Evolutionary Nothingness Vol.2 by Leon Basin

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Evolutionary Nothingness Vol.2Prose and Poetry Evolution

By Leon Basin

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Also By Leon Basin:

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Acceptance: A Childrens Poetry Anthology

Thoughts on FireThoughts on Fire Vol. 2

Scribbled Voices

Missing Attainment Vol. 1Evolutionary Nothingness Vol. 1

Evolutionary Nothingness Vol. 2

Untitled Cipher Vol. 1


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Published in United States as Evolutionary Nothingness Vol. 2

L. Basin, 2010First Edition

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Table of Contents

1. Murdered Reality2. Death Becomes

3. Reality of Perception4. Let This Shit Crumble

5. When Lost6. Endlessnesss of Life

7. Soul Wisdom8. Sat Motionless

9. Dream Like10.Missing the Real Beauty11.Attain the Unattainable12.Sickness in the Mind

13.Special Day

14.Damn Ignorant Bastards15.Tendencies of Suicide

16.Life Forms17.Lost Room

18.Rolling Affairs19.Lost in Lifes Fairytales

20.Evolved21.Dreaming Life

22.Following Citizens23.Connection Throughout Dimensions

24.Contradictions of Life25.Beauty Mesmerized

26.Slavery27.Thoughts and Words

28.Lies Next Door To You29.Held Her Dearly

30.Gates of my Open Heart31.Every Night

32.You May Kiss Me33.Clarity

34.They Watching Me35.Love of Togetherness

36.Eating Food With Wife or Girlfriend


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Murdered Reality

Creativity of murdering reality

Embezzlement of tremendous warnings all around us

Empty physical forms

Trapped beneath the mind of thinking they got us!Locked in

Into the system of guesses and enchantmentMisery holds us in a frame of an hourglass

Seconds ticktock

Through time of the Matrix system of gamesAs sand falls through the dirty hands

Of greed and power

We lose ourselves

In this game, they call life!When will a button of exits exist in this reality?

Is our evolution closed down?So we cannot determine how we got here

Are we ascending from this reality into a 4th

or the 5th

dimension?

Whos going to share these secrets with us?

Is it going to be the Annunaki?

OrAre we uncomfortable with asking questions?

Or is it better

Knowing nothing and putting our heads back into the sand.

And hoping no one bothers us with answers


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Death Becomes

Death becomes this

Or this reality becomes that

Whatever you would like to call it

Is where I will beForces of nature

Sometimes protectThe less fortunate

But sometimes

The power that beDestruct the foundation

One built

Throughout the lifetime

Of sorrowAnd tears

Let the streams of happiness shineHowever

As melody of purityInclined

To glisten in the sun

Beams of pleasureWill bring a few smiles into your life

Because without laughter

There is nothing at all

But pain.


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Reality of Perception

Perception of reality

Changes in the spectrum of seconds

Sitting in mindless state

Array of lighting beams into my physical bodyMy body is stroke with pleasure

Enchanted in all dimensions unknownSeeing myself for the first time

Outside of my body is fierce

But as the sensation of nerve endings continuesI find satisfaction knowing

I am moving outside of my physical form

Into more lighter being


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Let This Shit Crumble

Music controls the mind like a dead victim in Iraq

Bodies lay inside white chalk

Blood splattered over blown up buildings

Screams of anguish and anger erupted throughout the streetsYoung children running without limbs

Fire burns behind the rear view windowWhat is one to do?

But, stare in despair?

Ask where God is at?And what answers will you get?

None

As

Many debates will eruptInstead

But, what is the real reason he is not steppin in?Does he not exist?

Is he not up above us?Are we alone in this mess?

Might be

So with that we continue killing one anotherFor Greed, Power and Control

So I suppose it's easier to give up

And let this shit crumble

Like Roman Empire did ages ago


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When Lost

When you are lost

And

You ask another human being for advice

You are even more lostIn a fantasy to protect

The lost thoughts you had beforeYou lose all hope

So think before you speak another word

As when you seek for direction from othersThey do not know

As

They are lost themselves


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Endlessnesss of Life

Possibilities are something of a dangerous game

Tremendous obstacles to leap and move beyond

Memory serves the right harmony of life

Hiding under the hollow core of truthIs beyond the comprehension of an individual

Stretch the stretch full mind

That individual hides behind

Empty the promisesAnd

Through

The

Array of negative thoughtsComes

Understanding

And

Through development of ones self

With that

Comes actionOnce action is achieved

Change becomes apparent


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Sat Motionless

Sitting in a motionless state

Feelings of emptiness

Poured out from my body

My veinsTouched beyond the veil

Of beautyI was able to comprehend

The light

Before the tunnelWas dark

The light stroke my third eye

In a way that darkness never could

InsideAnd around me


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Dream Like

Sweet memory complex

Gestures of hands wrapped

Around my waste

Preserving touches ofKisses upon my lips

Caressing one anotherThrough energy eye contact

Cannot miss this kind of a connection

As lullabies flyUp in the Northern sky

Pronouncing

And re-creating

Power of loveIn us both

We cannot stopBut

Enjoy the danceUpon our romance

Next to the beach

Where we first metIt is not a dream

But

My wish to

ContinueThis kind of

Dream like stateOn a dayLike today


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Missing the Real Beauty

Move in the light of the storm let the words speak volume

Let the experience guide your soul

And the journey of thousand laughters beam bright into your view

As the encompassing life is truly a beauty when it is in front of youI know from experience, that beauty is in you and around you

Why must you deny that it is a not a fact?When connecting with Mother Nature?

You focus on the things like Angels/Gods and the Supernatural

Ignoring the most blatant imagery of allLook above your head

And

You

WillSee

The Sky and the Stars to say the leastWhen you are done

Look outward and inwardAs there is, beauty compacted into millions of years of treasure.


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Attain the Unattainable

Attain the unattainable through voracious melancholy wisdom

Touch the heavens that exist in the mind of a beggar

Pronounce the death is not real

Feel the comfort in your sleepDreams become reality

If one chooses to follow themHell is existent only where you want it to exist

Trust is real

But facts are all but bogus informationAnnihilation to the face of academic worlds of tomorrow

Up-heave into an overdrive

Of fancy memorization techniques

Focus on the important substanceThat might be the real important information to know

In order to live in peace.


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Sickness in the Mind

Sick Mind

Of melancholy times

Purity declined

To never stop the rhyme from flowingElectricity boiling the soup in the kitchen

Truth be toldMind is boiling

Sick mind

Truth upholding

In order to go intoAn overdrive

Sick mind

Sick decline

No passing time

Life leaving you in the pastNot the present

Emotions running wildSick mind

Love arising quicker than before

Sick mindVirginity declined

To

State a word in her diary

Sick mindScary thoughts at night

Sick mindNo one touching her the right waySick mind

Thighs rub against yours

Sick mind

Don't say a wordSick mind

Body language speaks louder than your actions

Sick mindYou want to hide under your words

Sick mind

Never stopped to think for one moment in time

Because of this sick mindLife was taken by the sick mind.


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Special Day

Poetical flow erupted absolutely through the valley galore

Empty promises announced on wedding day

Denied in way that particles went into a vertebrae

Smiles eloped into many faces on that day before yesterdayThoughts of happiness seems to mean more than them being free

True beauty in a picture perfect realitySeems like enchanted feelings all around the room

Nothing in their way to mess up this day

They both held each other with their eyesSweet gentle smiles erupted from their mouths to their hearts

That beat heavily from uncertainty.

But they didnt care

As love of theirs was theirsAnd theirs alone

They would make this workOr so they felt the need to let each other know

He started to open his mouthAnd she did as well

And they both said

I Love... You!And that was the day before yesterday

Today it is a new day

A day of knowing you are one.


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Damn Ignorant Bastards

What are you looking at you arrogant bastard?

Extreme makeover of the mind

Is viciousness of a sublime?

Peace on earth tears of joySweet gestures of memories

HiddenPassed on from generation to generations

What are you looking at you arrogant bastard?

The way I put my words together?They are straight from the heart!

Not the mind!

As the heart connects to the mind

Before there is a strike in the moodThe heart releases the endorphins to make that happen

What are you looking at you arrogant bastard?Yea, I am in an Interracial Relationship

What is the deal with that you ask?I love her dearly

What you care to question my motives?

Oh, you sure you have the right to do so.What are you looking at you arrogant bastard?

Simplicity in the mind of yours would

Give you a complex arithmetic to understand the calculations

With the love, I have for this sweet young lady.

Understand you arrogant bastard

You shouldQuestion your own motives in what you seek on this planet earthHey, arrogant bastard care to look another way.

Hey, arrogant bastard care to move out of the way.

Hey, arrogant bastard care to simply open up your heartI guess you cannot

As you are arrogant bastard after all


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Tendencies of Suicide

Suicidal tendencies embedded in my mind like a victim of rape

Dangerous thoughts provoke me to take the cord and slip my skinny neck inside

Twisted memories of my childhood is bare minimum of life behind prison wallsTears turn into blood

Rope digs into my skin as an emotional umbilical cordWrapped over the babies neck

When in the womb

Pain is up highNo shoulder to put my head down upon

Lay my head on the pillow

And cry the tears of grief

Then release the tensionWhen I am gone in between the sheets

The lies told since I was a childThey will not go away

They simply stay in the back and continue to push meForward into a dangerous path

That I know so well

I have not taken this path for quite a long timeBut this feeling just comes

And grabs me without my consent

Drags me from bed

And then releases me when its done fuckin with my head.


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Life Forms

Life forms in formulating circle of sweet memory kisses

Enchanted by the kindness one gives out, is the kindness you bring in

Without a doubtLiquid memories of the past

Not forgottenNor put on to the side

They still follow me when I ride in my car

I look into my rear view and there I seeMemories of the past following me

Have I moved on from what I was?

Truly, that would be a right causeFor my own, self is something of mastery

Of lifeConnecting all the dots

Is what I hope to gainBut miss the missing puzzle to the game

Who is to blame but me?


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Lost Room

Cornered in a room where light is not visible.

Holding the head because of the mistakes, this person had made.Words of nonexistent butterflies.Flow with life of living time to the fullest degree.

Future does look bright.

To the magnificent body.Of falling down lies

Told to one another.


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Rolling Affairs

Tears stripped to encompass the futuristic heavens

Feelings engulfed onto walls in a bathroom stallPermanent marker moved in circular rotation

Spreading feelings of anguish

And pain

Belief system changed

When no one walked into the bathroom stallThe day before yesterday

Was all about romance

But today

In that bathroom stallWhen one was supposed to meet the other

The affair did not happen when it was supposed tooIn that bathroom stall

Like it usually had

The tears rolled in a ball of fire

Onto the concrete ground they fellPounding the pavement

In rhythm blues.


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Lost in Lifes Fairytales

Lost in my own ramblings of thoughtsFearless hype of the world I think I knowEndless possibilities I will get out alive

To be truthful, I'm as scared as a burnt victim after the 9/11 stormNothing seems to make sense to me anymore

All that I doSeems to backfire into many particles of endless answers

Struggling to make sense of it all

Is not what I am here for?Ending the road to the source, I came from

Is numero uno in my book

Where do I go from here?

I kept on searching, but cannot find what I seekWhen will the answer appear in my sleep?

All the dreams I recently hadWas all but darkening spotsNo light has beamed into my little world

Empty promises I made to myself

Have all but escaped from my endless soul

Over and over againHow far will I continue to push the boundaries?

If I'm not willing to follow them through?

Is this all a fairytale?Is this all make believe?

Do I really believe nothing of greatness will come my way?

Will anyone even read these words?Probably notI hope that a child lost and unwanted can find these words

And hopefully, he can learn from the mistakes I have made

So hopefully, he will not do what I have done

He picks up the gun, and aims at his temples

Fires a few shots

BAaM!!!

Falls to the ground floor in his apartment

Helpless

And endless


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Evolved

Ever evolving mastery of deceit

Described in boldness of sleep

Sweet memories of deep

Penetration into the profound explorationsOf moments shared between a single smile

Walk by an individual and lay out the formation of a grin

See what you will get in return

A smile with teeth showingOr

A simple Hello!


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Dreaming Life

Dreams come through in particles of calmness

Into the windowsill

The full out laughters beam into many peoples faces

Grins all around the mouths of all connecting forcesWith this universe

Combinations of status combine to bring darkness into hoursAnd into life

However, with each passing moment

Dreams become realityIn each individual living or dead


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Following Citizens

Citizens under a rest for not following a dream of being an American

What is that dream we all desire to follow?

A dream that our ancestors outlined in black chalk in our textbooks

A vicious cycle continues to persuade our minds like a mind control victimMisery binds us, while lazy youngsters are eating the sugar

Rotting their brainsAnd playing shoot em up games on PS3 and Xbox 360

When will the work ethic of each individual start to produce anything of quality?

We are living in this nightmareThis life is destroying our souls

Leaving nothing but corpses on roads

Streets dirty from all the dead soldiers

Hate and racism seems to have erupted in less than a decadeWhat is going on with human civilization?

I thought the point was to evolveAnd

Help each individual free themselves from the

Burden of mechanical system of chains


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Connection Throughout Dimensions

Trickery of populated city wonders

Enchanted in minds of someone

Sweet glistens of laughter's

Spread out throughout the streets of thunderSweet pleasure of chocolate chip cookies around my lips

Gentle warmth when a girl bakes them in the winterBeauty in the simplicity is wonderful

But sadness is all but depressing

Let us not bring that up howeverStay in the zone of comfort

Squeeze your lips together

Let fire burn from under

TheChristmas tree

Dance in the snow of coldnessThen bring one another closer

So warmth can gather formThen

Kiss one more time while you dance into the night

Think of memoriesIgnite the love you made

From last night

When no one was home that day

You laid out her bodyOn the white sheets of lightness

Not greySo lay that last kiss upon her cheeksThen release her body into another dimension

So she understands the sensation you provide

Not only in this realityBut any other dimension she visits after you.


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Contradictions of Life

Contradict the possibilities of Afterlife

Sweet gestures from the undead

Mind is asleep

But thoughts progress from your spineTo your lips

Brain working in double power of threesWhose going to tell me there is no afterlife after all?

The dreams I have had...

Afterlife is a small icing on the cake

What happens when we pass on? Who knows

But

Then we realize that our families are heart broken

They hoped for just one more moment to say their goodbyesBut we were already far gone too reconnect

Whom are we kidding?

Life exist after this life is overWhy focus on the future

When the present moment is more specific

TooUs

Starting from NOW on

We all should live in harmony of the sun

Let the beams of warmthCaress our bodies into 180% off nuclear double power

So when another cold and bitter human being attacks your erogenous zoneYou can point him into a direction of happy beams

Loose the cockiness and bring the fun

Bring the joyAnd not the hate you hide behind

Your life is short

Our life is short

Why waste timeOn things that cannot be changed

Focus on the NOW and let the water guide your soul

Into a harmonious toneOf a musical zones//


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Beauty Mesmerized

Mesmerize by the beauty I confine

In the memory of the liquid heart

Feelings of helplessness are unattractive

The misery I provideFor myself

No one elseBut

Myself

Truth of fairytales in my lifeSweet glistening nights

Laying out the blankets of our life

Into a fiery places of highs

Never lowsBeauty you and I confined in

Do not blame meJust beauty I confined in

For myselfAnd no one else

But

Myself.


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Slavery

Slavery exists in the eyes of nonexistent person

Chains are strapped in airtight

In the hearts of many people

Civilization under attack by lacking human beingWe have come so far

YetWe fall short continuously

What is a human being like myself to do?

I see something that needs to be changedThe whole system of the government

The poverty

The molestation

The rapesThe hate

The racismThe status

The malnutritionAnd other problems that society has

Whos going to change the system if it is not me?

I have to change the system one-step at a timeWill you stand up with me when you are called upon...

And help me change the system?


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Thoughts and Words

Words never die just reemerges in the most silent moments of life

Love dies, but pain strives to compete between the two partners involved

Sitting in the darkest room

Hoping to give your heart a breakBut no text and no phone calls after 3 am

What is one person to think?Is she cheating is she being corrupted by the darkest voices in her mind

Many questions asked

But many questions are unansweredWho will give me the truth if not her?

She sleeps in the silent bed

But doesnt want to speak a word

When I text her two times and call her onceHidden secrets of where she is and what she is doing

Is hidden underneath her tongueHow do I find out what had occurred this night

In the moments she was not by my sideNo way to know

But sit in the darkest hole of my mind

And type these words outI listen to Muse beam into my earphones

Hoping to gain insight into her thinking patterns

Is what I seem too not grasp at all

How does an angelic man like meFind out the truth?

When happiness in my heart is knocked down by negative thoughts in my mind.


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Lies Next Door To You

Propaganda is next to door to you

Shit is hectic on the streets

Children want cell phones, so that they could talk to their friends

Parents buy, when children cryBoundaries broken into little fragments

I suppose lies are good when told by a tube that hypnotizes youI see it continuing like no one gives a damn

Pockets getting fuller and bigger

When the marketers lieThe Christmas list continues to get even longer

Don't mind Third World Countries from starving

Dont mind the kid in China sewing your shoes for 1 dollar a week

Don't worry about parents giving away their kidsThe reason?

They cannot support them, because money is tightMedia continues its games of talking about Bling, that, Bling this

26 inch rims thatHot bodies Wow, Paris Hilton Where, Who bought what/

Shit, how long will this mess continue/

Messing with our brainsThe mind control is it real, is it true?

Do your own research to find the truth

Fine

Continue denying it,Government taking advantage of it

Economic Manipulation is on the riseYou laugh in my face and walk away

Thinking that I give a damn if you dont listen

I just share what I see

Why would I need to lie?I am prepared for the storm

In the harm of it all

I am prepared to energize

InspireAnd lead when need be

No need to listen, if you dont want to be free

You have free willSo, take what you hearAnd do your own research

You dont have to believe me

Listen to your mind, heart, and bodyProtect your family,

They are the most important people to you

Do not be afraid


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To walk a different walk

Talk a different TalkBe a different breed

And think differently

Laughter might continue behind your back

But at least you will be preparedFor the harm in the coming winter

Things are looking grimmer

People getting greedierMedia is getting anxious

People are trying to wake up

Lets continue this fightRevolution is needed

Become a leader

Guide your loved ones

To

The mountainWhere freedom rings true

The leaders will meetUnite and fight

For your right

We deserve better

Truth be toldWe are better

We are greater

This country was built on honestyAnd

A code of silence

Break off

AndLet your heart sing

Eyes gleam

BeautyRise

Wonderful purity divine

Spiritual beings we are oneConnected we are

Let us continue this difficult fight

Because in the end

We are one.


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Gates of my Open Heart

Gaining despair my words are liquid tears of hate//

Planted underneath the wooden stocks of flowers//

Seeds, explode like nuclear explosion in Vietnam//

Its a scary thought of not being cared for nor loved//I am involved in a moments glory of thy name//

Stood once alone, without an open home//Yet, never failed to see, that there was something there for me//

She stood there, silently with open arms//

Mouthing the words of four, in order to bring me in//I had to resist, because I knew, that if I gave in//

It would be too good of being true//

I put my hands onto my face, and let one single tear droop//

Slowly onto the concrete floor//Smacking itself without a doubt//

Then a few more followed, I tried to stop them//No point of trying//

She looked at me and said dont be afraid//

Let me just.

As she said those words//

She took her hands and put them on my hands//I had tears of joy, yet pain I still possessed/

Was not red or blue or even white//

She hugged me, and then put her index finger onto my lips//

And hushed me//

Said dont be afraid my dear//

You are half of my puzzle//That I have been searching for///So, after this dream came true//

I smiled and took her hands and held it//

Yet so lightly//And walked her through the gates of my open heart//


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Every Night

Every night I sip blood of pain

Grieving in secluded dangerous tone

Words spat in patterns deep

Veins spat metaphors in my silence sleepCruising into the moonlit night

Never did my feelings feel so brightWhen danger controls my tone

My patterns never showed

The love that is fake?Tears that are supposed to feel

Never granted to be real

Hold on and let me retrace the wisdom

Following the saxophone toneWhile the musical zone

Controlled my uncontrollable thoughtI never was laid to sleep that night

Just on the phone with my wifey thinking aboutThe future

Will it come true, or shoot bricks

Like words that were spat in my silence screamsYielded to start anew, when my girl said I can be true

To myself, and no one elses thoughts

It's how I became a man

That night while chilling on my bedMy life took a sweeping right turn

Blamed from the childhood hoursTo blame myself to be a non experienced boyWith that talk that night, I became a man

Feelings and emotions described in lines of depths

Its magical explanation that have foregone into the hall of fame Words are real like blood in my veins

Heart skipping multi million times a millisecond

Its truthful misery that cannot be controlled

So, she sat there silentlyWhile I blazed my emotions

I laid it on her doorsteps

And she did not step backDoes that mean she doesn't mind?On that phone, she said she did not mind

That means my feelings for her are real


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You May Kiss Me

You can kiss me if you want

The lips upon my lips is what I want

More than life itself, I know

WonderingHow sweet your lips would taste upon mine

Your lips are delicacies of sunshine beaming upon my face

The lips of yours are the closest thing to heavens door

The lips of ours intertwined to glisten in the darkest moments of despair

Sweet memories of us kissing underneath the coversWhen you spent the night

When you and I shared a kiss that one time

In a car

The first moment we metThose were the times when I remembered our kiss most

That kiss sealed the dealIt delivered a sparkle in my eye

A tear of joyNo darkness in my corner that afternoon

Just happiness and joy


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Clarity

Moments of pleasure and moments of clarity

Uniting forces of asperity

Beauty encompassed to glisten in the shadow

Of darkness tomb of deathLet us be honest with one another

Your beauty shined love upon my faceSounds of your voice

Could be compared to sonnets of Shakespeare

You shine bright in my darkest corners

You bring bright lights to my sideWhy fight it? Why even deny it?

Let things be, just let things be

Whatever we both desire, it will come to be

Trust me, we can deny it all we want

ButWe are really supposed to be together

ForeverForever more


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They Watching Me

They watching me

They see me

They have different faces

All of them zoom in and out into my viewI jump from bodies to bodies

I have flashbacks in all bodies

I was a Native Indian dancing around the fireThey attacked me on many occasions

Every time I try to close my eyes there they were

Looking inside meI saw a lizard watching me

It came into my view

And put its venom into me

It also hissed at me to scare me

I jumped from one dimension to anotherI saw me when I was a child

I saw myself when I was a bit older tooScary times

But felt so real, oh so real


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Love of Togetherness

Love the endless possibilities of laughter

Beauty through the sharing of loose grips

Sweet memories of kisses

Upon cheeks of summer day

Nights and evenings of giggles and laughter's of autumn day

Feeding each other ice cream

Pleasure in our stomachs

Butterflies

Intertwined to produce one huge butterfly

In the sky

Up above our heads

It flies slowly in motion away from us, while we kiss

Not in reverse but in a calming soothingness of a melodyOf our heart and mind


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Eating Food With Wife or Girlfriend

I get on my bicycle

And there I see

A man using his chopsticks

Puts food into his mouth.An observant girlfriend/wife/friend

Looks towards his viewHer pupils dilated

Hoping maybe even praying

To hear the man say those sweet words"I'm liking this food!"

No response and no sound

The man continues stuffing his mouth

Full of foodAt the park

On the benchJust them two

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Evolutionary Nothingness Vol.2 by Leon Basin