Franz Kafka-The Process (Translated by Chan Bonnivoit in Khmer Language)

8/6/2019 Franz Kafka-The Process (Translated by Chan Bonnivoit in Khmer Language)

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bIdUcCaykbBaaTaMgGs;hwgdak;mkcg;rkerOgeyIgeday\tRbeyaCn_ nig EdlCaBitR)akd eyIgQr


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cMeBaHelak sMrab;bBaahwg CaBiessedaysarmnusSFmenAeBleRkayesaH TaMgGs;enH KWvaGBawg sUmelakeCObBaaenHcuH elak RhVaan )anniyay ehIy )anelIkEBgkaehVEdlKat;)ankan;Cab;nwgdminykmkdak;mat;eT EtEbrmksmwgemIlmkelak eX CamYynwgExSEPkdBitCamanGtnyEvgqay kb:uEnmineBjeljmYy. elak eX )anenAesomedaymincg;ykbBaahwgeTACECkEvkEjkBIkaryl;eXIjrbs;Kat;CamYynwgelak RhaVn eT Etbnab;mk)aneFVIkartv:aeTAelIksarpvc,ab;rbs;Kat; nig )anniyay enH KWCaksarpvc,ab;rbs;xJM. etIksarTaMgenaHBak;BneyIgGVIxHb?GkyamdFMenaH k)anERskeLIgPamenAkgeBlenaH. elak naMeTAeGaymankarmYem: A dUcCakUnekgGBawg. etIelakcg;)anGVI? etIelakcg;eFVIeGayerOgkIEdlKYrEtRtUvpnadFMrbs;elak eTArkkarbBab;edayqab;enH tamryHEdlfaelakBiPakSaCamYyeyIgCagGkyamGMBIpvc,ab; bkGMBIbBaacab;xnhwgb? eyIg KWCamnIfak;Tab minEdlsal;Tal;EtesaHGMBIksarpvc,ab; nig minGaceFVICamYynwgbBaarbs;elak eRkAEtBIdUcCamnIEdlRtUvQryamelak 10 em:agral;f nigRtUv)anbg;R)ak;eGaysMrab;karyamkamenaHEtb:ueNaH. TaMgenH KWCakickarTaMgGs; EdleyIgman EteTaHbIy:agNakedayeyIg eyIgmansmPaBedImI,BinitBicyEdlfaGCJaFrfak;elIEdleyIgQrbMerIkarenATIenaH muneBlmanbTbBaacab;xndUcGBawg GCJaFr KWmankarraykarN_y:agc,as;las;GMBImUlehtunkarcab;xn nigkRtUvpl;BtmaneTAbuKlEdlnwgRtUvcab;xnEdr. enAkgbBaaenH KWBMumankarRcLMeT. tamGVIEdlxJMdwgehIy xJMdwgEtkMritTabbMputEdrenaH GCJaFrrbs;eyIgCaBitR)akd minEsVgrkbnicbncNaTal;EtesaHnUvkMhusxusqgenAkgRbCaBlrdeLIy eRkAEtBIenH eyageTAtamGtnyc,ab; GCJaFrrbs;eyIgnwgRtUvBak;Bny:agekokCamYykMhusxusqgTaMgenaH nig RtUvbBaneyIgmkeFVICaGkyamenATIenH.enH KWCac,ab;. etIenATIenH GacnwgmankarPnRcLMrebobenHEdrb? xJM minsal;c,ab;TaMgenHeTelak eX )anniyayvakan;EtGaRkk;xaMgNas; cMeBaHelak Gkyam)anniyaybnr. TaMgGs;enH sitenAkgEtxYrk,alelakEtb:ueNaH elak eX )anniyayeLIg ehIy Kat;cg;TmayGVIm:agenAkgKMnitrbs;GkyamenaH edIm,IeGayKMnitenaHRtLb;mkGnueRKaHKat;vij rWk eGayeTACaFmtavijenATIenaH. kb:uEn Gkyam RKan;Et)anniyay edayminrak;Tak; elak nwgRtUvTTYl GarmN_TaMgenH. elak RhVan )ancUlmkeFVIGnraKmn_nig )anniyay elakemIl eTAemIl elak vIelom Kat;RBmTTYlehIy ehIy Kat;BMusal;c,ab;eT nig dMNalKaenH Kat; snidanfaKankMhusxusqg.elak niyayRtwmRtUvNas; EtcMeBaH Kat;enH eKminGaceFVIeGayyl;)aneLIy GkyamepSgeTot)anniyay. elak eX min)aneqIytbeRcIneToteLIy ehIyKat;)anKitkgcitfa etIxJMRtUvTukeFVIeGayRcbUlRcbl;tamryHsmIecalemStnGgkarfak;TabenH dUcEdlBYkeK KW)anbgajR)ab;Kat;rYcmk


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ehIyenaHb? CaBitR)akd BYkeKk)anniyaynUvbBaaEdlxnBYkeKminyl;pgEdr. snisuxrbs;BYkeKKWGaceFVIRKan;EttamryH PaBlg;exArbs;BYkeKEtb:ueNaH. BakmYycMnYn EdlxJMnwgRtUvniyayCamYymnusSEdlesInwgxMJ nwgeFVIeGaybBaaTaMgGs;enH c,as;las;minGaceRbob)an ecosCagkarniyaydEvgGnayCamYynwgBYkeKTaMgenH. mgenH Kat;)anedIrcuHeLIgenAkgkEngTMenrnbnb; ehIy enAmageTot Kat;)aneXIjsIcMNas; )anTajGUsburscMNas;Cagmak;ecjBImat;bgc EdlsIcMNas;enaHkan;bgVilcuHeLIg. elak eX RtUvEteFVIeGaybBab;nUvkarbgajenH sUmelak naMxJMeTACYbGkRKb;RKgrbs;elak Kat;)anniyay. ebIsinNa CaKat;cg;rebobenH kb:uEnminTan;dl;eBleT GkyamEdlRtUv)anbgajeQaHfa vIelom enaH )anniyayeLIg. Et\LvenH xJMpl;eyabl;eGay elakGkyamenaH )anniyaybEnmeTot cUleTAkgbnb;rbs;elak edayRbkan;Gkb,kiriyaeGaysat;esm nig rg;caMnUvkarCYbenaH EdlTaMgGs;enaH cMeBaHelak KYrGacnwgRtUvmansiTi. eyIgpl;eyabl;eGayelak sUmelakkuMeFVIeGayraymayedaysarEtKMnitdKan)ankarenaH eRkAEtBIsUm elak RbEmRbmUlxnelak ehIy kareFVIrebobhwg nwgGacpl;CakartMrUvkardFMcMeBaHelak. elak BMucMa)ac;RbRBitmkelIeyIg dUcCaGVIEdleyIg KYrGacsm)anTTYlmkvijBIkarcitykGasarrbs;eyIg enaHeT. elak)anePcehIy Edlfay:agticbMputenAeBl\LvenH eyIg KWCabursmanesrIPaB ebIKit CamYynwgelakehIy kmin)aneFVieGaymanPaBelIslb;elIelakEtbnicbncNaenaHeLIy EteyIgkcg;eFVIrebobenHCanicCakalpgEdr. y:agNakedayebIsinNaCa elak manfvikar eyIgeRtomrYcCaeRsc edIm,IykmkCUn elak nUvGahareBlRBwktUcmYyBIkEnglk;kaehVenAmageTotenaH.

edaymineqIyeTAnwgkarRbKl;eGayenaH elak eX )anQrenAesmkMLgeBly:agyUr. RbEhlCaeKTMagBIr KYrnwgGacRtUvRbfuyraraMgKat; ebIsinNaCaKat; )anebIkTVanbnb;bnab; rWkTVabnb;muxeTotehIy kareFVIrebobenH KWRbEhlKYrCadMeNaHRsaynbBaaTaMgmUl EdlfaKat;)anrujvaeGayeTAdl;

cMNuckMBUl. kb:uEn GkyamTaMgBIr RbEhlCaKYrnwgcab;RkbYcKat;BitR)akd nig Kat; KWnwgRtUv)anbgabmgrYcCaeRsc ehIy bnab;mk Kat; KWnwgRtUv)at;bgTaMgGs;nUv]tmPaB EdlKat;)ankarBarenAkgesckIKavrdKanmnil eTaHCaeBl\LvenH Kat;)an tTl;nwgBYkeKTaMgenaHehIy y:agNakeday. dUecHehIy Kat; )aneRCIserIsGTiPaB nUvPaBmansuvtiPaBnkaredaHRsay EdlfaPaBmansuvtiPaBenaH RtUvEtpl;eGayRbRBiteTAtamFmCati. KitrYc Kat; kedIrRtLb;cUleTAkgbnb;rbs;Kat;edayBuMmanBakeBcn_bneTotmYy ecjBIcMENkrbs;Kat; rWk BIcMENkGkyamTaMgenaH.


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Kat;)an RbHeTAelIERKrbs;Kat; nig )anykBIkEnglag nUvEpe)a:mdlmYy EdlKat;)anerobcMTuktaMgBIlacmSilmijsMrab;GahareBlRBwkenaH. \LvenH Epe)a:menH KWCaGahareBlRBwkEtmYyKt;rbs;Kat; nig eTaHbIy:agNa dUcEdlva)anFanaCamYynwgmYym:at;dFMdMbUg KWvaKYrRbesIrCagGahareBlRBwkecjBIhagkaehVeBlyb;dRkxVk;enaH EdlKat; KYrEtGacTTYl)antamryH karGt;eGanBIGkyamTaMgBIrGkenaH. Kat;manGarmN_;l nig TukcitxnKat; ehIyCaBitR)akd Kat;)an)at;muxBIkarbMerIkargarenAFnaKarenAeBlRBwkfenH kb:uEn TaMgGs;enH KWCakMhusdtictYc CamYynwgtYnaTIx


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eTAelIGkyam RhVan BIsERmkenHTal;EtesaH. ebICabBaa cMeBaHxnKat;pal; KW Kat;sVaKmn_Nas;.CaTIbBab; Kat;ERskRtLb;eTAvij ehIy)anbgaMgTUCab;nwgCBaaMgvij nig Rbyab;Rbjal;Cabnan;eTAbnb;Ek,renaH. enATIenaH GkyamTaMgBIr )anQr nig )anedjKat; KYrEtRtLb;eTAbnb;Kat;vijebIsindUcCaFmta. etIGVIGkgKit GkgkMBugeFVIb? GkyamTaMgBIr )anERsk. enAkgGavsimiGBawg Gkgcg;CYbGkRKb;RKgb? Kat; nwgvayGkg nig eyIgpgEdr ElgxMJ cRgy+ elakeX )anERsk ehIy KW)anedIrERCkRtLb;eTAdl;hibexaGavrbs;Kat;rYcCaeRsc kalNa eK vayRbharxMJenAelIERK eKminGacrg;caMedIm,IeXIjxMJenAkgsMelokbMBak;Cab;lab;enaHeT. TaMgGs;enHminGacCYy)aneT Gkyam)anniyayeLIg ehIy CanicCakalkalNaelak eX ERsk KWGkyamenaHenAesmsat; ehIykminsb,aycitEdr nig Kat; k)aneFVIeGayelak eX RcbUkRcbl; rWkGacniyay)anfaCaGk)annaMeGayelak eX mansartIrwgmaMEdr. BiFIbuNdKYreGaycg;esIcKat;)anrGUrTaMeTot kb:uEn)anelIkGavFMmYyBIekAGI nig )ankan;vaGs;ryHeBlmYysnHCamYydTaMgBIr hak;bIdUcCa Kat;cg;RbKl;vaeGayGkyamenaHvinicyGBawg. Gkyam )anRKvIk,alTaMgGs;hwg KWRtUvkarGavFMBNexA ehIyGkyamTaMgBIr k)anniyayeLIg. CalTpl elak eX)ane)aHecalGavFMenaHeTAelIdI nig )anniyayedayBuM)andwgedayxnKat;faetIKat;)anniyayTaMgGs;enHenAkgstiNamYy kb:uEn TaMgGs;enH KWminTan;CakarRbCuMFMenAeLIyeT. Gkyam)anesIcEtenArkSasmIrbs;BYkeKdEdl TaMgGs;hwg KWRtUvkarGavFMBNexAdl. ebIsinNatamryHbBaaGavFMenH xJMGacbegInel,nnUvbBaaenH)an enaHkarTamTarhwg KWcMeBaHxJMRtwmRtUv elak eX)anniyay ehIy)anebIkhibexaGavedayxng rYcEsVgrkenAeRkamsemkbMBak;deRcInenaHy:agyUrehIy eRCIserIsnUvsemkbMBak;exAdlCageKrbs;Kat; KWGavFMBNexAEdlGaceFVIeGaysMKal;PamfaCasadCagkat;edrrbs;Kat;. bnab;mkKat;k)anTajGavsimisepSgmkBak;y:agRbugRbyt. enAkgkarlak;)aMg Kat;eCOfaedIm,IsMerc)ankarbegInel,nrbs;erOgTaMgmUlenH)an manEtCamYynwgkareFVIeGayGkyamGacePcbgMeGayKat;eTAmuCTwk. Kat;)ansmwgemIlGkyamTaMgBIretIeKTaMgBIrRbEhlCaGacnwkeXIjdl;bBaaenHEdrrWGt; EtTaMgGs;enH BMu)anelcecjeLIgBitR)akdcMeBaHBYkeKeLIyEtpyeTAvij vIelom min)anePcTal;EtesaH ehIy elak RhVan )anraykarN_faelak eX)aneskBak;rYcehIyedIm,I bBaneTAeGayGkRKb;RKg.

eRkayBIKat;)aneskBak;rYceRscehIy Kat;RtUv)anedIrBImuxvIelomEtbnicedayqgkat;bnb;Ek,renH

EdlKanGVIesaH eTAkan;bnb;bnab;mYyeTot EdlTVabnb;enH RtUv)anebIkCamYynwgTVaTaMgBIrrbs;varYc


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CaeRsc. bnb;enH dUcEdlelak eX )andwgy:agc,as;enaH KW mankBaamak; eQaH bUsr EdlCaGkvayGglIelx mkrs;enAkgbnb;enH BIeBlfIenH. kBaaenH EtgEteTAeFVIkarmuneBlCanic ehIyRtLb;mkpHvijyWt nig BMuEdlmankarpas;brBakeBcn_eRcInCamYyelak eX eRkAEtBIBakKavrkicKaEtb:ueNaH. \LvenH kUntuyb;tUcnERKrbs;nag KWRtUvrujmkdak;kNalbnb; eFVIdUcCatuBiPakSa nig GkRKb;RKg)anGgyenABIeRkaytuenaH. Kat;)anGgydak;eCIgsnbKa nig )andak;deTAxageRkayekAGI.

manmnusSekgbInak;Qr enAkac;RCugnbnb; nig KyKn;rUbftrbs;kBaa bUsr Edl)anedatCab;eTAnwgkRmalRBMmYyPrCab;CBaaMg. enAEk,rbgan;dbgcEdl)anebIk manPrGavRsIRtwmcegHBNs

mYy. enAEk,rbgcEdlsitenATl;mux manmnusScas;BIrnak;enaHsitenAmgeTot EtTMnak;TMngrbs;BYkKat; )anRtUvBRgIkEfmeTot eRBaHenABIeRkayKat;TaMgBIr Etragqaybnic manbursmak;Qr CamYynwgBak;GavsimisedayebIkcgrRTUg ehIy Kat;)ansgt; nig bEgVrcugBukcgarBNRkhmrbs;Kat;CamYynwgRmamdrbs;Kat;cuHeLIg. elak yUeshV eX? GkRKb;RKg)ansYr RbEhlCaedIm,IRKan;EtbEgVrkarsmwgemIldraymayrbs; elak eX mkelIKat;Etb:ueNaH. elak eX )angk;k,aletIelak KWBitCamankarPJak;epIly:agxaMgehIy edaysarEtehtukarN_nRBwkfenHb?

GkRKb;RKg )ansYr nig CamYyenaH)anrujenAelIkUntuyb;dtUcCamYydTaMgBIrrbs;Kat; nUvrbs;rbrbnicbncdUcCaeTon CamYynwgeQIKUs esovePAmYy nig GMe)aHedrexIy Edlhak;bIdUcCarbs;rbrEdlKat;RtUvkarcaM)ac;sMrab;karBiPakSaenHGBawg. CaBitR)akd elak eX )anniyay nig GarmN_sb,aycit )ancab;epImkMerIkmkelIKat; EdlfaCaTIbBab; mnusSmanehtupl GacQrenABImux nigniyayGMBIerOgr:avrbs;Kat;CamYyKat; CaBitR)akd xJMMmankarPJak;epIl kb:uEn minmannyfa xJMPJak;epIlxaMgenaHeT. minPJak;epIlxaMgeTb? GkRKb;RKg )ansYr nig bnab;mk)anbBareTon

enAkNaltutUcenaH dMNalKaenaH Kat;k)anerobcMrbs;rbrdTeTotdak;CaRkum. elak RbEhlCayl;RcLMmkelIxJM? elak eX Rbjab;Rbjal;eFVIkarcab;GarmN_. xMJ cg;niyayfa elak eX)anbgg;karniyaybnic nig )ansmwgemIleTAekAGIGgy. xMJ GacGgyekAGIenHBitR)akdehIyEmneT? Kat; )ansYr. BuMman GVIeRkABIenHeT GkRKb;RKg )aneqIy. xMJ cg;niyayfa \LvenHelak eX )anniyayedayBuMmanbgg;bneToteLIy Cakar BitxJMmankarPJak;epIlxaMgNas; kb:uEnkalNa eK rs;enAenAelIEpndIenH 30 qaM nig RtUv)anBuHBaredayxng dUcCaGVITaMgGs;hwg

)aneFVImkelIxMJ KW eKRtUvEtnwgnrTl;nwgkarPJak;epIlTaMgGs;enH nig minRtUvTTYlykbBaaenH


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GaRkk;enAeLIy EdlelakRtUvEteFVIeGayesssl;nUvGarmN_TaMgenaH. eRkABIenHpgEdr elak KWRtUvRsKt;RsKMukgkarniyaysI swgEtTaMgGs;nUvGVIelak)anniyayBImun ehIy eKKYrEtGacsnidanpgEdrBIGkb,kiriyarbs;elak kalNaelakRKan;EtniyayBakxHEtb:ueNaH ma:gvijeTot Gakb,kiriyaGBawg KWBuMGnueRKaHelIslb;cMeBaHelakeLIy.

elak eX )ansmwgemIl GkRKb;RKgmindak;EPkeLIy. etIenATIenH Kat;GacTTYlkarbeRgonrebobCaemeronBImnusSRbEhlCaekgCagEdrrWeT? etIKat; RtUv)andak;TNkmedaykarsIbenas cMeBaHPaBesaHRtg;rbs;Kat;EbbenHb? nig etIGMBImUlehtunkarcab;xnKat; nig GMBI GkecaTRbkan;nerOgkIenHKat;enAEtmin)andwgTal;EtesaHb? Kat;)an Fak;cUleTAkgkarrMCYlcitBitR)akd ehIy )anegIbedIrcuH

eLIg EdlKanGkNaGacnwghamXat;Kat; rYcKat;)anrujekAGIrbs;Kat;fyeRkay ehIyRsUbykxl;cUleTAkgRTUg eRCagsk;rbs;Kat;Rtg;eLIg ehIy )anedIrhYsbursTaMgbInak; RBmTaMgniyay TaMgGs;hwg KWminsmehtuplesaH etIedaysarGVIeTIbbBaaenH RtLb;mkelIKat; nig RtUvRbQmcMeBaHKat;. EtKat;)anKitedaym:t;ct; nig CaTIbBab; Kat;k)anRtLb;mkQb;enABImuxturbs;GkRKb;RKg.rdGCJa hassr KWCamitPkilrbs;xJM elak eX )anniyayetIxMJGacTUrsBeTAKat;)aneT? CaBit)akd GkRKb;RKg )anniyaykb:uEn xJMBMudwgfaetIehtuplNa RtUvmankarTUrsBenaH. TaMgGs;

enH KWmanEtelakcg;mankarBiPakSaCamYyKat;GMBIbBaakCnrbs;elakNamYy etIehtuplNab? elak eX )anERskRbkUk ehIy Kat; )anRsgakcit ecosCagkarmYem:A. etIelak KWCaGkNa?elak cg;)anehtupl nig TnwmhwgenH elak )andwknaMnUvPaBKanehtuplTal;EtesaHenH. etITaMgGs;hwgmanEdrb? etITaMgGs;hwg KWminsMrab;GksiladTn;RCayb? CadMbUg bursTaMgBIr )anrMelaPmkelIxJM nig \LvenH bursTaMgBIrGgy rWkQrCMuenATIenH nig TukeGayxJMenABImuxelakbeRgonviFIsasCiHesHCan;x


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enaHeTA bnab;mk Kat;)anERskehAeTATIenaH. mnusSTaMgbInak;enaH k)anRtLb;b:unanCMhanfyeRkayy:agRbjab;Rbjal; ehIyyaytaTaMgBIr )anfyrhUtenABIeRkaybursmak;enaHvij EdlbursenH )an)aMgmnusScas;TaMgBIrGkenaH CamYynwgTMhMxndTUlayrbs;Kat; nig Kat; )anniyaynUvGVImYybnicbncEdlminyl;BIcmayenaHmk ebIeyageTAtamclnaebIkbiTmat;rbs;Kat;. EtmnusSTaMgbInak;min )aneKcxn)at;TaMgRsugenaHeT eRkABIenH hak;bIdUcCaenArg;caMeBlmYyNamYy EdlenAkgeBlenaH Kat;TMagbIGacmkEk,rbgcvijedayminmankarcab;GarmN_. Rbjwk nig BYkmnusSGt;KitERkg elak eX )anniyay RsbeBlKat;)angakRtLb;mkkgbnb;vij. GkRKb;RKg GacBitCayl;RsbdUcKat;Edr tamelak eX manCMenOedaysarkarkt;sMKal;CamYynwgkarsegtrbs;Kat;.kb:uEnTaMgGs;hwg KWkGacpgEdr EdlfaGkRKb;RKgenaH min)anBTal;EtesaH eRBaHeK)ansgt;dmYyeTAelItuy:agCab; nig hak;bIdUcCakMBugeRbobeFobRbEvgRmamdrbs;Kat;. GkyamTMagBIr)anGgy enAelIv:alImYyRKbeTAedayKMrbEdlmantubEtglMGr nig )anRtdusCgg;rbs;BYkeK.cMENkyuvvy TaMgbInak; )andak;dTaMgBIrRtg;keNtkm nig sMlwgemIlCMvijedayKaneKaledA.TaMgGs;hwg KW sat;RCab dUcCaenAkgkariyalyNamYyEdlRtUv)anbMePcecalGBawg. \LvenHGs;elakTaMgGs; elak eX )anehArk hak;bIdUcCa enAkugryHeBly:agyUrenH Kat;)anErkBn;nUvbBaaTaMgGs;enAelIsarbs;Kat;GBawg Pab;tamBhilkNrbs;Gs;elak bBaarbs;xJM KWGacGnuBatibBab;)an. xJM KWmaneyabl; Edlfa TaMgGs;hwg KWykl minRtUvKitKUrGMBIPaBRsbc,ab; bkminRsbc,ab;nkarRbRBitrbs;Gs;elakeRcIneToteLIy nig eFVIeGaybBaaTaMgGs;enH bBab;dRsuHRsYlmYytamryHkarcab;dKaeTAvijeTAmkmYy. ebIsinNa elak KWmaneyabl;dUcxJMEdr GBawgsUmGeBaIjbnab;mk Kat;)anedIrtMrg;eTAturbs;GRKb;RKg nig )anhucdeTAkan;GkRKb;RKg. GkRKb;RKg)anegIyEPkeLIg )anejjbbUrmat;cuHeLIg ehIy )anemIleTArbs;elak eX Edl)anhucmkcMENkelak eX enAEtmanCMenOCaniceTot faGkRKb;RKg nwgRtUv)anvayRbharehIy. kb:uEnGkRKb;RKgenaH )anegIbQreLIg ehIy )anTajykmYkmUl ehIyrwgmYyEdl)andak;enAelIERKrbs;kBaa bUsnWnig )anGgjelImYkenaH CamYynwgdTaMgBIrRbugRbytdUcCaeK )anGnuvtedIm,Isakl,gKuNPaBnmYkfIGBawgEdr. TaMgGs;hwg hak;bIdUcCagayRsYlNas;cMeBaHelak CamYyenaH Kat;k)anniyayeTAelak eX eyIg RtUvpl;eGaybBaaenH bBab;edaykarsRmuHsRmYlmYyGBawgebItamelak )anniyay? eT ehIy eT TaMgGs;hwg KWBitR)akdCaminGaceTArYceT. CamYynwgenaH xMJmincg;niyay GVIepSgbNaleGayelak RtUvGs;sgwm. eT ehtuGVImin)an? elak KWkgeBl\LvenHRtUvcab;xn ehIyminmanGVIeRcIneToteLIy. xJM )anCUndMNwgnUvbBaahwg CUnelak ehIy )aneFVIva nig


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k)anemIleXIjpgEdrEdlfaelak )anTTYlykbBaahwgy:agdUcemc. CamYynwgenH TaMgGs;hwg KWRKb;RKan;sMrab;fenH nig eyIg GaclaKa)anehIy kb:EnRKan;EtmYyryHeBlEtb:ueNaH. \LvenHelak BitR)akdnwgcg;eFVIdMeNIreTAFnaKarb?eTAFnaKarb? elak eX )ansYrxJM )anKitfa xMJ KWRtUv)ancab;xn elak eX )ansYr CamYynwgPaBrwgTTwgBitR)akdmYy. eTaHbIkarcab;drbs;Kat;KWBMuRtUv)anTTYlykkeday EtKat;manGarmN_CanicCakal minGaRsyCaBiesseTAelImnusSTaMgGs;enaH CaBiesscab;taMgBI GkRKb;RKg KW)anegIbeRkakQreLIgmkenaH. Kat; )anelgCamYymnusSTaMgGs;enaH. Kat; )anmanbMNg rt;ecjtameRkayrhUteTAdl;TVapH nig pl;eGaymnusSTaMgenaHcab;xnKat; ebIsinNaBYkeKTaMgGs;enaH RtUv)ancakecj. edaysarKity:agdUecH Kat; k)anniyayeLIgmgeTot etIxJMGaceTAFnaKary:agdUcemc ebIxJM KWRtUvcab;xn? Ga+mannyfa GkRKb;RKg)anniyay enAeBlEdlKat;)anedIreTAdl;CitTVarYceTAehIy elak )anyl;xusmkelIxJM. elakKWRtUvcab;xn enHCakarBit kb:uEn bBaaenH BuMRtUvraraMgelakcMeBaHkarbMeBjnUvmuxrbrrbs;elakeT.elak KWkminRtUv)anraraMgenAkgrebobrs;enACaTMlab;rbs;elakpgEdr. dUecH karcab;xnenH KWminCaGaRkk;Nas;NaeT elak eX )anniyay nig )anedIreTAekokEk,rGkRKb;RKg. xJM )anniyayGVITaMgGs; KWminepSgBIenH mgNaeLIy GkRKb;RKg )anniyay. TaMgGs;hwg hak;bIdUcCacMa)ac;xaMgNas; Ety:agNakedaymindUcCadMNwgnkarcab;xnenaHeT elak eX )anniyay nig )anedIrkan;EtekokEfmeTotCitGkRKb;RKg. GkdTeTot k)anmkekokKa. \LvenH GkTaMgGs;enaH )anRbmUlpMKaenAbnb;cegtmYyEk,rnwgTVa. TaMgGs;enH KWCakatBVkicrbs;xJM GkRKb;RKg )anniyay. CakatBVkicdlg;mYy elak eX )anniyayedayminGFaRsy. vaGacEdr GkRKb;RKg)aneqIyeTAvij EteyIgmincg;)at;bg;eBlevlarbs;eyIgCamYynwgkarniyayrebobenHeT. xJM)ansnt;fa elak cg;eTAFnaKar. Etedayelak RbugRbyteTAelIRKb;BakeBcn_xJMsMubEnmeTot xMJminbgMelakeGayeTAFnaKareT ehIy xMJRKan;Etsnt;b:ueNaHfa elakcg;eTAFnaKar nig edIm,IeGaybBaahwg gayRsYlcMeBaHelak nig edIm,IeFVIeGaylTPaBGacminc,as;las;cMeBaHkareTAdl;rbs;elakenAFnaKar xMJmanbursTaMgbInak;enH CashkarIrbs;elak enATIenHTukCUnelaktamtMrUvkar.dUcemc? elak eX )anERskeLIg nig )anql;ekgTaMgbIy:agxaMg. mnusSekgEdlKanbkBarehIy Rkrehmrham TaMgenH Edl RKan;EtCaRkumenAEk,rkEngtaMgrUbft enAkgkarRsmrbs;Kat;CanicenAeLIy KWBitR)akdCamnImkBIFnaKarrbs;Kat; EtBuMEmnCashkarIrbs;Kat; ehIy TaMgGs;hwgRtUv)an niyayeRcIneBkehIy nig Kat; )anyl;dwg nUvcenaHRbehagmYyenAkgcMeNHdwgTaMgGs;nGkRKb;RKg kb:uEnekgTaMgbI KWBitCamnIfakTabrbs;FnaKarEmn. etIelak eX GacemIlrMlgekgTaMg


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bIenHy:agdUcemc? etIeTaHCay:agNakeday Kat; GacRtUvTTYlykBIGkRKb;RKg nig GkyamTaMgGs;enaH y:agdUcemc cMeBaHkarBuMTTYlsal;ekgTaMg 3 nak;enaHBIKat; TaMgenH minTn;Pn;eLIy.dTaMgBIreyalcuHeLIg KWra:binEsnr kUlIsmansk;BNTg;EdgCamYynwgEkvEPksitenAy:ageRCA nigkamInnr CamYynwgPaBminecHQWcab; ehIy tamryHsac;dMukRnak;draMr: )aneFVIeGaymankarjjwm.GruNsYsI elak eX )anniyay eRkayeBlkarbnn;xnmYy nig )anhucdeTAbursTaMgbIEdl)anlMnxneday\texaH. xJM BMu)ansal;elakTal;EtesaH. \LvenH eyIgnwgedIreTAkEngeFVIkar EmneT? bursTaMgenaH )angk;k,alesIc nig mancMNg;y:agxaMg hak;bIdUcCaBYkeK)anrg;caMkrNIenH mYyryHeBlmkenH RKan;EtdUcCa elak eX )anePcmYkrbs;Kat; Edl)andak;TukenAkgbnb;rbs;Kat;enaHBYkeKTaMgGs;enaH )anrt;bnbnab;KaeTAykmYkenaH ehIyGVI)anTukeGaybBab;CamYynwgkarxas;eGonbnicbnc. elak eX )anQrenAesm nig )anemIltameRkayBYkeKTaMgGs;enaH tamryHTVaBIrEdl)anebIkcMhr ehIy GkeRkayeK KWBitR)akdCa ra:binEsnr detaHetIy Edl)anRKan;EtelOntamdMeNIrRtundsmsYn. kamInnr )anRbKl;mYk nig elak eX RtUv)anniyayy:agRbjab;Rbjal; dUcTaMgGs;hwg KWcaM)ac;niyaydEdlEdrenAFnaKar Edlfa karjjwmrbs;kamInnr KWmin EmnCabMNgrbs;eKeT eRBaHfaeKminGacmanbMNgjjwmTal;EtesaH. bnab;mkenAkgbnb;xagmux GkRsI RKU)ak;EdlemIleTABuMmansartImankMhusTal;EtesaH )anebIkTVapHsMrab;karRbmUlpMTaMgGs;enH nig elak eX)ansmwgemIldUcCaral;dgeTAelIsMBt;karBarRbLak;rbs;Kat; Edl)ankat;xIexacenAnwgk,aleBaHdFMrbs;Kat;. enAxageRkam elak eX )ansMerccit yknaLikaBak;enAnwgd nig rfynedIm,Imincg;cMa)ac;BRgIkeBlEdl)anyWty:avknHem;agrYcmkehIyenaH. kamInnr )anedIreTAkac;RCugedIm,IykrfynehIy BIrnak;epSgeTot )ansakl,gCak;EsgeFVIeGayelak eX sb,ay dUcCaPamenaH kUlIs)anbgajxnenAexagTVapHsitenATl;mux EdlenAkgenaH bursdFMCamYynwgBukcgaRsYcBNTg;Edg)anelcecjpgEdrenATIenaH ehIy enAkgkarRkeLkCadMbUg Kat;)aneFVIclnabnicbnc EdlGaceFIVeGayKat;)anbgajxnrbs;Kat;PamenaH enAkgTMhMrbs;Kat;TaMgmUlEtmg nig bnab;mk Kat;)anRtLb;eTACBaaMgvij nig )anbdiesd. burscMNas;enaH KW)anenAelICeNIrenAeLIy. elak eX)anm:Yem:AcMeBaH kUlIs cMeBaHkareFVIkarcab;GarmN_eTAelIbursenaH EdlKat;)aneXIjedayxnKat;BImunrYcmkehIy ehIy EdlKat;k)anrg;caMbursenaHpgEdr. sMuelakkMusMlwgemIleTAhg Kat;)anrujbursenaHecjedayBMu)ancab;GarmN_ etIkarniyayrebobenH Tl;nwgbursEdlman\sSrPaBTaMgenaHKWmankarcab;GarmN_y:agdUcemc. kb:uEn TaMgGs;hwg KWkmincaM)ac;Bnl;Edr eRBaHrfyn)ammkdl;lm ehIy eK )aneLIgGgy nig ebIkecjeTA. CamYyKaenaH elak eX )annwkeXIjfa Kat;BuM)an


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cab;GarmN_BIkarecjdMeNIrnGkRKb;RKg nig G kyamTaMgenaH Tal;EtesaH ehIy GkRKb;RKg)anlak;)aMgKat;nUv mnITaMgbInak;enH nig \LvenHmeTACamanmnI nig GkRKb;RKgvij. karBicarNaCaeRcInenAeBlbcb,nminGacbkRsaybBaaTaMgGs;enH)aneLIy ehIy elak elak eX )ansMerccitedIm,IsegtemIlRtg;kEngenHeGay)anc,as;las;. bnab;mkKat;k)anbgVilxnKat;edaysuPavKti nig)anTMerteTAelIBUkLanxageRkay edIm,IGacmanlTPaBemIlGkRKb;RKg nig GkyamTMagBIreTot.kb:uEndMNalKaenaH Kat; )angakmkvij nig )anbdiesdPaBRsNukRsYlenAkgKnatLan edaycg;RKan;EteFVIkarsakl,gedIm,IrkGkNamak;enaH. eTaHbITaMgGs;hwg min)anelcecjeLIgkeday Kat;KYr)anTTYlenAeBlenaH cMa)ac;nUvkarKaMRT kb:uEndMNalKaenaH hak;bIdUcCabursTaMgbInak;enaHenOyht; ra:binEsnr eXIjenAxagsaMecjBILan ehIy KUlIs enAxaeqVg nig manEt kamInNr sitenACamYy nwgsamjjwmrbs;Kat; edIm,IGaceGaymankarCECksb,ay)an kb:uEnKYreGaysayEdlRtUvhamXat;edayPaBmnusSFm.

enAkgedImqaMenH elak eX )ancMNayEfrrkSaeBlevlaRBlb;rbs;Kat;enAkgpvEdlfaeRkayeBleFVIkar Kat;)aneFIVdMeNIrefIreCIgdtUcmYymak;g bkCamYynwgmnI nig bnab;mkeFVIdMeNIreTAhaglk;RsamYyEdlenATIenaH Kat;)anGgyrYmKaCamYymnusScas;enAtuEdl)ankk;TukCaeTogTat;Ca

FmtarhUtdl;em:ag 11 yb; kalNaTaMgGs;hwgKWGaceTArYc eRBaHCajwkjab; Kat;eTAdl;kariyalyrhUtdl;em:ag 9 RBwkeha+H. kb:uEn TaMgGs;hwg kmankarelIkElgpgEdrsMrab;karEbgEckenaH kalNa elak eX ]TahrN_ RtUv)anGeBaIjedaynaykFnaKarEdl)aneGaytmkargarrbs;Kat; nig man PaBTukcitKat;xaMgenaH eGayCiHrfyn bkeTAbriePaKGahareBllacenAvILarbs;Kat;. eRkABIenH elak eX k)aneFVIdMeNIrmgenAkgmYyGaTiteTArknarImak;eQaH EGlhSaEdl)anbMerIkargarCa GkbMerIRsIenAkghaglk;RsamYycab;BIeBlGaRFatrhUtdl;RBwkCitnwgfRtg;

nig TnwmnwgeBlf nag GacTTYlGksYrsuxTuk)anEtenAelIERKb:ueNaH.kb:uEnenARBlb;enH elak eX cg;eFVIdMeNIreTApHPam eRBaHeBjmYyf KWsitenAeRkamkargardht;enOy nig mankarRbRBiteTAy:agelOnnUvkarCUnBrfxYbkMeNItCakitiys nig mitPaBCaeRcIn. enAkgeBlQb;sMraktUcTaMgGs;nkargareBjmYyf elak eX )anKit Etedaymindwgc,as;las; nUvGVIEdlKat;)ansan hak;bIdUcCaTaMgGs;hwgcMeBaHKat; faetIPaBKanreboberobrydFMmYyenAkgeKhdanTaMgmUl tamryH]b,tiehtuBIRBwkmij KWRtUv)anbgrehtuedayGkRsI RKU)ak; b? nig faxnKat; KWcaM)ac;begIteLIgvijnUvreboberobryenaH. kb:uEnkalNareboberobryenaH KWRtUv)anbegIteLIgvijEt


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mg enaHsamnimYyn]b,tiehtuTaMgenaH KWRtUv)anlb;bM)at;ecal nig BYkeKTaMgGs;enaH nwgTTYlykpvcas;rbs;eKdEdl. CaBiess BImnITaMgbI KWminKYreGayPyxaceLIy ehIy mnITaMgbI KWnwglwbcUleTAkgcegammnIdFMrbs;FnaKareLIgvij nig TMagGs;hwg KWBuMmankaERbRbYlEdlKYreGaycab;GarmN_cMeBaHBYkeKeLIy. Cajwkjab; elak eX GacnwgehAeKTaMgbImgmak; nig TaMgGs;KaeTAkgkariyalyrbs;Kat;edayBuMmanbMNgGVIeRkABIkarsegtemIleKTaMgbInak;enaHb:ueNaH nig CanicCakalKat; nwgGacedaHElgeGayBYkeKmankarsb;citpgEdr.

enAeBl Kat;mkdl;muxpHEdlKat;)anrs;enA enAem:ag 9 nig 30 naTIyb; Kat;)anCYbenAmuxTVapHnUvekgCMTg;mak;EdlQrCMETgeCIgenATIenaH nig kMBgCk;eexSmYy. etIelakCaGkNa? elak eX

)ansYry:agRbjab;Rbjal; nig )angakmuxKat;eTACitekgCMTg; . eK minGacemIleXIjeRcInenaHeLIyenAkgPaBggitBak;kNalnCan;pHenH. xJM CakUnRbusrbs;emkarpHenH elakRbus ekgCMTg;enaH)aneqIy ehIy )anykexSecjBImat; nig )agakeTAmag. CakUnRbusrbs;emkarpHenHb? elakeX )ansYr nig )aneKaHeTAdICamYynwgdMbgrbs;Kat;edayminmankar. etIelakRbuscg;)anGVIxHeT?etIRtUveGayxJMeTAehABukrbs;xJMbeT? eT Gt;eT elak eX )anniyay edayenAkgsemgrbs;Kat; sitenAsPaBGt;eGaneTasmYycMnYn hak;dUcCaekgCMTg;enaH)aneFVIeGayKat;xwg ehIykb:uEn Kat;

)anGt;eGaneTaseGayekgenaHGBawg. TaMgGs;hwg KWlehIy Kat; )anniyay nigbnab;mkkedIrbneTAeTot ehIykb:uEnTnwmnwgKat;)aneLIgCeNIr Kat;k)angakRtLb;mkmgeTot.

Kat;KYrEtGacedIrtMrg;eTAkgbnb;rbs;Kat;Etmg. kb:uEneRBaHEtKat; cg;niyayCamYynwgGkRsI RKU)ak;dMNalKaenaH Kat;k)aneKaHTVaGkRsI RKU)ak;Etmg. GkRsI kMBugGgycak;eRsameCIgmYyenAEk,rtuEdlmaneRsameCIgcas;mYy)ac; sitenAelItuenaH. elak eX )ansUmeTascMeBaHkarePcPaMgEdlKat;)anmkyWtbnic kb:uEnGkRsI RKU)ak; KWmankarrYsrayxaMgNas; nig BuMcg;sab;karsUmeTaseLIycMeBaHelak eX GkRsI KWcg;niyayCanicehIy elak eX k)andwgy:agc,as;Edrfa Kat; KWCaGkCYldRbesIr nig RsLaj;CageKcMeBaHGkRsIRKU)ak;. elak eX )anemIlCMuvijbnb; ehIy eXIjGVITaMgGs;KWsitenAkgsanPaBdUcedImTaMgRsugrbs;va ehIysmarGahareBlRBwk Edl)ansitenAelItutUcEk,rbgcBIeBlRBwk kRtUv)anykecjpgEdr. dnarI )aneFVIeGayeBjcitsBVRKb;CaeRcInKat;)anKitehIy Kat;RbEhl KYrGacvaysmarTaMgenaHenAnwgkEngeGayxic kb:uEnsmarTaMgenaH BitCaminGacykecjeTAeRkA)aneT. Kat; )ansmwgemIlGkRsI RKU)ak; CamYynwgPaBGrKuNCasm,CBamYy.ehtuGVI)anCaGkRsIeFVIkardl;yb;emH? elak eX )ansYrGkRsI RKU)ak;. bnab;mk eKTaMgBIrnak;


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)anGgyEk,rtu nig elak eX )ankb;drbs;Kat;BIeBlmYyeTAeBlmYyeTAkgeRsameCIg. mankargareFVIeRcInNas;fenH GkRsI RKU)ak;)anniyay TnwmnwgeBlf xJMCarbs;GkCYlpHRKb;KaehIy kalNaxJMcg;eFVIeGaybBaarbs;xJMmanreboberobry KW cMeBaHxJM enAsl;EteBlRBlb;enHg.fenH xJMBitCa)aneFVIkarEdlminRbRktImYyeGayelak? ehtuGVI)anCadUecH? GkRsI )ansYrehIy manxHkayeTACadUcCaeRskXanxaMg nig kickarkmansPaBsb;sat;enAkgkartamdanrbs;BYkeKenaH. xJM cg;faBYkbursEdlsitenATIenHBIRBwkmij. ha+ GBawg GkRsI )anniyay nig)anRtLb;eTArkPaBsb;sat;rbs;GkRsIvij TaMgGs;hwg BuMmankargarGVIBiesscMeBaHxJMeT elakeX )ansmwgemIledayPaBsat;es m etIGkRsI )ancab;ykmkvijnUvml):ak;rbs;Kat;y:agdUcemc.GkRsI hak;bIdUcCaeRtkGr EdlfaxJM )anniyayGMBIbBaahwg elak eX )anKitfa GkRsI hak;bIdUcCamanGkb,kiriyaminFmta EdlfaKat;)anniyayBIbBaahwg. dUecH bBaahwg KWsMxan; Edlfa xJM KWRtUvniyay. xJM GacniyaybBaahwgEtCamYyGkRsI EdlCacas;TuMEtb:ueNaH. CaBitR)akd kargar)aneFVInUvGVICaBitR)akd Kat; )anniyaybnab;mkkb:uEn TaMgGs;hwg nwgminGacekIteLIgvijeLIy.eT TaMgGs;hwgminGacekIteLIgCaBitR)akd GkRsI RKU)ak; )anniyayy:agmaMTaM nig elak eXKat;)anRbwgjjwmedayGakarhak;dUcCaQWcab;. GkRsI KitbBaahwgGBawgEmnETnb. elak eX)ansYrGkRsI RKU)ak; ca+ GkRsI RKU)ak;)aneqIytic kb:uEn CaBiesselakminRtUvGnuBatiTTYlykbBaahwgCaFn;FreT. GVITaMgLayBuMGacekIteLIgTMagGs;enAkgBiPBelakenHeT Edlfaelak)anTukcitniyayCamYynwgxJM elak eX GaceGayxJMeqIyeTAelak)aneT EdlfaxJM)ansab;bgab; y:agticbuKlmak;enAeRkayTVa nig faGkyamTaMgBIrk)anniTanR)ab;xJMxHpgEdr. eKeFIVkarCaBitR)akdCamYynwgsMNagrbs;elak nig bBaahwg sitenAhwgebHdUgrbs;xJMCaBitR)akd EtGVIEdlenAcMeBaHxJMRbEhlCaeRcInenaH eRBaHEtxJMRKan;EtCaGlCYlpHEtb:ueNaH. CakarBit xJM)ansab;BxHpgEdr kb:uEn xJMBuMGacniyay)aneLIy EdlfabBaahwg CaBiessGaRkk;xHEdr. eT elak KWBitR)akdCacab;xn kb:uEnBuMRtUvcab;xndUcCaecareT. kalNa eKRtUvcab;xndUcCaecarmak;enaH bBaaenaH KWGaRkk;Nas; kb:uEnkarcab;xnenH TaMgGs;hwg ekIteLIgcMeBaHxJMdUcCakarbeRgonxHEdr sUmeTas elak kalNa xJM niyaynUvPaBlg;exAxH TaMgGs;hwg ekIteLIgcMeBaHxJMdUcCakarbeRgonxHEdr ehIybBaaGs;TaMghwgxJMBuMyl;Tal;EtesaH nig kb:uEneK BuMRtUvyl;pgEdr.

TaMgGs;hwg KWminEmnCakarlg;exATal;EtesaH GVIEdlGkRsI )anniyay GkRsI RKU)ak; ehIy y:ag

ticbMput xJMksitenAkgEpkxHnmtirbs;GkRsIpgEdr EtRKan;EtvinicybBaaTaMgmUlhwg mutRsYcCag


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GkRsI nig cat;Tuk TaMgGs;hwgedaygay KWminEmnsMrab;EtkarbeRgonxHmgNaenaHeLIy eRkAEtBIenaH KW minEmnCakarbeRgonTal;EtesaH. xJM RtUv)aneFVIeGayPJak;epIl ehIy TaMgGs;hwg KWsMrab;xJMmanEtbu:eNaaH. ebIsinCaTnwmnwgeBlxJMeRkakeLIg cMeBaHrUbxJMBuMmankarRcbUkRcbl;edaysarEt)at;GanNa ehIy edayBuMmankarcab;GarmN_eTAelIGkNamak; EdlsitenAelIpvcMeBaHxJMedIm,IeFVIdMeNIreTArkGkRsIenaHeT elIkElgEtmgenH xJMGacnwgTTYl)annUvGahaareBlRBwkxHenAcRgan)ay ehIyxJMkTukeGayGkRsIGacyksMemkbMBak;ecjBIbnb;rbs;xJMEdr ehIyebIkgryHeBlxI xJMGacR)aRsyTak;TgragstbUtbnic enaHKWKanGVI GacekIteLIgbneTAeToteLIy ehIyGVITaMgGs;Edlnwgcg;RtUvekIteLIgGackayeTACarlUn)anTMagGs;. kb:uEn eK)anRbugeRbobcMeBaHbBaaGs;TaMgenH EtbnicbncEtb:ueNaH. ]TahrN_enAFnaKarvij xJM)anRbugeRbob enATIenaHbBaadUcKaGBawg minGacmanlTPaBekIteLIg cMeBaHrUbxJM)aneLIy ehIyenATIenaH xJMmanGkbMerIpal;xnrbs;xJM manTUrsBeRbIR)as;TUeTA nigTUrsBkariyaly sitenABImuxxJMenAelItu ehIyCanicCakalmanmnusS KNbkS nig mRnImkrkehIykb:uEnbEnmBIelIenHeTot nig CaBies enATIenaH xJM KWCanicCakalsitenAkgTMnak;TMngnkargardUecHehIyvaCaKMnitbcb,nPaB ehIyTaMgGs;hwg KWGaceFVIeGaysb,ayrIkrayy:agBitR)akdcMeBaHxJMkgkarRbQmmuxTl;nwgbBaadUcGBawgmYyenATIenaH. \LvenH TaMgGs;hwg KWknghYsehIy nigCaBitR)akd xJMkmincg;niyayGMBIbBaaGs;TaMghwgeRcInTal;EtesaH EtkarniyayenH sMrab;Etkarvinicyrbs;GkRsIEtb:ueNaH ehIykarvinicyrbs;RsIstbUtmak; KW xJMcg;sab; nig sb,aycitxaMgNas;EdlfaeyIgRBmeRBogeTAelIbBaaenaH. kb:uEn\LvenH GkRsI RtUvhucdmkxJM eRBaHkarRBmeRBogGBawgmYyRtUvEteFVIeGayrwgmaMtamryHkarcab;drlak;.

etIGkRsInwghucdmkxJMbkGt;? GkRKb;RKg BuM)anhucdmkxJJMenaHeT elak eX )anKit nig smwgemIlGkRsI RKU)ak; xusBImun ehIydUcCasmwgemIledayRtYtBinit. GkRsI RKU)ak; )anegIbQr eRBaH

elak eX k)anegIbQrEdr ehIy Kat;manrageGoneRbonbnicbnc eRBaHKat; minyl;erOgTaMgGs;Edl elakeX )anniyayeLIy. kb:uEneyageTAtamPaBeGoneRbonenH GkRsI)anniyayxHnUvGVIKat;mincg;Tal;EtesaH nig nUvGVI KWminsitenARtg;kEngenHTal;EtesaHpgEdr. sUmelakkuMKitbBaaTaMgGs;hwgFn;FreBk elak eX GkRsI RKU)ak; )anniyay ehIy)anBuHeRCokenAkgsemg nig)anePcCaBitR)akdpgEdrenAkarcab;rlak;d. xJM BuM)andwgeT faxJM)anKitbBaahwgFn;FrenaH elakeX )anniyay ehIyPamenaHeFVIeGayenOyNay nig emIleXIjnUvPaBKantmnkarRBmeRBog

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enAEk,rmat;TVa Kat;)ansYreTot etIkBaa bUsWenApHb? Gt;eTelak GkRsI RKU)ak;)anniyaynig cMeBaHBtmandesaHkeRkaHenH GkRsI )anjjwm edaykarcUlrYmCamYydstbUtyWty:avmYy.nag KWenAeragelan. etIelakcg)anGVIxHBInagb? etIRtUveGayxJMTukGVIxHeGaynagb? ha+ xJMRKan;Etcg;niyayCamYynagnUvBakxHEtb:ueNaH. EtKYreGaysay xMJminGacdwgetIeBlNanagRtLb;mkvijeT ehIy kalNanagenAeragelanenaH CaFmta nagRtLb;mkvijragyWt.TMagGs;hwgKWBitR)akdCacb;ehIy elak eX )anniyay nig )angakk,alEdleGaneTArkTVarYcCaeRsc eTArkpvecj xJM RKan;Etcg;sUmeTacMeBaHnagEtb:ueNaH EdlfafenH xJM)anykbnb;nagenAkgkartva:.TaMgGs;enH KWmincaM)ac;eT elak eX ehIy elak mankarKitKUrm:t;ct;Nas;. nag BitR)akdCamindwgBIbBaaenHTal;EtesaH eRBaHnag minTan;mkpHeT cab;taMgBIRBwkRBhammkemH ehIy GVITaMgGs;kRtUv)anerobcMeGaymanrebobrYceRscGs;ehIyEdr elakGacemIleXIjedayxngpal; nig GkRsIRKU)ak; k)anebIkTVabnb;rbs;kBaa bUsr. GrKuN xJMeCOehIy elak eX )anniyay ehIy Etbnab;mk Kat;k)anedIreTATVarEdl)anebIk. BnWRBHEx hak;elcecjCanicenAkgbnb;dggit. GVIxH eKGacemIleXIj KWBitR)akdCarbs;TaMgGs;enAhwgkEngrbs;vavij ehIysUmbI EtGavRsImYyenaH kmin)anBrenARbdab;ebIkbgc teTAeTotEdr. KYreGaycab;GarmN_xaMgenaH BUkexIy k)anelcecjenAelIERK ehIy EpkxHrbs;va sitenAeRkamBnWRBHcn. nagkBaa mkdl;pHCajwkjab;yWtNas;elak eX )anniyay nig smwgemIl GkRsI RKU)ak; hak;bIdUcCaGkRsI RKU)ak; TTYlxusRtUvBIbBaaenHGBawg. dUcemc Edlfavyekg enaH GkRsI RKU)ak; )anniyayrebobCasUmeTas. CaBitR)akd elak eX )an niyaykb:uEn TaMgGs;hwg GacRbRBiteTARCulhYsehIy.TaMgGs;hwgGacRCulhYsEmn GkRsI RKU)ak; )an niyayeLIg elak BitCaniyayRtwmRtUvNas; elak eXehIy RbEhldUcCakg krNIenHGBawgEdr. CaBitR)akd xJMmincg;niyaybgac;bgc kBaa bUsWeLIy.nag KWCaekgRsIl ehIy KYreGayRsLaj; mak; rYsrayrak;Tak; manreboberobry eKarBeBlevlacUlciteFVIkargar ehIy xJM snuidanfanagl TaMgGs; kb:uEnerOgmYy KWCakarBit nag KWRtUvmanemaTnPaB ehIy KWminRtUvBuHkeRBaaleLIy. xJM )aneXIjnagenAkgExenH BIrdgrYcmkehIyenAelIpvdac;Rsyal nig CanicCakalCamYynwgbursdTmak;. TaMgGs;enH KWcMeBaHxJMeFVIeGayxVl;citxaMgNas;ehIy xJMerobrab;erOgTaMgGs;enH edayesaHRtg;cMeBaHeTBa EtcMeBaHmuxelakEtb:ueNaH elak eX nigkb:uEnbBaaTaMgGs;hwg nwgmin Gacecosvag )aneT EdlfaxJM kniyayedaypal;CamYynwgnagGMBIerOgnHpgEdr. erOgTaMgGs;hwg KWminEmnEterOgEtmYyeT EdlnageFVIkarsgSymkelIxJM GkRsIKWBitCayl;xusxaMgNas;ehIy elak eX )an niyayedayxwgsm,ar nig esIEtKansmtPaBedIm,I


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bit)aMgnUvkMhwgrbs;xn eRkABIenHy:ag Cak;Esg GkRsI k)anyl;RcLMGMBIkarcab;GarmN_xagelIrbs;xJMGMBInag Edlkarcab;GarmN_rbs;xJMenaH BMu)anKiteTAdl;bBaaEdlGkRsI)anniyayeLIy. xJMkdas;etOnGkRsIedayesaHRtg;pgEdr RtUvEtniyayerOgenHxHCamYynwgnag ehIy GkRsI KWBitCayl;RcLMdac;xatEtmgGMBIerOgenaH. xJM sal;nagc,as;Nas; ehIy GVIEdl GkRsI)anniyayTaMgGs;hwg BuMEmnCakarBiteLIy. m:agvijeTot RbEhlCa xJMniyayRCulhYseBk ehIy nig xJMkmincg;raraMgGkRsIEdr GkRsI GacniyayeTAnag nUvGVIEdlGkRsIcg;niyay. raRtI sYsI.elakeX GkRsI RKU)ak; )anniyaysuM nig )anRbjab;Rbjal;tameRkayelak eX rhUtdl;mat;TVarbs;Kat; EdlKat;)anebIkrYceRsceTAehIy ca+ xJM minTan;cg;niyayCamYynwgnageT ehIy CaFmtaxJMcg;eFVIkarGegtnagCamunbneTAeTotsin nig manEt elakeT xJM)anTukcitnUvGVIEdlxJM )andwg.cugbBab; erOghwg KWy:agNakeday RtUvenAkgvicarNBaaNrbs;GkCYlpHmak; ebIsinNa eKcg;EsVgrkedIm,ITTYl)annUvR)ak;esaFnedayRtwmRtUv nig KanGVIepSgBIenH KWCakarcg;)anrbs;xJM CamYynwgerOgenHeLIy. PaBRtwmRtUv elak eX )anERskbgktamryHRbehagTVa kalNa GkRsIcg;TTYl)annUvesaFnedayRtwmRtUv CadMbUgGkRsIRtUvlaElgBIxJM. bnab;mk Kat;)anbiTTVay:agxaMgehIy Kat;min)anykTukdak;eRcIneToteLIy cMeBaHkareKaHTVadRsalmYy.

pyBIenaH edaysarEtKat;BuMMmancMNg;kgkarcUldMeNk Kat;)ansMerccit sitenAmincUldMeNk nigRbkan;xab;CamYykasenHpgEdr faeBlNakBaa bUsr Gacmkdl;pH. RbEhlCabnab;mk enAkgkasGBawgGacpl;nUvlTPaBEdlmincg;eGaymankarRbytRbEy:g kgkarniyayCamYynagnUvBaksmIxHmYycMnYnpgEdr. TnwmnwgeBlKat;)ansitenAEk,rmat;bgc nig )at;sgt;deTAelIEPkEdlht;enOyrbs;Kat;enaH Kat;k)anKitenAeBlenaHpgEdr kgkarRbkas edIm,Idak;eTasGkRsI RKU)ak;nig edIm,IbBaHbBal kBaa bUsr rYmKaEtmgCamYynwgKat;. kb:uEn PamenaH cMeBaHKat; elcecjnUvkar

eFVIeGayhYsehtuy:agsem,Im nig elIsBIenHeTot Kat;k)anmankarsgSyeTAelIxng EdlfaKat;)anecjBIkarcg;brTIlMenAedaysarEt]bTvehtuBIRBwkmij. KanGVI KWnwgRtUvMKankarBicarNa nig CaBiess kareFVIedayKanmUlehtu nig edaykaremIlgayenaHeT.

Tnwmnwg Kat; smwgemIly:agqayeTAelIpvEdlTreTsatedaykarht;enOyBn;RbmaNenaH Kat;)andak;xnKat;eTAelIekAGIEvg eRkayeBlKat; )anebIkTVaeTArkbnb;TTYlePJvbnicmYy edIm,IGacemIleXIjGkNamak;EdlcUlmkpHenH BIekAGIEvgrbs;Kat;Etmg. Kat; )ansMrakenAelIekAGIEvgenaHy:agsat;es m RbEhlrhUtdl;em:ag 11 yb; ehIy )anCk;sIuhamYyedIm. kb:uEnbnab;mkKat;


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kQb;cg;sMrakrg;caMenAelIekAGIenaH rYck)aneFVIdMeNIrbnicmkbnb;TTYlePJ v EdlecjBIbnb;TTYlePJveTA Kat;GacbegInel,ndwgBIkarmkdl;rbs;kBaa bUsr. Kat; BuM)anmankarTamTarBiessGVIBInagenaHeT ehIy Kat;BMuGacrMlwkedayxnKat;eLIgvijeGay)anc,as;mgNaeLIy faetI nag emIleTAmanragy:agdUcemcenaH kb:uEnkgeBl\LvenH Kat;cg;niyayCamYynag nig karcg;niyayenH )aneFVIeGayvegVg cMeBaHKat; EdlfatamryHkarmkyWtrbs;nag nag )aneFVIeGaymanPaBminsat;esm nigPaBKanreboberobryeTotpgEdr enAkgeBlbBab;nfenH. nag KWkmankMhuspgEdr EdlfafenHKat;min)ancaMGahareBlel c nig Edlfa Kat;)anbge)aHecalnUvkareTAsYrsuxTuk nag EGlhSaEdl)anKitTukrYcCaeRscsMrab;fenH. CakarBit Kat;GaceFVIeLIgvij)an cMeBaHerOgTaMgBIrenH EdlfaKat; nwgeTAhaglk;RsaEdl EGlhSa )anbMerIenATIenaH kgeBl\LvenH. cMeBaHkareTAhagRsaenaHKat; kcg;eTAbneTotpgEdr enAeRkayeBlkarsnnaCamYy kBaa bUsr ehIy.

enATIenaH em:ag db;BIrknHyb; KW)anknghYseTAehIy enAeBlEdl)ansab;BsemgmnusS KWkMBugeLIgCeNIr. elak eX EdlkarKitKUrrbs;Kat;)ane)aHbg;ecaleTAehIy ehIy EdlenAkgbnb;TTYlePJv hak;dUcCabnb;TTYlePJvenaH Cabnb;pal;xnrbs;Kat; KW)anePosxneTAeRkayTVar enAeBlEdlsemgeLIgCeNIrenaHxaMg nig fycuHmkvij. enaH KWCakBaa bUsr EdlnageTIb)anmkdl;. eday

rgajab;jr nag)anTajCamYyKanUvkEnSgsURtrMuCuMvijsadtUcRcLwgrbs;nag Tnwmnwgnag )andak;r)aMgTVa. enAkgmYyBRBicEPkbnab;mkeTot nag RtUvedIrcUleTAkgbnb;rbs;nag EdlenAkgenaH elakeX CaBitR)akdminGnuBaateGayeRcotcUleTAeT enAkgeBlGaRFatGBawg. elak eX kcg;RtUvBiPakSaCamYynag kgeBl\LvenHpgEdr kb:uEnedayKansMNag Kat; min)anebIkGMBUlGKisnIenAkgbnb;rbs;Kat; Edlmannyfa karQaneTAmuxrbs;Kat; ecjBIbnb;ggit Gaccat;TukCakarvayRbharnig y:agticbMputRtUveFVIeGaymankarPyxacy:agxaMgcMeBaHnag. enAkgPaBEtletalrbs;Kat; nig

eRBaHEtkMueGay)at;bg;eBlevla Kat;)anniyayxSwbqgkat;TVarRbehagTVar kBaa bUsr. semgxSwbenH BsUrhak;dUcCakarsMu ehIyminBsUrdUcCakarERskeT. KWmanmnusSenATIenHb? kBaabUsr )ansYreLIg nig )anRkeLkemIlCMvijxnCamYynwgEkvEPkdFMrbs;nag. xJM KWenATIenH elakeX )anniyay nig k)anQaneCIgmkxagmux. ha+ elak eX eT kBaa bUsr)anniyayedayTwkmux jjwm. raRtIsYsI rYc nag k)anhucdeTAelak eX. xJM cg;niyaynUvBakxH CamYyGknag ehIy etIGknagGnuBaateGayxJMniyay enAkgeBl\LvenHeT?\LvenHb? kBaa bUsr )ansYr etI KWRtUvniyayenAkgeBl\LvenHEmnb? TaMgGs;hwg


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KWCaerOgBiesstictYcmYyeT bkminEmn? xJM )anrg;caMGknag cab;taMgBIem:ag 9 RBlb;mkemH.ca+ xJM KW)ansitenAeragelan ehIy xJM BuM)an dwgTal;EtesaHGMBIkarrg;caMrbs;elak. mUlehtusMrab;erOgenH ehIy nwgGVIEdl xJMcg;niyaCamYy Gknag KWeTIbEtekIteLIgCadMbUgenAkgfenH\LvenHCaTUeTA xJM BuMbdiesdeT eRkAEtEdlfa xJM KWGs;kmaMgcg;EtTeRmtEtb:ueNaH. kb:uEn elakGacmkbnb;rbs;xJM enAkgnaTIbniceTot. enATIenH eyIgGacniyayCamYyKaedayminmanbBaaGVIeLIy ehIy eyIgnwgdas;mnusSTaMgGs;enAkgpHenH nig kardas;BYkeK cMeBaHxJMKWGacmUlehtuedaysarEteyIg ehIy elIsBIenHeTot KWGacminsmrm Cag BYkeK)aneFVIeTAeTot.sUmelakrg;caMenATIenH rhUtdl;xJM)aneFVIeGayPWenAkgbnb;rbs;xJMsin nig bnab;mksUmelakbiTePIgenATIenHpg. elak eX )aneFVItam ehIy bnab;mk k)anrg;caMbneTot rhUtdl;kBaa bUsrGeBaIjKat;mgeTottic eGayecjmkbnb;rbs;nag. sUmelak GeBaIjGgy nag )anniyaynig )ancgleTAekAGIsaLgEdlKanbEgk ehIy nagxng)anGgyEpkeTAnwgbEgkERKeTaHbICamanPaBht;enOyy:agNakeday nig ecjBIPaBht;enOyenaH KW nag)anniyayecjmk. nag k)andak;cuHnUvmYkmYyEdltubEtglmreBjedaypaCaeRcIn eTaHbImYkenaH minEmnCamYktUcrbs;nagEtmYykeday. etIelakcg;niyayGVIEdr? xJM KWBitR)akdCaEpkNas;. nag)anGgyBak;eCIgelIKabnic. RbEhlCaGknag nwgniyay elak eX )ancab;epImniyayfabBaahwg KWminsUvbnan;enaHeT edIm,InwgniyayenAkgeBl\LvenH kb:uEn- xJM CanicCakal mincg;sab;esckIepImeLIy kBaa bUsr )anniyayeLIg. niyayGBawgeFVIeGaymankarFUrRsalnUvkargarrbs;xJM elak eX )anniyaybnb;rbs;Gknag KWenARBwkmijenH RtUv)aneFVIeGayBuMMmanreboberobrybnicmYy edaysarkMhusrbs;xMJbnicbncy:agBitR)akd ehIy TaMgGs;hwg )anekIteLIgedaysarEtmnusSdT tTl;nwgbMNgrbs;xJM nig CaBitR)akddUcxJM)anniyayrYcGBawg KWedaysarkMhusrbs;xJM.sMrab;bBaaGs;TaMghwg xMJ cg;sMueTasGknag bnb;rbs;xJMb? kBaa bUsr )ansYr nig )ansmwgemIlelak eX edayBinitBicy eCosecogkarsmwgemIlbnb;rbs;nag. TaMgGs;hwg KWvaGBawgelak eX )anniyay nig \LvenHBYkeKTaMgBIr)anemIlKaeTAvijeTAmkenAkgEkvEPkCaelIkTImYyRbePT nig rebob EdlenAkgenaH eFVIeGaymanbBaa )anekIteLIgenAkgbnb;rbs;xJMenaH KW cMeBaHbBaahwgminEmnCaBakmantmenaHeT. kb:uEn TaMgGs;hwg BitR)akdCaKYreGaycab;GarmN_Emn kBaa bUsr )anniyay. eT elak eX )anniyay. \LvenH kBaa bUsr)anniyayeLIg xJM mincg;eRCotERCkenAkugPaBsmat;pal;xnenaHeT ehIy sUmelakeFVIeGayerOgTaMgGs;hwgeTACa minmankarcab;GarmN_eTAcuH nig xJM kminmanbMNgtTl;GVIpgEdr.


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karsUmeTasEdlelak )ansUm xJM eBjcitpl;eGayelak CaBiess eRBaHEtxJMBuM)aneXIjnUvdannkarKanreboerobryNamYyeLIy. nag )aneFVIdMeNIrCMuvijbnb;eday)anRct;)atdy:ageRCAeTAEk,rRteKokrbs;nag. nag )anQresmenAEk,rpaMgEdlmanbiTrUbft. elak emIleTAemIl+ nag )anERskehA. rUbft rbs;xJM KWBitCabiTrej:rj:xaMgNas;. kb:uEn biTGBawg KWGaRkk;bMput. TaMgGs;hwg KWBitCamanmnusScUlmkkgbnb;rbs;xJMedayKankarGnuBaat. elak eX )angk;k,al nig )anRbeTcpasaredayesmsat; dl;mnIkamInNr EdlminGacbgab)an nUvPaBesaKkeRkaH nig dMeNIrCIvitEdlKankarBicarNarbs;eK.TaMgGs;hwg KWcEmkNas; kBaa bUsr )anniyayEdlfa xJM RtUvbgMcit hamXat; elak xH nUvGVIEdl elak RtUvhamXat;edayxngenaH KWkarcUlmkbnb;rbs;xJM kgeBlGvtmanrbs;xJM. xJMBnl;Gknagsin kBaa elak eX )anniyay nig k)anedIreTArkrUbftpgEdr KWminEmnCaxMJeTEdl)anRbRBiteTAelIrUbftrbs;Gknag kb:uEneRBaHEtGknag mineCOcMeBaHxJM eTIbxJMRtUvEteqIysarPaBfaKNkmkaresuIbGegtmYy )annaMmnIFnaKarbInak;mk ehIy kgcMeNamGkTaMgbI manmak;EdlxJMnwgCMrujeGayecjBIFnaKarenAkaseRkay KWCaBitR)akd)anykrUbftTaMgenH enAkgd. )aTKW KNkmkaresIubGegtmYy )ansitenATIenH elak eX )anniyaybEnm eRBaH kBaa bUsr)ansmwg emIlmkKat;CamYynwgRkEsrEPkql;mYy. edaysarEtelakb? kBaa bUsr )ansYr.)aT elak eX )aneqIy. eT kBaa bUsr )anERskbgk nig )anesIc. CakarBit elak eX)anniyay Gknag eCOfaxJM KWKankMhuseTb? Emn KankMhus>>>>> kBaa bUsr )anniyayxJMmincg; sEmgnUv karvinicyEdlRbEhlCaFn;FrbneTotenAeBlenHeT ehIyma:gvijeTotxJMkminsal;elakEdr nig erOgTaMgGs;hwg KWluHRtaRtUvEtCa]RkidCnFn;FrrYceTAehIy eTIbeKbBanKNkmkaresIubGegtmk dl;xny:agdUecH. kb:uEneRBaHEtelak KWenAmanesrIPaBxJMPab;y:agticbMputecjBIPaBsat;esmrbs; elak faelak KWminrt;eKcecjBIkarXuMXaMgeT ehIyelak BitCakmin)anRbRBitbT]RkidGBawgEdr. )aT elak eX )anniyay kb:uEnKNkmkaresuIbGegt GacmankarGegtCaBitR)akd faxJM KWmin mankMhus bkminEmnCakMhusdUcEdlRtUv)ansnidanenaH. CakarBit TaMgGs;hwg KWGaceTArYc kBaa bUsr)anniyayedaycab;GarmN_. GknagemIleTAemIl elak eX )anniyay Gknag BuuMmanbTBiesaFn_eRcInenAkgbBaatulakareT.eT xJM BMumanbTBiesaFn_enHeT kBaa bUsr )an niyaynig mankaresaksayCajwkjab;pgEdrcMeBaHerOgenH eRBaH xJMcg;dwgbTBiesaFn_TMagGs;hwg nigkdUcCabBaatulakar kcUlcitcMeBaHxJM minFmtaEdr. tulakar mannUvkarRsUbTajpal;xnmYy


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karEsVgrkBitR)akd KWcab;epImenAkgCan;TImYy. eRBaHEt Kat;minGacsYrrk KNkmkaresuIbGegt)anenAeLIy Kat;)anRbDit eQaH TIslrLanS mYy Edl eQaHenH manenAkgGarmN_Kat; eRBaH KWCaGnuesnIyk Cakyrbs;GkRsI RKU)ak; ehIy \LvenH Kat;cg;sYrrkenAkgpHElVgTaMgGs;enHfaetIeQaH TIslrLanS mYyenHrs;enATIenH bkGt; ehIyedIm,ITTYl)annUvlTPaBhwg KWRtUvemIleTAkgbnb;. kb:uEnTaMgGs;hwg )anbgajfa PaKRcInKWminGaceFVIeTAbneTot)aneLIy eRBaHesIrEtRKb;TVaTaMgGs; )anebIkcMhr nig kumar)anrt;ecjcUlcuHeLIg. enATIenaHCaTUeTA KWCabnb;tUcmanbgcmYyEdlRtUvdaMspgEdrenAkgbnb;TaMgenaH. sIxH )anbIkUnEg:tenAkgd nig )aneFVIkarCamYy


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dmageTotEdlTMenrenAnwgcgan. narICMTg;EdleskBak;hak;bIdUcEtCamYysMBt;RTnab; )anedIreTAvijeTAmky:ag]sSah_. enAkgbnb;TaMgGs;enaH ERKeKg )ansitenAeRbIR)as;enAeLIy. enAelIERKTaMgenaH KWmanGkQWsMrakenATIenaH bkenAmanmnusSedkteTot bkeK)andak;snwgsemkbMBak;enAelIERKenaHeBj. elak eX )aneKaHTVa cMeBaHpHElVg EdlTVarbs;va)anbiTCit nig )ansYrBITIslrLanS mak;enaH rs;enATIenH bkGt;. PaKeRcInmansImak; )anebIkTVacMeBaHpHElVgEdlKat;)aneKaH ehIy)ansab;nUvsMnYr nig )anRtLb;xneTAkgbnb;CYbmnusSmak;Edl)anegIbecjBIERKvij.elakenH )ansYrfaetI eQaH TIslrLanS rs;enATIenHEdrbGt;.TIslrLanS? GkEdlegIbecjBIERK)ansYr. )aT elak eX )anniyay eTaHbIKNkmkaresuIbGegtedayBuMsgSymin)anrkeXIjenATIenHkeday nig edaysarmUlehtuenH kargarrbs;Kat; KWGacnwg)anbBab;. mnusSCaeRcIneCOfaTaMgGs;hwg KWsitenAelI elak eX eRcInCag edIm,IrkeGayeXIj TIslrLanS ehIyBYkeKTaMgenaH )anKity:agyUr nig )anehA RtwmEt TIslr kb:uEnminEmnehAeQaH LanS eT bkBYkeKehAeQaHEdlmanPaBRsedogKay:agqay mYyCamYynwg LanS vij bk)ansYrGkCitxagxnrWkCUndMeNIrelak eX eTArkTVabnb;qaymYyeTot Edltameyabl; rbs;BYkeK bursmak;nwgGacrs;enAkgkarCYlbnb;bneTotenATIenaH bkenATIenaH manmnusS EdlKWGacpl;BtmanRbesIrCagxnrbs;eK.CacugbBab; elak eX min)ac;sYredayxngeLIy eRkAEtBIenH Kat; RtUv)anTajeGayqgkat;Can;CaeRcInedaysarEtkarCYyEsVgrkenH. Kat; )ansaynUvEpnkar rbs;Kat; EdledImdMbUghak;bIdUcCacMeBaHKat;GacGnuvt)an. kb:uEn muneTAdl;Can;TIR)aM Kat;)an seRmccit e)aHbg;karEsVgrkenH ehIyKat; k)anlakmkrekgrYsraymak;Edl)ancg;naMKat; eLIgeTAbneTotenaH nig k)aneFVIdMeNIrmkeRkamvij. kb:uEnbnab;mk Kat;)anxwgsm,areLIgvijcMeBaHPaBKan RbeyaCn_nkarcat;EcgTaMgGs;enH ehIy Kat;k)anRtLb;eRkaymgeTot nig )aneKaHeTAelITVaTImYynCan;TIR)aM. CaelIkdMbUgGVIEdlKat;)aneXIjenAkgbnb;tUcenH KWCanaLikarCBaaMgmYydFM Edl)anbgajem:agdb;rYcCaeRsc.etI TIslrLanS rs;enATIenHeT? Kat;)ansYr. sUmeTas sIekg mak;CamYynwgEkvEPkdcaMgexAEdlnageTIbEtcab;epIme)aksemkbMBak;kUnekgenAkgFug )anniyayeLIg nig )ancglCamYynwgddesImrbs;nageTATVaEdlebIkcMhrnbnb;Citxagnag.

elak eX )aneCOfa KWCakarcUleTAkgGgRbCuMmYy. edayBuMmanGkNamak;emIlkarxusRtUvnkaredIrcUlenaH karRbeRCotKanmnusSepSgKaCaeRcIn )aneFVIeGaybnb;dFMmFmmanbgcBIrenH eBj

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mnusSEdlenAkgbnb;enaH GacQr)anedayeGan nig GacbukdMbUlenaH CamYynwgk,al bkxgrbs;BYkeK. elak eX EdlcMeBaHKat; xl;enAkgbnb;enH KWmanxinmiHenaH )anRtLb;fyeRkayvijnig k)an niyayeTAkan;sIekgenaHvijEdlRbEhlCaBitR)akdCanag )anyl;xuscMeBaHsMnYrrbs;Kat; xJM)ansYrrk TIslr mak;enaH ehIyedayht;ct; KWLanS mak;enaH? ca+ RsIenaH )anniyaysUmelakGeBaIjcUleTAkgeTA. elak eX RbEhlCaminGaceFVIeTAtamRsIenaHeT ebisinNaCasIenaH min)anedIrnaMKat;eTA ehIy )ancuckNwgTVa nig )anniyay eRkayeBl elakcUlxJMRtUvbiTTVaenH ehIy kminGnuBaateGayGkNamak;cUleToteLIy. smehtuplxaMgNas;elak eX )anniyaykb:uEn\LvenH KWeBjeTAehIyenAkgbnb;enH kb:Enbnab;mk Kat;kedIrcUleTAkgbnb;enaHmgeTot.

mandmYy)anlUkmkcab; elak eX qgkat;tamcenaHmnusSBIrnak; EdlBYkeKTaMgBIr)anniyayKaenACab;Ek,rTVaEtmg. mnusSmak;)aneFVI CamYynwgBYkeKTaMgBIrnak;nUvclnankarrab;luy edaylatsnwgdTMagBIry:agFMrbs;eK ehIy GkdTepSgeTot)an smwgemIleTAmak;enaH enAkgEkvEPky:agmutRsYc. GkEdl)anhucdcab;elak eX KWCayuvCnxgBNRkhmtUcmak;.

sUmelakGeBaIjmkenH yuvCnenaH )anniyay. elak eX TukeGayyuvCnenaH naMKat;eTA ehIyTaMgGs;hwg bgajeGayeXIjfaenAkgkEngbeRBateTAvijeTAmkedayceg:gRcg:agenH KWtCaenAmanpvdtUcmYyenAeLIy EdlpvenH GaceFVIeGaymankarEbgEckmnusSCaBIrbkS ehIy TaMgGs;hwgkRtUvniyaypgEdr EdlfaenAkgCYrTImYyBIxageqVg nig xagsaMkeday elak eX BuM)aneXIjmuxGkNamak;Edl)angakmkrkKat;eLIy eRkAEtBIxgnmnusSTaMgGs;enaH EdlkarniyaysI nigkareFVIclnarbs;BYkeK KWtMrg;eTAEtmnusSnbkSrbs;xnEtb:ueNaH. PaKeRcInnBYkeK )aneskBak;GavFMsMrab;fQb;sMrakEdlmanBNex A ragcas; ehIyEvg nig ragyYrTUlayxageRkam.manEtsemkbMBak;enHeT eFVIeGayelak eX RcLMbl; ehIy ebImindUecHeT elak eX GacemIleXIjskmPaBTaMgmUlenH CakarCYbRbCuMneya)aykgtMbn;mYy.

enAEpkepSgeTotnsalFMEdleK)annaM elak eX eTATIenaH mankUntutUcmYysitenAelIevTikarmYyEdlmankMBs;Taby:agxaMg ehIyeTIbEteBjeTAedaymnusS. tuenaH eKdak;TTwgenAelIevTikarenaHehIyenABIeRkaytuenaH ekokeTAnwgcugmagnevTikar manbursmaDtUcFat;dgk;mak;GgyenATIenaH

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dekAGI nig )andak;eCIgKgGnak;xaenAeRkamkarCECkKaedaymansMeNIcy:agxaMg. mgmalKat;)anRKavat;deTAkgxl; dUcCaKat;kMBugeFVIrUbtkkMEbgsMrab;GkNamak;. ekgRbus Edl)annaMelak eX )anRbwgERbgkgkarpl;nUvBtmanrbs;vapgEdr. ekgenaH )anQrCemItcMnYnBIrdgrYcCaeRscedIm,Isakl,gRbkasnUvBtmanxH eday KWBuM)anrvIrvl;eTAnwgbursenAxalelIenaHeLIy.CadMbUgenAeBl mnusSmak;kgcMeNammnusSenAxagelIevTIkar )ancab;GarmN_eTAelIekgRbusenaHmanbursmak;)an gakmkrkekgRbusenaH nig )ansab;edayrageGancuHeRkam nUvesckIraykarN_dticrbs;ekgRbusenaH. bnab;mk bursenaH )anemIlnaLikardrbs;xn nig)ansmwgemIlmkelakeX y:agelOn. elak KYrEtRtUvelcmuxmunenHmYyem:ag nig R)aMnaTI bursenaH )anniyay. elakeX cg;niyayxHEdr EtbursenaH minmaneBl eRBaHbursenaHBMu)anniyayGVITal;EtesaH ehIykekIteLIgnUvPaBrGUrTaMTUeTAmYyenABak;kNalsalFMEpkxagsaM. elak KYrEtRtUvelcmuxmunenHmYyem:ag nig R)aMnaTI EtbursenaH niyayeLIgvijCamYynwgsemgekIneLIg nig )ansmwgemIleTAeRkamy:agelOnpgEdrenAkgsalFMenaH. PamenaH PaBrGUrTaM kRtUvekIneLIg nig )an)at;bg;eTAvijedayxng eRBaHbursenH min)anniyayeRcInCabnbnab;eToteT. \LUvenH enAkgsalFM KWmankarsat;esmeRcIneLIgenAeBlEdl elak eX cUlmkdl;. EtmnusSenAelIviciRtsal min)anQb;nUvkarcab;GarmN_rbs;xnenaHeT. mnusSTaMgenaH hak;bIdUcCaesksemkbMBak;GaRkk;CagGkenAxageRkam ebIsinNaCaeKGacsMKal;)anxHenAEpkxagelIenaH EdlenAkgPaBggitBak;kNalehIyxinmiH nig FUlIenaH. GkxH )anykRbdab;RTab;eTACamYyEdl BYkeK)anykeTAdak;enAcenaHrvagk,al nig dMbUlbnb;edIm,Isgt;mineGayQWcab;.

elak eX )anseRmcciteFVIkarsegteRcInCagkarniyay ehIyedayehtuplenH Kat;)anlHbg;karkarBaredaysarkarmkdl;yWtedaygayrbs;Kat; nig )anniyayedayKanbiT)aMg ebIsinNaCa

xJM )aneFVIeGaymkdl;yWty:av \LvenH KWxJMenATIenH. srTHdsaTrmYy)anbnWeLIgy:agRsal)anTTYlEtBImnusSenABak;kNalnsalFMEpkxagsaMELIgvijEtb:ueNaaH elak eX )anKit nig kRtUv)aneFVIeGayrMxanedaysarEtkarenAesmsat;enAkgBak;kNalsalFMEpkxageqVg EdlsitenABIeRkayekoknwgKat; nig mankarTHdsaTresIrEtmYynak;BIrnak;b:ueNaH. Kat;)anKitbneTot nUvGVIKat;GacniyayedIm,ITTYl)ankarsaTrBImnusSTaMgGs;kgeBlEtmYy bk ebisinNakarniyayenaH KWminRtUvGaceTArYc ky:agticbMputeTAtameBlevla Kat; kTTYl)ankarsaTrBIGkdTEdr.


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)aT bursenaH )anniyay. kb:uEn xJMKWElgmankatBVkic edIm,IedjedalsYr elak enAkgeBl\LvenHeT. mankarrGUrTaMeLIgvij kb:uEnmgenHmankaryl;RcLM eRBaHbursenaH )aneFVIbneTAeTotEdlenAkgenaH Kat;)anRKvIdeTAmnusSTaMgGs;enaH. edayelIkElgfenHecj xJMnwgenA EteFVIerOghwgeTot eTaHbICay:agNakeday. kb:uEnkaryWty:avrebobGBawg minGnuBaateGaymaneLIgvijmgeToteLIy ehIy \LvenH elak cUlmkcuH manmnusSmak; )anelatcuHBIelIevTikar eRBaHRtUvTukkEngTMenrsMrab; elak eX EdlKat;RtUveLIgeTATIenaH. Kat;RtUv)anrujeGayQry:agekokeTAnwgtu ehIy GkRbeRCotBIeRkayKat; KWmanmaDFMsem,Im EdlfaKat;RtUvEtttaMgnwgGkRbeRCotenH ebIsinNa Kat;mincg;rujeGayFak;cuHeTAeRkamnUvturbs;ecARkmesuIbGegt nig kRbEhlCaxnKat;pal;pgEdr BIelIevTikarenaH.

kb:uEn ecARkmesuIbGegtmin)anBak;BncMeBaHerOgenaHeLIy eRkABIenH Kat;)anGgyy:agRsYlenAelIekAGI nig )ancab;kan;esovePAkMNt;ehtutUcmYyEdlCavtEtmYyKt;enAelIturbs;Kat; eRkayeBlEdlKat; )anniyaybBab;BakmYyeTAbursQrenABIeRkayKat;. esovePAenaH KWCaRbePTesovePAsresrsikSacas; ehIyRtUv)ansal;ecjBITRmg;TaMgmUltamryHsnwkCaeRcInrbs;va. dUecH ecARkmesIubGegt )anniyay ehIy )anebIkesovePAsresrenaH nig)anegokeTAelak eX enAkgsemgnkar

kMNt;karcab;epIm. elak KWCaCaglabBNbnb;b? eT elak eX )anniyay eRkABIenHCasakITImYy nFnaKardFMmYy cemIyenH )anbnCamYynwgkarTHdsaTredaybkSnEpkxagsaM KWdUcCaecjBIebHdUug EdleFVIeGayelak eX RtUv)anesIcCamYy. mnusSTaMgGs;enaH )anRct;xnBYkeKCamYynwgdTaMgBIreTAelICgg; nig GRgn;xnrbs;BYkeKdUcCasitenAkgsPaBkky:agFn;Fr.enAelIviciRtsalenaH kmankaresIcbnicbncxHEdr. EdlkayeTACaGkxwgenaH KWecARkmesuIbGegtEdlCaBitR)akd Kat;minman\TiBltTl;nwgmnusSenABIeRkamenaHeLIy. Kat;)anEsVgrkenAelI

viciRtsal edIm,IeFVIeGaymankarxUcxat ehIy Kat;)anelatcuH ehIy )anKMramviciRtsal nigEPkeBareBjedayRsaeborbs;Kat;EdlGacy:agticbMput)anelcecjRCegaenaH )anCMrujecjmkedayxng tamryHEPkdRsemA exA nig FMrbs;Kat;.

kb:uEn Bak;kNalsalFMenAEpkxageqVg KWenAesmsat;bneTotCanic mnusSTaMgGs; )anQrenATIenaH enAkgCYr ehIygakmuxrbs;eKeTArkevTikar nig )ansab;nUvBakeBcn_EdlRtUv)anqgeqIyKaxagelI. eRkAEtBIrkarsat;es m Tl;nwgsUrsemgrbs;bkSdTeTot mnusSTaMgenaH)anGt;Ft;EfmeTotEdlfamnusSxHecjBIbkSrbs;xn)anRbRBitRtLb;cuHRtLb;eLIg eTArYmCamYynwgbkSepSgeTotmg


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enATIenH nig mgenATIenaH. mnusSnbkSxageqVgEdlenAsl;eRcInbnicbncEdrenaH fVIt,itEtCaTUeTAmincg;sUvCasMxan; dUcmnusSnbkSxagsaM kb:EnPaBRbkan;Gkb,kiriyasat;esmrbs;BYkeK eFVIeGaymnusSTaMgenaH elcecjnUvsarsMxan;y:ageBjelj. enAeBl elak eX )ancab;epImniyay\LvenH Kat;RtUv)aneFVIeGayeCOTukcitedIm,IniyayeTAtamstism,CBarbs;Kat;.

cMeBaHsMnYrrbs;elak elakecARkmesuIbGegt EdlfaxJMCaCaglabBNbnb; KWCakarcglR)ab;sMrab;rebobTaMgmUlnkIkaMenHEdlRtUvdwknaMRbqaMgnwgxJM ehIy PaKeRcInNas; elak BuM)ansYrxJMTal;EtesaHeRkAEt niyaymkcMeBaHxJMecjBIk,alrbs;elakEtb:ueNaH. elak GacbkRtLb;eRkayvijEdlfaTaMgGs;hwg KWCaBitR)akdBuMMmankIkaMTal;EtesaH ehIy elak BitCamankarRtwmRtUvNas;eRBaH

ebITaMgGs;hwg KWBitR)akdRKan;EtCakIkaMmYy ebIsinNaCaxJMTTYlsal;GVIdUcCakarcglbgajenaH.kb:uEn xJMkTTYl sal;karcglbgajenHsMrab;eBlmYyEPteTAcuHkgeBl\LvenH edayCaFmtaecjBIkarGaNitGasUreTAcuH. eKminGacbgajGVIepSgeRkAEtBIkarcUlrYmGaNitGasUrEtb:ueNaH ebisinNaeKcg;ykcitTukdak;eTAelibBaahwgTaMgmUl. xJM minEmnniyayfa TaMgGs;hwg KWCakIkaMdesakeRKakmYyenaHeT kb:uEn xJMcg;mankarpt;pg; nUvkarcglbgajenH cMeBaHelaksMrab;cMeNHdwgpal;xnEtb:eNaH.

eX )anpakkarniyayedayxng nig )anemIlenAkgsalFMxageRkam. GVIKat;)anniyay KWmutRsYcehIy mutRsYcxaMgCagGVIEdlKat;)ancg;niyayeTAeTot kb:uEn KWvaRtwmRtUv. TaMgGs;hwg KYrEt)anTTYlnUvsrTHdsaTrBITIenH bkTIenaH kb:uEnTaMgGs;hwg KWesmsat;TaMgGs; ehIy Cak;EsgeKrg;caMy:agmaMTaMnUvbcybneTot nig RbEhlTaMgGs;hwgkMBugEterobcMenAkgPaBesmsat;enH nUvkarpHecjmYyEdlnwgGaceFVIeGaybBaaTaMgGs;hwg eTArkkarbBab;mYy. enATIenaH )anmankarrMxanEdlfaTVaenAxagcugsalFM )anebIkedayxng ehIy sIe)akKk;ekgmak; EdlKat;)anbBab;kargarrbs;Kat;ehIyCaBitR)akdenaH )ancUlmk nig eTaHbInag)anRbwgERbgRbytRbEy:gy:agNakeday kmanGkxHsmwgemIleTAelInagEdr. EtecARkmesuIbGegt )aneFVIeGay elak eX rIkray edaypal; eRBaHKat; KWRtUv)ansJb;EsJgBIkarniyayrbs;elak eX TnwmnwgeBlKat;smwgemIleTAviciRtsal. \LvenHCaeBlsMrak Kat; )anGgytamlMdab;edayxng dUcCaTaMgGs;hwg nwgminRtUvcab;GarmN_enaHeLIy. CaBitR)akdedIm,IeGayGarmN_rbs;Kat;sb; Kat;k)anykkUnesovePAmkmgeTot.


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TaMgGs;hwg minGacCYy)aneT elak eX )anbnkarniyayeTot kUnesovePAtUcrbs;elakkbBaak;pgEdr nUvGVIxJM)anniyay elakecARkmesuIbGegt. edaykarrIkrayCamYyenaH ehIyEtedIm,Icg;sab;Bakesmsat;rbs;ecARkmesuIbGegtenAkgkarRbCuMdcEmkenaH TaMgGs;hwgeFVIeGayelak eX hanpgEdr edIm,ITajykkUnesovePAecjBIecARkmesuIbGegty:agrhs nig edIm,IelIkeGay)anx


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Kat;)anbeBajsemgrbs;Kat;eLIgedayGectna. enAkEngNamYyenaH manmnusS )anTHdsaTrCamYynwgdTaMgBIr)anelIkeLIg nig )anERskRbkUk Ceya ehtuGVImin)an? Ceya nig CeyamgeTot mnusSTaMgGs;enAkgCYrxagmux )anRbkan;yky:agnwgFwgenATIenH eRBaHenAkgsPaBBukcgarrbs;BYkKat; KWKanGkNamak;kgenaH )angakRtLb;eRkayedayxngedaysarEtkarERskRbkUkenaHeLIy. elak eX k)anvas;sg;nUvPaBKanny cMeBaHKat;mak;enaHpgEdr kb:uEnCakarBitRtUvEtGbGrsaTr. \LvenH elak eX )ancat;TukTaMgGs;hwgElgcaM)ac;eTotehIyEdlfamnusSTaMgGs;THdGbGrsaTr ehIy TaMgGs;hwg nwgRtUvRKb;RKan; ebIsinNamnusSTUeTA cab;epImKitKUrBIbBaa nig RKan;EtmgmalnwgRtUv)anTTYlplBImnusSmak;kgcMeNamBYkeKtamryHkarniyaybBaHbBalenH.

xJM mincg;maneCaKCynkarniyayenaHeT elak eX )anniyayecjBIkarBicarNaenH Kat; KWkminGnuBaateGayxJMGacsMerc)anpgEd. elak ecARkmesuIbGegt BitR)akdniyay)anRbesIrCagehIy TaMgGs;hwg kCarbs;nmuxrbrrbs;Kat;. GVIxJMcg; KWRKan;EtCakarBiPakSaCasaFarNnkarrMelaPbMBanCasaFarNmYyEtb:ueNaH. sUmelak sab;xJM xJM KWRtUv)ancab;xnRbEhlCa 10 fmunenH kb:uEn\LvenH karcab;xnhwg minEmnCarbs;enATIenHeT. xMJ RtUv)anvayRbharenAelIERKeBlRBwk

RBham ehIy TaMgGs;hwgminGacbdiesd)aneLIynUvGVIEdlecARkmesIubGegt)anniyay KWRbEhlCaeKmanbBaaedIm,Icab;xnCaglabbnb;Namak;EdleK KWkminmankMhusdUcxJMGBawgEdr nig kb:uEneK)aneRCIserIsxJM. bnb;Ek,rxJM RtUv)ankankab;edayGkyamdRteKaHe)aHe)akBIrnak;. ebIsinNaxJMGacCaGkbn;dkacsahavmak; eKminGac)anCYbRbTHnUvkarpt;pg;dRbesIrenaHeT. GkyamTaMgenaHKWCamnusSefakTabdKansilFm cMeBaHbBaaenH. BYkeK)anniyayreGcrGUceBjRtecokxJM nig)ancg;Tuk eGayeKsUk):an;xng. BYkeK)ancg;RsUbTajxJMenAeRkamPaBButt,trebobCasemkbMBak;

e)akKk; nig semkbMBak;Fmta ehIy BYkeK cg;)anluyedayeBalGHGagfaeTATijGahareBlRBwkeGayxJM eRkayeBl BYkeK)anbriePaKGahareBlRBwkrbs;xJMedayKanxas;eGonTal;EtesaH. TaMgGs;enH enAminRKb;RKan;eTot. xJMRtUv)annaMeTAmuxGkRKb;RKg enAkgbnb;TIbImYyeTot. bnb;enaHKWCabnb;rbs;narImak; EdlxJMEtgEteGaytmx


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