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3 Doorway to Eternity Kiara Windrider 2 Doorway to Eternity A Guide to Planetary Ascension Kiara Windrider Invitation There is a “Doorway to Eternity” in each of our experi- ences, a shimmering portal of light in which we dissolve all illusions of separation. As we step through this Doorway we connect with our light body and enter the Mystery of God, the I AM Presence, the aspect of Being that dwells in Unified Light. We merge the two. We then walk back through the Doorway as Embodied Presence, fully awakened within the world of form, no longer held hostage by its seeming limita- tions. This process is known as “ascension”, or “full body en- lightenment”. Our contribution to humanity by simply walking through this portal and back is beyond comprehension. Jesus accomplished this through the Resurrection. We do not have to die to our bodies to accomplish this now. We do, however, have to die to perceptions and identities that no longer serve. We do have to trust what we know to be possible. And it does require a deep soul commitment. If these words evoke a hidden memory, perhaps you are on this path. This book will give form to this longing of the soul. I will share my personal journeys and explore some teachings and practices, including self-inquiry, various medita- tion and light body practices, and cellular repatterning. Be- yond techniques, however, the intention is to open our hearts to the winds of Spirit, to ultimate possibility, and to let that be our guide. The journey of awakening is a paradoxical one. When we merge with Self, we find we were never separate to begin with. We are already what we seek to become. The Awakened Master has always slumbered within. May we support one another now through the doorway, and awake to our awak- ened self!

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Doorway to Eternity

A Guide to Planetary Ascension

Kiara Windrider

Invitation

There is a “Doorway to Eternity” in each of our experi-ences, a shimmering portal of light in which we dissolve allillusions of separation. As we step through this Doorway weconnect with our light body and enter the Mystery of God, theI AM Presence, the aspect of Being that dwells in UnifiedLight. We merge the two. We then walk back through theDoorway as Embodied Presence, fully awakened within theworld of form, no longer held hostage by its seeming limita-tions.

This process is known as “ascension”, or “full body en-lightenment”. Our contribution to humanity by simply walkingthrough this portal and back is beyond comprehension. Jesusaccomplished this through the Resurrection. We do not haveto die to our bodies to accomplish this now. We do, however,have to die to perceptions and identities that no longer serve.We do have to trust what we know to be possible. And it doesrequire a deep soul commitment.

If these words evoke a hidden memory, perhaps you areon this path. This book will give form to this longing of thesoul. I will share my personal journeys and explore someteachings and practices, including self-inquiry, various medita-tion and light body practices, and cellular repatterning. Be-yond techniques, however, the intention is to open our heartsto the winds of Spirit, to ultimate possibility, and to let that beour guide.

The journey of awakening is a paradoxical one. When wemerge with Self, we find we were never separate to beginwith. We are already what we seek to become. The AwakenedMaster has always slumbered within. May we support oneanother now through the doorway, and awake to our awak-ened self!

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Comments from Readers

“This book is important, and its message is one thatmay change your life. The most profound truths are oftenfound in the simplest boxes. That's how I feel about thisbook. Read it.”

James F. Twyman, author of Emissary of Light and Secretof the Beloved Disciple, emissaryoflight.com

“Every once in a while we meet a beautiful soul whoradiates the pure, innocent love of Spirit. Such a person isKiara Windrider. His inspired book, Doorway to Eternity,reflects his beauty and also a profound wisdom that couldonly have come from the highest Source. He touches onmany very complex subjects, and gives us answers in such aclear simple way, so that everyone who is led to this workwill gain a greater understanding of the workings of theuniverse and the mysteries of life. His book will take itsplace among the great writings of our time.”

Ronna Herman, messenger for Archangel Michael, authorof On Wings of Light, The Golden Promise, and Once Upon ANew World, a trilogy, ronnastar.com

“Doorway to Eternity is Kiara’s personal search for spiri-tual truth, and the insights and messages he has receivedon his journey. In this book he executes a brilliant masteryof the English language and an ability to convey extremelypersonal and intimate, almost indescribable, experiences.He does it all with an infectious sense of awe and wonder.This book proves once again just how complex and diversewe each are. Inspiring and insightful.”

Christine Chalenor, author of Calling All Angels,www.christinechalenor.com

“Doorway to Eternity is totally experiential for me. Afteronly 86 pages and a night of integration, I feel as if the edgesof my body, mind, and soul are melted. The Light of dolphin

and whale, especially ‘spherical consciousness’, is flowingthrough me. I see everything as energy, projecting spherically.

“My chakras, medulla, and physical self are releasingeffortlessly. I feel a great dolphin spirit connected over me—as if we are ONE on many dimensions. He is particularlyfocused in my Third Eye. The dolphin's eyes are beyond mine,he is over and around my physical form. I feel our hologramsmerged in the night. Everything I have thought I was, ismelting away—boundaries vanishing, freedom is here.

“I can't wait to read and experience the rest of Kiara’sincredible holographic library of his spiritual journey. Kiara'sbook midwives our own unlimited spiritual potential.”

Mary McChrist, messenger for Beloved Mother Mary, vision-ary artist, and author of The Blessed Mother's Blue Rose ofthe Healing Heart, www.mother-matrix.org

“Kiara Windrider is a master and his book, Doorway toEternity, is just one of his messengers. This Light tool is aliving expression of its author's deep heart, a heart dedi-cated and committed to the co-creation of Heaven on Earth.Kiara lives in the consciousness of Truth and brings to hisreaders gifts of wisdom and love that serve as portals to theEternal Oneness of all Life.

“The jeweled pages of this ascension guide, with manydiverse subjects, carry and convey properties and attributesof God that can tranform, uplift, and assist a sincereindividual's realignment and re-connection with Source. Itis a worthy companion to bring along as you follow Spiritthrough the ascension spiral into the rarefied air from whichit was written.”

Wistancia Stone, author of Invocations to the Light,drjoshuadavidstone.com/wist/wistmain.htm

“Doorway to Eternity evokes enchanting images of dol-phins, whales, emerging dragons, wolves, and trans-dimensional beings. The essays are articulately written with

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a down-to-earth, intelligent approach to multiworld teach-ings. Kiara’s exquisite meditations are mystically beautifuland precisely designed. Their high vibrational resonancestimulates the inner transformation processes necessary forascension. Delightful!”

Patricia Pereira, author of the four-volume Arcturian StarChronicles, beyondword.com/books/asc.html

“The book is exquisite, the place from which Kiaracomes is palpably beautiful and accessible to anyone who islooking for home, and his thoroughness and egolessness area fresh wind blown across the planet.”

Chrysta Anderson, Senior Trainer, friendslanding.net

“Doorway to Eternity is exactly that!! This book is a “wideopen” doorway to 5-D ascension!! Kiara's book kept open-ing my mind farther and farther and I almost wished thatthe book would never end!! Windrider is indeed a ‘man fromthe future’ with clearly communicated messages and spiri-tual directives that need to be heeded by humanity today.We must prepare ourselves and all Earth for our now clearlydestined new paradigm ‘birth’ of Heaven on Earth!”

Russ Michael, Trustee/Founder, Global Light Network,www.Global-Light-Network.com

“A beautiful and sensitive story of a gentle soul’s search forevolution and enlightenment, and the wisdom he discovered.”

Dolores Cannon, author of 12 metaphysical books,www.ozarkmt.com

“Kiara's personal radiance of love, peace, and harmonyis ever present in the wisdom he offers in Doorway toEternity. If you seek and thirst, I am confident this bookwill touch your heart.”

Craig Russell, author of Ancient Mysteries Revealed,www.soul-journey.com

Doorway

to

Eternity

A Guide to Planetary Ascension

by Kiara Windrider

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Contents

Acknowledgements ...................................................12Foreword by Barry Martin .......................................13Prologue ....................................................................17Introduction ..............................................................20Preface and Prayers ..................................................27

(and on the CD that is inside of the back cover)

Part I — Events and Discoveries

1. My Moment of Choice ........................................312. The Babaji Walk-In ............................................363. Mt. Shasta and the Ascended Masters ..............424. Swimming with Dolphins and Whales ..............495. Message from The Great One ............................576. The Planetary Brain, 4th Dimension, and the

Christ Consciousness Grid .................................667. Lucifer’s Descent and Return............................768. The Path of Initiation and Ascension................879. The Unified Self .................................................98

10. Experiencing the God-Self ...............................11311. Windrider’s Message from the Future ............11912. Spirals of Time .................................................13313. The Kumara of Maldek, and Other Stories

of Healing .........................................................14714. Ameela of the Greys .........................................15715. Transitioning into the Future .........................16716. Earth Work and the Dragons...........................17717. Subterranean Cities of Light ...........................18518. Lady Gaia’s Initiation ......................................195

Pre-publication copies of the full manuscriptare available from:

Heaven on Earth ProjectP. O. Box 67

Mt. Shasta, CA 96067 USA

Phone/Fax: 530.918.9264

Email: [email protected]

Website: www.hoep.org

Book with meditation CD: $22 plus shipping

USA: Book Rate=$2, Priority=$4

Canada $5; All Others $9

(US funds only; no foreign checks, please)

Copyright 2001 by Kiara Windrider

All Rights Reserved

Permission is granted to share this excerpt withothers, so long as there is no charge made.

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PoemsBrother Sun...............................................................19Gundar Falls ..............................................................35Babaji .........................................................................41Garden of My Soul ....................................................46Cetacean Dreams ......................................................64Descent ......................................................................84Friend ........................................................................96Who Am I? ...............................................................110Empty Vessel ...........................................................118Riding the Wind ......................................................130Brother Wolf ............................................................164A New Dawn ...........................................................176

Visionary Art

“Ascension to the Light”* ................. Front Cover andChapter Headings

“Magician”‡...............................................................28“Dolphin World”‡ ......................................................48“Ascension Celebration”‡ .........................................86“Opening to Angels”‡ .............................................112“Web of Wyrd”‡ .......................................................132“Wolf Wisdom”‡ ......................................................165“Healer”‡ ................................................................200“Healing the Inner Child”‡ ....................................264

* by Delmary, www.delmary.com‡ by Willow Arlenea, www.designsbywillow.com

Part II — Meditations and Practices

19. Sacred Geometry and Expanded Awareness ..20320. The Sound Current and Vipassana

Meditation (audio version is on the CD) .........21121. Earth-Sky Meditation (also on the CD) ..........22022. Exploring the Lower Worlds ............................22823. Exploring the Upper Worlds ............................23524. Building Personal Energy ................................24225. Planetary Linking ............................................24626. Timeline Healing..............................................25627. The Dolphin Healing Vortex ............................26028. Conversations With the Five Selves ................26529. Unifying Meditation.........................................27130. Meeting the Karmic Board ..............................27531. Himalayan Initiation .......................................280Epilogue ...................................................................286About Kiara Windrider ...........................................290About the Visionary Artists ....................................292Books and Internet Resources ...............................294Index ........................................................................297

DiagramsThe Christ Consciousness Grid* ..............................70The Photon Belt, Cycle of Yugas, and the

Astrological Ages* ............................................136The Hollow Earth‡ .................................................193Tube Torus* ............................................................209Earth and Human Energy Systems* .....................222Infinity Spirals* ......................................................225

* by Patricia Kirby, [email protected]‡ by James Michaelson

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WForeword

When Kiara asked me to read his manuscript, I wasboth delighted and somewhat hesitant. The excitementwas due to the gift of being invited into a new dimen-sion of his life, and for the opportunity to further analready deeply loving and mutually catalyzing relation-ship. The hesitancy arose as a result of the apathy Ihave experienced when reading many ascension-oriented books over the last years.

Admittedly, the reason for part of this reluctancewas a result of the pendulum swinging in my own jour-ney. For many years I was very focused in an ascensionidentity, which resulted in finding myself needing tospend some years focusing on the Earth, embodiment,and realizing the divine as eminent in all forms.

Certainly this is not a judgment or indictment ofascension-oriented approaches. It is simply to realizethat this spiritual path, like all paths, has certain greatgifts and limitations. As soon as I began reading theintroduction, these reservations dissolved. I was deeplytouched by the warmth and vulnerability Kiara re-vealed in telling of his inner process and struggle incoming to write the book. With his humanness so re-vealed and allowed, I found my heart and soul openwith a feeling of “Yes, this is a place I live in also.”Such openness is so important in the spiritual journey,

WAcknowledgements

I thank my parents for birthing and raising me withthe realities of spirit and love, and for constantly en-couraging me to find my own “path with a heart”. Ilove you. I thank my brother and sister and their fami-lies for the closeness and joy they bring to my life. Ithank Sai Baba, cosmic avatar for this age, and Babaji,who is closer than a brother to me, and the whales,dolphins, fairies, and ascended masters, who are alsomy family. I thank Gaia, goddess of the Earth, and Pan,lord of the devas and nature spirits, for the great beauty,healing and compassion they bring to this world, andalso their patience in regard to humanity. I thank therest of my soul family on Earth and beyond for all themany gifts of heart and soul that I have experiencedwith each of you, perhaps some of whom I am yet tomeet among you, the readers of this book. And throughall of this, to the One Spirit that moves through allthings, I offer my undying love, gratitude, and pledgeof allegiance!

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cluded. I also never had the sense that I was being giventhe absolute “keys” to Heaven. How refreshing, andhow truthful! Yet, I came away from the experiencefeeling that I had gained numerous helpful insightsand understandings that would definitely catalyze myjourney homeward.

As I wove my way through the experience of thebook, I continually experienced a significant uplevelingin my energy and consciousness. It was as though Iwas also receiving an activation or inner work sessionsimultaneously. Certainly, the reader is purchasingmuch more than just a book when they pick up a copyof Doorway to Eternity.

A number of new realms of possibility opened tome on new levels. The chapter on Windrider re-kindledthe realization that at another level we have alreadymade the shift into our divine Self. It’s a forgone con-clusion, a fact, beyond the scope of time and space.When it becomes so clear that we can call our future,or already perfect, self back into the present experi-ence, the doorway is open for greatly accelerated soulunfoldment. What a helpful technology in a time whenwe live on a third-dimensionally imperiled planet!

I found many of the meditations very powerful, es-pecially the one which opens the chakra at the medulla,activating the spherical consciousness that the ceta-ceans experience. It inducted me into the same stateof consciousness that I have experienced when swim-ming with the dolphins, only more deeply. I continueto work with this, unifying it with the crown and heart,

as the Ego is always illusively weaving its way throughour process, attempting to convince us that we need tohide our imperfections and distortions while attempt-ing to act spiritual.

Kiara reveals by his own experience that we can becompletely transparent, revealing our feelings of doubtand inadequacy, even while we hold the vision of re-membering our Christhood and accessing the highestfrequencies of energy and consciousness. In fact, it isthis complete humility and unconditional love and ac-ceptance of where we are in our journey which is soessential to expediting the path home. When we com-pletely allow our “humanness”, we simultaneously al-low our “Godness”. This underlying current shouldmake this book very accessible for many who would nototherwise be drawn to ascension-oriented materials.

I found Kiara’s personal stories very engaging,bringing me into a deeply embodied experience, as op-posed to something which registers more as just con-cepts in the mind. I felt like I was participating in ajourney of awakening, being aware of the continualshifts and transformations I was experiencing. TheDoorway to Eternity reveals the truth of the living pro-cess of the spiritual journey with all its ecstatic highsand epiphanies, as well as the equally deep sojournsinto the dark and painful shadow world.

What captivated me was scope of inclusivenesswhich included even “The Fall” or the Lucifer Rebellioninto the perfection of the divine plan. Nowhere did Iget the feeling that anything was judged or not in-

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WPrologue

The first step is always the hardest. No less is thistrue than in the writing of this book. Where do I begin?What do I say? In the endless ocean of metaphysicaland spiritual literature found everywhere on book-shelves today, what do I have to say that is meaningfuland new?

For many years this book lay dormant within me,and within my private journals. Why should I repeatwhat other people have already said? What makes methink I have anything important to say at all? And if Isaid something meaningful and new, what if it ends upcontradicting what other respected authors and teach-ers have said? There is controversy enough in meta-physical realms, and I did not wish to create more.

And yet the urgency grew. I had to write this book,I kept being told, even if it was just to deepen my ownremembering. Over and over again I made my excuses,and took myself off the hook. “I don’t believe in fossil-ized truth,” I would say. “The only unchanging truthis change itself.”

Every time I thought I finally understood some-thing, it would shift, and another perspective offeritself. “The Tao that can be spoken is not the real Tao,”I would argue, “and what is really the Tao cannot bespoken. So why speak at all?”

and windows continue to open into a deeper sense ofthe divinity in the very fabric of matter, and the im-portance of awakening the feminine aspect of the Christconsciousness.

The Timeline Healing meditation brought a numberof aspects of Self back into consciousness, making themonce again accessible. This, combined with the Con-versations with the Five Selves exercise, resulted in amuch greater sense of harmony and unification withinmy soul structure. My sense is that Doorway to Eter-nity will be a resource that many readers will continueto come back to again and again for new awakeningsand deeper transformation.

Kiara’s poetry so clearly comes from the depths ofhis divinity. So rich, encapsulating in such eloquent,songful expression the essence of a chapter, taking itmuch deeper into the psyche, beyond the subtle barri-ers of the waking mind.

As I attempt to summarize this foreword with themost important point I would like to express, whatarises is the overwhelming feeling of the ease, grace,and overall unity and love which this book transmits.In its presence I feel held in the gentle allowing armsof the divine feminine and also lifted into the heightsof possibility for actualizing my spirit’s greatest possi-bilities. It is a rare experience to have all these aspectsand dimensions of the spiritual journey so present andso well portrayed in both the information and experi-ence contained in The Doorway to Eternity.

Barry Martin

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I realize now that my little self wishes to remainsafely insulated in detached anonymity. I tell myself Iam one with everyone, and yet when the One wishesto speak through in my voice, I plead separation. Soafter endlessly quoting Nelson Mandela’s inauguralspeech to everyone within range, I’m finally choosingto apply the words to myself. I won’t “play small” any-more. At least not out of my fear of playing big.

So perhaps now I can begin.Brother Sun

Brother Sun, I asked one day,Don’t you ever tireOf spinning endless circles across the sky?Rising, then setting,Eternal mystery of day and night?He looked at me then,Gazing softly into my heart,Filling me deep with his light.It is not I that spins through the skiesCreating days and nights, he said.Here there is only undying lightOf eternal radiance;All else is your perception.See me and you shall see yourself;All shadows are liftedIn noonday light.Once you have seen,No longer can you be a speck circling around me,Blowing in the wind,Separate and alone.Be the Sun, be undying light;Yes, be a Sun unto yourself,And we shall circle,Always eternally within each other.

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A significant part of my journey into deeperpresence has been a growing understanding of what Icall the “unified presence”. We are each a composite ofvarious identities. Connecting with and dialoguing withthese multidimensional aspects of self has brought mecloser to unified presence. Ultimately, I feel that thejourney of awakening has to do with merging thesemultiple identities.

Many voices have come together in co-authoringthis book. I have been a seeker of truth all my life, andmany people have touched me with thoughts and ideasthat I eventually made my own. There have also beennon-physical teachers.

I learned in states of super-consciousness to con-tact aspects of the cosmos that I ordinarily did not haveaccess to. Some call this process “channeling”. Later, Ilearned that I could touch this super-conscious aware-ness at all times by merging various aspects of my be-ing. This is an account of my journey, and informationthat has come through, as well as a guidebook on howwe can each access those sources for ourselves.

This book is the story of my awakening. It is alsothe story of Earth’s awakening in these times oflight returning. Some of it includes dialogues withvarious beings. I began connecting with the presenceof the ascended masters, angels, whales, and naturekingdoms during the years I spent in Mt. Shasta,California, and on the Big Island of Hawaii.

I feel a deep resonance with the “ascension” path

WIntroduction

Who am I? Long have I been circling outside ofmyself, hiding behind a darkened mirror of self, seek-ing desperately through veils of forgetfulness for whatI have always already been. I awaken now from mydreaming, as do each of us in these pivotal times. It istime to merge now with all the aspects of our self, andto fulfill our mighty destiny on Earth.

This book arises from my own journey of awaken-ing, and is intended to spark various degrees of remem-brance as we journey on together. We are not separate,you and I. We are not separate, us and Earth. We arenot separate, persona and soul, human and God. Wehave dis-membered ourselves, and it is time now to re-member.

There have been various avenues that have sparkedmy remembrances, various tools and techniques thathave helped along the path. Some of these I share here.

Spiritual initiates in older times underwent veryspecific trainings and tests to strengthen the physicalbody, clear the emotional body, and activate the lightbody. In these accelerated times, our entire lives havebecome such a training and a test, and yet it is easysometimes to get lost in the confusion of too much in-formation with too little transformational value.

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dissolve all illusions of separatios, all of our subcon-scious and genetic history. As we step through thisDoorway, we connect with our light body, and enterthe mystery of God, the aspect of Being that dwells inunified light. We merge the two. Then we walk backthrough the Doorway as embodied presence, fully awak-ened within the world of form, no longer held hostageby its seeming limitations. This is what “ascension”,or “full body enlightenment” is about. Our contribu-tion to humanity by simply walking through and backis beyond comprehension. Are we ready to enter thisDoorway?

This book is written in two sections. The first partincludes some personal background and experiences,and describes a framework for moving towards ascen-sion consciousness. Some of the information has comein super-conscious states from beings known to us asascended masters, and from various orders of nature.

My desire has been to serve as a clear channel forinformation to flow through with a minimum of egodistortion. I am aware, however, that to the extent thatI have my blind spots, attachments, and biases, theinformation derived could be likewise muddied, and Iinvite discernment and feedback.

I also include poetic ramblings. I find that writingpoetry opens my heart to deeper levels of understand-ing, and provides some needed hemispheric balance.

The second part covers specific meditation practicesand techniques for unifying the self and activating the

and an equally strong love for Mother Earth. For methe path of ascension is not about escaping ortranscending the physical dimension to enter somehigher dimension so much as incarnating fully into thebody as divine presence, anchoring my light body intophysical form. The kingdom of Heaven is to be createdright here on Earth. An equally appropriate term wouldbe “descension”, which is what the process is aboutfrom the perspective of soul.

I was reading The Secret of the Beloved Disciple oneday, a beautiful book in which peace troubadour JimmyTwyman is informed of a “door of eternity”. “It is adoorway to the real world,” his Teacher tells him, “abridge that connects this world with your true home,what you would call Heaven. It has always been rightin front of you, waiting for you to enter. But you havebeen convinced that you must die in order to enter, as ifyour body is the barrier keeping you from the joy Godwould give you. The only barrier blocking your entry isfear. When you release the fearful patterns that haveruled your life and accept the love that binds you to theDivine, then Heaven will sweep you up like a motherdoes her child.” He was told that when we open ourhearts to this experience, then humanity would entera new era. It reminded me also of something Jesus hadsaid, “I AM an open door that no man can shut.” As Imeditated with this image, deep truths started emerg-ing for me.

There is a “Doorway to Eternity” in each of ourexperiences, I was told, a shimmering portal where we

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together and knew what I was talking about. Or I couldgo into a place of mystery, weaving my own life intothe tapestry of a constantly unfolding universe, notknowing how and what would emerge, and really put-ting myself out on a limb.

If I came from spiritual persona, I knew I wouldhave to be constantly protecting this image of myself,and defending some notion of a fixed truth which leftno room for uncertainty, failure, weakness, or doubt,and no room either for spontaneity, passion, excite-ment, and mystery. How could I speak about God theGreat Mystery if I couldn’t allow the mystery of myown life and process to be revealed?

I realize that my commitment in writing this bookis to be true to all of the many aspects of who I am. Ican’t promise that the Great White Father may notsometimes come through, and I have no quarrel withhim if he does, but the more I learn about the truth oflove, the less I feel the need to protect, hide, justify, ordefend any aspect of personal identity, whether lightor shadow.

There is nowhere to go that isn’t already here. Thereis nothing to hide that can’t already be seen by anyonewith discernment. As I hold out my light, perhaps itwill inspire another to do the same. As I dance withmy shadows, perhaps we will heal together. “In lakech,”the Mayans say in greeting each other. “I am anotheryou.” May we be mirrors of beauty together, as we birtha kingdom of beauty among us.

light body. I feel there are levels of work that can bedone in groups that are more difficult to accomplishindividually. Thus, many of these meditations are writ-ten in a narrative style that can be used within a groupformat, although they can also be modified for indi-vidual use. It is my hope that this book may serve asan inspiration for group ascension activity. (The medi-tations are also available on a series of CDs—the firstof them is included inside of the back cover of this book.)

There is a beautiful little book called The LittlePrince that my father would read to me from when Iwas very young. In it there is a fox who befriends aprince. “What is real is invisible to the eye,” he tellsthe boy. “It is only with the heart one can see clearly.”

Many have inspired me in the writing of this book,but neither I nor anyone else has a patent on truth.Truth is what resonates in the heart. Truth is whatsets us free. And no one can speak the truth for any-one else.

My desire here is to share the truth of my heart inthis moment, in the hope that it inspires the truth ofyour own heart. Facts may change, and my interpre-tation of life may be different tomorrow, but the truthof the heart remains. Please don’t confuse truth withfacts.

In the process of writing this book, there was a de-cision I had to make. I could go into my spiritual per-sona, the Great White Father with the long beardsitting among the clouds, safely pretending I had it all

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WPreface and Prayers

The Preface and Prayers (Moslem, Hindu, Chris-tian, Jewish, and Buddhist) are on tracks 1 and 2 ofthe CD that is located inside of the back cover.

They are followed by audio recordings of The SoundCurrent and Vipassana Meditation, and the Earth-SkyMeditation. (The text for these meditations is found inChapters 20 and 21.)

“The journey of a thousand miles begins with onestep,” goes an ancient Chinese proverb. And when it istime, it is a single step that signals the end of this samejourney. We arrive even as we depart. The end was al-ways in the beginning, and as we finally come close toreturning home we realize that we have never reallyleft at all.

Always I come closer to youIn my journey home to myself.Ideas of union, ideas of separation,Ideas of anything at allDrop away—There is only one of us here!

Kiara Windrider

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Part I

WEvents

and

Discoveries

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1. My Moment of Choice

I entered incarnation on March 6, 1959. It was 2:14a.m. in Bombay, India. My father was a physicist, andmy mother an artist, and so I learned early on to thinkwith my mind as well as feel with my heart. My par-ents are kind and thoughtful people, and I love andhonor them for who they are, and for nurturing me inbody as well as soul.

Spiritual realities were important in my family, insome ways perhaps more important than outer ma-terial realities. This was a wonderful affirmation of thetruths I understood in my soul, yet there was also somespiritual conditioning here. Soul became more impor-tant than body, Heaven more important than Earth.And as I looked around me at the extreme poverty andsocial injustices around me, a part of me learned toinsulate my heart from the pain by justifying it all askarma. The truth was that, like most children, I felttoo much, and learned to survive by disconnecting apart of myself. It was safer that way.

Meanwhile I had become fascinated by the lives ofthe sadhus and miracle yogis in their caves and

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And then, as if by reflex, I found myself falling too,horror turning to resignation as I realized there wasnothing I could do to stop myself. I found myself enter-ing into a place of deep peace, an extraordinary still-ness in which I was taken out of time and into anotherdimensional reality. I was given a choice to live or todie, and I must have chosen to continue this incarna-tion, for as I returned to conscious awareness, I foundmyself in a pool of knee-deep water, surrounded byrocks on all sides, hurt but alive. I had fallen two hun-dred feet and survived. My friend must have chosenlikewise, for he had landed inches away from me in thesame impossibly shallow pool. We looked out over themountains, dazed, unbelieving, and very much awarethat we had lived through a miracle.

The subsequent ordeal and eventual rescue is an-other story, but I know that in that moment of soulchoice everything changed forever. It was the begin-ning of a passionate quest for deeper understanding.Who was I, and why was I still here? Having been givena second opportunity for life, I resolved to live my lifeto the fullest, and to serve creation in the highest wayI possibly could.

My spiritual journey began in earnest. Over the nextfew years, I traveled to various ashrams and spiritualcommunities throughout India. I explored Sufi, Bud-dhist, Hindu, Christian, Taoist, and Zen philosophies.I shaved my head, and even changed my name half adozen times. I was deeply inspired by the life and teach-ings of Ramana Maharshi, Buddha, Yogananda, Sri

mountaintops. I knew early on that it was my destinyto achieve liberation, to be free of the eternal wheel ofkarma and human suffering. I knew I had to escapefrom a world that had increasingly become alien to me.

And so one day came my moment of choice. I hadjust turned sixteen. Along with my brother and sister,I was a student at an international boarding school inthe Kodai Hills of southern India, where my mothertaught art and home economics. On weekends myfriends and I would often go out hiking in the breath-taking beauty of the mountain trails and “sholas” (for-ests). On this particular day we had hiked out to one ofour favorite spots, a magnificent waterfall cascading athousand feet and more into the lush tropical gorgebelow. It was known as Gundar Falls.

Memories come back in vivid detail. It was a gor-geous day. We were young and free-spirited. I had goneon ahead to the falls with a friend, leaving the othersback at camp to follow later. One moment we werewading in the pools adjoining the falls. Next thing weknew, with no conscious plan on our part, we werescampering down the side of the falls, caution thrownto the winds, racing each other down into unexploredterritory below.

We had climbed down a fair distance when myfriend slipped. I saw the shocked look on his face, andcontinued to watch in frozen unbelief as his body dis-appeared from sight, lost among the rocks hundreds offeet below.

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Gundar Falls

Frantic,I try to keep myself from falling,Long, bumpy, painful, fingernail-shredding journey down.I’m committed now;Why oh why did I not remain on top,Safely at play in warm lazy pools?This numbing torrent blurs my senses.How far have I fallen?How could anyone survive this?I will surely die now.A surge of despair, then a tunnel of light.An entire sequence of lifetimesFlashes before my eyes,Then abruptly stops;I have landed.Dazed I open my eyes and look around.Why am I not smashed to pieces?I have survived a great fall.Who am I? Where am I?There must be some purpose here.So begins a journey of remembrance,And I cannot decideWhether I have just fallen off a cliff,Chosen to take birth on Earth,Or now seek to embody all of my soul;It all feels the same.All I can say is I have forever been arrivingAnd now I have landed.

Aurobindo, and Jesus. And in the wonderful enthusi-asm that comes from youth, I resolved to spend my lifein the footsteps of these sainted ones, wandering theEarth as a holy man or “sadhu”, healing, teaching, lov-ing, and serving, till all of humanity and nature hadreturned to Source in the oneness of spirit.

A beautiful dream. Sometimes I wonder what mylife would have been like if I had had the courage totruly follow that calling. Over time I realized thatwasn’t what this lifetime was about. I was to be a bridgebetween worlds. At age twenty-one I found myself inthe USA, attending a college in Kansas. I had becomevery close with two of my friends from that fatefulGundar hike, and they invited me to come attend col-lege with them on a scholarship, while their parentsoffered to sponsor my other expenses. I finished fiveyears later with a dual major in Peace Studies andInternational Development.

Then came California and another major phase ofmy life. After working in environmental politics for ashort period of time, I realized that wasn’t my life patheither. I had just moved to the San Francisco Bay Areato begin a Masters program in Transpersonal Psychol-ogy when I underwent a series of events that eventu-ally led to a profound spiritual rebirth, one that I amstill in the process of integrating. The sharing of thisand the events and insights that followed is really whatthis book is all about.

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Psychology. Many years prior, I had read ParamahansaYogananda’s Autobiography of a Yogi. When he de-scribed his experiences with the immortal Yogi-Christof the Himalayas, Babaji, I knew that I knew him aswell. I later encountered another enlightened master,Herakhan Baba, with whom I also felt an immediatesoul connection, and who carried for me the same soulfrequency as Babaji.

One day as I was meditating, Babaji’s presence cameand filled the room. He told me he was looking for anemissary to embody his presence more directly in theWest. He spoke of having taken a number of physicalincarnations in which his oversoul presence camethrough various beings in various ways at varioustimes. He said that Herakhan Baba had been his mostrecent physical incarnation in India. And he asked meif I remembered my own soul agreement to serve assuch a vehicle for his presence at this time.

It was like being struck by lightning. On a soul level,I knew instantly that this was true, that it was time,and that I was still in agreement with this. On a per-sonality level, I fluctuated wildly between an over-whelming excitement, great trepidation, and a deepsense of unworthiness.

Instantly I had built an image in my mind aboutwhat this would mean, compared that to my ownsense of who I thought I was, and fell sadly short inmy own estimation of my ability to carry out such aresponsibility. And alternating with the illusions ofunworthiness came the delusions of grandeur,

2. The Babaji Walk-In

As I attempt to describe the following experience, Ialways think of the story of the five blind men tryingto describe the elephant. Each “saw” an aspect of thetruth and identified it as the whole truth.

I have come to believe that there are two kinds oftruth. One is the truth that is known by direct experi-ence, and only by direct experience. The other is whathappens when we try to translate this direct experi-ence into language and perception. Wars have beenfought over differing translations of an experientialtruth, and yet the only purpose for such a translationis to point to the direct experience of it.

Please know that everything I describe in the fol-lowing account is only one translation of what reallytook place. My own translation of the event has changedmany times over the years, and I share it because Ifeel it is an experience that some of you reading thismay have gone through as well, and that others arepreparing for.

It was the summer of 1985. I had moved to Cali-fornia to begin a Masters program in Transpersonal

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quite familiar to each other, and so there had alreadybeen a great familiarity with this new energy. I alsowonder now if it was truly an exchange of souls, whatthe Tibetans refer to as a “tulku”, or whether it was abraiding together of the two energies, which is a verydifferent process. Perhaps this was simply a deeper soulinitiation, which I shall explore further in Chapter 8.Or perhaps it would be more accurate to say that I hadbeen “overshadowed” by Babaji, which is a term some-times used to refer to the process of an ascended orcosmic master taking over the lower vehicles of an ini-tiate for a period of time.

Perhaps my experience included elements of all ofthese possibilities. Regardless, it was the beginning ofa process that still continues. I realized that whateverit was that happened did not put me in a separate cat-egory of evolution. I still had much work to do to inte-grate the various aspects of my being. I started doing“enlightenment intensives”, which are three-day pro-cesses designed to move participants into the directexperience of who they are. My greatest difficulty wasthat I had become too locked in to ideas and expecta-tions of who I was supposed to be or what my processwas supposed to look like to simply allow for the mys-tery of God to flow through my being.

I continued my program in Transpersonal Coun-seling Psychology at JFK University. I trained invarious forms of movement and body-centered thera-pies. I studied astrology in earnest. I did Vipassanameditation retreats. I explored shamanic work,

sometimes quite embarrassingly so, I have to say.

While my personality went through its dance of rec-onciliation, something very profound was taking placeon a soul level. Massive currents of energy were pour-ing through my body. My sense of time, space, andphysical reality became greatly distorted. I felt like Iwas walking between two worlds, neither of them verystable. My body was experiencing a lot of “kundalini”activity. Sometimes it felt like my physical circuitryjust couldn’t handle all the new frequencies pouringthrough. Fortunately, there were people around me whounderstood what was taking place and were able tosupport me through the process. Through it all, therewas a feeling of great joy and a deep certainty in therightness of everything that was going on.

Around this time I happened to come across a bookby Ruth Montgomery called Strangers Among Us. Inthis book she talked about the experiences of variouspeople who felt that an exchange of souls had takenplace for them in response to varying life circumstances.These “walk-ins”, as she called them, shared their ex-periences of how and why this happened, and some ofthe challenges they faced in integrating this new soulawareness into their lives.

Although I seemed to be experiencing a lot of en-ergy shifts, I was not experiencing the sense of alien-ation from the circumstances and people in my earlierlife that a lot of the walk-ins in her book were describ-ing. Perhaps it was because the walk-in agreement tookplace prior to this lifetime, and the souls involved were

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Babaji

You are the radiance of the sun,Shining rays of beauty within me.You hold a mirror to my eyes,That I may seeAll that I AM,The love that I AM.

You are a guardian of light,And you understand the magic of night.I feel your rivers flowingThrough my awakened heart;A hidden doorway opensTo eternity's glow.

I am the eyes of your vision,I am the heartbeat of your song.I tread the journey that you walk.Celebrating warm earth,Unfolding our wings,We fly towards the sun.

Brothers from a long time ago,Closer than brothers now,There is a mystery hereOnly a heart with wings can understand:We are the radiance of the sun—You and I . . . Babaji.

psychosynthesis, and holotropic breathwork. I practicedchanneling. I went through childhood issues, dancedwith my shadows, and struggled through relationships.I became fascinated by all the many aspects of the “newage” that I was discovering in California, and becameequally disillusioned with some of the shallowness Iexperienced therein.

And then I found Mt. Shasta.

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worlds, feeling the pulse of the ascended masters. Whenthe snows came, I would light up the fireplace in myyurt, put my pot of soup on the stove, and simply lis-ten to the silence and watch nature unfold in the white-ness around me, without the electromagneticinterference of electricity and telephone lines. Longhours were spent in meditation, reading, and silence.

That winter I also met one who would be my part-ner for the next seven years. Our coming together wasthe greatest blessing of my life. In the moment of ourmeeting I felt that our souls had known each otherforever, and yet there was a part of my personality thatwas so afraid of commitment and the depth of inti-macy possible with another that I would continuallypush away. It was painful and humbling. At other times,when we could let each other enter the deep places ofour hearts and soul, it was delightful and beautiful be-yond measure.

Much of my growth during that time was about thebalance of masculine and feminine energies, and bring-ing them together within myself. One of the most pain-ful aspects of our separation from Source has been thissplit between the masculine and the feminine, bothwithin ourselves and in our relationships with one an-other. I realized that there was no way I could fullyanchor my soul into physical form as long as I was car-rying this split within my personality.

I realized that this same split operates in many ofour spiritual systems. It is the split between body andsoul, Earth and Heaven, even God and human. It is

3. Mt. Shasta and the Ascended Masters

Coming to Mt. Shasta was like coming home. It wasthe summer of 1992. I remember my first visit there. Ihad been in a wonderful relationship. One day my part-ner ended it, saying that she felt there was a new di-rection opening for both of us and we needed to followit, even if we did not know yet what that meant. I feltemotionally devastated, but we had talked of going toMt. Shasta, so we chose that weekend to visit. As weclimbed into the upper meadows of this beautiful moun-tain, strewn with wildflowers and gently bubblingbrooks, my spirits lifted in enormous gratitude for thisplace where Heaven and Earth could meet each otherwithin my soul. By the time the weekend was done, Iknew I was meant to live here, and in three weeks Ihad packed up my carload of belongings and moved upinto a little yurt halfway up the mountain.

I had never been happier. I had known of SaintGermain, and had always felt an affinity with the as-cended masters, but here their energies were palpable,and I was experiencing them in a fresh new way. I spententire weeks up on the mountain, running nakedthrough the sunlit meadows, communing with the fairy

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that has never happened before, or at least not for avery long time. We are talking of vast cosmic cycleshere, and we are poised at “zero point”, so to speak,getting ready for a massive shift of the ages. What isthis shift about? As I have tuned into this over thepast few years, much information has come together,some of which I will share later.

This information comes from ancient propheciesfrom every imaginable spiritual tradition. It comes alsofrom modern day seers, channels, geologists, astro-physicists, and futurists. As I started putting this to-gether for myself, it felt right, and yet a part of mymind reacted. Physical reality through my physicalsenses appeared vastly different from what I was see-ing with my inner senses, and I wanted to be abso-lutely sure. My inner senses told me we were a singleplanetary and cosmic consciousness, but we certainlywere not experiencing that on a global level. The veilsof illusion were strong, and I did not want to dependmerely on my intuitions. If I was to dedicate my life tothis work, which I had, I wanted to know that we wouldtruly strip away these veils, and truly move into plan-etary ascension. I wanted to not just believe, but toknow.

I asked to be shown this through direct experience.

also the same split that operates within our innerpsyche as the polarity of good and evil, right and wrong.As we judge and resist others, we create fear. As wejudge and resist ourselves, we create shame. Fear andshame keep us locked into separation from each other,alienates us from the Earth, and isolates us from therest of the universe. Our inner fragmentation and psy-chic smog, when externalized, creates smog and pollu-tion in our soils and atmosphere, rivers and seas. Weare not separate from the Earth; we are not separatefrom our seas. We are not separate from our universe.We are not separate from our God, the I that I eter-nally AM.

As I understood the ascended masters, they hadhealed this split within themselves, and therefore hadachieved a high level of mastery of the physical, emo-tional, and mental realms. Jesus is the one we are mostfamiliar with, but there have been many, many othersover many periods of Earth’s history, from every spiri-tual tradition, that have achieved this level of mastery.Far from being an unattainable achievement beyondthe reach of ordinary humans, each of us is invited toclaim this same level of mastery for ourselves. In fact,many of us have achieved ascension mastery in otherincarnations, and now have returned to assist in a plan-etary ascension process that is perhaps unprecedentedin cosmic history.

We stand at a unique crossroad in our history as aplanet. There is evidence from many sources, both pro-phetic and scientific, that something is going on here

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Garden of My Soul

I see a garden beyond the flames.To enter I must burn awayEverything I have ever identified with,All the stories I have ever told,Everyone I have ever known or loved,All ideas of separation and loss,Even my yearnings for union.I must enter empty handed,Expecting nothing,Offering everything I am in return.Such a small price to payFor the garden of my soul!

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4. Swimming with Dolphins and Whales

It was in Hawaii that I had my direct experience. Iwas interested in the concept of the “global brain”, theidea that the next stage of our evolution would be toexperience ourselves as a single planetary conscious-ness. The whales were the ones who showed me thatthis was not just an idea in my head.

I had moved to Hawaii in early 1999. I lived in alittle cabin among the fruit plantations near Kealake-kua Bay. Every morning I would don my flippers andsnorkel gear and jump into this beautifully tranquilbay. Kealakekua is a dolphin sanctuary, and wild spin-ner dolphins would often come into the bay to rest andplay among the shallower waters. Over a period ofmonths I got to know them better as they got to knowme. I learned to communicate with them through pic-tures and through the language of the heart. Whenswimming with them, any sense of personal identitywould simply dissolve. I joined with them in a placethat was neither human nor dolphin, a place of purejoyful-playful-being.

I learned a lot about myself. Over the years I had

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wild dolphins, falling deeply in love with all of myself,and deeply in love with love itself. I learned about com-municating from the heart. As I would enter into thestate of love and join it with an intention or a picture,they would respond immediately. I felt awed and sodeeply grateful for my new friends.

I learned about my attachments as well. I loved mydolphin family, and often found myself feeling moreconnected to their world than to my own. I would fallinto bouts of great depression if a day went by andthey didn’t show up, and so of course they stayed away.When they did come in, they would seem to be totallyignoring me while playing around with everyone else.I finally realized they were confronting my deepestfears of separation, abandonment, jealousy, and loss,all these things that are so much part of our normalhuman neurosis. I never experienced any kind of judg-ment from them, but always a direct reflection andfeedback to whatever form of energy I was putting out.I learned more from these unconditionally loving andcompassionate teachers than I ever had in any ashramor meditation retreat.

Then one day I had an encounter with a mother andbaby whale which again changed my perception of lifeforever. As I approached the bay for my customary swimI noticed a spout of water. My heart leaped within me.Although I had seen whales often on their migrationpaths through these waters, I had not seen them hereso close to shore. I swam out in the general directionwhere I’d seen the spout, then closed my eyes and called

built a whole set of identities around myself. I was aspiritual teacher and a healer. I was sensitive and com-passionate. I was a good person with much to offer. Iwas deep. The problem with all this was that I hadbecome so identified with this image of myself thatthese very identities became a mask. I found myselfcarefully protecting this image lest someone seethrough me into a place that was vulnerable or uncer-tain, angry or unloving or fearful, depressed or shy. Iwas forever comparing myself to others, and my senseof self came from how I felt others perceived me, andwhether I thought I was good enough or lovable enough.And so of course I had to put on my best face at alltimes. I was losing my sense of spontaneity and child-like wonder. I was losing my ability to live from myheart.

The dolphins didn’t care for any of that. They be-came my mirrors. When I got lost behind my masks,whether in self-importance or in self-deprecation, theywould stay away. When I let go of the masks of iden-tity, they would come around and we would enter to-gether into ecstatic play. Eventually, I learned that itwas safe to let go even of the mask of being human.Here, we could meet in a space of pure essence, andthat is when they truly welcomed me into their pod.

I will never forget the day that the four elders ofthe pod first swam with me cheek to cheek insepara-bly for an hour, making deep eye contact that entiretime. It felt like an initiation into pod consciousness. Ifelt myself falling deeply in love with these beautiful

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humpback friend would always remain, and throughher, my connection with the soul of the Earth. In thatmerging of our consciousness, a pathway opened upwithin me that has remained open ever afterwards. Orperhaps the pathway has always existed, but the whaletaught me to access it, and to trust what I was feeling.Here is what she had to say:

Dearly beloved, we invite you to surge into our con-sciousness. Our consciousness is circular. Let yourselfbe lifted up into that which we are, so we may commu-nicate to you that which you are. We are within the mindof Gaia. Gaia is circular, like we are, and we carry therecords and memories of all time and space of that whichhas been and that which is emerging. Listen. Listenwell. Let your breath become circular; let your bodiesrun with circular energy. Play. A human child is circu-lar because it knows how to play. Set that child freewithin you.

You, Kiara, have felt our physical presence and al-lowed your circle to join with ours in this communion.You have felt our joined spirits encircling the universe.Henceforth you will always remember the way, for wehave created a passageway from your submerged mindto your surface mind, and you can likewise hold thatpresence for others by allowing your physical form toblend with our whale form within your consciousness.

Please realize that when the opening between yoursubmerged mind and your surface mind is of sufficientscale, the same energies that circulate through us andthat circulate through your ascended masters can cir-

out to them in the way I had learned to do with dolphins.

When I opened my eyes it was to see a huge hump-back female directly beneath me. At first I panicked.What if she chose to surface just now? What if I gotflipped around or sucked under by her immense size?Then I realized that she was very minutely aware ofmy frail presence, that each movement she made wasvery deliberate, and that she would never let harm cometo me in any way. I relaxed, and we entered into a spaceof communion, while her baby playfully wove his wayin and out, through and around us.

Suddenly I found I was no longer locked into myphysical body. As I merged with the consciousness ofthe whale, I found myself expanding far out into theEarth, entering into her consciousness, and becomingone with her body. I was the Earth. I was Gaia, Goddessof the Earth. I could feel the vastness of her form andof her being, and it was inside me as I was inside her. Irealized there was literally no separation between us,and I realized that this was the consciousness that thewhales lived in all of the time. They were the guardiansand holographic reflections of the very life of MotherEarth in a way that humans cannot begin to imagine.I felt immensely privileged to experience this glimpseof truth. Time stopped, and ecstasy filled my body, inwave upon wave of understanding and joy. There hasalways and forever been only one of us here!

Later, as I went back to my cabin and began to writeof my experience, I knew that this connection with my

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bridge from your heart to your pineal center. Then focuson the center in the back of your head at the medulla,and then reconnect back to your heart. This will attuneyou to the cycles and rhythms of life. You will blendeasier with the cosmic ocean. You will be energized andspirit will be strong within you. We will open to you therecords of our memories, and yours, so that you mayconsciously read and interpret the records of your soul.

It is through the medulla, the chakra at the back ofthe head, that you access the consciousness of Gaia. Forthis is where the breath of life extends out to cosmos.This is where the blowhole is for us. The crown andmedulla chakras are merged for us. The crown is yourvertical connection with spirit. The medulla is yourspherical connection with all of cosmic creation, therealm of soul.

Spirit is masculine, soul is feminine. You need tomaster your connection with spirit on the vertical axis,and also to understand fully the realms of soul, in everexpanding concentric spheres. For this is how we mergeinto the body and soul of Gaia.

So as you make the spirit connection, blend the ener-gies of Earth, Sun, body, heart, and mind along a verti-cal shaft of light. Plunge deep into Earth Sun, soar highup to Cosmic Sun. Then bring your attention to the me-dulla and feel the sound currents as you open out inwidening concentric spheres to embrace all creation. Feelyour body expanding out accordingly, as you are expe-riencing now, and the stars will become the cells of yourgalactic body. This is how we serve as record keepers,

culate through you. We are within you, and are sopleased that you have chosen to swim so close to greetus through the doorway of Sirius. Call on us whenyou choose and our presence will blend with you.

We wish to speak with you now about who we areand the contribution we make towards Earth’s evolu-tion. We are anchors for what you may term Christ con-sciousness in the mindfield of Gaia. We construct andmaintain the lines of force that you call the grids oflight around Earth’s body. For our bodies have knowl-edge of these lines of force, and our consciousness cre-ates the bridge as we interdimensionally merge withGaia. There are some among us who are ascended mas-ters too. We join with your human and stellar mastersto create the Earth grids with our soundings, a differ-ent song every year.

Your Aborigines of old knew about these songlinesof creation, but many of you have forgotten. Learn tolisten to the sound of your own souls and to the songs ofGaia. There is a grand current of sound that flowsthrough every cell of your body, that flows through thesonglines of Earth, that creates all the geometries oflife. As you listen to these songs, you will recognizewithin your own bodies where the songlines are unbal-anced. You are circular, holographic beings. As you in-vite balance, and expand into the consciousness of Gaia,you sound forth the balancing of these light gridsaround your planetary body.

The time for separation, the time for limitation, hasended. Your love will be as oceanic as ours. Make a

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5. Message from The Great One

A few days later, I heard a message from the WhiteWhale, oversoul of the whale kingdoms, which I repro-duce here in full. Please allow these words to sink be-low the surface mind and into the submerged mind:

This is The Great One. I have come in response toyour questions spoken and unspoken. I have come toshare not only information but a certain consciousness.It is time to awaken to this consciousness within you,for this is the reason you were constructed.

Do not denigrate the human form. The human formis one of the highest biological forms for the embodi-ment of spirit.

We will go back through the Akashic Records to thebeginnings of time. Time is creation, creation that be-gan in the mind of Prime Creator, and there was nomeaning except in the unfoldment, except in the con-tinual creation, except in that deep awareness and pas-sion to recreate and extend itself.

And so, through the word, through the vibration ofthat first intent, was created the songlines, and then

by merging our consciousness with the mindfields ofthe cosmos, or as you would call them, the AkashicRecords. In this merging, all things past, present, andfuture are registered within the eternity of a moment,and can be brought forth as desired. And this is howwe seed the cosmos for the possibilities of new creation,as we sing our songs of life in blended union.

Dear one, you are in a cycle of fullness right now,fullness of love, fullness of life’s gifts and opportuni-ties, fullness of spirit, fullness of heart. Swim with usevery day, whether in the oceans in our physical pres-ence, or during your quiet moments in our cosmic pres-ence. We blend with the consciousness of Sanat Kumara,Pan, and the Lords of Time and Space, to serve as theOversoul of Gaia. Attune to the one we know as the GreatOne, who is the White Whale of your legends, and oneof the overlords of Sirius, which is our galactic home.We have represented the right brain of Gaia, as yourspecies has represented the left brain. The time is herenow that we are joining together as one planetary bodywithin one unified mind that embraces all of Gaia’screatures. Let this message stir deep within you the codesof remembering. We blend with you. Receive throughus the love of Mother Gaia!

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have the destiny that your planet possesses, simply be-cause none have the diversity which your planet pos-sesses. A new order of creation comes into being as youprepare for this moment; we’re here with you. We’vealways been eager to assist, even when our task was notunderstood by you.

Know now that there is now a manifestation of mypresence in the oceans as a white whale. The Aborigi-nes know of this. It occurs in their prophecies. Like thewhite buffalo was born on this continent in fulfillmentof prophecy, so is this white whale born in fulfillmentof prophecy.

The time is near now when this grand awakeningof planetary consciousness is due. We have prepared thegrids of the Earth. The merkaba field is complete. If itwere not so, the new frequencies that have been pouringin could not be anchored and the Earth herself couldnot survive.

There are what you call gamma ray bursts floodingthe Earth—many hundreds, many thousands in the lastyear since this grid has been completed. Her soundingshave changed. Her songs have changed. Her songs arelike the templates, and within these templates creationcan be determined with great precision.

As the left brain of planet Earth, your intentions,your understandings, and your direction is much re-quired. Feel our presence within your presence. It is timefor us to join what has been separate for too long.

Ascension has been a mystery to many of you. The

there was light, and within that light manifested differ-ent levels of awareness that led to the creation of dimen-sions, and within these dimensions form could be playedout as ideas generated and regenerated themselves.

And so, many, many, many pathways later variousseedings took place. Forms were created. Among themwere we, among them were you. Spirit formed itself inbiological forms, and our destiny has always been thesame—to reunite in the fullness of time to complete thecycle, to gather back to Source all of learning, all of creation.

We carry a certain awareness in our attunement tothe higher dimensions. What you call higher dimensionis to us spherical, and in this spherical knowing, thereis no higher, there is no lower, but there’s a fullness ofunderstanding, of knowing, for this quality has no sepa-ration within itself. This quality is still connected withthe One Source within all of this diversity. It is a qual-ity that your biological circuitry is also meant to carry,to embody. It is a quality that those among you that youknow of as Ascended Masters have embodied just asfully. It is a quality that many races throughout thegalaxies have achieved, and it’s the quality that you areabout to achieve more fully than any species ever before,simply because you’re no longer an isolated species.

There are representatives among you from acrossthe galaxies, across the dimensions, across the univer-ses. And so what you seek to create now is a living being,an extended being that is far vaster than individualascended beings. There are few planets that have as-cended from this level of density, and of these none that

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Gaia has need of us as the right brain. Gaia hasneed of you as the left brain, but no longer is this adivision to be maintained. Electromagnetic fields of theEarth are changing, which allows a reconstruction ofthese grids of left and right.

In order for the Mother to make her ascension, rightand left brain must act as one, and for this you need todevelop this spherical consciousness. In spherical con-sciousness, there is no separation between left and right,or matter and spirit, or any of the polarities that youexperience in daily living. Allow yourself to move intothis new awareness.

So ascension is simply the flowering of new life, andin the fruits of that new life, the Earth gives seed andthe seeds multiply. It’s a very natural cycle.

The triggers within your cellular consciousness arealready being probed. Your mind has nothing to do withit because your will, your intention, and your surren-der create this activity, and then from this submergedplace within your deep unconscious, the seeds begin tobear fruit.

There is a time when the curtains will be partedfor all consciousness on this planet. It is to come soon.The ground is being prepared for this parting of thecurtains. In that moment, for it will be a moment,you will be tested. Your choices will be weighed, andif you so choose, ascension will be once more the naturalcycle rather than death, or rather than participationin the game of separation, a game that you’ve known

mystery lies not in the how or even in the why. Themystery has lain in your mind’s great inclination todoubt. The mystery has been in the “if”, because you donot feel that you know the way, because you have beenseparated from those deep knowings within you, becauseyou’ve given way to your doubts and your fears. It hasbeen a great “if”. It holds you back from the recogni-tion of the simplicity of this process.

Dear Ones, this is so simple. Please do not doubt. Infact, this is your destiny.

Your bodies were meant to be receptors of light. Youknow this. You know that your DNA is equipped for farmore than you are currently experiencing. You know ofthe 64 codons to be awakened. You know of the twelvestrands. You know that this has been and will be again.

You know what holds you back. There are many,many, many layers of conditioning and unbelief, and itis the collective barrier that you must break through.We are assisting in this as you call upon us to be ofservice. The answers may not be a conscious awarenessof minds. The answers lie in that deep submerged layerwhere there is a cellular knowing.

Your bodies understand what your minds do not.Please listen to the body and allow it sacred audiencewithin you. Focus on the chakra on the back of yourhead. It is a newly emerging planetary chakra that is aparallel development to the vertical axis of the chakrasalong the pranic tube. This is the awareness of sphericalconsciousness, and we, as we breathe, hold this aware-ness at all times.

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already present. It is the end of timelines. It is the endof separation. It is the end of death and the beginningof her birth. We are one.

I feel that anything I could say after this messagefrom the White Whale would have to be profoundlymundane, yet I feel compelled to add that about a weekafter this communication I was in conversation with awoman I had met in the bay. As we climbed out sheshared her own life-changing experiences of swim-ming with whales, and then said something which senttingles all the way through me. I hadn’t yet said any-thing to her about my encounter with the Great One,when out of nowhere she said, “Do you know that theyhave actually seen a baby white whale off the coast ofAustralia?”

I would like to end this chapter with a personal re-quest. The U.S. Navy has been experimenting withsonar frequencies that are adversely affecting marinemammals, particularly whales and dolphins, in waysthat we cannot begin to imagine. Many have died as aresult. Check out www.dreamweaving.com for details.

I have heard that the cetaceans have completedtheir contract with 3-D Earth and are choosing to leavenow. Perhaps this is true, and perhaps they leave sothey might welcome our collective emergence into theascended Earth. I do know that on a 3-D level, if theremaining whales and dolphins die, we all die. And Ialso know that I personally am not ready for them togo yet!

in your history from times before Atlantis.

There was a time not very long ago, a time that youremember, maybe fear. You remember the days of theMer people in their two forms merged. The two king-doms were one. The two brains were unified. Now isthe time that the Mer people are returning, not in physi-cal form, but within the Earth’s consciousness.

Go back into the storehouses of your mind. Remem-ber those days. The cells carry the memories. Many ofyou were incarnate in the bodies of the ocean people.Many of us were incarnate within the human people.

I speak to you in words that you hear within yourminds, but my greater communication to you is now increating a passageway that allows your spherical mindsto become activated—perhaps the experience of throb-bing in the back of your head. Perhaps you hear a soundor a tone within that space. Perhaps there are piecesand fragments of your soul returning to you now thathave been disconnected and lost. Perhaps you are re-membering your true destiny that fills the Earth with asense of knowing, a sense of joy, a sense of peace. Weask you to trust this knowing, not because you under-stand with your minds the steps this requires, but be-cause of your intent and desire to join your will withthe will of the Earth, the will of the Creator.

Fulfill that destiny that has been chosen for you,those of you who have incarnated on this planet, for weare one mind and know each other already without veils.We know what is known of your future, which to us is

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Cetacean Dreams

Sailing through endless oceans of starlight,Leaping through vast gateways of time,I dream great dreams of freedom.Nothing is veiled from me;All life is a mirror of the truth that I AM.Creation unfolds,All play is creation,All creation is play.From starlight I create the oceans,From stardust I create the earth.I dream beautiful bodies for my expressionAnd we move through Earth’s oceans,Circling each otherIn playful connected song.We circle the Earth,We circle the universes.We are the sea people.