Edited by Susan Amsterdam

Contest Judge, Laura Boss

Cover design and layout by Ashley Kesling

A cooperative project between The Poetry Center Passaic County Community College and The Theater and Poetry Project: A Language Arts Enrichment

Partnership At Passaic County Community College

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©Poetry Center, 2013

Passaic County Community College

One College Boulevard

Paterson, New Jersey 07505-1179

2013 Paterson Student Poetry Contest is made possible, in part, by the New Jersey State Council on the Arts/Department of State, a Partner Agency of the National Endowment for the Arts; and Passaic County Community College.

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This 2013 Paterson Student Poetry Contest Anthology is the result of a co-operative project between the Poetry Center at Passaic County Community College, the Theater and Poetry Project: A Language Arts Enrichment Partnership at Passaic County Community College and the Paterson Public Schools. The poems in this book are the winners of the 2013 Poetry Contest for Paterson Students, first through twelfth grades.

We would like to express our gratitude to Dr. Donnie W. Evans, State Distict Superintendent; Mr. Dennis Vroegindewey, Director, Instructional Technology & Library Media Services of the Paterson Public Schools, as well as Dr. Steven Rose, President of Passaic County Community College, whose continuous support makes projects like this anthology possible.

We would like to thank the principals and teachers who encouraged their students to participate in the Contest.

We also need to express our thanks to the Passaic County Community College, the New Jersey State Council on the Arts/Department of State and the Paterson Schools for their support of the many poetry and writing workshops that inspired the enthusiasm and guided the talent of the students in expressing themselves through poetry.

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FIRST PRIZE

Name Poem School Grade Teacher Page

Isaac Medina I Feel Afraid When… School 3 2 Mrs. Almaita 8

Brianne Correa Swimming Lessons School 27 3 Ms. Liguori 8

Samiha Ali Home Alone School 29 3 Ms. Propersi 8

Yamila Trujillo Kenia Renaissance One 4 Mrs. McCaffrey 8

Melina Guzman I Feel Afraid When… Norman S. Weir 6 Mrs. Aquart/ Mrs. Cox

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Dezarae Espaillat The Funeral School 27 6 Mrs. Guarneri 9

Claudia Romani Christmas School 27 7 Mr. Gallo 10

Rose Mc Neill Through the Eyes of a Wall Flower School 21 8 Mr. Cecere 11

Chad Matthews 20 Children School of Information Technology @EHS 10 Mr. Walter 12

Betsy J. Herrera Colorless Rosa Parks H.S. 12 Ms. Goch 12

SECOND PRIZE

Chasery Ortiz Things I Fear From My Heart School 3 2 Mrs. Almaita 13

Leslie Ramos Memories School 27 3 Mrs. Rankin 13

Delilah Claudio I Remember My Grandma Renaissance One 4 Mrs. McCaffrey 13

Fares Khalaifah My Teacher’s A Sport CJR-9 4 Mrs. Fodi 13

Brianne Robles When I Was Younger Renaissance One 4 Mrs. McCaffrey 14

Nycialee Fernandez My Dreams School 27 5 Mrs. Kelly 14

Oscar Valdez Oh, Sandy Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

6 Mrs. Matthews 14

Nasir Young A Nightmare in Reality Rev. Dr. Frank Napier Jr. School 6 Mrs. Mosby 14

Carolina Areiza Life CJR-9 7 Mrs. Abayhan 15

Anika Jishan Christmas School 27 7 Mrs. Cordero 15

Maysa Sheikh Hunger CJR-9 7 Ms. Abayhan 16

Jamel Cuello Newborn School 8 8 Mr. Keonte 16

Daiana Ortiz Revolution Rosa Parks H.S. 9 Ms. Goch 16

J-nelle Collick Me, Myself in Time HARP Academy 10 Ms. Jean-Baptiste 16

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HONORABLE MENTION

Name Poem School Grade Teacher Page

Bakari Browne Ginger Renaissance One 1 Mrs. Lovell 17

Sarah Kincherlow -Warren

Who’s Watching Me Renaissance One 1 Mrs. Lovell 17

Nyamekye Mixson Elf on a Sled Renaissance One 1 Mrs. Lovell 17

Kayla Cleaves A Place for All Renaissance One 2 Ms. Bauch 17

Daniele Fontanella My Favorite Place Is… Renaissance One 2 Ms. Bauch 17

Rafael Rodriguez The Best Sport In Fall Renaissance One 2 Ms. Bauch 17

Don'tayvah Jones I Feel So Excited School 21 2 Ms. Papageorgiou 17

Jadalise Nunez Playtime School 24 2 Mrs. Molina 17

Yasmin Delgadillo I Feel Afraid When… School 3 2 Mrs. Almaita 18

Claudia Olivero I Feel Afraid When… School 3 2 Mrs. Almaita 18

Kamille Bryant Grow Flower Grow Renaissance One 3 Ms. Romer 18

Arifa Hussain Trees School 27 3 Mrs. McCarthy 18

Sashanti Rivera Alone School 27 3 Ms. Liguori 18

Monserratt Gomez Darkness in the Room School 29 3 Ms. Propersi 19

Fatima Hossain Lonely in My House School 29 3 Mr. Batista/Ms. Propersi

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Elijah Rosario The Darkness Is Everywhere School 29 3 Ms. Propersi 19

Nayely Torres Hurricane Sandy School 29 3 Mr. Batista/Ms. Propersi

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Paulina Sosa I Feel Afraid When… School 3 3 Mrs. Velasquez/Mrs. Auletta

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Elainie Alfonso I Am.. Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

4 Mrs. Gates 20

Jennifer Castro I’m Not Afraid Anymore Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

4 Mrs. Gates 20

Petra Najjar If I Were to Dream Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

4 Mrs. Gates 20

Ali Ammar What is Nature CJR-9 4 Mrs. Jackson 20

Jacqueline Merino My Autobiography CJR-9 4 20

Lizbeth Velasco I Get Scared CJR-9 4 Mrs. Fodi 21

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HONORABLE MENTION, continued

Name Poem School Grade Teacher Page

Lesrene Browne Snowflake Renaissance One 4 Mrs. McCaffrey 21

Aryana Cuavers Aunt Audrie Renaissance One 4 Mrs. McCaffrey 21

Franciso Hernandez My First Hurricane School 15 4 Ms. Hodges 21

Gabriella Matrille Oh My Pit-Bull, Oh My Pit-bull

School 15 4 Ms. Hodges 21

Ashley Perez My Birthday Always Gets Ruined

School 15 4 Ms. Hodges 22

Ciera Toodle-Reed Sweet Sounds of Me School 19 4 Ms. Ljumanoska 22

Chloe Holmes Where Did You Come From School 27 4 Mrs. Rankin 22

Arly Carrasco Passing A Test School 29 4 Ms. Pincus 22

Giovanny Garcia I Feel Afraid School 29 4 Ms. Pincus 22

Jasmine Jenkins I'm Afraid When.. School 3 4 Ms. J. Zangara 22

Demeyah Cleaves My Reflection Urban Leadership Academy 4 Ms. Bradshaw 22

Aabriah Chapman The Beat Urban Leadership Academy 4 Ms. Bradshaw 23

Emily Cruz The Super Storm Sandy Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

5 Mrs. Matthews 23

Raymond Fermin The Effects of Hurricane Sandy Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

5 Mrs. Matthews 23

Luis Joseph Mata I Was Lucky During Sandy Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

5 Mrs. Matthews

Pedro Rodriguez Imaginary Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

5 Mrs. Gates 23

Katelyn Anais Rojas Sandy and My Dad Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

5 Mrs. Matthews 23

Omar Elbakly The Scary Noises CJR-9 5 Mrs. Fodi 24

Ai'jhan Frye Winter Months Renaissance One 5 Mrs. Pio 24

Juan Diego Blandino What Excites Me School 18 5 Mrs. Fusaro/Mrs. Vasile

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Natalie Marte Dead School 21 5 Ms. Simpson 24

Ashley Fernandez Sometimes School 27 5 Mrs. Kelly 25

Erick Velazquez I Feel Afraid When… School 3 5 Mr. Thomas 25

Franklin Hernandez Hurricane Sandy Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

6 Mrs. Matthews 25

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HONORABLE MENTION, continued

Name Poem School Grade Teacher Page

Christian J. Padilla Never Gone Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

6 Mrs. Matthews 25

Jefferson Paredes Hurricane Sandy Academy for the Gifted and Talented at School 28

6 Mrs. Matthews 26

Ilirida Baftiri Nervous CJR-9 6 Mrs. Strumolo 26

Carlos Tavaras I Looked Him in The Eye Martin Luther King School 6 Mrs. Walter 26

Brandon Banks My First Time Norman S. Weir 6 Mrs. Aquart/ Mrs.Cox

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Yisel Madera I Feel Afraid Rev. Dr. Frank Napier Jr. School 6 Mrs. Lape 26

Laprasha Lloyd Let Me Out Rev. Dr. Frank Napier Jr. School 6 Mrs. Lape 27

Amanda Tavarez I See a Girl School 20 6 Mrs. Mearizo 27

Mia Herrera The Worst Day of My Life School 27 6 Mrs. Johnson 27

Stephanie Allan The One Who Ran Away CJR-9 7 Ms. Abayhan 27

Yasmin Yousef My Uncle's Death CJR-9 7 Mrs. Abayhan 28

Mariah Gonzalez My Little Brother Norman S. Weir 7 Mrs. Aquart/ Mrs.Cox

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Dymond Robinson Family Vacation Norman S. Weir 7 Mrs. Aquart/ Mrs.Cox

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Jayla McDuffie What has the World Come To?

Norman S. Weir 8 Mrs. Aquart/ Mrs.Cox

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Kelsy Cohen Star of Gold School 20 8 Mrs. Dickson 28

Juliana Braka A Family That Once Was Rosa Parks H.S. 9 Ms. Goch 29

Miracle Duncan My Biggest Fear Rosa Parks H.S. 9 Ms. Goch 29

Dy'Keynia Gerard I Feel Sad When Rosa Parks H.S. 9 Ms. Goch 29

Romario Thompson 20 Kids School of Information Technology @ EHS

10 Mr. Walter 29

Korinn Harris Cantantes Hyacintho Avis HARP Academy 10 Ms. Jean-Baptiste 30

Trenice Brockington Connecticut School Shooting School of Information Technology @ EHS

10 Mr. Walter 31

Tiffany Diaz I am Afraid When… School of Government @ EHS 11 Mrs. Van Houten 31

Pamela Gonzalez A Mother's Love School of Government @ EHS 12 Mrs. Van Houten 32

Glen Montoya My Government School of Government @ EHS 12 Mrs. Van Houten 32

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I Feel Afraid When… Isaac Medina – Grade 2

I feel afraid when my brother sneaks into my room. He shuts the lights off. I feel creeped out when he does that because He comes at me and he scares me. I feel afraid when my brother acts like he is a zombie. I know zombies aren’t real, but in the dark I am afraid! I feel afraid when he comes at me. I try to get out of the room, but I can’t find the door in the dark. So, I try to find the light switch and try to get out of the room and go to my bedroom and lock the door. I still feel afraid because my brother can use a penny to open my door. So, I hide under my cushion and throw the cushion at him if he comes in. I know that he will come in, so I run and go to my mom’s room that has a key and it can’t be opened with a penny.

Swimming Lessons Brianne Correa - Grade 3

I am a swimmer, I swim like a fish in the blue Olympic pool I learned my strokes, The Breaststroke, the Sidestroke, and the "Catch-up" I learned my strokes in a breeze No longer will I be scared when getting into a pool No longer will I miss out on all the fun I am enjoying my friends now at pool parties Now I never have to wear a lifejacket Now I am free like the tree leaves falling side by side

Home Alone Samiha Ali - Grade 3

Home alone The thunder bangs I hear a rumble Fat wet raindrops sizzle as they hit the sidewalk Lightning flashes then… BOOM! BANG! It feels like someone is walking STOMP! STOMP! STOMP! The hallway shakes and so does my body. I am afraid. Lights flicker on and off Again And again. Will it stop? I am afraid! Loud thunder claps in my ears and flashes in my eyes. It makes me jump It makes the hair on my arms stand No wonder movies use thunder and lightning for horror movies I feel horror right here My heart starts to beat Dum…Dum…Dum It goes faster and faster! I start to breathe louder and quicker. Oh will I make it? Will I survive? Will I faint? Whether I like it or not, it will come!!!

Kenia Yamila Trujillo – Grade 4

I remember when I was three. My dog had surgery. I was weeping and weeping all day long. For all the sorrows of my dog. She didn’t survive. I remember playing and jumping all Around the pool with Kenia. Drawing attention from all the members Of my family. I remember when she first came home. Oh boy! Was I joyful?! I hugged her, squeezed her, kissed her head. I bathed her and even gave her medicine! I remember when I took her for walks, With my Dad beside me. She protected me from danger And we played all day long. I remember her funeral. She left me with her puppies. We all cried. But I cried the most! Even though I have lost her, She’s still in my heart. Kenia.

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I Feel Afraid When Melina Guzman – Grade 6

I feel afraid when I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders wondering if the audience will love the song I will play on my violin. The anticipation also makes me afraid. Not hearing the pawing at my door in the morning, Not being able to pet his little head when I got back home from school made me cry, being alone without his furry coat next to me was devastating. It was the loss of my dog when he was stolen away from me. Not being able to have the feeling of our young girls and boys being safe, fighting for their lives, in this case, to the war in Iraq and Afghanistan. This describes our brave U.S. soldiers who never know when their lives will end at certain point in the war. Lastly not having the two people who love me the most, not knowing when a slow and painful day may come, filling my days of grief is not what I look forward to. The day that I would lose my parents is that which I’m most afraid. Feeling afraid of gunpowder everywhere in the building, putting every life at stake, the shooting in every room killed many lives. This might be a procedure at my school but it wasn’t for the children in Newtown. Having fifty-two eyes stare at me as I read, not knowing if they would love my writing, figuring how this would sound. I’m afraid of getting picked on to read my writing in class. That is when I feel afraid.

The Funeral

Dezarae Espaillat – Grade 6 We went to Massachusetts to see my great-grandfather’s funeral I wore a silky short dress and tears down my cheek We went inside …. It was dark and gloomy and had tissues everywhere That dreadful day my aunts were crying so much that their faces were puffed and swollen My Aunt Lali ran right to my great-grandfather’s coffin She screamed in Spanish “Papa why, why did this have to happen to you?” “Papi I remember when I used to take care of you, and now you’re dead!” Her words made everyone cry Burying him was the worst part To see my great-grandpa put into the ground was heart breaking Once he was resting, everybody got to plant a flower, their tears fell into the soil The flower I picked was the one I thought he would enjoy the most An outstanding flower, the blue violet His favorite color was blue…… I picked it out for him We left that day without my great-grandpa We visited his grave for his birthday My flowers had flourished and bloomed I know that he was in peace

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Christmas Claudia Romani – Grade 7

I heard the snow knocking on my window with its freezing hands I watched as blankets of snow slithered down from high above The warming melody of the Christmas carols And jingle bells filled the neighborhood Children bundled up with coats, scarves, gloves and hats As they ran out and jumped on the milky white snow Snowmen and snow angels covered the ground The children’s laughter made me warm inside Everyone was eagerly waiting for Christmas to come I stared at the Christmas tree that stood before me Round, colorful ornaments swam around the floor My hands covered them As my brother and I placed them on the tree We twirled the snake like lights around it I tiptoed on my feet And sat the shining star on the top The room was covered with candles, lights, and ornaments I organized the three kings surrounding the baby Jesus on his crib of hay Smiles filled the room as more families and friends came over to visit The presents under the tree mocked me Making me yearn to rip them And take hold of a gift The fragrance of the oven swayed around the room Pulling all of us like a piece of cloth to the kitchen table We settled down admiring the enormous plates of food I snapped the wing of the golden brown chicken And relished the juiciness and crunchiness of it The smooth potatoes melted my lips with its sweet spicy sauce I devoured the fresh salad with its strips of lettuce, onions, peas, and tomatoes There was that bitter smell of wine that crawled down my throat When the food diminished we ass sat near Jesus And thanked him for the great life he gave us And for letting us celebrate and treasure Christmas as a family

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Through the Eyes of a Wallflower Rose Mc Neill – Grade 8

Dear Populars, The “in crowd”, the cool kids, the homecoming court. I am not one of them For I am ranked with geeks, AV Nerds and the Glee club. Whenever I walk by, all conversation ceases And I turn into the center of your attention as insults fly from every corner. You think that you are invisible, but I can see you Ignorance pumps through your veins. You are the children of scorn and hatred and you spit your words like daggers at my soul, Deteriorating my self esteem. Your voices scream at me and you laugh and laugh, But I have yet to realize what is so funny. You act as if you are so carefree, but I see what no one else does I know that Miss. Head Cheerleader paid her “friends” to like her. And that Quarterback Johnson really struggles to read Yet somehow, you manage to put your flaws behind you and feel obligated to point out others’. Though, on the surface, you may all seem malicious, I know to look deeper Every glossy eye, facial flinch, and turned head is caught in my vision. Sometimes I am convinced that some of you can feel our pain. But there is no way that you will truly ever understand it. And though you know that it is wrong, following the masses feels so right. And it hurts you to watch but you just brush it off. For you live in constant fear that if you protest, you will no longer be a ‘them’ but an ‘us’. That the people you congregate with and consider friends or even brothers will turn on you. Once upon a time I was a ‘them’. The people who I cared for, liked and loved, dropped me quickly, like I was hot to the touch They erased every secret, sleep over, and shoulder lent And immediately I went From a respectable cheer leader, to an unknown face In the troubled waters of high school. Though it hurts, I will continue to let your words eat away at me So that I will feel the pain that others felt at my expense. I will finally understand And I will refuse to break.

-Sincerely, a Wallflower P.S. For once in my life, I stopped and looked at what was happening around me. I noticed that though they hide it, my fellow Wallflowers feel pain. They feel so passionately, that I no longer could stand to see them hurting. I sacrificed my popularity to stand for something worth fighting for. Something worth giving up my social status. I gave in to their pain, And became one of them, out of guilt and a subtle curiosity. Now I too am a Wallflower. Though I am verbally abused daily by you, it is not such a significant sacrifice, Considering what I’ve gained. Finally, I’ve stopped following the masses and made a change. I stopped caring for one minute about what my friends would think to do the right thing. Will you ever be able to say the same?

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Colorless

Betsy Herrera – Grade 12

I am afraid that the world will lose its color, For when the well of emotions can’t be held back anymore And my vision becomes bleak from sadness. Why should I hold so much inside? Should I open my mouth And pollute the world With the darkness that festers in the back of my mind? Or should I be polite and list them down neatly on paper To make them prettier for the eyes? I’ve decided to keep my lips sealed and watch with watery eyes As the world becomes a dull shade of grey. The concerned soul might ask, when did this start? I don’t know, but I’ve been afraid for so long, For fear has shaken me to my very core. When I noticed the sky wasn’t so blue anymore, Grass not so green, oceans dark And sunsets possessed no luster, For grey crept, silently, dangerously Swallowing my world whole, I am afraid that the world will never return to its beautiful colors.

20 Children

Chad Matthews – Grade 10

20 children will not Be trying to get a glimpse of Santa Claus this Christmas. 20 children will not Be able to sneak out of bed to stay up late. 20 children will not Have their first kiss. Innocent lives that will always be Remembered and will always be Kept dearly in our hearts. 20 children will not Go to the prom. 20 children will not Know what it feels like to graduate. 20 children will not Know what it feels like to be accepted to college. Innocent lives that will always be Remembered and will always be Kept dearly in our hearts. Prayers, for the children and staff at Sandy Hook Elementary that lost their lives 20 children will not Know how they touched the world

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Things I Fear From My Heart Chasery Ortiz – Grade 2

I feel afraid when my brother gets me mad Because he makes me feel like I want to strike him like a cobra! I don’t like to be mad, I like to be happy

I feel afraid when people repeat what they say I don’t like when they repeat what they say Because I can’t keep what they say in my head

I feel afraid when people grab me and they fight over me. It feels like they are trying to break my arms. I feel afraid because I don’t want my arms to break away from me.

Memories Leslie Ramos – Grade 3

What! Where is she? She was here a second ago and now she is gone! Why did she leave me? What did I do? I am miserable without her! I feel like no one without her! She took a part of my heart! I feel guilty for whatever I did! Why did she runaway? WHY???? I just can’t believe my Chanel ran away from me! She was just 5 years old, She looked like the puppy I got yesterday I used to step on her tail by accident I never really meant to I am sorry I hurt her I remember the first day I got her She woke me up by licking my face It’s hard not to think about her She meant everything to me My sister said everything happens for a reason, even when it hurts Life is too short to live it crying every day We have to move on If you don’t, one day you will regret what you did The best part or your life are the wonderful memories you have Not all the things you are sorry for

I Remember My Grandma Delilah Claudio – Grade 4

I remember my Grandma. Who was as sweet as sugar. Who had so much affection. Her heart filled with love. I remember my Grandma. She wouldn’t hurt a soul Her heart was as big as the world. She made rainy days less dreary. I remember my Grandma. Who had to go. But I don’t mean home. I mean to heaven. I remember my Grandma. It’s like she blew out like a candle. She’s happy in the light. I remember my Grandma Who was full of affection……

My Teacher’s A Sport Fares Khalaifah – Grade 4

Our teacher’s a baseball fanatic. It’s all that she thinks about. She listens to games on her headphones, and frets when her team is behind. She jumps up and down when they’re winning. She screams when they strike out. We know we’re supposed to be reading, but watching her is pretty funny. Our principal walked in on Friday, and she was too angry to speak. Our substitute started on Monday. Our teacher’s been benched for a week!

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When I Was Younger Brianne Robles – Grade 4

I remember when I was younger. When I danced around the house My brother and I used to dance and laugh. My Dad would tell me to act like a frog. We would leap around the backyard. I used to act like a “Back Yard Again” character! I remember when I was younger. I used to jump up and down on the bed. My Dad would throw me up in the air. We used to have fun and laugh. I was always laughing! I remember when I was younger. When I came home from school, My Dad would be waiting at the door. When I came home, I would run into my father’s arms. He would pick me up! I remember when I was younger. They are good memories!

My Dreams Nycialee Fernandez – Grade 5

My dreams are frightening I dream about what will happen in life What will happen to my siblings? In my dreams…….. I worry about what I will do with my sister She has special needs I dream about my parents dying What will I do with my sister……. How will I take care of her? I dream of being in car accidents Of drunk drivers smashing into me I dream of the end of the world and how we might die I dream about getting killed by a storm….. I dream about terrorists BLOWING us up When I wake up my dreams are gone I see the bright sun I know that I will be okay I know I have to stay strong I know that I have to help make my world A Beautiful Place dream !

Oh, Sandy Oscar Valdez – Grade 6

Oh, Sandy! Sandy, you turned off my power, So I couldn’t watch my favorite show Sandy, you turned off my refrigerator, So I couldn’t eat my chocolate fudge ice cream Sandy, you made my water really cold, So I had to go my aunt’s house to take a shower Sandy, you made me miss almost two weeks of school, So now my class and I are behind Sandy, you ruined the boardwalk at the Jersey Shore, So now I can’t go to Seaside Oh, Sandy, you might have not harmed me as much, But you harmed lots of other people Oh, Sandy!

A Nightmare In Reality Nasir Young – Grade 6

I feel afraid when… I’m alone in the world People call me names like idiot is what everybody calls me The boy in the back of the classroom that doesn’t raise his hand for any reason or answer any question Afraid if he does something will go wrong It seems like I’m dead as a flesh eating zombie Everything in my vision, is alive but I seem to be the only one dead I feel afraid when the night sky awakens To me the night sky is when all evil things come together as one Finally it’s time for sleep I get afraid as a scary nightmare wakes me up with fear The light smiles at me with a mouth as big as a crocodile Another day in the cruel world Madness again begins All I ever feel is pain and evil Not only physically but mentally All I ever asked for is peace and normal behavior I’m afraid everyone will be like this forever In some ways you feel like it’s not so bad The day ends, CLICK! The lights turn off

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Life Carolina Areiza – Grade 7

Everyday same routine, it gets boring At times, I feel like a stranger in my own life When I’m at the dinner table, I just look around and think to myself, “who are these people?” You can say I’ve experienced a lot I have only seen the things that would scar people for a lifetime I’ve seen cocaine bring out the demons inside That moment of fear no longer exists I’ve learned to switch off my feelings, I feel nothing. Sometimes I just zone out and think of absolutely nothing I’ve learned to just press play and mute everything out I don’t cry over death I know that at some point in time, they had to go You can send me to a therapist But it’s no use I have lost trust in everything and everyone Even the devil was once an angel .Sometimes when I smile I wonder if people believe it I wonder if they actually believe it I’m not trying to say I have a bad life, I’m just saying that everything is not as peachy as it seems When you zoom into a picture, you can’t tell exactly what it is But when you zoom out , just enough you can tell what it is That’s how life is, you may not understand the picture but that’s ok. In school, you learn the lesson Then you take the test in life First, you take the test Then you learn the lesson Sometimes the world becomes heavy Maybe because I’m underneath it Some people try to fight the storm Truth is you just have to control it

Christmas Anika Jishan – Grade 7

“Whoosh-whoosh,” goes the cold briskly wind Across my face gently as a feather’s stroke The feeling of Christmas is so unique It’s frosty, biting, magical, and much more Just think about it! The feeling of you receiving and giving gifts Don’t you feel eager to open up your gifts to see what you got? Isn’t the feeling of you huddling near a fire and drinking hot chocolate so tranquil? All these feelings of Christmas are so astonishing Let’s not forget about the brilliant sounds there are too! The bells that ring reminding everyone how important this day is The sweet music that fills the whole town And don’t you love the time when the carolers sing? It makes everything so magical Don’t you also love the smells of Christmas too? The smell of the fresh baked cookies that just came out of the oven going up your nose! The smell of hot cocoa wants you to drink it all day long The smell of Christmas trees all around Seriously what can be more fascinating than these smells? The tastes of all Christmas things are so delightful too! Like the marshmallows that melt into your mouth! Or the chocolate cookies that trickle in your mouth! Or the minty flavor of the candy canes that are breathtaking! At the same times all the sights of Christmas are stunning too! The white fluffy delicate snowflakes that fall from the white heavenly clouds make the world glisten It’s so beautiful to see all the houses decorated with multicolored lights And with many decorations liken snowmen, reindeers, and Santa Claus! It’s amusing to see the Christmas trees peak from the windows of houses Decorated with numerous ornaments and lights that make the whole tree bright like stars in the night sky Even, the bright colored stockings that are in front of the fireplace are so appealing to look at They look like the ray of sunshine that pops up every morning on a summer day It’s magical to see all the children laughing and enjoying this time of year It’s heartwarming to see children unwrapping their presents There are just so many pleasant things to look at it seems to never end!

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Hunger Maysa Sheik – Grade 7

Throwing away tons of food, Where people are searching and hopeless for food. The agonizing pain, praying to God. Children in tears and many in fear Selfishness and ignorance You cry for an iphone while others cry for a piece of bread. Why does one man’s belly overflow, and another die of hunger?

Newborn Jamel Cuello – Grade 8

Right now we’re strangers Months before we meet You will come to this world And live with me. Right now you’re in the dark But you are my light Once you enter this world You will be everyone’s light. Right now you’re in her belly But you’re also in my heart You will call me daddy and call her mommy You are our child.

Revolution Daiana Ortiz– Grade 9

What if I was stuck in a time where nothing rhymed Everyone on their own Everything alone Nothing matched Patterns gone Togetherness lacked Words were too long What if I was stuck in a time where nothing rhymed? Music would not thrive It would die! People wouldn’t move to the music Or groove the way we do The world would be blue Or perhaps black and white Everything dull Not a patch of light What if I was stuck in a time where nothing rhymed? I would not be me And you would not be you And everyone would sing nothing but the blues

Me, Myself In Time J-nelle Collick– Grade 10

As I sit and think in my mind All I see is a big peace sign It’s about a girl I use to know, And still know today It’s based on what people Say about her everyday Like, she’s musky, ugly, and a disgrace It also talks about her race But that’s not the case It’s the fact, she was tormented All of her life By guys, girls The whole wide world Al least it felt like that, because It seemed no one cared About everything she shared So she would try to hide From everything, everyone, even life She tried to be someone different So everyone could accept her But the only one who couldn’t Was her, herself Then she realized deep down She was a phony and a fake But if she turned back now There would be no escape No where to run or hide But to face her fears And she’s too small And too scared She’s one girl Trapped in a big world All alone, trying to find herself In a big pile of lies But when you see her Just look into her eyes And you will seek, what you find The true beauty that lies inside Trying to come out, because she’s Tired of pretending I can’t tell you anymore Because who she is, is me And I write how I feel in my poetry. And when I tell everyone who I am They will all disappear So will I but no one seems to care.

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Ginger Bakari Browne – Grade 1

Once there was an elf Who sat on a shelf. His name is Ginger. He likes people. He likes cookies. He likes to spin on his head.

Who’s Watching Me! Sarah Kincherlow-Warren – Grade 1

Once there was an elf Who sat on a shelf. She sees a Christmas tree. Her name is Silver. She looks at me! She sits and sits. The elf is happy At what she sees… ME!

Elf On A Sled Nyamekye Mixson – Grade 1

One day there was an elf. Her name was Christmas Eve. She sat on a sled and It was red. She fell so far, She hit her head. And then her head was red! She went to the doctor And then she said, Yippee! I’m better!

A Place for All Kayla Cleaves – Grade 2

Shopping for clothes in the mall Or getting a new dress for the ball. Whether you’re big or small The mall is a place for all. You can grab some food to eat Watch a movie in a comfy seat. You can go with Mom or Dad Spending their money is not bad! Buy a shirt or some shoes Pick an ipad if you choose When my Auntie makes the call I’m always ready to visit the mall.

My Favorite Place Is… Daniele Fontanella – Grade 2

The beach is my favorite place to have a race. I like the sand between my toes But not so much on my nose. Collecting shells is always so much fun In the sun. Packing up in August is always a bummer Because it is the end of summer.

The Best Sport In Fall Rafael Rodriguez – Grade 2

On the couch I lay down Waiting for a big touchdown.

When the team lost possession The coach has to make a sticky confession.

He sent out the defense So they can get back on offense.

They got the ball before it hit the wall After fourth and goal they did not fall.

Finally, finally I said Hurray After the most exciting play.

It’s time to celebrate So please don’t be late!

I Feel So Excited

Don’tayvah Jones – Grade 2

I feel so excited I can’t even hide it Even if I tried it my smile shows it all I’m standing 6 ft tall how about I take a trip to the mall To show it off my smile is bright like the lights in my sight I can’t hide how excited I am because I’m free! I’m free! I’m standing tall in the mall like a tree In the mall I tell them all yelling “I’m so excited” I can’t even hide it even if I tried it.

Playtime Jadalise Nunez – Grade 2

Playtime, my favorite time of the day. When I create my own world, my imagination runs wild in every way. I become a princess, explorer, and even a pirate! Where I have mountains to climb, oceans to cross and castles to rule! Everything that surrounds me is so cool! It’s still early in the day. I’ll be back later, because now it’s time for school.

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I Feel Afraid When… Yasmin Delgadillo – Grade 2

I feel afraid when me and my sister are alone in the house. I feel like someone is going to pop out of the living room. I feel afraid when the doorbell rings. I feel afraid, Ding! Dong! Ahhh!!! Who’s there? Someone just turned the TV on. Mommy!, Mommy! Who’s there? I feel afraid when I think someone is tapping me on my back, and I look back and the person disappeared. Someone got a cup and they threw it on the floor. Hey! If you’re getting stuff can you make me a drink? That is the only way for me to find out if you are real or fake! If I don’t get a drink, Then I am not afraid.

I Feel Afraid When… Claudio Olivero – Grade 2

I feel afraid when I go to a new school. I feel afraid when I see new friends. I feel afraid when I see my new teacher. I feel afraid when I see new people.

I feel afraid when I go to a new school because I ask, What do the new kids think? Will the new kids say something about me? That is why I am afraid of the new kids.

I feel afraid of the new teacher because I ask, Who will she look like? How does she talk? Will she say something about me too?

I feel afraid to see the new people. Will they be nice or bad? I feel afraid when I go to a new school.

Grow Flower Grow Kamille Bryant – Grade 3

Grow flower grow. Grow as high as the night sky if you can. Reach high and be brave. Stretch out your leaves. I don’t know if you can? Please try. If you can’t, I will throw a little water on you to help you reach higher than the sky. That’s what I try to do; reach higher than the sky. If you can, you will grow into a beautiful flower, just like me.

Trees Arifa Hussain – Grade 3

Trees, oh trees their beautiful sway There are so many kinds; cherry, oak, and pine They grow day by day We can climb them and play in so many ways Their trunks are great for scratching backs Their leaves we use for hide and seek Their beautiful branches can cover us when we need to rest Sometimes I feel like they talk to me when I have a problem I feel like they are the only ones that ask, “What happened?” When I feel sad I just climb up and sit on my favorite tree Trees help me ….. I imagine that they are saying…. “Hi, what’s wrong? You look very upset.” Trees encourage me and make me happy Trees are my friends Please make them yours too

Alone Sashanti Rivera – Grade 3

I am alone in my room I am sad I feel like my heart is dying inside of me I have tried to play but it still didn’t help I went to the kitchen and tried to eat But I was alone, always alone I don’t know what to do! It’s getting late I should try to sleep Maybe if I get my body up and go to the living room and watch tv I won’t be so alone Click ‘’ oh! Look at that my favorite show Now I am not alone, until tomorrow

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Darkness in the Room Monserratt Gomez – Grade 3

Darkness in the room I feel scared in my room sleeping all alone There are monsters They want me I am scared Dolls, dolls with red eyes walking They are on my bed next to me The mirror is red Someone is in back of me I turn to see-but no one is there Am I dreaming I want to cry…help, help, help Toys are walking…STOMP, STOMP! Red footprints everywhere On the floor, on the covers. I am scared I hear the door opening I say: Who’s there?” Nothing, nothing talks back But I hear noises at night When I am alone.

Lonely in My House Fatima Hossain – Grade 3

Lonely in my house Sometimes I am lonely in my house Especially at night. I say hello Is anybody home I get scared Please don’t leave me I don’t want to be alone again They don’t listen Do they care? I hear noises I can’t find my mom Or my dad I am stranded Alone in the house Again.

The Darkness is Everywhere Elijah Rosario – Grade 3

The darkness is everywhere There is darkness everywhere I look It’s cold Darkness in the bathroom In the kitchen It’s following me everywhere! How can I escape? There’s no way out It is as dark as night As dark as the clouds It is as dark as a crow And I am alone Afraid

Hurricane Sandy Nayely Torres – Grade 3

Hurricane Sandy I am afraid of the dark The sky is blue then it is gray Now it is red…I am terrified My house is dark There are no lights inside and no lights outside I am frightened Nothing to do but listen I listen and I hear the wind It is screaming And I am scared!

I Feel Afraid When… Paulina Sosa – Grade 3

I feel afraid when… I feel afraid when I watch a scary movie in the dark. There is darkness all around! I feel afraid when The lights go out and I walk around. I feel like someone is watching me! I feel afraid when I hear footsteps and I can’t see who’s making them! I feel afraid when I go to bed after the lightning and thunder starts! I feel afraid when I hear screaming or barking in the middle of the night! Then I hear my mom’s voice and I feel safe. .

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I Am… Elainie Alfonso – Grade 4

I am the girl who loves gymnastics and dance I like learning new moves and steps in gymnastics I hear being in the dance class is hard work I see professional dance teachers on television I like having fun when I practice with my friends I am the girl who loves gymnastics and dancing I pretend I’m asleep at time I feel proud when I get good grades at school I worried about my career in life I feel sad when I can’t get something I want I like to share with my family I am the girl who loves school and my family I understand I am not perfect I say I love my parents every night I dream about being on a television show I try to work hard in gymnastics and school I hope to make Principal’s list the second marking period I am the girl who loves is dedicated and determined .

If I Were to Dream Petra Najjar – Grade 4

If I were to dream I would dream a big dream If I were to dream I would dream of peace and justice on Earth If I were to dream I would follow that twinkling light in my heart That light that says follow me That light that says follow me. Follow me into that mystical land you have been waiting to enter your whole life That light in my heart is saying tomorrow is close to what it has been waiting for.

What Is Nature? Ali Ammar – Grade 4

Nature is something that takes care of you! Nature is something that never leaves you! It’s like a snail, stuck to the ground Nature brings your smile back on Nature is the time of your life, Nature is peace and quiet Things will change in nature Deserts become forest Rivers become lakes Lakes become oceans Trees will grow taller, Animals will grow wilder That’s what nature is.

I’m Not Afraid Anymore Jennifer Castro – Grade 4

When you have something that can never be replaced Would you take advantage or let it be free to itself to be unique and Different I wouldn’t when it’s right there and it slips away and you would never See it again when it’s just like you only had it for a short time and you blew it and saw How it knew you weren’t being yourself acting to impress someone or just to get noticed we all had Something that we all had and we had a limited chances to have it and to take Advantage when you had someone that you really loved or needed and they needed to go on business We all have to understand that life is not a game it’s just a way to express our selves And always feel good about yourself you maybe tell people mean things Like you’re a bully and when you’re hurting others you are actually hurting yourself

My Autobiography Jaqueline Merino – Grade 4

Jaqueline Merino Kind, responsible, helpful Sister of Jocelyn Merino Who loves her mom, dad, and sister Who feels sad about her parents separation Who needs money for high school, books, and clothes Who gives shoes for needy, books to the library, and toys to father English Who fears heights, tigers, and bears Who’d like to see Justin Bieber Who dreams of singing with Christina Aguilera A student of Mrs. Fodi Jaqueline Merino

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I Get Scared Lizbeth Velasco – Grade 4

I get scared really easy, like when people that are sneezy, have the urge to sneeze on my face. I wonder how it would be to sneeze in space. Or when people scream at me, or even when I get stung by a bee, or even when I get locked out without my key. I am afraid of the dark, I have nightmares about getting bitten by a shark, Get crushed by a large car, or maybe a shooting star, that comes from far. This is my poem for you, I hope you enjoyed this as much as other people said they do. I’ll see you later, and I hope I’ll write to you again soon!

Snowflake Lesrene Browne– Grade 4

Snowflake, snowflake falling to the ground Snowflake, snowflake does not make a sound Stuck to my window, cold as ice Melting away, it was rather nice to watch a snowflake cold as ice! The snowflakes are sticking on the frigid ground Leap into my boots and jacket without a sound Like a falling snowflake is bound Revolving ‘round a crystal flake It’s beautiful for goodness sake Like the icing on a Christmas cake Snowflake, Snowflake falling to the ground!

Aunt Audrie Aryana Cuavers – Grade 4

Aunt Audrie, Why did you go? I miss you Aunt Audrie, I remember when you sang, I remember when you left us. I miss you. That’s all I can say. I miss the way you smiled, I miss your jokes. But especially, I miss your hugs. Why did you leave? I want to know. What happened to you? You were sick. Why didn’t you tell me? I miss you. I miss you. Why did you go? You will always be with me Everywhere I go.

Oh My Pit-bull, Oh My Pit-bull Gabriella Matrille – Grade 4

Oh my pit-bull, why did you run away? I miss you so. I miss the noises you made while you ate. I miss listening to you drink water. I miss feeding you. I loved it when you barked each time you saw me. You were so cozy and cuddly. I used to be happy when you were around. You were playful. You were my responsibility. You were so yappy. Oh my pit-bull, why did you run away?

My First Hurricane Francisco Hernandez – Grade 4

My First Hurricane It was my first hurricane. It smelled like doom, death, and hate. I was scared but I didn’t care. I said “mom it’s going to be all right.” Then all stopped. I went back home. It was done.

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My Birthday Always Gets Ruined Ashley Perez – Grade 4

Every birthday I have gets ruined It’s all because of the kids They’re the problem why my birthday gets ruined The kids start running around throwing the chocolates When there is juice they always spill it When my mom makes cookies they don’t eat them So my sisters and I have to eat them all Every present I get is always clothes It always makes me mad That’s how my birthday gets ruined.

Sweet Sounds of Me Ciera Toodle-Reed – Grade 4

The way I talk is all so sweet, Much of how you feel for the candy you eat. The way I speak is brownies on a plate, Also nice like your parents on a date. The way I talk is all divine, And sweet and sassy my voice is mine. The way I talk is nice, sweet, and cool, My voice is a beautiful tool. My voice is a blooming sun, My voice is a game that’s fun. My voice is a sound that wakes, Louder and with more spirit than quakes. The way I talk is all of me, With all the dreams carried by the sea.

Where Did You Come From Chloe Holmes – Grade 4

Hurricane sandy how did they pick that name? How did so much power get to her? She wreaked so many lives Poor people who didn’t have homes, could be suffering from diseases How did the wind knock everything down? Did we call her? Is she mad? She acted like a tornado ripping everything apart Power was out for weeks and weeks She might have thought it was fun to ruin things What world was she from? Did she have friends? Did she have a family? Didn’t she know that she would ruin jobs? Didn’t she know that people need money? Our food was ruined because we didn’t have power What made her start? And what made her end? If she came back I would give her a piece of my mind

Passing A Test Arly Carrasco – Grade 4

I feel excited I just passed a test. When I pass test, I feel like I got my certificate To be a children’s doctor. “Dr.Carrasco we have an emergency in room 104!” Then we got to go home, But the day is not over for me. I got an A+, so more emergencies. Have a good day Dr.Carrasco and you too, nurse Donna.

I Feel Afraid Giovanny Garcia – Grade 4

I feel afraid when I stay alone at my house At midnight my parents go to work. I stay in my bed hearing noises. I get up to check what it is. It was a little mouse; he was black with green eyes. He started running and got into a tiny hole. I ran to chase it but I heard a bird singing. I got shocked He started flying and got out of the window. He flew straight to the moon. The moon was so dark and black. I thought the light went off

I’m Afraid When… Jasmine Jenkins – Grade 4

“I’m afraid when…” I get afraid when the NJASK is coming up. I get afraid because my hands start to become sweaty and shaky. I have no idea what to do. Then when I get home sometimes I begin to cry because I don’t want to fail. That’s what I’m afraid of and what happens to me.

My Reflection Demeyah Cleaves – Grade 4

When I look in the mirror I see a bright girl When I look out the window I see her playing with my friends When I look back She is still sitting there When I turn around I don’t see her any more All this time It was just my reflection

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The Beat Aabriah Chapman – Grade 4

My beat Tip Top, Hip Hop I hear it all the way down the street Hip Hop, Up Down, Underground Everyone screams Big boogie woogie! While I try to get it out of my head Then I hear another tune, Boom Boom, Vroom Vroom! The whole world sings it while I cry and scream But it turns out it was all Just a dream!

The Super Storm Sandy Emily Cruz – Grade 5

During Sandy nothing pretty much happened to me, In other places houses were taken down by the sea, The roaring waves were pounding on the shore, In Seaside Heights there was a rollercoaster in the middle of the sea My friend lost power and she lived a few houses away from me, I was so scared because the wind knocked down a tree near my house, My mom tried to help my cousin calm down But he was screaming his lungs out During Sandy nothing pretty much happened to me

The Effects of Hurricane Sandy Raymond Fermin – Grade 5

The power went out because of Sandy My food has gone bad because of Sandy I have no entertainment because of Sandy I have no lights because of Sandy I have no school because of Sandy I’m writing this poem because of Sandy

I Was Lucky During Sandy Luis Joseph Mata – Grade 5

I was lucky during Sandy I didn’t lose any power Most of my family lost power I was sad for them Some of them came over to my house It was a bit crowded; like five groups of four It was like a hotel on my floor Even though you, Sandy, took their power They were still happy at my home.

Imaginary Pedro Rodríguez – Grade 5

I live a life of being bullied and teased, Like a good life to never be released. What happens to the love I wish to share! No one likes me. No one even cares. I was crying in that dark, dark room, That day I felt a life of doom! Until a light shining off my face That light that showed me peace and grace. Like a being yet in my mind, A friend at last! Oh Dear! Oh My! Amazing he was with his expressive blue eyes and wavy hair, My heart was warmed which is quite rare, A heart as lukewarm as hibernated bear. Yet I looked closely seeing he wasn't real, All to my least appeal. Until someone walked, that faithful day, walked through that door, A real friend for each day to love more and more!

Sandy and My Dad Katelyn Anais Rojas – Grade 5

I’m sure I was scared through the terrible storm. I’m sure that my power was gone. I felt the butterflies in my stomach, as I thought of my father. We weren’t next to each other to stay calm. He was there, while I was here. In two separate places with no communication whatsoever. My dad, although with his bad jokes, always found a loophole to my happiness. He always cheered me up. The living room seemed dark, dim in the sunlight. My aunt with her phone on Facebook, my brother on his DS. Me missing my dad. I’m sure I was scared through this terrible storm. I’m sure that my power was gone.

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The Scary Noises Omar Elbakly – Grade 5

I feel afraid when I hear weird noises down the basement, and the worst thing is that my parents always leave me home alone on Saturday nights, and that’s the time the noises become really scary. One night, when the moon was full, my cousin was at my house, and just when my parents left the house, the noises became the scariest they could possibly be! The worst part was my cousin telling me that we have to go see what is making the noise. Of course I said, “NO!”, but he kept calling me a chicken (and I do not like it when people call me chicken), so we went down to the basement and I saw… A ghost! My cousin and I ran upstairs, and the ghost kept chasing us. I opened the door and pulled my cousin outside, but I wished I never did that because when we got outside, we saw scary vampires. The vampires took my cousin and flew away, so I said, “That’s it!” I remembered what my grandpa used to tell me, If I’m brave I could take any monster down. So I went to my friend’s house and got his water guns and a ghost catching machine. I went in my house, and pointed the machine at the ghost and caught it! I searched everywhere for more of those evil vampires until I had found them. I went carefully inside. I didn’t want them to know I was here. WOW! There were lots of vampires, so I took my water gun and started aiming, but there were too many of them! One of them came from behind and took the water gun, but I was able to fight them all off, and chased all the vampires away! My cousin and I ran home, and I asked my mom, “Can we move?” She said yes because she heard all those noises too! I was so glad!

Winter Months Ai’jhan Frye – Grade 5

“Brrr!” I say, it is so cold It was as cold as the North Pole on Christmas! “So cold, so cold,” that’s what I said. I have to go home to the heat and the bed. “So cold, so cold,’ I say, “ Brrr,Brrr,” so, so cold. The clacking of my teeth, clacking so fast. It is so cold, so cold. It is as cold as ice -cold, cold. I need some mittens and gloves. So cold, so cold, it is so cold. There are white snowballs all over And kids playing around moms and grandmothers In the house I’m drinking hot tea, coffee, and hot cocoa. Kids playing on sleds, flying down on this snowy, icy morning. People shuffling and freezing to death “Awww!” The snow is great. “Wow!” I say while trying to get some heat. The cold wind blasting past, as fast as a NASCAR driver on last lap.

What Excites Me Juan Diego Blandino – Grade 5

The thing that excites me is the feeling you get on Christmas morning when you see that there are many presents under your big, shiny tree and you don’t know what is under the wrapping. Just waiting for your present to be Revealed! Dead

Natalie Marte – Grade 5 I feel like a Barbie Doll. That had been thrown to the side. To be forgotten. I feel like paper. That had been cut up and thrown out. I feel dead inside. I’m invisible to people. They walk straight through me. Like if I’m not even there. I talk. And talk. But no one listens. I definitely feel dead inside.

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Sometimes Ashley Fernandez – Grade 5

Sometimes don’t you feel like an empty box on a shelf Catching dust like extra space not being used Sometimes don’t you feel like a person without a soul? A person without blood to keep it alive Sometimes don’t you feel like a school without its students Without students ready to learn Something is missing from this story….. It’s life or a single soul to keep me company I am so alone my heart is aching because of sadness and loneliness please help Please help ME!! I am trapped in my own body Everywhere is locked I am trapped like a deer when it is spotted by a lion There’s no chance to escape I can see my heart aching with sadness and loneliness I am scared and hurt I am scared and hurt I am trapped inside my own body I am so desperate for a friend I need help!! I know what I feel I FEEL LONELY!

I Feel Afraid When… Erick Velazquez – Grade 5

I feel afraid when… I feel afraid when I will die. But everyone is afraid when that happens. I feel afraid when I’m hurt. I get bruises, bumps, but they’re not huge, humongous. They’re just little ones. Something in the air reminds me that I feel afraid. Like the time when they robbed my dad’s house And I lost everything. I feel the need to scream when I am afraid. Like when my mom said I was moving to New York City. I thought of losing my friends, what it would be like To be the last opportunity as a student at School #3, Losing my friends – what matters to me And if I can’t have my friends, The last thing I would like is to just say goodbye.

Hurricane Sandy Franklin Hernandez – Grade 6

I remember when I was a little lucky “Swoosh, swoosh, swoosh” The sound of Sandy’s furious winds It caused the trees to fall on top of each other I remember when my uncles visited me They played loud music on their phones Tapping their shoes One of them fell while dancing with joy I remember when I lost power “Zap, zap” The electricity turned off I was watching my very startled mother when she was in the basement I remember when I said, “Why did you do this, Sandy, why?” Terrifying my mother, she looked like she saw a spider Making me miss the games on my computer, and forcing me to use candles.

Never Gone Christian Padilla – Grade 6

One day, waking up, learning something that stayed in my heart… That my grandfather went to sleep and died that night. While the pain subsides, I say goodbye When the strike of his love comes on me, I cry myself to sleep. One night, alone, I looked up into the sky. Once dawn strikes, I see lights. In days’ time, I feel like a line. Going straight and straight, never to end. Never to see my Grandfather waving at me. I’m told, “In time, he will come,” but I still feel glum. I pray and pray for all to stay That my grandfather comes and my pain numbs One night, I see his sight, and it comforts me in light. Now, I know that when someone is gone, they’re “never gone”. !

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Hurricane Sandy Jefferson Paredes – Grade 6

I remember that Sandy destroyed homes, And it flooded streets. Sandy caused trees to fall with its powerful wind. Sandy Roared and called out, As if a hungry bear attacking its prey. Sandy destroyed everything in its path, with its powerful water. Sandy washed away the Jersey Shore, As if the beach was a pile of sand. After the water and wind destroyed the shore, There was a silence. Finally the signs of relief came. The Hurricane had come to its end. At last, its wind and water had stopped. The terrible Hurricane Sandy had ended.

Nervous Illirida Baftiri – Grade 6

My heart, it’s beating faster. My mind is scrambled with thoughts. Although I know what I have to do, I cannot concentrate. Fear crosses my face; my legs feeling weaker. Nothing matters, it’s as if everything walked out, including my soul. All eyes on me, I must put on a brave face, and show the world who I am.

I Looked Him in the Eye Carlos Tavaras – Grade 6

I looked him in the eye I looked him in the eye while he destroyed my house Piece by piece. I shivered in fear as I looked him in the eye. I wanted to hit But I was scared of the gun The killing metal shot me As I looked him in the eye.

I Feel Afraid Yisel Madera – Grade 6

I feel afraid living where I live When morning turns to night You’ll hear the sounds of glass bottles breaking into tiny little pieces The sound of music from 4:00pm to 3:00am When you walk out you can tell that there’s going to be trouble With the loudest people outside by your door People say that there’s no place like sweet home I say, ”My home is not sweet because I’M AFRAID”.

My First Time Brandon Banks – Grade 6

My first time doing new things and going new places was amazing for me. My first time going to school was fun for me because I got to learn and make new friends there. My first time at my school I was very shy and I didn’t have friends the first day of school. It also was weird. My first time going to bring your child to work day I made a new friend named Peter. The first time I go to places that I never been before I’m shy if I do not have a friend or somebody that I know at the place. At my basketball games for my first season the other players would not pass me the ball because it was my first time on the basketball team and also for football that happened. Another reason why it is good to remember the first time you pass into the next grade because sometimes you will not have the same teachers than the other grades except in middle school until you get into high school because in middle school you will have the same teachers. When you have said your first words for the first time it will be something that you will remember because it was the first words that you have said. There is always a first time for everything or something new.

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Let Me Out Laprasha Lloyd – Grade 6

Stuck like an animal In a cage at the zoo Trapped like a baby Inside of a cradle A wedged book mark in a book Or a foot in a shoe Trapped like a seed in soil A wallet in a purse Trash in a dumpster Paper between scissors Jammed like a ring on a finger Jam between bread Notes in a notebook A fish on a hook Stuck like a seat inside of a car Like milk in a jug A pencil in a sharpener An hour hand in a clock Stuck like definitions in a dictionary Like lead in a pencil A title on the front of a book

I See a Girl Amanda Tavarez – Grade 6

I see a girl, Only 12 years old. She is just a girl, With no feelings. I could see a girl, that her heart is going to explode. She is going to collapse. She is full of tears. She is smiling on the outside, But in the inside she has a bucket full of broken hearts. Her days are never enough and She is always going to be a lonely little girl with a lonely little broken heart I see a girl Her heart is full of pain and she can’t control it She can’t stop the tears, they fall like rain Her heart is going to be lonely for the rest of her life

The Worst Day of My Life Mia Herrera – Grade 6

I woke up and my mom told me the worst thing I could ever hear She told me my uncle wanted to kill himself That day I felt horrible I couldn’t concentrate and kept crying, My heart was breaking He was the one who would stay with me The one who would spend time with me when I was sick That day my whole world came tumbling down, Everyone told me it would be alright Even now when I know he’s safe I still have fears I am afraid of waking up one day and hearing that my uncle is dead I still worry about him even though he’s in a hospital I want to blame everything on his ex-girlfriend who caused all this But that’s not going to ease my stress Sometimes I wonder why she had to break up with him She ripped his heart to shreds

The One Who Ran Away Stephanie Allan – Grade 7

As she enters the door knowing what will happen she thinks about what they will fight about this time. Will it be that she thought he cheated on her or will it be that they will fight about who will pay the bills for the apartment this time. She thought it would be an ordinary fight with her husband again about the same thing. But today was different. She sees a note on the refrigerator door and she starts reading. As she gets closer to the end of the note a tear of sadness commences to pour down her cheek. Her husband left her. He was tired of the fighting, crying, and screaming. He couldn’t take it any more with the nonstop fighting. He made a decision to just leave and have a life without any fights. He wanted to start his new life without her in Italy. That broke her heart even though all the fighting tired her she was still in love with the guy she met that was funny, smart, handsome, and loving. The only thing that was wrong was their communication. She dropped the note and broke down into tears. She saw that in the back of the note was the time of his flight and which airline he was traveling from. As soon as she saw that important information that could save their relationship from ending, she went to her car and off she went to the airport. He was waiting for his 5:00 PM flight to Italy and she had only ten minutes so catch up to him. She just couldn’t let him go without trying to fix their problems or without saying goodbye. She made it into the airport. As she ran, she searched for him. She looked at the TV for the schedule of the flights. She didn’t make it in time for her love. The flight left. She cried and cried. Worst part is he left without a goodbye. The only thing she can do is wait for her love to come back. She waited ….waited ….waited and waited.

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My Uncle’s Death Yasmin Yousef – Grade 7

My uncle was a sweet man From the heart He was a kind man He got sick Came out of the hospital and couldn’t walk Tears running down our faces His fingers lost Then he saw a white bird Flying toward him With tears in his eyes He knew he was going to die So he did and it was sad We got a phone call and heard what happened We flew to Jordan to bury him Since then, we don’t have a smile on our faces.

My Little Brother Mariah Gonzalez – Grade 7

I screamed just grow up! At my little brother, But like the little annoying boy he is. He tells my mother everything. He is so annoying, Whining all the time And he screams too loud I can’t hear my thoughts in my mind. He is so immature, however, I am The one he really adores. He looks up to me He likes my good qualities I try to set good examples for My brother to know, if he follows my Example his mind will grow!

Family Vacation Dymond Robinson – Grade 7

The crisp air blasted in my face, as the plane’s engine cooled. I began to feel my skin bake and turn the color of gold as the hot Dominican sun took its toll. Songs of welcome were joy to my ears. “Click” went the stamp onto my passport. Now it was time to roll! As we passed through the city, I bought an Empanada for five pesos. As my mouth took a bite of the warm beef pastry it instantly warmed my soul. My heart was overjoyed and filled with happiness to be with my family on this magical adventure. We walked along the white sandy beach and splashed in the deep blue sea. As I entered my suite it was decorated so lovely it was covered in rose petals and chocolates sat on top of my pillows. I began to feel as if I was living in a dream As I laid back on the bed after the joys of the day I screamed aloud “WOW” I am really blessed to be on vacation with my Wonderful Family!

What Has the World Come To? Jayla McDuffie – Grade 8

I am not afraid of Lions and Tigers and Bears, But I am afraid of the sirens on Police Cars, Fire Trucks, and Ambulances I do not fear Ghosts, Darkness, and Animals But I do fear Deaths, Car Accidents, and Heart Attacks When kids my age or on the streets and really should be sleep, I am afraid I am afraid when I have to wake up and have to hear gunshots at 3 or 4 in the mornin’ I am now afraid to go to school, aren’t you? I am afraid of the world, what has it come to?

Star of Gold Kelsy Cohen – Grade 8

It shines from the sky as trees bring out its shadows. It warms my mind and makes the world feel mellow. It wakes me up with its long arms; powerful bright rays of yellow. It’s the sun. The mighty star of gold. As it awakens, I wake. Even though it’s old, it keeps me young. Its light makes me shine…oh yes, it is the sun! It gives me joy and hope, and brings out my smile. Its strength is no secret as it hugs the earth beneath us. It will never die, disappear or shrink. It helps me grow, grow, GROW…every time I think. As I open my eyes, it brings out the laughter from inside. It’s what makes me “me,” even if it’s so hard to find.

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A Family That Once Was Juliana Braka – Grade 9

When we were a family, We used to be together. Undivided and unified – Like a country, Like a religion, We were I N S E P A R A B L E. A family that loved, That argued, That united, That loved. We were a family, And now We are not. Time has past, And the very things that made us close separated us. We no longer love together, Or dream together Or argue together. Together, No more, As a family. !

My Biggest Fear Miracle Duncan – Grade 9

Most children are afraid when they’re in trouble Knowing their parents will be upset Thinking of the punishment they will be succumbed to This is not my biggest worry My deepest fear is that I won’t succeed That I will leave this earth unfulfilled I dream of having an impact on the world I dream of one day being a pivotal leader To be the person read about in books Like Martin Luther King who dedicated his life to fight for freedom Or Rosa Parks who had courage to stand up for what she believed I want to be the person who goes down in history My dream is to feel achieved by the end of my time My worst nightmare and fear is not to be!

I feel Sad When Dy’Keynia Gerard – Grade 9

When I underestimate myself I see myself as a speck of dust racing with the wind. I’m constantly losing the race And floating without a destination I can’t seem to find myself at the finish line– My sadness becomes overwhelming, My doubts grow stronger I give up with the fear of losing Accomplishing anything I work hard for is impossible In a fantasy I can conquer my goals In reality that speck of dust is still floating Soon that speck of dust will stop floating, swiftly falling to the ground The thought of giving up takes over my mind Knowing that I’m never going to win I ask “why not?” The belief that I’m good at something is unimaginable Somewhere down the road of uncertainties the bad voices will stop And stop doubting my every move And my insecurities will disappear into thin air.!

20 Kids Romario Thompson – Grade 10

20 kids who didn't have the chance to live their dream 20 kids who didn’t have a chance to see Christmas 20 kids who didn’t have chance to have another birthday party 20 kids who didn't have a chance to graduate high school 20 kids who didn't have a chance to have to fall in love 20 kids who didn’t have a chance that day …

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Cantantes Hyacintho Avis Korinn Harris– Grade 10

She just wanted to open the window to feel the chill. But instead found a memory that she would always hold near her heart. A young girl of only seven years peeked out beyond the curtain at the blooming sight. There, a bright, silent blue jay landed suddenly amongst pink puffy blossoms, and stopped by her eye level. Jeweled with patches of rich blue, the sun hit its wings and the dew that snuck between its feathers for comfort, shined and contrasted beautifully making the pure cerulean sparkle. It was perhaps a gift from the azure sky, one that she'll gladly accept. The blue jays feathered back held spots of white clouds and soft glistening blues and upon its wings were painted sapphires and snowy whites. This dappled blue jay then quietly moved from branch to branch across from her. In the flowery blossom tree outside her window, it only hopped once and lightly perched itself on a willowed blossom limb. All at once it only paused for a moment and surprisingly looked up at her from across. Its head cocked to the side in confusion and curiosity as the pale-faced girl with the dark hair peered further from the window's ledge. She stared intently, her gaze never faltering, unblinking; so the picture that was only in her visions' grasp wouldn't leave her. She bit her lip to anticipate what it would do next. It shivered as if clearing its throat, or preparing for a solo and held its head high. Ruffling its feathers, its black beak opened just a tad and its one-man orchestra performed. Its song was beautiful and the little girl never wanted it to end. Yet she still couldn't help but wonder how it could sing for hours at end without faltering, or forgetting a note of the complicated piece. The pale, petite hand of the little girl lay gingerly under her chin, supporting it as she marveled leisurely with a far-away look. I still get that same lost look anytime I think of it now. I recall that memory like reading it in a book silently to myself. I'll never forget that blue jay that sang a melody so sweet, I still get shivers at this moment, writing it now.

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Connecticut School Shooting Trenice Brockington– Grade 10

Six through seven They ranged in age Eight were boys Twelve were girls Invisible by tragedy Visible by casualties Killed in a safe house Who would have ever expected this? From the gun collector To the autistic son What was the dilemma? Was it the stories that she told? The compassion that she had? Or the secret pain that you never shared? Bang, Bang The mother is dead Bang, Bang Parents are confused Children, teachers, staff scattered around With no knowledge of what’s going on What’s going on? Bang, Bang Shot and killed First and last visit of your children’s life Bang, Bang And now twenty six are dead So what do you say now? Do you lay roses on their graves? Cremate the memories? Bury the pain? Or pray for their souls? But the main question is do you top it? Would you kill more?

Take the lives of innocent people? Give them their own celebrity status Of the plaque in the ground With their name and date For the start and finish of their lives? Is this payback? Remorse? Or a sign that world is coming to an end? A joke? A dream? Or Russian roulette? Putting a life in the hands of heads or tales Taking their lives and your own It stops now because remember A gun doesn’t kill you The one who handles the gun kills you !

I am Afraid When… Tiffany Diaz– Grade 11

I am afraid of human nature, And the cruelty that it brings. I am afraid of mankind, and his abuse towards his women. I am afraid that one day, He will hurt her really bad. I am afraid that one day, I will come home and find her gone. I am afraid that without her, I won’t be able to push on. I am afraid that one day, It will be me… I will stand next to her-but not on Earth. The abuse must STOP! No child should see their mom cry. No one should hurt or kill a mother, because it will hurt and kill the child too.

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A Mother’s Love Pamela Gonzalez– Grade 12

A mind-blowing numbness is felt, my love is at a loss. My hopes and dreams are miles away, is there any wonder why I seem lost? Irrational thought enter my mind, they slowly and wickedly consume my soul. Why me, I ask myself? Why me, if I have done nothing wrong? Perhaps my mistake was loving her too much. Perhaps I was wrong to want and need her in my life. Because of her my innocence was lost, and it can never again be found. Is she worth all of my pain, I ask myself? Long ago she told me,” I don’t live on love”, as she walked out of the door. Today she has come back into my life with regret, and tells me that she does. I am sorry mom, but now it is too late. A mother, daughter relationship is just not our fate. Your little girl has learned to live and love without you. And that much is sad, but very true.

My Government Glen Montoya– Grade 12

It leaves us for dead, by looking the other way when we hurt. My government… It starts wars for no reason, causing bloodshed when we fall. My government… It ignores the homeless, by looking the other way why they cry. My government… It let’s its people starve and lose their homes, when it ignores the failing economy. My government… It doesn’t care about me, when it sits back and lets poverty be. In spite of it all, I won’t give in to government greed and sin. Uncle Sam will never get me down, despite his ugly and malicious frown. I will hold strong and true. And for my future, I will see it through.