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Harmonia:
Harmonia is the Greek Goddess of Harmony and
Concord. Born from Aphrodite, the Greek Goddess
of love, and Ares, the Greek God of War
Congruence. Concord. Harmony. Balance.
HARMONIA
The Creative Writing Journal
of the English Department
at SUNY College at Old Westbury
2017
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Table of Contents
2 Letter from the Editors
3 Editorial Team Credits
Michelle R. Antonucci 4 Sins of the Sire
Brittany Steele 5-6 Father and Daughter Relationship
Kate Oberg 7 Salt Water
Alicia Fyne 8 Jamba Juice
Michelle R. Antonucci 9 Suit of Armor
Kendra N. Rivers 10 Gordon Heights
Kate Oberg 11 Swell
Christie Henriquez 12 But Who Are You?
Adam Segarra 13 The Marsh Incident
Kendra N. Rivers 14-5 Where is the World?
Jibreel L. Cooper 16 Morning
Mirza Farhana Shamim 17 Endeavor
Aja Assoon 18 Sensations
Jake Friedman 19 A Town in Rubble
Marvin Yanes 20 Two Contentless Entities
Marvin Yanes 21 Yesterday
Aldo J. Cholula 22-3 College Avenue
24 Submission Information
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Letter From The Editors
Welcome, fellow peers and staff, to our 2017 Harmonia issue, brought to you by the
English Department at SUNY College at Old Westbury. We gather, once again, for
another year of wonderful short stories and poems, written with full hearts, as well as
a great deal of meaning. There have been many submissions, with a tremendous
amount of variety from each student. Within each piece of work among Harmonia, we
are reading the voices of the students who want to be heard, as well as having
something to relate to amongst their peers.
Within this years’ issue of Harmonia, we have discussions of politics, relationships,
life, love, neglect, strength, and confidence. Due to an exuberant amount of
submissions, we were sadly unable to publish them all in our 2017 issue. However, the editorial team would like to thank each and every single individual that was a part
of making Harmonia another successful issue filled with art and freedom of
expression. Thank you, once again for believing in the English Department.
We hope you continue to read, write, and discuss pieces of work amongst your
fellow peers and enjoy the beauty of it all. Here’s to next year, SUNY Old Westbury!
Yours,
The Editorial Team
of Harmonia
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Harmonia’s 2017 Editorial Team is…
Aja Assoon Christie Henriquez
Anket Kohli
Gigi Larios Kristin Thomas
Faculty Editor: Cover Design:
Dr. Jessica Williams Gigi Larios
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Sins of the Sire Michelle R. Antonucci
My Sire.
His sins are many, that you know
The fact that
his DNA runs through my veins
makes your blood
boil with disgust
And yet, you fail
to see the big picture
he is just one part…ONE PART
of the greater, larger whole
My eyes,
blue as a cloudless sky
are MINE.
My hair,
brown as the Autumn leaves
is MINE.
My heart, my mind
and the physical aspects that
make me woman MINE…not his.
See Me.
See the tree, not the leaf. See Me.
See the Whole, not the part.
The Soul within the flesh The Woman behind the man
whom you’ve abandoned.
Seemingly without guilt or remorse.
See Me.
See the Rose, not its thorn.
See Me.
See the Whole, not the part.
But I guess
The Whole means little
For as long as I
have HIS blood I am tainted.
Tainted with the Sins of the Sire.
For as long as I
Have HIS blood you will Shrink from me.
Cringe from me.
Avoid me.
And look upon me as you would a leper
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Father and Daughter Relationship: Daddy’s little Girl doesn’t exist Brittany Steele
“I am lonely.” Only 12 years old and I began to feel lonely. How can a girl so young even
feel this type of way? I have friends, family and anything I could ask for but what was missing. I
had empty feelings inside of me with the wonder of why I wasn’t wanted by a man. A man who
is supposed to be my light in the dark and guidance through the obstacles of life. A man that is
my father beyond the genetics and name on my birth certificate. Where is he? Why doesn’t he
want me? Why did he leave?
“It’s my fault.” I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I was only 15 and hated what was
being reflected upon me. A man that is supposed to be the first man to love me doesn’t. Every
day was a different reason why it was my fault that he left. I hated who I was, my purpose, and
anything that reflected me. But this could not be seen by the naked eye. All smiles and laughs in
public but behind closed doors grew darkness and hatred. I was craving love and attention. From
family? No. But from someone that could replace the man who left.
I reflected back on my life and what I wanted. I knew I wanted to be a journalist and I
knew I wanted to be successful, but without feeling loved and wanted how could I get there?
Everything was changing; my body, intellect, just everything. The world looked different, no
father no problem. I became interested in boys; I talked to a few but nothing serious. All that
mattered was that they seemed to fill that emptiness inside me where my father should have
been.
For some reason I felt as if I loved each of them. Not in a romantic way but for a reason I
can’t explain. I was insecure and was scared to be alone. If I told these guys that I had strong
feelings for them and fed them lies than how could they leave my side. Only 16, but I felt as if
this was what I needed in order to get to where I wanted to go in life. The word “love” was just a
word to me. I did love my father but grew hate for him at the same time.
“I failed myself.” This stage of searching for unwanted love to fill my heart definitely
reflected on me academically. I lost focus on me and kept my priorities on the boys I was dating.
I went too far and made a fool out of myself. When I hit rock bottom, he came back. My first
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love, my father. He was the light in that darkness. I gave in and all was forgiven but soon that
guiding light dimmed and eventually gave out.
I realized that life will have obstacles that will help your future. You can go through pain
and stress, but eventually you find your purpose. I hit the “reset-button” on my life. I wanted to
be daddy’s little girl, I wanted that perfect family. I wanted my boyfriend to meet my father, so
he could judge him and accept him. I wanted to be wanted and to feel wanted by him. I now
realize that waiting for someone to change is like watching paint dry.
He now still reflects the same emotion towards me as he did when I was 15. And after
wishing, waiting, and hoping he would change to be the father I’ve always wanted, I decided that
waiting, wishing, and hoping was hopeless. The reason I am the woman I am today only reflects
in the absence he had in my life. I could live my life full of anger towards him or just simply
move on and be the woman I was meant to be. Being daddy’s little girl was only a dream or even
a fantasy, but I woke up and realized it doesn’t exist.
It is 20 years from 2013, my wedding day has approached. I am full of joy and happiness.
With a successful career, loving family, and friends what more could I ask for. I am in a room
surrounded by my bridesmaids, flower girls, and my mother. As she puts the veil on my head,
tears of joy run down her cheek. Suddenly, there is a knock on the door. A distraught man in a
black suit walks in, asking to speak to me alone. Everyone leaves and suddenly I recognize this
man.
He is the man that left, the man who didn’t love me, the man who didn’t want me and the
man only known as my father. His eyes swollen, red, and gushing out tears. He pleads for
forgiveness and wants to restore what was broken all of these years. The thought of finally being
daddy’s little girl filled me with joy. But as I said, it was only a dream. A dream I have finally
given up and a fantasy I no longer hope to be fulfilled. An apology can be forgiven but in life
you move forward. And I have decided to move forward without guilt of knowing what was left
behind. He taught me that.
I tell him I love him, I kiss his cheek, and hug him. I then leave him alone in this room. I
must keep moving forward with my life without looking back.
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Salt Water Kate Oberg
And I swear I hear salt water flowing
And I swear that it falls to the ground
Like a leaf shaking soft in the moonlight
That just shivers and trembles and drowns
It’s hard to breathe while the fire burns so heavy
And the fever is not coming down
If you’re home a little while, leave the light on
We’ll pretend and I’ll keep coming ‘round
And after all that we’ve been through I’d finally turned my face to you
And after all that’s said and done I learn I’m not the only one
To fall
Every day, every night, it’s getting closer
It comes hard, try to fight, keep it still
Can’t let go, can’t let up, let it happen
But I got a strong feeling I will
Every day, every night, a little darker
Got a feeling, it’s all coming down
And I wait and I watch and I wonder
‘Cause you kissed me and turned back around
And after all that we’ve been through I’d finally turned my face to you
And after all that’s said and done, I learn I’m not the only one
The twists and turns of said and dones, to learn I’m not the only one to fall
Guess I’m not the one, after all
So I’ll be where the salt water’s flowing
And I’ll stay here and wait ‘til I’m found
Had a dream that you stayed here beside me
But you left me to shiver and drown
And I know that it’s right where you’re going
We’ll just smile then we’ll turn back around
I’ll memorize how the moon lights the water
And I’ll leave and I won’t make a sound
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Jamba Juice Alicia Fyne
‘Is it weird that I used to love you?’
‘I think it’s weird that when I look at you, I don’t think ‘I love you’’.
‘Is that weird?’
i started saying our names over and over again until they rhymed.
‘When I’m nervous I fake a yawn.’
‘I feel most confident while I’m chewing gum.’
i still want you to think about me in a way that makes your head tilt to the side, and your eyes water up, and when you see me i’m moving in slow motion, and i’m laughing, and it’s fuzzy all around me.
when i saw you, i started laughing and moving in slow motion.
‘I’m always hoping there’s something stuck in my teeth because then things would make sense.’
‘I don’t make eye contact as a way of making eye contact.’
i made sure to make sure i didn’t look at you when i thought you were looking at me but when i looked at you you weren’t looking at me and i can’t tell if that makes me feel empty or satisfied.
i don’t want you to love me, but i want you to remember that you used to love me when you look or don’t look at me.
‘I always go out of my way to step on garbage while I’m walking to work. I do it with purpose. On purpose.’
look at how much fun i’m having. are you looking at how much fun i’m having? are you having as much fun as i’m having when you look at how much fun i’m having?
‘Do I have low self-esteem? Am I an egomaniac?’
‘People act like pennies don’t matter. Is science the opposite of that?’
what is the opposite of when people act like I don’t matter?
‘Probably science.’
i want to say hi to a million people when you’re looking at me. i want you to see me saying hi to a million people. i want you to know that if i wanted to, i could say hi to a million people.
‘I said hi to someone once, and they just walked past me.’
i want to make sure you see me leave first. i want you to think i have to go.
‘I should probably go.’
i was on the verge of a nervous breakdown yesterday, so i called in sick to work, and drove to a jamba juice. i parked in front of a jamba juice, rolled all my windows up, and cried for an hour. then i yelled for half an hour. then i thought about how i feel like
i only exist when my brain stops working, and then i laughed for another half an hour.
‘I really have to go.’
‘Okay.’
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Suit of Armor Michelle R. Antonucci
What is the body
but the soul’s outer shell,
an armor of flesh
where the life force dwells
Therefore it matters not
that my outer shell is of white
for I’m the same as a soul
whose flesh is dark like the night
So how canst thou say
that a cause for disown,
is to choose for a mate
someone who’s flesh does not match one’s own
For love in itself
possesses an independent soul,
for it lives, moves, and breathes
beyond mortal control
It is cleansing like water
yet it burns hot with fire
the most natural form
of life giving desire
And the fruits of such unions
come to live and to be,
a testament to the beauty
of cultural unity
I am who I am
And I think it’s okay,
but your negative aura
pushes openness away
Though you may think
it’s vile, disgusting, unreal,
the reality is
you can’t change how I feel
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Gordon Heights Kendra N. Rivers
What happens to a boy who is not groomed?
Does he die from a 22,
Or maybe he’ll sell rocks to buy jewels?
Does he drink himself to sleep--
And count the days by?
Like waiting for pavement to dry?
Or will keep scrolling up on his IG--
And never complete a degree?
Maybe he will drool
until he’s a fool.
Or maybe he’ll just be cruel?
Inspired by Langston Hughes’ “Harlem”
What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore—
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over—
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?
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Swell
Kate Oberg
If you walk through woods and feel like Frost
Look like Virginia, think like Proust
The trumpet stuns you when it starts
In Summertime, it swells your heart
When you can hear the snow fall down
Feel skies just burst, see shadows drown
The music has those certain parts
In Summertime, it swells your heart
And sometimes you just stop and stare
They wonder, seeing nothing there
People made of different parts
They’re numb to this, it swells your heart
Sometimes it feels there’s only grey
And summer seems so far away
Nothing felt, no words to say
Just hold your breath—another day
Even when it’s cold and stark
There’s beauty hiding in the dark
The violins come in, play their part
The metal’s tremor swells your heart
And if you read him, saw those stars
Turned his pages, wandered far
I couldn’t follow, grasped in fits
Didn’t quite get a lot of it
But there were some, there were some parts
I understood, it swelled my heart
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But Who Are You? Christie Henriquez
Who are you that makes you view me differently?
Who are you that doesn’t see what I see?
A mouth
A nose
Ears
And Eyes.
You look at me quizzically,
Do you fear my size?
What is it you see?
A large shadow you think will swallow you whole?
What is it you see?
Two hands
Two feet
And quite a few toes?
To me I see your spirit
Not the color of your skin
For me I see a face
Nor dare I question your kin
If they were a member of the KKK
A Nazi
An Owner
You are who you are
Be you as you must
Look to your left
Look to your right
Befriend one with trust
With honor
With pride
Don’t notice their skin
Who gives a crap
If they are purple or blue
Who cares if the person next to you is
A Muslim
Or Jew
Whether they follow Christian faith
Or none at all
It’s 20-17!
Who the hell are you not to appreciate it all?
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The Marsh Incident Adam Segarra
Teller Coddington was a man who fancied himself an expert in all matters of life. "A
scholar of the human experience," he was known to refer to himself. But as he waded through
that cloudy stretch of marsh replete with algae and lilypads, a sense of trepidation overcame
him. He paid no attention to the end of his tie, now saturated with the repulsive green water, or
the tiny insects that made themselves comfortable upon his satin blazer; his mind focused only
upon a feeling, impossible to ignore, that a great burden was about to be placed upon him.
When he met the gypsy, who adorned herself with ornate silken garments, and radiant jewels,
he could not help but take the entire episode as nothing more than a joke. However, he hadn't
quite wondered until then why he had actually agreed to go on this little trek. It was as if her
voice disguised some daunting, yet beautiful power.
Then, just like that, it was upon him. Teller Coddington felt every nerve within his body
simultaneously tense. At the end of the murky stream, between the black shadows of ancient
flora, and beneath the endless cosmos above, yet somehow within all three, was an apparition.
A smoky blur of illumination, cyan in hue, yet somehow crimson, violet, and viridian all at once.
Teller could not move a muscle. He was locked in place with only the company of this being and
his rapidly breaking mind. He stood there, inwardly admonishing himself for his inability to
confront the ghastly figure, staring into it, wanting nothing more than to avert his eyes. An
uncomfortable vulnerability swarmed his mind to the point that his only release was through the
form of tears escaping his eyes. As the man continued to stare at the shapeless entity, the
warm, familiar sounds of buzzing cicadas now mixed with a swath of alien, unfathomable
noises that danced upon the air around him. Soon, his vision was filled with images of some
inscrutable place, though he could not sense that it was from a time other than his own.
Teller Coddington had never been more fearful in his entire life, yet at the peak of this fear,
hidden by a lifetime's worth of insecurities now washed away by this great force, was a sense of
sanguine bliss. And just as this fleeting state was reached, the apparition was gone, and Teller
Coddington remained.
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Where is the World? Kendra N. Rivers
Where does our interest lie?
In a 2 by 2 screen that screams!
-Look at me-
[Selfie!]
We cannot fear the dark
interest of venom
Of jealousy.
That relies in our lies.
-Oh
wait-
[Selfie!]
Who could have
imagined?
Our world full
of demonic interest,
would lie in the palms
of Our hands?
-Excuse me –
[Selfie!]
I guess we were not kidding.
When we all chanted that night,
he got the whole world in his hands
Or
She got the whole world in her hands.
BUT, that doesn’t matter
because….
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-Hold On-
[Selfie!]
We are
Self-made
Self-branded
Self-franchised
We are Our Own
Publicists and Promoters
Who knew life could be so simple
Without a clue?
Without a clue,
to understand
Our
Beginning and that there’s an
End.
Forever young, is Endless
And pointless.
There’s no art in deceit
And Mass Consumption.
But, just Robots who are trying to become
Macro-Popular in
The Amazing Race of Trends!
-And Oh yea-
[Self-Free!]
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Morning Jibreel L. Cooper
Many people I know complain about traveling in the morning. But I like it, it’s a process that you
must adjust to. I like the cool, abrasive mornings that rebuke me. The fluorescent storefront signs
burn “WELCOME” shaped holes through the frozen blue of morning. Just like a troubled
friendship, the heavy gloom allows glints of light to sneak through its exterior. Eventually the
cover of night is stripped off dawn’s bed and more board the bus. Some come on, and some
leave. I don’t personally know any of the people, I prefer not to speak in the morning, but I
would like to believe there’s a sense of familiarity among us that serves as a foundation of
normalcy at the start of the day. This near palpable, although unarticulated, sentiment of comfort
between us silent travelers is delicate in its function (I hope I’ve succeeded in romanticizing my
bus ride). This quiet acknowledgement piques my interest in the lives of those around me. I make
lives for them, I’ll give them character. The grey-haired man in the blue blazer has reoccurring
dental appointments; he knows he hasn’t been the kindest host to his teeth in the past and
recently they’ve been leaving the premises at an alarming rate. The parka clad woman to my
right adjusting her makeup is a secretary for a local chiropractor (I never said the lives I made
were interesting). We make our way through traffic with the sharp cacophony of the surrounding
world blending into a steady hum. We’re just passengers, completely unremarkable, but each day
we’re treated to observe life taking place in the gaps of space that are born when we leave. My
ride ends at the train station, a battered brick building whose glass partitions glow with the
collective warmth of the bleary eyes that briefly inhabit it. I trade my mobile backdrop for one
more permanent. No longer am I the vestige whizzing by before detected, I now take refuge in
assuming a more stationary role. The time has come for me to wait and be patient. The others
inside wait too; they shift back and forth like the pieces of chess board as they come and go. I
prop myself up against a smooth steel pillar and bide my time counting the gray linoleum squares
that make up the floor (I think about 75 in total). I occasionally look out for the next bus I must
take as the process will restart itself in a new form—and I’ll exist within it.
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Endeavor
Mirza Farhana Shamim
I made a promise to myself, no more crying in front of them,
The people who want me to suffer, who want me to cry,
I would rather wait till my tears dry,
Let me reveal a secret, yes, it was a secret for me,
I looked for a hand to strengthen my hand, for years!
I looked for the eyes to see my shadow, for years!
Maybe it was a bit late to realize that of that was fantasy,
No more waiting for the hand to be stronger,
No more dying for pure love and sympathy,
And I decided to handle all the negative force,
They chase me, all them, of course!
I made a habit of turning the negative attitudes from others
Into positive motivation and not as a bother!
Trust me, you will enjoy the failure of those who want you to fall back,
Only when you move forward, following your own damn track!
I won’t let my tears trickle down my cheeks in front of those who wish me to cry forever,
I won't let them enjoy my sorrow, no and never!
Maybe it was a bit late to realize that life is not long enough to wait for happiness,
No one knows the certain definition of this strange “term”,
I would rather live with positive thoughts to leave some contribution to humanity,
And of course turning on the light of hope, stepping on the negative “germ”.
I know people who feel that I'm sad and empty,
I think of them, they were and are in my heart.
Life is a gift, the most valuable gift ever!
It needs the best care that I promised to endeavor.
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Sensations
Aja Assoon
Shattered Dreams, Distance, Sound
Change, everlasting, peace, a scope
A goal, a realization, Blue, red, white
Black, purple, colors, a rainbow representing
A story. An idol, an ideal, a reality.
DISTANCE, dreaming is substantial to a naturally charitable existence
SOUND, sounding out understanding, never despairing.
A symphony of sounds, souls and suffering
A display of daring, desperate deals
An army of amazing acceptable aspirations
a lovable nature all representing the complexities of life.
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A Town in Rubble Jake Friedman
A stone stairwell I vaguely remember is scattered and discarded; the lush red violet vegetation
which bordered it has thinned and left scant and sickly specks of orange and browning needles.
A weak brush of whiting tree trunks yields to defeat with no strength left to carry perishing
pride—their faithless, forgiving spines fallen from a once opal sheen. There used to be a stiff
stockade which housed many healthy sheep. Soaked and rotting wood slants, putrid to the nose,
pathetic to the eyes; a few wooly coats still shake their knees, dreaming of food with no energy
to get it, and no hope of ever finding any. The bellwether, black, fat, and the same unmoving
looks south, after where the sun sets, and watches an old home. I go in, and see what little
remains of a family I still love. There is stone, strong as before, stacked for the walls they once
cared to make. The rest in a heap with no grout to keep them together. I see my friends and my
family dead in the puddle sitting cold, as though they had long expected me for supper.
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The Contentless Entities Marvin Yanes
Two souls, two wild spirits
United by the sacred law of sand-made men
But, segregated by their judgement
Of morality.
The dead smile of the moon,
The black veil of the night,
The evil hands of the cold wind,
The shy shadows of the massive Guanacaste trees.
All of them witnessed it: They saw the scoundrel morality;
All concealed its sad and agonizing face.
Two bodies,
Two completely complex worlds
United their lives in an April night,
When the strong and neglectful wind of April
Dances with the dry and arrogant dust.
Two bodies touched
Two bodies danced
Two bodies hugged
Two bodies kissed
Two bodies made love
Two bodies screamed
Two bodies killed...
The misery of their crime
Can be seen in their breathless souls,
Not in their eyes.
Their flesh hid their fatality;
It knew,
It knew that two bodies were condemned.
...their happiness was never born.
Yesterday,
Yesterday, they accused and murdered
Their true essence.
Yesterday… two bodies abnegated
Their genuine halves,
To please,
To please,
Just to please their antagonists,
And their average interiors with putrid matter.
Tomorrow… tomorrow,
Two soulless bodies will rot
In the grave of oblivion.
And yesterday:
Will burn with the lack of selfishness they had…
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Yesterday Marvin Yanes
Yesterday because of negligence, I met you.
Yesterday ran away and will never come back to the palm of your hand.
Regardless of how many laps the earth performs,
You will be unable to fly to my caliphate.
The ravens of destiny await you;
They will devour your path,
And they will mislead you, until you die of thirst and hunger.
Then they will lift your corpse over the dark clouds,
To be thrown to the sharp and steep peaks of the mountains
Of your sad and poor injudiciousness.
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College Avenue Aldo J. Cholula
I can merely conform to any distance
To worship her skin close to mine
Commit to an asylum
Cradling an estranged love
Essential to the endurance of the lot parted
Collective prime extensions of her hand
Knitted among my comparisons
Summed to a composite backbone whilst above
Perspective stars illustrate our contrast
Dying ahead of infinite violence and space
Beneath brightness collected constellations
Endless shade skewed by light spectacles
Splendor implemented by her eyes
Through no fear of the unknown
Starry contours lay forward
Secret history lay past
Beyond grasp
Parts replicating growing harmony
Following gentle autumn winds
Paced by new familiar rhythm
Connected mirror between both souls
Existent to synchronize each stride
Perambulating each refined sense of sophistication
Off campus through Quads of contemporary landscaping
Sprinkled with Ash tree leaves and skittering chipmunks
Onto ancient roads built by ancient men
Across the abyss of historical structures and pavement
An alleged endangered species
The former predator purposely lost, unable to camouflage
A rekindled superiority obsession
Walked upon us
White skin protected in a dense dark coat of fur
Detailed stock stood out
To identify his wandering prospects
Patches of wounds surround his furry coat
Reminders of battles lost in ignorance and despair
One scar distracted away from the empty glare shot towards us
Left the creature almost faceless
Branded red with the blood shed by his confederacy
And a blue intensity in his eyes flagged loathing
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Carried proudly on behalf of the enemy
Embedded underneath each stitch covered wound
An assortment of battle scars only made the creature stronger
His back, a frightening disfigured emblem
Haunted by the souls of the millions perished by its imagery
Another symbol of loss
Yet emblematic of legendary patriotism
An immortal legacy that supreme pallid creatures pass down
To their young, through feeble conquest
His aptitude tattooed on every inch of his fat, dented body
I shifted with my beloved
Cowardly let go
and fell to a detour aside simultaneously, while the brute attacked
with a sovereign reach
that stole our bid to avert the parallel concrete channel
He sent a tainted dagger
Clouded in smoke
As we devoured the righteous incense
past our open mouths
ringing out her bleeding ears
Poison running through every cavity
Every vessel that connected our hands and hearts
“That is wrong, nigger lover”
Fear crept up
Heads down we walked through this old town
Once dominated by his kind
Painfully letting the muck rotting our hearts
Traveling through our conscious and manifested through her tears
Walking our mind in the past
Millions of years
Genes triggered inferiority in our DNA
Inherited from our ancestors
Poisonous bleach laced daggers
Perpetually entrenched in our bodies
A burden newly bestowed
An estranged gap in the night sky
My tainted light complexion
Her infinite darkness
Leftover from her dying heart
Collapsed within herself
Which no light can ever escape
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To submit your work to a future issue of
Harmonia, The Creative Writing Journal
at SUNY College Old Westbury….
Potential contributors can submit up to 3 pieces per
semester. All written submissions must be sent to
[email protected] as Microsoft Word files
(.doc or .docx). You must include titles for each of your
submissions as well as your full name as you would like
it to be published. Short stories should be no longer
than 5 pages. Poems should be no longer than 3 pages.
You will be contacted with the editors’ decision
approximately 4 weeks after the semester’s deadline.
For more information, see the English Department
website www.english-ow.com
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