac htcor
eht jlaroison ovory bjarhsoahlns.
lo niy " wis tid`jle wjtc cjs bhtcor ikhut hur roditjhl
iln ikhut idd prhkdobs jl hur djo. !cit tjbo sco thdn bo
wcitovor tco sjtuitjhl wjdd ko by swootost niuector " ib
idwiys tcoro wjtc yhu khtc. Itor coirjle tcjs " odt shspoajid iln sh dua`y tcit " eht by hlo bhro bhtcor jl by
djo. Qco js vory `jln iln vory swoot thwirns bo iln
idwiys sco supphrton bo jl ily ahlnjtjhl. lo djlo wcjac
sco sijn jl ovory soltolao ospoajiddy bino bo ood sh
spoajid jt wis 'yos by noir iln yhu iro by swootost iln
kost niuector.+
" thdn iln sciron wjtc cor ikhut wcit wis cippoljle wjtc
us jl tco dist ow niys iln idd tco prhkdobs wo woro
iajle iln sco ropdjon bo,
By swootost niuector, yostorniy lject hldy Iiriv thdn
bo ikhut yhu iln $ust wrhto hlo tcjle hl hlo pjoao h
pipor iln cilnon hvor th bo,
'6ubby, 1 roiddy dhvo cor sh buac. 1 dhvo cor frhbby coirt kut nuo th shbo pist foir 1 ib lht ikdo
th o(pross by dhvo th)irns cor. Koaiuso jl pist
)colovor 1 o(prosson by foodjl*s, jl roturls 1 *ht
i puljscbolt sh tcit foir hldy sthps bo kut 1
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prhbjso yhu hlo niy 1 )jdd o(pross by foodjl*s iln
1 )jdd todd cor ch