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    Title: A Passion in the Desert

    Author: Honore de Balzac

    Translator: Ernest Dowson

    Release Date: December, 1998 [Etext #1555]Posting Date: February 26, 2010

    Language: English

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    Produced by John Bickers, and Dagny

    A PASSION IN THE DESERT

    By Honore De Balzac

    Translated by Ernest Dowson

    A PASSION IN THE DESERT

    "The whole show is dreadful," she cried coming out of the menagerie ofM. Martin. She had just been looking at that daring speculator "workingwith his hyena,"--to speak in the style of the programme.

    "By what means," she continued, "can he have tamed these animals to sucha point as to be certain of their affection for----"

    "What seems to you a problem," said I, interrupting, "is really quitenatural."

    "Oh!" she cried, letting an incredulous smile wander over her lips.

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    "You think that beasts are wholly without passions?" I asked her. "Quitethe reverse; we can communicate to them all the vices arising in our ownstate of civilization."

    She looked at me with an air of astonishment.

    "But," I continued, "the first time I saw M. Martin, I admit, like you,

    I did give vent to an exclamation of surprise. I found myself next to anold soldier with the right leg amputated, who had come in with me. Hisface had struck me. He had one of those heroic heads, stamped withthe seal of warfare, and on which the battles of Napoleon are written.Besides, he had that frank, good-humored expression which alwaysimpresses me favorably. He was without doubt one of those trooperswho are surprised at nothing, who find matter for laughter inthe contortions of a dying comrade, who bury or plunder him quitelight-heartedly, who stand intrepidly in the way of bullets;--in fact,one of those men who waste no time in deliberation, and would nothesitate to make friends with the devil himself. After looking veryattentively at the proprietor of the menagerie getting out of his box,

    my companion pursed up his lips with an air of mockery and contempt,with that peculiar and expressive twist which superior people assume toshow they are not taken in. Then, when I was expatiating on the courageof M. Martin, he smiled, shook his head knowingly, and said, 'Wellknown.'

    "'How "well known"?' I said. 'If you would only explain me the mystery,I should be vastly obliged.'

    "After a few minutes, during which we made acquaintance, we went to dineat the first restauranteur's whose shop caught our eye. At dessert abottle of champagne completely refreshed and brightened up the memoriesof this odd old soldier. He told me his story, and I saw that he was

    right when he exclaimed, 'Well known.'"

    When she got home, she teased me to that extent, was so charming,and made so many promises, that I consented to communicate to her theconfidences of the old soldier. Next day she received the followingepisode of an epic which one might call "The French in Egypt."

    During the expedition in Upper Egypt under General Desaix, a Provencalsoldier fell into the hands of the Maugrabins, and was taken by theseArabs into the deserts beyond the falls of the Nile.

    In order to place a sufficient distance between themselves and theFrench army, the Maugrabins made forced marches, and only halted whennight was upon them. They camped round a well overshadowed by palm treesunder which they had previously concealed a store of provisions. Notsurmising that the notion of flight would occur to their prisoner, theycontented themselves with binding his hands, and after eating a fewdates, and giving provender to their horses, went to sleep.

    When the brave Provencal saw that his enemies were no longer watchinghim, he made use of his teeth to steal a scimiter, fixed the bladebetween his knees, and cut the cords which prevented him from using hishands; in a moment he was free. He at once seized a rifle and a dagger,

    then taking the precautions to provide himself with a sack of drieddates, oats, and powder and shot, and to fasten a scimiter to his waist,he leaped on to a horse, and spurred on vigorously in the direction

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    where he thought to find the French army. So impatient was he to seea bivouac again that he pressed on the already tired courser at suchspeed, that its flanks were lacerated with his spurs, and at last thepoor animal died, leaving the Frenchman alone in the desert. Afterwalking some time in the sand with all the courage of an escapedconvict, the soldier was obliged to stop, as the day had already ended.In spite of the beauty of an Oriental sky at night, he felt he had not

    strength enough to go on. Fortunately he had been able to find a smallhill, on the summit of which a few palm trees shot up into the air; itwas their verdure seen from afar which had brought hope and consolationto his heart. His fatigue was so great that he lay down upon a rockof granite, capriciously cut out like a camp-bed; there he fell asleepwithout taking any precaution to defend himself while he slept. He hadmade the sacrifice of his life. His last thought was one of regret. Herepented having left the Maugrabins, whose nomadic life seemed to smileupon him now that he was far from them and without help. He was awakenedby the sun, whose pitiless rays fell with all their force on the graniteand produced an intolerable heat--for he had had the stupidity to placehimself adversely to the shadow thrown by the verdant majestic heads

    of the palm trees. He looked at the solitary trees and shuddered--theyreminded him of the graceful shafts crowned with foliage whichcharacterize the Saracen columns in the cathedral of Arles.

    But when, after counting the palm trees, he cast his eyes aroundhim, the most horrible despair was infused into his soul. Before himstretched an ocean without limit. The dark sand of the desert spreadfurther than eye could reach in every direction, and glitteredlike steel struck with bright light. It might have been a sea oflooking-glass, or lakes melted together in a mirror. A fiery vaporcarried up in surging waves made a perpetual whirlwind over thequivering land. The sky was lit with an Oriental splendor ofinsupportable purity, leaving naught for the imagination to desire.

    Heaven and earth were on fire.

    The silence was awful in its wild and terrible majesty. Infinity,immensity, closed in upon the soul from every side. Not a cloud in thesky, not a breath in the air, not a flaw on the bosom of the sand, evermoving in diminutive waves; the horizon ended as at sea on a clear day,with one line of light, definite as the cut of a sword.

    The Provencal threw his arms round the trunk of one of the palm trees,as though it were the body of a friend, and then, in the shelter of thethin, straight shadow that the palm cast upon the granite, he wept. Thensitting down he remained as he was, contemplating with profound sadnessthe implacable scene, which was all he had to look upon. He cried aloud,to measure the solitude. His voice, lost in the hollows of the hill,sounded faintly, and aroused no echo--the echo was in his own heart. TheProvencal was twenty-two years old:--he loaded his carbine.

    "There'll be time enough," he said to himself, laying on the ground theweapon which alone could bring him deliverance.

    Viewing alternately the dark expanse of the desert and the blue expanseof the sky, the soldier dreamed of France--he smelled with delight thegutters of Paris--he remembered the towns through which he had passed,the faces of his comrades, the most minute details of his life. HisSouthern fancy soon showed him the stones of his beloved Provence,

    in the play of the heat which undulated above the wide expanse of thedesert. Realizing the danger of this cruel mirage, he went down theopposite side of the hill to that by which he had come up the day

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    before. The remains of a rug showed that this place of refuge had at onetime been inhabited; at a short distance he saw some palm trees fullof dates. Then the instinct which binds us to life awoke again inhis heart. He hoped to live long enough to await the passing of someMaugrabins, or perhaps he might hear the sound of cannon; for at thistime Bonaparte was traversing Egypt.

    This thought gave him new life. The palm tree seemed to bend with theweight of the ripe fruit. He shook some of it down. When he tasted thisunhoped-for manna, he felt sure that the palms had been cultivated by aformer inhabitant--the savory, fresh meat of the dates were proof ofthe care of his predecessor. He passed suddenly from dark despair to analmost insane joy. He went up again to the top of the hill, and spentthe rest of the day in cutting down one of the sterile palm trees, whichthe night before had served him for shelter. A vague memory made himthink of the animals of the desert; and in case they might come to drinkat the spring, visible from the base of the rocks but lost further down,he resolved to guard himself from their visits by placing a barrier atthe entrance of his hermitage.

    In spite of his diligence, and the strength which the fear of beingdevoured asleep gave him, he was unable to cut the palm in pieces,though he succeeded in cutting it down. At eventide the king of thedesert fell; the sound of its fall resounded far and wide, like a sighin the solitude; the soldier shuddered as though he had heard some voicepredicting woe.

    But like an heir who does not long bewail a deceased relative, he toreoff from this beautiful tree the tall broad green leaves which areits poetic adornment, and used them to mend the mat on which he was tosleep.

    Fatigued by the heat and his work, he fell asleep under the red curtainsof his wet cave.

    In the middle of the night his sleep was troubled by an extraordinarynoise; he sat up, and the deep silence around allowed him to distinguishthe alternative accents of a respiration whose savage energy could notbelong to a human creature.

    A profound terror, increased still further by the darkness, the silence,and his waking images, froze his heart within him. He almost felthis hair stand on end, when by straining his eyes to their utmosthe perceived through the shadow two faint yellow lights. At first heattributed these lights to the reflections of his own pupils, but soonthe vivid brilliance of the night aided him gradually to distinguish theobjects around him in the cave, and he beheld a huge animal lying buttwo steps from him. Was it a lion, a tiger, or a crocodile?

    The Provencal was not sufficiently educated to know under what specieshis enemy ought to be classed; but his fright was all the greater, ashis ignorance led him to imagine all terrors at once; he endured a crueltorture, noting every variation of the breathing close to him withoutdaring to make the slightest movement. An odor, pungent like that ofa fox, but more penetrating, more profound,--so to speak,--filled thecave, and when the Provencal became sensible of this, his terror reachedits height, for he could no longer doubt the proximity of a terrible

    companion, whose royal dwelling served him for a shelter.

    Presently the reflection of the moon descending on the horizon lit up

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    the den, rendering gradually visible and resplendent the spotted skin ofa panther.

    This lion of Egypt slept, curled up like a big dog, the peacefulpossessor of a sumptuous niche at the gate of an hotel; its eyes openedfor a moment and closed again; its face was turned towards the man. Athousand confused thoughts passed through the Frenchman's mind; first he

    thought of killing it with a bullet from his gun, but he saw there wasnot enough distance between them for him to take proper aim--the shotwould miss the mark. And if it were to wake!--the thought made his limbsrigid. He listened to his own heart beating in the midst of the silence,and cursed the too violent pulsations which the flow of blood broughton, fearing to disturb that sleep which allowed him time to think ofsome means of escape.

    Twice he placed his hand on his scimiter, intending to cut off thehead of his enemy; but the difficulty of cutting the stiff short haircompelled him to abandon this daring project. To miss would be to diefor CERTAIN, he thought; he preferred the chances of fair fight, and

    made up his mind to wait till morning; the morning did not leave himlong to wait.

    He could now examine the panther at ease; its muzzle was smeared withblood.

    "She's had a good dinner," he thought, without troubling himself as towhether her feast might have been on human flesh. "She won't be hungrywhen she gets up."

    It was a female. The fur on her belly and flanks was glistening white;many small marks like velvet formed beautiful bracelets round her feet;her sinuous tail was also white, ending with black rings; the overpart

    of her dress, yellow like burnished gold, very lissome and soft, had thecharacteristic blotches in the form of rosettes, which distinguish thepanther from every other feline species.

    This tranquil and formidable hostess snored in an attitude as gracefulas that of a cat lying on a cushion. Her blood-stained paws, nervous andwell armed, were stretched out before her face, which rested upon them,and from which radiated her straight slender whiskers, like threads ofsilver.

    If she had been like that in a cage, the Provencal would doubtless haveadmired the grace of the animal, and the vigorous contrasts of vividcolor which gave her robe an imperial splendor; but just then his sightwas troubled by her sinister appearance.

    The presence of the panther, even asleep, could not fail to produce theeffect which the magnetic eyes of the serpent are said to have on thenightingale.

    For a moment the courage of the soldier began to fail before thisdanger, though no doubt it would have risen at the mouth of a cannoncharged with shell. Nevertheless, a bold thought brought daylight to hissoul and sealed up the source of the cold sweat which sprang forth onhis brow. Like men driven to bay, who defy death and offer their body tothe smiter, so he, seeing in this merely a tragic episode, resolved to

    play his part with honor to the last.

    "The day before yesterday the Arabs would have killed me, perhaps," he

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    said; so considering himself as good as dead already, he waited bravely,with excited curiosity, the awakening of his enemy.

    When the sun appeared, the panther suddenly opened her eyes; then sheput out her paws with energy, as if to stretch them and get rid ofcramp. At last she yawned, showing the formidable apparatus of her teethand pointed tongue, rough as a file.

    "A regular petite maitresse," thought the Frenchman, seeing her rollherself about so softly and coquettishly. She licked off the blood whichstained her paws and muzzle, and scratched her head with reiteratedgestures full of prettiness. "All right, make a little toilet," theFrenchman said to himself, beginning to recover his gaiety with hiscourage; "we'll say good morning to each other presently;" and he seizedthe small, short dagger which he had taken from the Maugrabins.

    At this moment the panther turned her head toward the man and looked athim fixedly without moving. The rigidity of her metallic eyes and theirinsupportable luster made him shudder, especially when the animal walked

    towards him. But he looked at her caressingly, staring into her eyes inorder to magnetize her, and let her come quite close to him; then witha movement both gentle and amorous, as though he were caressing the mostbeautiful of women, he passed his hand over her whole body, from thehead to the tail, scratching the flexible vertebrae which divided thepanther's yellow back. The animal waved her tail voluptuously, and hereyes grew gentle; and when for the third time the Frenchman accomplishedthis interesting flattery, she gave forth one of those purrings by whichcats express their pleasure; but this murmur issued from a throat sopowerful and so deep that it resounded through the cave like thelast vibrations of an organ in a church. The man, understanding theimportance of his caresses, redoubled them in such a way as to surpriseand stupefy his imperious courtesan. When he felt sure of having

    extinguished the ferocity of his capricious companion, whose hunger hadso fortunately been satisfied the day before, he got up to go out of thecave; the panther let him go out, but when he had reached the summit ofthe hill she sprang with the lightness of a sparrow hopping from twig totwig, and rubbed herself against his legs, putting up her back after themanner of all the race of cats. Then regarding her guest with eyeswhose glare had softened a little, she gave vent to that wild cry whichnaturalists compare to the grating of a saw.

    "She is exacting," said the Frenchman, smilingly.

    He was bold enough to play with her ears; he caressed her bellyand scratched her head as hard as he could. When he saw that he wassuccessful, he tickled her skull with the point of his dagger, watchingfor the right moment to kill her, but the hardness of her bones made himtremble for his success.

    The sultana of the desert showed herself gracious to her slave; shelifted her head, stretched out her neck and manifested her delight bythe tranquility of her attitude. It suddenly occurred to the soldierthat to kill this savage princess with one blow he must poniard her inthe throat.

    He raised the blade, when the panther, satisfied no doubt, laid herselfgracefully at his feet, and cast up at him glances in which, in spite

    of their natural fierceness, was mingled confusedly a kind of good will.The poor Provencal ate his dates, leaning against one of the palmtrees, and casting his eyes alternately on the desert in quest of some

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    liberator and on his terrible companion to watch her uncertain clemency.

    The panther looked at the place where the date stones fell, and everytime that he threw one down her eyes expressed an incredible mistrust.

    She examined the man with an almost commercial prudence. However, thisexamination was favorable to him, for when he had finished his meager

    meal she licked his boots with her powerful rough tongue, brushing offwith marvelous skill the dust gathered in the creases.

    "Ah, but when she's really hungry!" thought the Frenchman. In spiteof the shudder this thought caused him, the soldier began to measurecuriously the proportions of the panther, certainly one of the mostsplendid specimens of its race. She was three feet high and four feetlong without counting her tail; this powerful weapon, rounded likea cudgel, was nearly three feet long. The head, large as that of alioness, was distinguished by a rare expression of refinement. The coldcruelty of a tiger was dominant, it was true, but there was also a vagueresemblance to the face of a sensual woman. Indeed, the face of this

    solitary queen had something of the gaiety of a drunken Nero: she hadsatiated herself with blood, and she wanted to play.

    The soldier tried if he might walk up and down, and the panther left himfree, contenting herself with following him with her eyes, less likea faithful dog than a big Angora cat, observing everything and everymovement of her master.

    When he looked around, he saw, by the spring, the remains of his horse;the panther had dragged the carcass all that way; about two thirds of ithad been devoured already. The sight reassured him.

    It was easy to explain the panther's absence, and the respect she had

    had for him while he slept. The first piece of good luck emboldened himto tempt the future, and he conceived the wild hope of continuing ongood terms with the panther during the entire day, neglecting no meansof taming her, and remaining in her good graces.

    He returned to her, and had the unspeakable joy of seeing her wag hertail with an almost imperceptible movement at his approach. He sat downthen, without fear, by her side, and they began to play together; hetook her paws and muzzle, pulled her ears, rolled her over on her back,stroked her warm, delicate flanks. She let him do what ever he liked,and when he began to stroke the hair on her feet she drew her claws incarefully.

    The man, keeping the dagger in one hand, thought to plunge it into thebelly of the too confiding panther, but he was afraid that he would beimmediately strangled in her last convulsive struggle; besides, he feltin his heart a sort of remorse which bid him respect a creature thathad done him no harm. He seemed to have found a friend, in a boundlessdesert; half unconsciously he thought of his first sweetheart, whomhe had nicknamed "Mignonne" by way of contrast, because she was soatrociously jealous that all the time of their love he was in fear ofthe knife with which she had always threatened him.

    This memory of his early days suggested to him the idea of making theyoung panther answer to this name, now that he began to admire with less

    terror her swiftness, suppleness, and softness. Toward the end of theday he had familiarized himself with his perilous position; he nowalmost liked the painfulness of it. At last his companion had got into

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    the habit of looking up at him whenever he cried in a falsetto voice,"Mignonne."

    At the setting of the sun Mignonne gave, several times running,a profound melancholy cry. "She's been well brought up," said thelighthearted soldier; "she says her prayers." But this mental joke onlyoccurred to him when he noticed what a pacific attitude his companion

    remained in. "Come, ma petite blonde, I'll let you go to bed first,"he said to her, counting on the activity of his own legs to run away asquickly as possible, directly she was asleep, and seek another shelterfor the night.

    The soldier waited with impatience the hour of his flight, and whenit had arrived he walked vigorously in the direction of the Nile; buthardly had he made a quarter of a league in the sand when he heard thepanther bounding after him, crying with that saw-like cry more dreadfuleven than the sound of her leaping.

    "Ah!" he said, "then she's taken a fancy to me, she has never met anyone

    before, and it is really quite flattering to have her first love." Thatinstant the man fell into one of those movable quicksands so terribleto travelers and from which it is impossible to save oneself. Feelinghimself caught, he gave a shriek of alarm; the panther seized him withher teeth by the collar, and, springing vigorously backwards, drew himas if by magic out of the whirling sand.

    "Ah, Mignonne!" cried the soldier, caressing her enthusiastically;"we're bound together for life and death but no jokes, mind!" and heretraced his steps.

    From that time the desert seemed inhabited. It contained a being towhom the man could talk, and whose ferocity was rendered gentle by him,

    though he could not explain to himself the reason for their strangefriendship. Great as was the soldier's desire to stay upon guard, heslept.

    On awakening he could not find Mignonne; he mounted the hill, and in thedistance saw her springing toward him after the habit of these animals,who cannot run on account of the extreme flexibility of the vertebralcolumn. Mignonne arrived, her jaws covered with blood; she received thewonted caress of her companion, showing with much purring how happy itmade her. Her eyes, full of languor, turned still more gently than theday before toward the Provencal, who talked to her as one would to atame animal.

    "Ah! mademoiselle, you are a nice girl, aren't you? Just look at that!So we like to be made much of, don't we? Aren't you ashamed of yourself?So you have been eating some Arab or other, have you? That doesn'tmatter. They're animals just the same as you are; but don't you take toeating Frenchmen, or I shan't like you any longer."

    She played like a dog with its master, letting herself be rolled over,knocked about, and stroked, alternately; sometimes she herself wouldprovoke the soldier, putting up her paw with a soliciting gesture.

    Some days passed in this manner. This companionship permitted theProvencal to appreciate the sublime beauty of the desert; now that he

    had a living thing to think about, alternations of fear and quiet, andplenty to eat, his mind became filled with contrast and his life beganto be diversified.

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    Solitude revealed to him all her secrets, and enveloped him in herdelights. He discovered in the rising and setting of the sun sightsunknown to the world. He knew what it was to tremble when he heard overhis head the hiss of a bird's wing, so rarely did they pass, or whenhe saw the clouds, changing and many colored travelers, melt one intoanother. He studied in the night time the effect of the moon upon the

    ocean of sand, where the simoom made waves swift of movement and rapidin their change. He lived the life of the Eastern day, marveling at itswonderful pomp; then, after having reveled in the sight of a hurricaneover the plain where the whirling sands made red, dry mists anddeath-bearing clouds, he would welcome the night with joy, for then fellthe healthful freshness of the stars, and he listened to imaginarymusic in the skies. Then solitude taught him to unroll the treasuresof dreams. He passed whole hours in remembering mere nothings, andcomparing his present life with his past.

    At last he grew passionately fond of the panther; for some sort ofaffection was a necessity.

    Whether it was that his will powerfully projected had modified thecharacter of his companion, or whether, because she found abundant foodin her predatory excursions in the desert, she respected the man's life,he began to fear for it no longer, seeing her so well tamed.

    He devoted the greater part of his time to sleep, but he was obliged towatch like a spider in its web that the moment of his deliverance mightnot escape him, if anyone should pass the line marked by the horizon. Hehad sacrificed his shirt to make a flag with, which he hung at the topof a palm tree, whose foliage he had torn off. Taught by necessity, hefound the means of keeping it spread out, by fastening it with littlesticks; for the wind might not be blowing at the moment when the passing

    traveler was looking through the desert.

    It was during the long hours, when he had abandoned hope, that he amusedhimself with the panther. He had come to learn the different inflectionsof her voice, the expressions of her eyes; he had studied the capriciouspatterns of all the rosettes which marked the gold of her robe. Mignonnewas not even angry when he took hold of the tuft at the end of her tailto count her rings, those graceful ornaments which glittered in thesun like jewelry. It gave him pleasure to contemplate the supple, fineoutlines of her form, the whiteness of her belly, the graceful pose ofher head. But it was especially when she was playing that he felt mostpleasure in looking at her; the agility and youthful lightness of hermovements were a continual surprise to him; he wondered at the suppleway in which she jumped and climbed, washed herself and arranged herfur, crouched down and prepared to spring. However rapid her springmight be, however slippery the stone she was on, she would always stopshort at the word "Mignonne."

    One day, in a bright midday sun, an enormous bird coursed throughthe air. The man left his panther to look at his new guest; but afterwaiting a moment the deserted sultana growled deeply.

    "My goodness! I do believe she's jealous," he cried, seeing her eyesbecome hard again; "the soul of Virginie has passed into her body;that's certain."

    The eagle disappeared into the air, while the soldier admired the curvedcontour of the panther.

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    But there was such youth and grace in her form! she was beautiful as awoman! the blond fur of her robe mingled well with the delicate tints offaint white which marked her flanks.

    The profuse light cast down by the sun made this living gold,these russet markings, to burn in a way to give them an indefinable

    attraction.

    The man and the panther looked at one another with a look full ofmeaning; the coquette quivered when she felt her friend stroke her head;her eyes flashed like lightning--then she shut them tightly.

    "She has a soul," he said, looking at the stillness of this queen ofthe sands, golden like them, white like them, solitary and burning likethem.

    "Well," she said, "I have read your plea in favor of beasts; but how didtwo so well adapted to understand each other end?"

    "Ah, well! you see, they ended as all great passions do end--by amisunderstanding. For some reason ONE suspects the other of treason;they don't come to an explanation through pride, and quarrel and partfrom sheer obstinacy."

    "Yet sometimes at the best moments a single word or a look isenough--but anyhow go on with your story."

    "It's horribly difficult, but you will understand, after what the oldvillain told me over his champagne. He said--'I don't know if I hurt

    her, but she turned round, as if enraged, and with her sharp teethcaught hold of my leg--gently, I daresay; but I, thinking she woulddevour me, plunged my dagger into her throat. She rolled over, givinga cry that froze my heart; and I saw her dying, still looking at mewithout anger. I would have given all the world--my cross even, which Ihad not got then--to have brought her to life again. It was as though Ihad murdered a real person; and the soldiers who had seen my flag, andwere come to my assistance, found me in tears.'

    "'Well sir,' he said, after a moment of silence, 'since then I havebeen in war in Germany, in Spain, in Russia, in France; I've certainlycarried my carcase about a good deal, but never have I seen anythinglike the desert. Ah! yes, it is very beautiful!'

    "'What did you feel there?' I asked him.

    "'Oh! that can't be described, young man! Besides, I am not alwaysregretting my palm trees and my panther. I should have to be verymelancholy for that. In the desert, you see, there is everything andnothing.'

    "'Yes, but explain----'

    "'Well,' he said, with an impatient gesture, 'it is God withoutmankind.'"

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