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Exhibit L view from both sides of the glass: “In a very dark Chamber, at a round Hole…made in the Shut of a Window.” Newton thought that “Light is never known to follow crooked Passages,” but Grimaldi beheld its ability to bend.ii So I shadow— [B]eauty…must always grow from the realities of life, and our ancestors, forced to live in dark rooms, presently came to discover beauty in shadows, ultimately to guide shadows towards beauty’s ends….not so much a difference in color as in shade…iii An art of reversal, negative turns positive. Observed and observing, the camera mirrors my chimera. Between exposure and development, “the world turn[s] upside downward,” Burton imagines (if “Women weare the Breeches”).iv Breaching to peer, pinholes lure “the pencil of nature” to render sun writings by sketching, etching, engraving, painting—as she and I face brightness, attempting not to go blind.v Light can in fact only give way to an image when its path is impeded, when it is turned away from its course. In other words, to be what it is, to be revealed, light must be interrupted….vi And such is the same with shade. Silences shape sound (as after caress, hungering touch): “Someone is going to arise out of the silence,” Roubaud rouses the darkened room “where I catch the light by the handful.”vii Suspended at once: remembered and anticipated. Preferring to rove, The camera never lies, but shoots and takes, stealing and sealing—“a secret about a secret”—Arbus wrote, “The more it tells you the less you know.”viii Emulsions trap more than the subjected. Harnessing eye, brain, and hand to make an exposure, a photographer is likewise exposed: choosing to partake in what is “essentially an act of non- intervention.”ix Is photography the portrait of a concavity, of a lack, of an absence?....And while that was its physical reality, it descended upon me as though it was its own vision that was deforming….I hadn’t noticed that that woman was an invisible woman.x And where she goes, I go—we go—flying further away from the sun, only to be

Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,

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Page 1: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,

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Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter.This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates, focusing. Curls and limbsshiver. Saturating, a girdled bust darkens white. Silvering. Her face tilts; eyes twitch.Blurring. An arm rises to wing. Reflected and inverted, here’s the catch: posed ghost.Pictorially washed, her curves float in flight.[S]ubjects of even the most extreme brightness range must be represented withinthe limits of the paper, being translated into varying shades of gray, usually with a noteof solid black or white, or both, which serves to “key” the tonalities.iGhost-hunting further: shadows shift. Pocks of light shimmer, hover and sheave,leaving a Self-Portrait of Shade. Illuminated by varied Opticks, I view from both sides ofthe glass: “In a very dark Chamber, at a round Hole…made in the Shut of a Window.”Newton thought that “Light is never known to follow crooked Passages,” but Grimaldibeheld its ability to bend.ii So I shadow—[B]eauty…must always grow from the realities of life, and our ancestors, forcedto live in dark rooms, presently came to discover beauty in shadows, ultimately to guideshadows towards beauty’s ends….not so much a difference in color as in shade…iiiAn art of reversal, negative turns positive. Observed and observing, the cameramirrors my chimera. Between exposure and development, “the world turn[s] upsidedownward,” Burton imagines (if “Women weare the Breeches”).iv Breaching to peer,pinholes lure “the pencil of nature” to render sun writings by sketching, etching,engraving, painting—as she and I face brightness, attempting not to go blind.vLight can in fact only give way to an image when its path is impeded, when it isturned away from its course. In other words, to be what it is, to be revealed, light mustbe interrupted….viAnd such is the same with shade. Silences shape sound (as after caress,hungering touch): “Someone is going to arise out of the silence,”Roubaud rouses the darkened room “where I catch the light by the handful.”viiSuspended at once: remembered and anticipated. Preferring to rove, The camera neverlies, but shoots and takes, stealing and sealing—“a secret about a secret”—Arbus wrote,“The more it tells you the less you know.”viii Emulsions trap more than the subjected.Harnessing eye, brain, and hand to make an exposure, a photographer is likewiseexposed: choosing to partake in what is “essentially an act of non-intervention.”ixIs photography the portrait of a concavity, of a lack, of an absence?....And whilethat was its physical reality, it descended upon me as though it was its own vision thatwas deforming….I hadn’t noticed that that woman was an invisible woman.xAnd where she goes, I go—we go—flying further away from the sun, only to berendered as light in the negative’s frame. Light plays tricks on eyes. Inverting Icarus,shall I misread this sequence in motion, or be fueled by Muybridge’s and Lumière’s stoptimesand successions? Like birefringence turns one to two, and refraction bends: aBrockenspekter casts our shadows upon clouds. While it may appear otherwise, I’m yourshade, as you’re a shade of me. See us for who we are, always accompanying. Shade usfurther—together—until “the seen, the revealed, is the child of both appearances and thesearch.”xiBlurring the most extreme brightness in a very dark Chamber, beauty in shadowsrender sun writings to be revealed: a secret about a secret—deforming an invisible womanonly to be rendered as light.

Page 2: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 3: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 4: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 5: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 6: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 7: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 8: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 9: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 10: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 11: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 12: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 13: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 14: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 15: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 16: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 17: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 18: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 19: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 20: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,
Page 21: Exhibit L Let there be (no): lightening, snapshot, quick coordination of aperture and shutter. This is slower. Look through the lens. A figure fixates,